#lose my mind over it every time!!!!!!!!

[goddess-reborn]

HE CAME HOME IN ONLY 30 PULLS!!!!!

#BARKBARKBARK #WOOFWOOF #GRRRRRR #GONNA GO FERAL WATCHING THIS MEMORY LATER #idk what it is about a bruised beaten up man letting himself be taken care of but I!!!!!!! #lose my mind over it every time!!!!!!!! #love and deepspace #love and deepspace zayne #lads #lads zayne #l&ds #l&ds zayne #I’m glad at least I had something good happen on an otherwise shit day :’)

[mobius-m-mobius]

Loki + searching for Mobius moments after disaster

#mobius #loki #lokius #mcuedit #lokiedit #marveledit #loki spoilers #owen wilson #tom hiddleston #THE ROMANCE OF IT ALL 🥺😭 #those s1 shots have lived rent free in my mind for YEARS now then s2 said thanks have more?? #giving me all my rights because i talked about it constantly after the finale and it still wasn't enough lmao #taking the excuse to lose my mind over this again and running bc this is what love looks like to me. the one person who makes it all okay #and somehow this season has delivered that message time and time again in every ep what an actual gift 💖 #loki s2 spoilers #marvel #owenwilsonedit #dianagifs

[quietwingsinthesky]

do you think fourteen has a breakdown one day about just how much time with donna he lost. it was that easy, the whole time, for the metacrisis issue to be resolved, and instead of him ever figuring that out, he lost years and years of a life he could have had with her. he stood on the outskirts of her wedding. he wasn’t there when she was pregnant with rose and wasn’t there when she had her. he wasn’t there for a thousand little moments where he could have made her laugh. every time she looked for him without remembering who she was looking for could have been a time he was standing next to her. and he’s never going to get that back. time machine at his fingertips and yet somehow the one thing he never has enough of is time.

#it’d make him more grateful that he came home to her in the end but god. god. #and its not a long amount of time. not to someone like him. but at the same time. isnt it. #isnt every second that he could have had and never will get the chance to an loss so infinite that he cant stand it #its not that donna was alone without him. its not that she had no one else there to support her. #but he couldnt be there. #‘you were okay without me’ is such cold comfort when he could have been a part of her life. she could have been okay *with* him. #sorry im losing my mind over how much they both lost and how theyll have to live with that and move on from it and take what they have #and hold onto it so tightly #doctor who #fourteenth doctor #donna noble

[shittywriterbrain]

i will never be normal about the you wear fine things well scene. i will pause that shit five times and rewatch it again and again and rant at my screen about every single thought going on in ed's head and how fucking perfect the music and taika's acting are

#actually no kidding i have gone insane over this scene every time i watched it #the fucking little piano melody when ed looks up at stede is just AAH perfect #our flag means death #ofmd #god i just watched it again and #someone take away my space bar. i cannot be trusted with the space bar. i WILL pause it right after ed looks up bc the music in sync with #the acting is just too much for my little brain to handle #im losing my mind over this

[dead-core]

craving validation from exactly the wrong person. slay

#bpd #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd feels #bpd vent #bpd mood #girl you can't just do this every time you want to talk to someone and they don't read your mind and text you #how to explain to people that i am not just insane in love relationships i'm insane about everyone i know and they are not an exception #baby i have wild and insane platonic abandonment issues too (friends with that guy again but we will absolutely never be as close as before) #codependent best friendship where other person gets pissy and decides not to be my friend all the time #losing my best friend over and over #sometiems bc i was being a bitch but sometimes bc i shared too much about my mental health or said the wrong thing #never knowing what the emotional support threshold is or what the new wrong thing could be #and i was insane and way too attached like codependence has such a nasty side when it's not mutual anymore #and i'm WORKING ON SHIT and taking my favorite people off their pedestals and blah blah blah #anyway guess that still has me fucked up

[havockingboo]

I’m severely Normal about this rp arc bro I swear.

