#brb sobbing in public

[birdybirdnerd]

HI HELLO I AM INCONSOLABLE. I JUST TYPED THIS

#IM. IM DONE #IM FUCKING DONE #SOMEWHERE ELSE IS DONE #i still have editing to do and a little section i want to add to a certain something but thats. thats it #im... done #wh #h #asjdkjafsdfjaskdfjHADKFJHskdjfafaskjdf #brb sobbing in a public library as this five year endeavor comes to an end #holy SHIT #personal #somewhere else

[ennabear]

abby x gymrat!reader 🤗

MDNI

*ੈ you guys are the scariest bitches in the room. imagine two of the most muscular people you’ve ever seen. and they’re dating. double rbf’s, double strength, double trouble!!!!

*ੈ abby and you always have to go to the gym at different times. if you do go at the same time, one of two things will happen. 1) you guys end up totally distracted and turned on, leaving early to go home and fuck it out. or 2) it turns into a competition of who can lift more, ending in you both getting kicked out and sore the next day.

*ੈ being strong enough to pick her up. :((( abby falling asleep on the couch so you pick her up bridal style and carry her to bed!!! brb gonna sob!!

*ੈ innocent pillow fights that turn into full on wrestling. you guys are on top of each other on the most uncomfortable and awkward positions fighting to pin the other to the ground for more than 5 seconds.

*ੈ adding to the last one,,,, arm wresting that lasts for like 10 minutes because neither of you are weak enough to lose. both of your muscles are bulging out of your arms but your hands stay right in the middle of the two of you.

*ੈ you don’t buy clothes for yourself anymore, you buy them for the two of you. once you moved in and the laundry got mixed together for the first time, it was game over. although, she prefers wearing the clothes that you just wore because they still smell like you. what a sweetie!!

*ੈ nobody dares to flirt with her in public because they get scared off once they see her equally intimidating girlfriend a few feet behind her. you guys are two big scary guard dogs who protect each other.

*ੈ doing hip thrusts with her on your lap and vice versa. she’s blushing because she’s so charmed by you. and her eyes are locked onto your arm muscles that are still glistening with sweat.

*ੈ BATTLING for dominance. like physically pushing her down onto the bed because now it’s your turn to top. and this happens every time!!! neither of you are willing to give up your position as dom so instead you have to fight for it.

*ੈ you two probably both walk around pretty much naked when you’re home alone. what’s the point in wearing outside clothes when you and your hot gf both have perfectly sculpted muscles??

*ੈ massages are frequent for the two of you. it’s not rare that you end up sore after upping your lifts just a little. but abby’s hands are so gentle and soft and they make whatever pain go away.

*ੈ don’t even get me started on YOU massaging her. she falls asleep almost instantly. being in her nice warm bed with the love of her life soothing her sore muscles. she just feels so safe and in love with you, can you blame her?

*ੈ you guys buy so much protein powder and so many protein bars. she’d try all of those energy shots with you, even the ones with raw egg. no matter how bad it tasted, she’s glad that you had to suffer with her. <33

*ੈ sooooo much gym equipment in your house/apartment. weights everywhere, and those little pull up bars that go in the door way!!!

*ੈ the post workout pics go crazy!!!!! abby single-handedly ruining your life by sending you a picture of her, completely shirtless, muscles bulging, and with her hair down, slightly wavy from her braid. crazy!!!!!! you best believe she’s getting pinned to the bed the second she gets home.

*ੈ you sending her a post workout pic, your muscles are sweaty and you’re genuinely exhausted, but the bulge of your strap underneath your sweatpants is enough to get abby to beg and give up topping for just one night.

*ੈ and being able to fuck her four hourssss!!!!! absolutely destroying her with your strap and not even getting tired because you have the most insane stamina. and you’ll make her take it, overstimulating her until she’s crying and begging!!!!

#we need more masc4masc abby!!!!!!! #abby anderson #abby anderson x reader #abby tlou #abby the last of us #abby anderson x female reader #abby anderson x masc reader #abby anderson tlou2 #abby anderson headcanons #gymrat!abby #lesbian

[orphicdreamers-wp]

Girl Of My Dreams — Mat Barzal

Summary: In which Mat Barzal inadvertently falls for the oldest Hughes sibling and her brothers aren’t happy.

Content Warning; Taylor swift 1989 isn’t by Tay(its by reader) Mentions of University of Alabama (reader went there) Trevor Zegras being hopelessly in love with reader. Readers social media face claim is Addison Rae bc idc she’d clear as a WAG for a athlete.

Pairing: Mat Barzal x Hughes! Reader.

Mat would be lying if he said he didn’t sneak glances at the announcers box after meeting you. You had been carrying a plate of food and two margaritas to your booth where your friends sat. Tito had made a joke about you seeming familiar then the pair heard your voice and knew, “Alright now, eat up because y’all are bumming me out.” Mat’s jaw slacked, “He’d known that the Islanders had gotten a new game announcer who was a girl but he wouldn’t have known it was you. You were effortlessly stunning, you had captivated the attention of every straight man in the bar. Mat had approached you as you sat at the bar, “I’m Mat, can I buy you a drink?”

You grinned and spoke, southern accent slipping out, “I’m Y/N, I mean Barzy after the way you played last game? You better buy me a drink. ‘Yknow how many hate comments my broadcast got?” Mat grinned as the bartender approached you, “Another Corona Light and whatever she’s having on me.” You grinned sheepishly, “I’m fucking with you. I’ve heard worse.” Mat grinned, “So now would probably be a shitty time to ask you out?” You smiled at him, “Maybe not.” Mat smiled, “If I may, your not from New York are you? Where are you from?” You grinned, “I grew up in Toronto with my 3 younger brothers and moved to Alabama for college and been in New York for a few months now.” Mat grinned, “Well welcome to New York beautiful.” That was a year and a half ago. You still hadn’t told your brothers who your boyfriend was, just that his name was Mathew. Until your album release came creeping in and you wanted to go public with Mat.

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ynhughes; my album ‘1997’ is now streaming! thank you for all your support(especially the bf, ‘slut’ and ‘suburban legends’ are 4 us)

barzal97: celebrating you is my favorite pastime. i have never met someone who people gravitate towards more than you. you are by far the most wonderfully amazing woman i know. it is a privilege to say i love you🤎 this past year or so has changed my life. you make living easy and so so much better. i can’t wait to see what the future has in store for you.

trevorzegras: alexa play that should be me💔💔

ynhughes: forever in awe of you mathew barzal. amazed a gal like me is lucky enough to be adored by you🤎

oliviarodrigo; THEY HIT THE PENTAGON!! @conangray

>conangray; told you it was them i saw at radio music hall!

ny_islanders; our roman empire is all the sweet posts for to y/n today🥹🥹

sydneyemartin: brb crying. the purest people in the world. so grateful my girls get to grow up seeing a love this pure that isn’t their parents.

>ynhughes: we adore your girls more than words can express.

_quinnhughes: my biggest inspiration is out here killing it. in awe of you everyday sissy🥹 thank you for being my best friend from day 1

ynhughes: in a puddle of tears quinny. thank you for always being on my side, even when im wrong.

sabrinacarpenter; hockey players making me ugly sob wasn’t on my 2023 bingo card

elhughes; my first babies🥹 extremely emotional over you all today

>_quinnhughes: we love you momma💕

jackhughes: 1997 reasons to love my meanie head sister, i guess her bf’s alright

ynhughes: i love you little brat, come visit me and mat!!

>jackhughes: will do, sissy🫡

trevorzegras: i can’t believe she won’t date me 😞😞

>ynhughes: buck up z, your way too young for me. perfect age for @sabrinacarpenter tho!

lukehughes: the worlds best big sister came out with the best album to date

ynhughes; really feeling the hughes love train today, i need to plan for all of us to be together soon! so y’all can meet Mat!

etnow; this just in; the Hughes brothers have brought tears to my eyes supporting their sister

barzal97: the third picture is actually the most accurate representation of your sister now

>lukehughes; always messing with those darn cats! even if they are on the side of the street.

#hockey player x reader #fanfic #hockey #nhl #nhl fanfiction #social media #jack hughes x reader #jack x reader #mat barzal x reader #mat barzal #hughes sister #1989 taylor's version #music #addison rae

[chai-berries]

can we just imagine Ellie or Abby having a podcast.... I know Abby would definitely talk about sports and the country club and ethical sportwear brands but hands down I will listen to ellie talk about absolute garbage, even for an hour with the worst ads ever lmao. I'd sob real tears if Abby had an AMA and guest starred Lev for a bit 🥺🥺 We have AI Ellie singing, this concept better be next

brb imagining abby doing asmr 😳

her whispering into the mic? her voice is crazy gorgeous already i’d DIE 🫠 i wouldn’t be able to listen to it in public because of my physical reactions

ellie’s voice is also gorg! it wasn’t until i heard the acoustic of take on me did i actually listen to the lyrics of that song it’s so fucking good

they both have such great voices and they are a bit raspy which is especially important to me 😌

#hi anon <3 #q&a #abby anderson x reader #ellie williams x reader

[oftenjisung]

the type of kisses en- hyung line would give their s/o ♡

note: hi guys! I'm back from the dead and tysm for all the love and support I've been receiving on some of my older fics :3 enjoy ❣

warnings: kissing, mentions of food, word "sexual" mentioned. lmk if I've missed anything!

☆ - heesung ＼(^-^)／

this is a tough decision ngl, but um neck kisses all the wayy!!! the meaning of this kiss is "we belong together" and honestly that's something heesung would 100% say to you T_T but back to the kiss! they could be when he back hugs you or when greeting you. anywhere tbh.

☆ - jay ヘ(^_^ヘ)

he would totally treat you like a princess/prince omlll he would kneel on his foot and kiss the back of your hand followed by a "hello m'lady/lad" you just feel the heat rise to your face because he'll do this in public sometimes or even infront of the members but he doesn't care lmao. this totally adds to the meaning of the kiss "I adore you" jay just loves you sm, he wonders how he managed to pull you in. brb gonna go sob.

