#it’s just depressing as a trend

[souvlakiandcocaine]

Furthermore, people who abruptly ended adolescence at 18 and immediately started their 20s off with briefcases and taxes are the most boring people on earth. I don’t care if you went to euphoria high school it couldn’t have been that epic if you were 16. Your early 20s are the only time you can be an adult while still being a kid. If your personal exploration ended when your pubes finished growing you’re probably uninteresting, to be frank. “I grew up faster than other kids” is bullshit too because I see fully suburban upper middle classers with zero baggage ready for the nursing home at 22. Appalling. Imagine all your wildest stories being from when you were a 9th grader. Cringe. YOU PEOPLE ARE BORING. Put down the resume and drop some acid.

#my txt #late teens + early twenties + mid twenties is where it’s at bro #OBVIOUSLY this does not apply to disabled people or people who never partied to begin with etc etc #it’s just depressing as a trend #like what will you do for the next few years of your youth #yes I’m bitter and had no life in high school #but I’m still right

[dividedego]

i think what holds me back from interacting more with whatever attempts at schizoid "communities" exist in different pockets of the internet is that, frankly, y'all are so so so whiny. so fucking whiny. everything is negative, everything is meaningless, look how much it sucks for me, look how pointless it all is, look at me being apathetic and finding no enjoyment in anything, i dont even try, misanthropy etc etc.

i get it, szpd sure sucks sometimes, you wish you weren't constructed like this. and i get that a large part of it is the fact that people in general tend to focus on and remember negative things, but good lord. did you know szpd is the only personality disorder that doesn't require clinical distress? you can live your own solitary life, doing your own thing, making your own habits, creating your own meaning, connecting in the ways you feel comfortable and isolating yourself to the extent you need, and be absolutely fine with it. happy even, dare i say vibing. getting there takes work from you, requires you to take a good hard look at yourself from time to time, but nothing in this disorder implies that healthy coping is some fucking pie in the sky or whatever. you can be fine.

it sounds harsh, but someone has to say it: presuming you're mature enough to do so, you need to accept the cards you've been given and make the most of it to the best of your ability. learn what your limits are, try to expand them if possible, bear the burden of your own personal growth. that is your responsibility. yours.

#szpd #schizoid personality disorder #actuallyschizoid #rant #this is mostly abt the subreddit but yeah its a trend here too for sure. its a trend everywhere ive seen #it feels weirdly invalidating for someone whos diagnosed to see it so much. and i have my struggles with szpd for sure but on the whole #i am literally just vibing. seperately yes and the comorbid depression is rough but when im vibing im vibing ykwim #i know this post contributes to the negative shit but whatever you get the point

[fangsforfags]

"ew u dont wash ur sheets every week?" "gross u dont shower every other day?" "u dont put on deodorant every morning? eww" listen man i am constantly on the edge of killing myself everyday. i think not having "perfect hygiene" is a big concern of mine right now

#just wait until the 'bedrotting trend' girlies find out abt depression #haha make me shut up challenge

[girldewar]

thinkin about the deweys . as always

#there is this trend i have noticed within myself #where whenever it hits finals season i want to avoid doing my finals so so so bad #that i just start coming up with the most unhinged depressing fic concepts ever known by man #today's is a post-trade queer isolation fic centered on the way things weren't perfect in minnesota not by far #but at least connor was a little sure -- a bit mind you nothing crazy or anything #but a little sure that if his teammates didn't already know what was going on with brandon they'd just accepted a certain level of #Weirdness #that gave them a pretty long leash re: what they could get away with without being noticed or ostracized #but now he's on the leafs and he's running into all these new issues he never had to worry about before #they want to know why he's on his phone all the time. they want to know if he has a girlfriend. they want to know about brandon #but not like that of course why would they have any reason to think it was like that. and even if they did think it was like that -- #connor has enough to worry about already without being on sheldon keefe's or auston matthews' or whoever's shitlist for being queer #or for that matter the toronto media's shitlist. and to top it all off he and brandon aren't even in the same country anymore. #not even in the same CONFERENCE #fuck. #bees speaks #ok bye im gonna go stare at this stupid poem for a while #rpf talk #2126

[theredtrails]

Tbh I'm having a hard time getting hyped for the Summer Game Fest and anything AAA right now - I hope Silksong is announced soon though 🤡

But lucky for me a bunch of indies juste came out like the wonderful Indika

Polygon published a great article on the game's complicated creation and how the team had to flee Russia to finish it, that's def worth a read, and Indika is worth playing if you're looking for a short experimental and narrative experience.