@officialpapyrus @sansofficial @gasterofficial

#doodles #shitpost #shitpost doodles #utdr rp #papyrus #sans #gaster #long tags #i literally have NO words right like. EVERY MINUTE IM REFRESHING THE PAGE AND MORE IS ADDED AND I LOSE MY MIND FOR THE BILLIONTH TIME LIKE #ACTING LIKE THIS IS SO SHOCKING LIKE SJDDKFJDJV #broooooo #you guys are seriously KILLING me over here. . . …. all three of them got something going on AND ITS HITTING ME LEFT AND RIGHT #PAPYRUS TRAUMA RESURFACING. SANS GETTING HELLA SNAPPY LIKE. ISNT THIS MF STILL DRUNK #A LITTLE. IS HE SOBERING UP WITH THESE ASKS LMAO. #AND GASTER………G ASTER BRO…………LIKE IVE BEEN WAITING FOR HIS ASS TO GET OUT OF HIS HOLE AND DO SOMETHING.. #thank you for like. thinking your sons can handle themselves but uh. they’re getting their asses kicker #mentally and emotionally… #URURGHHGHH #IM SO EMO ABOUT THEM #URRUGUGUHUHJHGHH #I SWEAR IF THEY DONT RECOVER FROM THIS WHICH I DOUBT I DONT KNOW WHAT ILL DO . . .

[marshmurmurs]

imagine being able to soulread your homie and he still lies to your face about everything being fine. you both know he isn't even being convincing about it

#mcyt #mianite #captainsparklez #omgitsfirefoxx #sonja omgitsfirefoxx #mianite hanahaki au #marsh tries #literally every time i think about thaum aspects i lose my mind all over again #thinking bout having assigned caps hanahaki death flower. thinking about it manifesting in his aspects #thinking bout mortuus bleeding into the victus and sonja seeing over time as the red gets more and more consumed #also the victus heart inexplicably being a flower #like. she has seen what its supposed to look like. shes seen wags victus and its the same as everything else with that aspect that she scan #wdym theres nothing wrong your aspects are Wrong #and the whole death seeping into life has worrying implications

[parkjihyo]

“Remember how you said ‘home is where the heart is’? This might be crazy but...I think I found mine.”

#fringe #fringeedit #cinematv #televisongifs #userbbelcher #ettadunham #useralyssas #cloysterbell #userpinked #lincoln lee #altlivia dunham #linham #* #i got a new laptop that actually has space on it so i can dl shiz to gif #i am currently losing my mind over these two #*sobs* #look at them #the smiles kill me every time

[weallpartyatybcpatricksfuneral]

anyone else think it's insane that folie a deux -- which literally means "the shared delusions of two"-- opens with "I'm coming apart at the seams/Pitching myself for leads in other people's dreams"

#sorry but thats an incredibly insane line to open with??? #especially because its one of the few lines outside the chorus that actually 'make sense' #and arent just kind of gibberish writing? like i dont think thats a bad thing btw and i think every line in disloyal order is amazing #but if you genuinely read over the lyrics to disloyal order most of it genuinely makes no sense in context of the song #other than the loose bolt/half doomed and semi sweet line (which acts as the thesis for the song) and the chorus #this +the few lines that come after it are really the only things that make sense in this song #kind of as if one person is coping fine while the other is losing grip on reality #shared madness of two and all. something something mania 'even at the best of times im out of my mind' #oops i did it again i forgot what i was losing my mind about kind of fits disloyal order a bit too much imo #fall out boy #fob #patrick stump #pete wentz #joe trohman #andy hurley

[cozycreaturescorner]

bisexual men who I want to sink my teeth into and shake around like a chewtoy

#em is yelling #this is honestly applicable to a bunch of guys but obv i am still losing my mind over yesterday. help #it's so bizarre though like. i don't really feel as many weird attachment things with him? he just. puts me so at ease idk idk #like i've been thinking about him constantly since he dropped me off yesterday but i don't feel as much of an urgent need #to have an immediate response to a message i sent #or constant validation he really likes me #i mean the fact that we first got together when i was 16 and we've both tried to get together like every year since is just like. #a sigh of relief? #this person has been through so much and knows that i have too and is just so open and understanding and kind in such subtle ways #and it's just. a lovely experience to get to know him and feel him in small pockets of time even if that's all we get. yknow?

