#angst lez go

[vanillaxoshi]

BBB elements separated au

"Eyes"

#boboiboy #bbb septuplet au #bbb elements separated au #fanart #art #comics #boboiboy cahaya #boboiboy solar #hahahaha i made a comic finalyy #i finished this until last night #the last page #i didnt pit a lot of effort in- #angst lez go

[sapphic-bombshell-vixen]

to whom it may concern:

So on top of Under The Bridge with Riley Keough and Lily Gladstone doing their (will they, won’t they— they will!) dance together.

Now we are going to have Lily Gladstone and Kelly Marie Tran playing girlfriends in an upcoming film????

#blessed be the fruit #under the bridge #lily gladstone #lez go ladies! #bring on the angst #watchlist #would like to thank the academy

[yuan4i]

CULT OF DIONYSUS al haitham x reader x kaveh

SYNOPSIS kaveh, al haitham and you are close friends and went to the same high school. but after your junior year, you left them and sumeru behind for liyue’s 2 year med school exchange program. now you’re back in sumeru for a class reunion and attending sumeru akademiya. 

STATUS 01/14/23, on going, slow updates

GENRE social media au, modern au, college au 

CONTENT WARNINGS childhood friends to lovers, mentions of cheating, angst, love triangle, suggestive, implied female (they/them prns), written before kaveh's in game release, messy timestamps, will add more later!

TAGLIST closed for now! please let me know if you changed your username

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CHARACTERS

4LYFERS | overwork no sleep

ACT I - "I'M FEELING DEVIOUS"

01 . still sleeping ? 02 . packing 03 . reunion message?? 04 . bitch this you? 05 . i'll try to miss you ✿ 06 . bro's down bad fr 07 . 10/10 08 . reunion day ✿ 09. what's his problem? 10 . pretty boy 11 . asked them out 12 . why r u here? ✿ 13 . his text 14 . lying to me? 15 . you? upset? 16 . call me if u get lost

ACT II - "YOU'RE LOOKING GLAMOROUS"

17. is it too late to switch majors?? ✿ 18. third wheeling? 19. tall, blonde and gorgeous ✿ 20. cuddles on the couch 21. do you like him? 22. wingman !? 23. tickets (and backstage) 24. welcome to the renaissance ✿ 25. you guys knew?? ✿ 26. get drunk 27. sober up, bitch 28. cruel summer ✿ 29. can i kiss you? ✿ 30. good for them. | 30.5 cult of dionysus notes ✿

ACT III - "LETS GET MISCHIEVOUS"

31. hello panda cookies 32. man wtf ✿ 33. get me out 34. homophobia arc 35. fuck this 36. exams 37. fool ✿ 38. tba... 39. tba...

ACT IV - "AND POLYAMOROUS"

tba...

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(tagged only on chapter updates)

©yuan4i 2023/2024. all rights reserved. do not repost, modify, steal, plagiarize, or translate any of my work without my consent.

#⁺◟✿ cult of dionysus : al haitham x reader x kaveh #al haitham x reader #al haitham smau #kaveh x reader #kaveh smau #al haitham x kaveh #genshin smau

[tokkishouse]

˜”*°•.˜”*°• A Diluc x Reader Modern SMAU! •°*”˜.•°*”˜

Synopsis: It’s your senior year of college-- 4 years of slaving away during the summer heat in Mondstadt and practicing with the marching band, winning awards after awards, but never making it to championships. But this year was different! You were going to make Lead Majorette and bring your school to victory with...Diluc?! The Ragvindr recluse who’s been giving you the stink eye since freshman year? As fellow drum major? Just your luck!

Update Schedule: Whenever lol Warnings: Cursing, College Student Shenanigans (like angst, drama, etc), suggestive and explicit themes, reader is fem-bodied (will update more as I get through this series) Reader Ships: Al-Haithem x Reader (exes), Diluc x Reader (end-game) Note: I try to use photos that make Y/N's race ambiguous so you can fit in, but I cannot guarantee that. Any pictures I choose that depict Y/N of a certain race are not to be taken as such. You are Y/N. The same goes for any pictures used to depict any of the genshin characters. If the hair/body/skin color does not match, it is not meant to be indicative of anything. It is simply there for story building.

Shoutout to @sugakookiessss​ for helping me brainstorm this shit. You a real one fr.

【Ｐｒｏｆｉｌｅｓ】

Mondstadt Knights

Liyue Dragons

Inazuma Samurai

Akademiya Owls

【Ｍａｙ】 0 - Finals Week Hell 0.5 - Finals Week Hell

【Ｊｕｎｅ／Ｊｕｌｙ】 1 - WHO’S OUR DRUM MAJOR? 2 - Leadership Camp 3 - Someone Hide Me 3.5 - Someone Hide Me 4 - Oh...You Remember? 5 - Grape Juice is NOT a Substitute for Water

【Ａｕｇｕｓｔ／Ｓｅｐｔｅｍｂｅｒ】 6 - Game On! 7 - Most Ambitious Crossover Event 7.5 - Most Ambitious Crossover Event 8 - Just This Once 9 - Green with Envy

【Ｏｃｔｏｂｅｒ】 10 - It Was a Mistake 11 - It's On Me 12 - Quick, Throw Me! 13 - Thank You 14 - Late Night Run (nsfw)

【Ｎｏｖｅｍｂｅｒ／Ｄｅｃｅｍｂｅｒ】 15 - Making a Good Impression 16 - The Other Woman 17 - We are the Champions 18 - Communication is Crucial

【Ｇｒａｄｕａｔｉｏｎ】 (Time Skip) 19 - Walk that Walk... 20 - Talk that Talk

𝕋𝕒𝕘𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥 *＊✿❀○❀✿＊*

@sugakookiessss​ , @shayewrites , @lez-zuha , @baelloraa , @monaypo1 , @n-i-f-y , @aixaingela , @jiminscarmex, @giggles8899, @simp4bakuh03, @deartoru, @kadorinn, @deepinballs, @duhsies, @kennylovesberries, @simp4bakuh03, @mirifuna, @deffenferofjustice, @hadesaedes, @sharkiestory, @scaramouche-slut, @itsirk-is-tha-opposite, @imkaaayyy, @horkniitamago

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#genshin impact x reader #genshin impact smau #diluc x reader #diluc smau #genshin smau #genshin impact diluc #genshin impact diluc x reader #masterlist

[jhugas]

PROVE IT.III-Jeon Jungkook-‘Fuck you’

✿✼:*ﾟ:༅｡.｡༅:*･ﾟﾟ･⭑

Series: Prove it

Genre: some angst, jealousy

Summary: Jungkook does something unexpected, but it doesn’t go the way he wanted to… by the way, who is this guy?

Word count: 1,3k

Warnings/tags: argument, misunderstanding.

✿✼:*ﾟ:༅｡.｡༅:*･ﾟﾟ･⭑

After these two busy nights with him, it was already time to go back home, and you were the first one to leave.

