#But I’m considered for their mental health

[roo-bastmoon]

Off My Chest

Rant about Hybe under the cut. I give you my word I will try to post a majority of positive content, because the world (and my mental health) doesn't need more negativity, but sometimes you just gotta vent.

Folks, if you've known me for a hot second, you've realized I am a Jimin-biased Jikooker... but I am OT7, and I sincerely love and support BTS.

I believe Jimin is a grown man who can advocate for himself and I believe Jungkook absolutely supports and adores him, whatever their relationship status is.

I always try to accentuate the positive and avoid online drama and negativity as much as possible, but I need to get this off my chest.

I will never be gas-lit into believing that the way Jimin was treated in solo era was fair, or equitable, or even made any kind of business-sense. I've genuinely tried to entertain other people's points of view and listen to people who claim to have industry expertise, but...

I will never forget his mail being tampered with four times, his leaked insurance information, denial of more music videos, overlapped solo release, only 9 days of promotion, split title tracks, no radio or play-listing, no bio for his Spotify for months, no restock of his single CD for months, hundreds of thousands of frozen and deleted sales, millions of culled streams, shady articles in WeVerse and Billboard, insulting dialogue in In the Seom, failure to submit to RIAA certification for months, only a paywall documentary on WeVerse, zero official acknowledgement of his Hot 100 #1, 1 billion streams on Spotify, or wins for The Fact, MAMA, and two Webbys, plus broken in-ears, anemic little balloons and a sad background tarp as decorations for his fan events… and the company telling him how doing more would just be impossible.

I compare all that to the push that other members and other groups got, and I know it just isn't true. It wasn't impossible.

Hell, Jeon Jungkook put in more effort to promote Jimin’s work and showed more respect for Jimin as an artist during his at-home lives than that whole company did, which honestly makes no sense from a profit standpoint.

I will never forget it, and I will not entertain arguments that say I’m a solo or an anti or jealous about it. I have eyes.

I am not out to shade any other members nor put forth any conspiracy theories. I simply want all our boys to get everything they justly deserve.

And yes, other members have suffered mishaps and neglect, but nothing of this scale, this consistently. It baffles me, I cannot understand it, and I'm done trying. Something strange was going on behind the scenes and we may never be privy to the details.

In trying to put this awful feeling behind me, I will say I am elated that Jikook are serving together and can support each other. I am glad there will be a Jikook travel show. I'm continually impressed with all of Jimin's success (in the military and professionally) despite all odds. I will always love and support all of BTS with my full heart.

And I sincerely hope the company has been taking notes and course-corrects for PJM2, even if it rubs some higher ups the wrong way if they had a different vision. Considering Jimin’s unique talents and his amazing star power—even his ability to bring Paris and New York to a screaming standstill just for the opportunity to see him exit a car—I would hope the company will “do their best to promote all labels and artists without discrimination” going forward.

But what happened truly sucked, and I needed to get that off my chest. I am not interested in further discussion or debate. I am now going to do my best to shift my focus and energy on to the things I want to manifest, instead of the things that enrage me.

So let me end on a positive and hopeful note: I put all my trust in Jimin, who signed a new contract with Hybe and who unfailingly adores all his members. There can be no love without trust. I will always do my best to trust BTS.

But I'm watching carefully. For Jimin and all our boys.

Love, Roo

#jimin #jikook #park jimin

[hangmansgbaby]

Hey y’all!

So here’s the thing…

Witch hunting is never okay! EVER! I’ve been talking with Mo and we both feel this needs to be said.

Back in late 2023, a group we considered friends exploded (I’m sure our regulars remember when everything died and everyone was being passive aggressive) and alot of people know who for sure was in that group.

That being said…

While we did have suspicions based on what was used in the doxxing, we are not outright blaming ANYONE! Nor are we encouraging people to send death threats to people who very well could be 100% innocent.

We very much would love to have answers as to who and why they did it but we are not always blessed to receive these answers.

If you have spoken to someone who shared a name who could very well be an option, DO NOT go and threaten them, anonymous or not.

