#I don't really think I'm doing this ask thingy correctly like

[lilyblossom-art]

I love how you draw Link :)

Thank you! :>

Link is such a comfort character to me so I end up drawing him a lot haha

Now, I wasn't sure if you meant the Links in general or if you meant a specific one so um. I put a bunch of drawings of them here

This is also supposed to be kind of an art summary thingy except it's ten of my favorite drawings I made of Link throughout the year bc why not :> Zelda also managed to sneak in a few times but shhhh

Some of these are old because I wanted to yk include drawings from across the entire year but yeah

Anyway, happy new year!!

#I don't really think I'm doing this ask thingy correctly like #I kinda end up saying stuff at the end that's irrelevant to the ask #I also think I'm supposed to tag these as asks so #asks #the legend of zelda #loz #zelda #link #tears of the kingdom #breath of the wild #ocarina of time #a link between worlds #a link to the past #links awakening #hyrule warriors #zelda 1 #zelda 2 #the adventure of link #classic link #classic zelda #oh goodness #so many tags

[bearw-me]

I read both your lute x friend reader hcs and adored themmm!!

Could I request a follow up of their first time together (I'm interested to see if previously being friends would ease some possible tension or maybe make it even more nerve wracking lol)

orrr if you don't write smut (sorry I couldn't find any rules) could I request their first date together?

it occurs to me that i should make a rules thingy, but just your luck bc i love your request + lute! so i will be doing both scenarios!

𝐅𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐃𝐚𝐭𝐞 & 𝐅𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐋𝐮𝐭𝐞!

𐐒 includes : lute x gender neutral! reader 𐐒 cw : fluff, smut, nsfw 𐐒 summary : first date hcs first up + the smuts at the end under the cut 𐐒 note : we are now a lute blog, sorry, not sorry + never tried to write smut, lmk how it went!

𝐅𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐃𝐚𝐭𝐞

assuming here that lute sets up the date by herself:

she'd like to do something really romantic, and personal on one hand

she's only known romance for herself through heavens versions of it, the classic pure kind of love she's been exposed to

so a date would be sort of traditional by her standards

maybe take you out to a nice, lowkey restaurant and then find a nice cloud up in heaven to sit with you afterwards

just really wants to talk and be physically close with you

(if Lute asks you on a date its her obligation to pay for you btw, just enjoy yourself)

even if you were friends first, Lute still stresses about messing up your shared relationship, both romantically and platonically (like you haven't already seen her 'flaws')

but being the strong angel that heaven demands of her, she tries not to let her nerves show

gets frustrated at herself for not being able to express her emotions for you correctly

like she commands one of heavens armies for crying out loud, how can she not articulate that she loves spending time with you properly!

So, I think her words may be a bit jumbled and come out a little rude or completely-not what she means

but her actions seem to speak louder

like the way she sits hip to hip with you, or the way her wings hover around your body, or even the way she can firmly hold your hand. proudly, confidently

and previously being friends allows her to be more comfortable around you (enough to tease and bully you still at least)

doesn't know shit about being in a relationship for sure, but with you she's comfortable enough to want to try

𝐅𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞

for your first time, she'd have to be super trusting of you

and lets be real, every time she thinks about it or you bring up intimate things with her: her face is beat red

but she doesn't mind feeling wanted in that way. . . in fact it would turn her on

of course its Lute's FIRST first time, so there's some nerves to be had, but mostly in embarrassing herself. . . frankly she's not totally sure what she should be doing. . . ?

Where- Where should she put her hands?

listen, i didn't know where to put this so im putting this hc here: Lute's upper back, where her wings start are super ticklish and super sensitive. being an angel, with her wings and back being 'a weak spot' for battle. . . its an area she'd be hesitant about. . . but she trusts you

she lets go of all her anxieties though once she realizes this is exactly what she wants

unintentionally gives you a ton of praise when you do something that makes her feel good

probably swears (a fuck ton) under her breath + unintentional love bombs

Lute would definitely let you take the reins at first, just so she can get a sense of things and to start building up her confidence a bit

and its nice to let her hands run up and down your body like she's dreamed of (on that note, she's very attentive to little noises or sighs you make)

she wants to make you feel good too, in fact, this little devil in disguise has probably been waiting for this moment

definitely wouldn't mind being the dominant one (in fact i think she'd love it)

Lute rolling the two of you over in order to sit on your lap and straddle you. . .

rolling her hips while she rides you

Fucking adores your little faces and how good she's making you feel

(last one i promise) she wouldn't be opposed to leaving at least one little bite mark on your neck

i lowkey think there was a ton i could've said but i kept the ones i could think about right now, thanks for loving lute + my hcs for her!

#no lute! dont use the lords name in vain!! #lute x y/n #lute hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel lute #hazbin lute #lute x reader #lute x gender neutral! reader #lute x you #hazbin lute smut #oh boy what have i done #but lets be honest i couldve went further to the darkside #imagines #headcanon #headcannons #hcs #hazbin hotel

[teabutmakeitazure]

Congrats on 700 followers!! I forgot to send in an ask when I first saw the post T^T but it's 100% well deserved <3 (1k when?XD). Your works always feel well thought out and I really love your writing style! Thank you so much for sharing your works with the world!!!! uu

Now, for the request thingy I thought, “I’m the only thing keeping you safe from this filthy, disgusting world.” - with our fav boy Childe? 👀

Hopefully, the prompt is able to bring you an idea :D (and hopefully I requested this correctly DX) Have a nice day Zuri!!!!

Masochism and sadism go hand in hand with Childe. It makes sense. He likes a good fight, relishes it even. The nonchalance he has when discussing a particularly brutal showdown he recently had should have been the most obvious red flag, but you brushed it off as some kind of weird warrior thing.

You were terribly wrong.

Despite the rough and ragged exterior, he's soft and more... 'puppy-like' on the inside. That's what kept you with him. You had a morbid curiosity to dissect him and learn about what makes him this way, why he's so two faced and why he's so terribly intent on domesticity despite his everyday life.

That should've been another red flag, but you don't know better, do you? In attempt to get to know him better, you had accepted his invitation to have dinner at his house. It was an enjoyable evening. You were given a glimpse of his teenage years in the form of the story of how he joined the Fatui and felt some kind of sympathy for him.

It would be wrong to call that feeling love. If anything, it was just you feeling better about yourself. Seeing people like him makes you realise that your life hasn't been all that bad being from a Liyue village and all. Maybe it's the fact that he's still alive and well that draws you to him. Even after going through so much - evident of the scars that peek through his clothing - he still tries and tries.

So now that he's confessed and you've turned him down, you're getting a hint of the sadism that he enjoys.

Taunts are all you're getting. Open windows, an unlocked door, a letter neatly folded letter left on your bed and the lack of his explicit presence but the ever looming shadow that apparently haunts you like a ghost.

You were fired today.

And that letter - that damned letter - is asking if you'd finally like to accept him.

Maybe satiating your curiosity was a bad idea. Maybe you shouldn't have thought of another person as some kind of study material, as some kind of solace for yourself. Maybe this is how the archons punish you for thinking so.

After gathering your bearings, you rush back out the door and stomp to his residence. The guards hadn't asked you anything, simply letting you go as you please, and you take it as another taunt. He's messing with you, that much is evident.

Even his main door was unlocked. It's almost as if he was expecting you.

And expecting you he was because he's leisurely sat on the sofa with his burgundy shirt unbuttoned as he casually twirls a blade in his hand.

"What the hell is this?"

Your tormentor tilts his head, side eying you before a smile stretches on his face.

"Why, good evening to you too." His voice, smooth and confident, annoys you to the core. "I was waiting for you to come visit."

"Childe, I already said no. I'm not interested in a relationship with you."

There it is. That wide eyed smile that clearly shows he's anything but right in the head.

A gaze that's cold as ice greets you when he turns to completely face you, blade now left on the sofa. His lips part to speak and you almost consider walking away.

"I'm the only thing keeping you safe from this filthy, disgusting world. Do you really want to throw that away? Throw away all the comfort that I can and will give you? Would you rather go out there and let those bastards satisfy their dirty eyes with your presence?"

You take a step forward, but he stands up. Barefoot, he slowly makes way towards you, grabbing your face like you're about to run away.

"I'll keep you safe, [Name]. I'll protect you."

Grabbing his wrists, you remove his hands with a scoff. "I already told you. Leave me alone."

He doesn't say anything. He simply smiles when you move to the door, chuckling when you can't open it. You get another glimpse of his sadism when he grabs your shoulders, breathing down your neck. Maybe you shouldn't have pitied him. Maybe you should've feared him instead.

