#anyway all this is to say that I keep being impressed with the amount of progress đŹ's made on learning healthy coping mechanisms
local man discovers he's gotten into the habit of using DBT techniques without actually being taught them because at some point he realised that the things we get the urge to do when we have strong emotions often aren't healthy and that he doesn't like how he feels afterwards so he started noticing when that was happening and going "fuck that shit" and doing the opposite instead
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same sky | spencer reid
pairing: spencer reid x reader
a late night phone call with Spencer. unruly amounts of fluff. no gender identifiers in this one. apologies to residents of las vegas, i did insult your city's aesthetics. i had to do it. for the plot
word count: 2k
notes: this is a rework of a very old fic i used to have up on ao3 by the same name. it's the second in a series of fics i've updated from my vault of oldies :) this one's for the girlies who liked the banter in no vacancy <3 oops! all banter
âI miss you,â you say into your cell phone, standing on the back porch and gazing out at the sky. Itâs late, but you canât sleep. Spencer has been gone on a case for the better part of a week, and you donât sleep as well without him.Â
âI miss you, too. But Iâll be home soon,â Spencer replies, keeping his voice low. Â
âIs everyone else asleep?â
âYeah. Itâs been a long day.â
âWhere are you right now?â Even though you arenât in danger of waking anyone up, you find yourself mirroring Spencer's tone.Â
âBest guess, somewhere over New Mexico.â Theyâve been in the air about an hour, and given their trajectory, heâs pretty sure heâs right. Spencer is seated at the edge of the couch, his back against the arm of it and a blanket thrown over his legs, barely covering his mismatching-socked feet.Â
âHow come youâre still up?â
âI wanted to talk to you,â he says. Somehow, he can feel you smiling across the line. It makes him smile, too. He doesnât ask why youâre awake when itâs even later where you are; he knows already. "What are you doing?â
âLooking up at the stars.â
âYou know, you wonât be able to see me up here.â
âHa ha.â
âHere, Iâll open the shade on the plane window. At least we can share the same view.â
âHm. Almost like weâre together,â you hum.Â
His heart aches. Itâs only been a few days and he still canât stand it. âAlmost.â
For a minute, neither of you speak, looking out at the sky from two different time zones.
âWhen I wake up tomorrow morning, youâll be here, right?âÂ
âMmhm. Maybe even before that,â he responds, a low, soothing hum in your ear.
âShould I stay up until you get here?â you already know what he'll say, but you kinda like the idea of it anyway.
âNo, no, itâs at least another four hours. Donât worry about it. When you wake up, Iâll be there.â
âSounds good. I love you.â
âI love you, too.â
Youâd intended to let him go after just a quick call once you realized that the rest of the team were resting not too far from him, but you donât want to hang up. He doesnât make any moves to do so either, wanting to hear your voice as much as you want to hear his. âSo, how was Tucson?â
âOh, you know. Hot. Desert-y. Lots of murder.â
âLess murder now.âÂ
âYeah.âÂ
His voice sounds strained. He doesnât like indulging in a sense of accomplishment after closing a case, doesnât ever feel like heâs done enough. He shows up too late and does too little, and then he gets to leave while the families of the victims have to pick up the pieces. You understand why he doesnât like to think about the work that way, but youâve tried to remind him that the good he does is incalculable; how many lives saved, how many tragedies avoided. Itâs all you can do.Â
You pivot a little, not wanting him to get too caught up. âI remember, when I first moved to Virginia, I was so shocked at how green everything was. I swore Iâd never seen that much green in my life.â
âI had a similar experience,â he says, fondly, aware of your tactics.Â
âOh, I can only imagine. Iâve been to Vegas. Itâs icky.â
âIcky?â he asks, laughing at your word choice.Â
âI mean, no offense, but⌠itâs kinda ugly.â
âWow, okay, insult my hometown, why donât you.â
You laugh. âSorry.â
âItâs okay. Youâre right.â
âI know,â you sigh. âAlways am.â
âWell, statistically, you actually have a seventy-two percent chance of being right, which is still impressive, but hardly a flawless track record.â
âSpencer Reid coming in hot with the stats. I love when you talk numbers to me.âÂ
âI donât think weâd have gotten very far if you didnât.âÂ
âBut I think I should be right more often than that.âÂ
âAre you asking me to fudge the numbers?â he asks with put-upon shock.Â
âIâm just saying, maybe youâve got it wrong.âÂ
âOh, so you dare to challenge the accuracy of my eidetic memory? Or is it the statistics that you think Iâve calculated incorrectly?âÂ
âThis is affecting my score, isnât it?âÂ
âIâll have to factor it in. You understand.âÂ
You giggle, and Spencer starts to feel some warmth come back into him after too many days of stress, doubt, and destruction. He hadnât been able to talk to you nearly as much as he wanted. And it was hard to talk to you on certain cases, to allow you to make him feel lighter when reality was so dark. When he felt so much weight on his shoulders, when he should be focusing on the profile and apprehending the unsub and⌠sometimes he just didnât feel like he deserved to have that weight lifted by you, even for a little while.Â
âSpence?âÂ
âWill you go inside?â he asks, his tone full of something like reverence for you. âPlease?â
âIf you insist,â you sigh, already opening the door.Â
âI do. I do insist, very forcefully.âÂ
âIâm already inside with the door locked.âÂ
âMan, Iâm good.âÂ
âMmhm.â
âGoing to bed?â
âYeah. Will you talk to me for a few more minutes?â you ask, sliding under the covers. Spencer hears the slip of fabric as you pull them up over your shoulders, and it sharpens the ache he feels to be home with you already.Â
âIâll talk to you for the rest of the night, if you want me to.âÂ
âNo, I donât wanna keep you awake, too.âÂ
âI probably wonât get much sleep regardless.âÂ
âI donât condone that,â you say, your frown evident in your voice.Â
âNoted,â he replies, though he sounds apologetic.Â
Four hours feels an eternity too long to wait. You miss Spencer, and you hate how tired he sounds. You want to fix things for him. You want to run your fingers through his hair til he falls asleep and you want to make sure his dreams are peaceful when he does.Â
âWhat do you wanna do when youâre back?â you ask, hoping that planning for it will make the time go faster.Â
âOh, Iâm taking a shower and getting right into bed. And you canât make me get up.âÂ
âI wouldnât dream of it.â
âIâm serious. Donât ask me to do a single other thing cause I wonât do it.âÂ
You laugh. âFor the whole day?âÂ
âProbably. And you better not go anywhere either. We could both use the rest.âÂ
âOkay, rest day all day.âÂ
âWe can order Thai though. So weâll get up for that. But even then, itâs just to sit on the couch.âÂ
âMaybe the floor.âÂ
âI will also accept floor,â he concedes, and then it occurs to him that you mightâve been asking because you want to do something with him. âIs there something you wanted to do the next day though?âÂ
âWell... the saucer magnolias are blooming at the Smithsonian again.âÂ
âSay no more.âÂ
You sigh wistfully. âYouâre my favorite boyfriend Iâve ever had.âÂ
âWell, I should hope so,â he says, smiling. âYouâre my favorite, too.âÂ
âArenât I the only partner youâve ever had?âÂ
âHa ha. I had a girlfriend in college.âÂ
âSpencer, you were like sixteen in college.â
âI wasnât sixteen the entire time,â you hear the eye roll in his voice, âI have three PhDâs, it took me a little while.âÂ
âWell, who is this girl? Do I need to beat her up?â you joke.Â
âNo,â he laughs. âYou are my favorite, after all. She wasnât very nice to me.âÂ
âOkay⌠so you told me not to beat her up but then gave a reason why I should?âÂ
âPlease donât beat up my ex-girlfriend. I do appreciate your violent impulses though.âÂ
âMm, okay. As long as you know I could.âÂ
âSure, angel. Youâre very scary,â he placates.Â
You let out a little gremlin laugh.Â
âOh, and youâre delirious,â he notes, an amused lilt to his tone.Â
âDelirious because I miss you,â you sing, dragging out the âyouâ.Â
âGod, where did I even find a weirdo like you,â Spencer laughs.Â
âI found you. You attracted me with your peculiar aura and soulful eyes. Trapped me in your⌠fucking whatâs-it-called. Tractor beam.âÂ
âYou know, the term tractor beam was actually coined by science fiction author E.E. Smith in 1931 as an updated version of his original term âattractor beam.ââÂ
âHmm, yup. You caught me in that.âÂ
âDid you call my eyes soulful?â he asks, seemingly just processing that part.Â
âOh, you donât like my adjective choice? Next youâll have a problem with me calling your aura peculiar.âÂ
âI mean⌠I donât know that I loved it.âÂ
âHere he goes fishing for compliments,â you sigh, rolling over to your other side and creating a bunch of shuffling noise on the line. Spencer wrinkles his nose, holding the phone a little farther from his ear until he hears you speaking again. âOkay, your eyes are big and brown and beautiful and they contain a standard unremarkable amount of soul, and your aura is also really regular. Regular Reid, thatâs what they call ya.âÂ
Heâs frowning, you can practically see it, but heâs also fighting off an amused smile. âWell, that one started off nice, at least.âÂ
âGod! Youâre so difficult. My boyfriend is sooo difficult. Why donât you come home to me first and then Iâll come up with some more adequate compliments?âÂ
âIâm going to hold you to that.âÂ
The two of you talk for a little while longer, with you telling Spencer about the new coffee shop youâd tried out and how their lavender latte actually tastes like lavender, which is basically unheard of. Spencer tells you about the standoff between him and an all too curious roadrunner that he swears was trying to get into his motel room. Calling it a standoff is generous; the man got bullied by a bird.Â
You try not to laugh and end up unsuccessful, with Spencer insisting that you were taking sides and he was well and truly in danger, which only makes it funnier. His voice pitches up even as he tries to keep his volume low, and you argue that his energy is just so attractive that even the local wildlife are drawn to him.Â
âDonât start,â he warns, overwhelming fondness in his voice.Â
You make Spencer tell you something boring to calm yourself down from the image youâve conjured of him being chased by a roadrunner, which, in your exhausted state, is even funnier than it should be. He claims to regret confiding in you with this, but he knows heâd do it again just to hear you laugh.Â
Instead of telling you something boring, he recites some of the poems heâs memorized over the years. It works the way youâd intended, and you regret it when you have to stop him to tell him youâre falling asleep. Heâs just a little smug about it.Â
âSo, youâll be home in four hours?â you ask, the start of your goodbyes.Â
âMore like three now.â
âWe made time go faster.âÂ
âWe did.âÂ
âWill you try to get some sleep?â
âFine. Only because you asked.â
You hum, victorious. âGoodnight. I love you.âÂ
âAnd I love you.âÂ
Hours later, just as the sun is beginning to change the hue of the sky from deep navy to a hazy cerulean glow, you feel your mattress shift underneath you. Youâre barely awake, but still you register the scent of Spencerâs shower gel, fresh and sort of woodsy.Â
Half asleep, you shift to accommodate him, and he slips an arm around you as you lay your head on his chest. You wrap an arm around his torso and throw your leg over his hips, as close as you can possibly get without literally being on top of him.Â
You sigh, deep and relieved, and Spencerâs heart stutters.Â
âI missed this,â he chuckles, resting his cheek against the top of your head and wrapping his arms tighter around you. You just hum in response, the last of your energy before youâre pulled back under. Within minutes, Spencer is asleep too, and the two of you sleep through sunrise and into the afternoon.Â
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i'm an orange moon...
(reflecting the light of the sun)
major spoilers for 2.1, gn reader, it got a bit angsty i didn't meaaaan itttt, aventurine is touch starved and you Know how i feel about touchstađĽ
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âAventurine,â the false lights of Penacony dance in your eyes when you look at him, and something sickening and foreign twists in his chest. âMay I hold your hand?â
Aventurine knows how to be an actor. He does so easilyâ his carefully crafted mask is more familiar than his own face. He is a performer first and a person second, because there is not a time or place on this or any planet where he can afford to lose anything more. The pieces of himself are barely put together, what is left of him seems to seep like sand between his very fingers. His family, his planet, himself, torn to ruin. And yet it is said that fate smiles upon him. The fractured pieces of himself are a blessing. What a funny thing fate must be, if his hell is said to be a heaven.
