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fictoculus · 25 days
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Hiiiiii! Can i request some genshin guys reacting to reader refering to them as "my husband" they're not married yet/just dating? As for characters, I'd prefer Tighnari, Albedo, and Cyno (I definitely have a type lol) please 🙏
౨ৎ "my husband..."
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FEAT… alhaitham, tighnari, albedo
SYNOPSIS... calling your boyfriend your husband just to get a rise out of him (or you)
A/N... hey anon! thanks for the requesttt i love getting them literally puts a smile on my face ^^ so sorry for taking so long tho, nd also sorry for not writing anything for cyno i js had zero ideas for him, have alhaithtam instead!! anywayyy i was actually planning on writing something like this so great timing!!! hope you enjoyyy ♡
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✧ alhaitham.
it's been a long, tiring day, so you and alhaitham decide it's the perfect chance to unwind and finally visit the small café you often pass on your way home.
it's quaint but welcoming, with warm white fairy lights and oak wood accents to highlight the faded walls and exposed brick. however, due to it's size, there is quite a long queue. usually you'd be a little on edge, but with the quiet chatter and soft music, you're able to relax.
just as you begin to scan the menu, a quiet gasp causes you to jolt slightly as your boyfriend taps you on the shoulder.
"[name], i'm so sorry but i have to go back."
"is everything ok?"
"it seems i've forgotten something important. will you be alright by yourself?"
you reassure him with a nod, smiling up at him and urging him to go; the sooner he leaves, the sooner he'll be back.
"i'll be just fine, take your time, love"
"i won't be long"
he places a hurried kiss on your forehead and rushes back to the akademiya, breaking into a run as soon as he's out of your sight.
the queue edges closer and closer to the counter, and you start to give up your space for people behind you in the hopes that alhaitham will return, but eventually you're the only person left in the queue and have no choice but to place an order.
"good evening, um, could i please have..."
you carefully pick out a couple of baked goods you think your boyfriend would enjoy, and take your time selecting the right tea.
"ah, well... my husband has just gone to run an errand but i think he'd like... an oolong tea, please"
as if you somehow summoned him, alhaitham appears beside you with an arm wrapped around your waist.
"yes, that'd be just fine. thank you"
you can feel the heavy rise and fall of his chest against your shoulder, but you say nothing of it until you're sat down with your drinks and snacks.
"are you alright? i didn't mean to hurry you, 'haitham, i know you're tired"
the scholar, however, couldn't care less about having to rush, and completely dismisses your question.
"your husband, hm? i haven't heard that one before"
a sly smirk is plastered on his face, though you know he has no malicious intent, he simply enjoys teasing you, that's all.
"well- i didn't think you'd be back in time and i- it just-"
"don't worry about it, love, i'm only teasing."
he reaches across the table with a smile, holding your hand in his and rubbing your knuckles with his thumb.
"in fact, i quite like the idea of being your husband"
you're completely stumped. alhaitham? your husband?
yes, the two of you have been together for quite some time, but never in a million years did you think you deserved to marry him.
"y-you do?!"
"of course i do, love, don't you?"
"yes absolutely! i- it'd be a dream come true"
you blurt out, feeling a heat rushing to your cheeks as they glow a bright pink. usually, you'd be embarrassed, but in this moment, it doesn't matter. it feels as if time has come to a halt, and it's just you and him. alone. together.
at least now he knows you'll say yes...
✧ tighnari.
it's yours and tighnari's 1 year anniversary (hooray!), so of course, the two of you have gone out for a meal at a fancy restaurant, recommended to you by cyno surprisingly.
you absentmindedly read out the menu, whispering any dishes which intrigue you under your breath. it's one of the little habits you have that tighnari finds oh so charming, and he can't help but gaze at you lovingly as he completely disregards the menu and pins all his attention on you.
"are you ready to order?"
a stern voice snaps him back into reality as a waitress approaches the table, taking the pen out of her breast pocket and clicking it against her notepad.
you glance over to your boyfriend, and chuckle to yourself as he panics and skims over the menu hurriedly.
"my husband is having some trouble deciding, so i'll go first if that's alright"
you shoot your boyfriend an 'innocent' smile before placing your order.
"of course, and for you, sir?"
tighnari is completely out of it, your words echoing in his mind as he seems to just float away. "my husband", "my husband", "my husband". he sits there a flustered, blushing mess. how couldn't he be? the love of his life just called him their husband. if it weren't for the waitress stood before you, he'd be burying himself in your chest from the sheer embarrassment. not that he'd be ashamed to be your husband, he'll just never get used to that tugging feeling he gets in his chest when you tease him like this.
"sir? your order?"
"r-right, excuse me..."
you watch intently as he orders, stumbling over his words and fidgeting furiously with the loose fabric of his cape. how cute.
only when you've paid the bill and started heading home does he (nervously) confront you about your teasing, squeezing your hand tightly as he, once again, stumbles over his words.
"so... husband? is- is that something you really want or is it just some little scheme of yours beca-"
"i want nothing more, 'nari"
✧ albedo.
your boyfriend, albedo, is perched on a stool in front of you, painting fervently. painting what, you ask? why, you of course!
a feeling of pure euphoria washes over him every time his eyes outline your figure; you're beautiful. every curve, every dip, every mark, everything about you is a work of art in itself.
it feels like you've been sat there forever, holding your hand to your face and staring out the window, trying your best to be the perfect muse.
after hours of daydreaming, he finally calls you over.
"i'm finished, love. you did so well"
you walk over to him, back slightly sore, rolling your shoulders with a sigh. albedo's warm arm snakes around your waist and gently pulls you down onto his lap, bringing both hands to your shoulders to give you a well deserved massage.
"do you like it?"
he nods towards the canvas, now covered in the most wonderful shades of every colour you can imagine. the way he manipulated the light and shadows is commendable, and the fabric of your carefully styled outfit seems to flow around your body perfectly.
"do i like it?! archons... it's beautiful, 'bedo"
"you're beautiful, [name]"
it looks just like you, and now, finally, you get to see a glimpse of how albedo sees you.
"my husband is just so talented, what in teyvat am i going to do, hm?"
that was all it took for him to loose him composure, looking away from your gaze yet you kept your eyes locked on his. a pink tint dusts over his cheeks, and he seems to grow slightly distant as he processes it all; it's as if you can see the gears turning behind those pretty eyes of his.
"y-your husband?"
he stammers out, hands stilling to rest on your shoulders.
"mm, you don't like it?"
his eyes widen; of course he likes it. the idea of being your husband is something that gets him so giddy he can't sleep at night. just the thought of sliding a ring onto your fingers sends shivers down his spine, and he can feel himself burning up as he stutters:
"o-oh, no, no... i do, i just- i wasn't expecting it, that's all"
best believe he'll be attached to you for the rest of the day, leaning onto your back when you go to get a glass of water, and tugging on your arm as he leads you to bed.
"one day, [name]. one day i really will be your husband, if you'll let me..."
