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snowy-bones · 6 months

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Looks like you stopped letting others use your kind heart and soul for their own gain. Good on you Snow. 👏 Hope you're doing okay.

teh heh! honestly? i'm really just done chasing after people who dont want to put in the same effort that i have/had constantly given only to be treated like a secondary or back up friend. im not going to continue to give my entire heart and soul only to receive hardly any sort of love and care in return. im tired...so very tired. im not okay, WE are not okay and we are tired of only being talked with when it is convenient for someone. im not going to sit around and wait anymore. im not going to give if nothing is going to be given back. im tired of being forgotten and given the same excuse time and time again. my system is tired. we're tired of being used and abused. we're tired of being treated like toys. its so easy for those to talk with others and yet so easy for us to be forgotten when we arent convenient and relevant. we're tired of being excluded, we're tired of being avoided when we have done nothing wrong. we're tired of being punished for doing absolutely nothing wrong. we're tired of being left in the background and the shadows. we're done. d o n e. those who know whats going on know. and we wont be sharing any info publicly any time soon. we're not making it convenient. if those people wanted to know they would have made the effort. so there is no more running after people that wont let us walk beside them anymore. we're so tired of being the last thought. the only thing we can say right now is that...we are healing... ...good night -The Snowflurry System -Host Snow, Protectors Ash and Thomas

#nonni nuggo #long post #we are done #the system is healing #thats all for now #thanks for the positivity i guess?#snow flurry system

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dunmeshistash · 13 days

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hi, do you happen to have info about how healing in the dungeon works? i remember seeing something about what injuries could and couldn’t be healed (i think it was discussing how a destroyed limb could be fully healed?) but i can’t remember where it was from

here! I did a compilation post with details about magic from these bonus

But I believe you're thinking about the "Mysteries of resurrection" extra from the new adventurer's Bible! That one mentions lost limbs being healed back

#Dungeon Meshi spoilers #dunmeshi extra #btw this means if their bottom or top surgery is fully healed it probably wont be undone by resurrection #I have seen that being asked before somewhere #anyway now you know #Ask #Magic System #anonymous #Kabru #resurrection magic

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mikakuna · 30 days

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nothing would be funnier than the bats universe-hopping and finding all these different versions of jason, and shoving in their jason's face that these alternate jasons would not agree with his fatal treatment of criminals (because some of them look straight up happy and have great relationships with bruce + the others).

but then to everybody's surprise, each jason has their own variation of their jason's methods. they literally all have similar opinions, even the ones who didn't die at the joker's hands. some were robin and some were never robin, some were adopted by bruce and others weren't, some lived worse lives than their jason and others lived much better lives-- but they all became their own version of red hood either way.

and jason is just absolutely having the best time looking at the bats' disappointed faces

#by red hood i don't mean that they're all lethal #what they all share in common is that they believe the justice system is fully corrupted and they don't think it works #so murder of repeat offenders or individuals who show no remorse is no big deal to them #it's like ok. life goes on. now how else can i help my fellow victims heal #they might not outright want these people to die but also they wouldn't care if they did or didn't #they care more about the victims and how these people can get help #jason todd #red hood #batman #second robin #dc #(( writing 💌 ))

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bloggingboutburgers · 8 months

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When I talk about how I don't like sex, it's so people like me can feel "more normal" and not so "broken". Not so everyone else can feel "less normal".

Can't believe we still have to say stuff like that all the time in any context of advocacy but this isn't about making things worse for you. It's about making stuff a little bit better for everyone so everyone can be seen. Not even necessarily understood. Just seen.

(PS: I don't wanna put a disclaimer on literally all of my posts to say I mean no ill to allo people. That should be implied. With that said, to all the allo people who DON'T react like that: thank you. Y'all give me hope.)

