#like just. chill. literally. go talk to someone. go do something. being trapped in your own mind can go one of two bad ways

[boldlypurplelight]

Love is a drug|| JJK|| 5

Pairing: Yandere Jungkook × Female Reader

Genre: Yandere Themes, a bit fluff, angst, betrayal.

Summary: OC had a very Happy life with her lovely Boyfriend Jeon Jungkook, a 24 year old ceo ; but things take a vast turn and oc finds herself in critical condition.

CHAPTER 5

Jungkook had been waiting for yn, he had been trying to prepare for her birthday although your colleagues are preparing for it. He wanted to birthday to be special. He smiled already imagining your happy face.

Someone tapped on his shoulder, thinking it'd be yn he turned around only to be shocked. It was Sarah. The girl who came up week ago to his office.

Sarah smiled "Hello Mr. Jeon". Sarah was surprised, in real. Seeing this as a opportunity she went upto him.

Jungkook was shocked but he felt eerie comfortable with Sarah, he didn't know why.

"Hello!! Miss Sarah, I didn't see you there" as he scratched his head.

"I see, I have made a red velvet cake as you said. Umm, will you have the time to..." Sarah acted upon her character. She made herself look angel who can never do any wrong but the reality was something else.

Jungkook saw the hesitation and smiled to make her comfortable with him.

"Ofcourse, I'd love to" he spoke with gentle and friendly voice making her smile.

Sarah looked at her right she saw yn, it seemed like heavens were blessing her today. It was satisfying to see Yn's sad face. It didn't disappoint her.

YN on the other hand had her bitter feeling which was abandoned, rise again. The peculiar feeling bubbling in her hear, couldn't accept the fact that Jungkook was talking and smiling to none other than Sarah. That dangerous women. Yn had heard about her being homewrecker.

Nayeon said that once she had an affair with a married man. Here she was watching Jungkook talking not any other woman but her.

Yn turned around and left, leaving a message that she couldn't come to deck because of work. She couldn't face him.

SHE COULD NOT.

It would look pathetic to even go to them.

Nayeon was shocked as she saw yn coming back early. Ynn always had the trust on both of the girls so she didn't hesitate to tell her.

"I saw Sarah talking with Jungkook!!" It was all took Nayeon to burst out.

"What The Fuck!! I told you that bitch is cooking something" Nayeon knew Sarah very well, infact when Sana told her that Sarah was asking for yn's birthday, she knew something was wrong.

"It doesn't matter, he shouldn't be that fool to fall in her trap" YN exclaimed. She was not defending Sarah but a successful CEO can't even differentiate between acting and real, how stupid he must be.

"We don't clap with one hand Nayeon"

"Then go, talk to him and clear it out before it gets complicated" Nayeon made a point but yn wasn't satisfied.

"Jungkook are you cheating on me with that hoe? Damn!!! There goes my dignity" yn said with a mimic voice on how she would confront him, she felt pathetic honestly.

Jungkook and Yn were chilling in Jungkook's house. Unknowingly yn felt that Jungkook was distancing himself as if she was his least priority, as if she was not even there.

"I think I should go" yn suddenly exclaimed making Jungkook look at her in confusion.

He blinked "Why?"

"Cuz I don't think you're a bit interested staying with me" yn said with a harsh tone. She was enraged, Jungkook had talked to many womens no doubt but he never acted up like that.

"What's up with you? You literally ignore me as if I'm never there."

Jungkook was little nervous by this point he didn't know what to say and that somehow gave the answers to yn. It cleared her mind that Jungkook is having an affair with Sarah.

"I'm leaving!!!" Yn turned around, she had enough of this bullshit.

"Wait, Yn!!! Are you serious? You want to go just because you think I'm ignoring you? You don't even care about me"

Yn had frown on her face now, was he trying to blame it on her?. She turned around again to face him.

"I saw you walking out of the deck!! You just threw me under the bus and walked away" Jungkook was fuming as well as yn.

"Well no shit you deserved that"

It looked like everything stopped, his face had sullen now with tears threatening to come out as his ruthless girlfriend turned around and walked away from his door.

Rainfall has started off as June's first week came by. Yn was heading towards Jungkook's office. She felt guilty for lashing out on him. When it was her fault too for not confronting him.

She was going to confront him now. She had to make it clear-

"I regret meeting her" that's what she heard, it was Jungkook's voice. She opened the door slowly and what she saw next broke her heart.

Sarah was there, sitting on Jungkook's lap in in office. He was talking about her.

Yn couldn't believe, she stole her man just in few days. NO! Jungkook fell in her trap just in few days. Was he that stupid? Was this he wanted all along.

Yn was about to slam the door and confront him until what she heard chilled her bones.

"I could even kill her for you baby!!"

She was not disgusted, not sad but terrified now. For her own life. He sat there as if he didn't just threaten to take her life. Yn never knew she would be seeing this things before her own birthday.

As for yn knew now she has to go far......Far away from him.

Author's note: Whoosh!!!! The drama is unfolding. Guys why do you think Jungkook is distancing from yn?? Let me know in comments. Get ready for next chapter, Yandere Jungkook is on the way.

And one more thing, THANK YOU SO MUCH ARMYS!!. 250+ likes and 10 reblogs. Never knew I'll get this much love in my first series. Keep loving the series, much more love to you guys. 💟💟💟

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[a-vvenger]

the scoreboard girl

(gif not mine but isn’t he the cutest! also i legit can’t come up with a better title)

summary: eddie goes to a balls in laundry baskets game but he isn’t watching the game

pairing: eddie munson x fem!reader

a/n: i literally hate this but i had to get it out. this popped into my head bc i run the scoreboard for my school sometimes and i was doing just that earlier tonight and was like boom idea. but i can’t write so here’s this piece of shit

my masterlist

dustin and mike were scared shitless of what eddie was gonna say when they asked him to move the campaign. so it was quite the surprise when he not only moved it but asked them if he could come with them to the game. they of course said yes just being thankful that he wasn’t angry at them. dustin had actually asked eddie for a ride since steve had a date he was going with. of course dustin took this opportunity to question eddie.

“since when do you willingly go to balls in laundry baskets games?” dustin asks.

“just because i think it’s stupid doesn’t mean it’s not entertaining,” eddie replies but dustin doesn’t buy it.

they pull into the parking lot and hop out. dustin noticed that eddie looked quite nervous. they found a spot in the bleachers once they got inside and sat down. the game had already started at this point.

dustin looked over at eddie and saw him staring at something. oh. not something, someone. dustin follows his line of sight to where you were, changing the scoreboard when one team made it or adding up the fouls when they were called.

eddie had seen you in school and thought you were the prettiest woman he had ever seen. you had a couple of classes together and he had heard you telling one of your friends that you were running the clock for this game.

you weren’t that popular. you had a close group of friends and you kind of were chill with everyone. everyone except jason carver. you and he had dated for a little while and it ended up with you being heartbroken and him being an ass, constantly.

that included right now. when you put the foul up on the scoreboard and he starts yelling at you. you were just going with the ref’s call. he should’ve been yelling at the ref not you. but he loved yelling at you for some reason.

“jason, shut the fuck up and go play the game,” you yell.

“you bitch, take that foul off,” he yells back.

“no, i do what the ref tells me to do, if you have a problem with that, talk to him,” you say pointing at the ref.

you were standing at this point, glaring angrily at him. his coach had called a timeout so you didn’t have to pay attention right now. jason mumbles something under his breath and goes to talk to his team. you roll your eyes and sit back down. when you look up you notice a pair of eyes on you.

eddie had watched the interaction between you and jason intently. it was obvious you were angry and uncomfortable. he was proud that you yelled at that douche though. it was quite attractive to be honest. he notices she’s looking back at him with a small smile so he smiles back. his attention is pulled away by dustin’s voice.

“dude, seriously?! you came here for a girl?! wait wait wait, you like y/n y/l/n!” he basically shouts and eddie shushes him immediately and tries to cover his mouth.

“shut your trap kid! i mean she’s cool i guess,” he says knowing full well he likes her.

he’s liked her since that one day when she asked him about DnD. they were sitting in class and one of his friends had asked if they were still meeting for the campaign later. she had overheard and was curious about how he planned his campaigns so he had explained his thought process behind it.

they had been kinda friends since. they talked in class but never hung out outside of school. but, there short conversations were enough for him to like her.

as he turns back to your table he can see you still smiling slightly but you’re also paying attention to the game which has started up again.

“dude you should talk to her after the game!” dustin suggests.

“no, no way man,” eddie says.

“why not?!” dustin exclaims.

“because,” eddie starts, “because she’s not into me like that. we’re more acquaintances than anything!”

“yea sure, that’s why she hasn’t stopped smiling since you made eye contact,” dustin says, his voice laced with sarcasm.

“what? no that’s not because of me,” eddie tries to rationalize. he doesn’t think anyone could like him for him.

“eddie when are you gonna realize you’re awesome and a girl like y/n would be lucky to have you,” dustin comforts him.

eddie sighs. maybe he should talk to you. i mean he’ll never know if he doesn’t try.

“fine,” eddie gives in.

dustin does a happy dance and now he can’t wait for the game to end, while eddie is dreading it. he also can’t help but worry about what jason said to you. he knows you two dated and he had heard it did not end well. so at least talking to you means he can see if you’re okay.

suddenly, the buzzer is ringing and lucas has sunk the game winning shot. eddie looks over to where you are smiling and excited. he watches you go over to lucas and give him a hug and a high five. you and he had become friends since you ran the clock for his games and he was the only one nice to you on the team. the rest of them taking jason’s side in the breakup.

eddie watches as you start to walk out after you clean up a bit and runs down the bleachers to get to you before you leave. he meets you in an empty hallway.

“y/n, hey,” he says and you jump slightly.

“oh hey eddie! what’s up,” you smile brightly at him.

“u-uh i- i saw you and jason yelling at each other earlier, are you okay?” he asks and you can hear the genuine concern in his voice.

“um yea i think so… im kind of used to it by now. it happens at least once a game. this one was worse since it was the championship game,” you say.

“that doesn’t excuse his behavior. you deserve better, im sorry,” he replies.

