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Lonely Souls

Cardinal Copia x Female Reader

Warnings : 18+ , smut, more smut, some plot, anxiety, fluff

Word count : 2'953

Summary : You receive an invite from a certain Cardinal, and you won't be the fool refusing it.

The afternoon mass was one of the longest, the sisters around you mumbling lowly to each other impatiently, waiting for it to finish as soon as possible to run for dinner.

You, on the other hand, didn't feel the same rush as them.

Not when the person doing the sermons was the seemingly awkward Cardinal, whom you started to have feelings for some months ago.

He didn't seem to have great success with the women around the Ministry, for a reason or the other; you often heard rumors of how he made a fool of himself in certain situations with the higher ranks or happened to just be a little too messy at times. But his being an introvert and out of place was exactly what caught your eye.

What you saw, though, was his kindness and interest in always helping the ones in need, and the silly jokes he'd sometimes happened to tell you when he tried to make conversation with you in the hallways. He never failed to make you giggle, followed most of the times with a blush on your cheeks and your eyes on the floor.

And that sure didn't go unnoticed by him.

You were one of the latest arrivals, even though it's been almost 5 months since you became part of this "community".

The Cardinal was the one showing you around, making you feel home and comfortable in this new reality, and he always made sure you were doing fine.

You got close to him in a short time, always looking forward to a quiet walk with him in the gardens or a conversation about each other's day, the topics always changing and making you feel lost as the hours passed by without noticing.

Your daydreaming was interrupted by the sisters around you getting up for the end of the mass, and as you looked over at Copia, his eyes were already on yours.

He nervously smiled and looked away knowing he'd been caught, and you slowly left the chapel with a silly little smile on your own lips.

After dinner you decided to call it a night, since there were no plans in sight and the amount of daily duties were starting to catch up on your tired body.

As you were getting closer to your dorm though, you heard a familiar voice calling for you.

"S-Sorella wait!"

You turned around to find Copia running behind you, trying to reach you before you got into your room.

He bent in a half trying to catch his breath, now being just a few feet away from you. His hair was a little messy from the run under his beretta, and a flashing thought of grabbing them roughly passed your mind.

He cleared his throat before speaking.

"Forgive me Sorella for...for bothering you, and to be so unannounced.

I just..I mean..it's a nice night, si?

If you didn't have any plans I uh.. I was thinking if maybe you'd enjoy watching a movie...together?"

His request left you at a loss of words, not expecting him to ask you of all for something so...intimate, if you could call it that.

Upon seeing your starstruck reaction, he started getting nervous.

"I- I mean.. you don't have to if you don't wan-"

"NO I-" you rushed.

Taking a second to ground yourself, you spoke again.

"No absolutely, I'd..love that" you blurted with a little too much excitement probably, and right now you couldn't meet his gaze.

The clap of his gloved hands took you out of your trance, his shoes looking particularly interesting.

"Fantastico! Then I'll be waiting for you in my room at 9:30pm, if that's okay?"

You nodded, all words now lost in your throat.

"See you later then, mia cara."

Copia turned on his heels and started walking back to the hallway he arrived from, leaving you stuck in front of your door.

"See you later..Cardinal" you whispered, not knowing how to feel from the rush of emotions going through you.

So there you were now, checking yourself in the little mirror of your poor excuse of a room for the sixteenth time to be sure you were looking "acceptable".

You didn't change much from your usual uniform, since anyone walking around could notice you, being still early enough. But you smiled a little brighter, stood a little straighter and took care of yourself a little more. Anything to tempt him just a tiny bit more to you.

Your heart was beating loud and fast while closing the door behind you, he could probably hear it from his own chambers.

The walk to his place was faster than you'd liked, your nerves getting the better of you even though you couldn't wait to be next to him either.

Standing in front of his door, you wiped the sweat off your hands on your gown and knocked twice, legs feeling like jelly.

He opened just a few seconds later, as if he's been impatiently waiting for your arrival.

"Sorella..! You look-"

He seemed to think of his next words while staring you down, a red tone coloring your face upon feeling his intense gaze on you.

"..bellissima" he whispered.

Even though you didn't really know much of Italian, you could catch that, and it made your heart flip.

"Please, come in"

He fully opened the door for you to enter, and you noticed a really comfy looking bordeaux sofa in the middle of the room, in front of it a fireplace with a TV standing above it.

The room was warm, and some black candles were lit here and there to give a nice atmosphere.

"Make yourself at home, sister"

Your focus was now on him, and you realized you haven't spoken a word yet, too caught up in your nerves.

"Thank you, Cardinal"

You smiled sweetly at him, and stood awkwardly for a moment noticing him in his own trance on you, once again.

