#thanks to money its fine and i can just buy new stuff

[whoistartaglia]

HII! Could i request zhongli,Xiao and ayato with a reader whos rich asf and spoils them with stuff,Like for zhongli he may be a bit broke but then reader comes in and now bros able to go on a shopping spree,Xiao who js "tch"s and says its kinda pointless but does accept it and idk abt ayato but yeah- HOPE IM NOT RUDE!! But do remember to rest and take breaks after <333

i love this request anon <3 thank you so much

absolutely spoiling genshin men because they deserve it

zhongli

the waiters at the restaurants you and zhongli frequent have learned to put the check down in front of you, not him.

it was a steep learning curve. your boyfriend is so naturally put together and wears such expensive clothes that who wouldn’t think he’s worth a million mora and more? but after the first several times of you grabbing the check, barely looking at the total, and putting down the correct amount and more, they learned you were the one to go to.

although there was one time this golden rule was broken. you and zhongli were returning from a shopping spree—on you, of course, considering the dust in zhongli’s wallet—when you decided to grab dinner. the waiter welcomed you with a polite smile and took your orders.

everything was going as normal, except for that when the check came, it was zhongli who reached for it, zhongli who glanced at the total, and zhongli who paid.

the waiter was polite enough not to drop open his mouth for too long and quickly accepted the total and generous tip. he turned, thankful and muttering something about buying a lottery ticket, and didn’t catch zhongli sheepishly sliding you your credit card under the table.

xiao

“i have no use for such mortal—“

“will you please just try on this shirt?”

xiao glares at you, but it’s half-hearted at best. he grabs the shirt and enters the changing room. the shopping spree was your idea, of course, and after a little but of grumbling, xiao relented to your financial whims.

“how does it fit?” you call out. xiao pokes his head our of the dressing room, and then steps out. his face has a subtle frown on it, but you dismiss that as him getting tired—this is the eighth store you’ve visited, after all.

“it looks great!” you compliment. you turn to the store associate. “we’ll buy it.” you hand over your credit card and they hurry off.

you turn back to xiao and find his frown has curled into an exasperated smile.

“you do realize that’s the tenth shirt you bought for me today.”

“so?” you ask. you cross your arms and pretend to pout. xiao opens his mouth to say something else, maybe tell you off for spending so much money on him, but doesn’t. he only kind of sighs and heads back into the changing room, making a mental note to never agree to another shopping spree again (even though he totally will).

ayato

when the check lands on the table, it is as if a miniature thunderstorm has started brewing in the restaurant. the waiter acknowledges the strange new tension in the air and scampers off, leaving you and ayato to face off against each other.

your hand lands on the check first, ayato’s a beat behind.

“let go,” you hiss under your breath, making sure to keep up your demure smile.

“you first.” ayato’s eyes are wicked and taunting, and his smile widens when you start to pull it towards you. it’s a dance you’ve both done several times before. this is nothing new.

“it’s my turn to pay.”

“you already paid earlier.”

“i have the money.”

ayato’s laugh is short and quick.

“so do i.”

you sigh and shake your head. you’re both so stubborn that you could dress this battle out for hours and leave the poor waiter in distress.

“fine,” you say, relenting. ayato’s eyebrows quirk up in surprise before you continue, “we’ll split the check. let me just see how much it is.”

his grip loosens by a fraction and you yank the check out, stuff in your credit card, and hand it off to the waiter before ayato can even blink.

“why you—“

“oh, please, just let me treat you—i’ll let you pay next time, okay?”

you both know that’s a lie.

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[marksbear]

haii !! i really loved the ghost x tattoo artist!m reader you did and i was wondering if you could do one for a nail artist? like the reader has a successful nail salon and the reader loves to practice on ghost's natural nails which results in ghost walking around the base with glittery nails LOL the other guys teases the hell outta him but ghost doesn't gaf bc its makes the reader happy :33

love ur works btw !!

Thank you for loving my works and my tattoo reader fic it means a lot to me! This is such a cute idea and fic!

SIMON “GHOST RILEY X NAIL ARTIST MALE READER.

-Ghost had to swallow down his pride when you first asked him if you could practice on his nails.

-The more you started to beg he grumbled disagreements until he finally had enough and said “okay fine.”

-Ever since then it has became a regular thing for the two of you.

-Kinda like a bonding and trust experience for the two of you.

-At first he preferred the more dark colors and shorter nails, but as he became more comfortable he warmed up to the longer nails and bright colors.

-Having matching nails almost every week.

-He secretly loved that one time you painted your initials on his nails and you did the same, but with his on your hands.

-He spends a lot of money for your supplies. Buys you the latest kits and everything else you need.

-Stops by at your nail salon a lot. Leaves huge tips without even getting anything. Some of your regulars thinks he’s your sugar daddy from all the stuff he gives you.

-He made himself a cozy little spot next to your desk so he can watch you work and make sure your safe.

-You taught him how to do his own nails.

-There’s moments where he’s alone in the base and he has nothing to do so he digs in his bags and gets out a little nail kit you bought for him and starts to paint his own nails.

-Soap and Gaz almost walked in on him doing it but he hid the stuff so fast.

-He likes to kiss and cuddle you while he waits for his nails to dry.

-For the last night together before he had to go back to the military you paint his nails bright and glittery while he’s asleep and when he wakes up you run for your life.

-Price was the first one to notice the glittery nails on him. Price was welcoming him back sticking his hand out for Ghost to shake. Ghost shakes his hand and walks past not noticing the raised eyebrow that Price had.

-Gaz was next cause in his corner of his eye he saw something glittery and bright so he turns to look and see it was Ghost hands. He turns back around not thinking much of it before whipping his head around back at Ghost with wide eyes.

“Got your nails done?” Gaz asks with a teasing smile.

“Shut up before I kill you.” Simon snaps back.

-And Soap was the one to notice them last. The team were around the round table talking about their newest mission until Soaps eyes lingered around stopping once he saw glitter. He slowly looked up to see who hands they were and his mouth dropped once he was meant with Ghost.

“L.T has glittery nails!” He blurts out in a laugh while Gaz is in the chair next to him dying.

-Even price couldn’t hold back his laughter.

-As the boys laugh their asses off Ghost just roles his eyes and let out a sigh.

-Ever since then the boys have been on Simon’s ass but his nails. Always wanting to see them if he gets them painted something new. It’s like their his biggest supporters and haters in the same time.

Back with the two of you!

-He will paint your own nails if your too tired to do them yourself.

-He will also do your customers while you watch over him helping him if he needs it or messes up but that isn’t often.

-Simon’s in the salon so often people began to think that he worked there. So just for laughs and giggles you gave him a name tag.

-He’s a bit nosy so when a customer is telling you about there life or some drama is going on in their life he’s also listening and reacting in the back.

-People mistake him as a boyfriend that’s waiting patiently for his girlfriends nails to be done but that isn’t the case.

-So he will just straight up and tell him that he’s waiting for his boyfriend to be done with his clients and close shop.

-Once a month you give him long acrylic nails and you give yourself some two and for weeks your just messing and annoying each other for weeks. When he finally had enough he bit off one of them because you had them in his face.

-You got revenge by covering his gun in bright glitter.

So you two are even for now.

THE END

#simon ghost riley #Simon ghost Riley x male reader #Mordern warfare x male reader #cod x male reader #cod mw2 #ghost x reader #ghost x male reader #Mw2 Simon x male reader #x male reader #male reader #the bear club

[justalittlesolarpunk]

hi! i love your blog :D do you have any advice to implement low waste and solarpunk aspects into everyday life with a tight budget? keep doing what you do!

Hi!

Thanks for asking - I’ve had this question before and it’s definitely a real problem. Organic, plastic free food is expensive. So is handmade durable clothing, and train fares these days. It can feel like only the rich can be solarpunks, which is pretty counterintuitive given its anticapitalist ideology. But! I’m here to tell you there’s lots you can do to bring solarpunk into your life in a cost-effective way.

To start with, lots of solarpunk spaces are free or cheap. Get a library card and you can borrow as many books and DVDs and other resources as you like. Look up to see if there’s a library of things in your neighbourhood, and join a buy nothing or stuff for free group online. Download TooGoodToGo, which lets you access food from local cafes and restaurants which would otherwise go to waste. See if there’s a repair cafe that operates near you - I managed to get a pair of trousers mended at one of these for free, and I had been thinking I would need to pay a tailor (which is fine if you can afford it! Skilled labour deserves fair wages!). In some places plant-based food is cheaper, so when it is, choose it. But in others it will cost more than animal products so you have to decide on a case by case basis whether saving money or a particular diet is more important to you.

There’s lots else you can do for minimal spending or that actually saves you money. Walking to work or school avoids the expenditure in the petrol for a drive or a bus fare. If you’re within walking distance and able to do so, I’d recommend it. Joining your local chapter of Extinction Rebellion, Friends of The Earth, Greenpeace, The A22 network or any other active climate group in your area is almost always free and just involves a small weekly time commitment. This will introduce you to activists and inform you about protests and public meetings you can attend.

If you have the time in your week and the physical ability, which I acknowledge many people don’t, you can also join some sort of volunteer group looking after a nature reserve or tending a community garden (which might also give you access to free or discounted food). Learning to forage is also a good skill as that really is free food!

Depending on where you are, a green electricity tariff *can* also be less expensive. If this is the case and you have control over your provider, it’s worth switching to it. Buying books and clothes secondhand will also be better for the environment and your bank balance. Teaching yourself about the climate and the natural world with podcasts, YouTube, online free articles and other resources is also free and the knowledge will help you keep solarpunk at the front of your mind. Read good news stories online whenever you can, to remind you that good things are happening already.

If you’re employed, you can also try to influence green policy at your workplace or in your trade union. If you’re at school or university, joining (or setting up!) the environmental society and/or lobbying for change at the SU are both good ideas and shouldn’t necessarily cost you anything. If you can - and I know this is inaccessible for a big swathe of the population - put a very small amount of money aside whenever possible, because the more you save the more you can afford to buy better products, donate to causes, help out the needy in your community, travel in a greener way, and other more expensive choices. It’s all about that dual power.

Hope this helps get you started!

#solarpunk #hopepunk #environmentalism #cottagepunk #social justice #community #optimism #bright future #climate justice #tidalpunk #lunarpunk #budgeting

[urlocalnonbinarybastardwrites]

https://www.tumblr.com/sadie-bug345/747512319142232064/can-i-get-a-sugar-mommydaddy-gn-so-x-greasers

Twinning with @sadie-bug345 for this head canon go check out her super cool blog!! (The link is above!)

Headcanons for greasers x sugar daddy/mommy (aka super rich soc who buys them anything) s/o!

Ponyboy Curtis

-so grateful

-he’s not really used to having nice things

-but now he has you

-you make his day whenever he comes home to find a pile of brand new books on his bed with a sweet letter

-you also come to his house one day and look at his clothes are are like no

-you buy him a bunch of new clothes and he’s sooo grateful

-“I-I mean gee you didn’t have to do that.. I mean it’s wonderful and all but… wow”

-“I know, I wanted to.”

-he feels so spoiled oml

Johnny Cade

-the least used to having stuff done and paid for

-he wears clothes two sizes to small because his mom forgets to make or buy him new ones

-so when you come into his life and start buying him all this stuff

-new clothes, whatever he wants, a nice watch, fancy dates

-he’s so overwhelmed he doesn’t know even what to do about it

-he always says thank you

-he’s so cute about it honestly

-he also feels super spoiled and uncomfortable when you pay

-but he gets used to it after a while

Sodapop Curtis

-loves it

-like he enjoys it a lot

-he cherishes everything you give him and wears it all with pride

-jeans you bought him? New favorite pair. Wristwatch? He’s always wearing it. Fancy date? He’s gonna remember that for life

-he’s so proud and loves shopping with you, and sometimes feels guilty for how much stuff you buy him

-but he quickly gets used to it with reassurance

-he’s always grateful and always bragging about you tbh

Darry Curtis

-at first he refused to let you pay

-but after repeatedly insisting on it he finally gives in

-still only lets you pay for the bare minimum, a few gifts, a few fancy dates

-it’s nice that he can finally get things he wants without having to save up for months

-he appreciates it

-he is a hard worker and used to working for what he wants

-so having things just appear in the palm of his hand… it’s new

Dallas Winston

-nah because he does have such an ego

-refuses to let you pay for most things

-sometimes you sneak paying for dinner and he takes it as a personal offense

-then you have to apologize… for paying for dinner?!

-he’s so silly goofy like that

-also wouldn’t let you buy him gifts

-but if you did it would literally be like this

-“Dal… I got you a wristwatch!”

“I’m not really a watch guy, y/n”

*look of hurt* “Fine, I’ll keep it!”

*he yanks it out of your hands* “No, I want it!”