The mask must never slip, not even onceâ his life is a stage, corpses weighing heavy on his back, grasping hands chaining his feet, screams tearing his eardrums to shreds, and yet he must walk it anyway. And Aventurine will, and he will do it without missing a step. For this is what it means for him to live, his every breath a sin.
Aventurine knows how to keep a poker face. He does so easilyâ his smile is trained never to meet his eyes, it doesnât know how to, and his hypnotic eyes are always trained on his next opponent, never leaving or faltering. He canât afford to look away, to see what could possibly come nextâ to see what could hurt him, next. Aventurine could control nothing in his life. He couldnât control the Katicans as they laughed as they took his father, or his mother, or his sister, and he couldnât control when his swine of a master forced him to murder his fellow slaves, either. But he can control who he gets close to. He can control who he lets in, who is allowed to see what he looks like when his walls finally crumble.
Which, of course, is no one.
So it comes easily when he pushes well-meaning gestures away, or refuses a favor with that soft, styrofoam smile and a laugh. Itâs not just second-nature, no. Itâs the only one he has left.
Aventurine knows he doesnât deserve the sanctity of being loved. This fact comes to him easilyâ all who have dared to try have been disappointed, and all who had mattered to him are gone. He knows it well, he is far too many pieces, far too broken, far too much of a mess for someone to come to try and fix. And this is fine, because he doesnât have the experience to even fantasize about what he is supposedly missing. The closest semblance to friends that he has may as well be rivers or oceans away, with the amount of distance he has put between them and himself.
So you. You are strange to him.
Aventurine does not know what the hell your deal is. He doesnât know how you got so close. He doesnât know why you bother.
âAventurine,â the false lights of Penacony dance in your eyes when you look at him, and something sickening and foreign twists in his chest. âMay I hold your hand?â
That gives him pause. For a moment, his lips part, and his brows threaten to furrow under the weight of his pure bafflement. But, as always, his mask slips back on easily, a kind smile slotted into place.
âOh? Afraid of getting lost?â
You walk beside him on the streets of Golden Hour, taking in the sequins disguised as stars and the specially-manufactured cool night air. He canât tell if youâre naive or just easily impressed.
âNo,â you say with a shake of your head, âMaybe I justâŚfelt like it.â
Aventurine does not change anything in his face. There isnât so much as a slow bob of his Adam's apple as he swallows, or a look of conflict crossing his features. There is no hesitation in his face, his mask, at all. But even so, when you look at him, through him, your kind smile finds a way to become kinder, and the tenderness in your eyes somehow becomes more potent.
âWe donât have to,â you donât look disappointed, or even expectant, at all, âWe can keep walking. Just this is enough as it is.â
âJust thisâ is the oddly peaceful silence as the two of you walk together. Your presence is comparable to a sun he never got acquainted withâ heâs used to the storms, to the rock and sand, to the unyielding weather he was forced to endure, but this is different. This is just a walk, and thereâs no search for water while the taste of blood coats his tongue, or the threat of thunder or biting cold. It is just peace at its purest. He extends his hand.
âFar be it for me to argue. Be my guest.â
You light up immediately, elated. He's thankful for his shadesâ the brightness of you is blinding. And he isn't quite prepared for the feel of you. Even through his gloves he feels the warmth of your handsâ it is everything he is not. His own are ruined; he was pried from his home, and forced to take a bloody, bloody climb back up to earn his own humanity again. Aventurineâs hands are ruined beyond repairâ no amount of washing can cleanse them, but yours, yours are so different. They aren't fully soft, you have work and hardships of your own, but they are gentle. Taking your hand feels easy because there are no expectations or commands hidden in the grooves of your palms. There are no hidden weapons behind your back, there is nothing but the feeling of flesh against the dark smoothness of his glove, and for a moment, he almost finds himself staggering.
How long has it been, since he touched another with no expectations? To not force himself to be overly friendly, to not appease anyone for the sake of getting information, to just exist, with someone else's hand in his?
The last willing touch he remembers feeling came with his fingers dipped in blood, salty tears thick on his taste buds. This is different from that. This is worlds away from that.
And Aventurine does not know how to feel. He doesn't know how to arrange his mask in response. There is no light in his eyes, not anymore, at least, but for a moment they are so wide with shock that Golden Hourâs stars swirl in the mix of blue and purpleâ a complex, vulnerable galaxy. Aventurine does not know how to feel. And it bothers him.
The tips of your fingers slide from his palms to the tips of his own, raking tiny sparks across the fabric of his gloves. Your fingers are interlocked now, and his head is spinning. You're everywhere. Under his gloves, under his skin, everywhere, and it's troubling. Strangely, he doesn't want to let go. For a moment âone that is fleeting and miniscule, barely a blink of an eyeâ his mask softens, melting around symptoms of genuine comfort, but his wounded heart kicks in defiance. The mask clicks back into place when your gaze meets his again, a smooth, porcelain smile easily greets you. Just as it has been taught to.
(His hands are nice. You know he thinks differently, has been taught to think differently, but they are firm under your palms and quickly warm to your touch.)
âShall we?â
Distantly, he is aware of the implications of holding hands on a busy city street, encircled by onlookers and gossiping figuresâ this is the behavior of lovers, friends, family, people who are much, much closer than the two of you are. But your touch isâŚpleasant. It could mean trouble for you, to be seen with him when so many people have him under such a careful watch, (He is never truly free of people's stares or of their suspicion, and this makes associating with him more than a hassle.) but you know this, and have yet to keep your distance. Experimentally, he flexes his fingers around yours. It's faint, and a gamble if nothing else, but you squeeze him back almost immediately.
Aventurine knows he is greedy. This is intertwined into his being almost as tightly as the hold of your hands. He knows that this is a rare, fleeting moment, one that he will never get to indulge in again ânot when his plans to discover the truth of Penacony are sure to succeedâ and he knows that he will long for it once it ends, the sweetness of it clinging to his teeth. But he wants it. He wants this singular moment of peace, of keeping the mask on but for once not needing to perform. The city is busy as ever, bustling crowds and cheerful chatter echo up into the walls of tall buildings. It would be nice, to continue your walk together like this, with your soft, sunny hand in his. It would satiate his greed, if only for a moment.
But Aventurine knows he is not worth your time.
âIt's been lovely, really,â he almost slipsâ he almost winces when your face falls. You aren't as practiced as he is when it comes to keeping a poker face. âBut I really must be going.â His hand slides out from underneath yours, but it is not as easy as he thought itâd be. The ghost of your touch already serves to haunt him. A few steps back, and your warmth still lingers.
âTake care out there, alright?â he says it with a tilt of his head, his best, practiced and perfect smile easing the tension from your shoulders. Performing again, this time for a private audience.
He only gets a few steps away before you call for him again.
Aventurine knows how to pretend not to hear and keep walking.
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10 Things I Hate About You (2) II Alexia Putellas x Reader
Can be read before part 1
part 1 I part 3 I masterlist I word count: 2255
2017
Your first day as a player for FC Barcelona was about to start. With a deep sigh you entered the facilities. Overwhelmed by the amount of new impressions, you didnât realize that another person stepped to you. You flinched in surprise when you heard a female voice say; âHola! Are you new here too?â
âActually, I am.â, you answered, turning around to the other young woman. She was blonde and wore a big smile on her face. She held out her hand for you to shake it; âOh good. Hi, Iâm Mapi.â âNice to meet you, Mapi.â, you smiled, taking her hand and introduced yourself. âPleasure.â, she grinned. For some reason, her presence calmed you a bit. âReady to meet the rest? They do have quite the talented squad.â, you asked. Mapi just shrugged; âThatâs what I heard. But we wouldnât be here if the coaches didnât think we could keep up with them.â âTrue.â, you had to admit, your nervousness almost gone.
âHi, guys. You must be new here.â, another player chimed in who introduced herself as Aitana. The team mate next to her, named Alexia just rolled her eyes; âAnd already late.â You gave her an apologetic smile; âYeah, we got a bit lost at first.â âBut weâre here now.â, Mapi added, gesturing towards the both of you. You nodded; âAnd ready to play.â But your enthusiasm was not well received. You could feel Alexias scrutinizing glance on you; âWeâll see about that.â
Another player, Leila, gave you an encouraging wink; âAle is just worried one of you will steal her place.â âThatâs not going to happen.â, Alexia shook her head with determination. Mapi casually ignored her new team mates bad mood; âYeah, Iâm a defender so no worries, Ale.â âI wasnât worried to begin with.â, she snapped and turned around to make her way towards the pitch. You watched her with raised eyebrows, leaning over to Leila; âIs she always like that?â âSheâs different when you get to know her. Trust me.â, she assured you, laughing. Together, you followed her for your first training session with Barcelona. âI hope youâre right.â Leila smiled confidently; âTrust me, I am.â
During the training session you could feel Alexias eyes staring intensely at you and you asked yourself why she did that. Was it true what Leila said earlier? That she was worried you could take away her position she already built for herself at this club. Anyway, you could not think about this observation for too long as you needed to concentrate on what the coach wanted to see from you and your teammates. Becoming a part of this special team was a childhood dream come true for you and you wanted to show him that he should consider you as part of the starting line. No matter what a certain number 11 thought of that.
After the training the coach wanted to speak to you and Alexia.â You too..â, he started. Alert to the tone in his voice you interrupted him:â Yes?â âWhat is it?â, the brunette woman added impatient. The older man cleared his throat: âI want you two to play together.â âUhm you do.â, unsure you looked to the other midfielder. This was too much for Alexia, she didnât like his idea at all: âWhat?â âYes but.â, the coach tried to intervene. Expectantly you waited for him to continue: âBut?â âNo, whatever itâs, itâs a no from me.â, the brunette shook her head. You clicked your tongue at her: âWait, let him explain his idea first.â âShut up. You just want playtime on my position.â, she hissed. Calmly you admitted :âOf course I want to play too.â âThen get in line.â, Alexia grumpily demanded. Determined you answered: âNo.â âNo?!â, the midfielder repeated in disbelief.
âOh please, youâre not the only one with ambition and to whom this club means a lot. Besides youâre only a year older than me so stop being so full of yourself.â, you scolded her. Everyone knew her history by now, she was the young shining star of this team, and you tried not to be blinded by that fact, besides she only showed you her ugly side so far. Much later youâd realize how similar your two ways have been and what a wonder it was that your paths hadnât crossed earlier. Suspiciously Alexia threw an eyebrow up: âIf this club means so much to you then why did you join only now.â âI had some difficult injuries in the past but now Iâm here.â, you swallowed hard. Drily the brunette commented without showing any empathy in her eyes:âIâll feel bad for you later.â
You let out a huff and cocked your head; âOh please, I donât need your pity, princessa.â âCall me princessa one more time.â, Alexia pressed through gritted teeth. But you didnât let yourself be intimated by her. âOr what? Will your fake eyelashes fall off, princessa?â, you continued. Slowly, she nodded. Her smile was more a teeth-baring than an actual smile; âYou think you can make fun of me? Iâll show you on the pitch, little one.â âIâll be ready.â, you answered and completely ignored your coach who looked at the two of you in exasperation; âYouâre supposed to work together, not against each other!â âSay goodbye to your career then.â, Alexia replied unimpressed. You crossed your arms in front of your chest; âOh, I donât give up that easily.â
âGirls!â, your coach finally called for attention. You looked at him surprised; âYes?â âYou either play together or none of you plays!â, he threatened, his tone did not allow any discussion. Though, Alexia tried it anyway; âWait. Are you serious? You canât do that to me. Iâve been playing here for a long time already!â âYou heard me.â, he ended the conversation and left. Alexia barely looked at you as she followed him out of the room.
