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dream-a-little-bigger-x · 6 years

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Don’t Take It Personal Pt.2 - Calum Hood

@rexorangecouny asked for a part two of this, so here ya go, babes! :) Hope ya like! xx

Pairing: Calum x Reader

Warnings: none

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Summary: Calum and Y/N have been spending a lot of time together, becoming closer. One day, Jake comes along for a coffee and it causes Calum to explode.

Y/N’s POV

Calum and I had spend a lot of time together after that one night at the club when he tried hitting on me, and then told me he’d be a better fit for me than my current boyfriend. His words haunted me since that night, and I didn’t know why. Maybe because I’m starting to think he might be right. Maybe because I know deep down he is right. We had been hanging out a lot while he was on his break. We’d either spend time at his house or went out for coffee or even spent a day at the beach once. He’d point out some pretty girls and we’d say some things we liked about her without him being disgusted that I, a woman, was checking out other women with him. He then proceeded to tell me he thought calling out women, whistling at them, or whatever was so disgusting and disrespectful. I got myself a lgbtq+ suporter and feminist and rational thinker here. “Is it okay if Jake hangs out with us today?” I ask him over the phone as I’m getting ready to head to Calum’s house again. “Does he have to?” Calum questions, clearly annoyed that I would bring my dickhead boyfriend. “Yes, Cal. He’s still my boyfriend and he has the day off today. I want to spend time with you and him today,” I explains, chuckling a little while I try to put on my shoes. “Sure, yeah,” he replies, even though I know he doesn’t want to. “But we’re not hanging out at my place. That dude doesn’t set a foot in this house. We’ll go out for coffee or something,” he mumbles and I feel a little annoyed that I’m pushing Calum to spend time with Jake. “Yeah, okay,” I say back. I want to spend time with Calum, but I’ll have to take Jake with me. I can’t just tell my boyfriend I’m going to spend time with a boy I’m starting to develop feelings for. “Meet me at the coffee shop in like, half an hour,” he demands. Whenever we went for coffee, we went to the same coffee shop. So, we declared it ‘our coffeeshop’ or ‘the coffeeshop’ and both of us knew exactly where we wanted to go. I nod my head, forgetting he can’t see me for a moment. “Yeah, okay. See you in half an hour,” you say with a smile. “See ya,” he replies and hangs up.

An hour later, the three of you are sat at a table inside the coffeeshop, sipping on whatever drink you’ve ordered. “So, what is it you do again?” Jake asks Calum, downgrating the man a little. Calum squints at the man besides me, starting to lose his patience with him. I kick Calum under the table, giving him a glare. “I’m a musician. I make music with me and my band. We tour the world and stuff,” he explains, the annoyance apparent on his face. He and Jake really don’t get along, and I should’ve seen this coming. “So, is that like a temporary job until you find something different?” Jake asks before sipping his coffee. “No, it is my job and I hope to have it until I’m too old to perform,” Calum grits his teeth, glaring at my boyfriend, who’s oblivious to the annoyance and anger in Calum’s tone and face. “Oh really? Can you survive off such a small wage?” Jake questions him. “Excuse you, sir, but I happen to have about a million in my bankaccount. My job is as valid as yours. It’s equally as exhausting and draining, if not more. I’m not going to stay here and listen to you degrade me or Y/N. Her sexuality is as valid as mine and yours. It’s as valid as the next person’s. Your a fucking dick and I hope you choke on your coffee,” Calum tries to keep his voice down as we’re still in a public space. He gets up, leaving a stunned Jake and a turned on me. That was really hot. I don’t think I have ever had anyone coming up for me and my sexuality. “You really are a dick, Jake. Please don’t call me ever again and come pick up your stuff from my place tonight,” I tell him calmly while getting up too. “What? Y/N?” he sounds desperate, but I don’t even care. All I care about right now is Calum and trying to catch up to him. “Goodbye, asshole,” I say lastly before walking out the coffeeshop. I look around to try and find Calum, and when I find him walking between a sea of people, I start running. I push past people, dodging them here and there until I finally reach the boy I was running for. He looks at me as I try to catch my breath. “I’m really not a runner, Calum,” I tell him, giggling a little. “What are you doing here, Y/N? Don’t you have a boyfriend to get to?” he asks, disguted by the thought of Jake. “I don’t have a boyfriend,” I tell him once I caught my breath. Calum’s eyes light up as he looks at me in surprise, “You were right, he’s a dick and I don’t know what I ever saw in him. Don’t take it personal, babe, but personally, I think I’d be better with somebody like you,” I tell him with a grin before placing my hand behind his neck to bring him down. Our lips collide somewhere in the middle, and they somehow fit perfectly, move together gracefully. And from that moment I felt a weight being lifted off my shoulders. That weight being Jake and the love I’d been bottling up for Calum.

