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brainwashingmachine · 3 years

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did anyone post this yet

*loud noise warning for the video*

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brainwashingmachine · 4 years

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true crime is becoming to girls what ww2 is to boys

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brainwashingmachine · 6 years

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some of the less positive feelings of my aro experience:

the hollow feeling in your chest when you watch a romantic movie and you know you’ll never ever have that

watching your friends get into relationships and third wheel you even when they don’t mean to

realizing that every friend you have is going to find someone and leave you because that person is going to mean more to them than you ever did

knowing that even when your love fills your entire heart, it’s never going to mean as much as romance does

wishing and wishing and wishing that maybe if you tried hard enough, you could fall in love

every emotion you have ever had in your entire life is fake and meaningless because none of them were romo

no one is there to listen to you and you are screaming into an unforgiving void whenever you try to talk about this

nothing in any community will ever remember or include you and you don’t know if it’s on purpose or not and you feel like you’re being selfish for wanting to be included but also you are dying inside from a lack of support

the inability to imagine a future in which you are happy

overanalyzing every relationship you’ve ever had in a vain attempt to project romantic feelings you’ve never felt onto someone and fill the void in your chest where being normal should be

second guessing yourself about whether or not you like someone romantically even after having been solid in the aro identity for years

do you want to kiss someone for real or do you just want to want to kiss someone because amatonormativity is telling you to

not having any words to describe anything you feel and no one understanding or respecting the words you come up with to make yourself feel like less of a freak

being mocked mercilessly by people who should support you

having literally no representation in mainstream media

giving 20 min vocab lessons every time you come out

churning out positivity robotically trying to convince yourself and other people like you that you’re going to be okay when you dont even believe it yourself

the constant preaching of marriage and family in religious circles so much that you cannot imagine a life that does not include that but also feeling sick to your stomach every time you try to think of that being your life

Cant Relate, but to literally everything

no one giving a shit about your problems because they only care about their own issues

staying in the closet perpetually because coming out is too much effort

not being able to escape romance because it’s literally everywhere

not bothering to explain your relationships to people because they wouldn’t understand

being incapable of understanding your own feelings for other people because they live in a weird, uncategorizable gray space and will almost certainly not be reciprocated

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brainwashingmachine · 6 years

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My heart aches when I think that you could meet someone else.

(via yourperfectaddiction)

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brainwashingmachine · 6 years

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APH S. Korea: Can I really blame another country for something they didn’t do?

APH America: It’s been the cornerstone of American foreign policy since the Spanish-American War.

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brainwashingmachine · 6 years

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Who has the worst fandom?

Hetalia: of course I do! Our fans almost kill each other over ships and usuk vs fruk is a 11 year ongoing ship war!

Voltron: hold my beer

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brainwashingmachine · 6 years

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the market is open.

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brainwashingmachine · 6 years

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What Happens In BTS Groupchats

Taehyung: Guys, Jimin left his phone at the dorm and I’ve been trying to text him but he’s not answering Jungkook: Umm, hyung Yoongi: Are you kidding me Taehyung: What? Namjoon: I’m not even going to bother telling him Hoseok: You have his phone that’s why he isn’t answering Taehyung: Oh Yoongi: Thank god you get it now Taehyung: Does that mean I should call him? Seokjin: Someone please help him

#bts #bangtan #taehyung #jimin #seokjin #jin #namjoon #hoseok #jhope #junghoseok #jungkook #yoongi #suga #bts fake texts #bts fake quotes #kpop #memes #kpop memes #bts memes #Relatable

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brainwashingmachine · 7 years

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RFA Holiday Party (Hosted by 707)! What to Expect: A bunch of stuff that doesn’t make sense • • •

I hope everyone enjoyed their holidays ^__^ ♥ I really had fun drawing these! I tried to add more details because it’s like a holiday special for me :D Let’s look forward to the New Year! Best wishes for everyone!

Before someone complains to me (again) about how V is blind and stuff – let’s just base this entire post off of this: