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machetegirl109 · 10 months

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Synopsis: During a hot day at the beach with your friends, the sexual tension between you and Ellie leads the both of you to the passenger seat of her truck; again. *inspiration: tudo aconteceu by mc du black*

Warnings: 18+, MDNI, F/F, modern!AU, suggestive and offensive language, weed&alcohol, smut, dry humping, very good vibes, loser!ellie x reader

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Word Count: 2.2k+

Oneshot: It All Happened

❝︎i fell in love

now i miss you endlessly❞︎

It was a hot day. The sun shined bright and no dark clouds were visible in the sky; it was the perfect day to go to the beach, and oh, Ellie was dying to. As soon as Dina texted her, demanding that she’d meet her, Jesse and you at the beach, excitement formed at the pit of her stomach as she hurriedly changed from her sleepwear to a black triangle two-piece set, anticipating seeing you again. She wondered what swimsuit you would wear this time, if it was the colored one that flattered the tone of your skin, or that Brazilian cut bikini that perfectly displayed your pretty ass.

Ellie put on a pair of light washed jean shorts, not bothering to put on a shirt and stepping into her simple havaianas. Grabbing a tote back and packing it with some necessities like a towel, water bottles and sunscreen, as well as a tin of Altoids that was filled with some pre-rolls. She gets into her truck and makes her way to the beach, quietly singing along to the song that plays on the radio. The memory of you on top of her, wearing nothing but a wet bikini bottom and a blunt between your fingers replayed inside her head – What I’d give to see her all high and fuck out on my lap again she thought and her blood felt like electricity as it flowed through her veins all the way down to her core.

After driving for about an hour, she finally arrives and parks her car in a more secluded area before the entry of the beach — The spot was hidden behind some palm trees that blocked surrounding vision, making it the perfect place to spend some alone time with you later. Ellie takes her things and heads to the beach, her eyes wander around until she spots Jesse sitting on his sunchair; head laid back, eyes closed towards the sunny sky and body spread on in as he holds a cold Heineken can. Upon hearing someone approach him, Jesse turns his face to his side, looking at Ellie who’s setting her tote bag onto the burning sand and taking a seat on the chair next to his.

“Ellieee, ‘sup, my friend!” He reaches his hand towards hers, exchanging a dap greeting. Ellie smiles and he continues. “There’s some drinks on the cooler right there,” Jesse points to a small light-blue icebox a few steps from them. “And some snacks on the bag beside it,” She nods looking at the black backpack. “Feel free to take whatever you want; Dina and Y/N are taking a swim.” Ellie turns her gaze to the wide blue ocean, watching as you and Dina laugh splashing the water around.

“Thanks. You getting in, too?”

“Yeah, just wanted to drink a bit and catch a tan first.” Ellie stands and walks towards the cooler, opening and getting a beer. Going to sit again, she opens it and takes a sip, the cold liquid refreshing her throat as she lays her back onto the beach chair. “What about you, gonna take a dip with Y/N?” She chuckles and turns her face away from him.

“I don’t know what you mean by that,”

“Haa, I’m not so sure about that. You think we don’t know what y’all were up to in your car when we came to the beach last week?”

“We just… Talked. And- and we hotboxed.” She trips over her words, shy over the little escapade you two had.

“Whenever two people who have insane sexual tension are together, in a closed space, they do a lot more than just talking.” Jesse proclaims as if it was a matter of fact and Ellie rolls her eyes.

“Whatever… You’re so annoying.”

“I know,” He says proudly as he places his drink on the sand and stands up. “I’m gonna go play mermaids’ with Dina now, wanna come?”

“Not now, go ahead.” Ellie watches as Jesse lets out an alright and he begins to walk towards the crystalline water, swimming towards you and Dina who smiles as he approaches. Soon the three of you engage in a conversation following up by Jesse making an exaggerated mermaid act, causing you and Dina to swim a little further from him.

“Can you two please stop being boring bitches and have fun?” He pleads, upset over the fact you nor his girlfriend wanted to act like kids in public.

“Yeah, no. I’m not gonna swim around and act stupid like you.”

“You’re just mad I have childlike wonder, Y/N.” He goes closer to Dina and wraps his arms around her. “Will you play with me, Dina? You can be Ariel and I’ll be Prince Eric.”

“We can reenact that scene where he drowns but instead of saving you I just swim away.” Dina suggests and he lets an annoyed huff out.

“Wow, I thought you loved me.”

“God, Jesse, when did you get so dramatic?” She hugs him back and he kisses her cheek. “I’ll play with you.”

“Y/N?” Jesse looks at you with puppy eyes and you hum. “Will you play with your dear friends?”

“No, but thanks for asking.” He kisses his teeth and throws the salty water in your direction. “Jesse!”

“You should go be boring with Ellie,” He says, pulling Dina closer to where the ocean got deeper. “She's by our stuff.” A smile appears on your face as Jesse lets you know she’s already here, you begin to swim back hurriedly, excited to see Ellie again. “They’re down bad for each other, huh?” Dina nods in agreement, the two of them watching you running towards the spot you all settled in when you arrived at the beach earlier this morning.

When Ellie sees you walking towards her, her green eyes sparkle with desire as she looks down at your body, almost exposed under the tiny bikini you’re wearing. You two exchange smiles with hidden intentions on it. When you finally stop in front of her chair, you lower yourself on her lap, pulling her into a hug; her body shivers as your cold wet body touches her hot one. Ellie takes in your scent, the mixture of sand and salty water into her nose as she presses her face onto the crook of your neck, making you only hug her even tighter.

“Hi Els,” You say softly as you pull back, looking at her face — Cheeks slightly red from the sun and her freckles more intense. “I wanted to see you so bad.” You confess shyly; not being able to take her off of your mind since the last encounter you two had.

“I wanted to see you, too.” Her hand comes up to your cheek, softly caressing it. “Did you not want to play mermaids with Jesse?” Ellie asks with humor in her voice and you chuckle.

“Yeah, I'd rather be around you,” Her smile widens and her hand falls to your naked thigh and your heartbeat falters. “Why didn’t you get in?” Ellie raises her other hand that holds her beer and gives it a little shake.

“I was just finishing up, and–” Ellie fingers trace up and down your soft skin, she looks down at your chest, covered by a small burgundy triangle top, and then backs up your eyes as she clears her throat. “To be honest, I was hoping you'd come here. I brought you something.” She leans forward on her beach chair with you still seated across both her legs, and places her can onto the sand, grabbing her tote bag. You observe her attentively as she removes a scratched metal tin and places it into your hands. Opening it, you see four perfectly wrapped blunts.

“Really? They're for me?” You give her a toothy smile, making her heart melt.

“Uhm. Just for you.” You close the tin and press a kiss onto Ellie's freckled cheek, who instantly holds your hips closer. You lean into her, moving your lips to her ear; giving a soft bite on her lobe. You can feel her body slightly shake under you – A naughty smile creeps up your face and you place one to the back of her neck, gripping it harshly as you pull her impossibly closer to you.

“You should take me to your car.” Your warm breath hits down her ear as you whisper and an almost inaudible moan escapes her lips. Ellie stands causing you to be back on your feet again and she quickly holds your empty hand, pulling you towards the beach entry with her. You try to keep up with her pace as you follow behind, and soon enough you two reach her old truck that hides behind the palm trees. Not being able to wait anymore, she presses you against the door and smacks a kiss onto your lips. Her soft lips carry a slight taste of the beer she was previously drinking.

You place your arms around her shoulders and Ellie clutches your hip with one hand as the other one moves down your thigh, grabbing it and bringing it up making you close your leg around her waist. She bites your bottom lip and pulls it forward with her teeth, her head going back as you reach her face to kiss her again. Before you're able to press them together again, she lets go of it and drops your leg back on the ground: giving your ass a slap as she pulls you away from the door.

Ellie opens the passenger seat door and enters; getting comfortable onto the seat as she pats both her hands over her thighs that are uncovered on her small low waist jean shorts.

“C’mere, pretty.” With no need to tell you twice, you get in, setting yourself on top of her with each of your legs divided on her sides; you throw the small metal tin on the driver’s seat. You press a small kiss on her lips before they make their way down her neck – One of her hands meets your ass again; she squeezes it roughly, earning a moan from you, and the other closer to the door reaches for the handle, shutting it close. “You look for fucking hot wearing that,” You move your lips back to hers and soon you two start a heavy and messy make out session.

Sinking your teeth into the plumpiness of her bottom lip, she opens her mouth allowing your tongue to move in and hers, too, explores the inside of your mouth. You grip her short locks tightly and she groans inside the kiss; both her hands holding onto each side of your asscheeks, rocking you back and forth above her crotch.

As the moans of you two start to get louder and louder each time your hips hit towards hers, you break the kiss; planning your hands on the sides of the headstand as Ellie tries to open her legs as much as she can in order to feel your clothed cunt rub against hers. She stares deep in your eyes, holding onto you as if you were about to run away, Ellie starts to move you against her even faster and rougher.

“Shit–” Her chest raises up and down fastly, her lungs losing air as she sees you untying your top and discarding it beside the joint-filled altoids. She feels herself getting even wetter at the vision of your perky nipples; lowering her mouth on your boobs, she alternates between the two as she sucks and licks, bites and kisses. Adrenaline and lust run through your veins as you feel her warm muscle on your sensitive nipples.

“Els– ahh,” Pornography moans leave your mouth, you two reaching closer and closer to that final snap inside the pit of your stomachs. “Don't stop, don't stop, pleasepleaseplease,” Upon hearing your cries, Ellie moans along with you as she deliciously rubs your cunt more violently against her own. Her eyes roll back as she feels your hand move from her naked stomach to her covered chest, sliding it under her top and flicking her nipple.

“Baby, baby– I'm gonna cum,” Ellie announces as her mouth lets go of your tits with a wet plop. You nod your head, letting her know you will, too. “Kiss me,” Tending to her wish, you put your lips on hers, kissing it one last time before you two reach your releases’. As Ellie feels the creamy liquid drip inside her bikini bottoms, her guidance on your hips falter, making you slow down, too, riding out your high. “Holy fuck.”

You let yourself fall into her as tiredness hits you. Ellie moves her hands to your back, giving you a bear hug. As the two of you take your time to catch your breath, she presses kind and loving kisses over your face, making you giggle with adoration.

“You want to smoke a little?” Ellie asks, a hint of desperation on her voice as she has finally met the opportunity to get you looking all pretty with your eyes red and horny on her lap, again. You nod your head, excitement making its way through your body.

“Yes, I do!”

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bitter-bats-cult-of-the-moon · 5 months

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Energy Shields - Basic and Advanced Techniques

Psychic Defense Technique One – White Light

This technique is widely accepted and utilized within the new age and mainstream avenues involving metaphysics. The initial concept is about surrounding ourselves with white light encompassing positive energies relating to protection and love.

White light often is associated with illumination, purity, harmony, and wholeness. It raises our awareness and energy vibrations as a whole while neutralizing negativity away from us.

Visualization Remedies

Imagine yourself in the center of the room illuminated by light bulbs providing warmth and security to you and your home.

Find yourself standing under the shower waters or next to a waterfall. Seeing and feeling the waters turn into light illuminating over you and around you are becoming a protection barrier.

Visualize angels watching over you and the light is radiating and forming just the right kind of shields.

Psychic Defense Technique Two – Bubble Shields and Layers

Bubble Shields

The Bubble Technique uses the idea that we can mentally surround ourselves with either a bubble or shield itself that will reflect and absorb negativity, so we do not feel the full effects. It is useful when having to learn shielding techniques because the bubble or shields themselves can feed on the negative energies directed at us, but only if there is a filter being used.

Filters

When it comes to energy filters try to think of it like this. We use coffee filters to take in all the good stuff leaving behind the coffee grounds or else it slows down our intake and is more like sludge that we are drinking. Some of us are left feeling nauseas and will end up sick if this keeps happening.

Throat Chakra

The color blue is associated with the throat chakra and this energy point represents will power. Whenever an individual visualizes their personal shield try combining the associated color and chakra point energies because directing willpower and your voice to the shield strengthens it.

Layers

When it comes to the bubble shielding technique it is a good starting point for beginner energy workers, but there are advanced methods one should learn to further reinforce themselves.

The easiest way for me to explain this is an individual should start out by visualizing the sphere around them and from there adding more layers. You can be creative with this, and the bubble method doesn't always have to be utilized in this way. Some practitioners visualize a suit of armour or an actual shield that will aid in their personal protection. So, my question is what do you think would work best for you? Is the armor or bubble surrounded by elemental energies that correspond with you as an individual? What about colors and their metaphysical meanings? Are there any plants or animals that work with you in order to properly create these shields?

It doesn't always have to be the bubble method or suit of armour either. The shield can be a triangle like a pyramid or walls built around you. The creativity is left up to you as the author.

My best advice for trying out advanced shields and adding in layers is to write and / or draw it out physically for yourself. Do not show anyone else because this is for your eyes only. Having an actual physical visual for yourself helps because you can look at this and change things around at any given time.

Psychic Defense Technique Three – Shadow Shields

Like the bubble and light variations of shields the shadow shield can be formed as either a barrier, fog, mist, or utilized as a combination. For focus and laying out the basic foundations visualize yourself in a dark room so that there is a perpetual shadow. This will familiarize you with how you may look in the darkness of a room or another way to achieve this is by going outside and peering down into your own shadow visualizing it as a suit of armor or your shield.

The shadow shield can be turned into an offensive weapon as well if the magician visualizes additional parts to their own shadow such as spikes, barbs, or tendrils. It's also an effective cloaking method if one wishes to remain unnoticed by people around them. The shadow when visualized properly can create a camouflaged space around you, but this method requires more energy and focus to maintain. Remember and think of things like this as well. It's easier to hide behind shadows than in a clear or colored shield.

Psychic Defense Technique Four – Physical Body Positions

Certain body positions can act to close off the energy circuits and protect chakra points depending on where the arms and legs are crossed. Next time you are around someone that seems to be draining and pulling at your energy or spewing a bunch of negativities try sitting down and crossing your arms and legs. Simply listen, but do not give into their issues.

Another way to try this is to think about your chakra points along the human body. If you are unable to sit down, think about the throat and heart chakras. Visualize slowly closing the chakras off temporarily while around these types of people.

Psychic Defense Technique Five – Reflections

Mirrors

The visualization technique here is to imagine mirrors facing outwards so that energy is reflected away from you. This is a good method to try whenever keeping unwanted energy out. Everything will be reflected return to sender.

Another way to utilize this is by visualizing mirrors around someone else facing inward. Whatever they try to send at you will return to them. The cause and effect will be that they themselves get to deal with their own energies instead of causing harm to your own.

Negative Bubbles

Visualize a bubble around the person that is being negative. Similar to the mirror method, whenever the individual in question tries to throw negative energy or use negative emotions to their advantage, the energy won't be able to escape the bubble. The person will feel everything for themselves versus harming you. They will learn to be nice or be zapped by their own negative energies.

Hallways And Doors

Remember that person throwing negative energies at you? Instead of visualizing mirrors or bubbles to return to sender you can also try this. For any psychic attack being thrown in your direction visualize and redirect those energies by looping hallways with doors or imagine whatever it is attacking you on fire before giving the outside energies a kick to the curb.

Psychic Defense Technique Six – Salt

Kosher Salt or Sea Salt works the best for protection because these types of salt absorb negative energies and will ground them or take it away from you. There are many different ways to use salt. How does this help in shielding yourself one might ask? Simple. Sea Salt can be used as a physical or energetic barrier. It is also good for grounding your own energies because it is an element from the earth.

Salt Remedies

Salt in a small cup around a busy room and where you work the most will help by absorbing the negative energies. Make sure to flush and change the salt out every month.

Sprinkle salt into bath water and soak. The salt will absorb and take negative energy from you while also grounding your energies. Add a touch of baking soda if you need to kickstart your own energies and revive what has been lost.

Dilute salt and mineral water into a spray bottle. In each room that has been overloaded with negativity I want you to spray mist into the air. This will cleanse and clear your home. Alot of people tend to try this if they cannot or will not use smoke cleansing methods.

Psychic Defense Technique Seven – Protection Symbols

Protection symbols come in many different forms but will only work if you believe in them. Your belief in the symbol actually working will give the best results. Confidence is always the key whenever one is working in metaphysics, period. Belief is the most important, and when it comes to protection symbols, they can be utilized as an additional method to your energy shields. The symbol can act to strengthen the subconscious mind which adds to your defenses.

What works best for you? Many people believe in different things and any symbol can be used for protection as long as the symbol means something to you. What may work for you might not work for the next person due to having different beliefs.

Psychic Defense Technique Eight – Prayer and Affirmations

Prayers are good for building positive energy, amplifying protections, and adding layers of defense to your energy system. It's a good way to get to know your deities and spirits as well. While this may be a good tool for building a relationship with your spirits, please remember to not fall into the habit of doing this and becoming too dependent. Deities and Spirits are there to help guide you. They are teachers and sometimes will become your friend -but like all other mentors they want what is best for you so that you will grow. This includes being able to protect yourself without aid at some point as you progress in your metaphysical workings.

Affirmations are about bringing positivity to yourself as a person.

Simple affirmations include:

"I allow only positivity around me."

"My vibrations grow stronger every day."

When writing out an affirmation try to keep it in the first-person perspective and stay in the present. Do not sink into the past and think about all the negatives. Affirmations are about all the positives one possesses. Adding this right after a prayer is a good way to boost relationships with your spirits.

Psychic Defense Technique Nine – Crystals

Crystals can be used for various workings and amplify your protections or work to protect you on their own accord. Many crystals are already attuned to certain metaphysical properties and each stone holds its own meaning. There is even a way to use crystals and lay out a grid for bigger spell workings or intentions. To provide some great examples; black tourmaline and most obsidian stones are great for protection aid and are good choices for crystal grids when seeking out protection and absorbing negative energies away from you. Most crystal grids rely on a bigger crystal that is central to the rest being used because they act as a generator giving power to the grid itself and amplifying the other crystals within the line up. A lot of people use clear quartz for generator crystals, however if this type of crystal is under too much strain or absorbs too much negative energies they are known to chip and crack. Darker stones are your friend.

Psychic Defense Technique Ten – Sounds

Using sound as a means of defense can be effective and primarily it is used more so as a warning or deterrent within an outer to middle layer of your shields. Sound distracts and thus scatters a target's focus on the original intent. With this obviously there is a source of irritation present rather than direct counter attacks.

Various sounds that can be used are high pitched ringing, alarming bells, constant chatter of people as background noise, nails on a chalk board, etcetera.

Which sound you choose for yourself is entirely up to your imagination and as always one method may not work for all attackers.

At times, this is a temporary idea for whenever you need to craft your shield and get other layers up.

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fierymiasma · 1 year

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۵ The Spare ۵ // Sebastian x f!MC x Ominis - Silver Trio

Summary: Ominis tries to be happy for Sebastian and their new friend. Really he's happy that his two favorite people have starting seeing each other.

...It's too bad that he wasn't included.

Sebastian and f!MC try repeatedly to court Ominis, too bad he's oblivious.

Tags: Love triangles, Slight Angst with eventual happy ending, Confessions, Mutual Pining, Fluff, OT3, Silver Trio, Making Out

Word Count: 5k 🍃

A/Ns: Got a lot of requests from readers to do a spin-off of my other Silver Trio Fic "Between". It's a bit longer but hope you enjoy it!

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"Your willingness to use powerful spells is admirable. You're much more powerful than you ever let on."

"Sebastian, please, you can stop with all the flattery." She laughed, trying to fight the rising blush on her cheeks. She casted another spell at the practice dummy. "I've already promised you that I'll take you on my next outing to fight the poachers instead of Natty. You have already gotten what you want!"

The boy in question mocked offense. "What? I can't give the most powerful witch our age a simple compliment?" She rolled her eyes playfully, pretending to be annoyed. Sebastian was unrelenting. "I bet you could even give Professor Hecat a run for her money."

Ominis's hand trembled on his wand, unable to cast the new spell they've been practicing. His stomach couldn't help but churn in disgust as his friends continue to tease each other. Even in the vast space of the Undercroft, it felt too stifling whenever Sebastian charmed their mutual friend.

His wand showed him the hazy rough outlines of the other two. Sebastian's arm practically draped around her. Ever since the start of their 6th year, the trio had been spending more and more time together in the Undercroft. Sebastian and the Hufflepuff frequently snuck out of the castle at all hours of the day, finding adventure elsewhere.

Ominis tried not to let it bother him, how close they were getting. They had invited him along, of course, time and time again on all of their adventures. Ominis had no idea why they thought that he would like to trail along after them. Be a bystander to the newfound romance that the other two were so clearly keeping a secret from him? Hard pass, thank you very much.

"Your spellwork is exception." Sebastian continued, watching her land a particularly nasty hit on the dummy. "You'll have to teach me some of the tricks you've picked up."

Ominis could feel the palpable embarrassment emitting from her. She tucked a stray strand of hair behind her ears. "Well, I did take a leaf out of your book, Sebastian. I picked up this jinx from one of the books I 'borrowed' from the restricted section."

Sebastian laughed. "Getting into places you're not supposed to be? A woman after my own heart."

Ominis swallowed thickly. It felt like it was only yesterday that Sebastian returned after his first night sneaking into the restricted section with the new student.

Sebastian groaned, flopping face first into his bed, exhausted from a night of crouching around the library away from the searching eyes of Madam Scribner.

