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random-mha-thoughts · 3 years

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Kiss of Death pt 2 (Todoroki x Reader)

Pairing: Todoroki x Reader

Genre: Angst

Summary: If the Angel of Death came upon you but you had half an hour, what would you do?

Part 1.

BGM: Ateez “Inception” slowed + reverb (Insomnio on YT)

Word count: 1,284

Warnings: Character death and bodies

Tags: @rintomoj @yuki-osaki @yamichxn @lonelyfangirl453 @cyanide9602 @liviitehe @bigkoalafications

a/n: Feels good to be back to writing here~ As promised, this sequel part is the day after the first part. Am I sorry for my first post after hiatus being angst? Not really, whoops 😉. Enjoy suffering~

Todoroki didn't know what kind of dream that was; it was too realistic for him to categorize it with his other dreams. He even began to doubt that it even was just a figment of his imagination. Normally, the images in his head would be too abstract and scattered to remember all the details; although still spotty and scattered, the images his mind had conjured up were too defined than anything he'd experienced before. Even the kiss felt irresistibly real, and he wondered how his inexperienced mind conjured such a sweet taste. In a way, he was disappointed that his mind dangled such an opportunity over his head teasingly.

"I have feelings for you.”

As Todoroki opened his refrigerator to look for some breakfast, he frowned to himself. The images held a strangely incomplete weight to it, something he can't put his finger on. The entire scenario seemed like call to action in disguise for some unknown reason. Perhaps this was his sign that he should seize the opportunity, take matters into his own hands, make his dream a reality. The powers at be were giving him the green light; this was some divine signal that his confession would be reciprocated and he has nothing to fear.

His heart skipped a beat and his cheeks rushed with heat at the thought of his reality aligning with his inner fantasy, the memory of your soft lips ghosting over his. It seemed too good to be true, but still somehow within his reach.

Fueled by this affirmative omen, he decided to pay you a visit after breakfast for a coffee date.

Todoroki pulled his scarf slightly looser as he entered your apartment building, his body temperature suddenly warmer. Numerous times on the walk over did he have to remind himself of why he was here, the light that was mostly likely waiting for him at the end. Picturing your smiling face and how precious you would be standing with him kept his feet moving. If he didn't take advantage of this sudden flash of confidence today, he couldn't be confident that it would strike him again.

He called the elevator and took another calming breath. The doors opened almost immediately and he stepped in. In a daze, Todoroki pushed the button to your floor, his mind palace painting lovely images of you two going on casual dates strolling through the park, having fun at amusement parks, and cuddling under the stars. He almost missed the desperate call of someone rushing towards him.

"Hold the door!"

He snapped out of his daze and pushed the open button right before the steel doors shut. The breathless figure stumbled in, heaving for breath. "Thank you- Oh, Todoroki." The figure straightened up.

Todoroki bowed his head briefly in greeting. "Good morning." He recognized them as your close friend whom you talked fondly about often.

Their eyes flickered to the button for your floor that's already illuminated as the doors shut. "Here to see (Y/n)?" they asked cheerily.

"Yes, just to visit," he responded vaguely. "I haven't seen them in a while, I thought I would drop by."

"I'm sure they would appreciate that," the shorter friend smiled. "Especially since they need help cleaning today, they would love the extra set of hands." They checked their phone. "I wonder what suddenly got into them that they decided to message me at almost 3 last night."

"Yeah, I came at 3 am to confess to you, I’m sorry.”

His clock in his dream and your words flashed through his mind and he cocked an eyebrow to himself before shrugging it off as a strange coincidence. In regard to your friend's words, he decided to rework his plan. He didn't mind helping you clean your place. It would make his request to take you out to coffee afterwards more natural as a job well done for cleaning.

The elevator opened on your floor. "They must be sleeping still, they didn't answer my text." The two of them approached your door and the friend knocked. "(Y/n)! Wakey wakey! Your cleaning crew has arrived!" Without waiting for an answer, they lifted the doormat to retrieve the spare key hiding under it, unlocking the door and bursting in.

As they announced their arrival, Todoroki closed the door behind him and removed his shoes and quietly took in your home. He smiled to himself because the atmosphere and decorations remind him of you.

"(Y/n), come on! Get up!" Your friend quickly slipped off their shoes and coat, messily throwing them onto your couch before dashing straight to your room.

Todoroki hung back instead, opting to stroll around your living room instead. It's not his first time here, but he didn't think you were close enough to enter your room so brazenly; he respected your privacy. He occupied himself with rehearsing how he would confess his feelings to you. He wanted to make it as earnest but smooth as possible. Should he take your hand when he's done? Should you be walking around or remain inside the coffee shop when he says his piece? There were so many options, but he wanted to make that moment as perfect as possible because you deserved nothing less.

"Todoroki! Come over here!"

The alarm in your friend's voice prompted him into action. All his thoughts scattered into incoherent fear. What in the world could've happened? He didn't know.

Todoroki burst into the room and wildly surveyed the scene. Your friend stood frozen over your bed where you lay, but something seemed off. Why would you be sleeping over your sheets and blanket?

"I-I came to wake them up, they didn't respond to me calling them- When I went to shake them, they-they-" They stepped back before knocking into the desk.

Todoroki's mind raced with a thousand thoughts, none of them pleasant. A shaky hand hesitantly grazed the crook of your neck and his breath stalled.

You were cold.

He drew his hand back, refusing to believe any of this. His world suddenly spun on its head. How could you be-?

The rest of his dream echoed in his mind.

"I have to tell you something It can’t wait until morning.”

"I didn’t want to leave without finally saying this to you."

He stumbled back a few steps as he remembered you suddenly vaulting off his balcony.

Your friend sank to the floor, clutching a paper and envelope, body wracked with a sudden onset of sobs as they cried your name. "(Y/n)! T-They're gone!"

The pieces finally click together, Todoroki's body grows cold. Last night was no dream, it was your final goodbye to him.

That was your goodbye kiss to him.

It was his turn to fall to the floor, shudders wracking his body as his throat threatened to close because of the sobs welling up inside him. The sweet kiss he savored only a minute before suddenly tasted bitter, the future he'd built up for you two ripped away from him. Todoroki fell apart to the feeling of guilt, regret, anger, misery, distress, and so many other ineffable emotions. Various self-loathing what-if's and if-only's consumed him.

Todoroki couldn't bear to see your face; even if he wanted to, his body shuddered too much to move and his tears blinded him. His heartbeat nearly deafened him as your friend read your note aloud as their voice broke and wailed. He felt cheated by fate. He refused to believe this was when you were meant to depart, not when he'd experienced just a few seconds of the bliss of you two being together, regretting that he hadn't acted on his feelings sooner and stupidly believed he was sleeping during your final moment together.

Never again would he indulge in your cheerful expressions, your endearing mannerisms, your sweet voice. You now only lived in his memories and in his dreams, as you'd never live in his reality anymore.

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every1studio · 3 years

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true feelings series: “last christmas” [ateez: wooyoung]

genre: angst + fluff (WARNING: mentions of terminal illness]

ficstyle: bulletpoints + series [HONGJOONG] [YUNHO] [SEONGHWA] [WOOYOUNG]

prompt: you didn’t want to tell wooyoung about your illness, so you wanted to give him one last happy memory of you two together

note: intentional lowercases / SORRY I AM NOT GOING TO WRITE FOR REQUESTS ANYMORE, I HOPE THAT YOU CAN UNDERSTAND AND THAT YOU WILL STILL READ MY WORKS WHEN I GET OUT OF THIS DEPRESSING WRITER’S BLOCK

you smiled from the couch you were bundled up on as you watched wooyoung laced the lights around the trees

“wooyoung, why don’t you take a break? I made you hot cocoa..”

he immediately drops everything and dashes over to cuddle with you

“what would I do without you?” he asks as he nuzzles his face in the crook of your neck

you were smiling but you were hurting inside

the real question is what would you do without wooyoung?

you met him one year ago on christmas eve

you were walking out the hospital, you had just got word that you had only one year and a couple months left to live

you tried not to look so sad but the tears just wouldn’t stop

an adorable penguin mascot jumped in front of you and started to dance

you couldn’t help but laugh at the sudden performance

“there you go, you shouldn’t be so sad on christmas eve!”

you nodded as you tried to wipe your tears away

“hold on one second, I gotta be return this suit and I’ll meet you back here in a few, okay?”

you could trust this person, right?

nothing bad would happen to you since you were in the middle of the hospital plaza so you nodded once more and waited for the anonymous mascot wearer

“hey!”

you turned to see a handsome young guy jogging towards you, “I’m off work now.. you seem a little better..”

surely he was mistaking you for someone else, “um I think you’ve got the wrong person..”

he started dancing similarly to the penguin mascot, “remember me now?”

you chuckled out soft white puffs of clouds

“yeah..”

“I didn’t think that you were gonna wait for me.. you know, I’m a stranger after all..” the guy ruffled the hair on the back of his head

he seemed shy all of a sudden

“well.. what do you want with me?” you didn’t mean to sound so curt but your mind was running through places that would only happen in movies

“um.. I noticed you walking into the hospital and you know.. I’m out here dancing for 5 hours in this penguin suit so I saw you walking back out... and I saw you crying..”

“there are so many people walking in and out of the hospital... how did you even notice me?”

“who wouldn’t notice someone as beautiful as you?”

you turned down at your hands to hide your blushing face

you would blame the cold weather for your redden face if he asked

“is everything alright?” the guy bent down to try to catch your eyes

“I.. um.. I visited someone very close to me here at the hospital.. and there was some bad news.. and I don’t have much time with them..”

you blurted out a lie but there’s no harm in lying to a stranger, you thought

“how much time do they have left?” the guy made himself comfortable next to you; not too close, not too far

“a little over a year...”

“well you should make the time you have left with them worth remembering.. memories are everything.. now~”

he got up from his seat and held his hand out

“let’s go bring that frown upside down!”

you were reluctant to take his hand, “I don’t even know you..”

“but would you like to? I would like to get to know you.. if you gave me the chance..”

maybe you should give him a chance, you should be spontaneous and spend your time doing the things you’ve always wanted to do

“I don’t see why not,” you smiled as you took his hand

he wrapped your arm to link it into his, “i’m wooyoung.. sorry for the late introduction, princess”

“and i’m y/n...”

you spend a magical night with him

and after that night, you spent that week with him

and after that week, you spent that month with him

and that month became months

and now here we are, a full circle back to this night

christmas eve

and wooyoung still didn’t know about your illness

you hid it as much as you could

you built lies upon lies until it was so thick that you couldn’t shoulder the burden anymore

but you had to

for wooyoung

“remember the day we met for the first time?” wooyoung asked after taking a sip of his hot cocoa

you ran your fingers through his hair

“of course I do.. you were my knight in shining penguin suit..” you smiled trying to suppress a cough

“I was the handsomest penguin but hey, I got you something! hold on one sec, kay?”

wooyoung dashed upstairs

you took that time to cough into your handkerchief; blood stained it

you quickly shoved it into your pocket when you heard him coming back

“heard you coughing, are you okay?”

“yeah, I just choked on some hot cocoa..”

“just making sure you’re okay.. I don’t know about you but I want to you to open your present right now instead of tomorrow morning..”

you’re gonna miss his impatience

“sure, whatever you want..”

wooyoung gently placed the beautifully wrapped gift on your lap

you’re gonna miss his attention to detail

he was always into arts and crafts

you took your time to open it

you wanted to savor every moment you had with him

tears started to form, threatening to spill from your eyes

“I thought you’d like it..” wooyoung smiled widely and he couldn’t stop smiling

it was a fairly large snow globe; inside were you and wooyoung building a snowman version of the exact replica of the penguin mascot wooyoung wore when you first met him

there were other small details and objects that were either the inside jokes that you two shared and your favorite things

(the song that played was a music box version of your favorite song aurora by ateez)

“I absolutely love it..” you were speechless and those were the only other words other than “thank you” and “I love you”

wooyoung pulled you into a side hug and kissed your head, “merry christmas, princess”

“merry christmas, wooyoung..”

“now, where’s my gift,” he burst out into aegyo which caused you to cringe

“you can open it tomorrow~”

“what?! you know I can’t wait that long..”

you held both of his hands and placed them on your cheeks, “please?”

wooyoung rolled his eyes and pulled you close so that your face was hidden in the crook of his neck, “sure, sure, I guess..”

wooyoung loved the holidays; he wanted to be in charge of everything from cooking to decorations

so when he was cooking, you took this time to relieve yourself from a year worth of burden into a letter

you placed the letter in between the ribbon that held the present you got him together

after dinner, you and wooyoung cozied up next to the christmas tree as you two watched the snow fall layers upon layers

you pretended that everything was okay up until wooyoung brought up a sensitive subject, “so how’s your cousin doing? are you going to see them this christmas? since it’s their last?”

he was drawing circles on the small of your back as you tried to slow your heartbeat down

you bit the inside of your cheeks before answering, “no.. they’re.. spending their last christmas in paris... “

“christmas in paris.. that sounds like something on my bucketlist..” you felt wooyoung’s smile through his words

“that does sound amazing..”