#genshin impact x reader #yandere genshin impact #yandere genshin impact x reader #childe x reader #genshin impact imagines #yandere genshin x reader #yandere childe x reader #yandere childe #tartaglia x reader #yandere tartaglia #yandere tartaglia x reader #AzureTea requests

[myers-meadow]

Yep, I've definitely lost count. 🐾 If it wouldn't be a bother to you, then I think I will take you up on that offer to help me figure out those numbers.

As for your pace, you do it however fast or slow or anything in between that you want to. Just know that I always smile when I see you respond in any way to one of my thingies (but don't feel obligated to pace yourself around trying to make me or anyone else happy; that is not your responsibility and will inevitably lead to burnout, which I think is the last thing either of us wants).

Then for the tags, that was just me giving my two cents on it and—at the risk of sounding like a broken record here—you should ultimately do whatever you want with those, too. At the end of the day, this is your blog and, if you ever feel like I am overstepping, you have every right to tell me to go bury my two cents in the litter box. Interacting with a fandom is all supposed to be something one does for fun, it should never feel like a chore.

I just answered a bunch, and scheduled two more to post at night (so you'll see those during when you often send them to me). I always smile when I wake up to a new ask too. You're not overstepping with anything, I never feel pushed to do anything by you or your asks. The pressure i feel is just from within and its something im working on, when my mind is not plagued by visions of me intertwining my tail with Haarlep's.

Fandom is really fun to engage in! I'm just nervous, but the benefits of making friends and getting to share hcs and art and fics is easily worth it.

currently in my inbox are (if i counted correctly):

Halsin: 3. Gale: 1. Astarion: 0. Haarlep: 1 fluff, 3 older ones (working on short fics for some of those). Raphael: 2 fluff, 6 other. Rolan: 2.

With how many I've answered today, and the motivation i have now that i am off work for two weeks, don't worry about it seeming like a lot. I am having a lot of fun with them, and every time i get a new one it makes me really happy and inspires me 💖✨. I'm usually the kind of person who has a lot of fics going at the same time, to switch between when it strikes my fancy.

Lately my dreams have been plagued (quite literally) by the Dream Guardian (not the emperor!! I'm vegetarian I don't eat squid ✌ /joking). And then there is He Who Was, who even though he has only one scene haunts me with his mysterious vibe and beautiful black eyes. Do you also like them perchance? Totally understandable if you don't have anything laying around for them! So please don't push yourself for me <3. I'm more than satisfied with the wonderful asks that are patiently waiting for me to answer them ✨

#ask #anon #stray cat anon

[yandere-daze]

https://yandere-daze.tumblr.com/post/691577868558450688/hello-ive-been-binge-reading-your-blog-for-a-few adding on to this one of my favorite characters are both Ritsu and Rei (different anon than op but) i can imagine Ritsu being so heartbroken when he asks you who you like better between his brother and him and you unabashedly going “i like you both! :)”

another thing about reader being transported to their world would be kinda funny because of the sort of events you have to plan for and (using the date plan a to z event as an example) while you’re rushing around trying to get everything ready, Chiaki and Katou (separately) ask you what type of dates you like

also is it okay to send in our own aus (i have one i typed up but have to edit due to ritsu not liking rei that much 😭😭)

gn reader

tw yandere, jealousy

You tell Ritsu that you like him and his brother the same; Discussion of A to Z and Ring a bell in the self-aware AU

Aww yes, Ritsu would absolutely hate to hear that! He doesn't really like his brother all that much and he especially doesn't like being compared to him like that. He really hoped that he could become your favorite, wishing that you would have reassured him that you prefer him over his brother.

The smile on his face instantly drops and he's just scowling now, visibly upset. How had Rei managed to worm his way into your heart like that? He really isn't happy about this in the slightest and your cheerful tone of voice just made him even more upset. It's like you were blind to his misery!

He thought you liked him more than anyone else, but now you say that you like Rei just the same?

You better make it up to Ritsu by letting him cling on to you even more than usual. He needs to feel like he still has a place in your heart

Yes omg the events we plan for! A to z is a great example of that! They need some experience in dating and being in love so won't you help them out by going on a date with them? It's purely for educational purposes of course! And everyone else is just sulking shdhdhd

But you know what event immediately came to mind as soon as I read this ask? Ring a bell.

For those that only play the eng version or don't know what this event is about :

If I remember correctly, she needs idols to star in like a wedding promotional event thingy. At the start of the story, Mao and Midori see Anzu looking at wedding pamphlets and magazines and they freak out because they think the producer is getting married. They immediately run and stumble on Leo, who also flips as soon as he finds out about this, yelling that he can't let you get married yet!

In the event, Eichi knows that you're actually just trying to gather some knowledge on wedding events for the job but doesn't tell the other three because he thinks it's really funny how they freak out about this entire thing, thinking that the producer is getting married. Keito is just standing there sighing at the other's antics and generally suffering

It all ends in a sequence where Anzu explains that it's only for a job. And for this job they have to try and make a sincere confession on camera ( I think that's what it was like? It's honestly been quite a while since that event came out so my mind is a little fuzzy on the details)

Sooo.... you know what I'm trying to get at, right?

You're in the enstars world, just trying to do your job, while absolutely everyone collectively loses their mind at the thought of you getting married to someone else. Just who could that lucky person be? How did they get close to you without any of them noticing? How could they possibly think they were worthy of you?

They're trying anything they can to prevent this "wedding" from happening. Honestly you've never seen them *this* hysterical before. It's absolute chaos all around and you're not getting any rest.

Obviously there are more level-headed/smarter people like Eichi, Keito, Tatsumi,,.... that realize you're not actually getting married and are just trying to do your job, but their mood definitely soured for a bit at the thought of it actually happening one day.

Things will calm down a considerable amount once you explain to everyone that you're *not* getting married anytime soon and that there's no reason to try and order a hitman on an anonymous person.

When you've chosen the idols for the job you may notice that the person they're describing in their "confession" is strangely similar to you. They also sound so natural while professing their love to this imaginary person too, how strange!

Also yes, you can definitely send in your own aus! I can't guarantee that I'll necessarily always have a lot to say about it but I'd love to read more of your ideas ^^

#enstars #ensemble stars #yandere ritsu sakuma x reader #yandere ensemble stars x reader #yandere enstars x reader #ritsu sakuma x reader #yandere ritsu sakuma #yandere ritsu x reader #ensemble stars self aware au #self aware au #yandere self aware ensemble stars au #knights #enstars ritsu #yandere #cw yandere #cw jealousy #yandere x reader #gn reader

[jackharloww]

I loved not feeling well. I think pregnant reader and Jack are the cutest. When I had my baby I had really bad allergies, I thought maybe you could write something about that? The reader is miserable trying to control her allergies with natural remedies and Jack takes care of her.

a/n. - thank you so much!! I have an exam in school these days so I haven't been writing and I wrote this one so fast. I hope you like it tho.

Allergies while pregnant

I turn my head to the side and see Jack sleeping peacefully. Not wanting to wake him, I cautiously get up from the bed, trying to be as light as possible, but having a big baby bump is not making anything easier. Jack has been working late in the studio this whole week, he has been exhausted, and I know he would appreciate sleeping in. 

Before going to bed yesterday, my eyes were itching like crazy, and my whole body felt weak. I've had problems with my allergies before, but now that I'm pregnant, it feels like they've only gotten worse, and the more time passes in my pregnancy, the worse it gets. I put on my slippers and grab a warm and cozy blanket while going out of the room. A warm cup of tea would not be wrong now, I think as I make my way to the kitchen. While I wait for the water to boil, I make my way to the bathroom to pee. My runny nose is not stopping, and neither are my eyes. My eyes are dry and itchy at times, but they can't stop running at other times. Having allergies sucks, I think to myself as I go to the kitchen once more to grab my cup of tea. I put my tea on the living room table and carefully sit down on the sofa; wrapping myself up in the blanket, I reach out for my cup and the remote control and turn the TV on. 

It was now 10 in the morning, and I could hear Jack's heavy steps walking out of our bedroom and into the bathroom. 

"Morning, baby," Jack mumbled as soon as he walked into the living room. From his raspy voice, you could quickly tell that he had just woken up. I was holding my phone in one hand and a cup of tea in the other, still trying to cope with my allergies. 

"Jack, google says an air purifier can help. Where is the one you bought?" I let out, rubbing my eyes, trying to look at Jack. His hair was a hot mess, and his face was puffy from just waking up. 

"Hmm, don't remember," he says, laying down on the sofa next to me, putting his arm around my big bump and snuggling his head in my neck, planting small kisses along the way. His hair brushes against my face, and I feel my nose starting to itch and a sneeze trying to come out.

"aah, aah, aacho" I let it out and start to breathe deeply after

"Damn girl, you alright?"