☆ - jake ヾ(〃^∇^)ﾉ

he's such a gentleman ima cryy, he's totally the type to give you ear kisses! it may seem weird to some but definitely not to jake. he finds it oddly reassuring and sweet to do protect him plss. when you wake up in the morning its usually the first thing he does followed by an "you'remy everything" (thats the meaning :)

☆ - sunghoon ヾ(´︶`)ﾉ

he's a shy person so something small that can be used in public as well. he definitely loves hugging you so kisses on the shoulder! you'll be leaning your body against him while talking waiting for the food you had order a few minutes ago and he just looks into your eyes and leans down to give u a kiss. he sometimes gets touchy after that singular kiss that he whines "I want you" before digging his head in the crook of your neck let me stop before i carry on... not in a sexual way but a way of telling you he wants more affection.

#enhypen scenarios #enhypen imagines #enhypen fluff #enhypen #engene #sunghoon imagines #park jay imagines #jake sim imagines #heesung imagines #enhypen drabbles #sunghoon #park jay #jake sim #lee heeseung #enhypen hyung line

[harrysfinelinevol1]

dont worry darling insta blurb

harry styles x actor!y/n

summary: harry met you when working alongside you on don't worry darling and you are now dating

florence pugh

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yourinstagram and thats a wrap! big thank you to all the crew who made this possible, especially given all the restrictions we were faced with. you all were amazing. thank you to everyone who helped direct and produce this movie, your creativity never fails to inspire me. finally thank you to my fellow cast members and especially harry. h, you made me a better actress and a better person and i thank you everyday.

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y/nfan1 cant wait to see this!!!!

harryfan9 the bit about harry im literally sobbing

↳ harryfan4 i swear they have to be dating

y/nfan5 I HAVE ACTUALLY NEVER BEEN SO EXCITED ABOUT A FILM IN A LONG TIME

harryfan6 my two faves 😍😍

harrystyles thank you for everything

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↳ harryfan2 no stop im crying

↳ y/nfan1 theyre so sweet with each other

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harrystylesdaily harry and y/n spotted out for lunch in LA today!!

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y/nfan9 omggg theyre on a date

harryfan2 my actual parents

harryfan39 the hottest couple i love them both so much

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y/nl/nupdates

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y/nl/nupdates harry styles spotted kissing y/n l/n off the coast of sorrento yesterday!!

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harryfan3 brb jumping off a cliff

y/nfan5 this is too cute wtf

harryfan9 y/n is the luckiest women on this planet

↳ y/nfan2 nah harry's the luckiest man on this planet

y/nfan6 i cant believe theyre actually dating wtf

harryfan1 the cutest couple ever

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harrystyles happy birthday my love.

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gemmastyles happy birthday y/n!!

↳ yourinstagram thank you!! xx

harryfan6 omg harry went public with it wth

harryfan29 AHHH OMG I CANT BELIEVE THIS

yourinstagram thank you, my love ❤️

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↳ y/nfan9 i cant believe theyre in love, my fave people ever

↳ harryfan2 please never break up

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hope you enjoy this guys!! am about to start working on affection pt.3 so hopefully that will come soon. thank you for all the love

sloane xx

#harry styles x reader #harry styles #harry styles blurb #harry styles fluff #harry styles imagine #harry styles x y/n #harry styles x you #harry styles fake instagram #harry styles fake ig #harry styles fake social media #harry styles and reader #harry styles request #harry styles reader insert #harry styles fanfic #harry styles fanfiction

[lucky-peoqle]

I feel like punz would be so sweet if his s/o were feeling overwhelmed in a public setting. like either guiding them both to a quieter corner, or putting himself between s/o and the room and letting them curl their hands in his hoodie and giving reassuring little pecks on the head brb sobbing

im literally in study hall smiling down at my phone at this i cannot make this shit up. keep these sorta things coming cuz they’re so easy to write

like imagine you’re at twitchcon with punz just like hanging out, talking to fans, messing with him and foolish or literally anyone else from the dsmp n you realize how crowded (CUZ IT WAS CROWDED OKAY LIKE HOLY SHIT) it’s getting n your stomach just like drops a bit yknow? you start to shake a bit and at first punz didn’t even realize it cuz he’s talking to fans and just being a happy fella yknow, but yknow who does notice. our fav shark boy foolish for sure, n he sorta just quietly sneaks over to punz once he’s done with the fan he’s talking to. he sorta just nudges him n points to you, who’s sorta just trying your best to talk to a fan, but punz can tell somethings up. he knew you got easily overwhelmed during situations like this, which is why he was so proud of you for making it this long throughout the long weekend. he thanks foolish and makes his way over to you, saying hi to the fan you were talking to. he waits a second for the interaction to be over n then he just sorta pulls you close to him, “hey, you alright?” he says quietly just enough so you can here him. you shake your head gently, “no, not really.” so he takes your shaky hand into his and says a quick like brb to foolish n everyone else, leading you to a lesser crowded part of the lobby they were in. he looks down at you with a grin as you slide your hands through his hoodie pocket, pulling him close to you. he wraps his arms around you, rubbing his hands up and down your arms. “hey, don’t worry. you’re doing great,” he says giving you a kiss on the head. “babe, i know how hard this can be for you, i’m so proud of you.” another kiss to the head. you two stay like this for a few minutes, reassuring words and kisses to the forehead being thrown out here and there, before he makes sure you’re completely calmed down.

#punz x reader #punz #punz fanfic #mcyt x reader #myct #punz blurb #mcyt imagine #mcyt x y/n

[tickly-trashcan]

hi my love can you tell me about your kunikida hcs :) tickle or nontickle or both wherever your heart takes you hehe

A/N: miss dani you are going to cause me to have heart palpitations BRUHHH i love kunikida so so much and I'm in love with him and I am about to go bonkers ILY

i have such a hard time picking his tickle spots bc im a firm believer that he's at least a little tickly everywhere

IF I HAD TO PICK THO he's very tickly on his ribs, underarms, hips, and sides

he's also tickly on his neck and shoulders but those are his huffy giggle spots and those are EQUALLY as cute I'm in love

Dazai messes with him all the damn time with tickles and Kunikida hates it bc Dazai is really good at tickling and Kunikida cannot handle it

Dazai will tickle him in the worst situations too, like when he's writing something down or doing something else that's important

One time Kunikida held the door open for Dazai and Atsushi like a gentleman and Dazai jabbed him and he folded like a lawn chair he was so pissed and then Dazai just ran off

The other people in the office tickle Kunikida occasionally as well, but not like Dazai where it's planned

Sometimes Yosano will just rub his shoulder when shes walking by but she'll do it in a tickly way and he shudders

Ranpo will tickle him if he wants something like candy or whatever his heart happens to want at any given time but Kunikida will normally get him what he wants before the tickling happens lol

Atsushi and Tanizaki tend to stay away from Kunikida because they fear the backlash of tickling him

They've seen Dazai get got after tickling Kunikida... they are just a little scared now LOL

Kunikida can be a pretty intense ler mostly bc when he tickles someone its bc he's pissed off at them (more specifically, Dazai)

He doesn't normally tickle people tho, it's mostly Dazai that he tickles and it's only when Dazai's just been nonstop

He knows Dazai's spots and he'll take advantage of that and wait for the perfect time before he goes ham

(forgive me for some self-indulgent reader insert headcanons incoming)

When he's with a S/O, he's actually really sweet with tickles

He doesn't mind being tickled when it's his S/O, mostly bc he trusts them with his entire heart (SOBS)

He's a very gentle ler with his S/O as well, like he'll always ask beforehand and he never pushes them

Sometimes tho he won't ask but that's just bc he thinks that his S/O is being a little bit silly or something and he just nabs them and tickles them a bit

His laugh is normally pretty loud and surprised if it's someone like Dazai tickling him bc he's not expecting it, but when his S/O is tickling him he's a bit quieter

That said if they tickle him bad enough he will get loud bc he's a bit dramatic with tickling but he'll be fine dw

His laugh is mostly giggly and he huffs a lot when he's being tickled, but sometimes he'll also whine a bit?? is that the right word idk but he's very cute either way

When he's in a relationship he's very sweet, he always makes sure that his S/O is taken care of and comfortable

He is 100% the kind of guy that if he gets like a bonus from work or something he'll spend it all on his S/O bc he loves them

He also does the budgeting in the household so he makes sure there's always a little bit set aside for gifts or fancy dinners whenever he feels like his S/O needs a little pampering

He's not super physically affectionate, which is why tickling is kind of nice because he can let loose a little bit

Also when I say he's not super physically affectionate I mostly mean in public lol he's not a PDA guy

But when it's just him and his S/O he can get kind of clingy

he'll hold their hand, hug them from behind, bury his head in their neck or chest when he's cuddling he's just a big softie when he's not around other people

He's normally very regimented with how he holds himself but he feels so comfortable around the person he loves that he's just totally willing to let his guard down

sobbing over him brb oughhh I need to write more for him bless u dani for allowing me to yell about him a little bit i needed that LOL i hope you have a lovely day!! (expect a kunikida fic soon my brainrot is even worse now)

#kunikida #bungou stray dogs #headcanons #tickle headcanons #kunikida x reader #sorry not sorry #danibby

[interlagosed]

“You saved my life.” “And you saved mine.” BRB SOBBING IT IS PERFECTLY AN ILLUSTRATED TSOR AAAAAH

I actually gasped when that part came up :( it’s just!!! I love my knight prince babies they mean so much to me UGH and them embracing and holding each other in public oh my GOD

#hibi answers #carlando #tsor

[sierice]

Hi. I’m not sure if you still do song analysis stuff, but what do you think of “All I Know So Far” and “Walk Me Home” by P!nk for Apollo after his trials?