‘Bye…’ you told him before leaving the hotel, and all you got was a small glance from him, he didn’t even talk to you after this night, and was still shirtless. 

He's been acting odd since this morning, luckily though, he still made breakfast for both of you before you woke up.

After this awkward moment, you close the door behind you and head to the car.

Now that you were in the car with your driver, you took the opportunity to do what you feared the most, checking your socials. You go on Insta and the first thing you see is the 11k more followers you won, then, under your last post, the comments:

@yuflying:   GIRLLLLLLL

@y/nsfav:    Close the window at least😭

@koofuckk: Us: they’re gonna kill each other 

                       Them: Lez do it😫

@y/nkook:   GET IT!! Y/nkook shippers 🔛🔝

It really wasn’t as bad as you thought, you believed that they’d have insulted you, or that Jungkook’s fan had hated on you, but it’s like everyone was involved in the story, and in a good way.

So you decide then to go on Twitter, and you see unsurprisingly that ‘FREAKY’ was trending along with your names, and when you clicked on it, pictures and videos of you two having sex showed up with other tweets:

…you didn’t know how to feel about this, indeed, you won lots of followers ‘thanks’ to him, but you just couldn’t not feel bad about this.

Once you arrived at the airport, you saw hundreds of fans waiting for you, all excited and screaming loudly. So you get out of the car, the bodyguards join you and you pass by. On the way, you hear comments about you and Jungkook, especially by the paparazzis, but you just waved and smiled at your fans, then head to your private jet, and once you laid down, you immediately closed your eyes to sleep.

3 hours passed by and the plane finally landed right after you woke up, you were sure your manager called you at least once during the flight, but you’ll only check your phone once you arrive home.

‘Home sweet home…’ you say as you enter and unlock your phone, but instead of seeing missed calls from your manager, two unknown people sent you texts.

The first one sent:

He answered by saying that he had a list with the names and phone numbers of the candidates, so you simply renamed him ‘Suhyeok’, you’d remember who he is by reading the messages anyway.

Then the second person sent:

He answered almost instantly after you sent ‘Hi?’, but somehow, though you also answered quickly ‘Who are you?’, he didn’t answer.

Though it kinda scared you, you carried on with your night, cooked dinner, and went to sleep. Still without an answer to your message.

A WEEK LATER

It’s Monday, and time to go back to work, and this afternoon from 2 pm to 6 pm you will train on the field for the next mixed competition, which occurs in three months.

You thought the other athletes would talk behind your back, point at you or even laugh, but no, most of them just ignored you. And knowing that you are the most famous female athlete, this situation was abnormal, but oh well… with time, everything will go back to normal, you think.

Only one person came to talk to you this afternoon, and it was Suhyeok. He was actually nice and the only one that approached you the whole day, so you felt good about him. Moreover, you discovered that you two had a lot in common, and you wished you could’ve talk more, but it was the end of the day already.

To be honest, you were kinda mad that Jungkook didn’t talk to you a single time, not even a hello, nor just a nod… but he was bullshit anyways, ‘what was I thinking…’ you tell yourself.

He was acting nice when it came to sex, but when sex wasn’t here, you were just a slut to him, right? You sigh in arrogance and head to the lockers, when suddenly someone pulls you apart, and you recognize this face, it’s Jungkook.

‘Who was this?’

He asks.

‘Who was who?’

‘This man, he was talking to you just now.’

‘Oh, well he is new here, and he actually had the balls to talk to me, unlike someone else here.’

You answered, clearly indicating that he was this ‘someone else’.

‘Well, if you answered me maybe?’

He said sarcastically.

‘Answered you? When did you even talk to me. You didn’t even say bye when I left.’

‘Are you joking? I literally texted you a week ago, but you never fucking answered. "Who are you?" then when I tell you it’s me, Jungkook, you completely ignore me. I even asked you if you were okay, but apparently it’s none of my business.’

He said before poking his cheek with his tongue.

‘So it was you?! And sorry but you never answered! I was waiting for your response, but nothing. Had to wait a whole week, just to see you again, hoping that maybe our relationship had changed, but you’re still as annoying as before, I see.’

‘Fuck you.’

He finally said.

‘And fuck you too!’

You snap back at him before going to the lockers, enraged.

So he really didn’t change? You tried to think of the best, but it seems that life pulled you back to earth, he really still hated you, and as much as you hate him now.

Jungkook stood there in silence, ‘what did I do again? Is it my fault?’ he thinks. He can’t believe you've already started talking to someone new when you just started to talk to each other. But he doesn’t want to overthink again, he sighs, then goes to his locker quietly.

He really wanted to be alone, but the first person he saw in the men’s locker, was Suhyeok, this complete stranger to Jungkook that you were talking to.

‘You alright?’

Suhyeok asks.

‘Yes… why? You know her?’

‘Know who?’

‘Y/n.’

‘Oh, yes I’ve talked to her a bit, she’s great honestly, what about you, do you know her?’

Suhyeok returns the question.

‘Of course I do.’

Jungkook answers before rolling his eyes.

Suhyeok frowns at this answer, if Jungkook seemed so confident about knowing her… then why would he wait in front of her lockers to argue?

You finally arrived home after taking a few pics with your fans, and you immediately receive a message:

What? Did he really send the message and you ignored him? You can’t believe it, now you felt bad, he really thought you ignored him… 

You start writing an apology, but he’s faster, he already sent another text:

So it was just a misunderstanding? How sad, you think, his phone just didn’t send the text when Jungkook wanted to, he must have some serious problems with his connection…

He seemed genuinely sorry, for once, you wanted to accept immediately his apology but you didn’t want to seem too nice, you tried to keep your cool, yk?

Well anyway, now you’ll be able to communicate with him. And that’s what you did. But surprisingly, Jungkook isn’t the only one to text you. 2:09 am, you receive ‘Is everything okay?’.

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Masterlist

#army #bts #fanfic #scenarios #imagine #one shot #bts fanfic #jungkook x you #jungkook #jungkook x reader #jungkook fanfic #jungkook x y/n #bts fic #Jungkook fic #jungkook series

[dipplinduo]

Shall I make Kieran or Juliana suffer in my next fic >:3

It's going to have a happy ending, but we won't be getting that without a bit of pain...

Mwhahahaha (Angst hopefully won't be heavy, unless something makes me sad or angry!) =)

more angst?!?! Lez GOOOOOO (don't hug me I'm scared when I'm not the writer LMAO)

Cheering you on!!! <3

#dipplinshipping #kieran pokemon #kieran x juliana pokemon #juliana x kieran pokemon #juliana pokemon #kieran x juliana #juliana x kieran

[nutria--oscura]

Hey, Dude! I love you guys!