Two Bit Mathews

-out of everyone loves it the most

-he loves going out and getting new jeans with you

-you give him a shit ton of money sometimes and just are like go ahead

-he spent it on candy and a bunch of stupid stuff (same thing as @sadie-bug345 ) BC ITS SO TRUE

-like prank stuff too

-and food but like shitty food like fast food

-he would 100% spent it like he just stepped out of Fred and George Weasleys shop

Steve Randle

-also a heavy bragger

-loves it when you spend on him

-prideful like soooo much

-he loves it whenever he can fix your car in return when you buy him things

-it makes him feel less guilty

-you also bought him his first car, it was a real nice blue mustang and he’s in love with it

-he adds upgrades and things to it all the time and you watch in joy

-he’s lowkey hot when he fixes cars n stuff

#the outsiders headcanons #the outsiders hcs #ponyboy curtis #Ponyboy Curtis headcanons #Johnny Cade #johnny cade headcanons #sodapop Curtis #sodapop Curtis headcanons #Darry Curtis #darry curtis headcanons #Dallas Winston #dallas winston headcanons #two bit mathews #two bit Mathews headcanons #Steve Randle #Steve Randle headcanons #urlocalnonbinarybastardwritesanswers

[copperbadge]

Radio Free Monday

Good morning everyone, and welcome to Radio Free Monday!

Ways to Give:

fira211's sister, the single mother of a 5-year-old, has Stage 3 breast cancer and is currently unsure what insurance will cover in terms of treatment; they know at least some of the testing will not be covered but the rest may be subject to change. They're raising funds to help with treatment and other expenses; you can read more and support the fundraiser here.

inkstainedchocolateeyes linked to Ellery, who is raising funds to cover his top surgery; it's being billed in-network but he still needs about $7K for what insurance won't cover, and in addition is moving to a new apartment with all its attendant expenses. You can read more and support the fundraiser here.

inkstainedchocolateeyes linked to phrawger, who is in her fifth year of fundraising for the charity Extra Life, which supports children's hospitals via game streaming. Phrawger is behind on donations due to the ongoing issues with Twitter, where she received was most of her historical pre-game donations. If she reaches $1.5K during the stream it will put her at $10K lifetime raised for Extra Life; she's also offering incentives and "enhanced" stream features for various milestones. You can watch and give at noon eastern on Saturday 11/4, running for 24 hours; you can read more and reblog here, give via Extra Life here, and join the discord to get updates here. (I usually vet all the links I share and while I did vet the first two and I'm sure the third is fine, I don't use Discord so I haven't checked that last one.)

Buy Stuff, Help Out:

bisexualbaker is offering crochet patterns of cute cats in exchange for proof of relief donations to Palestine and/or Israel; you can read more, reblog, see photos, and find out more about how to get your pattern here. (The post includes links for recommended nonprofits to donate to.)

uncle_cool is fundraising to cover future care costs for their cat, Drogo; Drogo was hit with an infection and has had to see an emergency vet. They've already covered the majority of his care bills, but will need help with further treatment expenses. Any excess above costs will be paid forward to cover care costs for other animals brought in to the emergency veterinary office. You can read more and support the fundraiser here.

Recurring Needs:

just-juniper-joy is raising $390 to get through a lapse in emergency assistance; they are currently waiting for disability paperwork to go through and in the process of renewing the emergency aid in the meantime, but their county office is moving slowly, and they need to pay for medication, phone, and internet, as well as rent. You can read more and support the fundraiser here.

rilee16 is raising funds after having to use rent money to pay their electric bill; their roommate, with whom they have had a number of issues, has been an ongoing issue and is also costing them money. They have caught up on October costs but now need to cover November; you can read more, reblog, and find giving information here.

gwydion linked to a fundraiser for Squirrel, a good friend who has recently lost his job and needs to raise about $800 to cover bills and food this month. You can give via paypal here.

gwydion linked to a fundraiser for a friend, whose dog Rosie needs medical care, dental work, and special food; you can read more and give here at gofundme.

And this has been Radio Free Monday! Thank you for your time. You can post items for my attention at the Radio Free Monday submissions form. If you're new to fundraising, you may want to check out my guide to fundraising here.

#radio free monday #charity #philanthropy #fannish community

[scoop-lookatpinpeopleneedhelp]

Here’s one of my favorite things I’ve drawn. A couple years ago but it still holds up for me. There’s definitely a quite a few areas I would retouch but I wanna keep this in its final state. Please look at all of the donation posts I’ve linked and spread the word about all of them so the OPs can get the help they need. This drawing is all about US healthcare so it’s only right to shout out the people the system hurts the most, which is to say people without funds.

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Some have the https broken up with a space because they won’t fit in the post otherwise.

I just put the donations on this post so if my art gets around and people find this account they might help donate. Also used the art itself as a way to spread the message which proved not very effective. The nature of it still makes it a lot of posts in one which could be helpful?

Check every single one.

#artists on tumblr #cw gross #weird art #body horror #horror art #gross art #creepy art #cw disease #cw phallic #wasn’t my intention but it happened #us healthcare #please donate #donations #traditional drawing

[80pairsofcrocs]

baby scarab || 26

anon - What if reader got a pet like a baby duck, maybe one baby duck lost his momma and just started following her when she was heading home from work and she just decided okay you’re coming home with me

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@spideyscottage - what if baby scarab meets taweret and she mentions something about baby scarab’s biological parents

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anon - hello! i am really loving your baby scarab series! and if you’re still accepting requests for the series, I was wondering if for your next future chapter it could be funny?? If that’s alright with you? I was wondering if the reader starts talking in a British accent and the moon buys are just like “wtf?” But the reader doesn’t notice until the boys mention it and then just tells them casually like “oh it’s because I hang around Steven to much” You can ignore this if it’s not a good idea and if it is not in the direction that you want your next chapter to go but i’d love to see it! <3

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A/N : this chapter is going to be all over the place. bear with me :)

masterlist - marvel masterlist - series masterlist

A/N : oh yeah. its taweret time {ALSO THANKS TO @badgerdryad FOR THE VINE IDEA}

please enjoy, and don't be shy if you want to be in the taglist, just ask <3, sorry for the long wait

pairings : steven grant x (platonic)reader, marc spector x (platonic) reader, khonshu x (platonic)reader, jake lockley x (platonic)reader, layla el faouly x (platonic)reader

TW : medicine (pills), language, spidey stuff, marc being marc, mentions of violence, making fun of steven(?). let me know if i missed anything

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you really didn’t think marc would let you go to work.

but, here you are. he walked you there of course, and expressed that he was still mad at the fact that you deliberately disobeyed him- and he didn’t let you out of his sight until he very hesitantly left you at the cafe.

he understood- they all understood why you left to stop a robbery. they would have done the same.

though they are adults and can literally do pretty much whatever they want, they would’ve done the same.

thinking realistically, they wouldn’t care as much about your safety since they know damn well you can take care of yourself perfectly fine.

but ever since the incident they didn’t want to take any chances.

marc especially.

he’s lost so much in his life, and he couldn’t live with himself if he lost you too.

you’re broken from your thoughts when the bell rings, signaling another customer.

you were surprised to see a familiar face.

“hey, stranger” she greets, leaning on the counter.

“how’re you doing, evie?” you smile back, and notice a new pin on her backpack she always carried around.

a couple things you learned about her- she makes sure to always carry a sketch book and pens with her.

she claimed it was in case she came across some animals or something and wanted to sketch them to remember them.

“i’m doing alright” she sighs. “can i get my usual to go?” she asks politely and you nod, getting to work.

evie’s usual was a strawberry frappe. it suited her honestly, plus it matched the new pin you noticed, which happened to be an enamel frog with a strawberry hat.

you smile to yourself and pop a lid on the finished drink, sliding it over to evie and handing her a straw.

“that’ll be 4.28” you say, and she gives you the appropriate money, while you give her the appropriate change in return.

“have a nice day, evie” you wave as she starts walking backwards towards the door.

“you too, y/n” she smiles, and just like that she’s already gone.

you sigh and wait for almost ten minutes for the lunch rush to start, that taking a lot out of you.

it was very busy today- it being summer so all the tourists were in town.

you just lean your chin on your fist, waiting for the rush to start.

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it was just the average day at work, some of your usuals came in and you made small talk with them before they left.

now you were getting ready to leave.

early. and you didn’t tell anyone that you got off work early.

you wanted to show marc that you could walk to and from work by yourself just fine.

so that’s what you’re going to do.

you switch positions with one of the other baristas, her waving to you as you pick up your light weight jacket and head out the door, you waving back.

as soon as you step out, you feel more like yourself.

it was normal for you to be doing things alone all these years. you were grateful for the guys wanting to make sure you were safe of course, but sometimes it was a bit much.

you were already about a quarter of the way home, when you feel something hit your ankle, making you stop.

you look down and see a small duck, and it was looking up at you.

you look around to make sure you weren’t going to be in anyones way, and then you crouch down next to it, slowly to not scare it away.

you’d never been approached by a duck before, especially on the sidewalk, where the pond is about five minutes away.

you tilt your head at the small creature, and it makes a noise at you.

you smile at it and reach a careful hand out, and it almost immediately bumps it’s beak into it.

you chuckle softly and stand back up, making the duck confused.

“go back home, your moms probably looking for you” you tell it as if it understands what you’re saying.

it just makes another noise as you begin to walk away.

you turn a corner after a minute when you feel the same duck ram into your ankle again.

‘it’s probably because i spilled strawberry syrup on myself’ you nod to yourself.

yes, you’re not perfect. you may have spilled a little bit of strawberry syrup on your shirt, leaving a light purple stain.

it’ll wash out, of course, but you’re pretty sure that the duck can smell it.

you bend down to let the duck touch your hand again before sighing.

you could either let it follow you home, try to leave him here to possibly get ran over by a car, or carry it home, feed it and bring it back to the pond.

you picked the obvious choice and gently let the top of the ducks head, and it closed it’s eyes for a second.

“you want to come home with me?” you ask it, getting no clear answer as it keeps rubbing against you.

you purse your lips and unfold your jacket from your arm, carefully bringing it around the duck, so that if it didn’t want to be picked up it could leave.

it didn’t, in fact when you did pick it up carefully, it made another noise and snuggled it’s small head into your shirt.

you smile at the duck, cuddling it to your chest and beginning your walk home again.

the duck was surprisingly calm, letting you carry it around. you happily ignored the stares you got from people passing you on the sidewalk.

i mean, who wouldn’t stare at a girl smiling to herself while carrying a duck around in her coat?

you did eventually get to the apartment complex, getting even more weird looks from people in the lobby as you got into the elevator.

you clicked your floors button and think about if marc is going to lose his shit when you get home.

and by home i mean his flat. since he refuses to let you go to your own place by yourself.

well, both of the apartments are homes to you, it’s just been.. off since the incident.

you purse your lips, getting off the elevator once it dings, and slowly making your way to steven, marc, and jakes door.

you dig into your pocket for the key, trying your hardest to stay quiet but fail as the lock clicks rather loudly.

you curse to yourself and readjust the duck in your arms, opening the door and covering most of the ducks face with your jacket so whoever was fronting couldn’t see it right away.

you quietly close the door after taking the key out and locking it, hearing footsteps coming from the kitchen.

you could tell it was steven by the surprised look on his face and by his posture.

“y/n? you didn’t tell us you were leaving early” he starts, coming closer to you.

“marc would’ve-“

“yeah, i know but i can walk home myself” you shrug and right at that moment, the duck under your coat decides to quack.

steven makes a face and looks down to the bundled coat in your arms.

“did your coat just quack?” he asks, pointing to it as you shake your head.

“no you’re just hearing things” you start. “you know, because you’re old” you shrug again and steven gives you a look.

“i’m not that old” he sighs, looking back to your coat.

“let me see what’s in your coat” he says, crossing his arms.

“there’s nothing in it” you say back and he tilts his head at you.

“there’s not?” he hums and you continue nodding.

“so if i..” he trails off, poking the jacket lightly, making the duck inside of it quack again.

steven takes a breath and runs a hand through his hair, you looking up at him nervously.

“y/n”

“it followed me” you blurt out. “i just wanted to feed it and then drop it off at the pond” you elaborate and steven chuckles.

“are you sure you didn’t just want a pet? i mean, you have been hinting at that for a little while” he says and you wince.

it was true. you’d been subtly hinting that you wanted a pet. like a cat or a dog or something.

they all caught on of course, and subtly told you that having a pet right now wasn’t the best time.

but it still didn’t stop you from trying to convince them.

steven looks back at you and smiles. “let me see it, then” he says gently and you slowly bring the jacket off the ducks face.

it looks at steven and then back at you.

“he’s a handsome little bugger, isn’t he?” he chuckles, and you smile.

“how do you know it’s a ‘he’?” you ask, and steven reaches a hand out towards the duck.

“the grey feathers around his eyes, females don’t have those” he says and you snort.

“nerd” you mutter and steven scoffs.

“he followed me because i smell like strawberries” you tell steven and he shakes his head.

“he’s not staying the night, we’re taking him back before dinner” you hear marc finally speak.

you didn’t know if he was mad that you didn’t call, you’re just hoping he’d let it go.

“why not?” you ask with a pout present on your face.

“because he has a family” steven cuts in, and you glare at him while he walks to the fridge.