“we should do it!”

your heart felt like someone wrung it like a towel, “what, christmas in paris?”

wooyoung nodded as his head shifted into the sofa; he was falling asleep

“I would love to go to paris for christmas with you..” you murmured

“I’d love to spend the rest of my life with you.. but I can’t..” you whispered even more quietly

you waited until you could hear him snore before you slipped away from his grasp

you kissed him one last time, trying to hold your tears back and trying to keep as quiet as you could

you had your go bag in your car; you decided to fly off to a quiet medical facility where you could spend the last few months that you had without worrying anyone

and hopefully the doctors can learn something from your illness so that no one else can go through the pain that you experienced

that night, wooyoung had a dream

you two were in paris for christmas

you two indulged yourselves in good cuisine

shopped like nobodies business

those moments flashed by like fairy lights

in the dream, wooyoung turned your face from looking up at the eiffle tower and took a breath

“y/n, you are everything I could ever ask for in a partner in crime.. everything you do, everything from your head to your toes.. makes me just want to ask you one question..”

he bent down on one knee; he didn’t care that his knees were getting cold and wet from the snow

“y/n.. will you marry me?”

you clasped your hands as your eyes glistened as the lights reflected off of them

“wooyoung.. I would love to.. I’d love to spend of the rest of my life with you... but I can’t...”

wooyoung felt himself falling; the abyss swallowing him and he could feel it in his stomach

the hardwood floor woke him up, he had fallen off of the couch

and he found himself all by himself

he looked over at the table that you placed the snow globe and it was gone

he frantically looked for you

the anxiety was eating himself alive

he found a post-it note on the christmas tree

“open your present without me!!”

maybe you had went out to get some fresh coffee, he saw the post-it note as a good sign that you would be back

wooyoung sat there and opened the gift you wrapped for him

the letter fell out and his hands shook as he reached for it

“wooyoung, my knight in shining armor. there was nothing that I could ask more than to ask for your forgiveness and this is why.

december 24th of last year, I went into the hospital hoping for good news that they had treatment for me and my condition. I wanted to grab onto any hope that I could. I didn’t want my illness to define who I was. but when my doctor told me of my limited time left on this earth, I couldn’t help but let go of all hope. there was no cousin who went to paris for christmas. that person with limited time for memories was me.

I left the hospital planning to coop myself up in my apartment until my expiry date. until I met you. day 1, you were just a stranger who I didn’t see the use in telling the truth to. but within a couple of weeks, you became someone I didn’t want to ever lose. I wanted to create as many memorable moments with you as I can, so that when I leave this earth, I only have good moments to hold onto.

I want you to continue making memorable moments without me. I know I’m being selfish and I know this isn’t fair to you.. but this was the best way for us to part.. someday, I’ll just be a memory to you. thank you for the best 365 days anyone could ever ask for. and I hope that you meet someone that will replace me. thank you for giving me the chance to meet you.

i’ll always love you, wooyoung. yours truly, y/n”

wooyoung couldn’t breathe

he wanted to look for you but he didn’t know where to start

he didn’t even know how to feel

should he be mad at you?

was it wrong to still be in love with you?

was it even possible to love someone else more than you?

he almost forgot the gift that you got for him

with trembling fingers, he opened the present

it was tablet; inside the tablet there was only one app

instagram; he opened it

you created a private account to post every moment that you had spent with each other

there was snippets of videos and photos; it was like a modern-day scrapbook

he looked at the most recent photo that was posted last night, it was a series of pictures of you and wooyoung cuddling beside the christmas tree

it was where you shared your last conversation

that was the moment wooyoung made himself a promise to you and he was certain that he would fulfill it in your name

a whole year passed by

you were probably already gone by that point; but wooyoung didn’t want to believe that

he could still feel that you were out there, looking up at the same snowy skies as him

wooyoung was spending christmas in paris by himself; physically, but spiritually he was in paris with you

“did you miss me?”

wooyoung has been hearing your voice every since you left him but this one felt closer and clearer

he’s always turned around and you were never there

wooyoung knew that there was 1 in a million chance that you were going to be right there, smiling at him

but he would turn around every single time

he thought he was seeing things

he thought that he was getting delusional

“y/n?”

“I know I should’ve said somethi-”

wooyoung didn’t let you finish your sentence

he ran into you and hugged you so hard

scared that if he let go, you would disappear again

“don’t you have questions for me?” your muffles were drowned out by his puffer jacket

“I do, but right now, I don’t want to let you go.. and right now, I only have one question for you..”

wooyoung gets on one knee, ignoring how quickly his knee felt frozen

he kept a tight hold of your left hand

“I love you and I always will.. there’s no one out there for me but you..y/n, you are everything I could ever ask for in a partner in crime.. everything you do, everything from your head to your toes.. makes me just want to ask you one question.. will you marry me? I’ll get a ring for you, I promise- ” ”

wooyoung kept on rambling on and on; probably from shock and adrenaline

you thought he was mad at you all this time

you thought he forgot and moved on without you

you thought there was a 1 in a million chance that he was going to be in paris for christmas

but you were going to take it

if there was a miracle that cured you from your illness, then maybe there’s another room in your life for a miracle

wooyoung’s eyes lit up when you nodded with joyous tears running down your face

wooyoung pulls you close and kisses you

“don’t ever leave me again..y/n, please..” he whispers between kisses

“I promise..” you smiled

you’re so thankful that you have many more christmas’s to spend with your knight in shining penguin suit

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kachulein · 3 years

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✧･ﾟ:*Fave Groups Tag!✧･ﾟ:*

I thought it would be cool to make a tag in which we all share something unique that connects us to our favourite group(s) that we don't (or not yet) have with another/other groups. Idk how to explain it but I promise it will make more sense after reading my examples. :')

Okay so, I decided to use Ateez, Enhypen, Stray Kids, The Boyz and TXT for this tag.

Ateez: A unique thing that connects me with Ateez is that I've been to a concert of theirs before. It was my first (and so far only) Kpop concert I've ever been to, and I've also had VIP tickets, so I could meet them during the Hi-Touch event. It's just so crazy to look back on it and realize I've actually experienced that and I actually go to meet the members. It still feels unreal, especially when I watch them through the screen nowadays and see how far they've come and how much they've grown. It was truly unforgettable and I still have a really cute memory with San and an intense one with Wooyoung lmaooo!! :') 💗

Enhypen: They're not the only group that I knew of before they debuted (I also knew about TXT and Stray Kids predebut, I can't remember for Ateez but I know that it wasn't the case for The Boyz, I only found out about them when "Boy" dropped) but what's unique with Enha is, that I've "created content" for them predebut and I've never ever done that for another group before. It was back in October(?) of last year, that I got an ask on @dreamyaqua to do a chart analysis for Heeseung and I was like "oh, I actually don't follow Enhypen and I haven't watched I-Land" but decided to give it a shot anyway. I thought it would be interesting to see if my astrology knowledge was good enough already to analyse someone I'm completely unfamiliar with and so I took that as a challenge. The responses I got from this post were so so sweet and definitely gave me a confidence boost! And also, I would've never thought that half a year later, my bestie would get me into Enhypen and that I'd count them to my fave groups now.😂💗

Stray Kids: Okay so, I don't think I've ever done either of these two things for another group so far... I haven't been a "proper stan" until July/August 2018 but back when Hellevator dropped, I got this song recommended to me on youtube and I loved it so much that I've kept up with SKZ's music as much as I've never kept up with the music of a group I don't stan. And also, there was once a time in which I stayed up until 6am, just so I could watch Stray Kids live on After School Club together with my friend. We were both so hyper due to a lack of sleep and it was just such a fun and memorable experience.💗 And a third thing is that I actually bought some of SKZ's Japanese releases which I've never bought from another group so far.🤔

The Boyz: Well...this is actually less of an experience with the whole group and rather just an experience with Kevin. In March of last year Kevin went live on the V app and I was watching his live (duh) and when he was answering some questions, I also wrote a comment and asked him something AND HE SAW IT AND REPLIED and I freaked out because that's never happened to me before. So yeah, that was one of those moments that made me incredibly happy and I'll never ever forget it.🤧💗 There's actually a second unique thing I could mention here but this is one that makes me incredibly sad lmao. So lo and behold, The Boyz is the only fave group of mine I don't own any albums of yet??? And I'm very adamant on changing that. But I tend to want to always buy a group's whole discography and since I don't have the money for all of that, I've shied away from ordering albums for them for the past year. Why am I like this- 🤚🏻😭

TXT: This is less of an actual experience... but, in my 5.5 years of being into Kpop, I've only once bought a Season's Greetings so far, and it was TXT's Season's Greetings for 2021💗 (I've just changed the calendar from September to October and that's what gave me the idea for this tag). A second unique thing is that for the first (and so far only) time, I entered a fansign raffle, it was for TXT. I wasn't selected which was to expect since I only bought 3 albums (all 3 versions of the Blue Hour album) but it's fine^^ (I might try again but this time with Enhypen, since I've already preordered the Dimension: Dilemma set from weverse shop,,, but I'm scared lmao). A third thing I could mention here is that I actually have a weverse magazine for TXT with an interview with each member in it! It's beautiful, the pictures are ethereal, and I will definitely use it to improve my Korean!! (ง'̀-'́)ง💗

of course, you don't have to do this if you think this is a dumb idea assfghdkdkl but I'm tagging: @marculees @interstellix @http-peachie @oddlittlefandomist @gyudenial and anyone else who'd like to do it~🥺💗

#tag #kpop tag #fave groups tag #enhypen #stray kids #ateez #the boyz #tomorrow x together

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writingbeary · 3 years

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Interview

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It was almost just five in the morning when Minyoung was shaken awake by their manager. She has always been bad at waking up early by herself so she always had to ask someone to wake her up to make sure she does leave the bed. Just waking up from sleeping isn't the problem but she tends to lie down and stare at nothing while time passes.

Minyoung rubbed her eyes and stretched for a bit before heading to the bathroom to freshen up and get ready for the day. She put on a comfortable pair of jeans, cardigan shirt, and topping her outfit off with earrings and some light makeup. She didn't want to look over the top but she also wanted to look good enough as she's carrying the name of their group, ATEEZ. Her role wasn't exactly major one but it is still pretty important to the story that it fueled her desire to do even better at it and hopefully help spread her group's name. They may have found fame through their international fans but they were still fairly unknown with the Korean public and being on different shows would certainly provide the opportunity for them to get their name out there.

She got this job thanks to IU who after seeing her performance in Sky Castle thought she would do well in another role. It was an unexpected offer which is why Minyoung contemplated a lot and consulted with her members about it. The members were all very supportive about it but out of everyone, Wooyoung was the one who really pushed her to take the job saying “There’s nothing to lose if you take it but a lot to miss if you don’t.” He made it sound so simple when he put it like that which helped her made up her mind.

She arrived at the broadcast station, greeting the staff and the cast as they take their assigned seats for the table reading. Her role was of a rich and arrogant student that later gets to see ghosts after being a spirit possessing another’s body. She looked around in a mix of excitement and nervousness at being surrounded by top and experienced actors. She took a deep breath hoping to calm herself down when she met eyes with P.O, who was not only her partner in the story but also a senior in her company. She bowed slightly greeting him when he grinned sitting beside her.

“Make yourself comfortable. It’s just the first reading so there’ll still be changes and it’s the first time we’re all meeting too. If you feel nervous, you won’t be able to do as well as you wanted to.” P.O tried reassuring her as he placed his script on the table.

“Ah. I’ll try to do that. Thank you sunbaenim.” Minyoung still a bit tense but better than before answered, bowing again in appreciation

Laughing, P.O turned to face her slightly “Jiho-hyung told me to make sure you’re having fun but if you’re this tense, I won’t know what to tell him. You don’t have to be so formal with me, it’s easier to get into our roles if we’re comfortable with each other.”

“Yes-..I mean okay.” P.O chuckled at her reaction. Their conversation was interupted when the Director started the session, introducing himself and thanking everyone who accepted the role. He then asked everyone to introduce themselves one by one.

Minyoung tried remembering everyone’s names and roles to the best of her ability. When the time to introduce herself came, she smiled and stood up, bowing slightly “Hello everyone. I’m from a rookie idol group called ATEEZ and my name is Park Minyoung. A pleasure to work with you all!” The other cast smiled back at her, a bit amused by her energy for her introduction .

Before wrapping up the session for the day, the cast were interviewed with questions ranging from their roles, first impressions with other actors, and other simple questions.

[Introduce yourself and a bit of your character.]

“I’m ATEEZ’ Minyoung and I’m playing the character Kim Yu-na, an intern in Hotel del Luna with a sad story.”

[What came into your mind when you accepted the role? Do you have a target?]

“I contemplated a lot with the members and accepted the offer after talking it over with them. The story was interesting and it also touches upon issues of society which is what ATEEZ wants to do in the future. To give awareness and a voice to people through our music. As for target, I just want to do well for ATEEZ. The members really pushed for me to accept the role. I also want to do well for the staff and IU-sunbaenim who believed that I will do a good job portraying my character.”

[A few words your fans and viewers?]

“Atiny, I’m meeting you all again with another drama. I’m excited to show you a new side of me. Everyone, please support the drama Hotel del Luna when it airs. It’s a drama with a story that will surely hook you right in. Please send the cast and all the staff your love and support throughout the production. Also please support ATEEZ with our future activities. This has been ATEEZ’ Minyoung. See you soon!”

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Disclaimer: This is just a work of fiction. Any portrayal of real people is a combination based on what we could see on cameras and imagination of the author. This is purely fan fiction written for fun. Thank you for understanding.

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Notes: Minyoung’s role will be what Kang Mina played in Hotel del Luna. I’m imagining this as set during the HALA HALA / Say My Name era.

Photo: Limit

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jinmindeulle · 4 years

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valtameri | jwy (5)

say my name

word count: 2.1 k

pairing: jung wooyoung x reader

genre: pirate au, mermaid au, pirate!wooyoung x mermaid!reader ∣ angst, fluff

warnings: none

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“She remembers nothing” Wooyoung muttered.

Hongjoong took a deep breath and looked at Yeosang, who was diligently going through his maps to try and figure out what move they needed to do next. “We need to go as far away from Havelock’s jurisdiction as possible. There are a few areas in which he has no power at all, thus he cannot send any messengers whatsoever.”