Hello Anon!!

So I don’t quite see how “Walk Me Home” fits Apollo- I mean, it does fit him, but not much. 

BUT OMG- ALL I KNOW SO FAR WORKS SO GOOD???? WTF???? HOW THE F*CK IS IT SO ACCURATE SADFHSLDJFHASDFLJKSDF-

To be honest,,,,literally every line in “All I Know So Far” fits Apollo 🤣🤣🤣And the vibes??? The tired-but-happy-but-determined vibe??? It just fits SO well with Apollo I c a n n o t-

I felt alone, still feel afraid I stumble through it anyway

kgkldujdlkgjf the way that this works SO WELL I’M- Honestly it just- it works for literally the whole series tbh. Everything was going bad, he and Meg had to fight and trick their way through the whole of 6 months, and I think this captures it painfully well nvbdflkbgj:

Meg and I had blundered our way across the United States and back again. We’d freed ancient Oracles, defeated legions of monsters, and suffered the untold horrors of the American public transportation system. Finally, after many tragedies, we had triumphed over two of the Triumvirate’s evil emperors, Commodus and Caligula, at Camp Jupiter.

See? Painfully accurate :’)

When they dress you up in lies and you're left naked with the truth

AHHHHHH THE PARALLEL BETWEEN THIS AND HOW APOLLO HAD TO REALIZE AND COME TO TERMS WITH THE FACT THAT THE GODS WERE BLIND TO THEIR FAULTS AND THAT THE OLYMPIAN COUNCIL WAS A TYRANNY, AN- Anyways, it’s so accurate 😭😭😭I love it gkmdfobmdsfgndfg

You throw your head back, and you spit in the wind Let the walls crack, 'cause it lets the light in

The way the second line works so well with Apollo’s entire character development,,,, the idea that he realizes how all these experiences helped him heal,,,, the way the first line shows how he no longer cares for the praise and for staying blind to the faults of the Olympians,,,, brb sobbing

Stay unfiltered and loud, you'll be proud of that skin full of scars

My muscular arms bore no scars or fiery lines glowing beneath the surface. I was gorgeous, which made me feel melancholy. I had worked hard for those scars and bruises. All the suffering my friends and I had been through…

After complaining for so many months about my flabby, acne spotted Lester meat sack, I now found that I felt at home in that form. When I’d first met Meg, she had assured me that Lester’s appearance was perfectly normal. At the time, the notion had horrified me. Now I found it reassuring.

IT’S SO- AHHHHHHHHHHHH OMGG I LOVE THAT LINE WTFFF

So you might give yourself away, yeah And pay full price for each mistake

The way this part shows how yeah, Apollo suffered for his past mistakes, his past regrets, and he had to dig up centuries of trauma and fears, so he could face them- hooooh boy I just-

But when the candy-coating hides the razor blade You can cut yourself loose and use that rage

The first line talking about how Apollo repressed all his emotions and trauma and how he used that to his advantage???? The way Apollo used the memories of his friends as motivation to go on, the way he constanly reminded himself of the promise he made to Jason as a reason to not give up yet- and don’t even get me STARTED on how MEG WAS THE ONLY REASON THAT HE WAS ABLE TO HANG ON IN THE STYX- IT’S TOO MUCH I’M CRYING-

Also the rest of the song tbh,,, kinda reminds me of Meg, ya know? Tbf it’s mostly because of that one fic by Curioser on Ao3 sksks- Meg & Apollo's Highly Limited Roadtrip Playlist- Just the idea that Meg overcomes her abuse from Nero and learns to get through the hardships, and how she destroys the Beast and officially cuts all ties with that- ghnkfgkfhhg I love it <3333

In conclusion, YES “All I Know So Far” is THE perfect for post-ToA Apollo, and a lil bit of post-Toa Meg too tbh, absolutely love it, thank you so much for showing this anon 💛💛💛💛

#anyways we are going to ignore how long I took to answer this and just- #(ok but real talk anon I am horribly sorry for answering this so late dkjlfsdfjkdfdf) #trials of apollo #lester papadopoulos #meg mccaffrey #pjo apollo #pjo #hoo #toa #pjo hoo toa #percy jackson and the olympians #heroes of olympus #asks #anon asks #long post #post-TDP spoilers #🖤🤍🖤🤍 #also yes I do still do song analyses stuff #I am just....very slow at answering them #Like REAL slow.... #yeah..... #toa song recs

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#5

*comes bursting in from Lenten Tumblr hiatus*

TIGER & BUNNY IS BACK ON US NETFLIX

I REPEAT

TIGER & BUNNY IS BACK ON US NETFLIX

IT SHOULD ALSO BE ON NETFLIX IN MANY EUROPEAN COUNTRIES ALTHOUGH I AM AFRAID I DO NOT KNOW WHICH ONES

IF YOU ARE A FAN OF SUPERHEROES AND RIVALS TO “WELL WE’RE BASICALLY MARRIED NOW AND I WILL HAVE A SOBBING BREAKDOWN AT THE THOUGHT OF LIVING WITHOUT YOU” PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU

WATCH THIS SHOW AND SCREAM ABOUT IT WITH ME

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#4

Heyo! I’ve been cautiously poking around Tiger and Bunny, liking the gif sets but not sure I want to watch it. I’m almost universally disappointed with anime - the screaming juvenile protagonist, the big breasted love interest with her panties showing, you know what I mean. Is Tiger and Bunny worth the watch?

Hi, my name is M and I have been obsessed with this show since I finished watching it for the first time in November 2017. The short answer to your question is “Yes, it is absolutely worth the watch.”

The long answer is: I haven’t pimped this show in A While and you have given me half a chance to talk about it again. I’m not even remotely sorry.

First of all, a quick premise of Tiger & Bunny for those of you who are new here:

Tiger & Bunny is a superhero anime where heroes are sponsored by companies and they’re filmed as they save the city. It’s aired as a reality show called Hero TV, and the heroes earn points for things like saving citizens, arresting criminals, and being the first on the scene. The hero with the most points at the end of the season is crowned King of Heroes. 

At the beginning of the series, a veteran hero who’s falling in popularity is paired up with a young hotshot with the same powers as a publicity stunt, and boy are they not happy about it. (That changes, though)

There’s a lot about this anime that I love, but one of the big things I like about it is how it takes a lot of traditional anime tropes and subverts the hell out of them. In fact, it does so with the very tropes you mention!

That screaming juvenile protagonist?

MEET KOTETSU KABURAGI, a widowed single dad in his mid-30s who’s been a hero for 10 years at the start of the series. He’s not very popular nowadays because he’s more concerned with saving people than with getting points. (He also doesn’t worry about little things like property damage while he’s saving people, much to the chagrin of his sponsors, who are responsible for paying his damage fines.) This is our main character.

Big-breasted love interest?

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I AM SCREAMING

84 notes • Posted 2021-12-23 15:25:59 GMT

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Teen Wolf Fic - Chaos Rising

Title: Chaos Rising Fandom: Teen Wolf Pairing: Stiles/Derek Word count: 29137 Rating: T Tags: Canon Divergence, Canon-typical violence, Nogitsune, magic!Stiles, Emissary!Stiles, Alpha!Derek, Pre-Slash, Sheriff Stilinski's Name is John, POV Alternating Summary: "You stopped looking at your notes halfway through the meeting." A chill ran down Stiles's spine. He'd thought for sure no one had noticed. He focused really hard on scrubbing the bowl in his hands. "Didn't need to. I wrote them. Why would I need to keep looking at them?" "I had to stop looking at mine, too," Allison said quietly. Stiles went still. "Having trouble reading?" he asked under his breath, and handed her a bowl to dry. Allison sidled up next to him and took the bowl. "Occasionally. More often I'm...seeing things. Hallucinations. I can't tell if I'm dreaming or..." A cold ball of dread solidified in his stomach. "Or awake," Stiles finished. *** After surviving the Alpha Pack and the Darach, Stiles has hopes that maybe, just maybe, their pack will be able to catch a break. But there's a new enemy lurking in the shadows, and their fragile bonds may not be strong enough to keep it from tearing them apart.

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#my 2021 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review #long post #surprising absolutely no one #it is almost entirely Tiger & Bunny #also some Castlevania there at the end #which is GOOD because I've been on a bit of a Trevorcard kick lately

[lodi-writes]

How about seven proposing to mc? Thank you 💕

Aa this is such a cute thought! I really love how romantic proposals are, I’m an absolute sap lol

Thanks for the ask!! This ended up much longer than I originally intended, but I hope you enjoy :D

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Seven’s Proposal

Sighing heavily, you kick your shoes off after stepping inside your home

Home for you, as of roughly 2 years now, was Seven’s bunker

The time you’d spent here was an absolute dream come true

Getting to come home to see Seven everyday was always such a sweet end to your day

He never failed to make you feel welcome, even before you’d moved in, even when you’d spent increasingly more and more weekends with him and it started become more and more weeks

Until one morning he rolled over and, brushing the hair out of the way of your sleepy eyes, he asked if you wanted to move in because “you basically live here already anyway”

The memory made you giggle and you looked down at the note in your hand

When you’d gotten back, this little note that read “out for groceries, i’ll brb” was taped to the back of the door

Not once during your entire time of knowing him had he ever gone “out for groceries” rather than just getting them delivered

So immediately that struck suspicion

You decide to brush that aside as you crumpled up the note and shoved it in your front pants pocket

Setting down your bag and keys you noticed how quiet it was and for a moment you thought

Maybe he really did go out for groceries…?

You shrugged and waltzed over to plop down on the couch

Suddenly, a soft clunking came from the back room and you jumped

Was there someone in the house? No, maybe it was Seven?

