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luvmyoui · 9 months

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gp!myoui mina x fem!reader

warnings: cursing

word count: 1,732

a/n: GUYS IM SORRY, I MEANT TO POST THIS EARLIER BUT I LOST TRACK OF TIME PLS FORGIVE ME😞😞

the constant buzzing of your phone roused you from your slumber, you tried to ignore it but the buzzing hadn’t gone away like it usually would. with a huff you sat up and received the call without checking the caller.

“what?!” you said annoyance clear in your tone.

“check twitter, right now!” camila’s stressed out voice exclaimed from the other end of the phone.

“okay, okay, gosh what terrible thing happen-” you fell silent when the twitter app loaded on and displayed a linked article stating a question along with a picture.

SIXTH HARMONY’S Y/N L/N HAS A DAUGHTER?

the article went on to explain how an anonymous source had sent a picture of the ‘happy birthday isla’ banner that hung behind you, you were squatted on the floor with isla’s cheek squished into yours. seeing the picture you immediately recognized it as one that was definitely taken the day before. you could only curse yourself for letting that man help bring that package into your home and forgetting to close the door. apparently there had been paparazzi waiting outside of your house and took pictures of the decorations while your door was open.

“y/n? you good?” camila's worried voice pulled you out of your regretful thoughts.

“y-yeah, just shocked. the thought of this happening never even crossed my mind.” you said, still in disbelief that this could’ve happened.

“look at the comments though, we can go along with them and lie.” hearing this, with curiosity you scrolled down to see the replies to the tweet.

REPLIES:

sixtharmony4ever: why can't you people just mind your own business omg, leave my girls alone!!!

camilasolostan: wtf??? was y/n a teen mom?! iloveyn: so what if she was, its her life not yours.

laurenmll: why are you idiots acting like she can't have nieces😭😭 user872349: are you stupid, she doesn't have any siblings💀💀 laurenmll: are you? you're acting like she cant have any cousins☠️ laursss: girl lets be real, thats 100% y/ns kid camziezz: literally, cuzns arent twins💀💀

sixthharmonizerrr: these paparazzis seriously need to get a life and let celebs live theirs.

twice4lifee: guys why does that baby look exactly like mina😰😰minaluvzme: IM SAYINN once4ever: NEW SHIP???

minariii: *image attached* cannot tell me they are not the same person, literally give that kid a haircut and its mina.

lovey/nnn: why does the baby look like that one girl from that kpop group?!

harmonizeronce: does mina have a secret brother? twcmina: she literally said in multiple interviews she was an only child. harmonizeronce: thats why i said secret smartass.

seeing people defending you brought a smile to your face, you loved your fans. though you couldn't help the anxiety creep up your spine, what if they found out about mina. rather than worrying for yourself, you worried for mina, it might break her career if it's found out that she has a kid. you knew that the kpop industry was much less forgiving when it came to things like this. feeling another buzz in your hand caused you to look at the incoming call from your manager larry.

“mila, larry’s calling so i’ll hang up now okay?” hearing a ‘kay’ from camila you hung up and accepted the call from your manager.

“deny having a kid, say it was your cousins or something and that you hang out with her kid alot. I honestly don't care what you say, just make sure no one knows that it's your kid.” he said as soon as you had accepted the call

“and if i don't want to?”

“that’s not an option.” he stated.

“I'm not going to deny my kid, can I just stay quiet? i won't ever deny that isla’s my daughter, i'm not and never will be ashamed of her. sure i had her young but i don't regret it at all.” you responded with finality in your voice. maybe this was a stupid decision, but one parent had already left isla and you refused to disown her by saying she wasn't yours.

letting out a sigh, knowing nothing he said would change your decision, your manager let out a fine and hung up the call. you let yourself fall back into your bed and just laid there hands and legs sprawled out. hearing the creak of your door opening made you lift your head a bit to see isla standing there. she ran over to your bed, when she reached it she proceeded to lift one of her legs up trying to get onto the bed. you smiled down at how cute she looked, stopping her struggles, you sat up and pulled her onto the bed next to you. with her small hands she pushed you down onto your back and jumped onto you, cuddling her face into your neck.

“when will i get to see mommy, i only see hew in pictuws.” isla said into your neck, she was very clearly distressed, and you could only think of the day before when she had questioned mina’s want to even see her.

you honestly didn't even think mina wanted to see her, sure she sent gifts but you doubt she’d want to see isla. she always thought of the child as a burden, as something that you were supposed to care for. the thought brought a frown to your face, you wished for mina to see isla and acknowledge her as a daughter.

chaos had ensued in the twice dorms, although mina only shared a dorm with nayeon, all the girls were currently at the dorms. as soon as they had seen the tweet they rushed over, hoping that it wasn't as they thought.

“so what, you just left her alone with a kid?!” jeongyeon exclaimed, clearly upset at the mere idea.

“uh- well it wasn't like that, i wanted to pursue my dream and she was holding me back. also i send them money and gifts and pay for the apartment, i’m fulfilling my role as a parent.” hearing this, all of the girls continued their attack, throwing objects at mina. she tried to dodge but there were too many coming and too fast.

“god i knew you were a douche judging by the amount of girls you bring home, but this is just unbelievable.” momo said, followed by a shoe being thrown at mina’s head.

“you guys are unbelievable, i'm your member, not her. plus, are you forgetting the part where i literally send gifts, money, and pay the bills?! also she didn't want me to follow my dream!” mina exclaimed, why couldn't they understand her side?

“yeah, and are you forgetting the part where you got her pregnant. whatever she says doesn't matter, as the person who got her pregnant you should have taken responsibility.” jihyo voiced out, clearly annoyed by her excuses.

“I do take responsibility! how many times do i need to say that i give them money, i spoil them incredibly!” mina cried out in exasperation, how many times did she have to say it for them to understand?

the yelling and throwing of things was stopped the moment the door to the dorm opened, their manager walking in. “mina, there better be a good explanation for this.” their manager said, glaring at mina.

“uhm- there really isn't one, it’s exactly how it seems.”

“how do you even know y/n?!” their manager exclaimed, not being able to wrap her mind around this situation.

“we uh- we were high school sweethearts, we dated throughout almost the entirety of highschool.”

“what?!” everyone exclaimed, not knowing that they were in that serious of a relationship.

“wait, so do you know any other celebrities?” chaeyoung asked in disbelief, she had been a fan of the group's music for a while and couldn't believe mina knew them.

“uh- yeah, shawn mendes, he was my best friend since middle school and camila, but she was y/n’s best friend. and i mean camila never really liked me.”

“you knew shawn mendes?!” chaeyoung exclaimed, being best friends with shawn mendes was insane to her.

