#ur being fukin weird :)

[hasarjunadoneanythingwrong]

Seeing your most recent art is funny because one of my rare pairs is Arjuna and Osakabehime. It’s because I ship Karna x Jinako and and thought it would be funny is both brothers had a gamer gf.

incredibly funny that you send this to me bc it’s one of MY not so secret rare pairs as well (it’s been vaguely implied once or twice that they’ve spoken off screen at least) bc the dynamic is just this:

With the joke being that arjuna is ALSO a massive fucking loser nerd he just masks it way better. I think they could have a really really funny dynamic

#one of these days I’ll make that chart with all my stupid ships that I rotate around him to look at #if you’re curious the canon implication is that she’s commented to him (and also alter apparently) that he looks like a school prefect #and he also copied her archer form’s entry battle line exactly in aeaean sea in jp (I can’t remember if it was 1:1 in na but it was #the go go go line he got embarrassed about) #and iirc she also scampers off to him when sunta reverse burgles her in Christmas 2020 all ‘COME GET UR FUKIN BROTHER PLS HES BEING WEIRD’ #so imo they DO hang out it’s canon fite me #juna secret gamer #my asks

[rawrmeansilyindinosawr]

DONT EVER ASTRAL PROJECT INTO JOISEY

yr on ur way to bodyhack and accidentally k hole a lil too hard in ur own living room and have to hold ur roommates feet / kuddle a bit b4 u go cuz u've never felt that way b4 on k besides the time u did that Laced bullshit like 3 months ago in the comfort of strangers u just met at le bain and yr crush at tha time. who actually wuz NIce a lil but they were like a weird capricorn with a gf N we all kno how poly relationships hav been for moi. Painful n weird. lik LEARN 2 communicate andSTICK2 UR boundaries [ AND DONT TRY TO INTERPRET WHAT THT MEANS BY URSELF IF YR CONFUSED LITERALLY JUST ASK] or just like DON'TTT try to have multiple relationships if u r INCAPABLE Of being responsible WITH MULTIPLE PPLZ FEELINGZZZZZZZ!

I!!!

ANYWEY. FLASHBACK.

We ordered 2g of shitty mexxy Fake ass K n all tha colors IN tha room blended together, u threw up and had to go into fetal position just to feel better cuz u dont rly remember talking but u just remember SURVIVNG Tha weird after party b4 when we all went into some strangers hotel [that i met at a party in LA like a few months back but it wuz like a quick meet outside tha warehouse so lik not rly KNEW the person but] that had a clogged toilet n RANDO EMERGENCIE ROOM SURGEON WHO ASKED U... 'hey…have u ever had k...INSIDE u..' LIK OMG WHAT LE FUK!

!!!!!?

then the weirdo who owned the hotel unclogged tha toilet After LYING and said he'd order room service n tried to stand in between yr friends who were lik just Kutie dancing to the german techno House n then yr crush was tryna like do a cute bubble bath moment with u but it all just got 2 GOT DAM MUCH so we all made a run 4 it. LE LITERALLY.

And this wuz after we walked around tha city, called the sunrise a tequila sunrise then talked ab makin it big 1 day n moving in those big apts in soho. And waiting for 4 uber cars for an hour to give us a ride but then they nvr came/cancelled so we walked 3 blocks n begged a rando with a Family sized lookin sUv to give us a ride to anotha party. like WUZ IT WORTH IT 2 GO 2 A KLOGGED TOILET SCARY HOTEL WITH SCARY SURGEON MAN N PREDATORY WEIRDO. WULD IDO IT AGAIN???? YES!!

u bump into a KUTE designer uve been supportingfor like a year n a half n they They tell U they Hav a crush on u like WAH RLYYYYY. but yr like not interested in starting something new but. IM IN MY NO1 DESERVES MOI ERA !!!!!! TUMBLR BLOGGING CONSISTENTLY ERA!!!!!!! ALL MY 9 OTHER ACCOUNTS R BLENDING TOGETHER ERA! MOI BDAY ERA!!! EXCITED 4!!!! N NOWADAYZZ ERA!

!!!! Yr waiting 4 ur friend n someonecomes up to u and asks u if u sell drugs LIKE WHT DO I LOOK LIKE. anotha gurl told me that nite i look like im poly. LIKE WHAT IS THE POLY AESTHETIC...BC I WULD RLY LIKE 2 MF KNO!!!! Then they proceed to overshare ab autism camp n then ask me if IM THA ONE thats "STILL HIGH' . We find a rubber duckie in tha hammocks n MR RUBBA DUCKIE IS OUR SECURITY GUARD 4 THA NITE while we dance with "fuckboy PRESENTING' kutiez n crave tha K that yr friendz say is from tha nethalandz. Yr high as shit n the sink in tha bathroom looks like a fukin goat n yrthinking of tyler tha creators iconic tweet on03-13-22 "YO IF SOMEONE INVITE U TO A SHOW DONT FUCKIN B LIKE CAN I GET 5 PASSES. NO. COME W 1 GUEST N SHOW SUM FUKIN RESPECC . DONT FUCKIN ASK 4 A FAMILY AMOUNT OFICKETS N SHIT HELL U THINK THIS A CHARITY WHO RAISED U N---GAS KNOW YALL FUKIN PLACE U AINT SPECIAL'

i wanna make a tiktok audio of me saying that but i dont wanna b problematic. N i wanna giv my mum tha rubbie duckie to add to her collection of rubbie duckiez. tha nite ended kute going to a white boys apt who wears kat ears who's name was aaron n we were with another aaron so there were two aarons then we smoked n watched sunrise n listened to the killerz nitecore version tho.

JUST BC IM HIGH A LOT DOESNT MEAN I DONT DO MY LAUNDRY OR TAXES OR AM SEXUALLY PROBLEMATIC OR STUPID. I LIKE CONTROLLED sUBSTANCES WHERE I KAN STILL THINK N AM COGNISCENT OF MY BODY N ENVIONMENT. I WULD LIKE 2 EXPLAIN DIS FURTHER BC I YAM DEFENSIVE N SELF INTROSPECTIVE N AS A LIBRAI WULD LIKE TO SEE ALL SIDES N SCALES N BE RATIONAL IN HOW I APPROACH MYSELF WHEN OTHERS CLEARLY KANNOT C ME 4 WHO I YAM IN ALL OF MY DIFF WAYZ. LIKE I LITERALLY AM FUCKIN RAVE MUM!!!!!!!!! i WULD LITERALLY BRING A FUKIN STALK OF CELERY 2 THA MF CLURB TO MAKE SURE PPLZ GOT SOME10 In THEY TUMMY B4 THEY DECIDE 2 ALCOHOL THEMSULVEZ!!!!!!!!!! I WILLL DYE YR HAIR B4 WE GET TO THA KLUB N WASH IT OUT FOR U N BLOW DRY IT N HELP U PIK OUT UR OUTFITZ THEN MAKE SURE WE ALL HAV A GOOD TIME . RAVE MUM VIBEZ!!!!!!! I HAV NVR PARTIED 2GET MY HOLES SATIATED. I HAV NVR LEFT A PARTY WA STRANGER AT A CLURB W THE INTENTION OF FUK!!!!!!

well. Now dat DAT out of tha way, TECHNO PAGAN IS LITERALLY A FUKIN GOD ANNNNDDD Tha Trinity is not A culmination of one god in three gods but a singular god!!!!!!!!!! THA TRINITY IS A MF SHMEXY

THRUPPLE.

