#who knows at this point

[gaslightgirlsummer]

i’m just. confused. baffled. perplexed. one moment ferrari is tweeting lestappen and the other the entire red bull pit wall is watching charles’ lap. what is even life anymore

#my head is just a steady stream of internal screaming #lestappen #lestappen gate 2023 #or is it??? #who knows at this point #charles leclerc #max verstappen #ferrari #red bull racing #f1 #brazilian gp 2023

[watchyourbuck]

I have a feeling that we might actually never get buddie cause making eddie bi and having him paired with buck will just make things complicated for them and also for people around like chris for example (i know he's like their number one shipper but still). I somehow always felt like buck's character was more open to that storyline than eddie.

For some reason I have a feeling that if we go down the Buddie road it’s not gonna be Eddie realizing he’s queer and then falling in love (or noticing he’s in love) with Buck, it’s gonna be the other way around. He’d come to terms with the fact he loves him romantically and maybe then question his sexuality, if he does. Eddie doesn’t seem like the kinda guy who suddenly bumps into his sexuality while strutting through a Walmart AJDJDJSJ, I think he’d simply arrive to the conclusion he likes Buck, whatever that means for him (& it would make sense to me to have Eddie not wanna categorize himself actually)

#but you know #they may also choose not to give us Buddie #who knows at this point #we got canon bi Buck which is already amazing so as of rn I’m happy and settled and sat #buddie #911 fox #911 #911 tv show #evan buckley #eddie diaz #evan buck buckley #buck x eddie #911 abc #buck and eddie #911 spoilers #911 show #911 on abc #911 season 7 #911 s7 #911 speculation #911 season seven #911 buddie

[rebelfell]

yeah, so i'm cranky and pouty and I feel like I just need to be fucked until I cry. cw: rough-ish piv sex 18+, MDNI

Man, oh man, were you in a mood tonight.

Since you walked in the door, it had been nothing but huffy sighs, grunts and groans of annoyance, bitter words being muttered under your breath as you stomped around. You had barely said "hello" when you got home, just jumped right into a whirlwind of frenzied cleaning.

A sure sign of distress if there ever was one.

Eddie finally poked his head out of the office at a particularly loud slam of a cabinet door that came from the en-suite in your bedroom.

"Everything okay in there?" he asked, pretty sure he knew the answer.

"Yes."

You hissed back at him in that overly petulant tone and it made his spine go rigid, prickling with excitement, like when he was was watching some thriller at the multiplex and the killer was about to be revealed. Feeling not unlike he was taking his life in his own hands, he walked in the bathroom just as you were wiping down the mirror.

"You sure about that?" he asked with a wry smile. "Cos it sounds to me like you had a shitty day and you're taking it out on the cabinets."

"Well done, Sherlock," you snapped. "Any other bombs you wanna drop? Explain some more of my feelings to me?"

"Easy," he warned, his voice dropping into that lower register you knew far too well. You blinked back at him with rounding eyes and paused. As always, you felt your body's immediate reaction to that particular tone in the way you instantly began to throb between your legs.

It made you want to drop to your knees right there on the freshly mopped tiles. But maybe even moreso...it made you want to see if you could get him to do it again.

He had you stripped in no time—your cleaning supplies abandoned, your legs spreading wide as he seated you in his lap, determined to fuck this bad mood out of you. Or at the very least, fuck you into admitting you were in a bad mood.

"You ready to talk yet?"

He grunted out the question between the sharp punches of his cock deep inside of you, dragging against your walls with his tip pressing that place he could always, always find; the tiniest chink in your armor; the weak spot that would bring your walls tumbling down around you if he could only bully it just right…just long enough.

"N-n—no."

The word came out in a desperate pant as you squirmed in his lap, still trying to maintain your impassive mask even as he felt the truth in your trembling fingers as they clung to the sweat-dampened curls at the nape of his neck.

A devious, bordering on evil, smile spread across his lips, illuminating his dark eyes as he wrapped his arms around you tighter.

"You sure?" he asked. "You sure there's nothing you wanna tell me instead of doing all this?"

"No," you repeated. A little sharper, a little more barbed. "Just fuck me like you mean it, already."

"Oh, baby."

Eddie tutted at you, his gaze lighting up with satisfaction as he halted his thrusts. It made you whine all high and pitiful, keening into him as your bouncing on his cock suddenly ceased. Chest still rising and falling with your heaving breaths, you glared back at him meanly.

"You're gonna regret that," he growled.

In a flash, he had hauled you off his lap and flipped you over onto your stomach. You tried to scramble onto your hands and knees only to feel the force of his hands jerking up your hips. Your face fell into the mattress and he held you tight, gripping you so you couldn't do a thing but lay there and take what he gave you.