"Did you have fun, Sebastian?" Ominis drawled from his on bed, having been rudely woken back up by Sebastian's return.

To Ominis's shock, Sebastian sighed dreamingly.

"Merlin's beard, Ominis. She's exceptional."

Something ugly festered inside Ominis. He wanted to be done with this conversation, to go back to bed and wake up to a reality where he could still pretend he had a chance of being with Sebastian. "I'm afraid I don't know what you're referring to."

Sebastian rolled onto his back, looking up at the top of his canopy bed, as if he was trying to picture her face. "The new girl. On her very first duel, she knocks me flat on my bum." He scoffed. "Said it was good practice. What I won't give to duel her again. Makes getting detention for her entirely worth it."

Unable to stomach any more of Sebastian's words, Ominis fluffed his pillow before turning away from the other boy.

"Ominis, she's beautiful. Her lips, her eyes, her hair. Merlin's beard, Ominis, she could be part Veela for all I know. The second she walks into any room, it's like everything else fades away." Sebastian squeezed his pillow close to his chest as he faced the other boy. "Ominis the things she can do with a wand. The way she took down that troll…" Sebastian sighed, lost in his own thoughts.

Ominis was glad that his back was facing Sebastian. He was afraid that his expressions would betray his inner anguish. "Fighting a troll for you on her first day of Hogwarts?" Ominis's nose wrinkled. He was painfully reminded of all the other giggling girls who threw themselves at Sebastian's feet. "There is a such a thing as trying too hard."

Sebastian's smile dipped downward. "No, Ominis, the fight was almost easy. That's how brilliant she is."

Ominis had always known that the crush he harbored on the other Slytherin boy was doomed from the very start. Sebastian's silver tongue had the entire female population of Hogwarts (and some of the wizards as well) completely under his spell. Why, with enough effort, Sebastian could certainly find a witch he liked enough to settle down with.

It seemed like, Sebastian already had.

Tears burning his eyes, Ominis pulled the covers over his head, trying to drown out Sebastian's stream of consciousness as he continued to heap praises on the new student.

"Ominis?" She shook his arm gently. "Ominis, are you with us?"

Ominis returned to the present. Honeysuckle, rosewater, and ivy. Her perfume was a familiar comforting presence. His tight knuckles relaxed on his wand. His eyes felt too hot, and he hoped he hadn't teared up in front of them. He could feel the other two exchange concerned looks. She reached over. Her thumb rubbed soothing circles on Ominis's biceps. Even under all his layers of fabric, he could feel goosebumps starting to form.

He withdrew from her hot touch.

His parents had always told Ominis that love at first sight (or lack of sight) was a fairy tale fantasy left for those of lesser blood or muggles. So, Ominis was entirely unprepared for it when he confronted the Hufflepuff sneaking out of the Undercroft for the first time.

He heard the telltale mechanical whirls of the clocktower that hid the Undercroft. He heard distinct footsteps, light, with a high heel to them.

It was just as he had feared. It wasn't Sebastian. The magical aura that surrounded this next person didn't feel quite like Sebastian's. It was foreign, ancient and old. It was the newest addition to the Hogwarts student body. The insufferable show off who somehow seduced her way into winning a duel against Sebastian.

Ominis couldn't tell what he was more angry at: her existence or Sebastian who had betrayed his trust by telling a practical stranger the secrets behind the undercroft. It was Ominis's hiding place, his secret to give. It was special, a place where Sebastian and Ominis could be together, alone. Where Ominis could pretend that he had escaped from the cruel reality of their lives.

He turned that infamous Gaunt anger onto the new girl. She was a Hufflepuff, like all of her brethren, Ominis was sure she would wilt under his venomous tongue. It wasn't the first time Ominis sent a girl crying back to her dorm.

"Did you just come from the Undercroft?" He snarled. "How did you get in here?"

Calmly, the new student answered. "Actually, Sebastian brought me there. But he made it perfectly clear to keep quiet about it." She had a soft, soothing melodic voice.

Ominis scoffed, ignoring the way his heart skipped a beat at the sound of her voice. Typical Hufflepuff, soft-spoken, meek, quick to squeal and rat out their friends the second their arm got twisted.

"You breathe a word about this place to anyone and not even your precious Professor Fig will be able to help you."

He could tell that mentioning Professor Fig had struck a nerve. The quiescent unnamable magic swirling around her grew sharp, its aura almost suffocating Ominis. She took a firm step forward towards him, her heels echoing loudly against the marble tiles. Her voice grew louder, firmer. "You needn't threaten me, Gaunt. But mention Professor Fig again, and even your family name won't be able to shield you from me."

She took another step forward. Ominis took a hesitant step back. He didn't expect the badger to have claws. "I was trying to defend Sebastian. He was clear that this was a secret place, and I was to tell no one." Ominis was startled by her closeness. He could smell her perfume, flowery. Honeysuckle, rosewater, and ivy. She took another step forward. "Sebastian's a good friend. He cares very deeply for you."

Ominis's lips curled. As if she knew anything about Sebastian. About what Sebastian's wants and needs were. He held his ground. "I don't need you to tell me about my oldest friend, thank you very much. Sebastian gets himself in enough trouble. He doesn't need your help."

To Ominis's surprise, her shoulders relaxed a bit. Her arms uncrossed in understanding. "You care for Sebastian. You worry over him." Ominis's throat felt dry. Was she trying to insinuate something? "You needn't be concerned, Ominis. I can see you're scared." Ominis was about to deny her accusations but found that he couldn't breathe. "I am not trying to come in between you or Sebastian. Your…bond is sacred." Was he that obvious? "I'm not trying to steal anyone's…friend away from them."

For once in Ominis's life, he was speechless. It was rare for him to find someone who could match his venomous tongue and cruel words.

"I'm not sure what you're implying." Ominis lied. "You forget yourself, new girl."

"Ominis! Ominis!" Sebastian practically shouted in his ear.

Ominis jumped. Too lost in thought, he hadn't realized that he had been daydreaming again. They were still in the Undercroft, practice dummies now completely forgotten. Her soft hands were still on his arm, trying to comfort him. Sebastian, on his right, hovering a tad closer than a concerned friend normally should.

His throat felt dry. He wasn't comfortable being the center of their undivided attention. He needed air.

"You two keep practicing your hexes." Ominis muttered, pulling his arm away from her and turning away from Sebastian. "I need to lie down for a bit."

Ominis wasn't able to see the way Sebastian's eyes met the Hufflepuff's, a silent conversation held with just eyes alone. "Is everything alright?" Sebastian asked. "Ominis, you can confide in us, if you need."

Ominis snorted as he threw his satchel over his shoulder. Like he could ever reveal his true feelings to the happy couple.

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He avoided the Hufflepuff and her Slytherin for a better part of two weeks. A difficult task given how persistent the other two were.

"Ominis! There you are." Sebastian purred, his voice dipping down an octave. "You've been rather difficult to pin down lately."

Ominis didn't even pause. If anything, he walked faster down the hallway to his next class. "I'm sorry, Sebastian. Far too busy with this extra essay Professor Sharp assigned me. I'll see you at dinner."

His partner in crime appeared around the corner, as if she apparated to Sebastian's side. "A-Ah, hello, Ominis!" She nervously greeted. "Your hair looks rather nice today! Looks kind of like the portrait of the bloke we're learning in History of Magic."

Ominis did finally pause in his stride. "Uric…the…Oddball? I look like a lunatic who wears a jellyfish on his head?"

Her shoulders fell. Maybe she should have paid more attention in class. She hadn't actually thought that one through too much.

Without another word, Ominis swept away around the corner, onto his next class.

Now properly alone, Sebastian groaned. "Merlin's beard, sweetheart, what was that? Were you trying to woo him or get him to commit you to a loony bin? We want to charm him not send him running away screaming!"

She glared at him in offense. "I'm not good at flirting!"

Sebastian sighed, running his fingers through his hair in fake exasperation. He couldn't help but smile, as he looked at her teasingly. "It is truly one of Hogwarts biggest mysteries how you managed to bag someone as charming as me."

She tried to kick him in the shin for good measure. He calmly took a small step back avoiding her rather short legs.

"Don't worry, sweetheart. Sebastian's here for you. Time to show you how to properly sweep a man off his feet."

She rolled her eyes, "Like you can do better."

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maddy-ferguson · 1 year

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my controversial take is that a lot of mike's actions make sense even if he's not gay/bi or is not in love with will. even though i think byler endgame is a possibility i think the way the writers wrote the situation does make sense within the narrative we've been shown

why doesnt mike hug at the airport? he literally spells it out for us; he thought he lost will's friendship because he focused too much on el and hugging will at the airport would feel weird for him in that situation. he couldn't say he loves el to el because of his insecurities and he thought he wasn't special for el and he thought el would leave him some day and it would hurt mike more. it makes sense within mike's character. insecurities make a person do illogical stuff sometimes. he is a teenage kid who makes mistakes and apologizes and he doesn't know everything all the time, he is many times oblivious and he doesn't mean bad, he's just a flawed kid. and it makes sense for him to think that he lost will and el because mike's character is literally structured around losing both will and el in different ways and in different parts of the show.

and the other parts ppl kinda cherrypick-- why does he say he loved el at first sight and his life started that day and he loves her on her bad days and goes on about stating her superheroism? bc he's a 14 years old kid, he might be thinking that meeting el truly changed his life and he felt a connection to her from the beginning, that's how he verbalizes his feelings in the monologue. why does he talk about el's superheroism? because he thinks el is his superhero and he tries to compliment her as the way he knows how to do it. why does he not realize what will is going through? because it is a personal storyline for will to overcome, will is not ready to come out or admit his feelings yet therefore narratively mike is made to be oblivious.

like honestly i think the situation is not as complex as ppl try to make it out to be here. mike is like nancy in this situation, he thinks he loves el just like how nancy thought she liked steve, but they are not compatible in the relationship. it could go both ways in the narrative but when a character's wants or compatibility do not work it doesn't matter if those two characters feel something for each other. nancy came to realize this naturally in s2, and that's what's gonna happen with mike in s5.

ooh spicy take kind of. while i disagree with some of what you said about the monologue, i agree with the fact that a lot of mike's actions do make sense even if he doesn't love will, that's just part of what makes it an unresolved love triangle you know? there has to be some sort of plausible deniability, even though everyone would think byler is obvious if it was a straight ship

about mike saying el's a superhero, i don't think anyone is saying that alone means he doesn't love her/doesn't make sense? i think it's more that it's kind of a lame thing to emphasize in your great love confession to your girlfriend of a year and three months. even at fourteen (we got a better confession just one episode before). because it's not about her as a person. and i don't fault mike for it because she was about to die and also because i obviously don't think he's in love with her, but also because will literally reminds him of the fact that he supposedly makes el feel better for being different, so of course he'd put an emphasis on the thing that makes her different, he has no way of knowing that that's not what she wants/feels like at all.

i do think this love triangle is a little more complex than the nancy s1/2 love triangle (even though them bringing it back in season 4 makes it a little more complex and makes it even more similar to mike's triangle i think) because it spans across the entire show and because they're arguably the most important characters, and simply because one of the options is queer, and also because while nancy went back to steve at the end of season 1, it was NOT as dramatic as mike and el "making up" via a monologue witnessed by three other people that also happened to lead to their biggest loss yet. lol

and as i was saying, a lot of mike's actions still technically make sense if he isn't in love with will, it's just that it makes it all pointless and, dare i say, kind of lame. not even getting into how awful it would be to write THIS story for will lol

addendum: i don't really think nancy thought she loved steve between seasons 1 and 2, she implies that she waited for jonathan, doesn't she? i think she felt guilty and was doing her best to get back to normal and thought doing it with the person who was with her when her best friend died was her best bet. also kind of a sunk cost fallacy thing: she chose steve over barb the night she died so now she has to keep choosing steve, you know?

#the way i see it mike's love triangle is just like nancy's but on a larger scale because like i said there's five seasons of it and also #because while nancy's triangle is also about non-conformity...dating the local freak instead of the jock is just a very different kind of #dilemma. no offense to her #and i definitely don't think mike not getting that will is gay and in love with him makes no sense he's not all-knowing #sorry i said lol twice it's not mean i just don't know how to express myself #i said the first part of your second paragraph almost verbatim the other day (four weeks ago) while i was making a point so for a minute #there i was like wait. what?#ask

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Idk what you think BUT I need the quirky shy reader with glasses who's being bullied for being obviously a virgin and Fred stepping into it because he hates to see her suffering and obviously filling the cliche of falling for her. Hope you like this idea 🥲

My pleasure dear Anon 🖤

Warnings: bullying, sexual harassment, sexual references, love triangle? So many tropes. Insecurities and negative thoughts of self. Fake dating, dating for status, kissing. Love confessions. Inspired by one of my favourite films.

Word count: 3k (oops I got carried away)

"School doesn't have to be the worst years of your life."

Your mother had repeated as you begrudgingly stepped aboard the Hogwarts Express about to start your fifth year, letting your insecurities get the better of you once again. You'd made friends during your years of magical education sure, but you were shy, almost to a fault and you knew you were far from the most attractive girl at school. You had glasses and were quiet, the usual suspects that made you unattractive in society's eyes. You longed for the moment you could transform like all the quiet, nerdy girls in muggle films that suddenly take off their glasses, let their hair down and were considered the hottest girl in town. Instead you would still just be you, without the ability to see.

The teasing had begun not long after your fourth year, the boys of the quidditch team trying to get a rise out of you, deciding that your quiet and unassuming presence was somehow offensive to them. You were bullied for simply existing and for being you.

"Oooh look, here's Mary," one had said, his acne covered face repulsing you without even having to open his mouth.

"Very original," you'd muttered under your breath, holding back a roll of your eyes at the stupid nickname. Mary was the ultimate virgin, the definition of the good girl, your new apparent namesake.

"Hey virgin girl, can I have your notes?"

"Oi Virgin! Let me break the seal!"

It was incessant, humiliating and utterly soul destroying. The other girls seemed to get away without any of this, Virgin's or not, but you were always singled out, always teased.

You dreamt of becoming the stereotypical bad girl, sleeping around, partying all the things that would alter everyone's perception of you but the thought of even attempting to talk to someone with the aim of having sex was terrifying. Plus, it just wasn't who you were.

Today was a bad day. It had started almost as soon as you walked into the common room, not even fully awake yet when you'd heard someone mutter your despised nickname to one of their friends. You'd been approached by two Slytherin students in the year above who had tried to tease you, to chat you up and feign interest only to laugh at you once you bit back, only you didn't bite back, you walked off and ignored them- not falling for their tricks.

So when Fred Weasley approached you just after study hall, you did the same. Walked off, looked down and didn't even give him chance to speak, preempting the usual conversation.

He tried again later that day and you rolled your eyes, starting to get frustrated with his determination to make a fool out of you.

You knew the Weasley twins and their pranks and you weren't about to have your hair dyed blue for the entertainment of your peers and so you avoided him completely.

"Y/n, wait," you hear once again and pause to take a deep breath followed by an exaggerated sigh.

"Fred, what do you want?" You say, not holding back in frustration.

"I want to help," he says, catching his breath as he jogged across the deserted corridor to catch up with you.

"Why?" You asked bluntly, still not falling for whatever he was trying to do.

"Because no one should feel like they're making you feel," he says honestly, his eyes looking almost completely sincere.

"And that's your concern because?"

He shrugs, "it's not, but I think I can help."

"Oh yeah? How's that?"

"Date me."

You instinctively roll your eyes, huffing and trying to move away from him but he steps around you, blocking the way. "I mean like fake dating, I'll pretend to be your boyfriend and hopefully they'll leave you alone. I'll be honest with you, there's a girl I've got my eye on and."

"Angelina," you say, making him pause and look at you with a shocked expression. "I might wear glasses but I'm not blind."

"If she thinks I'm dating someone then she might get jealous? Never mind it's a terrible plan. Just forget I said anything."

"Fred wait," you say, calling out to him after he changed his mind halfway through, beginning to walk off. "You think it would work? You ask, showing a little bit of vulnerability.

"Can't hurt to try."

Fred had stuck to his word and after a little bit of sorting out, discussing boundaries and so on, you'd gone public with your 'relationship' nearly a month ago. Immediately the teasing had dwindled down to only the harshest of bullies but even then you were never mocked in Fred's presence. Angelina had been affected by the news, as Fred had predicted and he found that he did get more attention from her, making your agreement mutually for both of you.

George was in on it of course, and you'd genuinely enjoyed your 'fake dates' where you would accompany them to Hogsmeade, help them with their products and listen to their dreams of opening a joke shop, like zonkos but better.

They were nice people, as were their friends and siblings, at least the ones you'd met and for once it was nice to feel included and genuinely cared for, even if it was under false pretences.

It was all going well until Cormac McLaggen put a spanner in the works. You'd been walking back from potions last off on a Friday afternoon, eager to meet with Fred for dinner when Cormac had cornered you in the empty corridor, spouting a load of shit about being attracted to geeky girls, that glasses were a turn on for him. He'd tried to kiss you, manoeuvring you until you were backed up against the wall to try and swoop in but you'd managed to push him off just in time and run away. The whole thing had left you shaken and rightfully so, skipping dinner to cry into your pillow.

Fred found you in your dorm, worried because you hadn't shown up to meet him as you'd promised. Upon seeing your tear stained face and little sobbing body he'd immediately rushed over and pulled you into his arms trying to soothe you.

"What happened?" He asked gently, trying to get you to look at him but you couldn't.

"Cormac," you managed to get out, sniffling pathetically, "he tried to kiss me."

"That bastard," Fred said, quickly turning angry once he figured out what you were saying. "Who the fuck does he think he is? I've half a mind to."

"No Freddie please," you said, grabbing hold of his arm to stop him from acting out. Truthfully you were surprised by his reaction, even if you had grown closer over the past month but you didn't linger on it, instead trying to calm him down. "It's not worth it, I just," you paused, embarrassed by what you were going to say.

"What is it?" Fred says gently, listening to your pleading as he pushed down his anger.

"I couldn't let him be my first kiss."

The silence that lingered felt painfully awkward as you sat cringing in embarrassment, having to admit that out loud.

"Let it me be," he says suddenly, speaking a little too quickly as the words were jumbled and rushed. When you looked up at him in surprise, he seemed to snap out of whatever he was thinking. "Let it be me," he says again, much more slowly and quietly now. You don't reply other than to frown up at him in confusion, which he notices and smiles gently at you. "Just a thought, but if you want it to be with someone you can trust, someone who cares about you then let it be me."

The second your lips meet his, it's like he's accidentally set off a full case of whizzbangs around the room, sparks flying in your mind as you feel his soft, puffy lips on your own. It's a little awkward at first and you're self conscious about wether he can feel your glasses, if they'll get in the way but if it seems to bother him, he doesn't let it show. You expect the kiss to only last for a few seconds but it lingers, deepening as you let him guide you. When you finally pull apart, you look up at him with a blank expression, somewhat shaken by how good that felt. You expected him to crack a joke or give you notes or something like that to break whatever spell had been unknowingly cast between the both of you but he doesn't, he simply looks at you with a man expression you can't read, a softness.

The door opening makes you both jump back and the light, pleasant feeling you had felt only moments ago disappeared instantly when Angelina walked through the door. You felt guilty like a child that had been caught stealing a cookie from the kitchen counter. Fred looked stricken, knowing that Angelina had most definitely known what you were doing, if she hadn't seen.

"Don't stop on my account," she'd said in a rather harsh tone, going over to her bed to grab her quidditch stuff before turning to look at Fred, ignoring you completely.

"Practice is at 4, don't be late," she says bluntly, pausing to give you a dirty look before she turns back to Fred as she walks out. "Unless you're too busy."

"Fred," you said quietly as you watch him walk out without so much as another look in your direction. He was mad, and you knew he had every reason to be.

The rest of that week went by in a miserable blur. Though you hadn't officially 'broken up', rumours were flying around the school and the old teasing had begun to reappear, only to change to anything from 'slut', 'Weasley fucker' and 'Fred's ex whore'. You were even more miserable than before; this was so much worse than being called a virgin, because despite what everyone thought, you still were. But now you were completely without the one person who made you feel wanted, safe and the person that you'd stupidly fell for.

Ginny had been surprisingly supportive throughout everything, remaining your friend when you felt lost and cast aside. She'd convinced you to stop moping and join Hermione to watch their Quidditch practice after classes had finished, with promises that they wouldn't mention Fred's name once.

It was all well and good until you spotted Angelina and Fred laughing together, stood next to each-other as she grabbed his arm, both of them so invested in one another that they forgot Quidditch practice was happening around them.

It hurt to see them so happy, to see Fred with someone else even though your relationship had been fake all along. This was what he wanted all along, she was what he wanted, not you. No one would ever want you.

"I'm sorry," you said to Hermione as you shuffled out of the pitch side stands, trying to get away, not wanting to watch this anymore when it hurt so bad.

You'd come so close to successfully slipping out without anybody noticing until a singular loud voice called out, disrupting the peace.

"Where you off to Weasley fucker? Your boyfriend's that way!"

You froze, hearing the laughter of his cronies behind him and reared up, no longer feeling meek and timid but instead wanting to give him a piece of your mind, completely past the point of being able to take this shit. But you couldn't, because as you turned, Fred caught your eye. He looked at you with such a heartbroken expression that it instantly made your resolve crumble, any braveness you held seconds before disappeared under his gaze. So you did the only thing you could do- run away.

