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celestialtarot11 · 3 months

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How to manifest based on your moon sign 🤍🍵

Hi friends! Today we’ll be looking at how to manifest based on your moon sign ⭐️✨ please share your feedback and support this blog. Thank you! Regardless of your moon sign and astrology in itself, all these methods can work greatly for anyone.

Moon in air signs ☁️ You manifest when you allow yourself to see timelines of your future. Allow yourself to think widely beyond your current circumstances. How good can it get? What is there to experience that you haven’t as of yet? Use your mind to see, not restrict. Journal, script, use vocal affirmations and most importantly soothe any anxiety or worry about how it’s supposed to unfold. You’re not meant to understand it logically, it’s a process for the soul.

Moon in fire signs✨ you manifest when you are active! Get that energy flowing! Use the power of your heart and breath to invite new energy. Yoga for invoking energies can be wonderful to move any stagnant energy out your energy field. Go for a run, hype yourself up, play music you love! Dancing can help shake up stagnant energy as well.

Moon in water signs 🌊 you manifest best when you get enough sleep. Hydrate yourself, make sure your energy is clear and flowing the way it should be. Find your inner stillness, listen to yourself, and remember you’re here to make space for yourself amongst others. Singing bowls, mantras, chants would work wonderfully! Listen to music, get in touch with your dreamy side, and be the one to invoke change whilst remaining calm and grounded through it.

Moon in earth signs 💗 you manifest best when you know you are committed to your dream. If its in your long term you want it all the way, and thats your motivation! When you feel like the boss is when you manifest best. Take your time figuring out what you want and if it aligns with you, its important to separate others wants and desires from yours. Tap into the luxury lifestyle you know you deserve!

Moon aspecting Mercury: you manifest best when you journal, script, or say aloud what you desire. Have fun with your affirmations! Crystal work can also help you tap into universal energies, and clean your energetic body! This’ll boost your manifestations.

Moon aspecting Neptune: you manifest best when you indulge in music, or the finer things in life. Set the mood, set the tone, and allow yourself to dream. Meditations for your heart and third eye will help greatly! Create mood boards and visuals for what you want! See beyond the physical ✨

Moon aspecting Venus: You manifest best through self care, indulge in dressing up, and most importantly doing shadow work to free your heart space! Also creating visuals and mood board would help a lot. Allow yourself to get out your comfort zone and release what you’ve been complacent with.

Moon aspecting Pluto: You manifest through speaking as well, although it may happen at times where you least expect it. Tap into your deepest desires and transmute past pain related to that desire, and attract it! You have a raw ambition, power and strength you embody regardless of your past or present circumstances. “I don’t know how it’ll work, but I know it will.”

Moon aspecting Saturn: You manifest when you tap into your dedication commitment and stability. Manifest through the belief that no matter what is happening around you, you still remain committed and unbothered. Manifest for the long term.

Moon aspecting Sun: You manifest through vitality, power, and fun! Allow yourself to get creative with your manifestations, create a ritual, and be your best hype man! Be bold in what you want, and you shall attract. Balance your intuition with the powerful influence of the soul.

Moon aspecting Mars: You manifest when you accept your need for change, and your power to invoke change within yourself and others. Tap into that assertive, active, and fiery energy! Balance it with your feminine, allow yourself to receive just as much as you put out. Practice breath work and meditations for the heart!

Tarot cards associated with your sign & how to manifest ☁️🤍

The Star (Aquarius) • Justice (Libra) • The Lovers (Gemini)

Air signs you manifest after seeing the light, the hope, the glimmer of faith after an unpleasant or difficult situation. Reflect on the moments where others thought you couldn’t do xyz, reconstruct your faith and hope in realizing was it ever really true what they said? The narratives past down through friends or family? Did it ever truly serve you? Were they truly saying that because of self sabotage, or was there a factual truth in what beliefs were passed to you? Get in touch with the fact there are multiple, and all truths. All feelings, all experiences. We are not limited by our past, nor our mind, nor the stories we conformed to in our childhood! Reevaluate if the stories were a projection or your truth.

The Sun (Leo) • The Emperor (Aries) • Temperance (Sagittarius)

Fire signs you manifest best when you tap into your inner child. Provide for it what it didn’t experience growing up. How can you add to their childhood experiences? How can you fulfill their dreams now? Take care of them the way you wish you had been by others. Provide truth, structure, and discipline, but also let your inner child free and have a say in how you manifest! Love yourself enough to hear them. Create a beautiful bond with whats inside, and listen to the deepest parts of you. Your intuition lights up like fire when you connect to your inner child! Remain balanced & committed in your dreams and aspirations. If one did not work, where can you improve? Modify any self sabotage beliefs from childhood, and work towards your power and truth.

The Hermit (Virgo) • The Devil (Capricorn) • The Empress (Taurus)

For the earth signs! You manifest best through transforming self sabotage into inner love & compassion. Lean into yourself rather external things to cope. Build better inner structure, and soften yourself. Holding on tightly can break things. Introspection is your light and awareness to realizing what needs to change. Your narratives and stories are keys in what you’ve been telling yourself for so long. Work on your self concept and what you choose to believe in, that’ll help you manifest. Be your own boss, take a stable and committed approach to yourself and making all and every dream come true the way it was always supposed to!

The Moon (Cancer) • Death (Scorpio) • The Hanged Man (Pisces)

Ya’ll water signs manifest best when you find inner stillness and cultivate true inner calm. Find your center throughout the chaos. Work on realizing its always there for you. Once you know that space is there, work on seeing the love that surrounds you, and how that space is easily accessible if you just tune in. If you just listen to yourself. Lean into your intuitive truth, and allow your intuition to come forward. Allow yourself to shift into this reality with ease. Find peace in knowing you can access any dimension and reality by tapping in. (Like sliding into dms 😂) anyway! Harmony. Create harmony within your environment and prove to yourself you can have it come to you too.

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alaskasmonsters · 1 year

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Ahhh happy 1k and congrats!! Your prompt event looks so fun hehe, thank you for hosting! Could I request Suna + “How much did you drink?”

𝖍𝖔𝖜 𝖒𝖚𝖈𝖍 𝖉𝖎𝖉 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖉𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖐? (suna rintarou)

pairing: suna rintarou x gn!reader

content: phone calls, drunk reader, flirting, drunk confessions of sorts

a/n: aww thank you anon ❤️🙏 i love writing drunk people because i can make them be so silly bshshsj 🤭 i hope you enjoy this!!! <33

☁️ 1k follower event

“Fuck. Do you know how late it is?”

You giggled at the sound of the familiar voice sounding through your phone. You ignored his cursing and his question because truth was, no you didn’t know how late it was. Why did that even matter?