[skitskatdacat63]

I literally can't stop thinking about this sequence of pictures, actually completely brainrotting me

#ever since i watched aus 2009 i cant stop scrolling back up in my gallery to stare at these #like pics that genuinely make me roll around on my bed and squeal #GAHHHHHH LIKE THE WAY SEB IS GRINNING UP AT AND HESITANTLY PLACING HIS HAND ON HIS CHEST #AND THEN JENSON NOTICES AND MY GOD THE WAY HES LOOKING AT HIM I CANT I CANT #THE WAY THEYRE SMILING AT ESCH OTHER IM GONNA LOSE IT #AND LOOK HOW HARD JENSE IS GRIPPING HIM GODDDDDDDD #like i really cant express in words how these make me feel its actually just *tv static noises* #i feel like im grinning so hard looking at these that im gonna explode #(also @grace if you see these: ive been reading solar flare lately and GOD YOURE SO RIGHT WHEN YOU REFERENCED IT) #(theres this part where mark says to jb that hes been looking up podium/press pics of them online) #(and that they look like theyre in love HE IS LITERALLY ME FRRRRRR LIKE IM GOING INSANE OVER IT) #(these pics brainrotted me before i started reading it but reading it has only made it 100x worse/better) #anyways i really really like 2009 sebson they're so endearing to me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #ig its just smth about how theyre so affectionate with each other despite being each others rivals #like constantly patting/nudging/hugging each other IM GONNA CRYYYYY IM GONNA EXPLODEEEE #i put these pics in the comp i made if seb but like bcs of the magnitude to which they affect me i needed to make a posr for them #just imagine me wailing and losing my mind irl and in these tags sob sob sob #if i stay committed w watching races ill just keep on going to the end of the v8 era so dw my wailing can only get worse :D #every time i scroll up out of the tags to look at the pics again i feel my heart skipping a bit HDJFKGKGKGL #anyways unhinged wdym unhinged :) #f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #jenson button #jb22 #sv5 #sebson #2009 australian gp

[rosalesbeausderholle]

At the end of the day, it just really sucks when you can't even enjoy a new release by your favorite artist because the greater internet has decided she's their acceptable outlet of misogyny and they have to comment or hate on her every move every single time.

#liveblogging my life #and for anyone saying oh it's only bc she's hyper famous and a billionaire now #it has literally always been like this #I've been here since 2009 and it has been like this every single time #like jesus i have to see people lose their mind over soulless factory ready kpop groups #or anything ariana grande puts out #(which btw is 1000% more soulless than anything I've heard) #or any other artist who's lyrics are just as 'cringe' as taylor (which is not a bad thing sometimes lyrics are fun! sometimes lyrics #are tongue in cheek! sometimes some of you are illiterate and don't get basic ass metaphors) #and that's all fine and good #and the respective fandom gets to enjoy the release #but when it's us we have to be exposed with barrage of hate after barrage of hate #sometimes over something so innocent as even announcing an album #like it's really a demonstration about how you can be the best and most successful person in the whole world at something #if you're a woman they'll still hate you #and then you guys find it cringe when she sings about that but isn't she right? #and then how dare we compare her to some of the old greatest of all time #as if they sometimes didn't have fun or cringey lyrics as well! but in this case those are two whole verses in a 31 yo album #but yeah stop and listen to what some of those oldies were singing about #not that they aren't great iconic songs is that the songwriting and bop status is very much comparable #taylor swift

[ellies-enrichment]

i guess maybe that’s why i’m lyyyyying to my therapist girlfriend i keep saying things like i never definitely saw him and we never kissed