something tht i hav been reflecting on in my nitelife has been the beauty of community i feel when we all stomp n dance together so hard, even in a room full of strangers, we all sit under tha influence of a universal language, something tht we kannot describe with words, something that is not expressed with words - music . ladybird hates club music but i feel like club music has encapsulated so much that normally goes out of my reigns of comfort, it is challenging as an artist to see thingz differently in lens of appreciation , but to feel every genre and every word n instrument n actually react to it has been something i feel like tht keeps me sane. going out has not been something that has just been "fun' for me, i release something into the nite that the nite keeps it for me. lily says i am the moon, the nite , and she is my sun, my day. i think

there is something beautiful about the nite, and how

it holds the darkness for u... it exists 4 a reason,

although scary ..... but i like the way i see the world

more when i am awake thru it, and i appreciate the

day while in fragmented time frames

i Yam SO MF behind on skoool. i wuz supposed to go

2 a truck show where clothing stores showcase a

bunch of new collection pieces kind of like sample

sales] todai but i ended up having a depressive

episode n crying 4 hours to 8485 n blackwinterwells

n helix tearz. idk when i will feel better some dayz, i

just kno my greatest pain / biggest wound is getting

taken 4 granted or being misunderstood / unloved by

the people i hav loved purely ... i hav an innocence to

me, ive realized ... i give ppl tha benefit of tha doubt

b4 they prove anything to meh. i hav been aching,

ive been sinking in my bed, i kant sleep, i dont know

how to proceed when ppl i want to luv me r so

incapable. n even then i am happy to be the 1 who is

hurt at the end of it all, and not them ..

nyfw is coming up n castings have been interesting.

the modeling scene is so small n i've been

recognizing mad ppl in the rando castings i've been

going to n showing up how i do . Cuz ima always b

me and that's what that truly means to me to model

to showcase myself authentically and though Yes i

am sample size - i think beauty is something more

philosophical and subjective than what we kan

condense to merely standardized measurements . I

always found it funni that if u live in model housing ur

like required to go out like three times a week to

make ur agent happie and like it wasn't til i was at lil

sister in st marks / 3rd ave area that i was like kinda

weirded by the modeling party nitelife scene , like it

gave human trafficking vibes from these old ass men

grinding too close to meh and then spilling their

orange ass piss colored drink on moi. like promoters

really pay models to go to these clubs and uber them

back n forth just to make these clubs look better.Butt these clubs ain't even got leg noom????

What wuld u do if u were in the club wiff me and i got

stomped on n I naturally scream MY LEGGGG in

spongebob voice. And Why the FUCK would i pay for

a san pelligrrinno to assimilate to this fancy club

aesthetic ???? LEZ B HONEST .....

.. WE AALLLLL

HATE SAN PELLYGRINO!!!!!!! BLECH!!

so moral of tha storie is take K from musicians who

hurt ur feelings online , support trans mutual aid but

Fuck the trans men that slut shame u for literally

going out n partying, Give they thems money n

Marlboro redz, Take polaroids of urself at nowadayz

then hate being perceived then leave them on the

floor, Sleep with ur contacts in , Don't touch ur

septum ring while K holing , My chemical romance

and pierce the veil are superior, give twinks twinkies,

and Fae/Xe's caramel candiez. And ALWAYS emulate

carrie bradshaw, believe in urself and ur writing and

don't EVERRRRR ASTRAL PROJECT INTO

JOISEY!

stay safe n KUTE and even if u have 4 blisters and 2

corns and 1 bunyon on yr foot just keep remembering

beauty is pain and Just apologize n giggle cutely /

politely decline if someone wanna suck ur toes, it's easy to decline n giggle n decline.

XXOXXXXX, ur fav gossip they , King princess hater

«Ur literally not more gay if u like them cuz they are

literally racist n problematic my friend played the

keys for them on tour so get with it and grow up,

listen to julien baker or Clairo or some shit>, 2021

covid survivor, mosquito bite wear-er, gemini moon

ass chatty ass Cathy ass " Don't u know who i am? energy" emulator, RENNY <3

#blog

[svnaslove]

request for tsukki with a crush who has a crackhead energy and she manages the team

this is such a fun hc, thank you for requesting! sorry i took so long on it, i’ve been really lagging on school, i still am but i had some down time hehe

Tsukishima crushing on manager with crackhead energy

genre: absolute crack, the source of where crack cracks the crack. crack. and a dash of fluff on that crack.

warnings: n/a

oh my god where do we even start

tsukishima has no idea why he likes you he hates his head for being such a simp for you or where ever da fuk this feeling is coming from

like the amount of energy that you have, jumping around and always cracking jokes and doing the upmost unbelievable shit, he doesn’t get it, why does he want to see you all the time?

the amount of crackhead energy that you have in your body can beat tanaka, nishinoya, and hinata COMBINED, bc of that you ended up being good friends with them

one time you guys were heading out in the volleyball bus to a match and nishinoya bet that you wouldn’t try to ride on top of the bus instead of going inside of it while driving to the match

YES ON TOP OF THE BUS, YOU CLIMBED THAT BITCH AND SAT ON IT😭😭

poor ukai nearly died of a heart attack when the bus started driving and noya and tanaka were dying of laughter and ukai thought something fishy was going on so he stopped the bus and went outside and saw you just sitting on top of the bus like “yo wassup ukai mah dawg”

Tsukishima was absolutely without words “why tf did you do that” “why tf did you not join me?”

bitch had no idea what to reply, just put his headphones back on bc he himself started wondering why he didn’t join you, congratulations, you broke Tsukishima Kei

and to top it all off, you can be an absolute crackhead one second and the next you’re paying the most attention ever to a match and writing mad notes on that clipboard of yours

when tsuki first saw you do that he felt like he just go slapped in the face😭

HOW TF DOES SHE DO IT

ngl he kinda tried to uncrush on you

it didn’t work😔✊

he really tried doe, f in the chat for tsuki

he was really out her trying to avoid you at all costs but you would just be EVERYWHERE

after a while tanaka and nishinoya got on that tsukishima had a crush on you, not hinata doe, he’s so clueless smh

they told you and you were like “wait dat kinda make sense doe😳” because tsuki was always weird around you and he would be ✨extra mean✨ and ✨extra stiff✨

so you, nishinoya, tanaka and hinata were plotting on how to take the upmost advantage of you situation

hinata kept suggesting to try to make tsukishima as flustered as possible just so that everytime tsuki called him short he would bring up that exact moment

“hinata how are we gonna do this, the only emotion that boi shows is 🧂salt🧂”

so you all decided upon it and the next day

poor tsuki, he was just a simp and he didn’t know how to handle his emotions and he was about to be absolutely attacked 😭

you walked in to the volleyball practice with the shortest shorts in history

the boys were practicing their spikes and daichi spiked noya in the face by accident because he noticed you first lkdfjsdlkf

“sorry guys, all of my other shorts are in the wash hehe”

u fukin liar

you looked over to tsukishima and the POOR MAN

HE JUST DROPPED EVERYTHING AND WAS JUST STANDIN STIFF AS A BOARD AND STARING AT YOU FKLJDS

tsukishima.exe has stopped functioning

you two locked eyes and you smiled at him and he legit lagged 

yamaguchi was next to him and he thought tsuki was having a heart attack LMAOO

and the entire practice long you were throwing the CHEESIEST pick-up lines ever at tsuki, the poor soul

“ hey, hEY TSUKI! Are you a parking ticket? because you got fine written all over you” 

noya literally chocked on his water because he was right next to him and heard it ldskfjs

“are you from Tennessee, because you’re the only ten i see~”

“no y/n, im Japanese.” 

“ 😐😑 ur no fun”

he’s sitting on the bench on water break and you just plop next to him and throw your head on his shoulder dramatically 

“So tsuki-man, aside from being sexy, what do you do for a living?”

at this point the poor man is done for, he is so embarrassed by the entire practice’s event of you throwing yourself all over him that he can’t even function enough to be salty

“Y/N can i ask you something?”

