#i am Not Okay

[outivv]

FUCK I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT BOOTHILL WITH HIS LITTLE GIRL

Boothill who would always take her on little horseback rides to calm her down when nothing else worked. Bundling her up nicely, holding her with one arm, while holding his horse reins with the other, and going slow while taking calming paths that he knew were safe for his little girl to calm down.

Boothill who would always be caught slacking off, taking a little nap in the sun with his daughter and when one of his siblings or dads would find him, he’d just say “well, my little girl wanted to take a nap, so that’s what we did.” Always using the baby as an excuse.

Boothill who is a damn pro at handling babies. He had to a lot with his siblings, always seeming to see the house grow bigger, and always seeming to have one more mouth to feed when he was growing up, not that anyone minded, or that it was a problem, Boothill’s family was always welcoming. So, when finding his little girl out in the middle of nowhere, bawling her eyes out- Boothill immediately knew what to do, and how to take care of her properly.

Boothill who would always coo at his daughter when she got sleepy. He took her most places with him, especially hanging around the house with her- and she always got so sleepy from all the excitement of Boothill’s family who’s just as rowdy as he is. Playing with Boothill’s younger siblings, since she was just so little- and Boothill always kept such a close eye on her, making sure she was okay, but sometimes she’d just fall asleep sitting up.

Boothill who would play his daughter songs on his guitar, watching her little hands try and copy him by just hitting the thing, before he’d scoop her up into his arms and pepper kisses all over her face, saying how she’s a master musician already! Now he doesn’t pick up a guitar anymore. Only thinking of her little hands playing the instrument by hitting the strings, and he can’t listen to the harmonious chords the same anymore.

Boothill who now thinks of his daughter everywhere he goes. Sees her cute little face in every kid he sees, wishing she could grow up like them, and live a damn good life that he would give her.

Boothill who made a makeshift memorial for his daughter in the form of a locket he was gonna give her when she was older, but now Boothill carries it around with him in his pocket. It doesn’t have anything in it, but it’s the memory of why he has it in the first place that matters.

Boothill also has a small piece of fabric that he carries with him. It was from her blankie that was always with her, but now it’s all tattered and half burned off… so he keeps it nicely tucked away from anyone who may even think of touching it, and ruining it.

Boothill who will sometimes buy child toys, more just… because he wishes he would give it to his daughter. Instead he ends up giving it to some random kid, or returning it cause he feels bad.

Boothill who still sings lullabies that would put his daughter right to sleep when she was being fussy, or quite stubborn for a baby. He doesn’t really sleep, but when he wishes he could, wishes he could fall asleep in the sun one more time with his daughter on his chest, he sings, or hums one of her favorite lullabies to at least relax himself.

Boothill who misses his daughter’s laugh, her smile, her little waddles when she was barely learning to walk before she passed, and he even misses her cries. He just misses her.

#I am NOT OKAY #I am going to explode with papa Boothill ideas #HE MAKES ME SO SAD I LOVE HIM SO MUCH #my Boothill hyperfixation is going HARD rn omg #honkai boothill #honkai #honkai sr #honkai star rail boothill #boothill headcanons #boothill #boothill x reader #boothill x you #papa boothill #boothill x y/n

[keepofkandrakar]

me: oh, i'm fine!

my brain: claire has had at least AN awareness of morgana since "roaming fees may apply" when she turns around before entering trollmarket and looks around the canal and she's like "i thought i felt something" when she's asked if she's alright and then we pan to angor rot hiding on the bridge looking at them - keep in mind this is BEFORE team trollhunter knows of angor's existence - then when claire ends up getting the shadow staff from angor rot in the shadow realm it literally GLOWS IN HER HANDS AND YOINKS HER OUT OF THE SHADOW REALM LIKE IT BELONGED TO HER OR SOME SHIT????? AND THEN SHE MASTERS IT IN LIKE A WEEK??????? and let's not forget the infamous power portal she conjures in the season 2 finale bc i'm sorry but the power of friendship and sheer willpower alone could not have been what lets her survive that shit ton of magic. also: she's getting flashes of memories when morgana took over her to remove the protective sigils in early season 3??? when it's implied morgana has full control over her body when she's asleep???? and then girl full on expels the KEY TO CAMELOT'S DOWNFALL from her body in A SINGLE NIGHT (her friends bring her spirit back yes but still the power is hers) and reclaims the shadow staff with a GLYPH CIRCLE????? and in the final battle we get a solid ten seconds of claire and morgana ALONE in the SHADOW REALM and we have NO IDEA WHAT'S GOING DOWN IN THERE--