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babylon-bitch · 7 years

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Just Friends ~ It's a Lesson Learnt (Part 36)

A/N this gif is go random but I love it

Harper White is best friends with Luke Hemmings, they always have been. Not only is she friends with the rockstar, but with the rest of 5 Seconds Of Summer, as well as a really nice girl named Erika.

Harper has a few secrets, she can play all the instruments the boys play and many more. It’s a talent she has kept hidden, only very few people know.

What will happen to the six teens, wondering around the world together?

Warnings: language, and smut

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“Maddie knows. ” I tell Luke after everyone leaves my house.

“What, how?” He questions, furrowing his eyebrows.

“I told her, someone recorded everything we said at the shop and they posted it, Maddie found it and of course listened to it. She confronted me about it and I confessed it all to her, she said that she had a pregnancy scare once.” I explain.

“Was she disappointed or disgusted at us?” He questions.

“No, of course not, it’s Maddie.”

“Okay good,” He sighed and collapsed onto his back on my bed. “So this video, can you tell it was us?”

“Pretty much, but it hasn’t gotten much attention.”

Luke nods his head and rubs his face, letting out a groan after.

“If you were pregnant per say, what are you gonna do?” He questions.

“I can’t keep it, I’m eighteen, my life has barely started yet.”

“So let’s say you are pregnant, what method are you gonna uhm, do?” He asks.

“I don’t have a fucking clue, I hardly know what goes into it, I’d have to learn some information and then decide. I know that the pill procedure is quite messy.”

“I’m gonna be with you throughout the whole thing.” He smiles and kisses my hand.

“Well it’s your child.”

Luke pulls me into his chest, one hand playing with my hair, the other going up and down from the top of my jeans to the part where my shirt has ridden up on my hip..

“Remember when we weren’t together? That seems like a life time ago.” He muses.

“I’m surprised it took us that long to actually get together. We’ve gone through a lot though.” I say.

“When we took a break, that really scared me, if we had to take a break that early into our relationship, how far would we ever get?”

“I think that shaped not just us but our relationship. It brought us even closer, if that is possible. I don’t regret it though, I don’t like you to see me like that, although you were on tour and all, you would’ve talked to me and stuff. I know shit got thrown at me when I came back, but it was best for everyone around me. I know some people didn’t understand that at the uhm time, but it was good for me and you guys.”

“When you went off and had a Harper moment, I had a gut feeling that you’d be okay, but with my ‘big brother’ instincts, I freaked the fuck out.”

“Oooh, incest.” I laugh.

“Shut up, you know what I mean.” He giggles.

Luke has been like my third big brother, although I’m older than him. Luke’s always been protective of me, ever since we were children.

***

It’s the next day and we are on our way to the hospital. I’m nervous as fuck, clutching onto Luke’s hand for dear life, I just don’t get how he can be so calm about this, I guess one of has to.

We pay the taxi and hop out, making our way into the hospital, being hit with the smell of coffee and cleanliness, almost making me want to gag. “I’ll go to the receptionist desk. ” I inform Luke and he nods whilst sitting down.

I adjust my bag on my shoulder and clutch onto it by my thigh. I take a big breath and walk over. “Hello, I have an appointment at 1:15.”

She nods her head and clicks some stuff on her computer. “Dr. Carter will be ready for you in 5 or 10 minutes, your name will flash up on there.” She points to the small long screen above her.

“Okay, thank you.” I smile and walk back to Luke.

Placing my bag by my feet before taking a seat next to Luke. “We’ve got to wait 5 or 10 minutes till my name pops up on that screen.” I explain.

“Okay.” He nods.

We sit in silence for a bit before two little girls come up to us. “Hello?” I question with a small smile.

“You looked sad so we came to cheer you up.” The oldest one smiles.

The oldest one seems 4 maybe 5 and the little one is about 2, still having a dummy in her mouth. “That’s a very nice thing to do.” Luke smiles at them.

“Why are you sad?” The oldest one asks as the younger one clings onto my legs.

“We have some grown up stuff going on.” I tell them.

“My names Lizzie and this is Abby.” Lizzie says.

“And how old are you guys?” Luke asks.

“I’m 4 and she just turned 2, she can’t walk properly yet so she leans on stuff.” She grins.

Abby let’s out a whine and makes grabby hands, I take that as an indication she wants to come up, so I lift her up and onto the the seat next to me.

“Where are your parents?” Luke questions.

