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#yes im still obsessed with his reaction and his words
emmyrosee · 1 year
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there's something about atsumu being all pouty and sulky that makes him more adorable. (please i love him so much) i just watched a TikTok video of a married couple and this ask is based on this. so what if after an argument, you being atsumu's wife doesn't cook enough food for three (three bcs u have a daughter who has her uncle samu's appetite. and yes, bcs im a sucker for dad atsumu au) and just told him to cook for himself or order takeout or something bcs u didn't think that he'll eat at home. please 🥺 i just wanna see his reaction 👀
*the argument is about him not wanting to go home (poor boy says he needs to practice more) after you text and call him a hundred times bcs it's past practice time. so the next evening, you didn't cook food that'll be enough for the three of you.
NO WAIT PAUSE IM OBSESSED WITH THIS-
also im so glad you’re a sucker for the dad/uncle au bc same HA-
I know damn well in that pretty head of Atsumu’s that he does, try his hardest to be home for dinner. Always one to be accounted for, always there beside you, mowing down on the food you’d either spent the entire day cooking, or grabbing after your errands.
But for the past few nights, he just. Hasn’t.
He’s been with the boys, or staying overtime at practice, or hanging out with Osamu because he could always use a set of hands, and for some reason, rather than just telling you this, he doesn’t. He leaves you to figure it out for yourself.
It leads to a pretty nasty spat, thankfully one Hisako was asleep for, about you just wanting a text so you know that you don’t have to look forward to enjoying dinner with him (okay. A little cruel, but he had it coming!) or setting an extra plate. It made him snarl out how ‘he’s a grown man’ and ‘he can make his own dinner plans’ and ‘take care of his damn self without you,’ and you felt your heart sink to the base of your chest.
He sighs softly, “I didn’t mean that-“
“Then take care of yourself,” you snap, turning on your heel to get ready for bed. Even though there’s some half choked apologies that fall from both of your lips, you make the conscious decision to stop trying so hard.
If he wasn’t going to appreciate the work you go out of your way to do for him to enjoy a hot meal, then why put it forward? No need to shell out the extra effort when he’s not going to do his own part.
Especially tonight, as your table sets and vegetables stop cooking, your damn husband still isn’t home.
Whatever. Asshole.
Surely, it’s fine. It seems fine. Hisako inhales the food with extreme excitement, you pick at your own while she recounts the events of her day. Gotta hand it to her, she’s a damn entertaining kid, able to distracted you from the hurt of Atsumu potentially taking your words to heart and indeed, taking care of himself.
She prompts the end of her dinner with an enthusiastic kiss to your cheek- a trait she learned from her father- before toddling into the living room to play with her toys. You smile softly at the sight, bittersweet as you move to start the dishes, trying to get through them as a quick as possible before Atsumu comes home and sees the dinner not made for him.
This is another instance, however, that you’re having the piss taken out of you, and Atsumu comes home in the middle of your chores. You cringe softly as the front door opens, he sighs dramatically, and you head the happiness in his voice when he chirps a quick “where’re my girls!”
You whimper in the back of your throat and plaster a smile, still trying to hide the hurt in your features.
“Hey my love,” Atsumu says, voice strained from sighing happily, before laxing out to kiss you. “Where’s the boss of us?”
You smile and pucker your lips for a brief, almost uninterested kiss, and you watch as his body language tenses. “She’s in the living room playing with her toys. I was going to give her a bath once I finished the dishes.”
“I can do that, dollface,” he chuckles. “If you want to relax, or get started on her bath you can.” He happily hooks his head over your shoulder and nuzzles into you softly. “I gotta eat first anyways, so I can take care of the dishes.”
You tense up as he lifts his head with a happy inhale, “smells great in here. What did you make?”
In confusion, you give him a look over your shoulder. “I… made curry in the pressure cooker, and some rice and fried some eggs for us.” He groans happily and quickly dashes to the fridge to open and search for the extras, only for his face to fall once he turns up empty handed.
“Did… you both polish it off?”
“I only made enough for two, and with your daughter having an appetite like her uncle I almost didn’t have enough-“
“But…”
“What?”
“You… you didn’t cook enough for me?”
You scoff and continue to scrub the plates, “since you clearly had no intentions of updating me on what you’d be doing tonight, I figured I had no use in cooking more than Hisako and I could eat. Leftovers go to waste in this house anyways.”
He pauses, and you hear his socked feet padding around the tiled floors, trying to piece together his thoughts and approach this. You continue to wash the dishes, but the signals in your brain cross as two long arms wrap around your waist, a head burrowing into the curve of your neck.
“‘Tsumu-“
“I meant to text you,” he murmurs, curling up as close to you as he can. “I swear. Tonight, I wanted to come home and eat dinner with you, and watch a movie with ‘Sako, but I guess I just forgot to when Bokuto wanted to practice a little bit more…” one of the arms wrapped around your waist moves up to gently cup your jawline, angling your head to look at the golden eyes curved in distress. “But as soon as I realized I came right home, I didn’t even think of it. Please, don’t be mad at me… it was an accident this time, I swear.”
You sigh and lean over to nudge your nose with his, “I’m not mad at you, baby. You just… you hurt my feelings last night; you can’t tell me you don’t appreciate the work I do, then come home and pout about the work I didn’t do. That’s rude, it’s shitty of you.”
“I know,” he says softly, lowering his eyes. In thought for a moment, he then rises his gaze back up to you with a hopeful smile, “can I have a kiss at least?”
You snicker and roll your eyes, “you may have one kiss, and if you play your cards right, I’ll doctor up some instant noodles for you.”
He beams happily up at you and leans up to steal a kiss, the hand on your cheek stroking the warm skin lovingly, “I like the sound of that.”
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hisui-dreamer · 6 months
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ode to the scheming eel
Pairing: Jade Leech x gn!reader
Synopsis: the world would never know how wonderful he is, but he was a treasure beyond compare
Tags: drabble, fluff, slightly poetic hehe, reader is a simp for jade
Word count: 604
Notes: double posting for floyd's too!!! eel birthday fics wooo!
yes it's been a few days but im still celebrating (⁠ノ⁠≧⁠∇⁠≦⁠)⁠ノ⁠ ⁠ミ⁠ ⁠┻⁠━⁠┻
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Your lover often keeps himself wrapped in layers of soft-spoken charm and formal eloquence. The world sees him as a meticulous vice housewarden, yet, there's more to him than meets the eye. He revels in the art of deception, a master puppeteer manipulating the strings of those around him. Words, for him, are the weapons of choice, and he wields them with a finesse that leaves others bewildered. They dance with a subtle wit, each sentence a carefully crafted tapestry of indirect barbs veiled in layers of politeness, but cut sharper than any blade.
Your lover possesses a subtle artistry in the way he observes you. His keen eyes, like an ever-watchful guardian, seem to unravel the intricacies of your being with each passing moment. His enjoyment in watching you is not invasive; instead, it's a delicate dance of understanding, an appreciation for the nuances that make you who you are. In his gaze, you feel a sense of acceptance and fascination, a warmth that borders on admiration. And though he may be admit to being uncomfortable when it becomes your turn to observe him, there’s no denying the blissful smile on his flushed face.
Your lover possesses a remarkable capacity for care and an unparalleled attention to detail that extends beyond the bounds of ordinary affection. It's as if he holds an intimate map of your well-being, meticulously navigating the subtle shifts in your mood. His eyes, sharp and perceptive, catch the nuances of your expressions, and his gentle inquiries are a testament to the depth of his concern. Whether it's a fleeting illness or the weight of a difficult day, his caring nature unveils itself in the subtle gestures—a comforting touch, a jacket on your shoulders, a few words of motivation, or simply a quiet presence that speaks volumes. His attention to the nuances of your emotional landscape is a testament to the genuine and compassionate love he harbours for you.
Your lover takes immense pleasure in the teasing you, delighting in the subtle dance of words that elicit reactions from you. He possesses a mischievous flair, savouring each moment as he skilfully weaves playful banter into your interactions. The sparkle in his eyes betrays the satisfaction he finds in observing your responses, a testament to his mastery in the delicate game of verbal sparring. However, the tables turn when you successfully tease him back. In those moments, a subtle flush colours his cheeks, his usually eloquent words falter, replaced by a silent vulnerability that reveals a side of him he keeps well-guarded. It's in these instances that the power dynamic shifts, and you catch precious glimpses of your tender, unguarded lover beneath the veil of his composed exterior.
Your lover's unusual obsession with mushrooms may be slightly concerning, but you can’t find it in yourself to deny him when his eyes shine with delight. There's an undeniable allure in witnessing his fervor, and you find yourself incapable of withholding support. Your scavenging hikes become cherished adventures, traversing landscapes in search of the elusive fungi. Throughout the journey, he remains attentive, ensuring your well-being at every turn. In embracing his passion, you discover a shared joy that transforms any reservations into moments of bonding and shared experiences.
Your lover, with all his complexities, is the masterpiece you've chosen to love, a canvas painted with shades of eloquence, mischief, and a profound appreciation for the beauty that others may overlook. You find yourself captivated by the enigma that he is, drawn to the uncharted territories of his thoughts and the subtleties of his actions.
Your lover, is none other than Jade Leech.