Just like what I and @sorchathered have said, Karma is a bitch and they have whats coming to them.

We do not have a vendetta nor are we dwelling on who did it. Mo is doing her best to move on from this shitty situation so please respect that and do the same for yourself.

Once again!

For everyone’s sake, safety, and mental health, PLEASE leave it alone and move on.

Thank you

#doxxing inst okay #neither is sending death threats #top gun maverick #top gun #top gun fandom

[cressthebest]

Crimson Rivers thoughts pt. 21

chapter 36:

1. “It's been so long. Oh, there you are, here you are, hi,” *deep breath* AHHHHHHHHH

2. 😭😭😭 “Remus keeps a firm grip on him and turns around to promptly leave, which is probably a little rude, considering that the others are here and may wish to greet him, but he honestly can't bring himself to care about that right now” i would expect nothing less

3. WOLFSTAR REUNION!!!! I AM IN SHAMBLES!

4. “On the way, James glances back with a grin, internally wishing Sirius all the good things, because no one deserves them more.”

oh. wow. that’s such a soft line. it’s literally making me melt

5. “Remus could not be more in love if he tried.” shit shit shit shit sobbing. wolfstar deserves the world

6. “He does love Sirius, though. Loves him dearly, with every defiant bone in his body. This man, who doesn't even realize the importance of what he's just done by giving Remus an unopened envelope. Remus, who owns nothing. Remus, who has nothing. Remus, who is not granted privacy or freedom for anything like this, for anything at all.”

i am on PUBLIC TRANSPORTATION and i am BAWLING my eyes out as silently as i possibly can. y’all don’t understand the restraint i have right now to not loudly sob

7. the LETTER has me CRYING

8. THE SECRET MESSAGE

9. oh, okay. remus killed an auror/greyback. it’s honestly not as bad as i thought it would be. also, i love the lily and remus duo. they’re so iconic

10. i LOVE LOVE LOVE that zar made a point for sirius to have the discussion that his demisexuality is NOT because of trauma and he’s always been that way. it’s beautiful <3

11. “”You can ask Regulus and James; I walked around for a solid month making everyone call me Mr. Sirius Macdonald."” STOP PLSS THATS SO FUNNY

12. SIRIUS JUST TOLD REMUS HE LOVED HIM!!! this is literally so sweet

13. andjskjdksksjsms the authors note:

“sirius, internally: a guillotine could not sever the head im about to give this man. good for them 😌”

chapter 37:

1. i’m starting a gofundme to get regulus a balcony

2. "”Sirius doesn't let me drink," James replies flatly.

"Well, don't say it like that, James. You make it sound like I'm a strict parent, or a controlling spouse," Sirius grumbles. "And I do let you drink, in moderation, when you're in a safe environment and in a good mental state. Don't forget to mention that you only let me drink within those same rules."”

i bet james is upset with the rules he made for sirius so long ago. came back to bite him in the ass

3. describing sirius as “ruffled like an offended bird” has done wonders for my mental health

4. james, remus, and sirius are all hanging out and i am beyond angry that peter doesn’t get to share this moment

5. pandora is such an angel and doesn’t deserve this pain

6. pandora and reg friendship >>>>>>>>>

7. their outfits for the night!! every last one of them is slaying so hard

8. “There's a tense moment where a group of murderers all stare around at each other, not opposed to adding a few more names to their lists. Oh, and Pandora is there, too, startlingly calm despite this.”

yaxley needs to shut his fucking mouth and stop implying that sirius will fuck his way through issues

9. “"You know what they'll assume we're doing."

"Running away," Regulus mutters.

James sighs in exasperation and fond amusement. "No, Reg. Fucking. They'll assume we've snuck off to find a corner to go fuck in."”

😭😭😭😭😭 i love reg. he’s so ready to leave

10. jegulus is getting their shit together and improving. i’m so glad

11. “James swallows. "They're—they destroy things now, when they never did before. They're rough sometimes. Bloody."

"Warm," Regulus counters, pressing another kiss to James' shaking fingers. "Steady. Strong. These hands hold the people you love. These hands care for them. They're gentle. Tender."”

this is love. what they have is love. it’s messy and broken and so difficult, but they’re trying and it’s love

12. and once again we have wolfstar my true loves ☺️☺️

i feel like nows a good time to add to respect bizzarestars’ wishes to not have the fic reposted or reuploaded a different site. i can’t remember his wishes about bookbinding, but respect those as well.

thank you, lovely people

#marauders #regulus black #james potter #fanfic #jegulus #sirius black #remus lupin #wolfstar #sunseeker #starchaser #pandora rosier #pandora lovegood #crimson rivers

[idrinkwetcementasproteinshakes]

Felt the need to share the most beautiful screenshot from drawfee

#drawfee #what the fuck #dog #youtube #i love them sm #but they’re on something #what is this shit #a lil silly #they where feeling a bit silly #But I’m considered for their mental health #Yt #live stream #drawfee live #drawfee show #drawfee stream

[sweaters-and-vertigo]

so i’ve seen a lot of people talk about the symbolism of omega leaving lula behind but i haven’t seen anyone talk about what tech’s goggles mean.

in the case that tech is CX-2 (which i think we’re all pretty sold on now), i think that leaving his goggles behind means the same thing as leaving lula behind. i think that both omega and tech are past their own “point of no return” and they’re in it together. because the goggles and lula are left behind in the same place while tech brings omega back to tantiss.

i know lot of fans want tech to “bounce back” but considering the likely brain damage from his fall along with the programming in his head, i don’t think we’re going to get him back. speaking from a realistic psychological standpoint, people don’t go through that much psychological trauma and come out the other end the same way. every person has a “point of no return” and i think tech might be past his.

i guess it just depends on how you want the human mind to be represented. personally, i would prefer a realistic representation. i’ve been through a lot of bad stuff and i changed a lot because of it. i nearly went past my own “point of no return” but i didn’t. my father did go past his. my father’s “point of no return” was when he unapologetically put my life in danger repeatedly for two days. do you see any similarities? and for a long time, we all held out hope he would get better but he never did.

if the writers are going to put a character through unimaginable horrors like what tech probably experienced, the true psychological effects should be there. anything else is just fan service at best but unfair at worst. whatever happens with tech/CX-2, i just hope they do it right.

an example of this being done correctly: powder/jinx from arcane. she had a mental illness, went through extreme trauma, then some more trauma, and then went past her “point of no return” at the end of season one. i love her and i relate to her character so so much. because she’s been through a lot of horrible things just like i have except when she reached her “point of no return” she welcomed it with open arms. it was heartbreaking and beautiful. i wouldn’t have changed it for anything.

EDIT: to be fair to the tbb writers, they did an incredible job representing crosshair’s trauma. i have shaky hands too, which people never get tired of telling me or asking about it. so i do have faith in the writers. ALSO SIDENOTE, i think that crosshair met his own “point of no return” that he didn’t go past. i think that it was when his commanding officer allowed mayday to die and crosshair killed the man. if he had simply continued following orders, we would have lost him for good but he came back to us. everyone has a different event or action that they can’t come back from. sometimes it’s a choice they make or sometimes it’s a trauma they experience but it is a real thing and it should be represented accurately.

#just something to consider #i’m sorry if you don’t like it #the bad batch #tech the bad batch #omega the bad batch #hunter the bad batch #crosshair the bad batch #echo the bad batch #wrecker the bad batch #tbb omega #tbb tech #tbb wrecker #tbb crosshair #tbb hunter #tbb echo #star wars the bad batch #star wars tbb #jinx arcane #powder arcane #arcane show #mental health discussion #mental health in media

[creative-chaos-apparently]

BESTIE HOW ARE WE FEELING ABOUT THE SOLDIER POET KING MUSIC VIDEO AND PINS

Im handling it pretty well.

#GOD they go spin #the oh hellos #I’m thinking about an Oh Hellos fanart tonight ngl #I absolutely go feral any time TOH drop out or hiding and give even the smallest gram of content #The new animation style in the music video has me desperately hoping for a reboot of Dear Wormwood with animations #Dear Wormwood is my favorite album ever created EVER so I am absolutely losing my goddamn marbles #This is a good sign for me considering I start seeking mental health support tomorrow

[neurospicyyy]

Yes, I threw fits when I was a kid.

No, I wasn’t in control.

No, you shouldn’t judge me for it.

Yes, I am aware you think I had the choice.

But surely you understand I didn’t really have one?

Surly you understand I was struggling?

That I’m still struggling?

That I always will be?

#neurodivergent #adhd #actually adhd #ocd #childhood memories #sorta vent in tags vv #I’m still dealing with the social consequences of that time period. People’s attitude towards me after those years #really damaged my mental health. Sometimes I think I’m not enough. #That my problems aren’t enough to say I was struggling. Then I look back… and yeah I can tell I was struggling #Idk wtf was going on because my adhd and ocd probably didn’t cause that. But I don’t show enough signs of autism to even #consider being diagnosed. Sometimes I wonder if I actually was in control. There was no trauma. No serious issues. Nothing. #Because I was running around like a maniac whenever I got upset. It stopped only after 3rd grade. With the help of a good teacher. #my so called “meltdowns” are probably internal now. I kinda s3lf h@rm and stuff when I don’t get my way now. When I’m seething in self #loathing because of something I did. You know. Normal behavior. #My life is a freaking mess. And it’s nobody’s fault. Except maybe my own? I don’t know. I always forget about that time period. Probably ca #se the teachers gave me a lot of bad memories during it. It wasn’t because of the teachers… but they certainly weren’t helping. #neurospicy #neurosparkly #actually ocd #neurodivergence #neurodiversity #I tell myself i didn’t have the choice though. I was young… #sorry for the vent

[conjectureand-gloom]

here is your gentle reminder that you are not your thoughts

#this is becoming a post bc i need this reminder #idk if they’re considered intrusive thoughts #and i don’t want to type out what i’m talking about #but they’re #really scary #and really fucking disgusting #and make me really hate myself lmao #anyway gentle reminder- you are not your thoughts!! you cannot control your thoughts #your mind does not define you #your thoughts do not make you a bad person #intrusive thoughts #ocd #obsessive compulsive disorder #idk if i have ocd actually. but i might‚ now that i think about it #anyway i’m tagging with ocd bc intrusive thoughts #mental health

[romance-incubomp3]

like if therapy and meds help you that’s so cool but it drives me insane how people treat those as some magical cure all that EVERYONE needs to seek out even though the psych industry is fucked and biased and not affordable and if trying to find a good therapist or find the right meds is doing nothing but causing you even more stress and anxiety even after you’ve been trying to get help for years than maybe it’s not worth it at that point

#do people just like forget that every med has a shit load of potential side affects?? #that can make your mental health and even physical health WORSE?? #like no one in my family has actually had meds work for them #they just kind of. didn’t do anything for me and my #brother is cursed with getting the Bad side effects of any medication he takes #so like #and when you have mental health conditions that entail #having an incredibly difficult time opening up emotionally or even talking about vulnerable topics #what’s the fucking point #I’d go thousands of dollars into debt before a therapist would ever get me to open up #and that’s IF I was lucky enough to find one that worked for me #also no psych is gonna solve the housing and economy crisis lol #they can’t do anything for me being depressed cause I’m stuck living in a tiny apartment crammed with other people! #even therapists and psychs have straight up told me I don’t seem to benefit from their services #idk just like. if you see that a mentally ill person isn’t on therapy or on meds by choice #consider there’s a reason for that and mind your own fucking business lol

[seraphim-seeker]