“it’s okay, eddie, thank you for checking on me,” you smile.

it’s quiet for a few seconds and you can tell he wants to say more.

“is there something else eddie?” you ask.

“um okay here we go. hope that henderson kid knows what he’s talking about,” eddie mumbles and you look at him confused, “y/n i think you are really cool and awesome. not to mention the prettiest person i have ever seen,” you blush, “and hopefully this won’t ruin our friendship,” he continues.

“what?” you interrupt him confused.

“i like you,” he blurts it out, “y/n, i’ve liked you since that one day you asked me about my campaign. i know this might be weird because we only talk in school and stuff. you can totally just ignore me after this if it weirds you out. i just wish i could get to know you better and i’d love to take you out. a movie, dinner, you name it i’ll take you. but no, honestly you’ll probably never speak to me again i mean i would never speak to me ag-“

you cut him off with your lips pressed against his. you catch him way off guard but after a bit he kisses back. it’s the best kiss either of you have ever had. after a bit you both pull away for air.

“i like you too, eddie munson,” you say and it was true. ever since that day he had asked you about the mystery novel you were reading.

a/n: if y’all want to send me requests for fics w any of the characters pls feel free and i will try my best!! i’m in a writing mood lol…

#eddie munson #stranger things #eddie munson x y/n #eddie munson x reader #joseph quinn #stranger things x y/n #stranger things x reader #joseph quinn x y/n #joseph quinn x reader #eddie munson is hot #eddie stranger things #eddie x y/n #eddie x reader

[kyeomyun]

OH WOW ITS ALMOST 2024?!?@? oh wow... it's been... a year.

Yes I know. "Jada you left in like August and 2024 is literally in like 6 hours from now." YES YES I KNOW. I am not going to be writing for a while and I am kinda sad I won't be able too. BUT THIS ISNT ABOUT ME.

I want to just appreciate all of my wonderful moots who have made this year extremely eye opening for me. We haven't talked much in a while since school and 2023 being the year I regretted way more than appreciated. I took time for myself to find who I am but I think about you all every. single. day. You mean so much to me and I wish I showed you all more regardless of me building myself up.

@stormyjisung : my first ever moot ever. even before tumblr, we met on Instagram and let me tell you, we were simps for each other LMAO. nyx is literally the sole reason why I took time off anyways because her advice made me realize the internet was indeed altering my head very negatively. she is the person I run to, annoy, laugh with, and enjoy to talk to every single day. it's going to be 2 years since we met and every year I looked up to her as kind of... a role model. her work ethnic inspired me. nyx is just the type of person you will want to be around and talk to. but she will fucking discipline you when she think is needed. anyways, she is forever my heart, sun, moon, everything.

@wheeboo : OH MY BAE. THIS IS MY BAEEEEEE. rania. we have no spoken for a WHILE. it's been a fat minute since we have spoken a word but that one day we did talk to each other after I went away for my hiatus, oh my. IT WAS SO FUN. SHE IS SO FUN. it is just crackhead energy and it's amazing. rania inspired me as a writer so much yes, but HER. the person behind those extravagant stories? you will fall head over heels for this woman. she is funny, charming, loving, yes. just yes. sorry but me and rania are like 🤞🏽🤞🏽. once I get my life together, I will love to talk back to you.

@etherealyoungk : SKYE. SKYE SKYE SKYE. BAHHHHHHHHHHH. skye is like a magnet. that's how we are starting out. it's like you just want to be with her. it's just- you love skye ok. if you know skye, you know what I am saying. but this lovely person right here is just amazing. she is really lowkey yes but she is that person you can just chill with. like I imagine just us sitting in complete silence, someone say something dumb as fuck and then the conversation goes on from there. BASICALLY THE IDEAL GIRL BESTIE. I love skye so much dude it's crazy :((( ONCE AGAIN, I WILL TEXT YOU ONCE I AM WORKED OUT.

@rubywonu : NIAAAAA. we haven't spoken much but the times we did talk were so much fun 😭 every conversation was so fresh and funny. we are still in the learning about each other stage but once we do, WE WILL BE INSEPRETABLE. WE WILL TALK. TRUST.

@trblsvt : LIIIII. omg.. we follow each other on instagram and have not texted for a while wow. I MISS YOU SO MUCH DUDE AAAAAA. YOU WENT TO SEE WAVE TO EARTH AND I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO JEALOUS OF SOMEONE. WE NEED TO TALK MORE YOU TALANTED SOUL.

@icyminghao : NOELLE. MY LOVE. MY HYPEWOMAN. you are just a bundle of JOY. noelle is that someone you want to protect with your life because her happiness is everything. EVERYTHING YOU HEAR ME. it's also been a while since we have spoken because yk- life. but the times we did talk.... we spoke in caps so you knew the conversation was either juicy or just downright out of pocket. once again, she is a charmer. you will never fall out of love with noelle dude. the day you meet her, you are trapped. IN THE BEST WAY POSSIBLE OBV. anyways, WE WILL TALK AGAIN. I REALLY HOPE WE CAN.

@star1117-archives : wow.. long time no speak BAHAHAHA. I can say our text should not be exposed to the public. never. but lowkey, miles, you are the most savage person ever. LITERALLY. miles will shut you up in a matter of just seconds and make you rethink. but it's been so long since we texted man... we should lowkey do a reunion with the gang in the discord server we left dusty asf. ANYWAY, miles is the kind of dude that lowkey makes fun of you for dumb shit but in the most chill way possible. idk how else to explain it ;-;. he is just that someone you will enjoy to have and that friend that has your back no matter what. he protect.

@fairyhaos : my precious yena :((. it's been 2 months since we have spoken a word to each other but as like the others, I think about you EVERY DAY. she is one of the first moots I have made on tumblr and let me tell you, she is a sweetheart. it's like a small joshua :((. she is like a freshly bloomed flower and you need to nourish her :((. ANYWAYS. yena. love her. to the ends of the earth. she is such a gentle and caring friend, it's almost hard to believe you can be friends with her. that's until you bring up joshua BAHAHAHAHA. she becomes a whole different being ;-;. BUT WE NEED TO TALK AGAIN PRECIOUS.

@gyu-effect : OH MY GOD SARAH. HOW HAVE YOU BEEN? HAVE YOU BEEN OK?? this girl right here. BIGGEST TAEMIN STAN IN THE BOOK OK. no but seriously, Sarah and I had alot of deep talks about life the times we did talk. and I mean DEEP. but her mindset is so careful(?). she is really caring with her friends I should say and that warms my heart in the best way possible because how was I able to win someone so magnificent like you in my life :((. we should really talk again babe <3

@jaehunnyy : uh oh. my WIFEEE GUYS. MY WIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. OK LET ME TELL YOU. IM HEAD OVER HEELS FOR HER. ITS CRAZY. INSANE EVEN. I miss her more and more everyday man :((. everyday we don't text, it's like a gap is missing. it's been a little over a month since we last texted so IMAGINE THE SUFFERING. this babe right here though is just someone you will get on one knee for and ask for marriage. that says alot about her. you start talking to her, time skip and you are married. anyways, my wifey is such a loveable wifey. we go crazy together <3

@lvlystars : NINI I AM NOT GOING TO LIE. I KEEP FORGETTING YOU HAVE A NEW ACCOUNT. BUT YOU 🫵🏽🫵🏽 she is my soul sister. we are twins. we text occasionally on instagram and let me tell you, our mind length is like- WE SEE EACH OTHER. anyways, she is my bestie, my pookie. nini is so fucking hilarious too like her sense of humor >>>>. ITS EVERYTHING. me and nini be talking to each other like we have known each other since the 2nd grade 😭😭. ANYWAYS, nini is such a character. she is always so bright but when it comes to mingyu- a whole lecture on why he is the best boyfriend. but she is so real on that so-

@mesanthropi : obv I'm not about to forget about you weiss. you see, me and weiss have a special bond. we met and decided to do a collab all in the same day. we are just built different. we are an inseparable duo that talks, doesn't talk for like weeks, and start back talking as if nothing happens. WE ARE JUST LIKE THAT. anyways me and weiss are literally besties. minecraft besties. simp besties. you name it. I MISS YOU SO MUCH MY POOKIE WOOKIE. everyday without you is like a crack in my heart 🖤🖤🖤🖤

@slytherinshua : AAAAAAAAAAAA. we were still learning about each other as well but you are such a cutie patootie love :((. hopefully soon we can get to know each other more <33

@wonwoonlight @wqnwoos @idubiluv @i43shuji @odxrilove @hannyoontify @haowrld @luvhyun3 @blue-jisungs are a few extra moots which I have either just now started to talk to or was terrified to DM. either way, you guys made this year 10× amazing.

for my followers in general, thank you all so much for sticking with me. I started this account in the middle of last year but "rebranded" this year. which was kinda a mistake considering how 2023 wasn't my year (minus the concerts I've been too). but you guys made me so much more confident in writing and taught me so much in ways that did not had to be verbally spoken. I love you guys so much. everyday I come on here, I always think about how you guys are and how lucky I am to have such amazing people on here. as the days go by, I always try to remind myself that me writing is a hobby and not a competition and I have learned that very quickly with the help of you and all of my wonderful moots. once again, I want to thank all of you for racing with me to the end of this year despite all of the long-lasting breaks I have took for my mental health, thank you for simping with me, thank you for loving my way of art and expression because you do not understand... a simple reblog, a single viewer that scans our stories means so much to a writer. especially on an app where writing stories isn't the main feature. I have made accomplishments this year with my stories and my writing style but my biggest accomplishments yet was having such a wonderful audience, a loving group of moots and the sweet words you guys put in the tags. I am not going to make this very long for I have things to do going forward to the new year but... I cannot express how grateful I am for you. every single one of you.

cheers to the new year loves!!

2024, please be better for me and every other person that had to endure so many hardships this year. if not, make at least one moment where they can remember that bad things do not last forever <3

#{💌} — besties >< #happy new years love <333 #may 2024 be a year where you grow and thrive #<3

[graylinesspam]

Glad you’re finally updating your ASOI series!! haven’t heard about it in a while

Speaking of… I had a thought the other day about the public’s view on the clones (and I had no one to share it with so I’ll just dump it in your ask box if you don’t mind)

Anyway, civilians in most of the clone centric fics I read are very hostile towards clones for some reason and I find it very implausible.

Just think of it, there are genetically modified soldiers who are badass, wear cool armor and are also extremely hot.

And now imagine if that happened in real life… I really think people would love them and also sympathize with them due to them technically being slaves. And Ahsoka’s interviews would only add fuel to the fire because now they have NAMES and can hear stories of their beloved heroes.

But what’s more important, everyone would be thirsting over them.

And what happens in real life when people unanimously thirst over someone? They make edits. They make edits and write fanfiction and create whole ass blogs dedicated to the object of their thirst.

I bet the boys constantly record holos of them being badasses on the frontlines and a lot of recordings would mysteriously end up leaked, so the editors would have more than enough material

I can imagine Ahsoka sending Rex some holo and it’s an edit of him to the most unholy track you’ve ever heard which has like a billion likes and WILDING comments (something among the lines of “he walks like it’s heavy” with the replies “I can hold it for him”). He honestly doesn’t know how to react to that, like he is mortified (and a bit flattered really).

And some parts of it might actually be cannon given how many girls hang out at 79’s, they definitely know where the good stuff is ;)

And then the fangirls become a big group of clone-sympathizers who go on strikes for for clones’ rights and it somehow leads to the discovery of the chips and somehow palpatine dies and order you-know-what never happens and the war ends and clones get refund for years of service and everyone lives happily ever after. Thank you for coming to my ted talk.

No but this 1000% percent. You nailed it in one. Theres already a lot of bad feelings toward the jedi that Palpatine has been sowing the seeds for a long time. So I'd be hesitant to say that the citizens are immidietly chill with the clones. That's just not how the propaganda machine works. Especially since pretty much the only reactions the citizens have to the clones in cannon are negative. HOWEVER, firstly the anti-clone protests are primarily on Coruscant where the clones are not doing anything positive, they're acting as an unwelcome military police (which is literally always bad) or they're being drunk and disorderly in public (which is objectively funny).

But as for the rest of the galaxy? especially the planets where the clones are actively doing some good? GIRL. The republic is trying to portray the clones as a professional unified military force, but Ahsoka totally undermines all of that by bringing clone business to public attention. And as internet culture always does the citizens have a fucking field day with every scrap of information she gives up.

Like babes you have no idea how much of this AU is fueled by me joke watching clone thirst traps and thinking "I bet this would actually happen in SW" It starts with the public hounding her for details about Anakin cuz he's like a heart throb and she's all like "can we talk about anything other than how bad you all want to fuck him?" and she insists on talking about the clones instead, so all these thirsty ass hos who've hopped on the stream to hear some juicy Anakin content get introduced to a ROSTER of clones instead and some are like "y'know they are kinda cute" and then theres simps and people asking all kinds of questions about them and Ahsoka's doing shitty personality breakdowns.

I just don't know how to write that content in a way that's like Interesting. like just get on tiktok yourself i guess.

But like also Ahsoka reading the guys to filth too. Like she starts hyping them up then realizes that she's just fueling the simps so she just starts being painfully honest with the fangirls about their favorite clones.

like "wolffe girlies, I hate to tell you this, He does not give a fuck about you. He is not the grumpy to your sunshine. the man is a surely old bastard. He's like 6 I think? doesn't matter he was born a pissed off old man. He doesn't like you. He'll never like you. He likes exactly five people in the entire galaxy and I'm not even on that list anymore. And you don't even want to know what I had to do to get on it. Please realize that you are not special and he's not secretly soft and protective on the inside. He will hurt you're feelings."

And when I say that she is ALWAYS ragging on Fives. Every time she compliments him she has to pause and say "This is just gonna go to his head." And she takes every chance possible to humble him. "He might be one of my favorite brothers and one of the best men I've ever known but he's a fucking disaster. If it wasn't for my entire force ability and the best luck streak I've ever seen he'd be dead." She knows he thinks he's a hot shot ladie's man and she will NOT support his ego.

With Rex though? GIRL! Ahsoka shows such obvious favoritism for Rex. She shares the most information about him and his fandom absolutely pops off. He is that clone. footage of him and his easy-to-identify blonde hair absolutely flood the fan sites. THE EDITS??? THE COMMENT SECTIONS????? But Ahsoka's like nah that's MY Captain. (I don't ship them at all but I do think of Ahsoka as a very possessive person and Rex is literally her platonic soul mate) Like she's split between saying "Of course Rex has the biggest fanbase he's the single best man in the galaxy. literally, the only man who hasn't disappointed me. he's perfect of course they like him." but then also, "None of you are good enough for him. You should be honored if he shows interest in you on account of him being perfection incarnate"

The clone fandom in my Au mimics the actual one quite a lot including the small personality traits of the clones being way over exaggerated and then universally accepted. Like Kix gaining popularity bc Ahsoka still responds to all questions about her health and wellbeing with quips like "Of course I took my meds, wouldn't want an angry medic on me" and "Yes i disinfected the wound. If I didn't Kix might have a stroke" or one time she shook a vitimin bottle and said "See Kix, I'm responsible, I'm taking them."

I could seriously go on forever like this, I've practically written an essay already. But yeah. You get it.

#star wars #ahsoka tano #clone wars #sw tcw #tcw #anakin skywalker #fanfic #501st #captain rex #ASOI #this post is unedited sorry if it's illegible

[dragonbma]

Switching something up in the Possession AU: (Romeo’s first encounter with Vos)

[I originally had Romeo immediately lose interest in Vos as a choice of champion since he didn’t finish the challenge. However, I figured a brief encounter would fit into the story better and give reason as to why Romeo is so quick to abandon him…]

Since the first champion trial ended with no winner, Romeo had been secretly checking in on Jack hoping he would return to the Sea Temple. After roughly a year of watching and waiting, Romeo realized Jack had no interest in ever returning. (In that year, Jack had discarded the gauntlet, burned the map, reunited with Nurm, etc.) While trying to think of alternative champions, he remembered that one of the trio became locked in one of the challenge’s traps. Upon teleporting back to the temple, he is surprised to find the adventurer still alive. “Huh, I may have underestimated this one-”

Romeo decides to offer Vos the opportunity so he opens the cage and snaps the elder guardians away. He begins to explain that he has been looking for a new friend/champion for a long while and the position can be Vos’ if he accepts. “…the adventure of a lifetime! Deadly challenge rooms, monsters no human has ever seen before… everything an adventurer like you could ever want!” Vos is mostly confused, but also glad to be free and talking to someone after what feels like forever. All seems to be going well until Vos questions when the trials would be over and he can return home. Romeo is shocked that anyone would even want to go back home after being given such an opportunity- “Go home? You do understand what I’m offering you, right?” Vos tries to explain that he’s terribly homesick and misses his friend Jack, but Romeo takes it as an insult to his gift.

Time for a new approach. Trying to stay calm, Romeo offers Vos the ultimatum: either be his champion, or be left in the temple to rot. He then hands Vos an atlas and to show him that Jack has moved on. [I like to think the Admins are responsible for the creation of the atlas and each has their own personalized one.] “The one person who knows where you are thinks you’re dead. No one is coming to rescue you.” Seeing his friend alive and well brings a smile to his face, but Vos can’t dismiss the sinking feeling that he is truly alone. “He thinks you perished after your friend over there…” Confused, Vos turns around to see Sammy’s inventory pile strewn across the ground in the spot he watched her die. A chill runs down his spine and Romeo has to forcefully stop Vos from walking over to his friend’s belongings.

“So… what’ll it be then?”

From Vos’ perspective…

he can either accept the offer and escape the Sea Temple, but lose all hope of seeing Jack again

Or

decline the offer, stay in the temple, and try to survive long enough on the off-chance someone rescues him

(He of course chooses the option that gives him a chance to reunite with his friend again much to Romeo’s dismay.)

From Romeo’s perspective, Vos literally has no other option but to join him or starve to death. And hearing Vos decline his offer is enough to set him off and commit to abandoning him there. Even Vos is taken aback at how poorly received his answer is and defensively backs up. With a wave of the hand, Romeo resets the room to how it was when he arrived, teleporting Vos back up into the obsidian cage and warping the guardians back to their places. No matter. Another champion will present themself in time. It’s just a matter of waiting.

Some extras for this snippet because idk where to add them in:

Vos does not blame Jack for not trying to save him. He knows that if Jack knew he was still alive, he’d do anything in his power to rescue him.

Romeo figured that if he tried to lie to Vos about why Jack hadn’t come back for him, Vos would never have believed it. So he opted to tell the truth (which still works in his favor.)

It crossed Romeo’s mind to kill Vos then and there after he declined the offer, but he wanted to see how long he could survive by himself.

Seeing how easy it was for Jack to discard the gauntlet inspired Romeo to add curse of binding to the next version.

This is the only face-to-face encounter between the two before the reveal in the Icy Palace.

For those of you who wanted more Vos Possession AU lore, I gift you this. Also stay tuned because I want to dedicate an entire week to just adding to this AU sometime this month. ^^ I’m also considering writing this AU out as an actual story / fanfiction at some point instead of just these rambling posts where I jot down ideas and such. I’ve never actually written fanfiction before so no promises on that.

[Back to original AU post.]

#mcsm #minecraft story mode #mcsm vos #mcsm romeo #mcsm jack #mcsm au #vos possession au #bermuda brainrot hours #bermuda ramblings #this was supposed to be posted last night and guess who forgot

[hoperays-song]

Johnny’s Fight Scene

***Potential TW: mentions of past injuries, abuse (just say the word once), fighting, and questionable fighting tactics.***

For those of you who might not know, I was in martial arts for several years growing up. In fact that’s where I met my girlfriend! I was in the class for numerous hours a week for over five years, so the things I learned there definitely stuck with me. 

And one of those things that I learned immediately jumped out at me as I was rewatching Sing 2 with said girlfriend and their younger brother who was in the class with us. Johnny appears to use a mental method of losing your inhibitions during a fight, something we called flipping the switch, in his fight with Klaus.