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bloodyminyard · 25 days
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a (long) comprehensive list of buck related things in 7x04 that have me losing it as i rewatch:
- the stupid starry eyed look he has while getting the tour from tommy
- the terrible “i need mo jo” joke that tommy laughs at purely bc it was endearing
- “you didn’t call me because you wanted to see the toys”
- “you need to raise your bar kid” my GOD the “kid”
- ofc, the “no way!! eddie was in the army!”
- god they are so FLIRTY “really?” “my fees are competitive” “let me buy you a beer no WAY buck is this clueless
- eddie being so excited about the fight, and specifically the idea of buck joining help
- “keeping my options fluid” SIR
- evan?!?!?!????
- the close up shot as the fly off my heart
- the look on bucks face when eddie talks about tommy, boy is devastated
- “i saved a baby in a pipe once!” yes you did were so proud
- not buck related: but i adore ravi so much
- OKAY BUT BUCKS STUTTER !! they way he trips over his words when he’s surprised or nervous or even upset 😭
- “i do. i really do.” MY GOD OH MY GOD FUCK ASHHH AHHH
- and the SIGH after as eddie walks away, the building up the courage to ask more
- THE SAY HIS FACE DROPS WHEN EDDIE ASKS HIM TO WATCH CHRIS OHHH EDMUNDO WHEN I CATCH YOU
- “i keep saying, chris it’s not a video game” “because it’s harder than a video game???” maddie i see you and am so sorry you have to deal with this
- SAME WITH “he’s made an impression in a very short time” “i can see that” LIKE SHE IS SO NOT GONNA BE SURPRISED WHEN BUCK COMES OUT TO HER 😭
- “i don’t think you lie to a child just to ingratiate yourself” bro it’s not that serious i promise
- sorry brb imagining buck asking chris all these questions about tommy and chris going 🤔🤔🤔
- buck being upset that eddie invited tommy to play basketball even though eddie always asks him and he says no bc he doesn’t like it… he’s so me i can’t
- “was there a heart around it?” there might as well been maddie!!!
- peacocking buck we love and hate to see (it’s so embarrassing i have to close my eyes. “maybe we should hoop” sir please stop)
- the pouting OLEASE he’s so
- his smile
- the “evan” throws me off every TIME but also it kindaaaaa
- “what are the odds?” bro chill
- the smile when tommy fists bumps him oh i see you gay boy even if you don’t yet
- “so i’m your basketball beard” brother you don’t even KNOW
- i’m sorry the song that’s playing while they play basketball is “playing with the boys”🤔🤔… the lyrics too “i don’t wanna be obsessed but my desire with the boys” (and YES i am aware it’s a top gun reference, however that movie is also gay is hell and so is this song, moving on)
- tommy cocking his head when buck runs into him like oh my
- poor chim does not deserve to be put in the middle of all of this
- “well you bucked that up didn’t you” :(
- okay this scene between maddie and buck afterwards is actually so important to me, i love their ability to communicate, and how buck openly admits that he doesn’t know if he meant to hurt eddie or not, and that he was angry and lashed out, and maddie’s reaction to it :( “that’s not how you get someone’s attention”
- “i guess i was trying to get his attention” buck is the representative of the “i don’t know why i do the things i do until tons of self reflection after the fact” club, same im the president actually
- i do love that we get to watch him try and figure out why he acts and feels the way he does in real time! even at the end he still doesn’t entirely know until tommy is in his face staring at his lips
- the stutter is back 🫶
- “evan…” STOP THE WAY HE SAYS IT THAT TIME MAKES ME GIGGLE I CANT
- this entire scene drives me crazy btw i can literally pick it apart piece by piece… but the way he smiles throughout it makes my heart go akrjeidjdjsjd
- the chemistry is fucking IMMACULATE btw!! the flirting is so natural and it shows through buck being oblivious about it!! like brother no one stands that close to each other
- buck figuring out how he feels AS he speaks!!! poor boy is trying to catch up as fast as he can
- everything about the “okay” after tommy says “i can teach you”… the smile, the eye squint, the head tilt, like oh my GOD
- the way the tone changes when buck says “good” my GOD, the way his face drops as he comes to the realization that maybe it was about tommy the whole time
- the “cause trying to get your attention has been kinda exhausting” punches me in the gut EVERY TIME I WATCH THIS LIKE FUCK OH MY GOD BUCK LIKES MEN FR? and the way he says it GOD, like i said, he’s literally figuring this out as the words come out of his mouth (“i guess so”)
- okay my ONE nitpick about the kiss scene is that tommy grabs his chin, and then when it cuts it’s the two fingers under the chin, it’s inconsistent and i think i like the chin grab better
- the absolute STUNNED look in bucks eyes after the kiss!!! as the perfect oliver stark put it: he’s found something he’s been missing for a long time
- tommy is so worried in the split second before buck tells him that it was okay
- the wordless nod after tommy asks if it was okay THIS MEANS SO MYCH TO ME
- you can FEEL the sense of relief and wholeness radiating off of buck
- “better than fake mouth static” AKSHSISHS
- his eyes following tommy’s lips as he laughs, and then the brief look down like his whole WORLD has just been turned upside down before tommy speaks again
- i am so fucking here for buck being asked out and being stunned by it
- the stutter again 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶
- tommy’s smile as he leaves like tee hee ur kinda cute
- the entire of his expressions at the end. there’s panic, there’s confusion, there’s happiness OLIVER STARK THE MAN THAT YOU ARE !!!!
in conclusion: this is everything i wanted and more, the brain rot is everywhere, i cannot escape this episode
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bubblegyu00 · 4 months
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zb1 reactions !! ::// when you say ily for the first time
jiwoong:
- you would be cuddling in bed about to fall asleep
- " good night baby "
- " good night ji, i love you "
- you would snuggle into his chest but he would be freaking out
- eyes wide
- breathing heavy
- he would finally calm down and kiss the top of your head
- " i love you too pretty girl "
zhanghao:
- it would be your one month anniversary and you guys would be having a movie date at your house
- his head would be resting on your chest as you attempted to braid his hair
- " hao, guess what? "
- he hummed in response, eyes glued to the tv
- " i love you. "
- he would immediately look up at you and smile
- " really? "
- you nodded and chuckled at his goofy smile
- he would peck you all over your face
- " i love you too!! "
hanbin:
- he would be cooking downstairs whilst you were upstairs taking a shower
- when you come downstairs while drying your hair, you had a stupid smile on your face
- " binnie boy! "
- " yes, my love? "
- he would still be facing the stovetop and you wrapped your arms around his waist
- " careful, the stove is hot baby "
- you buried your face in his back
- " i love you. "
- it would be a bit muffled, but he would still make out the words and copy your stupid smile
- he would turn around immediately and place a kiss on the top of your head
- " i love you too baby "
matthew:
- it would be in the morning and he would be leaving for work
- you would still be laying in bed, now awake from him getting ready
- he would place a kiss on your lips before heading for the door
- " 'kay, i'm leaving "
- " bye, i love you. "
- he would turn around so fast it probably gave him whiplash
- " what? "
- " WHATD YOU JUST SAY?! "
- " i love you? "
- he would literally jump on top of you and cling back onto you
- " i'm not going to work i'm calling my boss right now. "
- he wouldn't let go of you the whole day
- but he's adorable so it's okay
taerae:
- you guys would be hanging out in the zb1 dorm having a singing competition ( cus duh )
- " STOP IT IM BETTER "
- " TAERAE JUST ADMIT IT IM THE BETTER VOCALIST "
- literally twenty minutes later you'll be cuddling on the floor laughing and messing around
- " i was just kidding i love your voice "
- " i love YOU. "
- he would sit up so fast that it scared you
- he would scream like a little kid and cover his mouth
- " SERIOUSLY?! "
- " are you oka- "
- " I LOVE YOU TOO OH MY GOD "
ricky:
- you guys would be kissing, like always
- cus poor ricky is sososo obsessed
- in between kisses you'd whisper it
- " i love you "
- it would catch him so off guard
- he'd break the kiss and stare at you, his ears already bright red
- " your ears are red. "
- he'd cover his face and lay his head on your chest
- " stop it, no they're not "
- you'd scratch his back and smile at his timidness
- " i love you too "
gyuvin:
- you guys would be cuddling in bed watching 20th century girl ( THAT MOVIE OMFG 🙁 )
- the ending would be playing and you would hear him start to sniffle
- you'd look up at him and he'd be crying
- " are you crying? "
- " n-no, i don't cry. "
- you'd wipe his tears with your hand and laugh
- " you're adorable, i love you "
- he'd start crying even more.