He leaned far forward, making your back bend almost in half, his hips beginning in a punishing thrust. It wasn't even pleasure he was fucking you for now, he was just wearing you down, pushing you past the point of exhaustion so you’d drop that ugly veneer of detachment.

And when you broke, you really broke.

"I'm s-so overwhelmed," you sobbed, your entire body shuddering from the release of it along with your orgasm. "T-they just keep putting more and more stuff on my plate and I tell them I n-need h-help...but there's no-no one to help me. I juss-st I just have to t-take it..."

Tears sting your eyes, collecting at your lashline until they leak out and trickle down into your ear canals. The sobs are wracking through your body now, rolling out of you after being pushed down and buried and submerged for weeks.

You hated yourself for letting it get to this point, for letting it fill you with so much bitterness until you were taking it out on him—just being mean because you wouldn’t let yourself cry.

“And I—I try so hard not to feel all this that I stop feeling anything. I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m—”

“I know that, baby…I know.”

His voice and his hand on the back of your neck, kneading the muscles there in a gentle massage, brings some relief, but not near as much as finally getting to cry; finally satisfying that ache in your chest and that pinch in your nose you fought back one too many times.

You buried your face in his sweaty chest, clinging to him, letting your tears land in splotches on his tattoos and the patch of his sparse chest hair.

He inhales deeply over and over, his whole body rising and falling with each, silently coaxing you to match his breath. Your heart rate finally slows and you feel the hot salty streaks relent.

When he feels like you’re back, like you’ve safely returned to your body after being possessed by those evil thoughts, he pulls away to look at you. The small smile on your lips makes him smile back, pushing stray hairs from your face.

You can almost hear his thought as he thinks it.

There you are.

“Good?” he asks gently, his brow lifting.

“Yes,” you answer on an exhale. The steadiest breath you’ve taken all night.

“Good,” he groans all deep and gravely.

Arm tightening around you and maneuvering you onto your back, his deep breathing turns to huffs, all through his nose like he’s a bull getting ready to charge. You quiver as you look down between you, seeing how his hand grips and strokes his cock as he realigns with your entrance.

Your eyes darted up to meet his, greeted by the harsh glint there and that snarl of a smile.

“Now, I’m gonna fuck you like I mean it.”

#eddie munson #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson x you #eddie stranger things #eddie munson smut #eddie munson blurb #eddie munson fanfic #eddie munson fanfiction #eddie munson stranger things #idk if it’s even smut or it’s just me working through stuff #who knows at this point

[puppetmaster13u]

What if the batfam had wings-

#batman au #prompts #batman #batfam #batkids #wings #which child is it? #who knows at this point #he has so many blue eyed black haired kids #maybe it's Bruce himself lol #bruce wayne #dick grayson #tim drake #jason todd #cassandra cain

[kwiwrites]

why are tumblr dms so shit who invented tumblr dms and why are they so bad oh my god pleAse am i going crazy am i the ONLY one who hates how tumblr dms work

#sammy rants #sammy is not alright #sammy is very possibly going crazy #or is suffering from blunt force head trauma #who knows at this point

[booksandpaperss]

in case it wasn't clear I'm a heroes kiss hater. An anti, if you will. I'm sorry but when has a stranger things kiss ever not had it's own original score? they didn't play an already existing song during the big jancy or jopper kiss (they did for lumax but that was a school dance situation so) those both had their own scores. heroes playing "and we kissed" right when mike and Will kiss would just be sooooo corny and I'm so certain they're not gonna do that like obviously byler is gonna get their own score, and it's probably gonna be a mix of Being Different, You're The Heart, and The First I love You (if this doesn't make sense than you haven't seen Kendra lesbianmindflayer 's music posts) but even if it isn't it's definitely still gonna be part of the original score

I'd be partial to an echoing "and the shame was on the other side" if it's a UD kiss after the scene is already fading out but that's it lmao

#maybe this is a controversialfandomTM take on this tag? #who knows at this point #byler #byler tumblr #byler kiss #elli talks byler #manifesting that this post ages well #if it doesn't it won't be bc im wrong but bc they didn't kiss at all #which is unlikely atp

[linimoonlight]

I gotta be honest i didnt see the Bad and Cucurucho romance(???) roommate situation coming...

But weirdly enough it makes sense in the current context.

Bad has always been bad with being alone. We know this. We saw it when the Eggs disappeared. He spiraled hard and fast. Because the Eggs have always been his main company to hang out with. So now that the Eggs are sleeping again and not a lot of people are around to hang out with he is incredibly lonely again.