You successfully avoided pretty much everyone for the rest of the week, spending most of your time in the library. It was easier to just disappear than having to face the torment from your peers or watch Fred and Angelina together; truthfully you didn’t know what was worse.

The plan with Fred had been an almighty fail, almost comically so. Instead bring of quiet, bookish and virginal you were now quiet, bookish, slutty and scorned, a laughing stock with the addition of having real feelings for someone that would never reciprocate them.

It was the final quidditch game of the season that night, the finale to decide who would win the house cup before summer began. You had absolutely no intention of attending and instead had planned to get an early dinner, pack up your belongings and try to convince Madame Pince to allow you to check out a book over the summer.

Both Ginny and Hermione had tried to get you to come but you’d turned them down, really not wanting to watch Fred parade around the pitch on his broomstick. George was the one to convince you in the end, catching you between classes and asking for you to come and watch them, sad puppy eyes and all.

That’s exactly how you found yourself in the loud, crowded stands, surrounded by the entire school and faculty to watch the House cup deciding game. Gryffindor versus Slytherin, the most tense final imaginable. You stood with Hermione and Neville, much quieter in your celebration than the people around you as you watched the Gryffindor team approach the pitch, dressed in their signature burgundy and gold uniforms and carrying their brooms in procession. The Slytherins appeared mere moments after and with a brief speech given by Dumbledore, the game commenced.

Each goal brought an uproar of cheers from the people around you, as did each save from the keepers. You couldn’t take your eyes of Fred, as much as you wanted to. His precision with the bat, the way in which he made it looked so effortless and fluid was pretty spectacular.

The sky was clouding over, heavy and dark with all the signs of rain but you prayed in held outside long enough for the game to be over, the seekers doubling down their efforts so that they could see the snitch amongst the thick clouds.

A ruckus on the pitch dragged your attention back to the game when you saw an altercation breaking out against the teams, the whistle blowing repeatedly as the referee tried to break them up as the game pauses. The entire crowd was booing and there was a portion of the stands on the first Gryffindor tower that seemed to be stood up, everyone rushing out of the way.

“That was a foul that!” Seamus says from behind you.

“Goyle! He just Bumphed the crowd! Surely he needs sending off for that!” You heard one of the Patil sisters say, alluding to the Slytherin beater.

Suddenly, something else draws your attention away as you watch Fred dismount his broomstick, rushing over to Goyle who looks to be mouthing off at him. George is quick on Fred’s heels, trying to hold him back as his temper flairs, lunging at Goyle. Snape appears from the sidelines, gestures for Crabbe to take over and drags Goyle away from the pitch as McGonagall steps into the pitch to deal with Fred, though you find moment later that he’s allowed to carry on playing.

The whistle blows for the match to resume as the entirety of Gryffindor begins chanting Fred’s name in victory for his dealing with Goyle, gearing up for his turn to take the penalty shot.

It’s too much, to hard to hear everyone chanting for Fred, his name echoing around you until it makes you feel dizzy. You see Hermione cast a sympathetic glance in your direction and when you turn to her, she gives you a little nod, signalling that it’s alright for you to leave. You look around at the supporters, in their finest school colours, faced painted, signs made and chanting Fred Weasley’s name and you feel completely out of place, wishing you were anywhere else.

Once again you try to slip out undetected, wanting some air and a break from everything, just as the first rain drops begin to fall. They chant Fred’s name over and over and you just wish he’d hurry up and take the penalty already, to just get it over with.

You get the side steps of the stand, battling your way to squeeze past the cheering crowds until you’re nearly free. Until you feel the cold whoosh of something nearby, making you pause.

Fred.

He dismounts his broomstick, handing it to someone in the crowd that he’s not even paying attention to, climbing up the stairs quickly to get to you dressed in his complete quidditch outfit, leather pads and all. He tosses off his goggles and drops his bat, discarding them on the way to get to you but he doesn’t seem to care.

He appears in front of you and you’re frozen, not knowing what to do. You can feel the eyes of the entire pitch full of people on you but you don’t care in the moment, too confused by his actions.

“Fred? What are you doing?” You say, eyes briefly pulling away from his smiling face to look at the pitch, seeing the entire quidditch team suspended in the ear carefully watching.

“Something I should have done a long time ago,” he says, looking all over your face with a smile before his gaze focuses on your lips.

His lips feel incredible against yours as he pulls you in for a breathtaking kiss, pulling you into his body to hold you close as the crowd roars around you. You feel the thick droplets of rain beginning to descend around you but you don’t pay it any notice, your entire attention focused in on Fred.

The rain begins to pour, the sky opening up and drenching you in what seems to be seconds.

Fred pulls away first and smiles at you, before leaning in once again, capturing your lips and wordlessly giving you everything everything you ever wanted, making you realise that your mother had been right all along.

School doesn't have to be the worst years of your life.

*Alexa play Hear Me Now by Jimmy Eat World*

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colectingstrz · 10 months

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ATTENTION !! ∪＾ェ＾∪

“You give me butterflies, you know? , My heart has gone to paradise”

You’ve always had a little crush on Jungwon but on your mission of getting him to notice your existence you slowly start to crave the attention of someone else.

MARCH THE 20TH back on your first day of attending the badminton club, was the first time you set your eyes on jungwon. Just seeing him play was fascinating to you, he wasn’t a sore looser unlike the others he would take his loss gracefully thanking the opposing team for a good game. When he would win, a beautiful smile marked his face the sight putting you in a trance you couldn’t take your eyes off of him he was just..perfect.

You wanted to talk to him but your nerves got the better of you, the shyness eating you alive in that moment.

Now here you waiting outside of the detention room. Your teacher had assigned you to collect extra textbooks for the class. Normally it wouldn’t be a big deal for you not at all but.. since lee heeseung is back your slightly nervous it means you would have to encounter him

You gulped.

Come one y/n you can do this! Your a bad bitch just collect the books and go

you slapped your self gently in hopes to muster your courage “ just ignore them and retrieve the books easy” you took one last deep breath before entering the room. You soon realised you were just being dramatic as your entrance raised no heads everyone was either sleeping or emersed in their conversations which you were greatly thankful for.

You reach the corner of the room behind the teachers unoccupied desk checking each drawer for the books. Maybe it’s on the other end let me check You stood up walking towards the back reaching for the top shelf

“y/n”

Ignore him ignore him ignore him ignore hi-

“Y/n sweetheart.. you know it’s rude to ignore someone’s who’s talking to you right ?”

You gulped nervously slowly turning around to lock eyes with heeseung and he smiled. Normally you would return it back but something about his wasn’t friendly. “ it’s been a while since I’ve seen you..oh did you cut your hair it looks cute “ you smile shortly getting ready to turn away until he spoke again

“You know.. me and the boys are throwing a party on Friday you should come.. I would really want you to make it y/n”

And I would really not want to make it heeseung

you don’t answer simply humming and you turned away starting to collect the books and placing them on a pile on the desk beside you. Trying your best to showcase that you don’t want to talk but heeseung clearly choose to ignore the signs

“what have I told you about ignoring me I find it really offensive “

Shortly after that you could hear the chair move and the sounds of footsteps followed.

“ don’t ignore me “ he spoke whispering lightly in your ear his warm breath causing chills to run down your spine

“Hee-

“ quit it heesung can’t you see she’s uncomfortable?”

Thank god thank you thank you thank you whoever that is

you both turned around to identify the voice. To your surprise it was that tall guy that always hung out with jungwon what was his name again.. ah Niki

You wondered why he butted in unlike the others who just minded their business as no one dared to step up to heeseung but he did.. and for you it honestly made you feel somewhat flustered by his actions

Ahh i guess if he hangs out with jungwon he’s just a nice guy like him.. nothing much to it

“ come on bro.. I was just having fun “

“ well she clearly isn’t so cut it out..bro”

You could feel the choking tension between the two the whole scene made you greatly uncomfortable. You wanted to thank Niki but the way there were glaring daggers into eacother told you that now was not the time leading to quitely take your leave.

“Ayy, drop the question”

YOUR NOW ALONE as you leave the girls changing room walking into the courts well your aren’t really alone as other students are here but your best friend sunoo is sick so you therefore had to attend badminton alone and have no confirmed partner..

The thought of having to ask some random person to partner up with them makes you want to kill yourself. Sunoo why did you have to catch a cold on all possible days… Damm it

you sighed as you fiddled with your raket just looking around in Boredm until you spotted Niki in the corner. You quickly approached him “hey niki” you waved to which he jumped slightly at your presence “ y/n..” he smiled at you waving back “ what brings you here?” He asked while playing with the shuttle “ I just wanted to thank you for what you did yesterday i really appreciate it “ you smiled at him

Niki just started at you blankly not saying a word. Why is he not saying anything ? Did he even hear me.. “ uhhh.. earth to Niki? Heloooo” you waved your hands aggressively in his face which snapped him out of his trance “ sorry I uhh..spaced out” “ and your welcome y/n” and he quickly smiled at you before turning away.

Well this is awkward..

You both just stand there doing your own thing while you waited for the rest of the students to come out so the club could start. You wanted to to say somthing to him to make it less awkward but aren’t sure. After all this is like your 3rd encounter with Niki this whole term you don’t really talk to him at all.

So you brought up the only thing on your mind

“Sooo.. where’s jungwon” typical of you right? All your interactions with Niki consisted of jungwon somehow regardless if he was there or not.

“ ahh he’s not feeling to well so he’s not going to be in for a few days.. where’s your friend ? Ahh sunoo “ he’s also sick so it’s just me !” You laughed awkwardly

Why is he so awkward I don’t remember him being this awkward well yes he was always but quiet but- “ since both our friends aren’t here.. do you uh want to be partners with me “ he whispered in a low tone causing you to move closer to him slightly to hear him better to which he moved back

“ chill Niki I’m not gonna pounce on you.. you just speak so quietly “ Niki laughed slightly “ this is how I normally talk tho..” you smiled again dragging Niki slightly by the edge of his hoodie “ sure! I would love to be partners with you “ you both headed down to the main court to start the class.

After a long ass demonstration which felt like forever your teacher finally set you of in your pairs. You and Niki choosing to go into the corner

“ niki.. I can not do this I’m giving up” you sighed dropping your racket down and niki chuckled at the sight “ just take it slow if you keep on practicing you will master it eventually like me see?” Niki performed the complex serve with ease causing you to feel even more doubtful “ that’s easy for you to say mr badminton addict “ you rolled your eyes and Niki laughed “ come here I’ll teach you I’ll give you a private lesson “

Niki swiftly stood behind you his back pressing against yours as he reached behind your elbow holding it in place “ you move your right hand like this..” he continued to manover your hands into place as he explained the rest to you. Somehow you lost your focus as you became hyper aware of how close he was to you right now.

If only I could be this close to Jungwon right now..

“ now you try and have a go” you froze in your place. Shit I should have been listing now I’m gonna make a fool of myself “ uh…” Niki laughed “ it seems you weren’t paying attention as usual “ he said the last bit under his breath causing you to raise your brow “ as usual? What’s that supposed to mean ?” Niki smirked “ normally you can’t keep your eyes jungwon”

…… am I really that obvious

“ whaaaaat me? Liking jungwon? Nahhh where did you get that idea from hahaha..” you avoid eye contact with him “I never said you liked him “ you could feel the tease in his tone causing you to mentally face palm yourself I just outed myself like an idiot y/n are you really that stupid.. he’s probably going to tell jungwon and then he would think I’m weird and stop talking to me and I will then fall into a deep depression and my life would be over an- “ don’t worry I won’t tell him if that’s what your worrying about “ you sighed “ thank you thank you so much Niki the last thing I would want is for him to look at me differently..”

this is so embarrassing you awkwardly look down and fiddle with your fingers just wanting this conversation to end it was already weird enough that Niki best friends with him. “how about we make a little deal?” You hummed “ if I can help you get with jungwon you help me with my biology class “ you thought for a moment considering the pros and cons of his offer

In a sense it’s good for you and you can finally have a chance with jungwon and helping tutoring Niki won’t be so bad either. “ deal accepted “ you brought your hand out and he egerly took it giving it a firm shake. A shake which felt like for 10 minutes as Niki seemed to lock his hand tight around yours leavng it to linger longer than what a normal handshake should have lasted

Why isn’t he letting go..

You quickly removed it and masking it with a small laugh and going back to practicing. deep down you could feel the increasing pace of your heart after holding his hand for so long you didn’t quite understand what is was you were feeling

It’s nothing must be the badminton adrenaline or something

“Attention, attention”

YOU HATE THE LIBRARY. but today you would learn even if it’s by force to love the library as it was jungwon’s favourite place to study and have his chill time like he is now.

“ he comes here every free period except Thursdays and Mondays as he is busy with vice president duties “ you nodded making a note down on your book. You feel Niki starting at you “ what..” he shakes his head reaching over to your book and throwing it in the trash can beside you “ what the fuck” he puts a finger on your lips silencing you “ you don’t need that this isn’t some exam..”

Doesn’t mean you can throw the brand new book I got for this specific thing in the bin tssk

“ but how am I supposed to remember and study jungwons likes and interests..” you spoke displaying a pout “ your reading to much into it y/n.. you have to rizz him up in a natural way trust me “ you sighed going along with nikis instructions

“ now approach him go!” He pushes you forward a bit to hard causing you to trip and fall and along with you your bag and it’s contents fall out as well. Great. Now I’ve fallen in-front of my crush I’m going to jump out the window and just die “ oh my y/n are you alright ?” jungwon quickly approaches you while he starts to collect your things “I…I..I’m fine” Stop stuttering

“Thank you jungwon” you smile brightly has he handed you your items one by one into your bag for you. He’s such a gentleman he can’t be anymore perfect “ so.. what brings you here? Your not a regular ?”

“ uh.. I..I just wanted to try out a new environment sunoo always preaches about how the library is the best yeah..” he nods in acknowledgement “yeah it is I love the peace and quiet it really allows me to focus and relax “ you smile again “ yeah totally..” this place is quite dead but if you love it jungwon I love it too

You spend the rest of your time talking with him about various topics the more he spoke the more you crush grew. He was everything you wanted in a guy and too top it off he was amazingly attractive too. You quickly forgot about Niki who sat in another section watching the two of you with a slight frown on his face.

What was that about ? Everything was going according to plan wasn’t it ?

“ your going to heeseung’s a party? “ jungwon nodded “ yes even though heeseung doesn’t have the best rep he is still my friend we go way back I wouldn’t miss it “ you nod slightly “ you should come too!” You smile “ of course heeseung actually invited me himself “ you saw the light in his eyes darken for a split second “ oh really.. I wanted to be the one to ask you actually “ he looked away avoiding eye contact “ it’s fine though.. I’ll see you at the party? “ you nodded enthusiastically and he smiled “ I have a meeting to attend so I’ll see you another time.. it was great talking to you y/n” he smiles waving at you before leaving in the opposite direction

you practically melted into your seat as you slide down the chair letting your head fall backwards “ I just had a conversation with jungwon for more then 5 minutes omg “ you shot up again placing your hands on your cheeks

“Seems like it went well “ you were shocked to see Niki assuming he had just gone away afterwards but you didn’t question it “ yes it did i have never held a conversation with him for longer than 2 minutes Niki you have change my life! “ you happily beamed at him and you rested your hands on either shoulder “ im glad I could be of service to you “ he smiled slightly “ he wants me to go to heeseung a party on Friday “

“ your not going right ?”

You shook your head “ I wasn’t before but if jungwons going and wants me to go.. who am I to say no “ you giggled like a little school girl at the thought of what he said to you earlier and Niki displayed an unreadable facial expression to which you raised your brow “ I understand the whole project jungwon is in motion but I don’t suggest you go to that party “ you frowned “ what.. you said I should jump at any opportunity to hang out with jungwon ? Didn’t you” he sighed

“ I know but you know heeseung and his events in general it’s not a good idea for you to come it’s not like your jungown where your his friend it’s dangerous for you” Niki practically pleaded somewhat begging you not to go “ okay.. I won’t go “ Niki sighed in relief “good”

“Look at you, and my heart jumps out of my chest “

FUCK IT IM GOING IT IM GOING TO CHOOSE MY OWN DESTINY. You thought to yourself as you are now stood at heeseung’s door as you gain the courage to ring the bell.

Before you could reach for the bell the door flug open realving the guy you remember to be called Jake who was your previous lab partner for the last term. He smiled at you and welcoming you in with a hug “ hey y/n! It’s been a while since I’ve seen you at a party did you hit your head somewhere “ you laughed hitting him gently “ just wanted to have some fun that’s all “ you two continued talking until you spotted jungwon in the corner

Approaching him you waved to which he returned one back “ hey y/n… he observed you form top to bottom “ you look beautiful “ you blushed slightly looking down to which he laughed slightly “ you enjoying the party so far ?” You nodded “ it’s not bad “ he hummed

“ you want to grab a drink ?” You nodded he reached out his hand. You took it with no hesitation letting him guide you to the bar section “ anything you like it’s on me tonight “ he smiled at you thank god I didn’t bring any money with me.. ahh a man who can spoil me I could get used to this “ I’ll have the black panther cocktail please “ jungwon ordered after you. “ so y/n what’s your type “ you raise your brow “ type? What type of alcohol I like ?” He shook his head laughing “ no I mean your type in a guy.. just curious that’s all “ he looked at you intensely causing you to avoid it immediately “ uhh-

“Oh y/n I’ll be right back just stay here okay?” You nodded and he quickly disappears into the crowd reaching out for his phone. I guess he has an important phone call you sit their just chilling on your phone.

That’s until you felt a light tap on your shoulder

“ I knew you would come”

Your face dropped at the voice. Damm it I hoped I could avoid you heeseung

“ oh.. hi” he approaches you slowly as he swiftly sat in the unoccupied seat next to yours “ I would love to have small chat with you but let’s not ignore the elephant in the room..” you avoid eye contact “ why have you been avoiding me ? Y/n” you sigh taking a huge sip of your cocktail

“ why do you think heeseung “ you spoke harshly “ you can’t be upset with that.. “ he teased what..? “ how could I not be upset ! You tried to take advantage of me “ you rose your voice already getting worked up all over again as if you were reliving the moment. Heeseung just laughed as he rested his hand on your thighs “ come on.. what did you expect me to do when you were wearing that little black dress..” he spoke lowly as his hands rose higher

No..not again

You tried to move his hands but he pinned yours on the table firmly his strength overpowering yours “ just trust me y/n I’ll make it up to you hmm?” He spoke in your ear as he continued to raise his hands. You wanted to crawl in a hole and just cry you felt so weak and helpless no one could even tell what was happening too drunk to notice and it was crowded.

“What the fuck do you think your doing ?”

You both looked up to see Niki… Again he had saved you.

Heeseung quickly pulled away getting up and raising his hands in defence “ chill little boy.. I was just testing the waters I’ll lay of your girl “ he smirked as he walked off into the crowd Niki quickly came to you placing his hands on your shoulder “ I know your gonna say I told you so and alll b- “ I wasn’t going to” you looked at him surprised “ are you okay “ you shook your head “ no.. not really I just want to go home “ Niki held your hand “ come with me “ he helped you out of the party taking you outside

Why is it soo Damm cold why didn’t I bring a jacket ? I’m so stupid

It’s like Niki could read your mind as he quickly wrapped his leather jacket around your shoulders supplying you with temporary warmth. “ thank you..” he nodded “ I don’t have a car.. we might have to take a bus if that’s okay with you..” you smiled “it’s fine I don’t live that far actually I can walk home form here “ you started to walk and Niki held you back “ no way.. I can’t let you walk by yourself at night I’ll accompany you”

You shook your head. “ no I insist.. let me walk you home y/n” you froze not really knowing what to do with his proposal. His choice of words and the intention somehow making you feel cared for like you were a priority.. his priority.

You would never admit it though you tried to convince yourself he was just being nice. Yeah Niki is just a nice guy after all anyways.. nothing much to it

“ do you now understand why I didn’t want you to go ?” You nodded “ yeah.. I guess I just wanted to talk to jungwon so bad that I didn’t even think about the possibility of running into heeseung…” you spoke while looking ahead into the distance “ good thing I spotted you in the crowd “ you smiled slightly “ yeah.. my hero “ Niki looked down smiling. He ears going red in an instant. Hearing you say that to him was enough to make his night. After all he was just happy to have your attention in this moment even if you had eyes for his best friend.

“ I’m your hero?” You nodded gripping his jacket tighter as the breeze sent a wave your way “ yeah.. your like uhh.. Spider-Man minus the webs and stuff “ he chuckled “ and your what.. gewn?” You thought for a moment. Before answering “ yeah.. I guess I am I’m probably gonna Need saving sometime next week you better com to my rescue when I need you Niki “ you teased poking his arm to which he poked yours back “ I’ll always come and save you y/n.. without a doubt.”

You have finally reached your house slowly approaching the door you turn to Niki “ ah! Here’s your jacket “ you reach it out to him and he pushes it back into your chest “ keep it” you raised a brow “ but it’s yours ? You keep it “ bringing it out again to which he pushes it back to you again “ keep it “ he spoke sternly

You’ve always been quite stubborn and you were not going to back down. After all you felt bad as it ment Niki would have to walk back in the cold “I don’t want you to catch a cold or anything.. just take it it’s yours anyways “ he shrugs “ I’m Spider-Man I’ll just sling back home no need to worry about me y/n” he gave you one last cheeky smile preventing you form handing it back to him again as he practically sped off

“ he’s so silly he’s gonna get sick..” you look down at the jacket and back at his retreating figure in the distance.

Niki silently walked with an AirPod in his ear playing his favourite playlist. Though his music begins to fade out as he keeps replaying your interaction in his mind. The way you would smile at him would give him hope that maybe you could open up your heart to someone else.. to him but then he sees your smile towards jungwon on multiple occasions and is hit with a hard brick of reality

He would never be jungwon.

Your attention was always on him while his was always on you.

Niki was lost in his thoughts until he felt something hit his head causing him to turn in confusion.

“ sorry I didn’t mean to aim for your head “ you scratched the back do your neck awkwardly. Niki was flustered that you had followed him this far. Your action almost giving him hope. “ I know blah blah blah why did you follow me here blah blah blah.. I just felt bad you know.. I don’t want to be the reason your sick just take it “ Niki doesn’t speak he’s to stunned “ come on “ you urge him to put on the jacket “ I didn’t follow you for 2 mins for nothing put.the.jacket.on” Niki didn’t say anything and silently obeyed “ thank you y/n.. honestly you didn’t have to “ you smiled shaking your head “ nah it’s cool.. after all since I got home I technically didn’t need it anymore right now it needs to go back to its owner “ Niki smiled ruffling your hair

The action surprised not only him but you as well as he stood awkwardly with his fingers tangled in your hair when he had realised what he was doing and you just stood there refusing to meet his eyes. “ uhh sorry I just uhh” you laughed nervously “ it’s fine.. i kind of liked it..” you speak shyly looking down “ you liked it..?” Niki stepped closer to you bending down slightly so he could reach your level “ don’t put words in my mouth.. I said kind of “ he again presented you with his cheeky smile inching closer to your face “ it basically means you liked it same thing “ you moved back still avoiding eye contact “ whatever.. Niki”

You didn’t want him to see your face afraid of the expression you were making. You couldn’t stop the smile that was formed or the blush on your cheeks all he did was ask whether you liked it or not you didn’t get why your heart was jumping out of your chest right now. “ I’m going to go now it’s late uhh.. bye “ you quickly turned away running back to your home

Niki laughed at the sight. He thought you were the cutest thing.

“wanna be nice and close, you see?”

THINGS ARE GETTING MESSEY. you and Jungwon are both covered in paint form head to toe red blue yellow you name it. Together you both resembled a rainbow.

Over the past few weeks since the party with the help of niki’s exclusive Info it’s now helped you become a key person in jungwons life. Soon exchanging numbers following each other on instagram and even hanging out outside of school. Everything was going according to plan.

Since jungwon was vice prez he posed privileges unlike regular students like you. He had booked out the art room for an hour just for you and him. You didn’t want to get your hopes up or anything but the thought of him wanting such privacy with you..

The whole thing made you a blushing mess you couldn’t believe it.

“ stooop it jungwon!” You yelled in fits of laughter as he continued to splash paint on your uniform “ why not.. I’m painting my canvas “ he chuckled as he continued what he was doing. Covering you in a range of colours as you had done the same to him earlier. “ what so I’m your canvas now ?” He nodded “ all mine “

All mine.. ALL MINE M. I. N. E. DID HE JUST CALL ME HI-

“ y/n can I ask you something?” He put the paintbrush down beside you suddenly looking more serious. His whole attitude taking a 180. You nodded “ are you and Niki dating ?” The question took you off guard. Causing you to start coughing almost choking on nothing. Jungwon quickly rested his hand on your back gently patting it. “ are you alright ?” You nodded clearing your throat.

Me and Niki.. no way he’s just a friend

A friend that’s all

“ I’m fine.. and no we aren’t dating he’s just a good friend of mine. What gave you the impression?” Jungwon raised an eyebrow as if he was questioning your credibility “ I don’t know.. your always with each other and you even left the party with him too..” jungwon looked down “ I just like being around him that’s all since he’s my freind and speaking of the party if you saw us why didn’t you come ? “ jungwon nervously chuckled not expecting you to ask about his whereabouts that night

“Ahh that.. uhh I didn’t want to intrude but now that you say there’s nothing going on.. I want to take you out “ I’m sorry did I hear that correctly TAKE ME OUT ON ON LIKE A DATE??? “ yeah a date” you quickly clasp your hands over your mouth realising you just spoke your thoughts out loud. Leading jungwon to pinch your cheeks “ your so cute you know that y/n” you don’t respond nothing but a harsh blush forming on your cheeks “ I’ll pick you up on Thursday at 5 sounds good” you nodded.

In the midst of your eternal fan girling you didn’t realise that jungwon was slowly closing the gap between you inching closer and closer your nose’s barely grazing each other.

“ can I kiss you ?” With no hesitation you nodded closing your eyes as you waited for him to press his lips onto yours. I’ve lived my life up to this moment I can’t mess this up.. uhh should I include tongue or would that be coming to strong or should I-

Cutting you out of your thoughts again jungwon grabbed your chin gently pulling you forward and crashing his lips onto yours.

The kiss sent a surge of butterflies in your stomach it raised excitement within you.

Well that’s until it was put to stop when niki interrupted the moment unknowingly saving you for the 3rd time

At the sound of the door opening you and jungwon both jumped off each other quickly Adjusting yourselfs

“Uhh… am interrupting something?” He spoke with a certain tone that confused you and an unreadable facial expression “ yeah actually you did Niki..” jungwon spoke sounding equally as annoyed as him “ well I just wanted to let y/n know that out tutoring session was ment to start 10 minutes ago.. I’ve been looking everywhere for you and you won’t answer your phone “ you gasped slightly covering your mouth “ I’m so so sorry I really lost track of time.. wait outside while I pack my stuff “ Niki nodded leaving the room

Now leaving you and jungwon alone again “ are you really gonna go with him? I wanted to be alone with you for longer.. plus we just got started “ he spoke lowly as he rubbed his hands against your thigh up and down and looking at your darkly. His boba eyes not looking so cute anymore.

Is he trying to seduce me ? Cuz it’s working

“ I would love to be with you more but I really must go.. I promised Niki to tutor him anyways I’ll see you at our date yeah” jungwon nodded giving you a small smile “ see you then y/n”

Your now in Niki’s bedroom on either side of the bed the great distance bothering you slightly. You always sat next to each other so you didn’t get why every time you moved up he just moved away until his left side was moulding into the wall. He can’t be thaaat mad that I was late ? He’s acting very childish right now if that’s the case

“ do we have a problem Niki?” You ask and he just gives you a confused look “ what?” You sigh dramatically “ I said do me and you have a problem” he shook his head looking away form you “ there’s nothing wrong what are you talking about “ why is he being annoying right now ? Just answer the question “ if there’s no problem then why are you acting like there is one not talking to me this whole time and moving away from me ? “ he just shrugged “ it’s nothing “ you sighed in frustration “is it because I was late? Come on I already apologised for that “ he scoffed causing you to now raise your brow in confusion

“ maybe if you weren’t to busy sucking jungwon’s face off you would be aware of the time? Or your phone ringing ?” Bruh.. the tone of his voice just pissed you off “ what the hell is your issue? So what if I kissed jungwon everything is going well ?” Niki sighed “ whatever I’m not having this conversation anymore “ he spoke as he stood up getting ready to leave the room

No on walks out on me if anything I should be the one to walk out on him

You storm towards him dragging him by his arm and throwing him back onto the bed so you could tower over him. Your Strength shocking both him and you “ cut it out with the attitude I don’t get where this is coming from but if you have something to say just spit it out “ he sighed again shaking his head “ it’s nothing leave it y/n”

How could I leave it? Just be honest with me Niki what’s really going on

“ don’t tell me it’s nothing there’s clearly something bothering you.. if I did anything to offend you I- “ you didn’t it’s not you..” you raised a brow “ then what is it ?” He looked away “ I..I..it’s nothing “ niki what’s really bothering you. In desperation for an answer you found yourself making quite a bold move in attempts to get somthing out of him

You placed your hands on either side of his cheeks pulling him slightly closer to you “ you know you can tell me anything right ? What’s really on your mind “ niki was stunned by your action more focused on your touch than what was coming out of your mouth. You gave him the confidence to make a bold move of his own this shocking you greatly.

Niki swiftly slipped his finger in the loop of your belt pulling you down on the bed next to him and used his other to reach behind your neck and pull you in for a kiss. He was scared and nervous of your reaction afterwards but in that moment he felt this was the only way he could express how he truly felt hoping this would give you insight.

The kiss ended as soon as it started it was quick short and simple unlike jungwons. When he pulled away you just looked at him blankly “uhh.. I’m sorry I- “ don’t be “ niki looked at you shocked “ I’m not sorry so neither should you “ “ y..you mean that” you nodded not allowing him to speak any further before you now pulled him in again for another kiss. This one a lot more aggressive than the other and longer.

Your hand tangles in his hair lightly tugging on it while he gently placed his hands on your waist delicately like you were glass afraid he would break you.

You both pulled away after some time gasping for air. Just awkwardly looking at each other “ I’m s-“ you put your finger on his lips “ stop apologising I’m not offended or anything.. after all I kissed you back and I kind of liked it..” he now looked at you “ really “ you nodded “ yeah..” you now started to feel shy turning away form him while his eyes stayed on you “ I kind of liked it too..” you nodded still avoiding his sharp eyes

“ can you stop looking at me like that “ he chuckled “ like what ?” You moved away slightly “ like your gonna eat me something.. it’s creepy “ he chuckled again as he inches closer to you “don’t worry I’m full “ he laughs again pushing a strand of your hair behind your ear so he could see your face more clearly .

“ your not funny “

“ was I a better kisser than jungwon”

“Get out “

“Want attention, want attention”

2 DAYS AFTER YOUR KISSING MARATHON. you were still thinking about it the whole experience made you feel somewhat like a whore even tho you were far form that. You couldn’t get it out your head how you kissed 2 boys in the span of 2 hours

“ does this make me a hoe ?” Sunoo laugs slapping your shoulder “ it makes you classy hoe it’s not like you did anything more right…” he gives you a judging stare it slightly offending you “ come one you know me.. I wouldn’t just have sex with anyone especially 2 different guys in one day that’s crazy “ sunoo hummed

“ but the real question is who did it better “ sunoo teasingly wriggles his eyebrows at you “ I don’t know I enjoyed both ?” Sunoo shook his head “ yeah but one had to be better then the other even if it’s by an inch “ you sighed thinking deeply

You liked jungwons kiss a lot it was everything you had dreamed of he was just perfect you felt tingles of excitement form the kiss but it was short lived but on the other hand with Niki’s it was unexpected you didn’t anticipate unlike jungwons but you still thought it was great so great that you wanted to pull him on for a 3rd kiss you wanted to kiss him longer but was too shy to even look in his eyes after that. His kiss gave you butterflies even days afterwards the butterflies never left.

You secretly enjoyed Niki’s kiss more you wanted to experience it again but you would never admit it not even to yourself

“ jungwon. His kiss was way better “ sunoo sighed “ I was rooting for the niki dude but I’m not surprised you’ve been simping for jungwon for ages. “

Now here you are in the library after your down time with sunoo you stayed back as you and to meet Niki for a tutoring session. But you couldn’t seem to focus as you felt so awkward and skittish around him whereas he seemed to be chill wayy to chill for your liking

It’s like the kiss didn’t even happen

“ y/n you good? You seem a bit out of it today “ you shake your head “ no I’m not good at all “ “ what’s up ?” What’s up your seriously asking me what’s up ? After putting it on me you want to know what’s up Niki!?

“ what’s up is the fact that we kissed “ he shrugges “ yeah and..?” You roll your eyes “ what do you mean and? I can’t even teach you with out thinking of it and your just sitting here chilling..” niki looks at you for a moment before speaking “ I’m not really chilling.. I just don’t want to get my hopes up..” “ what?” Before you could question him any further a voice cut you off

“ oh my gosh hi niki!!” You look up to see a familiar face known as yuna you used to be seatmates at one point somewhere last year but you don’t really talk tho .

“ hi yuna what brings you here? Your a bit early ?” He responds with a smile and a laugh. Why is he so giddy for “ hey yuna” She gives you on look and continuous having a conversation with Niki did this bitch just ignore me? And why is Niki ignoring me too am I invisible do I simply not exist?

“ niki are you done?” He doesn’t respond and keeps talking to yuna. Why are you paying me no attention I’m literally sat right next to you stop ignoring me..

After what felt like forever yuna takes her leave “ I’ll wait in the other section until your done as your occupied.. bye niki “ she rubs his shoulder and sends him a Wink to which Niki smiles and waves “do you have a crush on her or something why are you so smily” he just shruggs “ I don’t know she just makes me happy “ you roll your eyes “ do I make you happy “ he nods oh.. well that’s good to know I guess you try to change the subject as his stare starts to make you nervous “ but.. why do you need her to tutor you. You already have one aka me “

“ well Mrs Yang. You so occupied with your new boyfriend our sessions are shorter and I need all the help I can get since the exam is soon” you roll your eyes “ very funny niki..”

“But why her at of all people she’s not even in the top 20 she’s literally a dimwit “ niki gasps at your choice of words “ that’s not nice! Plus her rank doesn’t define her intelligence.. she’s actually quite helpful and she’s pretty “ you frown unconsciously with out realising pretty ? What does that have to do with anything “so you do like her then “ niki shook his head “ I don’t like her I just think she’s cute that’s all who doesn’t want a cute tutor anyway..”

I wonder if he thinks the same about me ?

“ so I’m the ugly tutor then ?” Niki just laughs “ no your not I never said that “ you frown

“ then what am I ?”

“Beautiful your the beautiful tutor y/n”

“Want attention want attention “

YOUR NOW STOOD AT THE MIRORR as you evaluate your looks. You wanted to look perfect for jungwon in hopes to impress him this is a big deal for you and you didn’t want to make any mistakes or somehow put him off you.

The bell soon rings indicating his arrival you rush down starts quickly adjusting your hair in place as you open the door “ h..hi jungwon “ you smile and he returns it back handing you some flowers and chocolate. He’s so boyfriend material omg “ you look lovey y/n” you replied with a small thank you as he guided you to his car.

The date was going amazing the conversations were flowing you weren’t bored at all the location was beautiful he payed for it like the gentleman he appeared to be. He made you feel like a princess and you loved every second of it. Until you didn’t. Somehow not even 10 minutes into the dinner you started to loose interest not necessarily by what he was saying but more cuz your mind was pre occupied of thoughts and feelings for someone else who want present.

For a split second you wished you were on this date with Niki instead.

“ it’s getting late do you wanna come crash at mine for a bit.. if your comfortable that is ?” You nod too eagerly and jungwon laughs slightly as a result

You enter his bedroom and are shocked to see how well kept it is for a guy. “ your room is so neat I didn’t expect that honestly “ he smiles feeling proud after all he cleaned it up just for you. “ I like to sleep in a clean environment I hate messy things “ you nodd “ this is so clean unlike nikis room a total shit show “ jungwon frowns at the mention of his best friends name coming out of your mouth.

He sits down on the bed beside you “ you’ve been to nikis bedroom..?” You blush at the context realising how wrong it could sound not wanting to give jungwon the wrong impression or any idea that you’ve shared a kiss or two in there either. So you quickly try and assure him “oh no no no.. it’s not what your probably thinking.. sometimes I tutor him from his home he prefers to do it in his room that’s all” you laugh nervously while jungwon silently nods

“ so y/n.. now that we are alone don’t you think it’s time we finished what we started hmm?” He speaks slowly as he rubs your inner thigh slightly giving you an innocent look. Damm it here he goes seducing me again and it’s working “what.. kissing?” He laughes tucking a strand of hair behind your ear “ no silly I think we have passed that stage I want to do more with you“ you gulp slightly “ I want to be more intimate with you y/n would you let me ?” He again gives you the innocent look giving a different vibe in contrast to the words coming out of his mouth having a different meaning. You felt your self getting lost in his eyes taking the bait.

“ uhh.. you see i would love to but you know we aren’t dating and I don’t know how I would feel just doing that with any- “ am i just anyone to you y/n?” You pause for a moment “no..” he smiles “ we don’t have to put a label on it let’s just have fun for now how does that sound to you ?” You nod allowing him to take the lead.

It was all going well until you started to see things almost as if you were hallucinating. As jungwon kissed you. His face started to morph the sight was freaking you out. I must be drunk I did have a few drinks to be fair.. but your heart almost stopped when his face was replaced with Niki’s

What the fuck

He then went and kissed your neck trailing down “ you like that ?” If only jungwon could see the shock and fear on your face right now he even sounded like Niki too..it’s as if he and jungwon switched places and you was with him now the whole thing was sooo trippy

You blinked aggressively until Niki was gone only to be met with jungwon

What the hell what the hell was that..

soon afterwards jungwon reached his hand lower and you held it in place. He raised a brow “ what’s wrong ?” You smiled slightly “ I’m not quite comfortable with this can we s..stop please “ you swore you could see him roll your eyes but tried to convince your self it was the alcohol creating illusions like it did before

“ come on.. I’ll be gentle “ you shook your head moving away “no I’m not comfortable “ jungwon sighed “are you a virgin” you nodded “ I’ll take good care of you y/n don’t worry “ you gulped as he continued to move closer while you backed away with your back eventually hitting the wall

“ don’t you want this? “ you looked down not really knowing how to respond. Jungwon ignored your silence and attempted to take off your dress “ stop “ he just hummed and continued what he was doing

You felt panicked.. it’s as if you were reliving that moment all over again back in your first year where heeseung tried to take advantage of you but luckily the police came and shut the party down so he was forced to a stop but this time there’s no police to save you there’s no Niki to save you your on your own.

Before jungwon could make another move you mustered all your strength and pushed him off of you causing him to fall on the bed “ don’t touch me leave me alone jungwon I told you to stop and you kept going what the hell is wrong with you !” He rolled his eyes adjusting himself

“ you can sleep with Niki but you can’t sleep with me ? Come on y/n” you raised a brow Tf is he talking about

“ what..? I never slept with Niki where the hell did you get that from “ jungwon shrugged “ I just have a feeling “ you chose to ignore him as this wasn’t your main concern “ I want to cut this date short “ jungwon smirked “ come on y/n it’s not that deep” you sighed in annoyance “ not that deep? Well maybe for you! It didn’t but it is for me! Do you know how long I’ve liked you? I’ve been waiting for the day we would have a conversation I just wanted to be around you wanted you to see me notice me I wanted your Attention but I’m reality your just a fake asshole.. your not the guy I thought you were “

Jungwon started to clap slowly like he was applauding you the sight making you more pissed off “ bravo y/n! what a suprise as if it wasn’t obvious.. “

“What..”

“ there’s no point in keeping up the act now.. fine you caught me I guess I am a fake asshole this whole date me and you? Was just for bants”

Bants.. fucking bants

“Get out “ jungwon raised his brow “ please don’t get offended it wasn’t my idea it was hees- “ get the fuck out “ jungwon just looked at you “ you do realise this his my bedroom right ? You should be the one getting out “

“ shut the fuck up jungwon “

He raised his hands on defence “ okay chill.. I’ll leave temporarily geez.. you women have anger issues “ he spoke one last time before he left the room. Thus leaving you to sit on his bed in silence as you looked into the ceiling

3 minutes later you recived a call and when you saw it was niki you answered with out hesitation and the butterflies came to make a visit once again

“H..hello “ you quickly sniffed so he wouldn’t catch on to the fact you had been crying

“ are you at jungwons house “ you nodded

“ I’ll be there in 5 stay put“

He hung up leaving you to sigh you wanted to stay on the call longer even if it was just to heat his voice.

“Got me confusеd but one thing's for sure I know you're thе one”

YOUR STANDING OUTSIDE OF JUNGWONS as you wait for Niki’s arrival. By the time you headed out jungwon was already gone. You were not complaining as if you saw him again you might have gone to jail for physical assault and possibly attempted murder.

You couldn’t belive how wrong you were about him. He seems to have such an angel facade but in reality was just the same as heeseung. You always thought it was weird how they were friends but after tonight you can now understand why they are.. just the same as each other.

You regretted the last few weeks all this time with jungwon could have been spent with niki. You enjoyed your time with him always looking forward to your sessions he just made you so happy you couldn’t explain it. But you were so caught up in jungwon to even realise what was right in front of you.

Eventually you could see a figure quickly approaching you. You sighed in relief when you could identify it as Niki. He bent down for a minute trying to catch his breath before speaking “ y/n..” you slowly walked closer to him “ did you run all the way here..” he nodded

Get you a man who can run miles just for you Niki is the mf standard

“ you sounded upset I was scared that something might have hap- Niki stooped when he felt your arms wrap around his waist with your head resting against his chest “ im just glad your here now..t..thank you” Niki didn’t say anything and just wrapped his arms around your small figure.

You didn’t want to let go mainly cuz you craved his touch and because you could feel yourself starting to cry again but didn’t want Niki to see you in that sate.

Niki pulled away cupping your cheeks and wiping away a tear “ please don’t cry.. I hate to see you upset “ Niki your going to be the death of me just hearing him say those words and the look in his eyes just made you cry even more.

Shortly you both arrived at his house where he made it his sole mission to cater to your needs making sure you were okay.

Niki had made you some soup but if anything you now felt emotionally sick and physically sick. It tasted like absolute shit. But seeing how hard he was trying for you even watching a YouTube tutorial made your heart flutter so you ate it with a smile even tho deep down you wanted to throw it all up.