- " are you okay? "
- " i'm f-fine "
- " don't ever go to new zealand though "
- he wouldn't let you go for the rest of the night.
gunwook:
- you guys would be at an arcade playing a shooting game
- he would be winning so you thought to catch him off guard
- " i love you gunwook. "
- he would smile for a second and then realize what you said
- he'd completely freeze and stare at you with a wide mouth
- you'd cheer when you won
- " THATS NOT FAIR YOU COUGHT MY OFF GUARD! "
- you'd shrug and grab his hand dragging him away from the game
- " that's what the loser always says "
yujin:
- you two would be wrestling on the floor just cus that's what you do
- you shrieked when yujin bit you, and you started tapping on the floor
- " okay okay i give up. "
- he smiled and let you go
- you looked him in the eye and signaled him to come closer
- once he did, you whispered in his ear
- " i love you "
- he immediately turned so red, it was probably medically concerning
- " STOP YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT THEYRES LITERALLY EIGHT OTHER PEOPLE HERE "
- " that's why i whispered it? "
- he started running towards his room
- " YUJIN WHERE ARE YOU GOING ?! "
💋
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cannibalovers · 3 months
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Hannibal song of the day: song no. 8
a bit about the song:
"Parasite"(released in 2010) is a song by How To Destroy Angels(HTDA), a music project by Trent Reznor(NIN) featuring his wife, Mariqueen Maandig Reznor, Atticus Ross and Rob Sheridan. His wife has taken over his usual lead vocalist position, with him taking on the background vocals, although in this song, both of them sing all the lines are the same time (although Mariqueen's voice is still quite dominant). The song fits the experimental, eletronica and post-industrial genres, beginning with a building guitar noise, thick drums soon come in, followed by more discordant guitar screeches. All the guitars soon stop and the drums and a synth bass are left to play behind Trent Reznor's and Mariqueen Maandig Reznor's low, smooth vocals and dominant drums, with the screechy, haunting guitars coming back in later. The lyrics are quite intimate, presenting two subjects talking, maybe asking each other questions about each other and answering them. They are slowly becoming each other, infecting each other, like parasites.
ngl it was hard to find anything about the set meaning, only everything about Trent's style and how he has mixed it with his wife and others, producing this album (so basically about the sound and production) so i guess this will be fully just my interpretation. very hannigram, once again, i have some other songs that remind me of other characters and stuff im gonna have to do smth about those too at some point lol
and again quite short, the song is very instrumental and feel based in my opinion but anyhow
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Verse 1
"Yes, I can feel you
Yes, I believe
Yes, you can have me
Yes, I can breathe
Parasite
Yes, now I need you
Yes, you are mine
Yes, you have shown me
Yes, you define
Parasite"
through the whole song, the lines are sung at the same time, creating a feeling of unity and harmony, which the subjects seem to be agreeing to feel. They both feel and need each other, they believe in each other, they agree to devotion to each other and admitting how they have changed after being with each other, they let each other be dependent on one another - it seems like they're merging, like parasites. Maybe they chose the word parasite due to it's slightly negative connotations, maybe that's how the rest of the world sees them, infecting, controversial and desperate and obsessive with their love or unrightous and incorrect - considering that this is most likely based on Mariqueen and Trent, they have rattled the world a bit, Trent being the frontman of a harsh rock band known for its depressing and angry themes and involvement in drugs, Nine Inch Nails and Mariqueen bit less rattling, having been a former vocalist of West Indian Girls and a Playboy model for one of their magazines, but them two together - that have rattled the world, receiving some negative and racist reaction after finding out about the two getting married, even producing a song called "The Space In Between" which talks about their relationship and how the media has been treating them.
for hannigram, these lyrics remind me of them due to this, how they view unity and courtship. They seem to infect each other like parasites - they are quite dangerous to each other and to others around them. Hannibal seems to be like a parasite, he latched himself into Will and since then, hasn't let go of the idea that Will should be his and like him, trying to turn Will into him and understand him as he slowly feeds off of Will's sanity. Will recognises that after realising that Hannibal framed him for his own murders and tries to get revenge, letting Hannibal indulge in him and try to pretend to become Hannibal to try and frame him too, but this ends up with them slowly become more and more dependent on each other, to the point where they can't deny it anymore. It wasn't Will's intention at first, but as time passed by, they both have willingly began to accept each other and Will finally let Hannibal in. Both feel and need each other, they believe in each other, they agree to devotion to each other and admit to how they have changed each other.
in conclusion this is their song fr (<- what i say about every song i ever hear)
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i've learned whilst researching for this that another song by htda, "the space in between" was actually used in a promo for hannibal holy shit i have this song in my playlist i am so writing about that one later
i have so many songs that technically apply for season 3 or where i could mention s3 and its driving me insane omfg but anyhow
i recommend the whole self-titled ep by them, it is very good
anyway hope you enjoyed<3
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getosbf · 11 months
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I saw some people talking about yuumori character sexualities and just wanted to add my own headcanons <33
Sherlock: see now, we all know sherlock has been explicitly stating his... Repulsion (yes, not "oh im not attracted to them" straight up repulsion at the thought of being in a romantic and/or sexual relationship with them)
And im not saying sherlock is misogynistic. He has been seen very happily helping women with their cases. And might i add that on the Noahtic, while everyone was prancing around with a lady on his arm, sherlock was standing in the corner. Even though he was also with ladies he was CLEARLY in it only for their appreciation of him. Because you see, Sherlock is a clever man. He saw these bunch of women who had no one to dance with and was aware that they would be head over heels for his skills. And he was probably sent to the Noahtic by mycroft, so why not pass some time and get some praise?
But as soon as he met Liam he felt an instant obsession connection. Not necessarily romantic, but this is where that japanese feeling that i forgot the name of comes in. The feeling of meeting someone and instantly knowing that while you dont feel anything now, you could potentially be dynamic (is that the correct word, for sherliam i think it is)
And as i said and will say again, sherlock is a clever man. Of course he's not gonna sit around sexually frustrated, when he can easily use his charms and skills to find the right people. But as per literally canon, until he met Liam he didnt feel romantic (that comes later though, first was obsession) "attraction".
Conclusion? Gay demiromantic.
William: now while william never had a "repulsion" to women, I'd say he quite literally has a repulsion to any idea of a romantic relationship at all. He looked at london and got his "lemme fix that" hyperfixation game so heavy that he forgot he was alive most of the times. That man falls asleep on random occasions at literally anywhere at any time because he avoids sleep for his plans. Do you expect him to have any sort of romantic or sexual relationship? No, sir.
Then waltzes in Sherlock. Like i said, instant obsession. Though for William, that japanese feeling never came. While he was always hoping for a different reality where he and sherlock could be together, he never acknowledged his feelings enough to let himself feel something.
But talking about sexual attraction, while i do firmly believe Liam doesnt feel it for the better part of his life, he did start to feel some things a while after meeting sherlock. He fucking KNEW what he was doing with that "catch me if you can, mr holmes~" I think it surprised him too, all this strange emotions trickling in slowly after years of not feeling anything.
Conclusion? Demisexual AND demiromantic.
John: thought he was straight, but you all have seen his reaction to irene when they dressed up as the king of bohamia right? I'd say bisexual, but he's still learning to embrace that part of his identity. And even when he does embrace it, i dont think he's gonna do anything about it. Cuz like cmon, its 19th century London. Do you think he'll damn himself by loving a man when he is capable of what most people like him are not (to love someone of the opposite gender)? But I DO think he had a crush on louis for a while but i think that just for shits and giggles hehe
Louis: aroace. No questions asked. He loves in a very... Devotional way. Like liam and possibly albert, he has an unbreakable attachment to them. His love for their found family? He is soooo aro ace coded.
Albert: wineromantic. bisexual disaster.
Moran: pansexual just cuz. He loves his women but he has had something with albert and possibly james that is simply not heterosexual. And he was in the army cmon if there's a hole there's a goal
James: pansexual BECAUSE, hear me out, he had known this since he was a teenager. Which is why it took him until he got to Moriarty's to realise he actually wants to be a man. He had known men love him, so he was styling his hair and wearing tight corsets. He had known women loved him, so he was putting on disguises to kiss and snog. I think he was just so comfortable in his identity he never felt the need to be the opposite gender. But he was and, well, we're happy for our boy.
Fred: ace, maybe demi, and genderfluid. I might be projecting on the genderfluid part here but can you blame me? He/they pronouns.
Jack: he's above such measly attractions (idk maybe he was young he could have had something but idk anything while looking at him now)
Mycroft: gay gay homosexual gay. No straight man spends 30 minutes every morning putting pomade in his hair (hiding a part of your identity, already? Huh myckey?)
Miss hudson: straight because she didn't feel any (okay maybe somewhat) attraction to irene but when she met JAMES ouahahahaha
Herder: married to the grind 💪💪💪 making love to the game 💯💯💯 he only loves one thing and thats his craft 🔥🔥🔥
Just kidding he definitely has something gay going on
Billy: he has some WAY GAYER going on. Have never seen him interact with women (how gay) so i can't say much but he definitely gives bi/leaning on gay vibes
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hikari-drkspc · 1 year
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❅ “A Fun Show” ❅
characters: yandere! midoriya izuku, yandere! bakugou katsuki & yandere! todoroki shouto [boku no hero academia]
warning: yandere, mentions of m0rder, intentionally h0rting oneself, deep wound involved, izuku is lowkey ooc ; MINOR/AGELESS BLOGS DNI, PUT YOUR AGE IN BIO/PINNED POST TO INTERACT
words: 2.1k
a/n: this is a repost from my main blog (@/hikari-writes) so yes this writing is old + bad, i just moved them here w/o editing bc im lazy and wants to keep reminding myself how bad my writing used to be <3 this was a request and i still have no idea whatre the significance of circus au is/gen🧍🧍
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Midoriya Izuku, the strongman.