“Mummy has gone to the toilet and my daddy is at home.” Lizzie answers and clings onto Luke and he plays with her hair, a small smile on his lips.

Abby leans herself on my arm and plays with my fingers and rings.

“Why are you here?” I ask.

“I’ve got an ear something.” Lizzie pouts.

“Infection?” Luke chuckle.

“Yes!” She nods her head.

“Abby, Lizzie, come on.” A late 20s lady says as she walks up to us. “I’m so sorry, they do this a lot.”

“It’s fine, they were really cute.” I smile. “We’re actually here to see if I’m pregnant.”

“Really?” She questions.

“Yeah, it’s obviously not on purpose, I’m only 18 and he’s 17.” I explain.

“Do you want to be pregnant?” She asks.

“Maybe in a couple of years down the line, but our lives have barely started yet. We’re still in high school.” I explain.

“How old were you when you had your first child?” Luke asks.

“24, she wasn’t exactly planned, but we were at a stable point in our lives that we were able to raise a child.”

“We probably won’t keep him/her, Luke’s off around the world a lot, we simply just don’t have time for a child right now.” I say.

“That’s totally understandable, if you’re not ready, you’re not ready.” She shrugs.

“We should probably make our way towards the doctor, my name just flashed up.” I tell her. “It was nice talk in to you guys.”

“You too, good luck.” She grins.

“Thank you, bye.” Luke waves and we stand up hand in hand, and make our way to Dr. Carter.

“Harper White?” He questions as we walk in.

“Yes.” I nod and we sit down.

“So you think you’re pregnant?” He questions.

“I took a test, the first one came out positive and then the second one came out negative.” I explain.

“If you get different results from pregnancy tests, it’s a sign that it’s too early, and a blood test is usually the best way to get an accurate answer.” He explains. “When did the conceiving take place?”

“Couple weeks ago, it was unprotected.” I tell him.

“Okay, I think I’ll have to take a blood test. This will determine your chances with a simple yes or no answer. So could you put your arm out please.” He requests.

I nod and pull my sleeve up, revealing my forearm, he picks up a needle and he puts on a pair of gloves. I’ve never really been scared of needles, I can’t say I enjoy them, but I’m not one to put up a fight against them.

Feeling Luke’s hand on my back as Dr Carter brings the needle towards my arm, inserting it into a vain, and drawing a small amount of blood out. It’s all over in seconds, and before I know it he’s putting on a little plaster where the needle was.

“You guys are planning on having an abortion, I’m assuming?”

“We can’t keep the possible baby, there’s no way we could, we don’t have the time, Luke’s off around the world, I’m going to school soon in another country and we won’t be together. We’re too young, it’s our only choice, really.” I sigh and I feel Luke’s hand trace soothing shapes on my back.

“What are the options for abortion?” Luke asks.

“There’s in-clinic abortion or abortion pill. Suction abortion (also called vacuum aspiration) is the most common type of in-clinic abortion. It uses gentle suction to empty your uterus. It’s usually used until about 14-16 weeks after your last period. Dilation and Evacuation (D&E) is another kind of in-clinic abortion procedure. It uses suction and medical tools to empty your uterus. You can get a D&E later in a pregnancy than aspiration abortion – usually if it has been 16 weeks or longer since your last period.”

“Abortion pill is the popular name for using two different medicines to end a pregnancy: mifepristone and misoprostol. You will be given the first pill, mifepristone, at the clinic. Pregnancy needs a hormone called progesterone to grow normally. Mifepristone blocks your body’s own progesterone. You’ll also get some antibiotics. You take the second medicine, misoprostol, 24-48 hours later, usually at home. This medicine causes cramping and bleeding to empty the uterus. It’s kind of like having a really heavy, crampy period, and the process is very similar to an early miscarriage.”

We both nod and try to take this new information in.

“How long will it take to get the results?” Luke asks

“The blood test takes an average of 3-48 hours to be tested and results to be available. I advise that you come back tomorrow for your results, would you like to schedule an appointment?” He asks.

“Yeah, what time are you available? You are free tomorrow right, Luke?” I ask.

“I won’t be available tomorrow morning, I’m doing some stuff with the boys, but I’m free in the afternoon.” Luke answers.

“Okay, so how about 3:30 tomorrow afternoon?” He offers. “It won’t take long at all, I’ll give you the results then we’’ll discuss what your gonna do; I’m assuming you’re not keeping the possible baby.”

“3:30 is fine with us.” Luke adds.

“Okay then, I guess that brings us to a close for today’s appointment. Unless you have any questions?”

“I don’t think so.” I shake my head.

“No, thanks for our time and help.” Luke gives Dr Carter a smile, and stands up.

