FIRST YOU DON'T PAY CHILD SUPPORT, NOW THIS??
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To My Dearest Father
Pintu kamar di dekat tangga terbuka saat aku berhenti di sampingnya; lampunya masih menyala. Ingatanku membentuk sosokmu yang duduk di atas sajadah di dekat pintu.
Dengan kacamata, baju tunik, sarung, dan peci, serta Al-Quran di tanganmu. Angin membisikkan lirih suaramu ketika membaca surat Yasin sehabis subuh.
Matahari meninggi di balik jendela, menegaskan corak lantai marmer tanpa sehelai sajadah di atasnya. Pantulan cahayanya mengingatkanku bahwa tiga tahun sudah berlalu sejak kami memakamkanmu.
Sudah selama itu aku tidak mendengar suaramu selain dari rekaman beberapa menit yang tersimpan di ponselmu.
Beruntung aku masih bisa melihat senyum yang kau wariskan padaku dan mengingatkan bahwa kau adalah ayahku; separuh darah dan daging yang membentuk diriku.
Would You Still Know Me (Lizzy Greene)
If you saw me now, walking down the street
Would your heart beat fast,
Knowing we're about to meet
Would you know it's me
From the funny way I talk
And the sweet sad smile
Headed toward you down the block
If you called my name like you always would
Would it sound the same
Would it make you proud
To hear all the things I'd say
Would it ease your mind
Knowing I have found my way
Can you see your baby girl
In the woman I've come to be?
If you see me now
Would you still know me
If you start to talk
Would it be like no time's passed
And the love I'd feel
Just like when I saw you last
Would you know it's me
From the funny way I talk
And the sweet sad smile
Headed toward you down the block
If you called my name like you always would
Would it sound the same
Or different than it should
Would it make you proud
To hear all the things I'd say
Would it ease your mind
Knowing I have found my way
Can you see your baby girl
In the woman I've come to be
If you saw me now
Would you still know me
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My heart is so broken, i miss my father, i miss him and he doesn't have the capacity to love me back... I guess it's true, some girls we have daddy issues but is not funny or sexual. I just miss him, i miss the man I've always needed. I just feel so sad, he doesn't know how to love me, maybe he just doesn't and that's the saddest thing in the world. I don't think he even knows how much I've always needed him. He thinks he's not needed... He does not see me or want me in his life and that has kept my heart broken for so long ❤️🩹🥀 i just wanted a father. I just needed a father... I'll just let it out of my system, hopefully this sadness will turn into forgiveness and i can be free. I just wanted a good man in my life, i needed at least one good man capable of loving me and protect me in my life, ❤️🩹 but that's the father i got... I hope you heal from the things you don't talk about... You're a broken man with tears stuck in your heart, i wish you well 🍵🍃
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