Bakugou Katsuki, the knife thrower.
Todoroki Shouto, the trapeze artist.
Those three were considered to be the highlight and main star of UA Circus.
And then there’s you, one of the behind-the-scene staff, who’s stuck in their obsessive love.
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“Oi, Todoroki! You were the one who swapped my lunch with Deku, weren’t you?!”
Katsuki yells at Shouto who stares at him without a change in his expression.
“I literally have no idea what you’re talking about.”
He continues slurping at his soba, clearly showing his disinterest in the conversation. Katsuki’s vein was about to pop off when you suddenly stepped in between them while holding out both your arms to stop the fight.
“Wait, wait, wait! I’m sorry, Bakugou. I was the one who accidentally swapped your lunch box with Midoriya’s.”
You look at him with an apologetic smile. Katsuki stares at you, his eyes are still glaring but you could see it soften a bit. He lets out a frustrated sigh before turning around from you.
“Make sure to not make the same mistake again. I don’t eat the same shit as that Deku does.”
“That’s mean, Kacchan…”
You heard Izuku softly comment on Katsuki’s statement. Right after he’s out of sight, you blink in confusion with an awkward smile adorning your face.
“H-he really did repeat the same thing as before…”
You silently thought to yourself. The truth is, this is already the fifth time you “accidentally” swapped his lunch with Izuku. The first time you did it, he gave the same exact response as he did just now and you got curious as to why he gave you that kind of response when he could’ve just got real mad at you. So you did it again, just to see whether he’d get mad at you or not, to which he didn’t. And so you did it again….and again….and again….and before you knew it, it already has been the fifth time you did that yet his reaction stays the same.
A part of you was actually impressed. Even without anyone telling you, it’s pretty obvious to you that Katsuki is a sharp person. He has always shown to be a focused and sharp person, a trait he picked up from his role as a knife thrower. So it always struck you as odd that he didn’t realize the same mistake you’ve been repeating for the fifth time.
Just as you decided to shrug it off and stop pranking him, you heard Shouto talking to you in his usual calm voice.
“You’re having fun with that?”
You turn to him with a small grin.
“Kinda, yep! Rather, you noticed me doing it on purpose?”
You ask while chuckling a bit, amused at yourself. You didn’t expect Shouto of all people to realize what you had done. He’s always known to be a dense person after all.
“Well, you always have that amused smile on your face whenever you were swapping their lunch boxes, so you weren’t exactly hiding it.”
You stop chuckling and look at Shouto with an awkward smile. A bead of sweat trickles down your face, and an ominous feeling takes over your whole body.
For all you know, everytime you swapped their lunch boxes, no one was around. They weren’t even supposed to be around. They were supposed to either be performing their part of the show or be in the break room after their show had ended at the time. Even if they were around and saw what you did, you would’ve sensed their presence.
You shake off the uneasy feelings away, thinking maybe Shouto just happened to see you on accident and you were too focused on your prank to not notice his presence.
“A-anyways, he’s an interesting person, don’t you think? To think he didn’t realize what I did…”
Shouto stays silent and keeps slurping at his soba until it’s finished before turning at you.
“Interesting huh? I wonder about that…I believe it’d be more interesting if he does some trapeze acts….”
“Oh, you wish for him to do the same thing as you? That’s nice—”
“…and falls down from that height while doing so. It would be interesting if that happened. That’ll for sure teach him a lesson to not ever take what rightfully belongs to others.”
You shut your lips up and look at Shouto’s indifferent face. Either he just meant that as a joke or you misheard him. Either way, your heart is beating like crazy against your ribcage right now.
“D-did he take something of yours, perhaps? Even so, you really shouldn’t joke about that.”
You try to ask him in a calm manner but your shaking voice betrays your hidden feelings as it shows how much you’re in fear. Shouto stays indifferent. If you look closely, he almost looked…amused at your reaction. And your gut is telling you that his amusement isn’t because he was joking about what he said, but rather the opposite.
“And what if I said that that something is you?”
“L/N, can you come here for a second?”
Izuku’s voice snaps you back into reality as your conversation was cut short and you quickly leave Shouto behind after giving him a small nod of apology. Shouto stares at your back as you disappear from his sight. You could almost feel his stare digging holes on your back but you chose to ignore it.
“What’s wrong, Midoriya?”
You silently thank him for getting you out of that uncomfortable situation. Izuku gives you a wry smile and points at his bleeding arm.
You let out a loud shriek at the sight, both worried and terrified at the deep looking wound.
“I uh…accidentally cut myself when I was walking near that thing…”
Izuku awkwardly points at a sharp looking metal with a smile, as if the wound on his arm isn’t serious and his arm isn’t bleeding heavily.
“Call me earlier! Oh gosh, follow me now!”
You lead him to the treatment room in a hurry. You glanced back at the wound and saw the blood dripping on the floor, making your own face pale.
Izuku has always been careless with how he treats himself. Shota, one of the circus’s behind-the-scene staff, even once asked if he had some kind of magnetic attraction towards accidents that ended up hurting him. He just laughed it off, saying stuff like, he’s used to it, or, it wasn’t that big of an injury.
Izuku is indeed the strongman of UA Circus. Despite having a baby face and a polite and meek personality, his strength rivals even the adults. He once told you that he’s aiming to be an amazing strongman just like All Might, a legendary strongman in the history of circuses. Ever since then, he’d been training diligently to get to where he is now. While you admire that part of him, you really wish he’d stop accidentally hurting himself.
“There. Be careful next time, alright? Good thing the wound isn’t that serious. If it had been, you might need to take a break from doing circus acts and rest at home. It’s a talent at this point to keep hurting yourself like this.”
You completed the treatment and jokingly said with a light chuckle, trying to distract yourself from the wound. Izuku stares at you for a bit before opening his mouth.
“If you ask me, I don’t really feel like I’m hurting myself.”
You look at him, curious as to what he meant by that. He sends a sheepish smile and scratches the back of his neck, a small blush starts to form on his cheeks.
“Rather it feels like I’m rewarding myself. After all, I got to enjoy your beautiful self treating my wounds like this. Before I knew it, I just seemed to start getting myself hurt on purpose whenever I see you nearby.”
Izuku lets out a small giggle as if he’s a teenage girl in love. You probably wouldn’t have minded it much if he had stopped at the second sentence. You would have probably just thought of him being his usual sweet self.
But he just HAD to add that last sentence, huh?
You look at him in pure shock and fear. What he said was definitely not normal. Why would he do that, would be a stupid question to ask at this point, especially since he has clearly stated his reason before the last sentence.
You see the way his eyes are glinting dangerously as his lips curve up into a sweet smile. So sweet it’s almost sickening.
“I-I have to go. Excuse me.”
You quickly leave the treatment room behind. Your minds wander back to the one time you were talking with Shota. The older man had mentioned in passing how Izuku had gotten into accidents and hurting himself more after you had come to work at UA Circus. You just brushed it off, thinking that Shota was just overthinking things. You thought nothing of it and had almost forgotten all about what he said.
But after what just happened…you started to think there was a possibility that what Shota said…might be true.
You quicken your steps and your mind is thrown into chaos. A part of you doesn’t want to think about it anymore, hoping what had happened today was just a bad dream, but you knew better than to run away from reality. Another part of you is just so bothered by Shouto and Izuku’s weird demeanor towards you that you can’t help but to start speculating things.
You kept your eyes on the ground while walking, completely oblivious to your surroundings. Only after your face hits someone’s chest do you finally tear your eyes away from the floor. The one you bump into doesn’t seem too pleased however since you heard him scowl and curse under his breath.
You look up to see a very familiar face. Katsuki. You could’ve sworn you’ve never been more happy in your life to see the gremlin blondie. Your face completely lit up but it soon wilted into a confused frown when you saw Katsuki glaring down at you.
He was being pretty soft and kind to you just a few hours ago. What have you done in that short span of time to make him look…angry at you even though you literally didn’t even see his face during those few hours?
Well, I just hope you don’t need an explanation because he won’t be giving you any. Before you knew it, you’re already on your knees and looking up at his intimidating eyes. After all you’ve been through for today, you thought that maybe Katsuki can help comfort you, even in the most indirect way ever.
You guessed wrong.
Instead of “comforting”, his glare literally made your knees weak, resulting in you cowering before his seemingly tall figure. Instead of “comforting”, he made your fear worsen and your mind totally gave up in trying to think up any words to say, at all.
“What were you doing, talking to that half and half bastard and that loser Deku?”
He asks in a low, rumbling voice. It almost seems like he’s trying hard to hold back his anger, as if the one he’s showing isn’t enough.
You try to say something, anything, but the word never came out. Instead, you’re left gaping at him like a dumb fish. Tears started forming at the corner of your eyes and you slowly closed them, in hopes that you’d wake up from this nightmare.
Instead of waking up, you heard a loud scoff behind and shortly after that, your body was being carried by a pair of strong arms.
“Kacchan, you really don’t know how to treat your object of affection nicely, do you?”
Followed by a small, mocking chuckle, you saw Izuku carrying you bridal style. Your heart must’ve leapt out of your chest for a minute because you suddenly stop breathing out of shock. After the situation has sank in however, it beats again rapidly against your ribcage, almost making you feel like throwing up.