“mm?” your head still resting on his shoulder.

“why are you acting...weird...around me”

you giggled at his question yet still didn’t budge from his shoulder.

when you first started, you were going to see tease him just in a friendly manner, but afterwards you started noticing how cute he was whenever he would try to hide his flushed cheeks whenever you came nearby. ‘do i have a crush on him too?’ was the only sentence running over and over in your mind. and now, with your head pressed on his shoulder your stomach sending butterflies through you, your had decided that you did. what else could explain how you all of the sudden felt a little nervous as the time passed by?

“a lil birdie told me you liked me”

you felt him stiffen under you, the days events tired him so much he didn’t even know how to respond, he just,, sat there and tried to look for an answer to give you but all that came up to him was tv static.

“i think i like you too, you know” you said, holding your breath, hoping this wouldn’t end up embarrassing for you too.

tsukishima’s body relaxed a little and you could faintly hear how fast his heart was beating. 

“that’s good” was the only words he could muster out as he slightly stuttered.

you reached over and lightly held his hand, the intertwined hands of you both were semi-concealed as you just sat there and tsuki took his break, drinking water and watching the rest of the team practice.

noya, hinata, and tanaka were walking by to check up on 

Operation Fluster Tsukishima™

and noya was the first to notice your hands.

“WHAT THE HELL”

“wtf noya, what is it?” tanaka boi was confused as hell

“YOU TWO ARE HOLDING HANDS??!?(&$*(@&” poor hinata stil believed holding hands with the opposite gender could make you pregnant, bless his soul.

tsukishima literally bolted up from his seat as if his seat had those deject buttons from cartoons. 

“wtf y/n why you holding by hand” 

awkward award goes to tsukishima kei

he started walking away towards yamaguchi who was seeing everything that was going down from the beginning was nagging tsukishima to tell you that he liked you already

“what the hell tsuki-man, we were just having such a heartfelt moment”

you could see that he slightly smirked as he walked away.

and there you were.

left with these three knuckleheads

all freaking out.

“YOU ACTUALLY LIKED HIM WTF )&&^&$*#$()*#)”

________________________________________________________________

that was an absolute rollercoaster and i don’t regret a single word, thank you anon for requesting this, i didn’t know i needed this absolute ride😌✨

#this was an absolute fucking rollercoaster #shakespear could never #yams is yalls personal lil cheerleader and i think thats beautiful #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu crack #hq crack #tsukishima crack #tsukishima fluff #tsukishima x reader #nishinoya x reader #hinata x reader #tanaka x reader #karasuno x reader #haikyuu x reader #hq x reader #haikyuu imagines #tsukishima imagine #haikyuu scenarios #tsukishima headcanons #tsukishima hcs #tsukishima x you #tsukishima imagines #tsukishima x y/n #haikyuu memes #hq meme #hq memes #haikyuu meme #haikyuu drabble #haikyuu drabbles #haikyuu headcanons

[sgnyideun]

wsup this is yideun and he’s ur resident 2 kewl 4 skool eboy thinking about dropping out bc he’s bored and restless and wants to fish for marlins off the coast of italy (sorry if u get this reference bc i for one cant stop thinking abt it). for more: the man, the gremlin, the legend / tragic backstory: unlocked / wanted connections. 

like to plot and i’ll im u! otherwise i’m available on discord (ask) and twitter, if either would be easier for u!! just pls tell me who u are or we’re going to be silent mutuals forever lol

a quick tl;dr (that isn’t quick bc of who i am as a person, sorry)

grew up in the deep country and he loved/loves it? he gets really fed up with seoul tbh the busyness of the city grates on him! but he moved to seoul (or, well, back to seoul) when he was thirteen and has been here, causing problems, wreaking havoc, since.

has a weird relationship w/ his immediate family. little contact w/ his parents (no real bad blood tho?) and his sisters are 10 yrs older than him and are like [rattling fence] LET US INNNNNNN 

anyway he’s an oriental painting major and specializes in sumukhwa (ink-wash painting!). learned from a young age from his grandma, who was an #anonymous artist :’) he really does/did love it but after starting at seongnam and having to be literally evaluated on it, he’s felt a lil burdened. and then after getting roasted by his parents at their ten yr reunion (jk haha) (im not jk) for majoring in smth like art, he was like haha.... but if i just dropped everything i know and took up an isolated life in the mountains? xo 

honestly? he’s blunt af, doesn’t like cutting corners in convo, and if u need an honest opinion he will give u one. he’s pretty meh about socializing for the sake of socializing, but the friends he does have! !! he’s ride or die supportive even if he probably calls u variations of asswipe and laaaaaaaaAAAAAaaaAme every day. 🤟😔

he really honestly thinks life is too short to be steepin in ragretz so he’s very yolo, will hold ur hand when u get tattoos and piercings, etc etc. if ur like “what if i fucked the system?” he’d be like on god? do it lol

yeah he’s just. chaos. starts fights on the internet just 2 see what happens... and generally has no filter. tho he is pretty private abt his family and some other more complex feelios but everything else is fair game. he’s not ashamed of himself!!!!! u cant embarrass him!!!!!

that being said, as terrible and insufferable as his personality is, as long as you can stomach it and aren’t exceeeeedingly sensitive or fake (sry he’s too lazy to wade thru ur fifty layers), he’s a good (questionable) friend. or well, he’s not hard to get along with. he’s pretty laidback and not a lot bothers him or gets on his nerves fr fr. he just likes seeing the world burn. 

likes/interests: sumukhwa duh, mountain hikes (but the only one accessible for early mornings is ansan which fukin sucks), starting fights on the internet, pronouncing rly famous things incorrectly to see when ppl lose it (gucci? more like Gucky), MAPLE STORY, and spitting in his roommate’s coffee (haha jk!!!!) (he’s not jk). he’s also a vegetarian and has been for three yrs but constantly feels like he’s being tested when he sees fried chicken so.

dislikes: feeling boxed in (literally and figuratively), seoul usually, small talk, ppl who wont say upfront wtf they want from him, uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh talking about feelings beyond saying “yes i feel like shit”, and climate change ig? 

wonderful how this tl;dr was still too long and hardly enlightening. congrats on making it this far u are a trooper

#ooc / #UHHHHHHHHHHH this is scheduled so i hope the queue is over...

[redddddd]

im always nervous and reluctant to show anyone my schoolwork because since i was in school, i've been praised for being smart and got into all the fukin "GT" classes and grades were high and then it got harder and i didnt know how to study and everything fell apart, so i became homeschooled and started from a grade level i already went through because our school system skipped over parts and i didnt retain anything so now im relearning shit that my friends learned years ago and though ive felt stupid for a while, it really does mess with me to no longer be ahead because it was such a prominent thing in my school life and it feels like my worth has been reduced by not being smart anymore and its just so weird because i cant push myself to ask for help on homework and i feel so weird when i talk about how i used to be in "GT" and how the system failed me sksjd and ik my worth doesnt tie into my intelligence but it really feels like it does and at the end of the day you can b aware of so many fucking things but knowing doesnt always mean it'll stick with you or that you'll understand how to overcome whatever ur dealing with

aight thats all byebye ty for reading ig 👀

#school #pp

[thefleshmustgrow]

under readmore bc this shit gets rly fucking weird after a while srsly warning if ur gonna read this bc i feel sick from the dream

claps hand right so fucking

im skipping past the parts that dont make sense bc it dont rly turn into any kind of story till here ok so like i was in the car with my dad n sister and brother and i wasnt feeling well bc awake me had heart burn ig

we stop for somthing to eat at this place thats like a combo dairy queen, tim hortons, some fish fast food place and taco bell. also i can turn into a fukin goldfish for some reason so i do that.