“but i can be his new family” you argue and steven pulls out a small bowl of strawberries.

“you can’t just bring a duck here and declare it to be your family” steven says back, cutting up some of the strawberries as you walk to stand across the counter from him, the duck interested in the food.

“hypocrite” you state, getting a look from steven.

“that’s not the same” he tells you and you pet the duck while you think of what to say.

“it kind of is”

“yeah, kind of. but not really” he shrugs, pushing the plate of cut up strawberries towards you so that you could feed the duck.

you let the little guy loose on the counter, where he immediately starts eating the red fruit, making you smile.

“i still don’t understand why i can’t get a pet” you pipe up, and steven gives you a sad smile.

“it’s bad timing, and i think we need to focus on more important things” marc interrupts, and you turn to make your sad face at him.

“don’t do that” he says and you switch to a quick glare.

“what about jake? he’s been quiet” you say and you hear a groan from marc.

“because his opinion doesn’t matter” marc answers.

“yes it does, puta”

it gets quiet for a second. “i sadly agree with the worm and the other guy” jake says and you make a face, going to pet the duck again.

“though she does have a point about you being a hypocrite” jake says again, and you smugly smiles at steven.

“see?” you pause. “i’m always right” you say, scoffing to yourself while the duck stops eating to waddle around on the counter.

you and steven both watch him walk around, before he sits down and closes his eyes after ruffling his feathers.

you sigh again and look at marc, who was in the reflection of the metal knife steven was using to cut the strawberries.

“i’m sorry i didn’t call” you whisper to him and he purses his lips.

“you know what?” he starts. “it’s perfectly fine” he says and you stand surprised.

that’s not what you expected to say at all.

“i know i’ve been a bit much lately. i know you can take care of yourself” he tells you, and you respond with a small smile.

“i get it.” you pause. “i’m scared of losing you guys too” you say quietly and all three of them look to you.

after you said that, they realized how dumb they were. they didn’t even take your feelings into consideration while all they were thinking of was protecting you.

they didn’t think about the fact that they go out on missions while you sit at home by yourself, praying that they’ll all come home safe.

they all feel pretty stupid right about now.

well, that’s men for you.

“okay kid, i’ll stop being-“

“clingy?”

“..sure. and i speak for all of us when i say that i’m sorry” he says and you furrow your brows.

“we know you can handle yourself just fine, but we didn’t even think about if you worried about us too” marc finishes, and you nod.

you didn’t say anything, and neither did anyone else, you just stared ahead, focusing on the sound of the duck beside you breathing.

“it’s just.. you said you’d try to make it so that nothing happened” you said referring to the incident.

marc noticed you rubbing your hand over the arm where the scars were, which made him feel worse.

“i know what i said. i just.. we just couldn’t stop worrying about if something could happen” marc tells you and you nod once.

“you know you don’t have to worry about me” you state, all three of them nodding.

“enough of this, you had a surprise for the pequeña dama, didn’t you?” jake cuts in, interrupting the tense atmosphere.

you furrow your eyebrows as steven smiles excitedly at you. “how would you feel about going to layla’s for supper?” he asks, and you grin.

“i’d love that, i like her more than you guys anyways” you fake yawn and look away from steven and any reflective surfaces.

“yeah, love you too, y/n” steven starts. “listen, we aren’t going to be there long, because i know you’ve been staying up late- and you need sleep” 

you scoff. “again with the hypocrisy” you mutter.

“hey, cut it out with the attitude” steven starts. “now, you’ve fed your duck, now let’s go walk him back to the pond before we go” he says and you groan, waking the duck.

“i wanna keep him” you say. “i was going to name him howard and i was gonna buy him a hat” you whine, but steven comes over to put a hand on your shoulder.

“well, maybe in time you can get an even better pet. and you can buy it a hat then” steven starts.

“but for now, we have to return the duck back to its family” he says sadly and you nod, picking up the duck in your coat again.

you notice a switch, and you know exactly who it is when he snatched his hat off the back of one of the chairs nearby.

“do you have everything you need?” jake asks you and you nod, yanking the clip on tie off the collar of your shirt and leaving it on the counter.

“aw, no tie?” he teases and you scoff, unlocking the door once you get to it, and leaving jake behind to catch up.

you feel sad about not being able to keep the duck. but you knew that the right thing to do was take it back to the pond so he could.. be a duck.

jake caught up to you, locking the door as you consistently press the close door button in the elevator, jake having slid in right at the last second.

“nice try” he says and you roll your eyes, the elevator dinging while you get off.

you and jake walk side by side, the pond not being too far away which means you’re already approaching it without too much of a walk.

you two eventually get to the muddy edges of the pond, to which you put the duck down and watch it stare up at you.

“i’m sorry. we’re together in another life, howard” you say dramatically, and the duck turns to hop in the water, other ducks floating around in the middle.

you watch solemnly as howard swims towards the other ones before turning around to leave, jake being confused that you didn’t try to jump in to get him back.

it just seemed like a thing you’d do.

“sorry for your loss” jake says once you guys get back on the sidewalk to go to the car.

“he will be remembered” you respond, both of you sharing a laugh.

 the walk to the car was silent, but it was a comfortable silence. well, excusing the cars driving by and people talking when they passed you.

when you two got to the car, marc was the one to start it, claiming to be the better driver.

you put your seatbelt on as marc pulls out of the parking at the side of the road, driving in the direction of laylas place.

you set your jacket on the ground and put your feet on the dashboard, slouching in your seat.

“hey, get your feet off that” marc tells you so you do so, leaning your elbow on the mid console, drumming your fingers on it.

you close your eyes and listen to the engine of the car, or anything else outside that any normal person wouldn’t hear.

you’re broken from that when the car stops and marc lets out a breath.

“traffic?” you mutter, marc nodding.

“don’t sound too disappointed” marc says sarcastically.

you look around and see an angry looking man staring at you two from the car next to you, to which you glare back.

“he looks like his face was molested by a penguin” you say in an over exaggerated british accent.

marc looks at you in confusion, and then back to the road when the cars start moving again.

another car passes you guys and to that, you mutter “fucking wank stain”, still using the accent.

“are you mocking me?” steven asks you from the rear view mirror and you shake your head with a smile.

“you know, people are dying of starvation all over the planet” you start, marc stopping the car once he gets stuck behind more traffic.

“like africa, asia..” you trail off, then moving both your hands to flip off all the cars in front of you.

“the fucking m-25” you grit out, accent still being used.

“can you calm down?” marc asks you and you chuckle, making him confused again.

“you know, people think that all british people do is drink tea and eat crumpets and talk about harry potter all day, but that’s not true” you say, and steven gives you a look from the mirror again.

“we sit in fucking traffic! going 2 miles an hour!” you exclaim, trying to hold in your laughter.

“okay- what’s going on?” marc asks you, the traffic finally moving forwards.

“why are you using an accent?” he asks again.

“oh, i’ve just been around steven too much” you wave him off, leaning back in your seat.

“are we there yet?” you ask and marc shakes his head.

a minute later.

“what about now?” another head shake.

two minutes later.

“are we-“

“i’m going to throw you out of this car” marc threatens and you chuckle.

~~~

a half hour later.

you didn’t say much the rest of the drive, neither did any of the guys, but you had your ‘tic tac’ to keep you busy.

you were actually excited to see layla again. especially at her place, you always wondered how she had it decorated.

you wondered if she had any cool plants, or if she was an artist, or maybe even enjoyed baking as much as steven did.

marc pulls the car into a parking space beside a small house.

the houses on this road were close, maybe about ten feet apart from each other.

marc stopped the car, taking the keys out and looking to you. “you ready?” he asks and you nod, both of you getting out of the car.

you two walk up the steps and he knocks on the door, you hearing footsteps coming from inside.

the door clicks, and layla peaks her head out, smiling when she sees your familiar faces.

“hey guys, come in” she opens the door wider and you both step in, and you’re overtaken by the smell of cinnamon.

“how’ve you been?” layla asks you, putting an arm around your shoulder, you turning behind you to give a smug look to marc.

you look back to layla. “i’ve been good.” you nod, and marc comes up to the other side of layla.

“and you?” he asks her, and she smiles at him. 

“better now that you’re here” she responds to him in a quieter voice, taking her hand off you to stick it in her pocket.

you snort, earning the attention of both the adults. 

“hey, you don’t get the right to laugh after i caught you almost kissing that boy a couple weeks ago” marc says and you glare at him, layla gasping dramatically.

“you interrupted it?” layla asks marc and he nods. “well technically jake did but-“

“come on, she’s young and in love, let her do what she wants” you raise an eyebrow at that.

“i’m not- it’s not love i don’t even know if he likes me like that” you mumble, kicking the ground as layla nods.

“jake only interrupted because he doesn’t want you to get your feelings hurt” marc tells you and you scoff.

“he won’t. but if he does i’ll just kick him in the shins” you shrug, layla chuckling.

“that’s my girl” marc smiles.

~~~

it was a simple dinner, really.

turns out, layla is an amazing cook and you now want to replace steven with her.

you’re kidding, but if you could always have both of them at the same time it’d be heaven.

layla is also starting to learn more about egyptian culture, and the gods.

she also told you that she wants to take you on a trip to cairo, claiming that they have amazing food there.

you obviously are in love with that idea, so you took her up on the offer, planning to leave marc behind.

that was also a joke. 

you all played uno again. multiple times.

you won every time of course, because you’re just that good.

no money was beg this time though, due to marc being a weenie and being too scared to lose more money to a child.

it was already getting kind of late, and now you were all just idly talking in laylas living room, the source of the cinnamon being a candle that was lit on the coffee table.

you were sat in between marc and the side of the couch, layla on the other side of him.

you were staring at the candle flickering when you sense something behind you, so you look behind you in surprise.

it was the hippo again- taweret.

“hey, you good?” marc asks, not being able to see the goddess.

you nod, seeing the hippo wave to you, smiling.

you wave back and that’s when marc gets confused. “taweret.” you say and he understands.

“khonshus been talking about you” taweret tells you and you furrow your brows.

“what’s she saying?” marc asks, and taweret giggles.

“i guess i should show myself so that they can understand” she moves from behind you to in front of all three of you, then now seeing her too.

“like i was saying, khonshu talks about you quite a lot, young y/l/n” the hippo states and you still have confusion written on your face.

“he was right about your eyes as well, just like your mother” she gushes and you gasp softly, marc and layla listening intently.

“wait wait wait- did you know her?” you ask and taweret nods.

“i helped her into the field of reeds” she confirms and you nod, pursing your lips.

“lovely woman, she was. unlike the man she married” she mutters the last part under her breath.

you didn’t say anything at first, while marc and layla look at you to make sure you’re okay.

“why’d she marry him?” you shake your head, and your mouth felt dry.

“that man wasn’t always corrupted by ammit, they did love each other dearly” taweret shook her head and you nodded.

“was she happy?” you blurt out. “before he was.. corrupted?” you elaborate and taweret sends you a small smile.

“she was. she loved what she did and would never regret a thing she did in her life.” she pauses. “including sacrificing herself for you” she finishes quietly and you smile up at her.

“thank you” you say quietly and the hippo just laughs and nods once.

“oh, it’s no big deal” she waves you off and you look to layla and marc, who were holding hands and looking at you as well.

“you alright, kid?” marc asks and you nod.

“i just.. i needed to know if she was at least happy” you sigh and lean over so that your chin was now resting on marc’s shoulder.

marc chuckles as layla mimics the action, wrapping an arm around both of you. 

“this is nice” he states. “‘m here with my two favorite girls” he says and you sigh again, looking to where taweret and khonshu were now staring at the three of you in interest.

you ignored it and closed your eyes for a moment, just taking in the moment.

marc was genuinely happy at the moment.

everything was going great right now- well except for the fact that you threw a fit about not being able to keep a duck- but other than that it was great.

steven and jake were happy as well, they were all just glad to have both you and layla in their lives.

and of course, you were honored to be one of marc’s favorite girls.

to be honest, he couldn’t realy pick favorites between the two of you, since he loved you both in different ways.

layla being his girlfriend, and you being his surrogate daughter.

you just couldn’t get over that you were one of his favorite people in his life.

and the feeling was returned.

he was your favorite- they were all equally number one on the list, layla sharing that role as well.

you were their favorites, and they were all yours.

the love really just goes all around, doesn’t it?

it should.

because you’re all a family.

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[annegraves]

Your name is Delores

✨the angel herself✨

Five x Delores!reader

A.N: Hi guys! I know its been a long time but finally my exams or over! So I can finally work on stuff like this. I hope you like it, I don’t really know how to write fan fiction so i hope this is enough. And if you don’t like it tell I love to learn how to improve. Part 2 coming soon.

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Waking up in hospital room is tough, not remembering anything is tougher. But you got thru it.

Well at least so far. You suspected that your family was rich, I mean if no one was at the hospital when you woke up and the bill was paid for, most likely, right?

Being discharged you learned a few things.