~S2 Ep39 spoilersss~

#fuck willy stampler 👍

Taylor(not that one)'s Version.... Taylor(Freddy's Version)'s Version

"is that the thing with the grimace shakes? is that they make you nut?" *proceeds to talk about mcdonalds meals that make you come* this. this is why i listen to this podcast y'all (/lh)

GUYS I LOVE THE DOODLER

(yes i paused the episode to make this)

so willy hasn't deleveled scary yet?

oh yeAH THE ZONE OF TRUTH

"you don't lie to people you love" have you listened to the podcast

oh yeAH THE KIDDADS ARE HERE

oh no-

that black/purple blood on normal is gonna cause something else isn't it? like not just the 2 d10, like something's gonna hppen with the kiddads or something isn't it? (please no-)

every episode their plains get weirder and more chaotic - its fucking amazing

CATBUS TIMEEE

definitely a normal melee attack

they remembered nick & hermie! win!

"it terms of thing nicky can do that are non-violent: he cant"

wasnt nicky at cassandras?

YAS HERMIE NAT 20 ON ACTING LEZ GO

yea nick still has no cha(riz)ma

let normal go feral. please. as a treat.

"ive got an idea but its kinda stupid" "welcome to the podcast"

4 LEVELS- OH SHTE

doodler bestie no- please no-

IN SCARY?WHAT-

THE SKYS BACKKK OH-

PERSONIFIED DOODLER!!!

"it smells like some kind of teen spirit" YES

"you see your own anxietys reflected back at you"

taylor is indeed perfect and doesnt need to change <3 (says that avid angst reader who loves taylor angst cause that boy needs to process the shit hes been though)

LARK NO

SPIDER BOI DOODLER

i know we were saying link needs to adopt the catbus but- ya know- i think the doodler should have it

oh yea- willys he- FUCK THE COLLAR

" business up front party in the back" "i don't think willy has the confidence to be pegged" "peeing is business but poop is for pleasure" no comments necessary-

"don't make me hate you as much as you hate him[henry]" OH SHIT-

lark & normal <3

LARK YES

LARK oh-

aaaaaaaaaand hes gone-

"you wanna make rhinestone bracelets together?" "oh mygod~ i mean- eh-"

dude, ya know, short for doodler

HANDSHAKES FEEL FAMILIAR??? AHHHH

LINK- "you guys hear abunch of farting noises? like shit coming out of nowhere?" BRUTAL MAN-

MAE IS BACK

TERRY JR?! PLEASE

RON?!?!?!?!

no way rons in heaven- he said bitch like 4 times in s1 (/j but ya know, canon)

DAY 9855 DAM OK-

SO THE LETTERS WERE TO TERRY JR? CAUSE "YOUR STEPFATHER" RIGHT?

IS RON SCARYS PATRON? SOMEHOW? PLEASE?

in conclusion:

also,

Ron <3

#RON IS BACK Y'ALL #LETS GOOO #a second before they said “let's just call him dude!” i saw the ep title and it clicked in my brain like an epiphany if you will #fuck willy stampler #dndads #dndads spoilers #dungeons and daddies #screaming crying sobbing #whispers of the raine

[jinwoosungs]

omg omg i’m loving it but lez expand the concept of P being a playboy because he takes advantage of his ethereal beauty— angst— catch (name) has been in love with P for a long time but she knows she has zero chance on being with him because of his playboy act and too focus on the attention of girls that swoons over him. The way he would sent them that charming smile, and how he would tuck the hair behind their ear and she could do nothing but look or long for him at afar and felt her heart pang and she knows that deep within his act, he has a good heart and loves him nonetheless ouch. Is (Name)’s hidden affection will someday reach P or not? :(( angst y’all.

her heart was in constant pain, seeing pinocchio's affections directed at all the other beautiful girls who fawn over him. due to this, she tends to keep to herself and make herself as hidden as possible.

it was so silly, falling in love with someone so beautiful yet unattainable at first sight. she knew it was a bad idea, but sadly, her heart still wanted pinocchio with a desperation.

but lucky for her, she is noticed. perhaps not by p himself, but by a kind young man who shares some classes with her at the academy.

one day, while she's exploring the gardens, trying to cheer herself up and forget about her heartache, she is stopped by that same boy. he's blushing profusely while staring at her, stuttering about how much she likes her and wants to take this chance to court her.

of course, this catches her off guard, but nonetheless she's flattered and is willing to give him a chance. they end up exploring the gardens together, with the kind gentleman picking a gorgeous lily for her before putting it in her hair-

little did the two know that they were being watched, a pair of cerulean eyes were observing their every movement as a pale freckled hand kept digging their nails into the palm of their own skin, completely jealous and livid that the girl he wanted most was going to be taken away from him.

pinocchio has always been known to be a little bit of a brat when it came to love. he was spoiled to the point of believing he was the center of everyone's attention. girls adored him and flocked to him easily, almost like he was a magnet-

but he was never able to capture that girl's attention; the one who always stayed within the borders of his periphery with her eyes either directed at the sky or at a book she was reading. it was such a strange desire, really, of wanting to capture her attention.

at first, it was just to further boost his ego and confidence. why not add this soft beauty to his growing harem, he would think to himself with a smirk and dark chuckle.

and yet, the more he observed her quirks and personality, the more he felt as though he had truly fallen in love with her-

and he'd be damned if he let her get taken away from him.

adjusting his vest, he marches down towards the gardens, taking advantage of his tall height as his long strides help him reach the girl that had stolen his heart. the boy immediately lets go of her hand upon seeing pinocchio, quickly becoming intimidated by the sheer height of him. "p, what are you doing here?!"

it's then that he takes a hold of her hand, earning a gasp from the girl when she suddenly finds herself in his arms. his heart was pounding, finally feeling what it was like to hold her. he could even feel his cheeks turn warm as he enveloped her in his arms before finally confessing the truth of his feelings,

"sorry, but you cannot court her, not when i have wanted her for so long and yearned for her affections."

#.conversations with you. #.lovely anonymous

[jekyllnahyena]

21 for Margo >:) aaaaand 7 for her also

And because I am super evil 18 for Jackal BUT the "Jackal lives past O66 and also Inquisitor Anndra" scenario. For angst reasons.

*slides in here to answer this ask four fuckin days late with starbucks* heeeyyyyyyyy bestie, beloved, rails <3 (sorry, u should hit me with the alfredo ayayaayay)

aightio, baby Margo, lez go!!

7. What are 3 foods they can’t live without?

Margo joins in on the weird lineage thing where she eats fuckin lizards. If you're lucky, it won't be a live one, but she has chomped down on many and Jackal keeps a package of dry lizards as weird little day-trip-snacks. They're sorta spicy and dry and sorta salty? She loves them. She's very much a snack person. She also really likes fizzy lemonade thingies (it's called sherbet in english? apparently?) and there's these sorta hard candy that have a very fizzy sherbet middle. She pretty much always sneezes when she eats them, but Margo has so much fun with them. And last but not least, there's a very funky fish burger you can get at Dex' and she orders it every time they're there. Dexter's generally has become one of her favorite places to visit and she enjoys it so much when Jackal and the family get together to go eat there >:D

21. What are they most afraid of? What made them fear this?

Being left behind. She has quite a few self esteem issues. She was always good or sorta average at things, but she never stood out, never dared to really speak up and yes, she has friends, but she's nobody's Best friend, right? She was never chosen and it's affected her pretty badly. (It doesn't help that she doesn't have any contact with her family outside of the order. She joined as a baby.) It got worse when she was ready to be chosen as a padawan, but nobody spoke to/chose her. And she knows how to deal with that, she tells herself it's fine, she doesn't care, she still has her hobbys and her friends, it will work out somehow. Probably. Maybe. (That time in particular is spent with many nights being very lonely and sad). So when Jackal does chose her, it means the world to Margo. But the worries don't leave for the longest time, she does end up knocking herself out a few times because she overtrains/overworks in the name of "proving her worth". But now she has a very firm support system that focuses on her and she really, really loves the family and connections she finds within that. But yeah, the fear stays with her and will creep up from time to time. (don't think about Margo watching Jackal's and Lockup's back as they go off in search of Grievous-)

ahhhhhhh yes. sadness and hurts. course. :')

18. How has their hair changed over time? What is their favorite hairstyle?

Right, so, Jackal wears their hair in several braids. It's was something their zabrak Dad did for them so they'd feel closer to their nautolan side becaue, well, they have no tendrils. (also the reason they're deaf. anyway.) After they're found by a jedi, it becomes the thing that keeps them close to their dad because yeah, they loved him and if it weren't for his death they would have never joined the death. Now, they've always kept the braids, one way or another, though they'll put them up for battle and the like. Pragmatism and all that. It's only after order 66 that they really change it up. They are convinced all their children are dead (wonderful fun-fact, they killed Lockup in this au) and they try deperately to cling to any kind of rememberance of them. So they put Upendo's beads in their hair, shave their sides for Margo and braid it up in a reminder of Anndra's ponytail. (they don't dare put in Lockup's streaks, they can't, not when they still dream of his face each night-). They keep five of their old braids, a reminder of the father they've watched die and will forever mourn, but now their hair in and itself has become and sign of all the death that seems to follow them. The lives they had once sworn to protect. A reminder of all they failed to be while they try to carry at least one last keepsake of their children. They keep that hairstyle till their death. (Kaia is the first one in years to touch their hair.)

#margo #jackal #jedi oc #ajekyllsask #aint this fun? #aint this wonderful? #yay?

[dodz107]

Can I ask your top 10 fav fics ever (from any fandom, if you don't mind)?

Also, just curious, is there a story behind your name "dodz107"?

I'm so sorry. I'm only just now seeing this!

My top 10 fics in any fandom would be a very hard choice. I think I might have to go with Top 5 because I honestly don't know if I could go through all of my bookmarks atm. They aren't in any order of favorite to least favorite because honestly, I don't think I could choose.

1. "victory tastes sweeter when i'm with you" by curovogel. It's a Soriku fic and although it is a oneshot (21k words to be specific) it's incredibly dear to me seeing as it was one of the first soriku fics I read upon really getting into Kingdom Hearts in 2019.

2. "Tempo" and its companion "Movement" by foxdreams. These are yet again Soriku fics. I'm not usually one for reading non canon compliant stories, but this one was honestly such a beautiful read. I think it captured their personalities very well!

3. "discriminating taste" by Jenanigans1207. This one is a bkdk fic. The concept is just *mwah* chefs kiss. I'm a sucker for social media being involved, and this one is exactly that. It's not complete, and it's been a while since we've got an update, but I have trust!!

4. "go west" by ssstrychnine. This a Reddie fic and my goodness if you've seen the art for this made by someone on here that I do not remember the name of, then you know this one is good!!

5. "it's always been who is spider-man and never how is spider-man" by i_regret_thatpersonalityquiz. This one has Parkner in it, but I came for the Peter Parker angst. I actually didn't know what parkner was before this fic, sooooo... ANYWAY. If you want angst and whump and found family and overall cheese, then this is the fic for you!

honorable mention to the first fanfic I ever read in 2017 on quotev. Idk where it is now, and I doubt I could find it, but it was Percabeth and set in the 1960s.

Now, onto my username. I had gone through a lot of usernames in the past most all of them including the word "art" or "doodling" or having a combination of my lucky number (10) and my favorite number (7) (not counting my old wattpad account in 2018 that has since been deleted going by the name "EverythingInBetween"). In 2021, I made 3 online friends in the content creator "Ranboo" s discord server. My name at the time was "Doodlezly," but they wanted to call me by a nickname. So they started brainstorming things like ly (pronounced lee) lez and Doodz. I thought doodz was weird, but then I had a vision and took one of the O's away. Hence the name Dodz. Most of my accounts now are under the name "dodzishere," but its og form is Dodz107. OH!! And it's pronounced "Dahdz" kinda how you say dots but with a d instead of a t.

Thank you so so so so much for the ask! I'm not sure how long it's been sitting in my askbox for, because I'm not on tumblr as often as I used to be, but still thank you for even giving me one in the first place!

[doodlelight]

This was my present for Lance's bday, and ofc i had to make it langst HAHAHAH

#art #artist #voltron #fanart #my art #vld #digital art #digital drawing #voltron lance #lance mcclain #langst #mild langst #late post #im gonna make angst prints of the whole team lez go

[sailorhyunjinz]

SAW THAT DRUNK FLUFFY HEADCANNON. NOW DO A ANGST SMUT VERSION OF IT OR WHATEVER SIS. LEZ GET ETTTT SKRRTSKRTTTTT

Please. 🥺

LEZ GET IIIIIIIIIIT SKRTSKRT (I CANT)

some of these are both smut/angst and others only smut or only angst OK? ok

SMUT AND ANGST VERSION WOOP now we’re talking bby

warning; SMUT/ANGST. gn!reader x skz. subxdom, use of alcohol, sex under influence, minor injuries, penetrative sex, degradation, punishment, nicknames, choking, mentions of blood, slight dacryphilia, mentions of tobacco

Bangchan

he’s more pouty but seeing you with scraped knees makes him mad

mad because he cares so much about you 

“y/n you’re being stupid”

you fall into his arms, just as mad back at it

“if im so stupid then leave” 

he looks at you, dumbfounded but then mad

“fine, then i’ll leave” he says, clearly hurt by your words but holding tightly to his pride, storming off.

as the door closes you panic, feeling lonely and paranoid at the same time

you never really being good with alcohol anyways

so him leaving you in this vulnerable state made you feel,,, bad :((

you run after him and eventually catch up 

right as you get to him you stumble, scraping your knee and your hand

he turned around quickly, filled with worry but also pure rage

“you’re so stupid y/n” he says leaning down and looking you into your glossy eyes

“h-help me channie” you say, your voice frail

he sighes, picking you up and the two of you going back home

Minho

be scared be real fucking scared

you aint walking for a week nuh uh

fucks you DEEP 

deeper than ever

boy is mad as fuck, he just lashes out on you for being so stupid as to walk home alone in the middle of the night. 

he complains and scolds you whilst he’s railing you oop

“fucking stupid, walking like that all alone”

you are practically crying underneath him, not sure if it’s from him scolding you or from how DEEP this man goes 

pounding some sense into you LMAO

lots of choking OOF

denying your orgasm until you’re crying

“yeah thats right, cry for me” (lmao cue twice)

NAH BUT A SWEETHEART AFTERWARDS I PROMISE 

Changbin

“what if you get injured y/n?” he says, holding your hand on your way home

“i didn’t!” you say confidently 

“then whats that?” he says, pointing at your bleeding knees

“n-nothing” you say, limping forward

“should listen to me more” he says quickly, puffing his cheeks in frustration

“i do listen, just,,, just let me have f-fun!” your head spinning. 

“but thats not having fun y/n, thats called being stupid and destroying your health” he spits on the ground

“alright then let me, not like it’s affecting you in any way” you slur out, changbin looking at you through hooded eyes as he exhales loudly

“maybe if you’d stop being drunk all the time you’d actually see how it is effecting me” he says, letting go of your hand causing you to stumble over your own legs

you hit the cold concrete in the dark as he walks home

“come back when you’ve thought about your actions”

Hyunjin

he paces back and forward in the hallway, waiting for you

the door creaks open and you, looking like a mess, appear infront of him

“where were you? i was worried sick y/n! you cant just do-”

“shush,,, i want a,, a hug” you stammer out, getting closer to him and smelling of cigarettes and alcohol

he pushes you away, glaring at you through dark eyes

“do you even care about me?” 

you tilt your head, feeling more unstable for every second that goes by. 

“of course hyunnie!” you smile lazily at him 

but he’s not buying any of it

i feel like he holds grudges for a long time??? idk just me??

“i’ll sleep on the couch, dont come close to me”

bruh his voice and tone is so cold, it send shivers down your spine

you nod, tears bubbling up in the corners of your eyes. 

Jisung

“im not helping you!” jisung says, you rubbing your thighs together, always feeling needy when drunk

“pl-please sungie, i-i wont drink ever again i-if you help,,, me”

he cocks his eyebrow at you, licking the inside of his cheek

“mhm.. you think im stupid enough to fall for that? what do you really think of me babygirl/babyboy”

you scratch the back of your head, not knowing what to answer

“y-you fell for it last time~”

he scoffs, pissed at the fact that you came stumbling through the door in the middle of the night

him waiting for you and being filled sick with worry

he leans closer to your ear, feeling the smell of liquor 

“why should i help you? sluts like you dont deserve me”

you whine at his words, not helping with your neediness

“please,, jisung i,, just help me!” you were started to get pouty to which he chuckles

“beg nicely”

Felix

“where were you”

his voice is like LOW low

he sits with his legs spread apart

bruh his gaze?!??”! its like black, just blank

you try to ignore him, shuffling around awkwardly but only stumbling from being drunk

“sit” he pats his lap you gulp, having no other choice but to listen

you sit down on his lap

your eyes are running all over the room, looking everywhere but at felix

“was my slut out drinking?” 

BRUH YOU JUST STARE AT HIM

he only says that when he’s mad, ONLY

so now you’re scared but you nod, barely having your eyes open

he hums, his voice vibrating through your ears

“you agree, you’re a slut?”

you nod again and before you know it theres a hand wrapped around your throat, pushing on the sides and making you feel even more lightheaded. 

his mouth gets close to your ear

his warm breath desending down your cheek

“dont make me do this kitten”

Seungmin

frustrated 

he gets a call from one of your friends that tell you that you’re passed out on the street

he picks you up, you barely standing on your own two legs and the entire way home he didnt say a word

as soon as the door to your home closes he starts yelling at you

“dont you have any thoughts in that dumb head of yours?”

you start tearing up from his loud and stern voice, leaning against a wall. 

“i-im sorry minnie” 

that being the only sentence he understood, the rest sounding more like blabbering

“are you really sorry y/n, are you??!”

“y-yes,,, just tired~”

without saying anything more he grabs his jacket and leaves

slamming the door behind him

at first you dont understand but then the silence takes over, leaving you wrapped with a lonely blanket as tranquility

“m-minnie?” you call out as if he was still there but being met by nothing but pure silence

you slide down against the wall, crying as seungmin peeks through the door, feeling bad for making you cry 

Jeongin

“enough”

he grabs the bottle from your hand, placing it beside him as the two of you were drinking at home. 

“but whyyy?~ we were just getting started innie~”

he looks at you with a puzzled expression

your cheeks flaming hot and your eyes drooping down

“cant you just stop y/n?”

you meet his brown eyes, not understanding what he meant

“hm? whatchu mean~?

he sighs loudly, seeing you roll around on the floor

“why can’t you just control yourself? why do i always have to take care of you?”

you laugh, your thoughts gone with the wind

“thats funny innie!”

poor boy gets frustrated and lays down, hovering above you

“is it funny if i do this?”

he kisses you, slowly trailing his fingertips downwards

OK I HAVE ONE REQUEST LEFT IN MY INBOX SO GOTTA DO THAT!! and after that im gonna start posting/working more on fics even though... i feel shit about writing fics because they never turn out that good huh.... AH WELL at least im trying T-T 

hard/soft thoughts are always welcome ><

#stray kids reactions #stray kids smut #skz smut #skz imagines #straykids smut #skz reactions #skzsmut #skz fanfic #skz x y/n #skz x reader #skz x stay #skz x you #stray kids imagines #stray kids fanfic #stray kids drabbles #stray kids x gender neutral reader #stray kids x y/n #stray kids x reader #stray kids x stay #stray kids x female reader #stray kids angst #skz angst #bangchan smut #changbin smut #lee know smut #hyunjin smut #han smut #i.n smut #seungmin smut #felix smut

[manifestoonmoralmanlove]

What will be in my bag? Pre-ordered Manga. Straight and Lez edition.

Here’s a list of English-released manga I’ve currently got on pre-order, and manga series I ordered before but won’t be continuing with the series.

As a note: Some of these titles have been released but I have not received them yet due to a issues with covid backlog effected how things are released.  I personally find that if you pre-order it tends to get you manga quicker.  It seems there is more pressure to keep up with the new release schedule than chip away at the backlog.

I’m starting with the stuff I’ve already read some of and confirmed enjoyment, then stuff I’m shooting in the dark for, and finally series I have tried recently and have discontinued.