“We still have to make him believe we’re on his side. Otherwise he’ll find out we have y/n before she even starts to remember” Yunho intervened, leaning his arms over the large wooden table to look at Yeosang’s maps “You have to hold that meeting with him, Captain.”

“But we can’t stay here any longer. The word’s been spread, the villagers know about y/n’s disappearance. It’s a matter of hours until the Royal Navy finds out, and when they do, the real battle will begin.” San stated, his sharp eyes fixated on his best friend’s sad expression.

“I think we need to set sail again to the next pirate friendly island. Captain meets up with Havelock and we go out of his jurisdiction to protect her. We can tell him that we will be looking for her there as he’s unable to do so.” Mingi proposed, everyone nodding in agreement. “It’s a risky move, especially because of those creatures out there, but there’s no way of giving her the time to remember with her father controlling our every move.”

“Hoping for the best it’s what we can do.” Hongjoong sighed. “Yeosang, where to next?”

“Tolnia Island is the nearest option, but is full of Royal Navy’s ships most of the time. We either go there and keep y/n inside the entire time or we head to Santadoba which is probably four days distance leaving tomorrow night.”

“And leaving now?” Wooyoung asked, finally entering the discussion, sad soft voice and bloodshot eyes from having cried a while ago, engulfed in San’s warm embrace.

“Three if we are lucky.”

“Let’s be then.” Hongjoong added. “We need to be as close to the border as possible, but also on firm land. Somebody has to take y/n out of the Destiny when Mingi and I go to that meeting in case he senses her. We know he’s able to do so.”

“I can do that” Jongho offered himself, knowing he could be easily replaced by San when it came to his position on the ship, in addition to his exceptional fighting skills which truly made him the best suited to protect y/n in case something happened. “I know where to take her, that island was my home for the longest time before joining ATEEZ.”

“Okay then, is there a need to vote?”

“Let me tell hyung first” Yunho went out of the cabin and straight to Seonghwa’s room, where he was taking care of a pale and confused looking y/n.

Taking advantage of that moment where everybody scattered from the meeting, San went straight to Wooyoung. “She will remember you, Youngie.”

“She won’t, hyung. You should have seen the way she looked at me when I told her my name. Nothing sparkled in her eyes, she didn’t even flinch. She gave up her memories for me and now she doesn’t even know me.” He looked at San with such guilt and devastation as tears ran down his cheeks once again. The gunner felt like crying alongside his best friend, thinking that if he had been able to take that pain in order to help Wooyoung with his burden, he would do it without seconds thoughts.

Yunho opened the cabin’s door, making San turn around to look at him as he put his hand on his best friend’s shoulder for comfort. “Hwa is okay with the plan as long as it keeps y/n out of Havelock’s reach.”

“Then it’s settled. We depart now, hopefully arriving Santadoba in three days. We have the meeting and right after we head out of the jurisdiction.” Hongjoong announced, everyone agreeing with their Captain.

“Hyung also told me she wants to see Wooyoung.”

San felt Wooyoung tense up under his hand. “What for?” he asked, voice still broken and never looking up from the floor.

“I don’t know, she might sense something. Not everything it’s thanks to our memory, we still can remember things from the heart.”

“Why don’t you lay down? You’re still really weak.”

“I need to see him.”

After spending half an hour with her awake, Seonghwa thought that she was Wooyoung’s other half. They both were stubborn and never listened to other people even when they knew they were right. What a power couple.

“Yunho is bringing him here so there’s no need for you to move.”

“But I want to!”

Just as she was putting her legs out of the bed to stand up, the door opened revealing a disheveled and defeated Wooyoung.

“Call me back when you’re done.”

Wooyoung simply nodded at Seonghwa’s words and slowly made his way to the bed, plopping down next to the girl whose eyes never left his face. Upon hearing the door closing, y/n wasted no time.

“Why did you run away after telling me your name?”

Wooyoung knew that there was no reasonable explanation other than telling her the truth. Nonetheless, he still believed that forcing her to remember was not the answer. Telling her all about their encounters and loving glances to each other could simply seem as a fairy tale for her, because after all, everything he could tell her was from his point of view. All of what Wooyoung knew about her was through her words, not through her eyes. And he still wasn’t aware of how much she had forgotten.

“Do we know each other?” y/n seemed to just want her millions of questions out of her head as soon as possible, not even bothering to wait for an answer to her first one.

“We do” was all he could mutter.

“From where? Do you know who I am? My name?”

Wooyoung nodded, finally mustering the courage to look up from his hands and straight into her eyes. “I don’t want you to get overwhelmed, so I came to think that it’s best for you to just trust yourself and start remembering on your own.”

“How am I supposed to do that?” she almost yelled at him, her eyes growing glossy.

“I can tell you your name, but you have to promise me that you won’t be asking around for information. You ask me and I’ll help you. Are we clear?”

“Okay” she huffed, pouting while swinging her legs back and forth.

Wooyoung felt his heart softening at her childish behavior, amazed by how just her beautiful expressions could make him weak at the knees. A little smile managed to slip over his lips, admiring her ability to make him change his mood in mere seconds.

“So, what is my name, Jung Wooyoung?”

“You are y/n. Nice to meet you once again.”

“Y/n…” She muttered, slowly going over her own name like she was tasting honey for the first time. “I like it” giggling, she looked at Wooyoung right into his eyes, and the young pirate gasped when her shining orbs seemed to react at him like they used to. “You have really beautiful eyes, Wooyoung.”

And the truth was that every time she connected her eyes with his, she felt something. She sensed familiarity, she sensed affection. y/n felt that deep down, she knew him. Those eyes had meant something for her before her life took a whole 180-degree turn.

That feeling made her determined to find out who she was, and what that pirate had meant for her not so long ago.

“Yours are even prettier” he whispered, that previous little smile growing bigger. Hope filled Wooyoung’s heart upon hearing her words. He had heard that phrase of hers multiple times when they got together on those starry nights, and every time she did that, the boatswain would answer the same lame line.

Without realizing, y/n was already rebuilding their relationship, slowly and with baby steps. She was reacting to him like she always did, and she indeed showed interest in what he had to say.

Y/n blushed and looked away, going back to analyzing every part of the room just like she was doing when she got interrupted by the handsome doctor. “The man that was taking care of me… Seong…?”

“Seonghwa.”

“Yes, Seonghwa. He told me we are in a pirate ship. I reckon I have seen one of those before but... I don’t know if I ever stepped on one.”

“Step is not a suitable word actually…” Wooyoung murmured, but she was too distracted to hear him. “I can show you around when you are well rested, but for now, go back to bed, zeemermin.”

Y/n’s head snapped towards his direction, her eyes big and her mouth opened like she just saw a ghost. “What… what did you just call me?”

Wooyoung tried to suppress the joy and adrenaline rush that his whole body was experiencing by helping her with the covers. All of the sadness that he was feeling moments later, simply faded away. He knew that y/n remembering specific and significant events or things between them was certainly not happening that night nor the following, but her reaction towards those triggers were at least something to what he could hold on for the time being.

“It’s just a nickname” he explained, subtly hiding the real meaning behind that word. “Please rest for now. I’ll see you tomorrow.”

Wooyoung was about to lean over her to kiss her forehead, but he gave second thoughts to it.

Maybe it’ll overwhelm her.

He agreed with his conscious and instead, he settled for just whispering a ‘Goodnight, y/n’ and go out of the room without looking back.

The soft breeze that met him right when he reached the main deck had him sigh out of relief. She’s home now.

She couldn’t stop thinking about Wooyoung, and that kept her up the whole night. Besides, the ship would violently swing back and forth when sleep was finally getting into her, so neither the room nor her mind would let her rest properly.

Every once in a while, the doctor would go in to check her vitals, as well as to make sure that she was warm and well fed every and each time. At first, y/n thought that he was being annoying. Yes, she still felt weak and her limbs had not been much responsive, but she was alive and not complaining.

What troubled her the most was that everyone in that ship seemed to know more about her and her purpose on life than herself.

By the third time that Seonghwa stopped by to measure her fever, y/n had to ask him. She had promised Wooyoung she would not do it, but her curiosity had always won over her will.

“What do you know about me?”

“I know that your name is y/n and that I cannot tell you anything else. The crew reached the decision of letting you find out on your own.”

“Why?” y/n wanted to yell at him, but she kept her voice down just because she was aware that everyone else in the ship were sleeping the night away, just like she was supposed to be doing too.

“Look, I know you’re struggling and I get it. You don’t know us and you’re trusting us even when you merely were able to meet three of us. But your situation is ours too. We’re trying to do the best we can to keep you safe and at the same time help you find out who you are. That would actually make it way easier for us to just solve the thousand problems and dangers we are facing now and in the future. But if we just tell you who we think you are, you’ll just settle with it and we’ll never know why you ended up in that island, all on your own and with two le… and in those conditions.” Seonghwa reassured her, hoping for his words to help ease her pacing brain at least for the time being.

“Are you telling me that there’s more to the story? You don’t know everything about me like I thought you did?”

“We certainly know very little compared to what you did and deep down, still do. We just need you to try hard and remember at least little bits of your life and yourself. By just doing that, you’re helping us, and most importantly, you, big time.”

Y/n sighed, nodding. “Okay… I’ll try. For everyone and for me.”

next ↬ chapter vi — remember

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inadaydream99 · 4 years

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Not in the Same Way, or so he thought

A little angts in the beginning but mostly fluff

A/N - Part Three in my series of Ateez oneshots inspired by 5sos - Not in the Same Way. I hope you enjoy with San oneshot! I got a little carried away with this and it did slightly deviate from the meaning of the song in the end, but I couldn’t help it 😂

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It was at a friends party when you first realised how deep your feelings for San really were. You were watching him interact with a group of people you weren’t all to familiar with and caught yourself in a trance watching his every move.

You weren’t sure if it was all the alcohol you had consumed that night that had influenced these new feelings, but from that moment on you couldn’t shake the fluttering feeling you felt in your chest anytime your eyes landed on him.

The events of the rest of that night were a blur, all you remember is waking up in bed the next morning, wrapped in San’s arms. It was strange but you felt pleased in that moment, looking down at your sleeping friend and admiring how peaceful and vulnerable he looked.

San, however, was competely unaware of your feelings towards him, adamant that you could never see him in that way and that the events of that night were a mistake. He played it all down as soon as realisation hit him; he felt embarrassed and insecure, thinking it was purely alcohol induced on your part. He made you promise to act like it never happened, pushing away his feelings for you and not allowing himself to think about them again.

That is until one evening....

“Hey guys!” You cheerfully let yourself into their dorms, a wide grin on your face as you plop yourself in between Yunho and Mingi on the sofa.

“What’s got you so happy?” Yunho asks, sending you a teasing grin as you chuckle.

“I have news, and not just any ordinary news, exciting news.” You chirp, sitting forward in your seat getting ready to reveal all. You look around at the eight eager guys watching you, waiting to find out what you have to say.

“You all know about the blind date that I went on last week.” You pause for a moment to see the awaiting expressions on everyone’s faces. “Well, the guy called and asked me on another date today!” You exclaim, the words bursting out of you in a squeal of overjoyed happiness.

“That’s amazing! Tell us everything!” You giggle as Mingi begins to interrogate you for every detail. You get so immersed in sharing everything that you don’t realise the absence of San. But Seonghwa notices him slip out of the room unnoticed and subtlety follows.

“Why have you come in here?” Seonghwa asks, concern clouding his features as he assumes his instinctive role of mother.

“I just- I can’t believe I missed my chance.” San sighs, a slightly exasperated twinge in his tone. Seonghwa stands perfectly still as he watches San’s tight fists thump against his forehead in anger.

“Missed your chance for what?” Seonghwa presses, his tone conveying his lack of understanding as to what San means.

“I think I’m in love with (Y/N).” San states through a whine, his eyes brimming with tears ready to fall. Seonghwa feels his heart clench, feeling San’s heartbreak and pain, before gently comforting him.

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“Where’s San and Seonghwa?” You suddenly question, breaking the pieceful lull that has settled in the room. Everyone looks around at one another, no one having an answer.

“I’ll see if I can find them...” you mumble as you stand up and leave the room.

It takes you a few minutes before you come to a halt outside one of the bedroom doors as you hear hushed voices converse from the opposite side.

“Maybe you should confess, at least then you will be able to have some closure and move on.” Your eyes widen as you listen into the conversation, it’s evident that it’s a private discussion but now you want to know more.

“Ah yes, (Y/N) I’m in love with you- oh you don’t feel the same, cool- friendship ruined!” You hear San whisper shout sarcastically. You gasp when you hear your name.

He’s in love with you!

How long has he felt this way?

Your mind becomes overcrowded with a million thoughts and questions but you are sharply bought back into reality by the door handle being turned, panic striking you as you run into the next room and hide behind the wall.

“It’ll all be ok, I promise.” You see Seonghwa place a comforting pat into San’s back as they walk down the hall. You hadn’t been caught evesdropping which you are thankful for, but now you have to face them and not let on that you heard everything they were saying.

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Your mind was a mess. You had been crushing on San for longer than you can remember and as soon as you start to finally catch a glimpse of dating someone esle you find out that he has felt the same the whole time. Talk about irony.

“We found them!” Wooyoung cheerfully points out to you as you enter the room.

“What have you been up to?” Yunho chuckles as he playfully mocks your messed up hair. The room you had quickly hidden in wasn’t exactly a room, more of a cupboard filled with very random things, and, on trying to weave your way back out again, your hair had gotten caught in a tangle of hangers... hence the birds nest on top of your head from trying to untangle yourself.

“Very funny.” You sarcastically retort, rolling your eyes as you comb through your hair once again to try and make it less knotty.

“Ok enough now, dinners ready.” Seonghwa carefully moves past everyone with the food and places it on the table.

Had you really been gone that long?

You brush off the thought as you watch everyone crowd around and begin tucking in. You really need to get in there before it’s all gone.