#no one can know i don't like sex #asexual #asexual problems #sex repulsed #tw aphobia #aphobia #fragility #sorry i don't really like doing posts that aren't on the kind spirited side #but vent art is still a pretty healing things to get things out of one's system #and it's been a rough week #my art #nonburger

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littlest-bugz · 1 month

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What it feels like when one of the trauma holders experiences peace for the first time

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mitchievousness · 2 months

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no one messes with my shidi

((finally caught up with Shen Yuan of No Relation by @grubus and i absolutely had to draw best shijie yingying <3 ))

#when sy offered to heal her and she was like 'nah' HFGFGSFFHKH #yingying went to boop war and came back changed #svsss #scum villain's self saving system #ning yingying

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komaneko-kun · 1 year

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white lotus // black lotus

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#svsss #luo binghe #mxtx #scum villian self saving system #danmei #bunhe #bingmei #svsss fanart #my art #artists on tumblr #AAAA FINALLY #i took so long but i'm happy with how it turned out #aaa drawing binghe smiling healed my heart

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lefluoritesys · 10 months

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Healing is also realizing you're going to have trauma reactions even after you decided to be healthy. That even after saying: "I want to heal, and rest, and I'm going to try to get better," you still let yourself reject help, struggle with trauma reactions, and unhealthy habits. That it's okay, and it's a part of healing. As long as you try to get better.

It's not going to happen immediately. If anything, at first, it's going to get way worse, horrible, even. And then better, and then bad again, and then you'll start getting relapses. And that's okay.

Relapse is a part of healing. Feeling all the bad stuff is a part of healing. Allowing yourself to be traumatized is a part of healing.

-host

#did #did system #osdd #osdd system #system #dissociative identity disorder #other specified dissociative disorder #system stuff #system things #did osdd #osdd 1a #osdd 1b #healing #complex trauma #childhood trauma #trauma #ptsd recovery #complex ptsd #ptsd

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shares-a-vest · 3 months

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@steddielovemonth Day 25: Love is… Asking, “Do you want a blanket?” (Prompt by @thefreakandthehair)

wc: 952 | Rated: T | cw: Hospital setting, mild descriptions of injuries and general hospital stuff, physical pain, one mention of blood

Tags: Post-s4, Fix-It, Eddie Munson Lives, Hospital

'Hospital Blankets'

“Steve? Hey, Steve?”

Steve is pulled out of a restless slumber by Eddie’s stage whispering. A twinge in his back fully rouses him as he remembers exactly where he is – in Hawkins General, bent up like a pretzel on what is quite possibly the world’s hardest chair, wearing nothing but a hospital gown and his underwear. He blinks harshly, his vision blurry as he looks in the direction of the chattering, dark-headed form lying in the bed in front of him.

“Huh?” he grunts, his voice thick with sleep as he becomes very much aware of the overall pain radiating over his whole body.

His throat burns too, even from a single word. He instinctively reaches a hand up to the reddened scar there – already a formed habit – only to scratch himself with his patient wristband.

“Do you want a blanket?” Eddie continues, his weakened voice indicating he is barely conscious, let alone aware of Steve’s discomfort.

Steve arches his back this time but it causes his chewed-up sides to ache, the bandages stiffening and contorting. Their tacky borders pinching at the already tight skin and scar tissue.

He gives up and slumps back in the chair, clutching the armrests for dear life as a twang shoots directly up his spine to his head. He runs a hand through his hair, impossible to keep from flopping in his face considering all he can do is give himself a goddamn sponge bath these days.

He should have just listened to Robin (and more than a few disgruntled nurses) when they begged him to stay in his own room.

But his room feels empty. Big and dark, just like his family home but a little more white and clinical smelling. It gives him nightmares. If he manages to settle enough to sleep that is…

It’s kinda hard when your friends are scattered throughout the bowels of the local hospital, all in varying states of distress meanwhile, outside the world has half caved in.

“Steeeve,” Eddie whines this time as he repeats, “Do you want a blanket?”

He half dry-sobs his query and Steve has no choice but to shimmy upright – thankfully, the slippery cover of his stupid seat helps him up this time.

Blanket… he finally considers and finds himself stifling a shiver.