I've seen a lot of people compare it to Hellblade and I get it! But Indika is funnier and weirder, it's a very enduring blend of absurd humor and nihilism that is very distinctive of Eastern European games. YMMV because I'm not religious and wasn't raised Catholic, but the way it tackled the questions of faith and religion really resonated with me

And it's GORGEOUS and has a very distinctive cinematography

My partner has tried to introduce me to a lot of Russian games they like and that finally gave me the push I needed to start Pathologic 2 😌

#just a rant because reporting on movies and gaming trends is great but depressing as hell right now #ive seen a lot of people raving about 1000xRESIST #probably that I'll be playing next! #indika #game recs

[cryptic-queer-cryptid]

look. not to get sappy on main but like.

call it cringe call it silly call it whatever you want but do you know what it felt like to be a depressed teenager and hear the doctor say “do you know, in 900 years of time and space, i’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before”?

cause let me tell you, hearing that… there are whole years of my life that i barely remember because of my depression. chunks of my time on earth that i’ll probably never get back. but i do remember watching that damn special because it meant something to me, even in that fog.

#emotional about dr who tonight #dr who #doctor who #prof rambles #my life #mental health #no but see the dw marketing team knows their audience. the writers know their audience the actors know their audience #this shows been going on for a damn long time and there is a consistent trend of like. people ages 9-25 who are extremely depressed #not that there aren’t other fans obviously but that is a Large demographic and it always has been to some extent #i have friends parents who were into dr who in the 60s and 70s and that was a big demographic even then #and anyway my point is: they put that line in there for the fans because they knew it would mean something to hear the doctor say that #and that just like drives me crazy like the. i guess the inherent kindness of having a beloved character say something that’s in character!! #but like also very much vague enough to apply to the audience #it’s like having kirk say ‘hang on tight and survive. everybody does’. and that always sustained me as a depressed child #because i watched star trek tos religiously and still do #anyway #shoutout to showrunners and writers and marketing people and actors and everyone who makes a show #for seeing their fanbase of young mentally ill people and saying here #have this character that is amazing and that you love say this really motivational and loving thing #idk it’s nice #and just a good line in general #yeah #that’s all #byeeeee living up to my prof RAMBLES tag

[cherrypiewhy]

bed rot core🩷

#bed rotting #lana del rey #mental health #depressing shit #black swan #girly memes #lol #haha #im just a girl #girly #girlblog #woman #female rage #trending #coquette #coquette dollete #bimbo doll #makeup #glamour #lip gloss

[annieroses-rant]

junioritis

am i doing enough? am i doing it right?

halfway through

the stack of homework i can’t finish tonight

are you still proud of me?

though i’ve fallen from grace

am i still beautiful with all this shit on my face?

do you want more from me

than what i already am?

will you still sit with me if I tell you I can’t?

i waste my time writing this

and feeling like a lost cause

feel like i’m the one booing over all the applause

smart girl

kind girl

“fine” not really fine girl

straight girl

strong girl

do you even try at all girl?

if i live up to what you ask of me

is it something you’d even see

if i could ever do enough

would you give me more, call it “tough love”?

every week feels like a year

and every slumber twenty seconds

blame it on my low attention span

and all my screwy methods

i can never stop trying all the way again

cause i’d lose all my passion and all of my friends

can’t afford to start over

only keep moving on

i seem to run so much

i don’t know what i’m running from

and will the hardships take that from me too?

i’m not living loud enough

so everyone tells me I'm through

something in me says, keep walking

smile as if you're still alive

some fighter spirit keeps me going

maybe soon I'll learn to thrive

and so close to something but so far away

my heart has begged so many people to stay

if i could write a poem called

sorta somewhat like okay

if i could get a streak going

happy day after happy day

but i’m three years into high school

and every day is just the same

i say i’m gonna work hard

and then i play video games

cause i’ll never be the girl everyone wants

so why even try to be something i’m not

i’m sleep deprived with no tears left to cry

and i’m fine for now

but i knew something so profound

and then i promptly forgot

#junioritis #original poetry #nerd stuff #poetry #depressing poem #my poem #original poem #long poem #imposter syndrome #demigirl #inspired by that trending song two days into college so if you mess around with that reptitive melody most of the bits fit into it #i’m just tired and gay #wrote this last night