“No problem, just doing my job.” He shakes Luke hand.

“We’ll see you tomorrow.” I smile and shake his hand as well.

He gives us one final wave and Luke places a hand on the small of my back, guiding me out of the room.

“Oh my God.” I groan once the door closes.

“It’s gonna be alright, just another experience.”

“Yeah, an experience that I’ve experienced far too early on in life.” I exclaim.

“Come here.” He gestures and I wrap my arms around his slender waist, nuzzling my face into his chest, he wraps an arm round my shoulders and the other round my waist.

“This may not be your/our proudest moment, but it’s just a lesson learnt.” He says into my hair.

***

It’s been a while, the blood test results came back, and it turned out I was pregnant. As soon as I came out the hospital, I broke down crying, thinking my life was over. I was a mess for the next couple of days, I felt kinda bad for Luke because he had to deal with my Niagara Falls ass.

I had my abortion, I went for the in-clinic procedure. Luke has supported me throughout the whole thing, and I couldn’t be any more greatful for him.

It was quite nerve-wracking to go through. My parents found out about it all, surprisingly they weren’t angry, disappointed, or ashamed, in fact they were quite supportive of me. Apparently my mum’s old friend got pregnant at a young age, told her parents about it and they didn’t talk for ages, then she promised herself that if she ever had a daughter that got pregnant at a young age, she would be as supportive as she could be.

I’ve been very lucky to be honest. That video that got out never really got around, only a few retweets and stuff, but people thought it was fake. Life is going really well at the moment, I’ve gotten stronger from this all. It’s been an experience to say the least.

Luke and I are currently hanging out at his place. “Do you wanna cuddle?” He asks.

“No, I know what cuddling means.” I say.

“Not always.” He tells me and nuzzles his nose into my neck.

I play with his hair and go on my phone. Luke starts to trail kisses down my neck, sucking on my collarbone, biting my lip to suppress a whimper.

Disconnecting myself from him and straddle his waist, I connect our lips together. Luke’s hands instantly go to my waist and I hold his neck. Luke licks my bottom lip, asking for entrance, I gladly let him in and part my lips and Luke lets out a groan as I pull his hair.

Luke and I haven’t really had couple time recently, yeah, we got pregnant but we were both so caught up in it all, it was only a hello kiss or a kiss goodbye sometimes a forehead kiss to calm my nerves.

Luke rolls us over so he takes dominance and hovers over me, slowly lowering himself down and grinds his hips into mine, I let out a small moan at the sensation. Luke dives down to my neck and starts kissing and sucking on it, making me whimper. Tilting my head back to give him more access, he makes his way up my neck, using his lips and whispers, “pretty, pretty girl.”

He sucks on my exposed cleavage whilst trailing his hand up my shirt, leaving a trail of goosebumps in his touch. Luke takes my top off and his eyes light up, a smirk present on his face. He trails kisses down my stomach whilst gripping tightly on the bottom of my waist. He finally reaches my jeans and starts unbuttoning them.

“Wait,” I blurt out and Luke looks up at me, confused.

“What?” He questions.

“I’m not sure if I’m ready to do this again.” I confess.

Luke sighs and crawls back up. “C'mon Harps, it’s been ages since we’ve done anything sexual together. I’m not forcing you to do anything you don’t want to do, I’d never do that to you.”

“I just don’t think I’m ready to do it yet.” I say.

“We don’t even have to have ‘normal sex’ we could just do oral or something.” He reasons.

“Fine, but please take things slow.” I tell him

“Okay, I’ll be gentle.” He smiles and gives me a kiss.

Luke carries on unbuttoning my jeans and pulls them off. He rubs me through my panties, causing me to bite my lip. His hand teasingly slowly slides into my panties, running his fingers through my folds, collecting the wetness that has already formed. Luke pulls my underwear down and dives straight in, his lips replacing his hands as he licks my folds, working his way up to my clit.

Luke inserts a finger in, causing me to squirm underneath him. He sucks on my clit as if it going out of fashion. Soon enough he enters another digit in and strerches me out, making me let out a moan. Luke’s fingers curl upwards, stroking my g-spot, making me a moaning mess.

His hands and mouth switch jobs so now that he is tongue fucking me as well as rubbing my clit.

Not sure if Luke knows the phrase take things slow.

I feel my climax begin to approach me and I grab onto Luke’s hair and moan out his name. “So close.” I breathe.

Luke slowly goes ground my clit with his fingers, making me huff out in annoyance. He stops the teasing and rubs my clit vigorously and licks the hell out of me, causing my orgasm to rush over me. I throw my head back in pleasure, lost in reality. Luke continues to pump though my orgasm before licking the bits he missed. “Best fucking pussy ever.” He whispers.