theres this dude on tv but the tv is like a 2 way comune device. hes the owner of the worlds largest fish farming biusnes and owns the fish shop were eating in and he sees the goldfish and goes m lets cook that and i tell him to fuck off

so hes like whatttt a talking goldfish lets get some scientests on that and i turn back into me and use my deadname for some reasno ig in the dream im not out publicly either

and i tell him to fuck off and its this big thing he gets rly pissed and he tries to tell me i have to give him three compliments a day if i want to still use anything he owns and im like no 3 a week at max and hes like ok and also he wants to meet me for some reason

and this is were the stuff starts to get, weird.

so i jump thru a portal of some kind and it takes me to this tropicalish wetlands reiver were im meeting him. at thius point i reveal i can just shapeshift in general so like ok cool whatever.

some irelevent dream stuff happens and im partially in the water and theres these giant fish and someone goes oh no pirahnahs and im like no, piranahs r small and reltivly harmless to living creatures actually.

but like these weird fish r still there so its like ok, then the dude is there and aparenlty industrialism has goten wildlife fucked up and its a big secret. but suposedly thats also how i can shapeshift i tell him. at this point ive turnd one of my arms into a long alien tentical and i have tenticales sticking out from under the dress im wearing.

so its this big thing. and uh, lil time skip here more dream stuff that dosnt translate to awakeness.

so at this poijnt its kind of revealed that the end of the world is coming from higher forces. this dudes wife desends like and angel and shes holding this rly fleshy blobby constantly shifting baby that also has a halo made of flesh. she tells me their name is angel and the world would have already been ended if angel didnt come to like the world and decide not to.

so now angel is the only thing that can stop whats coming. its all baby themed for some reason. theres this didy as the dreams changes perspective to show the armies coming that goes like “we must fix it from the startt!”

everythings super body horrory at this point to anyway his wife tells me abt his daugter aparently angel has been watching over her for a long time and thats why angel dosnt wana doomsday stuff..

and so aparntly the daughter likes to eat in bed at night and thats cool but ig some of the doomsday babies came down and stated force feeding her and she nearly died. and idont want to describe it bc it was in incredibly sigurbing detail involing a tube and shit anyway so angel comes in later to find this out and angel is rly upset

so angel tells her mom and there out to stop this doomsday stuff.

again i wnaa remind u this is all super body horrory, fleshy, creepy stuff.

umm skip more stuff and im not prespective on me anymore. theres some confusing stuff here of exatly WHAT is being done but ppl r in a spaceship and like the rest of the universe has been corupted, the effect of witch is gliter. but the hero group has managed to scrounge what they need to save everything witch is like some kind of save file they have to find.

cue one of the ppl on bord mentining glitter. hes been infected. the infection spreads rapidly thru the ship till one person remains who has to jump onto this device and start searching for the save file on a shrunken down earth.

they find it. but this dude whos like a rectangle gets hungry and eats it. so our protag has to, jump thr the screen and go INSIDE this dude all shruinks down.

and its all like machinary themed but still fleshy in there and he jumps into this elevator going into the stomache and this flesh dude pulls him out bc ig thats part of the imune system and hes like hey u cant do that yank.

but going down there is the only way to get the save file so our protag tries again. cant rly explain to this imune system dude tho so the imune system dude thinks hes trying to comit susicde and is trying to console him on the conveyer belt. and describing whatl happen if he does go down there. protag dosnt care hes saving reality hes doing what he must.

imune system dude gets crushed in the converyer as some rly sad music plays and the protag reaches the end of the convery. and thats kinda were i woke up.

i can only describe this so well bc im mostly getting it off my mind bc like i said this was all incredibly disturbing and i feel a little sick from it all.

#dream diary #do i rly want to preserve this??? #might delte it later or some shit

[chenlays]

jealous!jeno

requested ⭐ i’m sorry for not posting lately !! i’ve been struggling with a writer’s block and lack of motivation for almost everything :((( ⭐ this also isn’t exactly what was asked, but i hope you still like it !!! ⭐ masterlist

Hello! I wanted to ask if I could have an idol! Reader scenario with Jeno, like, Jeno gets jealous because Reader has been hanging out a lot with Jaemin or someone from another group (like Wanna One) and Jeno gets into an argument with Reader but it ends fluffy because Jeno confesses since he doesn’t want Reader to leave angry.

poor b o y

jeno has the biggest crush on you,, it’s so cute

and jaemin is the one who has to listen to him rant about his feelings or how adorable you looked in that sweater or how amazing a color shines when you wear it

I bet his favorite memories are the times you spent together :”)

jaemin has a secret !!

he’s actually good friends with you and jeno just never knew how close you were

but the day you told jaemin you were literally in love with jeno his whole heart melted and he wanted to support this concept

he probably teared up when you started talking about why you love him this much

“you know when he laughs and he smiles really wide and looks super happy?? that makes me feel the same way”

“I didn’t agree to hang out with you so I could cry,,”

this goes on for a few weeks because he has to make sure you two are perfect for each other

his cute sibling friend only deserves the best

one night while he’s trying to fall asleep

he just rolls over and wakes jeno up to talk

“jeno!! you know your huge crush on y/n?? I can get you two together!!!”

jeno jumps up so fast and is yelling from excitement

“can you really?? you’re the best ily”

the next day I guess, jaemin asks you to go to your favorite restaurant you both always used to eat at

and you zOOM because you haven’t been there in fOREVER

jaemin is the cutest thing ever,, he’s just smiling and laughing at whatever’s on his phone while sitting at your special booth omg

then when you sit down he just sobs from within

“jeno is going to be coming here with you sometime this week, and you gotta promise that you don’t ruin our special booth ok >:((“

yOu take a selca with him n post it because you’re so cute yes

and jeno is alert when he sees it .4 seconds after you post

he has notifs on

also is probably one of the first ten people to like it and that’s actual dedication since there’s like 4020930202993 likes 1 second after

yELLING FROM WITHIN BUT INTENSELY

is looking like a kicked puppy

and also ready to choke jaemin

once he decides to go back to the dorms you beg him to go with

and he can’t say no to his absolute most favorite friend ever

but you hIGhkey just wanna see jeno

who’s jaemin

jeano is !!!!!!! alarmed and confused and ready to swing

when you two get there, he’s >:(( and not in a mean way

“hey jaemin,, heY y/n >:(( whatS UP”

he just shows the selca and SCREECH

“ok but ur making this so obvious?? smh”

lol what

you’re both trying to talk to him but he’s ranting about how jaemin snatched the love of his life and he is hurt and wanting to leave the country

he’s a dumb boy and it’s frustrating

but then he looks at you and it breaks your heart :((

he’s tearing up from the pain and looks like a really hurt pup

how can you not feel guilty and sad ??? he’s too precious

he doesn’t wanna yELL hopefully,, that’s way too scary

“the least you could’ve done was hidden it better :(“

jaemin is running away to hide and spectate, hoping he doesn’t have to step in

“jeNO I’m not dating jaemin,, he’s like my brother that’s weird”

frustrating boy,,,,

“ok but ??? I don’t ? believe what I am ?? hearing ??”

