#deeds of desire

[ataykiri]

Our stay on this earth is so so short, we’re in such a dream state that we keep forgetting this truth

#there’s this girl in my area who died two days ago just like that #collapsed due to the heat and then had a heart attack and died #الله يرحمها #she’s like 19/20 #people our age are dying right next to us #yet we think we’re safe and still have time to improve to change to repent #what great regret it’ll be if we don’t die in the state of true sincere repentance but in one of ghaflah and self deception and sin #being consumed by your nafs by this world and sucked into it #اللهم اني اسالك حسن الخاتمة #we’re so lost in our worldly struggles and ideas and desires that we forget what we’re here for #you can live on this earth and engage with people and enjoy your stay even if you always keep your heart in check and your deeds aligned #with what Allah swt wants #you can turn all your actions into worship by having the right intention #eating sleeping -> to gain strength for worship and be of benefit for people #studying working -> learn about the beauty and intricacy that Allah has put into His creation #work to achieve what Allah has written for you #that’s true life connecting everything to the Creator the One who gave us life #everything else is just deception and will go to waste #and cannot be called a true life

[silo1013]

mulder is such an obsessive and guilt ridden person he has so much trouble with the revenge thing. they had to make skinner kill krycek because if mulder had done it he would have started hearing krycek’s heart beating from under the floorboards

#like the hate and the desire to see him pay for his actions even with death? i think that was definitely there #but the willingness to actually do the deed? out of mulder’s capacity when it comes down to it #well manicured man was right he had SEVERAL opportunitied to do it and never did. bc that’s not who he is! #he didn’t even kill him and he was STILL seeing his fucking ghost around

[enbysiriusblack]

dorcas meadowes and sirius black are the anti hero marauder characters.

#if you're wondering why regulus isn't here. i shall explain my decision. #right so. an anti hero is a character who does good but has un- heroic like traits #an anti hero focuses on personal motivation above a sort of greater good. #and is generally disliked/on the outs with the clearer hero/villian characters #dorcas is on a clear side of good. but the way they go about it isn't that moral #they kill practically hundreds of people (bad people) out of more anger and grief than anything else #dorcas could be classed as a hero with more villianous qualities (acting on more selfish desires/careless about people they hurt) #sirius comes from a family of more villian characters but runs towards good #his intentions are some 'for the greater good' and just. to rebel. #they tend to act selfishly and impulsively and make bad choices #sirius strives to be a hero but his trauma and intentions land them in anti hero #whereas regulus. #he (unlike sirius and dorcas) isn't on/striving for good. #he is a very neutral character that is trapped in a villianous world #an anti hero actively does both good and bad. an anti hero thinks firstly of themsevles #regulus doesn't. his good deed is stealing the horcrux. his bad deed is joining the death eaters. #he does do both good and bad. but that just lands him as a neutral character. a morally grey victim. a complacent rebel. #dorcas and sirius do good things with bad intentions and bad things with good intentions #whilst regulus does a bad thing and a good thing. and so on. which cancels each other out. making him neutral. #marauders era #marauders #sirius black #dorcas meadowes

[officialyourdailyinspiration]

Kindness is a sincere desire for the happiness of others; goodness is the activity calculated to advance that happiness. Kindness is the inner disposition, created by the Holy Spirit, that causes us to be sensitive to the needs of others, whether physical, emotional, or spiritual. Goodness is kindness in action – words and deeds. Because of this close relationship, we often use the two words interchangeably.

Jerry Bridges

#kindness #desires #happiness (others) #goodness #calculated #activity #Holy Spirit #empathy #physical (state) #emotional (state) #spiritual (state) #words #deeds #relationship #Jerry Bridges #Christian Quotes

[hamdosana]

O Allah, make it easy for me to do good deeds, and make it difficult for me to follow my desires.

#allah #deen #muslim #islamicreminders #deenoverdunya #dawah #tawakkal #allahuakbar #islamification #quraan #desires #desire #good deeds #follow your heart #muslim ummah #one ummah #sunnah #dua #duaa #islam help #islamicquotes #islamic #islam

[elegantwoes]

It’s weird how even though George RR Martin tries his darn best to make readers despise Lysa so much I refuse to follow along.