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verysium · 4 months
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please write something about blue lock as cat dads, like we have cat and its batshit insane <3
my cat was furiously scratching at my bedroom door this morning, so i'm taking that as a sign to write this. here you go anon:
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rin owns a void. black fur with bluish green eyes and sharp little fangs. rin adopted him as an emotional support animal after sae left for spain. his name is kuro (黑) which means "black" in japanese because the itoshis are just unoriginal with all pet names. sometimes the cat camouflages with the furniture, but rin knows its habits too well to accidentally sit on him. they have an almost telepathic bond. kuro follows a very strict routine. feeding times are 7 in the morning before rin's football practice and 6 in the evening during dinner. he is calm and quiet most of the time but hisses whenever there are birds in the window. very shy around strangers. will curl his tail around rin's leg and peek out from time to time but does not have the courage to actually approach. sometimes if rin has free time, he takes kuro out to the park and lets him chase after the butterflies. kuro is also very intelligent. knows how to unlock doors, fetch the newspaper, and clean up after using the potty. sometimes spaces out when rin watches his horror movies at night. will blink at the screen owlishly. he's not very skittish when it comes to jumpscares. he just doesn't understand what's going on in the film. his favorite time of the year is during the holidays when rin goes back to kamakura to visit his parents. mama itoshi always sneaks kuro an extra fish bone.
oliver has a cat with heterochromia. his name is björn which is swedish for bear because he is a massive maine coon. flirts with all the tabby cats in his neighborhood and purrs loudly to show off. incredibly fluffy but sheds a lot. very strong physically. one time he moved oliver's entire closet because he did not like how it was blocking his cat door. secretly the leader of a cat gang, but oliver doesn't know. pretty chill most of the time and enjoys large family gatherings. multilingual because he can respond to commands in swedish, japanese, and german. he also knows a little bit of danish. oliver taught him a few tricks as a kitten. he can twirl around, roll over, and give high-fives. despite his large size, björk is very flexible and light on his feet. one time he got into the cookie jar on the top pantry shelf, and oliver's mom had to shoo him out.
shidou has an orange cat named ryu (竜) which is an alternative form of the kanji for "dragon" (龍). it is also adapted from the first character in his name "ryusei." his cat looks exactly like how mcdonald's sprite tastes. very spicy. does not sleep at night. his business hours are from three in the morning to whenever he passes out. drifts like a literal race car and makes vrooming sound effects. ryu took one whiff of catnip as a kitten and has never been the same since. all of his toys are shredded. prefers taking the head off first. you will find cotton stuffing everywhere. he destroyed the brand new cat bed shidou got for him, so now he's been downgraded to a cardboard box. ryu is prohibited from all open windows especially the ones with pull-down blinds because he once saw a squirrel and went absolutely feral. only eats raw meat and refuses to even touch dried kibble. sits beside shidou whenever he orders yukhoe from the local korean restaurant. feasts on all the scraps.
barou has a tuxedo cat. her name is mimi, and she is the sweetest cat in existence. claws are always trimmed. licks herself clean. unusually calm at the vet and groomer and is one of the few cats who actually enjoys baths. sometimes helps barou with cleaning by catching all the dust bunnies. his apartment is also insect-free thanks to her. she is, in fact, a baddie. the tomcat next door has tried to get her attention for over a year now, but she refuses to be swayed. he gave her a dead rat once, but mimi swatted it away before telling him he better start paying some bills and look somewhat hygienic before she even looked his way. the only man in her life is barou, and it will stay that way. mimi is also a polydactyl cat, so it looks like she's wearing white mittens. sometimes barou comes home from practice exhausted and collapses face first into bed, and mimi will crawl onto his back to knead his muscles for him.
nagi has a scottish fold. she has white fur and brown eyes, hence her name yuki which is japanese for "snow." she is very similar to nagi. lazy and sleeps all day. their favorite activity together is sunbathing. eats a lot but somehow still manages to stay in shape. she often sits upright like a human and kneads the fur on her tummy. as a kitten, she mirrored nagi's actions, so he got her a mini video game controller. it doesn't actually work, but she gets to press on the buttons whenever nagi is gaming. makes her feel very involved. scientists have also classified her as a liquid. she can get herself through every nook and cranny. even the two millimeter crack under the bedroom door. her favorite place in the house is her bed. has two fluffy blankets and a teddy bear. during winter, she moves her bed closer to the heater. has unofficial beef with choki because she tried to eat him once. ended up with spines in her mouth and never touched a houseplant after that. choki still has a giant missing chunk from where his arm was bitten off.
reo has a persian cat. her royal title is kana-hime because she is a spoiled princess. she has silky fur that smells like perennial roses. has an entire room to herself and a private chef. reo has like 3134736845 pictures of her on his phone. she is even included in the holiday cards and family portrait above the fireplace mantel. her collar is made of sterling silver with a diamond in the nameplate. very coquette. pink bows are her favorite. sensitive paws so reo customized a pair of small fur booties for her. clingy and has attachment issues (just like her owner.) sometimes goes on playdates with yuki. said playdates involve yuki just sitting there while kana-hime gives her a full body grooming session and makeover.
sae owns a siamese. light blue eyes and a dark patch of fur on her face and paws. she does not have a name because sae never formally adopted her. one morning he had gone to practice and returned to a mother and her kittens on his fire escape. sae did not keep the kittens, but unfortunately the mother was very persistent, so he let her stay. despite originally being a stray, she is very clean. always licking herself and sae's hands. not very picky but has a preference for seafood, specifically surume. very productive during the day. rearranges her bed and water bowl. scratches her post five to six times. takes a daily stroll on the rooftops of madrid. she doesn't have a collar, but somehow always manages to return safely to sae's window. has an almost sixth sense when it comes to his emotions. if she senses he is tired, she will hop onto his lap and force him to lay down and give her pets. if she sees that he is stressed, she rubs her head under his chin to calm him down. probably the only emotional attachment sae has had ever since he left japan.
kaiser has a norwegian forest cat. it has golden fur, dark stripes, and blue eyes. has a little mane around his neck, so he resembles a small lion. his name is klaus. basically a mini kaiser. preens in front of the mirror every morning alongside michael. prances around as if he owns the entire establishment. bullies other cats but is scared shitless in the presence of dogs (even chihuahuas). has a little habit of gently biting kaiser's finger. not enough to draw blood but enough to leave a little imprint from his fangs. it's his way of showing love. nuzzles against kaiser's neck tattoo when he picks klaus up. a very needy baby at night. cannot sleep well in any place that is not michael's bed. needs to be tucked in like a child with his stuffed animals and blankets. ends up sleeping on kaiser's face by the time the morning rolls around. has perfect loafs, as in 11/10 if it was a competition. side-eyes ness whenever he comes to visit. extremely judgmental to the point kaiser suspects klaus must have been a human in his past life. knows how to pose for photos and even tilts his head to capture a good angle.
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angelltheninth · 8 months
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Can I request an on-again, off-again sex with HSR men?
I think I know what you mean by this Anon but if this isn't it I'm sorry
Pairing: Blade, Dan Heng, Gepard, Jing Yuan, Luocha, Sampo, Welt x Fem!Reader
Tags: nsfw, smut, breaking up and making up, angst, reunions, friends with benefits, co-workers, forbidden relationship, secret relationship
A/N: This is my interpretation of this cause I really can't think of anything else with this description.
Blade doesn't care if you think you're in a relationship or not he'll still seek you out for sex. He doesn't look ar you when he leaves, he hardly kisses you, in fact he would prefer not to look at your face at all. He doesn't need that, he needs to feel your cunt around his cock or your mouth moaning around it. The only time he kisses you is if he senses you're upset about something, it's one of the only ways he shows he still cares for more then just sex and he wishes he didn't.
Dan Heng feels like it would be for the best if he were to stay away from you for good. It would be the best way to keep you safe. So why can't he? Why does he keep giving into the desires that he never even thought of before? Every time he sinks into you and hears you moaning his name he falls deeper in love. He always fucks you full of his cum, swearing that it's the last time. A few months go by of you being professional and then you find your way into each others arms and beds again.
Gepard tried to stop multiple times. You're one of his soldiers, a great one at that but it's wrong for him to let you ride his cock when ever you feel like it. But he doesn't want to stop, he gets romantic, he embraces you behind closed doors, holds your hand and kisses it, insists that it's not just sex that he's after. And after all of that it gets scary, you need a break, he needs to think about if this is a good idea or not. While apart he can't stop thinking about you, about how pretty you looked in his arms, how your pussy made him feel good, how he kissed you. He wants this, he wants you again. For good this time.
Jing Yuan locks the door of his office as you step in, teasing you about coming back. The last time you said, as you did the past five times. It's never the last time. It's always one more fuck, one more blowjob, holding onto him as he fucks you against the wall and whispers in your ear that you make him feel so damn good. If you stayed with him it wouldn't matter that he's your boss, you wouldn't need to hide anymore, he'd make sure of it. Say that you want to be his and he will make it so, he will make you his, with his cock and his words both.
Luocha visits your town once every few months and stays for a week or so. During that week he's yours, while he's not working that it. Everyone knows it too, that you have this arrangement. You knew what you were getting into, a week of sex and passion and romance, followed by months of almost no contact. But every time when he's with you he tries to convey that he missed you, not enough to make him stay for good but he did miss you. You can tell right? His cock is just aching to be inside you again.