- [ ] your name is (Y/N) Delores (L/N)

- [ ] You have amnesia

- [ ] You have a family waiting for you

Surprisingly, the thing that freaked you out most was the third realisation.

You were scared they would judge you. And they probably won’t judge you-I mean, of course not they’re family- But what if they would.

To calm yourself down you decided to go and buy yourself some new clothes. If you looked nice they couldn’t say anything, right?

...Right?

You walked in to a store, that seem not so famous-there were about three people including yourself (and one of them was a worker) - to find clothes to meet your family. Wow that’s a weird sentence, 'Meeting my family’ something you never thought was possible in your vocabulary.

As you stepped into the mostly empty store, you realised something. You had no money. But you can’t meet your family looking like... well.. that. So, shoplift it is. Thinking like that you walked to the back-where the employees go.

'Huh. This is easy', you thought, 'I should do this more often'

Out of nowhere an employee come out to stop you, “Can I help you?” They asked.

Oh shit, so this is why people don't steal

“Umm no I’m fine”, you’re eyes focused at the door behind them. “I was just looking.”

'Of course they were not leaving. ' those thoughts ran though your head. You were a suspicious looking teen, looking more at the door then the person front of you.

She was about to confront you when, “Can you help me? I can’t find these pants.” A lady with blonde hair said.

Thank you blonde lady with terrible fashion sense, I mean seriously long khakis? What can you pair that with? (I’m sorry idk anything about fashion to be calling that a fashion disaster)

“Why of course.” They said in a polite manner before giving you a look.

You ran into the back room. Couldn’t risk another incident like that to happening again. As soon as you got in you dropped your things and tried to find some clothes that the store might not remember, like: maybe lasts stock clothes or returns.

Something you forgot to think about was that the door of the employees room was thick, very thick, and had trouble opening (that’s why it was always open). Anyway, as you searched you heard a loud “Thud!”

"Ah shit."

You could only look in horror as the door lock you in. You got up- from searching-and tried your best to open the door, but nothing. At best that door would have felt like the wind hit it, i.e. nothing.

Not to mention after awhile the power went out. So you were sitting there with no ventilation, no light. Alone. It was creepy to say the least.

Luck was not on your side today.

You closed your eyes. Maybe if you do all of this will all go away? You closed your eyes and ears and curled yourself up in a ball.

I just wanted see my family

Suddenly you heard a very loud noise, louder than a gun, near your ear. It only lasted a second but it was enough to make your ears ring.

When you opened your eyes and unplugged your ears.

...

Everything was gone: the building, the people, even the room you were just in.

Gone.

Something took them?

You were in shock “What is this?” You said out loud. “Hello is anyone there?!” You shouted, loud, the loudest that you can remember. (lol)

You walking out and do the same thing, shouting, hoping someone could explain this to you, but nothing, there was no one.

“I guess this is my life now.”

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[danime25]

Ken Seeking Barbie

masterlist // ao3

*Summary: He's just Ken. Looking for his barbie out there in the real world. Who knew you could find someone on Craigslist? Ken certainly didn't.

*Rating: +18 for explicit mature content

*Content/Tags: First Kiss, First Time

*Status: Series (Part 1)/Complete?

“And… send. No, enter?” The clueless blond hit at the keyboard. “God these computers are so confusing. I wish Barbie were here.”

Ken was on a trip in the real world to visit his no-commitment close friend Barbara, formerly Barbie. She was all set up in the real world, she had her own apartment, a job, and apparently had seen a gynecologist. Whatever that means, but he was happy for her! He was still in the process of figuring out what it meant to be Ken. Find his purpose, like Barbie had found hers. Until he did that however, he was going to enjoy visiting with his friend. Barbara had taught him how to use the computer to occupy himself for a couple of hours while she worked. He learned more about horses, the patriarchy and its fallacies. After he had gone through Wikipedia he decided to move on to his next site. Without Barbie there to guide him, he had found his way onto a site called Craigslist. He searched for horses first, and to his surprise he couldn’t find more info about horses, but he could buy a horse. He couldn’t do that, he didn’t have any money, and he had learned his lesson from Barbie after ordering pizza that cost over 100 dollars. Apparently that was expensive for humans. He shook his head and moved onto the personal section.

“F24 looking for partner.” His eyebrow raised and clicked on it. After reading through way too much information about what this woman was looking for he decided, “I could do that.”

‘Ken looking for his Barbie

Hi, I am Ken! I am looking for a blonde haired, pretty woman.’ He squinted and looked back over the post the other person had written about what she wanted.

‘A woman who likes to have fun! Someone who likes beach! I can meet you at the beach!’

And that’s how he got to where he was now. He put the ad up on the site, and waited. Almost immediately he got responses. A lot of them asked him to call them. One woman was brave enough to set up a place to meet.

“Sublime!” He then sent her a message to arrange the meet-up before walking out of Barbie’s apartment. He walked and walked before arriving at a beach that was new to him. It was quite pretty with the sunset just on the edge of the waters that actually moved. He found a bench to sit at and waited for a couple of minutes before being approached by a woman.

“Wow. You’re really into this thing.” She said, “I guess you must be Ken.” He got up and turned around to face her. She was tall, and blonde. She was very pretty. Not stereotypical Barbie pretty, but beautiful nonetheless.

“You look very gorgeous.” He smiled at her

“Thanks. You seem nice. So… where do you want to do this?”

“Do what?”

“You know, like… the Barbie stuff.”

“The barbie stuff?” He asked again

“You’re a real airhead. Let’s just go to my house, if you’re comfortable with that.”

“Yeah, I’m fine with that.” He smiled back at her. She rolled her eyes a tiny bit and pulled him into a cab. He liked the way that she pulled on his shirt to get him to go where she wanted him to go. He plopped down onto the seat next to her and watched out the window as the beach drew out of sight. She guided him out of the car after a short ride around town and in front of a tall building. After she exchanged words with the driver and a piece of paper, she took his hand and led him into the building.

“You’re not like other guys. Most guys would be feeling me up by now.”

“Feeling you up? Do you want to be felt up?”

“No,” She laughed and tucked her hair behind her ear, “At least not until we’re in my apartment.”

“Okay.” He smiled back at her, and felt his hand squeeze hers tighter. She looked down at their hands before going back to what she was doing. She opened the door and turned the lights on. This apartment was smaller than Barbie’s but it felt so much warmer?

“Sit down.” It sounded like a command, but she said it so nicely that he sat down, “Any particular outfit you want me to wear?”

“Do you have anything pink?”

“Of course I do.” She smiled at him before going to another room and closing the door behind her. He looked around her apartment while she was doing her thing. So many dolls… wait, did she have a Ken doll? He didn’t want to disobey her, but he really wanted to check it out. He quietly got up from the couch and looked at the Ken. He was cool looking. He ran his hand over the head of the Ken, but didn’t want to think about the implication of what he was doing, and put the doll back. “Ugh I’m having a hard time finding my outfit, you can watch TV if you want!”

“Okay!” He called back to her and sat back on the couch. He flicked the TV on for a second before she came out in a bright pink, sparkly dress. “Wow.”

“You like that?”

“Very much.” He smiled from ear to ear, “Also that Ken you have is really cool.”

“Aw thanks.” She smiled back at him, “Not a lot of guys notice him. But I’ll be honest. He’s my favorite. I just think he’s so… dreamy.”

“Can I?” He asked

“Can you what?”

“Can I get up?”

“Oh. Yeah.”

“Okay.” He walked over towards her and placed his hands on her hips, something stereotypical barbie would never let him do. “You’re…. Prettier than Barbie.”

“Don’t say that.” She giggled, “I am Barbie.”

“No, you’re not. And that’s what makes you so pretty.” With a feeling of conviction he had never felt before, Ken put a hand gently on the back of her neck and leaned in to kiss her. She wrapped both her arms around his neck and pulled him into her. For her, the kiss seemed so chaste compared to what she’d normally get from guys. After kissing like teenagers, she asked him

“What do you want me to do to you Ken?”

“Huh?”

“I mean I’m your barbie, you can do whatever you want to me.”

“Anything? Like boyfriend girlfriend stuff?”

“Yeah. Anything.” She kissed his cheek

“Okay.” He smirked and took her hand, before realizing he didn’t know what room to go in. “Where’s the bed?”

“In there.” She gestured back from where she came from. He nodded and guided her into the bedroom. She sat on the bed and twirled the ends of her hair with her finger

“Wait… can you act like stupid?”

“Oh, like a bimbo?”

“Yeah.” He puffed his chest out a little bit

“I thought you’d never ask!” Her voice went up and was even more girly than it had been a second before, “I just don’t know what to do without you Ken.”

“It’s okay.” He sat next to her, “I can help with that.”

“You can?! Yay!” She smiled and rested the palms of her hands in his lap. She shifted so that she rested on her legs. He pulled her closer once again by her neck and kissed her. After a couple soft kisses, he pushed her onto her back and she let her arms flop over her head as she looked up at him. He carefully lifted up her dress and looked at her underwear. He put his hands on the hem and pulled them off slowly. After they were off, he threw the garment onto the floor. She bit on the tip of her finger as she watched his confidence slowly build up. He ripped his shirt off right over his head and threw that in another direction. “Can I touch you?”

“Yeah.” His voice caught a little in the back of his throat

“I mean, I really don’t know what I’m doing but… I think….” She drew her words long to make it sound like she was confused, “This is how you take a belt off.” She unbuckled his pants and took the pair of pants off of him. She saw that there was the name ‘Ken’ embroidered into the waistband and swooned, “That’s like so cute!”

“I’ll show you cute.” He growled in a low tone, one he’d never heard before in his life. He worked his underwear off and then moved his hands onto either side of her body. He held himself up before leaning down onto her to kiss her. She pulled him down by the small of his neck and kissed him back, her head moving around. He shoved his left arm underneath her body and pressed his whole body into her. He arched his back a little before deciding he needed to be inside of her. He sat up a little bit and moved her legs apart carefully. He paused for a second, but then did as he had wanted and shoved himself inside of her. She let out a quiet gasp and he asked her, “Are you okay?”

“Little rough, but I’ll be fine.”

“Sorry.” He apologized, “Don’t have much experience.”

“That’s okay.” She pulled him back up to her and let him get used to the feeling of being inside. “Now what are you going to do?”

“I’m going to make you feel good.” He smirked a little

“That sounds so good.” She put her hands on his waist and he leaned forward, starting to slowly thrust into her. “Yeah, just like that.”

“Like that?”

“I do. Can you go faster? I bet you can.”

“Yeah I can.” He repeated his motion, but faster this time. One more time, and again. Again. Again. She moved her hands up from his sides to fully on his back as he found a rhythm to it. She kept him pressed close to her and felt himself… getting hard. That’s all he could think about. He hoped that that wasn’t a turn off for her. She quietly moaned underneath him. He grunted and kept pushing himself further into her with each thrust of his hips. He let out a broken moan from his lips as he felt a warmth pool in his stomach and came in her. Her legs clenched around his waist as he came, and let a little noise out as he slowly came down from whatever high it was he was just on. His whole body felt limp and he toppled onto her. His chest heaved against hers, and she held onto him. When he regained strength in his arms he wrapped them around her frame and rested his head on top of her chest. He listened to the soft thump in her chest as it went from every second to slightly longer and her whole body went from on edge to at ease. He rested there for a while. And a while got a little bit longer. His eyes fluttered a couple of times, and when she saw that he was getting sleepy, she ran her fingers through his soft perfect blond hair.

“If you want to go, you can.” She offered to him quietly

“Okay.” He got up and looked at her, “Wait.”

“Yeah?”

“What if I want to stay?” He asked

“Then you can stay.” She smiled at him

“Okay.” He cuddled up beside her and wrapped an arm around her back before looking down at her dress. “That’s still a really pretty dress.”

“Thanks. I made it myself.” She beamed, “I’m glad you treated it with such care. Most guys are too eager and just start tearing.”

“That’s awful.” He gasped

“Yeah I know.” She rested her head on his shoulder. Ken could have squealed with excitement, but instead went to hold onto her hand. “I never got your name.”

“Oh. It’s Ken. I’m just Ken.”

“You’re cute.” She closed her eyes and grinned

“Thanks.” He smiled up at the ceiling. He didn’t know when he’d get back to Barbara’s apartment, or how. That didn’t really matter to him right now, because Ken had finally found a purpose. And his purpose was his barbie.

#ken barbie #ryan gosling ken #ken barbie x reader #barbie movie #barbie 2023 #the barbie movie #barbie movie fanfic #barbie movie fanfiction #my work #my fic #not beta read #ken in the real world

[nyrator]

Got the Rotten Nyan tumblr queued up with art I've neglected to post on there.. keeping a few more sketchy doodley art still on Twitter/the website, but should be all up a little after midnight my time~

... still feel really self conscious with the kind of content I've been making vent art of lately, please don't be afraid to message me with any concerns or criticisms... I tried tagging it all with a custom warning tag (that way it won't nuke the post, I think...) hopefully that's enough... if not hopefully people let me that as well

In other life news, I'm seeing a therapist, got a job, etc~ More in the cut

So, yeah. Life.

Still a vtuber, but feels like I've stalled lately... Not in terms of growth (if anything I keep growing), but in terms of motivation. I have a list of games to play, but I just can't focus on playing games anymore, it's rough.. mostly do zatsus, but even those are pretty hit or miss and sometimes I spiral into really dumb personal unprofessional rambles...

My art commissions are picking up- more than I can handle, honestly... My clients have gotten pretty big and it's getting me recognition, I have a few big offers in store once I can get around to them and I'm excited about it... but commissions are hard. I'm going to raise prices in January, and I try to accept five a month... but I can't keep up. I can't even do one a month it feels like... And yet I keep getting dozens of requests..

So in spite of this, because of my own doing and lack of doing, I've been bleeding a lot of money. I'm at a dangerous point of money... so I finally got a seasonal job at a local chocolate shop.

Haaaaaaaa.....

It's rough... I was in a huge depression over it, and I still don't want to work... The people are nice, the hours are light, and the pay is better than expected, but it's still so stressful... My social anxiety is terrible lately, it makes me want to curl into a ball and cry. I can't stand it, I can't stand being seen, I can't focus or memorize anything on the register, I can't handle dealing with customers or fast-paced environments...

They say the season lasts until Easter because of the nature of the store, but maybe I'll leave after Christmas time if it doesn't work out.. It's really a pain, and also could affect things like my food stamps and subsidized rent. Plus, the gas I have to spend, the clothes I had to buy, etc etc.. I wonder if it'll be worth it (probably, but nyeh)

I'm in need of money, though... one, my phone is on its last legs. The battery barely lasts an hour, it's very slow and unresponsive, and the 32 GB of storage is becoming more and more unwieldy.. Going to maybe buy one tonight...

My throat is also been a mess lately- I've had trouble swallowing, to the point I was unable to eat anything without a 50-50 chance of just choking on it. Drinking water was like waterboarding, it was like I was drowning. After raising my mattress, it's helped a lot, but not entirely, so I think it's something to do with scarring thanks to acid reflux- been trying to get an endoscopy for a year and finally have one scheduled in mid December. I'm worried how much it might cost.. hoping insurance covers it, but I still had to pay almost a thousand for my colonoscopy a few years back, which terrifies me...

Other small things- items I'd like to own, taking care of Bootsie (she's fine but overdue for a checkup and she's like 13 years old), etc.

But yeah, therapy. Also started taking that- we're trying to avoid me taking any medication, but I'm afraid I might need it.. I see her every week and I've been going since early October, and she seems like a decent therapist- she's the same age as me and understands a lot of internet culture, which.. is weird to talk to someone like that who "gets it" (she's a cosplayer, for example, and knows of vtubers), but it's nice.

Been reliving a lot of past stuffs... Been trying to improve, had some good phases, but fell back apart recently and not sure how far I can really get... keeping my apartment clean is hard, feeding myself is hard, drawing and doing anything is hard. I don't watch any media these days besides some indie vtubers I know, I don't really do much of anything but be depressed.

My biggest issue, as always, is my complex/trauma/whatever you want to call it... I've started trying to embrace it the past year. I've openly admitted to it, I made an alternate Twitter account for vent art of it, etc. But it makes me hate myself so much... It's become an addiction it feels like. Do I let it consume me and fully embrace it, even though it will push people away and make people think worse of me? Even though it will attract strange people who want creepy things from me? Even though it's expensive and gross and exhausting and uncomfortable to manage?

Or do I try to quit cold turkey? Get it all out of my system, and then never talk about it again. Delete the vent account, stop drawing it, stop being paranoid without things to take care of it, and just move on. I don't know. It's a part of me. But I hate it. And I really hate myself for it, it's my biggest tool to hate myself with.

But I've tried to embraced it, and that's what the RN update will have, and I apologize for it. I don't know how to move forward now. Therapy reopened a lot of thoughts about it- it really is a weird trauma, and a lot of it stems from my childhood... I want it gone. I want to be okay and not hurt myself mentally...

But such is life I supposeee. Again, I apologize that most of my art lately has been venting about it.. even if I embrace it, I don't want to be exclusively that kind of artist, you know? It's just one of many aspects. But it's invasive. And I don't want it to be invasive, but I don't know how to handle it.

The main goal of therapy is to get me drawing again. To give me what I've lost- a drive and motivation to continue. It feels like I just go through the motions when I draw. It's awful. I can't picture anything, no ideas. Rotten Nyan is completely stagnant lately. I don't know what to do about it. Life is just empty and depressing, it feels like. I gave up on myself, and now I don't know how to un-give up. But that's what therapy's for. Hopefully it helps... She brought up medication again, and I wonder if I should try it at this rate...

My anxiety is very bad. I end up relying on my complex trauma coping methods a lot when anxious. It's embarrassing and gross. And it just fuels my anxiety more using those things. I can't stand driving, or being around people, or crowded situations. I can't handle stress, or excitement, or being praised, or anything. My nerves are shot and I just have to curl into a ball. I don't know how I'm going to improve, but I have to try...

And then my focus, which I just can't focus at all anymore.. I don't know if it's depression/anxiety, ADHD, or what, but I just can't focus at all. It's awful. Very forgetful, very not-able-to-draw.

Otherwise, not much different. Got the new Nagata Kabi manga (I still worry about her a lot... she's so relatable though, she speaks to me, but she flares my anxiety like crazy too...) Still obsessed with my Disney anime boy gacha game, it's great, Vil's great. Vil, Cater, Lilia, Jade... so many good characters....

I guess that's all for now. Hope everyone has a happy thanksgiving- will keep doing what I can to try to improve.

And again, I'm really sorry about my art output and that most of it is just gross vent art about a gross personal trauma... I'm sorry...

#text stuffs

[who-is-shades]

raz's dnd campaign

RAZ MAKES A CAMPAIGN! WERE GONNA DIE!!!

we have wheatley the warforged artificer, senna the high elf cleric noble, teya the firbolg necromancer, and parsley hazelbreeze the fairy barbarian.

in the town of homestead. senna is tending to the sick and injured and doing church stuff. teya is book shopping. parsley eating food in a tree. wheatley is trying to shop and failing.

a tall robed person walks into the village and uses magic to make himself louder. he says anyone seeking gold power or adventure, his god told him to find these people and help them fight evil.

parsley calls him sus and asks why his god chose him. his voice sounds weird, but it does not sound like spingledorf sadly. (wheatley notices the tone difference, war forged?) wheatley shows up and goes cool neato lets go. parsley bugs wheatley about this.

senna moves over elegantly and asks about the quest. she is sus but accepts the quest and receives a token. she bows and leaves. (so polite)

teya is excited to join for adventure and jumps right in for a story. parsley is forced to take a token cause he cant go without one, but hes still hella sus.

other people are also bothering the robed guy for tokens. just randos. the tokens start beeping and glowing green! we vanish from where we are! (parsley did drop it out of surprise but they still got teleported too cause raz took pity lol)

we appear in a dome like structure. LOTS of people are there. lots of warforged at the edges, watching us. wheatley notices they look new. he starts screaming. parsley goes wtf. senna is very sus. teya is frantically writing all this down lol. its also night we can see stars.

the dome is made of strange metalic material and looks green. (this is totally a space station wtf) big glowing pillar of light and a platform in the middle appears. looks like a siloulette of light person is there. he thanks us for taking the quest and calls himself the god.

everyone is super sus of him lol. hes gonna trial us first, asshole. touch the token to leave the trials. some rando's leave. zorbolt the great evil wizard wants his power and he wants us to stop him. hes the god of constructs. zolbolt can control the robots. poor wheatley.

"am i disqualified?" nope cause he was made by a different race of people so hes resistant with a special ward. parsley is concerned everyone else is in danger.

the god tells us we dont have to travel together but it is wiser to do so. its very dangerous. he cant send his constructs so its up to us. he also doesnt know what he looks like cause his scouts get nabbed too.

3 trials! dangerous. can die. cool. the first trial is a deadly maze! he gives us 200 gold and summons shops and lets us buy shit yay. time to prep. parsley tries to intimidate the shopkeeper into lowering the price lol. gets a shield.

senna, before shopping, is giving encouraging words and 'holy blessings' from temple and stuff poggers. then goes to the weapon shop.

teya tried to play it cool by greeting parsley in sylvain. then she buys some mythrill chainmail cause shes super squishy. wheatley goes and buys some spells. he accidentally holds up the line lol. senna bumps into teya at the shop. senna apologizes and curtsies a little. she offers her assistance to teya. she blows a kiss to her and continues to the shop. (moss: i hate her. me: SHES JUST FRIENDLY!)

senna gets a shortsword! wouldnt let me bargain smh xD parsley goes to the potion shop (the shopkeeper is wearing a wizard hat awww) and gets a bunch of healing potions. used all his money. wheatley got his spells nice. hes emotional seeing a living warforged.

teya also uses all her money to buy healing potions. senna approaches wheatley and asks if hes ok sitting on the floor. hes fine so he sits by her. he goes back to watching the warforged. she watches too. they are both ignored. teya also comes and joins us. parsley sees this and goes wtf. wheatley is just so happy to see warforged. senna is sympathetic to wheatleys loneliness. we try and get him to join us. he doesnt want to lol loser.

the building shakes a bit and were told to leave. closing time! senna helps teya up and leaves. the shop sinks into the ground. time for the trial! maze time.

alone in a dimly lit room. darnit no friends :( were all gonna die.

teya has 3 paths to take. left right and straight. she avoids a pressure pad!

senna has 4 paths. straight, right, left, and diagonally right and left. i notice a weird beam of light like a lazer trap. i step over it carefully.

parsley has 1 path. he looks for traps first and notices a button. he presses it. he hears a loud noise and a spike is coming his way! its right on his ass. enemies in front of him. he flies right over them and the spikeplates kill the enemies. he notices a lever but goes past. the spikes stop at the branching path.

wheatley has 2 path. he goes left. he finds 2 automatons! they go on the attack! he fails to dodge. this whole thing is a toddler slap fight and hes losing. the god speaks into his head encouraging him to kill the robots. he has too. raz feels bad so a robot kills itself. he's had enough so he fuckin runs.

teya notices a statue. IT FUCKIN MOVES AND SWINGS A SWORD AT HER! she dodges tho fuck yeah. an armos! its resistant to fire damage oh no. teya barely survived death saved throws. the statue thought she died so it went back to sleep.

senna has 3 paths. i go right. i see teya! IT WAS AN ILLUSION! FUCKER! FALL IN A PIT FULL OF ENEMIES! fuck you raz. 2 automatons again. i killed one instantly with lighting damage get fucked! insta killed that one too! a ladder forms and i carefully climb the ladder and continue down the path.

parsleys turn! 2 paths. he goes right. he doesnt notice the trip beam lazer and activates a trap. the door behind him closes off. and ahead. uh oh trapped in a room. the floor opens! a clockwork kind of creature attacks. parsley won easily lol jammed the gears.

wheatley goes left! he sees senna?! speedwalks right up to me! ITS REALLY ME YES! i heal him for 13 and 6 pog. we exchange info and press on! were going right! i notice theres a pressure pad and stop him from stepping on it. but he lands on a pressure pad. great. FIRE IS SHOOTING AT US FROM THE WALLS! WE GOTTA BOOK IT! SMASHY SPIKY PLATES IN THE NEXT ROOM! dex roll oh dear. we made it thank god. i give wheatley a thumbs up.

we can only go left now. its teya on the ground again! an illusion again? i slowly approach. the statue moves! i dodge epically! it attacks me. whiffs the attack lol. wheatley also misses them. i stab it with my new sword. it attacks wheatley! barely slaps him but does 10 damage. i hit it again. it attacks me again and whiffs lol. cmon wheatley you can do it! crit fail. thanks bud. he hit his head. i attack it and its still fuckin alive. it attacks wheatley. back and forth a lot.

i hit it and cracks begin to form! it crit failed to attack me LOL it fell over. i hit it ITS STILL ALIVE DAMMIT. at least it cant get up lol. definitely cant hit me lol. holy shit wheatley kills it! ITS GLOWING AND SHAKING OH NO! WHEATLEY DONT TOUCH IT. it explodes. good job dumbass. he had to roll a dex saving throw. hes dead. but i have a spell for that!

i make teya and wheatley drink some of teya's health potions i found. i healed her for 9 which is most of her health lol. shes awake now! i healed him for 8 so hes still a little fucked but alive. senna comforts teya. poor girl.

back to parsley! one hallway cuts off somehow but he goes right. classic swinging axes. he got through like an action spy movie. he can only go left. lots of levers and buttons. all colors. oh no. hes stupid and doesnt see anything does so he presses a purple button. the door closes behind him and the ceiling gets spiked but nothing else happens. pressing it again doesnt have anything happen. HE PRESSES ALL THE RED BUTTONS. THE FLOOR SINKS AND THERES FIRE! YELLOW MAKES IT ALL STOP! welp hes free now to go through a path and he goes right. and then left. HE FINDS US.