#anti asoiaf fandom #grrm critical #lysa arryn #lysa tully #like don’t get me wrong #I don’t particularly like her that much either #but grrm desire to make me hate her makes me wanna do the opposite #her deeds prevent me from liking her #but grrm unfairness towards her makes me wanna blind myself form her villainous ways #is this unreasonable of me? yes. but do I carec at this point? no #the rebellion teenage phase never really went away in me

[makeuphall]

#You are what your deep #driving desire is. As your desire is #so is your will. As your will is #so is your deed. As your deed is #so is your destiny. #— Brihadaranyaka Upanishad; is one of the oldest and most important Upanishads #containing dialogues between sages and seekers. [1920 x 1080]

[porlovistoeinmasochist]

#arthur harrow #I am amused at how doomed he is; which of course is a must for becoming one of my favorites. He said putting glass in my shoes will balance #my scales; will erase my sin. boy did he miscalculate. I am also amused at how much christian his take on penance looks like.opposed to the #idea of being judged by Maat (here Ammit); the idea that it was not possible to be perfect; just balanced.Instead every way penance #atonement-repentance is interpreted; he won't ever get absolution.penance from paenitentia=repentance as the desire to be forgiven; #which he wants. he knows his hope is futile; but he still desires it. He uses the interpretation of penance; as deeds done out of penitence #focusing more on the external actions; than the repentance=referred as the true interior sorrow for one's hurtful words or actions. #He sees his sin as having enjoyed dealing out pain on khonshus behalf; but repentance implies a purpose of amendment which means the #resolve to avoid such hurtful behavior in the future. And boy does he seriously drop the ball on that one; because he still is murdering #his way through his idea of a salvation; for himself and the world at large; even knowing it will end in mass murder. Could he feel #contrition= remorseful or regret as defined as deepest and firmest sorrow for one's wrongdoings. For example after killing the elderly #lady in the alps; he didn't seem to enjoy that killing; but I don't think he regrets it. And goodness do his problems with his take on #penance keep piling up; because it takes two to tango in this guilt and absolution game; a sinner and a god and he is screwed with #any of his gods be it khonshu or ammit. ‘God's kindness is meant to lead you to repentance’= goodness of God leads to repentance; #but God’s goodness does not erase his wrath. his gods have wrath to spare; most of all selfishness; pettiness in spades. If his #penance is dependent on the kindness of god we know he is out of luck. Even taking an approach to penances as epitemia which #are given with a therapeutic intent so they are opposite to the sin committed; he is again out of luck. He can't do epitemia in the true #sense of it=which is doing the opposite of his sin. He would need to give up his life for the ones he took.I still believe that he; #as a true ex-avatar of khonshu; is constantly suicidal. So maybe his endgame secretly was that his death should serve as the #last penance. But true epitemia; that is neither a punishment; nor merely a pious action; is specifically aimed at healing the spiritual #ailment that has been confessed; that will be forever out of his reach. Specially because he really has a gift for choosing the gods #he sells himself into slavery for. If it is believed that penance while a duty is first of all a gift from a god=‘no man can do any penance #worthy of God's consideration without his first giving the grace to do so'; it is in this where he again is screwed because he started #the assignment without knowing what it really was. This self imposed penance was without the ‘permission’/order from his #chosen deity; which leaves the god/dess in charge to reject the penance and to happily apply and bend their own rules for what #should constitute his penance=again a servitude without a hope of freedom. Becoming himself a walking reminder to everyone and #mostly to himself that gods are as abusing corrupt and selfish as the evil he wanted to erase and they don’t want penance or #balanced scales. They want tools to do their work = he is screwed because if khonshu doesnt let go of A+ slave material;Ammit isn’t #interested in his atonement or his unbalanced scales for what she sees is his future; she sees a useful servant #and its as easy as this I can reach tag limit in rambling on my favorite subjects guilt imperfect deities and doomed characters