Now, this technique is kind of odd to describe. It involves you essentially shutting off all your thoughts and switching into fight or flight mode (we were trained to go immediately into the fight aspect). You stop thinking. Your mind goes blank. All that matters is getting out of this situation and giving your attacker as much hell as they just gave you.

And when I say you stop thinking, I do literally mean that. I once broke a bone during sparring with someone who had “flipped the switch” (that was not the other student’s fault but our teacher’s, I should not have been allowed to fight). And the person who did that? Amazingly sweet guy. Literally like a big brother to almost everyone. Which just shows that this flipping of a switch method is extremely effective since it bases itself off people’s survival instincts. 

Now, why would I and my family think that that is what Johnny did during his Sing 2 fight? Because it’s Johnny. We’ve seen this kid trapped in a flooding building, was in a room with angry gang members who seemed pretty chill with murder, at active bank heists, and run from people who want him dead. And yes, he did break his skateboard out of frustration after weeks of literal abuse, but we also see him immediately regret that action. In no other scenario do we see him act on a fight instinct. Ever. Hell, even that skateboard scene started with him running away from what was happening. Johnny’s first instinct isn’t to fight, it’s to run. 

So why would this suddenly change? Why would the kid who had been solely on the defensive the entirety of the fight before that point just change to extremely offensive in a second? Well, we know that Johnny likely is trained to fight. His father boxes for fun, and every other member of his family has proved themselves to be extremely good at fighting as well (to the point they can easily take out professional bodyguards). And despite it being a very poor excuse for a gang, Johnny was still in a gang. He knows how to protect himself. And judging by his reaction to being told he has a fight scene, not only is he likely good at it, but he enjoys it.

But the point stands that he didn’t fight back until he looked back up towards the others. Which actually just further proves to me that he used the “flip the switch” method. That technique is harder for some people to learn than others, especially if they don’t like hurting people or are worried about hurting people. That anxiety can cause someone to not fight back in dangerous situations as it essentially stops that survival instinct I was talking about earlier. 

To get around this in training, our teacher would either physically place one of the younger kids a few feet behind us or tell us that they were in danger (though that was typically after the physical method had been used several times), trying to get protective instincts to come into play. And speaking as someone who had to be told this a ton as I don’t like hurting people, it works insanely well. Like scarily so. And I imagine it would work for Johnny too. We see just how family oriented this kid is. His dad and uncles are extremely important to him. His theatre family is extremely important to him. He cares a lot about them. He’s willing to do just about anything for them, no hesitation.

And if he was to tell himself during a fight that he had to protect them, that they were in danger, it’s likely that flipping of a switch would be pretty much instinctual (think of all those references to (insert family member)’s love being a powerful force to be reckoned with).

However, it is important to point out that Johnny was still restraining himself during that fight scene. We see Johnny throughout both movies perform acts of pretty extreme strength (ie. lifting giant slabs of concrete with a basic pulley in Sing 1). The fact that the most destruction he causes during that scene is the breaking of his opponents staff shows the restraint that Johnny was using, despite being in a defensive mindset. 

This does speak more on Johnny’s character than anything, as he was able to disarm his opponent in a hyperfocused state, especially since he still has to blink himself out of it at the end and be surprised when the scene was over. He genuinely forgot what was going on and was focused on protecting himself and his loved ones. He forgot he was performing. And yet he still managed to avoid seriously harming his opponent. 

That amount of control is insanely hard to come by. It takes years and years of training (the shortest amount of time I saw was 4 years) to be in a flip the switch mindset and still be able to subconsciously access the situation. Johnny is a skilled fighter for sure, with an insane amount of control in his techniques.

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TLDR Conclusion: 

Johnny used a trick taught in some martial arts classes called “flipping the switch” which involves tapping into a person's survival instincts and essentially only focusing on getting away from/hurting your attacker back during his Sing 2 performance. This shows how skilled he is as it is extremely hard to do damage control subconsciously (ie. Johnny not actually hurting his opponent and only breaking the staff), and that he was likely trained in self defense for years.

TLDR Evidence:

- The look back at family and friends is often used to get your brain into a protective mindset.

- Flipping the switch involves instantly going onto the offensive, which we see Johnny do after behaving purely defensively in the past.

- Johnny would likely know this trick as we know he at least knows how to fight.

- The fact he seems surprised at the audience at the end of his scene is similar to what it’s like coming out of a “flip the switch’ mindset, you’re shocked by reality or where you are.

- Johnny is very protective of loved ones, as seen with him helping Mrs Crawly and Rosita during the escape, as well as never turning in his family to the police despite not agreeing with the gang.

- Johnny’s typical first reaction in dangerous situations is flight (as seen by him running from the classroom before), so the sudden switch would have to have some motivation behind it.

#sing 2 #sing scene analysis #we actually see the moment of the switch where Johnny goes from looking at his family with a small smile to fuck around and find out mode #THIS IS BASED OFF MY TRAINING AND EXPERIENCES AS WELL AS MY GIRLFRIEND'S AND BROTHER IN LAW'S #IT WILL NOT BE THE SAME FOR ALL MARTIAL ARTISTS #also this would explain why Marcus who was watching anxiously didn't step in. Johnny would have likely signaled if he needed help #plus he knew he could handle himself if push came to shove #also completely forgot until taking screenshots for this that Johnny likely has burns on his legs from the fight #he nearly falls INTO LITERAL FIRE #so yeah. johnny's scene is actual assault and battery and him defending himself. like legally that's what happened #also johnny dyed his hair teal for this... actual fun fact. i thought it was just the light at first but nope. it's consistent #johnny is a good fighter and i will stand by that #shoutout to my lovely mutual who proofread this and my perfect gf and brother in law for dealing with talking to me about sing #please do not use this technique lightly. like my shoulder is permantly screwed up now. and it's been years and i went to PT #and that was an accident

[not-sure-what-im-feeling]

Oh no.

The snippet as infamously referenced in this post about my characters. I wrote it before developing them, and literally more than a year ago. My style has since changed, developed, and grown since then, and while I may rewrite this one day, I do still enjoy the premise.

Content warnings: contains possession, an anxiety/panic attack, and a loss of control over one’s body, feeling trapped

Word count: 735

Faye felt a sickly feeling in the pit of their stomach. That chill down their spine. They recognized those feelings, and they did not like it.

“No. No, no, no, no,” he quietly muttered to himself, “This can’t be happening”

“I need to go to the washroom,” Faye announced to their friends, “Be right back.”

They dashed off, thankful for the gender-neutral bathrooms only being able to fit one. They didn’t want anyone around while it happened.

Faye heard that breathing. A subtle laugh. He spun around trying to find the culprit.

“Where are you? What do you want?!” They called out.

They were only met with that malicious laughter. The room around Faye darkened, the blood draining from his face, their breathing quickened, anxiety taking over. His phone buzzed and lit up with a message from their friends, wondering why he was taking so long, but Faye didn’t see it.

“Back off! Leave me alone!”

“Did you think you could outrun me? I have more power than you could ever fathom.” Came from that voice, “And you’d think that you wouldn’t let yourself become so vulnerable this time.”

“There is no way I am letting you into my mind again, Eclipse,” Faye responded shakily.

“Aw. Too late”

With that, the bathroom became pitch black, and Faye felt that sickening feeling of another soul entering your body. That claustrophobic feeling of being trapped.

“Oh, it’s so nice to finally have a body again,” Eclipse said, looking into the mirror, “Even if only temporarily.”

She reached for Faye’s phone, and messaged their friends: “Sorry! Just got a bit turned around. On my way back!”

Faye felt revolted at themself. He led Eclipse right to his friends. Right to Sol, to Cirrus. To Zephyr. All because Faye let his guard down.

“Never again,” they silently vowed to themself, “I can’t let something like this happen ever again. I can’t let them get hurt because of my mistakes.”

As Eclipse walked out of the bathroom, Faye’s dread only grew. Sol waved to Eclipse from their table. Faye wished he could do something, anything to get Eclipse out of their body.

It felt invasive, like a violation, to have someone else in your body. The worst part was being unable to do anything. You weren’t kicked outside of your body, rather, trapped in it, forced to watch the possessor do whatever they pleased with it. The possessor leaving it is just as terrible. It feels as though it is your own soul being ripped from your vessel, though you know that’s not the case. All the same, possession is terribly horrific.

Faye looked out at Zephyr, their first friend, how could they let this happen? He’s the reason Eclipse was there, he’s the reason they were all going to get hurt. They should have left Faye when they had the chance. The gods know that would have been best for everyone.

But why them? Why did Eclipse choose Faye? What did Eclipse want? Thoughts raced through Faye’s semi-disembodied consciousness, anxiety worsening. Their mind so desperately wanted to stim, but, sadly, that’s kind of impossible without a body.

He tried to think about the first time he met Zephyr, when she caught him in the middle of a panic attack, and tried to help. They thought about her voice, soft and sweet, speaking at a rhythm that Faye’s breathing followed.

Her voice. Faye could hear it now. He snapped back to reality, and saw that she was talking to some reporter about something.

“-Yeah, we still don’t know what Eclipse wanted when she attacked Faye, but we’re all really glad that she’s gone. And hey! Here Faye is now!”

The reporter turned to them, “And what are your thoughts on the attack? You were possessed, correct? What does that feel like?”

“The attack was terrifying. Eclipse is insane, and the attack felt so random,” Eclipse answered,”And being possessed is terrible. You’re just a soul, in your body, that can’t do a single thing. You can’t even breathe. It’s like you’re in a straight-jacket, chained to a chair, watching the outside through a one-sided window.”

Damn. That was the best explanation for possession that Faye had ever heard. No book found in some stuffy library could explain it as simply and sensibly as that. But, the only way you could truly understand it, would be to have been possessed before.

#hashtag blessed #my writing #oc writing #hashtag blessed writing

[willel]

Came across an interesting thread on reddit. I won't link it or say who posted it, the OP seems to enjoy blocking people that disagree with them so I choose to discuss my thoughts elsewhere.

It was about how the party would react to Will's sexuality. The initial post insisted that they wouldn't be homophobic. In that, they seem to imply there is no reason for Will to be afraid to come out or that everything would go swimmingly if he did come out to them.