“It’s you!” You said instead, more excited giggles bubbling out of your mouth.

There was silence on the other end after this and you frowned, quickly checking your phone screen to see if Suna had actually hung up on you. That would be so mean!

“Yes, it’s me…” Suna replied finally and you hummed happily.

He sounded so dreamy with his voice all…low? In a tired way…?Ho..hoarse! Yes, his voice was hoarse.

You nodded at yourself, patting your shoulder for being so smart. Until the ground decided to do something very rude and tilted to the side enough to make you stumble.

You swayed a little until you were able to find your balance again.

“You okay there?”

You scrunched your face together, eyes returning to your phone.

“Suna! What are you doing in my phone? That’s so silly!” You called out, grasping your phone tighter before dissolving into more laughter.

The boy let out a sigh at your question and you heard rustling in the background.

“How much did you drink?”

You smiled, looking around you for a place to sit down. The world was kind of shaky.

“Just a little,” you admitted, plopping down on a bench nearby. “I miss you. Come here.”

“We saw each other a few hours ago.” Suna reminded you but you heard the smile in his voice.

“But you smell good!”

No reply. The rustling stopped. You ignored this in favour to keep gushing, thoughts filled with the pretty boy.

“And your eyes are pretty! I miss your eyes. Bring them with you.”

A soft laugh sounded through the line.

“You want me…to bring my eyes with me?”

“Yes! If you come without them I might cry! And then you’ll have to kiss my tears away…” You tilted your head thoughtfully and a goofy smile grew on your face “You should kiss me anyways.”

He hummed. “Maybe I will if you ask nicely.”

You cheered.

“After you sober up.”

You deflated again, pouting. Rude!

“But I like you so much!”

There was a pause and you waited patiently for Suna to reply. Why did he let you wait so much today? He was so rude sometimes. But in a cute way. And his eyelashes were so long.

“Just tell me where you are right now. I’ll pick you up and bring my eyes, I guess.”

You sat up, smiling widely. “You will? Promise?”

“Of course, idiot.”

“You’d be such a good boyfriend, you know?”

“I know.”

“You should be my boyfriend.”

“We’ll talk about that later.”

You nodded, feeling satisfied with that. That was basically a yes. He must think you were being so smooth and cool right now. Maybe he was blushing on the other end of the line.

You giggled, almost missing that Suna was asking for your location again. You sent it to him, with just some struggle. Barely worth mentioning, Suna was definitely over-exaggerating when he called you “so hammered”. You were just a little tipsy.

“I’ll be there in a few,” Suna told you, the sound of a car door being opened and closed audible.

You grinned. “See you then, babe!”

The boy didn’t respond immediately. You huffed.

“Call me a cute pet name!”

He sighed. “You’ll kill me tomorrow.”

“Pretty please.” You begged, making your cutest puppy eyes at your phone screen, forgetting for a moment he couldn’t see you right now. “I look so cute right now by the way! You wouldn’t be able to tell me no.”

“Fine.” He gave up, voice sounding amused now, “See you soon, angel face.”

You beamed, making a happy sound, missing completely that Suna had hung up.

But you didn’t mind. You’d just wait there until he came. And maybe you could convince him to keep calling you pet names for the rest of the night…or maybe even longer.

#suna fluff #suna rintarou #suna rintarō #suna rintaro x reader #suna x y/n #suna x reader #suna rintaro x you #suna rintaro fluff #haikyuu #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu x reader #suna rintaro drabbles #haikyuu oneshot #☁️ — maze’s 1k follower event

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meowzfordayz · 1 year

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when you're apart

Author’s Note: is my Sanemi favoritism showing? 🤍 Spoiler Alert: yes. 😂 Don’t mind my psychology major brain showing ~a bit too. 🤓

when you’re apart

Hashira x Reader

Word Count: ~1,300

CW: anxiety disorder, explicit language, mild sexual content

Emergency Request Fulfilled: I was wondering if you could do how the men hashira react to a female reader with separation anxiety

I have a fear of being alone which makes me very clingy. My longtime boyfriend recently broke up with me due to me being “to much to deal with.”

Being clingy is such a bother I know I just hate being alone

~faqs~

When you’re apart…

… Gyomei doesn’t mind receiving calls from you throughout the day. He’s endlessly patient, always willing to listen, and warns you in advance if he can’t talk for long. His strategy for setting and respecting boundaries? Planning ahead and communicating his availability to make sure you feel prioritized and included in his decision making, while still fulfilling his own wants and needs.

… Obanai dislikes it as much as you do, but is ~somewhat more subtle about it. He, at least, has Kaburamura to keep him company, but kissing you is decidedly more pleasant. He’s mindful about maintaining healthy boundaries and expectations—he knows codependency shouldn’t be romanticized—but he’s also so wholly in love with you, that sometimes he gives up and surprises you anyway. “Obanai? You’re two hours early?? Are you okay???” He nods sheepishly, already pulling you into a hug, “I’m fine. Missed you.” “Is Sanemi going to complain to me the next time I see him?” you sigh, scrunched grin revealing your contentment despite the exasperation in your tone. “Probably, I don’t care. I left him enough to cover more than my share of the tab.”

… Mitsuri totally understands your anxiety, and is lovingly firm about ensuring you don’t slip into unhealthy habits. “You can text me anytime, but only call if there’s an emergency, okay?” she murmurs, pressing a soft kiss to your earlobe. You nod slightly, resisting the urge to pout. “I’ll be home before you know it.” Even though it stings, you know it’s never personal. Her willingness to draw straightforward boundaries, as well as her willingness to cross them if you’re truly upset, are just another reason to cherish her.

… Shinobu checks in every couple of hours. Sometimes it’s just a single sentence text, other times a quick call, but she knows how important feeling connected is to you. It’s important to her too, of course, but she’s apt to lose track of time when she’s at the hospital or her lab—she enjoys her work—so she puts in conscious effort to be proactive about your anxiety. When she anticipates a busier or longer day, she’ll ask, “Is it okay if I only check in during meals today?” Generally, you’ll reassure her that, “Absolutely, I’m so proud of you,” and if you’re having a low day, then she always figures out a compromise with you before she leaves.

… Kyojuro unknowingly reassures you, because—apparently—everything reminds him of you. Whether it’s a photo of a flower shortly after he arrives at work Pretty flower, but you’re prettier 🌻, a photo of the sky during his lunch break The cloud formations remind me of you, so soft and mesmerizing ☁️, or a blurry selfie as he finally heads home for the day Cannot wait to see you! 😁, you’re kept in the loop. The one time his phone fell into a puddle (he was trying to photograph a reflection of willow branches Elegant and dreamy, like you 🌿), he immediately visited the nearest shop to borrow their landline Hi, yes, how are you today? Would it be possible for me to make a call? I am happy to purchase something. I would just like to tell my partner that I will be unavailable for the day.

… Sanemi often forgets to explicitly text, call, or otherwise contact you. He doesn’t mean to aggravate your anxiety: he just doesn’t quite ~get it, and assumes it stems from insecurity or jealousy — which also confuses him. “You have nothing to worry about. How could I fall in love with someone else when I’m already in love with you?” he snorts, lightly tapping your nose. “That’s not…” you bite at your lip, unsure how to explain yourself. “I’m not big on texting, you know that. It’s not that I specifically dislike texting you.” You smile despite yourself, eyes rolling fondly, “I know it’s not specific to me.” “So then what’s the issue?” he’s determined to understand. “I’m afraid of being alone,” you shrug, gesturing vaguely, “Don’t worry about it. It’s nothing.” Arms crossing, he leans in, forehead bumping yours, voice warm and low on your skin as you gulp, “It’s okay to be afraid of things, and being afraid isn’t nothing.” Arms uncrossing, he settles his hands on your hips, kneading gently as he pulls back slightly, fixing an even gaze on your flushed expression, “I can’t be with you all the time, but I can promise that I love you and think about you.” “All the time?” you ask quietly. It’s his turn to blush, eyes closing as he dips his face into your neck, muttering softly, “All the damn time.”

… Muichiro is a bit absentminded, and rarely thinks to check his phone, but he sets reminders—around noon, and later in the afternoon—to make up for it. If he’s occupied and misses his usual look-at-his-phone time(s), then he’s never bothered by a call from you coming through (besides your number, his phone’s always on Do Not Disturb). In the bathroom? He’ll pick up. About to bite into his lunch? He’ll put it aside. Presenting during a meeting? He’ll literally answer his phone mid sentence, and leave the room (creative liberty: thank gosh he’s the boss hah). He’s aware of his head-in-the-clouds tendencies, just as he’s aware of your anxiety, and feels that having a specific routine is perfectly fair: if he forgets to uphold his end of your expectations, then you’ve every right to remind him. Conversely, if he’s feeling overwhelmed, he’s more than capable of reasserting his own needs — an infinite practice of mutual respect and taking necessary space.

… Giyuu feels uneasy too, but his discomfort stems primarily from how most people tend to socially drain him — you’re one of few that he can feel both stimulated and rested around. Therefore, if it’s a spend-time-with-you versus spend-time-around-others situation, then he’d prefer to be with you. Spend-time-with-you versus spend-time-by-himself situations are more complicated. It takes a lot of discussion, some heavy evenings apart, and tense evenings together, but you gradually nurture a shared understanding and acceptance of your varying needs. He’s always happy to reassure you that I’m not upset with you, nor am I tired of you; I’m just tired, while you’re slowly learning to trust him and his commitment to loving you.

… Tengen could care less about how clingy you are. Super duper clingy? He loves it. Not clingy at all? He’s cool and confident — he knows you adore him as much as he adores you. His easygoingness, however, isn’t the most productive in terms of processing and reducing your overall anxiety. In fact, you eventually have to tell him that he shouldn’t answer your texts or calls immediately, every single time, without a hint of irritation, because it reinforces your self soothing behaviors. “But I’m happy to?!” he grins, kissing the top of your head. “I know, and I appreciate you,” you chuckle, tucked snugly into his side, “But I don’t want to feel afraid of being alone-” “Sooo don’t be alone!” he interrupts enthusiastically, “Again, I’m happy to keep you company!” Inhaling deeply, you gently grip his jaw, a silent request for him to focus, “And again, I appreciate you, but sometimes I have to feel afraid to stop feeling afraid. If I’m never alone, then I can’t ever feel afraid,” hesitating, voice softer now, “And I know you’ll promise to never leave me, but shit happens. Y’know?” He’s silent, maroon eyes steady and tender as he holds your gaze. Before you can nervously murmur Tengen?, he touches his nose to your forehead, still smiling. “I love you. I’ll do my best to help, even from a distance.” “Well don’t go too far away,” you quip. “Of course not,” he laughs, “I’ll just go wherever you tell me to,” declared earnest and true.

#hashira x reader #preferences #modern au #kimetsu no yaiba #demon slayer #gyomei x reader #obanai x reader #mitsuri x reader #shinobu x reader #kyojuro x reader #sanemi x reader #muichiro x reader #giyuu x reader #tengen x reader

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rosiebunartz · 3 months

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Smiling critters Oc¡! 🐏☁️

Meet Fluffcloud, He is a charming plush character who stands out for his sweet and friendly personality. With a gentle and loving nature, Fluffcloud is known for his unwavering willingness to provide support and comfort to his friends. This cute little sheep has a comforting presence and is able to convey a sense of calm and serenity to those around her.

Possessing a dreamy spirit, Fluffcloud often finds himself lost in thought, gazing at the clouds and rambling about exciting stories and adventures. Her vivid imagination and curious nature lead her to explore her surroundings with enthusiasm, always eager to discover new places and experiences.

Although Fluffcloud is a calm and relaxed little sheep, she also has a protective side. With a strong sense of care towards his friends and loved ones, Fluffcloud is always ready to look out for their well-being and make sure they are safe and happy.

This small woolly ball is considered a dildo and companion for moments of relaxation and calm. His comforting presence and calm nature make him the perfect companion for moments of rest and serenity.

It can accompany people during their moments of relaxation, such as before sleeping or during a nap, providing a feeling of calm and tranquility.

Fluffcloud can be that comforting stuffed animal that you hug for comfort and emotional support.

Additionally, due to her dreamy spirit and curiosity, Fluffcloud can also be a character that inspires imagination and creativity. It could be a companion during hours of play and fantasy, stimulating inventiveness and exploration of new worlds of adventure.

I hope you like it, I would greatly appreciate your

support. 🫶🩷🩷

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taraprince · 4 months

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dreamy☁️

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a/n : this is part 2 of fumes, SORRYYYY FOR TAKING SO LONG i only get a burst of motivation like once a month. alsooo THANK YOU FOR THE LOVE?? over 600 notes is crayyy <33 i apologize in advance for 1. if this doesn’t match the storyline exactly, i literally cannot bring myself to read my own work so i might have forgotten some things and 2. if my smut is absolutely treacherous I WARNED YOU

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you woke up groggily, feeling more comfortable and refreshed than you usually did, which wasn’t saying a whole lot considering half the time you napped on your desk and woke up to half your face covered in ink.

it took a minute to regain your senses, your eyes heavy and wandering the familiar room of the potion masters private chambers. your heart skipped a little as the memories of last night crept back into your mind.

the way his tongue felt.. you wanted, no, needed more.

you shifted slightly, suddenly aware of the large arms snaked around your waste. you blushed slightly as you tried to turn around and see him, but severus’ grip just tightened, making you immobile.

