Do you ever have such a massive hyperfixation that you also have mini hyperfixations in it? For a week you can only think of X character, for a day you only think of one arc. Like, the topic is so big you hyperfixate on smaller aspects of it for shorter periods of time?
Honestly Too Sweet feels so familiar on a certain level that it doesn't feel real that I have been living my life without it, feels like I've been listening to it for years
People with adhd/bipolar, (still have no idea which side of the overlap this is) do you ever feel yourself getting "better", and you start to feel happy again, and you have motivation!! you finally have the drive to pick yourself back up and start getting your life in order. You reorganize, clean, start brushing your teeth better, water your plants more frequently, trim your hair— anything. The life you want finally seems within grasp. But you know. You know in a week or two you'll be scrambling to maintain all these standards you've just set, and one by one they'll drop like flies until you're stepping over dirty clothes and deciding that one more night without washing your face is just gonna have to cut it. And there's nothing you can do but try to catch up before you get stuck again
Ok ok so I've been thinking alot about remadora annnnnnddddd what if here me out what if tonks was actually like 34 let's say that and because shes a metamorphmagus she wanted to look younger because yknow beauty standards and when people who learned about how they were dating the ones who hated werewolves made it out to be that she was younger because she looked younger nd then everybody hated them (personally I think it was one of the death eaters and after they found out they slipped rita skeeter a message) I mean I'm wolfstar forever but this makes sense in my mind at least
Is it just me who can imagine the fates making Nico’s life and just make it a line of yarn going down every so often going up for a few seconds and just going back down
I have the feeling I am kind of cursed... because everytime I like something, the prime time of that show/series/film/fandom... is over.
It's not like I am late to the party... I am coming when everyone starts cleaning up. And all I can do is clean with them, and act like I have the same melancholic feeling they have. I act like as if I was part of the party. And then everybody (I know not everybody) leaves. And I sit there with the empty feeling.
To give examples; the prime time of f1 is over, and I came in when Vettel left. The prime time of doctor who is over (you can argue with me on that if you want). The prime time of tatort is over, nearly every team is breaking up, and I came in one year ago.... and so it goes on
In a nutshell I am coming when everything is (nearly) over
I need to make gifts for people early because I know I’m gonna rush it if I do it too late but oh my god I’m so impatient I want to give to them now!!!! i can’t just stare at it on my desk. i can hear it asking to be gifted it’s being so mean to me :(