Sampo sneaks in and out of your bedroom almost whenever he feels like it. Weather you're in a relationship or not whenever you need a good fuck you know you can call him. Some nights are more romantic then others, with him bringing gifts and flowers, other times it's hard kisses and you stripping each other naked as fast as possible so you can fuck. It depends more on the mood then the status of your relationship but while you're romantically involved he stays until morning. If not he leaves without waking you but puts a note beside your bed, telling you he'll come back soon.
Welt doesn't like the fact that he can't seem to stay away from you, not because you work together but because he keeps meeting you in empty rooms and closets to fuck when you said you're no longer together. After a few times he wants to try again, a real relationship, but you need more time. You love how he makes you fell, the amount of times he makes you come in a single night, how expertly his hands roam your body. But you also want him to be there, sleeping beside you until you wake up. He'll try, for you, he can try to be less of a workaholic.
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turtleybeachin · 1 year
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The Boys Trying to Help with a Menstrual Cycle
Has this been done? Sure. Am I writing it anyway at 2:30am with a mug of mulled wine? Hell yes I am.
(content warning: discussion of menstrual cycle products. MC has a menstrual cycle and vagina but no gender assigned. involves demon men being pretty oblivious but honestly not worse than human cis men.) *edited, thank you to the anon who pointed out my mistake. ♥
Mammon's the one texting to ask "yo human what size is. ... hey what size your ... ... ya know. ... how big is your ... ... it's cool no matter what size ya know all sizes are great you're perfect no judgement just. .... small medium or large????"
Satan is like "You can't ask a person what size their vagina is you moron." He's read enough about the issue at hand to know these are flow levels not vagina sizes anyway. Still not sure which to get though. Buys one of everything better safe than sorry.
Lucifer rolls his eyes confidently picks up the most expensive package of regular pads and regular tampons. Looks like he knows what he's doing. Is 100% faking it.
Beelzebub's worried about the flavor of the tampons. Won't lemon be unpleasant when they're already in pain? Those look like probably key-lime pie which sounds good. He'll buy two packs, one to sample on the way home. (he's distressed to report they don't taste like anything the colors are lies.)
Asmodeus goes straight for whatever has been popping up the most ads or getting the most discussion on DevilGram. Only the cutest and trendiest for his favorite human!!! Also gets you some cute underwear gotta dress up your time of the month~
Leviathan's just having a complete panic attack feels like other people are staring and judging him THESE AREN'T FOR ME, THEY'RE FOR MY-- errr, I mean, not my r-really, but... m-maybe sorta my-- OH MY DIAVOLO I'M BEING SUCH A NORMIE I'M BUYING PADS FOR SOMEONE THIS IS LIKE IN THAT ONE ANIME--
(Don't worry, after a text from them cheering him on and thanking him for being the perfect Lord of Shadows to their Henry he Demons Up and buys five of everything because DAMN STRAIGHT HE'S TAKING CARE OF HIS HENRY BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE.)
Belphegor just picked up the squishiest package and that's what they're getting. If these don't work for them, at least it'll be a decent pillow in a pinch.
Bonus:
Solomon is the one competent man in the whole gaggle. He actually knows what menstrual flows are and whether MC prefers pads or tampons, because he asked, because he knows these things. Is the only one to actually know what he's buying.
Diavolo has Barbatos send them a year's supply of absolutely every menstrual product either of them could find anywhere in both the Devildom and Human Realm. Congratulations on the storage facility now in their name that has two lifetimes' worth of menstrual supplies.
Simeon just asks. That's it that's the whole shtick. He just asks specifically which they need and admits he doesn't know much about these products but is willing to learn. He'll text them photos from the store but also offer to go somewhere else if none of that looks right.
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schrodinger-swriter · 3 months
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P and U for Lucifer please!!!
P and U for Lucifer
Not much to say here for this post's author's note, I can only ramble so much I'm afraid! Doesn't mean I'm any less willing to do a request, though!
I hope you enjoy, Anon! C:
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PETNAME:
Unlike a lot of the others, he doesn't have a preference to what time period the names he call you from come from! Though he tends to call you his Beloved! If he's feeling rather sappy he may bust out the "Love of my Life" title when he's addressing you. He enjoys being called Honey! Something about Honey feels... nice.. domestic to him. Something simple.
UPSET:
He tends to get wrapped up in his own depression every now and then, but he does noticeably improve with you around. However, you can't undo years of that sort of thing by just existing... He usually locks himself up in his room, making things to try to keep his mind off of things. It's best to try to give him time, though he does greatly appreciate you supporting him!
On the flip side, he will try anything he can to try to make you feel better. Really, he's doing anything he can think of. It would be better for the both of you if you told him what to do and move on from there. Need some time alone? He's already leaving the space. Need him to stay? He's coming with a box of tissues and a nice warm blanket. Need a distraction? He's already summoning some entertainment. A shoulder to cry on? Oh baby you can cry with into his chest while he rubs your back. Anything and he'd do it for you.
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anonymergremlin · 7 months
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P and love languages? What would be his main way to show affection while the story progresses? ✨
"Well, dear anon. I haven't forgotten about you! So love languages it is.
There you go!
The Puppet's Love Language
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At the beginning of P's and your relationship, he would mostly go for one thing: "imitating art".
Of course, certain people like Lady Antonia and Sophia would give him an explanation of love languages and what they mean, but in the end he would go for what he reads in books/letters or sees in art.
It's not like he's just imitating, no, there's already a certain "I like that" in his mind, but you can't say it's his 'own' love language.
In the beginning he is mainly going for "acts of service" and "receiving gifts". You mention that you like something? He will try to get it for you. You need to do something? He will get it done for you! You really want to see those flowers again? Oh dear, you will receive so many of these flowers.
It's a lot. Like a whole lot. Having him do things and receiving so many things for you is nice, but also a bit overwhelming. Don't get me wrong, I'm sure you like it, but I'm also sure you feel a little bit sorry for him because he's doing way too much.
As he becomes more human, he starts to have his own way of seeing things. Especially as he begins to have desires of his own.
So his love language changes, it changes into something that reflects him as a human puppet. It says, 'P's love language'.
Now, his main love languages are: "Physical touch" and "Quality Time".
Touching is a human thing. We all touch things and other people. So it goes without saying that he wants to be touched, especially when it involves you. Gently touching your skin, holding your hand, pressing his forehead against yours, stroking your cheek with his hand and so much more. He wants it all.
The same goes for quality time. Every moment with you means everything to him. P embraces it completely, even if it is just for a few minutes. You sitting with him in the library to read a book, you standing close to him while he practises with his weapons, you walking with him through the hotel floors, and so much more, it all means so much to him.
As for the other love languages, he expresses them to a certain extent. However, they are not as present in your relationship. But he still performs them. P will still do things for you and will still support you in a way that feels right to him and that he knows you would like. He still brings you gifts from time to time. Gifts with such sweet and important meanings behind them, like a single flower that says "love" or "thank you".
Let's not forget "Words of Affirmation". It's not that he doesn't like to give you a compliment or say the sweetest things to you. He is simply very quiet, even after he has become more human. P prefers to let his actions speak. But don't worry, my dear. I promise you that phrases like "My love", "My dear", "Thank you" and "I love you" will leave his lips from time to time. And, of course, he will say your name as well.
Thanks for the request, anon! I hope you like it.
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mogai-sunflowers · 10 months
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I hate it when I can't use a term that fits me very well because my brain (which processes everything with images) has an image of that term that doesn't look like me.
Like when I think of "transmasc" and all that pops into my head are skinny, white, American boys with very basic styles (which isn't a bad thing, it's just "too basic" for me personally), and of course, who look like cis boys and hate their bodies or prefer other body.
Meanwhile, I'm a POC, fat, Latine person, with questionable style (/joke), who CERTAINLY doesn't look like a cis boy and who really loves their body.
How could I use a term when my brain tells me that term doesn't fit people like me? I hate that. It's just me?
hey anon. i so wish I could reach through this screen and tell you that who you are is perfect and that you have every right to terminology that feels right, but as a fat trans person myself I know it takes more than kind words to deal with a pain like this, and one that’s even more intersectional than mine with your race and culture in the picture.
but that image you have in your head of what transmasc means, that is not the reality. that is what a small part of the community, of the world, WANTS you to think because they would rather throw other members of their community under the bus to gain faux acceptance for themselves, which is NOT your fault, but it’s also not everyone, there are so many people in this community who look like you or who truly stand with you. Transmasculine history is and never has been white or thin or any of that.
I’m going to link a few things you may want to look into if you’re wanting to start accepting your identity a little more, or just to see that you really ARENT alone. trans men/transmascs of color have been part of our history since the beginning. some of these things im sharing may be somewhat nsfw and have the word 'tranny' in them, just as a warning if that stuff bothers you.
newspaper clipping showing three trans men of color at a festival for a film they were part of, the first ever sexual/porn film by and for trans men of color
some pictures showing some fat trans men and trans men of color at marches are here
Bobby Cheung, the Asian and Pacific Islander trans man who won the Mr. Transgender San Francisco Pageant in 2004
trans men of color discuss intersectionality in a film they directed called "Trappings Of Transhood"
a photo showing the attendees of an FTM conference- you can see many non-white people in attendance
a photo of a group of Latino trans men who attended Tranny Fest in 1999
basic info on victor j mukasa, a Black transmasc lesbian active in East African LGBTQ rights scene
an older fat trans gentleman's photo and experience
a post on pauli murray (please look them up. his experience is much more nuanced than this post gives them credit for, and she was a wonderful intersectional activist)
various trans men (many fat and of color) who have contributed to our history
a conference of Indian trans men
the story of a trans man named Ben
one of my personal favorite transmasc historical figures, Amelio Robles Ávila
Zander Keig, the fat Latino trans man who won social worker of the year in 2020
a wonderful read on the intersectionality of transmasculinity and race
a digital archive of trans and queer Latino history
the Instagram page of a popular Black drag king
an article with interviews with various drag kings, including several of color
Florence Hines, the Black drag king once called the most excellent male impersonator in America
more drag kings many of color!
Drag Kings: An Archaeology of Spectacular Masculinities in Latino America
anon, it is so easy to feel like you are alone when your own history has been unfairly erased from you. but when I say “you are not alone”, I am not offering empty words of comfort- YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Transmasc and similar identity has truly NEVER actually been just for white people or thin people. You are WONDERFUL, and you are ABSOLUTELY a part of trans masculinity and transmasculine history is YOUR history and community as much as it is mine and others. You belong.
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nogenderbee · 2 months
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♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ 𝔽𝕚𝕤𝕔𝕙𝕝 𝕤𝕖𝕝𝕗 ₊˚ˑ༄
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚ anon request: hihi! platonic blade, welt, jing yuan and dan heng with a teen reader who is like fischl?
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ Hello! Sure! I'm sorry because I kinda made it for fem!reader but if you're alright with just changing princess for prince and so on here and there, it should be alright to read for any gender!
Anyway, hope you enjoy either way!
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ platonic
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✧ Dan Heng is certainly surprised by your acting, tho every child has their phase he thinks...
✧ he doesn't want to accidentally ruin your childhood so he just goes with it
✧ and if you call him your royal knight? He'll actually be proud from that title! Maybe he won't admit it but he feels somehow happy you're always picking him for ant exploration
✧ tho he's often surprised with your language... you're a teenager and you speak so elegantly? That's certainly useful skill but how the heck did you learned that?!
✧ he's gonna call you whatever your imaginary name is, even if something completely different is in your papers
"I humbly declare you a loyal knight of Prinzessin der Verurteilung!"
"I'll do my best to not fail you then. You can trust me."
✧ if you even have a raven, he'll be even more interested in you... they allowed you to have a raven on the Express? How did you convinced Pom Pom?
✧ either way, he doesn't care if you're just trying to live tour fairy tale life as long as you're happy
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@miya-akane @toyaswif3y - come get your quiet but scary trabilazer!
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✧ it's easy to say that Welt does NOT get you kids... he's aware you have your imagination but you're certainly taking it to another level
✧ you're not playing your role as a Prinzessin, you're living it!
✧ he doesn't know if he should be happy or afraid how creative you are
✧ but he's acceptive so he'll agree on your ideas, as long as they're not anything dangerous
✧ when it comes to change of your name... I feel like he'd cross out your real name on any paper and replace it with the preferred one
✧ he's trying his best to catch up with you so the first thing he does is ask you if anything besides your name changed too!
"Just your name? Are your pronouns still the same? Do you need help of specialist? Or are you just discovering yourself?"
✧ he's trying his best and he's not afraid of showing it, if it means making sure you're comfortable!
✧ but if you decide to have a bird... it may come with few additional rules and you may need to keep it in a cage for a little while
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@vodka-glrl - come get your father of the express!
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✧ Jing Yuan is actually always happy to hangout with you and get to know more about your world
✧ he's always playing along with you, but it actually sounds like he's serious instead of playing because you're a child! Maybe he genuinely believes in it and just doesn't admit it out loud?
"And you may be first guess to witness my renovent palace!"
"I'll be more than happy to accompany you, young lady."
✧ similar to men above, he'll correct anyone and anything that contains your legal name, changing it to your prefered one. Because why would he ignore it after you trusted him and told him about your little secret?
✧ when it comes to your language... he was a bit surprised at first but now he responds the same way!
✧ don't be surprised if someone asks you one day what did you do to General because he sometimes speaks like that in public too... he's just too used by now
✧ and if you have a bird? Feel free to let it fly around Xianzhou as long as it's trained well!
✧ in fact, he'll be more than happy to see your tricks if your bird knows any
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@miya-akane - come get your soft general~
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✧ Blade is accepting your imagination but he doesn't even try pretending like he believes in it
✧ you can give him 10000 arguments how it's definitely real and he'll reject all of it with just "no", so I say you don't waste your time...
✧ but he's not complete meanie, he'll accept your prefered name with ease
"I do not know anyone named Y/N! I'm Fischl! Prinzessin der Vertolung!"
"Fischl? Sure, at least it's easier than your real name..."
✧ he may act like he doesn't care but he'll state daggers at anyone who gets your name wrong
✧ he just goes "would you like to repeat yourself?" with most murderous gaze of his, so you can be sure this person will never get your name wrong again
✧ but he definitely is surprised by your language... he's a bit surprised you're so young and speak fluently like that...
✧ but he doesn't question it more than needed and just brushes it off as some teenager games, not bothering to care as long as you're not bothering him with it
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@vodka-glrl - come get your cold man!
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morallygreyyn · 1 year
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Hey! This is my first ask and I am not sure if you have any limits so this is experimental... can I have Illumi and Hisoka making sweet, passionate love with their s/o (fem or gn) and some aftercare fluff 🥺 thank you
passionate love + aftercare with the hxh boys (headcanons)
characters: hisoka, illumi, kurapika x gn!reader
authors note: i think you meant hisoka and illumi seperately (? 👀) so i turned these into headcanons - i hope that's okay anon! also threw kurapika in there for a laugh
warnings: mentions of nsfw content but its minimal
minors dni
requests are open! read my rules here!
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dear lord where do i even begin
this man is nothing if not passionate in everything he does
and boy oh boy does he rock your socks off in bed
i imagine passionate love with hisoka would be rough, messy, all over the place but fun
neither of you can get enough
your hands would be constantly over each others body
good luck prying this man away from you
not that you'd want to
this isn't to say that he's not sweet when he wants to be
while i can't imagine hisoka to ever be the slow and steady type, he definitely knows how to combine both passionate and sweet
on the days where he just wants to chill, i'm sure even someone as deranged as him has them at some point, i can imagine he'd focus more on kissing and dragging out your pleasures for as long as possible
and oh man is he willing to just cuddle for the rest of the day/evening/night literally whenever
he’s hands-down a very physical lover and that includes bundling his lover, aka you, in those big strong arms
“kiss me.”
“my lips hurt hisoka.”
“and that’s a problem?”