“ you don’t have to talk about it now if you don’t want to..” you shook your head “ I think if I told you jungwon might be a dead man tonight.. “ you laughed silently while Niki’s gaze darkened “ y/n..” you sighed “ if I tell you please don’t be mad at him.. I’m still upset but I don’t want you guys to like fight because of me your good freinds “ Niki nodded and you started to explain it form start to finish

It would be an understatement to say niki wasn’t fumming right now he couldn’t belive how jungwon would try and take advantage of you and disrespect you like that. “ I’m going to fucking kill him” niki started pacing down the kitchen back and forth and you tried to calm him down but he was in his own world. “ you stay right here” he sped of reaching for his coach getting ready to leave

No no no no

You didn’t know what came over you but it felt right in the moment. You found yourself reaching and wrapping your arms engulfing him in a back hug “ please.. just stay here with me he can wait “ Niki froze his heart beating like crazy he couldn’t believe he was this close to you right now. He quickly forgot about his anger and followed your words.

“ I’m sorry..” you looked at him confused “ sorry? For what “ he sighed “ I was the whole reason this happened on in the first place if I had just minded my business and not suggested the deal this wouldn’t have happened to you..” he looked away from you drowning in guilt. If he had not been so selfish and formed this plan just to spend time with you and confessed to you head on like a man you would be fine.

“ but then if you never made the deal we would have never talked ?” Niki rose his head “ yes the outcome was somewhat bad but..if it weren’t for this deal we wouldn’t be where we are right now ? If anything I’m glad it happed I was able to meet you “ you smiled to which he returned one back

“ Niki actually..” “no” you raised a brow no he didn’t even let me finish

“ I’m not going to be your second option as much as I want to be with you y/n”

You froze a bit taken back by his response and how quickly he caught on. You was going to confess but not to him being the last option. He was deep down always the first choice even if you didn’t know it at the time.

“ no no no Niki wait let me explain- “ no honestly I was just fine being your friend it was enough for me but I don’t want this just as if things were not smooth with jungwon we wouldn’t be having this conversation ever.”

You frownded “ no Niki it’s not like that at all.. I guess I’ve always somehow liked you but I just couldn’t or I didn’t want to come to term with my feelings as I wanted to like jungwon so badly..” he didn’t speak just looking at your silently

“ I guess in a sense jungwons downfall helped me confirm my feelings I don’t know.. I was just afraid and I was so sure I liked jungwon at the time so I just suppressed it all but when you kissed me that day it was just harder for me to come to terms with my feelings I wasn’t sure how to handle them or what to do with them” you sighed before continuing “ plus seeing you all giddy and smily with yuna made me somewhat annoyed? I guess I wanted you too treat me and look at me the same way you did to her I wanted all of your attention but I knew you didn’t feel the same way so again..I kept it to myself and tried to force and experience that I had always wanted with jungwon “

You looked at Niki again trying to read his expression but failed. But to your surprise he flicked your forehead instead “ ouch!” And held it in pain “ your so silly y/n you know that right “ you frowned while holding your head “ what made me think I didn’t like you? I think I made it pretty obvious “ you looked at him confused

What?.. so this whole time I could we could have..

He pulled you in for a hug wrapping on hand around your waist and the other on your head “ you don’t know how happy I am to hear you say those things to me “

“ I never thought that your attention would leave jungwon I always felt like his shadow to you..” he pulled away looking deep into your eyes “ well.. that’s changed now “ you smiled “you saved me again my spider man..so I might as well just fall in love with you” you spoke giving him a teasing look to which he returned one back “ Gwen always falls for spider man in the end “ he winked causing you to playfully hit his shoulder

TWO MONTHS LATER things have been going great you couldn’t have been happier with Niki he always put a smile on your face.

You loved it when he gave you all of his attention it made you feel like you were the only girl in the world the butterflies in your stomach gradually Increasing with every interaction you had.. he was your paradise and you were his.

“ what were you and Jake talking about for so long earlier “ you gave Niki a blank stare “ physics we were talking about physics nothing much to it babe” he frownded “ well if there was nothing much to it babe then why were you smiling and laughing so much “ you sighed crossing your arms “ are you perhaps jealous Niki?” He aggressively shook his head “no” you laughed “ you so are !” “ I so am not!” “ so so are!”

“So so not- okay fine I am maybe a little bit” you smiled reaching out to hold his hand “ why are you stressing when your the one who’s my boyfriend plus Jake has nothing on you he’s to short for me anyways “ Niki smirks “ I am your boyfriend aren’t I” you nod smiling “don’t give Jake all of your attention before he starts getting ideas..” you laughed “ wouldn’t dream of it “

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three's a crowd, part three

summary: you hadn’t expected this. to fall in love. with not one girl, but two. you hadn’t expected to ruin their friendship. love triangle au.

pairing: emma myers x reader, jenna ortega x reader

warnings: language.

word count: 3.7k

a/n: the love triangle continues to triangle. let me know your thoughts and what you want to see next!!

It’s awkward. The set is awkward.

Everyone can sense something is going on. Emma isn’t speaking to you. Jenna’s avoiding you. They’re both avoiding each other. You’d try and fix it if you could. But you have no idea what to do, who to turn to. The closest relationships you’d made in the short time you were on set were the very two people who’d got you in this entire mess.

Briefly, you consider calling your Mom. But you know there’s nothing she can tell you that you don’t already know.

You can’t have both of them, she sing-songs in your head, you have to choose.

It’s later that morning when Jenna ducks around the catering table to stop crossing paths with you, you see red.

You wait until she’s in her chair, script in hand before marching over to her and giving her a piece of your mind.

“Stop avoiding me.” You tell her, “It’s childish. You’re the one who told me you liked me. You don’t get to tell me that and then ignore me for days after. I’ve done nothing wrong.”

Jenna blinks back at you.

She swallows.

“Alright.” She says, evenly, “That’s fair.”

You sit down next to her, not really sure of what to say. She seems to be in a similar predicament.

“Let’s not make things awkward.” She says, “Emma’s my friend, and so are you. I never should have said anything. We can just pretend like it never happened.”

“Is that what you want?” You ask, “To pretend like it never happened?”

“Yes.” She says, averting her gaze.

You cross your arms.

“Fine. It never happened.”

“So we’re friends?” She says, looking at you carefully, “Only friends.”

“Only friends.” You say. Ignore the way your heart twists at the thought.

And then you leave her sitting by herself to go shoot. Try to ignore her eyes on you, watching you go.

Your scenes today are with Hunter, not Emma, thank god. If he can sense you want to crawl into a ball and let the earth swallow you whole, he doesn’t show it. Instead, he sits down in the chair next to you and offers you a Twizzler. He’s not hungover today, and seemingly very happy about it. Then he, not so subtly, tries to pry an answer out of you.

“You and Jenna looked pretty cozy last night,” He says as he bites down into his candy, trying to sound non-committal, “Did something happen between you two?”

Only friends plays through your mind.

“No,” You lie.

Hunter furrows his brow.

“Huh,” He says, bites down on another twizzler, “Well, that’s good, because I think Emma really likes you.”

The agony doesn’t let up for the rest of the day.

You have no idea what to do. There’s a part of you that wants to find Emma, kiss her, tell her you’ll never look twice at Jenna again. And then there’s a part of you that wants to find Jenna. Do the opposite. You feel awful.

You don’t deserve either of them.

When shooting wraps for the day, you have half a mind to go back to your apartment and wallow in your own self-loathing. Hunter has other ideas.

“Let’s do dinner,” He says, arm around your shoulder, “Joy and I will cook. And no offense but you look like you could use a home-cooked meal.”

He’s referring to the dark circles under your eyes from your sleepless night.

“I don’t know.” You chew at your lip, uncertainly.

“Come on,” He presses, “It’ll be fun. I promise.”

What he didn't tell you, and you should have guessed it, is Emma is invited too.

You’re halfway to Hunter’s door, bottle of wine in your hands when you see her.

She sees you at the exact same moment. Freezes. Reluctance all over her face. You wonder briefly if she’ll bolt.

“Hey,” You say, voice quiet.

“Hey.”

You swallow, not really sure what to say.

“I’ll go if- if me being here makes you uncomfortable.”

She hesitates a moment.

“No, it’s fine. I don’t want you to go.”

So you don’t.

Hunter plays the fool, dishes out the wine and leaves the two of you to talk while he no doubt goes to bother Joy in the kitchen.

It’s silent for a while, the two of you just sitting there, sipping your wine, Frank Ocean blaring through the speakers.

You want to say something, anything, but every thought that pops into your mind will no doubt sink you deeper into your grave. The grave you dug for yourself.

Finally, after a few painful minutes, Emma breaks the silence.

“Are you going to like, date her?” She asks. She sounds weird, voice too high. Like she doesn’t really want to know the answer, “Jenna, that is.”

You pause.

“I don’t think so.”

The conversation you’d had earlier in the day flashes through your mind. It hurts you a little to say out loud.

“But you like her?” She says, frowning slightly, as if she doesn’t see the issue, “And she likes you?”

“I like you too.” You say, “That’s the problem.”

She deflates a little, sags back into the couch. It isn’t the answer she’d wanted, you know that. She wants what you can’t give her. Certainty.

“I didn’t expect this to be so complicated.” She admits, voice a little quiet.

“Neither did I,” You say, “I’m sorry.”

You watch her a while, let the silence stew. She’s beautiful as ever, shoulder-length hair tied back behind her ears. Her pretty blue eyes missing some of their sparkle.

“I really like you.” She says, after a while, fiddling with the rim of her wine glass. She doesn’t look at you as she says it. Like she's afraid of what you'll say back.

“I like you too.”

At that she looks up. She bites her lip, scoots a little closer.

“I like you, but I don’t want to be your second choice.” She says, now sounding a little more sure of herself.

“You’re not-”

“Maybe we should just be friends,” She blurts out. You gaze at her, stare piercing.

“Is that what you want?” You ask. This is a new record for you. Not one but two situationships ending in a matter of hours. You’re one more word from snatching the wine glass from her hands and downing it whole.

“No.” She admits, voice soft.

You bite your lip. Let the butterflies in the pit of your stomach fester.

“Why don’t we- keep things casual.” You say, a little hesitant, “See how we go, no commitments. It would take the pressure off, a little.”

She shoots you a shrewd gaze, “Like friends with benefits?”

“No,” You say hastily, “Like casual dating. We see each other and if you want you can see other people too-”

“-Meaning you can see Jenna whenever you want.” Emma interjects.

“No. Nothing is going to happen between Jenna and I,” You say, “She made that very clear today. She- we both don’t want to hurt you.”

“Too late.” She mumbles.

It makes your heart hurt. It’s one thing to know it, another to hear it.

“Emma-“

“It’s fine,” She says after a moment, “Sorry. I didn’t mean that.”

You stare into your glass, not really sure what else to say. You’d take it back, if you could. You wish Jenna had never said anything. Kept it to herself. You were happy before, weren’t you? When it was just you and Emma and nothing else.

No, you weren’t. It’s that little voice in the back of your head. You will it to shut up.

“Let’s try it.” Emma says suddenly. Voice small, quiet, “Dating. Casual dating or whatever.”

You look up, disbelief on your face.

“Really?”

She bites her lip.

“Yeah. Why not? What’s the worst that could happen?”

“Are you sure?” You stare back at her. You hadn’t expected her to say yes, the moment you’d suggested it. You weren’t even really sure what you were suggesting. What was causal dating anyway? You’d see other people. She’d see other people. The thought makes you want to sink your hand into your throat and rip your own heart out. You’re such a hypocrite.

But she’s looking back at you with shiny, determined eyes, nudges her hand ever so slightly against yours and it’s too late to back out now.

“I’m sure.”

As is now tradition, Georgie hosts the group's Friday night game session at his apartment.

Emma’s at your side, her hands brushing yours every now and then like she wants to hold it. After the third time, you make the decision for her, link your hands together and entwine your fingers. You don’t miss the small smile that blooms on her face.

“Are you guys a couple?” Joy asks, a few drinks in, eyes drawn to your connected hands. It’s just you, her and Emma, the others yet to arrive. Emma blushes. You purse your lips.

“No.” You say together. Joys eyebrow quirks.

“Oh. It’s just-“

“We’re seeing how things go.” Emma says, hurriedly, as if anything else will cause you to drop her hand. You rub your thumb over the back of her hand, soothingly.

“Okay,” Joy says, as Georgie plops down into the seat next to her, “Good for you two.”

“Good for who two?” Georgie asks, dealing out the first hand. You feel Emma shift beside you.

“Those two. They’re seeing how things go.” Joy says, a look on her face like she knows exactly how it’s going to go.

Georgie looks between you, a little confused, “And what does that mean? What about Jenn-“

Joy nudges him between the ribs, hard.

You clear your throat, “I’m going to get another drink.” You stand, drop Emma’s hand. You replace it with a soft touch to her shoulder, “Do you want another one?”

The rest of the cast rolls in one by one. You’re fiddling with a bottle of Grey Goose when Hunter and Johnna arrive, Jenna not far behind them.

You greet the former two with a hug, nod awkwardly at Jenna as she walks in, a little under the radar and sits next to Georgie.

You’re friends. You agonize in the kitchen, trying to talk yourself into going back out there. You don’t want it to be so awkward. She doesn’t want it to be awkward. So stop being awkward.

You sit down next to Emma, careful not to touch her, avoid Jenna’s eyes. Try to focus on the game.

At first it's easy. You don't look at Jenna and she doesn't look at you. You touch Emma's hand under the table, not wanting to throw your coupling in Jenna's face. It works. It's fine.

And then Jenna has her first drink.

Whiskey and coke, a little too heavy on the whiskey.

When her glass is empty, she's gone from not looking at you at all to staring.

She watches as you draw your cards, lift your drink to your lips. She watches as you smile at Emma. She watches as Emma touches your knee. She watches like she doesn’t care if you notice.

She watches and drinks. Drinks and watches. Three, four, five Whiskies, she's long abandoned the coke.

After a couple of hours of feeling like you’re under a microscope, it’s your turn to watch. She stands, off to pour herself another drink. You excuse yourself quietly, tell Emma you’ll be right back.

Jenna's had so much to drink she barely notices as you sidle in next to her, so close your shoulders almost touch.

“Stop it.” You say, under your breath. A laugh rings out from the table, the chatter loud enough you’re satisfied they can’t hear you.

Jenna’s quiet a moment. She doesn’t look at you.

“Stop what?”

“Looking at me like that.” You say. You top your glass up with coke. Hesitate, then pour a little more Vodka, god knows you need it.

“I’m not looking at you like anything.”

“Yes you are,” You say, “We talked about this. We’re friends, remember?”

“Friends can look at each other.”

“Not like that.”

“You’re still dating her then.”

You feel like you have whiplash. Only yesterday you’d agreed to never speak about what happened at the club. She’d insisted you were friends, nothing more.

“That’s not really any of your business.” You say. It comes out a little harsher than you intended. You pause, rephrase, “I just mean you and I agreed to only be friends.”

“We did.” She says, voice clipped.

“So stop looking at me like that.”

She doesn’t, not for the rest of the night. Mournful, wide, brown eyes. Full of sorrow, longing, want. It gets worse the more she drinks. For an actor, she’s not great at hiding her emotions. You don’t know how you didn’t see it before. Since the day you met, she’s looked at you like this.

You grip Emma’s hand under the table and pray she doesn’t see it too.

By the time the night is over, you’re exhausted. You feel like you’ve just run a marathon. Like you’re leading some double life, with a wife, two kids and an extramarital affair on the side.

You’re thankful when people start to filter out.

You wave goodbye to Georgie, walk Emma back to her apartment, only two doors down. You’re holding hands again, trying to brush off the night. Feeling a little like a middle-schooler by the way the touch of her hand in your own makes your heart flutter.

“Tonight was fun.” Emma says as you stop outside her door. Illuminated under the light of the complex, her eyes sparkle a pretty blue. She’s looking at you, coy, chewing at her own lip, a little shy.

“It was,” You say, though it’s only half-true.

The drinking was fun. The games were fun. Holding Emma’s hand is fun.

The tide-wave of confliction in you at Jenna’s wanton looks is not so much.

She doesn’t seem to notice your slight reservation. She’s tilting her head up to kiss your cheek. Her lips are soft, a little unsure. She blushes as she retracts.

“See you tomorrow?” She asks, a little hopeful.

You smile, “See you tomorrow.”

The smile is gone the moment she shuts the door. You slip your hands into your pockets, the quiet hum of the night reverberating in your brain. You can’t do this every Friday night. Heck, you can’t do this any night. Hold Emma’s hand, walk her home, kiss her goodnight all the while your brain is afire with thoughts of another woman. Her best friend.

You’ll withdraw from her, you reason with a heavy heart. You’ll avoid Jenna, give you both time to get over each other. And then, when this infatuation, this crush was over, you’d be too enraptured with Emma to think twice.

It’s a decent plan, maybe the best you’ve come up with so far. You let your brain trick itself into thinking it will ever work.

And then, you round the corner just as Jenna steps out of Georgie’s apartment.

Great.

She stumbles slightly, more than a little drunk, all but slams the door in her wake.

You freeze, hoping she won’t see you. You don’t want to be alone with her, you don’t trust yourself to be alone with her. And she’s had a lot of Whiskey. Maybe she’ll breeze right past. Maybe her mind is playing similar tricks on her.

No such luck. She spots you almost immediately. Tugs her purse higher around her shoulder.

“I’m not following you,” She says as if that's what you're about to accuse her of, “I’m going this way too.”

“I didn’t think you were.” You say. You contemplate turning back around, knocking on Emma’s door and asking for a nightcap. This seems like trouble. Something in you resists. You watch as she turns to the staircase and grasps at the railing. She wobbles slightly, unsteady.

“Are you alright?”

“I’m fine.” She says. You knew she was going too hard on the whiskey. You should have stopped her. You inch forward, press your hands to her back so she doesn’t slip. She jerks you off.

“I don’t need help.”

It stings a little. You retract your hands, swallowing. You don’t know what you’ve done to make her so mad at you. Except… everything.

“Clearly.”

She barely manages the stairs alone. You follow, not too far behind, not wanting her own stubbornness to result in her falling face first and breaking her neck.

When she’s conquered the last of the stairs, she blinks up at the sky. Hovers, head tilted, swaying slightly on the spot. You peer up too, wonder what she’s looking at. The stars are out of focus, blurry. You blink, suddenly aware you may be just as inebriated as her.

“Do you want me to walk you home?” You ask, before you can stop yourself.

It’s not romantic, you tell yourself. Friends walk each other home all the time. You just wanted to make sure she got home safe, is all. A staircase is one thing, but Jenna lives a few blocks down from here. Anything could happen to her in this state.

You stand in front of her, watch as she redirects her focus from the sky. Your stomach does somersaults as her dark eyes lock onto yours.

“Where’s Emma?”

“I walked her home,” You say.

“Oh.” Jenna says, frowning a little, “You didn’t want to stay the night?”

Your cheeks flame.

“No,” You say. You don’t elaborate, not wanting to go there.

She tilts her head, swaying again on the spot. She inches forward, perhaps more than she means to. Your shoulders brush.

“So you haven’t slept with her yet?” She asks, voice low.

You’d only kissed Emma, once, but Jenna doesn’t know that. Her eyes are flitting between your own, wide, curious, the whiskey in her system drowning her filter.

“Jesus, Jenna-“

“Sorry.” She says, though she doesn’t sound it, “Was that inappropriate?”

“Just a little.”

You should leave. The stars, the whiskey, the look in Jenna’s eyes. Her questions betraying her intentions. It’s too much. It’s not friendship.

And you’d promised Emma-

“I’m glad you haven’t.” Jenna draws you back to her, voice barely above a whisper, “I’m glad you haven’t slept with her.”

Her lips are wet. Plump, red. So kissable. You can’t help but look. She darts her tongue out, like she wants to keep your attention there. She’s so close now, you can feel the warmth from her body. You can smell the spice of her perfume. Apple, cinnamon, vanilla. You’re close enough to count the freckles dotted across her nose.

Kiss me, kiss me, kiss me, her body language screams.

There’s a lump in your throat. You swallow once to get rid of it. It’s still there. This time it’s you who bites your lip. Watch as her eyes draw down to follow the movement.

Stop it, you think, remember Emma.

Emma and her shy smile. Emma and her pretty blue eyes. Emma and her jasmine-scented perfume, her blonde hair.

Emma. Emma. Emma.

You clear your throat. Try and snap yourself out of the Jenna-induced trance she’s put you in.

“Jenna. We’re friends. Friends don’t care about who’s dating who or who’s slept with who-“

“I don’t want to be friends.” She whispers. She’s given up all pretense of looking into your eyes. Her gaze is on your mouth, “You don’t want it either. I can see it. I can tell.”

It’s the whiskey talking, you tell yourself. It has a grip on her. It has a grip on you, too. When the night’s over and it’s morning, she’ll go back to ignoring you and you’ll go back to wanting Emma. You try to tell her so.

“We agreed-“

But she doesn't let you finish.

One minute she’s staring at your lips, hungry look in her eyes. Like she’s starved, and the only thing that’ll satiate her is you. The next, there's a warm press against your mouth as her lips find yours.

Your eyes flutter closed. Butterflies erupt deep in your stomach, like they were caged and just set free.