Sighing, you almost ran into Leila on your wait. âDo you want to get dinner with some of us tonight?â, she asked full of excitement. You needed a moment to understand the questions, your thoughts were still spinning around the conversation from a moment ago. âOh. Iâd love to but I canât. My little sister arrived today.â, you shrugged apologetically, giving her a half-smile. Leilas face turned serious; âOh. I understand if you want to show her around and stuff. But you can also bring her if you want.â âReally? Iâll ask her.â You pulled out your phone, texting your younger sister who replied within seconds with several Partying Face-Emojis. âWeâre both coming.â, you told Leila with a smile. She clapped her hands happily; âAmazing. Iâll text you the address.â âGreat, I canât wait.â
You and your sister were some of the first people at the restaurant. You were happy to see Mapi when she arrived only a few minutes after you. âWhoâs that?â, she asked when she sat down. Her gaze fixed on your sister. âOh, thatâs my younger sister.â, you explained, gesturing towards her. She smiled at Mapi with big doe eyes âHi, you must be Mapi.â They shook hand across the table. âI am.â, Mapi confirmed, blood rushing into her cheeks. âPleasure to meet you.â
âMarta, do you know if Ale is coming with Alba aswell?â, Leila asked her teammate casually. The older defender nodded smiling:âYes, I think she said they wanted to come.â âOh god, no.â, you muttered as you realized the notorious midfielder was coming too tonight. Confused Marta looked at you: âWhat?â âAlexia hates me.â, you informed her. Amused Leila asked: âAfter one day here?â âYes.â âThat must be a new record.â, the defender laughed. From her you wanted to know: âDoes she hate every midfielder who comes new to the team?â âNo, she doesnât.â, Leila answered seriously. Truthfully Marta added, not without a wink: âAlexia only hates the ones who she thinks will be her biggest competition.â âOh really?â, you said not completely convinced by what they said. This could not be only the reason for Alexiasâs hatred, right?
Playfully Aitana pouted: âI take that as offense.â âYouâre still young Aitana your time to shine will come.â, Leila promised the young midfielder. Â In a cheerful tone Marta told her:â Donât worry. Theyâre probably just too similar. Thatâs all.â âThe similarities are creepy.â, Aitana admitted smirking. âI donât see any similarity.â, you interjected. This did not stop the young midfielder from starting to count the things she thought you had in common with Alexia: âThe position, the younger sisters, the clear ambition to be the best, the early death of a parent.â Â âStill that does not make us the same person.â, you remarked. A small grin was on Aitanaâs lips as she concluded: Â âNot the same but very similar.â
Suddenly the person they were talking about was standing at the end of the table and was throwing an apologetic smile at her teammates: âSorry for being late but Albs could not decide what dress she wanted to wear.â Alba was poking the brunette with her elbow slightly into the side for her comment. Â âAs long as youâre here now.â, Mariona waved it off. âExactly sit down, youâre lucky we started with drinks first.â, Patri told the arriving sisters. Alexiaâs smile froze as she spotted you:âDrinks are the most important part of the evening anyway. Wait.. who invited her?â You could feel the temperature dropping around the table.
âMe.â, Leila answered who was in a good mood besides her teammates cool tone. She kept asking:âWhy would you do that?â âBecause sheâs new and a restaurant visit is a great way to get to know the other teammates.â, the older woman replied nonchalantly.Alexia took a deep breath to collect herself and sighed; âRight. Iâll need more drinks than that if I have to spend the evening with her around.â Her team mates didnât disappoint. As the evening went on, they made sure Alexia always had a drink in hand. The later it got, the more relaxed she seemed to be. Mostly thanks to the alcohol.
Around midnight, Mapi leaned over to her, pointing a finger; âOh, I know why you behave like that!â âLike what?â, Alexia asked, scrunching her nose. âIn front of her. You have a crush.â, Mapi explained, nodding into your direction. Alexia let out a high pitched laugh; âDonât be ridiculous.â âIâm not. You are!â, Mapi grinned back at her. With a smile, Alexia shook her head, eyes fixed on her team mate; âYou know, Mapi, youâre pretty funny. Iâd like you if you werenât friends with her.â The defender raised an eyebrow; âExcuse me? Iâm very serious. And weâre both just new to the team.â âBut you already spend a lot of time with her, so⌠looks like we can never be friends.â, Alexia replied, taking a long sip of her red wine. Alba joined them, clinking her glass to Mapis; âAleâs just joking. She already likes you, Mapi.â âI think she does. I like her too.â, the defender answered, amused. âBut you like her as well.â, Alexia complained, her gaze flicking to you for half a second. Her new teammate nodded slowly; âI do. Sheâs my friend too.â
There was silence for a while before a smirk appeared on Alexias lips again; âSpeaking of crushes, you and her sisterâŚâ Wide-eyed, Mapi cut her off immediately; âNo. Absolutely not. Forget about it. You say you donât have a crush, I say I donât have a crush. We leave it at that.â âBut youâre clearly-â âNo.â,Mapi curtly but with certainty.âOkay, got it.â, the midfielder finally gave in. âThank you.â âYouâre welcome.â, she laughed. âDo you want another drink?â, Mapi offered. âYes.â âHere you go.â Alexia eyed the drink that Mapi had pushed in front of her with a sceptical expression; âThanks.â
A few weeks after this first team event, things between you and Alexia hadnât changed much. The loss in your first game of the season was not exactly helpful either.
Once again, the coach called you two back into his office. âWhat did you two think you were doing?â, he yelled. Taken aback by the sudden outburst, you plainly answered; âPlaying?â âThat doesnât work if you two keep ignoring each other!â Alexia gestured towards you, clearly offended; âSheâs just not fast enough.â âI donât want to hear anything! I never say this to any of my players but this time it is true. You two lost us this game!â Intimidated you looked up; âWeâll win the next one. Promise.â Decidedly, he shook his head; âNo. I donât want any empty promises. I want actions. You two will come early before training tomorrow and work on this!â
Startled Mapi looked at Alexia who stormed into the changing room:âAle, what did the coach want from you two?â âHeâs an idiot.â, the midfielder mumbled grumpily. The blonde tried to soothe the nerves of the brunette: âAle.â âWe have extra training together. Tomorrow.â, Alexia groaned exasperated.
Cautiously Mapi answered:â Actually, that sounds like a good idea.â âOh, shut up, Mapi.â, the midfielder hissed. But this did not intimidate the defender at all:â You can pretend to hate her all you want but I saw how you look at her when sheâs not watching.â âHave you ever considered getting yourself some glasses? Because youâre obviously not seeing right.â, the brunette sneered. Amused the blonde rolled her eyes:â Sure, Ale.â âKeep your mouth closed, Mapi. You might find it funny, but I canât deal with her.â
âYouâll have to though sheâs part of the team now.â, Mapi remarked with a knowing smile.
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Gloves & Dittany ⣠cyj
⣠pairing: slytherin!yeonjun x gryffindor!reader
⣠genre: fluff, hogwarts!au, idiots-to-lovers (on readerâs part), sorta slice-of-life
⣠wc: 13.7k
⣠summary: âSure, your heart might have skipped a beat or two because of Yeonjun, but it was just a momentary flutter, a reaction that didn't hold any significant meaning⌠Right?â
âł Alternatively, where Yeonjunâs flirtatious nature leaves you no choice but to doubt his evident feelings for you and, in turn, dismiss any emotions you may be developing for him
âŁwarnings?: reader is just,,, confused all the time, prob poor attempts of 'flirting' bc idk how to flirt, side characters may potentially be more entertaining than the mains, reader tends to make playful threats to their friends
⣠an: big thanks to @hoonieji (<3) for reading over more than half of this to build my confidence! anyways the amount of revising this went through is horrifying but I hope it was all worth it! it's so bittersweet that I finished this bc I enjoyed writing it :( I'm going to miss this pair a lot,,, anyways, hope you all enjoy!
âŁtags: @flowerjun @forever-in-the-sky2 @yxnjvnnie @cookiehaos @ioveastera @yeonyeonyeonjun @fireheaurt @agustdiv1ne â couldn't tag @shwizhies
I. HEARTS IN HERBOLOGY
Over the years you've spent at Hogwarts, your love for Herbology has blossomed into a deep passion. Contrary to what your peers say about the class being boring and useless, you believe they couldn't be more wrong. Herbology is an underrated and misunderstood subject that offers unique elements not found in other classes.
At first glance, certain plants looked welcoming, but from what youâve learned, the most attractive herbs can be the most deadliest. This could even work the other way around. Growth patterns of the plants can directly affect its magical properties, which explains why the professors created emphasis on the care for plants.Â
Although Herbology looked like any other ordinary subject at Hogwarts, there were a lot more layers to its content. You suppose this was the reason why you grew to love the subject.
âWhatâs the difference between you and those flowers over there?â
Enter Choi Yeonjun. The main reason why advanced Herbology isn't the perfect class for you, and you mean that in the kindest way possible. Yeonjun is something else. While you hope to simply enjoy the class, he sees it as an opportunity to engage in endless conversation. You once joked with him that his voice could win a competition against a mandrake for being the most ear-piercing, but, surprisingly, he took no offense to this.Â
To make matters worse, a significant portion of his chatter is dedicated to shamelessly flirting with you. Despite months of this routine, he always finds new ways to keep things interesting, and you have to admit, it's quite impressive.
It was strange how all this had even started. You and Yeonjun were only familiar with each other because he was childhood friends with your fellow house member, Changbin. But after an encounter with the pair at Hogsmeade, Yeonjun started becoming quite adamant about making his presence known to you. And regardless of his motives and advances, youâve, since then, been choosing not to indulge in his actions.
If you were given a knut every time someone asked you why you never gave him a chance, youâd be rich. Hell, youâd be bathing in galleons if you did, because this was Choi Yeonjun we were talking about. The one and only Choi Yeonjun who could practically steal hearts without the use of some silly charm pulled straight out of a textbook. He was reasonably one of the most attractive guys in the entirety of Hogwarts and his personality was one to adore, so you werenât surprised with the persistent interrogation of those interested in him.
Though every question was worded differently, each one becoming more and more creative than the last, you hit them with the same, lazy explanation that you knew never left them satisfied.
âI just donât see him in that way.âÂ
Yeonjun stands by your side, hands comfortably nestled in gloves, which completely disregards Professor Longbottom's instructions that the gloves were not necessary for today's class. He looked ridiculous being the only one wearing the heavy-duty gloves. You hold back a laugh as your gaze follows his pointing finger, which leads you to a cluster of asphodels.
You look up at him, âOne is an accessory to a deadly sleeping potion.â Youâre cleaning up your area, making sure dirt is only where it was supposed to be.Â
âY/N, câmon~â Yeonjun whines, âJust play along.â
âOkay,â you huff, âWhat is it?âÂ
Yeonjun stands quietly for a short moment, lips pressed together, âNow you made me forget what I was going to say, but it was something about you being pretty.â Yeonjun turns to put some pots away, leaving you unamused.
Although Yeonjun continues to make such advances, you admit that his playful personality was endearing. Just a few months ago, you regarded Yeonjun as nothing more than an annoyance, constantly looming around even when unwelcome, sort of like a wedgie. However, as time passed, you couldn't deny the odd bond that had formed between the two of you.Â
Just recently, you had reluctantly admitted to yourself that heâs grown on you to the point where you realize that the day would feel incomplete without his babbling. On a good day, you might even consider him your friend.