“yeah, i still talk to him from time to time too.” mina said, scratching the back of her head as she explained.

“mina, i hope you know that we will be going to the US for the billboard women in music awards. and sixth harmony will for sure be there.” their manager said to mina.

“what!?” mina exclaimed, the thought that she might run into you again was now starting to eat away at her. she didn't want to see you, but at the same time she wanted so desperately to.

“oh yeah, i was gonna tell you.” jihyo said, everyone surprised that mina didn't know.

everyone had left by now, and it was only mina, nayeon, and the two beer bottles on the coffee table in front of them. mina usually didn't drink, her intolerance for alcoholic drinks being the reason, but after today she just needed a drink.

“what do you think? do you agree with everyone else, you think i'm an asshole?” mina asked, not offended but wanting a genuine answer.

“I mean what you did was very assholey, but i mean it’s never too late to change you know? i mean i’ve lived with you for like how long? three, four years? and i mean i think i know you best, and i can say with confidence you’ve had at least a little character development.” nayeon said, taking a swig of her beer.

“but what do i do? I feel like what me and y/n had is broken by now. I don't think she’d even want me to meet isla.” mina said, she would never dare say her true thoughts. and i mean, could you blame her?

all she knew about this kid was that she was 3 years old and that it was hers. she didn't even know what isla looked like until she saw the picture on twitter. she felt terrible for even thinking it, but she didn't really care all that much for this kid. you on the other hand, she had known you for a long time, she loved you, she had a kid with you. she didn't regret pursuing her dream but she wished it didn’t include losing you.

“just talk to her, when we meet her. try to just talk it all out.”

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kelsgay · 1 year

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you’re slipping through my fingertips, a little bit by a little bit.

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marie-swriting · 2 years

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More Than A Frienship - Shawn Mendes

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Summary : You’re friend with Shawn but he kissed you while you’re in a committed relationship. You try to avoid him to not lose yourself in your feelings.

Warnings : Angst, kind of cheating, fluff ending. English is not my first language so there might some mistakes you can tell me, if you see them. Tell me if I missed any warnings !

Word count : 1.5K

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Song Inspiration : Bad Kind Of Butterflies by Camila Cabello

“Shawn, I’m begging you, stop calling me” You whisper into the phone.

“Please listen to me before hanging up. I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have done that. I don’t even know why I kissed you. Please, believe me when I say I don’t want our friendship to change.” He pleads.

“It changed the moment you put your lips on mine.” You muttered harshly.

“Y/N, please” he tries to hold you back.

“Give me some time”

You just hung up when Dean, your boyfriend, comes into the living room, a bowl of popcorn in his hands. You try your best to act normal despite Shawn’s call, even if it’s complicated. What he did last week is still bugging you. You didn’t think you’d react like that because of his touch. No matter how hard you try, you can’t forget the feeling of his lips on yours. But you also can’t forget the guilty feeling when you look at Dean’s angelical face. You two have been dating for a year now and you love him. Everything is good between you. At last, until Shawn’s action.

“Who was on the phone ?” he asks you.

“My mom. She wanted to tell me tonight there’s If I Stay on TV” As soon as this lie escapes your lips, you feel your stomach hurts because of the guilt.

“Do you want to watch that tonight ? It’s your favourite movie.”

“I got it on DVD, we can watch it any other day.”

“You sure ?”

“Yes. we’re not gonna change the movie at the last minute” You laugh trying to hide your nervousness. “We said we would watch your favourite movie, not mine so let’s put Fast And Furious”

“As you want, sweetheart” Dean says before kissing you.

Without a surprise, you can’t focus on the movie for more than a minute. This kind of film is not the one you usually watch and your mind is set on the same person. Shawn. You’ve been friends for six years. You’re friend with Brian, so you quickly met him. You bounded easily. You’re good friends.

At least, that’s what you thought until last week.

You don’t really know why but Shawn kissed you and since then, you can’t seem to stop thinking about him and his lips felt against yours. You’re ashamed of what you felt during the kiss. You’re with Dean and yet, you can’t get Shawn out of your head. When he kissed you, you felt butterflies in your stomach and when you talk with Dean, you feel them, too it’s just not because of love. It’s because of the guilt you feel every time you think a little bit too much about Shawn and to feel the good kind of butterflies with the one that is supposed to be your best friend. You’re a horrible person, you think.

“Y/N, is everything okay ?” Dean questions you, getting your attention.

“Yes, I’m fine. Why ?”

“You seem deep in your thoughts.”

“Sorry, I was thinking about something. Nothing important, though. Don’t worry.”

You’re ashamed to realise you can lie this easily. He’s not suspecting anything. He trusts you and you betray him. How could you do that to him ? He’s always been there for you since you two met in senior year of college, after he moved to Toronto. And how do you thank him ? By thinking about another man.

You need to stop dwelling on what happened with Shawn. You need to forget what happened and tell him to never do it again because you love Dean. You can’t find yourself in a situation where you’d have to choose because you wouldn't be able to. In every case scenario, you’d lose someone and it's the last thing you want.

The vibrations of your phone get you out of your thoughts. You look discreetly at who sent you a text. Obviously, it’s Shawn.

Text from Shawn, 11:02 p.m :

I don’t want to lose my friendship with you. We can just forget what happened. I don’t even know why I did that.

You answer him carefully so Dean doesn’t see it.

Text to Shawn, 11:04 p.m :

We forget everything. You’re my friend and I don’t want to lose you either, but give me a few days, please.

A week has passed and it’s getting worse. You’re more distracted and you’re starting to distance yourself from Dean. You’re not capable of looking him in the eyes anymore. You know he feels something is happening, but you can’t help it. You don’t even know how to avoid it. You tried your best but you have to come to the conclusion that it became more than a friendship with Shawn. Yet you don’t want to lose Dean. Unfortunately, you know you’d have to lose one, or worse both of them.

“We need to talk, Y/N” Your boyfriend states. “It can’t keep on going like that. I can see that you’re becoming more distant with me and it kills me to realise I’m losing you slowly. What’s happening ? You know you can tell me everything. We can fix things together.” he tries to reassure you.

You don’t have the strength to fight so you give up.

“I need to tell you something” You say, not looking him in the eyes. “Please, sit down next to me.”

“Y/N, you’re scaring me.”

“I’d understand if you hate me after what I’m gonna say. I’m lost Dean” You admit, tearing up. “I love you, I do, I just can't help myself wanting someone else. And I don’t know what to do because I don’t want to lose you nor him.”

“What do you mean ? Who is the other guy ?”

“He kissed me and since then I can’t stop thinking about him. I tried to not think about it because I love you, but it’s becoming more than a friendship with him. And I’m so mad at myself for making you suffer. I feel sick in my stomach for hurting you. I promise you I love you, Dean.”