Their evidence was Steve being chill with Robin coming out to him, which was a VERY different situation and involved drugs. But that's besides the point.

I think the initial post is looking at this as a black and white situation or they just don't seem to understand Will's perspective. They are too trapped in the here and now, the modern times where you can just state your sexuality on your profile and SOMEONE will support you and defend you from homophobes. Even that is questionable because there are still thousands of people in the closet to this day, afraid of anyone finding out what they are.

This is the 80's.

Do I think the party are explicitly homophobic and would hurt Will? Of course not.

Does that mean Will shouldn't be afraid to come out? Uh no?

Again, THIS IS THE 80'S! It is a RISK for anyone to find out what he is. Will is so careful about it that he won't even tell his brother. You know Jonathan, the best big brother one could have, the one Will really looks up to and thinks of as his best friend? Jonathan literally opened the door for him to say something and he still hesitated and slightly swiveled around the topic. He can't even tell his own family people.

Even if he THINKS his friends MIGHT support him and not just drop him like a slack of potatoes, he probably STILL wouldn't tell them willingly right now.

What if they told someone else? What if someone outside of their friend ground found out? What if someone overheard? What if they only pretend to still like him and then talk about him behind his back? What if they start to think he's gross? What if their parents find out and won't let them hang out anymore? What if what if what if

It makes complete sense why Will hasn't come out to them. It will make complete sense if Will is scared to tell them.

Maybe if this show were realistic the party would've been homophobic and really drop him like a hot potato, but everyone can acknowledge that's not really the case. But homophobia DOES exist in the Stranger Things universe. They've thrown around the f word a few times already. It's not completely realistic, but there IS realism there.

Will has reasons to fear coming out whether the party is homophobic or not. It's not about what the party will or won't do, it's about Will Byers and how HE feels.

By implying there's nothing for Will to fear by coming out, you're erasing part of his character. His own father bullied and abused him over his perceived sexuality. Imagine how Will must feel having his own dad criticize him for his sexuality before he even figured out his own sexuality. And to make matters worse, his father was RIGHT. Imagine all that negativity and self hatred he must feel sometimes. That does something to people man.

So anyway. Just some thoughts on the subject. Will the party be homophobic. Probably not. Does that matter? No, because Will still has every reason to be afraid of coming out of the closet right now. It IS the 80's. Even if it's not as bad as real life, you can never be too safe back then.

#stranger things #will byers

[heymrspatel]

i was tagged by @energievie @creepkinginc @mishervellous @grossmickey @milkovetti @y0itsbri and @ardent-fox to do this little interview game 💙

What are some movie/tv quotes that you quote often? it's not a quote but the little "catch a falling star and put it in your pocket, never let it fade away" song from the princess diaries pops into my head like every single day... it's ridiculous

What is your favorite flower? i like peonies and hydrangeas 🥰

If you were in Avatar the Last Airbender what element would you want to bend? Earth, fire, water or air? water!

What was your first job? very very first one was wrapping christmas gifts lmao it was like a two month thing in a local shop

What is your favorite breakfast? either pancakes or waffles with some fruit on the side! although, usually i just have some toast lol

What's a meal from childhood that you love? my grandma's chicken rice and beans! i dream of it and i miss her!

What's your favorite joke to tell? ....i'm boring and i simply do not have any jokes lol! like, i think i can be funny on the spot. i can be quick and witty with it, but i just don't have jokes up my sleeve haha

What's your favorite animal to see at the zoo? guess... but also penguins and tigers and giraffes!

What's your go to quick meal to cook/make at home? passsta

What's your go to meal to cook someone to impress them? ok i'm not much of a cook. BUT! honestly? i hoard information about people i love. so if i'm cooking for them, no doubt i'm making something they've mentioned before simply because i want them to be happy while eating it. like i'm looking at recipes. i'm deep in pinterest. i'm fucking digging at the grocery store for the best ingredients and then i'm making it step by step. idc if it's the simplest thing. like what? you simply want a pb&j? i'm making you a pb&j with so much love!

What's something you want to do better? go outside. move. i know home is comfy, but outside is so good.

If you're working do you like your job? uuhhh my job is a job lol. i do it well and can do it with my eyes closed at this point, but i'm not like passionate about it.

Do you collect anything? What? i think books and mugs are my big ones! (we won't talk about the involuntary funko pop collection fiasco...)

If you were trapped in a kids tv show, what show would you be okay with being trapped in? the magic school bus!

An adults tv show? new girl! i just think i would really fit in that loft lmao

What kind of job did you want as a child? a singer... which is fucking funny because i can NOT sing and also because if i'm in front of people on a stage i die.

Do you follow any sports? What team do you root for? yea yea, baseball! i'm a yankees girl

If you could be any animal what would you be and why? a panda. they're just living man. they're rolling around, eating bamboo, and hanging on trees. like? are you kidding? have you seen the way they just plop themselves on the ground? it's a joke! anyway i just want to chill and be happy. a panda.

If you could be any mythological creature what would you be and why? a pegasus!!!!!

What's the most obscure thing you've had to google for a fanfic you were writing/reading? my mind is suddenly completely empty... but i literally just google TOO many things

What Milkovich do you identify with most? my moon and stars, mickey

Which one are you actually like the most? hmm i guess sandy?

What Gallagher do you identify with most? the love of my life, ian!

Which one are you actually like the most? ian and lip for very different reasons lol

i'm feeling real shy today, so i'm skipping the tag 💙

#my mind is racing today so this was nice. helped me focus on something other than *waves around frantically* #tag game #about me

[itsjustnobody0]

Chapter 4.

Hi guys and welcome back! I hope your enjoying this story so far!! Already on chapter 4! God it’s been rlly quick since I posted the first chapter. Speaking of the first chapter here’s the link to it in case you haven’t read it:

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

TW for chapter 4-

stealing

Swearing

Self doubt

Hights

Climbing

Sleeping

Screaming

Nightmares

Food

Locking yourself in a small room

Starving

Death

Hugging

It is literally just the word being mentioned but I’m giving the warning in case it is like really triggering for some people. Enjoy the chapter. Ciao bitches.

We got back home and I had a wardrobe full of new clothes and paint. I also had some got some fake plants and other things to add to my room. I wasn’t going to use much of it. I liked the plants and decided to name the fern Roderick (If you know I love you). I had stolen some spray paints without anyone noticing, I had walked out at the exact time as someone else to make it look like they had stole something when the alarm went of. I had done things like that before but I don’t normally steal from actual shops. I didn’t bother painting the white walls I just got my spray paint and started spraying it on the walls. Once I had done I had a massive green dragon in the wall and other doodles on the other, I was very proud of it. I had been spray painting since I was very young and I had a black mask with a bit of spray paint on it, I had wore it while painting as I didn’t want to inhale the fumes. I sat on the bed I had and chilled, I had hidden my spray paints so I couldn’t get them taken off me. I wanted to speak to Ranboo again but I didn’t want to bother him and he probably already thought I was very annoying. There wasn’t much I could do, I didn’t own a phone or any devices, I had forgotten to buy scetch books, I did have a couple of books that where in the closet when I first came here but I had no idea how to read. Suddenly there was a knock on the door. The person walked in without waiting for an answer.

“What?” I snapped, I didn’t need people talking to me unless it was Ranboo.

“Hello to you too.” The woman said quietly.

“Who the fuck are you?” I demanded

“I’m Niki, I work here.” She explained politely, suddenly I kinda felt bad, I knew I shouldn’t have snapped at her but I wasn’t going to apologise

“”Oh h-hi. I’m Y/n” I said

“I know, I just wanted to introduce myself and say if you need anything to just ask. Don’t worry if you get lost, it’s a pretty big house, just ask anyone for directions, they’ve all been in the same situation as you so no one’s going to judge you.” She smiled at me

“Thank you.” I said gratefully. 

She was about to walk out then she saw all my spray painted walls. Her eyes widened but she didn’t say anything. I went back to lying on the bed. I hated being there, I felt trapped. I just wanted to get out, feel the rain on my face and the breeze in my hair. I sighed. I got up of the bed and walked to the window. It wasn’t massive but it was big enough to climb out of. Maybe if I wanted to escape. Then I decided it wouldn’t be bad if I went for a little stroll, a walk maybe? I left all my stuff in the room and climbed out of the window. I hung off the window sill and looked round, there was an unstable looking drain pipe I could climb down, I decided to go for it and I slid down it. To my suprise it stayed firmly connected to the wall. I hopped of and saw a boy, he had brown hair and brown eyes, he was wearing jumper with bees on. He kinda stared at me.

“The fuck do you want?” I snapped

“I want to know where the fuck you’re going.” He said

“Well why don’t you mind your own business Bee Boi.” I sneered. 

He laughed and I joined in. His laughter was sweet and infectious. 

“Oh well, just be safe. I can tell your not running away, the amount of people I’ve seen try it not hard to figure out. Make sure your back in an hour because then they start looking for you and then they call the police and that’s where it gets hard to get out of.” He explained to me

“Thank you so much.” I smiled at him. 

He smiled back at me and then j started walking down the street. He seemed nice. I wondered if he knew Ranboo. I had no plan of where to go and I’d never been around here before so I wasn’t sure where to go. I found this park and walked into it. It had a lake in it and a play area for children. I started walking round the lake, I found this shady area a way off the path which had a big tree. I climbed up the tree and I found a platform, really large. I could see the lake from up there and the sunset was reflecting off it. It was so pretty. I lay down from a bit and drifted off to sleep. I woke up and the sun was pretty much almost set. I went to look down at my rust then realised I didn’t own a watch. Shit. I had no concept of time and no idea how long I had been out. I almost fell down the tree trying to climb quickly. I got to the ground and started sprinting back the way I was sure I had came. I found the house and climbed up the drain. I had left my window open enough from me to get into. I quickly shut the window and collapsed onto the bed, exhausted from the running. I heard shouting from downstairs and it brought back memories of things I wanted to forget. Suddenly someone barged into my room. I jumped of the bed as a reflex, I fell onto the ground and I quickly stood back up. 

“Jack!” I exclaimed 

“WHERE THE HELL WHERE YOU?” He shouted. 