On top of that Bad does not remember all the horrible shit Cucurucho has done and does not remember why he hates him.

So Cucurucho is using Bads vulnerability. He gives him company, a roommate, furnature. Its always good to have the islanders on his side after all and he knows how Bad can be if he is not.

And he takes it even further cause he knows Bad is desperate enough rn that he can mess with him and get him exactly where he wants him. Maybe make him think hes going crazy just for fun.

#i cant believe this is actually something i'm thinking about #REALLY did not expect this arc #but hey maybe Bad IS just going crazy #who knows at this point #we really need the eggs to come back for everyones sanity #qsmp #qsmp badboyhalo #qsmp cucurucho

[bitui-n]

#drarry #harry potter #draco malfoy #youtube #fanfic #crack fic #who knows at this point #youtubers #PAMGTTI

[erinchristmaselvis]

PORTWELL IN HSMTMTS S3E06: COLOUR WAR

#portwell #portwelledit #hsmtmts #thstmtsedit #hsmtmtsdaily #gina porter #ej caswell #ej x gina #gina x ej #sofia wylie #matt cornett #is this my goodbye gifset? #who knows at this point #this moment was so sweet an tender #they deserve the world but they get thrown down the stairs

[zonaraze]

milk crimes (x)

#megaman zx #zona art #i put off drawing this for so long because i don't know how to draw a fridge #evidently i still don't know how #do they even still have normal bones if they're cyborgs #who knows at this point

[amethystina]

Oh man!! The latest chapter!!! The angst was angsting, pain was paining, heart is wrenching, tear is falling, it was soooo mean, but do it again!!!

It was the longest chapter and ironically the most painful chapter as well. Have I said how much I love slow burn and angst and this fic hits home everytime?? Likeee woah I just LOVE how this fic is LOOONG , nowhere near close bc that means I get me read it longer lol.

And I feel like I would never be able to appreciate how much hard work you put in Who Holds the Devil.

I am guessing it is now Ga On's turn to pursue Yohan and Oh man I can already imagine how much he is gonna suffer while doing it 😭 or maybe not (bc he tends to be pretty straightforward at times and impulsive as well) but I believe it's gonna be pretty hard bc Gaon has so much shit to get together and Yohan, my man, already gave up (poor him) so gaon trying to persue him or rather seduce his sugar daddy would look very suspicious to him. Nevertheless I am exited to see Gaon try and miserably, comically and hilariously half fail bc he will succeed eventually as Yohan is too much of a loser for Gaon lol. I am excited for future chapters and definitely wouldn't complain about more angst lol.

It was necessary for this to happen, otherwise the story would go nowhere and most importantly Gaon and Yohan would go nowhere, their problems will never be solved. Sometimes hitting rock bottom is crucial to develop in life BUT I would hate it if it happens to me, hope I will be able to get my shits together before that happens ( or maybe it already happened but I am not relizing it or not acknowledging it much like gaon but he is better than me ngl at least he has the courage)

This became a rant about me naur 😭

Lastly I hope you have a great day and things work out for you 💕

Also idk if it's your cup of tea but My Happy Ending kdrama is sooo good and worth giving it a try. It's a psychological suspense drama hehe. I am soo invested in it nowadays so couldn't help recommending you as well 💫

It was a painful chapter, yeah. And I'm both relieved and heartbroken to finally have it out there. As someone who doesn't actually like angst, this chapter was a struggle in more than one way. But it's necessary if I want their relationship to move forward, so here we are.

At this point, writing Who Holds the Devil has sort of turned into a second job, not going to lie. I still enjoy it, make no mistake, but I have to plan all of my other hobbies around it since I feel an obligation to post somewhat regularly. Like, I've been postponing drawing for the past two weeks because I wanted to get this chapter out (that's how long it took to edit, yes) but drawing is the thing that helps the most with my depression symptoms (that have made an unwanted reappearance due to my burnout), so I've been struggling quite a bit. And now all I want to do is draw for a couple of days.

So yeah. I can't lie and say it's not a lot of work, both in terms of planning, writing, editing, etc., but also how it affects the rest of my life. BUT I just love it too much to give up on it ;)

And yes, Ga On will have to be the one to pursue Yo Han now ;) Or, well, eventually. He has to wallow and overthink things a bit first because, well, Ga On. If overthinking things was an Olympic sport, he'd win the gold for sure. But he WILL give Yo Han what he wants in the end, I promise.

In short, the "the only way after hitting rock bottom is up" saying is pretty apt in this case.