A small jingling noise started coming from the same direction

It sounded like a little tiny bell, and it was getting closer

You stood up and slowly crept toward the sound and suddenly the jingling stopped

That’s when you spotter her

Elizabeth the 3rd, sitting in the middle of the hallway, licking one of her paws, wearing a little red ribbon with a bell and a note attached to it

You giggled with excitement as you skipped over to her side

You gave her a sweet little pet on the top of her head and undid the ribbon, causing the note to fall to the ground

You picked up the crisp, fancy paper in your hands and flipped it open“Sorry for lying about the groceries T_T I had to prepare something without you knowing tho, come find out what it is! :P”

The wheels in your head started turning as the dots slowly started to connect

Your curiosity was still as strong as ever though, and you stood up to try and find him when you noticed a bunch of little white marks leading down the hallway

Upon further inspection, you realized that they’re little paw prints made out of…flour???

You’re unable to hold back your laughter when the image of Seven holding Elizabeth up and dipping her paws in flour entered your mind

You quickly followed the path of paw prints to find where they started

The tracks disappear behind your closed bedroom door and you twist the knob, slowly pushing open to door to find

Seven

The room was the same, he looked like he normally did

But he had the biggest grin on his face when you entered the room

Walking up to you, he grabbed your hands, thumbs gently rubbing the backs of yours

You smiled back at him but cock your head to the side questioningly, as if to ask him if everything is okay

He simply smiled wider in response and he got down onto one knee and looked up at you

Finally, everything clicked and you started to tear up

You looked down at him and he started to talk

“Ever since you came into my…m-my life…” 

He started to stutter, his voice trailing off and you noticed that tears were welling up in the corners of his eyes

You gave a soft half chuckle half sob and you pulled one of your hands out of his and to his cheek, wiping away the tears

He took a few deep breaths and tried to continue

“In my whole life, I have n-never been happier and…and I-I just…”

He smiled and laughed, wiping the tears from his other cheek  

“Sorry, sorry, I-I…” he sighed and appeared to be giving up on trying to finish his little speech

“Will you marry me?”

Before he could even finish asking, you were on your knees hugging him and kissing his cheeks and vigorously nodding your head, no words allowing themselves to leave your mouth

He hugged you tighter and tighter back, almost as if he were clinging to you for dear life, wanting to make sure this wasn’t a dream and that you would never disappear

(I absolutely love the idea of Seven proposing to MC in a very sweet, romantic, and intimate way, not in public but at home, just for the two of them to cherish [of course with his own take on it, this is Seven after all]. I also like to think that on their wedding day, he writes MC a letter that has a little folded up piece of paper in it, and she opens it to find that it’s the original speech that he had prepared for the proposal but couldn’t finish because he was just too happy and too emotional)

(Yes, Seven kidnapped Elizabeth. Yes, Jumin found out. But yes, he was mildly understanding when he found out the reasoning, but was still really pissed)

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🌻 harry holland where u two want to be together but can because of publicity or him being away a lot, u choose (basically romeo and juliet lol) please and thank you 🥺

🌻- blurb request

brb I might have to cry because this was so sad to write— 🥺✌🏼

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The One That Got Away | H. Holland

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Loving him was easy. It was so easy, but being with him... being with him was so hard.

He swept you off your feet, took your breath away, and then left you on the ground, no air in your lungs. It was like the world had taken the only good thing out of your life like that. One day and everything was gone, like that. You blamed it on everything, first, it was the timezones, then your naive self and then the world, like it owes you something. It was easy to blame it on anything, but the truth. If being with him was hard, being without was --if possible-- worse. He left with the best part of you... so where were you now? No more I love you's. That's what you told yourself. Easy to say, but it came with so much pain. The reality was that no one was to blame, but both of you continued to search for someone or something to blame, because then at least you had something to be mad at instead of just yourself and a failed relationship, blinded by the truth.

...

"You're leaving again?" You asked, disappoint filling your voice.

Harry nods, looking up from his suitcase, "yeah why?"

"Why? You just got back not even a week ago and you're taking off again!" You said, a bit of accusation in your voice, but really, you missed him.

Harry sighs, "m sorry."

"Would it kill you to stay a bit longer?" You prod, heart heavy a the thought of him leaving again.

"You know I can't," Harry said, closing his suitcase and looking up to face you.

Your lips tug downward into a frown, "why? Please, I just miss you."

"baby...."

'"Please, Harry."

"It'll only be a few months, I promise. You won't even notice." He argued, grabbing your hands in his and rubbing soft circles over the skin with his thumb. You rip your hands out of his grasp and watch his face fall, "That's the thing, Harry, it's always a few months! You come home for a week and leave again for a few months. I feel like I don't even know you anymore."

"You do know me, I try to talk to you as much as possible," He defends, standing up and running a hand through his locks.

"You don't get it, you're always on the other side of the world, there's never enough time to talk!" You said, watching as Harry grabs your hands again, "I'm trying, I am, you know more than anything that I want to stay here with you."

"I know."

"So you understand?"

"I do."

"That's great."

"But we can't keep doing this to ourselves."

"What?"

"It's killing us, Harry! I get to see my own boyfriend, what, a month a year? We can't keep doing this." The tears stung at the corner of your eyes as you think about losing him. The relationship had been doomed from the start, you should've seen it, but god, you just thought maybe, maybe it wouldn't end like this.

"No, wait, please, we can, it'll be okay, don't say that," Harry protest, tears in his eyes too. He knows what's to come.

"You know I'm right, Harry. I know I'm a distraction to your job as well."

"I—“ He doesn't finish his sentence as a small sob leaves his lips as he sits down on the bed and buries his head in his hands.

You sat down next to him, pulling his hands away from his face and looking into those eyes you loved so much, "It's okay, just let us go."

"I can't," He chokes out, trying to wipe the tears spilling down his cheeks.

You wipe them for him, ignoring your own and trying to blink them back. You knew the moment you broke Harry would too and there really would be no escaping this, "But you'll have too."

"Please?" He begs.

"I love you so much, Harold," You whisper, hand ghosting over his cheek.

"I love you too so so so much," He sobs, grabbing your wrists as your hands rest on his cheeks.

"Then let me go," You said softly.

Harry shakes his head, holding you tighter, "I don't want to."

"But you have too, it's hurting both of us," You protest, resting your forehead against his for probably the last time. There's a minute of silence before Harry takes a shaky breath, "Okay."

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Memes! Part one

@awkward-snake-girl / @blind-mutant

Rhys: What if I were evil and ran towards you at very high speeds

Jen: My arms are strong, I would catch you and hug you

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Lace: brb gotta go darken my clothes and strike a dramatic pose

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Samuel: I have one foot in the grave but in a kind of fun flirty way, the way one might slip on a fishnet stocking

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Rick: Every text is a risky text when you're a dumbass who can't use words right

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Mahogany: I mean I guess I could try dressing as an actual member of society, instead of a disheveled, hungover swamp witch, but the question is why

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Finn: I don't want all this complicated stuff I just want to love and be loved and maybe a hug

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Samuel: Oh, so when other people to outside it's "good for their health" and "highly recommended", it's only when I do that it's a "containment breach" and a "high level threat to public safety and security", huh???

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Mattie: Sometimes u gotta be like "okay" and leave that shit alone

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Rhys: Good morning I regret to inform everyone it is in fact another fucking day

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Skaar: I wish I was a flower they are pretty and don't do anything

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Pascal: Yeah can I get uhhhh some fuckin physical affection

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Rhys: I am evil and bi. I commune with the rats. I have 17 knives. I don't have horns yet but I'm working on it.

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Rick: No offense but do I look like I understand anything

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Finn: Y'all wish your only responsibility was taking care of a small vegetable garden

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Jen: You ever wake up from a dream like "damn I guess I'm not coping with THAT as well as I thought I was"

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Dae: I say no worries a lot for someone who worries 101% of the time

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Samuel: yes I'm trying to kill you LOL stop being so immature about it

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Skaar: Bro stop looking so flirty I'm trying to fight you with my sword right now

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Sal: I did meet some of the most insufferable people. But, they also met me.

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Hulk: I'm the sexiest bitch in this secret government containment facility

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Mimi: Outfits that say I'm cute but there's something wrong with me

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Betty: Birdwatching goes both ways

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Samuel: A new study indicates that it's too late. Beyond hope, the study finds. Who even cares, the study suggests. (Heaving sobs), the stufy concludes.

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Lace: If you love something set it free. If it returns, borrows into your ribs, devours your heart and becomes your new heart, it was meant to be.

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Skaar: If I could swing a really big sword it wouldn't even matter if anyone loved me or not

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Abby: Hello everyone I'm proud to announce that I've finally been accused of blasphemy

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Mattie: I'm a simple girl. I read a book. I find a lowkey traumatised dumbass who hides their feelings with sarcasm and humor. I adopt them.

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Pascal: God still hasn't smited me for my hubris, so my work is unfinished

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Red: A motherfucker could use an embrace

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Adonai: Reinvent yourself. You'll need to get some human bones and skin and organs, which can be expensive. But the results will amaze you

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Rick: My phone corrected yet to yetis because I talk about abominable snowmen more than the inevitable

Mattie: Can you go to bed

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Rhys: Sorry I told you about my truama do you still think I'm hot

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Mattie: Why not fall in love?

Sal: I got shit to do

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Ava: I'm saving my brain for special occasions. If I use it every day it'll get dirty

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Jen: With all due respect, which is none

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Samuel: Good morning god has let me live another day and I'm about to make it everybody's probablem

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Mimi: Um hi, my friend wants to know if you think I'm hot

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Lace: Not gonna lie I'm pretty uncomfortable all the time

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Rhys: What's on your cute little mind?

