#The pain continues

[hockeysweaterweather]

#mat barzal #anthony beauvillier #the pain continues #new york islanders

[theworldsforgottenboy]

Every fall out boy song is like *nonsense lyric* *nonsense lyric* *the most profound cunt serving couplet in the English language since Shakespeare that sends you straight back to middle school* *nonsense*

#‘​we were a hammer to the statue of David we were a painting you could never frame’ what would you trade the pain for?’ that’s primo shit #Pete wentz you gotta stop doing this to me #(please never stop) #ppl are adding there favorites in the comments and I just want to say please continue #fob #fall out boy #music

[citricat]

trying to figure out if i am fictionkin or fictionhearted or just Not Anything of Shadowsight Warrior Cats:tm:

referring to myself as him does feel right, and i feel a connection of sorts not only to the character, but to things around him- like shadowclan, his mother dovewing, rootspring + bristlefrost [kinda], the dark forest, ashfur.. [talking in third person feels SO wrong btw i wanted so badly to say ‘my mother dovewing’ instead]

but also my brain could totally be messing with me?? i havent read the broken code since it first came out, and didnt feel this way then

when will i stop struggling so bad with kinfirming things

#--the cat meows #--shadowsight #kinsidering #the pain continues #i genuinely cannot figure this out #help #please

[allpromarlo]

i love the ravens but i'd do unimaginable things to not have to watch them on saturday

#they have traumatized me enough times the straw should've been cut after that week 2 debacle #that shit will haunt me until the season ends #somehow them playing on saturday on a big ass slate makes it worse #and only one game on sunday? damn boy did the timezones fuck me up again #it doesn't help that juiceman & calais are both out #and well yk. lamar #but i wasn't expecting him to play anyways #dude we gotta have him back for either steelers or bengals this is terrible #rather have him back for steelers tho bc i'm more confident in beating them lmao #bengals are a fucking steam locomotive right now these bitches haven't lost a game in weeks #it's upsetting me and my homegirls but it's the truth #sigh we gon get this playoff berth regardless...hopefully #i have lost faith in them. gudby #nfl #baltimore ravens #i need jtuck to kick a ball through the fucking jumbotron idc #obviously only when we're up 34 which we will not be bc greg roman is a terrorist but hey. a girl can dream #the pain continues #ravensposting

[stil-lindigo]

Context: Israel “allowed” aid in the forms of flour bags to be airdropped into Gaza, waited for hundreds to congregate, and then opened fire into the crowd of desperate, starving Palestinians. 150 Palestinians were killed. Hundreds more wounded. This is being called “The Flourbag Massacre”.

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Meanwhile, over on the other side…

#the things I want to say about Israeli Zionists would get me blasted off this website #but I’ll settle for something like - #these people are depraved fascist fucks who should be tried and punished at the fucking hague #and made to suffer through even a fraction of the immense pain and suffering that they’ve forced onto palestinians #also. as someone who’s not a US citizen but js unfortunately part of the world the US influences #god I am fucking begging you neoliberal fucks to recognise what continuing support for Biden MEANS #please. PLEASE organise #free palestine #palestine #free gaza

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Alas, this beautiful dream could not last.

#dungeon meshi #falin touden #dungeon meshi spoilers #better drawn mdzs #(<- my higher effort art tag. I need to get a new one.) While it's different from my usual style I really loved how this came out! #Strolling back to the art scene to remind everyone I am still a lover of botanicals. #I had a blast with the symbolism for this one: #White lilium longiflorum (easter lily) for rebirth. Purple hyacinthus orientalis for sorrow and forgiveness. #Red spider lily (Lycoris radiata) for loss and death. #'Rebirth into something new' is so well done in Dungeon Meshi. She is back but she is not the same. #The last few episodes/chapters gives her this dreamy quality to her. As if she's not quite real. She's so perfect in their memories. #And as we know of dreams - no matter how sweet- they must end once we wake up. #It is so painful to lose someone twice. To see someone you loved in a dream and wake up and remember that loss again. #Dungeon Meshi being a grief allegory is important to me. I'll explain more as the story continues B'*)

[thepenguisalive7]

What’s holding you back?

#Continuing only brings you pain #Yet you refuse to let go #Trying to hold onto memories that shouldn’t be yours #In a body that’s long past it’s due #a walking corpse #and the children as your only tether #So why are you so determined to suffer? #qsmp #qsmp fanart #badboyhalo #badboyhalo fanart #bbh

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

a slightly scribbly Eddie for @akemima's promptlist, day one - cool outfit! well, i don't know if its Cool, but it sure is an outfit!

#mannnnn i forgot jewelry existed... could have slapped on some cute rings or earrings... #i forgor... outfits are not my forte... it shows in my choice of daily clothes as well... #i also didn't realize i didn't give him a full body until i was pretty much done so. No! Oopsies! #drawing eddie continues to be comforting and yet a total pain in the ass! #i love him! i hope he goes Through it! i hope he Dies Traumatically! i say this Every Time! #but yes cute prompt list. excited to do more #slowly though... writers brain perseveres rn... #scribble garnish #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #eddie dear #looking directly at the drag prompt. yes please yes please #eddie in drag is everything to me she's so gorgeous. augh. ough #i must find the perfect Dress...

[dykealloy]

ripple effect legacy // my tears are becoming a sea, M83

#weaving parallels but god at what cost #something something luffy inheriting the will of a burnt out sun #something something the things we leave behind (broken promises. pain. little brothers. cool fire punch moves) #see the significance of ace is that he spends his whole life asking 'should i even have been born' and then through the positive #impact he has on everyone around him he creates a continuing cycle of change where people reach out a hand to help others #he said 'im not sure i deserve to live' and then became the most remembered and loved and sorely missed dude in one piece #like it's almost comedic how luffy keeps finding his big brother in the stories and best qualities of all the people he comes across vs. #people who knew ace and keep seeing pieces of him in luffy #anyway happy new year portgas d. ace trauma be upon ye~ #one piece #op #portugas d ace #portgas d ace #asl brothers #yamato #wano spoilers #one piece spoilers #CJ's edits #amv #monkey d luffy #straw hat luffy #monkey d. luffy #portgas d. ace #CJ's op watch-through

[maggiecheungs]

"The path you must take has been prepared for you. You have no choice but to revolutionise the world."

REVOLUTIONARY GIRL UTENA 🌹 BLACK ROSE ARC

#revolutionary girl utena #utena #shoujo kakumei utena #rgu #sku #black rose arc #souji mikage #mamiya chida #oldanimeedit #animeedit #utenaedit #ellisgifs #flashing tw #flickering tw #impalement tw #the way these get progressively more graphic and disturbing as the episodes go on….. chef’s kiss #the first time it happens you're like 'wow! what an aesthetically gorgeous and highly stylised metaphor' #but as the arc continues the animation and framing shifts to show that this is actually a very real and very painful violation #and then.... when you begin to apply that insight to anthy and her experiences as the rose bride.... yeah #oooof #god i have so many thoughts and feelings about the black rose arc!!!! black rose arc supremacy!!!!!!

[cassafrasscr]

Because I'm having a bad fucking chronic pain day, and feeling some type of way about it, I'm gonna rant more about Ashton.

Can we talk about how Ashton talks about their pain? Or rather, how he doesn't?

I think Ashton's actually mentioned actively being in pain, like... 3 times in the 86 episodes they've filmed so far? The first time that I can remember is during/immediately after Imogen and FCG delved into their mind and actually experienced what it's like to live in their body.

The second time was in the second episode of the Issylra arc, when the group is packing up to move towards Hearthdell, and Ashton mentions off-hand that he was in pain the night before.

And then the third time was e86. When Ashton collapses after dropping his Titan form, and Orym asks if they're okay, Ashton’s response is along the lines of "I'm fine, it just hurts."

You know what Ashton says a lot more often?

I'm so tired. I'm exhausted. We should really take a rest first. Can we please take a fucking rest now?

It seems subtle at first, but as someone who has chronic pain it hits hard. 'Cause most of the time that's exactly what I say.

Because when you're in pain all the time, the healthy/abled/non-chronic-pain-havers around you don't want to hear about it. It makes them uncomfortable.

Being in constant pain and giving voice to it makes you a whiner. A complainer. A wuss. A flake.

Have you tried yoga? Or drinking more water? Or the current fad diet?

So instead, you learn to allude to it in ways that won’t make the ableds uncomfortable. For me, a lot of the time, that takes the form of:

"I'm just really tired."

So, seeing Ashton pushing themself well past their limits to keep up with their friends and doing what the other Hells want - only to end up completely nerfing themself with 2 points of exhaustion... hits very close to home. Especially seeing most of their friends completely disregard their pain until they couldn't anymore.

Orym is really the only one who consistently shows any consideration for their chronic pain - and the boundaries and limitations that go with it. I only had a handful of friends like that when I was younger, and I treasured every single one of them.