***

“Harper have you ever had Preggo pasta sauce?” Erika asks.

“Yeah, I’ve had it a lot in the UK, why?” I ask confused but have got an idea with where she is going with this.

“Erika.” Maddie warns.

“What?” She giggles as she asks.

“You know what, leave it now.” Maddie sighs.

“I’m just gonna come out with it because it’s been killing me not to know.” She excitedly says. “Are you pregnant?”

My eyes widen and Luke and I tense up, I raise an eyebrow and stare at the ground.

“Erika what the fuck did I just say.” Maddie huffs.

“Shut up, I need an answer.”

“Um,” I start off and look up at Luke, who is glaring at Erika annoyed. He looks down at me and shrugs.

“We were pregnant y-yes, that’s all in the past, can we move on from this now?” Luke takes over.

Everyone’s eyes widen, even Maddie’s.

“What? When?” Calum questions.

“A couple of weeks ago, we found out I was pregnant, obviously we couldn’t keep it, so we got an abortion.” I sigh.

“Why didn’t you tell us?” Michael asks.

“It was more between Luke and I, I told Maddie about it.” I quietly say.

“What? Why didn’t you tell me?” Erika asks Maddie.

“It’s clearly something between Luke and Harper so I just left it and gave them my advice.” Maddie shrugs.

“What advice could you have?” Ashton questions with a tiny chuckle.

“I had a pregnancy scare before, I’ve only been with a guy once and my period was late, turns out I wasn’t pregnant, spoiler.” She confesses.

“I thought you were still a man virgin.” Calum says.

“It was enough to scare me away from the whole gender.” She laughs.

“I would’ve offered to have a threesome with you guys.” Michael smirks.

“Michael!” Erika hits his arm.

“When ever you’re ready, babe.” He winks at her.

And just like that, our pregnancy is forgotten. We all do that a lot. Not get pregnant, but ignore situations and just fuck around.

“Has anyone ever had a threesome or more here?” Ashton question.

“I’ve had a twosome.” Calum laughs at his own joke.

“Hilarious Calum.” Luke claps his hands.

“At least I didn’t get my girlfriend pregnant.” Calum takes a shot and I burst out laughing.

“That was a cheap shot.” Luke exclaims.

“It was a good shot.” Maddie laughs.

“Rude.” He mutters.

“No, I’ve never done anything more than just myself and another girl.” Michael admits.

“I’ve never done anything more than just myself.” Ashton says.

“Because you can never get girls.” I tell him.

“I am very talented with girls thank you very much, Harper.”

“Really? When was the last time you had a girlfriend?” I question.

“Like a year ago, but that doesn’t matter, I’ve hooked up with a few girls since then, I use my charm.”

“Whats your charm?” I furrow my eyebrows.

“My big dick.” He says and we all laugh.

“Thats disgusting.” Erika grimaced.

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mxltifandom-imagines · 9 years

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Luke: “I’m dancing... really badly.” You: (laugh) Luke: “Now your footage is boring.” You: “It’s actually really nice, so keep doing that stuff.” Luke: “Ah, damn it, you!”

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happinesshood · 9 years

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8. "I think i'm falling for you and it's terrifying"

Luke loved his job, he really did. But there's many downsided to being famous.

Not being able to go anywhere without a bodyguard, not really having any privacy, he could name off a few more but the main and worst one was trust. Luke didn't trust anyone but his 3 best friends and his brothers.

So when Luke started seeing a beautiful girl who seemed to be interested in him, him as in Luke the lanky kid from Sydney, not Luke Hemmings from 5 Seconds of Summer, it was a little to hard to believe

"Luke, why are you being an idiot? She obviously loves you dude!" Calum tried to talk some sense into his best friend after he brought up how he thought you we're to good to be true, since you've been dating for 3 months and things were going a little too good. And Luke was suspicuious.

"How do you know that? What if she's using me for money? For fame? I can't handle that, Cal" He said, mumbling the last part. Calum just rolled his eyes and opened his mouth to respond but before he could they both heard a small sniffle at the door.

Both of their heads shot up to see you standing there, tears in your eyes but refusing to let them spill. "I-I'm sorry you feel that way Luke, i'll leave you alone for a while" She muttered before closing the door quickly.

"Go after her you asshat" Calum groaned but before he could finish Luke was alrady gone, chasinfg after her.