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.....
ok
so he's a challenge ngl
this man is the literal definition of a walking beansprout
as much as i love him
his spectacular brain doesn't grasp the meaning of sweet and passionate
i don't think he had a singular passionate bone in his body if that doesn't include his family and even then it's strained and confused
buuuuuuttttt
i would imagine illumi to realistically take care of any partner that he has
and that includes the bedroom
sweet and passionate love with illumi would be you managing to sneak a few kisses full on french kissing, or pulling his hair in the heat of the moment which he loves but would never be caught dead admitting that
he's definitely the type to focus on getting the job done rather than drag things out
but i can imagine he would be willing to go at the pace you set if you guide him through
he would prefer this bc he has no idea what he's doing half the time even though he acts the opposite
you wouldn't call it sweet and passionate unless illumi looks as if he's been dragged through several bushes and had a midlife crisis halfway through
i'm talking his lips swollen, hair messed and tangled, love bites scattered across his body 
perhaps even a light flush to his cheeks but i'm being generous here but he’d look so freaking pretty i-
for aftercare you would have to force him to stay with you
this man doesn't want to waste time by just laying there
but if you lay on top of him
and if you wrap his arm around your body, what can he do?
a lot, he can do a lot
but he loves you in his own twisted way so he's not moving unless you want him to
why would he?
you might even catch him as you’re drifting off into sleep plant the barest hint of a kiss on your forehead
would absolutely deny it later
touch starved illumi
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angel
the sweetest lover oml
literal, and i cannot stress this enough, perfection
making love with him would be like floating amongst the clouds
or smth poetic like that
lots of kisses, compliments, and cuddles would be involved both during and afterwards
every time you two would make love it would always be the sweetest, fluffiest and most passionate thing
is absolutely 100% the type to put your needs before his
but lucky for him you’re also the same about him
so it’s always mutual pleasure
adores when you pull his hair lightly or call him pet names or tell him that he’s doing well
i believe aftercare would just be the both of you wrapped in each others arms, basking in the afterglow
would ask if you need anything
you say no
he gets you things anyway
or if you’re both really tired you just lie there and refuse to leave each others side
pls just give kurapika all the cuddles kisses and love that you can he desperately needs it
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firehouse-subs-fr · 2 months
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is there firehouse subs lore
Oh sweet little anon, yes there is (my memory is horrible but I'm gonna try to recall everything that I remember) ((might also make a few things up on the spot))
This is probably gonna be a long post so I'm gonna do a cut thing or whatever it's called
I'd actually call most of these these fun facts rather than lore but they're practically the same thing so whatever
● ANY pronouns, no preferences (most people just call me he/him)
● Pansexual/panromantic
● Bottom We DO NOT speak about that day
● "Birthday" is October 10 (actually just the day Firehouse Subs was founded)
● Funds firemen/the fire brigade, loves arson
● Acts mean (sometimes), really just a sweetheart
● Acts tough (somtimes), really just a pathetic weakling
● CHIHUAHUA SYNDROME
● Self-proclaimed archnemesis/rival of Subway (Lego Batman & Lego Joker kinda relationship??? Perhaps) ((I LOVE THAT MOVIE RRRRAAAHHH))
● Has attempted to kill Subway on more than one occasion (fails miserably everytime)
● Friends with a smart anon named Quests, met them on the day we do not speak of
● Whatever Gabe says/makes about them is canon, that means EVERYTHING (I am putting all of my trust in Gabe)
● Gloats about being the best sub place (insecure??)
● No self-preservation
● Sir Lawrence
● Cool fire dude with sick shades (based off of Gabe's art) ((I ABSOLUTELY ADORE GABE'S ART RRRAAAAAHHHHHH))
● Uses a box full of leeches as punishment for those who dare anger them
● Has a child with Subway from a whole different dimension named Fireway (DIDN'T DO THE THANG-DANG BANG WITH SUBWAY, FIREWAY JUST KINDA POOFED OUTTA NOWHERE)
● Doesn't really have any enemies with anyone else besides Subway (not that they know of atleast)
● Enjoys calling Fireway strange little nicknames like Meatball and my little bundle of nightmares
● Gets excited over small things very easily
● Has approximately no bitches (genuinely can't tell when and/or if someone is flirting with them, nor can they flirt back)
● Superiority complex and inferiority complex at the same time???
● Likes little critters and bugs (one of Gabe's headcanons, therefore it's canon) ((it was correct anyways))
● Enjoys making subs for people, and also giving out cookies
● Has made some pretty strange subs before (some weren't even subs??)
● 👹 favorite emoji (obviously)
● People pleaser
● PICKLE BUCKET
● Making a collection of all the corpo gimmicks they can possibly find (aka following them)
● Only confirmed weakness is dragonfruit (oww ow ow it makes my tummy hurt)
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hi i'm here to request again! may i have another drabble with gojo, choso, yuta, kashimo and kamo! could you please write about how he accidentally discovers that gender neutral s/o is a good singer and used to be in an award-winning school choir? thank you!!
some context: s/o doesn't like to brag or even care enough to behave like that, so he isn't aware of the fact that s/o is an all-rounder and has many hidden skills and talents! (it's all thanks to their hardworking, passionate nature but also having countless hobbies due to their curious personality)
oh i just remembered... regarding the previous request, gege once said that gojo is canonically good at everything so he doesn't want to be too involved or attached to things. i think it's safe to say that he's actually good at cooking hahaha
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plot: them with reader who's good at singing; fluff
reader: gn! Reader
characters: gojo, choso, yuta, kashimo, kamo
warnings: kashi’s is a bit angsty at first
a/n: HI ANON!! Your requests are so cute to write yayaya! Fun fact: I was in the school choir in elementary! also I want to believe that gojo is vulnerable in some aspects of his character so he doesn't get too cocky LOL but I'll keep that in mind so I can write more accurate reqs :3 also for those who want to request in the future: this is the last post I'll accept with five characters since this was submitted before I changed my rules!!
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✰GOJO
Normally, Gojo doesn’t press his ear to others doors, but normally, Gojo doesn’t hear a lot of amazing singers singing live. Gojo was at your apartment, and he wanted to give you a fright since he was supposed to leave 15 minutes ago, but now, he’s entranced by your voice. At first, he was shocked by your amazing voice, because, could someone really be that perfect? Attractive and a good voice? He just won in life! "Baby?" Gojo coos while knocking on the door. There's a reluctant pause before you open the door. "Gojo? Aren't you supposed to be gone?" You try to hide your bashful face with the brush in your hand. "Not the point, where did you learn to sing like that babe?" He smiles. "Well... I used to be in xxx choir.." Gojo's eyes widen in surprise as he feigns a dramatic gasp. "You mean... like the one who won the national competition?" "Yeah that's the one." You answer nonchalantly, as if it wasn't such a big deal. Gojo then wraps his long arms around you, mumbling about how "my baby's so talented" and "I have such an amazing partner". "Stop that, weirdo." You giggle while burying your face in his chest. "What else are you hiding from me?" Gojo's eyes twinkle as he says those words.
✰CHOSO
Choso should not have came here. You had reassured him that "It's fine! Go out with your family once in a while babe" but in reality, he preferred to spend some time with you. But when he brought this up to you, you said that you had something busy tonight. Busy? What did you have to do today? Animal Shelter? No, that was on Thursday mornings. Coffee Shop? No, that was on weekdays. Cheating? Choso feels guilty for even thinking about the idea of you cheating on him, but you had just disappeared so mysteriously that he didn't even have the chance to question you. So now, he's at a bar with his brother. "Choso! Have you tried the food here? It's delicious." Itadori grins while holding up a can of coke. "...no, not yet." Choso mumbles halfheartedly. "mic check, mic check!" The whole club goes silent as the manger steps up on the stage. "Hello! Welcome to xxx club! Can I hear a big round of applause from the audience?" The crowd around him erupts in cheers and Choso covers his ears. "Welcome, all! So today, xxx club has prepared a lovely guest that has been in high demand since the start of the year! Lets welcome... (name) from xxx choir!" Choso swears that his mouth fell to the ground as you waltzed onstage with a microphone. What? You're a singer? He's still in disbelief...and he loses it when you start singing. Choso had never head such beautiful singing in his life before... okay maybe it might be the fact that you're his s/o but still! The crowd erupts in cheers as you take a bow. In that moment, Your eyes meets Choso's and you give his an almost secret wink. Choso's whole face is red as he tries to hide his face with his hands. You and him were definitely gonna have a little talk tonight.