"Clearly not," I say, starting to become grumpy again. "I hate this. Can't your baby just come out now?" 

Jack laughs as he sits up, shaking his head. "My baby, huh? If I remember correctly, you were just as eager as me to put it inside of you," He says playfully, moving his head from side to side, getting closer to me. 

"Shut up," I laugh, taking a pillow from my side, trying to throw it at him, but he grabbed it before I even got the chance to throw it. "Better luck next time," He says before planting a gentle kiss on my lips.

After pulling away from me, he asks, "no, but for real, babe, what can I do to help?" giving me a sincere look. 

"Can you please go look for the air thingy?" I give him a pleading smile. 

He gets up from the sofa and goes to the home office to look for the air purifier. I hear many things being thrown around before hearing a small "there you are." And a few seconds later, Jack came back with the machine, turning it on. 

"Babe, your eyes are swollen and red," He notes, handing me another napkin, seeing the one in my hands was scrunched up. "I can go to the pharmacy and buy you eye drops" he gives me a concerned look. "Isn't there any allergy pills you can take?" He continues. 

I shake my head as I softly blow my nose. "I would love for you to go and get eye drops, but for now, I just want some cuddles" I open my arms as he lets out a sweet laugh coming closer to me. Finally, laying down his body next to me on the big sofa. As usual, he put a hand on my belly, rubbing it gently. 

"Giving mommy a hard time now, bug, aren't we" he speaks to my belly, earning a kick just a few seconds later, making us laugh.  

#jack harlow imagine #jackharlow #jack harlow #harlow #jack harlow story #jack x reader #fanfic #jackman thomas harlow #pregnancy #blurb #jack harlow fluff #fluff

[ngmn2002]

Ch 102: Random thoughts (part. 2)

part 1

. . .

Good to hear that. Taking that into account, you're so loved by two cuties who are always thinking about you, lucky you! Speaking seriously now, I wonder how much depth his words in there carry. Guess one day we'll know. He seems to be talking from experience in there after all.

Oh my god… no! we're here… the moment that ruined me… there is no running away now… oh…

Oh ............

.......... .......... ..........

.......... .............. ............ !!!!!

........................................................ ..................................................... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, we're finally done with that moment... what do we still have left? I'm almost out of energy... I talked about that Tsukasa moment too much....

We're back to the clock again! Cool! With that, the chapter is finally over! And this puts an end to my long talk in here as well. Till next chapter, then!

Hmm? Still here? . . Why? . . Hmm...? . . .

Haha, ok... I still need to mention a little something. It won't take long, I hope. Let's see... let's get back.... here... maybe?

What does he mean by that? Or more importantly, why did that happen in the first place? 'during that festival exactly?' Is it related to this?

Did Amane manage to make the clock move or did something else happen? Not to say, 'Sir' Tsukasa sounds casual about the whole thing? As if it's no big deal? Well, that's not surprising, I believe. It is Tsukasa after all. And if he turned out to be singing and acting all relaxed while knowing what Amane would do later, and then this thing will happen and Nene would be coming (I mean it looked like he was waiting for her)... *sigh* I love you, Tsukasa. I have no other words to say. You're just... so unique, in a fascinating way.

The thing with what he asked Amane in ch 101, it looks like he ended up leaving Amane alone in there? Maybe he had to leave to go see Nene and came with an excuse to leave Amane who kept on working or... who knows if Amane did something while Tsukasa was still with him, which might have resulted in that huge time thingy that was going on, or what condition Amane was left in really...? Anything can happen..... Anyway, so he was waiting for Nene to come and went to her once she was there...

How sweet. From the little child she held one day to the older boy who is standing in front of her, face to face. A sweet feeling to both of them?

Maybe now, Nene can feel a bit reviled knowing that Tsukasa went back to his family safely and is now a middle-school student, and he is doing fine so far.

She does know about what happened between Amane and him, but seeing him in person is more reassuring in a way, right? I also would like to take a moment to consider Mitsuba was there too… he got to see the one who made him when alive, also Tsukasa got to see his creation… I wonder if when he made him, that time came to his mind, like… "it was you who was with Nene- chan that time!" yet again… he saw him even before with Kou in the red house… (not to mention real Mitsuba)… you always wanted to make an artificial human??? You met him when you were 12! And saw a copy? Can we call it… of him in the red house! You're lucky!

Woohoo! I finally did it. ~ I managed to predict a thing correctly in this story. ~ I assumed in my "Ch 101: Random thoughts" Amane was after fixing the clock and making it move to gain control of time. One point goes to me. ~ Now, the party is over, back to the actual thing. What do you know? We ended up seeing Tsukasa 'spreading a rumor' to Nene 'himself', in person, face to face. (it kind of makes me feel as if Tsukasa's past self and present self are working together in here to create the present situation we are in. Nothing is like working with yourself, whether it was intentional or not- I don't know, still worth mentioning I believe) So, this 'rumor' together with the one Aoi told before,

makes it that now we have 2 rumors at play... interesting.

Ok, now.....

.......

.......

Alright...... so now..... that makes all their interactions during the story have something different in them... at least on Tsukasa's side in most of them. Like this one...

Ouch...

But he still... greeted her nicely on his side!

And this one...

Was he fighting the urge to call her by her name in there, I wonder. Listing their other interactions would take so long... let's leave it with these 2 only. Now this...

Why? Now I'm looking forward to see the moment you'll call her by her name, you know? Please don't make me wait for too long.

Is this surprising? He has a thing for playing games… Tsukasa seems to enjoy playing with them too much... it's too sweet! He is actually playing a big game with the 2 right now, even... the big game includes little games as well... how fun. Such a taste he has with games. Also, throughout the big game... he is working seriously, trying to reach a clear goal he wants to achieve, and he is still fulfilling his promise to Nene-chan, to teach her all about Amane! Not only as the Tsukasa we know now, but even as the Tsukasa from the past too. really admirable! Going back to this thing for a moment...

In that day, too much happened. Amane promised to tell her about himself, Tsukasa showed up to both of them for the first time around that time too, it seems now it's the time we will get to know about the twins? Maybe not everything, but a side of their story at least? And a bit of wishful thinking, but maybe we're closer to see what the importance of the key Nene got some time later? Maybe 'soon' we'll get to discover why Tsukasa wanted her to get it? Maybe it will be a way to help Amane with? What I'm sure of is, it's a key for something, what is it that something? What does it mean to Amane? To the twins? Also, what Nene said while holding the key after Hanako broguht her back...

It will be really something if what Nene said while holding it, is what it's going be used for, in some way or another… I mean, it's sparkling in her hand in there. The thing of getting to know more about the twins, also brings me back to this:

How funny, after spending some time with Tsukasa, she ended up imitating his way of pointing at things unconsciously. The original is way better. More importantly, it seems now is the time for Nene to get to know some facts about them, and she will know about it by Tsukasa and maybe Amane later? It's too exciting! I've always wanted to hear the twins' story from them and not from anyone else (so rude to go around and attempt to tell others' secrets, especially when you claim that you have secrets you can't tell anyone yourself. what a really elegant behavior, right Nanamine?) Anyway, it would be really interesting if Nene got to see things with her own eyes, like by meeting past Tsukasa, or even… I don't know… maybe some time later will be the time for her to go meet present Tsuaksa??? He can use the "nowhere-everywhere" place and take her from door to door and show her things??? I think that would be exciting too! The idea of her meeting with past Tsukasa… ah... both ideas are interesting.

Now, the part I left for later comes! Doesn't it look like your suspicions in here,

were answered almost immediately, right after you voiced them out, by...

... Him. You're allowed to know things, Nene-chan. You're not an outsider, not to Tsukasa and not to Amane as well, I believe. You're even a part of their story. Trust yourself more. One day, you'll know everything, and you'll make the right choice accordingly. I truly believe in you.

******* Little side notes:

It drove me nuts that something felt off to me about Nene's look in the new chapter, yet I couldn't figure out what it is... until! I got what it was. It was her brooch. She was missing it! In chapter 2 when she lost it, she mentioned not to feel right without it. Maybe that's why I didn't feel right to see her without it! Throughout the manga there has been some moments with her without it... but this one felt off because... there is really no reason holding her from not wearing it, still keeping in mind that she doesn't feel right without it. But maybe it's just me who thinks that way.

Tsukasa (both your past and present self).... Please go a little easy on me, will you? He is just too powerful… I can't… if past Tsukasa is this capable in this issue… AND we still didn't get to see present Tsukasa… he 'must' be planning something huge… my god… I'm not ready! I won't be ready! What is present Tsukasa up to??? It's mind-blowing! He always comes with something huge that exceeds my expectations! Every time he proves to me he is much more capable than I think he is! That he is ahead of things more that I think he is! He is a true force! Wow… I have to say it… wow… he is making things heat up now! This arc seems to have too much potential and interesting stuff going on. Can't wait to see how things will "play" out, this arc seems to be really exceptional. It's on a whole new level.

I hope ch 103 will be even better than ch 101 & 102!

#phew... finally it's done... #jibaku shonen kanako kun #jibaku shonen hanako kun #toilet bound hanako kun #jshk #tbhk #(.)

[astraystayyh]

Alright I only have one thing to say Sahar. Thank you. Thank you so much for invisible thread and for literary just existing. I cannot explain properly I words how amazing this fic is. You don't even deserve words you deserve poems darling.

One of the things that stood out to me the most was how you represented reader's PTSD because of her mother. As a person who went through a very similar experience (and I do have PTSD yay) this is detailed correctly to the last word. The way you explained reader's guilt properly and her not feeling upset even though her mom died is a very real thing that I have seen happen to me and some of the people around me who've gone through similar experiences. I don't why I'm so fixated on these amazing descriptions but maybe it's because it's not often that I see these things portrayed correctly in media, even in books. Ma'am I will pay you to become an actual author.

I also noticed the way you wrote Y/N's hesitance to love again which was very beautifully conveyed in the first paragraphs. It's like we've known loneliness and desperation for so long that it's the only feeling we have and we accept that it is our destiny. But then Minho steps in and Y/N just feels something else. Something other than loneliness and longing for people to love her. She finally feels proper love and she receives it too. And that's just so comforting.

The colour thing omg I will ramble about this and no one can stop me! It was so painfully beautiful, and I mean that in a good way. Minho's little breakdown and Y/N just straight up feeling guilty is just so.... I can't explain this emotion (143 I love you hehe). It's almost like this is what is a good relationship when you and your partner both are dependent on each other for support both mental and literally everything else. And Minho also feeling guilty that he broke down? It's almost like this one quote I made in 9th grade and I recently also read on the internet "We may be going to Hell, but we know that we have held Heaven in our arms."

One of the reasons I feel like why this story is so comforting is because it portrays love, not as all roses and Cupids but as actual human love. It portrays love in laughter, in the little inside habits we have, in just sitting in silence knowing that we are fluent in it, in baking cakes, in remembering details, in risking everything to get something the other wants and most importantly, in finding solace in one and other. Babes whatever writing pill you're on, GIMME IT.

Overall, this is now in my "I'm coming back to this after angst" fic list! And I'm gonna read this so many times, my gf's gonna think I'm mental.

I offer this Minho picture to you as a gift for creating such a beautiful piece of literature.

I'm sorry if this too long by the way. I was gonna write a 4 page essay but Tumblr said no. Love you babes! I hope you have a great life and find your Minho too!

(PS: I noticed a few days ago an anon translated your name into their native language so I wanted to tell you that in my native languages, Sahar means adventure (in hindi) and the thorns of a rose (in Telugu))

i can't tell you how much times i reread this since you sent it in ☹️☹️☹️ i just want to thank you first for taking the time to write me such sweet and thoughtful feedback, it truly means the world and more to me 🥹 like you've just made all the nights i spent working on this fic worth it!!!

I'm so happy you found yn's reactions realistic :") i really tried to make them as human as they can be, and not too optimistic where everything is forgotten as soon as she's with minho,, i was really afraid it wouldn't be realistic so thank you for letting me know <33

!!!!!!!! yessss,, with minho she no longer longs for love she just receives it freely, without even asking for it,,, and i feel like that's what healthy relationships are about, just a healthy nurturing love

I'M SO HAPPY YOU LIKED THE COLORS THINGIE,, it was such a big part of how they opened up to each other in pt.1 so i figured I NEED TO HAVE IT,, anddd yes both of them are so.. cautious around each other, like they don't want to hurt the other at all costs :(( and that's such a pretty quote wow

your description of what kind of love this is MADE ME SO WARM INSIDE,,, ahhhh love can be so beautiful when it's with the right person 🥹

im genuinely so so so HAPPY you liked this fic and that you found it this comforting ☹️☹️ i don't even know what to say apart from thank you, for being so sweet and for just existing as well!!! i hope you're happy and healthy always <3

#it's not too long AT ALL i loved it!!!!! #AND I LOVE THE MINHO PIC 😭😭 #“thorns of roses” I LOVE THAT SMMM that's such a pretty meaning #and i love you toooo angel #muahhh #sahar's.asks <3

[a-slut-for-smut]

One Big Slutty Fuckoff List of Gloriously Smutty Alutegra fanfics :D

Greetings, fellow Alutegra sluts out there! I am but a humble whore for Alutegra for well over a decade, but finally decided it was high time to curate some of the finest, most exquisite smut of our OG girl boss/malewife ship. What spurred this on, you ask? Welp, I am guilty of sluttily luring in some of my moots aboard this ship and been promising to deliver this for AGES, so here we are years later (sorry i operate on grandma speeds!!!)

A couple things to know regarding this rec list (which may be particularly helpful for curious newcomers, horny vets feel free to scroll on down):

1.) As the title suggests, this is a smutravaganza so mostly is rated E, some M. Sorry folks, im sure there is a ton of amazing non-explicit fics but this is all i read! Also, given the very nature of the series (iirc it originally has hentai roots) it doesnt shy away from sexually kinky themes. Honestly name a kink and its probably not only been explored but likely grounded as far as canon goes. What do i mean by this? I'm only going to name a few but if any of the following get your juices flowin then Alutegra is the ship for you:

Dom/Sub BDSM (emphasis on consent)/Power play vibes- Integra is master, Alucard is her servant. As my boy Oscar Wilde said “Everything in the world is about sex — except sex. Sex is about power.” Honest to God, I don't know any ship that embodies this quote any better.

Bondage- Alucard is first discovered by Integra in a strait jacket/chains etc, and if memory serves me correctly makes several appearances throughout the series

Genderbending/fluidity- well im not sure this is the right term, but in canon Alucard can shapeshift/says he doesn't identify with a specific form/body (whether this applies to gender is up to interpretation i guess?). His "Girlycard" form is generally seen as his female form in the fandom.

Monster porn- Well, Alucard is a vampire and can shapeshift. Including a wolf/dog beast. Sky's the limit folks

Tentacle/cosmic horror porn- Alucard can conjure these shadowy tentacle thingys and a million extra eyes which serves as some sort of relevant symbolism that ive completely forgotten. Shit's hot tho (i got a cosmic horror kink shutup)

Non-penetrative sex & forbidden/taboo vibes- in canon, its established that only virgins can be turned into true vampires, everyone else turns into inhuman mindless ghouls. That said, the authors who write within the bounds of canon find very, VERY creative loopholes. Also the sheer level of pining (for penetration especially) might drive you insane no joke (proof: me). Mad respect to these authors- trust me this is sayin a lot coming from someone who actively prefers full-on penetration smut XD

2.) I am by no means a resource for canon- I watched both series YEARS ago, so my memory of the plot is shaky at best. What truly gripped me about this series is the Alutegra relationship, the true struggle in how to define their bond (or if it even can be, kudos to the fic authors that try). They are both utterly compelling characters in their own right within canon (truthfully I crush harder on Integra than Alucard) and i think the fandom absolutely recognizes that. Much of the gravitas of their bond is tied to canon, so most fics seem to understand/reflect this. No warm fuzzy coffee shop/high school AUs here folks, prepare yourselves for a truly smutty angst fest.

OK enough of that, to the smut! I'm really just commenting on the porn vs the plot so no summaries here. Oh and if any of you know the tumblr URLs of any of these authors lmk so i can tag them. Also im sure ive missed some gems, feel free to share and i'll look to add later

Welp, im going to hell and im taking you all with me- get sinning and enjoy the feast you horny hoes

One-shot porn

What It Wants and Where It Goes - by @crystallinee-waters

Femdom but goddamn its written in a way that made me ache. Alucard's sheer level of contrition, desperation for forgiveness goes beyond your standard simp energy. Top tier, i fucking LOVE how their relationship is depicted. and fun fact, i may have helped the author brainstorm some of the smuttier details <3<3

Mine - by @crystallinee-waters

Goddess at femdom and pining, but holy hell the way how explicit sexual content is approached is just *chefs kiss* I needn't remind you folks- consent is sexy as fuck and this authors fics are proof of that *sidenote - im keeping this list to smut but do yourself a favor and read ALL these authors fics, im a whore for her interpretation of their relationship

In This Darkness, I Have You by @goblins-riddles-or-frocks

What is the point of a vampire/human porn-rec list if you don't include menstrual cunnilingus smut? Also feels. Lots of feels.

