#she's not okay

[noperopesaredope]

Me writing Izzy angst for one of the future chapters in Survivors of Wawanakwa (my new Island of the Slaughtered fic):

#i'm so mean #honestly i love writing the angst for cody&gwen&duncan&katie but all the survivors need angst and time in the spotlight #and there aren't many fics with leshawna or eva or izzy angst #so i decided to do it myself and it has honestly been some of the best and most subtle characterization i've ever done #they are actually so fun to make interesting angst for (especially izzy) #total drama #total drama island #total drama izzy #island of the slaughtered #iots #total drama au #tdi #td izzy #tdi izzy #angst #fanfic writing #she's not okay #total drama fandom

[halcyon-and-elysian]

#THIS #AS AN ASEXUAL #I 100% AGREE #I SAW HIM WITH A SWORD AND MY BRAIN STUTTERED #AND THEN HE STARTED FIGHTING MARVELLOUSLY AND MY BRAIN SHUT DOWN #WHEN I SAW HIM WITH A BLOODY NOSE I WRECKED #i was not ready #asexuality #who's that #she's not okay #ace #ace culture #also #ace problems #viscount tewkesbury marquess of basilwether #viscount tewksbury #tewkesbury #lord tewksbury #enola x tewkesbury #enola holmes 2 #enola holmes #enola 2 #holmesbury #louis partridge

[reflectionofacolorlesssky]

RCS: I really just make things worse, don't I?

RCS: Hah.

RCS: ...

RCS: Oh well. Guess my creators were right.

#ask reflection of a colorless sky #ask blog #rp blog #rain world #she's nOT OKAY

[hellcheerficdatabase]

the future's unwritten; the past is a corridor

Author: creatureoftheash

Rating/Warning: Teen and up audience

Chapter Count: 1/1 (part 2 of summer of '86 series)

Description: The end of the world came and went, Spring Break with it. The night before her and Eddie return to Hawkins High to finish off their senior year, Chrissy hides from ghosts with the one other person who's still haunted by her, too.

Tags: Alternate universe- canon divergence, post-vecna, Chrissy needs a hug, Eddie is a sweetie, it's got angst, hurt/comfort, Chrissy needs a hug, she's not okay, Chrissy POV, one-shot, part of a series, status: completed

#Alternate universe- canon divergence #post-vecna #Chrissy needs a hug #Eddie is a sweetie #it's got angst #hurt/comfort #she's not okay #Chrissy POV #one-shot #part of a series #status: completed #eddie munson #eddissy #eddie and chrissy #eddie x chrissy #chrissy deserved better #eddsy #munningham #chreddie #hellcheer #stranger things #chrissy cunningham #hellcheer fanfic

[mitsukara7]

🎵 See how the serfs work the ground (see how they fall), and they give it all they've got, and they give it all they've got, and you give it all you've got, 'til you're down 🎵

🎵 See how the brain plays arouououound, and you fall inside a hole you couldn't see, when you fall inside a hole inside a someone help me understand what's going on, inside my mind, Doctor, I can't tell if I'm not me 🎵

(Osaka Naru as Ragatha - part 1 link) (part 2) (part 3)

#the amazing digital circus #sailor moon #crossover #naru osaka #osaka naru #naru #molly baker #molly #ragatha #the amazing digital circus ragatha #tadc ragatha #tadc #bishoujo senshi sailor moon #junji ito #the mind electric #She's not okay #hyperfixation #coping mechanism #this is my hole it was made for me

[mandaloriandragontrainer]

WHY DOES RAYLA NOT HAVE HER BLADES. WHAT HAPPENED TO HER!?!?!?!?!

#I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT SOMETHING BAD HAPPENED TO HER #SHE'S NOT OKAY #the dragon prince #the dragon prince: mystery of aaravos #rayla

[queen-scribbles]

@storyknitter she will take that hug, thank you.

@shynmighty​​ It sort of depends on the character? There hasn’t been any major positive payoff yet, but it’s not as rough for all my kids as it is Jaaide. I have.... five Imp toons caught up or close to it, all of them are saboteurs. (I got ramble-y, so readmore time!)