✰YUUTA
"I hate escape rooms..." You mumble while clutching onto yuuta's arm. "You were the one who suggested this for date night, remember?" Yuuta chuckled. “Shut up… and wipe that smirk off your face!” You hiss. “I’ll go find clues in this room and you go look for ones in another room, Kay?” Yuuta suggests. The bth of you split up, and you find a key. You rush to find your boyfriend, but… “BOO!” “AHHHHHH!” Yuuta falls to the ground, belly-laughing as he just gave you a heart-attack. “WHAT THE HELL?” You shriek. “You’re so-!” “I know, I know.” Yuuta smirks before grabbing the key from you. “Let’s head to the next room, shall we?” The both of you unlock the door as Yuuta starts flipping through the cabinets. “(name), I think-(name)?” He turns his head, confused to see no one. All of a sudden, he hears a creepy singing behind the door he came from. Its high and weird, like a little girl speaking, which does definitely not sound like your voice. Although the singing is good, he’s too creeped out to appreciate it, so he takes a chair in self-defense and opens the door, surprised to see you. “(name)?? B-but y-your voice-“ “I have many talents yuuta.” He shudders as you speak in that voice again. “Where did you learn how to sing like that though?” You shrug mysteriously. “Let’s head to the next room, shall we?” You tease before giving him a kiss on the cheek. Damn, he loves you.
✰KASHIMO
Kashimo doesn’t doubt you. He really, really doesn’t but when you had signed up for the national singing competition rather than the city one first, he asked you to think twice before going onstage, the biggest performance of your life happening in 5 minutes. “Kashi I’m gonna be fine!” You reassure him. “(name), I mean this in the nicest way possible, don’t go.” It was then when he knew he struck a nerve. “Kashi, can’t you just support me for once?” You mumble. “I just…” he grits his teeth as he musters out the words. “I just don’t wanna see you get hurt. I’ve done the same thing before… rushing into battle before I’m prepared… and I paid the price. I don’t.. wanna see it happen to you.” You eyes soften instantly as you press a kiss on his cheek. “Kashi, I’ve trained for a long time… plus you’ll be here for me right?” You grin. “(name)? You’re on.” A staff member pushes you onto the stage and all Kashimo can do is pray that you won’t get hurt. But as soon as you start singing, Kashimo knows, he knows that his worrying was for nothing. You sing like a bird flapping its long and delicate wings, spinning and spiriting into the wind, as if it was really where you belonged to. He watches in amazement as you channel your voice to the highest note, the whole crowd screaming as you do. And as the judges clap and the audience cheers, a certain someone pushes the guards away and engulfs you in a tight hug, to show you how much you meant to him.
✰KAMO
“Kamo! I bought your favorite…!” It’s pretty funny seeing your once stoic boyfriend be reduced to a sniveling mess, but you can’t help but feel pity for him. “Babe *sniffs* s’ okay, I can do it myself-“ “Say ahhhhhh…” you tease as you serve a spoon into his mouth, airplane style, earning a blush from him. “Shut up…” He hissed. “I’ll go cook some more chicken soup, Kay? Gimmie a sec.” You left his side to serve another bowl, and that’s when Kamo heard the most beautiful melody of his life. It was bittersweet and kind, a smooth mixture of love and…home. When had he ever felt at home before? Probably only with his mom or you. Sure, his eyesight was blurry and he has a raging fever, but he’s pretty sure that that wonderful melody is coming from you. “(name)?” He whispers when you come back. “Hmmm?” You sigh as you feed him another spoon. “Can you sing that melody you were humming again? It was…nice.” You nod as you start humming along to the tune, head bobbing up and down. Perhaps being sick wasn’t so bad after all.
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It's been a while. Sorry.
Hi, all.
I've had a couple people in my inbox asking where I am, if I'm okay, what's going on. And I just wanted to say I'm alright! At first, I wasn't online because I had a work project to do, which was taking up all my time.
At first.
Honestly, being offline has been great for me. Every single time I've thought about going back, I've gone into my Tumblr to find a new hate anon in my inbox (mostly centred around wanting me to KMS, etc.) or someone else in the fandom venting about cliques, bullies, hate anons or the like, and I've immediately been turned off. I'm so, so exhausted by all this.
I think it's fairly obvious to state that I don't like some people on here. That's fine, isn't it? Sometimes people just don't like each other, and everyone is entitled to their reasons for that. I've not brought those users up, not said a single word about any of them for ages, and I'd really like to keep it that way. Part of that has involved my choosing to disengage from users who frequently interact with them, and that's not because I hate those users or want to punish them for their friendships - I'd just prefer not to be reminded of anyone I've felt uncomfy with while on here, and I feel like that's a fair boundary to set? I would never ask anyone to stop being friends with people because that's a different bag of crazy than I am, but I also feel it's unfair to have to force myself to be okay with the names of users who I've had negative experiences with pop up on my dashboard all the time. It doesn't make for a healthy environment.
I guess the reason I bring that up is because I can't really fathom who else is sending me all this hate; I have to assume it's people who are upset that I've chosen to unfollow or stop engaging with, because I've blocked all the rest.
I'm honestly struggling to figure out why I'm so hated. I've only ever stood up for myself and for my friends. That's what friends do, isn't it? Stick up for each other? And sure, I've been unkind a couple times. It's human to not always be capable of rising above the shit that gets flung your way. But I don't know why that makes it okay to tell me that I'm so fat that I'm going to die, that people hope I die soon, that I must be ugly IRL which is why I'm clearly such a bitch, that I'm going to die alone with no one who cares about me, that I should be SA'ed, that I deserve to get beaten up and left for dead. I don't know why people want to say these things to me. I've never ever felt that strongly about someone, let alone angry enough to actually send them that kind of message. The worst message I've sent on here was actually to ewanmitchellcrumbs - spoiler, it's related to crackfics. All of those messages were cursed, lol. Who the fuck sends death threats on Tumblr anon?
That's on top of the constant vague-posting others do. I've been so offline that I barely check Tumblr, and it's not because I don't want to come back. I do. I just wish I wasn't slapped in the face by some new uprising of hate and toxicity every time I've tried. I'm paranoid. I don't know who to trust on here. I don't know who's being nice to my face and calling me shit behind my back. I don't know if people want me as a friend or think I have some sort of 'clout' they can piggyback off. To be clear, I don't. I doubt people care about any of my opinions, or my thoughts/feelings outside my writing. That's fine. I don't want to be a part of whatever cliquey shit people are always claiming there is. I don't know if people are talking about me when they're saying these things, because there's been one or two people I've fallen out with to go ahead and accuse me of it. I'm a person? Not a community? This isn't Mean Girls. I'm not Regina George. I'm not even Karen. The Plastics aren't real. I like what I like and who I like and it's just insane to me that there are people who think that's problematic. If they do, of course. Again, I'm really paranoid right now so dunno if people mean me by this or not. Point is, I don't know why people think others owe them engagement.
I can't keep doing the same thing over and over and wishing things would turn out differently. I think a certain scientist with frizzy hair said that's the definition of insanity. I'm tired of thinking I've found friends only to have them decide that I'm inherently unlikeable or worthless to them because I won't invest my all in promoting them like I'm a brand deal. I'm tired of people viewing this community like it's some sort of race to the top. I'm tired of the gaslighting. I'm tired of the insincerity. I'm tired of the rumours and the anons and the vent posts. I'm tired of people making sweeping statements about shit but never specifying anything, leaving everyone to wonder who the fuck is 'in' or 'out'.
I've been transparent on here. You can literally read accounts I wrote of ALL the quote-unquote "drama" I've been involved in. Who else can say the same? I'm not interested in hiding behind my words, or pointing my finger at the room but never at any ONE person, no, because who wants anyone to tell the truth ever? What you see is what you get with me. If I like you, I talk to you. If I don't, you've been blocked. Everyone else is neutral, either because of limited crossover or because we simply haven't had the chance to interact yet. There.
Anyway. I'm in a pretty negative headspace, but most of this has nothing to do with the people who read my stuff. Sorry if you followed for fic and got this. Yikes, right?
Dunno. This might be my last post for a while. This might be my last post ever. Or, this might be my return. I haven't decided yet. Hm. I'm feeling really bitter and alone and just ugh about fandom. Not writing, though. I want to write. Which is why I've decided that, if I do end up returning, I'm going to stick to my own bubble. Write fic. Post fic. Reblog gifs. Get out. Limit interaction outside my inbox where I can. Stick to fic. I've been burned too many damn times to do anything else.
So, yeah. That's what's on my mind, I think. Sorry if you were hoping for something a little less bleh.
Whatever I decide - for those of you that are following me, thank you. I've been so incredibly enriched by my experience here. I love HotD. I love my work. I'm proud. And I love you all.
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candyredappledragon · 4 months
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h-hi! the name is kieran. nice to meet you! ive been here for a bit and uhm.... sadly figuring out how to use this site! ( kind of afraid of interacting with others especially but im trying my best to not be easily scared ! ) i am not familiar with technology and or online things/words so please be patient with me. i know there are other kierans here too and honestly theyre pretty cool! ....d-dont tell them i said that. im not really a battler so if you are trying to look for one then im sorry to say that you will be disappointed but you can ask the others though. really sorry
..uh thank you for checking my blog— furret youre on my facEXSFDGCVHH
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🍎 Please no genuine anon hate, nsfw, or anything really bad. ( You can be mean to Kieran! ) Pelipper mail is okay ( but malice is off for now ). Sapient Pokemon or the likes of interacting are fine too, Kieran is too much of a goofball to notice it. Please don't give him Pokemon the thought is appreciated but if you do they'll turn into stickers lol.
Please don't be weird. I'm serious. As well PLEASE be patient with me and not be pushy. I'm trying my best!
This Kieran is in AU as to what happens if Florian doesn't lie to him about Ogerpon and whatnot! Kieran still doesn't get Ogerpon and is fine with it ( kind of, as in this made him feel inferior to having friends and will always be chosen over by other people. ) His way of thinking is that maybe he should try to be nice and kind to others so that will help him get friends as he sees Florian do this the same to others. ( The only thing Kieran thinks he's not good at is having a funny personality. He is very awkward in person. ) Blueberry Academy was hard on him as he was almost practically as ignored and students tend to forget he is the champion because of his cowardly personality. Florian took over later as champion. Okay there.
(By the way this is a summary please don't hurt me. 💔)
Plus I will try to draw for asks but they won't be the best but surely will motivate me to draw! If there are no asks then I'll just draw daily things with Kieran so it's a win-win for me!
💥 This Kieran doesn't like to get involved with stuff so feel free to drag him into antics! He isn't the one to approach people either so if you are wondering why I don't start convos with other blogs with asks that's why. ( I'm shy too. ) He's a bit of a coward online and in person but he won't shy away trying to be friends with others.
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"Can we use your art?" Feel free to use the art or whatever! Don't need to credit and I prefer not to be credited. You can edit it too! Idgaf just no bigotry. :,] "What do we call you and do you have pronouns?" Uhm, you can call me Eight or any other version of the number 8 itself. [ Ex: Ocho, Hachi, Acht, etc ]. No pronouns! Refer me to by name or just call me mod or some other third thing lol. "What art program do you use?" Clip Studio Paint! "Are you okay with collabs?" Of course! Please feel free to message me anytime. :] "What time do you post art/responses?" Uhm....... anytime to be honest? My sleep schedule is ABYSMAL. I am very much online unless I'm busy doing comp. "Are replies time sensitive when interacting with this blog?" Nope! Take your time with your replies. I am pretty chill and everyone is pretty busy with real life. Fair warning I'm a ditz. :( "Why did you make this blog?" To draw Kieran a thousand times over until I'm dead lol. ( Even if it isn't posted on this blog!) And world build my stupid au. :u I'm just currently on a small burnout on drawing. I'm sorry. :c
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bcacstuff · 12 days
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Looks like Sam didn’t race today. His results should have been posted in real time, and it was empty, and still is a couple of hours later.
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There are indeed no results shown and normally they are displayed in real time. Other contenders' results are all shown. So I think we can safely assume he didn't participate. So you can all stop sending me messages about that, I already know and saw it myself.
To the wishful thinkers sending me messages about he's there and whatever else you're speculating [some very sick things by the keyboard warriors putting that in someone's inbox without the courage to sign it with your name and hiding behind the Anon! Be ashamed of yourself, wash your mouth with soap, clean your keyboard or phone or tablet whatever you use with bleach and go for a long walk preferably somewhere fresh and windy to clean all these cobwebs from your brain]. e.g. Stop sending me anything if you have nothing else to do but speculate. You know the drill, pic or no cigar. No pic; your message will end up in trash and your wasting your (and my) time.
To all the but but but.... he could be there.... Well, it's quite an interesting venue as it is combined with the FIBO event as well. A huge expo, if you're interested in fitness, workouts and all things related, it sure is an event you might want to visit. I saw some awesome footage exploring it. The entrance passes for the Hyrox race (as well as spectators) allows you entrance to the expo as well.
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But... (my but this time) lets get real: He has worked for 3 weeks filming on location. AN is in Edinburgh, preps for the gala and other business which Sam would want to be involved in as much as he can and they are working on. And tomorrow a new week of filming starts. Busy busy day yesterday in Paris. From what I've heard and saw some tweets as well, they overbooked Sam
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They were running late on schedules and rushed things, Sam has been busy from 8 in the morning till at least 8 in the evening with just a 30 min. lunch in between.
There are no direct flights from Paris to Cologne. So it would be quite challenging to get there on time (I repeat no direct flights, he'd have to fly on Düsseldorf or Frankfurt and then still have travel by taxi or train to Cologne. And not a lot of options for flights even then).
And perhaps he might just love to enjoy a relaxing day in Paris, nice weather and have his pic taken by a fan who was lucky enough to not pay a lot of money and wait in long queues to get a rushed selfie or pic! ^^
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Anyway all in all, more reason to believe he wouldn't be there or go there. Even though he wasn't at the evening event last night, I can not tell you why, but I'm told it is not really surprising. It doesn't mean anything necessarily.
So that's my heads up on this topic and probably the last you'll hear about it. Unless there are other developments. But my bet there wont be!
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angelltheninth · 1 year
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May I request mutual masturbation with Arcane women (including the milfs) x fem reader please!
Of course I was gonna include the milfs! Do you think I'm tasteless Anon? No way I was gonna leave all that quality content out.
Pairing: Jinx, Vi, Caitlyn, Sevika, Cassandra, Grayson, Mel, Ambessa x Fem!Reader
Tags: nsfw, smut, mutual masturbation, orgasm denial/control, fingering, sex-toys, oral fingering, nipple play, dirty talk, praise
A/N: The milfs are like... half the Arcane female cast. Their inclusion is mandatory.
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Jinx always liked watching you and teasing you while you pleasured yourself but she actually rarely makes it mutual. While she doesn't mind being watched by you she much more prefers having you touch her instead.
When you do mutual masturbation she's always a little bit away from you because she loves to see you fully. She wants your legs spread wide open so she can see and mimic what you're doing. That way it kind off makes you feel like you're actually the one fucking her.
"Don't be shy on me now sugar. I love seeing you flustered and naked in front of me. You know I love a fun show, so give me one, spread your legs. Ah, ah, one finger. Don't touch your clit, not yet. I love a buildup to an explosion."
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Vi might be playful and likes to tease but she's not a huge fan of mutual masturbation. She's touch starved and she wants you to be the one that touches her. When the two of you do mutual masturbation, to her it just feels like edging.
She will not let herself come without you touching her nor will she let you do it either. If you're gonna come it's gonna be from her mouth and fingers. At least when you're doing it together. But she likes hearing you talk about it when she comes back from assignments.