Samuel: Death

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Hulk: Once I come out of my cage and start doing just fine it's over for u hoes

#memes #blind-mutant #awkward-snake-girl #the leather bound angel (ava) #ocean powerhouse (mimi) #he has a heart made of cotton (finn) #he speaks of holy fates (pascal) #the living stardust (sal) #he will set your fears free (lace) #diamond of the rough (dae)

[oopmily]

brb sobbing in public with my mask on

[punkscowardschampions]

Jac & Amelia

Jac: [So the vibe is evidently just showing up at the pre-drinks at this gfs house, we'll have to be some level of wasted to have the nerve so from the off it's a mood lol] Amelia: [a select gathering of the gays that you weren't invited too, but it's okay because Amelia can't throw you out when everyone else is like yeah come through] Jac: [literally you'd have to make such a drama and that's not you and also no one knows why you stopped being besties so it clearly appears chill from the outside, I vote the club should be a gay one so you have to commit to that hen] Amelia: [agreed because clearly her gf has planned this because Amelia's plan was to go and get that haircut and outfit with her mum so] Jac: [too pure for this bitch, we all know this is just an excuse for her to party like any other night really, which is rude, do something special but no, at least you're simply that hoe so it's not like we even have to work hard here, the flirting is blatant] Amelia: [it hurts my heart because you know Jamelia would have gone IN for each other's birthdays] Jac: [and her last one was start of transition year so they would've still been friends, AND it was her 16th so it would've been really poppin'] Amelia: [brb sobbing] Jac: [thank god jac is also miserable and only pretending to be living her best life or this would be even ruder] Amelia: [and thank god Amelia isn't in love with this gal] Jac: [and that lmao] Jac: [to me it should be like they just straight up make out on the dance floor 'cos her girlfriend is the 'its not a big deal omg!' type but even if it weren't, it is because it's Jac] Amelia: [hence when Amelia loses it it's Jac she's shouting at and being like how could you do this to me etc not her gf] Jac: [mhmm mHM we all know she's barely speaking at this point so she's not gonna say anything and your gf will be going off 'cos she looks the gobby type so you can slap her if you need babe lol] Amelia: [she so is the gobby type, Amelia just straight up dismissing her because this isn't about you babe I gotta scream at Jac rn thank you] Jac: [meanwhile we're just trying to walk away like the audacity] Amelia: [literally like SAY SOMETHING! because is there anything more frustrating than when someone won't react and you're literally 💔] Jac: [there is not, just shouting 'I'M SORRY' ala Tracy because we do not sound sorry at all but she is never a loud person so everyone else is gonna be shook like damn] Amelia: [your aunt Cass would be proud of that, but Amelia just gonna walk away] Jac: [good lord go home gal, or at least a different club lol, also like to point out she has a September birthday so also would've been after Savannah left so that would've been cheery lol] Amelia: [nice parallel because we know Amelia's walking home but fuck knows how far it would be, we're not at Erin's house now hens] Jac: [I'm sure you don't live right in town, your fam seems a suburb type so that'll be a nice trek, you poor bitch] Amelia: [just sobbing the whole time probably, even though she's not a crier like Savannah is] Jac: [you'd have to have a cry, if Jac hadn't gone catatonic as a defence mechanism, she would be too] Amelia: [which is why we're not getting our parents to pick us up because don't wanna be sobbing to this degree in front of them and her mum already hates the gf so we don't want the I told you so either] Amelia: [plus her mum probably thinks she's over Jac by now because we downplaying things forever] Jac: [parents can only be so much of a MVP at this age] Amelia: [I think when they see each other again it should be another argument that turns into Amelia kissing her because that's a trope for a reason] Jac: [yes, you are both owed it without the audience tbh] Amelia: [like I have no idea where they are when that happens, are you gonna show up on her doorstep to have another argument or what gal lol] Jac: [maybe you had somewhere you went together, idk where or what vibe, so you know she's gonna be there, even if it's just a different club and you're outside angsting] Amelia: [ooh excellent, yeah there's any number of places that could be 'theirs' you've known each other long enough] Jac: [precisely, it can be as everyday and unspecial or the opposite as we'd like, Dublin centre is not that big it's not insane to suggest] Amelia: [when do you think that is, clearly pretty soon after because the emotions have gotta be high] Jac: [yeah, sooner rather than later, like we did this for a reason and like you said, it's too frustrating when someone won't react to you] Amelia: [literally could be the next day/night I'd believe it] Jac: [i literally thought you meant the same night so yes i agree lol] Amelia: [omg that's even better tbh] Jac: like you turn round like AND ANOTHER THING, tensions are beyond that high] Amelia: [exactly] Jac: [at least Amelia is angry enough to break it off 'cos the levels of fucks you don't give rn about anything] Amelia: [yeah she's angry and sad enough to be like ffs what am I doing and actually go home] Jac: [thanks babe, we all know it happens but don't need it to literally look like 2nd choice to your hoe gf 'cos it ain't that] Amelia: [how am I gonna start a convo from here because I clearly am lol] Jac: [thank god you both drunk, I can do it if you want] Amelia: [go ahead if you think you can boo] Jac: you home safe Amelia: no, I'm dead in a ditch Jac: great Amelia: it'll make life easier for you, yeah Jac: my life couldn't be any rosier Amelia: 🥀🥀🥀 Jac: glad to see your flare for the dramatic ain't died in that ditch with you Jac: flair, which one Jac: idk Amelia: you took that over from me, remember Amelia: you really fucking did Jac: aren't you impressed Amelia: if you'd got there earlier you could've pushed me out of the way to blow the candles out on the cake my mum bought too Jac: you don't wanna be kids no more? Jac: could've said sooner Amelia: she's not a doll, she just wants to look like one Jac: who? Amelia: the girlfriend you wanted to share so badly Jac: oh her Jac: bride of chucky maybe Amelia: you did scare everyone with your apology Amelia: very exorcist-ish Jac: I was going for Carrie Jac: oh well Jac: still a better match than you two ain't it Amelia: oh you were trying to win a prom queen sash with acts of charity Amelia: I get it Jac: shouldn't you be throwing all this shade at her Amelia: wait, I'll add her in Jac: ha Jac: go ahead Amelia: she won't accept, sorry Amelia: I did try Jac: devastating Amelia: are you home safe? Jac: yeah Amelia: you do have the 👿👹👺👻 inside protecting you, I guess Jac: its always got a home inside me Amelia: well yeah, you don't ever kiss anyone long enough for it to transfer hosts Jac: you'll wanna get rid of the girlfriend then Jac: before you get infected Amelia: you already did that for me, such a good 🥳🎂🎁 Jac: couldn't think what else to get ya Amelia: 💐? Amelia: no? Jac: thought she might have beat me to it Jac: made a bit of an effort Amelia: she wanted me, that's all I needed Jac: past tense Jac: and that's definitely not the first time she's done that Amelia: what do you care? Jac: you think this is how i'd show it if I did Amelia: I try not to think about you anymore Jac: there's no need to make yourself sound stupid in the process Amelia: not when you're there to make me look it Jac: you'll get another girlfriend Amelia: because that's what is ripping my heart out about this Jac: that's your problem Amelia: stay the fuck away from me Amelia: if you'd done that I wouldn't have a problem Jac: I plan on it Jac: done what I needed to do Amelia: great Jac: enjoy what's left of your big day then Jac: have some 🎂 Amelia: you've made sure I can't Amelia: where's Savannah Moore with a 👏 emoji when you need her? Jac: Sligo Jac: last I heard Amelia: those poor country lads Jac: you've never cared about any lad a day in your life Jac: you can just admit you miss her Amelia: 😂 Jac: hilarious Amelia: not really Amelia: but I physically can't cry any more, I must be dehydrated Jac: unsurprising Jac: me either Amelia: 🍾🥂 Amelia: have a nice life then Amelia: probably leave tonight out of your achievements during the uni interviews Jac: nah Jac: diversity and adversity is all the rage Amelia: that's why I'll be mentioning it Jac: you're welcome x2 Amelia: 🙌 Jac: you sure she don't wanna join Jac: 'cos she's annoying me Amelia: I don't care what she wants or feel sorry for you Jac: yeah Jac: then tell her that Jac: not relaying your message Amelia: I have Jac: she's a liar too, makes sense Amelia: you're well suited Jac: besides the obvious Amelia: that you've done what you needed to do, yeah Amelia: tell her that Jac: I have Jac: not my fault she's so thick she only understands actions Amelia: if she's been messaging you since the 💋 you'll have had time to tell her everything I didn't Amelia: even if it has to be via charades Jac: the fact I didn't fuck her is all the information she's getting from me Amelia: the dancefloor's a bit public even for her Amelia: but maybe she'll be willing to break the rules for you, that's what people do Jac: let's not pretend it was about her Jac: only room for one delusional person in a relationship, don't you know? Amelia: you're ready for that, are you? Amelia: I don't know anything about relationships as it turns out Jac: first cut is the deepest Amelia: if you're going to sing, it's meant to be Happy Birthday Jac: yeah, you wish Amelia: I only got the one and I've already used it Jac: don't tell or it won't come true Amelia: I don't remember it now anyway Jac: bullshit Amelia: if it was 💇🏻 related it definitely didn't come true Jac: you didn't get a fringe Amelia: I still hate it Jac: it's not why you got cheated on Amelia: thanks, that makes me feel loads better about 👧🏻 Amelia: can you just take the posts down please Jac: I dunno Amelia: Jac Jac: fuck sake Jac: one thing Amelia: just do it Jac: then that's it Jac: there's your present, I don't owe you nothing Amelia: no, then that's it because I don't want anything to do with you Amelia: it doesn't make us even Jac: I don't give a shit about being even with you Jac: I win Jac: end of Amelia: it's not a fucking game Jac: you're the only one not playing Amelia: so leave me out of it Jac: that's another favour Jac: pick one Amelia: fuck you Jac: i'm keeping the pictures up then Amelia: enjoy your win Jac: naturally Amelia: 👏👏👏 Jac: you aren't her Amelia: you aren't you Amelia: it still doesn't make us even Jac: maybe you never knew me Jac: we weren't friends, after-all Amelia: there's no maybe about it, if we were ever friends you wouldn't treat me like this Jac: nothing is as simple as you'd like it to be Jac: but sure Amelia: you really hurt me again, it's that simple Amelia: and this time it was deliberate Jac: and you don't hurt the people you love Jac: grow up, Amelia Amelia: not like that Jac: that's easier for you Amelia: what about ANY of this is easy for me? Amelia: you told me to try, I did Amelia: now what? Jac: it isn't my responsibility to worry about that Jac: you figure it out Amelia: I had it figured out and you tore it down Amelia: take some fucking responsibility for that Jac: what, with your shit girlfriend who doesn't give a fuck about you Jac: that was wrecked before I got there Jac: deal with that Amelia: you wrecked me before she got there Amelia: I still think about you all the time, miss you all the time Amelia: and I do have to deal with that, all the time Jac: and I've got nothing to deal with Amelia: of course you do Amelia: happy people don't gatecrash and ruin other people's birthdays Jac: then you'll forgive me for not feeling sorry for you Amelia: I don't want you to feel sorry for me, I want you to be sorry for what you just did Jac: you want a lot Amelia: not this time Amelia: it's bare minimum Jac: I'm happy to disappoint and leave you wanting Amelia: then you win again Amelia: congratulations Jac: yipee Amelia: Don't contact me again unless you're got something to say that means something Jac: fine Amelia: you sound faker than Savannah could ever Amelia: it'd be impressive if it worked Jac: have I contacted you before now? Amelia: that doesn't matter because today you did Jac: today I ruined your relationship and birthday Jac: then I asked if you got home Amelia: yeah, and that all means something Jac: it means I wanted to fuck up your life Amelia: at least that wish came true Jac: there's always shooting stars and eyelashes when there isn't candles Amelia: there isn't a quick fix for this Jac: there's no fix Jac: there's only out and it's still 2 fucking years away Amelia: you were supposed to give me time, that's supposed to be one Jac: well I didn't feel like it today Amelia: clearly Jac: get over it Amelia: I'm not even through it, it literally just happened Jac: I'm not apologising, I can't be any clearer Amelia: then don't Amelia: I didn't know how to beg you when we were friends, I can't do it with this version of you Jac: Done? Amelia: I was done before I actually got home Jac: Well I've not gone home Jac: so we both lied there then Amelia: Where have you gone? Jac: what's it to you? Amelia: I don't want what happened to Is to happen to you, or worse Amelia: I care about you Jac: it won't Amelia: I'm calling your parents Jac: maybe I've told them you're obsessed with me already Amelia: maybe but it's still ringing Amelia: they can decide what they want to do Jac: you're such a snitch Amelia: because I really care what you think of me right now Jac: nah, just hope it makes you feel good about yourself worrying my parents for nothing Amelia: I don't feel good about myself because of you Amelia: your parents are irrelevant to me Jac: we've got that in common then Amelia: they're probably going to want to talk to you and I don't so goodnight Jac: Bold of you to think I'd answer Jac: but it is a reason to turn my phone off so yeah Jac: later Amelia: you're really 😎 we get it Jac: that's what I'm doing Jac: you're so smart Amelia: it's why you want to keep the pics up Amelia: like a 🏆 Jac: i wanna keep em up so you have to see them Amelia: I don't have to see them, I've already blocked you both Jac: 😂 Amelia: What's funny? Jac: 🤡😥 would've been more applicable, perhaps Amelia: probably Jac: you can pal up with Is again, she's up for it Amelia: yeah because I really want to drag her into whatever 🎪 you've started up between us Jac: you're so considerate Amelia: something really fucked up happened to her, you were there, don't act like you don't remember Jac: and you weren't there Amelia: I know that Jac: then you don't get to say shit to me about it Amelia: I'm not, I'm saying this isn't about Is Jac: when is it ever Jac: poor girl Amelia: stop it Jac: you walked out on her Jac: she didn't have enough daddy issues? Amelia: I walked out on you Jac: same difference Amelia: you said you'd let me Jac: and I did Amelia: until now Jac: you're only 17 once Jac: it's not going to happen again Amelia: it shouldn't have happened at all Jac: should woulda coulda Amelia: promise me that this is it Jac: I don't fancy your girlfriend Jac: kissing her was bad enough Amelia: I mean, promise me that I don't have to look over my shoulder for the next 2 years in case you decide that you want to ruin my life again Amelia: because I can't Jac: Amelia Amelia: I'm serious, I'll leave school before I let you do this to me for a third time Jac: I'm not in a position to be making promises about anything, to anyone Jac: I'll try Amelia: okay Jac: just Jac: I don't know Jac: never mind Amelia: you're scaring me, you know Amelia: I should've made you promise not to do any reckless shit back then instead of the other way round Jac: everyone's scared Jac: they say it like I can change it Amelia: I thought I was doing the right thing but everything just keeps getting worse Amelia: for me, you and Is Amelia: even for Savannah, Sligo for fuck's sake Jac: even if you'd done it different Jac: I'd still have done the same Jac: it still would've all happened Amelia: what are you going to do now? Jac: nothing matters now Amelia: you matter Amelia: to me Amelia: come to my 🏠 I'll call your parents back Jac: we're not doing this again Jac: no Jac: it's bad enough i have people in my life i can't get rid of Amelia: we're not doing anything Jac: stop caring about me Amelia: I can't Jac: how much more do I have to ruin your life Amelia: you have ruined it, that doesn't mean I want you to be dead in a ditch Jac: all I'm going to do is break your heart over and over and then I'm going to leave forever Amelia: tonight it's already broken and that's all I'm talking about Amelia: take the guest bedroom Jac: no Jac: because then my family will just think we're friends again and that I'm fine Jac: I'll go home, okay, just stop Amelia: if you stop lying, I'll stop this Jac: I'll send you proof, for fuck's sake Amelia: okay Jac: fine Amelia: [we're just waiting for that pic like] Jac: [however long this is gonna take, at least you're probably a bit more central, the most begrudging pic of the front door lmao] Amelia: no, put your outfit in it so I know it wasn't stored on your phone Jac: 'cos I just have pictures of my door Jac: [but does, some weird angle to not get your face in] Jac: haven't got a newspaper, so sorry Amelia: if you hadn't stopped the party early, they might have been delivered Jac: it was a crap party anyway Jac: she hadn't even booked a table Amelia: Yeah Jac: at least you can have a better girlfriend for your 18th Amelia: can I? Are you going to let me Jac: probably not Jac: but if she's less easy to ruin then there's nothing I can do about that Amelia: you'd have to try something else, that's all Jac: obviously Jac: I'm still smart Amelia: I'm not giving you a compliment Jac: I'm not saying I'm not going to ruin your chances at happiness Amelia: it's not like I need you to Amelia: SO capable on my own Jac: it's not taking credit if you're making excuses for me Jac: but alright Amelia: I'm talking about the 💇🏻 which you can't take credit for Jac: it suits you Amelia: that is the most hurtful thing you've ever said Amelia: take it back Jac: it's also true Jac: and you wanted me to stop lying Amelia: 😒 Jac: at least you don't look like every other girl now Amelia: you think I did before? Amelia: also that's because no other girl wants to look like 👧🏻 Jac: I mean everyone has the same hair Jac: you stand out more Amelia: you don't Jac: well I'm special, obviously Amelia: I know Jac: 🙄 Amelia: 😉 Jac: you're an idiot Jac: Jude better be at a sleepover Amelia: her hair stands out Jac: you should tell her that Jac: she'll be so glad her attention-seeking doesn't go unnoticed Amelia: she think I'm flirting with her so no Jac: oh yeah Jac: you're a predatory lesbian now Amelia: I kissed you Jac: after I kissed your girlfriend Amelia: you don't fancy her Amelia: that wasn't why you did it Jac: she fancies herself enough Amelia: So does Savannah, that wasn't a problem for you Jac: don't talk about her Amelia: sure, I wouldn't want to upset you Amelia: what's the point being 💔 if you're not the saddest Jac: she's gone, there's no point talking about her Amelia: my parents know hers, she's not gone from dinner table conversation at my 🏠 Jac: sucks for you then Amelia: sucks more for her that she's been sent to catholic school Jac: Catholic school? Amelia: yeah, her dad had that brainwave Jac: that is unfortunate Jac: probably a better school than ours though, so she'll be thrilled Amelia: it's my dad's favourite joke threat now Jac: at least you could avoid me Amelia: true, I should call his bluff and take him up on it next time Jac: go for it Jac: it's only me that has to write off this shit school on her uni app Amelia: the rest of your app will more than make up for it Jac: that's the plan Amelia: exactly, so it's not technically a compliment Jac: you're shit at this Amelia: thanks Jac: no, that really wasn't a compliment Jac: not one of your not technicallys Amelia: 😏 Jac: did you get a car Jac: I bet you got a car Amelia: [a picture of it because why not say she did] Jac: just got to pass now Jac: then you can go where you like Amelia: then I can runaway Jac: nah Jac: they'd take you off their insurance and you'd be fucked Amelia: because I'd never drive without insurance Jac: the police would be frantically looking for you as is Jac: that's always how murderers get caught out Amelia: 🤫 you're ruining this too Jac: you fantasize on your own time Amelia: this is my own time, you're home safe Amelia: I don't owe you my full attention now that your 👅 isn't in my ex girlfriend's mouth Jac: have you kissed anyone else Amelia: no Jac: do you regret it being her Amelia: it wasn't you, that's what I regret Amelia: but it couldn't be so Jac: yeah Jac: at least it was a girl Amelia: I'm not stupid enough to kiss any boys Jac: some just call it heterosexual Amelia: and I'm not so it'd be stupid for me Jac: alright Amelia: but I should probably kiss more girls Jac: why should you Amelia: because she'll think all the wrong things if I don't Jac: true Jac: I