#i have borderline personality disorder

[cosmererambles]

Sorry for radio silence

I've noticed the blog slowing down, notes wise, so less reason to post more frequently unless I'm feeling it.

Currently just working on my Kelsier essay. Had a fictional conversation with Brandon today while driving to work about asking him to include some people with a cluster-B personality disorder.

I feel us Cluster-Bs have a very raw deal with life. So many people think we're evil, horrible people because we have a disorder that involves manipulation and other toxic behaviors. Like yes. I can be toxic. Hell, I was incredibly toxic when I was younger. But now? I know what is the result of my borderline. I recognize it. I can stop it in its tracks, uno reverse, and hell, I've improved immensely. Same can be said for Narcisstic Personality Disorder, Histrionic and Anti-Social.

I think Brandon should include a morally GOOD character who suffers from one of these disorders, as a way to open the way for people to understand we're not bad people just because we have an incurable illness of the brain.

#yes #I have Borderline Personality Disorder #ramblings #cosmere #Sanderson

[bitchyprincessdisorder]

I am empathic, flexible, and good at making impulse decisions

#I have borderline personality disorder #living with bpd

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

i feel like a doll sitting on a shelf waiting until someone wants to play with me in order to feel alive again

#i don’t consider myself an extrovert #but god i have two friends and one is my roommate #bpd #actually bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd problems #actually borderline #bpd feels #bpd meme #bpd memes #paranoia #bpd rage

[ladycatashtrophe]

"Wow, you're so self-aware! It takes most people years of therapy and dedication to get to that point." Thanks, I constantly feel completely disconnected from my physical being and the material sensation of my body, brain, and spirit/soul is so overwhelming that I often have to see myself as an objective third-party instead of an integrated entity. Father son holy spirit and all that.

#yes I know that Unitarianism and Trinitarianism are different #let me be mentally ill #maladaptive daydreaming #immersive daydreaming #bpd #borderline personality disorder #adhd #just cptsd things #gothic literature #spirituality #new age spirituality #satanism #the satanic temple #dissociation #derealization #depersonalization #metal as fuck #i have a headache

[rosesandthorns44]

That chronic illness feeling where you don't want to die soon, but the idea of spending another 60 or so years in this body makes you want to scream.

#i don't know if i can take another 60 years of this #chronic illness #idiopathic hypersomnia #gastroparesis #ehlers danlos syndrome #bpd #chronic pain #borderline personality disorder #dysautonomia #p.o.t.s #i hate this #im just having a rough week with my mood #I'll bounce back #tired

[twoheadedfather]

one thing that i'll never understand is that when like autistic people mask they're not trying to deceive anyone and it's sad they've been forced to mask because of social pressures (obviously) but when people with personality disorders mask they're automatically trying to "manipulate" everyone around them so that they can "abuse" them and "trick" them ??? like what

#i have autism btw this isnt meant to be like an autism hate post #but it's just. like what is the difference #i feel bad for both of us. masking fucking sucks #neurodivergent #neurodivergence #personality disorders #narcissistic personality disorder #npd #borderline personality disorder #bpd #antisocial personality disorder #aspd #histrionic personality disorder #hpd #schizoid personality disorder #spd #paranoid personality disorder #ppd #schizotypal personality disorder #stpd #avoidant personality disorder #avpd #dependent personality disorder #dpd #obsessive compulsive personality disorder #ocpd #cluster b #cluster a #cluster c #cluster b safe

[0bianidalas]

Anakin Skywalker + Poster child of Borderline Personality Disorder

#anakinskywalkeredit #swedit #swgifs #anakin skywalker #tw: bpd #borderline personality disorder #gifshit #anakin has bpd i knoe because i have bpd and he's like me fr #listen. george lucas told me this himself

[purplebunny222]

haha what do u mean that’s not normal

#actually bpd #bpd memes #borderline personality problems #actually borderline #i hate having an fp but also hate not having one #borderline personality disorder #bpd mood #bpd fp

[bpdohwhatajoy]

People really underestimate my ability to fuck off when I feel like my presence isn’t wanted or valued

#ryan.txt #bpd #borderline personality disorder #I used to be awful at this #I’m getting better #wait till I’m at my full potential #to my ‘friend’ who started shit with me when I just cared about her well-being #who ignored me for an entire day #who pretty much only talks about herself #who I can’t even tell that she upsets me bc she always acts in a way that triggers the hell out of me #who can go awhile without talking to me #who after not even saying anything tried to hit me with the heyyyyy #who takes my presence and care for granted #yeah fuck you #and fuck you to my other ‘friend’ too #like don’t even get me started on these two I’m so fucking done #I hardly have any friends anymore and the two I’m closest to suck #good friend era when (it’s never happening for me)