Her lips are soft, so soft, and you can feel her everywhere. The touch of her skin as her arm grazes yours. Her fingertips light as they ghost on the back of your neck. Then harder as they gripping the front of your shirt, pulling you down into her.

Stop it, screams the voice in the back of your head, push her off, tell her to go home.

But you can’t.

She tastes like Jameson. Kissing her sets your entire body aflame. You feel it from your fingertips to the tips of your ears, burning hot with desire. You moan, brush your nose against hers as she deepens the kiss. Greedy, swollen lips against yours, hot tongue slipping into your mouth.

Her kisses are nothing like Emma’s. Emma is all gentle, timid lips. The slight touch of a hand. Jenna kisses you like she’s sure. She pulls you into her, a little rough. She’s fierce, hard. She kisses you like she wants you desperately. You kiss her back like you want her just as bad. You do want her just as bad.

Emma’s face blurs to the back of your mind, Jenna's lips the only thing you're thinking of.

You grip her hips, tug her to you. Cup her face and kiss her until your lips hurt and your brain goes foggy from the lack of oxygen.

Not moments later she’s pulling away.

You blink her back into view. Her eyes are closed, her lips red and swollen from yours. You brush her dark hair out of her face, press your noses together. Your heartbeat steadies.

The parking lot light flickers, and you remember where you are.

Reality comes crashing in. You swallow, retract slightly from her as you glance up to Emma’s apartment. Wonder if she can see you doing exactly what you said you wouldn’t.

Jenna doesn’t let you go far. Her hands around your biceps, trying to keep you close.

“Come home with me.” She murmurs. Her eyes are impossibly dark, so longing as she stares up into yours.

You want to, so badly. But you can smell the booze on her breath. On yours too. And then you think of Emma.

You retract slightly, voice low.

“I can’t.”

“Please. I want to take you home with me.” She begs. Her pupils are so wide you can’t even see the pretty brown of her chocolate-eske irises anymore.

“I can’t. Emma.” Is all you say, pleading, like you’re begging her to understand.

It jump-starts something in her. The humanity is back, the lust-crazed fog that had taken over lifting. Something shifts in her expression. Her pupils adjust, and she withdraws her vice-like grip on you.

“Right.” She says, “Emma.”

She shuffles back away from you, almost falling. You reach out for her, not wanting her to hit the pavement but she brushes you off. Not moments ago you were as close to her as you’d ever been. Now, it’s like your touch scalds her.

“I’m sorry.” She says, and she sounds like she means it. She hangs a moment, like she wants to say something more. Her words fail her, “I’ve got to go.”

And then she leaves you standing there in the parking lot alone, Emma on your mind and the ghost of Jenna's kiss on your lips.

Next part

#three's a crowd #love triange fic #jenna ortega #emma myers #fanfic #mine #jenna ortega x reader #emma myers x reader #wednesday #wednesday addams #jenna ortega x yn #emma myers x yn #emma myers x you #jenna ortega x you

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alexfromjersey · 8 months

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ℂ𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕 ℙ𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕋𝕨𝕠 | 𝕁𝕖𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕆𝕣𝕥𝕖𝕘𝕒

Jenna Ortega x Black!Reader

summary: you and jenna have been in a relationship for the past eight years when suddenly everything starts to get rocky.

warnings: mature language, angst, alcohol consumption. cigarette smoking

a/n: by popular demand I give the second part of Cheated. appreciate all the support this got 🫶🏾

“I love you, Luis”

You couldn’t get those words out of your head no matter how hard you tried. It kept echoing in your head like an annoying song stuck on repeat. You’ve tried every method of forgetting by either drowning in alcohol or overtime at work. It only suppressed it for a little while before it clawed back into your brain.

You didn’t know where you went wrong in the relationship. You kept wondering if you did something wrong. What could have you done better? You were stuck with questions with no answers.

You took another sip of whiskey from the glass as you scrolled through the thousands of death threats and hate tweets you got on Instagram and Twitter.

You're used to it though, when you and Jenna first started dating a small portion of fans didn't think you deserved her. You never paid them any mind knowing that they were only upset that they didn't get a chance with her.

jennaortegafanduel: you don’t deserve another peaceful day in your life

mxortega: you attack a man unprovoked how much of a coward are you

guiterriezortega: I told y’all from the beginning that I never liked Y/n. Luis and Jenna were always better looking together

No one knew the truth. The truth as to why you attacked Luis in the first place. No one seemed to care to ask why you did it. They only focused on the fact that their dream man was hurt. Jenna nor Luis's team bothers to put a stop to the narrative being spun.

You had half the mind to leak all the pictures you had to the world. To show them the real Jenna Ortega. But the sensible side of you advised against it.

Eight years down the drain…eight years. Those years didn’t just represent you and Jenna being together. It represented you finally taking back your life after your mother snatched any happiness you felt. It represented a start over and finally experiencing a life and a love you never experienced before.

EIGHT YEARS AGO

“Come on Don put your back into it” You struggled as you and Donny tried to carry a dresser to his apartment.

“I’m trying. This shit is like 200 pounds” Donny grunted as he tried to get a good grip on the furniture.

He was definitely exaggerating about the pounds. But it was heavy as hell. You were helping Donny move into his new apartment downtown. You wanted to be a good friend but you were starting to regret helping out.

“Is it stuck on something?” You grunted.

“No I just can’t get a good grip-wait I got it!” Donny shouted excitedly. He finally got a good grip on the dresser and the two of you finished bringing the dresser inside the apartment.

“Never…again” You stated out of breath.

It was about 7:45 and you and Donny were nowhere near done. You just wanted to return to your comfy bed and finish watching that new Wednesday, Netflix show. It was an addictive show, with the lead actress selling Wednesday Addams really well and in a creative modern way. You grab a box and go to walk back into the apartment when a body collides with you.

"Oh shit, I'm sorry" You apologized to the woman.

"No, I should be the one saying I'm sorry, I collided with you," The woman said. You look down at her and you recognize the woman as the actress of the show you're currently watching.

"Oh...you the new Wednesday Addams," You said nonchalantly.

"Guilty" Jenna smiled sheepishly.

"Aye your show is fire except for the love triangle...no offense but it wasn't really needed." You told her.

Jenna chuckled, "Thank you and duly noted. We're scrapping the whole love triangle in the next season anyway."

"Good choice" You stated with a smile and adjusted the box in your hand.

“Moving in?” Jenna asked you, pointing to the box in your hand.

“Nah I’m helping my best friend move his stuff in. I live like 10 minutes away from here” You answered.

Jenna nodded at your answer.

The two of you just stood in front of one another in an awkward silence. You didn't know what else to say to the woman. You were kind of too busy checking her out subtly. She wore something simple: Samba Adidas, an oversized jacket, and some loose-fit jeans. She had her headphones around her neck and a purse around her shoulders.

"Uh...I don't want to take up any more of your time. You have a nice day" You politely smiled and turned to walk away.

"Wait" Jenna called.

You stopped and turned back towards the girl.

"If you're not doing anything tomorrow. There's a new coffee shop that just opened not far from here. You don’t have to say yes or anything I was just wondering if you would like t-”

You smirked at her rambling and placed the box down. You ripped a piece of paper from the box and wrote your number down. “Text me and I’ll meet you there.”

"Okay," Jenna smiled.

PRESENT TIME

Abruptly, you were brought out of your thoughts by a familiar ringtone.

My love ❤️ is calling…

Perfect timing. You had to change that contact name and photo immediately.

It was your first picture together ever, you took Jenna on a date to the fair. You called ahead to at least get two hours of park time before the general public came. It took some money but it was worth it. You weren't a picture person barely having any photos of yourself anywhere but that day the two of you took so many pictures.

You declined the call for the hundredth time in the past week. Ever since you left Jenna at the police station she’s been calling and texting you nonstop.

You place your phone on silent and screen down on the motel bar counter. You’ve been at this motel for the past couple of days. You were staying at Donny’s but you didn’t want to be a burden on him and his family. So you got a motel after much protest from them.

You finished your drink and left the bar. You stepped outside the building for some fresh air and a smoke break.

SIX YEARS AGO

“Smoking kills you know that right?” Jenna commented when she saw you leaning against the building with a cigarette hanging from your lips.

You shrugged, “We all die someday.”

“True but why speed up the process by smoking these cancer sticks,” Jenna said.

“I’m sorry…didn’t you get caught in the media smoking a cigarette with Gideon” You smirked at the girl.

“One time. It was one time. I haven’t done it again especially not after the way my mother embarrassed me on her Instagram stories” Jenna grumbled.

You let out a laugh, you remembered that day. When you saw her mother’s stories you teased Jenna about it for a good week. It was funny but also sweet that her mother was thinking about her health.

“It’s not funny” Jenna mumbled. Her being mad still made you continue to snicker before you gradually stopped.

PRESENT TIME

You finish your cigarette and flick the bud to the ground. You stomp it out and turn to go back inside when you hear a car door shut.

“I’ve been calling you,” A familiar voice said from behind you.

You freeze in your tracks at the sound of her voice that used to make you swoon. You turned around and faced the neutral-faced woman.

“Yeah, I know but what are you calling me for? We ain’t got shit to talk about” You said and placed your hands in your jacket pockets.

“We have a lot to talk about…I want to explain myself” Jenna revealed.

“Whatever you got to say, keep it to yourself” You stated. You turn around and go towards your room when her voice stops you again.

“I’m sorry Y/n. I’m sorry for everything” Jenna exclaimed, her voice cracking at the end.

You stopped again in your tracks.

“I fucked up severely. I should’ve never cheated on you” Jenna said. Tears were pooling in her eyes.

“Why did you? Why did you cheat?” You asked the millionaire dollar question.

Jenna sighed and shifted on her feet, “Because he was there. I wanted to feel something different. I was tired of being stuck in the same cycle. Going away for months and then coming back home to you working 12-hour shifts, barely getting any attention from you.”

“So to sum it all up, it’s my fault that you cheated” You spoke.

“No, I just-” You interrupted Jenna.

“You just wanted someone that wasn’t me. You wanted someone who could give you all the time and attention that you wanted. Someone who didn’t have to work a regular job to sustain themselves. Someone who could afford to take you to these expensive places. Someone that you wanted to be seen in public with. Someone that was enough for you” Jenna interrupted you.

“That’s not true Y/n” Jenna exclaimed.

“But it is true Jenna. If it wasn’t you wouldn’t have cheated. If you were happy in our relationship, the idea of sleeping with someone else would have disgusted you” You spoke.

Jenna stood in front of you, lost in her own thoughts.

You sniffled, “I told you from the start that I don’t tolerate cheating. There’s no second chance with me if you cheat. My trust in you has dissipated and I don’t know if you’ll ever get it back.”

“Y/n please I’m sorry. We can fix this” Jenna sobbed and grabbed onto you.

You gently tried to push her off you but she had an iron grip on your clothes. She then pulled you down by your jacket and connected your lips together. Salty tears were all you tasted on her lips. For a moment, you felt yourself get lost in her lips.

“I love you” Jenna mumbled on your lips.

Back then she brought you back to reality, you pulled away from her. You managed to get yourself out of her grip.

“I’m gonna come tomorrow to get my clothes and stuff,” You told her and walked into the motel. For the second time, you left her standing there sobbing away.

THREE YEARS AGO

“What’s like your ideal wedding?” Jenna asked you as she cuddled up to your naked side.

“Hmm…I always said that I would like a beach wedding. Have the wedding during the sunset and the reception at a place that has a pool and just vibe for the rest of the night” You answered and rubbed her back.

“Oh, I love a beach wedding. The only problem I got with it is the sand in your shoes” Jenna said.

“No shoes. Easy fix” You shrugged.

“What if they don’t want to have no shoes?” Jenna questioned amused.

“Well, tough tits don’t come” You chuckled. Jenna let out a giggle. The two of you just lay there, cuddled up next to each other in a comfortable silence. Cherishing the warmth of each other you rarely get to feel.

“I love you Y/n” Jenna gushed.

You sat up on your elbows and looked at her with nothing but love and happiness in your eyes. You love this girl like you never loved any other girl before. She was the love of your life and you would do anything for her.

“Baby?” Jenna’s voice pulled you from your thoughts.

“Hmm?” You hummed while still staring at her.

“You okay?” Jenna questioned softly.

You smiled at her and connected your lips to hers, “I’m perfect.” You deepened the kiss by putting all your love into it. You slowly move on top of her, holding your weight up by your palms. Jenna wrapped her legs around your waist pulling you closer.

PRESENT TIME

“Hey Apollo, how you doing boy” You gushed as your dog Apollo jumped on you excited. You brought Jenna a dog for her birthday a couple of years ago. He was a Golden Cocker Retriever (Golden Retriever + Cocker Spaniel).

Apollo nudged you with his nose and licked your face. You chuckled at the excited dog. You stood up and saw Jenna and Gideon at the kitchen counter watching you with Apollo. Gideon had a sympathetic look on her face when she saw you.

“Hey, Gideon” You politely said to the woman.

“Hey Y/n and Donny” Gideon replied to you and Donny.

You ignore Jenna and make your way to your former bedroom. You and Donny start to pack up your clothes in the boxes you brought. You packed up your game, anything you wanted you packed.

Thankfully, Donny had a truck to put everything in even though you didn’t really have a lot of stuff.

As you were loading the last box in the truck, you felt someone watching you. You turn around and see Jenna behind you.

You sighed, “I’m not doing this again Jenna.”

“Can you please just listen to what I have to say?” Jenna pleaded with you.

You sighed and leaned against the truck with your arms crossed.

Jenna nervously played with her fingers, “I know that saying I’m sorry isn’t going to undo what I did or ease the hurt that you’re feeling. I didn’t want to hurt you. I just wanted to feel how I felt when we first got together before my career and your job started getting in the way. And instead of me coming to you and talking to you about how I felt, I went to the first person that gave me what I wanted and I shouldn’t have. I shouldn’t have accused you of cheating. I shouldn’t have distanced myself. I shouldn’t have done any of it. I wish I could take it all back. I regret everything.”

“Let me ask you if you didn’t get caught, would you still feel guilty?” You asked.

Jenna opened and closed her mouth trying to find the right words to say. You grabbed a small box from your pocket.

“I wanted to marry you. I wanted to have kids with you. I wanted to grow old with you. I never felt love like I did with you. As much as I would like to fix this and move past it…I can’t. I can’t do it because every time I look at you…I just see you and him together” You said and grabbed her hand. You then placed the box in her hand.

“Despite what happened I’ll always love you but we can’t be together anymore” You kissed her on the forehead and gave her hand a tight squeeze. You then hopped into the truck with Donny in the passenger seat.

Jenna looked down at the small box in her hand. With shaky hands, she opened it to reveal a diamond engagement ring. She covered her mouth as sobs escaped. She felt Gideon hold onto her as they watched the truck you were in disappear around the corner.

It confirmed to Jenna that she’s lost you forever.

a/n: sooooooooo i went through like seventeen different versions of this lmao but i hope you guys enjoyed it. I'm gonna go rage on call of duty now :)

#jenna ortega #jenna ortega x reader #jenna marie ortega #jenna ortega x black!reader #jenna ortega x you #Spotify

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Another Clue in Viktor's Tarot Card?

I think I figured something out. In an older post I talked about how Arcane used tarot symbology to possibly hint at future developments for season 2. It was specifically how Viktor and Jinx fit into the role of the Magician and Death tarots respectively and how it works for Sevika. There was one thing that was bugging the hell out of me when i finished it. What was the symbol within the Machine Herald's grasp?

At first I thought it was the mathematical symbol for fish (∝), without the curves, like how Ekko' infinity symbol are sharp triangles instead of round loops. I thought it could mean Viktor needed to recognize the balance and proprtions necessary to unlock the Arcane and be an indirect reference to how similar but different Ekko and Viktor are. But I think the answer might be simpler.

It's an 'X', sideways. Obviously, the 'X' could refer to the x-factor the Magician needs to unlock the Hexcore's power. And that's the fun trick of it because there's only been one person I know in League that's been explicitly associated with this kind of 'X', it's Jinx.

When Jinx's character debuted in League of Legends, instead of releasing a bio first, they had her 'vandalize' Vi's page with graffiti (really fun marketing move). The end of the page had a signature tag that said "X WUZ HERE" because they didn't want to reveal her name so they used this special "X" instead. Later, the tag was just replaced with "JINX WAS HERE.". I thought it was a one-time thing, but no, Jinx's special 'X' still remains in the game to refer to her presence. For example, one of Caitlyn's gag interactions has her shooting her rifle that's been tampered with by Jinx. And when it happens Caitlyn goes, "Ready, aim... (gasps) Urgh! Why am I not surprised?". Who else could it be?

So this symbol is still associated with Jinx, specifically as a substitution for her name, and it's in the Machine Herald's grasp. I don't think this is meant to hint at any future control Viktor would have over Jinx, nor would he want to. It could mean that he will need a partner in Jinx to help him complete the Hexcore once he and Jayce have their falling out and he's cast out from Piltover (some real Silco and Singed vibes honestly). But maybe it's another hint at how similar their actions will be perceived by us, the audience, like they fly under the same banner of void-touched outcasts playing offense and defense against Piltover. And more so that they will have a deeply impact full relationship with one another. Look at Ekko and Vi, they both bare her tag and you can't pretend she hasn't left her mark on them and their motivations. It's just odd that for Viktor, her tag is in a different position. Maybe it's a past, present, future thing.

I wouldn't bring this up if the creators of Arcane hadn't said that there were plenty of hints at season 2 that the audience hasn't picked up yet, so maybe this is another one. Also, I have noticed that Jinx sometimes has Ekko's infinity symbol on her marketing but it's still solidly an Ekko thing. Even when she has it on her Flame Chomper grenades it's used explicitly to frame Ekko and the Firelights for her damage because it's so well associated with him.

Update: I don't know why I'm just remembering this, but Jinx is also just wearing a big X on her shirt. In fact she's covered in X's, her shirt, her necklacklace choker thing, her shoelaces, her belt, her bandage, the back of her shoe they all have X's in her design.

Update 2: I found more X's! They're all over her background in the 'Enemy' music video. The art really isn't being subtle when you notice.

Update 3: Pretty sure this is the last one... maybe. After rewatching I noticed Vi's prison uniform actually has the symbol as a part of her ID number. Altogether her ID would be X516. Though whenever Vi was referred to as prisoner 516. Alone it actually says her name in Roman numerals, 5=V, 1=I, and 6=VI (a but redundant). If we treat it the 'X' as Jinx's name it makes Jinx and Vi before Vi even knows Powder has grown into Jinx, already intertwining their identities.

Update 4: I really thought I was done, but I wasn't. I found that both of Ekko's loc rings (which look similar to the bullet shells Jinx uses in her braids) have partial infinities that look similar to her symbol. Ekko specifically is represented with a complete hourglass, and this is literally the one exception. The fact that this symbol is visible when he talks about Zaun and Silco makes me feel ridiculous. If this is a subtle hint at the way Jinx affects Ekko... wow. Jinx isn't even dead, but she's practically haunting all these characters.

Seriously, it's a purposeful choice to do this, his game icon has full hour glasses. But in Arcane they're not, they're drawn to be similar to Jinx's symbol. Just like with Viktor and Vi, it means internally, not even consciously, he's seeking her out for her.

#viktor arcane #the machine herald #machine herald #jinx arcane #arcane #arcane season 2 speculation #it sometimes feels like any mystery can use jinx to solve it #she's a wild card #a loose cannon #jinx is the random ingredient that falls into the cooking pot and when you taste it you’ve invented a whole new dish #it feels so on purpose that almost every league medium keeps viktor and jinx's interactions from minimal to nonexistent #they'd cause too much of an uproar #legends of runeterra technically doesn’t count #vi arcane #ekko arcane #ekko #arcane speculation #arcane meta #arcane season 2

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Such a Brat -2-

pairing; Student!Soobin x Fem!Reader x Student!Yeonjun

warnings; cunnilingus, blowjob, public oral, somnophilia, jealousy, subtle rivalry, love triangle, threesome, kissing, dirty talk, degradation, hard dom!soobin, hard dom! yeonjun, sub! reader, subspace, sneaking around, anal, creampie, double penetration, reader zones out at the end, blackmail, cum eating, unprotected sex, multiple smut scenes, nipple play, spit roast.

A/N: ENJOY!! I LOVE YOU❤️

“Are you good?” You hear from across the table. You probably could’ve played this off better to be honest. Eating quietly and eyeing your bowl wasn’t the smartest idea.

Clearing your throat you say, “Yea i’m just tired, I fell asleep earlier” You hope they don’t prod anymore as you try and look more interested in the conversation. You make eye contact with Soobin but break it quickly, his stare makes you squirm.

“Right, well the market was fun. An old lady hit on Yeonjun” Beomgyu giggles, pulling some noodles out of his bowl.

“She wasn’t old, just…middle aged thank you very much”. You giggle at his weak defense, slurping your noodles after. “Don’t be mad you don’t get any” Yeonjun pokes, Beomgyu places a hand over his chest in faux offense and gapes at him. “How dare you, your mom and I are doing great actually”

Kai is the first to laugh as he tips his head back, you shoot a hand over your mouth and cackle. Taehyun and Soobin lean back and excitedly clap their hands while laughing. Yeonjun can barely control his own laughter and Beomgyu looks proud.

The guys and you finish up the last of your food and throw out the empty containers. “Thank you for dinner, whoever payed for this” You yell while splaying out on the couch.