Not even a second after that, you’re greeted with another shock as you saw a sharp blade only an inch away from Izuku’s neck. Izuku sends a side glance to the perpetrator behind him.
“Hands. Off of her before I make you.”
Shouto calmly threatens while tightening his fingers around the blade. Izuku doesn’t seem surprised at all as he lets out a weary sigh.
Izuku finally lets you down and puts you a bit farther away before gathering back to the other two.
That night became your unlucky night and you’ll forever remember it.
Not only will you need to witness this little bloody show battle in front of your very eyes but you’ll also need to be the prize of the winner of the battle.
And it goes without saying that your opinion doesn’t matter here.
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GIRL TALK #1:
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friends & feeling left out
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disclaimer! this Q&A of being left out applies to both friends and co-workers, but mainly applies to with friends. another thing is that this is for people who feel as if they can't really go anywhere right now. for the people who aren't completely unhappy with their friend group, but also want something to change. reminder that if you feel that miserable on a daily basis, the best thing to do is just leave. cut them off and work on yourself. the points i will be mentioning are just "add ons" to the obvious/ main one: self love. if you don't love yourself, don't expect others to either.
ps. summary of the main points at the end!
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Question: hi! so how was today?
Vanilla: it was actually pretty good.
Q: glad to hear that! did you feel left out?
V: yes. but i had a much different approach to it this time i realise.
Q: how so? what did you change?
V: okay so usually, when i feel left out i dwell on it too much and it affects the way i think of the people/ certain scenarios sometimes. so the thing is, when i felt left out today, i had to realise that they weren't purposely trying to hurt me. these people were my friends, they cared about me. all they wanted was to just have a good time. it wasnt that deep or personal. it never is!
Q: i love this view on it! was there anything specific that you did/ didn't do?
V: Ooh okay so one thing I didn’t do was dwell on it. And the second thing that I understood was that these people weren’t my ‘forever’. They were not going to be my friends forever! Change is the only constant. Once I understood that, I was able to let loose a lot more and stop being so attached and clingy. And that’s another thing I realised! : stop attaching/ basing your identity on them. YOU are the one who decided who you are and what type of person you are. Not them, YOU. 
Q: wow. Some truly inspiring words there! Can you please expand on the 1st point you made? The one about not dwelling on it. How would you go about doing this?
V: don’t overthink it. okay, I know how hard that can be to just “not overthink it”, I am a huuugee overthinker myself. But I guess that after a while, I just god fed up and used to it. Okay, I know how sad that sounds, but what I mean is, after a while, you just get fed up of obsessing over it and caring so much about it that eventually, you’re like “okay.. whatever.” It may still hurt, but it hurts a lot less. Anyways back to the non-dwelling thing: overthinking and dwelling (on the negative stuff) are the killers of joy. That’s it. Let me remind you that YOU are the one that attaches and gives meaning to things!! If something happens that you find yourself dwelling on or overthinking about, then just stop yourself and realise that although you cannot control how others think, act and are, you most definitely can control your reaction to it, and how you think about it.
Q: very nice! I love the way you’ve written this here. So how exactly would you go about “ignoring” or not dwelling on it?
V: by distracting myself. out of sight, out of mind. What I normally do if im in school is just focus on your own work. You go to school to be educated. Having friends is just a bonus. im so lucky that I even get the PRIVILEGE of getting to go to school, so quit whining and make the most of it! Normally, I would just put my head down and get as much work as I can done, while pretending im Rory Gilmore obvi. And once im done, I’ll just go onto Pinterest or Tumblr hehehe
Q: well okay! Thank you so much for being here with us, you really do have some very helpful knowledge and tips!
V: not knowledge, just experience. Im grateful to have helped.
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THE END.
summary/ main points:
not everyone wants to purposefully hurt you. not everyone is out to get you.
don't dwell/ overthink it.
realise that nothing is forever or permanent. they too, will leave.
do not base/ attach your whole identity to these people.
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Xoxo, Vanilla
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transmutationisms · 1 year
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hey caden im Obsessed with your idea about rome using logan's pills like religious relics. this might just be word salad so forgive me but that transmission of holiness is SO interesting to me like. touching something which touched something which touched something holy includes so many steps of circulation and transmission that it begins to imitate the kinds of disease they're supposed to cure. like sanctity is something you catch. and with romans body being such a fraught site of decay/with his need for physical things to be Wrong, it's like consuming the relic of dad is the holy disease fucked up enough to heal him. alternatively, consuming the pills as a weird transubstantiation is sooooo medieval mystic of him. a total agnes blannbekin refusing to eat anything but jesus' foreskin type deal. anyway
p.s. more on relics. often thought tom has a streak of chaucer's pardoner about him in the billion layers of performance, admitting to selling counterfeit relics yet still asking people to kiss them for a fake salvation...idk. what im saying is all roads lead to romtom
HI TED! ok first of all, all roads lead to romtom. like so true of you to say that.
but yeah i love the religious relic angle because i definitely see it as that type of transubstantiation mysticism thing. and it's such a good catholic phenomenon because it's like, the body is corrupt and filthy, and the soul is freed from it in death, yet there's still this fixation on bodily relics. which goes back to roman's whole Deal being that his body has always been this site of violence from logan (who in turn spent his life denying his own body) and so now, in logan's death, roman can only fixate on his body (sweater, advil, going onto the plane). also with the pills there's also this obvious echo of taking communion, where roman treats the pills as being this part of logan that he can consume.
i do also think the pills could be read as playing into this idea of disease transmission that you're talking about. like, the advil in some sense can stand as this representation of all of logan's health problems and his more general tendency to view his body as a threat and a potential site of weakness. so again, roman fixating on them in particular is like, he's grasping for these elements of logan that logan never allowed himself to think about. and of course, if logan were alive he would be horrified and disgusted at roman, like, thinking about his body and his sickness, which adds a layer here. like in general i don't think roman is particularly emotionally repressed, but in this fixation with the body and the pills there's like, a general reaction to the repression that logan always enforced in his lifetime. like, you know, the monsters are out of the closet now and they're doubly fascinating for having been forbidden before.
re: tom... yes i love this comparison actually, the way that the pardoner opens his tale by saying that greed is the root of all sin, and not denying his own avarice, but then still presents his moral tale. like i've always thought that tom has a certain level of clarity about waystar, insofar as he's pretty much always known he got in for the sake of money and power, yet he also has all these layers of moral justification for himself lol. and i think the offering of false relics that he claims could offer real salvation could be tied to the phone call in episode 3, where the siblings all pretty much know he's just trying to offer them comfort, yet in some way all of them do also kind of believe in the metaphorical relics he's offering. anyway. thinking thoughts.
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once more into the breach for FaFiCoWriYear
Reading: Bite the Hand by @http-paprika
I literally kept writing and writing additional comments because i went back and re-read this multiple times
- i am not sure when i went from hating this man to wanting to hatefuck this man but yes this fic…only added fuel to the fire… *biting my fist while re-reading this for the nth time*
- i am also equally obsessed with frost as i am with graves here; strong competent/confident women are also my great weakness fic-wise (as are the strong competent/confident men who simp/are tender&gentle for them a la this fic’s graves)
- and once again the worldbuilding here with frosty and her fam and wolf lore is just fascinating!!! something that really stood out to me about this story was how I was just effortlessly drawn in to the plot and how… intuitive (wtf am I writing? idk) the story was to me - graves collecting misfits for his shadows, his whole ass characterization (as someone who’s spent some time in texas/has friends in dallas I heard his lines in graves’ voice seamlessly - high praise for papri’s writing <3) - when he point-blank asks reader “do i make you uncomfortable” - physically trying to put her at ease with his body language yet verbally going for the kill when they first meet- UNFFF aNYWAY I HAVE A HARD TIME EXPLAINING MY SIMPING FOR GRAVES IN WORDS BUT THE WAY PAPRIKA WRITES HIM MAKES ME WANT TO TACKLE AND MAUL HIM AND SIGN MY LIFE AWAY TO SHADOW COMPANY
- feral for the juxtaposition of reader’s bg with shifting/rejecting this quite frankly wild part of herself and graves’ role in helping her accept and embrace it - anyway i didnt really come here to start a treatise on the exploration of shifting as allegory for love/self-acceptance/sexuality in this 5billion word essay i will-
- GRAVES & SHADOW COMPANY RESCUING READER GRAVES & SHADOW COMPANY RESCUING READER GRAVES & SHADOW COMPANY RESCUING READER
- GRAVES GIVING FROST HIS OWN PERSONAL PATCH?????? that probably has his scent too-
- a part of me thought graves being able to sneak up on frost in her truck trying to find the base and her reaching for a plastic straw of all things in reaction to him surprisin her, this trained marine soldier - was a subtle tell that she implicitly trusts graves/doesnt see him as dangerous - sometimes the body just knows
- DEEPLY curious what the photos are of in graves’ office maybe his shadows having a cookout, group selfies &lt;3
- “got any brothers?” dialogue slayed me - i feel like canonwise the way he is fleshed out and built up really makes him the villain people love to hate because of how closely he+shadow company follows/supports 141 pre las-almas face-heel turn and that whole scene of him hyping up his shadows and all i will say is papri now has me fucking emotionally attached to her erikson, lerch, and vance (HE SO DID FIGHT A BEAR, LET HIM HAVE THIS FIGHT ME FROSTY)
- also obsessed with the im just teaching you how to hunt and run as a pack leader should be, it’s just my responsibility this is not-a-date, sooooo not-a-date
-whose vest did frost get indeed still curious
- “You look good,” He commented, quickly finishing the sentence when she cocked an eyebrow up at him. “-In the Shadow Company uniform and wearing our insignia. Like it was made just for you.”