[princessnijireiki]

did not know I would have a strong emotional reaction to this, but rich people leaning into edge lighting & led strip lighting in upscale home decor disgusts me lmao

update: it's a render but I still despise it

#it looks cheap! but worse than that it looks boring and not fun #like I don't even actually LIKE it when it's NOT in institutional greige monochrome diet brutalism minimalist homes #but I definitely don't like it in those settings... it feels retrofuturist but like. shitty tron #like a 2001 a space odyssey treatment of a paralegal office #and let me just say as a rock collecting bitch the steven universe years were a LITTLE annoying #but the werner herzog sad beige children marble decor trend is fucking atrocious. first of all step your pussy up and get granite. #but also why are you living like a depressed scandinavian flintstone. #would some color kill you? contemplate that while you ride your dinosaur to work at the barefoot rock smashing factory

[soldier-poet-king]

I'm allergic to grey-beige minimalism trends and tho my apartment walls have to stay that colour, I refuse to live in an unsaturated hell. Im probably getting the above couch.

I lack a couch, most of the other furniture I already own or will buy secondhand and can be painted. Besides leaving some pieces neutral, natural browns, what colours should I paint furniture like desk/endtable/bookshelves? A can of paint is hella cheaper than new furniture, I can repaint my shitty secondhand stuff fairly easily. Elaborate on your reasoning in the tags

#friends romans countrymen lend me your advice #staving off the depressive episode by playing around with decorator apps like its the sims #i want to not want to kms looking at the room. like. that's it yall #i just love cozy and green and warm colours and earthy tones and like #the sterile greige trend. die. die a thousand deaths

[notalizard]

I saw that personality test all the homies have been taking and:

Good lord-

#I mean I have 4-6 mental illnesses so that tracks is but goddamn #okay I’m really into #mental health #and shit #like my moms a #therapist #but I don’t even know some of this #narcissistic personality disorder #ITS JUST AVAILABLE AND YOU CAN USE IT TO EVALUATE YOUR BEHAVIOR AND IMPROVE #PLEASE DO NOT ACT LIKE THIS IS ACTUAL DIAGNOSES #antisocial #trending #trendy #histrionic personality disorder #personality quiz #dependant personality disorder #sadistic #obsessive compulsive behavior #depression #avoidant personality disorder #negativistic #borderline personality disorder #paranoid #paranoia #hypomanic #hypomania

[lasting-through-the-feels]

Can anyone reply or reblog with some cute pictures or videos or anything that makes you smile?

#911 abc #bnha #love #depression #i'm sorry for using wrong tags #but i just really need some light #so i tagged what was trending #just need something to distract me #myself

[alectoperdita]

sometimes i think about doing prompt-request ficlets like i used to but let's be honest, i've gotten too neurotic in recent months to handle it

#personal bullshit #those used to be fun because it felt like a nice group activity to share in #i hate that it's lost that spark of joy #some days i don't even want to bother editing and posting for a “broader audience” #just wanna toss my unedited garbage at a few people in private (who may or may not want it) and forget about it #lol is it depression? social anxiety? burnout? who knows! #just feeling all types of ways today #and they pretty universally suck #some days it just feels like i'm on a perpetual downward trend to drive people away 👍 #lol time to go back to work and accomplish nothing 💖

[genghisthebrain]

HELLO INTERNET PEOPLE CAN WE BAN THE WHEN YOUR CARD DECLINES AT THERAPY TREND IM NOT EMOTIONALLY STABLE ENOUGH

#wait_no on ao3 #trends #when your card declines at therapy #end it now #i am in pain #and seasonal depression era has just ended #dont bring back regular depression yet

[alonewolf52]

Collapse into me. Just once. I promise you'll never have to fall again.

#deep quotes #quotes #sad quotes #sad but true #sad thoughts #trending #heart been broke so many times #i'm broke #tumblelog #love quote #relationship quotes #one sided crush #deep thoughts #deep thinking #deep feelings #this is depressing #just thinking #just a thought #poetry and writing #writer problems #writers on tumblr #writerslife #writing #words #the personal words #sad words #heartache #heartbreak #quotation #quoteoftheday

[chronicallyillteengirl]

If you say shit like "summer depression <<winter depression" you do not have fucking depression and you treat it like another one of your stupid trends.

#Yes i just got of tiktok could u tell #it makes me so angry #Depression is not a trend #chronically online #i hate tiktok #pls stfu #whispers #tumblr blog