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“Ah I’m so full!” Mingi whines as he stretches back against his chair almost making it topple over backwards.

“Yeah, I’m never eating that much again.” Yeosang joins, looking complacently at the table full of empty plates.

You watch them fondly, laughing when Mingi almost sends the table flying from using it as leverage so he doesn’t fall.

“Can I borrow you for a second.” Your eyes meet San’s gentle ones, his hand on your shoulder and timid smile bringing you back down to Earth. You had almost forgotten about the events of earlier over the course of dinner, emphasis on almost.

“Sure.” You return the smile, standing up from the table and following San out of the busy room.

You notice the nervous look on San’s face as you look at him expectantly. You are pretty sure you know what is about to happen but he doesn’t know you are aware. So you try your best to look normal.

“I know this is gonna seem sudden but I can’t watch you fall for someone else just because I was too stupid to not accept my feelings for you, but I’m in love with you and I have been for a long time.” San finally expresses his feelings in seemingly one breath, his face serious and eyes filled with nerves at the prospect of being rejected.

Throughout his confession you can’t help but let a smile grow on your face, your heart swelling with happiness as you finally hear San confess to you.

“I love you too.” You softly giggle as you take a step towards San and gently caress his pink cheek. The elated smile that breaks across his face at your words makes thousands of butterfly’s erupt in your stomach. It’s a feeling you’ve never experienced before but it makes you feel all warm and fuzzy inside and you never want it to end.

“You really mean that?” San whispers, your foreheads touching as you both slowly close the space between you instinctively, like your bodies can’t bare to be apart for a second longer.

You can only nod in responce, feeling breathless for the close proximity. But that’s all the confirmation San needs before his lips crash into yours, his hands clutching onto your waist as though his life depends on never letting you go.

You stare into each others eyes as you pull apart, cheesy grins on each of your faces as you take in what has just happened.

“I guess I’ll have to cancel that date then.” You chuckle as San pulls you closer to his chest in a tight embrace.

“Yeah, you’re mine now.” He smirks after placing a kiss on top of your head.

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kvngjoong · 4 years

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mingi + nsfw a-z

you can tell who my bias is after this, but i’m not apologising. I actually considered myself a soft mingi stan but after this i’m not sure. If this is how i see mingi, my soft baby, idk what hongjoong’s is gonna be like

A: Aftercare

he probably wouldn’t know what to do really, but he would make an attempt. honestly the aftercare would be more centred on him and making sure he is okay bc he is smol and needs to be cared for. but he would still check you’re okay and honestly, the majority of aftercare with mingi is you both making sure all is good, cleaning up a little and probably doing something dumb afterwards like nothing even happened

B: Body part

he likes his shoulders because you like them and for him that’s a big plus. he really likes it when you leave marks on him there because it’s sensitive and because he likes to have a hand in your hair as you straddle him and tell him that he’s a good boy. as for you, he really likes how generally small you are compared to him and that you can still put him in his place and tell him what to do. also probably likes your ass/tiddies since he’s a bit of a newbie

C: Cum

he cums more than the average guy, but he’s good at listening to you and wants to please you, so whatever you want him to do with it, that will happen. he’s a fan of cumming either in your mouth, or on your chest - but he regrets telling you that because now you only let him do that if you think he’s been good enough

D: Dirty Secret

he kinda, really, wants you to choke him. he’s not sure how to approach it, mostly because it’s a topic that isn’t the easiest to approach (and he’s not just gonna say btw babe can you choke me tonight). he tries to encourage it a bit, he’s extra loud when you’re rough with him and you bite him a little harder, but he really wants you to just put your hands around his neck and choke him a little. he would literally cum on the spot

E: Experience

he seems like he would be one of the least experienced in ateez, but that might be wrong. like, he knows what everything is and probably knows about the whole dom/sub thing (hence why he knows he’s a sub, and automatically subs when you guys first do the yanno) but he’s yet to have actually tried a lot of it

F: Favourite Position

as long as you’re on top, he is very content. he likes seeing you bounce on him, so cowgirl or reverse cowgirl is a preference of his that you’re happy to oblige to. he rarely tops (that doesn’t mean he can’t) but when he does he likes it too because he thinks it’s more intimate and again, he likes how small you are underneath him (he can take care of you sometimes, too). so it depends on the mood he’s in, really

G: Goofy

he can be, but he’s not usually. when he’s in a sub mindset he’s there to please you and listen to you. if it’s less of a dom/sub situation, he isn’t impartial to crack a joke here or there, or make you laugh over some weird ass comment he makes. he feels comfortable with you and it shows in his actions. he will mostly roll of your energy though, so if you’re in the mood to take things less seriously, so will he

H: Hair

probably doesn’t shave or manscape, just kinda leaves it. he didn’t know what to do with it so thought doing nothing was the answer, which is fine

I: Intimacy

he can be intimate, but it’s not always. there are special times when he is extra soft and just wants to hold you, which lead to sex and he will top and that will be soft and he will tell you that he loves you and stuff, but that is occasionally and not each time. that isn’t to say there is no intimacy in everything that’s done - he knows that there is love and trust behind everything you do together

J: Jack Off

this is talked about more for yearning, but mingi has been taught by you that to be a good sub he needs to ask you for permission and wait for you before he does anything. he would get a bit of a guilty conscience, especially if you’ve been together a while, if he was to jack off without you giving him permission to do so. this isn’t always the case and he will still occasionally succumb to his urges and run to the bathroom, especially when you’re not around or you’re busy and he needs some relief

K: Kink

considering that, when i started writing san’s version of this, i had to stop to write size difference in all caps on mingi’s version, i think that it is pretty clear mingi has a thing for how small people are next to him. not just height, his everything is big. but he’s also a massive sub. like the biggest sub in ateez. he isn’t a power bottom, he just wants to please and he’s all ears for what you want him to do. he probably doesn’t have it in him to actually dom unless you teach him how to (and maybe he would enjoy that, but he would always be too afraid to actually dom you). other than that, he would be pretty vanilla - but he’s game for anything you want to introduce. he would be pretty vocal if he didn’t like something and he’s not afraid to use the safe word for the reason you introduced it. he wants to please you, but he’s not gonna do something he’s not comfortable with - not that he actually doesn’t like that much in the end, anyway

L: Location

prefers the privacy of his/your own home, though is open to anywhere with a locked door or at least some cover from other people seeing. his favourite is and always will be when you’re at home and things are comfortable. it gives you both some breathing space and you’re free to do whatever you want to, without the real world distractions and people disturbing

M: Motivation

kind of typical stuff, really - likes it when you send him pictures to tease him, and sometimes it’s a though that pops into his head and he’ll tell you the thought in the hopes you will incorporate it. when he’s bored his mind might drift off and he’ll recall when you did something he really likes and he’ll remember it for later. he initiates things quite a bit, since it doesn’t take all that much for him to get going

N: NO

one time you suggest a threesome to mingi and he was umming and ahhing about it for a while, but after careful consideration he realised that he really doesn’t like it for two reasons: he wants you to himself and he is pretty shy and doesn’t particularly want anyone involved in what he’s doing. nothing personal on them, he just doesn’t anyone involved in activities like this unless its you (because he loves you), nor does he want to see you treat anyone like you treat him. he won’t be told otherwise

O: Oral

loves when you suck him off but knows that you’re not always gonna do that unless he asks really nicely (or he’s done something that impresses you, turns you on, or pleases you) so it isn’t the most regular thing - as in, it does happen, but not every day or anything since you both can do foreplay in loads of different ways, and when it does happen he really enjoys it. also likes giving because he likes when you pull his hair and likes getting you off, too. does he have some kind of pain kink? probably. likes it when you pull his hair hard

P: Pace

you control the pace, not him. he likes it slow and then fast towards the end, but he told you that and now you use it against him. whatever you’re in the mood for - you’re in control with him

Q: Quickie

not impartial to them, happy to be part of one, but prefers it not to be. he doesn’t mind when you give him head under the table, but since he’s a sub it’s a bit more difficult for a quickie between the two of you. unless you’re telling him exactly what to do and you’re instructing him specifically on picking you up, pushing you against the door and rawing you, then there’s not much else to do

R: Risk

the poor bby does not want someone walking in on him, despite his confidence. mostly because he shows his sub side to you and only you. it would be weird if one of his hyungs (especially 98 line) ever caught him being your sub. so he likes to do things away from people he knows. he’s not so bothered if there’s a risk of someone he doesn’t know catching him, like one of your friends that he doesn’t know. so maybe you could get away with a cinema hand job

S: Stamina

i keep saying that they are performers so can go for a while, but mingi is on the same level as san when it comes to stamina - he can go a couple of rounds and then still go out afterwards to get food or whatever. he has a lot of energy and usually doesn't use it all during sex. he may, however, get kinda tired during overstimulation and whilst he will ask you for more, he can barely keep his eyes open and he does kinda just wanna lay down for two minutes so he can collect himself. whatever you want him to do though, he can and will do it

T: Toy

he’s not the biggest fan? but he honestly doesn’t have a preference. if you like using them on him then it’s cool, as long as you tell him first and don’t surprise him with it. when it comes to you it’s a bit of a different story. one time you ask him to use one on you and he has no idea what to do with it, but with some instructions he’s got it down and knows what he’s doing. he liked watching you get off but he’s not sure if he’ll do it again because he knows you asked him to use it instead of him getting you off himself. he has a love hate relationship with them

U: Unfair

he’s not a tease at all, at least not intentionally. he does it more as a joke and he takes pride in knowing that you think he’s really fucking hot when he’s performing. however that doesn’t mean he will do things intentionally to tease you. he usually does it to show off to you (like, baby check out my abs on national television) or to get some kind of reaction from you. he won’t admit to it, but he does kind of like it when you tease him. he likes the build up

V: Volume

he’s loud, and there’s no stopping him on that. he will usually whine and moan, but he’s talkative too. more so than most. he doesn’t ever talk back to you but usually he will be happy to answer you and you will never have to ask him to use his words because he’s way too eager to not speak. even when he’s laying back against the headboard and you’re overstimulating him, he’ll still have it in him to ask for more (he will never say stop)

W: Wild Card

mingi likes to be told what to do. he wants to please you so appreciates the help that you give when you tell him how he can get you off, however when it comes to eating you out he likes to take a bit of the control away from you. he goes off when he’s giving head, he loves how sweet you taste and he will always find it in him to put all of his effort into pleasing you, without needing you to tell him what to do and when to do it. he watched videos and everything on how he can improve. like before, he does really like it when you pull his hair and the feeling of the pain, like when you bite him or leave marks on him, turns him on way more and keeps him going for longer. he will probably tell you he likes it in the hopes you’ll do it more often

X: X-Ray

look, there’s a video which is pretty clear, so it doesn’t need much explaining - you know my thoughts on this given how big he is

Y: Yearning

he’s probably a bit more on the needier side. he needs a lot of attention in general, but this also applies to sex. he can go a while without anything from you if it’s completely unavoidable, but if you’re both free then he’ll be wondering why you’re not together? that being said, he does have a lot of self control, mostly that you taught him, and he can be patient when needed. it’s a wonderful ability you’ve taught him, because now when you send him pics on snapchat he isn’t having to run to the bathroom (mostly because you told him he can’t do that without permission, but that’s another story)

Z: ZZZ

he doesn’t often sleep straight after sex, mostly because he’s a ball of energy that can’t be contained and afterwards he would be super talkative and just want to chat shit with you about whatever. even if you’re just laying there he will find something to talk about. if you’re up for it though, he is down for a late night/early morning walk (or smth cute like sitting on the balcony or window sill looking up at the stars talking about space and life etc)

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krreader · 4 years

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ATEEZ scenario → finding out you’re actually older than them.

pairing: ateez x reader (platonic) fandom: ateez warnings: / genre: fluff ; crack word count: 2k+

a/n: heeeello my love, thank you SO much for requesting something ateez related, I was super excited when I got it! i hope you like it ♥

park seonghwa

It might just be because Seonghwa was the oldest out of the group and had this.. mom attitude, that he liked to regard pretty much anyone he met and that looked the part of a younger person, as just that. Younger than him.

It wasn't unusual for the company to hire people younger than him, so many young people were out there doing things that older generations could never pull off. They viewed the world differently, so they literally never cared about a new staff member being younger.

You were currently at their dorm, had brought some food over after some members had caught a cold and weren't feeling so well.

Seonghwa had looked after them all day and wanted to prepare them some soup, but you were already standing in the kitchen doing just that.

“No, let me do that. I'm the oldest, I can look out for them.”

You let him gently push you aside to take over, you yourself just staring at him with furrowed eyebrows and then snorting.

“Seonghwa.. you never actually asked me how old I am, right?”

“Why would I?” he shrugged.

“Because see,” you grinned, got up on your tip toes and stood right behind him so you could whisper, “I'm actually older than you are, honey,” in his ear.

Ah, the look on his face made you laugh out loud. Priceless.

kim hongjoong

Hongjoong actually always looked into new staff members, not even because he was suspicious of them, but because he felt like it was his duty, as the leader, to know everything about everyone his group was working with.

However with you he never really did. Maybe it was because the two of you hit it off so easily and the way you were around him just made him think you were younger.. and quite frankly, you could have said something.

But you didn't care, you didn't care about honorifics, so you let him call you whatever he wanted to call you, let him fool around with you like you were his little sister..

Until you all went out for coffee one day.

It wasn't a special occasion, but you've now been with ATEEZ for over four months and haven't had the chance to treat them to anything, them being in the middle of a comeback made it really hard to have dinner, so you just settled for a nice coffee shop, some coffee and cake and some cooling down from this horrible heat.

You had gone to the bathroom real quick, had then paid for the entire group so they wouldn't notice and only when you came back did you run into Hongjoong, your hands brushing your hair back.