"Wait! Wait please baby!" He said as he finally caught up to her

"What Luke? Want me to stand here while you tell me that you don't trust me and that you think i'm using you?? No thanks, I think i'm good" She said and went to turn away from him

"No! you don't understand" He said loudly and grabbed her arm, pulling her back. "WHAT? WHAT DONT I UNDERSTAND LUKE?” "THAT IM FUCKING FALLING FOR YOU... and it's terrifying me" He whispered the last part, not daring to look her in the eyes.

She was quiet for about 10 seconds before she put her soft hand on his cheek and moved closer to him "I know trust issues is part of the job, and ill wait as long as I have to for you to trust me, I love you, Luke Robert Hemmings " She whispered before kissing his lips with all the passion she could muster

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5-seconds-of-awkward-teenhood · 9 years

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I hope your doing the first lines still.:) "what about us?what about our relationship?"

"What about us? What about our relationship?!" you shout at your boyfriend Luke, who has come home drunk, his face red with lipstick blotches all over, a hickey plain as day on his neck. "Babe it was a mistake! I love you! I was drunk and I didn't realize what I was doing! I stopped her before it got too far!" Luke shouts back, grabbing your hands and pulling you towards him. You yank your hands free and pull away. "Before it got too far? LUKE YOU HAVE A HICKEY ON YOUR NECK! I can't believe you would do this to me Luke! I thought you said you loved me!" you shout, the tears welling in your eyes threatening to spill over. "I do love you Y/N. I know I messed up, and I'm so sorry. I love you. Please forgive me." he begs, slouching down on the floor and holding his head in his hands. "I don't know Luke. I really don't know."

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5sosimagnes · 10 years

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Luke Hemmings Fanfiction → Good Girl Gone Bad

Plot: Summer is over and a new school year begins. Little did Ana know how much everything would change this year. New students, new classes and a new teacher. Luke Hemmings. Ana fell in love with him the minute she saw him They end up having an affair not caring about the fatal consequences.

Authors Note: I couldnt think of a better title, I'm sorry. I suck.

Chapter 3: The Guest

I immediatly stopped all my movements when I heard Mr. Hemmings call out my name again.

Oh no. Oh hell no.

This was just like my dream. I hesitantly turned around to face him and a strange tingly feeling overcame me all at once. "What is it Mr. Hemmings?" I asked, trying to avoid hs eyes.

A small smile spread over his face. He walked past me to closed the door without saying a word.

Okay, yeah, thats totally normal.

I became really nervous again and started playing with my hair. He walked back to the dest and leaned against it, crossing his arms over his chest. After a couple of minutes, which felt like hours, he finally said "Did you forgert I wanted you to sit right up front so I could have an eye on you?"

I nervously looked around the room and shook my head no. "Then why didn't you sit where I wanted you?" Mr. Hemmings asked with a sudden cokyness in his voice.

"I-I don't know." I mumbled.

"Do I make you nervous Ana?" he suddenly asked. My head shot up and I looked at him with my eyes wide open.

"What?"

"Do I make you nervous?"

"What makes you think that?"

"Because you never look at me." he stated with a big smirk on his face. "Well..."I started but I didn't know how to end my sentence. He was right. I never looked at him when he talked to me or looked my in way I couldn't. I get distrcted too easily and I felt myself blush each time I look at him. "Well ...what?" he asked and moved a step closer to me. My last nights dream immediatly shot back into my head.

I shut my eyes close and shoved away my inappropriate thoughts. "Well, nothing. Can I go now?" I asked "Sure. You're dismissed." he scoffed.

I quickly walked out of the classroom and looked for my friends. I couldn't find them anywhere so I decided to go to my locker and put my books away, with the previous converstation still in my mind. I just couldn't get his smile of off my min and I felt so stupid. I was a muttering idiot.

I wish I could be more like Sam sometimes. She alway says what was on her mind, she is really outspoken and not at all reluctant. And then there's me. A, mostly, quiet and shy girl who can't even come up with a good comeback.

I sighed, closed my locker and made my way to my next class, where I found Sam, sitting on her place and absentmindely scrolling through her phone. "Hey! There you are." Sam bursted out when she spotted me.

"I thought you'd wait for me outside the classroom."

"Yeah well, Michael got hungry so we got him a cady bar." she shrugged. "Anyways, what did Mr. Hottie want from you again?"

"Don't call him that."

"Why not? It's true." she laughed.

I rolled my eyes at her stupid comment and decided to change the topic. "Do you wanna go to the movies tonight?"

"Sounds great. I heard that new Horror movie, Annabelle, is really good."

I nodded in agreement and we made up a exact time when we want to meet. The teacher came in a couple of minutes later and started his lesson.

During his lecture I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I quickly got it out and hid it behind my pencil case. It was a new text from Calum.