There's still hope, so just hang in there :)

I looked at the plot for My Happy Ending but I admit it didn't really catch my attention. But that could be because I don't really watch much right now? I'm too busy writing and drawing. I'm also trying to finish a drama I started ages ago called Mad Dog. Which, let me tell you, it's disorientingly gay for a drama about insurance fraud. But unlike The Devil Judge I'm not sure if they're actually AWARE of how gay it is? (especially since it's from 2017)

But, like, if I had a penny for every time I've watched a drama in which a traumatised, older man brings home a reckless, bratty twink after said twink got injured — under the pretence of protecting him from more harm — only for the twink to start snooping around his house before deciding to charm the dude with home-cooked food and then just doesn't leave I would have two pennies. Which isn't a lot, but it's still weird that it's happened twice.

Also, what the heck do they want me to think when they have these kinds of angles when the two dudes are arguing?

That looks questionable both in and out of context. BUT that could also be because Woo Do Hwan could have sexual tension with a goddamn rock. Rarely have I seen a man with so much "fuck me and find out" energy as his character in this drama.

But the twink also has a romantic plotline with the woman on the team, at the same time as he's living in the older dude's apartment and giving this poor dude all kinds of conflicted feelings because he's a widower who's lived alone since his wife and kid died and suddenly there's someone in his apartment cooking him food, nagging at him when he comes late and drunk etc. etc. Like, bruh. It really sounds like the twink is his new wife? And I am SO CONFUSED because the drama plays it so straight (without the "hint, hint, nudge, nudge" winks that The Devil Judge had) that I'm about to have an existential crisis.

Fellas, is it gay if this is the face you make when you're told you're not actually living with the man who took you home to keep you safe after you almost got murdered but then you accidentally behaved like his concerned and doting wife?

Asking for a friend.

(and don't even get me started on the whole "Bring Your Twink to Work Day" scene)

At this point, I'm half convinced I'm gaslighting myself into thinking this is gay when it's actually just a really heartwarming story about a really deep bromance that I'm too queer to understand.

ANYWAY. Thanks for the rec! But I'm not sure if it's my thing and I'm really bad at watching things right now. But I'm thrilled to hear that you're having so much fun with it! I'm happy for you! :D

And thank you so much for the lovely message 💜

#Amethystina Replies #1-boiledpotato #Who Holds the Devil #Amethystina Writes #I swear #Watching Mad Dog is so very disorienting #Because it's genuinely SO GAY to me #But I've seen no one else so much as mention this #Is it just because the right people haven't watched it? #Or am I going crazy? #Who knows at this point #Sorry that this answer became more about Mad Dog than Who Holds the Devil #It's just been weighing very heavily on me lately xD #I AM SO CONFUSED

[seabunnbunn]

I am so so so excited for Hades 2, so I wanted to draw one of my dnd characters in universe as she herself is a champion of the gods and would most likely join the fight against Kronos. Anyways, here she is <3<3<3

#hades game #my art #artists on tumblr #dnd character #dnd art #euanthe theadris #greek campaign #gotta love greek mythology insert characters #whaaat? meee? a percy jackson kid??? noooooo… #hades art #she’s an amphora #is she hollow? #who knows at this point

[colorfromspace8]

Miraculous Season 10

Chloe Bourgeois Is The Anti Christ And Ladybug Imprisons Her For 1000 Years

#miraculous #miraculous ladybug #miraculous lb #This Can Be A Crack Theory But With Miraculous’s Current Direction… #who knows at this point #shitpost #ml salt

[puppetmaster13u]

The temptation to draw is unreal lol

#danny with the batfam #lil skrunkly boi with the batfam #dpxdc #should i draw #i am thinkin similar to satyrs #or centaurs #who knows at this point

[horusmenhosetix]

Brain Surgery

The 30th of July is my next important date. It's my phone appointment with Dr Santarious about the results of my intracranial pressure monitoring procedure and venogram.

This appointment will decide if I get my cyst removed or not. I'm absolutely terrified he'll say no even though there's nothing else wrong with me and he's the pineal cyst expert who actually believes they can be symptomatic.

Also, you may have noticed I'm posting for the first time in ages. Turns out I was even more chronically fatigued than before because I wasn't eating enough food. Funny that. Now I have a bit more energy now I'm not starving myself partially by accident.

#Hix speaks #Just in case anybody was interested #Idk but I think my head is slightly worse after the procedure #Maybe I'm just imagining things #Who knows at this point #It's been 14 years #Non-sims

[wildspringday]

via sandw1tchshop

#who knows at this point #text! #*mine #mine: edits #photography! #art! #quotes! #art