“CHOKE”

“no, I’m really not,, we were talking about you !!”

still doesn’t believe you wow what a rat >:(( come on jeno you fukin acorn

thinks you were talkin snit or jaemin was exposing him™️

“OH SO YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT MY UNDYING LOVE FOR YOU AND HOW IT DOESN'T MATTER”

sHush acorn, you’re making it worse

he’s just wanting to swing at jaemin and wanting to throw his left shoe into a river

“we were talking about the undying love between u s,,, you soggy acorn brick”

he just stands there for 7 minutes contemplating on his stupidity istg

get ur snit together jeano

but once he realizes, he smiles so big and his cheeks get all squishy n his eyes crinkle and he’s a happy pupper again !!!!!

but a pupper who feels bad for misunderstanding :((

hugs you so tight with lots of love and rUns outside

coming back 10 minutes later with three bags of candy and lots of snacks to make up for being an acorn

“jaemin,, ilysm I’m sorry bud”

jeno is forgiven even before he speaks

and !! while he’s holding the bags n standing at the table to set them down,, he is aLARMED

you smooch his cheek and he’s !!! happy and loving pup ready for cuddles and pats

he is amazed at his luck and is overjoyed at this point please calm down before you explode

2 ½ bags are for you because you are the most wonderful angel and he doesn’t deserve this

just lov him and give him what he needs in life yes pls

#nct #nct dream #lee jeno #park jisung #na jaemin #lee donghyuck #haechan #mark lee #huang renjun #zhong chenle #nct scenarios #nct texts #nct imagines #nct reactions #nct x you #nct dream scenarios #nct dream texts #nct dream imagines #nct dream reactions

[mumblecrumble]

Shizzle pt2

life being describe as a a rollercoaster is ok. cause it is composed of years, months, weeks and days... but a change in fukin direction of shit WITHIN a day is a different kind of rollercoaster. my parents are cooling off the thing. ok fukin weird right. when I tell you my mental and emotional state was already preparing for thee shit to happen u decided to cool it off. ok what the fuc is wrong with me.. UR PARENTS ARE NOW IN AN OKAY SITUATION, STOP BEING AN ASS. well for a fact I know they will still end up doing this exact same routine where they fight and cool it off. I was just uhmmm ready for their plan to end THAT fukin cycle. 

[peachyuns]

honey / pjm

u know when ur heart literally explodes for someone and ur kinda just like wow fukin stop pls

honey // kehlani

“last night i was really questioning why i was holding fries and not your hand.”

fluff.

477 words.

You absolutely hated Jimin, but only because you loved him way too much. More often than not, you were distracted and of course, he was the reason.

He could make you smile even when he wasn’t there (which your friends have commented on as weird, but you didn't care), he made you happy. It was a crazy feeling to you and you loved it. You loved him.

Most of the time, you were alone at home doing whatever could keep your mind off of the fact that the person you wanted the most was going to be away for half a year. But when you thought of how happy he was, how happy he made people, you could bare him being away for years if it meant he and the fans stayed that way.

You almost choke on your food when you feel the vibration of your phone against your ass. It didn’t help that it also displayed Jimin’s name on your screen, which only made you even more frantic.

You struggled to keep any oil on your fingers away from your phone, but fuck it, you wanted to talk to Jimin.

“Hello?” 

You were busy having a coughing session into the phone as Jimin tried to keep his giggles at a minimum. “Did I catch you during your midnight snack again?”

You groan, annoyed that he wasn’t there for you to hit whenever he delivered his insults and teases. 

“Would you like me to come to wherever the hell you are and shove my midnight snack up your ass?”

His laughter rings through your ears, making you smile no matter how annoyed you were. “I miss you,” he laughs. What was a happy conversation suddenly took a turn, making your face go back to a frown.

“I miss you too, Minnie.” 

“You know,” he starts. “Last night I was really questioning why I was holding fries and not your hand.”

You scoff, “Jimin, even when you are here you prefer to hold your precious McDonalds fries and not my hand.”

“Don’t even complain, you’re the one who finishes them anyway!”

“One more word about how much I eat and I’m breaking up with you,” You tease him. 

A string of apologies and curses come out of his mouth, making you roll your eyes.

“Well, I only have a week of tour left too, I don’t wanna come home to an ex.”

“There’s one thing you don’t have to worry about. In a week you’ll come home to your girlfriend, and a few ass kickings I owe you for talking so much about my food and less about how cute I am.”

“You’re cute, but you eat all the food and leave me nothing!” You can practically hear the smile in Jimin’s voice as he speaks. “I love you though, I can take the starvation for you.”

#bts fluff #bts scenarios #jimin fluff #jimin scenarios #jimin #bts #what an awkward ending #i really had no idea how to end it so i just #anyway i haven't posted anything in pretty long so i really hope you guys enjoy this!

[baku-go-home-youre-drunk]

LGBT?

Valid

Furries, kin, incest shippers, child x adult shippers,bronies?

Not valid.

Furries: literal bestiality. Don't try and validate it with them being anthropomorphic or human like. It's bestiality. Ur fukin gross

Kin: ??? I don't even know with you guys. If you are transgender then that's OK because you are the wrong gender and you change to what you identify as. If you're kin then you're just a human who isn't content with being normal so you feel as though your an animal or mythical creature or whatever. Remember that kid in elementary school who thought she was a wolf? Ya that's you.

Incest shippers: need I say more? Your fucking gross. Try and justify it as you might, incest is wrong and unnatural. It's so bad. you're a disgrace to humanity.

Child x adult shippers: EvEN wORsE. You are literally condoning and encouraging pedophilia. Don't try and act like its normal or OK to be attracted to children if youre an adult. You make me sick.

Bronies: Jesus Christ. Furries are bad but you guys are attracted to horses in their horse form. Not even anthropomorphised just literally attracted to fuckn horses.

Thank you for attending my TED talk on people who think they're oppressed but are actually just weird and gross.

[saltedcaramelbastard]

gingerbread, warm milk, yarn, woods, bells, eyebags, sweet, pine needles!

this is long so ill put it under a readmore

gingerbread:  your moral alignment

p sure im chaotic good!

warm milk:  when do you usually fall asleep?

uuhh usually around 1-2 am, i know its bad lol, but i dont get up til 9 most days

yarn:  what are your most enjoyable hobbies?

i fukin love doing people’s hair tbh! and orchestra is really fun except that rehearsal is 3 hours. i also love learning languages but im real lazy about actually practicing

woods:  where do you feel at peace?

ironically enough, the woods is one of those places- being on trails and hiking allows me to become very mindful and connected with the earth, and i rarely get those opportunities so they are always very poignant. underwater, also, is a very good place to be, like the ocean! i love the beach but pretty much just for the water and watching sunsets- i dont like just sitting on the sand. also, weird and out-of-place answer, but disneyland also makes me feel this warm safe happy feeling because its full of good memories with my family every year. 

bells: what sounds are your favorite or calm you the most?

classical guitar. one of my favorite instruments to listen to. also the sound of a purring cat is DELIGHTFUL

eyebags: what do you think makes a person attractive?

their sense of humor, what they’re passionate about and how they show it, their smile/laugh, the way they dress/express themselves, and confidence is always a plus. not even being like outwardly arrogant, but being sure of oneself is an attractive feature i think

sweet:  what candies or cakes are you fond of?

anything salted caramel, i love cheesecake, mint/mint-chip flavored things, lychee flavored candy, candy canes, for some reason i love swedish fish and sour patch lol, also dots WAIT ALSO BAKLAVA, I FUCKING LOVE BAKLAVA. i have a sweet tooth what can i say

pine needles:  what is your favorite scent?

i love scented candles, like holiday/forest-y ones, or ones that smell like vanilla. but i loveeee the smell of bonfires and then ur clothes smell like that :>

#ask game replies #ty esther <3

[lebilliam]

Hey sirmcartney asked me to do this

I’d rather be doing this over my school ish anyways :’)

Ask me some questions!