“sev…” your morning voice was gravelly, making you instantly flush with slight embarrassment.

you heard him take a deep breathe through his nose before answering. “good morning miss y/n.”

oh my fucking god.

hearing his morning voice made you lose all your remaining self respect. you inhaled sharply as you felt your heart do yet another skip, before dropping down to your cunt. you tensed slightly, beginning to notice the pool forming in your panties, which were the only thing you were wearing besides a large tshirt severus had lended you.

as if reflex, you wiggled around in his arms trying to make your embarrassingly wet cunt less apparent. you didn’t want to pressure him into doing anything if he wasn’t ready yet.

he hummed softly, loosening his grip on your waist. you turned around to face him, taking in his appearance immediately. his disheveled hair sat perfectly, and his face was pink and slightly puffy from just waking up. his lips were soft and pink, looking more plush than usual. your heart rate quickened slightly as you realized he wasn’t wearing a shirt, only feeding into your inner starvation.

you instinctively rubbed and squeezed your thighs together slightly, gathering the nerve to look him in the eye. as if he could hear your thoughts, he brought a hand up to your chin and brought your face closer to his, lips brushing just enough to tickle.

“i’m afraid we didn’t get to finish what we started last night..” he purred softly, almost a whisper. you inhale sharply, suddenly becoming aware of the poking feeling on your inner thigh.

“yes i suppose so..” you say, closing your eyes cringing slightly. you open your mouth to speak again, but cut yourself off, almost embarrassed to speak your thoughts. severus noticed this, of course.

“you can tell me anything, i promise you can trust me” he brushed a strand of hair out of your face, taking time to caress your cheek lovingly. you melted under his touch, living a fantasy. you almost forgot to respond, enjoying the comfort of his touch a bit too intensely.

“right.. um, well it’s just that- last night- i’m-“ you blushed, trying to find the right words as you squirmed uncomfortably in his arms, not liking how he never took his eyes off of you as you spoke.

“we don’t have to continue anything if you don’t wish to, i understand” he said cooly, and for a moment you thought you could see his face drop into one of disappointment, but he never was one to show much emotion for very long.

“no!!” you say, bringing your hands up to his shoulders for comfort and stability, to show him you were really in the moment i guess. “that’s.. that’s what i was trying to say. well- just that if you weren’t comfortable then- if you didn’t want to do anything-“

he cut you off by pressing his lips to yours, and you thought you could almost feel a smile forming on his lips as they fit perfectly against your own. they moved in unison, like they were made for each other. you inhaled through your nose, sighing slightly and wrapping your arms the rest of the way around his shoulders.

after a few moments he pulled away, hand brushing through your hair as his eyes admired every bit of your face. traveling from your lips to your rosy cheeks, from your hair to your dazzling eyes. he too, was seemingly lost in the moment, not sure of what to say.

but sometimes it’s for the better that way, not having words to express yourself. words weren’t needed anymore, and not like anyone would’ve asked but if they did you would have confessed that you’d much rather give up words for just one more moment like this with him.

you silently made eye contact with him, both not wanting to break the silence or ruin the mood you had going. time seemed to sit still for ages until you finally felt his arms snake around your waist once more, this time pulling you with him as he flipped onto his back, resting you on top of him.

you blushed and stabilized yourself on his shoulders again, trying to keep your eyes to yourself but sneakily peeking at his body anyways.

he wasn’t very muscular, but his frame was thin and almost broad. his shoulders were wide and his torso looked as if it barely had enough skin to cover the lanky area. he was awfully pale, almost vampire-ish as you could see his veins through his light skin, traveling down his body. you brought your eyes back up to his, really taking the time to appreciate every crinkle and line on his face as he smiled softly up at you.

the silence remained as you took in a sharp breath and crashed your lips down onto his again. he let out a small sound of surprise but quickly took control despite being below you.

fingers intertwined in each others hair and tongues dancing with one anothers, it became apparent that both of you needed the same thing, and you wanted it as soon as you could get it.

pulling away again, you quickly bring your hands down to his boxers, palming at his obvious arousal and wetting your lips slightly. he groaned, hands finding yours and holding them.

“take them off” he shattered the silence with a careful whisper, sending shivers down your spine as he guided your hands with his to the waistband of his boxers.

you tugged them down just enough for his glazed cock to spring out, aching and begging for you to touch it. he grunted and shimmied his underwear the rest of the way off, discarding them on the floor.

he was already breathing heavily as your hands lightly brushed over his throbbing erection. you smirked slightly, looking down at him as you finally wrapped your whole hand around his girth.

“severus, surely you can’t be this aroused already?” you tease, flicking your finger over the head and feeling the precum gush out.

he sucked in a breathe, trying his best to look indifferent. “clearly i am, ms. y/n, so there’s no reason to be asking a question as silly as that” his hands found your waist and pulled you closer to his chest, resting your bottom half just below his arousal.

getting the memo, you peeled your now soaked panties off and discarded them with his boxers on the floor, now leaving you in just his shirt, but you didn’t bother taking it off; the need to have him inside you right this very minute was too strong.

you shimmy yourself up so your positioned perfectly above his cock. you look down at him, making sure he was ready. before you could sink yourself down his hands gripped your sides and brought you down onto him, remaining in control still.

you moan loudly, taking in his length as it stretched you slightly, the feeling stinging and fulfilling. he groaned and sucked in a breathe through gritted teeth as his dick was clenched inside your warmness, immediately coated in your slick arousal.

you lay on his chest, taking in deep breathes of his scent as he brings yours hips back up, then back down onto him again. you both let out sounds of ecstasy and relief, finally getting the release you needed for so long.

yes, it was just last night you had made a move with each other but the sexual tension had been apparent for quite some time, yet neither of you knew the other felt it as well. now it was obvious you both felt it before as he continued to lift your hips up and bring them back down onto him, whispering little praises that he wasn’t even sure you’d be able to hear.

you felt his body tremble beneath you, and soon enough yours began to do the same. the way his hips jerked up to meet yours as they came down hit that spot inside of you just right, causing you to groan loudly and sink your nails into his torso.

he shuddered as sweat began to bead on his forehead despite the crisp chill of the dungeons, his movements becoming more rapid like he was chasing after something, desperately reaching out for release.

you moan loudly, bouncing on his dick and feeling wave after wave of ecstasy rush through your body, building up and causing a tight knot to form in your lower abdomen.

you shiver and shakily moan “s-severus i’m-“ but he just shushed you, groaning as you tightened around him.

you gasp loudly, nails scratching and clawing at his chest and your body arching up as you release all the pent up sex you had felt, your orgasm washing over you and taking you whole. you breathe heavily and shakily, collapsing on his chest in a cold sweat as he continued to chase his own orgasm, not slowing down his ravishing pace, bringing you up then down, up then down, up then down again until he suddenly groaned, releasing the sexiest sound you think you’d ever heard as his fingers clenched your hips tighter, holding you down as his own orgasm took over him.

you clenched around him as he painted your walls white, releasing everything inside you, not pulling out yet even when everything was settled down. he waited for his breathing to steady once again before lifting you back up and off of him.

there was a loud sucking noise as he pulled you off of him, both of your sexes tired and spent.

once again it felt like words weren’t needed, as if to speak meant to shatter the fragile air around you.

his large, cold arms snaked around you once again, holding you on his chest as his fingers combed through your hair.