“And yet, it’s him you want. I can’t believe it !” He storms, standing up. “I gave everything in this relationship and you want to dump me for a guy who kissed you once ? Who is that dude anyway ? I have the right to know his name !”

“Dean, pleas-” You try to say but he cuts you off.

“His name !”

“It’s Shawn” You confess, even more ashamed. “Please don��t do anything to him. He’s already feeling so guilty for what he did.”

“Thank God, he has remorse ! And here you were saying that he was ‘just a friend’. I can't believe I believed you !” He shouts angrily walking to the main door.

“Where are you going ?”

“I want to have a discussion with him.”

“Dean please” You beg him, holding his arm. “You have the right to hate me but don’t hurt him.”

“And you’re defending him ? He ruined our relationship and you’re defending him ?! That's the best one yet ! It’s over, Y/N” He states harshly. “I don’t want to see you again. Leave.”

Tears running down your cheeks, you go into your old shared bedroom and pack your stuff. You try to do it as quickly as you can despite your shaking hands. Fifteen minutes later, you’re ready to leave the apartment you shared with Dean. You find him in the living room, holding his head with his hand, his shoulders shaking at the rhythm of his sobs. You hurt him so much. You feel terrible. You look at him, cheeks wet with tears. You don’t dare to say anything, too scared to hurt him even more so you leave the flat in silence, looking at him over your shoulder one last time. One year of dating and six months of living together ruined because of you and your selfishness…

You take your car to drive to the man who has been driving you crazy for a very long time. Once you’re at his front door, you don’t know if it’s a good idea anymore. Maybe you shouldn’t have done that. What if he doesn’t want you ? After all, you told him you wanted to stay friends and you’ve distanced yourself from him for the past two weeks, too. Without thinking, you knock on the door and wait nervously. He opens the door two minutes later.

“Y/N ?” Shawn exclaims, surprised. “What are you doing here ?”

“Dean broke up with me and I don’t know where to go.” You told him, showing him your suitcase.

“Come in. You can sleep here, of course. Why did you guys break up ?”

“I couldn’t lie to him anymore and he noticed that I was fading slowly. I told him everything.” You inform him, tearing up again. “I know I told you we were friends and that I wanted it to stay that way but I can’t help but think about the kiss we shared.”

“But I thought-”

“I know” You interrupt him. “But it’s because I didn’t want to admit it, I just can’t explain, it made me realise that it’s more than a friendship that I feel for you.”

“I wanted you to tell me this for so many years,” He says, caressing your cheeks while you smile.

“And I hid those feelings from myself for so many years. I care about you a lot, Shawn.” You confess, getting closer to him.

“Y/N, you just got out of a relationship” The brunet states slowly, taking a step back. “I don’t think we should start something right now.”

“You’re right.”

“But I promise you, I care about you, as much as you do. We should just wait, you know, take the time to understand what is happening to us, then we’ll see.”

“Works for me.”

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shawnmendesgallery · 2 years

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#shawn mendes #camila cabello #shawn mendes hq #shawn #mendes #hq #red carpet #red carpet event #camila and shawn #shawn x camila #shawn and camila #camila #mtv #mtv vma #mtv vmas #mtv vmas 2021

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morganaofcamelot · 2 years

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23 Aug 2022

List of songs I've listened to today (a-z)

2Step - Ed Sheeran (6/10, not my favorite)

29 - Demi Lovato (8/10, pretty good)

About Damn Time - Lizzo (9/10, disco groove, whoo)

Angels Like You - Miley Cyrus (9/10, beautiful heartbreaking ballad)

Bad Decisions - Benny Blanco (with BTS & Snoop Dogg) (7/10, not a fan of any of the artists, but still enjoyable)

Bad Habits - Ed Sheeran (7/10, like it)

Bam Bam - Camila Cabello (feat. Ed Sheeran) (7/10, not my favorite of her album)

Don't Go Yet - Camila Cabello (6/10, a bop to be sure, although it sounds like every other Latin pop song)

Hasta Los Dientes - Camila Cabello (5/10, doesn't inspire me much)

I Am Not a Woman, I'm a God - Halsey (8/10 amazing song, but the album has a few better than it)

Joker and the Queen, The - Ed Sheeran (feat. Taylor Swift) (8/10, love Ed and Taylor but the song is a bit boring)

Left and Right - Charlie Puth (feat. Jung Kook of BTS) (6/10 Charlie being Charlie and doing Charlie things)

Levitating - Dua Lipa (9/10, such a fun song)

Light Switch - Charlie Puth (7/10, Charlie being Charlie, I guess)

Maybe You're the Problem - Ava Max (6/10, a classic Ava Max song)

My Universe - Coldplay, BTS (5/10, sorry, not my favorite)

Overpass Graffiti - Ed Sheeran (7/10, no one does reminiscing like Ed)

People Watching - Conan Gray (9/10, beautiful song)

Prisoner - Miley Cyrus (feat. Dua Lipa) (6/10, fun song but kinda bland at the same time)

Psychofreak - Camila Cabello (feat. WILLOW) (9/10, best Camila song, hands down)

Puss & Kram - Daniela Rathana (5/10, doesn't help that it's in Swedish)

She's All I Wanna Be - Tate McRae (8/10, unsure why, I enjoy it)

Shivers - Ed Sheeran (10/10 the best song on Ed's last album)

So Good - Halsey (8/10, love it)

Summer of Love - Shawn Mendes (&Tainy) (8/10 fun summer song)

Telepath - Conan Gray

That's What I Want - Lil Nas X (7/10, I like industry baby better)

What Would You Do? - Tate McRae (6/10, not as good as the other one)

When I'm Gone - Alesso (with Katy Perry) (8/10, proof that Katy Perry can do good music still)

When You're Gone - Shawn Mendes (7/10, he's milking the breakup a little, but...)

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sofiamaritp · 3 months

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Welcome back Camila 💋 💙

#camila cabello #aesthetic #blondie #backcamila #style #vibes #twitter #x #shawn mendes #shawn #album #new album #pinterest #art #hollywood #famous

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band--psycho · 1 year

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Fred Weasley x Reader-Just Friends

Inspired by the song Señorita by Shawn Mendes and Camila Cabello

This is a lot longer than I had originally planned, but I hope you all enjoy this! 💛

Warnings:Smut/Teasing (18+)

“Earth to Y/n,” my friend Lucy snapped her fingers in front of my face, knocking me out of my daydream.

“Sorry,” I mumbled an apology, taking a mouthful of my food to try and act normal, as well as distract myself from the thoughts that were racing through my head.