“Oh, hey..-”

“Did you pay?!”

“Well.. yeah. That's what I do, right?”

“No, it's not what you do. Why do you think you have to pay for all of us?” he sounded like he was lecturing you. So maybe now was finally the time to..-

“Hongjoong, I know we never talked about this, mostly because I never felt like it mattered, but you do know that I'm actually the oldest right? I'm older than all of you. And I'm supposed to take care of you. Paying for your lunch is the least I can do.”

Poor thing was so baffled that day, the first thing he did when he got back home was read through your file and boy was he embarrassed. He had been treating you like a younger sister, when he should have treated you like an older one all along..

jeong yunho

You had come in as one of the new dance instructors, were full of energy and talent and the boys loved that.

The way you came across must have screamed: younger sister, because all of them, especially Yunho, treated you like one.

But there was a big difference between playing around with you and not listening to you because they thought you were the youngest.

You and Yunho were practicing on your own that night, not just anything, but the choreography for their new song. And every time you suggested him to do something differently, he just laughed and ruffled your hair, saying something along the lines of: “I'm fine, I know what I'm doing.”

And you hated to bring it up, but at one point you said: “Yunho.. I hate to play the age card, but I am older than you, so do me the favor of actually listening to me, alright? I know what I'm doing too, I’ve been doing this for a little longer than you.”

At first he laughed, but when you crossed your arms in front of your chest and your eyes were dead serious, his jaw dropped.

“Wait what?! Why didn't you say something?!”

“It never mattered to me until now. I know you're good and I know you know what you're doing, but as much as you hate to admit it apparently, I'm more experienced than you are, so please just take my advice, alright?”

You shook your head when he started bowing apologetically and brought him back up by grabbing his arms.

“No, none of that. I don't want that, that's why I never told you about my age. I just want you to listen to me, alright?”

“Okay..-” suddenly he sounded like a baby puppy.

Kind of cute.

kang yeosang

It was rare to find someone like you as a manager, someone who cared for the boys, but also acted like their best friend.

To Yeosang, you were more like a little sister, while he knew, at the same time, that he could always rely on you as his manager. He loved that. The connection you two had.

He had called you over for an emergency one night. You had literally run out of the shower, put on the first clothes you could find and drove over there, arriving with damp hair, out of breath and ready to punch whomever you had to.

But what you found was Yeosang lying on the couch with a face mask, holding one out to you with a smile.

“I needed a friend.”

And see, this is not something he would have done if he knew about your age. And while you appreciated him wanting to spend time with you, him faking an emergency and having you worried shitless for his safety wasn't okay.

So that night you sat down with him and told him the truth.

He was sorry, so much that he nearly cried – even though he claimed some of the face mask stuff got into his eyes – but you weren't angry with him. You just wanted him to understand that, yes, you were his friend, but first and foremost, you were his manager and he had to remember that.

He did from that day on.

choi san

Maybe it was because San already had an older sister, so he just projected his desire for a younger sister onto you when you came into the picture.

You didn't mind at first, you actually liked the way he was around you and the kind of connection that you two formed.

But when you started seeing a guy, his protectiveness over you became a little too much and you immediately blamed it onto the 'big brother' thing that he had going on with you.

So one night you decided to sit down with him and have a little chat with him about it.

You explained why you never told him about your age, explained to him that you weren't angry with him and that you didn't want him to suddenly change around you, but that he had to trust you and put a little more faith in you, because you knew what you were doing and you weren't that young and naive girl that he might be seeing in you.

“I'm sorry, (Y/N),” he bit his lower lip.

“I told you, you don't have to be,” your hand rubbed over his back, “He's a good guy, trust me. I've been stalking his social media for a while now.”

That made him laugh again.. and that was what you wanted.

song mingi

It was weird when you and Mingi first got to know each other, because it felt like you had known each other for years. There was absolutely no barrier between you two, you just acted like best friends, siblings and an old married couple – without feelings, because this relationship was strictly platonic.

But over time, you realized that Mingi might not even know that you were older than him.

Honorifics obviously being the first hint, but you never had cared about that, so maybe he didn't either.. but on the other hand, he called everyone else by their titles.. just not you. Next thing was that he always, absolutely always payed and didn't even give you the chance to do so.

Nothing special happened for you to bring it up, you and him were just having fun that night, when you suddenly asked: “Mingi.. how old do you think I am?”

“Like.. three years younger than me?” he pushed a bunch of popcorn into his mouth and with it still being inside, he asked in a muffled tone: “Why?”

“Ah, just out of curiosity,” you didn't say anything for a bit, waited until his mouth was stuffed again before you added, “I'm actually older than you, just saying.”

And he spit it all out, making you laugh your ass off.

Yeah, worth it.

jung wooyoung

You were supposed to protect him, yet you couldn't help but notice that it was always Wooyoung who looked out for you, who placed his arm protectively around you and who always made sure you were okay before himself.

At first you thought might have feelings for you, that is until he actually started dating another girl. And you were glad, because a work relationship – especially with an idol – was not on your agenda.

So one day, you just asked, figured that would give you an answer: “Wooyoung.. why are you always taking special care of me when it should be the other way around?”

“Isn't that what big brothers do?” he smiled.

Boy, your eyebrows reached your hairline, seriously, “Wait what?”

“I know you're actually working for me, but I just really think that the connection we have is..-”

“You think you're older than me?” you laughed hysterically, then gently hit the back of his head, “Listen up, shithead, I'm older than you. If I had known that's the reason for you treating me this way I would have told you a lot sooner.”

“Stop messing around, (Y/N).”

“I'm not.. look at my file if you don't believe me.”

Guess who texted you first thing next morning, apologizing for ever disrespecting you.

Not that you cared about that, you just thought it was really funny.

choi jongho

Maybe Jongho was just tired of being the youngest and figured with you coming into the picture and looking slightly younger than him, that he'd just not look up your age and just act as if you were the youngest.

And when you played along with it, he must have thought his hunch was correct.

Only that it really wasn't.

His hyungs were laughing really hard one day and everyone seemed to be in on the joke except for Jongho.

Eventually he just asked: “Okay, what did I do?”

“Did you talk to (Y/N) recently?”

“I bought her chicken last night.. and then we went to the arcade together.. why?”

“I don't know,” Mingi got up with a shrug and patted him on the shoulder, “It's just funny to us how you're treating someone older than you like your younger sister.”

How was it possible that every single member of his goddamn group knew about your age except for him and NONE of them thought they had to tell him about that tiny, yet very important, detail.

The poor guy was so upset, but you just hugged him and told him it was okay, because it truly didn't matter to you.

You scolded the rest of the guys later that night for telling him like that and Jongho just stood behind you with a wicked grin and listened to your scolding.

Serves them right.

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curanonemu · 4 years

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ateez soulmates au | kim hongjoong

✧ Matching Marks AU ✧

💖💙 Happy Birthday to one (1) beautiful human who does Things to my heart. 💙💖

• tags: hongjoong's pov, slightly art au, sappy!joong, kid-to-adult-fic (is that a tag), cute kids in love, wingman!yunho, spoilers re: seonghwa, fluff, i promise this is not angst, happy ending :D

• word count: 2,950

I hope you guys like thisss! 💖

Hongjoong is four years old when he gets a scratch on his left leg. It's a little above the knee, and he has no recollection of getting hurt anywhere. It just stings a bit, all of a sudden, having drawn his attention, and he complains about it to his mother.

She writes it off as Hongjoong being careless, while he frowns and asserts, in all of his tiny glory: "I'm very careful, Ma!" She hums, the amusement clear in her eyes, her tone of voice all too obvious, "Sure, maybe whatever hurt you was careless." After much grumbling, Hongjoong has to accept her deduction.

He's ten years old, sitting in class and gripping his pen as he listens intently to his teacher, and all of a sudden the pen slips out of his grasp, which is way too wet. He looks down, and what else should he see but a deep gash on his fingers, blood dripping. It doesn't even hurt, but he supposes that that has to do with the intensity of the wound, and not lack thereof. It takes all of his effort to not freak out, externally at least. The teacher sends him to the nurse's office, and the nurse believes that he's a fool despite Hongjoong's insistence that no, he did not slice his hand anywhere against anything sharp 'accidentally.'

Fingers wrapped up and mind buzzing, he returns home glum that day. Why does he keep getting hurt? It's usually some harmless bruises that he doesn't need to worry about, but when he's literally bleeding without a cause, it upsets him.

He's always been careful so that he doesn't get hurt. The scar from six years ago still remains, a thin white line that serves as a reminder of his alleged carelessness.

His mother ends up answering his questions that day. Hongjoong's father seems strictly against the idea, claiming he's too young to know, but it makes him all the more inclined to want to know. So his mother ends up telling him in secret, about how he gets hurt, how someone else is responsible for it. She tells him about soulmates, and he takes it all in, wide-eyed.

She tells him everyone has a different kind of connection, and when he asks what kind she and his dad have, she just smiles secretively.

Hongjoong happens to share a physical link with his soulmate, and whatever marks they get, appear on him too. And they hurt.

He spends the next three years resenting his soulmate, and each time he sports a new bruise, he wonders why he's meant to be with someone so clumsy.

He's thirteen when he twists his ankle while walking, and crashes straight into a rock, the sole of his shoe coming right off, and his heel bleeding. With the pain and the mess comes a rush of something he can't recognise. It feels the slightest bit like guilt, but why in the world? Is he guilty that he hurt the poor rock? He doesn't dwell on it, because his foot hurts too much.

He understands soon enough when his mother makes an off-hand comment about his soulmate's condition. It feels like he's been doused with cold water. How could he forget that someone out there in the world is also suffering with him? Never mind the times he suffered because of them.

Actually, they've always suffered together. He's been hurt because of his soulmate, but right now they're also hurt because of him. He's hurt the person he's meant to give his heart to, in this world. And it makes him feel terrible. No one would want to hurt people for no reason, especially someone precious, so why has Hongjoong always assumed his soulmate is a no-good hooligan?

He spends the next few days doing his best to recover, making sure not to exert himself or jostle his foot any more than necessary.

Yunho makes jokes about Hongjoong's solemate, but even that's not enough to get him to kick his friend.

The only thing that makes the whole ordeal relatively better (read: less embarrassing) is the cast around the new kid's foot. Hongjoong's not the only one with a hurt foot, and even though the other person is not his classmate, it makes everything better.

He hears through classmates that his nameless saviour was on the stairs when they got hurt, and it makes him regret his baseless resentment for his soulmate even more. How could he have blamed them all those years? Getting hurt is inevitable.

Hongjoong ends up leaving a note for the kid in the next class, after much difficulty and a great deal of asking around (read: whining at Yunho till his friend rolled his eyes and found out through his countless contacts). 'I hope it heals soon,' the note says, and he deliberately does not leave a name. It's the least he can do.

A few days later, when he's getting his bandages removed, the doctor peels away the material only for a smiley face to greet everyone. The doctor is surprised and slightly disapproving, but then Hongjoong's mother clears up the misunderstanding; he's not responsible for drawing that. Hongjoong tries not to let his face burn, but it's a lost cause, truthfully.

He comes home and spends a while staring at the doodle on his ankle.

Then, picking up a pen and hoping he's not being absolutely stupid, he uncaps it and sets it to the face, widening the smile slightly. He's being stupid, isn't he? He groans and is about to rub it off completely when he sees something else.

Flowers on his shin. Yeah, he's definitely not responsible for those and they sure weren't there an hour back. He adds a few leaves, watches as loopy tendrils appear on his skin before his eyes, and then he finishes the piece off with a few stray four-point sparkles.

It seems like injuries aren't the only thing he can share with his soulmate.

If he wears the longest pair of socks he has, the next day, then no one needs to know.

They fall into a routine after that. Hongjoong does his best not to get hurt, other than the rare loss of coordination that makes him bang his head down on his table when he drifts off while staying up late, studying. His soulmate cools off on their love for getting hurt too.

Sometimes Hongjoong will spy random bruises cropping up on his skin, but there's none of his old irritation; there's just exasperation and a hint of amusement, concern as well. He'll draw all sorts of things around those bruises- spirals, geometric shapes, even flowers which seem to be his soulmate's go-to. And the person on the other end will add to his doodles.

He ends up way too attached to that habit. And he ends up way too good at art.

In high school, he starts painting his little finger's nail, and he's slightly surprised when his soulmate doesn't do anything to that. He wonders if the polish doesn't show up on their nail. But he doesn't dwell long on that. There's plenty of things he hopes they aren't experiencing at the same time as him. Like staying up till two in the night, crying over his curriculum.

He graduates, and things go smoothly as he starts college, with his part-time job on the side.

He meets new people; Yunho introduces him to his other friend, and Seonghwa is too popular but Hongjoong might just secretly consider him his best friend, despite the short time they've known each other. He's upright, responsible, slightly cocky but also a major dork, judging by the way he's obsessed with the word on his body. He all but freaks out when Hongjoong jokes about having the right words for him, but then the latter assures him that they're not soulmates by any chance, and Seonghwa huffs and ignores him for approximately ten minutes before Yunho calls him an idiot and they're all dissolving into laughter.

Some people also make passes at Hongjoong, strangers he meets from Yunho's large circle of friends, and he's forever surprised that they want to date him when he doesn't even spend enough time socialising. Studying music and art doesn't really give him a lot of time to hang out with people.

He's also more than a little faithful to his soulmate, but he'll never admit that to anyone. It's bad enough that Yunho told Seonghwa about Hongjoong's solemate, he'll never tell anyone that he also has a raging crush on his other half.

Towards the end of the semester, he's busy preparing for exams, and his brain seems fried from days of continuous studying when he decides to take a break, stretching and trying to work out the tension in his back. That's when he sees the digits on his wrist.

