#proana for myself

[boneydreamss]

Haven’t been around due to the fact that I’m ashamed to admit that I have been binge eating and gained so much weight. I’m truly disgusted with myself. I cry every night and grab at the fat on my body and get so mad that I let it come to this. I need to lose this weight. I failed at getting to my goal weight and now I’m stuck at the highest weight I’ve ever been at. I’m so sick. I’m so disgusting. I’m so tired of this body of mine.

#proana #edthings #ed #meanspo #proana for myself #thinspo #meanspir0 #tw #anathings #bing3 eating #anor3x1a #just ana shit

[jfcletmebethin]

Day 6: Do you binge? If you do, explain why do you think you do?

I definitely do 🥲 I think I do because I’m a little bit addicted to food. I think because of my ed, I obsess over food and make it something bigger than it really is. Plus I goddamn love the taste of food.

#skinnny #dainty #thinn #skinny #ana #tw ana #tw ed #anamia #ed #thin #trigger warning #tw mia #skinni #small #thinspo #tw #proana for myself #sk1nny #sk1nn1 #th1n #th1nspo

[adley-wl]

weight doesn't matter?

then why is it that people always treat you kinder once you start losing weight, even if it is only slightly noticeable in the beginning?

you can do this. it is entirely in your control.

#pro for me not for thee #pro for only myself #pro for myself #pro4n4 #ed relapse #st4rv1ng #ed bullshit #tw thinspi #skinnni #pro a4a #tw ana trigger #pro @na #proannna #pro anna #proana #ed disorder #ed not ed sheeran #education #ed not sheeren #tw ed diet #wl motivation #me4nsp0 #me4nspo

[str4brryg4shes]

I need a ana coach to lose weight pls

#tw ed content #ed content #ed disorder #low cal ana #meanspo #proana #not pr0 just for myself #ed binging #thinspo #anamia #bonespø #anacoach

[thiin-faiiry]

Little update💗

So I just had a video call with the lady who kinda runs the eating disorder clinic and I guess it is going to be 6 days a week, like 9:30am-6:30pm I’ll go in, they’ll do group therapy, I have to eat there and stuff and they don’t want me to gain weight just maintain which I guess it’s not the worst but honestly kinda makes me upset that I haven’t even gotten sick enough for them to worry about my weight. I’m not underweight or anything I’m at a completely normal bmi, even on the high end of regular.

I’m scared I don’t want to stop losing weight and I don’t want to be forced to eat what they give me but I kinda have no choice, if I don’t go ill get kicked out so I guess we will see.

Ill try to update you guys(my very few loyal post interacters lol). So far the next step will be going to get a physical, like my EKG and stuff done and then I will probably start April 29 at the earliest, and the second week of May at the latest.

#fat #weightloss #restriction #anamemes #anar3xiuh #thinspø #anaimagine #ana food diary #low cal restriction #anorexies #anaapps #anarexja #anacoach #ana rant #ana things #not pro ana #ed not ed sheeran #tw ed diet #tw restrictive ed #edmemes #edmeme #ed disorder #tw ed but not sheeran #notprojustusingtags #not pro just using tags #pro for me not for thee #pro for myself #proana #meanspo #sweetspo

[b0nywh0res]

i love how skinny my legs are getting. idk if anyone else notices but i do, and thats what matters. one day they will see it too. progress is progress no matter how little.

#tw ed #ed relapse #tw ed vent #ed vent #ed fast #i wish i was thinner #proana #pro 4na #not actually pro anything #just pro for myself #pro 4na diary #i want to be a skeleton #i want to be small #4n0r3x14 #not pr0 4na #4na tw #low cal restriction #weight loss #tw 3d

[tortademaracuya]

"Why can't you eat healthy?!" And their suggestion is to not eat

#dont eat now because then what will you eat the rest of the week? #like she wont say the same the rest of the week. dont eat now what will you eat later? #eat a salad. but theres no vegetables #the only one allowed to eat is her and whoever she decides deserves it #this food is for X not for any of you. you are leaving him with no food. you are such horrible people #im tired. i feel so weak. if i want to eat or drink im selfish so i will just stay laying down but that makes me feel weaker in the long ru #i cant even distract myself with the internet or whatever because i keep getting recommended proana posts on all my fucking accs

[wishiwasdainty]