That shocked me, a lot. I hated being shouted at, it was triggering. I grabbed the closest thing near me and threw it at him. I ran past him and found the bathroom. I ran in and locked it. I was surprised there was a lock on the door, I would have thought Niki and Jack would be more weary of the kids they had here. I sat down on the floor and breathed heavily. I wanted to cry but I wouldn’t do that, not today, not ever. There was a blurry window on the bathroom wall and I could see it was dark outside. I was super tired even though I had slept in the tree house. I found two towels in a cabinet I put one down at a pillow and put the other one over me as a blanket. That was the 2nd most comfiest sleep I had ever had in the life. I had bad nightmares, they were about my past, there was shouting, sometimes at me and sometimes at other things. I wasn’t sure how long I was asleep but I was awoken by a soft knock on the door. I looked at the window and it was light now, meaning I had been there all night.

“Y/n, open up.” Said Jack.

“FUCK OFF!” I shouted at him through the door. 

“Y/n please, I’m sorry.” He tried

“ARE YOU FUCKING DEAF? FUCK OFF!” I screamed. 

I heard footsteps walking away from the door and I sat there. I wasn’t going to give up but there wasn’t much I could do in the bathroom. The widow didn’t open and there wasn’t any food in here, I was super hungry as-well. I sat there and I could smell the smell of pancakes baking made downstairs for other kids, they were probably being made by Niki. I then heard another knock on the door.

“Hey Y/n, let us in please.” Someone begged.

“Who’s us?” I called. 

“It’s Ranboo and Tubbo.” Ranboo’s voice said

“Tubbo?” I asked, I had no idea who Tubbo was.

“Bee Boi!” A sweet voice said, Tubbo’s.

“O-oh.” I stuttered

“Please let us in.” He asked.

“Is it just you guys?” I checked.

“Yeah.” Ranboo told me

“Promise?” I asked

“Promise.” Tubbo confirmed. 

I keep towards the door and slowly unlocked it. I let them in and then quickly closed and locked the door again.

“Y/n, you know you can’t stay in here forever, right?” Ranboo asked me nicely

“And why not?” I demanded stubbornly 

“Your going to starve to death.” Tubbo said

“Good.” I said quietly, they both looked at me with wide eyes. 

Ranboo slowly approaches me by scooting across the floor, I felt his long arms rapping round my body in a comforting manner, he was warm and he felt safe. I hugged him back and tried so hard not to cry. Tubbo came towards us and hugged me aswell. I let out a slight giggle, I didn’t normally like physical contact but this was nice, comforting. We all pulled away but they sat closer to me this time. I put my head on Ranboos shoulder and held Tubbos hand. I hadn’t known either of them for very long but I felt like they were my brothers. It was probably because of my lack of human contact for the past 2 years. I hadn’t talked much until the past two days. I didn’t need to speak, people I stole from didn’t need to know I existed. 

“Why are you in here anyway?” Ranboo asked

“Jack screamed at them? Did you not hear?” Tubbo explained

“No I kinda taught myself not to hear screaming.” Ranboo told us

“Oh, I kinda wished I had been able to do that.” I said

“Me too.” Tubbo agreed

“Y/n, what do you say we get out of here, get some snacks, then go watch a movie in my room?” Ranboo asked

“You have a laptop?” I replied

“Yeah!” He said

“I have this memory stick, im not sure what’s on it, could I plug it into your computer?” I asked him

“Yeah of course you can!” He agreed. 

Tubbo and Ranboo got up and they both helped to pull me up. I giggled a bit and then we unlocked the door. They both held one of my hands each and we walked to Ranboo’s room which was just down the corridor and opposite them room I was staying in. I went in with them and Ranboo went to get snacks while me and Tubbo sat down. 

We heard a knock on the door and found it weird, why would Ranboo knock on the door of his own room? I got up to answer and deeply regretted it when I saw who it was. I went to slam the door but it was caught by Jack.

“Y/n. I wanted to apologise for screaming. It didn’t just upset you it triggered multiple people in this house and I should have known better than to shout.” He apologised 

“Wowwww. You’ve managed to figure out how much of a bitch you are.” I sarcastically gave him a round of applause.

“Language, Y/n. We don’t use those type of words in this house.” He told me sternly

“Oh whatever. Fuck off.” I rolled my eyes. 

“Jack just give them time. It’s hard being in a new place.” Tubbo pleaded

“Ok Tubbo, you and Ranboo are incharge of Y/n. Don’t let them do anything bad or it’s your fault ok?” Jack said pointedly 

“I don’t need looking after.” I complained “I’ve been on my own for two years.”

“Yes, I know. I believe that’s the problem.” He sighed

“Ok bye now!” I tried shutting the door but Jack held it open

“We need to talk about the walls of your room.” He told me

“Ok. Later.” I said trying to get rid of him. 

He let out a sign in defeat and left. I breathed a sigh of relief. I hated being bugged like that, I hated people to be honest. I’d been able to talk to no one for over two years I didn’t want people to start annoying me now. 

#sbi #sbi x reader #sleepy bois inc #sleepy bois x reader #gn!reader #x reader #ranboo #tubbo #jack manifold #niki nihachu #wilbur soot #tommyinnit #philza #technoblade #niki x reader #jack manifold x reader #ranboo x reader #tubbo x reader

[livebloggingmydescentintomadness]

this is is infuriating from that last ask you answered. you were gross when you immediately jumped to. >>>crack open some old trauma and, yeah, just sit with it. cry, talk about it if and when you can, realize that shit, that was actually pretty fucked up and i shouldn't have had to deal with that. it's okay for that have fucked you up, that would have fucked anyone up. you don't need to run from that forever, you can just let it be. you aren't alone.

your life isn't about finding a romantic or sexual partner. when and if that happens, that's great, but that's not what you're born for, and it's definitely not the answer to all your problems. don't hurt yourself on the sharp rocks of other people just because you're scared of who you are when you're not performing for someone else. it's hard and it's scary, but you have to make peace with that person. sit with them, accept them for who they are.<<<

why do you assume this person is broken because they can't find someone? maybe there are other factors you dont know?

tell me what words of broken reassurance do you have for us allos who spent decades having done this ableistic work which is apparently required to be loved in your book?what have you got for those of us who treated our traumas, managed our lives into something beautiful and are good with being alone but just,uh, don't want to be alone?

Because not everyone allo who is dating with ferocity is someone has neglected their hurt and has ignored their aloneness. some of us have spent DECADES coming to term with old hurts, processing what was wounded, learning how to communicate in healthy ways, set good boundaries, be alone for 10 or 15 years and be happy tha way and then realized "nope, I'd like to be with someone to share my life for the rest of my life and build something with."

Instead of being dismissive infantalisizing and ablesist about an allo who came to you for help - what are your suggestions for someone who is happy with basically everything else but their dating life? cuz i'm fucking sick of this assumption that people who are dating **dont** like their lives and **dont**like themselves and **can't** be alone. we can. we are.

we are allowed to want this too.

being romantic is not actually a trap you know. we are working on not push it on the aroace community? but don't belittle or blame trauma on us for wanting it. it's cruel and it's fucking insulting.

yeah okay i'm gonna need you to take about ten BIG steps back and refrain from pushing your bad faith interpretations of my words, which were specifically directed at ONE person who specifically asked ME for advice on THEIR situation, into my mouth where they do not belong.

i literally did not say any fucking thing that you are accusing me of saying. you are incredibly out of pocket here and frankly i am not going to waste energy i do not have explaining why you're wrong and how i didn't say the things you are claiming i said, nor do i believe the things you're claiming i believe.

chill the FUCK out my dude and stop wildly misinterpreting things to make yourself angry. think about learning to give people the benefit of the doubt, and, if you think someone said something you disagree with, approach them politely instead of jumping straight to accusing them of being a disgusting bigot.

bye.

#anonymous #ask

[ninjago-autism-hours]

Oop, I didn’t go off too much did I 😭 I was trying to aim for a bullet point list than straight slander but I might have gotten a tad emotional at some points, hope that didn’t bother you, BUT ALSO thank you for the message 🥺 I’m glad I’m not alone in this!! Because it was driving me up a wall.

EXACTLY TOO. “Morro probably killed thousands-“ ah, no. Sshh. Between him and Harumi, one of them attacked Ninjago City and collapsed buildings, (also the canon kill count implied and directly spoken of on screen) the other *checks notes* according to the official Lego description: “Commonly known as the “city built on water,” Stiix is a rancid and rundown coastal city populated primarily by fishmongers and vagrants. It always looks like it is one stiff breeze away from falling apart. Known for being constantly in need of repair and smelling so bad even the rats have moved out, it was the perfect site for Ronin’s pawnshop.” Not that anyone deserves to lose their home, but. There wasn’t much there, and I acknowledge the citizens were rightfully upset, but if we’re talking about “who got killed” I’m pretty sure everyone in Stiix got evacuated on the boat. Lloyd pretty much told Harumi to her face she was causing families to go through what she did and she said she didn’t care.