He didn’t think to bring a blanket with him as he was much too focused on getting out of bed and down the hall to Eddie’s room. A room that is much colder than his own, which the occupant clearly knows.

Eddie’s fist is balled up in his blankets, offering them up as he raises his shaky arm.

“No,” Steve says softly, shaking his head and waving him away.

Eddie needs it more.

With a herculean effort, Steve moves the chair a few inches closer to the bed, hoping it isn’t scraping the floor or tangling up any of the wires and tubes hooked up to beeping machines – god knows where they each begin and end. His sides all but seize up as he sits back down and forces himself to correct his posture.

“But you’re cold,” Eddie frowns, his voice impossibly small.

“I’m fine,” Steve protests.

Eddie’s weak hand punches at his banket in a haphazard swish motion.

“Get into bed with me…” he mumbles, closing his eyes, “Rest with me, sweetheart.”

His head lolls to the side and Steve huffs out a laugh. Eddie is certainly on one hell of a cocktail of meds, mixed with the overall exhaustion that must come from almost dying. Steve can barely keep his own eyes open and he wasn’t anywhere near as close to it.

His heart thuds in his chest as thoughts of Eddie’s almost lifeless body rush back to his sleepy brain.

Dustin’s sobs… Robin scrambling to tear up clothes and sheets from the Upside Down version of the Munson’s trailer to make bandages… Nancy forcing everyone to focus as she devised a game plan, stopping every few moments to shoot down undead bats…

Steve screws his eyes shut and stands, bracing his arms on the sides of the chair before swiftly moving them to the bed for purchase.

At least Eddie’s right side is a little less banged up – but only just enough, Steve thinks as he hikes back the three warm layers of blankets enough to sit himself down on the bed. He swings his legs up next, clenching his jaw as every muscle in his body aches and pains from what transpired however many days ago.

The bed is a tight fit, but Steve doesn’t mind. The mattress is perhaps a fraction more comfortable than the chair, but he soon warms as he settles down and rights the blankets, smoothing them out for good measure and double-checking he hasn’t disturbed Eddie too much.

His body warms almost instantly as he rests his head beside Eddie’s on his pillow, positioned close enough that he can feel frizzed dark curls tickling his cheek. Eddie’s wispier than he expected and smells of the generic hospital soap – but at least the dried and caked-up blood is gone.

“That’s good…” Eddie coos, turning his head to face Steve, those tickling tendrils now replaced with a soft woosh of his breathing.

He can see the scar on Eddie’s cheek now. The bandage patch has been removed, exposing raw stitches today. Steve sighs, relieved by the smallest of steps forward.

Eddie can’t do much more than reach his hand out. And Steve takes it, interlacing their fingers despite the heart monitor clipped onto Eddie’s right index finger.

“Blanket’s... warm…” he mutters, nodding as he feels slumber tugging at him once again.

Eddie hums in agreeance and lightly squeezes his hand.

#i'm baaaaack (to posting - i've been sprinting my heart out)#big thanks to sandy for checking in and sending the positive vibes that got me back to writing 💖💖💖#steddielovemonth #steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #steddie ficlet #healing steddie #(now lets see if i can remember my new tagging system)#tw hospital #tw medical #tw blood

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tcfactory · 3 months

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Broken System

I love it when the System breaks and gets shut down permanently, but what if it left its marks on its main user? Shang Qinghua won't be able to get out of explaining this even if he really, really wanted to.

#svsss #shang qinghua #I may or may not have a fic idea with this premise #one I'm holding onto for later TM #I need to finish some of my other ideas first #but anyway the idea was that one eye turns into something like cracked glass #if you have ever seen a fried marble it's kinda like that #he can still see out of it fine it's just weird #the cracks extending over his skin will eventually heal but not the eye #also the hairstick was just randomly stuck in his hair as a 'do not eat me' marker #because wouldn't it be funny if he was in the demon realm when the system died on him and left him with this mess #let's give MBJ something to fuss over #mun art

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starlitvases · 5 months

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I really need people to understand that when I and other systems say, "I'm grateful for my system and I'm happy that I'm a system," it does not mean that we wanted to be systems.