#claire nuñez #tales of arcadia #trollhunters #dreamworks #guillermo del toro #jim lake jr #toby domzalski #jlaire #trollhunters theory #claire nunez #claire nuñez theory #headcanons #trollhunters headcanon #tales of arcadia theory #blinky #aaarrrgghh #morgana #morgana le fay #wizards #dreamworks wizards #merlin #you don't understand #you don't get it #i had a whole fic addressing this #COINCIDENCE? I THINK NOT! #i am not okay #3below #angor rot #shadow magic #shadowdancer

[rrr333sstuff]

#mentally exhausted #alone with my thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #different life #in another life #somewhere this works #i miss you #i feel sick #i swear somewhere this works #im sad and tired #im tired #another world #quotes #words #sorry for being depressing #depressing shit #unrequited feelings #i'm so fucking tired #feelings #depressiv #sad thoughts #unreciprocated love #another life #unrequited love #everything everywhere all at once #i am not okay #personal vent #vent post

[peblezq]

Good Omens 2 was like reading a 100k fanfic in the middle of the night that you realize was left unfinished and last updated 5 years ago, and you are left alone with this earth-shattering cliffhanger

#i am not okay #this season is going to destroy me #i am obsessed #but so fucking distraught #neil gaiman #good omens #good omens 2

[hansoeii]

dear ed, I love everything about you.

#THE TEASER #I AM NOT OKAY #AHHHH #I was so nervous today that I had to draw something to calm my nerves #THEY'RE COMING BACK TO ME!! #i do not know why ed is wearing buttons shirt in that oen promo pic but i liek the vibe #ofmd #ofmd 2 #our flag means death #our flag emans death season 2 #ofmd fanart #ofmd s2 fanart #our flag means death fanart #stede bonnet #ed teach #gentlebeard #gentlebeard fanart #my art #digital art

[socra--tease]

The way Percy is going to go from “I chose her because I couldn’t imagine we’d ever be friends” to “the world was crumbling around me and the only thing that mattered was that she was alive” and choosing to fall into Tartarus for her, from “I don’t know what to think or who to trust” to trusting Annabeth to know where his Achilles spot is… oh I am FERAL rn

#pjo tv show #pjo tv show spoilers #percabeth #I am not okay #also I would die for Leah sava Jeffries NO QUESTIONS ASKED #it would be an honor #leah sava jeffries #walker scobell #percy jackson #annabeth chase

[captainsaltypear]

for legal reasons caine needs to give pomni her own marketable gummipoo plushie. as a treat.

#tadc #the amazing digital circus #tadc pomni #pomni #gummigoo #tadc gummigoo #gummy #I AM NOT OKAY #I AM SERIOUSLY NOT OKAY #THEY WERE SO SWEET TOGETHER #THIS IS THE CALMEST WE'VE SEEN POMNI #THE FIRST FRIEND SHE CAN PROPERLY RELATE TO #gummy didnt even get any lines when he came to the circus #he came #he got poofed #GONE #CAINE CMON #CMON MAN #POMNI YOU DESERVE BETTER #pear post #scheeze art #the first time i post in ages and im not well IM NOT WELL #Funnygummy

[raggeddypond]

Good Omens | 2.06 -"Every Day" | Crowley/Aziraphale Kiss

You idiot. We could have been...us. I...I forgive you.

#I AM NOT OKAY #I might never recover from this #everyday it's a getting closer #😭😭😭 #good omens #good omens 2 #aziraphale x crowley #ineffable husbands #i cant believe they did that #good omens 2 spoilers #crowley #aziraphale #aziracrow #david tennant #michael sheen #tvedit #mine #good omens season 2

[suchawrathfullamb]

okay but hannibal closing his eyes to find will's scent and when he recognizes it IMMEDIATELY vide cor meum starts playing is insane i'm insane he's insane we're all insane

btw this is the translation:

everyone go die in a corner pls

might as well add the scene bc yes. yes.