Heteros

My Androgynous Boyfriend

Story & Art by: Tamekou      Publisher: Seven Seas

It is rare for straight shit to end up in my library but My Androgynous boyfriend is an exception that will surprise no-one since it’s pretty queer adjacent.  This story is mostly a couple being lovey-dovey between jokes about sexuality and gender but (so far) isn’t problematic at all.  The female lead is quite enjoyable as she’s well-balanced and has agency throughout. There’s even ace representation! It’s very low-stakes, wholesome, and sweet so far. (Volume 3 is set to release in November.)

My Excitement Level: The gentle about to sink into a bubble bath variety

Yuri/Lesbian

Even Though We’re Adults

Story & Art by: Takako Shimura  Publisher: Seven Seas

Takako is also the creator of Sweet Blue Flowers and Wandering son.  I have dipped by toe in to both those series.  I overall find their writing kinda meandering and tepid (might just be me) but technically pretty solid.  I am hopeful for this series since it features adults....if the title didn’t make it obvious.  I was intrigued by the one character being married but the man finding out about the affair quickly and reacting more realistically and interestingly than the average male love interest in a Yuri.  I also found myself relating at bit to Akari’s angst about being unlucky with relationships with women.  I also do enjoy the artwork! This one is the most likely of my followed series to be dropped at some point. (Volume 2 of this manga was set to release in June this year.)

My Excitement Level: Cautious Optimism

For more click the jump!

Kase-san and Yamada

Story & Art by: Hiromi Takashima  Publisher: Seven Seas

This is a series I keep going back to.  While it is the very typical low-stakes bubbly, cutesy School age Yuri...it is a very good version of that.  Just warm bubble bath vibes. (Volume 7 is set to release in February of next year.  I think it was originally supposed to be released this May but was bumped back.)

My Excitement Level: The gentle about to sink into a bubble bath variety

NOW ONTO THE SERIES I HAVEN’T READ BUT I’M TAKING A CHANCE ON!

Adachi and Shimaura

Art: Moke Yuzuhara Story: Hitoma Iruma  Publisher: Yen Press

This, as I understand it, is a slow-burn romance about two delinquent girls.  I have heard good things about the novel and the anime series!  However I prefer manga to novels and don’t have a funimation account so I went to snag it in manga form. (Volume 1 was set to release in February this year and 2 in September)

My Excitement Level: Cautious Optimism

The Girl I want is so handsome!

Story & Art by:Yuama     Publisher: Seven Seas

The premise is a young lady has a crush on a handsome older girl who’s oblivious to her advances.  When she tries to confess she instead gets roped into being the club manager of the basketball team that her crush is a part of.  So it feels like it may end up cycling through 2 jokes and be so deep in the stereotypical manga bullshit you can easily-predict its beats volumes in advance. HOWEVER that is also a premise that is similar to Monthly Girls' Nozaki-kun which is legitimately a hilarious series. Also I fucking love butch/stud/masc-presenting women/AFAB people.  So I’m willing to risk “The same Anime bullshit” for good jokes and a cute lezzy romance with a beautiful butch.  (Volume 1 is set to release of December of this year.)

My Excitement Level: Pretty nervous actually.  I hope it works out!

Monologue Woven for You

Story & Art by: Syu Yasaka     Publisher: Seven Seas

A woman gives up on a career in theater gets tangled in a relationship with a woman passionately pursuing theater.  Since it is set between college age women, and appears to be about more personal and mature themes I am interested. (Volume 1 I BELIEVE is supposed to be released in February of next year.)

My Excitement Level: Cautious Optimism

Mizuno and Chayama (No page yet so far as I can tell.)

Story & Art by: Yuhta Nishio     Publisher: Yen Press

Two daughters of feuding families meet in secret.  This is by the same author of After Hours.  I read a bit of After Hours and found it fine but boring since it seemed without conflict.  Conflict doesn’t seem to be in short supply with a story like this!  While I enjoy the sugary-sweet high school lesbian romances...those are not in short-supply. So I am always hungry for something darker, meatier, more mature. (Volume 1 is set to release next February) 

My Excitement Level: Cautious Optimism

5 Seconds Before The Witch Falls In Love

Story & Art by:  Zeniko Sumiya     Publisher: Seven Seas

It appears to be a playful fantasy about a Witch and Witch-hunter who’s antagonism turns romantic.  This may end up one note and stupid...but I’m always hear for queer romances set in high-fantasy and I haven’t read a Yuri where rivals turns to lovers. (Volume 1 is set to release next February)  

My Excitement Level: Low-key

Catch These Hands! (No page yet so far as I can tell.)

Story & Art by: Murata     Publisher: Yen Press 

A former delinquent runs into her high school rival.  After losing a fight to her she agrees to her terms...her terms being to go out on a date with her.  I mean the title alone makes me want to pick it up!  It may run afoul of bad anime humor, but I’m hoping with the fact that it’s full of gay adult delinquents that it’ll be a little different.  (Volume 1 is set to release next February)  

My Excitement Level: Medium-key

Series I have discontinued:

I’m in love with the Villainess

Art by: Aonoshimo  Story by:  Inori   Publisher: Seven Seas

A woman gets reborn into her favorite Otome game but she wants to romance the villiain!  I had heard a ton of great things about the novel but I picked up the manga version. (If the novel is totally different I can’t speak to it.)  For me, the writing is ham-handed, the jokes flop 90% of the time, and the fact the lead’s only personality trait seems to be ~obsessed with a bully~ really dampens this title.  Her advances are so aggressive and unwanted I honestly started feeling bad for a spoiled rich bully.  I will say it’s saving grace is the fact that the lead is masochistically into the villainess’ tsundere abusiveness. For me I hate tsundere romances if framed like, “I like you DESPITE your insults.” It is only tolerable if it’s instead, “I like you cause you tell it like it is. I’m a dirty little pig. Please step on this bad little piggy!”

Our Teachers are Dating

Story & Art by: Pikachi Ohi      Publisher: Seven Seas

Well one reason I stopped the series is that cover you see up there.  The sex in this series is fade to black but FOR SOME REASON the 3rd cover has them both butt naked.  But on a less superficial note, the story is about two teachers who start dating.  And while cute at points, I was just underwhelmed.  I think a part of it, is the fact that this behaves like a stereotypical high school romance...and while set in a high school...these are grown ass women not 15 year olds.  So I have less patience with the, “Gosh when will I get to kiss my girlfriend?” bullshit.  I mean, I would hesitate to call it bad...but it’s just not a good version of it’s brand of bullshit.