thought you didn't care about what people thought though Amelia: I'm going to have to find new friends from somewhere Jac: don't you gays stick together Amelia: she sticks with them and I don't want to see her Jac: you move fast Amelia: I don't really have a choice, do I? Jac: I don't need friends Amelia: handy since you don't have any Jac: that's why I don't Amelia: yeah, because you only care about what you need Jac: duh Amelia: did you ever care about me? Jac: don't be stupid Amelia: did you ever care about me when it wasn't because you needed something? Jac: what kind of question is that Amelia: one I need the answer to Jac: we were friends forever Jac: what did I get from it half the time Jac: no more than you did or didn't Amelia: okay Jac: that was a dick move making me answer that when you already knew Amelia: I didn't know Amelia: whenever I talk to you I end up with more questions than answers Amelia: and end up questioning my sanity Jac: you don't need to Jac: your work here is done Amelia: you can't tell me what to do when you don't even do what you said you were going to Jac: so you're going to continue to make a bad decision, just to be awkward Jac: that's smart Amelia: because you have such good reasons for doing what you did earlier Jac: 'course I do Amelia: go on then Amelia: tell me them Jac: already did Jac: I wanted to fuck it up for you Jac: felt great Amelia: there's smarter ways to feel good, and easier Jac: I've tried those Amelia: oh well I loved being your little experiment, thanks Jac: whatever Jac: it needed to be done Amelia: no it didn't Amelia: you keep saying that Jac: you don't get it Amelia: I don't buy into your fake bullshit, no, and that's all you've given me all night Jac: what's fucking fake about the fact I can't stand to have anyone around me happy? Jac: there's nothing fake about misery being the only thing I can stomach now Amelia: you didn't break up your parents or ruin your brother's music career, you sought me out when I haven't even been around you Amelia: you're full of shit Jac: trust me, I'm doing my best Jac: and you're full of shit if you're now trying to say you don't see me every day Jac: and that it isn't the fucking worst Amelia: I thought it was, until you did this Amelia: now I can say today was the worst Amelia: you're so fucking selfish and cruel Jac: nothing has changed Jac: I sped up your inevitable break-up, that's it Amelia: no, you went out of your way to hurt and humiliate me Amelia: everything has changed Jac: if you say so Jac: it wasn't the first time for me Amelia: who are you? Jac: it doesn't matter Amelia: who the fuck are you? Jac: I don't know, Amelia Jac: alright Amelia: you can't treat people like this Jac: then tell everyone what I did Jac: I don't care Jac: you could've done something about it Amelia: what did you want me to do? Jac: I thought you might put up more of a fight Amelia: for what? Against what? Jac: because I humiliated you Amelia: it wasn't the first time for me either Jac: never like that Amelia: I'm not going to fight you Jac: your loss Amelia: I keep telling you, I care about you, I don't want to hurt you Jac: I wish you'd stop Amelia: I wish I could Jac: yeah Jac: well Amelia: it's my loss, like you said Jac: don't worry, I've got my own Amelia: that makes me feel loads better Jac: it should Amelia: it doesn't Jac: you're infuriating Amelia: says you Amelia: I'm so angry at you Jac: because I wanted you to be Jac: that's the correct response Amelia: no, because I love you too much to hate you Amelia: because it won't go away Amelia: and I don't want to feel like this for the rest of my fucking life no matter what you do Jac: I don't have the answer Jac: If I could make you stop then I would Jac: but I don't know how Amelia: me either Jac: there's nothing I can do if you don't hate me by now Jac: I dropped you for Savannah Jac: I did everything I did tonight Amelia: I was there, I don't need you to recap Jac: I couldn't have made it easier Amelia: there's something wrong with me, there must be Jac: not as bad as me Amelia: my mum said at the time that I fell in love with you years ago and I can't expect to fall out of it in a few weeks or months Jac: logic adds up Amelia: she thinks I'm over it now so clearly not Jac: you probably said you were Jac: or near enough Amelia: the girlfriend thing kind of said it for me Jac: yeah well Jac: I've had loads of boyfriends Amelia: you're not in love with me Jac: I meant it doesn't mean anything, necessarily Amelia: yeah Amelia: my mum is more old fashioned though Amelia: romantic or whatever Jac: more romantic than your girlfriend, yeah Amelia: 🙄 Jac: she wasn't good enough for you anyway Amelia: I'm not good enough for anyone Amelia: I'm literally still in love with someone else who isn't them Jac: it isn't that simple Jac: you can feel things for more than one person Jac: you just, didn't for her and she wasn't worth it Amelia: maybe other people can but I don't Jac: how would you know Jac: it just hasn't happened yet Amelia: I'm too self aware if anything Jac: that's some lesbian nonsense Amelia: I'll put it in my bio then Jac: tinder Amelia: I'm not kissing that many girls, she'll definitely think all the wrong things Jac: be kicking herself, like Jac: or is it only okay when she does it Amelia: probably Jac: just like a lad Amelia: 😣 Jac: awh Amelia: I can't be bothered Jac: with girls? Amelia: I'm not trying anymore, you didn't keep your promises anyway Jac: what does that mean? Amelia: it means I don't care, my life can stay the mess you wanted it to be Jac: alright Jac: not like I can turn around and say 'no don't' now Amelia: and if you turn around you won't see me Jac: what? Amelia: school, I'm not doing it either Jac: shut up Amelia: online maybe so my dad doesn't rage Jac: that's bullshit Amelia: so is this Jac: no, fuck you Amelia: 😂 Jac: so you all get to fucking leave and I'm the one stuck dealing Jac: nah Amelia: I've got nothing to stay for Jac: it's school, no one does Jac: jesus Amelia: you said yourself it sucks having to see me every day Amelia: I'm doing you a favour Jac: you are ridiculous Jac: you think you can just run away like this is some shit indie song Amelia: I've tried the alternative Amelia: it didn't go great Jac: you think Savannah is bad? at least her parents made her go Jac: you're such a spoilt brat Amelia: I don't think about Savannah Jac: you don't think about anything Jac: christ Amelia: your audacity is another level Jac: your stupidity is worse Amelia: yeah, I've proved that loads of times over Jac: fucking hell Jac: your life is so hard, Meelie, yeah Jac: everyone thinks its my fault, what happened to Is Jac: and the more she says otherwise, the more it sounds like it was Amelia: no they don't, I don't Jac: well you love me so you're clearly insane and a bit biased Amelia: even if I hated you I'd still know that you weren't the one who assaulted her Amelia: it's his fault, nobody else's Jac: me and Sav still ran like we had something to hide Jac: that's all anyone cares about, working out what Amelia: you were scared, in shock probably Amelia: you felt like it was your fault Amelia: that doesn't mean it was Jac: all I know is she's fucked off, no one will say anything to Is, so it's all down to me, whatever people wanna say or think about it Jac: so yeah, sorry I think your idea is fucking laughable but been there, done that Jac: didn't solve anything, it only made the rest worse Amelia: I know it's a stupid idea, alright Jac: you can't go, alright, you just can't Amelia: you know I'll fight the whole school before I'd ever fight you Amelia: I'll do it for you too, if that will help Jac: Yeah, I do Jac: nothing will help but Jac: at least you're still here Jac: nothing else is the same Amelia: I'll be in detention every day for the next 2 years if that's what it takes to shut people up Jac: I don't deserve it Jac: or anything but hate from you, and I do fucking know that Amelia: you don't deserve to get the blame for being there and being her friend Amelia: I should've been too Amelia: and after it happened we should've talked Jac: maybe it's just karma Jac: I've never been a good friend to her and by the time it happened Jac: well Jac: I made you leave Amelia: I ruined our friend so I had to leave Amelia: *ship Amelia: that's not your fault either Jac: maybe it is Amelia: it's not Amelia: I shouldn't have told you how I felt Amelia: or been jealous of Savannah Amelia: or made such a big deal about the date you went on Jac: no Jac: I get it Jac: you weren't wrong Amelia: I did the wrong thing by leaving you and Is Jac: I couldn't wish the alternative on you Jac: having to stick around and watch Amelia: I still had to watch Amelia: I couldn't go that far Jac: I know it's my fault because it happened again Amelia: what? Jac: Savannah Jac: I kissed her Amelia: I don't understand Jac: you should have been jealous of her Jac: I mean Jac: you know what I mean Amelia: you mean you felt something for her Jac: I didn't want to feel any of it Jac: but she was straight and you weren't so having her around was meant to be easier Amelia: why didn't you just tell me? Amelia: you lied and lied and made me feel crazy Jac: because I feel crazy Jac: I fucking am Jac: I just Jac: it's not like I left that conversation and told her Jac: I kept on and got with lads and pretended to like it, tried to Amelia: everything you said, everything you did Amelia: oh my god Amelia: I can't Amelia: I can't take this in Jac: like I said, it's fucking karma Jac: I fucked it with you and it happened to me Amelia: I'm supposed to feel what, that she queerbaited you? Happy? validated? Jac: I don't know Jac: probably Amelia: did you know how you felt about her when I told you how I felt? Jac: why? Amelia: because you told me over and over again that you liked boys and you'd change that if you could Jac: yes, and I told her the same thing Jac: and I acted accordingly Amelia: I've spent so long feeling horrible for putting you in that position and none of it was real Jac: it was real Jac: I don't want to be Jac: I want to be straight Amelia: it isn't a choice Amelia: and you can't just twist everything to make it one Jac: acting or not acting on it is Amelia: so why did you choose to act on it by kissing her, if that's what you think? Jac: it was a mistake Jac: when we left Jac: after Is Jac: and it was just us Jac: then it destroyed everything and she's literally run away Amelia: and then you destroyed what was left after she'd gone Jac: yes Amelia: great Jac: I'm aware Amelia: are you? Amelia: for years I thought things were one way only to be told they weren't and now you're telling me an entirely different story again Amelia: 🤯 Jac: because we don't live in the ideal