“Where’d you go?” My other friend, Charlotte, questioned; eyebrows raised quizzically.

“She was probably thinking about Fred Weasley” Lucy teased with a small smirk, seeing straight through my act.

“Why would I be thinking about Fred?” I countered, trying to keep my tone neutral so that Lucy would think that she was wrong.

Lucy shook her head briefly before taking a bite of her toast; she knew how close Fred and I were, but we were just friends. Though the look that was showing in her eyes when they meet mine, said that she wasn't fooled by answer, especially when her eyes glanced down at the hickey on my neck that I had tried so hard to cover, “You know why, or were you with someone else last night?”

Damn it.

Last night.

The memories flashed in my brain like a dream.

The way Freds hands explored every inch of my body; the way his smirk grew on his face when I moaned his name as he pounded into me, his lips, the fiery lust burning in his eyes…

The way he made me feel a way no one else ever had.

A small scoff left my lips,as I tried to ignore the dampness forming in my panties just at the mere thought of last night, “Fred and I are just friends.”

Just friends.

That’s all we were.

That’s all we were. I kept mentally repeating that to myself, reminding myself of what we were.

Last night was the first time we’d slept together, and maybe if that was it then reminding myself that we were just friends wouldn’t be so hard.

But it wasn’t just about last night; it was about how he’d been toward me since the school year started, and how I had been with him.

The many times we’d almost kissed; in the library, in the common room, down by the boathouse. The way our eyes lingered on one another just a few seconds too long for friends…and the way that no matter how many times I told myself to put some distance between us, I never could.

Because I wanted more; I had since the first time we almost kissed.

I wanted him.

I wanted to be his.

I wondered if I would have still felt this way had I been sorted into Slytherin; would we have even been friends? Would we have even acknowledged each other? Or would we just be strangers to one another?

Part of me thought that that would be easier; for our paths to have never crossed.

My family hated him and his family; and if they got wind that I had feelings for him..well it wouldn’t be good, for either of us.

Charlotte opened her mouth slightly, as if she was about to ask a question, but before she could I heard footsteps walking behind me; that’s when I saw who it was.

Fred.

I spent the rest of the morning unable to shift the ache in my chest.

Fred and I are just friends; those words kept replaying in my head.

I didn’t want that.

I didn’t want to just be ‘friends’ with him; but maybe this was for the best.

I just needed to make sure nothing else happened between us; I just needed to keep my distance from him.

Thankfully, Fred and I didn’t really have many classes together until tomorrow, so I could at least avoid him for the rest of the day.

Care of Magical Creatures was my last class for today, and despite the chill in the air I decided to wander into the forest; mainly so that I didn’t have to see Fred but also so I could clear my head and avoid any more questions from my friends.

But my mind couldn’t help but think about last night…

“Do you have any idea how long I’ve wanted this, love?” he whispered, his lips ghosting over mine as he slowly thrusted a finger inside of me, “How long I’ve wanted you.”

He’d been teasing me for what felt like hours, first with his fingers, then his tongue, then both until he finally started fucking me with his cock.

I practically jumped out of my skin when I felt one hand cover my mouth as the other pulled on my waist.

I was going to scream, that was until I saw a flash of ginger hair, followed by an all too familiar voice, “It’s just me, love.”

“Fred, what are you doing?” I snapped, the adrenaline still burning in my veins.

“You’ve been avoiding me,” his words weren’t a question, they were a statement.

I could see the hurt lingering in his eyes as the words left his lips, and it hurt like hell, seeing him sad because of what I’d done.

But it was for the best; that’s what I kept telling myself, yes this was painful, but nowhere near as painful as if things continued between us.

I didn’t answer his statement.

I just began walking away.

Distance. That’s what we needed, what was best for us.

And that’s what I had to put between us.

Though I didn’t get very far before his hand was wrapped around my wrist and I was pushed up against a tree, his other hand next to my shoulder, barricading me against the tree.

The chill that once floated in the air was all but eradicated in that moment; all that I could feel was the heat radiating between the two of us.

“So we’re just friends, huh?”

His tone was darker than a few moments ago; and I could see the anger flickering in his eyes.

“Just friends?” he repeated, his lips inches from mine.

Oh how I wanted to kiss him.

To just say fuck everything as close the distance between us.

I was hanging onto the last strands of the rational side of my mind when I nodded and said “Just friends,” though my voice was certainly not as confident as I had intended,

“You sure about that, love?”

I was trying to think of an answer, and then the hand that was next to me on my thigh.

I let out a quivering breath as I felt his hand go higher and higher, until he was so close to the place I craved him.

I was soaked, I knew that already.

I was a mess and he’d barely done anything to me yet and yet all I craved was for more.

His lips, his hands, they were making it impossible for me to think clearly.

I glanced up into his eyes and I saw the same glint as last night; he knew exactly what he was doing to me, and he was loving it.

“You say we’re just friends,” he continued, his voice low and barely above a whisper, “but friends don’t know the way you taste..”

A small whimper left my lips before I could stop it, which only made a smug smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth.

“And you, love,” he continued, pressing his body closer to mine, so that I could feel just how hard he was, “taste fucking divine,”

All rationality had left my mind as I finally closed the distance, crashing my lips onto his; my free hand tugging at his ginger locks in an attempt to deepen the kiss.

“Just friends?” Fred chuckled breathlessly before lightly pecking my lips,

“Meet me tonight at our usual spot”

I couldn’t help but frown at his words.

I needed him.

Now.

I needed to be fucked and the denial he had just given me made my pussy ache with pure desire.

Another chuckle left his lips as his hand softly caressed my cheek, “I’ll give you what you want, baby, don’t worry.”

And with that he released my wrist and walked away from me, leaving me a breathless, wet, needy mess against the tree.

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funfactory · 3 months

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#fromisanniversary week 3:

favorite flaylist: fromis_9 'flaylist' 'Shawn Mendes, Camila Cabello - Señorita' cover by jiwon X seoyeon

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kaeemin · 1 year

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AMOUR (HOGWARTS AU SERIES)

❛ now tell me, do you believe in magic? ❜

Experience magical adventures with Na Jaemin in Hogwarts ! This series includes four stories, of which aren’t related to each other at all so you can read them separately if you like. The fanfictions cover Jaemin being in different houses: Slytherin, Hufflepuff, Ravenclaw, and Gryffindor. No hate, just love ! Enjoy !

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AMORTENTIA 𓂃⠀࣪. ❛ We’re worlds apart. ❜

❥ wonder, shawn mendes

❥ pairing: slytherin!jaemin x ravenclaw!reader

❥ story of choice: Jaemin Na was a name feared, yet he was down-for-bad for a muggle-born Ravenclaw who his parents and friends would never accept. Thank god Granger and Parkinson had set their differences aside and thought of certain 'accidents’ that could help the two stubborn polar opposites to realize their growing love.