Girls & Wolves by Calesvol

mmm hate-sex at its finest folks. Gotta fuck em into obedience yallwhatimsayin??

Homeostasis by Calesvol

A semi-sequel to Girls & Wolves. Very kinky smut but laced with hurt/comfort.

Kingdom of Heaven by Iggy_Lovechild

more hate-sex basically, yay. Also has a shit-ton of smutty one-shots, far too many to list- enjoy

A Queen's Throne by Anilucard

a smutty ode to Alucard's wicked, wicked tongue :D

With the Thorns Underneath by wllw

Holy femdom batman!

Loopholes by @and-i-write-sins

eyyy remember when i mentioned creative loopholes? LOL

you'd make a dead man come by valenstyne

LORD HAVE MERCY! i'll let the fic summary speak for itself: There’s more than one way to stake a vampire. Metaphorically speaking.

Pain by hypnonaut

lol this one just gets progressively kinky as it goes, but Alucard's adoration of Integra is both sweet & sexy

Tentacles of the Night by LaviniaLavender

eyyy remember when i mentioned tentacle porn? LOL

Simple Motions by @ironcladvalkyr

eyyy remember when i mentioned genderbending? but to expand on this this is probably one of the hottest things ive ever read and top tier aftercare/pillow talk

To be watched, in such silence by @ironcladvalkyr

short but smutty, the way Alucard goes on about how Integra turns him on is yums

darling, I wish you were red by @lunarcrystal

yay for cunnilingus and pining!

These fics from Cardinal_Daughter - you have to be logged in to see

Clingy - Timeline of their relationship via Integra POV.

Adore - post-canon angsty smut

Remembered - no smut but this was so achingly angsty i had to shout out

Multi chapter porn

And Though You Turn From Me - by @when-rivers-run-red

THE PINING, THE NOTICE ME SENPAI FEELS, THE TENTACLE PORN AUGHHHHHHHHH this one is a recent favorite folks, do not skip!!!

Eternal Sin by @therustycage

This post-canon multi-fic is one of my favs. Love the Alutegra interactions on how to tackle the obstacles presented in the finale, the pining, and the plot is definitely something to chew on. Slow-burn but tis a good burn

Embracing Sin by @therustycage

Sequel to Eternal Sin. Basically fluffy-porn and time travel. Delicious.

Satis by @lesmismignon

A heavy weight champ of Alutegra post-canon fics. Integra's POV on how she wrestles her feelings for Alucard- just INJECT that shit straight into my veins MMMM! Alucard's pining is top notch/the slow burn makes the smutty bits that much more exquisite. Honestly just read all her fics (one-shots) they're great

The Return by ButifulDeath

Post-canon porn with interesting plot, and fuckin hell dat smut is just *chefs kiss*

Samhain by ButifulDeath

fluffy porn one-shot sequel to The Return and it is hothothot

Like Real People Do by @my-mild-ginger

ahhh so i actually havent read this one yet as its a chonky 40 chapters (currently), seems much more fluff vs smut for those that prefer that balance

#wow i am all over the place lol #my h*ornyness knows no limits #alutegra #alucard x integra #hellsing #hellsing ultimate #integra hellsing #alucard #alucard hellsing #alutegra fanfiction #alutegra fanfic

[michu-writes]

HEYYY MICHU!! i saw the valentines day event thingy and was wondering if i could have a scenario for token, clyde, and tweek (seperately) or just one of them if three is too much!!

with a female!reader if thats possible?

and the writing prompt is:

Person A: "Hey, I don't know how to say this... But hi, again. Uhm- I'm really bad at these kind of stuff and I'm really sor--"

Person B: "Yes, I will go out with you. Now stop worrying so much."

with person B being token (or reader for tweek and clyde's parts)

and person A being reader for tokens part (and tweek and clyde for their parts)

IM SO SORRY IF THAT MADE NO SENSE, JUST LMK OR DM ME IF YOU NEED MORE INFO OR SMTHN!! <3

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY, MICHU!!

— sincerely, sam

Token, Clyde x fem!reader scenario | Valentine's Day 2 event

A/N: I hope you’re okay with Token and Clyde!

Prompt: "Hey, I don't know how to say this but hi, again. Uhm- I'm really bad at these kind of stuff and I'm really sor--" "Yes, I will go out with you. Now stop worrying so much."

Context:

It was February 14th. Valentine's Day. The day where some people thought it's a beautiful and fun day, while others thought like it was embarrassing and awkward.

You could see all the couples holding hands as they were walking through the hallway, holding chocolates and flowers. While you on the other hand, had an empty hand.

Tolkien Black

Well, actually, you had a small gift prepared in your school bag. It was for a certain classmate, the literal star student, Tolkien Black. You were on your way to his locker, thinking you had enough time to ask him to be your valentine before class starts. Though, you were nervous and scared, but Wendy has been begging and forcing you to ask him out for a long time and you were getting sick and tired of it. Tolkien is a nice guy, surely he won't just straight up and rudely turn you down, right? There's nothing to worry about.. heh.

Soon, you were soon there by his locker. You saw him grabbing his books for class, and it didn't seem like anyone has asked him before you yet. It was a perfect time, you can't mess up now.

You knocked on the side of the other lockers beside his to get his attention. He turned his head and looked down on your hand with a small box of chocolates wrapped in a red and pink pattern heart paper.

"Hey, I don't know how to say this but hi, again. Uhm- I'm really bad at these kind of stuff and I'm really sor--"

"Yes, I will go out with you. Now stop worrying so much."

"Huh?"

You looked at him confused. Did you hear that correctly?

"I said yes. Almost every girl from class has asked me out already, but I said no because I knew you would ask me too and I think you're pretty cute."

You stood there in silence as you slowly turned red and hot, getting a chuckle in return from the boy.

"See? You think it wasn't obvious? I pretty much knew all along that you had a crush on me because you always do this whenever you're around me. I just wanted to hear from you first." He gently smiled at you as you gave him the gift.

"Sorry. I'm just a bit surprised. So... Are we on after school at my place?"

"Sure, no worries, (y/n)."

Clyde Donovan

You were quite sad about not having anyone to ask you out. If someone did it, you'd be so happy and it would be a lot of fun. But whatever, it's just another stupid school day anyway. What did you expect? Even your best friend, Clyde, probably has a valentine as well, which is probably Bebe. He's good with the girls, he even makes you kinda flustered sometimes as well. Actually, both of you jokingly start to flirt to each other sometimes out of boredom too, which is fun. But sometimes you can't tell if he actually mean it or not. He's always like that to the girls. So if he ever had a crush on you, that's good, because you do too.

"(Y/NNNNN)!!!" You heard a similar voice yell from the distance. Turning around to see where it came from, you could see the brunette run towards you in full speed with what seemed to be... a boquete of flowers?

"Stop right there!" You held up your hand in front of him, stopping him so he was facing the palm of your hand. "No running in the halls." You winked, receiving a breathless chuckle and an eye roll from him.

"Hey! Just- hah- I have to ask you something."

Is he going to ask you out? Isn't he supposed to be with Bebe?

"I don't know how to say this but hi, again. Uhm- I'm really bad at these kind of stuff and I'm really sor--"

"Yes, I will go out with you. Now stop worrying so much."

"Oh really? So we can like- Kiss and shit now?"

"Slow down, dork." You teasingly punched him on the shoulder.

"But like, weren't you supposed to ask Bebe out?"

"Bebe? No, we're just friends. But you are my best friend, except you're not because you're my girlfriend now since I basically just asked you out and you said y-"

"I get it." You gave him a smooch on the cheek, seeing him off guard for the first time. You couldn't help but feel really happy. He was completely red now.

"O-Oh! And here's the flowers I bought. They look a bit weird because I ran around with them on my hand."

"They're beautiful, thank you Clyde."

"Yeah..." He scratched on the back of his head with a soft smile. Soon the bell rang, it was time for class. Now, you both were able to hold hands too.

#Sorry its shitty #South park #sp #tolkien black #token black #clyde donovan #x reaeder #x y/n #y/n #reader insert #south park x reader #token black x reader #clyde donovan x reader #fanfiction #headcanon #south park fanfiction #scenario #valentines day #event #💝

[akookminsupporter]

nah this is just boring, outrageous.. why did they do that webtton thingy and film that creepy thing instead of making music, and fans didn't see them often.. and we got THIS? "we believe in music" is a lie

disappointment

Anon 2: the lack of real-time content just for THIS?

Anon 3: it's sich a shame that they are wasting their best career years when they have such an amazing impact in the industry and creating content for shippers and y / n instead of giving us good quality music and promoting with it.

it's just honestly so sad..

I’m pissed.