“You’re welcome” A flirty tune comes from Yeonjun, the warmth that spreads to your face is uncontrollable and you know if Soobin saw he’d probably be pissed. Too bad he’s unbelievably attractive while mad…..

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Soobin stirs in his bed, memories of earlier not going anywhere. The way you looked on your knees with your mouth full, spit dripping as well as your tears, pitiful look on your face—intoxicating.

He reaches for the phone charging under his pillow and pulls it out to check the time.

3:27 AM

He holds in the groan at the tip of his tongue and shimmies out of his bed quietly, cursing the creaking wood planks under him. Their door is already open, as well as yours. The tv light from your open door leaks into the hallway as he steps closer.

He can faintly see you due to the shear curtains lining the posts. Making his way to the end of the bed where the curtains were still tied, he gazes at you. Closing his eyes before shaking his head he crawls on the furniture—careful to not startle you awake.

You’re thankfully laid on your back already, the faint light of the tv shows the marks on your collarbones he left. He drops his head, briefly, at the sight before snatching the end of the blanket, dragging it down your body and inhaling when he sees you fully, a large t-shirt and panties seem to be the only thing you’re wearing. The shirt is pushed upward and the waistband of your panties catches his attention immediately.

He nibbles at his bottom lip and tentatively reaches out, his fingers skim the material and your warm skin. He’s hesitant but hooks a finger into it, taking a moment to look at your face before hooking another finger on the other side and slowly dragging down the clothing. Your hands jerks and it almost makes him jump, but he keeps going until he flings your panties onto the floor; just like he did hours ago.

Spreading your legs he eyes your cunt as he licks his lips, getting into a comfortable position on his stomach. His hands find the skin of your legs and prop them over his clothed shoulders before making a peace sign with his fingers and spreading you out.

Soobin can’t suppress the groan before he almost harshly runs his tongue over your opening, you jolt in your sleep but settle quickly. He doesn’t falter as his tongue meets your clit and envelopes it in his mouth, sucking is gently at first. Fingers grip into your thigh as he closes his eyes, maneuvering his tongue in different shapes and patterns against you.

Your thighs tense as your back arches, “S-Soobin..?” A quiet, breathy, whine leaves your slightly chapped lips. He groans into you and it causes your thighs to almost shut around his head.

Opening his eyes he looks up at you, “I knew you’d taste good, baby. My girl has such a perfect cunt” Before diving back down again and shoving his tongue into your clenching hole. Your hands grip the sheets besides you and your hips roll into his warm mouth.

“Soobin—fuck” You moan a little too loud.

“Baby, you’re gonna have to be quiet for me. You don’t want me to stop, right?”

You pout and shake your head.

“Good girl”

He tongues your insides again and you bite your lip trying to remain quiet, the drag of his muscle against you has fireworks going off behind your closed eyelids. He switches to your clit and firmly sucks it into his mouth.

Heat blooms in your abdomen quickly and you’re suddenly very aware of how close you are.

You slap a hand over your mouth and mutter, “Soobin, i’m so close”. Panting hotly, you gasp when a hand trails up your stomach and under your shirt, quickly finding your hardening nipple. Your free hand grips his wrist—not to stop him but to find purchase.

A particularly hard pinch had your hips bucking up and your eyes clamping shut. The euphoric feeling sizzles through your limbs and you’re not sure how loud you’re being, the blood pumping behind your ears was drowning out everything else.

Soobin works you through your orgasm until you’re too sensitive. You pant once more as he offers you a smug smile.

He rises from his spot on his stomach to hover over you, giving you a hot, searing, kiss. The tangy taste of you on his tongue has you groaning and deepening the kiss. A hand goes to the back of his head and you run your fingers over his undercut.

He pulls away to fully sit up and hop off the bed, “Goodnight, Angel” He whispers before disappearing into the dark hallway. You lay there, shocked and needy. That really just happened?

You soon feel a cool breeze over your lower half and remember you need underwear, poking your head off your bed you spot the cloth halfway under the furniture. You grab it and pull it back on, tucking yourself back into bed giddily. You’ve always dreamt of something like this.

Your heart races as you think of what could possibly happen for the remaining 4 days.

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You all sit around the dinner table, slurping down cereal and deciding what to do.

“Ok, so we’re going to Dongmun market tonight, what do we do in the mean time?”

The question is put into the world and everyone pauses and thinks, it’s winter so it’s not like you can go swimming or something. Not much is coming to mind so you hope someone else has a good idea.

“I got it, we can climb Mount Hallasan” Soobin suggests, fishing out the last pieces of cereal in his bowl.

The group agrees and finishes eating. “It’s 8:17 right now so let’s get ready” Beomgyu says, checking his watch.

“I don’t wanna be stuck in here while you guys shower though, I’m gonna go on a walk” Yeonjun complains.

“Yea same” Taehyun and Beomgyu say, tying there shoes.

“Can I shower first?” Kai asks the rest of you, which is just Soobin and yourself.

You nod your head and Soobin hums in agreement before you shuffle to your room.

What should you wear? You’re hiking up an entire fucking Volcano….

You decide on some sweat pants and a long sleeve shirt plus a jacket because it’s cold as fuck. While you’re on your knees infront of your suitcase the door unexpectedly shuts behind you. Whipping your head around you see Soobin. He even takes it a step further and locks it.

“What are you doing?”

“I missed you, of course” He answers with a smile as he sits on your bed, leaning back on his arms.

“We’ve been in the same house for days….” You giggle, going back to picking out your clothes.

“Don’t be difficult, come here” He grabs your arm and yanks you on top of him, you thankfully don’t knee him in the crotch or anything as you try to find stability.

One of his hands drifts up to your jaw as he leans in, meeting your lips for the first time today. It’s gentle at first and he’s almost shy about it. You sigh and push yourself against him more, the action is eagerly welcomed as he slightly nips at your bottom lip.

“Soobin, we can’t do this right now”. You murmur against his plush lips, reluctantly pulling away.

His eyes are hooded with lust and all you wanna do is kiss him again, but that’ll lead to something you can’t exactly finish right now. He sighs and nods, gazing into your eyes while the thumb on your jaw soothingly rubs the skin.

“Fine, I’ll be thinking of you though. How pretty you look with your lips wrapped around me, or how pretty you sound when I touch you….” He trails off, the thumb placed on your face moves to your lips—tracing the plushness of the skin.

“Soobin, what the fuck?” You groan, playfully slapping him in the chest. He only giggles at you and peers down at your lips. “Just one more kiss” You laugh and press your lips against his firmly before a knock at the door startles you both.

“Showers free” Kai yells, “Alright, thank you” you reply, looking back at Soobin. “Go shower, I beat you to it the first time” He jokes.

You chuckle at him and grab your towel, shuffling to the bathroom.

As the water wets your hair you think of Soobin again, this time you try not to squeal in happiness. You’ve literally had sex with him, he literally ate you out last night. And after all of that he just wants to be close to you, it warms your heart as you go back to showering.

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You dry off your hair and wrap the towel around yourself, preparing for the coldness that lays behind the door. It hits you in the face but doesn’t feel bad, your skin feels like it’s burning up. You honestly blame Soobin. Opening your door again you’re shocked to see Soobin laying in the same spot you left him.

“I’m shocked you’re still here”

“And miss seeing you just in a towel? No way” He says before standing up to grip your waist, dragging you to the bed with him. You stand between his legs as he sits down. His bottom lip is trapped under his front teeth as he gazes at you, in response you lay a hand on one of his shoulders, “Don’t look at me like that”.

“I can’t help it” he mutters as he drags you closer before continuing, “you’re so prett-“.

His sentiments are interrupted by Kai yelling “Soobin have you seen my left shoe?”. He laughs in defeat and reluctantly lets you go, pressing his lips against your forehead, he leaves your room to help Kai. Your emotions are everywhere as you dress yourself and brush your hair, what are you? Are you dating? Friends with benefits? How do you ask him without sounding a certain way?

The sound of the front door opening is quiet but the sound of Beomgyu, Taehyun, and Yeonjun yelling that the uber is here was not. Phone? You frantically check your pockets and nod when you feel the item. You should bring water and food though.

“We got water bottles and granola bars in Beomgyu’s backpack get your flat asses out the door” Taehyun yells, which spurs an argument between him and Kai because Kai refuses to be called flat. “You’re both pretty ladies, get in the car” You shove them out the door. Everyone piles into the large uber and you settle into your seat, which happens to be in the last row behind all the other seats between Yeonjun and Soobin.

A good 10 minutes into the ride Yeonjun asks, “You excited, Y/n?” Which leads to your attention being only on him. The other man next to you feels a stabbing like feeling in his heart and impulsively buds in on a random topic.

“Yea I love that show too, doesn’t it have that one actor that’s in your favorite movie, Y/n?”

“Actually yea, how did you know that?” You muse, you had no idea he knew that about you. Yeonjun’s jaw clenches before he cuts off Soobin. “I had no idea you liked that movie, that’s my favorite too. We should watch it together some time…just us” His smug smile isn’t noticed by you but is studied by Soobin.

The taller man’s eyebrow furrow momentarily before he says, “That sounds great, thanks, Yeonjun” The tension becomes thicker as both men gaze at each other, daring the other to try something.

“Guys-”

“We’re here” Beomgyu tells everyone as he gets out, the three of you snap your heads to a window and ogle the scenery. Trees as far as the eye can see, with the occasional rock or bush, of course. The rest of you pile out and take in the snowy forest you’re basically stranded in now.

“This is gonna suck” you mumble, kicking a rock for the effect. The group starts heading down the marked trail as you drag your feet through the light snow.

“I’ll make it worth your while” Soobin mumbles into your ear, the feeling of his lips and breath skimming the sensitive skin has goose bumps prickling your flesh in response. You catch his eye for a second as he pulls away and your lungs release a shaky breath.

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The group stops seemingly in the middle of the forest where 4 paths meet, a sign in the middle points you in the direction of the volcano and you don’t waste a second moving. You’re not the most athletic person in the world so you’d prefer getting a move on so you don’t stretch this out.

“I hate that you guys are so in shape” You groan while your thighs burn going up a hill. They laugh at you and tease before going back to whatever they were talking about before, except Yeonjun.

“Here, get on my back”

Your eyes widen at the proposition, your head says one thing but your burning calfs say another. “Sure, thanks”.

He bends down in front of you and waits, the rest of the group doesn’t seem to notice as they continue to walk further and further ahead. As you get situated on his back you ask, “Are you sure about this? What if i’m too heavy?”

He scoffs at your concerns and stands up easily, you’re honestly taken aback but grateful nonetheless. “We’re gonna get lost I know it” you mumble next to his ear.

“You think? That wouldn’t be too bad, would it? We get to spend more time with each other”

Is he flirting with you? Or does he mean you all get to spend more time with each other as a group?

“Yea, true” you trail off.

The forest around you is serene and absolutely stunning as you all make it closer and closer to the top, a cool breeze blows past as you pass a few people on the way.

The moment is ruined as Yeonjun grips your thighs tighter and drags you further against him, the action has you biting back a gasp as you tense. “You okay?” Yeonjun mumbles to you, you’re not sure if he realizes what he did or not but you decide to not bring it up either way.

“I’m fine, sorry”

He opens his mouth but before he can say something Soobin starts, “Alright, well here are some bathrooms. We should take a short break, Y/n can I show you something?” Both you and Yeonjun raise your eyebrows at him but you agree nonetheless.

“A bathroom break sounds amazing, bacon goes right through me” Beomgyu pats his stomach, “When did you have bacon?” Taehyun asks as they both walk into the bathroom; Kai trailing behind them like a lost puppy. Yeonjun kneels again so you’re able to get off safely, “I’ll be right back”.

You smile at him before your hand is gripped and you’re being dragged down the path and soon into the forest. Your back meets the bark of a tree as Soobin kisses you, you’re shocked but you’ve been yearning the feel of him all day. His hands are cradling your jaw as he presses harder against your welcoming lips.

You, begrudgingly, pull away to look him in the eyes. His are hooded and lust-filled as he drinks you in, “Are you okay?”

He gently bites at his lip as his gaze switches between your eyes and your lips before answering, “I want you so bad” His voice is thick like honey and it has you breathing deeper. “Lemme help you”.

Before he can respond your kneeling in the snow infront of him, his eyes widen but he makes no move to stop you.

The hands hooking under the waistband of his joggers are gentle as you pull them down. Once again you’re met with the outline of his cock. The sight has a chill zip down your spine as you notice he’s harder than you thought. You do the same to his briefs as you did his sweatpants, the both of you can’t believe you’re doing this in the forest of all places.

Peering up at him while reaching up to his base, you notice the way his eyebrows scrunch as he watches closely. Soobin peers around the tree you’re behind and threads his fingers into your hair when your mouth finally envelopes his tip. You know there’s not much time to do this so you take him further and further into your mouth, breathing through your nose as much as you can.

The cold nips at his skin but the intense radiating heat from your mouth and the very subtle scrape from your teeth distracts him well.

Pieces of your hair fall infront of your eyes as you begin to bob your head, you don’t mind though, the taste of him makes up for the annoying tickling. He looks pained as he tries his absolute hardest to keep down any noises that are begging to be released, your mouth is just as warm and wet as before and it has images flickering into his mind. It’s like he’s watching porn as he remembers how fucked out you looked, tears, snot, and drool dripping down your face as his cock was nestled into your throat only hours ago.

The part that isn’t in your mouth is in your fist. The hands in your hair tighten a fraction and the pain goes straight to your cunt. A heartbeat forms in your underwear and you wish Soobin would pull out of your mouth and have his way with you right then and there. You absentmindedly tongue his underside up to his slit and watch as a shiver rings down his spine.

“I’ve made you my own personal cock sucker, hm? Wanting to suck my dick in the forest, you want people to know how much of a whore you are for me?” He mumbles to you, his words are music to your ears as you gaze downward at the veins on his shaft.

“So close, baby” He harshly whispers, the veins in his neck are on display and it causes a low moan to vibrate through him. The sensation helped him off the edge and he’s soon pushing your head against the tree and shoving the rest of his cock down your awaiting throat as he comes. He tries his best to not rip out any of your hair as he shallowly thrusts into your mouth.

The feeling of his come being shot down your throat was missed, you’ve never tasted anything like it before. As he pulls out and lightly pants you both hear the voices of your loud friends getting closer, you share a panicked look as he tucks himself back into his briefs and pulls up his pants and you try and fix your hair and swallow the containments in your mouth.

He frantically looks around and pulls a random plant from the ground that was peaking out of the white powder, pointing to it. You catch on quickly so when your friends get to you guys it looks like Soobin is showing you a random plant he found. The group eyes you mysteriously but ends up just teasing Soobin for being a nerd. You all laugh and continue walking, except Yeonjun.

He eyes you and you can only look at him with a smile, the smile, though, is wiped off your face when he reaches out and swipes his thumb across the corner of your mouth.

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“Fucking finally, can we take a nap up here ?” Kai whines, taking a well deserved seat on a rock.

Everyone is breathing deep and chugging water, you for real just climbed a goddamn volcano. The view is gorgeous as you all look at the beautiful sky and landscape together. “Sorry but this isn’t worth it, i’m leaving” Taehyun mumbles, heading back to the path. You laugh almost hysterically as you follow him, playfully shoving him as well.

The view was amazing and the top of the volcano looked unreal but your legs were about to give out.

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“Do you guys still wanna go to the market?” Kai asks, slouching on a corner of the sectional. You sigh and say, “We shouldn’t put it off again, it’s only-” you pause for a second to tap your phone screen, “4:30, let’s go in like 2 hours?”

The group hums in agreement and you go back to laying against the couch when you felt the urge to pee. Of course, it only hits when you’re comfortable. “I’ll be right back” you mutter before pushing yourself upward. The wood under you creaks as you turn a corner to the hallway.

You’re about a centimeter away from the door knob when someone grabs it and pushes you inside.

“Soo-” You cut yourself off immediately when you notice it actually isn’t Soobin, it’s Yeonjun.

With wide eyes you say, “S’Yeonjun, so Yeonjun. How are you?” You laugh nervously as you play off your slip up. He arches an eyebrow at you and pushes you against the sink. “I’m doing fine, did you enjoy ur hike today?” He asks nonchalantly like he isn’t caging you in.

With another nervous laugh you nod, “Yea, it was great..”

“Really? Hm, what was the plant he showed you?

“Uh, yknow, some plant he read about, I don’t remember the name, you know how he is….” You trail off with a broken chuckle.

“Right, looked like you both really..enjoyed it” Before you say anything he sends you a wink before exiting the room. He definitely knows, how could he not?

You shut the door behind you and take a breath, should you tell Soobin?

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“Took you long enough” Soobin nudges you with a smile, looking at him always made butterflies settle in your stomach. Even more so now, remembering how it felt when his hands touched you.

A sudden urge to put on makeup consumes you as you remember the market you’re going to. Have you even worn makeup since you got here? Probably not.

“Guys, i’m gonna go get ready”

You should shower, you just climbed a volcano. Omg should you go all out and dress nice for the market as well? A million thoughts race through your head as you grab your towel and head for the bathroom once more.

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It felt amazing to clean the sweat and grime off of you, you feel like a new person at this point. Your damp towel is wrapped around you as you bolt to your room, closing the door and locking it. Even though you want him to, Soobin shouldn’t come in your room right now. Yeonjun is already suspicious of you both.

Your suitcase looks like a crime scene, clothes are pushed over the sides and everything is unfolded. That’s how you spot the cute black dress sticking out like the gods above were sending you a message. Picking it up, you rearrange it in your hands so it’s upright. It’s nothing too crazy, just a simple spaghetti strap dress. Peering out your window you note the sun beginning to set, you’ll just pair it with a jacket.

You lay the dress on your bed and drag out your bag of makeup to the mirror in your room.

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“Y/n, are you done yet? We’re leaving in 10” Yeonjun calls to you on the other side of your closed door, you finish applying the lipgloss in your hand before responding, “I’m coming”.

After slipping on your socks, you look over yourself in the mirror. Being an adult has its upsides.

For some reason your nerves flare when you go to open the door, but you push them down. You’re allowed to feel pretty. So, with a smile on your face you swing the door open and stride to the living room where your jacket is. “Sorry I took so long, i’m ready now”. You exclaim as you grip your jacket and fling it on. The group of 4 looks towards you, silently.

Eyebrows raising at their quiet stares you ask, “What?”. Nobody gets a word in as Beomgyu walks in and tells you the uber is there — not before eyeing you suspiciously. Slipping on some sneakers, you follow Beomgyu’s lead and head out of the house.

The car ride there was strange, to say the least. When you first entered the car Yeonjun and Soobin were pushing each other while trying to get into the car, so Kai was the one to get the seat beside you. He showed you pictures of his new plushies, and the cute names he gives them. When Kai wasn’t amusing you with stuffed animals the feeling of being watched settled over you.

Peering over your shoulder, you find the eyes of both Soobin and Yeonjun. They both gaze at you with predatory eyes and it has your skin prickle with goosebumps. You wouldn’t admit this, but having both of them ogle you like that had heat stir in your abdomen. You turn back to the front and, hopefully, gulp quietly.

You would think you’d be happy to get there, having heard so much about it and all. But nerves claw at your throat when you slide open the door and step out. The market was packed and you were worried about getting lost, you’re not as tall as them and there are a lot of people.

Turning around to look at the group behind you, you ask, “What if I get lost?” With a pout prominent on your glossy lips. They erupt with:

“You won’t”

“It’ll be okay”

“I’ll make sure you’ll be okay”

“I won’t let you out of my sight”

“Don’t worry”

Warmth is your face as you smile at them, you’ve always had such bad luck with friends and you really appreciate them looking out for you. “So what do you guys wanna do?” Yeonjun speaks up at your question.

“I’ll show you to my favorite spot here, they sell necklaces. I think you’ll like them, they reminded me of you” He takes your hand and guides you through the sea of people to the stand. An elderly woman sits there, hand making the cute bead necklaces. Her gray hair is pinned away from her face as she concentrates on the jewelry. Her stand is decorated head to toe with beaded necklaces, bracelets, earrings, and rings. A soft glow comes from the right side of her as a desk lamp is propped up on the counter she’s working on.

Yeonjun speaks up softly, “Mrs. Lee, I’m back. And I brought Y/n, just like I said I would”.

The lady looks up and smiles, to your surprise she stands up and shakes your hand with both of hers. You greet her warmly while the man next to you gazes at you with an unreadable smile. “Yeonjun has told me all about you, here, he picked out a necklace for you”. Eyes widening, you look him in the eyes but he can’t hold it as she turns around.

Mrs. Lee turns back with a peach and pink necklace, strawberry decals are sprinkled through it. “How much is it?” You reach for your purse but Yeojun stops you, “I already payed for it, no sweat”. He thanks Mrs. Lee before you and says goodbye. The rest of the group is lingering around the neighboring stands.

“Do you want me to put it on you?” He says close to your ear, this entire situation has made you feel unbelievably vulnerable as you softly nod your head. The feel so his fingers skimming the sensitive skin around your neck makes your heart beat faster than it’s already going.

“Thank you, it’s so pretty. I honestly wasn’t expecting any of this, but I really appreciate it”. Your tone has him smiling back at you, Soobin can feel his heart basically shattering at the exchange. Even if you haven’t actually done anything. The longer he watched the more his sadness became anger, not at you, but at Yeonjun. He wasn’t the one between your legs at night, he had no idea what you tasted like.