When Yeonjun returns, he flashes you a smile, âDo you have any plans for the weekend? Maybe I can take you to Hogsmeade.â He bends down slightly and reaches out, âYou have a bit of dirt on your nose.â You feel his finger graze your nose for a quick second before itâs back at his side.Â
âIâm afraid I already do,â you hummed. Since the period has ended, you grab your belongings and take your leave. With no surprise, Yeonjun is trailing closely behind you.Â
Yeonjunâs lips were moulded into some sort of pout, brows furrowed, âMaybe the week after?âÂ
âI have plans that week, too,â you say promptly, though you werenât even entirely sure if you did, âSorry, Yeonjun.âÂ
Yeonjun narrows his eyes at you but you donât catch him doing so. Instead, youâre dead set on finding your best friend Yena by the courtyard. Before Yeonjun could let out a sigh, he takes a big step forward and spins so that heâs facing you. Yeonjun executes this with ease. Heâs quick on his feet and the next thing you know youâre walking into his chest.Â
âDonât apologize.â Yeonjun grabs your wrist and swiftly pulls you to the edge of the hallway so you both aren't blocking the stream of students, âThereâs always another weekâŚâ He pushes his lips towards one side of his face, eyes looking to the side. He was deep in thought, âMaybe you can come to the final game of the season? I know your house isnât playing but it would be nice to have the support⌠Iâll even let you wear one of my extra uniforms⌠maybe some facepaint?â
Yeonjunâs eyes light up at the thought.Â
âYeonjun,â you say sternly.Â
âAs a friend?â Yeonjunâs head is tilted to the side, brows knitting as he brings his lips into a pout, âPlease?â His eyes pour into yours, making it hard for you to avoid his gaze. Heâs waiting intently on a reply.Â
âIâll⌠think about it,â You stall.Â
Yeonjun smiles, satisfied with your answer. Before he speaks up once again, he hears his name being called from across the hall. It was Wooyoung.Â
âIâll see you later, beautiful~âÂ
You groan and call out before youâre out of earâs reach, âWhat did I tell you about pet names, Choi Yeonjun!âÂ
Yeonjun turns to acknowledge you, but instead of saying anything to excuse himself, he sends you a wink before reaching his friend.Â
As expected.
You huff, shaking your head before you finally turn to the courtyard, where you immediately see Yena kicking dirt underneath one of the smaller trees. She pulls up her robe slightly, engrossed in watching the dirt particles defy gravity and form swirling clouds.
You say nothing as you approach her, laughing underneath your breath.Â
âYou took so long I started growing white hair,â Yena jokes. She drops her robe and stands up a bit straighter, âWhere to?âÂ
When Yena finally catches a glimpse of your face, her brows furrow, âWhatâs wrong?â She leans forward to analyze your expression, eyes running back and forth across your face.Â
âNothingâs wrong,â you say, âLetâs start heading for the hall.âÂ
Yena clicks her tongue against her teeth and grabs your wrist, âIâm not stupid, you know. I can easily tell that somethingâs up. So, whatâs up?â
âThe sky,â you say wittingly. Yena gives you her stern, rather motherly, look, causing you to break immediately, âYeonjun asked me to âhang outâ again.âÂ
Her eyes widen, brightening, as a smile appears on her face.Â
The thing about Yena is that, despite understanding that you genuinely do not have feelings for Yeonjun, she still clung onto that ship for dear life. It was quite amusing watching her squeal over the smallest interactions between you both. You could say she was more delusional than Yeonjun was.
âPlease tell me you said yes!â
âWell⌠I didnât say no?â You look over at her, âI just told him I would think about it.â
âProgression!â She exclaims, âCharacter development!â
âOh, shut your mouth,â you groan. You look around to make sure no one associated with Yeonjun was around, âI donât even think heâs being serious.â
You and Yena are nearing the great hall and the smell of food is drifting out the big wooden doors and up your noses. You both are walking rather slowly, moving to the edge of the corridors to keep out of the other studentsâ ways, âWhy would you think that? From how long heâs been at it, he seems rather serious about this.â
âYenâŚâ you sigh, âHave you seen the way he interacts with other people, better yet, girls? I donât want to give him a chance because it already seems like heâs just doing this for fun. I donât wanna be⌠sought after for entertainment.â
Yena throws an arm around your shoulders, âIf you think that, then tell him you canât go. Simple.â
âThe Choi Yena telling me not to hang out with Yeonjun?â You scoff, âPlease.âÂ
âIâm actually giving you helpful, wise advice and this is what I get?â Yena huffs, âFine. What I really wanted to say is that you should give him a chance. Who knows, he can actually be serious about you and you might end up liking him back.âÂ
You shake your head, "Not until I know he has genuine feelings for me. Besides, I would have given it a shot if I had as little as a single cell in me that was interested in him. But, as you already know, I donât.â
Yena eyes you down as if it were going to knock the honest truth out of you. But it doesnât, because you were telling the truth. You have no feelings for Choi Yeonjun.Â
âNow letâs go eat,â you grumble, âBecause you say the most unpleasant things when youâre hungry.â
â.ŕłŕż*:シ
When Yeonjun reaches Wooyoung, heâs greeted with a big fat thwack to the back of the head.Â
âOw!â Yeonjun jumps, rubbing the area that the other had smacked, âWhat in Merlinâs name was that for?â The two begin making their way down the corridor, keeping a look out for Changbin who they should be crossing paths with sometime soon.
âFor being a lovesick fool,â Wooyoung shoots, âGet yourself together!â He slaps Yeonjunâs back, âWhy are you wasting time over someone who clearly doesnât like you back when you can literally be with anyone else you want?â
Though Yeonjun knows that Wooyoung means well, he can't help but feel a twinge of offense at his friend's statement. He could go on about the reasons why heâs still trying, but he knows for certain that Wooyoung could not care less.Â
Frankly, when Yeonjun sets a goal for himself, there is no doubt heâll be working towards that goal with no uncertainties. And this trait easily applies to this situation.Â
Yeonjun really likes you.Â
Sure, he doesnât know the tiniest, intricate details about you, but based on what heâs heard through Changbin and things heâs learned while talking to you in class, he has this rather strong urge to get to know you better.Â
And heâs serious about this.
At a loss for words, Yeonjun blurts out the first thing that comes to mind, âSheâs different.â
Wooyoung blinks back at his friend, âYou better not be serious.â
âIâm just summing things up, Wooyoungie,â Yeonjun flicks Wooyoungâs shoulder, âI donât take you as a guy who likes hearing things about feelings.â
âTrue that,â Changbin butts in. He slides in from a nearby classroom, briefly greeting the other two wizards.
Wooyoung glares at Changbin, âDo you even know what we were talking about?âÂ
âYes,â Changbin shrugs, âY/N. Yeonjun. Who else?â
Wooyoung hums, âAnd you support Yeonjun making a fool out of himself?âÂ
Before Yeonjun can shoot a remark at Wooyoung, Changbin quickly interjects, âWell, no, but I just want to see where it goes. Plus, Y/N didnât explicitly say she didnât like Yeonjun.â
âWait, really?â No one notices but Yeonjunâs eyes light up at the information.
Changbin nods, âI mean to me at least. And youâd think she would tell me because you and I are friends. She just says that she has her own reasons or something.â
Yeonjun smiles to himself. Thatâs all he needed to know.
II. DOUBTS AND DUNDERHEADS
Yenaâs reading the ingredients of a newly learned potion as you scan over the list yourself.Â
âYou know, I donât get why weâre even making this potion,â Yena grumbles. As you prepare the cauldron, Yena leaves the table to grab the ingredients, plopping them down carefully in an organized manner, âItâs much more dangerous than Amortentia, donât you think?âÂ
âI can see why you think that,â you chuckle under your breath. You eye the ingredients that Yena has set down, using your finger to track each one of them, âYou forgot the moondew.â But seeing that your friend had already settled in her chair, you took it upon yourself to grab the plant at the bench at the back of the room.Â
âMoondew⌠moondewâŚâ you mumble. You look around for the plant, shuffling back and forth in hopes of it catching your eye, âWhere are you?âÂ
Before you know it, the herb is being dangled right in your line of sight, causing your eyes to cross for a brief second, âHere you go~â Your eyes flicker up and you immediately spot the green lining of the sleeve.
You reach up to take it from him before turning around, âThanks.â Yeonjun was standing rather close to you, though it wasnât a creepy proximity. Heâs just⌠tall. So to him you could guess that the distance between you both wasnât as close as it was for you.Â
âAnything for you,â he hums and sends a smile and a wink your way.
You groan and shoot him a look, walking right past him, âChoi Yeonjun, is this your way of asking for me to give you this potion?â
He feigns hurt, âNo. And even if it was, I know you wouldnât do it.â Yeonjun follows you to your bench and you see that Yenaâs placing the ingredients in order of which to drop in first. She smirks at his presence.Â
âAnd how would you know I wouldnât?âÂ
âI donât know actually,â he shrugs, jutting his lip out in a pout. Yeonjun takes a step back to his bench, which was conveniently the one next to yours and Yenaâs, before he continues, âI just feel like you wouldnât.â
You furrow your brows right as Yena adds wormwood infusion into the cauldron. Your nose crinkles, âIf I were you, I wouldnât trust your gut.âÂ
Yeonjun mindlessly takes the same step, gesturing for Wooyoung to go ahead with the next step, âI have a good intuition!â Yeonjun sounds like heâs genuinely trying to convince you of his secret powers.Â
âWell, okay, what number am I thinking of?â You add the asphodel into the cauldron before turning to look at Yeonjun. From the way his eyes were looking off to the ceiling, lips resting into a pout, you can tell heâs thinking.
âEight.â
âWrong, it was two.â
âHey, you could have easily changed the answer!â Yeonjun exclaims, giving you the accusatory finger, âCheater.â
âI thought your intuition was good,â you say, âDoesn't your intuition say something about if I really did cheat or not?â You make sure Yenaâs stirring the mixture the way the textbook had instructed. She even went ahead to plop the slothâs brain into the pot.Â
Then your professor speaks up, âRemember, students, that the hardest part of this potion is the stirring, please please pay attention to the stirring patterns.â
The entirety of your attention is brought back to your cauldron, you and Yena taking turns adding the needed components of the potion before preparing yourselves for the stirring. Meanwhile, Wooyoung and Yeonjun have already started stirring the mixture.Â
âCounter⌠counter⌠clockwiseâŚâ Wooyoung says slowly, making sure that Yeonjunâs stirring in the same direction as he instructed. When Wooyoung realizes that heâs on the other side of the table, he gasps, âWait, thatâs my counter, counter, clockwise!âÂ
Yeonjunâs eyes widen before stirring the mixture the other way as if it would cancel out the stirs that heâs already completed. Then it dawned on him, âYou dunce! Itâs the same for you and meââ
And right as Yeonjun finishes his sentence, the mixed elements burst onto Yeonjun, leaving him covered in an odd-coloured substance.Â
Screams of surprise echo through the room before the same individuals burst into laughter, seeing that Yeonjun was now drenched and filthy. Yena was laughing out loud, fingers gripping the edge of the table to keep herself stable. You were trying your best not to laugh out loud, pressing your lips together to hide the growing smile on your face.
When the situation finally clicks, Yeonjun knocks himself out of his state of shock, using his own robe to wipe the substance off of his face. It was sticky, so there was a good amount of resistance keeping him from successfully cleaning himself up.Â
Now you feel bad.Â
You watch Yeonjun for a few moments to see if he truly needed help. But when you realized that he was practically hopeless on his own, you sighed and stood up, grabbing the boy by the wrist, âProfessor, may we be excused? We will be back before class ends.âÂ
He nods, allowing you both to leave. And at that, youâre dragging the long-limbed Slytherin out the door of the classroom. You take him down the stone corridor and towards the girlsâ washroom. Your steps echo against the walls of the hallway as you fast-walk towards the end of the hall. Once you reach it, you sit Yeonjun down on a nearby window ledge, âStay here, Iâll be back.â
Yeonjun nods, making himself comfortable. He watches you leave and disappear into the bathroom for a good thirty seconds before you return with one hand full of wet paper towels and the other with dry ones.Â
You start wiping off the gunk from the boyâs face, starting at his forehead and working your way down his face. You're half an armâs length away from the boy, still trying to keep distance. Youâre surprised at how easily the potion slides off his face with the help of water.Â
âI thought you were good at potions,â you grumble, âNext time you need to be careful⌠youâre lucky that the potion doesnât get absorbed into skin because this situation could have been worseâŚâ You continue scolding him under your breath, but it was so quiet that even the closeness between you doesnât allow Yeonjun to hear what youâre saying.Â
You donât notice the way Yeonjun is looking at you. His eyes are crossing just to catch a proper glimpse of your focused state, flickering between your lashes to your cheeks, and your lips⌠He mentally shakes his head to rid of all thoughts clouding his head, squeezing his eyes.
âYou know, I donât need help to clean myself up,â Yeonjun says, but his expression completely contradicts his words as he grins at your actions.Â
You freeze and take a step back to reassess the situation, âYouâre right.â You hold the paper towels out to him, âHere.â
âWait, but I do need help.â
You sigh and start wiping the remaining stuff off of his face, âYouâre a dunderhead, you know that right?â You put pressure onto his cheek bone for a moment and plaster a playful smile on your mouth.
Yeonjun snickers, âYeah, a dunderhead for you.â
Your smile drops from your lips and you frown, âOh, shut up.â His face was basically clean from the potion. All thatâs left was the dried liquid in his hair and some lingering on his robe.Â
âItâs true,â Yeonjun sighs. He wonders why youâre so against him and his advances. Itâs not like heâs done anything wrong to you. You havenât even given him a chance.
You roll your eyes and attempt to scrape off the dried up potion that was clinging on to his hair, âIâm guessing youâre a dunderhead for Chaewon and her friends too.â Thereâs a slight tone of passive aggressiveness in your voice but you donât notice.Â
âWhat do you mean?â Yeonjunâs ears perk up, genuinely confused.
You let the question sit, finding the appropriate way to explain to Yeonjun what you meant. It was a difficult thing to put simply and you and Yeonjun were currently bound by time.Â
âYeonjun IâŚâ your eyes search Yeonjunâs as if he could physically hand you the help you needed, âI donât believe you actually like me.â You almost cringe because it sounded as though you were accusing him of lying, but this was truly how you felt.Â
Yeonjunâs eyes widened, âW-what? Why do you think thââ
âYou flirt with meâa lotâbut you flirt with other people too,â you explain, âOne second youâre calling me pretty and treating me nice and everything that, I admit, someone who likes that person would do⌠but the next youâre doing practically the same things for another person⌠How am I supposed to believe that you like me?âÂ
Not that it matteredâyou didnât even have feelings for the boyâbut it was good that he knew for someone he actually was interested in.Â
Yeonjun is taken aback by the confession. Is this how you felt the whole time? Is this why you havenât actually given him the chance to take you out? âHow can I prove to you that Iâm serious?â
âYouâre an expert at flirting, arenât you?â you retort, âIâm pretty sure you can figure that out yourself.â
III. A SLYTHERINâS EFFORT
After confronting the Slytherin about your feelings towards him and his actions, there was a period of complete silence over the following days. It was like radio silenceâas if something had gone wrong with the antenna and you were forced to scramble to fix it. Encounters with him in the halls or in class were kept minimal by the boy, only going as far as saying a hi and goodbye before going on his merry way.Â
Judging from his actions, you took it as a confirmation that Yeonjun really didnât have feelings for you. This realization evoked mixed emotions within you. Sure, youâre glad that you got him off your back, having the peace and quiet in herbology that you used to have. But youâd be lying if you said that you wished that Yeonjun would still speak every once in a while to fill that silence.Â
It was odd if you think about it. Why did Yeonjun even ask how he could prove his feelings for you if those feelings were non-existent? Was that just part of the âfunâ? An attempt to get your hopes up before stopping altogether?
Ouch, you think, shaking your head to get rid of these thoughts from your head. If Yeonjun didnât actually like you, he couldâve just said so. But hey, you should be ecstatic that he's finally done with this whole act, right?Â
At least heâs making it easy on you.
That is until Yeonjun came unannounced to the Gryffindor table one morning. He, surprisingly, did not don the smirk he often wore on his lips. Instead, his lips were curved into a gentle smile, his eyes mirroring the same warmth.Â
âMorning, Lions,â he greets.
âChangbinâs still at the dorms,â you mumble, dipping your head to sip on your soup.Â
Yeonjun shakes his head, âIt doesnât matter. Iâm here for you.â He held out a small, white plastic bag toward you. It was full, but you werenât quite sure with what.Â
You guess that Yeonjun read the confusion on your face, quickly following up his disorderly actions with, âMy mom usually sends snacks and I asked her to send these for you.â You hear Yena almost choke on her food, but she shuts herself up by downing water.
Odd. âOh⌠thank you?â Youâre not even sure how to act, reaching out for the bag before sticking your nose into it to catch a glimpse of the aforementioned snacks. And funny enough, this is what catches you off-guard.
They were your favourite snacksâones you couldnât get here or at Hogsmeade.
âHow did you know I liked these?â Yeonjun warms up at the way your eyes light up. You look up at him and thank him again.Â
Yeonjun shrugs, âYou might have mentioned them a few times during herbology. Anyways, I gotta go back to the table. But I hope you enjoy those!âÂ
âI will,â you say mostly to yourself. You set the bag on your lap and stare at it, puzzled.Â
âOooââ
You clamp your mouth over Yenaâs mouth and side-eye her, âShut your mouth right now or else Iâm lodging a breadstick down your throat.â
Yenaâs eyes widen but she grabs your hand and peels it off her face. She whispers, âI thought you said Yeonjun didnât like you.â
You nod, âI did but⌠No. I donât think this means anything.âÂ
âAre you crazy?â Yenaâs eyes look like theyâre about to pop out of her head, âHe remembers what youâve told him and heâs asked his own mother to send you these!â
You donât look at Yena because sheâs right. The process into actually pulling this off is⌠sweet. And thoughtful.Â
With a dismissive shake of your head, your gaze falls on the closest person, who happens to be Soobin, âBinnie, can you please pass the breadsticks?â
â.ŕłŕż*:シ
âWhy do you like herbology?â
The question causes you to freeze, gloved-fingers stuck in the dirt when you try to process Yeonjunâs question of the day. When you look over at him, you realize he wasnât even looking back at you. Instead, he was fiddling with the herbology textbook sitting on the table, flipping back and forth between the pages of todayâs lesson.
You let out a sputtered "Huh?" as your head tilts to the side in confusion. The question seemed to have come out of nowhere, leaving you uncertain whether it was asked out of genuine curiosity or sheer boredom.Â
âI never really asked you why you liked the class so much,â Yeonjun takes a quick glance at you through the corner of his eye, âI mean well. I genuinely want to know.âÂ
You wanted to continue questioning what was going on. First the snacks and now this?Â
Was Yeonjun broken?
Your mouth had opened just a bit in preparation to interrogate the boy, but since he had made it clear that he was being serious, you shut your mouth before mustering up an answer.Â
âThereâs just something⌠interesting in the fact that all the plants we deal with can be used to create things that can either benefit or create drawbacks to a personâs life. Others have such useless purposes, too, but I still find it captivating that plants can do things you could hardly expect⌠Like mandrakes. Theyâre god-awfully annoying, but they can help heal curses and stuff.
âThen thereâs dittany⌠I think itâs easily one of my favourites. They can help heal wounds easily so they come in handy in a lot of situations⌠like my grandmaâs created her own ointment recipe with dittany and itâs done wonders in my family. I guess the main reason I like herbology is the idea that we can somehow use these things to help people. Thatâs what I prefer, at least.â
When you finished speaking, you realized that you have never said that out loud to anyone before. It was something that never came up in conversationâa topic you knew no one cared aboutâyet here you are blabbing on to Choi Yeonjun about your love for the subject.
âWow, when you put it that way, herbology does sound cool.â
You furrowed your eyebrows and looked at him, âYouâre saying that as if youâre not in an advanced class right now.â
The softest grin appears on Yeonjunâs face as he pushes his textbook away from him, âI know. But herbology isn't the main reason Iâm here.â
âThen, what are you doing here?â
âFor you.âÂ
The corners of your lips lift at the brief appearance of the playful Yeonjun you were familiar with. Of course, you think.Â
Before you could even question further, Professor Longbottom launched into another rant about the day's lesson, drawing your attention away from the strange, indescribable sensation that was slowly taking over your heart.
â.ŕłŕż*:シ
You were on your way back to the hall for dinner having taken a stroll around the castle grounds after a nap. With workload becoming heavier and days growing shorter due to the time of year, you were hoping to clear your mind while sightseeing.
You couldnât say it worked, though.Â
All your mind could do was wander back to the topic of the upcoming defense of the dark arts exam, the feeling of anxiety continues to creep up your neck despite the efforts to get rid of them. The subject was not one of your strengths, as your strong distaste for dueling led to a lack of effort in the class.
Now that a practical assessment was coming up, you werenât sure how you were going to do⌠and frankly you didnât like doing horribly in your classes.Â
âPenny for your thoughts?âÂ
You gasp quietly at the sudden presence of Yeonjun, whoâs wearing an odd combination of his quidditch uniform and training attire. In his hand heâs holding his broomstick. By the looks of it, he just came from quidditch practice.
"I don't think it matters that much," you let out a lackluster, breathy chuckle and continue walking towards the castle. Yeonjun adjusts his pace to match yours, even though his long limbs seem eager to move faster.
âThat look on your face says otherwise,â he shrugs, âBut, do not worry, you still look as pretty as always.â
You stop in your tracks and glare at the boy, who halts two steps too late.
âWhat?â Yeonjun questions, âItâs true.â He recognizes a specific glint in your eyes and Yeonjun realizes that this was not the time to be flirting, âIn all seriousness, though, whatâs wrong?â
Yeonjun takes you by surprise once again and you almost stumble in your steps from his efforts. It was nice to see that Yeonjun did have this side of him. While you've grown fond of his playful personality, it's refreshing to witness him in a different light.Â
You think about what you want to say to Yeonjun. âI think itâll help more if you just tell me about your day,â you tell him. You needed distraction from the near-overbearing stress that youâre experiencing. In hindsight, you realized that taking a stroll alone may have been a mistake. Being left alone with your thoughts was never a favourable situation for you or for anyone.
Yeonjun immediately understands the situation, and before you know it, no questions asked, he begins to tell you all about his quidditch practice.
Yeonjunâs position was the teamâs beater, so he spent the entire practice with his fellow house member, Jongho, who was also a beater, hitting bludgers back and forth to get used to what strength they needed to exert to send it going any way they wanted.Â
âWe were just hitting it back and forth,â he says, âLike we always do. But this time, we decided to use our non-dominant hands to hit them.â Yeonjun swings his left arm as he continues, âAnd, you see, Jonghoâs left handed so we made this a competition between just the two of us to see who was better with their other arm.
âSo we went back and forth. It was hard at first, but he and I started getting⌠cocky about how I was doing better. It was actually terrifying because, you know, the rest of the team was just there⌠they could easily have been hit and all. But since, weâre the best beaters in this entire schoolââ Yeonjun sends a prideful smile your way and you canât help but scoff, ââwe didnât let that happenââ
âUntil?â you butt in.
Yeonjunâs eyes widened, âI canât believe you think thereâs an âuntil.âÂ
âAm I wrong?âÂ
Then, Yeonjun's eyes narrow and he tightens his lips into a thin line. "You're lucky you're cute..." he remarks, reaching out to poke your cheek. Surprisingly, you let him do it. "Anyways," he continues, "That was until we remembered that we also have a coach... guess who's at the infirmary with a bruise as big as a crab apple?"
You gasp, âI thought you guys were Hogwartsâ best beaters?â
Yeonjun exclaims, âWe are!â
âThen why is your coach in the infirmary?âÂ
âAccidents happen!â Yeonjun defends himself, âHeâs alright, though. The nurse says heâs going to be back in shape by tomorrow.âÂ
The conversation turned out to be much more enjoyable than you had anticipated, and before you knew it, you were already approaching the doors of the hall. You could see other students trickling in, and your eyes instantly caught sight of Yena through the doors.
âThatâs good to hear,â you stifle a laugh, âAnyways, I gotta go, Iâm starving.âÂ
As youâre turning to leave, youâre stopped by Yeonjun, who has reached out to grab your wrist, âI hope your problems will be resolved soon.â
A warm feeling tickles your chest and you let a genuine smile appear on your lips, âThanks, Yeonjun.â
With that, you give him a small wave and head inside the hall to join Yena and the other students for dinner, feeling more at ease than before.