Their situations are totally different + feelings towards Lloyd. Harumi set out to hurt him emotionally and takes pleasure from that. Morro just wanted the green Gi and get Lloyd physically out of the way. He didn’t try to attack Nya and Ronin deliberately. He left them alone. “Because it was raining?” He wasn’t getting hurt by the rain then. Harumi crashed the bounty, hijacked Zane, ordered Mr E to kill him, had SoG attack the Ninja many times. Unprompted. Morro didn’t set out to drown Lloyd in a river because he wanted him dead. That was reflex. Harumi didn’t hesitate with WU who doesn’t fight, and NYA who was powerless at the moment. Morro did attack Kai unarmed, but I’m also pretty sure Kai went and jumped into the boat himself. He usually attacks when attacked first. (Which fair, since he was possessing Lloyd but Harumi was chilling and deliberately INTENDED to kill the Ninja multiple times just to make Lloyd feel that loss) and ig his idea of that was “trap him in the Cursed Realm, he can chill with his dad” before y’know, all 16 Realms become the Cursed Realm so, ig their “home” will become bigger and all his friends can join. LIKE STILL CRAZY AND BY NO MEANS SHOULD HAPPEN. But most of the damage (or rather, the season itself) was because the Preeminent HERSELF wanted her Ghost Army to free her instead of just existing as a Realm in peace. At that point once she’s out? The ghosts HAVE to protect her because she literally revives them from the dead. Now granted, Morro did try to bash Lloyd’s head in with a hammer, but like. “Just got freed from hell and I’m feeling peak vengeful spirit” anger sort of does that. Can’t possess Lloyd if his head is a squashed watermelon, he wouldn’t have gone through with it…I think, I hope. Alas, still a mark on his record but so is trying to STAB and drown someone in an Oni Temple. ON PUPOSE instead of a reflexive temper tantrum from lack of emotional regulation. Which, also something to take responsibility for, which he at least has potential to do because it wasn’t “genuine malice” yes he tried to kill the Ninja on purpose exactly once in the same place he died, but it’s such a classic move for the genre of being a vengeful ghost! The trope!! But yes, another mark on the record, but for some credit: he did say he wasn’t afraid of the Ninja/want them out of the way for that reason himself, it was an order of the Preeminent. So, improvements can be done regarding “does he hate the Ninja and Lloyd as much as Harumi enough to kill them?” No! We see that in Day of the Departed! Cole acknowledges that he’s good now! Not being under the control of the most evil thing to exist after the Overlord or constantly festering in your own negativity for years in a place designed to torment you with the emotional regulation of a toddler does wonders for someone’s personality.

*head in hands* and I went off on another tangent, I’m so sorry OP. I’m hearing what you said too, lots of folks have personal “had a friend like Harumi” reasons + her age during the attack + how much time passed + Lloyd getting aged up/still aging/but mentally? Is confusing enough to tangle your brain cells. That’s the Ninjago timeline for you, one of the great mysteries of the world relying on suspension of disbelief.

ALSO I DIDNT KNOW YOU HADNT WATCHED PAST S8 IM SORRY FOR SPOILING YOU, but ah, if you’re not strict on spoilers, maybe it can be a heads up for what to expect so you don’t get jumpscared? Also don’t worry about answering any of my asks, I don’t mind :) there’s no pressure, totally feel you on the reading comprehension + general brain not cooperating, thanks for hearing me out!

ALL of this yes and also we do not necessarily plan on watching past season 8 and in fact have already sought out countless spoilers and had a friend give us what episodes were ~Harumi Free~

TLDR Morro was a neglected dead teenager being used as a puppet by a borderline eldtrich god, Harumi is just Like That

#rambling #lego ninjago #harumi slander #ninjago harumi #ninjago morro

[solardick]

What i like about wearing a vidible crusifix, in this evil dominant country. Is the look on peoples faces when they intantly recognize that they’re beign sinful.

Or you got thenpther people whom take pride in being cuntz. Is the loathing on their faces. Well y’all like your vedio games and your phones. You can thank god for that. And the “patriarchy” which inverntes technology.

I can go on a big long rant about femmes and thr moon. But i wont. Cause you know im tight.

Or sum bs. Hooky tomorow. Aint risking it.

Hope this ass thing they engennered on me. Goes away. Wonder whats next.

Tried rubbing one out with this feeling. Came instantly. No relax, no chill, no pleasure. Go see a third. Wonder if im going to be able to underdatnd what they’re saying this time. But, theres no need for comunication. So they’ll definatally will speak my tongue. Fuckem jamie the worst ine of the family. Spychotic tard. Womder if he’s tried to kill

Anyone recently.

Fuck theyre a bunch if fucktards. Fucken children. Wish i like fucking with people too. Maybe i can fallow them home and stalk them from outside the widow till i catch them doing somethingembarassig. And then rub it in the next day. Like they do. Why sid they wait so long before getting lazy in fucking with me? Not even original. Its the same bs my family sis to me all therouhh childhood. The same shit thwy did to me in school. I just report facts. Its like im 8 again. Or just learning to walk. With inparwnting death traps left laying around. Where the same treatment for all the positive stuff? Oh yeah. Its diesnt happen that way. Peiple only care about the negatives.

Well time to go check the mailbox and donate atleast 200$ to charity today. Will i get rewarded for that? No. Everything ive ever cared about has been being murdered since childhood. By stuid gfucktards playninh stupid. So they font have to try very hard. At least pudgy batman showed me an once of resistance when i first got there. So he has some measure of a soul. Grateful for that. But save for talking about hay shit the other day whole making a noose and raising it above his head to be as visible as possible. But after 30 years if this shit. Its imposible to keep down. But nate. Is peobably the noggist peive of shit there. So much so that god interveen and warned me about him. But, because im such a good person. I gave him a try anyway. Several chances but, all he fid was fuck around. So now. Im just going to tell him to shut the fuck up or to fuck off. Everytime i see him.

Guess i kust have to keep going u til they tire out and semd someone new.

Cant afford to give up

My only source of authentic communication. Even if its only this. The only thing thats kept me going these last 8-10 years. Windernif the have another desease to give me. At least im still obstinate. While being aexually harrased by fuck e retards. Come swith losing tour virginity in childhood and doing something stupid with it. While being chemically imbalanced with the onset of puberty. And environemntal violence, bad idols and unmonitored “subpervission” which is the whole point have havign a fucken baby. Oh well and sharing a bedroom with a spychotic older brother with murderous rage. And an alchoholic drug addled other brother. Who kept trying to convince you tondo stupid things. While given cigareets and drugs to a teenager. In fact if you combine nate and pudgy batman you have an exact replica of my fatger and his parenting. Nothign but curses and swearing and that narcisist holier than thou bs that bate gives. Well add in a little bit of my brother jamie in there. My korher wanted a girl so bad that she named her next two sons woth girl names. I literally dont know anythign better.

At least by doing this i have some sense of control o er other people fucking with me. But it be nice to have a pet or something a cat or as art bird. Save that someone will

Probably kill it like every pet ive had. But its bad enough tgat im not alloed having a coherent conversation with a doctor. But ohh well.

Ca t wait till i grt a couple boyfriends and spend the rest of my life in pure bliss. A gay gouole lookign for a queer.

Personally. Authletes arent worth that much money. Insyead of multiple millions a year. How about they make. Maybe a hundred grand a year. And all the other profit goes straight to infastucture or health care. But., nope. Some asshole gets paid too kuch money.

Unfortunatly. I could t find the last 50$ bill on my floor somewhere. Proabbaly undwr all that trash. So the children. Will have to make die with a 150$ today.

Anyway i lwanred that a mytual reception between jupiter and uranus in awua and sag means criminal imderworld.

Crows just told me they are toaking smack about me at work right now. I even asked them. And they got

More vocal

There we go. Got a receit and everything.

Yesterday nate was like hey man. And i was like fuck off. And he was like hahhahahah. Comes back later. Are you bored? Fucknoff nate. Hahahahahah laughs again. Stands theres. What the fuck did i just say?! And he was like, Fuck off. And leaves. It was great. While they were teying to piss me off with keagan being absent half the day and then tony comes up to rub it in.hwy wheres tour partner? They all suck. I dont know how people live like that. I was raiswd by those eople and i syill dont get it.

I y’all stalk ny profile and knownits me and use it agaisnt me. Then why show any respect or sparebyour names? Im getting fucked either way.

Yeah… it gets too much fir me too. Want to close it all down again. Notjing to do. And the i have zero social energy going into anything.

Well its time to go see what cruel and unusual punishment they have for me today. Do what they always do elevate the pressure of my responsibities at the same time they elevate the pressure in social relations. Stress me out as much as possible while playing another side game. Abuse me into another state of belligerence and then try Nd make me feel likes its my fault even though i don’t know whats going on. Righy now its what they are doing slowly adding in has much bs as they can while blaming it on an outside factor in which i should be routing for. Or some shit. Or maybe another girl to harrase me and ehen i ask her to stop in the my friendly esy possible i get framed for harrasment. Or some shit.

Teying to find an actuall himan being on this life line i was given. Seems an imposibility. 39 years later the world is still a threat to me. Womder what lifenis like. Noy being victimized.in a world that preaches peace, love and security. I have still left without experiencing any of it. Only its opposite. Nothing but threats.

Iys just like childhood and school. Singled out serrounded by assholes. Criminals, bigots, druggies, alcoholics, and pervs.

I guess ill never know who i am without all these fucken cockskrs ruinign ymmlife.

Bathan alm ost went to the hospital. Today. Inatigation.. ive never seen red before.

God was right. Always is. At keast ingave bc donethin in to be gratefu l for. Q

I almost pulled a jamie. Went full psychotic with a a hand held weapon. But, i cant be any more jamie than that fucktard. Playign stupid everyday. Isnt that draining? Jesus.

Promised myself i would never hurt another hum a being. But y’all

Make that very difficult. And indotn eant to be there anymore anyway. And have to be subjected to all that stupid bs. Wveryday.

Moral of that story. Dont eat ten bags of low fat popcorn over a period of three days.

[team-enigma-official]

// This is an offscreen post that takes place 8/3/23 a 12:00 AM

[Taylor didn't really have time to react. He was already angry. Already not really paying attention. His head was barely clear, still thinking about the child he'd watched literally disintegrate at Grant's hands. He grips the back of his trusty Gyarados (hybridized with a Dodrio for speed and extra flight capability) as he flies through the skies of Glitch City.

If he'd known tricking that idiot �aver into teaching him how to clip into Glitch City would just mean having to fly around at night, looking for people to kidnap and destroy, he would have never bothered.

It was on his mind and ate at him like a bitter poison. So when a bright flash of light hit him in the face and blinded him, there was really no time to react.

He flails, pitching wildly as he tumbles off the back. He can feel himself hurtling towards the ground. He gives a shout, scrambling to find his Gyarados's pokeball.

It catches him swiftly before he hits the ground. But before either of them can recover, there is another bright flash of light, and something, something Big, slams into the two of them and sends them flying once again.

Taylor clings to the back of his pokemon, barely managing to keep his grip. He still can't see it.

Where IS it?

"Gyarados! Brave Bird!" He commands.

The Gyarados roars and goes to lunge at the mystery pokemon, but the flash makes it so hard to see. Hard to anticipate when a giant wing scoops him off his Pokemon's back and pins him.

"Shit" He cries, "Gyarados!! This way! Hurry!!"