hes not impressed lol. senna brings him up to speed. 3 hour short rest (doesnt bring my spell slots back oh well) we can only go left now. 3 paths left right forward. hug the right wall! long hallway. a pecular door with intricate designs. humanoid robot. looks tough. it insults wheatley oh no. parsley asks if its the way out but were probably gonna get attacked if we get closer. i say fuck this and launch sacred flame at it. IT HITS HIM! he charges a ball of energy and shoots it back! it does nothing to me! ROLL INITIATIVE! gotta get closer!

slowly going forward. parsley misses his javelin attack but i hit with crossbow. teya uses firebolt. the android attacks parsley with another energy pulse and whiffs. wheatley tries to use one of the spells he got to like charm it or something, but total failure. parsley goes rage mode and yeets a handaxe at him but misses. he catches the fuckin axe dammit. he yeets it back! he gets hit damn.

senna makes it up to him and grabs him and electrocutes him for 16 take that asshole. teya uses firebolt again. im standing right there. she moves to the side to try and hit him and not me. does not hit lol but at least i didnt get hit. his hand turns into a glaive wtf. FUCK YOU 15 wtf. second attack misses thank god. wheatley just insults him and shoots him with a crossbow and actually hits in his eye!

parsley goes into a frenzy and stabs him in the head from above. fuck yeah. senna is like barely alive. shocking grasp again cause fuck you. hes so mad cause now i back away from him. teya firebolts again. hes SO mad at me he shoots his bolt right at me. im unconscious lol death saved.

wheatley uses his crossbow! miss. hes so mad that he sucks lol. parsley keeps raging and stabs him in the other eye. too bad parsley cant shut up lol. teya forces a potion down senna's throat! senna manages to stand and goes 'thanks beautiful'. (gay real)

robot attacks parsley cause he doesnt shut up! he does heavy damage and threatens to slice his wings off. parsley goes down and barely survives. robot is blind so us ranged attackers have advantage.

wheatley shoots the crossbow again and misses again. i got crit 12 crossbow take that! robot keeps trying to taunt us into speaking so he can find us. teya and firebolt again. crit 20 fuck yeah 18 damage great job teya! we kill it! senna is still sus it might explode like the statue. wheatley checks the robot. he pulls the bolts out of its body. senna runs forward and stabilizes parsley. the android disappears in a beam of light.

senna takes a potion from teya and makes him swallow a health potion. wheatley looks so sad poor guy. the door opens and reveals a dark room. teya walks into the room and disappears. senna encourages wheatley and he goes too. parsley gets up finally and we also disappear. back at the arena.

a few other people got out too. not as many. 14 others left. god shows up thanks guy. rewards! money and a level up! tavern, food and drink party stuff appear for us. senna tries to give teya her earned money but she doesnt want it, so she tells her shes getting a date anyway.

parsley goes to get laid with a big buff lady! epic fail lol. the beefy barbarian man wants some tho *dab*

wheatley gets to eat an energy ball lol. and gets to talking with another warforged lol. tries to explain what warforged even are. he causes an existential crisis. (this went on for a long time lol) (my job is to open and close doors)

senna and teya are just being gay lol.

#dnd #dnd adventures #mod shades

[dearestones]

Death Note Matchup: Matt/Mail Jeevas

Warnings: Fluff.

@ll4wliet Request: may i request a death note matchup? i prefer something platonic :D any gender is fine

i have short, black hair, very messy, im 150 cm, i guess thats it. My hobbies are playing games, doodling (and drawing, etc), window shopping (is that a hobby? i dont know but i just like to look at stuff.). My interests are death note, bee and puppycat, random toys, pokemon, plushies, vocaloid, collecting (i dont really collect stuff but i'd like to sometime.). I'm a bit awkward with new people and I'll usually mind my business, but I'm fine with talking with people I'm okay with and can hold a conversation with. I have trouble with talking to people most times, it ends up awkward. For people I'm close with I'd love to talk with for hours, especially when it's something I'm interested in. I get distracted alot, i sometimes zone out and not pay attention to something (especially during some games i play), I'm a picky eater sometimes. I can get fascinated by random images and waste my time scrolling on tumblr (honestly thats the only social media i have other then tt), especially when its something of my interest. I am very forgetful, i tend to do some things last minute. And thats it i guess? i hope i didnt go over the word limit but i am very sorry if i did!

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After reading through your description, I believe that you match well with Matt or Mail Jeevas!

What a coincidence, Matt also happens to like some of your hobbies; gaming is what really catches his eyes, though. He’ll gladly take you window shopping, but you have to be patient whenever he visits video game stores once you’re done with your own shopping experience. And if something in particular catches your eye, Matt will definitely give you some of his money to buy it. Don’t be shy! He’s got way more in several offshore accounts and from escapades that are from legal. 

Matt usually keeps to himself, often deferring to others when it comes to socialization, but he finds himself drawn to you. He’s had his fair share of dealing with awkward people, especially when he was growing up in an orphanage, so he knows how to navigate your personality and help you to open up. 

When you do finally warm up to him and start holding conversations, he will definitely enjoy what you have to say. He wants to know all your thoughts, your feelings, your hobbies, and your interests. It doesn’t matter if you sound awkward or he doesn’t know what you’re talking about, he just wants to be there with you experiencing the nuances and flavors of your voice. 

He’ll definitely tease you when he realizes that you get distracted a lot. He might pinch your cheek or wave his gloves in front of your face to get your attention back. If the both of you are comfortable with it, he’ll definitely try to kiss you on any parts of your face just so that he can see the lovely look in your eyes when you realize that you’ve been drifting off again. He might get a little irritated if you’re playing a game that requires more than one player, but he won’t hold it against you for too long. 

Ooohh, he would like to know what sorts of foods that you like to eat and what you don’t eat. Certain textures and smells don’t always agree with him as well, so he has a certain diet that he sticks to just so he has enough nutrition throughout the day. (Yes, he is including junk food as adequate nutrition because he is still a gamer and needs to maintain his reputation, thank you very much). 

Please don’t show this man your tumblr account. He’ll tease you for using this website for a few minutes before checking out your blog. If you have the standard theme and profile picture that comes with the website, he’s definitely going into your code and updating it. You have an idea for a new theme? A certain aesthetic that you ascribe to? Never fear, Matt will either find you a new theme with an adaptable source code or he’ll make it from scratch. Depending on what route he takes, you’ll find that your theme is both pretty modern and user friendly once he gives you your tumblr back. 

Forgetful and procrastinating? Now you’re speaking Matt’s language! He also tends to put things off until the last minute. It’s not that he is trying to forget things on purpose, it’s just that the world is far more exciting than some of his priorities, you know? If you are worried about forgetting important things, Matt will try to help you out, but he won’t always be successful. He’ll tease you from time to time, but encourage you to write down tasks so that you remember better next time. 

Overall, you’re a pretty low maintenance couple. There might be times when Matt may have to pull away for some time alone, but that’s because of his laidback and introverted disposition. 

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If you want to donate a Ko-Fi, feel free https://ko-fi.com/devintrinidad.

DEATH NOTE MASTERLIST

#death note #death note matt #death note mail jeevas #dn matt #dn mail jeevas #death note matchup #dn matchup #matchup #matchups #dearestones #devintriidad

[watchtheworld-burn]

DREAM A LITTLE OF ME

Friends x Fem! reader

Genre: Fantasy

Pronouns for reader: She/her

Status: Special oneshot

Author's note: You can decide if the relationship is platonic or romantic. @iconicfonutd. Also this is for the 200 followers special, thank you so much everyone.

Jeal:

Akisha:

You are Y/N Laws, You were the most known person in the world. In every place on earth, there's at least 1 person who knows you. The problem was that you didn't want to be a celebrity, you didn't want fame. You just want a normal life with at least 2 friends, who'll always be there for you. 

The reason you became a celebrity is because of your family, they wanted a lot of money since the salary of their jobs were low. You never wanted to act or sing, But they paid for your acting and singing lessons. It would’ve been rude to not do what they wanted since they worked hard enough for you.

The good thing about your job is the fans, their love for you so a lot you sometimes blush. They were so nice and understanding. Sure, they shipped you a lot with some actors/actresses a lot of times but it was fine. Shipping isn’t bad but forcing you to be with them is different. 

And you can’t believe the amount of money they would pay for you to take a picture with them. Did I also mention that you stream? I may have forgotten but whenever you’re playing a gacha game and you want a certain character they would donate a lot of money just for you to get what you want.

Oh, and you also like that you can provide enough for you and your family. You also spoil them a lot. They like something at the mall? It’s already in their room. What everyone they want, they’ll get in a minute. You always adore the joy on their faces when you get them what they want. 

But the bad thing is the fans and maybe your family. The other half of your fans are nice and understanding, the other ones are impatient and rude. They always beg and cry for more songs and content. For example, After you release a song they immediately tell you to make more. Writing a song is time-consuming especially if your goal is to make the listeners like it. 

Sometimes they’ll even send you death threats if you don’t make new content after a month. They always pressure you and make you over-work yourself. Sometimes you even forget to take a break since you need new content for them to be satisfied. They are the reason you are popular and rich right now. 

Well for your family, they ask too much. They always beg you to buy them stuff even though they have enough money to buy it. You remembered a time where you told them that you wouldn’t buy them a particular item since you were on a budget, They started judging you and insulting you. It seems like they only see you as their wallet. 

Anyways enough about you. Let’s go on to the story. You finally went home after working on the movie ‘Illusion’. It took so long, especially the travel scene since you guys had to actually hike but hey the rides were worth it. You were so tired. You changed your clothes and went to bed. 

Today was wild, I guess. Then you dozed off. 

😴

You are Y/N Armani, You are the daughter of the famous baker in your country. Sure you're a bit clichè but who cares? And you also liked sweets so being the daughter of the baker has its perks. 

Anyways, your father needed some ingredients so he ordered you to buy some at the grocery store. So you did. After you bought some you were in a rush since you heard that your favorite author updated her story. 

You were checking your watch to look at the time you suddenly bumped into someone and felt some hot liquid on your shirt. You looked up to see a girl with short hair, she looked annoyed and a ginger girl? Boy? You don't know to be honest. 

You also noticed that ginger's coffee was spilled all over their shirt. "Oh, my gosh. I am so sorry!" You apologized to them. "You better be." the annoyed girl said and glared at you. "Um, I'll get you guys some new clothes and probably coffee." You told them. 

"There's no need." The ginger assured you. "I'm really sorry. Just let me take care of you for a second to show how sorry I am." You begged them. They sighed and looked at the annoyed girl, as if they were asking her permission. The annoyed girl nodded. "Sure. Where are we going?" They asked. 

You took the bags and told them to follow you and they did. You opened the door and walked up stairs since your bakery had multiple floors. You finally reached your room and put the bags down on the table. Oh and they sat on the couch since you had a couch in your room.

(Your house is like marinette from miraculous ladybug)

You opened your closet and gave ginger some large clothes since you didn't know their size. You walked to them and handed it. "The bathroom is downstairs." You told them and they nodded. After they left you faced the annoyed girl. 

"Would you like some foods or any drinks? I do have a bakery so I have many snacks for you to eat." You told her. "Can I have some donuts and coffee?" She asked and you nodded. You took some and gave it to her. "I haven't asked your name yet, so what's your name?" You asked her and sat beside her. 

"Jeal." She said and ate a donut. "I'm Y/N Armani. Nice to meet you." You took out your right hand. She licked something on her hand and shook your hand. 

Ginger was finally done changing their clothes. They smiled at you. "Thanks for the new clothes. Hope I didn't disturb you." They said. "No, it's okay. I should be the one apologizing." You told them. You checked them out. "You look nice, by the way." You complimented them. 

They blushed. "Thanks." They thanked you. "Oh, and I'm Akisha. I'm non-binary if you're wondering." They took out their left hand. "Y/N Armani, Female." You shook their hand. They sat down on the couch and drank the coffee you gave them. 

Aftet that you guys talked for hours you guys didn't even notice it was already midnight. Before they came home you guys exchanged numbers. Jeal even made a groupchat with you three. Turns out they weren't so cold after all. They were really funny and likes to talk a lot. 

You were so glad to be friends with them. It was so fun being with them. Even though your first meeting with them was embarrassing it was fine, you guys immediately shrugged it off even though it was just a few hours ago. 

💸

You three were in your room. You were searching on the internet for jobs. You might be asking, couldn't you just work at the bakery? Your parents didn't want to. They wanted you to find your own job to make you independent. 

"Guys, what kind of job do you want anyway?" You asked them. "What about we work at starbucks or a job similar to starbucks?" Jeal answered. "No. Those types of jobs give us a little money. If we want to work there we can just work at Y/N's bakery." Akisha opposed Jeal's idea. 

"Photographer?" 

"We don't even like pictures, and we take crap pictures." 

"Waiters? But at a rich restaurant."

"We'll meet more karens and Jeal. We know your anger issues can't handle that type of people." 

"What about work at home?" 

"I heard we had to work 60 hours in a week." 