'Wanna grab coffee after school?'I quickly replied with 'Of course. I meet you in the parking lot after class.' and put the phone back in my pocket.

The time turned by unbelievably slow today. Everytime I looked at the clock I could have sworn the time went backwards.

When class was finally over, Sam and I walked to our lockers to put our books away. "So, what are you up to now?" Sam asked and slammed her locker shut. "I'm gonna grab a coffee with Cal." I replied and closed my locker as well. "Aw, you're going on a date."

"It's not a date."

"Why not? He's totally into you."

"No, he isn't."

"Well, he totally wants to get into your pants though."

I rolled my eyes and sighed. I Was still a virgin and it made my very uncomfortable when Sam sarted talking about this topic. "Well, I don't want him anyhwere near my pants." I stated. "I'm gonna see you tonight." I hugged her and ran over to the parking lot where Calum was already waiting for me.

"About time."

"It's nice to see you too Calum."

"Did you miss me honey?"

"Don't call me honey."

"Why not honey?" He's such a pain in the ass sometimes. "Stop that." I said and playfully shoved him away.

We arrived at the mall twenty minutes later and walked directly to our favorite coffee place. "You can sit down already. I'll order." he said. "You want your usual?" I furrowed my brows and tilted my head. "You know my usual?"

"Of course I know your usual. I do pay attention when we're out together you know."

"Alright." I smiled. "Thanks."

I looked for a nice place for us to sit donw and spotted a table next to a little fountain. Just a few minutes later Calum walked to the table with our orders and a huge smile spread over his face.

"What are you so smiley about?" I asked and placed my hands around the hot coffee mug. "A gentleman never tells." I couldn't help myself but burst out laughing. "You're no gentleman."

"Touché" he laughed. "There's a smokin hot waitress, I've never seen her before so she must be new around here. But anyways, she just gave me her number." he told me and put a napkin on the table. There was actually a number on that thing.

Well, I'm not surprised actually, Calum can be really charming and persuasive. "Wow, that's great. What's her name?"I asked and took a sip of my coffee. "Hillary." he answered and proudly smiled. "Are you sure this is an accurate number?" I teased. "Course it is. Why? Are you jealous honey?"

"Yes." I said and faked a sad smile. "We can stil hang out togther.I don't mind a threeway." he winked. "You're disgusting. Sometimes I wonder why we're even friends." I laighed and shook my head.

The converstation went on for hours and hours. That's what I loved so much about our friendship, we could literally talk about everything and everyone without being judged.

I looked at the clock and realized that it was already past four. "It's getting late. We should probably go. I'm meeting Sam in a few hours." Calum agreed and we walked back to his car. He dropped me off at my house and told me that he'd try to meet with this Hillary girl later today.

"I'm home." I announced and slammed the front door shut behind me. "Mom? Where are you?" I called out when no one answered. "In the kitchen." I dropped my bag on the floor in front of the stairs and trotted into the kitchen.

"Glad you're home. I have some news." my mom explained.

"What is it?"

"I invited a guest over for dinner tonight."

"I can't tonight"

"Why not?"

"I'm going to the movies with Sam."

"Not tonight. You're staying home."

"But mom!" I whined and desperatly looked at her. "No 'but's' young lady. You're staying home tonight." She repeated. I just rolled my eyes at her and groaned. "Whatever." I said annoyed and left the kitchen, making my way to my room.

I wondered who would come over tonight and why it was so important for my mom that I had to stay home. Maybe it was a 'new guy'. I shuddered and put that thought aside. I know it's probably selfish but I didn't want my mom to see a new guy. The last one was a disaster and I sure as hell didn't want anyone else in this house but my mom and me.

Steven, my mom's ex-boyfriend was a lazy and rude drunk. All he did was sit on our couch and snap at me to get him more beer. It was awful and I'm glad my mom got rid of him.

I wrote a quick text to Sam saying I couldn't make it tonight and started with my homework.

It was five thirty p.m. when my mom asked me to get ready for dinner, our guest would arrive shortly.

I took a quick shower and put on a nave blue, knee lentgh dress and black ballerinas. I checked my apperance in the mirror one more time before walking downstairs.

"Should I help you with something?" Before my mom could answer the doorbell interrupted her. "You could open the door sweetie."

"Sure."I sighed and slowly trotted to the door, opneing it.

I froze and my mouth fell open when I saw who was standing on our doormat.

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I'm not going anywhere. ~L•H

Pushing people away is your specialty. That’s all you do. I was always the sad kid the corner. The kid afraid to talk to people because your afraid you’d say something stupid and people with hate you even more. The kid that had really bad anxiety. The kid that would cry when they’d get home. The kid that always put on a fake smile for everyone to see. And the worst one of all.. I was the kid that self harmed. I was that kid.