Breath of Flowers

Story & Art by: Caly                       Publisher: Tokyopop

Absolute train-wreck, this is hands down the worst Yuri I have ever bought.  The story is nonsensical and all over the place.  There is a love rival who’s trying to break the two of them up so she can get with Gwyn...but then switches mid-gear to put in a lot of effort to bring them together intentionally...but she also still wants to hook up with Gwyn...it’s very ????????????  The main conflict of Gwyn is hiding their gender so they can play basketball on the boy’s team (not well explained) is built up hugely and resolved with a hand flick.  There is a melodramatic moment where a school nurse says more or less, “GIVE IT UP YOU’LL NEVER BE A BOY!” And it’s like “OH SHIT! The fact that Gwyn is on the basketball team is cause he’s a transboy trying to live life as a boy! Oh gosh it makes so much more sense now!”  But the author seems to not even know that trans people exist cause the story bumbles along as if that scene never happened.  The closest we get is at the end Gwyn is like, “Look I’m learning to do make-up on myself to make you happy lawl!” Which is I GUESS supposed to be, “NO NO DON’T WORRY ALL OF GWYN’S GENDER STUFF WAS JUST THERE TO MAKE THE MAIN CHARACTER SEXUALLY CONFUSED WHEN SHE DISCOVERS GWYN’S TRUE GENDER!  HER TRUE GENDER IS 100% CIS WOMAN CAUSE SHE DID MAKE-UP ONCE! IT’S FIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINE!” Like whaaaaaaaaat?  And it ends on a very random scene which doesn’t really fit in with the rest of the story.  Ugh just very bad do not interact!

A White Rose in Bloom

Story & Art by: Asumiko Nakamura    Publisher: Seven Seas

At an all girls catholic school a young woman falls for a mysterious foreign student.  I grabbed this cause it’s gay and I overall like Asumiko Nakamura’s work (she also does Doukyusei, double mints, and others.)  However I was just not grabbed with this title.  I just felt like I wasn’t getting what was making the MC pants on head obsessed with Steph.  Also the lead’s mother tells her that she’s getting divorced and therefore will no longer have money to pay for the university and she’s framed like a super bad person for this.  Like I get why the MC (a teenager) would think that something like that is THE END OF THE WORLD! But I remember them really framing the mom like a selfish bitch for this...when like...it’s well established that her mom and dad’s relationship has been toxic for YEARS and that they TRIED SO HARD to fix it.  OH WELL!  This might be good but it just didn’t grab me in the 1st volume.

I’ll make a post on the BL titles later! Take care and Stay Rotten!

#preorder #my androgynous boyfriend #kase-san and yamada #even though we're adults #Adachi and Shimaura #the girl I want is so handsome #white rose in bloom #our teachers are dating #breath of flowers #catch these hands #I'm in love with the villainess #Mizuno and Chayama #monologue woven for you #5 seconds before the witch falls in love

[bimney424]

“That Mai Tai looks real good. I know a good place to get one in Nicodranas.”

“Time is definitely of the essence. “

“Time for a Mai Tai, though. Yeah.”

 Even though I posted a shit-ton this week already, couldn’t let my normal Wednesday post go by. There is some angst a brewing for tomorrow’s episode since it could mean big things for our disaster lezs. With the possibility of down time, there could be that much anticipated date coming  up. It would be great to see them finally have some alone time together. It really would. A walk on the beach. A close conversation that takes place without the threat of the unknown just around the corner. Dinner or hanging at a bar. Or a picnic somewhere romantic. Moving their relationship further than where it is would be a natural progression. The only thing is, Marisha & Ashley have both made it clear that they are awkward individuals. Not just as Beau & Yasha, but as Marisha & Ashley. And since it is Valentine’s Day on Sunday, who knows!!! For everyone who is manifesting for tomorrow, I hope they power through their awkwardness for you all.

#ya'll know i don't have expectations #critical role #marisha ray #ashley johnson #beauregard lionett #yasha nydoorin #beauyasha #beau x yasha #what happens will happen #love is love is love #is it thursday yet #gotta love these two dorks

[sunseteyes]

hii! may i request muichirou, heavy angst, with prompts “You’re not the only one who’s scared. I’m scared too.” and “You have to let me go.”? aaah i have tissues prepared already, lez goo 😭😭❣️

prompt 8. “You’re not the only one who’s scared. I’m scared too.”

prompt 10. “You have to let me go.”

muichiro knows you. you’re the one who was the rich kid and was always in the hospital.

and you were his best friend. and also the person he likes.

although like any other stories, this one was also inspired in a sad song, one that synchronized so well but hurts too bad, its melody flowing through his ears like a gentle voice lulling him to sleep as he lay down beside you on your hospital bed under the orange hues of the sun coming from the window of the room, his head leaning close to your heart,

listening if it was still beating.

when he first saw you clutch your hand to your chest, over your heart, it was as if his mind had stopped functioning, even as your teacher and classmates were shouting for help, like the broken plea in muichiro’s mind.

he was by your bedside the whole afternoon then, and ever since he’d be going to the hospital to visit you after school, spending two to three hours until visitors were not allowed anymore or if your parents would urge him to go since it’s nighttime and his parents and brother might already be finding for him.

he likes hearing your voice. so whenever he was there in your room, he’d ask you to sing for him, may it be just a lullaby or to lift up the vibrancy in the plain, dull room. he knows you were happy whenever you sing, so he listens, he urges you to do so, praising you every after song even if your voice would break from all the times you’d sing for him.

he’d still find it beautiful.

he’d record your voice in his phone, and he’d listen to them whilst he sleeps at night because it helps him. it’s like a foundation for his mind not to crumble to pieces at the thought of suddenly losing you.

which eventually did happen.

he was walking towards the hospital that time, tired of all the school activities that happened early on, when a phone call breaks his train of thoughts, lost in the clouds above the sky, the same sky you two would always talk about, pointing shapes and identifying them for hours long.

“mui, i’m going now.”

he had never ran so fast in his life, in spite always playing with yuichiro and you before, playing hide and seek or tag. he ignored the tiredness of his legs as he panted hard, his chest heaving up and down as he crossed the streets just to get to you fast.

it was so soon. too soon. the doctors said you still have three months.

why now? why would today be the day he’d been dreading for all these years? why today when it could be tomorrow, or next week or next month when he’d finally said everything to you, when he’d get to spend more time with you.

he needed more time. this is so unfair.

“(y/n)!” 

he hoped it was just a joke, that you’d be grinning ear to ear from your successful execution of a silly prank on him.

but you were never the type of person to do that. you tease him a lot but not to that point. you know how much he doesn’t like talking about your condition, your death, and how you would leave him someday.

because reality is too harsh, and even if it’s the truth, he doesn’t want to believe it, not when he was still figuring out what to do after he loses you, or how to even say goodbye.

he can’t.

you were smiling at him; gentle as a rose but sad like the sound of the patter of raindrops that would knock on the window in his and yuichiro’s room. 

your parents were there, and they were crying, hugging each other like they had just lost the most precious thing in their lives--not yet. but they were about to. muichiro knows that deep inside, they were wishing that they would have just brought you to this world with a healthy heart--one that wouldn’t have an irregular heartbeat and would threaten your life, then all of these things wouldn’t have happen. he couldn’t blame them, but he knows they blame themselves.