Eisza and Xander are both Hunters, and it’s not really affecting them much. They didn’t have a strong affiliation with either faction prior(Eisza frankly was getting annoyed at every time an Imperial/Sith acted like she was loyal to them just bc she worked with them). Eisza’s loyalty is to herself and the people she cares about first and everyone else second, so since she’s romancing Theron going Pub was an easy choice for her, lol. Xander I think it stemmed from his annoyance that Acina went behind his back about Iokath and since working with the Republic went so well he just made it permanent(also the only Sith he’s ever met who seemed rational is the one he married Lana SO).

Sha’reii and Tragen are both Sith-by-circumstance who may as well be Jedi(Light V woooooooo), but have been disguising their true natures basically their whole lives. They’re sort of... resigned to it always being the case(Tragen’s not handling it as well as Sha’reii; he’s getting tired of pretending, too, just not as bad as Jaaide), and just do what they can to minimize casualties and help the Republic much as they can without blowing their cover, holding on to that hope there will be an end.

Jaaide... it’s more being tired of pretending she’s a Loyal Imperial Citizen when the entire Empire turns her stomach not that she’s seen the true nature. She’s tired of lying, tired of killing people she wants so badly to help, tired of everything. She joined Intelligence as a shiny, freshly minted patriot and spent the entire class story having the shine ground off. She felt betrayed and disillusioned after everything in act 2, and honestly if she could’ve jumped ship there and gone with Kothe she would’ve. But she had to go back and Pretend it was all fine and Yes Sir I can deal with this and smile like she hadn’t been used and betrayed by the very institution she was trying to protect. For being too good at her job, no less. She only stuck around to deal with the Star Cabal and then when she tried to defect at the end Kothe told to go back and shore up her contacts and he’d be in touch and she wanted to scream No I’m DONE take me with you but she didn’t bc something something more useful inside. The Alliance felt like an escape, for a while, but of course all good things come to an end. She desperately wants to openly support the Republic, but has been shoved right back into playacting the Good Little Imperial Spy. She’s a double agent, again, for the third time in her life, and this time there’s no end in sight and she’s killing the people she wants to help, and she can’t let anyone know except Theron and Lana and when she slips up bc of all the Pressure he still yells at her for not doing enough(:))))) ) and it’s too much and she wants out. 

So yeah, she’s not handling it well, on the verge of a breakdown, but that’s more character flavor from me developing her than anything in the game(She’s been a double agent off and one for almost two decades, she is so unbelievably tired). She’s not even one of my canon Outlanders to spare her from this; I think she’d fit in Tragen’s universe as an Intelligence asset so she still meets/works with Theron, their romance just gets a later start.

There have been some cool moments for a saboteur(like recruiting Wo Kasta for the Republic on Manaan), but there hasn’t been a big enough payoff or hint of light at the end of the tunnel for her, so it’s just very OOOF whenever I play her through story stuff. OH. and if you ever play an Imp saboteur, take the LS dialogue rather than the saboteur one at the beginning of the MEridian Complex flashpoint :))) Learned that one the hard way.(least I got fic out of it?)

#queen in space #jaaide arien #there's been more than one mission that ended with theron holding her as she cried :)))) #she's not okay #but pretending she is!

[wtf-amiru]

That’s a cruel kind of torture to put his voice in her head as she sleeps so soon after everything she had to watch on her way home from Elpis

#ffxiv #she's not okay #she wasn't ready #this photoset hurts me #a'miru #hythlodaeus #endwalker spoilers

[artkaninchenbau]

Crocodile finds a strange stray cat an 11-year old Nico Robin (AU where they met 13 years earlier. Robin's been on the run from the World Government for 3 years. Crocodile's 27 and has not set up base in Alabasta yet)

It seems like I have become possessed. By some sort of demon.