As the kid who always got left behind to walk with a chaperone on field trips because I couldn't keep up with the other kids... it brings back a lot of that frustration and hurt to see it playing out like this for Ashton, but also validates it in a way I'm profoundly grateful for.

Anyway. That's all I have to say about that at the moment. I'll climb down off my soapbox now.

(Really slowly though, 'cause my knees are fucking killing me.)

#i continue to have a lot of feelings about Ashton #i'm in a lot of pain right now #and i'm big mad about it #taliesin jaffe is so good at representation #ashton greymoore #cr3 #critical role #critical role spoilers #cr3e86 #chronic pain #meta #character analysis #long post

[crocodilenjoyer]

he's our little brother. take care of him.

anne carson - antigone / alec benjamin - if we have each other / dan pearce - single dad laughing: the best of year one / kodaline - brother

#dean winchester voice we're gonna fix you up. that's my job right? to look after my pain in the ass little brother. #[guy who's not over marineford voice] yeah i'm sooo over marineford #tried to read the manga for reference. got sad about ace and luffy again. thus the cycle continues #asl brothers #ace #luffy #sabo #riko.txt #one piece #op spoilers #kinda???? it's been out for over a decade. everyone talks about it #btw you have NO IDEA how much it took for me to not include the spn gif i made for this. or the shinazugawa bros scene. you know the one. #anyway. hahaha. heehee. hohohoho. i'm an older brother. i have a younger sister. and. i get it. #she was having a bad time a few months back and i remember telling her i'd do anything for her. i don't think i've ever meant anything more #so. yeah. i get it.

[ofshivelight]

i've been trying to avoid talking about the conflict here, but my temple got vandalized with pro-palestine graffiti yesterday and i just. it really feels like no one cares about jews except other jews. it's not even on the news in my city. why is it acceptable to blame every jew everywhere for the actions of a different country halfway across the world. it's just a nightmare that goes on and on

#i've been so overwhelmed with everything that my conversion studies have slowed but this felt like a kick in the back #i'm so determined to continue this path despite the pain but man. the pain is so‚ so much #judaism #jumblr #jew by choice #antisemitism

[kitocrystal]

I'm tired.

#kitos art #fanart #dc #jason todd #red hood #tim drake #robin #people forget that jason and tim never had any positive connections until much later AFTER tim became robin #at the start tim didn't give that much of a frick for jason's robin #while jason would ofc only know of tim's existence after his resurrection #people thinking jason is tim's favorite makes my chest ache with pain #because they removed a special connection that tim had with dick #some fanon stuff are good #but this one #i dont agree with #and continue to deny it exists #this fanon sucks #tags were edited mere minutes after this was posted #bc i wrote it on half a braincell #jason was never tim's favorite #fight me on that bc i will die on this hill

[equill]

The Warden

Panel: No escape.

Ok, now just some silly ideas to share (playing around with the au)

Comic 1: Invading dreams

Extra: no thanks.

Comic 2: Unwanted attention

#naruto #naruto fanart #kakashi hatake #rin nohara #obito uchiha #infinite tsukuyomi #fanart #art #my art #sketch #drawing #digital art #hello i have yet to combust #just some drawings to share to get back to posting #playing around with styles of coloring #anywayss went back to the infinite tsukuyomi au #it’s started off as trying to learn and bring back information or dreams to entertain kakashi #(being aware of being trapped is taking a toll oh him) #but soon as they continue to view around and traveling through the roots #seeing how everyone has a different look on him #they catch a glimpse of obito looking around #so the journey starts as it makes sure that he’ll never get his hands on him again #hiding him with the cocooned as much as possible and #(at some point it detaches itself from the original genjutsu and lives off kakashi chakra) #then #be it build a defense around the mind or alternatively #erase memories that kakashi has of him #the genjutsu conclusion is that this is what will make Kakashi happy #if he never remember then the pain associated with it would cease #kakashi is horrified to know with pasting time his mind is essentially being tampered with

[californiannostalgia]

unforgivable. how the world keeps. using. vax and keyleth against each other.

shackles of enduring love on the cornerstones of the world. marisha was right, THIS RELATIONSHIP IS PSYCHIC DAMAGE.

#critical role #cr spoilers #c3e51 #vax'ildan #keyleth #isn't them continuing to love each other from opposite ends of the gates of death enough pain?? #don't they deserve good things??? #vaxleth #vox machina #otp: fate touched destined lineage in a lifespan