You then joined the conversation. "You know I heard that we can work at this place and we can do some random jobs everyday and we can see which one we'll like." You informed them. 

Akisha thought about it. "Sure." They said, "Okay so let's get prepared for the interview so we won't look like idiots." They laughed. 

After 2 weeks, you guys were finally done getting ready. You three were now walking towards that place. Jeal was sweating because they were nervous. You were panicking inside. Akisha was looking at you two to relieve their anxiety. 

You guys finally went inside. You three saw three guys walking towards your way. "Okay, people, We need to interview you three in separate rooms. Will that be fine?" The middle one said. "Yeah." You three agreed. The middle one took you to a room. The left one took Jeal to a room. The right one took Akisha to a room. 

You three sat down and faced the interviewer. "Let's get started." They said, 

(Bold for Jeal. Italic for you. Normal text for Akisha and the interviewer.) 

"Tell me more about you." 

"I can't stand annoying people. I'll always stand for what is right. My hobbies are listening to music and hanging out with my friends. ."

"I'm good with kids.. I'm nice and friendly. My hobbies are baking and observing people."

"I'm good with people, I don't really lose my temper. I'm artistic and I like pets. My hobbies are reading and drawing."

"Why do you want to work here?" 

"I need money so I can start an independent life instead of always relying on my parents."

"I don't know what I want to do yet, so I want to work here to know what I want." 

"My friends wanted to work and I just followed them since I needed a job too."

"How did you hear about this place?" 

"I was thinking about what kind of jobs that me and my friends want and I saw this on the internet while searching for jobs."

"My friend recommended this job for me."

"What are your weaknesses?" 

"People who like to complain a lot." 

"Kids." 

"I don't think I have any weaknesses. I'm a pretty patient person." 

After a few questions they finally let you three go. Jeal was the first person to get out, she didn't know where to go but she did see a table nearby. Thankfully it has 3 chairs for you guys. She sat down and opened her bag then played some offline games. 

The second person to get out was Akisha. They were looking around to see if Jeal or you were done. Then they saw Jeal on their phone, probably playing some games. They walked towards her and ruffled her hair. Jeal turned to see Akisha. 

"What took you so long?" She asked. "I'm sure it didn't take me that long to finish the interview." They said and sat down. "Where's Y/N?" Jeal asked them. "I don't know, I didn't see them walk out of the room yet." They answered. "That's weird. 

The last person to get out was you. You didn't know why it took so long to make you finish the interview. You knew that Jeal and Akisha were already done, since it's so obvious that you took a long time to finish the interview.

You then noticed them chatting. You walked towards them and hugged Jeal since she was closer. "Oh, Y/N, you're finally done." Akisha said. "Well, since we're done let's go back home." They stood up and you guys went home. 

"Hey, Y/N, can I have some snacks?" 

Timeskip

Akisha and Jeal were eating breakfast while you were scrolling on social media, you never eat breakfast. You then heard your parents call you. You excused yourself and went downstairs. 

A minute later you came back with 3 letters on your hand. You sat down and gave the two letters to them. "Okay on the count of three, we open it alright?" They nodded. 

"1." 

"2." 

"3!" 

You three opened the letter and read it. "I got accepted!" You exclaimed. "Me too!" Jeal yelled. "Me three!" Akisha squealed. "YAY!!" You three yelled. 

🏢

After 6 months, you guys decided to move to an apartment. Well, you decided to move but Akisha and Jeal just wanted to be with you 24/7. 

"Goodbye, Y/N." Your mother hugged you. Your father ruffled your hair. "Stay safe, kiddo." He told you. "Of course, dad." You smiled at him. 

After some kisses and hugs from your parents the uber finally came. You waved them goodbye and went inside the car. You sat in the middle of Akisha and Jeal. 

"Hey, Y/N, you got some chocolate?" Jeal showed their hand while waiting for you to give them some. "Here." You opened your bag and gave her kisses. "Thanks." They took out the wrapper and ate it. 

After a few minutes, you finally reached your destination. Also it has a rooftop! You wanted to go there so you immediately started unpacking to go there. 

You also wanted to surprise Jeal with the beautiful view. You two sat on the side of the roof, Jeal however didn't know since she was blindfolded. You then took off the blindfold. When Jeal realised how high she was she immediately hugged you. 

"Y/N, protect me!!" She whined. Akisha then started to laugh. "Gosh, Jeal, can't believe you're actually begging Y/N to protect you." They teased Jeal. "Shut up!" Jeal yelled out of fear.

"Haha, don't worry Jeal. You'll always be safe with me." 

🎬

After 6 months, you three moved to an apartment because you all wanted to live together. 

You guys then received a message from your boss. They told you to make a movie since they wanted to try your skills on filming. They said it had to be sci-fi.

But you guys decided to do it in your parents' house because you promised to visit them once a month. 

(This scene will be an episode from asobi asobase, sorry that this isn't an original idea. But while re-watching asobi asobase it made me think that it fit's the story.) 

"We're in space." Jeal smiled and looked at the earth photo. "Finally, we are here." She said, like was relieved. 

"Cut! That's good." You exclaimed and offed the camera while Akisha moved the board. "Y/N, is this really safe?" Jeal shivered. "What do you mean?" You asked. "We won't have technical difficulties airing this at the place, right?" Jeal asked. 

"Of course not." You assured her. "Why are we doing a movie for our boss anyways? And why did it have to be sci-fi?" They asked while putting on their elf ears. 

"We could've done romance, mystery or anything else." They listed some genres. "It's because the boss saw star trek and made me watch it. " You explained. "That's the only reason we're doing sci-fi?! Are you sure you know much about sci-fi?!" Jeal exclaimed. 

"It's fine. All you need to do to look like an alien is to stand expressionless with a bowl cut." You shrugged it off. "That's what you got out of Star Trek?!" Jeal yelled. "And, Akisha is a sexy alien spy." You said and Akisha wore a turtleneck with elf ears. 

"O-Okay." Akisha stuttered. "Akisha, hang on. Are you wearing pads?" Jeal exclaimed. "They aren't big ones." They teased her and placed their arms under the pads. "That's unfair!" 

"By the way, I'd like the spy actor to decide their fate." You blanky told them. "How would you like to perish?" You asked them with a blank stare. 'She says it like I have an option, but I'm going to die regardless, aren't I?' Akisha thought. 

You moved the board that had some random drawing of aliens behind them. You turned on the cam, "Okay, here we go!" You said and faced the camera to Akisha. 

"I am a sexy spy." Then they blew a kiss to the camera while you zoomed in on their face. "Okay, that was excellent!" You complimented them. 'The spy just introduced their self as a spy.' Jeal thought. 

"Okay, next, a serious stare-down scene. Start." You ordered. "What? Did you say 'Sexy spy'?" Jeal said and tried to not blink. 'Just once.' She thought and blinked. "Jeal! No blinking!" You yelled at her. 

"Y/N! I can't! I can't stare for a whole minute!" She cried. "This scene is a whole minute of staring. I'm counting on you. Start!" You said. 

"Did you say 'sexy spy'?" Jeal repeated her lines. After she said that Akisha was a bit of shocked of Jeal's face, she looked like a scary doll and a demon at the same time. 'It's scary!' They repeated in their head. 

"All right, cut!" You exclaimed, then Jeal started blinking a lot. "Okay. Don't you think it's kind of boring not having a spaceship in a sci-fi movie?" Jeal informed you. "That's true." You agreed with her. 

"How about a cardboard box that says 'spaceship' on it?" You suggested. 'Hey, that's just a cardboard box that says 'spaceship' on it!' Jeal thought. 

"It will look convincing if you hold a lever thing and shout 'skadoosh!'" You basically mocked sci-fi. 'You're making a complete mockery of sci-fi with these remarks!' Jeal thought. 

Your mother opened the door. "Hey guys, how's the movie coming?" Your mom asked. "Sci-fi is harder than we thought, Mrs. Armani." Akisha answered your mom. "Sci-fi?" She repeated. "Your boss gave Y/N some pastime props, so why don't you have some pastime props?" Your mom asked. 

"Mom. Are you mocking sci-fi?" You glared at her. "I'm sorry!" Your mom muttered. "Mrs. Armani, you're standing in front of the biggest mocker. It's fine." Akisha whispered to your mom. "But, your mom's right. We should use the props." Akisha said. 

"Help me!" Akisha yelled with some rope tied to them. "Hehe. You have no escape from the high-tech restraint of the Skippy-Ropey. And with this enhanced interrogation tool, I shall make you confess all of your spy activities." Then Jeal pulled out a baby toy. "That's.. The most advanced interrogation tool in the universe, the Kewpie!" Akisha exaggerated the introduction of the toy. 

Akisha whined. "No! If I use that tool, my mind will be blown away." They said, Jeal chuckled. "It is truly mind-blowing. I tried it on myself and it wasn't long before my brain went whack." Jeal said and licked the toy. 'Ms. Jeal! I'm pretty sure your brain is already whacked if you're using interrogation tools on yourself!' Your mom thought. 

You stopped filming, "How's that?" You asked your mom. "I think it will be good." She lied. "Yes." You smiled. 'You got such a good smile.' She thought. 

"Hey, what do you think of this poster I made?" Jeal held up a poster with a red moon on the kewpie's head. While Jeal had some beam on her hand and Akisha was sitting beside Jeal. "It's perfect!" You said. "Could you write 'Announcing season 2 anime!' at the top?" You suggested. 

"But there's no plans for the second season." 

"I want it to look like a huge project." 

'I never knew Y/N was such a dreamer.' 

🍻

You three bought 3 bottles of beer. You guys got a huge paycheck today and you wanted to celebrate it. Oh, and you guys also bought some stuff you wanted. 

"Cheers!" You guys said and drank the drink together. You guys hated the taste of beer but whatever. Akisha and Jeal quickly drank the beer while you tried to finish your cup of beer. "Hey, Y/N!" Akisha jokingly slapped your shoulder since you didn't stop.

(The cups weren't small at least a size of an Irish coffee cup) 

You finally stopped drinking after you finished a whole cup. "Y/N, I dare you to at least half a bottle of beer." Jeal dared you. "You sure?" You asked them. "How about this, if I do it you guys have to do it too!." You said. "Deal!" Akisha exclaimed. "Heh, Deal!" Jeal said. "Fine." You smirked. 

"Drink!" 

"Drink!" they chanted. 

You poured some beer on your cup and drank quickly till you reached the middle of the bottle. 

And you finally did it. "Ha! I did it!" You stuck your tongue to Jeal. "Drink!" You chanted and they did. They tried to finish it quickly but they got drunk after a few drinks. But hey, they're halfway there! 

"Y/N, help me drink, please." Akisha begged you. You smirked. "Open wide." You ordered them. You took their cup and made them drink the beer, you also spilled a lot. Jeal was laughing a lot since Akisha's face was hilarious. They stood up and changed shirts. 

You faced Jeal and took her cup. "Open wide." And she did open her mouth then you did the same thing you did to Akisha except you spilled a lot, there was even some on the floor. After Akisha came back, they filmed and took pictures of you guys. 

Some videos of you three dancing horribly. Some pictures of you guys looking stupid. Sure it was cringe but it didn't matter right now. You just wanted to have a fun time with them.  

After a few minutes, you guys got tired and laid on your bed. You were in the right, Akisha was in the middle, Jeal was in the left. "I love you guys." Akisha said, out of nowhere. "Aww, I love you too!" You then hugged them. "If you love someone else you're dead to us." Then Jeal hugged Akisha too. 

💖 

You guys were at a party, it was because your boss was celebrating something. You three were wearing suits because you think dresses don't fit you, Jeal didn't wear a dress because dresses were too expensive and fun fact Jeal looks amazing in a dress, Akisha didn't wear one because every dress they tried was itchy. 

While you guys were drinking punch and eating snacks from there, Akisha was looking at the people at the party. Then they saw a certain person they didn't expect. "I have to go." They said and immediately ran to the room. 

You and Jeal looked at each other and decided to follow them. You opened the door and saw an open stall. You also heard puking. You felt sad for Akisha, what happened to them? You also saw Akisha kneel down and vomit. You walked to them and kneeled down. Jeal also kneeled down. 

"Akisha? Are you alright?" You asked them. "I saw him." Akisha teared up. "Diego?" Jeal asked them and Akisha nodded. "Wait- Who's Diego?" You ask Jeal. "Akisha's ex." While you guys were talking you were patting Akisha's back. 

"Akisha has an ex?" You lowered your voice and Jeal nodded in response. "Why did you guys break up?" You faced Akisha. 

Akisha sighed and started to tell you about him. 

"Well, Diego was such a nice guy. He was also poor so I had to always pay for him. It was tiring to always pay for him but I was 'in love' so I didn't notice that he was using me. Whenever I want to do something with him, he never wants to do it. 

But when it comes to him I always agree. He's manipulative. He's aggressive. He lowered my self-esteem, while I boosted his. Am I not enough? Did I do something wrong? Am I useless? Am I pathetic?" 