I thought long and hard about posting or not these asks but in the end, I decided to do so. I'm going to answer them all in one to save time:

For starters, it's totally acceptable for you as fans to not like something. Contrary to what many people think, being a fan is not liking absolutely everything your favourite artist does or releases. You as a fan can criticise, respectfully and from your point of view, which is subjective, the work or content that artists put out, what you can't do is be disrespectful. And you three have been disrespectful. Something tells me that you were one of the many who criticized BTS for releasing 3 songs in English. The ones who demand, almost, that they go back to releasing albums similar to what they did 5-6 years ago. And you are wrong.

Anon 1: One thing this fandom never seems to understand is that BTS is also a brand. They represent a business. Like any business, they are looking to expand. Try other things. Some will be good ideas, some will not. That's how it works. This is one of those ideas. A lot of fans didn't like it. Many others did. You obviously didn't like it and that's completely respectable but the fact that you didn't like it doesn't mean it's a waste of time or anything like that. Not everything BTS does will be to the liking of ALL their fans. Damn, many complained about PTD for example, while others loved it.

Anon 2: What do you mean by real-time content? The only content that could be classified as such are concerts and they just did 4, considering the circumstances the world is in right now, that's a huge achievement. So what the fuck real-time content do you mean or want? Because hell, BTS did quite a lot this year and that's why they're enjoying a holiday they definitely deserve.

Anon 3: This is when I understand that you fell into the stereotypes of K-Pop groups that they have limited time and blah blah. I thought BTS had proven that stereotype doesn't apply to them. They have done more in the last 8 years than many other groups, and not just in the K-PoP world. But let's follow your logic. They are wasting the best years of their career... according to who, you? Tell me something, do you think the same about Adele? Who released an album last month after 5 years if I remember correctly? Or do you think the same about Rihanna who has dedicated herself to other things and hasn't released anything since 2016 I think? Are they also losing the best years of their career? Or are you going to tell me that this comparison is not fair because BTS is a Korean group and they are "Idols"? Which would be extremely discriminatory.

BTS released two songs this year, both of which were hits. I can assume, based on what you say, that they don't qualify as quality music. And what about the BE album that came out a year ago, is that not quality music either? And I mention BE because many of you have been acting all year as if that album doesn't exist. As if that album isn't one of the best albums they've ever released, not to mention their most personal.

What's sad anon, is the selfish way you, their supposed fans, are treating this whole thing.

You guys talk about lack of real treal-timeime content or that fans didn't see BTS much this year and THEY ARE NOT ROBOTS. they are people. Who deserves a break. That they deserve to explore other interests. That they deserve to say: I won't be releasing an album this year. You really bought into the stereotypes that the K-Pop world or idols have, that they're machines, that they're just here to put out an album every other month, with complicated choreography. That when they're not recording an album, they're recording variety shows and that they have a camera on 24 hours a day in front of them and then show everything to their so-called fans.

It is totally acceptable and respectable that you do not like the idea with webtoon. It is perfectly acceptable and respectable that you decide not to support this new business venture. But what is not acceptable is the disrespect that you, in my opinion, are showing to BTS and the fans who did like the idea. Who are going to support it.

#anon #ask #bts #bts content #bts 7 fates #webtoon

[anthosaidsmth]

Okay I'm finally getting around to making this post.

K so I think we all saw the countdown that appeared in a lot of videos.

Currently the list and order of hermits that had found the countdown in videos/stream (I am not sure about both Tango and Impulse since both haven't posted any video about it but Tango is streaming w Imp helping him out when I'm writing this):

1. Mumbo

2. ??? (We know there's someone between Mumbo & Joe cuz of the numbers of papers in the stack)

3. Joe (on stream)

4. Cub

5. Keralis (didn't sign up)

6. Grian

And here's some info about the acronym that everyone is talking about

H?????C????B????B????S????

(btw contray to popular belief I don't think that it's B??? ?S???? & intead, it's B???? S????)

the symbol with the ~ is actually just longer than the other ones (see how ~ is when typed on desktop/laptop, it's on the top right instead of middle, which is how it looks on mobile)

So it's pretty obvious that the H?????C???? stands for HermitCraft. We can see that the lettering is consistent enough to deduce out the length of each word.

It is definitely not a substitution cipher due to it's inconsistency (see the one symbol after H & the one after C). The whole phrase is supposed to be talking about something coming soon so it's safe to think that the S word is a noun while the first B could be an adjective. The second B could be either adjective or noun.

After looking through 5 letters words that start with S, I think that the probability of the word ending with a S is a bit odd. The possible word choices (at least for me) are:

Shift

Story

State

Start

Both "Start" & "Shift" are a pretty plausible word choice considering it could be that start of a new arc for the season.

For B, it's harder to even start with it considering how little the number of words for words that make sense bit what I have here is:

Bdubs

Barge

Beast

Badge

Badly

(Look I have no clue where this is going)

Who could it be, you might ask, well I've gathered up some information about it:

Suspect 1: Cub

We all know Cub loves his unicodes which is what the messages are in. The placing of the countdown is also a clue too, it is in a part of Cub's Origin shop, right beside of Jevin's dynamite shop, in front of Grian's barge. The way Cub reacted to it was a bit odd too, thought still fitting cuz it's just a really Cub way.

People (including me) had speculated for it to be a ConVex comeback & Cub had may or may not be jokingly hinting at it's Capt. Jack Sparrow's work but in my opinion if it's ConVex related there'll be light blue glazed terracotta in sight but the only closest to it is the cyan concrete.

Suspect 2: Mumbo

I think the reason is pretty obvious. The colour palette being almost the same as Pacific's, the fact that he's the first to find it & that it looks like The Button 2.0

Look I'm just saying, the chances are high.

Suspect 3: Tango

The countdown is placed adjacent to Tango's Pyro-Tek-nic & according to Joe, iron block was used in the build, and guess who's rich with iron blocks enough to be launching anvils around for funsies? You guessed it, it's the Tango of the Tek. Concrete is also used but it's really easy for other hermits' to get their hands so that's not really the case here.

Tango is also quite good with acronyms (see TEBS armour & Vote SCAP, that man is really good with his acronyms), the way the messages are also written in a way Tango would.

I can't be sure about this but Tango also knows about the unicode thingy, according one of his older Season 7 vids, when he was at Hypno's diamond shop & saw the ™ on one of the signs. He also talked about that "only nerds know how to do the unicode thingy" so yeah.

Suspect 4: Doc

Doc has been shown making a replica of The Button back in the day & thay it could be him trying to bring back The Button (there's not much to the Doc theory but just putting this out here).

If I remember correctly, Doc had received some iron blocks from Tango's advant calender for him to build it, though I highly doubt a broke man would do that.

These are what I have so far, will update/reblog w update as time goes on but yeah here it is.

(Cub is basically trolling us on his stream so yeah, just a heads-up)

#but hey thats just a theory #hermitcraft theory #hermitcraft #mumbo jumbo #cubfan135 #tangotek #docm77

[silverskye13]

About the art trademark thingy. Overall the blocky and cartoonish vibe. Also the fact that if you zoom in, the lines are just a bunch of pixels. Your art has this really simple but stunning vibe. Like an fabulous painting made only in MS Paint. Also they way you draw expression is very interesting. It feels like you usually draw animals but not furry way, the warrior cats way, the "animal that as easily could be human and the story wouldn't be that different" way. It's kinda like reversed furry art, cuz the furry is typically a anthropomorphic animal with human-like expression. Your art is doing exactly the opposite. A human with animal-like expression. Essentially mouth and teeth are showing it. They give me very strong "warrior cats animatics on YouTube" vibe. And if I'm not mistaken you do draw like a comic about wolves on other account, so it might be the roots to it. Very interesting, cuz it shows how our overall artstyle can and most of the time is effected by the media that we typically create and consume. Actually, as I'm thinking about it, the blocky vibe could actually come from it too - cuz from what I have seen of this wolf comic of yours (I'm vary sorry but I'm not sure if i recall the name correctly and i don't want to butcher it's name) characters there are also very blocky, specific type of cartoonish, the one with very simplified shapes. The muzzle is essentially a fancy rectangle, the same way as humans heads are also fancy rectangles.

Thank you for the kind words :3

The MS Paint / pixel-y feel is actually because of the brush I've been using recently! Or -- pencil I guess. It's the PS pencil tool. It's really fun getting back in the swing of using it again? I attempted an ask blog comic once where I used only the pencil tool, and sorta fall in and out of love with it in waves ever since. Which is fun all on its own because when I first started doing digital art, it was all MS Paint with a mouse ahaha. I still have some of those old drawings.