“ YOU MAKE YOUR OWN CHOICES. ”

BUSINESS CALLS 𓂃⠀࣪. ❛ Falling in love wasn’t the plan. ❜

❥ kiss her you fool, kids that fly

❥ pairing: ravenclaw!jaemin x hufflepuff!reader

❥ story of choice: Infamous Jaemin Na of Ravenclaw loves meeting new clients, especially when money is in the bag. He’s bad news and he knows it; he holds the title proudly. Business is business and Jaemin hates it when things don’t go his way. So imagine his surprise when he realized he was falling for you, unplanned.

“ A DEAL IS A DEAL, DARLING. ”

RED STRING 𓂃⠀࣪. ❛ I want you to give in. ❜

❥ shameless, camila cabello

❥ pairing: gryffindor!jaemin x gryffindor!reader

❥ story of choice: You hated Jaemin Na. He has that perfect smile, that perfect grade, the perfect charms — he has it all. Girls in every year are always around him, and maybe it’s because he looks good in his quidditch uniform. Or because he looks good whenever he concentrates in classes. But out of all, maybe it’s because Jaemin looks good in red.

“ I NEED YOU MORE THEN I WANT TO. ”

GOLD RUSH 𓂃⠀࣪. ❛ You’re heavily a bad influence. ❜

❥ gold rush, taylor swift

❥ pairing: hufflepuff!jaemin x slytherin!reader

❥ story of choice: He’s always the good guy. Jaemin Na is always there whenever someone’s having a bad time. He brings comfort, chocolates, and teddy bears. He’s also the one always getting dump because he’s the ‘boring’ type. But you, Jaemin knows it might be a mistake sneaking out with you into the Forbidden forest, but he can’t always be good, can he?

“ I’LL REGRET THIS TOMORROW MORNING. ”

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melonsmysteriousmonarchy · 6 months

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Top Of The World ~ Shawn Mendes x Reader

(A/N: Note that these are going to be random moments from when Shawn & you were on the set of Lyle, Lyle Crocodile; in his studio, and much more!)

"Mr Mendes! Miss Y/L/N! Please come on in!" The producer of Lyle, Lyle Crocodile; the new animated movie that Shawn was starring in, said, coming up to you and Shawn. He shook both of your hands. "I am so happy that you invited me." I told him, the producer smiling at my words. "Of course. Shawn has told me so much about you and how you are his muse for all of his music." You blushed, Shawn pulling you closer to him by your waist. "How many songs are we filming today?" Shawn asked the producer. "A few. Top Of The World, Rip Up The Recipe. I take it that you showed Miss Y/L/N Heartbeat already?" He asked Shawn who nodded. "Yep. She loved it so much." He said, smiling at you while you nodded. "Why don't you sit out here or you can go look around?" Shawn told you and you nodded. "Of course." You said, kissing his lips before letting him go into the studio.

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A few days later, Camila Cabello, one of you & Shawn's best friends, visited you both since you guys were in LA. You both were sitting on the couch, talking about what you guys had been up to and so much more. Not knowing that Shawn was listening to you both after he heard Camila ask a question about yours and his relationship. "So, how has your vacation with lover boy?" She teased and you smiled. "Honestly, it was absolutely magical. We went all over the country, explored, and just soaked in the time we had together." You said. "I wish I had a relationship like yours. He is so smitten with you, it's ridiculous. While you were talking to Brian, I swear every few minutes, he couldn't stop looking. I asked, 'How's the view?' He literally replied with, 'Beautiful. She's so gorgeous.'" Shawn smiled, remembering that day. Camila couldn't stop teasing him after that. "I'm not surprised. Brian could tell that I was looking at him too. He's the love of my life." You smiled, both you & Camila giggling." Shawn kept looking at you before suddenly a new lyric popped into his head.

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"Darling, come check out this view." You walked over to where your lover was standing on the balcony. It was a perfect night. The stars illuminating the sky for once and it was like they were talking. It was about midnight. "Wow. I forgot how beautiful they are. I've been falling asleep so early that I keep forgetting they are real." You said, giggling. "There's your sign. Right there." He pointed and sure enough, your constellation of your zodiac sign was there. "Hey, yours is there too." You said, pointing to his. "That just goes to show how in love two constellations can be. Like how much I am in love with you." He told you and you felt your heart melt. "Aren't you so sweet?" You pecked his lips, making him smile against them.

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It had been several months since Shawn started working on the song, Top of The World, and he told you that you couldn't listen to it until he was done. You had been eager to hear it. You wondered what made it so special for him to keep it a secret for so long. Your 5 year anniversary was coming up so soon and you were excited for it. Shawn's mother, Karen, and his family had been planning a party for Shawn to surprise you with. You were on the way back to his family home in Canada on the airplane. You always had motion sickness in the air and Shawn was so sweet enough every time to let you squeeze him tightly or hug him whenever you would take off or land. Today had been no different. "I've got you. Don't worry." He kissed the crown of your head, hugging your waist while you hugged his waist, across the seat. He lifted the arm rest of his seat, knowing that you were more important. "Thank you for this. I always get so nauseous." You told him, kissing his chin making him smile. "Of course, my love. Now, you should rest. It's going to be a long 4 hours." He said and you nodded, resting your eyes against his chest. Him holding you close.

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"SURPRISE!" You walked into the backyard, to see your loving boyfriend, yours & his friends, and your families standing there. Shawn had his guitar around the back and Josiah was filming the whole thing along with Connor. "Shawnie! What is this?" You said, giggling while tearing up and covering your mouth. "Happy anniversary, my love." He kissed you and you giggled. Mike and Brian brought out a stool, him holding your hand while bringing you over to sit down. He handed you a bouquet of your favorite flowers and you held them close. He walked over to a microphone and you were confused. "Hello, everybody. Thank you for being here tonight to celebrate my girlfriend and I's 5 year anniversary." Everybody clapped around you. "To everybody who may not know, while the past several months, I have been filming to be apart of a movie. My wonderful partner has been coming with me to set everyday and has been patiently waiting outside while I finished recording. I have of course shown her, my muse, all of the songs. Recently, we finished a song and I haven't let her listen to it. Well today, she is not only going to be listening to it but I am going to sing it to her. Darling, this song is for you." You teared up again, covering your mouth in happiness.

In the shadow of the city When the days have disappeared Some might say it's sorta gritty Full of faces to be feared

Shawn strummed the guitar, singing while holding the guitar. The band, the one he played with on tour, got onto the instruments and started playing them. You were smiling so much.