His lips part, mouth opening till he stares at his wrist in surprise, almost akin to wonder. And then his brain catches up. Someone's got close enough to his soulmate to leave their phone number on their wrist, and they let them. And that number is also adorning Hongjoong's wrist, just like any other mark that he's shared with his soulmate.

Uh oh.

He rubs at his wrist, satisfied when the ink smudges, and he spends all of his fifteen-minutes-long break cleaning his skin, till it's spotless again. If it's a little red from all the rubbing, he hopes his soulmate's skin isn't suffering.

The next day, he has to go through the same ordeal.

Another day passes, and the same thing happens.

And another.

Hongjoong's at his wit's end. It's all getting increasingly frivolous, first bows and then stars and then hearts decorating the same number, and it makes him nauseous.

He also needs to study so he won't fail, and it's not helping that his soulmate has a new sweetheart that they seem all too happy about.

He's lacking sleep, he doesn't remember when he last ate, and instead of music notes he only remembers those ten stupid digits that keep haunting him.

In a second, he makes a decision that he would most definitely not make, were he in his right mind.

Hongjoong rubs off the digits again, too calm. Then he picks up the fanciest pen he owns, the one he bought specifically with his soulmate in mind but never used, and he writes a different sequence of numbers on his wrist.

He shouldn't get in the way of his soulmate's happiness. He will definitely regret it the next day, he's sure of it.

But he can't bring himself to regret putting his own phone number on his skin.

His phone rings, and he jolts, the gravity of the situation creeping up on him a little. He's such a bad person.

It's late at night, so it can't be anyone other than Yunho or Seonghwa, the latter possibly hoping to catch him awake and scold him for it. Hongjoong answers without looking, happy to have any sort of interaction.

"Hmm?" He hums, dragging out the sound into a sigh, and raises an eyebrow as he hears laughter on the other end.

"Kim Hongjoong?"

He shifts a bit, back straightening, "Yeah, that's me..." Seonghwa appears in his mind, tutting at him for not looking at the caller's number.

"Oh, good!" The person on the other end brightens up significantly, before they laugh again and say, "I've been waiting for days, I thought you'd never get around to it. Honestly, the way you've been removing all traces of my number made me think you'd never talk."

Hongjoong's eyes widen, and he's suddenly too awake and alert. "W-who are you?" He asks, hoping they don't catch his stuttering through the line.

"Ah, I, uh..." the person suddenly trails off. Hongjoong is getting increasingly confused and more than a little suspicious, and he wants answers now.

"I..." they start again and Hongjoong's ear perks up. "Just hear me out, maybe?" He hums in response, and hears them inhale before they launch off into a long-winded explanation. "I put my number there because I wanted you to call. But you never did. You just kept wiping it off and I kept trying and I thought you didn't care."

"But you've also always drawn really pretty things for me, and you've been so kind throughout my life, and the way you write your alphabets is so cute that I- sorry, you don't need to know."

"I want to." He cuts them off, head still trying to wrap itself around the absurdity and the near impossibility of the situation, despite hearing and comprehending every word.

"Y-you have good artistic skills. I like your art." They say, and Hongjoong can imagine that they're red, because he feels the telltale tingle in his face too.

"You're my soulmate." He says it more as a statement than a question, and gets affirmation from the person on the other side.

"How do you know my name?"

"You're... not easy to miss. And I realised some time back that you're the same person who left me that note, because of your handwriting."

What note? Hongjoong asks as much.

"The one you wrote when you hurt your foot." They say, and the anxiousness is dripping from their words. Hongjoong almost feels bad, but one thing still doesn't make sense.

"That doesn't really answer my question, you know. How did you call while knowing I'm Hongjoong? You'd only know if you've seen my number before. How can I believe that you're my soulmate?"

He hears another inhale, and he waits for them to steel their nerves before they blurt out something that makes his mental faculties halt for a moment.

"Yunhogaveittome."

"Yunho?" He asks, incredulous as anything. What does Yunho have to do with this?

"Do I really have to tell you everything?" The question ends as a whine, and despite Hongjoong's brain screaming that that's cute, he powers on to his goal. "Everything. Tell me."

"Fine. He gave it to me in school because he found out I had a stupidly big crush on you. I'd liked you ever since someone told me that you left me that note which you thought you were super sneaky about. The one where you told me you hoped my foot healed soon."

Oh.

"But I never did anything despite having your number. And I also felt bad because my soulmate was so cool and kind and great. I didn't want to pursue someone else when my soulmate was drawing me stars and swirls and putting up with my clumsy self."

Oh.

"Then I realised that you had similar handwriting to that of my soulmate and I really hoped that you were the same people, but I chalked it up to wishful thinking. It was just a coincidence that you were hurt at the same time, right?"

The pieces are slowly falling into place, and Hongjoong blinks as his head spins a bit.

"I decided to delete your number and forget you, because it was getting too dangerous. But then- then!" The person's voice gets animated, "I decided to share my own number with my soulmate, because I wanted to see what they'd do."

"And they rubbed it off." Hongjoong supplies, ever-so-helpful and receives enthusiastic agreement.

"Exactly! They kept rubbing it off even though I hoped and hoped that they'd call."

"They thought it belonged to someone who was wooing you." He mumbles, his voice faint to his own ears.

"O-oh. I- no." Laughter; laughter that makes Hongjoong's ears burn, makes him run a hand through his hair anxiously. "Definitely not. I already told you I decided not to pursue anyone. Kim Hongjoong was already a guilty pleasure." The last two words are whispered into the line, and he squeezes his eyes shut.

"What did you think when you got theirs?" He asks, voice trembling slightly. It's because he's cold and tired, definitely, not because he's warm and embarrassed and slightly giddy.

"I was surprised. I couldn't tell what was happening. On one hand, I thought it was my soulmate's. On the other, I recognised it and thought the world was playing a trick on me. For a second I even thought Yunho could be it, and he'd made a fool out of me but then I called and you answered and who wouldn't recognise your voice?"

"What about my voice?" He asks, and he's not disappointed when he hears the shy but excited response of how he sounds really distinct and pleasing to the ear and other admissions that make Hongjoong's lips twitch up in a grin.

He picks up the same pen, writing out under his number one last thing that he needs answered. Make it two things.

'Why are you so clumsy? Why do I love you despite that?'

"Excuse me?! Sorry that I bruise easily! And I'm sorry that I'm still so adorable and adorable. Let me remind you, my foot hurt pretty badly when you hurt yours! It hurt enough that I fell down the stairs. You're lucky I was at the second to last step, or you'd be so much worse! Ungrateful." Hongjoong's shoulders shake as he stifles his laughter, hearing you huff indignantly.

He sighs, shutting his eyes and allowing a smile to spread over his face as he listens to your voice.

Ah.

It's the person he's been going back and forth with for so long, the person whose life has affected his so much. He's talking to the person for whom he draws leaves and flowers and writes sappy lyrics.

It's the person he's been waiting for, all these years.

It's his soulmate.

It's you.

(Thank you so much for reading.♡ I hope you all enjoyed it. You can find the rest of this series under my '#ateez soulmates' tag! ♡♡)

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sector-i-closed · 5 years

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Drunk Confession

Inspired by a post on tumblr about ATEEZ when drunk

Warning: Drunk Joong gets a little touchy feely

Hongjoong was in the passenger seat beside you, confessing his love to you and you wished to know if it was really him speaking or if it was just the liquor that he had ingested earlier in the evening.

You was his designated driver and you had been listening to him chatter on about how much he loved you during the drive back to his residence.

"I want to hear what you say when you sober up, Hongjoong." You replied, chewing your lip anxiously as you stopped your car in his driveway.

"It's true, Y/N! I love you so much it hurts!" Hongjoong looked at you with pouty lips.

You sighed as you looked into his pleading eyes. "You probably won't remember this but I love you too, and it's not a thing that I want to handle lightly."

You wanted to reach out and touch him right now but you didn't want to send the wrong message to him while he was in an inebriated state.

"You do? Yes! Stay with me tonight please." Hongjoong looked giddy and you couldn't stop yourself from smiling.

"I can't. I need to go home after I drop you off here." You responded, waiting patiently for him to get out and go inside of his residence.

"But I need you to stay with me! You haven't even kissed me after we said that we love each other." Hongjoong pouted again.

"We can kiss after you've sobered up." You nodded, wishing that you could kiss him right now, partly out of annoyance and also because you wanted to.

"You don't have to kiss me than but could you still stay with me tonight?" Hongjoong gave you puppy dog eyes that made you weak.

"No, but I will give you a kiss on the cheek. Okay?" You compromised, hoping that it would satisfy him.

"Yeah, yeah I would like that." Hongjoong moved in close so that you could reach his cheek.

You closed the distance between him and yourself and you shut your eyes, expecting to feel the smooth skin of his cheek.

Your eyes fluttered open when you felt the softness of his lips pressed against yours, it seemed that time had frozen for a moment and you didn't know what to do other than do what felt natural.

Hongjoong sensed you deepening the kiss, angling your neck so that you could access his mouth better.

He kissed you sloppily, intoxicating your senses with each brush of his lips against your mouth.

You moaned into his mouth, tasting the alcohol that he'd been drinking and it snapped you back to reality, that you shouldn't be doing this when he was tipsy.

Hongjoong touched your chest without any reservations, kneading your breasts hungrily while you wondered how you was going to get the willpower to stop yourself from going further.

"Oh god... I-I think I should s-stop..." You fought the little voice in your head that told you to enjoy yourself and detached yourself from his arms in spite of the feeling deep inside that was crying for more.

"I didn't make you feel good, baby?" Hongjoong appeared disappointed.

"No you made me feel amazing. I need to not take advantage of you anymore than I already have..." You felt guilty for even acting on what you felt.

"I'm taking you inside, Hongjoong." You got out of your car and helped him out, which ended up in you being the one tugged towards the door.

"Well it looks like you're handling yourself just fine!" You commented with a smile, wriggling out of Hongjoong's grasp so that you could get back to your car and put some distance between you and him.

"I need you to stay with me... Please?" Hongjoong looked into your eyes, trying to sway you to cooperate with his request.

"Why?" You asked.

"Because I don't wanna be by myself." He answered quietly.

"Alright I'll stay as long as you don't trick me anymore." You replied firmly.

Hongjoong gleefully wrapped his arms around you and led you into his residence.

You slipped out of his grasp again and immediately took a seat in a chair that was some distance away from him but to your shock he climbed into your lap, smiling goofily as he snuggled into your warmth.

"H-Hongjoong..." You tried to give him a warning tone but he didn't answer, having fallen asleep with his head resting on your shoulder.

You held your arms around him to steady him and you could feel your legs about to fall asleep beneath his weight but you didn't mind it.

Tomorrow was going to be awkward when he would wake up but you wanted to find out if what he'd proclaimed tonight was actually the case.

You eventually fell asleep after watching him for awhile, unable to stop yourself from replaying the drunken kiss that gave you mixed feelings.

Honestly you wanted to keep going with it but the friendship that you shared with him had you worried also.

The following morning began with hearing the word "Fuck!" followed by a miserable groan.

You opened your eyes, blinking occasionally as you watched Hongjoong stare back at you in puzzlement.

"D-did we...???" He asked in alarm, his voice hoarse from sleep.

"No we didn't. We kissed and touched a little bit but that was all." You replied with a reassuring nod, feeling your cheeks heat up at the memory.

"I'm sorry for all of this. I won't let it happen again." Hongjoong groaned, rubbing his temples as he got up and out of your lap.

"It's okay, I kind of liked how you ended up in my lap. I'm just sorry that I didn't stop kissing you sooner, I just couldn't stop when you started but I didn't really want to stop." You heart dropped to your stomach at your words, unable to believe that you had just shared that information with him.

"You didn't want to stop? I must be really irresistible when I'm drunk." He smirked, still rubbing his head to try to alleviate the pounding headache that he was experiencing.

"Yeah right..." You rolled your eyes at him. "Well you told me that you love me as more than a friend and I told you that I love you too, but I wanted you to know when you was sober and if anything was to happen between us I wanted you to be sober first." You scratched your neck nervously.

"I told you that I love you and you feel the same?" Hongjoong quirked an eyebrow at your words.

"Yeah..." You looked into his eyes, admiring the color of them.

"I'm sort of glad that last night happened but I wish I had went about it differently." Hongjoong groaned again, holding his head in his hands.

"Well we've got today and tomorrow and so on. I'm glad that you told me and that it was the truth and not the alcohol talking." You smiled, moving close to press a kiss to his temple.

Hongjoong smiled happily in response, "My head feels better already."

"Now I will take care of your hangover." You went off to get a glass of water and some aspirin for him.

#ateez imagines #ateez hongjoong #ateez #ateez wooyoung #ateez san #ateez smut #ateez mingi #ateez seonghwa #ateez yunho #ateez yeosang #kim hongjoong smut #ateez scenarios #kpop #kpop smut #kpop scenarios

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floraisann · 4 years

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hero interview ↠ park seonghwa

➣ ateez my hero academia au

➣ warnings: none really. there is talk about flame on skin because of hwa’s quirk so if that makes you uncomfortable i’d steer clear of this interview

➣ genre: i’ll just say slice of life. hwa’s just a normal top ranking hero course student trying to graduate man

➣ word count: 1,165

➣ author note: part two of the hero interviews for my bnha ateez au!! origin story will be linked here once it’s released. for now, feel free to read both hongjoong’s origin story and interview :)

➣ other interviews: hongjoong

➣ origin stories: hongjoong, [seonghwa]

➣ main masterlist

“to some, a dry summer’s unbearable heat may stand as a difficult obstacle to definite survival. but such is not the case for the one and only valiant hero, park seonghwa! now my viewers, do you think you can handle hearing the firsthand account of just what goes on in our lovely lumiere’s head?” seonghwa can’t help but sigh at the fiery look in san’s eyes as he points his cue card at him, waiting for his answer. “san, what did i say about introducing me like you’re filming a nature documentary on the candle from beauty and the beast? i am ready though, more or less— let’s just get this thing started.”