TBH "reverse furry artist" is both a funny tag to associate with my art style and also hilariously accurate. When I was teaching myself art growing up, me and my sister had this rivalry where I was the wolf/animal/furry artist and she was the people artist, and neither of us were allowed to draw each others' thing. I didn't start trying to draw regular human people until I went to art college.

#the barking artist #answering asks #yoshiremi #art trademark ask meme #I still struggle with human faces really badly tbh #human face foreshortening is? hard? #everything is so flat #can't tell you how many times i had to draw a model in figure drawing #or a human skull or some other reference #and the teacher had to pull me aside and go 'hey uhh... your proportions are.... bad."

[we-are-inevitable]

HmmmmmmMMMMMMM *grabby hands* GIMME THAT JATHERINE (platonic or romantic idk I’m just content starved) FOR ‘why don’t you care?’ Please ily!

it takes a village // jatherine

A/N: GOD I LOVED WRITING THIS SO MUCH

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"So, Jack, I have… There's something we should talk about," Katherine says softly one night.

They're at the dinner table- a shoddy little thing on its last legs, but Jack finally has some time to fix it up later on this week. Replace a few boards and whatnot, just so they won't have to be as careful anymore; truth be told, the both of them have been expecting the damn table to collapse for weeks, but it's holding out.

But Jack can't focus on a shitty old table now. Not when his wife is staring at him from across it, looking gorgeous as ever but more nervous than he’s seen her in ages.

Jack nods as he takes a drink of water from his glass. He's noticed that Katherine has been a little on edge lately- walking on eggshells, feeling anxious, having strange bouts of sickness during the day- and Jack has been worried about her. He's told her such, too, but Katherine is nothing if not stubborn, and she's insisted that she's been fine.

Something tells him that's not the case anymore.

"Is everything alright?" He asks softly, frowning as he reaches across the table. Within one moment and the next, she has her hand in his own; she's not angry, not upset- thank God- but she still looks apprehensive. Nervous is not a look she wears well. It just- It doesn't fit the rest of her. She's always been incredibly confident and proud, so seeing her so shaken the last week and a half has been... unnerving.

Katherine nods, after a moment. "Of course, dear. Everything is- it's all good, okay? I just…" She takes in a deep breath, and smiles nervously at Jack. "I've been trying to find the right way to tell you, but everything I've seen on Pinterest has been ugly or gimmicky or painfully heterosexual, so I- I'm just gonna come right out and say it."

"Uh-huh."

"I'm… I'm not gonna do anything, so I'm sorry it isn't a grand gesture. I'm sure it'll be underwhelming."

"Mhm."

"Just know that I really was planning something, something sweet and funny and, like, something you'd like, and it involved this little canvas and a paint-by-numbers thingy and--"

"Kat," Jack says with an amused grin, cutting through the endless whirlwind of her thoughts. He squeezes her hand sympathetically. "Baby, what's got you all twisted up?"

Katherine pauses, rubbing her thumb against the back of Jack's hand, and says while shrugging, "I'm pregnant."

Just like that.

With two simple words, Jack feels his blood run cold.

His eyes widen, and he feels his face fall. Jack must be silent for a few moments too long, because Katherine's smile fades out, and she quickly looks down at her lap, gulping hard. "I- Listen, babe, I know we're- we're young, and we weren't really planning on having a kid so early, but--"

"How did…" Jack trails off, his throat painfully dry. "You… Your birth control…?"

Katherine shakes her head. "I've been taking it correctly, but I… I looked it up, and there's a small percentage that it might be faulty, a-and I guess it was... faulty, I don’t- I don't know," She murmurs, frowning. "Are… Jack, are you--"

"I- I'm so sorry, this is just--" Jack pulls his hand away from Katherine's and runs both of them through his hair. He feels like he can’t breathe; each breath comes in faster and faster until he feels like he's on the verge of a panic attack, and with that, he stands and walks to the kitchen, rubbing his jaw with his right hand.

"Jack?" Katherine asks, standing as well. He looks over at her, watches her hurry around the dinner table between them, and gulps when she walks up toward where he's resting against the kitchen counter. "Listen, I get it, it's stressful, but- but I need you to not look pissed off, okay?" She pleads, desperate. "It's not like I was expecting this!"

Jack shakes his head, eyes wide. "No, baby, I'm- I'm not pissed off, I just--"

"Why don't you care?" Katherine asks, staring up at Jack with tears just barely beginning to well in her eyes. His heart breaks at that; Katherine isn’t supposed to cry. She rarely ever does, and the fact that she’s tearing up over him… It shatters him. "I thought- I thought you'd be happy, b-but I guess I was--"

"Katie, hey, listen to me," Jack reaches for her hands, holding them in a tight grip. He looks into her eyes, sees all of the fear and the uncertainty there, and he quickly surges forward, pulling her into a tight hug. Katherine melts into his embrace, gripping the back of his shirt. “I love you, okay? More than anything. This is just…” He trails off, and Katherine nods against his chest.

For a moment, they stand there in heavy silence, until Katherine whispers, "If you… If you don't want a kid yet, we have- we have options…"

Jack gulps hard and pulls back, looking down at her. "You're… you're sure you're pregnant? It ain’t a- a false positive?"

"I took four tests, Jack," She says with a sad little smile, sniffling. "Four different brands. They- they're all positive."

"Holy shit," Jack whispers, and takes a deep breath. "O-Okay. I… Okay."

"...You don’t seem very stoked," Katherine whispers, bringing a hand up to cup his cheek. "What’s wrong?"

Jack pauses, and glances over to the table, to their empty dishes. He gulps hard, and squeezes her waist. "Let's clean up, and… and then talk, okay? I'm sorry, I just--"

Katherine shakes her head. "No, don't apologize, it's… it's a lot to process, I know. It's alright."

Jack presses a long, gentle kiss to the crown of her head, then walks to the table. The two of them work in tandem to clean the kitchen; Katherine puts up the food and brings Jack the dishes, which he washes in silence, his mind swimming.

Katherine is… pregnant. She's pregnant. With a baby.

Their baby.

And as much as Jack wants to be excited…

"Jack, dear, you're shaking," Katherine whispers from behind him, which startles him hard enough that he drops the skillet he's washing. The metal clang against the sink makes him cringe, and he rubs his face with damp hands, letting out a deep breath.

"I'm sorry," He whispers, turning around to face Katherine. She doesn't look angry, but then again, she's never been angry. She understands that he… He gets like this sometimes. He's gotten like this plenty of times within their three years of dating, and their additional year of marriage- it's not a common occurrence, but it happens, and she's always been there to support him. Help him get his head screwed on, help him get his thoughts collected before he says something stupid. Katherine's taken it on without him even asking; she's always been so patient, so kind… She's incredible.

She's incredible, and Jack isn't even giving her what she needs right now.

Jack takes a step forward and presses their foreheads together for a moment, before pulling back and looking into her eyes. "Bedroom?"

"Wanting to try out pregnancy sex already, huh?" Katherine says softly, in a teasing tone, and Jack lets out a soft, barely there chuckle. He's always admired her way of cutting the tension; she's brash and vulgar when she wants to be, and it's one of Jack’s favorite things about her. Her ability to joke around rivals his own, and after a few moments, Jack simply rolls his eyes and picks her up bridal style.

"As much as I'd like that, we need to talk first," He murmurs against her temple, walking to the bedroom. Jack closes the door once they're inside; there's no one else in the apartment, but having the shut door just… provides another sense of security.

Jack carefully sets Katherine down on the bed, then walks around to his side and sits down, letting out a deep sigh. Katherine moves closer, leaning into Jack's side and resting her hand on his chest. He brings his hand up to intertwine their fingers as she says, "Tell me what's going through your head, Kells."

"...I just- I wasn't expecting…" Jack starts, trailing off for a few moments. He closes his eyes and gulps, squeezing Katherine's hand. "I'm happy, I really am, I'm just… I'm scared, Kat."

"I am, too," Katherine whispers, and Jack feels her shift. A moment later, her free hand is carding through his curls. "Why are you scared?"

Jack takes a deep breath, and whispers, “What if I’m not a good dad?”

There's a long stretch of silence, but Katherine's hand doesn't stop running through his hair. He feels her shift again, until she's sitting sideways on his lap. "Jackie, look at me."

Jack slowly opens his eyes, and he sucks in a sharp breath when he sees the serious expression on her face. He offers up a sad smile, and she frowns. "Baby, you- you're going to be an amazing dad! Why do you think you wouldn’t be?"

Jack stares into her eyes, then glances away, swallowing around the lump in his throat. "I just--" He cuts himself off by rubbing his face, staring off to the side, right at the corner of his bedside table. "I don't… I don't know how to be a good dad," Jack says simply, gulping hard. He feels his heart rate spike. His hands feel clammy. This… He wants this so badly, but… "The only- the only example I've ever had is m-my dad, and I… I don’t wanna turn out like him. What if I- What if I turn out like him?"