IV. THE GLOVES
If given the chance to describe your best friend in one word, youâd say spontaneous. Since the day you met her, she has the habit of making a decision in one moment and then completely changing course in the next. It was a trait of herâs that you found rather impressive, because you could never live your life like that. But despite being impressed, it's still hard to deny that it doesnât occasionally frustrate you.
Last night, Yena was determined to study for the upcoming dark arts exam over the weekendâyou even agreed to study with her (which wasnât the best option on your end)âbut upon waking up at right at noon, sheâs decided to give up on this goal and, instead, take an impromptu trip to Hogsmeade. Whatâs worse was that sheâs dragging you along with her, practically giving you no choice but to tag along.Â
Although you had no plans for the weekend but to begin studying, you were planning on staying in the dorms because temperatures were dropping to an uncomfortable low. You were in no mood to visit Hogsmeade since it did take a great deal of walking to get around. But since Yena would not shut up until you agreed to come, you were now digging through your trunk, trying to find the pair of gloves you swear you packed.Â
âY/N, make haste!â Yena exclaims from downstairs, âTime is ticking!â
âIf you keep speaking like weâre in the nineteenth century, I will not make haste,â you yell back. Thereâs a sudden urge to bang your head against your trunk. Your gloves were nowhere to be seen and now you have to accept the fact that Jackâs going to be nipping your fingertips during the entire trip.Â
Slamming the trunk shut, you let out a deep huff and pull your coat sleeves down over your hands.Â
This will have to do.
Yena makes a beeline for Honeydukes the second you make it onto Hogsmeade grounds. Sheâs hauling you along with her, and you do nothing to protest.
âMy supply of jelly slugs are dwindling,â she mutters, throwing the door open before stepping foot inside. The warmth is comforting, especially since the two of you had been walking in the cold for the past 20 minutes, âChangbin took two packs because apparently I owed him.â
You look at her, âWhy did you even give them if you werenât even sure?â Yenaâs arms are filled with jelly slug packages, cradling them as if she gave birth to them.Â
She shrugs, âI was actually convinced I owed him until I thought about it.â She secures the sweets and looks over at you, âDonât you want anything?âÂ
You scan the selection of candies and chocolates surrounding the both of you, âI suppose I can use some gum for studying.â
âOoh, youâre right! Grab me a pack too, please!â Sheâs jutting her chin to gesture towards the pack of gum laid out on a nearby shelf, thanking you when you grab a pack for you both, âIâll pay for it since I forced you to come with me.âÂ
You donât protest again, âFine by me.âÂ
Plopping all the sweets down onto the counter, you immediately see the look of horror on the employeeâs face. You can read her mindâprobably thinking that Yena was crazy. âI-is that all, sweetheart?â Yena nods and slides her a note before even waiting for the total.Â
On your way out, sheâs already ripped a pack open, snacking on the slugs, âWant one?âÂ
Before you can even reply, a male voice butts in, âDonât mind if I do!â To accompany it, a hand slides in from your left and straight into Yenaâs new bag of jelly slugs. This slightly startles the both of you, stumbling away from the new presence.
Yena groans, âSeo Changbin, you literally have the ones I gave you back at the dorms!â Yena tucks the candy into her sleeve and gives Changbin a crossed lookâone that could kill.Â
âWait, I want one!â Wooyoung appears from behind Changbin, whoâs closely followed by Yeonjun. Both boys have their chins tucked into their jackets, hands stuffed deep in their pockets, âMay I please have one?â
Yeonjun waves at you, and though you couldnât clearly see his mouth, you can tell he was smiling because it reaches his eyes. You wave back and you couldnât help but mirror his expression.
Yena blinks for a quick moment, but then moves slowly to give the Slytherin a single slug, âOnly cause you asked nicely⌠unlike someone over here.â She shoots Changbin another deadly glare before moving on, âWhat are you guys doing here?â
Wooyoung uses his thumb to point toward the castle, âWe were just about to head back. You guys?â
Yena shrugs, âIâm about ninety-percent sure we were going to head back, too. Unless you have somewhere to go, Y/N?â Your best friendâs looking at you, waiting for a reply.Â
âOh, uhâŚâ you shake your head, âNo.â
Yeonjun beams, âThatâs great! We can all walk back together?âÂ
You donât notice the way Yena smirks before she agrees on behalf of the both of you, âSure, why not?â
And before you know it, you find yourself walking alongside Yena and the boys, witnessing Changbin and Wooyoung playfully shoving each other off the path. Yeonjun takes long strides beside them, unsurprisingly condoning the play-fighting. Yenaâs busy picking out specific jelly slugs from her bag, occasionally looking up to make sure she doesnât stumble over a rock or tree root.Â
âIf you guys hit me, youâre getting hit back,â she mutters, attention still directed towards her sweets.Â
Meanwhile, youâre freezing your arse off at the rear of the group. You feel the chill in the air seeping into your bones and youâre desperately blowing warm air into your hands in hopes that you wonât get frostbite.Â
As the castle grows closer with each step, you feel the urge to break away from the group and sprint ahead, painfully longing for the warmth of the castle. Your hands are numb, and at this point, youâre afraid that youâre never going to get sensation back, even if you go as far as sticking your limbs into fire.Â
The thought makes you panic. Sure it was a bit unrealistic, but still your mind rushes past a bajillion different thoughts that involve things you did with your hands. Herbology, crocheting, playing sports⌠what if you canât do those anymoâ
âHere.â
You blink to suck yourself back to reality, shaking your head to grasp how Yeonjun was now directly in front of you. His arm is extended, handing you something that you donât quite recognize at first. After taking a closer look, you realize that heâs handing you over his own pair of gloves.Â
âHuh?â
âGloves.âÂ
âI know what they are,â you say softly, âBut for what?â
âYouâve been breathing into your hands since we left Hogsmeade,â Yeonjun points out, âSo put these on. I can take them back when we get to the castle.â He nudges the mittens towards you, urging you to take them. âTake them.â
You canât help but feel your cheeks heat up at the gesture. âIâm okay. Besides, you need them, too.âÂ
You attempt to walk around the boy but he stops you, "I don't want to see you freeze. It's either these gloves or... I hold your hands to warm them up." His voice trails off with a playful hint, and you can't help but feel your heart flutter at the thought. But as quick as the feeling came, you knock some sense back into your head before you hastily pluck the mits out of his hands.Â
âGood,â he grins, patting your head through your toque. As you slide your hands into the gloves, you realize they're a bit too big for you, causing them to slip off easily. You ball your hands into fists and stick them into your pockets. Then Yeonjun asks, âHey, have you thought about the game?âÂ
To be honest, the invitation had almost slipped your mind amidst the recent events. However, now you find yourself more open to the idea. But before you could confirm that you were willing to go, the yelling of both Wooyoung and Changbin interrupted your conversation.
Yeonjun apologizes and groans, making a beeline to the other two to calm them down.Â
âI swear it wasnât this far of a walk to Hogsmeade.â Your best friend stuffs her hands into her pockets and sinks her head behind the collar of her jacket.Â
âNo, Iâm not carrying you to the castle,â Changbin looks like he turned his head 180 degrees to look back at Yena, but it was just his coat giving you the illusion.
âWho in bloody hell said I wanted to be carried by you,â Yena gags. She bends down to pick up the nearest pebble before chucking it at Changbinâs leg. The latter flinches, and again, his head spins to look at you both. He sends Yena a dirty look before maturely continuing on (mainly because Yeonjun already gave him a warning).
The five of you trek back to the school grounds in near silence, the exhaustion evident in your steps as the chilly weather envelopes the area. You wonder if Yena actually regrets going to Hogsmeade on such a gloomy day, but when you look over to check how sheâs doing, sheâs munching on the jelly slugs with a content expression.Â
As the Slytherins break off, Wooyoung bids a simple "goodbye," forcefully dragging Yeonjun along with him. He knows damn well that Yeonjunâs going to spend an extra 10 minutes talking to you when all he wants is to get back to the dorms to take a nap.Â
Wooyoungâs so quick to leave that the two disappear in the blink of an eye and youâre not given the chance to return Yeonjunâs mittens. Though, it was also on you for not remembering to give it back.Â
Yena notices how youâve slipped the mittens off and are now staring at the pair as if they hold some sort of enchantment. âAnd you still havenât fallen for him yet?â Yena smirks, eyeing the item of clothing in your hand.Â
âGross, why would I?â Your face scrunches and you hold the gloves out to Changbin using your index and your thumb, âTake them. Give them back to him.â
âPlease,â Yena scoffs, âDonât lie, I know youâre all warm and fuzzy for Yeonjun.â Yena playfully pushes Changbin's arms away, preventing you from giving him the mittens, âAnd donât give those to the poor boy. Return them yourself.âÂ
"Poor boy?" Changbin questions, raising an eyebrow in confusion.
You groan, âIâm not all âwarm and fuzzyâ for Yeonjun.â You look down at the gloves in your hands, âObviously, I like him better than before but my feelings for him arenât romantic.âÂ
âPoor boy?â Changbin repeats, but seeing that you and Yena were absorbed in your own conversation, he gives up.
The three of you finally reach the portrait of the Fat Lady. Yena rolls her eyes, âMmmhmm⌠itâs just a matter of time before you actually start liking him like that.â She mutters the password and soon, youâre making your way into the common room. It was miraculously empty.Â
âWhat do you even mean by that?âÂ
Yena throws her head into her hand and palms her face, âMy sweet, sweet Y/N⌠Think about it. Not too long ago, you were constantly complaining about Yeonjun and how irritating he was. Now youâve just confessed that you like him better than before. Guess what the next stage is?â
âBest friends,â you answer, attempting to seem nonchalant about the subject.Â
âYou guys talk more than he and I do,â Changbin points out, snickering, âAnd weâre best friends.â Yena nods eagerly, gesturing to the boy as if heâs made a life-changing statement.
You shrug, âThat doesnât mean anything.âÂ
âHmm, I donât know about that,â Yena speculates, âCan I point out that you were in a bad mood the four days Yeonjun barely spoke to you?âÂ
âI was in a bad mood because of the potions exam,â you justify, âAnd I have you as a partner.âÂ
âOkay, fair, but you have to admit it wasnât all just because of that,â Yena pushes.Â
âI wonât because it was all because of that,â you facepalm, âYouâre just saying anything at this point.â
âYou canât tell me you didnât feel at least something after all those things thatâs happened this week,â Yena remarks, raising an eyebrow and crossing her arms in a challenging manner.Â
âThings?â Changbinâs eyes grow wide, âWhat things?â
âThey mean nothing,â you repeat, âJust⌠friendly random acts of kindness, which I do appreciate. Nothing wrong with it.â
âThereâs also nothing wrong with admitting that you like him at least a smidge,â Yena frowns, âI know youâre a softie at heart, and I know thereâs no way that you didnât feel all warm and fuzzy at least once.â
As Yena continues to probe about your feelings for Yeonjun, your stubborn nature kicks in, and you find yourself reluctant to admit what sheâs assuming. Sure, your heart might have skipped a beat or two because of Yeonjun, but it was just a momentary flutter, a reaction that doesn't hold any significant meaning.
Right?
Besides, you weren't ready to admit something to others that you hadn't fully come to terms with yourself.Â
So you shake your head and deny, âNope. Not once.â
â.ŕłŕż*:シ
If Yena saw how much of a fuss you were making over something as simple as returning Yeonjun's gloves, she would tease you relentlessly. So you figured that this would be a solo quest, one that required not being caught by Yena.Â
You stand at the doors of the hall, gloves clutched in your hands as you try to search for the Slytherin. The hall was busier than you thought, but it wasnât intimidating. Youâre not even sure why youâre worried about this. You were simply handing the gloves back and telling him that you were going to the game as friends. It really didnât mean anything.
