#say the word *forever

[panstarry]

my final from last semester that i made into a zine. cooked this one up in a couple hours before the critique (the ink was still wet!), so it's very raw and kind of sloppy but the sentiment is there. i love you trans people of color. we are the backbone of this community 🌟

#pan draws #pan designs #zine #risograph #i'm not gonna lie i don't love how this one turned out OTL and i think the wording is not done but well... a deadline is a deadline #i'll probably touch it up and rewrite it in the future but who's to say.. i need to stew on how to articulate my feelings coherently #anyway my transness is so closely tied to my experience as a person of color. the current political climate is so fucking ass to exist in #but more than anything i am pissed off at white punks & leftists & trans people that refuse to have meaningful solidarity with us. #so yeah anyway. i was stuck on this one forever and only really got anywhere with it after attending 2 punk noise shows in a row where they #actually used their fucking platform to do like. anything. our struggles are connected you need to careeeee YOU HAVE TO CARE........ ok bye #tdov #trans day of visibility #<- i was sitting on uploading this for a while so the stars kind of aligned for it to be today huh.... happy tdov i love you

[bookwyrminspiration]

being an older sibling is like. you've never known a life without me. mom yelled at me and it taught her she never wanted to yell at you. I painted my room purple and grey and then you did too. we live in the same house but I haven't spoken to you in months. I don't know your favorite color. I saw it was going to rain so I picked you up from school on my way home so your books wouldn't get wet. i was so worried when you woke up sick when you were three. you don't remember being sick. mom and dad made their worst mistakes with me and I'm glad they didn't make them with you. I'm doing everything for the first time so you won't be in the dark. I don't know any of your friend's names anymore. I used to know them all. if something happens to mom and dad you won't have to worry because everything will fall to me. you don't like to be home alone but even if you don't see me just knowing I'm there makes you feel better. at least that's what mom told me. you still give me jars to open for you because you can't quite get them. I only see you during dinner. i'd never even think about missing one of your concerts. I stand at the counter when I eat and now you do, too. when offered a selection of books you picked the same one I did when i was your age. I'm terrified you compare yourself to me. I love you. I don't know if you like me. I want you to. mom says dinner's ready

#quil's unholy underworld #siblings #sibling relationship #older sibling #eldest sibling #listen. #does any of this make sense #this has all been just circulating in my heard forever and I had to put the words somewhere #so now the words are on tumblr #do you get what I'm saying #i don't know who my sister is but like. we're right next to each other. she's just down the hall #something something it's already a poem just look at it it's on the ceiling #but instead it's we're a poem just feel it we're standing right here

[influencerpippin]

kisses u on the forehead in an unmistakably samfrodo 2003 way

#the lord of the rings #frodo baggins #samwise gamgee #lotr #samfro #thats the tag right? ive never seen anyone say frodosam #sounds like a magic word #anyway uh yeah. theres love and tenderness in that bitch #so much of it #top10 lotr scenes that altered my brain chemistry forever #return of the king #rotk

[ohsleepie]

The prince and his Physician. A role-reversal au based on a dream I had that I wanted to draw something for. More ramblings under the cut

In this au, there is a kingdom of men where the briar valley once stood. Silver, the heir to this kingdom, has been the only member of the royal family for centuries, the result of a curse that causes him to die before he's old enough to ascend to the throne and reincarnate days after his passing. Silver's immortality was once a symbols for the kingdom's permanence, but the repeated death of their monarch every two decades or so has left the citizens with perpetual, generational sorrow with seemingly no solution as no one besides Silver was alive when the curse was placed.

A few centuries after Silver was born and it was believed the last full-blooded fae in briar valley had either abandoned the land or died, a draconian fae child is found in the brambles. This fae, given the name Malleus, was brought to the kingdom at the request if the prince and raised as part of the royal court with the express purpose of becoming the royal physician/chemist. It is believed that Silver's curse, as everlasting as it seems, was placed on him by a fae with extreme magical prowess and if anyone has a chance of breaking it, it's another fae. The kingdom believes that Malleus will be able to break the death curse and allow Silver to become their immortal king.

However, Silver has other plans for his chemist. From an early age, Silver requested that Malleus use his talents to find a different kind of solution to his curse that he can never tell anyone. He wants Malleus to find a way to stop his reincarnations entirely and let him unburden his people with the monarchy. Whether to fulfill the request of the kingdom he calls home, or the prince that took him in is in Malleus' hands.