I like how a part of me asks if we’re okay and then they just see the other part of me in a Glamrock Freddy Hoodie but with Patches on Virgil on it, with a Sans Beanie on, a blanket covering my lap with the Decepticon Symbol on, leaning against a Jumbo plushie of Bendy, a Fat Nuggets plushie by my side and a Gengar on the other, I’m rewatching Digimon/Iron Leaguer/Brave Police while also listening to the entire Cuphead OST…. Do you think I’m fucking okay

#nova’s rambles #I’m not okay :) #I feel like the fandoms I’m in or interests I have definitely show the state of my mental health #hazbin hotel #transformers #cuphead #bendy and the ink machine #five nights at freddy's #digimon #undertale #sanders sides #shippu iron leaguer #brave police j decker #Pokémon #Would this be considered a shitpost or a vent?

[chiliyue-archived]

hi i just want to say that i’m going to delete this app for awhile. not sure when i’ll come back but i’ll try to peek in once in awhile to see what my mooties are up to.

i’m also still writing so i might post something on occasion if i like any of my drafts ^^

#i actually deleted tumblr earlier while i was at school and omg i felt so much better !! #i’m considering restarting with a new blog (the old works on this account are haunting me TwT) #i also want my primary blog to my writing blog. i’m so stupid >:(( #i think overall i rlly need this for mental health and stop myself from being so self deprecating

[prisonpodcast]

Twitter just sucks

☹️

#12k likes on a tweet saying Dream was a bad person even if the allegations are false #soley bc he was mean to people harassing and spreading misinfo and bad faith claims about him #like excuse me?? you have no fucking clue what it’s like to be in his shoes right now #and you’ll never have to consider it either bc it won’t happen to you!!! #a year of harassment and threats over something you didn’t do will take a huge toll on your mental health this is common sense #nobody is in a place to judge #just fuck then fuck all of them victim blaming pieces of shit #acting as if they would act any differently in his shoes #I’m so upset like genuinely Dream deserves sm better twitter users are fucking evil #‘he’s making a fool out of himself’ #is he just supposed to be peace love and plants about people spreading lies about him??????? hello?? #what kind of insane standard is this? #I need them gone #sorry vent in tags but hopefully it will be the last bc I’ve deleted twitter so #asks #negativity

[ch3wt0yz]

most likely going to delete/abandon this blog soon because none of you know how to act.

i thought this would be a fun place to express my sexuality, but constantly getting asks/dms/replies full of misgendering/racist/misogynistic stuff is so frustrating. its not fun or sexy, its tiring. i hate having to go through my follower list and spend time blocking tons of people who don’t bother to read a very basic dni. i’m glad people like my horny posts but it feels awful when my boundaries get trampled. if you’re not mature enough to follow easy requests like ‘dont send me detrans kink/slurs’, you’re not mature to be in an adult space, even if its only online. its not that hard to not be a dick.

so thanks and catch ya later ✌️

#i’ll think about it for a while if im actually gonna delete or not #but i don’t think i’ll be posting anymore #at least not for a while #i’m tired and this is bad for my mental health #sorry if i sound like an anime villain frankly im sick of this #thank you to the few people who were normal/nice #was considering naming and shaming every ‘its just personal i dont condone this!!’ blog that followed me/sent me detrans stuff anyway #but thats a little too extreme #changed my url btw i dont want to see it floating around if i do deactivate

[notmygrave]

once again so incredibly pissed off that i can’t make any tangible change

#can’t wait to get this fucking degree #living with this amount of rage is incredibly bad for my mental and physical health but i can’t be passive about all of this shit i can’t #just not do anything for the rest of my life and accept that yeah some people are just going to live in misery because that’s the system we #live in and it’s so naive to think that i could make any difference but i’m better off just killing myself than accepting that this state o #things is simply unchangeable because it’s not it’s just so so so corrupt #like why is it so fascinating to people that i just don’t want anyone to starve or fucking freeze to death or die of overdose because #someone can profit off of it why is it considered default that we shouldn’t care

[mirsvintagesonytv]

This may be controversial but I Genuinely wish people would stop being all arrogant and patronising Abt organ donation.