#i am not okay #nor will i ever be after this show #there is no peace #everyday is a struggle #hannigram #nbc hannibal #hannibal #will graham #hugh dancy #murder husbands #mads mikkelsen #hannibal lecter #Youtube

[milexa2000]

Me waiting for more Mike Schmidt fanfics to come like:

#five nights at freddy's #mike schmidt #mike schmidt x reader #fnaf #fnaf x reader #fnaf movie #five nights at Freddy’s movie #fnaf x you #mike schmidt x you #i am not okay #mike is so fine like- #the fnaf is so awesome

[mayasbishops]

THE LORD OF THE RINGS: THE RETURN OF THE KING (2003) dir. Peter Jackson

#the return of the king #1kplus #lotredit #filmgifs #userhella #userrainbow #userelio #usercats #mialook #useraish #userzaynab #underbetelgeuse #alielook #useralison #usertj #userraffa #userfanni #userteri #userairam #userpayton #treena.gif #doN'T LOOK AT ME #I'M FINE #I'M JUST HAVING A SPIRAL #I LITERALLY HAVEN'T STOPPED THINKING ABOUT THEM SINCE WATCHING #I AM NOT OKAY

[tapakah0]

#rewatching rottmnt and saw how little Mikey's paw again #I am not okay #tapadoodles

[bisexualchaosdemon]

Implying that Neil's immediate reaction to hearing that Jeremy is on the phone is to ask if Jean is okay?

#i am not okay #dont talk to me #tsc spoilers #the sunshine court #tsc #jean moreau #neil josten #kevin day #all for the game #aftg

[whimsicalsesquipedalian]

Y’all I’m literally never going to be okay about Simon and Betty.

Simon realising that their whole relationship he hadn’t been examining why Betty always followed him because he was too focused on his love for her and not what she really needed. Not what they both really needed.

The devastating parallel of Betty being so blindly in love with Simon that she willingly and unthinkingly always put him first. And Simon being so blindingly in love with Betty that he saw her being happy and so never thought to fucking question whether those were the right decisions to make. Enabling them every time because they were in love and that was what she wanted, right? She wanted to be with him. She loved him. She was happy. So why would he think it should be any different?

And Betty reassuring Simon that she made her own choices. That he didn’t hold her anywhere. That he never forced her to be with him, or put him first. That she made those decisions and that she didn’t have any regrets. But that they both had to let this go because as long as they were focused on each other neither of them were ever going to be able to have the life they needed.

That they had both been trapped for so long carving pieces of themselves out for other people. Betty in her blind devotion when it came to Simon. Simon in his belief that his crimes as the Ice King, and that all the ways he had let down Betty, meant the only purpose and worth he could have was in sacrificing himself for others.

That they both deserved self-possession and the ability to find autonomy and actualisation as individuals. That they deserved to make their own choices, the good and the bad, and just live without the blind devotion, and guilt, and sacrifice that was going to trap them in this loop forever.

That they meant everything to each other, but that now they needed to mean everything to themselves. That the only way forward was on different paths, but that they both deserved that. That they were able to show each other that they deserved that.

That Simon gets to live now.

I will never be okay about this show. Or these two.

#fionna and cake #fionna and cake spoilers #simon petrikov #betty grof #simon and betty #i am not okay #but I’m also fucking so happy that this is how the story ended for them #that they got to break the cycle and just fucking live for once #that there wasn’t a blame game or resentment or hatred #just an understanding that they loved each other #but that they way they both loved each other wasn’t what they needed #that letting go was the only way forward #but that they had no regrets #that the time they had was so fucking meaningful #but that it was time to move on #it was time to live

[seldompathic]

Too much fear in familiar blue eyes for his liking :((

#sonic the hedgehog #sth #sonic art #nine the fox #sonic prime spoilers #sonic prime season 3 spoilers #I AM NOT OKAY #Bro legit had a fucking panic attack for a second there :(( #He didn't know what to DO and that messed me up dude #seeing someone who looks WAY too much like his brother staring up at him with sheer terror HFISNDKWNFJ #FUCK I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS #this season was made for me tho >:)) My specialty is devastated expressions and this baby was FULL OF EM #sonic prime

[nicetoseesofttotouch]

Art by: l3earfat

#i am not okay #hotd #house of the dragon #rhaenyra targaryen #daemon targaryen #lucerys velaryon #ser harwin strong #harwin strong #rhaenyra and harwin #rhaenyra x harwin