I never wanted to go through horrific abuse to become a system. I never wanted to be programmed to be a system. I never wanted any of that. I wanted a happy and fulfilling childhood, but I didn't have that privilege. I never did.

My system is how I survived. It's how I was able to cope and actually live and breathe. I'd be dead without my system. Do I hate how we formed? Of course, I do. Do I hate my system? Not even in my dreams.

I'm allowed to be happy as a system, especially if it's what saved me. I'm allowed to be grateful that my system kept me alive and has allowed me to begin healing. I'm allowed to have happy moments. Don't misconstrue my words, and don't belittle anyone else who shares the same sentiment.

#did system #dissociative identity disorder #programmed system #programming survivor #ramcoa survivor #ramcoa #dissociative system #traumagenic system #programmed did #im allowed to heal

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marshymeds · 9 months

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Gotta give credit to @merlinnski for the second panel because that was not the original sjdjf

#doodling nonsense to make myself feel better #bad brain hours can be healed by moshang shenanigans right?#mxtx #svsss #scumbag self saving system #scum villian self saving system #mobei jun #shang qinghua #moshang #kaeya #kaeya alberich #genshin impact #marshymeds

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dunmeshistash · 3 days

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Dungeon Meshi - Resurrection and Healing

Some more information about Resurrection and Healing Magic from several chapters under the cut

Chapter 19

Chapter 22

Chapter 27

Chapter 28

Chapter 34

There might have been other mentions after this chapter but this was all the major points I could remember.

edit: All the images had ids but tumblr deleted it for the top 4 images and the more I tried to fix the worst it got, sorry, I'll try to fix it tomorrow.

#dungeon meshi #adventurers bible #magic system #dungeon meshi manga #for referencing #ancient magic #resurrection magic #healing magic #revival magic #resurrection #worldbuilding

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functionalasfuck · 4 months

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Love for Love’s Sake is really just out here giving us two people who have terrible self worth, who can’t understand how anyone could possibly love them, and making them fall in love with their mirror image. Therefore proving they are worth happiness and love.

#loving someone whose tragic life mirrors yours #because you don’t want them to have the life you did #is an act of self love #like Myungha is healing his past self by loving Yeo Woon #and together they are building support systems for each other #it’s just so beautiful #shut up this is all I’ll be thinking about #kdrama #bl drama #BL series #love for love's sake #myungha x yeowoon

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canisalbus · 7 months

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Is that canon!?! Was Machete just really naive/didn't really understand the implications of his relationship to Vasco? Did his mentor ever find out about them or discuss such things with him? I assume bc he didn't have parents, he kinda didn't get educated on sex or anything. Was it a big shock to realize he was "sinning"?

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#eh I was just exaggerating it for comedy because the page was so unintentionally funny and fitting #he might've been a little bit naive but was painfully aware he was in a relationship with a man and that it was forbidden #his mentor was all about asceticism and mortification and extreme self-denial #and had drilled it into his head that practically all romantic feelings let alone sex were foolish and sinful and should be shunned #so his feelings about the whole thing were complicated but in the end Vasco was more important #not to sound corny #but there was a hole in his heart that he had desperately tried to fill with god that never seemed to care about him #and once he got some of that love he had been aching for #from another living person #he had to do what it takes to make room for that in his belief system #how could such a tender fulfilling and healing thing be wrong #answered #anonymous #his mentor did eventually find out about them and wasn't very happy about it #to put it mildly #but by that point Machete had managed to mostly inch his way out from under his heel #he was graduating and getting ordained and wouldn't be going back to Naples #if it were up to him he'd never want to see him again

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probablyhuntersmom · 2 years

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If Hunter found himself in the kind of dream which Eda had

(These aren't leaks, they're a combo of tracing over screenshots and airbrushing :3)

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