❅♩♬♩❅――

“First of all, who are you? Tell us your profile information.”

”Alright, well, I am Park Seonghwa, also called by my hero name, The Red-Hot Hero: Mars. I’ve been a student at U.A. High School’s Korean campus for all of the last three years. My birthday is April 3, so I’m one of the oldest students in 3-A, though Hongjoong is the representative. Then for the overall ranking for this year’s graduates, I came in sixth. I’m currently in my Hero-Work Study under the popular flame hero, Inferno, and my quirk is called ‘Candle’. I am also the eldest of the eight members of ATEEZ.”

“How did your quirk manifest?”

”I think I was nine when it happened? I was a late bloomer regarding my quirk development, but the story honestly is pretty boring. My family was out camping one summer, and while my brother and I were sitting by the fire making smores, my skewer was a little too close to the flame, so when a few embers crackled off the firewood at the bottom, a couple bounced onto my fingers and immediately erupted into flame. I don’t remember it all that well, since I had a sudden rush of adrenaline from thinking I was gonna burn to death, but my mom says the moment I came to my senses and realized it really wasn’t at all painful and that I’d probably developed a quirk, I cried.”

“Why do you want to be a hero?”

”Hmm, I’m not sure how I can answer this actually. If I had to put it into words, I think it’d be because I want to be seen as a reliable figure that people can’t help but want to lean on. I want people to feel that even though we can’t help the bad things that fall upon us, that there are heroes like me that they can call upon when times get tough.”

“Tell us about your quirk. What is it? What are the pros and cons of it?”

”I briefly mentioned it earlier, but the name of my quirk is ‘Candle’. It’s exactly as the name implies, and there are flammable fibers embedded in my skin and hair that I can make burst into flame at will. It’s very simple, but since everyone with the exception of flame and resistance quirks can burn, it’s extremely effective. And it isn’t just the fire part that makes me useful, since similarly to Mingi, I’ve also got the ability to emit soft light like a candle. I think the pros here would be that I can easily stand high temperatures without suffering burns, and I can control the heat of these flames. Early on in my first year, I learned to make completely heatless flames which isn’t very useful, but I like to think it’s a unique skill! As for the cons, well, my skin may be physically incapable of burning, but I can still overheat and fall into heat exhaustion. We also learned last year that it’s possible for my flames to explode if I reach a certain heat, so if the flame is still connected to my skin at that point, it’s possible for me to terribly injure myself.”

“Now tell us about your hero name. Is there any specific story behind it?”

”Honestly I don’t think that many of us graduates have super interesting stories for our hero names, and I’m no exception. I initially chose Mars as a first year because it had a nice ring and you could see the clear correlation to my name*. Over the years though, the name has gained a bit of meaning. When you think of Mars, you think of the scorching hot planet, or you think of the Roman god, right? I want people to think of the burning intensity of the planet along with the strong presence of the Roman god of war when they think of my name, so in the end it still ended up being a good fit, no? Also Mars is one of the planets you can easily see in the night sky without a telescope sometimes, so I want people to think of me as a hero you can always feel watching over you like that. I want to be someone reliable to the people.”

(*i think most atiny already know this, but in case you weren’t aware, if you flip the characters 성화, seonghwa’s name, you end up with 화성, the korean word for mars)

“Do you have any hero role models? If so, who and why?”

”Well I do look up to the hero Hongjoong is working with, Eden, and I’m pretty sure everyone in ATEEZ does. All eight of us have gotten to work with him at some point, and there’s just something very admirable about his efficiency. Besides Eden though, since it’d make for a boring set of interviews if everyone gives the same answer, I really, really admire one of U.A. Korea’s accelerated graduates, Hwall. I’m pretty sure since he was in class B, that other hero team “The Boyz” is very close with him. I ended up taking a particular interest in him not just because he had a fire quirk like me, but because he’s overall a very powerful fighter, yet he has an easily recognizable and incredibly unique style. I do find it odd sometimes when I suddenly remember I’m older than him, but even if he’s one of the youngest active heroes at the moment, I think Hwall deserves the entire nation’s respect for his intellect and tenacity.”

“What was your favorite memory at U.A.?”

”The other members all call me a freak for having enjoyed it, but I think my best memory here by far was the provisional hero license exam. Yeah, we were all immensely stressed and Mingi almost failed, but really enjoyed the rescue phase of the exam. I kept getting frustrated during the initial elimination phase because of how ATEEZ kept getting targeted since people could easily identify us and our quirks, so we really struggled, but then during the rescue phase, I was instantly reminded of why I was dealing with it; why I wanted to become a hero. Just having experienced that test helped push me closer to my goal of being the reliable Mars.”

“Closing thoughts”

“Well, it may not seem like it now, but for the longest time during my training, I wasn’t confident in my skills at all, but as I look back at the years I’ve spent here, it’s very clear that I’ve come a very long way— I’ve grown so, so, so much from even just this time last year too. I’m thankful to this school for giving me the training I need to help others. Once all the members of ATEEZ graduate, I hope we can grow into a reliable team Korea’s proud to call theirs. This has been The Red-Hot Hero: Mars. Thank you for having me today!”

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heoneyology · 5 years

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When I’m Gone

—A/N: written for @atiteez!! my goal was to get this done for you before we met up at the ateez concert! hopefully this was kind of the theme you were going for when you requested, and I hope you like it c:

—Pairing: Reader x San

—Genre: fluff, 75 from 100 Ways to Say I Love You prompt

—Word Count: 1806

“Excuse me.”

From far away, a voice resounds in your mind. It’s louder than the peaceful white noise that had been playing like a soft record. It’s abrupt, breaking through that mental silence as though shattering glass. Yet it still is far enough; foggy, and your mind doesn’t quite grasp itself around the words that invade your mind, not realizing that they’re aimed at you or that they’ve slipped through.

“Excuse me, ma’am?”

This time, the voice is louder. It forces itself through the static, and you feel something lightly jostling you.

It takes a moment for you to realize you’d fallen asleep.

Blinking your heavy-lidded eyes, you squint against the bright light that you’re met with upon awakening. “Mhm?” You attempt to speak, but aren’t fully awake enough yet to form a coherent thought into words, gathering yourself and squinting at your surroundings.

“Ma’am, this is a last call—”

“Last call?” You mumble, not sure if the words have actually left your mouth. Your tongue feels like cotton, heavy and thick. You push yourself up in the seat you’ve slouched down in. As you do so, a little square-bodied Shiba Inu plush falls from your lap. Immediately, you scramble to reclaim the stuffed toy before it hits the ground, not daring to allow your beloved boyfriend’s favorite plushie hit the floor.

That’s when it hits you, and you remember where you are. It’s about at that moment, too, that coherency begins to settle over you. Blinking away your drowsiness, you straighten up and wrap your arms around the Shiba plush, hugging it tighter to you. Turning, you look up at the flight attendant that stands before you in the aisle of the now-landed plane.

“I’m so sorry—” You begin, but she shakes her head kindly.

Unlike other flights you’ve been on, this particular flight attendant doesn’t seem to hold even a bit of annoyance. Her expression is purely kind and understanding. “You weren’t the only one to fall asleep, it’s perfectly fine.”

You nod, gathering up your carry-on and the plushie in your arms, bidding the flight attendant a farewell and another apology, before you exit the plane. A part of you is surprised at how deeply you had fallen asleep, thoughts trailing back to the flight attendant. Had she only called to you twice in order to wake you up? Or had she tried multiple times? You frown, a bit of embarrassment creeping up on you. Usually, you were better aware of your surroundings than you had been just moments ago.

You frown, absentmindedly squeezing the stuffed animal in your arms closer to you. As you do so, you glance down. “Shiber…” You sigh out, weary.

The jet lag was really getting to you. All this traveling back and forth for work was starting to take a toll on your body. It didn’t help that your relationship had suddenly taken a curve ball in the direction of practically permanent long distance. Between the demand of your job and San’s world tour, you couldn’t really remember the last time you’d not only seen San, but also slept properly. It felt like ages.

Your poor boyfriend, who had a bountiful collection of stuffed animals, had offered up his most beloved one—the tiny square-bodied Shiba Inu, aptly named “Shiber”—in an attempt to help ease some of your worries and stress. San had promised you’d be able to sleep better with Shiber by your side to protect you, and remind you that he was always next to you. You’d found it adorable yet cheesy at first, when he’d given you the plushie before departing a few weeks back, almost laughing off the idea. San had a childlike innocence to him underneath the seriousness. But, surprisingly—he hadn't been lying. It had helped you sleep better during the trip. You just weren’t able to offset the jet lag you were experiencing constantly.

Unfortunately, it didn’t help with the latter. Rather than serve as a reminder that San was always next to you and supporting you along the way, even in thought—Shiber had only strengthened how much you missed your boyfriend. You couldn’t help but miss him. His light-hearted outlook and his mischievous personality always brightened whatever room he was in. Despite his borderline teasing, cunning nature—he was kind and attentive. You couldn’t help but notice his absence, becoming painfully aware of how he always seemed to know exactly what you needed, at exactly the right time.

As if on cue, as you head towards the baggage claim, you feel your phone begin to vibrate in your back pocket as it rings. Pausing briefly, you reach back and pull it out and glance at the screen, “SANSHINE,” it reads, causing you to smile as you continue on your way.

“Sanie!” You answer, lifting the phone to your ear.

“Hey, lovely!” San’s voice chirps through the speaker, and you feel your smile broaden, straining your cheeks.

“What’s up, babe? To what do I owe this pleasure of hearing your sweet voice?”

San’s chuckle sounds like bells through your speaker, and you can feel your heart flutter in your chest. You miss hearing that sound in person. “Don’t flatter me,” he chides teasingly, before adding, “I was just thinking about you.”

You hum into the speaker of your phone, glancing at signs as you walk in order to make sure you’re headed towards the correct baggage claim. “Clearly, silly, since you called me. Isn’t it really late where you’re at? You should be resting.”

In a very San-fashion, he ignores your statement. “Sure, sure. It’s pretty late, but I couldn’t focus on sleeping. How are you? How was your flight right now? Where are you?”

“Whoa there, slow down!” You laugh, pausing to re-read a sign as you pass, before making an appropriate turn as needed. “The flight was long, but it went well. I’m headed to baggage claim to get my suitcase, and I’m pretty tired. The flight attendant had to wake me up at the end! Practically everyone was off the plane, and I was just left there—knocked out!”

Surprisingly, you’re able to laugh at it now as you look back on what had happened. Relaying it to San just makes it sound funny, though it had originally made you anxious that such a thing had happened to you.

San laughs through the phone. “You’re a dork, you know that?”

“Your dork, though,” you chirp in a sing-song voice, amazed at how much this conversation with San has eased away some of your worries. If you close your eyes, you can imagine his dimples as he lets out each laugh that blesses your ears.

“Well, duh,” he says it so blatantly that you can’t help but laugh again. as if it’s the most obvious thing in the world—which, really, it should be. “So what are you going to do once you pick up your luggage? Go home and sleep? Grab some food?”

“Hm. Going home is definitely needed. Maybe I’ll order some chicken… and definitely cuddle Shiber some more, since you’re not around.”

“Ohh, that sounds nice. Lucky guy Shiber, taking my love away from me.” You can hear the pout in his voice as he says that, and you can’t help but smile and shake your head. “I may have to change that.”

“Well, your rain check is racking up—” You start, before pulling up short in both your words and your stride. Just up ahead, near your baggage claim, you can see something strange peeping over the heads of some of the people in the airport blocking your view.

You glance down at Shiber, tucked under your arm, then up again at the strange sight, beginning to move forward again; albeit much slower this time.

You swear the thing peeking over people’s heads looks like… well, a giant Shiber.

“Hey, San?” You suddenly remember your boyfriend is still on the other line.

“Yes, love?”

“Do you mind if I call you back? My hands are pretty full and I’m coming up on baggage now.”

“Of course. I’ll talk to you soon!”

You nod, though you know San can’t see it, hanging up and shoving your phone back into your pocket. Warily, you keep on your trek forward, maneuvering around people as needed. As you near, you swear things become stranger.

As the people part, you’re welcomed with the sight of—just as you’d guessed—a very large Shiber plush. There’s a single arm wrapped around the plush that’s practically half the size of the person… making it the same size as you. You glance down at mini Shiber, then up at the gargantuan Shiber, mouth falling open.

The gap in people near baggage clears further, and there’s an, “Oh, crap!” that sounds from behind the large plush that sounds awfully familiar. You watch as a cell phone clatters to the ground from behind the plush, flinching slightly at the impact it makes with the floor. Luckily the owner of the phone was smart enough to stick it in a protective case.

You jump back in surprise when the plush suddenly begins to turn, eyes widening almost as far as your mouth has dropped open; the person holding the plush attempting to maneuver to pick the dropped phone up.

“San?!” You squeak out.

Lo and behold, your own boyfriend’s head snaps up at the sound of his voice, gaze pulling away from the phone he’d been attempting to reclaim. He blinks at you a moment, mouth falling open in surprise that mimics that which is written across your own face.

Then, his feline features suddenly break out into a grin, eyes crinkling and dimples wielded, full-force.

“Babe!” He sings. “Surprise!”

You stare, dumbfounded. What was he doing here? He was supposed to be on tour! Why was he here? How did he get here? You can’t believe you had literally missed every verbal cue during the course of the phone call, too tired to tell something was off.

Of all your questions, the one that falls from your mouth is, “What in the world are you holding?!”