[zanathan-aisling]

realizing the parallels between Pochita and Agni (from Fire Punch) felt like getting hit by a truck

#how did i not notice until like. a year or two after pochita’s ‘true nature’ was revealed #chainsaw man spoilers #csm #i think i’ve already posted this but like. it almost makes chainsawman feel like a legacy character #‘touch starved and emotionally malnourished being craves basic ‘human’ contact while being worshipped like a god for the strength that rende #renders them incapable of being safely intimate with others’ is. hhhhh fucks sake it hurts #AND THEIR DEEDS AND DESIRES THAT GET THEM LABELLED HEROES ARE JUST. GENUINE STRUGGLES WITH REMAINING A SOCIABLE PERSON WITH SOME IDEA OF #STANDARDS WHERE THEY DIDN’T EVER HAVE A GOOD SOURCE OF WHAT THOSE KINDS OF THINGS SHOULD BE

[sparingiscaring]

I'm just staring at the starting storylet for Heart's Desire and going

am i really willing to submit myself to this again

#oc: emery hyde #my ocs #hearts desire spoilers here in the tags so look away look away #this is not a place of honor no highly esteemed deed is commemorated here nothing valued is here #aaaaaaaaand here we go #emery is leigh's uh. memory of lesser self + reflection + discordance other (i liked the concept from the hurlers and hated the execution) #(and so i made my own. i am not accepting criticisms.) #so it's fitting that the character i originally intended to be hd would end up with his Other doing it #emery's all about growing to be his own person and growing to right his own wrongs #so i 100% see him going into this with the plan of ''i am going to get my desire of being my own person yes yes-'' #and by the end. by the end he's already become his own person. and he choses to be his own person by ending it. #it would be the ultimate sign of growth #of course. as we all know #oc's tend to have minds of their own #so i can see a world where he's so CONSUMED by his need to prove his own worth and individuality that he would chose adoration #just a big ''you can't get rid of me now look at how important i am'' #but it's in his hands #i just. it's always hard making that click. #also i don't want to do dreamgate again god please don't make me do that grind again...

[age-of-moonknight]

“The Resurrection War: Phase 2 - Crescents,” Moon Knight (Vol. 3/1998), #2.

Writer: Doug Moench; Penciler: Tommy Lee Edwards; Inker: Robert Campanella; Colorist: Melissa Edwards; Letterer: Ken Lopez

#Marvel #Marvel comics #Marvel 616 #Moon Knight vol. 3 #Moon Knight 1998 #Moon Knight comica #Moon Knight #Marc Spector #I know the most literal and straight forward interpretation of this is that #it’s just Black Spectre boasting about his superior doppelgänger strength because Moench tried very purposefully #to establish him as a reflection of Marc’s darker tendencies #yeah sure but since Black Spectre has only shown up in like 6 comics total and Marc’s Internal Struggle #(angst if you will) is eternal #I prefer the equally valid interpretation that this is a manifestation of Marc’s great worry that he’ll never overcome his past dark deeds #a interpretation I feel is supported by the use of Marc’s changing reflections in the water #(which some high school student could probably stretch as representing a desire for rebirth if they were trying to add content #to their essay to reach a word count minimum #but eeeeh that feels pretty Christian-centric to me) #also #you know #we’re still talking about like a single page in a comic book sooo it’s Not That Deep hahaha

[romanceyourdemons]

whenever i find a spider or bug in my apartment i address it only in the highest terms of respect as i carry it outside in case it is a saint or some minor god who has entered my house in disguise to test my benevolence, and then as soon as i’ve closed the door after letting it out i flip it off because either it’s a normal bug and therefore a bitch for setting foot in my home or it’s a saint who saw my incredible act of fortitude and great-heartedness (ie carrying that inch-long spider outside even though it climbed up my arm and all the way to my shoulder) and did nothing to reward me for it