I can’t wait for my clothes to swallow me

#eating disoder thoughts #pro only for myself #ed #tw ed content #proana #pro only for me #thinspo #eating disorder #thin #skinny #anorexia

[magdalenas]

honestly i think being sick and losing weight has caused me to be sick like .. mentally

#i Can eat again but now i’m obsessing over what i eat and how much #bc everyone keeps complimenting me for how i look & losing weight #even tho at least part of it is bc i was too sick to eat for an entire month 😐 #like i was acting … very disordered this evening #i didn’t eat until like 4:30-5pm today and bc i ate so late i decided i wouldn’t eat again #but i was hungry at like 9:30 and ultimately i did have a little snack #but i acted very … just very unwell about the whole situation #disordered eating tw #proana d0 n0t int3r@ct #like it’s pulling me into bad behaviors & thought patterns #that i haven’t dealt with in a while #and i fear i’m like .. one step away from not being able to eat unless i get high first again which i fr just kicked that habit #but the problem now is i don’t even get high that often anymore like sans the teensiest bit of weed i smoked on sunday i haven’t been high #in like 2 weeks .. so im worried i will just like .. not be able to eat bc im not even getting high 😳 #and i feel like if i do gain any weight back i’ll be like .. crazy evil to myself so it’s like .. idk what to do #uhm anyway ..

[eddybackyeehaw]

Tw! EDs

It is insane to me that my life partner is over weight and beautiful. When I gain weight it makes me look severely unattractive. My partner has never experienced eating disorders tho they have experienced extreme fat phobia. I love them. And I love their body. The fat phobia in earlier ana and ed communities was so extreme. As an older gen Z I'm aware Ana forums still exist and I'm really happy to see the fatphobia change to anti fat phobic proanas. For me it's not necessarily about the look, it's about the ability to control the look. It's not about being attractive, it's about being sick enough to get help.

For those younger anas and mias and whatevers put there, remember that fatphobia should never be accepted in the Ana community. Fatphobia causes more pain. Do not force others to endure the pain you feel because that guilt will follow you for life.

I'm on adhd meds so my brain went on a rant lol sorry.

I got inspired by the video The Evolution of Pro Anorexia on YouTube.

#ed relapse #ed vent #anarec1a #anorex14 #disordered eating thoughts #ed not sherran #ana inspo #mean$p0 #pro a4a #tw disordered eating #ana #proana #pro just for myself #promia #fatphobia

[godhatesadam666]

I hate how fat my hand looks but it won't be like that for long. Woke up hungry so had this little thing. Ngl I feel like I shit today but it'll be worth it.

A few days ago I was with my boyfriend and a few mates and he picked me up as a joke but it was obvious he was struggling then he turned to our mate and picked her up and immediately exclaimed "wow you're so much lighter" so guess I've got a new irl goal

#dont promote eds just using popular tags #thinsperation #model thin #disordered eating #pro anorexia #proana #pro mia #promia #pro ana #ana memes #ed meme #mia #notprojusttagging #notprojustusingtags #not pro just using tags #not pro mia #ana rules #restricting #pro for myself #ana fast #fasting #fat girls

[str4brryg4shes]

haiii again, I'm looking for an ana buddy, not coaches pls, they're really creepy

#ed content #proana #not pr0 just for myself #low cal ana #skiny body #anamia #ed binging #tw ed content #bonespø #th1nsp0 #th1nsp1rat1on

[bonesandallbutnotcanabalism]

Tw: Thinspo dump, thigh gap edition

(If I don't get a thigh-gap by summer istg)

None of these are mine, unfortunately

#only pro for tags #tw mia #tw ana bløg #tw purge #tw disordered eating #tw thinspo #thinspo #thinspiration #only pro for myself #proana #promia

[boney-headspace]

My problem?

I'm too impatient. I want things to happen NOW. I want to be thin NOW. I want to shave the fat off of my bones. Make it melt away. But that's not how it works and unless I can get that through my fat skull, I'm gonna be this disgusting slob forever.

#not pro anyone but myself #pro anna #proana #tw ed mention

[blond-b]

None of my clothes fit anymore 😭

None of my clothes fit anymore 🤭🥰

#ana relapse #notprojusttags #notprojustusehashtags #proana #weightloss #pro #pro for only myself #eating disoder mention #edtumblr #pro annnnna #pro for me