San straightens up, forgetting his phone for a moment. He glances at the large plush in his arms. “Oh, it’s Shiber two-point-oh! I saw this on the way to the airport in a shop window and I thought of you! I begged the guys to stop the van so I could get it for you. I figured it could replace Shiber replacing me? He seems large enough to be a good replacement… and I thought because he’s so big you’d be super cute next to him!”

“San, it’s like, three times my size?!” A hint of panic enters your voice, but before you can complain any more, San let outs a bell-like laugh and steps forward to kiss your forehead.

“You’re like, three times smaller than me. It’s a perfect temporary replacement for the times I’m gone.”

You can’t help but roll your eyes. He’s ridiculous. But you love him, all the same.

#ateez san #san fic #san fanfic #san imagine #san scenario #san #choi san #ateez fanfic #ateez imagine #ateez scenario #m.writes

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blanc-to-my-noir · 5 years

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50 Questions Tag

I was tagged by @ana-who - thank youuu!!

1. What takes up too much of your time? procrastination kdjflka

2. What makes your day better? There’s a lot of things really - I’d say hearing one of my favourite songs, meeting a cat that let’s me pet it, a course at uni ending early, some good food, etc.

3. What’s the best thing that happened to you today? I went to buy medication for my grandma and she let me keep the change :3

4. What fictional place would you like to go? The school from Little Busters and then I’d give all of them a hug (and possibly flirt a whole lot with Kurugaya skdajflak)

5. Are you good at giving advice? Sometimes

6. Do you have any mental illnesses? Yep, a few of those :’)

7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis? Nope

8. What musician inspired you the most? B.A.P (cause I literally wrote a whole fic based on one of their MVs), Pentagon (cause I’m planning a whole fic originally based on one of their MVs), and BTS (because of the messages behind their lyrics

9. Have you ever fallen in love? yes, it’s been a while though (unless you count biases lol)

10. What’s your dream date? I was about to say going to a cat cafe but then the cats would get more of my attention than my date so kalsjdfka

11. What do others notice about you? Three things. That I tend to be silent when I don’t feel like I can open up to you yet. That I’m very loud once I did. My piercings.

12. What is the annoying habit you have? PROCRASTINATION.

13. Do you still talk to your first love? unfortunately not

14. How many exes do you have? 1/2? (don’t ask asldka)

15. How many songs are on your playlist? better question would be: How many playlists do you have? The answer is 51.

16. What instruments can you play? I learned how to play the recorder, guitar and piano for a while but I’m not really good at any of them (not that I ever was aksjdflka)

17. Who do you have the most pictures of? let me check this could be three people and I am praying it’s not the third one klajsdkfa Pentagon’s Yanan... about 890... I shall raise that to 1000 within this year (and that’s just the pics only he is in, so no group pics)

18. Where would you like to go before you die? Korea, and Japan for a second time!

19. What is your zodiac? Libra

20. Do you relate to it? sometimes

21. What is happiness to you? Cats, chocolate, snow.

22. Are you going through anything right now? I am constantly walking through the pits of hell, even though you can’t see it in my eyes :)))

23. What’s the worst decision you’ve ever made? becoming a kpop stan kalsdjflkdajsk HAHAHAH IM KIDDING

24. What’s your favorite store? it’s called Nakwon and sells asian groceries... yes, that’s how much it got out of hand....

25. What’s your opinion on abortion? Not my favourite option for an unwanted pregnancy, but if it’s the best option for the mother (and child) then of course I think it’s totally okay.

26. Do you keep a bucket list? not atm... I should start that again

27. Do you have a favorite album at the moment? too many Reol’s Jijitsujo

28. What do you want for your birthday? a cat... but since I won’t get that anytime soon I will just say pENTAGON TO DO A WORLD TOUR AND STOP NEAR WHERE I LIVE IS IT SO HARD TO GIVE YOUR ARTISTS PROPER TOURS CUBE?????!!!!???!?!??!

29. What are most peoples first impressions of you? very good question - I have no idea. Probably that I’m unfriendly or hard to approach or smth because my neutral expression is something close to a resting bitchface^^”

30. What age do you seem according to most people? ..5? Nah, probably my actual age, but I feel younger than that a lot of the time (and I’m not old enough for that to be a good thing kajdflka)

31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping? usually next to my head, cause it helps me wake up in the morning

32. What word do you say the most? I usually have one or two “catchphrases” that change all the time and rn it’s “aigoo”, I shit you not... I may or may not have watched too many vlives of a person who likes that word a lil too much...

33. What’s the oldest age you would date? Well I’m 20 now so... 22 or 23? I’m not that much into big age gaps anymore^^”

34. What’s the youngest age you would date? 19 probably

35. What job/career do most people say would suit you? some say teacher but I defo do not feel like I’d be a good teacher

36. What’s your favorite music genre? I don’t really go by genre, I just listen to whatever sounds good to me

37. If you could live in any country in the world where would it be? tbh I’m quite okay here in Austria, but Japan would be goals af

38. What is your current favorite song? UUMMMMM Reol’s Utena??? Or Lost Paradise??? Or Ten to One????? Or Pentagon’s Cosmo????? Or Shintoburi????? Or Bastarz’ From Seoul???? Or SF9′s Life is so Beautiful???? Or Bang Yongguk’s I Need to Talk??? I really can’t decide kasjdflka

39. How long have you had this blog for? Since October ‘18!

40. What are you excited about? mostly kpop... without that my life would be pretty plain... Defo the concerts I’m going to within the next month (Ateez and SF9)!!

41. Are you a better talker or listener? depends on the topic... if it’s about something I’m passionate about defo talker, if someone has troubles with anything and needs to vent I’m a better listener

42. What is the last productive thing you did? write the Anniversary post for Noir... and study Kanji

43. What do you want for Christmas? SNOW. Also a cat. But we already had that...

44. What class do you get the best grades in? bold of you to assume I’ve been getting good grades ever since I started uni...

45. On a scale from 1-10, how are you feeling right now? 7 - I have good music, but my back hurts a lil and I’m feeling nervous because I have a test tomorrow and a presentation on friday and I’ll be stressed at work on thursday^^”

46. What can you see yourself doing in 10 years? Transaltion work and/or writing novels

47. When did you get your first heartbreak? That was back in elementary school when I lost my best friend... It’s weird how I can still remember just how that felt.

48. At what age do you want to get married? Marriage?? In this economy?

49. What career did you want to have as a child? I wanted to open a restaurant, but then also become an author and I still have that dream^^

50. What do you crave now? All kinds of sweets tbh... and my special cheese noodles uGHHHH

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50 Questions Tag

Letsgetit✊🏼

1. What takes up too much of your time?

P: Watching kpop mvs, listening to kpop, watching kpop broadcasts, watching kpop interviews, watching kpop- yeah you get it

K: anything that isn’t productive tbh

2. What makes your day better?

P: If I get to eat dark chocolate🤤

K: nct 🤩 they’re such crackheads I love them (also when my friends hype me up)

3. What’s the best thing to happen to you today?

P: Pressed shuffle on my phone, the first song that came up was CLC’s No (it’s really good, highly recommend)

K: I ate two eggs

4. What fictional place would you like to go to?

P: Marvel or DC universe? But maybe just visit for like a week I don’t think I could handle a new super villain popping up every week

K: the Harry Potter verse,, wielding magic sounds pretty cool

5. Do you give good advice?

P: I think I do sometimes, but rarely do I ever actually listen to it

K: only when I’m knowledgeable about the topic/have experienced it before. Other than that no lol

6. Do you have a mental illness?

P: not one I am consciously aware of...

K: nope

7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?

P: No, never

K: not that I remember.. I do however have a weird recollection of dreaming about bert and ernie from Sesame Street shuffling around my room when I was like 4 (lmao I just laid there in bed and watched them in the semi-darkness it was freaky)

8. What musician inspired you the most?

P: Oh god uh Sunmi because she is an artist in every sense of the word and Ateez’s Hongjoong because of his work ethic and dedication

K: this is going to sound weird but Johnny from nct. his confidence and perspective on life is something that I look up to and respect (also I feel like he’s pretty hardworking cause dam 9 years as a trainee)

9. Have you ever fallen in love?

P: with myself, love yourself babies you deserve it🥰😤✊🏼🌸

K: Me and wonhos man tiddies are in a very committed relationship rn

10. What’s your dream date?

P: Oh you know nice walk on a beach, watching movies cuddled up on a couch~

K: we’re def hitting the arcade, eating out at a nice restaurant, and if they’re also into art we could draw/paint together 🤩

11. What do others notice about you?

P: My hair and the way I look, I’ve been told (even by my own mother) that I look intimidating which I DONT GET

K: poeple comment on my deadpan humor 💪

12. What’s an annoying habit you have?

P: Procrastinating and then having to go to sleep later than I need to

K: turning off my alarm in the morning and oversleeping

13. Do you still talk to your first love?

P: Yeah- every morning in the mirror, late at night when the procrastination has become too much, etc

K: I’ve stopped playing otome games

14. How many exes do you have?

P: one

K: none 😎

15. How many songs are in your playlist?

P: I have one playlist and it currently has 416 songs in it

K: 716 (I also have only one playlist)

16. What instruments can you play?

P: I’m pretty good at playing the recorder

K: I used to play the flute and piano

17. What do you have the most picture of?

P: kpop memes :)

K: memes 😔

18. Where would you like to go before you die?

P: Greece, Australia, SoUtH KoReA

K: Japan, Maldives, Europe

19. What’s your Zodiac?

P: I’m living that Sagittarius life

K: Libra

20. Do you relate to it?

P: yes? But I’m also a cusp so I’ve been told that I have Scorpio qualities🦂

K: yeah but I’m not “social” I’m like the opposite of that

21. What is happiness to you?

P: We going✈️ deep hours -being content with where you are in the moment and being able to smile for any reason

K: unabashedly being yourself while doing things that you love

22. Are you going through anything right now?

P: I’m going through something new everyday, but recently it’s been questioning my future

K: aren’t we all tho,, that’s the essence of life

23. What’s the worst decision you ever made?

P: I can’t say it’s the worst but the most glaringly bad decision I’ve made is not taking history earlier cause now I have to take it during the summer🙃

K: not being assertive enough

24. What is your favorite store?

P: probably ulta💄

K: Hollister lol

25. What is your opinion of abortion?

P: Well that escalated quickly- to each their own, if that’s the choice you take you should be able to make it

K: if u can’t properly support the baby why subject it to that type of life?

26. Do you have a bucket list?

P: Travel the world I guess

K: id like to hone my artistic skills

27. Do you have a favorite album?

P: Hell yeah, Ateez’s Treasure: All to Zero and Zero to One album (Say My Name, Treasure, and HALA HALA are BOPS)

K: EXO’s EX’ACT album

28. What do you want for your birthday?

P: To be acknowledged😪, no but my birthday often falls on Thanksgiving so it’s like me vs. turkey day

K: a macbook

29. What are most people’s first impressions of you?

P: I kinda already talked about this but intimidating

K: extremely quiet 🦶 it’s the biggest thing about me that I wish I could change

30: What age do you seem according to people?

P: I don’t actually know, but I will always be 5 in my own eyes

K: yo I actually have no idea

31. Where do you keep your phone while you are sleeping?

P: Next to me charging which is probably dAnGeRoUs

K: across the room so I can attempt to get my ass out of bed when my phone alarm goes off (spoiler alert: it doesn’t work)

32. What word do you say the most?

P: My daily vernacular is just littered with “yeehaw” and “oh my god” and “hahah”

K: “dude” and “like”

33. What’s the oldest age you would date?

P: Probably 3 years older than me

K: depends but nothing extreme

34: Whats the youngest age you would date?

P: Anyone more than 1-2 years younger than me is a no-go

K: same answer as the last question

35: What job/career do most people say would suit you?

P: A psychologist

K: art-related career

36. What’s your favorite music genre?

P: kpop and alternative

K: R&B, hip hop, lofi, kpop

37. If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be?

P: I don’t actually know, I would need to do a comprehensive search of all my options

K: ^^^

38. What is your current favorite songs?

P: Say My Name by Ateez, Noir by Sunmi, Thrilla Killa by VAV, Victory Song by Stray Kids, Beautiful by Monsta X, and Yestoday by NCT U

K: Don’t Hang Up by Suran, Light by ATEEZ, Trauma by EXO, Home by BTS, V by Jay Park

39. How long have you had this blog for?

P: Since late November I think?

K: ^^^

40. What are you excited for?

P: I got tix to see Monsta X!!🤠

K: school ends soon 🤠 can’t wait for summer letsgetit

41. Are you a better talker or listener?

P: Neither, I’m just a mess all around

K: listener, but if I’m comfortable enough around the other person I become a lot more talkative

42. What is the last productive thing you did?

P: I ate breakfast

K: I petted my dog

43. What do you want for Christmas?

P: That’s too far in the future man, idk

K: a macbook

44. What class do you have the best grades in?

P: French and Anatomy

K: art (does that count?) and Physics

45. On a scale of 1-10, how are you feeling right now?

P: Like a 7, it’d be a 9 but I have some projects that I need to finish :(

K: 6 cause I have so much work that I need to finish

46. What can you see yourself doing in ten years?

P: Getting swol💪🏼😤

K: managing an empire of meme accounts

47. When did you get your first heartbreak?

P: We going ✈️sad hours- when someone very close to me passed away

K: I actually don’t know if I’ve ever had a proper heartbreak

48: What age do you want to get married?

P: I don’t plan on getting married I’m gonna live forever

K: it depends honestly

49. What career did you want as a child?

P: You know the usual- actress, singer

K: a doctor/ smth health-sci related

50. What do you crave right now?

P: A full 8 hours of sleep

K: more free time to watch my kpop boys

P: Wow that was a lot of self reflection

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