He pitied Yeonjun, really. Poor guy thought he had a chance with you. His confidence skyrocketed from the thought and he found himself approaching you two. “How cute, a little cheap though, no?” He faked concern as an arm was thrown around your shoulders and you were pulled into him as he walked away.

“What was that about?”

Soobin smirked and glanced away before leaning in to your ear, “How would you feel if I fucked you with that necklace on?” Your eyes widen, “w-what?” You gulp at the thought and can feel heat settle into your skin. “I think you’ve forgotten who you belong to, baby” His nose skins your ear lobe and suddenly you have no qualms with fucking here, even if it’s in public.

“Fine-”

“Where are you guys going? Cmon we’re going to get some ramen” Kai points out.

The entire time there was just like that, moments where Soobin was trying his best to drag you away but couldn’t. He was ready to snap by the time you left, he wanted to see you moan his name while wearing that stupid fucking necklace.

Now finally it was night, 1:57 to be exact. Everyone in his room was fast asleep and he was sure the other rooms were as well.

His feet touched the cold wood just like before as he snuck out of his room and into yours. The emotions he felt earlier came back once he landed his eyes on you, necklace still on. He closed the door quietly and wasted no time crawling on top of you. You were always so pretty it amazed him, even when you were asleep you looked angelic, he was truly so lucky to be able to be with you like this.

“Y/n, baby” He ran a warm hand up and down your side, “Y/n” he said a bit harsher. You groaned and opened your eyes slightly.

“Soobin?” He smiled at how cute you were, “You’re so pretty, you know that” He mumbled into your neck as he started leaving kisses across your collarbones, he moves both hands to your thighs and glides up, taking your shirt with it. He can’t describe in words how much he missed the feel of your skin on his.

Once he deemed you awake enough his kisses traveled up your neck, over your jaw, and to your slightly chapped lips. Kissing you was like a drug, he was obsessed with it. Your quiet hums and gasps added to the ache in his briefs as he pressed himself into you more and more.

He pulled away, taking your bottom lip with him before speaking. “Missed feeling you, baby” His hands drifted up more and more until the shirt you were wearing was off, pride filled his veins as he gazed at your almost completely naked form. You were absolutely stunning, and you were his, his to mess with, his to play with.

His eyes zeroed in on your hard nipples, so his large hands enveloped your entire left breast, and soon your other one as well. All he wanted to do was take his time with you but he unfortunately couldn’t do that right now. So he slipped his fingers into the band of your underwear and shuffled them down and off.

“Been waiting for this all day” he mumbled, “Soobin” you quietly whined. He smiled at you before doing the same to himself, he dragged down the cloth on his lower half and settled in between your welcoming legs. One hand propped himself up next to your head as the other rubbed your hip bone soothingly.

“You’re always so pretty for me, aren’t you? Nobody else?” He lazily dragged his tip up and down your drenched slit as he spoke. “Only you, Soobin”.

He seemed delighted at your answer and pushed into you, both of you fought to keep the noises down as you relived the euphoric experience over again.

///////////////

Soobin was sweaty and out of breath when he closed your door behind him, the first thing he noticed was the light underneath the bathroom door. A large part of him wished it was Yeonjun, so he could see you were off limits. Apparently someone above was listening because the door inched open as Soobin walked closer. Yeonjun rounded the corner and caught Soobin’s eyes when he became aware of his presence.

The eldest’s eyebrows shot up when he noticed how flushed and damp he was. His hair was sticking up in several directions as they stared at each other, the contact ended once Soobin entered his room. Yeonjun understood enough and he mulled it over in his head as an idea formed.

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Everyone sat around the table once again, instead of the elegant feast you and Beomgyu usually prepare, there was only cereal — probably because you all decided to relax for most of the day and it was currently almost 3. “What are we doing today? We've already done so much" Kai asks Beomgyu, who's currently sipping the milk from the bowl. He makes a thoughtful expression before answering, "How about we go downtown? There's a bunch of shops and restaurants we can go to"

"I wanna get a souvenir, that sounds like fun"

"When are we leaving?"

"Probably in an hour, get your asses showered and ready or I'm leaving you here" He exclaims as he stands from the table to enter the kitchen and toss his bowl and spoon in the sink. "This has honestly been so much fun, this was such a good idea. THANK YOU BEOMGYU" You yell the last part so he can hear you from the table.

"YOU'RE WELCOME, LOSER" He yells back, the teasing name brings a smile to your face as you get up and follow his lead putting away the bowl and spoon. Once again you find yourself digging through the piles of clothes spilling out of your luggage, you end up settling for a casual look.

You peer over your shoulder and spot your makeup bag, the want to do your makeup calls to you.

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“Wah, Y/n you’re so pretty. The glitter under your eyes is so cute” Kai gushes while staring intently at your face, warmth becomes your skin at his compliment. Attention is directed at you and it has a shy smile blooming on your features. You notice that Soobin always has this look in his eyes when he gazes at you, it’s like you’re the only person in the world.

Yeonjun also has a certain look in his eyes, it’s more predatory and it has you shying away. You don’t dislike it but it definitely makes you nervous. “Yea yea she’s gorgeous cmon” Beomgyu teases as he flings the front door open. You can’t help but smile all the way to the awaiting car as the rest of your friends trail behind you.

You seemingly don’t notice the way Yeonjun sprints to the seat next to you, and how he passes a fake sympathetic look towards a stunned Soobin. “Kai was right, you are so pretty” He leans closer to you and tucks a loose strand behind your ear. You’re not the type to get many compliments so that on top of his ,very, obvious flirty aura has you stuttering out a reply.

“Oh, u-um, thanks” You can’t hold his eye contact so you stick to looking at your fidgeting fingers or the window. You suddenly flinch when he presses his thumb into a particular mark that might’ve been left by Soobin. “Did you get hurt?” His tone isn’t convincing but it’s not like you can point it out.

“Yea, I burned myself..on accident”

His eyebrows furrow as a look of understanding comes over him, “I see, you should be more…careful”

You nod and smile on the outside but in the inside you’re having a meltdown, he totally knows.

The car was mainly Yeonjun being touchy, he’d play with your fingers, the sleeve of your jacket or lay his hand on your knee. You feel guilty for being attracted to him, you’re not dating Soobin but still. The heat from his hand sinks into your skin and it has you captivated.

“Ok, we’re here”

As you basically run out of the vehicle, you glance around you. The street is lined with buildings and shops, it’s also crazy busy. “What are we doing first?”

The group erupts into different responses but Beomgyu wasn’t having that, an unimpressed look settles over him as he nods. “Let’s walk this way” He says as he ignores the suggestions being hurled at him. "Can we get boba" You whine, the cutest boba shop so happens to be at the end of the street.

White and pink cat paw prints scatter across the glass leading to a cup of pink boba. The inside just as cute and it calls to you. You look around for Soobin and when you spot him you take his hand and drag him to the shop. The inside was freezing cold but Hello kitty figurines littered the building along with random anime characters.

He chuckles as he asks you what you want, a pout comes over your lips as you thoughtfully gaze at the menu. “Hello, what can I get you?” The cashier asks, ready to punch in your orders. “Um, can I get the melon boba with tapioca pearls, please?”

“Alright, and for you?”

Soobin peers down at you for a second before looking at the worker in the eyes. “I’ll have the vanilla boba with tapioca, please” The worker nods and tells you the price. Getting out your wallet you’re a second away from handing them a $20 bill before Soobin grabs it from you and pays it with his own money. You look up incredulously at him but he only waves you off. The worker says thank you and gets started on your orders.

A few tables sit next to the counter but most of the chairs are taken besides one. A smaller table off to the corner has one free chair, he follows your line of sight and laces your fingers together as he guides you to it before sitting down.

“Why did you drag me over here if you’re just gonna take the chair” You laugh, “You’re a genius, Y/n. Truly”. He says as he spins you around and pulls you to sit on his lap, you slap a hand over your mouth as you laugh loudly at the situation. His free hand settles on your lower back and soothingly rubs up and down. There’s a pause in your interaction where you can’t help but stare at his face as he takes a moment to look around.

Very unlike you, when he catches you staring you don’t budge, only offer a small smile. The air between you suddenly feels much warmer and it has your insides twisting, his hand on your back stops as he notices the change. He’s even prettier up close, his skin is practically glowing and his lips are the perfect shade of pink. Soobin wets them and your eyes follow the entire motion closely, the distance between you slowly becomes minuscule and he’s now very close.

“Can I kiss you”

“Melon and vanilla with tapioca” A worker calls, both of your eyes widen and he clears his throat as you hop off of him to grab the drinks. Walking to get the boba honestly sucked, the warmth was gone and you were cold again. Even though you were uncomfy a permanent smile was etched onto you, and you blame Soobin.

He follows behind you and takes his drink, as you both walk out and try to find your friends you regret not kissing him. You really wanted to, you still do. He was so close and just thinking about it had your heart rate spiking again. Nerves claw at you as you look at him, ‘just do it’ echoes through your head. Taking a sip from your drink you sigh deeply and tap him on the shoulder.

Even if you’re directly infront of the shop doesn’t matter to you. He looks at you expectantly and hums in question. Turning to face him fully you stand on your tippy toes and briefly connect your lips, he tastes like vanilla and it has you wanting more. Just as fast as it happened it ended, Soobin looks at you shocked but grips your jaw and kisses you again. This one is deeper and has you momentarily forgetting you’re in public.

He nibbles his lip with a dopey smile on his face when he pulls away, “I love you”. Both of you gaze at each other in shock, he didn’t mean to say that yet, he probably screwed everything up now. You’re probably scared and freaked out, god why didn’t he just keep his mouth sh-”

“I love you too”

You’re giving him the prettiest smile he’s probably ever seen and it causes the words to stop in his throat, looking down at you uttering those words back to him has his brain short circuit. So when you turn around and wave eagerly he still doesn’t know what’s happening until chattering surrounds him.

“What did you guys get?” He opens his mouth and closes it a couple times at the question before you decide to answer for him with a giggle, “I got melon and he got vanilla”. They nod and direct their attention back to Soobin.

“You good?” Beomgyu asks, patting him on the shoulder. The elders brain restarts and he nods, “Yea, sorry”. He receives odd looks before they go back to discussing where to eat.

“Actually guys I don’t feel well, I think i’m gonna head home” You look at Soobin and secretly nudge him, “Oh, i’ll help you. Wouldn’t want anything bad happening, I’ll call an uber”

“Are you okay?” Taehyun asks concerned, he extends a hand to feel your forehead. “Wow, yea you’re burning up. We’ll get you some medicine while we’re here”. Now you feel guilty, your friends are concerned. All of them look at you sympathetically except for one ,of course, his eyes stare at your soul as you try your best to keep up the act.

“Alright, it’ll be here in 5” Soobin tells you.

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Your bra is flung to the side as Soobin makes out with your neck and collarbones. His shirt is gone, as well as yours and your pants. His hands are intoxicating as they skim your skin, the soft drag of his nails has you clenching around nothing. The bites he trails down your skin are a bit rougher than usual causing you to buck up into him with a whine.

“You’re so pretty”

The praise causes a smile on your face and a pool in your underwear.

Soobin welcomes a nipple in his mouth as a hand drifts down to your thighs, he cups you over the fabric and grinds his hand upward. A soft gasp escapes you when the door loudly swings open. The air is sucked from your lungs and it’s like time stops.

“How sweet of you, Soobin to accompany poor, sick, Y/n home” He fake pouts before continuing, “You guys are seriously so obvious” He scoffs. You shoot your hands to your chest and Soobin blocks your naked body.

“Yeonjun, get out” Soobin seethes, his eyebrows are clinched together as he glares daggers at the older man.

“Or what?”

The answer has Soobin clenching his fists, “Please, don’t tell. We’ll do anything”. You beg from behind him. Panic shoots through you as Soobin gives you a wide eyed look, you argue with your eyes and he backs down.

Yeonjun hums at you and taps his chin thoughtfully, “Alright, let me join” He says like it’s the most casual thing.

Soobin’s mouth falls open as you both look at him, “W-what?” You say.

“You heard me, don’t want anyone to know? Let me join”.

“Leave while we talk about it” You tell him with a huff. When he’s gone Soobin and you stare at each other dumbfounded for a second. “What do we do?”.

Soobin bites his lip and closes his eyes as he thinks, this will be a one time thing so Yeonjun will shut his mouth. He’s sure he’s gone crazy, no sane person would do this, hell, no sane person would even be in this situation in the first place. Anger and frustration nip at his brain but he tries his best to push it away.

“I’m okay with it if you are”

You stare at him for a moment before slowly nodding, “o-okay, let’s do it”.

You feel incredibly guilty for not being totally against this, your feelings towards Yeonjun have definitely changed over the trip. Soobin will always be your number one though. He calls in Yeonjun and reluctantly tells him the news, a sinister smile spreads across the oldest’s face before he grips the hem of his shirt; tossing it over his head. You can’t help but eye the newly exposed skin, his toned stomach and chest on full display for you.

Soobin hesitantly scoots out of the way, and Yeonjun doesn’t waste a second to look at you, all of you. He steps closer and closer until he’s right before you, the look in his hooded eyes sends wave of arousal over you and you find yourself waiting for him to touch you. Almost like he can read your mind, his hand finds the nape of your neck and drags you in for a lustful kiss, his naturally pouty lips are like sin pressed against you.

His kisses are messy as they nibble and suck your lips. He pulls away just to push you against the sheets, hands going to grip your waist and drag you closer to the edge of the bed. He’s been thinking about seeing you like this for so long now, and you’re even better than he imagined.

You wait eagerly for what he’ll do next, which is pulling down your underwear and throwing it behind him. “You’re so wet, I knew this was a good idea”.

Before he touches you he leans up and grips your throat; leaving a quick, searing, kiss against your swollen lips. As he kneels he grips your thighs and traps them against his head, the questions die on your tongue as his tongue swipes over you. His licks become harsh as he sucks your clit and groans.

Pleasure racks through you as clamp your eyes shut and grip the sheets. “Soobin, come here” Your voice is breathy and whiny as you call him, when he’s close enough you firmly press your lips against him. He gladly reciprocates and swallows your moans. A hand drifts back to your breasts and encases one, his gentle kneading has you breaking away for air as it’s currently leaving your lungs quickly.

The one between your thighs removes himself to lean his head against one of your limbs, “Knew you’d taste amazing” he mumbles into the skin as he leaves sloppy, wet, kisses and bites. The slight pain mixed with his praise has you moaning and leaning back against the bed. It doesn’t take him long to dive back, his tongue twirls around your clit before moving down and licking around your opening, when the muscles enters you Soobin happens to pinch one of your nipples and you’re suddenly shoved over the edge.

Your legs tighten around his head and you grip soobin’s hand around your breast as the euphoric feeling flushes through you. Yeonjun parts from your legs to lean close to your face, taking a fist full of your hair in his hand; he yanks your head so you’re staring up at the both of them. Their predatory stares making you feel small. You’re gonna be a good whore and do what we say, right, babe?”

You stare wide eyed and nod your head, “Good, bend over and suck Soobin off”

His demanding voice has you scrambling to bend over, ass in the air as Soobin positions himself to stand on the other side of the bed; next to your mouth. So now Yeonjun has the perfect view at your cunt as you stick your ass in the air. Leaning on your elbows, you peer up at the younger man who’s currently fisting himself in front of your face.

He would never admit this but sharing you is way hotter than he thought, watching someone else touch you but knowing you’re strictly his causes him to throb. In no time Soobin is lodged down your throat and you’re already moaning around him. You bob your head slow at first in a calculated way until Yeonjun prods at your opening, as he pushes in your legs quiver and you dig your nails into Soobin’s thighs.

This whole ordeal is incredibly erotic and has your mind hazy and fuzzy.

Your eyes glaze over as Yeonjun rolls his hips into you, gradually harder and faster, and it doesn’t help that soobin is starting to stutter into your mouth and the feeling of getting fucked from both ends is intoxicating.

“You have such a pathetic whore, Soobin. She’s fucking dripping right now” Yeonjun grits out as his grip on your waist tightens, a moan slips out around Soobin in your mouth and it has a smug smile slipping onto his face. “She feels amazing doesn’t she? She has the perfect pussy”. Yeonjun hums at him as he reaches around to scribble circles on your puffy clit.

Everything is too much for you and you soon feel incredibly close to coming once more, the new feeling of Yeonjun inside of you and the known feeling of Soobin in your throat. Speaking of Soobin, his subtle thrusting turns into face fucking and it has you gagging every few seconds, your eyes tear more and more every time and he swears it’s his favorite sight. He’s missed the way you look fucked out from just blowing him, his lust-blown eyes zero in on the way your mascara trails down your face in tear form.

You look absolutely gone and it has him coming sooner than later. Once you recognize the feeling you moan and whine around him and it causes his hands to grip the strands of your hair right.

Soobin pulls out of you and demands, “Open your mouth, tongue out”

When you do it his gaze is fierce and has you feeling small, he closes your mouth for you after murmuring subtle praise and leans down to take your lips. The kiss is sloppy and his tongue finds yours like a heat sealing missile, the burning pleasure spreading over your skin becomes stronger and you pull away to warn both men.

The man in front of you grips your hair at the base of your neck and angles your head to look at him directly, it’s an awkward angle but he has the best view of you as you come. Yeonjun pulls out before he can finish as a devious idea springs to mind. He signals soobin to lean over and whispers into his ear, you don’t even realize what’s happening until soobin asks you.

“What do you think about anal?”

Your eyes widen the most they’re able to — which isn’t much. But the amount your brain is able to think at the moment leads you to begging.

“Please, want you both so bad” Your sentence is ended with a breathy whine, both dryly laugh at you before getting into position again. You’re manhandled into sitting up on your knees, Yeonjun settles behind you; back pressed against his chest and Soobin presses his chest into yours. You’re sandwiched in the hottest possible way.

The one behind you drags into fingers against your slit to collect your arousal, the same fingers press against your other hole to get it ready. His other hand does the same but ends up on his cock to make it wetter. The new feeling has little electric shocks sparking over your skin and when he asks if you guys are ready you’re suddenly nervous.

Soobin pressing into you is already hot, but paired with the foreign feeling of Yeonjun pressing into you as well has your legs shaking this early in. You’ve never felt so full in your life as both men bottom out at the same time, their flushed skin pressed into yours feels like heaven and the fuzzy feeling in your brain multiples.

Your head lawls onto Yeonjun’s shoulder and you’re suddenly aware of the harsh grip both men have on you. The closeness causes your nipples to drag deliciously against Soobin’s chest and each time it makes your jaw clench.

It seems your hair can’t catch a break as Yeonjun grabs a fist full and guides your mouths together, his moans and groans flow down your throat and you’re not even sure if you’re kissing back anymore. He surprisingly pulls away quickly but pushes your heads towards Soobin who takes over, this kiss is longer and it has Yeonjun leaving marks all over the back of your neck and shoulders.

Your senses are totally wiped as the feeling of pure euphoria bubbles inside you again, it’s unstoppable as it bursts and you open your mouth in a silent scream. Yeonjun and Soobin can’t help but smugly smirk at you between them, “You’re such a disgusting little cockwhore for us, aren’t you?” Is harshly whispered in your ear, if you’re honest, you have no idea who said it but it causes you to clench either way.

The house was otherwise silent, you couldn’t imagine how loud you were probably being. If the rest of your friends came home right now what would they hear? A chill runs through you at the thought of someone knowing you’re being filled this way, your thoughts are halted by Soobin as he meets your eyes.

Your jaw is grabbed tightly by him as he grits out his words, “You love being treated like this, don’t you?” You nod frantically and moan at his tone of voice, he leans closer and says, “What a disgusting, pathetic, whore you are. You’re only good for taking cock hm?”

His words outside of this situation would probably sting but here they have tears of pleasure rolling down your sweaty face. Yeonjun only chuckles at the interaction before he feels his high coming again, he leaves more kisses on your skin and Soobin decides to do the same. Yeonjun’s hands slither from your waist to the insides of your thighs as he pulls them apart more, the angle has them both sinking deeper into you.

Their thrusts become more frantic and you know you’re gonna come again. The sinful words they spew at you, the smell of them surrounding you completely, the overwhelming feeling of both of their lips on your skin, the unforgiving thrusting, and the volume of their moans is so raw it’s the only thing you can think of.

“Gonna fill you up, you’re gonna take every single drop of us, aren’t you” Yeonjun mumbles into your skin, his nails dig into your flesh harder as he feels himself coming for the first time that night. His thrusts become erratic as he leans his head into your neck, moans of different pitches leave his mouth one by one.

Soobin is right behind him as his movements stutter and he buries himself deeper in you as he finishes with a low groan. The feeling of both of them coming inside you at the same time subsequently triggers you, a breath is sucked into your lungs and then everything slows.

Your senses are blown and you feel like you’re floating. What’s even going on anymore? You’re not sure.

You don’t know where they end and you begin, being filled this way is mind frazzling and you can’t handle it.

A couple minutes later you come to, you’re laying down and both of them are leaning over you, worry obvious on their flushed faces. When they notice your eyes open they breathe a sigh of relief. Soobin speaks up first, “Are you okay?”

Before you can answer, Yeonjun leaves towards the bathroom, probably to get wet towels.

Your voice is hoarse as you answer, “Y-yea, I’m okay”. He doesn’t answer, he leans down to press a quick, loving kiss before saying, “I love you, you did amazing”. It takes you a second to comprehend him but when you do you smile and return the words gratefully.

“I love you too, Soobin”

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