You caressed their cheek. "Akisha, you aren't pathetic or useless. You are the most amazing person in the world. You are more than enough. You know, with you he's nothing. He would've been a guy in the streets. 

How dare he not love you and cherish you. He's lucky enough to have a significant other like you. If I was him, I would've done everything to make you happy. He's pathetic, he's useless. He's stupid. I bet when he realised that he was nothing with you after the break up, he was definitely begging for you to come back to him." You comforted them. 

"Yeah, Y/N's right, you know I'm glad that he broke up with you. 'Cuz if he didn't, you wouldn't be the person you are right now. After you guys broke up, you were so cool and free. You even have opinions and hobbies! When you guys were dating, it wasn't like you were a person." Jeal tried to copy you. 

"But now you are artistic, an animal lover, a caring and loving friend. You are beyond amazing. You're the number 1 best person in the entire world!" Jeal said. 

"Yeah!" You agreed with him. Akisha smiled. "You guys really think that?" They said, "Duh, it's common knowledge that you're the best." Jeal said. Akisha stopped their crying. "Screw Diego! Screw Diego! Screw Diego!" You and Jeal chanted. Akisha smiled and started the chanting. 

"Screw Diego! Screw Diego! Screw Diego!" 

After that day, Akisha started being more confident. Seeing them more happy and confident was an amazing sight. 

⏰

You bought some food for you and your friends. The food you bought was their favourite with some fries. You climbed up to your room or apartment, you took out your keys and opened the door. 

"Hey guys! I bought food!" You exclaimed and took off your shoes. You looked up to see blood? They were there with knives on their back and blood surrounding them. 

"Guys..?" You were speechless, What happened? You then feel someone tap your shoulder, you turn to see Akisha on your left and Jeal on your right. It was similar to when you three first met. 

You gasped and covered your mouth. Their dead bodies were moving and talking. "Akisha, Jeal, What happened?" You then felt helpless. Was it your fault they died? “You’re so naive, Y/N. You really think you can escape this hell hole?” Akisha said. Tears were coming down your cheek. You breathed for a bit and hit them then ran away. Suddenly the apartment changed. 

There weren't any elevators, or any stairs. Just endless halls. Even though you weren’t athletic and didn’t have a lot of endurance you had to run away from them. You love them, you really do. But were they really your friends? They weren’t dead. They were alive, they liked you, they had fun with you, they didn’t insult or judge you, they wouldn’t kill you.

You weren’t exactly sure if they were gonna kill you, but you aren’t gonna take that risk. You didn’t want to die just yet. Then again, what’s the point of living just to know your whole friendship with them was a lie and you’ll probably have trauma because of them.

Should you let them kill you, or will you run away from them to live and restart your life with new friends? Who are you kidding? Sure it seems like only a day passed by but you’ve been with them for 5 years. You guys cried together, smiled together, laughed together and so many more.

Your friendship with them was unique, amazing, and wholesome. You remembered when you comforted Akisha and boosted their self-esteem.

You also remembered the time you made Jeal climb up the roof of the apartment, she wasn’t aware but when she realised how high up it was she hugged you. Akisha was laughing at her, normally she would’ve jokingly yelled at them but she was too focused on your warmth. You never liked hugs, but if it was from them you hug them forever.

Or that time where you guys had your first fight but made up easily since you guys couldn’t bear being mad at each other. You love them a lot, even until now. You just wanted to hug them one last time. You cried, why is the world so unfair? 

After a few minutes you finally found a dead end. You couldn’t turn back since they were behind you. You faced them and sat on the floor. Akisha and Jeal kneeled for you guys to be on the same level. 

“We were never meant to be.” They both told you. “I know, but at least I know there’s a world that we were meant to be. I’m glad that I could experience that.” You smiled at them. “I love you guys.”  

They seemed shocked, then for a second they went back to their original state. " don't wake up, Y/N!" 

🌤

Your alarm then rang and you immediately sat up. It was a dream? No, no, no, no. Was it fake? It felt so long yet so short. Is this what they meant by 'You'll never escape this hell hole'? You'll never be free. 

You teared up. You love them so much just for them to be dead so long ago? This is too painful to handle. You wanted to be with them forever, you wanted to be naive and have fun with them. Was it too much to ask? 

It hurts to think that they weren't your friends in the real world. This is why you never liked dreams, they always scare you or hurt you. You should've never slept so you wouldn't have to feel this pain. 

You then heard a knock. "Y/N, it's time to get ready. The fans are waiting." Your manager said. "I'm almost done." You lied and started to get prepared. 

After 2 minutes you opened the door and started to act. "Hello, guys! I miss you so much!" You waved at them with a fake smile. A lot of fans and paparazzi tried to get a hold of you but your bodyguards protected you from them. 

You climbed up the stage and waved at them. "Let's get this party started!" You yelled and they cheered. 

The less you know, the better. That sentence confused you before but now you understand it now, you understand it so much it pains you. 

THE END

#lgbtq #fanfic #oc x you #women #friendship #friends

[freeworldallahexecutivembaclass]

Congratulations on the kids new uniform colors thank you I'm honored their uniforms color is in my colors of Black and Gold 🥇 thanks their are babies 😁 and I'm like a father to them and I hope they finish their education and through all obstacles still will become successful in life no matter what happens to them they learn grow read and still stay decent as a human being a don't turn into a savage or an animal and be a problem in society and be a part of the solution to make this world a better please no violence in the schools no weapons to injure or severely hurt and no schoolyard bullying or teasing the other students because of they look or the condition of their clothes please don't kids it hurts people feelings and you will make this place a better for all of us to live in memory of Medgar Evers , About my music career 🎶 Jay Z said

In 2017 a young entrepreneur had a vision for a two-day music festival. He put together a social media campaign, promising superstar performers, gourmet food, and luxurious accommodations for everyone who bought a pass. The festival ran into a lot of snags in the planning stage. At one point some advisors floated the idea of postponing the festival for a year so they could get their ducks in a row and execute on a great show.

That is from a great book by Peter Hollins called psychological triggers it is about what influences our decisions from a reactionary standpoint instead of us acting out of logic and reasoning notice the world logic it replaces the word anger hatred violence depression an sadness logic is an intelligent fact and its patterns not responding in violence dissing people making them feel bad about themselves and hurting people in general that is like reasoning not a reason to hurt or injure and it is better than going to jail forever do you know that argument is not really an argument between two people a dispute it is logic and presenting something that you will like to persuade your class with your speech to get done and the logic and reasoning part about it is backing that up with researched book facts your school work basically I wish I had someone like me around when I was a kid that give me the good books I got my own library now so I figure I help you buy these books with your lunch money or allowance from your mom and dad and even just a kid that keep his money game right he sell his father stuff buy books with your money it will make more smarter I went in a basement and studied social studies and political science in Brooklyn New York and people called me names of course but I turned out to be a fine young man and so can you , read books and study them it make you better in school re read until you learn it and you will be a great person grow up healthy and strong .

#Youtube

[chaoscoffeeandbaddays]

I haven't forgotten. Since my last post, my sister boxed up all my stuff from my parents house so she can move in there, and under the cover of night without a word to me, dumped 5, yes FIVE, SUV carloads of my stuff in my driveway. And when I called her out on how shit that was to do without texting me, she sends this whole effing diatribe on how me being on a single income isnt her fault, me being a hoarder isnt her fault, me being LAZY isnt her fault. Apparently, leaving my stuff there when I was forced to move into a TENT was TAKING ADVANTAGE of my parents. I started moving stuff into a storage unit and even though Dad told me not to and that it could stay, I still did move out what I could fit in the storage unit. I continued paying board for MONTHS after I left because my stuff was still there, until Mum DEMANDED I stop. But yes, I'm 'taking advantage'. She decided she wanted to move in by the end of July but renovate first and I told her straight up that I had my first house inspection June 28th and couldnt move anything before then, I was still unpacking and cleaning my new house right up until the moment the agent arrived for the inspection. I even called in sick the night before and worked through the night to have it ready. My fibro and arthritis make me epically slow. I try my best but I cant just try the pain away.

Anyway, she 'gets' that I have pain but that doesnt excuse me 'making other people wait until I can be bothered'. I dont have a problem with her boxing up my stuff. So its out of her way. I dont have a problem with her bringing it over. I have a big problem with her not saying a word and sneaking over in the middle of the night to leave it all in my driveway. The driveway of my rental, on a main street where my landlord could drive past at any time. Just a simple text it would have been fine and she could have saved both our backs by not bringing the stuff that was to go in the trailer for the tip ( a trailer I couldnt fill with my stuff myself because it was still full of HER stuff).

Mum and Dad are putting the house in mine and my sister's names with a granny-flatting clause, so we can inherit the house while they are alive, not have stamp duty or capital gains tax on it, but we have to keep a roof over their heads the rest of their lives. It doesnt have to be THAT roof, we just have to house them. It surprised me when my sister said she wanted to buy ME out because she had always been clear that she didnt want it. But I'm glad because I could no longer live with Dad and wasnt in a position to buy her out. She asked if she could not pay me out until next year when she came back from Japan and I was like "hey thats fine" she was putting a lot of money to the renovations before moving in so why not have her being able to live rent free for a few months to save up for a nice holiday before having to buckle down under a mortgage. See, once the house is in joint names, if one of us is living there, the other is entitled to their half of the rental value. But she's my sister, I wasn't going to ask her to pay rent to me just because my name is on the title. Besides, I knew it would take me a long time to finish getting my stuff out. I even offered to leave the bed, TV, and a couple of cabinets, so my old room would already be set up as a guest bedroom. She never said no thanks, she actually said "ok, cool." Then, when she dumped everything here, it included those things, things she KNEW were never coming here. But I digress. Half rent for my parents' place would be about what I'm paying for rent in the tiny house I'm in now. It would make my life so much easier. I would be able to afford the physical therapies that I haven't been able to in a long time. It would do wonders for my life and my health. But it was money I wouldn't have had anyway, so I could wait another year to get my health back on track, if it made it easier for her. My only sister.

She doesnt think she's done anything wrong. And is now saying she doesnt want to move in there and she'll tell our narcissistic father that I'm coming back. I dont think that apple fell far from the tree. I cant get it through her head that ALL SHE HAD TO DO WAS TEXT ME TO ASK WHAT TO BRING AND WHAT TO PUT IN THE TRAILER INSTEAD OF SNEAKING AROUND. Now, according to my father and her partner, I'm the one in the wrong. Because I said that's shit and disrespectful behaviour and if she doesnt have enough respect for me to send me a simple text message, why should I give up a year of rental income that's almost as much as I earn in a year. Oh that's right, because it's not HER fault I'm poor.

#am i the asshole #fibromyalgia #home & lifestyle #family that suck #pain warrior #invisible illness #the stigma hurts as much as the pain

[the-firebird69]

And my grand nephew says all this other stuff that never happens everybody says all the time and he needs him getting money and stuff like that it's cuz it's assholes right next door sitting on him literally the assholes right there wherever he goes he's just piece of s*** giving up all his stuff and all his troops and everything just to stick to him no reason it's just very stupid and it doesn't do anything he's a moron okay with picking off all those guys is going one guy trying to do something it doesn't make any sense cuz it doesn't he's going to get killed until he backs off and gets away from him and I know what he's saying today he said boy this is great that is wonderful and it's not the end all well boy is it a wonderful thing how was that and I said this is terrific finally we're going to cut his balls off that f****** f**** smiling next door little freaking loser. We're taking your money buddy and the reason is at 7 million dollars a day and if retroactively that wipes out your accounts and your assets will be sweet will be taken, and then we're going to grab it from your current persona if you miss anything and what it does is a siphonic effect and people start taking from you. It's really the second part that's great but it's public and it's in the news and that's the first part and that's terrific too people need to know that you pay for doing this kind of thing to people like my grand nephew they need to know it costs lot of stuff and money. Stan says see... And remillard says back so what that's not much money he says it is to you here it's your character you won't be able to get any money and it's doing to other characters it says this is a siphonic effect. The guy is dumbfounded you should know all about that John Riva Lord you go around siphoning gas it's kind of like that now think about it oh f*** you by the way low life piece of s*** scumbag I'm thinking so much money from you then all these Max should be running to your house to pick you up to take your money apparently they don't think it works if I have it while my team has it it's so much money I can rebuild America and foot the bill and buy every Business without Even blinking at all and I don't have to do get rid of your freaking forces all for free that's good we're going to do that too we're going to cut John rebel or its head off and stuff it up Dan's ass whenever he interferes and I'm going to blame Terry cheesman those are attacking the treasury now to protect the money there yeah well it will strike one. So he's dreaming about these two get all ornery start saying stuff dan starts saying stuff but dance was going to get money thanks. So we will go after your money today when you're saying this stupid slander s*** Charlie AKA Trump and by the way you're being fined right now for missing yesterday $7 million dollars and it begins and someone mentioned retroactively and that'll wipe out John remillard. And we're going to hold the assets cuz we're going to pay him out of your money. But truthfully 7 million dollars and if you don't pay we just remove it we'll start a fad on your accounts in different aliases and people say it's feeding time

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