But when I met Lucas he put a smile on my face every time he’d walk into a room. He was the one that mad girl fall in love with him right when they’d see him. But out of all those girls he chose me. The ugly, quiet, shy, self harming girl. To this day I don’t fully understand why. He was the one that made me stop cutting.. It was working until he got famous and then his “Fans” found out.. I was getting hate every hour. I started self harming again. But Lucas doesn’t know. And I’ll never tell him. I don’t want to hurt him even more.

"Um baby are you even listening to me?" He said with his cute little chuckle.

"Erm sorry babe. I guess I was day dreaming" I said quietly.

"It’s fine babe" he pulled me closer then continued. "What’s wrong? You’ve been vary distant lately. I know when somethings wrong with my baby girl. Tell me." He said looking down at me.

"It’s nothing babe. I promise" I said with a fake smile.

I my phone went off. I look with the corner of my eye it was one of those hate tweets.

"Erm I’m going to go to the washroom I’ll be right back" I quickly grabbed my phone and walked in the washroom ignoring Luke’s worried looks.

I quickly read the tweet.

"@YOUR_TWITTER_NAME eww Y/N is so ugly and fat. Luke should really leave her and go with me. I bet Lukey would agree. ;)"

I read the comments and they agreed.. Why couldn’t I be good enough. I don’t understand. I just sat there crying quietly. I took off my sweatshirt or should I say Luke’s sweatshirt because it was getting hot in here and it was getting even hotter reading this.. It think my anxiety is kicking in again. “Just breathe” I remember Luke telling me that when I first met him and I had- yet another anxiety attack.

"Baby are you okay you’ve been in there a while? I’m getting worried babe please let me in!" Luke said from the other end of the door.

"Erm yeah I’m fine Luke" I said wiping my tear away.

"Can I please come babe."

"Erm yeah" he was in the middle of opening the door.

"Fuck Luke! I don’t have my sweatshirt on!!" I said slamming the door shut.

"So it doesn’t matter I’m coming in Y/N" he said forcing the door open. His being the strong one opened the door without using much strength seeing as I’m weak.

"What don-" he was cut off mid sentence. I just stared at my arms with wide eyes. My tang top shifted up a little so he could see the cuts there too.

"Baby.."

"Yeah I know don’t start you weren’t even supposed to see this!" I yelled at him stoping to breath in before continuing. "You weren’t supposed to know! This was supposed to be my secret!" I said a little frustrated because he found out and I was stupid to take off that sweater. He didn’t say anything he just held me tight like I was going to die tomorrow.

"Why" he said after a long silence that was slowly killing me.

"Why not?" He looked at me with love hurt sadness. The look I was trying so hard to avoid.

"Why not? Why not! Because I fucking love you! Because YOU are the person that gets me going through the day. Because YOU’RE the person that makes me smile when I wake up knowing I would get to see you. Because YOU’RE the most import person in my life! Because YOU’RE the person that makes me smile with I’m sad or not feeling well. YOU’RE the fucking love of my life! That’s the fucking reason why!" He said letting me go and getting up.

"That’s the fucking reason why but you, YOU are to fucking blind to see that I fucking love you!" He said looking down at me.

"I just want you to stop. I thought I was helping. I was to blind to see threw your lies. It was all my fault."

"Lucas don’t fucking blame yourself for this! It was my chose! I did this to myself NOT the other way around."

"Why didn’t you just tell me?" He said quietly not daring to look at me.

"Because I knew I would hurt you." I said just as quiet. He looked up, with his eyes red and his hair sticking up I’m different directions, yet still look beautiful as ever.

"Please. Please for me. Please stop." His voice cracked making my knees weak.

"You know it’s not that easy Lucas."

"At least fucking try!" He said slamming his hands down on the sink.

He picked me up bridal style and carried me up to our room. I was to tired to protest. He put me gently on the bed like I was about to brake.

He laid next to me, pulling me to his chest. He was stroking my hair. Just when I was about to fall asleep, he said “you don’t fucking understand what you do to me. I love you so fucking much I just wish you would stop. I just wish you would let me protect you. But the truth is baby. I don’t understand why I didn’t notice.” With that I feel into a dreamless dream with the love my life holding me close. And that’s all I ever wanted. That’s all it took to make me happy again.

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I’m sorry if this was crapy I was in a rush! I love you guys so much!

~Keana

#luke hemmigs imagine #luke hemmings #micheal clifford imagine #michael clifford #calum hood #calum hood imagine #5sos imagine #5sos #5sosfam #ashton irwin #ashton irwin imagine

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