#i know it’s ‘not good’ or whatever to only do good deeds out of a desire to be rewarded #but theology can suck my dick i want a magic sword #ryddles

[wickedzeevyln]

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Tread on the path where light walks,to where mighty peaks are drawn asunder,and sweet water pouring down into the goblets of swans, make haste,an echo of Eden breathing in the stillness of your heart,on a platter offer your ears to the weary and their words made stilted for bathing in the pools of noise,listen until their words soften,so they can flow down open channels into a vanishing…

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[hsmagazine254]

Embracing Reflection - Positive Reflection Of The Week

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[agungrichardelvonscestmavie]

_"Allah sedang menyucikanmu. Itu proses yang sangat menyakitkan. Itu proses yang radikal. Itu tidak hanya mencakup pola perilakumu, tapi juga percakapanmu, tidak hanya perbuatanmu, tapi juga hasrat-hasratmu."_ ~ Alistair Begg

#alistair begg #holy #painful #processing #radical #conduct #deeds #conversation #desire

[anantaru]

EX BOYFRIEND LYNEY

— ꒰ synopsis ꒱ — ex! boyfriend lyney headcanons

— ꒰ warnings ꒱ — [ex]plicit, fem! reader, a lil possessive lyney, friends with benefits, rough, experienced lyney

ex boyfriend lyney moves in a way that you cannot possibly get an eyeful of, no hint of what he's planning, no inkling of why he did it— his precise yet persistent methods to win you over again aren't for one to notice, in fact, he doesn't lose his frame of mind during the entire process of your break-up, his aura and certain outbursts are ultimately swallowed down by him so you cannot see them.

the man was keeping his emotions in check in an almost frightening fashion that in recollection, it scares you. one might even go as far and assume that it was for the sake of you, or himself, to suppress his negative feelings in order to make the environment easier for the both of you.

ex boyfriend lyney remains silent for a good while after your break-up, he doesn't reach out to you often but it's because he believes you will take time to get used to being without him again. on the contrary, it gave him the perfect gateway of carefully planning each step out— not unexpectedly, of course, it's important to note that he wouldn't force you to stay with him because he deeply cares about your happiness.

you really want to break up? well, if that's what your heart desires, lyney wouldn't want to stand in your way— instead, he'd make it his most important task to remain friends with you, in order to win you over once more. what most people told you is that “once a book is finished, you cannot reread and take parts out of it, just because you didn't like it or want to change the narrative” it's over, ancient history, printed out on paper.

almost comical, ex boyfriend lyney thinks— after all, he was a magician and utterly skilled in his craft. he could pull it off, right?

before you know it, he will demonstrate the love he harbors for you in a blink of an eye, that passion that was too dark for dim eyes to discover currently— yet one day, he promises you, that he'll draw a veil over all deeds passed and walk you through a new beginning.

ex boyfriend lyney cannot imagine a life without you, it is out of the question because he sees you as family, a part of him, he wants and needs to protect you even after your break up. such strong amibition of shielding his significant other (or now ex), specifically wanting to protect them might stem from him being a big brother and always looking after his siblings.

in the act of love, no other individual could make him feel like you did— it's as if magic pulled at his heartstrings when he sees you, or when you smile at you.

his chest pumps with affection when you're here. he's so eager to show you again, wanting to reproduce memories of the past, back when love was him and you.

ex boyfriend lyney supports you, always, and he does it flawlessly when he fuels your needs, his smoldering gaze always here to help and burning into your body, sending shivers down your spine. there was a problem you faced? do not be scared, because ironically enough, lyney always seems to be there for you, at the right time, the right place and with the right words hand in hand to say.

ex boyfriend lyney will always be there when you need him, and in conjuction, he'll be the answer to all of your hardships, as if he somehow knew why they were happening in the first place. you can count on him always, no? with one voice and the beat of his heart, he's there to look after you while inching closer, giving your cheek a good squeeze before calling your stressed-out expression cute.