A sense of relief washes over you when you spot Yeonjun fooling around with Wooyoung and Changbin in a relatively empty area. This means that you can get this over with. Hand them over, tell him, then youâre done. Simple.Â
Working up the courage to do it, you slowly make your way down the long room, gripping the gloves tightly with one hand. When youâre near, it's Wooyoung who first catches sight of you since he happens to be facing your direction. He utters something that you couldn't quite make out, but it's accompanied by a gesture that catches the attention of Yeonjun and Changbin, prompting them to turn around.
Yeonjun lights up, which you only interpret as a smile, before he waves at you, âY/N!âÂ
You don't know why youâre suddenly shy, feeling yourself shrink under the attention of Yeonjun. You grin back and give them all a small wave before you take small steps, âI forgot to return these the other day.â You hold it out to him. Your arm begins to shake at the slightest, so you steady it with your other arm.
âDid you really forget or did you want to keep them?â He teases, sending a wink before gently retrieving them. He thanks you.Â
You feel your cheeks heat up and you shake your head, âI forgot to⌠if it werenât for Wooyoung who dragged you away.â You give the other Slytherin a look, âAnd⌠before I leave, I didnât get to tell you yesterday thatââ
âChoi Yeonjun,â a female voice rudely interrupts your sentence. Youâre slightly shoved to the side by another Slytherin who you were not familiar with (nor did you care), taking your place in front of Yeonjun. Changbin looks like heâs about to tell her off, giving you a sympathetic look.Â
âKim Hyunji,â Yeonjun greets, âWhat brings you here?âÂ
You start playing with the sleeves of your wool sweater, growing impatient despite the fact that the new presence has barely been there for a minute. The words being exchanged between Yeonjun and the girl soon turn into an unintelligible babble, leaving your mind unable to grasp their conversation. But judging by the way the girl grew gradually closer to Yeonjun, you didnât need to know what was being said. The exchange goes on for a bit too long for your liking and you can feel your brows dropping to form a scowl.
As you recall the recent interactions with Yeonjun, you realize that amidst all of them, you forgot that Yeonjun was still the flirt that he was. Sure, it probably came naturally to him, but witnessing him flirt with another girl evokes a foreign feeling that tickles your chest.Â
âIâll see you there, then?â Yeonjunâs words are suddenly clear and you feel something tap your chest.Â
âOf course Iâll be,â she replies, a smirk forming on her face as she turns to leave.Â
The second sheâs gone, Yeonjun turns back at you, eyes softening, âSorry, Y/N, she tends to do that a lot⌠what were you saying?â
As if youâve experienced an emotional whiplash, you freeze and lose the words that you previously practiced in your head. Your mouth opens but nothing comes out.Â
What was happening?
âY/N? Are you okay?âÂ
You swallow nervously and, in a hushed voice, you say, "I-it can wait." Without wasting a moment, you swiftly leave the room, your hand instinctively moving to your head as you try to make sense of your confusion.
Finding the nearest bench outside of the hall, you sit down and catch your breath, unable to focus on anything else that was going on around you.Â
âY/N?â Your eyes meet Yena's, and without hesitation, she takes the empty seat next to you, her brows furrowed with concern. âWhatâs wrong?â
Youâre chewing on your bottom lip, trying to explain exactly what youâre feeling, âWhat does being jealous feel like?âÂ
Yena hums to indicate that sheâs thinking. She presses her lips into a thin line and looks around, âI think the best way to describe it is kinda like⌠you want to squash whoever youâre jealous of with a boot.â
Youâre not sure if that was even an accurate way to describe jealousy, but the way Yena describes it is exactly how you felt with Hyunji. Sure, youâd never ever condone physical aggression, but if you had the power to pull her out of that conversation with Yeonjun like a mandrake, you would.Â
âBloody hell,â you mutter. Because why in Merlinâs name would a single cell in your body be feeling jealousy in that situation? You have no right being jealous of this girl. Not when you donât have feelings for Yeonjun.Â
Yenaâs ears perk up and lean closer, âBloody hell? What do you mean bloody hell?â
Unless⌠you do have feelings for Yeonjun.
Which could explain every odd thing thatâs been happening to you. The way you practically dreaded the days when Yeonjun spoke to you so minimally. The way Yeonjun has made your heart skip more beats than one. The way you were feeling jealous over some girl youâve never met before.Â
Maybe you did have feelings for Yeonjun and maybe it was time that you had to accept them.
âAnd what does it mean if someone makes my heart race?âÂ
Yenaâs jaw drops, finally processing whatâs going on. You didnât even need to explicitly say Yeonjunâs name to indicate that this was about him. She saw it coming. But she doesnât want to ruin the moment. Sheâll let you tell her yourself, âDepends⌠is it in a good or bad way?â
âI supposeâŚâ you blink, âBoth?â
Confirmed, Yena holds back a smile, âIt means you like that someone a lot.â
V. AND THE DITTANY
No you werenât avoiding Yeonjun on purpose.Â
You do embarrassingly admit that youâre afraid to see him after the whole ârealizing your feelingsâ ordeal, but it's as if the universe decided to give you a break today and made sure you and Yeonjun wouldn't cross paths.
By some stroke of luck, or perhaps the mischievous workings of fate, today was a day that you and Yeonjun did not share one class apart from herbology, which had miraculously been cancelled at the very last minute. It seemed almost magical that you didn't cross each other's paths at all during the entire school day.Â
To be wise with your time, you took the day away from Yeonjun in an attempt to think the situation through. Because what do you do now?
Do you just drop the bomb on him like, âoh hey, I like you by the way!â Or should you keep it a secret for a bit to build momentum?Â
Yena was quick to advise that you should confess ASAP, âAnd preferably at the quidditch game! Imagine how cute! Youâre cheering for him and only him⌠and when the snakes win, youâre going to be there andââ Then you interrupted her because you werenât completely sure if that was even the best way to go about it.
But if you think about it, Yeonjun was a simple guy. You could tell through the way he did decide to show you that his feelings were genuineâbullocks! He paid attention to all you had to say in herbology, asked his own mother to send your favourite snacks just to give them to you⌠he didnât hesitate to make you feel better the day you were stressed for an exam.
Hell, even before you confronted him, Yeonjun had been showering you with the sweetest gestures that you could only now fully appreciate.Â
If only you could knock some sense into your past self.Â
âThe library will be closing soon,â you look up and find the libraryâs student assistant, an apologetic smile sitting rather awkwardly on his face. With a nod, you wait for him to leave, giving yourself a moment to gather your thoughts. You begin collecting your things, the fatigue from the long day making your eyes feel strained and exhausted. Almost as if they could pop out of their sockets with the slightest blink.
As you make your way back to the Gryffindor dormitories, you hear shuffling far behind you before you suddenly hear your name being called out. You turn around to see who it was, and to your surprise, it's Yeonjun, running down the empty corridor with his arms waving frantically to get your attention.
 When he finally catches up to you, you greet him with a shy smile, âYeonjun.â
âI havenât seen you all day,â he says, a pout appearing on his lips, âI was looking forward to herbology because I finally got to see you, but curse Professor Longbottom for eating bad soup.âÂ
Your stomach flutters at his nonchalant comment and you feel shoving your head into the nearest bush, âYeah, haha⌠What are you doing here?â
âI was just going on a stroll to clear my head,â he grins, âAre you heading back to your dormitory?âÂ
You nod.
âWell, let me walk you back then,â Yeonjun offers and you donât protest. If you hadnât seen Yeonjun all day, at least you had this, âDonât want evil creatures creeping up on you.â
You give him a look, âDonât be silly. There arenât any evil creatures on the school grounds.âÂ
âI know,â Yeonjun snickers, âItâs just an excuse for me to walk you anyway. But my intuition is telling me that you would have let me regardless.â He leans forward and down to your height, pretending to search your eyes for answers, but you donât budge.Â
âYour intuition is wrong,â you say, trying to avoid eye contact.
âNever. At least, not this time,â Yeonjun shakes his head, âAnyways, Iâm happy I bumped into you because I was going to ask you if youâve decided on coming to the game.â
âThat⌠that was what I was going to tell you the other day with the gloves butââ
âBut Hyunji, I know,â Yeonjun nods, âI know it sounds like I invited her to the game but since sheâs a Slytherin, she was going to go anyways andââ Yeonjun sighs and pauses to find words to explain the situation, âI want you to know that you were the only one I invited.â
The tone in Yeonjunâs voice takes you by surprise. You can tell that he still has his mind set on proving to you that he has feelings for you and no one else. You frown, âYeonjun⌠I know youâre only telling me this because of what I told you that day during potions but⌠I want to tell you now that I believe you.âÂ
Yeonjunâs face lights up and questions, âYou do?â
You nod bashfully, âI realized it that day on the way back from Hogsmeade.â
Yeonjun wishes he could tell how much that meant to him, a feeling of relief washing over him like soft waves, âThank you.âÂ
âFor what?âÂ
âFor believing,â he grins, âItâs one step closer to making you like me.â Yeonjun winks before his eyes squeeze shut, breaking into a wide smile. His expression fills with an exaggerated appearance of triumph.Â
âHmm, weâll see about that, Choi Yeonjun,â You laugh at the irony, âAnyways, I was saying that I will be going to the game.â
âYou areââ
âFor Jongho,â you tease, âThe best beater of the team.âÂ
âYou donât even know Jongho!â Yeonjun exclaims, âHow can youââ
âIâm joking,â you poke the side of his arm and roll your eyes, âIâm going for you. The only one who invited me.â
âIn that case, Iâll lend you some facepaint and my extra jerseyââ He stops when he sees the look youâre giving him, âJust the face paint then?â
Although a small part of you would have wanted to wear his jersey, you were still currently keeping your feelings to yourself. Rejecting the jersey before and suddenly accepting it would look a bit too suspicious, âI suppose that would be fine.â
You donât realize that youâre at the portrait and you canât help but feel a bit bummed that the walk was over. It was too short. You barely had the opportunity to talk with Yeonjun about anything else, âIâll see you then?â
Yeonjun nods, a smile reaching his eyes, âYes I will.â
â.ŕłŕż*:シ
The day of the game, you, Yena, and Changbin found yourselves in search of ways to pass the time before it was time to head for the pitch. There was truly nothing to do, so you all opted on taking the longest route around the castle possible.Â
The three of you were dressed in any green item of clothing you could find in your packed clothes, agreeing that it would have been odd if you all showed up in Gryffindor attire. If you were there to cheer for Yeonjun, you all had to at least look the part.Â
Yena takes the opportunity to fill the silence, bubbling with excitement as she talks about the day's upcoming events, specifically your plan to finally confess your feelings to Yeonjun. She knows that you weren't keen on going along with her previous ideas, so she gave you the freedom to come up with your own plan. âTell me what youâve come up with.â
âWell,â you begin hesitantly. Truthfully, you have not found the time to think the plan through, opting to just âwing itâ when the time came, âI was just thinking of simply telling him?âÂ
âThatâs the most rubbish plan Iâve heard in my years of living,â Yena blinks.