world where I accept myself for liking girls and I choose the right one and we live happily ever after Jac: we live in the world where I kissed Savannah and she looked at me like I was the boy who assaulted Isabelle Jac: and that's how I feel about it, and I would rather pretend to be straight forever, and have no real friends again, than have to do that, and feel that disgust again Amelia: we live in a world that doesn't revolve around Savannah fucking Moore Amelia: because she doesn't accept you, you can't accept yourself? No Jac: it's not her fault Jac: the rules don't make no fucking sense Jac: do you know how often she told me she loved me, how beautiful I was, and smart and perfect and kind, that she wanted me in her life forever? Jac: but that doesn't mean she wants to kiss me Amelia: that's why it literally is her fault Amelia: she flirted with you more than I EVER have, or would dare to openly do because I would get called a predatory lesbian and she gets likes and follows Jac: but she meant it Jac: I know she did Jac: that's just friendship to her Jac: it's too confusing Amelia: you want her to have meant it the same way you did, like I wanted you to with me Jac: but I did Jac: I lied Jac: so I know it doesn't make a difference now Jac: but still, you weren't wrong and I did, I am, whatever Jac: it was shitty to lie, I know, I accept it Jac: but she meant it all but she is straight...how does that work Amelia: I don't know Amelia: straight people are weird Jac: I don't want to find that relatable Jac: I want to be normal Amelia: I'm not abnormal, shut up Jac: fine, straight Jac: I don't want to ever have to think about this ever again Amelia: why do you want it so bad? Jac: so I don't feel like this Jac: the not knowing Jac: how much it hurts Jac: boys are easy, I told you Amelia: because you don't like them Amelia: if you were straight you'd get hurt just the same Amelia: you said it, Valentina's no different than a lad Jac: lads just like me Jac: I've never kissed any lad and had them recoil Amelia: they liked me too, it doesn't mean I had to like them back Jac: I mean it's not the same Jac: if a lad didn't like me, he'd have reasons Amelia: loads of girls like you too, I was friends with them for a bit, I heard all that gossip Amelia: Savannah's reason is that she doesn't like girls, any of them Jac: but she loves me Jac: more than she ever did Ty, I fucking know it Amelia: not like that, like Is loved us Jac: I can't stand it Amelia: I know Jac: you know I am sorry Jac: don't you Amelia: yeah Jac: you just had come so far and had done so much work Jac: it wasn't fair Jac: what I did wasn't, but it wouldn't have been to act on it, when I wanted so badly to be straight, for everything I did tell you to be true Amelia: no, I was in exactly the same place that we left each other in Amelia: you're not the only one who can lie Jac: I'm just so sorry but that's worth fuck all Jac: I hate how stupid all of it seems now Jac: redundant Jac: but that's close to a fair punishment, I suppose Amelia: you've already been punished Amelia: and sorry always means something when it's a real one Jac: I feel Jac: I don't Jac: I'm broken Jac: I don't even want to be a person now Amelia: I don't want to find that relatable Amelia: but it is Jac: fuck's sake Jac: see, why would I choose this? Jac: even if they're weird, this never happens to straight people Amelia: of course it does Amelia: Savannah's parents are fucked Jac: just because they don't love each other no more Jac: when they got together, I'm sure they both knew Amelia: still, her mum's so broken she's barely a person Jac: all I'm saying is we're getting dangerously close to comparing being gay to a mental illness Jac: which is what homophobes say and I'm not trying to be the confirmation Amelia: it's not being gay, it's loving the wrong person Amelia: there are happy gays, I've met some Amelia: and your brother isn't being held back by it Jac: don't get me started Amelia: Jude's love life is messier than his Amelia: more dramatic Jac: he'll end up with a girl Amelia: you don't know that Jac: wait and see Amelia: yeah, I'll stalk him from afar like a fangirl Amelia: 🤢 Jac: it's not the same either Amelia: you love a competition Jac: yeah, this is so much fun Jac: him and Jude are the same Jac: it doesn't mean anything to them, so they aren't getting hurt Jac: they don't care, it's not serious Amelia: you've got me, we're very much the same Amelia: in this anyway Jac: I don't want to love anyone ever again Amelia: then don't Jac: that's why I have no friends Amelia: yeah well you don't need them, that's the line and the lie, right? Jac: it's not funny Jac: I can't be trusted Jac: with any kind of relationship with a girl Amelia: I'm not laughing because me either Amelia: I make bad choices and I'm proven stupid, remember Jac: it's so fucking isolating Amelia: school is anyway Amelia: we're all in boxes Jac: you never used to hate it this much Amelia: now you understand how much I hate everything Amelia: how exhausted I am Amelia: it'd be nice to have the solidarity if it wasn't so horrible Jac: I'm just trying to get used to it Jac: accept it Amelia: at least you don't have to see her every day Amelia: maybe that'll make it different Jac: I never get to see her again Amelia: you don't know that either Jac: I do Jac: she's unlikely to stop by when she's seeing her mum Amelia: you verbally recoiled from me, ruined my birthday, nobody would call it likely that we're talking Jac: naive optimism is exactly what got you here Jac: don't even need to scroll for the reminder Amelia: ouch Amelia: you always find new ways to hurt me Jac: you really did just say you made bad choices and were stupid Jac: continuing this conversation is just another one for the list, probably Amelia: I can say it and do so you don't need to Jac: alright, alright Amelia: you're blocked though, this is the only place you could try to Jac: I could make another post but the point has been made well enough I reckon Amelia: it's not my birthday now so there's no point Amelia: ⛅ Jac: sod you then Jac: don't want you getting the wrong impression Amelia: 😂 bit late for that Jac: yeah Amelia: my dad'll be up soon I'll just wait ☕ Amelia: don't need you to entertain me any further Jac: you gonna tell him about your shit birthday Amelia: I'll tell them both we broke up and they'll be thrilled Amelia: it's all they want to hear Jac: you can tell them it was my fault, it doesn't matter to me Amelia: why would I do that? Jac: dunno, but having someone else's parents take over and shout at me for a bit might be mildly entertaining Amelia: they think I'm over you, they want me to be better Amelia: I'm not going to ruin the lie Jac: rude Jac: but fine Jac: guess you don't owe me Amelia: no, I don't Jac: enjoy your coffee then Amelia: it'll taste disgusting like it always does Amelia: the biggest lie of all Jac: you aren't as exhausted and sad as you say you are Jac: the taste would've been acquired by now, you massive child Amelia: I've had to hide it longer than you Amelia: I'm just more skilled and hilarious Jac: so you're better at being sad? Jac: and I love a competition 🙄 Amelia: 😏 Amelia: I've acquired a taste for anything with a high enough alcohol content, there you go Jac: I was drunk before I got there and that was still apparent Amelia: haven't needed stitches yet Jac: that's something Jac: anyway, how'd you figure you've had to hide it longer? Amelia: because I have Amelia: you were sitting pretty on a ☁ with Savannah for ages Amelia: nothing could touch you up there Jac: that's where you're wrong Amelia: I'm not letting you win again Jac: 😏 Jac: it's not like I was fucking boys because I thought I wanted to Amelia: okay 🏆 no need to make me cry thinking about that Jac: they aren't that bad Jac: well, usually Jac: just not as interesting, it didn't make sense Jac: why we would waste time we could be together instead Amelia: it's really sad Amelia: as 💔 it was seeing you with lads, I thought it was at least what you wanted Jac: they aren't the ones that made me 💔 Amelia: I know but Amelia: I can't imagine doing that, or how it would make me feel if I thought I had to Jac: well you're much softer than I am Amelia: excuse me, it took you years to break me, Savannah did the same to you in 1 Amelia: you're not that hard Jac: I think that says more about Savannah than it does you Jac: but alright Amelia: right, because she's so perfect Amelia: I actually can't compete Jac: shut up Amelia: it's true Jac: it isn't that simple, I keep saying Amelia: it's as simple as you've already said, she's straight and I'm not Amelia: it was safer for you, except it wasn't Jac: you make it sound Jac: ugh Amelia: isn't it? Jac: you think I'm a right cold, calculating bitch Jac: and I'm not saying you're wrong but it was nice when you thought otherwise Amelia: we can't go back, you really drilled that into me Jac: I know Jac: oh well Amelia: oh well? that's the best you can do, yeah? Amelia: doesn't sound very calculating and well planned out Jac: because it's all over Jac: the only thing I've got left is uni and the career I want Jac: nothing else can or is going to exist Amelia: that's more than I've got Amelia: I haven't exactly been concentrating on my app Jac: well you're going to run away and find your Thelma aren't you Amelia: you ruined that fantasy with reality Jac: yeah right Jac: you're still a hopeless romantic Amelia: with a 🚗 I can't drive yet Jac: have you had any lessons yet Amelia: no Amelia: I keep asking my dad but he's always too busy Jac: go ask him now Amelia: I've drank too much to go now Jac: well duh but he'll feel so bad for you he'll make time tomorrow or whatever Amelia: and we're back to calculating Jac: someone has to if you wanna be wild and free Amelia: 😂 Jac: how early is it Jac: will the library be open Amelia: it's weird that the library is still open at any hour Amelia: you're literally the only person who ever goes there Jac: excuse me, only child Jac: you try and study with a house full of annoying kids and dogs Amelia: I'm fine with a 🏠 swap, I don't feel like studying Jac: yeah only if you make it permanent Amelia: you wouldn't take my guest room for a night, I don't think I'd be able to make that happen Jac: because you were there Amelia: rude Jac: sensible Amelia: nothing's going to happen Jac: yeah exactly Amelia: what does that mean? Jac: it means we aren't going to be friends Amelia: why not? Jac: I told you why Amelia: I'm not asking you to care about me, I'm saying I'm here for you Jac: No Jac: I wasn't joking when I said I can't have friends Amelia: I know you weren't Jac: that includes you Jac: especially you Amelia: okay Jac: okay Amelia: good morning then Jac: 👋