“no, don’t go! it... they said it would take three more months, right? why do you have to go now?” he sounded way desperate than he would have expected, but it doesn’t matter anymore.

because you look calmer than he imagined, and it’s making him more anxious.

“mui, i’m not going to die.” you say, your hands closing in on his, “i’m just going in an operation-”

“an impossible operation!” he interrupts. “can it... can’t the transplant wait a bit more?”

your smile was there, still sad and also reassuring, and your eyes were too, looking at him with the mirrored fear he has on his.

“it can’t. they said that if we won’t do it soon, we’ll have to wait a few months or maybe years more before we get another heart. today should be that day, mui.”

“but-but what if you won’t make it? why... why do you look so calm?!” he was questioning you, with how much you were trying to calm him down, he thinks you might have just been too reckless yet again.

“look at me, mui.” you cradled his cheeks, the same way you do when you two were little kids, him with his scraped knee and yuichiro with his bottle of alcohol and cotton to dab on his brother’s injury as you attempt to soothe his fear, much like you’re doing now.

with the difference of who was in need of caring for their health.

“you’re not the only one who’s scared... i’m scared too.” you say in a hushed voice, as if it was a secret only shared to him, promising never to tell it to anyone else because it’s something only the two of you should have and keep.

“you have to let me go, mui.” he felt the warmth of your hands leave his, but he was still clutching on your other, desperate.

“you have to let me go or i won’t have the confidence to do this.” you look down then, to your connected fingers, both aching to hold on.

so he lets go. and he watches as they take you away from him and your parents, their cries like a singing radio behind him, as if a sad and depressing song came to be his background music for the silent beating of his own rhythmic heart, one that was far different than yours.

and underneath that familiar golden hues of the sun, he sat all alone, on the same room he used to be with you. he plugs his earbuds on as he plays the recordings of your voice, reminiscing on the times that were not today, just to take his mind off of the fact that he might not be able to say what he has to say or have more time with you.

then finally, he’d regret—that maybe, he should have told he has feelings for you, then his heart wouldn’t be this heavy despite being young and healthy.

much unlike yours that already stopped beating.

my heart hurts so much i am so unfair to mui :(((( yui’s coming up soon bc of someone ehem. although don’t you think this one ended in an open ending? hmmm

feel free to keep the requests coming!! i’m in a roll today lmao

event links: prompts and masterlist

#nnr first hurt week #nnr hurt week #kimetsu no yaiba #demon slayer #kny #kny angst #kimetsu no yaiba angst #muichirou tokitou #muichiro tokito #muichirou angst #mui angst #mui x reader #muichirou x reader #mist pillar #kimetsu no yaiba oneshots #kimetsu no yaiba pillars #kimetsu no yaiba headcanons #kny oneshots #kny pillars #kny hashira #hashira x reader #nnr daydream #nnr kny

[pkmnsdarkqueen]

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answer the following for your muse so people know how shipping works on your blog.

what is your otp for your character?: 

look I know it's a Crack ship but Karen and Lysandre weirdly works for every reason they shouldn't. They're definitely these opposites attract and each of them kinda of counter in some ways the other's more extreme mindsets or challenge them in a way that makes character development very easy. For example Lysandre despising those that manipulate others and Karen hates judgemental society people. Well Karen used to be a criminal and manipulator but uses it for good now to help those that need it challenging his view and she challenges his in that (especially anime Lys) he maybe high class judgemental but it started from trying to be a good person and getting burned which she can relate to.

So opposites atttact, or hateship changing to mutual respect to crush works too, and basically I just really love the character interplay that's possible.

The height difference jokes are a bonus. Lysandre putting something on a high shelf in her line of sight and moment later hears banging about to find her 5'5 self managed to climb her way up there anyway. Goblin energy meeting refined energy is a ✨ vibe ✨

And my favorite joke: if Karen is linked to Ho-oh, fire, and Lysandre messes with Yveltal, dark, birds of a feather fly together cause they were just looking for the right type. :D

what are you willing to write when it comes to shipping?: 

Ah alot generally. My only limit is nsfw tho I'm trying some of it on discord with Bruno wik ship to get more comfortable with it. Like if someone wants to get dark, lez get dark.

I will say tho fluff usually bores me terribly. I mean in writing anything can happen so I enjoy writing angst, things that have arcs, or force character development.

Just the usual day to day stuff gets old fast, or a ship that's like too perfect with one being overly gushy because then it just feels mundane. Also if one partner is great all the time then that's horribly boring, they gotta be equally troubled or the relationship just feels unbalanced.

Also no pokemon, especially if they lack a human form, I feel like that should be obvious but.....well you'd be surprised.

how large does the age gap have to be to make it uncomfortable?:  

If you do the age divided by 2 minus seven but throw that in reverse the oldest person Karen can Date is 56 so there's the answer there. For younger it's 25, so we'll go with those numbers.

are you selective when shipping?: 

Fairly to some degree. Unless I see a good dynamic I usually don't go for it. Tho Karen hasn't had much experience with relationships so sometimes I make a bad call cause I think I see something, but then later realize that maybe there isn't the development here I thought there was.

how far do steamy moments have to go before they are considered nsfw?:

Making out with clothes on and no touching the chest and crotch area. So hollywood pg13 style. If there is a steamy moment we both feel the characters would have a fade to black waking up later is what I go for.

who are the characters you ship your character with?: 

Ah too many. Giovanni would be fun for twist Karen which I had started with someone, or mainverse if she's befriended a Silver cause well dad issues. Looker would be fun cause I feel like they'd step on each other's turf and lime he'd know she was doing crime but trying to prove it would be fun. Also home girl is bi but has mom issues so I do want to ship her with more girls just to explore that. Had one ship with an Elsa which low key could of been cute.

But yeah I have a long list but those are some highlights.

does one have to ask to ship with you?: 

Yes please, but hey we can have casual rps first if you want to test the waters and then pop in and be like,"hey I think a ship might be here." If I feel it ill tell you if not I'd be super excited tk see what ideas you might have.

how often do you like to ship?: 

Whenever it happens tbh 😅

are you ship obsessed or ship more - or - less?: 

Leaning ship obsessed when I see a possible one but also I didn't have ships on this account for like 2 years so again it's more kinda I take it if it happens.

are you multiship?: 

Gosh yes there's too many dynamics and rpers that leave like a revolving door sadly so multiship is the only viable option I can see. Bless yall that single ship you are amazing as well I could never do it.

what is your favourite ship in your current fandom?: 

Jessie and James. I've loved it since childhood despite my first fictional crush being James. Just gosh they're so cute.

finally, how does one ship with you?: 

Usually just ask early and we'll work something out in messages to see if it'd work, or we rp for a bit and pop in messages if you've got a ship dynamic. My messages are a friendly place folks.

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