3 Fears: Ghosts :((( , fat insects , failing stuff 

3 things I love: i fukin love talking to my friends and hanging out , listening to music that i havent heard in forever, and that post workout glow 

2 turns on: i can send them memes :) , i can laugh and not give a heck with them

2 turns off: i cant send them memes :( , being mean to me (im sensitive af)

My best friend: zoo wee this is a hard one but id prob say logan or brian or adam or morgan or alex. take ur pick. (morgan and logan tbh)

Sexual orientation: str8 

How tall am I: 5′9″ according to my ID

What do I miss right now: intimacy

Favourite color: orange!!!!!

Do I have a crush: ;)

Favourite place: currently ive been digging the imagination room

What am I listening to right now: affection // Cigarettes After Sex

Shoe size: it varies on the brand but normally 9.5 or 10? idk im bad

Eye color: brown

Hair color: black 

Meaning behind my URL: its bc i wanted a recognizable alias that i could use across platforms 

Favourite song: i always say liztomania by phoenix

Favourite band: Maroon 5 fanboy here but ive been a fan of Cigarettes after Sex for a while now

How I feel right now: STRESSED and ANGERY

Someone I love: myself (kinda)

My current relationship status: 

My relationship with my parents: we dont really talk that much but good i think?

Favourite season: oof i like the heat but im gonna say winter bc i get to be emo and i can go walk on fresh snow 

Tattoos and piercing i have: none atm

Tattoos and piercing i want: hmmm idk if i want anything big but i always thought the track shoe/wing thing would be nice

The reasons I joined Tumblr: all my friends had it so i thought i would be cool if i made one

Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?: i have gotten some before and i appreciate them 

Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?: the last person i texted? surprisingly no

How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?: depends if i shower but i can get going in ~4-5 minutes

Have you shaved your legs in the past three days?: nope!

Where am I right now?: imagination room!

Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? hell yea who doesnt

Do I live with my Mom and Dad? not atm im chillin #dormlife

Am I excited for anything?: excited for the weekend

Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? hell to the yea of course

How often do I wear a fake smile?: everytime i feel weird around people idk usually i wouldnt say i smile that much unless im gooning 

If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?: I believe that the world will introduce me to people when i need it (lame answer: idk anyone but maybe like my friends’ friends)

What do I think about most? this week it’s been the french essay i had to write but overall i think about being appreciated 

Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? id be on both sides if i could but if i had to pick one id totally be in front

What was the last lie I told? oh haha i dont know (but i do know)

Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? PHONE CALLS

Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Hell yea what else am i supposed to be afraid of. aliens are super cool man of course i think theyre real

Do I believe in magic? NOPE! but theres been some crazy magic tricks where i almost believe but then i see the “how it’s done” video for it

Do I believe in luck? hell yea of course! why would it not exist? 

What’s the weather like right now? ughgh it’s disappointingly hot 

What was the last book I’ve read? Huis Clos by Jean Paul Sartre (i had to read it for class but it really is a great work of art)

Do I have any nicknames? B, Lil B(ones i have heard the most) Billiam, Broletariate Biu (my mom calls me that), (billy bear is an old one and i dont know why they ever used it in the first place), goomph, toad, frog, ugly ass, nerd, dork, dingus

Do I spend money or save it? i spend it haha kms i really need to save more efficiently

Can I touch my nose with a tounge?: nope just tried and looked like a fool

Favourite animal? oof i want to say dogs but thats basic but dogs are so loving like i dont get it how do they do it

What was I doing last night at 12 AM?: i was up and i was emo. jk i was hanging out and watching bad Freshman xxl cyphers

What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? Get Low by lil Jon or Faded (the remix) or change your mind by the killers. im gonna go ahead and say that change your mind gets my shit hyped UP

What is my favorite word? satiation

My top 5 blogs on tumblr: idk if im going to be honest i dont really use tumblr that much for personal blogs but i do love foodporn, til, ruined childhood

If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? love each other. 

Do I have any relatives in jail? i dont think so? oh jk theyre not really a relative but they’re a close family friend’s relative

What is my current desktop picture? FUKIN FUNCTIONAL GROUPS THAT I DONT EVER KNOW OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD EVEN THOUGH THERES A TEST IN 10.25 HOURS

Had sex? ye

Bought condoms? ye

Gotten pregnant? cant really say that i have :p

Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? yes

Had job? yep! summer job at the zoo which was cool af

Smoked weed? once or twice 

Smoked cigarettes? never.nope.disgusting

Drank alcohol? yes

Am I a vegetarian/vegan? i tried being vegetarian for a bit but then i wasnt eating enough red meat

Been overweight? as a kid i feel like i was overly big but now that i think about it i dont think i was fat

Been underweight? definitely

Gotten my heart broken? homeboy who hasnt?

Been to prom? yeep

Been in airplane? yeep

Learned another language? heck yes! english kek and im in the process of learning french. i tried learning lithuanian after a life changing experience. 

Wore make up? surprisingly no

Dyed my hair? nope! i dont want to bleach my hair

Had a surgery? uhhh does laser surgery count? bc ive had 3 so far and i might have more

Met someone famous? every time i walk by a mirror ;) jk i met the senator of WA and the mayor of Tacoma a couple times

Stalked someone on a social network? pfft hell yes

Been fishing? yep! it’s always an experience

Been rejected by a crush? rip me yes

What do I want for birthday? i want to have a nice get together with friends where we do stuff that i dont have to pay for (but i dont think thats how life works anymore)

Do I like my handwriting? I love it in pen and when i hit my ecrivain stride, but otherwise when my hands get sweaty its just a fkin mess 

Where do I want to live when older? i’ve always said paris, but zaragoza spain wouldnt be too bad!

Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? yea boi

What I’m really bad at: believing in myself 

What my greatest achievments are: i was a smart kid in elementary! i got some awards for getting good grades and i went to a competitive thing for piano once and i placed a couple times in some random races ive run

The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me: oof i dont want to really relive that experience

What I’d do if I won in a lottery: id ask /r/personalfinance 

What do I like about myself: id like to think im gaining/losing healthy weight

My closest Tumblr friend: on tumblr?? idk i said i dont really use tumblr for friends but i’d probably say memequeen or sirmccartney

Any question you’d like? when am i going to meet up with my RA? no one knows idk i forgot about our meeting and hes really cool about rescheduling so i might do it this saturday

Are you outgoing or shy? it really depends on how im feeling but id like to think im pretty outgoing!

What kind of people are you attracted to? NICE FRIENDly people who can laugh. laughing is important to me

Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? personally i think yes

Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? nope!

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? @thoseloverseyes most def

What does the most recent text that you sent say? “haha and then what ;)” jk it says” thank”

What are your 5 favorite songs right now? boy oh boy am i not ready for this question. Id think “this love, maroon 5″, humble (its a bop), “the air that i breathe, “open - rhye”, and rollin by calvin harris or this house by japaense breakfast idk the last one always changes

Do you like it when people play with your hair? i had a weird experience once but idk i think im willing to let other people touch my hair? not a fan 

Do you think there is life on other planets?of course. this topic is not up for debate. just bc our defition of life has not been found that does not mean that there is not life in other places where we are either 1) not looking or 2) life that we cant recognize due to our weird weird obsession with water like life does not have to use water as a conduit for essential functions

well that was fun and id say it took some time. it def got me feeling better about life. 7.8/10 i would do it again but im sweaty af from this hot ass room

peace!