[starspd]

you know. i wish more people were open about PDs. i wish more people joked about it and just popped it into a convo all casually. i wish it was accepted, i wish i could just mention it and then keep going without people never looking at me the same way again. i wish PDs were treated like how anxiety is. how, for the most part, i can casually mention it and people would laugh and relate, i wish all my disorders were treated like that

#i know we still have a long way to go with how anxiety is treated #but i notice significantly better responses to talking abt anxiety than my PD(s) #bpd #actually borderline #personality disorder #actually bpd #pd #personality disorders #mental health #mental illness #actually mentally ill #persodivergent

[cosmererambles]

Hi! Someone with ASPD here! Just wanted to say: having ASPD is not synonymous with being a villain! I can function as a nice, normal member of society, although it does take a lot of effort and therapy. Having a personality disorder is not a bad thing! It does not stop you from being a good person! And also psychopathy and sociopathy are different aspects of ASPD. Just wanted to let you know! <3 I'm always available if you wanted to talk more on this subject <3

Hi! I know. Check my other posts. I'm not at all trying to say that people with ASPD are bad people, moreover, I'm trying to refute Brandon's words, along with other people who are nasty towards him because of Brandon's 2013 WoB.

Because Kelsier does NOT have an ASPD, so Brandon labeling him a psychopath is wrong, regardless if it makes him a good or bad person.

I also have a personality disorder; I have BPD, and I'm labeled as a horrible person, and have been labeled, all my life. I'm beginning to believe them all.

#ramblings #I’ve already said I’m doing this to refute Brandon’s own words #not that aspd is synonymous with being evil #I have borderline personality disorder

[goodwillfidgetspinner]

something something odo solid arc

#odo ds9 #i was gonna make this an ‘odo core moodboard’ with just this and that #hi gongeous. let me guess. borderline personality disorder? #image #but that felt too lackluster #so have just. this bad boy #ds9

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

god i used to be so calm and cool and someone people looked to for comfort and now i’m this

#mourning my past self again #i miss when i didn’t have to keep myself on a leash all the time #bpd feels #bpd #actually borderline #actually bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd problems #bpd meme #bpd memes #paranoia #bpd rage

[n3r0ly-th3re]

“Are you seeing anyone on Valentine’s Day?”

Yeah, a therapist.

#that’s not even a joke I literally have an appointment with her on 14th of February #bpd #actually borderline #borderline pd #borderline personality disorder #bpd mood #bpd shit #bpd stuff #bpd feels #mental illness

[twoheadedfather]

list of symptoms for personality disorders (many disorders in general) are the absolute worst because, since PDs are so stigmatized, they're almost always like

signs you have x personality disorder😊 :

you are satan himself

you have killed 23 people

god doesn't love you

#i show a lot of symptoms / suspect i have NPD and/or AvPD #but every time i go to recheck the symptoms to reevaluate with myself the list is always like this #why do mental health professionals hate mentally ill people so bad like #personality disorders #mental illness #mentally ill #childhood trauma #trauma #cluster a #cluster b #cluster c #npd #narcissistic personality disorder #avpd #avoidant personality disorder #aspd #antisocial personality disorder #bpd #borderline personality disorder #hpd #histrionic personality disorder #while trying to read the symptoms of npd i got so upset and almost had a panic attack because i'm so adverse to criticism and each point... #...was so meticulously worded to make it seem like people with NPD were doing bad things on purpose and that they were inherently evil #like i'm only SUSPECTING i have NPD but i took each of those points as a personal attack #i'm joining the war against npd on the side of npd /ref

[elialys]

"I'm fascinated with people's comments about Helen, too. Everyone talks about, 'Oh, she's dramatic, she's a mess, she's this,' and I'm like, 'Naaah'. There's a little bit more going on, but it's the 80s, so no one's gonna talk about that either. No one's gonna help, no one's gonna protect, no one's gonna save." Anna Torv [x]

THE NEWSREADER | 1.02 "Once in a Lifetime"

#Anna Torv #Helen Norville #The Newsreader #anxiety #anxiety disorder #actually convinced she's got borderline personality disorder tbh #i have been obsessed with helen & her anxiety in this episode from the moment i first watched it #so you get a giant ass gifset from me aren't you lucky #as someone who deals with anxiety this is just captivating #i feel seen but also it hurts my soul #anna is just???? #incredible #do i need to mention this looks much better on desktop than mobile again? #1.02 Once in a Lifetime #gifs* #mine