“sever-“ you began, but he just shushed you, closing his eyes and taking a deep breathe. he was peculiar that way, you guessed.but nonetheless you enjoyed the silence, even if it meant the exchange between the two of you may never be brought up again, perhaps it was for the better.

but you didn’t give it a second thought, instead drifting back to sleep on his chest and in his arms, the cold air around you seeming scorching on your skin as your mind wandered to other things, eventually becoming unconscious and calm, leaving room for nothing but contentment to fill either of your body’s.

perhaps when you wake up again you’d find that history tends to repeat itself, but one can only hope.

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can you tell i don’t know how to write dialogue LMAOO anywayyssss thank you for reading!!!!! finally out of my drafts

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#snape #professor snape #alan rickman #smut #harry potter #hp #snape smut #severus snape smut #harry potter smut #rickmas2023 #not s f w 💀#severus snape x reader #snape x reader #snape x y/n #snape x you

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krimmyya · 2 months

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Lute x Fem!Reader

I literally have no title..

Word count: 1986

Summary: Reader finds out about extermination day(s) and exorcists! 😰

A/N: If anyone is ooc blame me!

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You and Lute are a very tight-knit duo—which is… weird. Lute is this stoic, cutthroat, ruthless angel while you… you’re, well, you. Still, she manages to have some sort of soft spot for you. She even decided to date you, for that matter. Other than Adam, you’re someone that she truly… loves. She appreciates you to a great extent, and that’s why she was so… horrified when you found out about the exterminations and exorcists.

It happened during the trial—the Princess of Hell and her girlfriend came to Heaven talking about ‘Sinner redemption’, and Adam’s loudmouthed ass just HAD to expose the truth. The look on your face, as Adam brushed it off nonchalantly, made Lute sick to her stomach. She never wanted to see such a horrified expression on the face which she found so pretty. It made things ten times worse when you looked at her. Rage, anger, disappointment—so many emotions crossed your face, it was hard for her to decipher which one you were truly feeling. She isn’t used to seeing anything other than a smile on your face, your scowl was killing her inside.

She never feels guilty about her job as an exorcist—hell, she LOVES her job. Seeing you so.. disapproving was hurting her pride.

For a while, you refused to speak to her. Spending time with her became spending time with Emily. She’d be lying if she said it didn’t frustrate her. You were supposed to be laughing with her, smiling at her, looking at her with those eyes full of adoration. Part of it also.. saddened her. She thought you hated her. She thought things would never go back to how they used to be between you two. All she wanted was her angel back, to hold you and apologize to you for lying about something so big. It took everything in her holy being to stop herself from seizing you, then and there, anytime she saw you with Emily.

“Nothing will ever tear us apart, Lute,” you told her, “It’s you and me, forever!”

Lute was starting to doubt these very words. She does put Adam first, but you? You’re everything to her. She’d go to Hell and back for you (which she technically did). She just wants to talk to you, to talk things out. She was jealous, but she had no real reason to be.

🤍𓆩♡𓆪☁️

“Shit, Lute, still being ignored by her?” Adam would say with an exasperated sigh. “You have to stop being a pussy. Just talk things out or somethin’!”

Lute would give no response—just a simple glare. She’s not one to open up about her emotions, even to those closest to her. It would usually gain bad responses, but you respected that. You respected her. You wouldn’t force her to do things, and she loved that.

“I mean, seriously. You can’t keep your bitch by-“

Adam gets cut off by his subordinate storming off. Oh, she was mad mad. Adam’s words did get to her, though. She was going to find you! You think you can ignore her for long? You think she’ll LET you ignore her for long? You’re her girlfriend. She was going to sit you down and give you a piece of her mind—even if she’s technically the one in the wrong.

🤍𓆩♡𓆪☁️

“Oh, oh! Yesterday, Sera and I went to this movie screening, and the lead actor was so cuute!” Emily squeals, jumping up and down as she fangirls to you.

You would roll your eyes. Emily is childish in that way—she gets so happy over any and everything. You’ve noticed that she and Sera have been spending more time together; it’s probably Sera’s way of trying to make up for lying to her. If only *Lute* would try to make things up to you...

“Em, he was not all that,” you sigh, “he was pretty average at best.”

She gasps, frowning harshly. Her face is very expressive, you can’t help but slightly smile. “Don’t give me that—he was so dreamy! Pleaaasee, Y/N, you don’t get it in just the tiiiniest way?”

You shake your head, “No, not really. He’s.. not my type.”

“Yeah, because Lute’s your type~” Emily wiggles her eyebrows and grins.

She knows that you and Lute are dating; you and Lute as a couple is just the cutest idea to her. Before the two of you started dating, she’d always find a way to set you guys up and make it seem coincidental. You were oblivious to this, but Lute knew.

“Speak of the angel herself, Lute!! Hiii!!”

As you instantly whip your head around to look for Lute, you feel yourself being dragged away. A strong, firm grip is on your wrist as Emily shouts goodbye, not bothering to help you! For goodness’s sake, you’re technically being kidnapped!

“Y/N, refrain from thrashing around. We’re just going to talk, okay?” Lute says, her tone full of authority.

You don’t resist, honestly... You’re just glad she’s taking initiative. You stay silent for a hot minute, not having anything to say to her. Sure, you missed her, she’s your Lute! Then again, she brutally slaughters human souls! Whether they go to Heaven or Hell, they were still humans at some point. You stand your ground and believe it’s unfair. So, you say something: “You, Adam, and all the other ‘exorcists’ are stupid.”

She scoffs, flicking your nose. “Here you go with the childish insults. Will you let me explain myself, or will you keep ridiculing me?”

You let out a loud, dramatic groan. Of course, you’ll let her explain herself. She gives you a small smirk, but it quickly fades into nothingness as she clears her throat.

