#kinda vent too

[circotriste]

sometimes the only person available to give you encouragement is yourself

"give me a bright smile!"

#my purpose on this world is to create angst and shipping art content of my favs/kins #omori #kel omori #yea it looks weird someday i'll be able to understand spaces and perspective #im learning by trying #kinda vent too #2022

[k3t4min5]

i got a thing for pushing people away when im at my lowest

#mentally fucked #venting #actually mentally ill #i hate it here #bpd thoughts #too fucking much #die #depressing shit #love #i hate him #missing you #i miss him #pushing people away #at my lowest #worse than usual #at my worst #deppresing thoughts #kinda depressing #tw depressing stuff #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts

[cupcakeshakesnake]

Tried to shop for a field jacket online and gave up.

I don't want to look like someone's uwu smol girlfriend I want to look like a deadbeat dad in a zombie apocalypse

#doodle #original art #vent #(kinda) #gender binary #There was this jacket I really liked but it was way too big for me even in the smallest size available #smh #snake's art

[ghostedtea]

i'm not really feeling like myself today

#sad girl hours honestly #kinda vent art but not rlly #i always like to hc that jade really struggled intergrating into society w/ other people #like she tries really really hard #but sometimes it all just goes grey and static-y #and the noise is too much. #jade harley #homestuck #fanart #art

[suntails]

⚔️🦈

#twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #floyd leech #suntails #adding tags retroactively bc i dont want to be too worrying. so ppl know my brother almost tried to . and i had to take care of it #and i got a 900 dollar medical bill today. and im unemployed. so it um. kinda broke the last straw. and twt has been miserable to touch #got in a small fight w my friend and i felt physically sick and ive been having little mini breakdowns like 3 times a day and im not used t #i dont get sad like this. i dont GET soul-crushingly upset. i dont get nervous. i normally j shut down and get thru stuff so im rly lost #sry for the vent i dont intend for it to act as such. i j wanted to give context for whats been going on bc a lot of ppl here r tumblr-Only #i rly liked this when i drew it bc i love silly meme outfits. i drew minions a lot when i was into hq so it felt like returning to my roots #im sure when i feel less empty ill be happy w this again

[offkilterkeys]

Being a Jane liker is so hard cause you go to her tag and it’s just a bunch of people lamenting how overhated she is and then continuing to ignore her, and being a Jake liker is so hard cause you go to his tag and it’s just tons of people making the most demeaning comments about him cause his character committed the crime of being annoying (unforgivable.)

#homestuck #jake english #jane crocker #vent #? #I guess hahaha #I am in the content trenches with these two #it’s always secretly about Dirk with them #Jane is Dirk’s bestie #Jake is Dirk’s boyfriend/ex #I just want content about them being friends/siblings/cousins or whatever #or with other people like Roxy or Jade #or even just stuff on their own #but nooooo always the same guy #and even the people who talk about how this fandom focuses too much on the dudes #characterize Jane as Dirk’s bestie and nothing more #I’m considering sharing my Jane analysis if only to bring more diversity #it’s actually kinda funny though that so much of their stuff revolves around Dirk #cause in canon that bothers Jane #how easy things are for him to just do #and she literally admits to being jealous of him #and while he interprets it to be mainly about Jake it’s honestly just in general #like he just does a bunch of stuff that she wishes she had the courage to do #and honestly he’s just more of a hero #they’re kinda like an inversion of John and Dave’s dynamic mixed with Jade and Dave’s #where from Dirks perspective it’s JadeDave in the sense that he just sees Jane as his silly friend who he must protect #while from Jane’s she’s the Dave to his John in that she wants to be heroic in the way he is #and like nobody does anything with that #The fandom ever focused on the boys takes Dirk’s side and says look at her #she’s just a girl

[spaciebabie]

you could say. i wasn't feeling too good today.

#fnaf sb #fnaf #security breach #five nights at freddy’s #fnaf moon #moon fnaf #moondrop #y/n #moon x y/n #moon x you #moon x reader #sorry ta hit ya w/whiplash after the last funny haha comic but #i needed some comfort #have the fruits of my labor. if you had a shitty day too my heart goes out ta ya #moon: shut the FUCK up n let me cuddle u #perfect. my kinda man #vent #perks of being an artist: draw a self insert getting cuddled when u need it irl #im goin ta bed lol #spacie scribbles

[thwackk]

mayb i’ll post my boosters here too

#im kinda back mayb #i missed interacting with ppl on here too much yall are so fun #booster gold #DC #i wish i had time to color them but alas. #speaking of which if anyone wants to color these go ahead idm at all my only request is that you show me cause i would be delighted asf #to see that #my house is still unsafe but im playin it rlly cautiously #😎 #been having the worst fucking week of my entire life it’s been awful but the little heroes in my brain have kept me sane #sorry for venting slightly in the tags dont read em

[puppyeared]

its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously

#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to #im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but #because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of #exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something #and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh #and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing #because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant #even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still #its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn…. #if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about #I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird #maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel #a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t #I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to #be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol #idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week #had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting #yapping #does this count as vent #vent #Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly

[lover-of-botatoes]

day two: stars

prompt list here

#im sorry these are all kinda. sad? like they have a depressing atmosphere #im not doing too good right now 🫶 this kind of qualifies as #vent art #botato art :D #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #sketch #drawing #art #artists on tumblr #terukiweek2024 #teruki hanazawa #hanazawa teruki

[kakyogay]

I am a normal functioning human being who can think about normal things

#IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A CUTE MODERN AU AND NOW #HTUHGDGDH #I'm not gonna do it that'd be too mean #tiny suns deserves love and no trauma #even if it would add more content to their vent works #and even though they'd be okay in the end #I mean their father (which would be the ancient that made them) wouldn't be shitty #just kinda mean sometimes (like mine woo hoo self projection!!!!!) #but no no I am normal I am okay I can keep my blorbos normal and okay #only a sprinkle of mental ill is needed and I already provided I don't need more

[vitamimesea]

being telepath’s hard

#mob psycho #takenaka momozou #vent doodle #my head is fucked recently and it sort of manifested here #kinda #too much anxiety i guess #mp100 season 3 #mob psycho season 3 #psychic #mob psycho spoilers #mp100 takenaka #vitamimesea art

[k3t4min5]

more scared of getting old than dying young

#venting #actually mentally ill #i hate it here #die #mentally fucked #i am scared #im dying #dying inside #dying young #feelings #alone with my thoughts #too fucking much #deppresing thoughts #kinda depressing #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit

[0509-brainrot]

shake up that brain

#milgram #milgram project #mikoto kayano #my art #ah.. i suppose it's fine if i just put my general milgram art here too right? #anyways guess who Actually remembered how to draw ..? #kinda? i don't really know how this drawing happened it all happened so fast #but i like how it turned out ! i've been hating how everything i draw turns out lately guhhh #started off as a bit of a vent doodle then i thought “wait this looks kinda good” and here we are #i really like drawing mikoto when i'm stressed they're fun to draw :)) #i haven't done a like. Full Actual drawing in so long aaaa (no i don't count the previous arts on this blog those were more like doodles..) #i apologize to all the 0509ers following me i have not been putting out my best work for them.. #i have ideas cooking *rubbing hands together* #but for now.... kotos !! I think they're neat

[mblue-art]

care. reassurance.

#cross!sans #self insert #mblue art #yeah im. soff #may or may not have been fueled by that tender forehead kiss post #(this started as a vent art kinda but!! feeling better now. hopefully. i jst wanna yearn) #(been dealing w irl stuff n fighting the brain around the time i made this. nnn. wahoo. yippee.) #(also havent had the spoons to scroll thru tumblr/twt feeds so i feel out of the loop ;w; but thas oke i'll live;;) #(simping for him makes me mentally ill /j/pos (but also /neg bc. mmm. blaming my brain for that lol)) #(ANYWAY i think he's been hogging too much of my brainspace lately and i think he should make way for lust too wth man 😤😤😤 smh /lh) #CM

[zebratimw]

Spirit animal SQH

#svsss #shang qinghua #but mainly I'm just here to vague post LMAO I don't like to vague post its not very effective in terms of venting but #but basically I guess I'm becoming hyperaware of my like... cognitive dissonance codependency and derealization ee #also my general laziness ig and where it overlaps into executive dysfunction or whatever like I may genuinely have some issues but #I am also a lazy son of a bitch jfjfkgkg and i need to figure out how to figure it out so I can work on both in more effective ways hhggg #oh yeah but basically the thing to remember for later is the silence in the call and the immediate unmute and chat activity once I left #I should remember this and stop interacting I think? I should try to give em space I think I'm being too clingy or something #or maybe my own silence is too awkward and dampens the call? I was kinda just spacing out and not doing anything so I get its kinda weird #LMAO so I should just like try not to be in call for those times mm #I just like being in call with my friends jdhfkg but I suppose its not very good either #I overindulge I suppose another friend pointed it out to me before too haha but fjfjjt its just easier than facing bouts of dread by myself #eehh and that's why I gotta do something about my Metnal Ailneses hfjfj but ngl I don't really know how to go about it... #I get embarrassed looking stuff up djfnfkg and half the time I don't even know what to look up I just draw ?s and I give up #I suppose I also have commitment issues too but that ones not new which is an issue of itself aaaaaaaa #man idk idk I just don't really get it I guess djdjfjf and I've got existential dreads and think maybe it doesn't really matter whats wrong #cause there's no point to fixing them because ultimately I'm gonna die alone and a failure anyways? so like ehfjgkg idk #its depressing and I know its like sabotage cause my brain is being a little silly a little goofy and its not a shared sentiment #with the better half of me and the entirety of my friends but yknow its just ee harder sometimes to believe in the optimism ig #and i can talk about it somewhat normally and without like having a ✨️break down #but yknow djfjgkg I'm very emotional a person ya? I think sqh is relatable for gods sake 💀 #irrationality sentimentality nihilism and existential dreads... wanting to die because living is too hard despite all my hopes for living... #just the ol regulars yknow? #and another thing... do I talk to my friends about these things? I vent them out here a lot but what do I really want? #I'm not strong enough to keep it to myself clearly but I'm also too proud to share these thoughts? I dump them out in the open and for what? #whenever someone reaches out with concern and care I don't respond in kind and refuse to elaborate? #so like what do I want with this? I guess I want someone to know I'm going insane half the time I'm awake? but not do anything about it? #that's pretty unfair I guess... and stupid I think I do want to share my thoughts with someone but I'm too scared of the ramifications #and that my pride can't stand the fact I might be looked differently by my friends even tho the image they have of me is already quite silly #man.... idk.... I'll come to conclusions myself and do nothing about them so I guess that'll happen again aah idk idk idk