omg i fucking love it when frost flusters graves
- not me googlin indigo bush to see what it looked like to distract myself from the emotional whiplash of the flashback scene of her first shifting (8/10 bush, i would also hide there if there weren’t other options with more foliage)
- shadows regularly falling asleep on graves is now canon for me (and ofc as pack dad/AND peak dad, he’d let them <3)
- “She was unwilling to admit that her scent was laced with something sweet, a glow in her face, and the ache in her bones whenever she passed Graves.”
i love love love LOVE the idea that you can smell crushes amongst wolves <3
- Frost wouldn’t offer that to Graves, he was already gracious enough as it was. But it didn’t stop her from closing her eyes, fantasizing about showing him every version of herself. Letting Graves take her in his arms, telling her the past didn’t matter.
omg this line!! this feeling!!! the YEARNING *sry busy wiping away all the foam coming out of my mouth*
- “Frost, you could tell me you murdered a man and I’d help you dispose of the body. I’m not one to judge.” THEN HE TAKES YOU TO HIS CABIN IN THE WOODS/SECRET DEN????
 FROSTY. I NEED YOU TO LOOK ME IN THE EYES. OK MAINTAIN EYE CONTACT. NOW LISTEN TO ME WHEN I SAY THIS MAN HAS CONFESSED HIS LOVE TO YOU AND DESIRES TO JOIN YOU IN LEGAL AND HOLY MATRIMONY AND WANTS YOU TO HAVE HIS BABIE-
ALSO WDYM PAST REPEATING ITSELF WHO ELSE HAS DONE THIS FOR OUR FROSTY!?!??!?! I am also in love with all the hints to frost’s backstory
- “Make yourself at home, if you break something, I will make you buy it.” COUGHHISHEARTCOUGH also this is truly such a Graves phrase
-  The light danced in his eyes, his brows knit together as he looked at her. A look of a man who was giving her his full attention. “And affairs of the heart have never been logical.” 
“What are you so scared of, Frost?” He kept his distance, waiting until she was ready to let him in. There was a patience in his tone, something so gentle about the way he spoke that made her knees want to buckle. 
*me, reading this with hearteyes*
- “I can’t change your past, but I can shape the future, and I don’t want to hurt you. You deserve everything you want, everything you crave, and I want to give it to you.”
AAAAAAAAAAAAA if a man said this to me i would probably rip my physical heart out of my chest and offer it up to them, kneeling
- “when she closed her eyes, it wasn’t the night she’d spent with Graves that she thought of, but a painful recollection from her past. It manifested in the physical, with stinging in her eyes and throat.”
pls i want to hug frost and hold her at a respectful distance by her shoulders and tell her it is okay <333333 even with all the hard work u put in to heal (shoutout to therapy and friends and loved ones <3) sometimes even the sweetest of memories and experiences can be tinged with bitterness from trauma; i have also experienced this way too many times and ugh i feel so seen here <3
- He was getting older, he needed someone willing to mate, to commit. And despite her best efforts, she wasn’t ready.
omg i felt a PHYSICAL PANG IN MY CHEST reading this line AAAAAAAAAA MY HEART <3
- this fic is still ongoing but i am absolutely vibrating at the idea that frosty ran all the way back home - like HOME home - basically scene of the crime for her - and graves now entering HER territory UNFH MY BODY IS READY PAPRIIIIIIII <3333
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jkfanfr · 10 months
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Scaramouche X Y/n-
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SMUT WARNING ;)
MATURE LANGUAGE USED
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Scara and Y/n were going on a date today and they couldn’t be more excited. They missed each others presence because of how much work they have to do with each other. Even if they couldn’t be in the same room day and night, their love for each other was indescribably perfect and both were so intimately devoted to one another.
Scara was already ready for their date, and was now waiting for Y/n to get ready. He was wearing a clean, black suit, including a belt which went around his waist and wore clear glasses for the special occasion.
Y/n- “I’ll get ready now Scara, wait for me.”
Scara nodded happily, and was very excited to see what Y/n would be wearing.
After some time, Y/n walked out in their outfit. It was classy, chic and so in style with today’s vibe. Scara couldn’t take his eyes off of Y/n. His gaze followed their every move and every feature. 
Scara’s glistening eyes moved from Y/n’s black locks, to their eyes, shining from the light above, to Y/n’s glossy and perfectly plump lips. Scara’s eyes moved further down to Y/n’s body, which suited the outfit they were wearing. His eyes followed every action as Y/n adjusted their jacket, ruffling up their hair and checking themselves out in the mirror. 
God how perfect Y/n looked, everything they did was so indescribably good. Y/n was elegantly flawless, as always. Scara couldn’t explain, or even talk. He was lost for words at how Y/n looked. 
His love for Y/n boosted up by so much, so much, that his love was infinite. Too bad Y/n was no one else’s but Scaramouche’s. He wasn’t into sharing, he never was and never will be, especially when it comes to Y/n. 
Y/n- “How’s this?” 
Scara- “You look beautiful my love..~”
Scaramouche gave a little smirk as he got up from the bed and caressed Y/n’s waist.
Scara- “Can we not go outside..?”
Y/n- “Why?”
Scara- “Are you kidding me? I can’t let anyone see you like this?!”
Y/n rolled their eyes and smiled a bit as Scara chuckled a bit at Y/n’s reaction
Y/n- “You’re so childish Scara!”
Y/n playfully hit his shoulder as they both broke into laughter. 
Scara- “But no seriously..we shouldn’t when you look like this..”
Y/n faked an annoyed look and crossed their arms a little. They leaned back on the wall, and stared at Scara.
Y/n- “What’s that meant to mean?”
Scara immediately took Y/n into his arms, comfortably and patted their back.
Scara- “Not in that way darling..i mean you look too good to go out..i don’t want others to see you like this”
Y/n- “You’re so jealous Scara!”
Scara- “For you..yes i am.”
Y/n gave a surprised look to Scara, and nodded their head. 
Y/n- “Im surprised you confessed it so quick..”
Scara- “Why wouldn’t it?”
Y/n- “Im not sure..maybe because you’re always so nervous.”
Scara- “Im never nervous..i’m a free guy!”
Y/n- “Huh?”
Y/n broke into laughter and Scara laughed with them. They both walked back into their bedroom and Scara sat back down on the bed. He pulled Y/n onto his lap, and smirked a little. He wrapped his arms around their waist as Y/n blushed a little.
Scara- “So..do you want still want to go outside?”
Y/n- “Actually..i think i have a better idea..”
Y/n got off of his lap and kneeled to the floor, facing him. Y/n placed their hands on his thighs, squeezing it slightly. Scaramouche smirked once more, and was quite skeptical at what Y/n was up to.
Scara- “What are you up too love?”
Y/n- “Nothing Scara..”
And with that, Y/n slowly unbuckled his belt, making his lean back a little. It was unexpected, but he didn’t hate it. In fact..he absolutely loved it. He loved the excitement and intimacy they were sharing at this moment. Y/n thought the same, they adored with Scara’s pleased but wondering reaction.
Y/n- “I think you’ll like it better than any dinner..”
Scara- “Will i now?”
Y/n- “Of course you will..”
Scara loved how daring Y/n was being. He had never witnessed such a sight, but boy was he obsessed with it now. Scara was sure he would be for a very long time anyways. Y/n pulled his trousers down, after unzipping it. Y/n leaned closer and sat up a bit, while their hands were trailing to his crotch.
Y/n sealed their lips together, taking them both into a loving and passionate kiss. Little did Scara know, Y/n’s hands were now dragging towards his clothed cock. Y/n touched it slightly, as Scara made a little noise from the suddenness. Y/n touched it even more, grazing their finger up and down it.
Scara broke the kiss, looking into Y/n’s heavenly eyes, which were still glistening from earlier.
Scara- “So this was your plan?”
Y/n- “Why? Don’t you want it?”
Scara- “No..i do want it, no actually..i need it Y/n~”
He said it in such a deep and seductive voice in Y/n’s ear, that it sent shivers down their spine. Y/n pulled his boxers down, leaving it hanging by his knees. His hard and erect length sprung out, creating a big grin on Scara’s face. He thought that Y/n was so nervous, but he was so wrong because Y/n leaned down and took his cock into their mouth, simply warming it.
Y/n took half of it in, and closed their eyes to take the rest of it. It hit the back of their throat as they slightly chocked on it. Scara closed his eyes as well, the pleasure got to him quick, as he groaned in a low tone. Y/n bobbed their head up and down, sucking his cock and licking all the pre-cum off of it.
Scaramouche leaned his head back and moaned loudly, the pleasure and pressure was almost to much to handle. How perfect Y/n was at this, who knew?