#the last of us #hbo the last of us #joel miller #tess servopoulos #hbo tlou #memes #mine #if i ever were to lose queue #incorrect tlou quotes #now i think somehow in my mind if i could convince him if he doesnt see it then maybe it doesnt exist #i think hes onto me every time i say im over that son of a bitch im lying to my therapist #i deserve an hour in a week #to focus on my thoughts not so obsessed with yours i cant hear myself speak #i deserve my own consideration #sometimes i wish i kept #some of my feelings in the basement so i'd still have some left

[ride-a-dromedary]

There is never a time I am not thinking about the kiss from the Crimp adaptation or Cyrano, specifically the 2019 filmed version, but it's the way James McAvoy's entire body *freezes* on the second attempt; he shakes his head, his mouth opens and his lip curls like he wants to recoil but he *tilts his jaw up* as Eben Figueiredo continues to move closer. And they both pause in that position where their teeth are slotted together but their lips aren't moving, they just tremble, and then when Christian goes for it and fully commits and grabs his face so he can't run away and can't hide, Cyrano's expression *melts* and it's *bliss* a moment, confliction the next; and for all Cyrano tried to deny the beginning, he's the one who clutches onto Christian's arm to keep him close. *He's* the one who follows after him when he rips away, and when they part it's violent with its reluctance and denial and hurt and *realization*...

And I just think that's neat, you know?

#THE FACT THAT THIS KISS WAS DIFFERENT EVERY PERFORMANCE HAUNTS ME AND I WILL NEVER SEE IT #i'm losing my mind over here #Cyrano de Bergerac #the acting choices freaking SUBLIME #people who laughed at this in the theatre get absolutely wasted i'm sorry you don't get it #also i just read THE stupidest and most unprofessional review of this version #and the way eben just *goes* for it and then the second time he is *also* hesitating because he's so *scared* #because it feels so RIGHT but also so WRONG like this isn't the way it was supposed to go it wasn't supposed to hurt like this

[keii]

Small JJK art dump!!!

#i am an anime watcher by choice but GOD it is so hard to avoid spoilers esp on twitter #and every time i see the uproar about what new thing has happened #it makes me laugh EVERY SINGLE TIME LMAOOO #i have read more fics about jjk than actually reading the manga #one day i will #but god i'm enjoying just what it is to me now... #me and a friend bond over the fact that we haven't read the manga yet have been spoiled-- also our love for toji... #I hear daddy's home and i lose my mind LOOL #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #gojo satoru #geto suguru #toji fushiguro #art #fanart #killamonart

[sittinginsunflowers]

I never thought the piece of art that would most perfectly capture the complicated, loving, and fraught relationship between mothers and daughters with generational trauma would be a fucking d&d campaign about stoats and nuclear power plants.

Like at it’s core this is the story of exile, filled with all the generational trauma and grief that comes with it. In just seconds, they lost everything they’ve ever known but each other. They lost their childhood homes, their community, and their way of life. All to find that the thing they were taught to respect and thought was an offer of safety, was just secrets, control, and more danger than they’ve ever known.

People joked for years that Brennan made capitalism the big bad, and then Aabria turned around and went “what if we give communism a turn?”

#dimension 20 #aabria iyengar #burrow's end #burrow’s end spoilers #d20 #im going insane over it #it’s like someone snuck into the lunches my mom and I have with my abuela #Like I’m out here fighting for my life every time Erika gives me psychic damage #and maybe it’s just that I’ve been raised by a single mom as a Cuban American with a family that literally rebeled against a regime #but this is literally the best depiction of my family I think I’ve ever seen and I might actually lose my mind about it #anyway #d&d is fucking wild man #also aabria I know you go here and I’m so sorry if this comes across your dash #like idk where you’re going with this but fuck it’s incredible and thanks #also before anyone says anything captialism is an horror and I truly believe that the Last Bast could be beautiful #but my spidery senses and family history have me on the edge of my seat