#personal

[weeavile]

uhj so this is kinda freaky n i didnt rly wanna tell anyone abt this but im kinda freaked out myself so . under the read more if any1 wants 2 read some spoopy shit 

 suzette (my mother) went out n bought these old dusty moldy ass chairs frm the op shop down the road n ever since we moved them into the living room some weird stufs being going on .

my cat who weve literally nvr had a problem w noise wise just starts yowling for minutes on end whenever he walks into the lounge n wont go NEAR the chairs like hes absolutely terrified of evn walking past them . i told my dad n he just chalked it up 2 the fact mayb the owners before us had some cats or something ? but stiles has nvr acted uparound other cats before so ? wth the fuk ?

anyway thats kin da freaky amiright but we were all just like eh must be some old cranky lady haunting the chairs or seomthing so we made a joke out of it i guess n named them. ones beatrice n the others janice . fuk janice. 

the other night i stayed up til like 3am n i wazs so fukin tired i dont evn remember crashing but i was rly out cold dude anyway . sometime during the night i literally jolt awake like legs kickking up n everything i was scared shitless . my heart was already beating violently in my chest n i was sweating piss n for whatever reason my eyes immeditelyt fly 2 the corner of my room . i kid u fukin not right there next 2 my closet was this shadowing white blurry figure  kinda like i was someone shortsighted without glasses on . it wasnt rly the figure of a person it was just like . a blob of white space . it freaked me out hwo i could see it so easily cuz my room is in the darkest corner of the house its Always pitch black u cant even see a hand in front of ur face man .

i couldnt take my eyes off it n truth be told i rly didnt want 2 either i was too scared if i evn blinked it would move closer . that didnt matter though cuz it felt like it was getting closer anyway jahajjsjd i hadnt even blinked n i got the feelign it was moving towards me without it evn moving ? god it was a fuked up feeling . in a moment of shear impulsiveness i scrambled for my phone beside me w shaking hands literally PUNCHED my fukin password in just 2 turn on the flashlight . whn i shone it in the corner ther was Nothing . not even an item or furniture i couldve mistaken for the figure . my body was still coiled w tension like i had not stopped sweating it was some instinctual fear shit ughf 

anyway long story short i pulled the covers over my head turned my back away frm the wall n passed the fuk out a lil while later . i dont know what the hell that thing was n this is the first time anything like this has evr happened 2 me jhjhg janice probably wants me dead

#spoojpy

[tracelii]

okay but i've been thinking about the ama/scp au for a bit and what if one of the students eventually developed an immunity to the amnesiacs, bc they get sent to detention for so long?? and they start uncovering what's actually going on beyond the school walls and how they're being experimented on/observed/controlled/etc. so 1. who would this student be and 2. would they immediately tell anyone or try to keep it on the down low (i don't blame them bc the school would be heavily monitored)

Ok lets take this a couple of people at a time- more amixture of ideas rather than just an answer to ur question bc I need adistraction in my sucky life lm ao: so here are a lot of ‘what ifs’. ‘what ifthis person was the only person to find out about the scientist, studying them andthe other kids in the school? What would this person do???’

If Jared (incubus) found out, he’d have to keep it low. Atfirst he appears to want to bring it up to his mother, oddly enough--- but he figureshis friends are in trouble, and his mother would hate how they were treating her son. But he brings up ahypothetical situation to her and is shut the hell down for ‘being foolish’, sohe ends up keeping quiet about it, and half thinks maybe he should ‘charm’ someof the students into wising up to the scheme.

If Satch (familiar) found out, he’d keep quiet because hedoesn’t tend to ask people of help, and of course, he’d want to know all thefacts. Tbh he’d probably get caught trying to use his Library clearance to digup some real info on the school and the people behind it.

It would be very difficult for PBG or Ian (vampire) to findout about it since their detentions (and testing and such) specifically takeplace during the day since that’s when they’re at their weakest (and Ian cansleep though anything I swear to god). I don’t see them finding out unlesssomeone specifically told them or someone really fucked up and sent them to adetention that started at night.

Jeff (alien) wouldn’t initially understand why this was…wrong, so to say. He enjoys science and actually could probably be coerced intohelping out (under the guise of appeasing his science appitite) without reallygetting the morals of it, unless he sees his friends being hurt or mistreated.Though he was told they were made to forget for their safety, He would probablybecome a little suspicious after too long, and would feel bad (and not knowwhy) that he was hiding this secret from his friends. He just wants to learn,ok!!!

Caddy (phoenix) would be mad as h el l ofc but I mean,splashing him with too much water makes him sick, it wouldn’t be much to keephim silent. In fact, he doesn’t find out. He’s too weakened already, so itseasy to forget whats happened to him. He always comes back from detention witha cold and he fucking hates it.

Wallid (fukin cryptid) cannot be studied. Believe me they’vetried. He doesn’t remember either. Its in his nature to be super unpredictableand unobservable. No info avalible on the wallid ok. He probablyunintentionally just remembers all of a sudden like theyre all sitting at atable and hes just like ‘wait a second guys when you guys were sent todetention did they do some weird stuff like… idk, try to study on you and allthat junk’ and hb just fucking stare at him like wh a t

Jimmy (pooka/fae) is another unfortunate person to manipulatewhat with iron and stuff. The scientist are extracareful to keep jimmy’s detentions to a minimum and erase as much of his memoryof it as possible bc the second he catches on its cuuuuurses for everybody!

If Luke were to find out about it, he’d be oddly quiet aboutit. He’s a frustrated boy with an outside smile as it is, he doesn’t want totrouble anyone with stuff he doesn’t understand (because as a siren he doesn’t understanda lot). He usually comes back from detention sick as heck (as does Caddy) withhis voice hoarse and dehydrated as shit

With the continue were-bois, they would all handle it differently,if they were ‘the one to find out the big secret’ but eventually come clean toeach other first. Paul would blab right away and probably get one of his boiskidnapped/an extra long detention bc of it, Nick would be more reserved, butwould soon start to worry about his friends and tell them, and Josh would holdonto the secret the longest, and start working behind the scenes to keep hisother continue bois from getting detention.

Jirard (dragon) wouldn’t quite understand, but if thescientists caught on that he knew, they would hold all of his friends againsthim, leaving him quite the moral dilemma wondering if he could ever tell anyoneelse. He would treat his friends, or especially any student who recently haddetention, super nicely and make themcookies and try to cheer them up though no one knows why. Of course Jirard justends up running himself ragged taking care of others, and even offers to thescientist for them to just take him instead of watching his friends like this(they don’t take that offer, but he wholeheartedly offers it)

Shane (muse) ofc wouldn’t say a damn thing but he’d be sour as fuck and everyone wouldknow it. There would be no relaxing aura about him, and no inspiration drawnfrom him. He’d wall himself up even more if he knew about the scientist. Beinga muse, his detentions usually deprive him of things that inspire him likenature, and a loving environment, so even if he doesn’t find out about thescientist, his detentions put him in a mood that lasts several days.

With Jon (harpy) he probably wouldn’t find out much, butwhenever he comes back from detention, his wings are very sore (as he hasn’t flown)and Jacques isn’t allowed to come with him (which don’t separate this bird andhis bird ok) so he’s usually sullen until he can see Jacques again.  

#ama #ama au #ama scp #i forgot what i called this au but h EY NOW UR AN ALL STAR #long post #blue bismuth

[cm-sheridan-writes]

Chat Window

However it happens, it starts with putting yourself out there and hitting the Enter key. Leading up, there are several little moments on the forum, and out of the sea of usernames, a few start to stick in your memory. Eventually, you begin to keep track of their posts.

It takes months, but you realize that you’re forming a picture of a few of the users. One usually shows up in the middle of the night, active for a few hours before disappearing again. You wonder if they have insomnia, or if they live out of the country. Curious one night, you search for other posts they’ve made, digging for clues, cultural references, anything that could give you an answer. It occurs to you that someone could be researching you at that very moment, and your fingers pause above the keys. Is this creepy? Are you crossing a line? You’re ten pages deep in their old posts, though, so any wisdom from this realization is too little, too late.