He shook his head a little, apparently coming back to his senses.

"Where are my manners, please sit, I'll bring some tea while the movie starts"

You did as he said, sighing as you sat on the soft sofa.

The movie he chose was a scary one, called "The Hills Have Eyes". You heard of it and hoped it wouldn't be too much for your daily nightmares.

A few minutes later two cups of hot tea were put on the little table in front of the sofa, as he sat not too close but not too far from you either.

The movie started, and you tried your best not to cover your face with your hands to protect yourself from the horrors happening.

Copia slowly got closer to you, his left arm spread behind you.

"Are you scared, little bird?"

He murmured, locking eyes with you. A little smile spread across his face upon seeing your scared and embarrassed expression.

"Well..n-no..it's just a little gory"

He hummed at your response, and the arm that was over you now came down on your shoulders, prompting you to come closer to him.

"Don't worry sweetheart, I'll protect you"

His tone felt a little teasing, yet genuine.

You relaxed in his embrace, your right hand resting softly over his chest, near his heart. You missed the way his breath stopped for a second, his muscles tensing for the briefest moment before relaxing under your touch.

The more the movie went on, the more you hid your face deeper into him, his arm holding you close.

You didn't notice how your hand started slipping from his chest, and now was resting above his thigh, near his crotch.

From his part, though, he tensed the more your warmth grew closer to where he was now feeling a little secluded.

You were so caught up in the movie now that only later did you realize where your hand was laying.

You froze, unable to move and think of a good excuse to give him for the embarrassing moment, but your panic only lasted for a mere minute.

When your eyes looked down, you were sure that something was telling you he didn't mind at all the attention, and all of a sudden, you felt bold.

You slowly moved your hand higher, now right on his dick. And cupped him.

You felt him still, trying to stifle a groan, and you looked up.

His mismatched eyes were boring in yours, pupils dilated and breath a little ragged, mouth agape and cheeks pink.

"..I didn't think you had this in you, Sorella. You're playing with fire, you know that..mh?"

Your mind couldn't register his sudden change in demeanor, little left of the shy Cardinal now that lust had taken possession of his soul.

You didn't notice your own breathing was faster, heart beating in your ears.

"And what do you wanna do about that..Cardinal?" You asked, your voice as sweet as honey while you looked at him through your eyelids.

"You could tempt Satan with that look of yours, Sister.."

He shifted.

"On your knees."

The tone with which he said it left no room for arguments, that was a clear order.

You got up from the sofa and leaned between his knees on the floor, his legs spread to make room for you.

"The look in your eyes speaks for you, Sorella..I can see you're hungry.

So please, serve yourself."

With his hand he indicated the now obvious boner, resting his hands on either side of the sofa.

You complied, now feeling the boldness leave your body to let space for anxiety.

Your hands trembled slightly while unzipping his pants, and one of his covered yours.

"You're nervous, little bird."

Your eyes trailed to his face, embarrassment flooding you and making you feel like a fool in front of him.

His hand came up to your jaw delicately, making you look at him before he spoke again.

"If you don't want to do this, we don't have to. And if you want to stop at any time, just say the word and nothing will happen, okay?"

His voice was sweet, and a little worry and insecurity could be heard in it too.

You nodded, feeling a little relieved in the fact that he worried about you and your well being, and a newfound strength took over your body.

"Yes, Cardinal."

You went back to work, now his pants loose and your hand buried in his underwear.

You heard it, the light hiss that escaped his lips as soon as you grabbed his dick, exposing it to your hungry eyes.

The precum on the head made it glisten with the fire's light behind you, and the look on his face made your insides tremble.

You closed the distance by licking a long stripe from the base of his cock to the head, his hand flying to your hair to keep it from getting in the way.

"Merda"

He whispered, seeing you with his dick in your mouth was something he thought about a lot, but didn't expect to actually ever happen.

Without warning you took all of him that you could fit, and the strangled moan that escaped his throat made you clench, his grip on your hair tightening and curses in both Italian and English leaving him.

"Fuck Sorella..if only I knew earlier what that mouth could d-do"

His words gave you more confidence, now bobbing slowly your head up and down his length, your lips leaving a wet trail behind, and grunts filling the room.

Your nails were dragging up and down his thighs, his shivers unable to be hidden.

"S-shit, stop or I won't be able to last"

He slowly pulled you away from his cock, and he was such a sight.

Hair now disheveled, some strands falling out of place, a thin line of sweat covering his forehead, pupils blown wide and breath ragged.

He took your arm and guided you on his lap, holding you from the back of your neck and crushing his lips to yours.