Scara- “Fuck Y/n..that’s so good~”
Y/n hummed at his gratified words, vibrating his cock, which made it even better. Y/n was delighted that Scara was so infatuated with the feeling. Scara was so overwhelmed, he didn’t even realise he was already thrusting inside Y/n’s mouth, making them choke even more.
Y/n- “A-ah fuck!”
Scara- “Take my cock like how you wanted it earlier darling.”
Y/n had no words but they wanted to pleasure Scara so much. Y/n swallowed his hard cock whole once more, as he thrusted inside of Y/n’s mouth, grabbing onto their hair to support.
Scara pulled their hair a bit because of all of the uproar going down below in between his muscular thighs. He seemed to never skip leg day when it came to it.
Scara- “C’mon baby..show me how it’s done- Oh..oh my~ oh my fucking god~”
Y/n certainly hit his sweet spot, squeezing his balls to add that extra pleasure within the whole thing. Scara clearly couldn’t hold it in anymore, and neither his moans.
Scara- “B-baby..i-i’m close.”
Y/n took those words seriously, sucking it harder, making him go absolutely crazy. The pure sensations were unimaginably perfect and Scaramouche felt so loved. He suddenly came in Y/n’s mouth as they licked his cock clean, tasting the salty liquid which spilled out.
Scara- “Shit baby..that was so good..i can’t believe how good you are”
Y/n chuckled a bit as they pulled this trousers back up for him. Y/n gave a small peck on his lips and left the room without saying a word, just to annoy him a little.
Scara- “Wow..so you’re not gonna say anything?!”
Scara giggled a bit and ran after Y/n who was also running away from him. The love they shared was following them, it was in the air and all they could inhale.
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Author’s Note- Woah, what a rollercoaster of emotions for Scaramouche..and for you too i bet.
Feel free to request any fanfics you’d like to read, and i’ll try my best to write for you.
I do SMUT and FLUFF
I also like writing for BL’s as seen through my previous posts so feel free to request any more series you’d like to see in a story
I hope you enjoyed, see you next time my lovelies~
-reii
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willthegreenpistachio · 8 months
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just had a revelation for an iasip episode:
"The Gang Goes to See the Barbie Movie"
of course each of them for different reasons:
Charlie: just likes movies about toys and thinks it would be really cool to see life by a doll's perspective.
he doesn't want the others to know in case they will bully him later but he also doesn't want to go alone tho so he asks Dennis to come with him (because he saw him looking up pictures online and knows Dennis wants to watch it so he basically blackmails him to tag along)
Dennis: reluctantly goes with Charlie, claiming it's "just to see many babes and Margo's tits on the big screen" but he actually was always obsessed with Barbie's clothes lines and wants to see real life people wearing them like the huge style nerd he is.
he and Charlie agree to go in secret and don't say a word about it to the others (Dennis especially doesn't want Mac to know since he is all about "badass movies only" or whatever
Mac: "i'm a gay man Frank, of course i'm going to watch the Barbie Movie. Rayan Gosling as Ken?? uh, yes please!? But we can't tell Dennis or the others about us going in secret, they'll think i'm not badass anymore, which i totally still am btw"
Frank: "what are you talking about? now shut up and help me take these Frankie Dolls™️ inside the theater so we can sell 'em to those stupid kids. Oh Mattel made a good move, making a big movie after a doll. We are gonna do the same with my Frankie Dolls™️, we sell them today and then we make a movie about them and it'll make me lots of money!! ha! scamming kids with dolls and movies, we should have thought about this sooner"
the two groups meet inside the theater and various shenanigans ensue (ofc)
anyway, by the end of they movie they each come out with various reactions:
Charlie: "dude! we totally need to make our apartment like that dream house! life in plastic IS fantastic!!" also he didn't get the final line of the movie and really liked Allan
Dennis, with mascara running down his face: "boy that... that sure was a movie huh... (he doesn't elaborate on that. just looks faraway all the time)
Mac: was broken inside by Im Just Ken, thinking about how where he sees love Dennis sees a friend and all that but still whispers "...maybe I am Kenough..." (also he cried too but he will never admit it)
Frank: the Frankie Dolls™️ scam didn't go as planned, of course, (they kinda looked like Gollum? anyway, kids didn't like them and he got in trouble with a few parents) but then when he had nothing left to do he started actually watching the movie and got really moved by the ending
Dee: while the others exit their room of the theater she comes out from the next doors still eating a few pop corns "guys guys i just saw this movie, Oppenheimer, there were nazis and bombs and explosions and science an-"
Mac: "SHUT UP BIRD! WE ARE HAVING A MOMENT HERE"
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yandere-daze · 2 years
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Hihi daze~ not a request but, omg I’m obsessed with the Tsum tsum in twst. They’re so small and cute and bouncy ‼️
Im also severely disappointed we don’t get more characters with their bouncy boy counterparts 😭😭😭
I think Malleus would’ve been a blast to see with a Tsum. Since they seem to be much more bold in affection- I imagine tsum Mal would basically be smothering his s/o in all the affection Malleus wants to give, but doesn’t know how to carry out. Tsum tsum get all the cuddles while the real Mal broods in background//
Ace too, but just because he’s such an annoying thing on his own. It’d be funny to see his Tsum annoying him back. Maybe Ace hasn’t confessed yet- and Tsum ace acts oddly affectionate to the mc and only the mc. So he’s just left to fluster and watch as mc gives Tsum ace all the affection he secretly wants for himself.
Do you wanna see any more characters with Tsum Tsum counterparts? Truly, I believe this event is the best thing to come out of Twst.
Omg yes, the Tsum Tsums are so cute!! If I'm being honest I haven't actually gotten around to read the event story yet ( is there already a full translation out there?) But I love them so much!!
You're right anon, we totally should get more of them!! Maybe they'll give us more of them in a later continuation of the event? One can only hope! Imagine if they made a tsum tsum of all of them and then there was some wacky plot over how these cute little things are trying to take over the school in a tsum tsum apocalypse or something dhdhehe
Aww tsum tsum Malleus would be so cute! Imagine the little horns and just this giant of a man compressed into a tiny little bouncy ball plush thingy 🥺 Everyone normally is so intimidated by Malleus and now there's just this tiny version of him that's just not scary at all. I feel like everyone would still hesitate to pet him though because they'd fear that the actual Malleus would see
And then there is you, scooping tsum tsum Malleus up into your arms and smooching his tiny cheek. And the Tsum tsum completely reciprocates the affection and just snuggles into your chest and ( actually do they talk at all?? I have no idea) makes these happy noises and Lilia is just standing to the side, clearly amused and cooing at the adorable scene while Malleus sulks because he wants that affection 😭
Sad dragon boy😔
Actually Ace was one of my first thoughts when I thought of characters I want to as Tsum Tsums! He's not my number 1 top favorite character but I feel it would make for such a funny concept? Ace strikes me as the guy who would be super annoying around his crush and act like he doesn't actually like them ( in other words a tsundere) so to then see his tsum tsum version being so open with wanting affection from you and just hanging onto you wherever you go.
Ace can't help but be embarrassed and yet annoyed at the same time. Yeah yeah, you think he's just irresistibly adorable and he gets that you just like him so much, but don't you rather want to spend time with the real Ace?
He's known you way longer than that little devil on your shoulder so give him some more attention!! Yeah, he gets jealous over this and he'll be petty and he's not going to admit that he's jealous djdhd
While we're at it, give us tsum tsum Deuce as well!! He'd be so cute and I swear Deuce would have such a cute reaction to seeing you be affectionate with his alternate self. He actually kind of loves it? I don't know how to properly explain this thought but you know how he wants to move on from being a delinquent? And now there's this really adorable version of him that isn't scary in the slightest and that you're fawning over?
It kind of makes him feel good about himself
Okay but tsum tsum Kalim would be sooo energetic and affectionate and you can't convince me otherwise. While some of the others might lean onto you or squish against you, tsum tsum Kalim *flies* directly at you as soon as you're in his sight and absolutely nothing could stop him.
Kalim is already very affectionate with you and this new version just somehow takes it a step even further. It's almost impossible to pull him away from you when he's all snuggled in your arms, a super happy and content smile on his face.
The actual Kalim laughs the entire time and just hangs off your other arm. One of the most excited about this.
Like, look! It's a mini-him! Isn't he just so adorable? Oh he has to show Jamil too!! Just very wholesome all around
My two favorites, Riddle and Epel already got a tsum tsum version so I was pretty well fed this event. Now I just need to actually read it!! 😤
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hihihi!!! i disappeared lowkey, but for the ask game, 7, 20, 46 and 55 if you dont mind!!