#twisted wonderland #malleus draconia #silver vanrouge #fanart #my art #illustration #fantasy #listen im not saying this idea is GOOD not at all its kinda dumb. but thinking about malleus and silver and who is actually protecting who #this idea kinda plays offa that thought. theyre in service to eachother theyre bonded theyre dedicated and invested in eachothers wellbeing #choosing to weave their lives together despite the entanglements of their histories they WANT to be bonded #brothers but not exactly its its FRATERNAL it is woven theyre best friends but not #oh its just too complex to put to words goodbye forever #prince and physician au

[andoutofharm]

when you cant just boop the mutuals anymore and now if you want to interact you have to actually talk to them

#the way patrick will talk FOREVER if he’s comfy and not say a WORD if he isnt . just like me

[ballwizard]

can i be real with you guys i fucking hate the "HOW HIGH WERE U WRITING THIS XD CARBON MONOXIDE DETECTOR!!! LOL WHAT!! UR A CRAZY PSYCHO FOR WRITING YHIS" schtick that I've been seeing around recently . it's like. Not funny at best and really rude and annoying at worst

#i say 'recently' but i am fully aware its been happenint since like forever #Just feels like every time i make a post cuz i felt like puttingn a bunch of words together i get peoplle in my notes doing this shit #SO ANNOYINGGGG SHUT UPP. I was completely sober writing the guy who wants to be a bird post. i wrote it #while sitting on the floor in between two shelves at work because i was bored and wanted to play toys with words #Im sorry you dont understand my imaginative whimsy

[svogliata-mente]

gintama said you have to live even if life sucks and it's embarrassing even if you only live for the small things even if you live day by day still you have to live. and it said when you live you pick up the burden that is caring about other people and you have to carry it always even if it's heavy even if you feel like you can't anymore even if you don't even realize you're carrying it until you drop it and you never ever want to pick it up again because what if you drop it this time too how can you do it all again but you do you always do. and it said when you care about someone else they care about you too. when you protect something it protects you back. how can this burden be so heavy when you're all carrying it together

#but also it said what if you woke up one day with a screwdriver dick would that be fucked up or what #in other words I've read it at the perfect time in my life and i will forever be normal about this i prommy #gintama #ah-ha i knew i said all of that already i have like three thoughts total #anyway @ali i was trying to say this but even less coherently #(this was in my drafts btw. in case that wasn't clear)

[evildolokhoded]

being subjected to the things dan and phil tweeted at/about each other back in the early days feels like having to witness that one couple in high school that was full making out in the hallways at 8 am while you were running on two hours of sleep and half a ham sandwich for the next six hours.

#dnp #dan and phil #phan #<- for the phandometrics but this time it's actually about phan ! fun. #phun even. #i say dan and phil but i really just mean dan #he did NOT need to do all that. we GET it you're gonna be in love forever and ever i promise nobody's stealing your man but PLEASE #I BEG. #pity future dolokhoded who's randomly going to remember those words were said publicly on the internet at 3 am and have to stare at the #ceiling for a few hours #somebody contain him. get him off twitter ban him

[rubylured]

I cannot stop thinking about this

#Anthony Perkins thank you for saying these words they are in my head forever #norman bates #psycho 1960 #bird boy tag

[skeletonlover69]

i've had this blog for 10 months now.

vent alert ig??

i originally made this blog to have an outlet to my less than common preferences on skeletons. specially on my BIG CRUSH on sans from undertale. which, you know. usually people aren't very nice about that.

i'm still really embarrassed (and ashamed?) to talk about what i like irl. i have people who listen to me, yeah, but they cant understand. i know they love me even if they dont get it but. man somehow it hurts, only sometimes. so i try to keep quiet about it until i cant take it anymore and i open my mouth.

how can you stay quiet when you love someone so much, though. i feel like i'm making a mess of things. but well, i know things will turn alright in the end. if i just keep as quiet about it as possible. my love will stay in this blog, this is what i made it for, after all. ill be ok. i gotta remember.

thank you everyone who's been kind and friendly to me. i never expected to find a community so open and accepting. ily all. ♡

#graphart #graph says words #sans #graph #graphsans #this is obviously a meme but. the idea that ive been dating him for 10 months is SO funny hehe. even tho ive had this crush since forever #you may block: #self insert x sans #self ship #self insert

[chrisbangs]

231003 ♡ Happy Birthday Bang Chan!