Bonus:

#My art #One Piece #Nico Robin #Sir Crocodile #Y'all the OP brainrot is BAD #According to an SBS Crocodile would absolutely spoil his child rotten if he had one. *We all know how Robin's childhood went* #Scary mofo who does not know how to parent a child but boy does he have the spirit + Child who has never had proper parent in her life #They'd make. An absolute disaster of a duo. This AU concept is so fucking funny to me okay #But also sad because I would fucking die for baby Robin she deserves the fucking world #This poor girl has never been spoiled in her entire life AND NOW PAPADILE IS HERE TO SPOIL HER #You know it's funny. I know 11 yo Robin should LOOK older than 8 year old Robin. But Crocodile is a fucking giant so she's still baby sized #Also I just had too much fun drawing Robin looking as pathetic as humanly possible lmao #She's a like a wet kitten in the rain 😭

[maxthesillyy]

#so..many #life is strange #lis #max caulfield #chloe price #pricefield #im just gonna start spewing them out into the void soon #okay #😀 #anyways #one that my brain is stuck on that most people already know but still #between max and chloe #max is objectively the more bold one when it comes to touch or talking or shit like that #if max thinks smth wrong #she gon say it #aftr overthinking a bunch but still #between the two of them max is more likely to speak out #no offense to chloe or to say she doesnt at all #chloe just has a bit more issues when it comes to shit like that <3 #also #with touch #have you ever seen the game #max starts off almost all the contact they have in that game #NEXT #max is asexual NOT because she can be stereotyped into a quiet so much anxiety and has so personality girl or whateever the fuck #but because IM asexual #and IM projecting #which is also why i could not tell you what kind of asexual she is #but #one of them <3

[flock-talk]

So the shower perch fell off the wall today and Mia got a bit more water than she bargained for

#she’s NOT impressed #but she’s okay! #drying off on the sunlight against a warm neck #the poor bean

[wisebeth]

One thing which genuinely bothers me is Annabeth's perception in the fandom. How she's seen as this cold, stoic, emotionless, reserved and intimidating girl. When in reality, she's a character full of love.

Annabeth, who immediately cried and felt attached to Cerberus after playing with him for a few minutes because she wouldn't get to play with him again.

Annabeth, whose deepest desire, which the Sirens lured her with, is saving Luke and having a good relationship with both her parents.

Annabeth, who believed in Luke's goodness, even after all the countless terrible things he did simply because she had faith in his humanity.

Annabeth, who cried in Percy's arms before entering the labyrinth and refused to reveal the last line of the prophecy because it said to lose a love worse than death and the idea of losing any of her friends is too painful, heartbreaking and worse than dying.

Annabeth, who kissed Percy before parting with him in St. Helens because if he's going to die, she at least wants him to die knowing she loved him.

Annabeth, who took a poisoned knife for Percy during the war because she'd rather die herself than let him die.

Annabeth, who convinced Luke to switch sides by reminding him of the promise of family he gave her. Which in turn, influenced Luke's decision to end himself to destroy Kronos. Hello, she saved the world with the power of love.

Annabeth, who spent months after months losing sleep and searching desperately for Percy when he went missing.

Annabeth, who kissed Percy to eternity in public at their reunion, not caring what anyone is going to say or think. An asteroid could've hit the earth, and she wouldn't have cared.

Annabeth, who told Percy “I love you” when falling in Tartarus because if she was going to die, she wanted them to be her last words.

Annabeth Chase is a sweetheart, who has always felt things deeply and she's so full of love. And I think it's time we let go of the “cold-hearted annabeth” headcanon because it's not true, that's not her.

#LISTEN #MY GIRL IS A SOFTIE AT HEART OKAY #her ‘cold exterior’ is just a facade she puts up to guard herself bc of everything she went through #percy jackson #pjo #pjo live adaptation #percy jackson and the olympians #hoo #heroes of olympus #mark of athena #house of hades #pjotv #pjo disney+ #annabeth chase #percabeth

[liveandbreathemusicals]

Gay people will be like “this is my comfort show!” And then show you the most emotionally devastating, stress-inducing, tragic piece of media you have ever witnessed

#good omens #our flag meets death #a league of their own #Heartstopper #young royals #dead poets society #fleabag #doctor who #Merlin #the last of us #what we do in the shadows #haunting of bly manor #i am not okay with this #stranger things #shadow and bone #lady bird #yellowjackets #she ra

[sunsestart]

It's one of my favorite headcanons that he doesn't have the greatest eyesight akshskdj he's just like me fr

#WHY DID IT TAKE ME SO LONG TO FINISH THIS #Undyne is gonna call him a nerd the moment she sees him #it's okay she likes nerds and Papyrus was always a nerd anyways #she's still gonna find it funny tho #sunsest-art #undertale #papyrus #sans #undertale fanart #undertale animation #??? #not really #but I'll add that anyways #papyrus fanart