"You really love to drive me mad don't you sweet stuff? I like seeing you like that, you know I do, but damn can't you just let me taste you already. I'm being whiney? Well see about that. Just you wait until I get my hands on you, I'll make you scream."
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Caitlyn likes mutual masturbation and she realized it on accident actually. She walked on you fucking yourself with her strap-on and couldn't help but watch and get turned on by it. And when you moaned her name as you came around the toy, she just had to join in.
She lets you fuck yourself how ever long you want, sometimes she just sits backs and watches, casually rubbing her clit while the majority of her focus is on you. She sees you come and she can't help but want to clean you up while also driving closer to her own orgasm.
"Keep going darling, I certainly didn't mean to interrupt. Do you use that a lot? Yeah, better then your fingers is it? Because it's mine? I'll be sure to fuck you with it later then. For now let me enjoy you in another way."
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Sevika much more prefect to be hands on with you but mutual masturbation has it's advantages too. As long as she's the only one you're giving this kind of private show to then she has no problem joining in.
If she's masturbating with you then she's still gonna be close to you. She likes to press you down with her body, her front pressing to your back and keeping your hips mostly still. That way you have to use only your fingers, the sound of your pussy being fucked being the music to her ears.
"You're squirming too much sugar lips, you can't possibly get a good angle like that. Let me help you with that. I didn't tell you to stop. You can feel my hand too can't you? I'm right here with you. Now be my good slut and fuck yourself for me."
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Cassandra was a little shy about it at first but damn if she doesn't go hard when she begins to enjoy herself. She's so used to being in charge and being hands on in any situation that taking a step back and having the two of you look at each other and take it slower never even crossed her mind.
Not only does she like seeing you but also hearing you. That's why she'll sometimes close her eyes and focus on your moans, the sound of your breath hitching, the sheets rustling as you move your hips into your hand. She wants to share pleasure with you with all of her senses.
"Slow down a little darling. You're going to make me finish too quickly. I want to enjoy myself a while longer. That doesn't mean stop. Just let me focus on those pretty noises a little bit more. You always sound beautiful when you're so horny, I can't help myself either."
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Grayson found the suggestion very interesting. It's not something that's done a whole lot of, usually she keeps those kinds of things private and far and few in between. She'd rather experience sex with you than by herself.
But if it's mutual then she doesn't have to rely on her imagination only to get her through it. Moreover she focus on the way your fingers glisten as you pull them out, pop them into your mouth to clean then and then shove them right back into your cunt. Now that is a sight she'll never say no to.
"I'm a little tired today sweetheart. I'm sorry. Hm? Oh. Well that's certainly a solution for us both. Can you edge yourself? Well you can certainly try but I can't say I'll let you. There's nothing I love hearing more than you for begging me."
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Mel rarely joins you when you're masturbating. It's not that she doesn't enjoy the act she just much rather prefers you to get her hot and bothered and then take care of it yourself while you're still dizzy and shaking from your own orgasm.
On the occasions that she does join you she likes to be really close and personal with your pussy and fingers so she can deliver a teasing lick every now and then. As for her own fingers she really loves seeing how your eyes widen whenever she rolls on her back and show's you how hard she's fucking herself just for you.
"Let's make things clear here darling, you will only come when I tell you to. You're going to watch me, you'll moan and whimper as much as you like but you won't come. No, even if I lick you up. You need to wait for me. We'll do it together. Then I'll show you what you've been missing."
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Ambessa loves mutual masturbation but she has to make it feel like she's the one fucking you. She loves to have you on your knees, leaning against her front while she whispers in your ear how you should fuck yourself, slower, deeper, faster.
With her fingers still being wet with her cum she will spread it across your breasts while twirling and pinching your nipples, getting them ready for her mouth later. She'll also grab your hip and guide your pace like she would if it were her fingers inside of you, making you wish it was her inside of you.
"Don't move yet sweetheart, let me have a taste first. So inpatient. I'll have to teach you some discipline later. Do you want to taste me? Hah, that whimper is all the answer I need. Do a good job following my instructions now and I'll give you a treat afterwards."
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sciderman · 3 months
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Usaually I don't bother, but I'm writing to you because i have looked up to you for a long time. I don't need you to respond, maybe even prefer if you won't, but your last post was a big blow for me.
I'm an israeli.
I was born here. My mother was born here. Her grandmother was born here. My grand grandmother fled here after the holocaust.
And you knkw what? You don't have to agree with the israel goverment, i mean if you'd look it up you'll see that almost no one here supports our current goverment. I wish i could sit with you and talk about the conflict and explain that it's nit really black and white as tumblr would like to believe, but i don't think that's a possibility.
But writing that we are "white settlers" is just... god. It's a lie. Not even just antisemtic lie, becuase 20% of israeli citizens are actually arabs (both muslims and christians). most of jewish populations are not even "ashkenazi" jews.
The interent currently is not a very reliable source of history (like, i've seen people claim we should call tel aviv "ahuzat bait" since it is its arab name. It's not. It's in hebrew, and the name of the first street if tel aviv when it was legally bought)
And if you ask why not let all the middle east countries participate in the eurivision - actually they let them. They just decided the quit when israel joined.
Again, I'm writing becuase I'm hurt. You can dissmiss it if you want, but i wish you wouldnt. Again, you dont need to post it or respond, i just wish you will think twice about what you hear or learn about a war the happens to other people, and doesnt affect you at all (some of us - on both sides - are actually afraid of dying).
Peace, love, and mostly peace.
oh bless you anon - i hope you're okay with me posting this, because i wouldn't be able to respond otherwise. i admit entirely i was being reductive - i haven't spoken a lot about this issue here because i'm afraid of letting emotion get the better of me, when i know how morally complex this issue is. i was being reductive - and i absolutely know there are a lot of israeli-born jewish people who are native to the land. and i know there are a lot of jewish people in israel who are against the occupation. and i know there is a huge population of israeli citizens who are against their government because the government is lying to their citizens just as much as they're lying to world.
but there is an image that the leading powers in israel want to paint to the world - the one they show in eurovision and any media presence (which they pour ungodly amounts of money into) - and it's of a very western, palatably white israel. i really would like you to know that when i refer to "israel" i refer only to the ruling powers that govern it - not the citizens that live there.
israel doesn't want you to see iraeli-born jews who are critical of their government and actually have been living peacefully alongside the muslim and christian population of the land for hundreds of years before the occupation. israel doesn't want to showcase that narrative, because that would show that actually the nation could've been peaceful and have equality for all it's people the whole time (because they've been doing it for HUNDREDS of years prior) and there was no reason to expel palestinians from their homes.
in eurovision, wants to show that israel has established this land and made it pristine and beautiful and countries should invest in this cosmopolitan utopia and new western culture that is so divorced from it's native people and it's history. palatable. marketable. clean. no war crimes here.
there's an unfortunate power imbalance in the world - and that's that some nations have the money and the power to curate and maintain a spotless public image - and other nations can't afford to keep the lights on in their hospitals.
i really love and appreciate you for coming into my inbox, anon. i think it's really brave and i really appreciate your voice and appreciate people like you. i know israel is a terrifying place to be right now - particularly for people who are critical of the government, you're under threat from both sides - you're distrusting of your own military, and there's the very real threat of hammas too. and i'm so, so sorry you're in that place and in that situation. and as someone who's born there, and your family being there for generations, the question of escape isn't as simple as settlers who can come and go freely. but i really, really hope you're safe and can stay safe. i'm so sorry your family went through all that you did, and that your family escaped one horror for another. this isn't the kind of world you should live in - and i'm praying that positive change will hold the israeli government accountable, and force them to prioritise their people.
not their "image", not how much power and money and land they hold. people. people - both israeli and palestinian, deserve to feel safe and heard and have a government that will protect them. it's the duty any power in the world should have to their people. and i feel like - if we deprive israel of their magical power to appear good and pristine and progressive palatable and clean of all blood in the eyes of the media - if we rob it of that, then they'll be forced to address these real problems within their government. they'll be forced to make amends. forced to apologise, and gain the world's favour again through real positive change.
i'm praying you're staying safe, anon. i really, really hope you and your family are safe. thank you so much for your message, and i'm sending you so much love from across the borders of the world.
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