“If we don’t kill Sinners, the number of them will continue to grow. Eventually, they’ll strike on Heaven. I’m doing you a favor,” she states, no sense of remorse prominent in her tone.

“You aren’t doing me a favor! You’re hurting people. They’re already dead, don’t kill them twice,” you retort, wriggling your wrist out of her grasp. Her eyes widen at your resistance, and she sort of frowns.

“Would you rather risk an ambush on Heaven? If you think I’d let anything that resides in Hell step foot in here and harm you-“

She instantly stops herself from continuing further, her wings lowering as she composes herself.

“Y/N, all I’m saying is that I want you to be safe... I can’t bear the thought of something happening to you,” she mumbles, “I don’t want to lose you.”

Your expression slightly softens. She’s slightly trembling—her hands are clenched into fists as she tries to keep calm. Her wings are low, which is unlike her. They’re always up and out—she looks so vulnerable at this moment. Part of you wants to take her hands into yours and squeeze them, but you’re still being a bit stubborn, so you look away and cross your arms.

“I just don’t like how you lied to me..” you say, avoiding eye contact with her. “I thought we told each other everything…”

A pained expression crosses Lute’s face for a brief moment, and she doesn’t hesitate to inch closer to you. She doesn’t do anything other than that. She just inches closer—her comforting skills are very bad. You groan and just throw your arms around her, hugging her close. After a while, she wraps her arms (and wings) around you very.. shyly? You know physical touch and affection are new to her since she hasn’t really been in many relationships before. Especially with someone she’s so damn smitten with.

She rests her face in the crook of your neck, holding you tightly as if she never, EVER, wants to let go. “I’m sorry,” she softly whispers, “I’ll.. try not to lie to you anymore. It was a deal with Sera, we weren’t supposed to tell any other angels about.. it.”

Lute pulls away from you, a torn look on her face as she debates on something. Then, she pulls you a bit closer and trails kisses down your neck, gently biting the spot between your neck and shoulder. She then places her lips against your ear lobe—kissing it lightly as she continues to speak, “I love you Y/N, I promise. You know I’d never purposely lie to you..”

A blush spreads across your face and your breathing hitches at her loving actions—they’re making you feel giddy. She rarely shows affection like this, and it’s hot. She starts to kiss your neck again, nipping at your skin and leaving little love bites on it, her hands sliding down to your waist. Before she can get too handsy, you pull away from her with a smile.

“Well.. it does start with sorry,” you teasingly say, flicking her halo. “Can I forgive you, though? I mean, you did say you love me..”

The way Lute looks at you in this moment just yanks at your heartstrings. She looks so desperate for your forgiveness—being rejected by you is her worst fear. It’s adorable to you, so with a bit of thought, you come to a conclusion.

“I can look past your yearly slaughter-fests, I guess,” you say, and her eyes light up like fireworks, then and there. “Oh—and I love you too, so much..”

She scoops you up off the ground and twirls you around before settling down for a deep, passionate kiss with you. She’s been yearning for that… she missed kissing you so badly. To do it again just sends her to a place higher than Heaven, making her wings prop back up to sit tall and proud behind her. Lute smugly grins into the kiss; she has her girl back, and she can’t wait to brag about it, specifically to Adam.

When the two of you finally part, she gives you another quick peck on your lips. She then clears her throat, taking your hand in hers. “We’re going to Adam, okay? I know you’ll say okay anyway, you’d do anything for me,” she playfully says, roaming the streets of Heaven to find her commander.

You roll your eyes, but you know she’s somewhat right. You would do pretty much anything for her—you love her. She doesn’t tend to show it too much, but Lute loves you one hundred times more. She drops your hand, snaking her arm around your waist, and pulling you closer to her so she can flaunt you.

“…You should see me when I fight. I’m pretty badass.”

She gets an elbow to her gut for that comment, followed by an unamused click of your tongue. “That’s not funny. I’d rather see you look badass doing something else..”

She scowls, but her expression immediately softens and becomes a smile. She missed your playful banters. As you walk with her, she admiringly gazes at you. You’re so perfect to her, she can’t help but lean in and kiss your head a couple of times. This is the most affectionate she’s ever been, and she’s very embarrassed by the fact. It’s not a good look for her reputation, people will assume she’s going soft. Who is she kidding.. she’s going to show off her love for you if she wants to. She’s trying to be bolder and more direct with her wants in this relationship—deciding to say something with a bit more confidence.

“Oh, and I’m sleeping over tonight. I’m sorry, Y/N, but I’m not keeping my hands off you for the whole day.”

…She immediately got embarrassed after saying that. Luckily for her, you liked that and leaned into her.

“Jeez, Lute~ My bed is always open to you anyways,” you say with a happy grin, glad to have made up with your girlfriend.

Lute’s heart is doing jumping jacks right now. She struggles to keep a stern face and her hand starts to sweat—she gets this way around you. Only you. Now, she can’t wait to have some alone time with you.

#hazbin lute #hazbin hotel lute #hazbin hotel #lute x reader #lute #im gay #marcello is going down #fanfic

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loveemagicpeace · 1 year

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🫧Machine Gun Kelly 🎨💘

🎨Sun & mercury in 12th house

💘Sun in 12th house makes a person seem like they don't have their own personality or like they don't have talents. People don't see your true personality and many times they attribute a different personality than it really is. He also said "It just was like, you won’t hear me, I can’t make you see me”-12th house people don’t see you. He is actually a very kind and compassionate person. He has a lot of talents and his personality is also different than people think it is. In the movie taurus, you can see how he described his subconscious and the sadness he feels inside. How misunderstood he feels. He also talked about an imaginary friend / person this is many times present if you have 12th house or a lot of pisces.With Mercury here, can be seen that he wants to say something, but people don't hear him, they don't understand what he wants to say. It feels like they don't speak the same language. People always misinterpret him. Music is everything to him. You can see that he has a kind of obsession with it. And speaking of obsessions, his addiction to drugs also shows up here. 12th / Neptune rules drugs, alcohol, addiction, your world, escape. And he generally feels a lot of other people's energy and escapes reality by taking drugs. Pisces like to be in an illusion. Drugs also represent an escape from his wounds and childhood.

🍹Gemini rising- his abilities and himself are shown. People see him as someone who does several things at the same time and also means that you are talented in many things. That's why he's so good at music and has multiple talents, he's creative and his mind is also very creative and dreamy. This makes him more open and a person who speaks his mind. At the same time, he can be crazy and do crazy things that he remembers at the last moment. The rising sign also indicates that he can have two personalities. He can feel like a person who has two lives, especially since it is his chart ruler in 12th house. Sometimes you don't know what is reality and what isn't.