ex boyfriend lyney can immediately notice how different you were a couple weeks well into the break-up, but he also likes how you're still getting shy when his attention is solely fixated on you again, like your previous defenses have never drawn life in the first place— it's a pain, a taxing one at that when you realize that you still like him, despite the fact that you promised yourself to detach from any further interactions you and lyney could have in the future, yet proceeding to go against your better judgement.

but after a while, ex boyfriend lyney and you couldn't resist the temptations anymore as you're first agreeing to be friends with benefits for a while— only until one of you finds a serious match again, or another person that was able to outshine any of you, when in reality none of you had even considered dating again.

needless to say, it felt good, like every small movement of him was ten times stronger when he presses himself into you, when he rubs warmly over the throbbing spots only he knew were to find, "you're always so pretty.." he drawls out as your stomach flips at his drunken thoughts becoming real words, angelic tones you could hear.

ex boyfriend lyney makes you take every long breath a lot more meaningful, you felt as if you were breathing in the fumes of a volcano as it captured you in a smoldering haze— taking into account how the bedroom was slowly developing into something humid, heavy, and hot.

ex boyfriend lyney lets you succumb to it fully, and there was so much pressure on your cunt that your back was arching up into his body, your figure held by two hands slipped underneath, the almost agony-like sensation of fullness bristling on your sex as lyney moves and explores further into the realm of your beautiful body.

ex boyfriend lyney knows all of your kinks, or the certain spots you liked being stimulated, the very places you only hoped he'd do whenever he's got you split in half. you definitely notice his self assurance too, it's a bit stronger than last time— how he cannot possibly hold back a ravishing smirk when you're this easy to please.

there's no confusion in his face either, nor was he unfocused, only a dark lust was painted behind his eyes.

ex boyfriend lyney pulls one hand from your hip to your cheek before slanting your head down in order for you to witness the mess he's made in between your thighs.

your hips were pressing up off of the mattress in order to taste more of him, the lustful hankering mounting in your veins as your mouth turns dry as desert bones when your moans increase in length. a just released greed develops from your desperate yearning, it expands in your stomach and multiplies the more lyney pleasured you, the faster he flicks his length over your walls and smears his pre in waves on your wet sex.

"lyney..." you drawl out in an angelic tone that immediately made his heart flutter, "I n-need more," you say, smirking, your hand slowly wafting to your breasts before you're squeezing one of them, twinging at your nipple next. this was on purpose— because you knew how much he liked it whenever you put on a show for him.

so you continue, without a hurry, going with the flow and moving gently between the valley of your breasts until sliding past your lower stomach that was currently feeling full to the brim. yet your hand doesn't stop yet, only halting right above your clit when decent on it.

"I can't... you're so, fuck," his voice cracks, a moan sliding up through his throat. he's done for, you got him now.

ex boyfriend lyney shakes from the warm greeting of your walls sucking him tight, salivating at the sight of your poor pussy squelching clamorously. the magician missed you so much that he didn't want to conceal the burly emotions of his mind from you anymore— in truth, lyney was pathetic, truly without shame.

he shamelessly whimpers into your mouth before lapping at your bottom lip, biting it, sucking and toying with your tongue. he's whining, on the verge of crying due to pleasure, his eyes closed and hips rutting into your heat as the tips of his ears slowly turn pink.

ex boyfriend lyney moans out your name when you lock your legs around his hips, the rough squeezes of your pussy tightening as your body began to ready itself, the pleasure of your climax coming through you in a formidable wave of bliss as the both of you came at the same time, feeling like all the relief in the world settled in your stomach as your arousal glazes all over his shaft.

ex boyfriend lyney lets out a deep, muffled groan as you shake underneath his body. he collapses shortly after on top of you— yet it's all too much for you to keep up with. possible regrets? well, probably, but you're way too dizzy and fucked out of your mind to even force yourself to think about it.

what's there to know for you was that ex boyfriend lyney still loves you more than anything— and if being in this kind of "special relationship" was the best possible outcome for now, so be it.

on the grounds that sooner or later, he will get you back again.

©2024 anantaru do not repost, copy, translate, modify, claim as your own

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