Copia's kisses were bruising, deep but sweet, hungry but delicate.

His other hand roamed down your hips, grabbing a fistful of your ass and urging you down on him, his erection pressing on your core, burning from lust.

You couldn't help but grind on him, looking for friction to alleviate the pressure inside of you.

The hand on your neck made its way down, moving your gown up and taking your panties aside, his fingers teasing your entrance.

He leaned down, whispering in your ear

"Look at you..all of this just for me, heh? You're soaked, dolcezza"

He didn't waste time circling your clit with his thumb, while his index and medium finger slipped inside of you with ease.

He started kissing down your jaw, under your ear, between your neck and shoulder, never faltering the slow and torturing rhythm he was using on you.

Your face was buried in his neck, your soft moans filling his ears while he sucked bruises on your shoulder blade.

"Fuck, Copia.."

You whispered only for him to hear, your orgasm approaching faster than you'd like.

"Well..that's the goal" he smugly said, now the fingers inside of you moving faster.

Your legs trembled at that, the feeling of his digits and of his cock pushing near your entrance making your eyes roll in the back of your head, and a loud moan left you while you gushed around his skilled fingers, not stopping until the last bit of your orgasm was taken from you.

You both stayed there for a minute, trying to regain some air and strength to go on.

He kissed you again, slowly this time, but not any less deeper and passionate.

His hands now worked on removing your uniform, leaving you finally bare for his eyes.

"You're a sight for this old man's eyes, mia cara.."

You didn't have the time to blush, for he attacked his lips to your nipples like a starved animal, in need to be satiated.

Your hands groped his hair, grabbing his scalp for support, moans escaping you both more frequently now. He kissed back up your neck, his hand between you two starting to align himself to your pussy.

You would've screamed in delight from the stretch slowly pushing past your walls, but his mouth crashed with yours just at the right time.

When you found yourself fully seated on him, almost struggling to breathe, his hips lowered just to push up into yours abruptly, taking the air away from your lungs.

His pace was unforgiving, hands holding your hips to meet his, the sound of skin slapping probably filling the Ministry.

You felt boneless, unable to do anything but grip his shoulders for stability while he fucked into you rapidly and roughly.

At some point you barely realized he held you tight just to drop you on your back on the sofa, putting one of your legs on his shoulders and pounding into you with reckless abandon.

His right hand found a home on your neck, gripping you tight enough for you to feel your lungs burn, but just the right amount.

His left hand instead gripped your hip in a bruising manner, surely leaving his fingerprints for the next day.

You felt his rhythm falter, your pussy gushing around his cock ready for your second orgasm, and the curses leaving his lips were barely registered.

"Cum, Sorella. Cum now."

The pressure of his thumb on your clit was everything you needed to explode, your vision becoming foggy, a tear escaping you and a loud moan from both of you telling you he reached his climax as well.

You felt his cock twitch, his seed spilling inside of you and down your ass, ending on the sofa.

Copia collapsed on you, his face on your stomach, your bodies sweaty and warm, now boneless from pleasure.

Minutes passed by while you both got some air back, the bliss from your highs now slowly dissipating.

He removed himself from you slowly, giving himself the time to take a look at you.

"You look as sin itself, Y/N."

He said, cracking a smile that made you reciprocate without even thinking twice.

He grabbed a soft cloth and helped clean you up, doing the same for himself after.

When you both dressed back up, still sitting on the sofa, he looked at you.

"You know..I-I don't know if you feel the same, and I don't wanna fuck up what we have..but I..I wanted to tell you that..I have feelings for you.

And I'm not expecting you to reciprocate or anything, I just..really wanted to lift a weight from myself"

You watched as Copia became shy, averting his gaze from you, the worry in his eyes evident.

You probably looked dumbstruck by his confession, cause when you didn't say anything, he just smiled at the look in your face.

"I-"

The words weren't leaving you just yet, so you took a deep breath, your hand holding one of his.

"I was scared you wouldn't feel the same, actually.. that's why I never really.. y'know.."

His eyes enlightened, a new emotion clear in them as he came closer to you, his nose nuzzling yours.

"So we're both two awkward messes, heh?"

He didn't wait for your response, the smile you shined told him everything he needed to know.

He kissed you lovingly, holding your face to his as if you would disappear and this was just a cruel dream.

The movie ended a while ago, but that night, two lonely souls found each other.

Author's note : I don't usually write,so this really was a jump in the void,hopefully readable lol.

Here you can find the Italian translations :

Sorella = Sister

Fantastico = Fantastic, Awesome

Mia cara = My dear

Bellissima = Beautiful

Merda = Shit

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