You start edging into the conversation around them. It’s a fine line that you’re completely anxious of: you want them to notice you, but you don’t want to be a bother. You play with the idea of a direct message, but without any sort of context or post to reference, it feels way too vulnerable. Better not. Besides, what if they turn out to be a completely obnoxious person, or a bigot, or they reveal that they love Ayn Rand, like, on a deep and cellular level? Can you deal with that? (Memories of reading The Fountainhead for a lit class in high school may scar you a little more than you want to admit. Your instructor clearly had some sort of expectation about that book when he assigned it, but whatever it was, you cannot imagine.)

(You post something about this lit class, and Ayn Rand, and spend a few hours commiserating with most of the replies. One Rand supporter sneaks in and questions if you really absorbed the piece, and you find yourself disabling comments because the ensuing brawl is cluttering up your inbox.)

A few weeks pass, and suddenly there’s a note in your inbox, and that familiar username is behind it:

One new message from snaplolcat01:

    saw ur post on ayn rand.. the comments were a trip and i read every single one. really glad no one made ME read anything by her

There’s a little flutter of validation in your chest, and you eagerly type back a response:

    Haha, yeah, the comments got way out of hand, I should have known what I was doing when I posted that. Yah, your lucky. There are a couple scenes I just CANNOT unread. If you want my advice, stay FAR AWAY from those books.     *you’re (ugh, first impressions, and that happens)

A few minutes pass without a response, and you shrug it off and click away from your inbox. As you scroll and tap and read and respond, you have a little, vague smile on your face. Being noticed is always nice. Communication is slow but constant over the next few days, whenever you find yourself near your computer and with some free time. They never seem to be on at the same time you are, but usually, you find a new response from them. You tiptoe around each other, keeping the talk to whatever latest drama is happening in some section of the forums, but you carefully reveal small pieces of yourself, and the conversation branches to news and politics, movies, and one day, when your schedules seem suddenly to overlap, favorite childhood cereals.

It’s been months, you realize, since that first introduction, and your talks would fill several dozens of pages at this point. For the most part, they still respond while you’re asleep, and one day, you say, “You’re always up so late, you must be on a different timezone than me.”

You’re up late that night, working on an essay, when one of your open tabs chimes at you. You glance up and click through, and in your inbox find:

    haha, well idk what ur schedule is but im only able to get on after school and work     i usually read stuff here til i fall asleep

The essay can wait.

    Oh, gotcha     What are you studying

The picture in your head starts to flesh out just a bit more. You find out that you two have a mutual interest in biology, though you’re in a pre-med track and intending to go into law school, while they’re doubling with computer science and interested in how this all ties in with genetics. They’re balancing a few restaurant jobs as well as a position grading for one of the professors in their department. You can sympathize with the lack of available time; you’re supposed to be writing an essay right now, after all.

    oh dude i dont wanna distract u!!!

    No, you’re fine!     I need a break anyway, my brain feels like cement

The process of sharing is natural, sometimes abundant and sometimes halts, but never feels forced. The person behind the pixels seems as flesh and blood as anyone you know “in real life”, though you’re forced to confront your growing disillusionment with that phrase. You’d scoffed at a friend in high school who had had an internet girlfriend, asking how the relationship could be real if you’d never seen them in person. The internet had been a barrier back then, and while intellectually it made sense that there was a human being on the other end of the Ethernet cord, it was like watching shadow theater play out behind a scrim. It had never made sense that someone could fall in love with what you only saw as black and white pixels on a screen.

More and more, however, you’re forced to accept that you know more about this person than you do about many of the people you see on a day to day basis.

****

    This might be a bit weird but go with me on this

    yeah?

    SO I’ve never ever seen you in real life, but it’s so weird that I know more about you than the girl in my cell bio class that I’ve been crushing on and I see her for actual hours a day     And I don’t know a damn thing about her     We braethe the same air     *breathe

    it’s wild dude     i know whatu mea n     (sorry long day, typing sucks haha)     one of my tas was talking bout th is at a party (she was hella stoned, fukin wild XD)     going on about global societies an d how we as like a people could connect so mjuch faster to somenoe acoss the globe     easier than th people we see evry day     somthing about a keyboard makes it easier     ^^^her exact words

    Whoa

    i know rt?     maybs if bio girl gave u her fb u two wopuld talk     fuck dude i gott slep     i kno my typing sucks but this is embararasing     *embasrasing     FUCK

    HAhahahaha, no worries     I should get going too (though I wanna hear more about this TA)     (I never run into any of my profs or anything at parties)

    haha highly recomend, its an EXPIERENCE     cya dude

This idea of global society sticks with you, and their TA’s comment about keyboards. A keyboard offers a backspace key, and a way to edit yourself. You’ve said plenty of dumb shit on the internet before without necessarily stopping to think through the consequences, but then it occurs to you that at the start of this whole friendship, you’d sometimes gone through ten variations of the same two-sentence message before finally deciding to send it. It was a series of self-edits and careful selection of which parts of yourself you’d wanted seen. Just like real life.

There was comfort in the distance, though. Without a person in front of you, and with the limitless communication offered by a message sitting in your inbox, you couldn’t see reactions -- or judgment. This correspondence held more personal information about yourself than some of your in-person friends knew.

****

    So I got Maya’s facebook page     We’ve been talking, and we’re going to get drinks this weekend, maybe see a movie if there’s anything good out

    YAY!     thats awesome1!!

    Thanks! :)     If we hadn’t talked about global societies and stuff a few nights ago I dunno if I would’ve gotten up the courage to talk to her. Your advice for talking via computer made it soooo much easier.

    so ur saying im resopnsible for this new relationship?     *responsible     ur welcome ;)

Drinks go fantastically, and you and Maya decide to forgo the movie and head back to her place. When you finally make it back to your computer, there are a few frantic, nosy messages.

    HOWZ THE DATE     cmon dude im dying to kno

    i can only assume ur havn massive amounts of sex rn     and im v happy for u     but i need to know

    r u alive????

You can’t keep the smile from your face, and you start to type out a response. Maya hadn’t thought it strange at all that you had an internet friend who had pushed you to finally ask her out. She’d even teased you, “Make sure to brag about me to your buddy.” The memory of that, her lips grazing your skin and her breath tickling your ear, raises goosebumps, and you shiver just a little bit. Some things just can’t be replicated over the internet, you decide, but friendship doesn’t seem to lack.

#cryptids #internet cryptids #of-themysciraa

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4.22.17 12:25am

I had to run a focus (where we move the lights so that they point where we want them to) today. I almost cried I had no idea what I was doing and like I would ask a question and no one would answer. :(((((( I'm used to baptism by fire but this was too rough they didn't even tell me how to do it they just said to do it. BACKGROUND: so today my supervisor emailed me and was like hey can u come in to we can check in and make sure you know how to set up the space and run the board? I was yeah man sounds great but when I went in he figured out that the rep plot/patch got fucked up because we added another bank of seats. Anyways an hour passes and I'm doing my practicum in scene shop right. I am told that I'm being sent to organize the warehouse BUT just before we leave the TD said jk u and this other guy (doesn't matter, he's fukin weird) r going up to help light lab with things. So I get my but up there and they give me a list of things which I finish real fast and then the supervisor calls me over and is like here run the board and help the MFA (a great dude) with focus bc the areas were all messed up. They just kept saying, 'ur the designer right???? Then do it.' I don't think I would have struggled so hard with it if I knew I was doing it like beforehand. ALSO sonofabitch I have to re make a magic sheet with all the lighting areas bc the one I was given was WRONG. like really wrong. Tmrw is gonna be super busy. I have tech, then I get my tattoo then I go to my friends 21st party. But I can't/shouldn't drink after getting a tattoo. But I was promised booze. I'll update later xoxo.