20. Have you noticed any patterns in your fics? Words/expressions that appear a lot, themes, common settings, etc?
yeahhhh i know theres a lot of phrases that stand out to me while im writing but the only one i can think off the top of my head is "so incredibly [blank]". i use italics a lot too, maybe too much but *shrugs*. i fucking love using celestial themes too; talking about the sky or comparing characters to planets or the sun- shit like that is just sooooo fucking good to me i use it whenever i can. oh and polyamory! i can and will insert poly relationships into everything possible and if its not explicitly states, just assume its in there somewhere
46. How would you describe your style? (Character/emotion/action-driven, etc)
character driven with a strong emotional flow
55. Of the characters you write for, which is your favorite? Has that choice been swayed at all by your followers/readers’ reactions to certain ones?
i think either party or cherri is my favorite to write at the moment!! party bc i love i project onto them sooooo heavily yes BUT ALSO because there's such a gap between how they interpret the things that happen and the things they do verses how they actually come off and i just fucking looooove exploring how that gap affects them. the way they spiral and they feel these things that they have no word for is just so fucking fun to me. plus theyre such a huge fucking drama queen its so fun writing them interacting with other characters cherri, on the other hand, ive always loved just for the sheer angst potential yk? like all the killjoys lives are tragedies in their own right, but cherri especially to me has just always been this character SURROUNDED by tragedy and but shes still filled with so much hope and love for the world and she keep holding on and its just so nice writing him bc she lives and breathes and thinks poetry and i love making that come across in descriptions from her perspective and i love thinking of new ways to cause her pain. also! out of the five poems ive written that ive Actually Thought Were Good For Longer Than A Month, TWO of them were written while i was working on fics from cherris perspective so. hes like magic to me <3 ive also been getting soooooo into writing kobra lately bc hes so fucking filled with this bitter anger all the time and i love exploring that- and i think my obsession with his was definitely at least kinda influenced by people's positive response to his first ttid chapter bc it really got me thinking more about his character
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animeyanderelover · 2 years
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HI HELLO YES CAN U DO ALOIS WITH AN S/O WHO IS UNAPOLOGETICALLY QUEER AND HAS LONG LOST THE ABILITY TO GIVE A FUCK WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OF THEM???? also sorry if this comes off bad im just excited to request something from you 🥲
I understand that, me opening my requests is quite rare after all.
Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessiveness, obsessiveness, delusions, paranoia, sadism, manipulation, clinginess, abduction
Unapologetically Queer s/o
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👅I doubt that he knows what the word queer even means in your context, he probably knows only that it means something along the lines of “peculiar” or “strange”. With the knowledge of it being an insult he gets quickly defensive and aggressive against everyone who he ever hears it from. Speaking the truth, one wrong glance in your direction has him already throwing the tantrum against the culprit. Once he starts to take a liking towards you, he also seems to notice that there are a lot of people whispering behind your back or looking at you with that flabbergasted and shocked expression, some even with disgust.
👅​No, it is not even his paranoia at this rate. You really tend to get a lot of weird looks and some people just seem to want to avoid you or act like you aren't even there. In public you seem to just be lonely and an outcast and Alois doesn't know why. It has him going literally mental, he is a worshipper and for that absolutely not able to tell what is wrong with you. He could ask everyone around him but he struggles since he is disgusted with them and whenever someone tries to "warn" him not to hang out with you, he lashes out. How dare they even bring such a pathetic and stupid idea up?!
👅​He either asks you himself or one of his butlers tell him. He'd prefer to ask you yourself and he will be quick in doing so as well. He blurts his question out with a desperate tone, something that might come over as a little bit rude. Your reaction is quite the indifferent one though since you are very much used to all sort of fear by now and explain it to the noble. His blue eyes stare at you the whole time and he seems to lean only closer the more time passes on. By the time you are finished, his face is only inches away from you and he still looks at you with those blue and big eyes, blinking once before he sputters out that he didn't fully understand what you just said and wants you to explain it again.
👅​Whether he really didn't understand or just wants your attention on him like now is open to debate. He definitely eats all the attention up though. Hannah would be willing to explain the term queer to him a bit more if he still doesn't understand fully what it means. Claude will do so if he is being demanded to do so otherwise he just doesn't care about his master's little obsession.
👅​I don't really see him having ever put much thought into the aspect of loving someone in general or as what someone can identify besides a name and bloodline. What a large part of society thinks about certain things never interested him much which is why he is quick to accept his darling being queer, still unable to see the flaw on you because of it.
👅​Just because he doesn't understand the dislike from those obstacles doesn't mean that he doesn't feel paranoid though. Even if you are by now almost immune to the stares and the names you're being called, Alois fears that one day you will be hurt because of it or that you're already hurting and just try to hide it. He gets offended quickly on your behalf and out of fear he seems to attach himself to your hip so that you're never alone anywhere you go without him snapping back at someone who looked at you. People who insult you are in immediate danger to be targeted and hurt later by his orders or instantly if he can't control his terrible temper, Alois holds grudges and is a sadist to make matters worse.
👅​His jealousy doesn't necessarily expand looking on how he gets jealous at anybody who steals your attention away from him, gender has never played a role in it. Instead he starts to misread signs from people from every gender who are actually nice to you only more wrong now. Alois is constantly in a state of worry that his s/o will leave him or someone wants to take them away from him and have them for themselves and the latter definitely enhances in form of more paranoia.
👅​He only feels peace when he has you in his mansion, away from prying and judging eyes and the sound of whispers ringing in his ears that has his blood boil. No one will judge you here, you are safe here and can have anything you need. He starts to want to have you staying in his home more and more to the point where he buys you a whole set of new clothes and decorates you your own room. He's very willing to use guilt-tripping and manipulation if you disagree, he is almost begging at one point. Partially because he doesn't want you to receive dislike from people outside and partially because he is selfish and wants you with him.
👅​Eventually the Trancy heir snaps and that is when he forces you to stay in his home and forces you to not leave it. Other people are shit and garbage, they don't understand nor respect you whilst he adores and loves you. He is delusional, believes that the fact that only he loves you for who you are and the fact that you seem to hang out so much with him and with nobody else as a sign that you two are just meant to be. You don't need anyone else and their bullshit, you have him and only need him. He wants you and he can give you everything after all. He fears for you because people, aside from him of course!, are greedy and bad. He seriously fears that they'll attack and hurt you physically one day.
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fullsunstrawberry · 1 year
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hey girlllll
okay first- the chap was SO GOODDDDD and i’m so excited for your nct reactions and texts!
also your tattoo with your mom is so cute 🥰🥰 and the designs for your seventeen ones are adorable so i’m sure your nct dream ones will be super cute as well <333
i want to get a tattoo but let’s be so fr i’m so scared of needles 💀 kao (bf) has a bunch of tattoos and they’re so cute but i personally would never - your so brave for thiss
also mother in law apologized thankfully so so more problems there :)
my life has been pretty boring tbhhh i’m living with kao rn but he’s pretty busy with his med school things rn so i barely see him 😢
i really need friends 😭
BUT ITS NOT LIKE I DONT HAVE FRIENDS my two ride or dies (yes we are a trio but we’ve known eachother since 2nd grade and there has been 1 argument that lasted 30 mins 💀) are literally so far away 🥲 missing them 24/7 but we have our weekly group facetime soon so 😋🤞
ugh life has been so boring recently fr i need a hobby asap
i feel like i’ve lost all my interests because i’m high school i would lterally do math for fun and that’s the last thing i need to do rn 😭 like sure i did. volleyball but where in nyc am i going to okay volleyball like be so fr rnnn
WNYWAY HOW ARE YOUUUU????? TELL ME EVERYTHING 😜😜😜😜😜
i have an obsession with these emojis i find them so funny
also my niece/cousin idk but she’s so like… IDKKK- she’s middle school high school age but i feel like i’m just on a whole different planet bc she’s so into everything like i need to keep up frrr
ANYWAY
make sure to drink lots of water and eat lots of good foodss- i love youuu 😜💓💓💓💓❤️❤️❤️‼️‼️‼️
also congrats on your blog growth! you deserve it fr
I got a bunch of nct random texts that I'm gonna post soon 🤪 but I gotta make some enhypen ones too cause my master list is lookin a little biased 😅
ahh thank you! i gotta hurry and get more kpop tattoos because my mom has more than me (she has two bts tattoos and wants a txt one)
i was terrified of needles but i had to get a bunch of blood work done when i was younger, so i’m a pro now 😤😤
if my partner had and tattoos i would color them in with markers if they had black and white ones
life’s been pretty boring for me too that’s actually why i made this account cause i used to have a tumblr way back and post on it but it became too hectic with my schedule…so i deleted it. but now i’m not really doing anything i love how hectic i post!! it gives me something to do and look forward to
i’m also in a friend group of 3 💀 but mine is kinda rocky because the other two always fight and im in the middle sometimes… but i love both of them and one of them might read this 🤪🤪
i still have lunch with them every other day in school but one of them is going to a different school and im gonna make sure we don’t drift apart 😤😤
most of my hobbies involve technology lol…
i like to make random webpages and of course video games, mostly sims or acnh.
But i love scrapbooking and i know a lot of people do it online now but nothing beats cutting up pictures and gluing it to a cute notebook or having a pen pal and decorating my letters
also photocard trading is fun and helps keep me busy
i’m glad the mil apologized because no one wants bad blood in a new marriage!!
i love using emoji’s because i don’t wanna sound boring when i’m writing and i can only use “T^T” so much
SAME! my cousin is younger than me and she makes me feel so old even tho i’m young! but she talks about tiktokers and celebrities i have no clue who they are nd half of the words she says, i’m like what?
tysm!! i’m surprised on how well my blog is doing, I love how many people have reach out to talk to me! It means a lot 😩❣️
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don’t skip a meal!! 🥰🫶
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