✨Sun sextile Jupiter- this aspect brings him fame and visibility also good luck & many opportunities. Because these are the two planets that represent visibility and luck. This aspect gives him a reason to deal with challenges more easily.

💎Mercury Trine Neptune- can be seen that he has an imagination mind. His expression is deep and dreamy. This aspect also illustrates that he has many talents. This aspect give poetry, art, dance or acting skills. And this also means that he has strong intuition.

🪐Sun square Saturn- represents tests and challenges that have to be overcome to get ahead in life. This aspect may cause difficulties early in life with self-esteem due to criticism from people, especially authority figures like his father. He may be too hard on himself. He may be overly self-critical and suffer from poor self-esteem because of that.

🧚🏼‍♀️Pisces moon, venus, mars-he has a lot of compassion and feels the energy of others all the time. You sacrifice a lot for others. You feel like a part of you is missing because you keep giving it to others. And here you can also see that he prefers to be in his own world rather than dealing with reality. Pisces can quickly fall into depression , that's why his mood is always changing. And at the same time, the energy of other people can quickly tire him. When you look at him, you can see that he is sad from the inside. The emotions of pisces can usually be seen from the outside. And also according to his style (pisces often have messy style). They stand out with their style, which is also often dreamy. This placements makes him good at acting. He can quickly immerse himself in any role. And the fact that he started to believe in astrology and talk about it is because he has so many pisces energy (Pisces is meant to find astrology).

☁️Moon in 11th house-moon represents emotions, where do you feel safe, where you feel fulfilled. He feels good with friends and can make very emotional contacts with them. People on social media can see him as an emotional person. He can share a lot with the audience (on social networks) about how he feels and his emotions. But he can also have a very emotional view of social media and people, which means that he is quickly affected by hateful comments. He can take a lot to heart. But since he has a pisces here, he can also feel cramped among the crowd.

🔑Pluto in 6th house- you are obsessed with getting things done. You work as long as your work is perfect and as you imagined it to be. He is very persistent and very analytical about the things he does and goes deep into them. He wants people to feel the passion and depth in the music he makes. Libra in 6th house- means that you still want to create a fair atmosphere at work and be fair. You want to have a good relationship with employees. Music accompanies him at every step. His every day is music. Music means a lot to him and he showed it in his film. You can see that everything he does has meaning and that he wants everything he does to be realistic but at the same time beautiful. Pluto wants things to be as they are, not to change them even if they turn out "ugly" because you want to show that part of the depth.

🎡Venus trine Pluto- he feels things deeply and has a really intense love. He strongly feels the people and things around him and wants true and deep love. It also suggests that he has a strong personality and when he loves someone he will really love them, his love is eternal. You want a real connection with someone and someone who will feel you as strongly as you feel them.

🦋Venus sextile Neptune-makes him romantic, creative, gentle, passionate and sensual person. He can also idealize love and the person he is with. He wants to see things through rose-colored glasses. And also very self-sacrificing in love. This also gives him artistic and other creative talents. This aspect also rules over tattoos. That's why he has so many tattoos and also more such fanciful, cartoon characters. This makes him a very unselfish person by nature.

🫧Uranus & Neptune in 8th house- Neptune could mean that he fantasizes a lot about sex or things like that. This also indicates that he can have many mystical relationships and attracts many people who have hidden qualities. It can also be someone with whom you connect spiritually. it gives him a lot of imagination and also his view of the dark side can be more beautiful (he can idealize it). That's why he himself is so spiritual and believes in astrology. He always has a crystal with him just as it was shown in his movie. As a taurus, it can be seen that he has an emotional attachment to things that are his. Neptune many times creates spiritual connections between people. Uranus gives a different view of the relationship. With a person, you do more things with that person that are unusual and people may see your relationship as weird. In fact, it is difficult for others to understand the relationship he has because it is presented in such a way that it can be more difficult to understand. Here you can see his attitude in the relationship, that it is more outstanding, different and strange (people do not understand the attitude he has in the relationship). With uranus he can be exposed to things that are often unexpected or he himself does something that is unexpected.

🥥Saturn & NN in 9th house -Saturn is a planet that tests you and gives you lessons in life from which you then learn something. Saturn here can give him a critical attitude towards life and the world in which he lives. Maybe he feels that he is never really seen or that people never give him as much as he deserves. He may feel that the world is not fair to him. He never gets enough credit for what he does. This can take away the light in his life, he can feel that life is always difficult and full of challenges. He finds it difficult to find his inspiration or feels that it is always taken away from him. He can quickly lose hope or see something too realistically. Here comes the focus on your growth and what you want to leave the world. With saturn here he wants people to take him seriously and respect him. North node- he goes through the challenges of how to find the meaning of life. He have to find his faith in something he believes in deeply. Because he can quickly become depressed if his life don’t have a meaing. This is the house of Sagittarius and Sagittarius always want to find the meaning of life and something that drives them forward, that makes them alive.

🍓Venus in the 10th house represents him as a loving person, a person who wants to be fair and have a good relationship with the public. He shows a lot of gratitude to the people who support him and loves to serve people. This is also good for his career because with this he is also noticed and can have a large circle of friends / people. Many people think that he wants to be something more or they can see him as someone who is too materialistic. But that's not who he really is. Mars here you can see that he has no problem showing his reactions or anger in public. He easily says what he thinks back. He will not walk away from an argument but will face it head on. His energy can be seen in the audience. That is why he is often very brave and doesn't care what others think. Mars in this house makes you a brave person even if you are not.

🫐Pluto square MC- He may also feel that he has no power over the audience. He wants to help others see their strength, which he did not have. This also shows how intense a relationship he had with his parents. As a child he suffered from many things, he did not have enough strength and even when he said that he had many times problems with trust.

🥦Mercury square MC -This may also indicate that he moved around a lot growing up. He is trying to understand the mysteries of life. He may be very nostalgic and yearn for his old self, feeling sad about the passage of time. This can lead to regrets and bouts of depression. Anxiety, OCD, and panic attacks. But at the same time he is optimistic about the future. Many times he can have problems with authority and rules. He doesn't like to do things according to rules or follow a system. This also shows because he has an Aquarius MC.

🪄Chrion in 2nd house- This shows his childhood wounds, which are related to his self-esteem, self-worth. Maybe he felt that no one saw his worth, but only what he had. Therefore, he tends to want to show what he knows and what he has in order to show his worth. He may have trouble seeing the worth in his own being without having something to offer. He thinks that it is the material values that represent him. He is not his possessions. He have to learn that his worth is not what he have to physically offer. But he is so much more than that. This placement shows a need for finding things of value inside yourself rather than outside yourself.

His venus trine Chiron- this gives him unique style & view of beauty, value & love. He can help others with their wounds (that's why many people feel their pain through his music). It gives them the feeling that someone understands them.

