#I’m getting better

[bpdohwhatajoy]

People really underestimate my ability to fuck off when I feel like my presence isn’t wanted or valued

#ryan.txt #bpd #borderline personality disorder #I used to be awful at this #I’m getting better #wait till I’m at my full potential #to my ‘friend’ who started shit with me when I just cared about her well-being #who ignored me for an entire day #who pretty much only talks about herself #who I can’t even tell that she upsets me bc she always acts in a way that triggers the hell out of me #who can go awhile without talking to me #who after not even saying anything tried to hit me with the heyyyyy #who takes my presence and care for granted #yeah fuck you #and fuck you to my other ‘friend’ too #like don’t even get me started on these two I’m so fucking done #I hardly have any friends anymore and the two I’m closest to suck #good friend era when (it’s never happening for me)

[a-small-writer-in-a-big-world]

I also have to tell myself there’s not time limit there’s no deadline for writing things on here. I always feel like there is one so I stress myself out and make myself procrastinate there’s no need it’ll be okay

#I say this like every month #I know y’all are tired of it #I jsut seem to forget #I’m getting better #im feeling clarity right now too

[baconcolacan]

Wait whut- WHY TF IS EVERYONE SICK AND DAN YOU- my baby! Oh fuck

*Holds you like a victorian sick child*

Nooooooo you be okay- just hold on a minute. Eat some chicken soup idk man

Post-covid got that surprise unrelated disease bundle pack drop

#asks #anonymous #HRJAJSD DW ABT ME #I’m getting better #I’m even going for a check up this week #just to make sure I dont fall over and expire

[moonysfavoritetoast]

when i get home imma do quads 😁

#evan’s rambles #i’m getting better #and i found a spot that nobody will find me unless they are physically looking so yaya

[hope286]

I know I haven’t made a real post for like a month. I’m so sorry that I haven’t. I’ve been at school and my mental health has been bad. I am getting better I’ve been going to therapy for like a year and it’s really helped me but seeing my friends at school has made me feel bad about myself. I did finally tell them how they made me feel and it’s gotten better. I now feel better and I’m starting to like someone that has been there for me even though she’s only known me for like a year. I think she might like me back. But I just wanted to tell you what been going on if you have been wondering. I also wanted to tell y’all how grateful I am for y’all and it brings me joy when I see my notifications from y’all and I hope that I can also bring y’all joy like y’all have done for me.🫶

#school #mental health #therapy #friends #I like someone #i love u all #i’m getting better

[spnfic85]

I am so sorry I have not updated my fics! The holiday season blew up in my face and my kids have been keeping me busy.

The eldest also has damaged my keyboard a bit and it spaces every time you click the “C” 🤦🏽‍♀️

As penance, I provide my followers with the smollest blep:

#i’m a mess #plus sized reader #reader insert #fanfiction #my cat had kittens and now my life is tiny BEBBIS #kitten #update #hot mess writer #like jfc #i’m getting better

[mikeyisbrooklyn]

“Growing up a queer youth in the south or just deeply religious like I was, you don’t ever imagine you’re going to be someone’s glorious treasure that they’ll search for and pursue to the ends of the earth. You know you’ll never be someone’s invaluable, precious jewel. At most, you’ll be their stained, third favorite hoodie that they haven’t thrown out yet. Not worth much, not even worn often. Just there until they forget about you or toss you out or give you to someone else in some self-aggrandizing act of “charity”.

It’s cruel. It’s demeaning. It’s excruciatingly painful. But it’s the best you think you’re ever gonna get. And you’re gonna take what you can get.”

It’s not poetry or songwriting but it’s a thought that occurred to me when I wondered why I let myself get mistreated by the people I have let get away with murder in the past.

#my stuff #spoken thoughts #queer #lgbtq #queer love #queer pain #it’s okay #i’m getting better

[currently-becoming-potatoes]

#vent art #digital art #inspiration #greyscale #artists on tumblr #i’m getting better #thoughts #emotions

[someuncreativity]

Read on for bit of a vent/update from me.

I don’t know if any of you know this- you probably do, but just to be safe- but I’m a really big critic of myself. I definitely chock it up as “haha, self-esteem say bye bye”, but it’s actually a really serious issue that prevents me from living my life to the fullest.

But hey, you never get better if you don’t push yourself, so you know what? That’s what I’m doing- I’m actually starting to take care of myself. I’ll be drawing a bit of this metaphorical road to self-love for you all to see, but I won’t be following a schedule or anything.

Speaking of schedules, for the two people wondering where Pokémon: Past and Future went, it’s not going anywhere. I have a story figured out, I have lore, I have designs, I just… can’t draw the comics for some reason? I don’t know, ask my hands. Anyway, it’ll be uploaded eventually. I might just write a novel, but oh well, we’ll see what happens.

Anyways, just for context: my skin is dry as hell and somehow also breaks out like crazy, so I’ve definitely been trying to do something about that recently. My skincare routine isn’t crazy or anything like that, but hey, you gotta start somewhere.

K bye xo

#just girly things #my mind is weird #art #my mind is all over the place #artwork #digital art #oc art #entering my villain era #please help #weird shit #self care #drawing #demon oc #you deserve love #you deserve the world #remember to drink water #treat yourself #cw vent #skincare #i’m getting better #update #blog #life update #real life #announcement #don’t get your hopes up #I still haven’t finished drawing the comic #like i have ideas #but like #i can’t draw

[yourofficialdarlingx]

“never wanted to dance with nobody but you wouldn’t take no for an answer you fuckin’ bitch.”

-Mindless Self Indulgence, Never Wanted To Dance

nah that part kinda touches on my trauma JDHXUHSHASHHDD

#not as bad as it sounds #still traumatized tho #i probably need help #jk i have therapy #i’m getting better #thanks to you <3 #tw trauma #tw sad thoughts #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #music

[stardewgay]

oh no i’m realizing i like shane because he reminds me of……me

#mm maybe tmi for some random sdv sideblog #but i used to be in a dark place #i’m getting better #but i’m most definitely the grump in my marriage #and felt like no one could ever love me #until my wife came along #i’m just…lesbian shane #recovered lesbian shane

[fireladybuckley]

Got my second Covid booster and it was a breeze. Now I can protect me and my girl <3

#and to think I used to be terrified of needles #I’m getting better #:) #personal #Covid #got the bivalent one #so protected against omicron as well as the original

[farmersmarketgirl]

desperate for community, starved for touch

drawing small conclusions each night before bed

about how I was loved and how I gave love and how it was devoured without second thought

separating my life from his one strand at a time slicing up tender folds of memories so they’re easier to swallow

throatsick and eyetired

#just a stream of consciousness before I go to sleep #I’m getting better

[house-of-slayterr]

It’s so satisfying to watch as you actively get better at something. Like the progress I’ve made and the tricks I’ve learned about photo editing in the last 24 hours is astounding. Once I learn how to use photoshop I will be able to create unspeakable horrors! 😈

#I’m excited #I’m learning #I’m getting better #photo editing #new hobby #I’m having so much fun #this is addicting

[unluckiestclover]

this is the first breakdown I’ve ever had where even distressed brain is like ‘I want better’ instead of ‘I wanna kms’

#I’m getting better #lilly talks

[kotorinz]

LOOK AT ME

#i’m getting better #at this