#chan #bang chan #stray kids #cb97net #createskz #*gfx #*m #long post #all the stars in the sky couldnt compare to how much i love you... thank you forever and for always... #i will be by your side till the sun sets okay? #together always... im happy here with you #you changed my life and made me into a warmer person... #i think im so lucky that the universe led me to you... im so grateful that you exist here with me... #my everything... you are always my brightest sun and i hope to continue to be your moon #how many times can i say thank you till my tongue grows numb it still wouldnt be enough... to say thank you to you #because of you i am here still today... because of your kind words i was able to hold onto who i was that night #im never truly alone because you're always a part of my heart and who i am now.. you exist inside my very heart #you are so truly and deeply a soulmate to me... #i love you... so much..

[mlobsters]

see the danger, always danger endless talking, life rebuilding don't walk away

digital painting, 10 hours - drawing video below

song: atmosphere by joy division

my other spn art

kim manners et al were all about the light through the slats in this episode. i painted another scene from this ep that also had this type of lighting - when john is telling sam and dean he has to leave without them. different location, same kind of light. i feel it though, it's good stuff. i'm also a sucker for it. hence drawing it twice!

#supernatural #myart #spn fanart #supernatural fanart #digital painting #spn 1x16 #sam winchester #photorealism #drawing videos #art process #words from atmosphere by joy division as well #blood #spnart #spn #this is the scene where meg has them tied up and there is a line that i like but it was too clunky because meg says it #aka the reason i'm doing this is same as you: loyalty. love. #forever taking liberties with sam's eyes and adding the different colors that i know are there but only show up in brighter lighting :p #looking like he's gonna cry neon green tears SURE WHY NOT!

[leolingo]

it makes me so happy that the qsmp allowed so many new friendships to blossom :( with missa getting phil a care package from japan within weeks of knowing each other, roier and cellbit adding emotes of one another to their respective chats, charlie and mariana wanting to meet in person and constantly talking about each other despite the language barrier — it just reminds me of how special this whole experience is! without the server most of these people probably wouldn’t have gotten to know each other and im so so glad they do now <3

#agh im just happy #quackity saying he stayed up until 5am on a call w jaiden cellbit and bbh #forever and baghera teaching each other words and having inside jokes #im so glad they’re all in the server and im so glad theyre friends #qsmp #mine #kit.txt

[andoutofharm]

the way patrick talks about the way pete thinks is so beautiful

#i love when pete is there to hear him say those things too #bc pete just watches him like 🥺 as patrick waxes poetry about pete’s brain and thought processes and visions #contrast that with how harshly pete talks about his own brain. #patrick ‘he has these huge ideas and his words are like christmas morning and i hear music in my head when i read them’ #vs pete ‘i think i ate too many paint chips. my brain doesnt really work right.’ #something something lotro being about finding someone whose glitches align with yours perfectly #anyway. peterick forever

[imnotlole]

Okay maybe this is a little off the cuff, but I wanted to tell you how much I adore your art. 🥺🥺 It is literally so gorgeous, I love your shading and anatomy and the way you draw eyes is super cool!!!! It’s like… creepy, but I love creepy so so much. Idk!!! Just I really love your art, and I hope you continue posting. <3

Creepy is a compliment that I would take with pride so Thank you so much for your kind words !!

♡🖤♡

#ask #it takes me forever to reply to asks since idk what to say #but i promise you i do come back to these nice compliments in my inbox every now and then. they make me really happy :) #Thank you all for your sweet words and for who i have not replied to yet UoU #jade Harley #art

[etrevil]

Dazai the kind of person to find Chuuya beautiful even when he's covered entirely in blood and scars, or when wrinkly and old, but still say he's as ugly as ever with a big fat lovesick lopsided smile.

Chuuya the kind of person to hear his bullshit, understand the hidden meaning, smile exasperatedly because this bastard can't be honest for the life of him, then say that Dazai doesn't look bad himself.

Then Dazai grows redder than a tomato, and continues spouting insults at Chuuya, who just enjoys his wine.

#when they were fifteen chuuya used to be the one who got hella flustersd like #dazai was once honest when saying chuuya looked good #and soon found out chuuya gave beautiful flustered reactions when chuuya gets complimented #so he would hide his sincere words behind the mask of driving chuuya up a wall #how the tables have turned #they're still both little shits tho lol #bsd shitpost #bsd headcanons #will forever be inspired by Dazai looking at corrupted form Chuuya with that dreamy look in his eyes #bungou gay dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd dazai #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #bsd chuuya #chuuya nakahara #skk #soukoku