Pluto Trine Chiron-he can easily convey power and authority even when he don't feel powerful because of his past wounds and traumas.

Jupiter Conjunction Chiron-his optimism and faith can be also hurt with this aspect. There was a traumatic event that took his faith in life away. He can feel that life has no meaning and that the universe doesn’t care about him.

Mercury Sextile Chiron- He is very open about his wounds and likes to share them with others in the music he creates. He expresses his pain through music.

-Rebekah🥥🪄🧚🏼‍♀️

#astrology #energy #zodiac signs #planets #astrological houses #astrology observations #my notes #machine gun kelly #birth chart

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hurthermore · 5 days

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Hi! I've been wondering how long you plan to make Misconduct of Love?

I also saw your post about future fanfics you wanna do and I am SO excited for the cowboy au. You have no idea how much I love Cowboys and the Wild West 🤠

Anyway, I like that we're doing nicknamed anons, and I've sent asks a few times before. I thought it would be time to give myself one... I think Dreamy Anon 🫧 ☁️ is cute

Hi dreamy anon!<3 and honestly I have no clue, but I can safely say that Vincent? He’s only like one part of the whole story. I hope that can give you some indication on how long it’s gonna be??<3

AND I CANT WAIT TO WORK ON IT AHA I LOVE COWBOY ALASTOR!!<333

#hurthermore talks

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faiiry-vomit · 2 months

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𝐇𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐓𝐰𝐢𝐧 𝐏𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐬 𝐃𝐚𝐲! 🌲☕️🦉☁️✨

trigger warning: abuse

this show will always hold a special place in my heart💜 i loved the film too, but i started watching the show when i was going through a really difficult time in my life. i had just given birth to my second son after being in a really abusive relationship with his biological father. he had abused me my entire pregnancy and he left us the very same week i had given birth. i was a single mom of 2 boys, taking care of a newborn baby all by myself while having post partum depression and trying to mentally recover from the traumatic abuse i had suffered until the very day i gave birth and even AFTER i gave birth while we were still in the hospital. this show helped me take my mind off of all the hell i had been experiencing. it was a comfort to me to sip my coffee & cuddle my little baby while getting lost in the realm of david lynch. shelly johnson is my favorite character in the show. i relate to her a lot because she too, was abused by someone who was supposed to love her but then someone who truly loved her came into her life and showed her was love was supposed to be. that's exactly what happened to me with my current boyfriend. i am so happy with my relationship now, and i still watch twin peaks all the time since it became a comfort show for me. my son used to fall asleep to the theme song i included in this post. i love the scenery in this show. washington is a place i have always longed to go to. foggy forests are so dreamy to me and they are apart of me. i've always felt my happiest when i'm exploring the depths of forests full of foggy pinetrees & spruce trees. having them be part of twin peaks just made me love it even more. i wish i could explore the strange but beautiful mind of david lynch. i've watched other films directed by him & i love how the vibe of his works are like nothing else i've seen. i love that he always keeps you guessing. every time i watch twin peaks i discover another hidden detail i hadn't noticed before & its really cool that he is able to create a mystery show filled with little clues that lead u deeper and deeper down the rabbit hole. twin peaks forever✨

#twin peaks #david lynch #fire walk with me #who killed laura palmer #laura palmer #special agent dale cooper #dale cooper #the black lodge

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ohdudedhesflirting · 9 months

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Hold onto me

Pairing: gn!reader x Kim Tae Rae

Genre : angst and bittersweet

Warnings : fear of growing up, yn is anxious

Notes : This is just to show you all I am still alive. Life is not easy those days but I am trying lol. Take care of yourselves <3 (I have not forgotten the requests)

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Today was one of those days when you didn't have the strength to do anything.

It was Saturday and it could have been a nice day to rest and just enjoy the moment but your day was preoccupied by everything but relaxing.

It was your last year at university and inevitably your mind was wandering off everywhere : what would happen to you ? Would you be accepted to do your upperstudies ? Where would you go ?

And what about your friends ? You knew that right now you were friends, having good moments together and being able to see each other daily because of your classes but what would happen when all of you would go your separate ways ?

Slowly grumbling and facing the TV your whole body was showing the bad state you were in.

Next to you was your boyfriend, Tae Rae, he could not ignore the state you were in. Normally you would be jumping around excitedly and proposing activities to do together, but today there was nothing. No sounds. No movements. Just grumbling and looking sad.

Not able to stand it anymore, the man shifted his attention to you and exerced a bit of pressure on your hand. Trying to get your attention.

"Babe ..?"

Looking up to your boyfriend you questioned him with your eyes

"I don't really know what is going on right now and if don't want to talk about it ots alright, just know that I am here for you, always."

Slowly nodding your head, you looked at his starry eyes.

You remembered the first time you had seen him and how dreamy he looked. Fluffy hair and glasses on. Each time he looked at you it seemed like all the stars in the whole world were in his eyes.

Getting closer to him, you rested your head on his shoulder.

"They are not happy stuff"

Leaving a little laugh out of his lips, Tae Rae held your hand even tighter in his, reassuring you he did not mind.

"I'm feeling overwhelmed. Soon it will be the end, university, our youth, time is just going so fast and I feel like I can't stop it."

"It is not because university will be over that our youth will be, we are still young. We still have time. Plenty of time"

"It doesn't feel like it. Soon all of us, my friends, your friends, will go their own way, and what if we don't see them anymore ? What if the day we can finally see them we realise that they are not the people we used to know and we can't be friends anymore"

Shifting his position to look down at you, Tae Rae slowly circled with his thumb on your hand, trying to appease you.

"It is not because people go their own way that it means they are going to be separated. We can keep up with each other and see each other during our free time. Loving someone is accepting to let them go sometimes."

"But I don't want to let them go"

"Then hold onto them. Your bond with each of your friends is unique and I am sure they treasure it as much as you do. You cannot control tomorrow but you can control today, and truly enjoy every second you have with them. Maybe you will stay friends, maybe you will not, but the memories you made with them will stay. Only the happy memories will"

Feeling even sadder, you engulfed yourself even more in his arms. Why did growing up meant letting go? You knew all that, treasuring every moment, every laugh but a part of you was still scared for tomorrow.

"Besides you don't only have them. You have me. Kim Tae Rae. I will be by your side, for a very long time and I will keep you safe, I will keep you happy so when times get hard just hold onto me. Hold onto me and never let me go, because I know that I won't let you go"

Looking up at you boyfriend starry eyes you wondered if what he said was the truth. You wanted to believe it, to believe him.

In your hard time he had always been there and he would keep being there. You just had to have faith and hold onto him.

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