"Oh, Jack ," Katherine whispers, cupping his cheeks with her hands. "Jack, listen to me. You will never be like him, okay? You'll know what--"

"But what if I don’t? I don’t know how to take care of a kid, and--"

"Jack," Katherine stops him, furrowing her brows. "Jack, I don’t… Do you realize how much experience you actually have?” She asks, and Jack slowly shakes his head. “You took care of your foster siblings, you took care of your friends and their siblings-- Jackie, you know what you're doing! All of those skills are transferable, I promise. And, baby, your dad wasn't someone to look up to, but… But he showed you what not to do. And I know you  know you’ll never do that.”

Jack gulps. “But, what if--”

“You aren’t going to be perfect,” She cuts him off, patting his chest. “You’re going to mess up. You’re going to be kind of a dick sometimes, okay? But that’s normal. You… You’re not going to be as bad as him. Never in a million years. You’re not going to hurt anyone- not our kid, and not me. We’re both going to make mistakes, Jack, but trust me, you’re still going to be an amazing father. No matter what.”

Jack looks up at Katherine, cheeks aflame, and he stares into her eyes, searching for any uncertainty- but she looks serious. Serious, genuine, earnest. The look in her eyes is the same one she had when she suggested marriage, the same one she had when she actually proposed to him, the same one she had during their wedding ceremony last spring.

Katherine doesn't lie, and Katherine doesn't play games. 

"You really think so," Jack realizes softly, gulping hard. "You- you think I'll be a good dad?"

"I think you'll be the best dad," Katherine corrects with a smile, leaning in closer. "The absolute best. You already have the dad jokes, and the hawaiian shirts will just be, like, dad shirts instead of ‘hey, I’m bi!’ shirts, and--"

Jack cuts her off with a high laugh, and shakes his head. "Alright, fine, fine, but you're going to be the best mom. I just know it. You’re gonna knock it out of the park, mi cielita.”

"I'll be a hot mom," Katherine grins, winking at Jack. "Milf status! Finally!"

Jack throws his head back and laughs, a genuine, happy noise, one from deep within his chest. He wraps his arms around her waist and pulls her that much closer, one hand coming up to tangle in those gorgeous copper waves. Jack presses their lips together, which makes him feel butterflies like always- no matter what, kissing Katherine makes him feel like a teenager, even though they got together when they were twenty.

He places his hands on her waist, though one soon travels to rest against her stomach, and he pulls back to look down. It's not like he can feel anything- she isn't even showing yet, so she must be just a few weeks out, but it's still… surreal.

Slowly, Jack's smile broadens. "...We're gonna have a baby," He whispers, as if he's trying to believe it himself. "We… We're gonna have a baby, Kath…"

"I know," Katherine whispers back, giggling quietly. "It's crazy, right? We're gonna be parents, hun."

"This is gonna be one hell of a dysfunctional family."

"Oh, come on, Jack. We're both from wack family backgrounds; this'll be a piece of cake."

"We're gonna be so lost."

"We have your mom, at least."

"Oh, shit- we need to tell Mama," Jack says with a grin, tilting his head. "I can see if we can have dinner with her soon."

Katherine smiles back at him. "We need to tell the Jacobs' family, too. Sarah will kill me if I don't tell her."

"Dave'll probably hit me with his car if we don't tell 'im," Jack smiles. "Esther and Mayer are gonna be real excited. Les, too."

"We'll have to let the boys know all together, or else someone is gonna be pissed they weren’t told first. Probably Racer, or Charlie," Katherine giggles while she leans forward and presses a soft kiss to Jack's cheek. "We need to plan, like, a big group dinner-- Oh, my God, can you imagine them at the baby shower?"

Jack laughs softly, nodding his head. "This is… This is gonna be so fuckin' crazy. Our kid is gonna have, like, eighteen other parents."

"It's going to be great," Katherine whispers.

Jack nods in agreement, staring into her beautiful golden brown eyes, then gently cups her cheek. As he leans in to kiss her, he lets himself smile. It's going to be difficult, and it's going to be a huge change, but Jack thinks he's ready for it.

He's ready for this next step, all while Katherine is at his side.

#jack kelly #katherine pulitzer #katherine plumber #katherine plumber pulitzer #jatherine #jac writes #newsies fic #newsies #newsies musical #newsies broadway #newsies live #livesies #ask a jac ! #jorja tag

[spoopy-fish-writes]

Hiiiii! Sorry if this is at all rude but it says Panromantic asexual in your bio thingie and I was wonderful what exactly that means and if you could explain it to me?

Also, could you explain how to correctly use it/its pronouns correctly? I'm not entirely sure how to though I do have a vague idea. Is it kind of like the way that you would refer to an object? Sorry if that lasting was offensive, I just didn't really have another example...

Hi! Don't worry, your questions aren't offensive and I honestly find it better that you're asking about it!

Panromantic: Panromantic basically means that I can be romantically attracted to all genders without a preference (despite how I may act, I don't really have a preference irl). With a preference, the accurate term would be Omnironantic

Asexual: Asexual means that I don't feel any form of sexual attraction though it is used as an umbrella term for other forms of asexuality like Grey asexual where the person sometimes feels sexual attraction and Demisexual where the person only feels sexual attraction after a deep emotional bond has been formed though, for me personally, I don't feel sexual attraction at all

With it/its pronouns, I think it would be best if I used an example to show it

Example: It's really nice and really should be proud of itself even if it did make a mistake on the last exam

I hope this helped and feel free to ask me about these things whenever! 💜

#spoops asks #chatting with anons 💜 #panromantic #asexual #it/its

[my-autistic-things]

Hi! I have my Official Autism Test next week and I'm getting really extremely anxious because I've been waiting for so long and now that it's actually coming up I realize I don't know what to expect! What was the evaluation like for you? What kinds of questions did they ask? Will they judge if I bring a comfort item? Sorry if this is too much I'm just scared haha. (I'm also in the US if that makes a difference??? Idk) also ty and I like your blog

Hey! First, congratulations! I hope you get the results you expect/are accurate!

Depending on your age, it could be slightly different. I will assume you’re an adult -- your parent/guardian will probably need to fill out a survey thingy online too about you, and you will also fill out the same/similar survey during the test. I was told that it was a standard survey when I took it; I took it on an iPad, but you may take it by paper, or it could be verbal...I’m not sure.  After the survey, we did some simple tests to test spatial reasoning, pattern recognition, memory, general knowledge, and stuff like that.  They are kinda like little games and are actually fun to do.  Depending on if you are also requesting/being given an IQ test along with autism test, and also depending on which testing type the psychiatrist is using, the tests could differ.  You’re not supposed to study at all (so it’s an actual glimpse of your knowledge), but if you’re really anxious you could brush up on some super basic math and general knowledge info like famous state/country capitols.  I panicked and for the life of me couldn’t remember what the capital of Italy is, BUT because of that, that added to my memory score being so low.  I guess my point is, studying and preparing could actually backfire.  If you “get the correct answer” in certain tests it could work against a diagnosis/a part that would play a significant part in diagnosing you as x disorder.  

After the survey and test part, we did a questioning part. She asked me about experiences socially, how I am among peers and adults and coworkers, how I do in school, that sort of thing.  Also a bit about my childhood.  And some opinions about myself, some difficulties I have, pretty much everything that would indicate I would have ASD.  Again, you should answer as honestly as possible.  If you try to answer “correctly” it could work against you here too because the “correct” answer could be socially appropriate or contradict something else.  If you want to prepare a list of symptoms you show, experiences that give a clear example of something you experience, and kinda like a narrative of why you should be diagnosed with ASD according to the DSM-V, that would be very helpful as a script and also you can give it to the psychiatrist as additional information since not everything can be covered.  Follow up emails are (should be) welcomed to give additional details too.  You should ask if you can email them with more stories or details because “your memory isn’t that great” or “sometimes you freeze up in social settings” or “it takes me time to process and think about my answer” (definitely autism-related valid reasons!).

Lastly, bring your comfort item! Bring stim toys!  I thought I had to mask/”be professional” so I didn’t use my tangle or anything until the topic was brought up and I asked if I could.  Honestly, stimming during your test can only add to reasons why you should be diagnosed.  Don’t try to control your autistic behaviors, mask, or force yourself to do things and act in a certain way according to neurotypical standards.  Overshare too! Not mentioning something or leaving something half-explained can only work against you.  You’re paying them for this service, they need to listen to you to do their job, the least they can do is let you talk and exist how you exist.

You can message me or send in another ask if you have more questions! Good luck! Let me know how things turn out!