His pokemon turns, but it is far too late. A large purple coil winds around it, trapping it as well. They are caught. The bright headlight like eyes of the snake like pokemon glare down at Taylor now, illuminating him like a spotlight.

He can hear footsteps approaching.

"What are you DOING here?" a young voice asks.

They sound like they can be no more than sixteen or so years old.

A pokemon trainer.

"Let me go!" Taylor demands, struggling, "What the hell are you doing?"

"No! You first!" The boy shouts back, his voice brimming with anger, "Why are you here!? Are you here to take someone else!?" He takes an unsteady breath, trying hard to maintain control.

"I just want to know why, okay? And where's Dopple?"

"What the hell is a Dopple, what are you talking about??" Taylor shouts, still struggling.

"Their pokemon, Berry's POKEMON." ‎ His voice is crackling. ‎ "… Come on… Please..? There has to be something left…"

His anger melts into grief. It sounds like he might break down into tears. Taylor feels a pit in his gut as his struggles fade.

"Listen, man I didn't know Grant was gonna do that. " Taylor mutters, shaking a little, "I didn't think he'd kill a kid. Dude I don't know."

And audible, tense, rage filled silence follows that. Taylor can feel the wing slowly beginning to tighten around him.

"Did you....?"

The boy doesn't finish.

"There has to be something left… Dopple is a family pokemon and me and Berry raised it. I need to back,I need something back of them, please,.?"

Taylor can feel his chest creaking as the wing threatens to crush him. Whatever pokemon this is, it can easily break every bone in his body.

"I don't know where your fucking pokemon is. " he manages to choke, "Stop, man, I'm gonna Crack."

"Cherry, chill," the trainer says, and the pokemon loosens up slightly. Not enough for Taylor to get out, but enough Taylor isn't being crushed anymore. ‎ "It doesn't fucking matter anyway, this guy didn't do it."

The harsh light fades at last, and now Taylor can see the face of his captor.

He is being held in one of many wings of a massive serpent, that is wrapped around and pinning the slightly smaller and very fainted gyarados. It's trainer is holding onto one of the wings, wiping his clearly tearful eyes on his sleeve. He looks so young.

" Look, man, I'm sorry about your sibling." Taylor says, "it was really fucking messed up. I don't think anyone thought Grant was gonna go that far."

"… We did," the trainer replies quietly, "Even when we were messing with him, we knew, we just didn't want people to side with him over this…" ‎ He sort of flops into the wing he was holding onto. ‎ "Ya know..? Lessen the blow…It still hurt."

Taylor just looks away. He can no longer look his captor in the eyes. This... is devistating.

"It wasn't supposed to go this far." Taylor says a little bitterly, "I just got in for the Hybrids and stuff. I didn't think it would be.. you know.. like this."

The trainer shakes his head.

"… I… would just tell you to Get Out but… I knocked out your fly pokemon, didn't I..?"

Taylor winces and looks away.

"Just don't kill it, okay?" he says, "I know you guys think we're messed up for making them or whatever. But they're still my team, you know?"

The boy makes a strange buzzing sound, and tilts his head.

"It's literally already fainted, and all that would do is strand you, you're not the one that killed Berry." he says, "I am going to have Cherry let you go, and you are gonna have ro put it back in the pokeball. If you attack me or Cherry I am just going to leave you here, got that? We're going back to the base so you can heal and then get out."

Taylor scoffs a little.

"Yeah, like you'd let me go." he says, "Look I'd rather you just do what you're going to now and make it quick. I don't know who put you up to making me think you won't. It's stupid."

"Well what else am I supposed to do, keep you?! You're still part of Team 'Fuck Ya Life', I don't want you staying longer than you absolutely have to! I just want you to leave and never come back!"

There is a short span of rage filled silence between them. The anger of two opposing forces who no longer had any will to fight one another. They were both just so tired.

"Wait…" Taylor says slowly, "Are you.. really not gonna kill me?"

"Is that why you're here?!" the boy asks, he seems alarmed, maybe even worried now, "What did they do to you?"

"I'm not here to be captured! I just have an assignment!" Taylor shouted, "but if you're gonna make me go back to Grant empty handed you might as well just take your shot now."

The Boy blinks. Seeming to consider this for a long while.

"Okay nevermind, you can just stay over! I didn't even realize you were in this much danger to, to be honest." he says, "Cherry drop him. Come on, lets go."

Taylor groans as he is finally released, and falls to the ground heavily. He scrambles to recall his Gyarados and then stands, looking confused.

"Wait a sec…" He says, "You're.. really helping me? Why are you helping me?"

"Well if I leave you here you'll probably just die, and if I tell you to get out of glitch city and you do you'll also just die, there's literally nothing I can do but help you."

It's such a simple sentiment. In that moment, Taylor realizes just how different he is from anyone anyone in this city.

He realizes, for the first time, how that could be a bad thing.

"Just come on, you're in as bad of a situation as we are, as far as I can tell. Maybe even a worse one."

He offers Taylor a hand. And for once all the spectacle and bravado and charisma has given way. Taylor takes it.

"Thanks" is all he can say. ]

#glitch pkmn irl #pkmn irl #high stakes pokereality

[polluteme]

Leaving a Facebook comment is literally just putting a bullseye on your face these days, what you're saying can be as kind and helpful as you like but there'll always be someone who will misinterpret what you're saying and try to label you as an aggressive asshole, whether intentionally as a troll or just a genuine misunderstanding that they've got really worked up over, and ironically this person often is being highly aggressive with their comment. I hate that feeling of panic and confusion where you are faced with trying to defend what you meant, which can then just look like you *are* trying to argue, when all you're trying to do is iron out a miscommunication or apologise for not being clear enough. It sucks to feel trapped in a corner with someone trying to provoke and belittle you. It's really not worth ever participating in any online discussion any more in my opinion, even if it's something I'm knowledgeable and passionate about. Social media seems to be becoming more and more like a battleground. All you have to do is turn up and you're guaranteed to be made to regret it, anything you say will be held against you in the worst twisted way possible and you'll be publicly humiliated for ever bothering to say anything. I think it's like a sport to some people, they go looking for a heated debate and are sat there raring to go at anything they can get ahold of, they're not prepared to consider the person they're trying to disarm perhaps had zero ill intent to begin with and wants nothing more than a calm conversation free from conflict. I'm all for additional points of view being brought up of course but why must it always end in someone being crowned a winner, why can't it be an equal and respectful discussion where the only prize is granted to all involved for sharing knowledge and kindness between each other. I'm clearly far too sensitive for the internet, I wish there was like an internet 'lite' where people who aren't equipped to deal with arguments could go and just be chill together. Like parental controls for well-meaning mentally ill adults. I guess that's why I like Tumblr so much. My blog is a tiny safe haven where I can share some cute pictures and funny memes and talk openly about my thoughts and struggles and it's kind of taken for granted that we're all simply distant friends just living our lives and not wanting to impose on anyone elses peace. Nobody is trying to bring out the worst in anyone else, we're all here just doing our best to get through each day without incident and ideally a smile. Thank you to all my mutuals for helping keep my Tumblr experience free from negativity - I think you're all rad. I'm not a very chatty person in general but I've thankfully never posted anything here that's blown up in my face. It seems to be more understood here than on other sites that if you see a post that you disagree with or don't care about, you just scroll on. That's perfect for me, I am not looking for a new best friend and I'm certainly not looking for new enemies, so thank you for respecting me and quietly coming along for the ride. Ok I'm done ranting and normal programming will now resume. Peace out x

[sappynapper]

i loved the “annoying things about dating dteam” could you do a part 2 pretty please or more things along those lines :]

hey tysm! sure i can, they’re probably very annoying so there’s lots to say smile

cw: suggestive in sap's, and suggestive bordering on nsfw in george's (just at the end),

Annoying things about dating them pt.2

Dream

he kind of tunnel visions about things, so sometimes he neglects you a bit bc he’s obsessing about something else but then his brain will switch back to you and you can’t get a moment away from him lol

in fact, he knows everything about you, which is actually not cute when you say something offhand about strawberries being your favourite fruit and he’s like “no it’s not it’s mangos 🤓”

acts like an actual dad, but of the “let’s rock and roll guys” and “hi hungry, i’m dream” variety, it’s not sexy

he's always taking photos of you when you're not looking (creep), and won't delete the ones you don't like :(

you know the phrase "pick your battles", well he has and it's all of them. he will argue with you about anything

i don't mean you fight all the time, i mean you'll say something dumb that doesn't matter at all and he'll pull up 3 pages of google search results to really drive home how wrong you are

Sapnap

he’s a pisces man

he'll ask you what you think of his new haircut or outfit and if you say you like it he's all "why are you lying :/"

and i hope you don’t get the ick from “babbbyyyy 🥺 wuv youuu” type messages bc he definitely sends them don’t fight me you know i’m right

it’s either that or the driest texts you’ve ever seen when he's busy, he’s more physical contact than words of affirmation i guess

he brags about how hot you are literally 24/7 no matter who he’s talking to or what’s going on: on stream, during competitions, literally whenever. maybe you don’t mind but i’d be embarrassed af lmao he doesn’t know how to chill

also very touchy in public, literally so into pda it borders on indecent and gets you told off by old people and pta mom types sometimes

George

all your friends think he’s sooo hot and talk about it all the time even in front of you?? it’s so annoying

fans may like the cooking streams but after stepping in god knows what in your socks at 8am when you're just trying to make some cereal and a coffee.. you're less excited about them

he's very private, which you respect, but trying to get completely normal information for an s/o to know out of him is like beating your face against a brick wall sometimes

also if you mention something small about him to a mutual friend, he'll act like you just listed his social security number, mother's maiden name, and three of his freakiest kinks, why is he so???

also, you know that thing he does when someone mediashares a thirst trap of him and he'll ask the other person on stream what they thought about it?? yeah he does that in bed fhjsgdk

like you'll moan or give some praise after he does something and he'll stop and be like "what did you think about that?" TEASE

#mcyt x reader #dreamwastaken x reader #sapnap x reader #georgenotfound x reader #dream x reader #gnf x reader #two posts in one day?? it must be capricorn season :))