Like people talking abt organ donation to me is the equivalent of those virtue signalling posts on tiktok that’s like “if you don’t do this you’re a shit human being and don’t deserve genuine love or care” cuz yeah organ donation is important but so is respecting people’s wishes who don’t feel comfortable doing it. For example if your religion doesn’t allow it. Me personally I’m not opposed to organ donation but I don’t want to sign up (I live in a country where I’m automatically assumed an organ donor unless I opt out anyways) because I have such bad anxiety if I think about it I will have a panic attack. And I struggle rlly bad w intrusive thoughts and one occurring one is Abt having my organs removed so I just hate thinking about it bc it’s genuinely really distressing for me. Like the thought of having my organs taken is just so panic inducing and awful for me to think about because it reminds me of how I’m going to die one day and I’m actually terrified of that so xxxxx and whenever I try to explain this to people when I say I’m not an organ donor (haven’t got a card that u get when u sign up) it’s like “WHY NOT??!?!?!?” “YOULL BE DEAD YOU WONT NEED THEM!!!” “WHY ARE YOU SUCH A SHIT PERSON DO YOU NOT CARE ABOUT OTHERS IN NEED????” Like no. Just let me explain for two secs and stop being an asshole !!! I just think that it’s stupid cuz I think that even if it’s not for religious reasons we should still respect the wishes of the dead. If I say I don’t want to donate I don’t want to and I have a valid reason and that should be respected. I get that organ donation is struggling bc of aging population but you don’t have to make me feel guilty about my genuine fears and anxieties because you want to make yourself look better. Cuz these people don’t care they just wanna make themselves seem better than you most of the time. And they just scream at you and it’s really upsetting.

#more in tags #like there’s ways to get people to donate but publicly shaming and humiliating them is not it #and it just hurts as a mentally ill person to be hounded over things that genuinely make my illness worse #bc god forbid I want to stay stable and not have a breakdown #plus I’m also disabled like it’s good I’m not an organ donor bc babes none of this is working for me #so why would it work for anyone else #organ donation is a privilege and I feel as well that I’m not heard out as a disabled person when I try to explain #that hey I am self aware enough to know that my organs wouldn’t be of use to anyone once I die bc they’ll probably be the reason I do #plus I can still donate in other ways #like I’m all for donating blood or plasma and to help where I can and feel comfortable doing so #but forcing people to do something bc YOU think it’s best without even considering personal nuance is stupid and I hate it #organ donation #organ donor #personal #mirs thoughts #mir screams #vent #vent post #mental illness #mental health #blood donation #blood donor #plasma #hospital #blood drive #healthcare

[tarantula-hawk-wasp]

Sometimes i decide not to post vent posts bc if someone says something nice or appeasing in response to it I’m going to snap and become evil

#my problem is that all of my insecurities are so thoroughly thought out you need a presentation with empirical evidence for me to even #consider believing you AND if I feel like you think that I was asking for a platitude or compliment or whatever then I CANNOT process it as #sincere bc then you’re just being nice because you’re a good person and my friend not bc it’s correct or like real #I don’t think love has to be earned but my brain thinks praise does #like love is unconditional but like I’m constantly weighing my own merits so praise needs to be for tangible reasons #also if you try to say anything nice to me right now it’s not gonna go well I’m in a terrible mood #this is like…. tbh art is like the fastest way for me to make something that then if people like it makes me feel good like art is such a #crux of my mental health like I don’t get much academic validation and like it’s not parental issues my parents are nice to me #I think it’s really a ME thing of me being very contemplative and critiquing in a thorough way #also all of my criticisms of myself are for things I actively knew better but didn’t do or like very rational things #it’s not oh my friends secretly hate me it’s that oh maybe my peers think I talk too much about things that aren’t always on topic in semina #seminar classes and yknow that’s probably true #or that oh I had a sloppy presentation for teaching and I’m always behind on grading which is true #but the extreme thing is how much I hate myself for that BUT it’s bc of the executive dysfunction that I am constantly mad at myself