But there are wonders that are waiting Underneath the midnight sky We got the stars illuminating It's a place for a you and I A little space for a you and I

You smiled, remembering all of those nights that you and him sat on the balcony of your shared apartment or in the hotel room, watching as the stars were shining so much. Shawn smiled, watching your expressions.

At the top of the world tonight Where no one ever has to hide At the top of the world tonight You're sittin' safe and starry-eyed

You were loving every minute of this song. You couldn't stop crying. This man had made it his will to not sing this until tonight. He wanted to save it for this night specifically so he could serenade you.

There is treasure you can find In somethin' someone left behind At the top of the world tonight It can stay this way, at least until the mornin' light

You watched as he strummed the guitar, looking around to see everybody holding flashlights while waving them back and forth. A few phones were filming the moment between you and your lover.

Through the dark, there's someone's singin' Like an old familiar song Like you fell into a melody that's bringin' You right here where you can belong

He pulled the microphone off the stand, walking closer to you and grabbing your hands while you were happily sobbing in so much love. He wiped your tears but they wouldn't stop coming.

And, there are wonders that are waiting Underneath the midnight sky and By the stars we're navigating To a place for a you and I

He kissed your hand before walking back towards the stand. He put the microphone back on while strumming his guitar again.

At the top of the world tonight Where no one ever has to hide At the top of the world tonight You're sittin' safe and starry-eyed

There is treasure you can find In somethin' someone left behind At the top of the world tonight It can stay this way, at least until the mornin' light

He walked back over, grabbing something from Geoff before walking to where you were sitting. He moved the flowers and smiled happily at you.

At the top of the world, the top of the world The top of the world tonight

Shawn finished the song making everybody clap. "Thank you. But there is something that I would like to tell this wonderful girl right here." He said and you smiled. "My love, these 5 years have been the most magical in my entire life. I love that you aren't afraid to show your colors and be strong. I love that you are so selfless and aren't afraid to show how much you care for others. I can not believe that you are my woman and you are the woman that I have been loving for so long. You have become one of the most important people in my life. I want to be the one that you always come home. I want to be the man that you are going to love. I want to be the person who has your kids and loves them in every single way. You've already made me the most happiest man. So I am asking you right here right now...." He started kneeling on the ground, making me cry more and cover my mouth. "Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N, will you marry me?" Shawn said, holding out the most beautiful ring in a box. "YES!!" I said, sobbing as everybody cheered and him slipping the ring onto my finger before pulling me into a kiss. He lifted me up, spinning us around, holding me close. "I love you so much, Y/N." He told me and I giggled. "I love you too, Shawn." He dipped me into a passionate kiss.

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His Post:

shawnmendes: the future mr & mrs. mendes <3 @yourusername

Your Post:

yourusername: the future mrs. shawn mendes <3 @shawnmendes

#shawn mendes #shawn mendes x reader

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kindheart525 · 1 month

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Auraverse Soundtrack: Ships

Terramar x Scootaloo

“I Know What You Did Last Summer” by Shawn Mendes and Camila Cabello

”You Oughta Know” by Alanis Morissette

Sugar Belle x Big Mac

“Cigarette Duet” by Princess Chelsea

"Riptide" by Vance Joy

"Yer Killin' Me" by Remo Drive

Cadence x Shining Armor

"The Chain" by Fleetwood Mac (how others see them)

FlurryDawn

”Scars” by Papa Roach

"DOA" by Foo Fighters

”Starring Role” by MARINA

SaharGlow

”For Good” from ”Wicked”

”Can’t Help Falling in Love” by Elvis Presley

”Smooth” by Santana ft. Rob Thomas

"(God Must Have Spent) A Little More Time On You" by *NSYNC

AuroraRed

“Line Without a Hook” by Ricky Montgomery

"Apartment" by Modern Baseball

"Art School" by Remo Drive

VeuveSyrup

”Bad Medicine” by Bon Jovi

”The Masochism Tango” by Tom Lehrer

“Coffee Talk” by Broadside

"Best Part Of Me" by Ed Sheeran ft. YEBBA

AmourBelle

”Cooler Than Me” by Mike Posner

RainCedar

”Gone, Gone, Gone“ by Phillip Phillips

”I Will Wait” by Mumford & Sons

"I'm On My Way" by Rich Price

”I Love You Will Still Sound The Same” by Oh Honey

”No Matter Where You Are” by Us the Duo

BlueMint

"Jackie and Wilson" by Hozier

"She's So Lovely" by Scouting for Girls

”Baby Blue Eyes” by A Rocket To The Moon

”Hey, Soul Sister” by Train

“She Keeps Me Warm” by Mary Lambert

VioletRoseTea

“Babe” by Styx

”Work Song” by Hozier

"Warriors" by Coco and the Butterfields

StockPolish

”That’s How You Know” from “Enchanted”

“When Words Fail” from “Shrek the Musical”

“Sweetie” by Carly Rae Jepsen

“Helpless” from “Hamilton“

”Time in a Bottle” by Jim Croce (after Boot dies of old age)

RiverNymph

”True Love” by P!nk ft. Lily Allen

PropheSwift

“Cheerleader” by OMI

“Lucky” by Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Caillat

AstoRose

"Easy Silence" by The Chicks

”I’ll Be There For You” by The Rembrandts

“It Can’t Rain Forever” by Oh Honey

“Don’t You Worry, Love” by Oh Honey

SeaShake

"I'll Cover You" from "RENT"

"Stupid With Love" from "Mean Girls"

TripleBee

“Tubby Wubby Pony Waifu” by Dawn Somewhere

”Dracula’s Wedding” by Outkast ft. Kelis

MeteorBerry

”It’s Gonna Be Me” by *NSYNC

TrailLite

“Love Again” by Dua Lipa

“When He Sees Me” from ”Waitress”

“Bless The Broken Road” by Rascal Flatts

"The Fighter" by Keith Urban ft. Carrie Underwood

Summer Beauty x Iolite

“Silver Springs” by Fleetwood Mac

"Never There" by CAKE

“Never Love an Anchor” by The Crane Wives

“Love Love Love” by the Mountain Goats

"Problems" by Mother Mother

"Ghosting" by Mother Mother

“Hold Up” by Beyonce

"Harder To Breathe" by Maroon 5

"Somebody That I Used To Know" by Gotye ft. Kimbra

"When I Was Your Man" by Bruno Mars

"House of Memories" by Panic! At The Disco

"So Cold" by Ben Cocks

“Should’ve Said No” by Taylor Swift

“Wrongside” by Cover Drive

"Moral Of The Story" by Ashe

"happier" by Olivia Rodrigo

"Maggot" by Slutever

"Black" by Pearl Jam

“Keep It To Yourself” by Kacey Musgraves

”Don’t Hold Your Breath” by Nicole Scherzinger

Red Cedar, Rainier, and Brackish

”I Love My Boyfriend” by Princess Chelsea

”Satisfied” from “Hamilton”

Crash Racket x Obsidian

"Hayloft" by Mother Mother

”Two Birds” by Regina Spektor

“Morning Sun” by Marianne Faithfull

“E.V.O.L.” by MARINA

”Angeleyes” by ABBA

Marmalade Meringue x Hyacinth Moss

"No Children" by Mountain Goats

??? x ???

”Operator (That’s Not The Way It Feels)” by Jim Croce

”Voice Inside My Head” by The Chicks

”Favorite Year” by The Chicks

"Kids in Love" by P!nk ft. First Aid Kit

??? x ???

”The Way I Are” by Timbaland ft. Keri Hilson and D.O.E.

#auraverse #next gen soundtrack #music #next generation #my little pony #mlp fim #mlp g4

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mrsreginagold · 2 months

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I Might Just Stay Forever ~ Ari x Nikita

A Playlist for Ari Tasarov and Nikita Mears

Tracklist

We Go Down Together ... Dove Cameron ft. Khalid

Sirens ... MOTHICA ft. Sophie Powers

Tempt My Trouble ... Bishop Briggs

Limited Love ... Allie X

Teeth ... 5 Seconds of Summer

break up with your girlfriend, i'm bored ... Ariana Grande

Tell Me The Truth ... Two Feet

Higher Than Heaven ... Ellie Goulding

Quicksand ... Whissell

Red Earth & Pouring Rain ... Bear's Den

Mutual ... Shawn Mendes

Crash And Burn ... Lifehouse

Killshot ... Magdalena Bay

So It Goes ... Taylor Swift

Can't Help Falling In Love (DARK) ... Tommee Profitt ft. brooke

Morally Grey ... April Jai

Sand ... Dove Cameron

favorite (english) ... Isabel LaRosa

Shameless ... Camila Cabello

Caving In ... Digital Daggers

#ari x nikita #mine #mrsreginagold #peter outerbridge #nikari #ari tasarov #nikita mears #otp: enemy mine #playlist #spotify #the tracklist is so people can look up the songs if they can't use the link #this is essentially my soundtrack for them #there will be fic to come #putting this in peter's tag for those interested #otp: this is the life we've chosen

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marie-swriting · 1 year

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Plus Qu'une Amitié - Shawn Mendes

Masterlist

Romance Masterlist

Résumé : Tu es amie avec Shawn, mais il t'a embrassé alors que tu es en couple. Tu essayes de l'éviter pour ne pas te perdre dans tes sentiments.

Warnings : Angst, tromperie en quelque sorte, fin mignonne, dites-moi si j'ai loupé d'autres warnings !

Nombre de mots : 1.5K

Version Wattpad

Version anglaise sur Tumblr

Chanson qui m'a inspiré : Bad Kind Of Butterlies par Camila Cabello

- Shawn, je t'en prie, arrête de m'appeler, je chuchote à mon téléphone.

- S'il te plaît, écoute moi avant de raccrocher. Je m'excuse, je ne voulais pas faire ça, je ne sais pas pourquoi je t'ai embrassé. S'il te plaît, crois moi quand je te dis que je ne veux pas que notre amitié change, me supplie-t-il.

- Elle a changé au moment où tu as posé tes lèvres sur les miennes, je murmure avec dureté

- Y/N, s'il te plaît, tente-t-il de me retenir.

- Laisse moi du temps.

À peine ai-je raccroché que Dean, mon petit-ami, rentre dans le salon, le bol de pop-corn dans les mains. J'essaye de ne pas paraître déstabilisée face à l'appel de Shawn, même si c'est compliqué. Le geste qu'il a eu envers moi la semaine dernière m'a plus que perturbé. Je ne pensais pas que je réagirais comme ça à son touché. J'ai beau essayé, je ne peux oublier la sensation de ses lèvres sur les miennes. Mais je ne peux également oublier la culpabilité que je ressens quand je vois le visage angélique de Dean. Nous sommes en couple depuis un an et je l'aime. Tout va bien pour nous deux. Enfin, jusqu'au geste de Shawn.

- Tu étais au téléphone avec qui ? Me demande-t-il.

- Avec ma mère, elle voulait me dire qu'il y avait Si je reste à la télé, à peine ce mensonge sorti de mes lèvres, je sens mon ventre se tordre de culpabilité.

- Tu veux qu'on regarde ça, ce soir, comme c'est ton film préféré ?

- Je l'ai en DVD, on le regardera un autre jour.

- Tu es sûre ?

- Oui. On va pas changer de film à la dernière minute, je rigole en tentant de cacher ma nervosité. On avait dit qu'on regarderait ton film préféré, pas le mien, alors lance Fast and Furious.

- Comme tu veux, chérie, dit Dean avant de m'embrasser.

Sans surprise, je n'ai pas réussi à me concentrer sur le film plus d'une minute. Ce genre de film n'est pas celui que je regarde d'habitude et mes pensées sont toutes dirigées vers la même personne. Shawn. On est amis depuis six ans. Je suis la cousine de son meilleur ami, Brian, donc j'ai vite été amené à le rencontrer. Le courant est bien passé entre Shawn et moi. On est de bons amis.

Enfin, c'est ce que je pensais avant la semaine dernière. Je ne sais pas vraiment pourquoi, mais Shawn m'a embrassé et depuis ce moment, je n'arrête pas de penser à lui et à ses lèvres. J'ai honte de ce que j'ai ressenti pendant ce baiser. Je suis avec Dean et pourtant je ne peux pas m'enlever Shawn de la tête. Quand il m'a embrassé, j'ai ressenti des papillons dans mon ventre et quand je parle à Dean, j'en ressens également, mais ça n'a rien à voir avec de l'amour, c'est parce que je culpabilise de penser autant à Shawn et de ressentir les bons papillons avec celui qui est censé être mon ami. Je suis une horrible personne.

- Y/N, ça va ? Questionne Dean en me sortant de mes pensées.

- Oui, je vais bien. Pourquoi ?

- Tu avais l'air perdu dans tes pensées.

- Désolée, je réfléchissais à quelque chose, rien d'important, ne t'inquiète pas.

J'ai honte de lui mentir aussi facilement. Il ne se doute de rien, il me fait confiance et je le trahis. Comment puis-je lui faire ça ? Il a toujours été là pour moi depuis que l'on s'est rencontrés en dernière année de lycée, après son déménagement à Toronto, et comment je le remercie ? En pensant à un autre homme que lui.

Il faut vraiment que j'arrête de ressasser ce qu'il s'est passé avec Shawn. Je dois oublier ce qui s'est passé et lui dire de ne plus le refaire parce que j'aime Dean. Je ne peux pas me permettre de me retrouver dans une situation où je devrais choisir car je ne pourrais pas, dans tous les cas je perdrais quelqu'un et je ne veux pas que ça se passe comme ça.

Les vibrations de mon téléphone me coupe dans mes pensées. Je regarde discrètement qui m'a envoyé un SMS. Bien évidemment, c'est Shawn.

Message de Shawn, 23h02 :

Je ne veux pas perdre mon amitié avec toi. On a qu'à oublier ce qui s'est passé. Je ne sais même pas ce qu'il m'a pris.

Je lui réponds en faisant attention à ce que Dean ne me voit pas.

Message à Shawn, 23h04 :

On oublie tout. Tu es mon ami et je ne veux pas te perdre non plus, mais laisse moi encore quelques jours, s'il te plaît.

Une semaine est passée et c'est de pire en pire. Je suis de plus en plus distraite et je m'éloigne de plus en plus de Dean. Je ne suis plus capable de le regarder dans les yeux. Je sais qu'il sent qu'il se passe quelque chose, mais je ne peux pas l'en empêcher. Je ne sais pas comment l'en empêcher. J'ai essayé du mieux que je pouvais, mais je dois me rendre à l'évidence, c'est devenu plus qu'une amitié avec Shawn. Mais je ne veux pas perdre Dean. Malheureusement, je sais que je vais en perdre un, si ce n'est les deux.

- Il faut qu'on parle, Y/N, déclare mon petit-ami. Ça ne peut plus continuer. Je vois bien que tu t'éloignes de moi et ça me tue de voir que je te perds doucement. Qu'est-ce qu'il se passe ? Tu sais que tu peux tout me dire. On peut arranger les choses, me rassure-t-il.

Je n'ai pas la force de me battre, alors je rends les armes directement.

- Je dois t'avouer quelque chose, dis-je, en ne le regardant pas dans les yeux. S'il te plaît, assieds-toi à côté de moi.

- Y/N, tu me fais peur.

- Je comprendrais si tu me détestes après ce que je vais dire. Je suis perdue, Dean, j'avoue d'un coup, les larmes déjà aux yeux. Je t'aime, mais je veux quelqu'un d'autre. Et je ne sais pas quoi faire car je ne veux pas te perdre, ni toi, ni lui.

- Comment ça ? Qui c'est cet autre gars ?

- Il m'a embrassé et depuis je ne peux m'empêcher de penser à lui. J'ai essayé de ne pas y penser car je t'aime, mais c'est devenu plus qu'une amitié avec lui. Et je m'en veux tellement de te faire souffrir. J'ai mon estomac qui se retourne à chaque fois que je te vois car je sais que je te fais du mal. Je te promets que je t'aime Dean.

- Mais pourtant, c'est lui que tu veux. J'arrive pas à y croire ! S'emporte-t-il en se levant. J'ai tout donné dans notre relation et tu veux me larguer pour un mec qui t'a embrassé ? C'est qui ce gars ? Je veux savoir son nom !

- Dean, s'il te..., j'essaye de dire, mais il me coupe.

- Son nom !

- C'est Shawn, je confesse, encore plus honteuse. S'il te plaît, ne lui fais rien. Il s'en veut tellement pour son geste.

- Mais heureusement qu'il a des remords ! Et dire que tu me disais que c'était "juste un ami". J'arrive pas à croire que je te croyais ! s'énerve-t-il en se dirigeant vers la porte d'entrée.

- Où tu vas ?

- Je veux une discussion avec lui.

- Dean, s'il te plaît, je le supplie, en le retenant par le bras. Tu as le droit de me détester, mais ne le blesse pas.

- Et tu le défends en plus ? Il a fichu notre couple en l'air et tu prends sa défense ?! C'est la meilleure ! C'est fini, Y/N, déclare-t-il, durement. Je ne veux plus te voir. Pars.

Les larmes ruisselantes sur mes joues, je me dirige dans notre ancienne chambre commune et prépare une valise. J'essaye de la faire le plus vite possible malgré mes mains tremblantes. Une quinzaine de minutes plus tard, je suis prête à quitter l'appartement que je partageais avec Dean. Je le retrouve au salon, la tête entre les mains, les épaules bougeant au rythme de ses pleurs. Je l'ai tellement blessé. Je m'en veux tellement. Je le regarde, les joues baignées de larmes. Je n'ose pas dire quelque chose de peur de faire quelque chose de mal, alors je quitte l'appartement en silence, non sans lui lancer un dernier regard. Un an de relation et six mois de vie commune gâchées à cause de moi et de mon égoïsme...

Je monte dans ma voiture pour me rendre chez celui qui me fait tourner la tête depuis bien trop longtemps. Une fois devant sa porte, je ne sais plus si c'était une bonne idée de venir. Je n'aurais peut-être pas dû le faire. Et s'il ne voulait pas de moi ? Après tout, je lui ai dit que je voulais qu'on reste amis et je me suis éloignée de lui depuis deux semaines. Sur un coup de folie, je sonne à la porte et patiente nerveusement. Il vient ouvrir la porte deux minutes plus tard.

- Y/N ? S'étonne Shawn. Qu'est-ce que tu fais là ?

- Dean a rompu avec moi et je ne sais pas où aller, je dis en désignant ma valise.

- Rentre. Tu peux rester dormir, bien-sûr. Pourquoi vous avez rompu ?

- Je ne pouvais plus me mentir et il voyait que je m'éloignais de lui. Je lui ai tout avoué, j'annonce en ayant de nouveau les larmes aux yeux. Je sais que j'ai dit qu'on était amis et que je voulais qu'on le reste, mais je ne peux m'empêcher de penser au baiser qu'on a partagé.

- Mais, je croyais...

- Je sais, je le coupe, mais c'est parce que je ne voulais pas l'avouer, mais sans que je ne puisse l'expliquer, ça m'a fait réaliser que c'est plus que de l'amitié ce que je ressens pour toi.

- Je voulais que tu me dises ça depuis tant d'années, me dit-il, en caressant ma joue pendant que je souris.

- Et je me suis cachée la vérité pendant tant d'années. Je tiens beaucoup à toi, Shawn, je confesse en me rapprochant de lui.

- Y/N, tu viens de sortir d'une relation, déclare le brun en se reculant doucement. Je ne crois pas qu'on devrait commencer quelque chose maintenant.

- Tu as raison.

- Mais je te promets que je tiens également à toi. On a qu'à attendre, le temps de comprendre tout ce qu'ils nous arrivent réellement et après on verra.

- C'est parfait pour moi.

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