Changbin snorts, âI donât even think thatâs considered a plan.âÂ
You scowl and give them both a look, âI just donât want to make too much of a fuss.â
âI know you donât,â Yena blinks, âBut thereâs something missing.â
âThis is going to be gross,â Changbin grumbles, completely ignoring the problem, âI donât want to see you and Yeonjun getting all mushy-gushy around me!â
You physically jump, âYou could have used any other term and you settled for âmushy-gushyâ...â
âIâm serious!â The boy exclaims, âI support you two⌠getting together⌠but please donât be those couples that do PDA in the halls.â
âYou really think Y/N would do that? She would neverâŚâ Yena scoffs. Then she looks over at you with a slight glint of fear in her eyes, âR-right Y/N?â
You nod, âNever. And I give you both permission to knock me into my senses if I do.â
From a distance, the sound of rapid footsteps reach your ears, gradually growing louder and closer.Â
âWhy⌠in Merlinâs⌠beard⌠are you all⌠the wayâŚâ Wooyoung gulps as if he could catch his breath easier, âBack here?â Heâs clutching items in his hands and he holds them out for any of you to take them, âYeonjun said⌠oh, bloody hell.âÂ
You watch him catch his breath for a couple of long moments before he starts again, âYeonjun said he forgot to give you these.â Reluctantly, you take them to get a better look. Turns out, it was just two small cans of silver and green face paint, âHe was going to give you them himself but he was called in by the coach for a pre-game talk.â
âYou ran to find us just for this?â you say, âYou could have just met us at the game.â
Wooyoung shakes his head, âNope, I was sent to find you.â He takes in the outfits that you three were wearing, âIt looks odd seeing you all in something that isnât black, red, or gold.âÂ
Something in Wooyoungâs comment causes something to click in Yenaâs head, brows shooting up, âJung Wooyoung, can you help us out?â
âDependsâŚâ Wooyoung says carefully, âWhatâs in it for me?âÂ
âI canât believe you made me steal one of Yeonjunâs extra uniforms,â Wooyoung groans, unamused. Heâs out of breath again, having to run back to the Slytherin dormitories and to a chosen meet up spot next to the bathroom.Â
âWeâre not stealing, weâre borrowing,â Yena rolls her eyes, grabbing the jersey from Wooyoung, âBesides you could have said no.â Without another word, your friend grabs your wrist and pulls you into the bathroom.Â
âPut it on,â Yena says, âAnd then we can paint your face.âÂ
âYou seem more excited than I am,â your voice is laced with equal parts intrigue and nervousness. Finally giving in to wearing Yeonjun's jersey (and without him knowing) was something even you didnât expect, especially since you had turned down the idea before.Â
âItâs âcause thereâs nothing to even fret about,â Yena scoffs, helping you tug the larger jersey on, âOkay, now for the facepaint.âÂ
Yena was wrong. Sure, you knew Yeonjunâs feelings for you were reciprocated, but there was just something about confessing your feelings that was downright terrifying.Â
Positioning herself in front of you, your best friend blocks your view of the mirror, and with a mischievous grin, dips her fingers into the paint. Without any hesitation, she begins painting the right side of your face, her touch gentle and precise. You can feel her fingers tracing a swoop underneath your eye and on your cheek bones. With the same maneuver, she moves to the left side of your face, creating another swoop, but this time, just overtop your brow bone.Â
âAnd for fun,â Yena presses dots on your left cheek and right brow bone to create a reverse image on your face, âOkay, now take a look.â She backs away from you, letting you look into the mirror.Â
You couldnât help but cringe at the silver and green paint on your face, not to mention the green jersey you were donning. You looked like you were a Slytherin, which in this case was a good thing, but it still pained your inner Gryffindor.Â
âYou look cute, even though youâre wearing green and silver,â Yena smiles, âAnyways, we should get going. The game starts soon and we need good seats for your boyfriend to see you~â
âHeâs not my boyfriend,â you groan childishly. She drags you back out the bathroom, causing you to stumble out through the doors and in line of sight of Wooyoung and Changbin.Â
âHe will be soon enough.â
âTraitor!â Changbin jokes, pointing to you, âGryffindorâs got a traitor!â
âCan you shut your mouth or Iâm stuffing it with the first critter I find in this castle,â you say through gritted teeth.
Changbin puts his arms up in a feigned surrender, âCanât believe youâre doing this all for Yeonjun.â
âYou look pretty Slytherin-y,â Wooyoung nods in approval, âYouâre going to knock him off of his broom.â
â.ŕłŕż*:シ
âWelcome to the final game of the season!â The announcer, Soobin, delivers, âToday⌠Slytherin versus Hufflepuff!â Soobinâs voice is followed by whoops and whistles, livening up the stands. Youâre cheering alongside everyone else, feeling the nerves begin to dissipate as your attention is directed toward the game.Â
You can see the players are making rounds in the air, getting a feel of the pitch before the game begins. Your eyes try to spot Yeonjun, who, at first, was nowhere to be found.Â
âWhere is he?â you whisper. The players zoom by so quickly that they appear as mere blurs, their movements too swift for your eyes to track.Â
Slowly, the players start taking their positions at the center, facing each other as they wait for the referee to release the snitch, the bludgers, and the quaffle. And there, right by the goals, you spot him, positioned next to who you assumed is Jongho. You feel a kick of energy take over your system and you begin shouting for the green team (mostly Yeonjun).Â
As if he had a sixth sense, Yeonjun feels your gaze on him. When he manages to find you in the small sea of people his face lights up. His nose scrunches up as he playfully waves, all before he puckers his lips and sends a blown kiss your way.Â
And although youâre supposed to be used to Choi Yeonjunâs flirty antics, youâre left stunned and internally screaming, unsure of how to react in that moment. You're lucky Yeonjun doesn't catch sight of all this, too busy refocusing on the game that was about to begin.Â
âThe game begins! The Hufflepuffs have taken possession of the quaffle!â You hear Soobinâs voice boom over the speakers.Â
Although you weren't much of a regular at Quidditch games like the other wizards, you did understand the appeal. The current game was thrilling, both teams proving their worth as the score remains neck and neck. But to be embarrassingly honest, the first two periods seemed like a blur to you, as most of your attention was shamelessly focused on Yeonjun.Â
âMake sure your eyes stay in your head, now,â Yena teases, leaning over to whisper, âYou have all the time in the world after this.â
âAm I being that obvious,â you freeze, eyes widening.Â
Yena nods, âYeah, but only to me because I know. I donât think anyone around here would notice you staring at him.â
Changbin butts in, âI noticed.âÂ
âAnd no one asked,â Yena redirects Changbinâs head to the game.Â
Just as Yena leans in to whisper another comment, the booming voice of Soobin echoes through the speakers, announcing, "Slytherin's Choi Yeonjun is currently taking on two bludgers!"
Your gaze snaps towards the pitch, searching for Yeonjun in the sky. True to Soobin's words, you spot Yeonjun veering away from the bludgers that chase after him. The determination etched on his face is evident as heâs trying to carefully time his swings to counter the oncoming attacks. Jongho trails closely behind, swinging his bat in an effort to redirect at least one bludger off course, but his attempts fail.Â
âCan bludgers even do that?â Wooyoung yells, âThey canât, right?âÂ
Changbin and Yena shrug while your attention is still entirely on Yeonjun. âCâmon, Yeonjun,â you mutter underneath your breath.Â
Everyone around you seemed to be holding their breath, their eyes fixated on Yeonjun. It feels as if time has slowed down, with the entire crowd sharing a collective sense of anticipation. The other players were, for the time being, long forgotten, completely uncertain about whatâs going to happen next.Â
Was Yeonjun going to be able to out-fly the bludgers or was he going to be knocked?
As you watch Yeonjun continue to fly, you can't quite tell if the bludgers are picking up speed or if he was slowing down. But youâre sure of one thing, the gap between Yeonjun and those bludgers was closing in fastâso close that you found yourself bracing for impact.
âHeâs hit!â Soobin yells through the microphone, which was closely followed by a whistle.
Your eyes widen in shock as Yeonjun, in a desperate attempt to regain balance on his broom, slips and loses control of the broom. Before anyone could even process what was happening, the broom shoots straight to the ground, taking Yeonjun with it.Â
You're left speechless, leaning over the railing of the stands in disbelief, desperately trying to catch a glimpse of what was happening. A group of adults rush to Yeonjun's aid, their faces etched with concern and panic. It doesn't look good from where you're standing, and a wave of worry washes over you.Â
âI-I need to go down there!â you speak before you think. Your grip around the railings is so tight that your knuckles are ghost white.Â
Yena shakes her head, âI know you want to be sure heâs okay, but look how much people are down there already.â Sheâs right, there were tens of people already surrounding the boy and it wouldnât be a good idea adding to the chaos.Â
âBloody bludgers,â Wooyoung mutters, âSince when did they do that? Iâve never seen bludgers do that.âÂ
Your heartâs pumping, beating against your chest while you try to anticipate any news on Yeonjun. The stands sound like beehives, eyes trained on the situation happening down below.Â
âLadies and gentleman,â Soobinâs voice returns through the speakers, âI have been informed that Slytherin's Choi Yeonjun will be okay but will be taken to the infirmary for care. The game will start again shortly.âÂ
âIâm leaving,â you say flatly.
âWait, Y/N,â Yena stops you, âI donât think theyâll let you visit him right now, if thatâs what you were thinking.âÂ
âIâm going back to the dorms,â you frown, âI canât keep watching the game if I know Yeonjunâs hurt.â
âIâll come with you, then.â
And you donât refuse her offer, mainly because youâre still stunned by what just happened, before bidding the boys goodbye.
â.ŕłŕż*:シ
The following day, you made it your mission to visit Yeonjun in the infirmary. According to Wooyoung, hadn't returned to the dorms overnight, so you expect that heâs still there and resting.
âHello, sweetheart,â the nurse behind a desk greets you, a smile reaching her tired eyes, âMay I help you?âÂ
You glance into the infirmary and notice that only two beds are occupied. They were both indicated with privacy screens, âIâm here to visit somebody. He was brought here last night. Choi Yeonjun.â
She nods and you watch her gentle smile slowly transform into a knowing one, âHeâs in the occupied bed to your right. I believe heâs still asleep, but you can wait for him to wake up if youâd like.âÂ
You thank her and quietly make your way to Yeonjunâs makeshift room. There's this nagging feeling that visiting him is a bit strange, like you're going out of your way for a guy you're not supposed to be crushing on. But then you remember that Yeonjun is also your friend. Friends check up on each other when they're down, right? So, here you are, paying him a visit like a good pal.
You peek around the screen and see that Yeonjun was, in fact, asleep. Your eyes catch sight of a broken left arm and some bandages that were wrapped around his other arm and his head. He was laying on his side, using his good arm to support his head.Â
You couldnât help but frown at the sight of an injured Yeonjun, sitting down at a chair already pushed up near the bed.Â
âDamn, bludgers,â you mutter, scanning over his injuries one more time. They werenât the worst injuries, but they were still injuries that needed to be treated.Â
Treated.Â
You gasp quietly, almost forgetting what you had brought with you. Digging into your pocket, you fish out a container of ointment that you and your grandma had managed to concoct a few weeks before the year had started. It was the ointment with the dittany. The one you remember telling Yeonjun about.
You swear by your grandmaâs recipe.
Leaning back in your chair, you run your thumb over the lid of the container, deep in thought. The room is filled with an overwhelming silence, and Yena's voice echoes in your mind, urging you to confess your feelings to Yeonjun and make him feel better. However, you decide to prioritize his well-being for now, putting your confession on hold and focusing on ensuring that Yeonjun is okay.
Then you can practically hear Changbin gagging from how awfully âmushy-gushyâ the decision was.Â
Air shoots out of your nose when you huff out a laugh.
With a sigh, you shift your focus back to the injured boy who was still sound asleep.Â
At least who you thought was sound asleep.
As you turn your attention back to Yeonjun, you catch him staring right at you, a mischievous grin spreading across his face. It's almost as if he had been waiting to get caught in the act.
âYeonjun!?â You exclaim, nearly jumping out of your seat, âWhy are you just sitting there and staring at me!?â The nurse shushes you, and you quickly quiet down, collecting yourself. Youâre tempted to hit his shoulder, but you remember that heâs injured, âHow long have you been awake for?â
Yeonjun doesn't bother answering your question; instead, he leans in, locking eyes with you. The look he gives you is soft, and his lips form a gentle smile. You feel your cheeks heat up, your chest doing the same as you shrink back into your chair.
âWhat?âÂ
âYou like me.âÂ
You freeze and begin to panic. How were you supposed to react to that? You were supposed to be having a conversation about how he was feeling⌠if he has a concussion⌠you were supposed to be giving him the dittany ointment you brought with you⌠but not this.
âN-no I donât!â you try your best to keep composure, gulping a growing lump in your throat.
âWhy else would you be here to visit me?â Yeonjunâs nose scrunches, âYou care about me.â His head tilts to the side, still training his eyes on you, âI think it was about time.âÂ
At this point, your heartâs running a mile a minute and the roomâs growing hot. What were you supposed to do? You were still in the position to deny everything. That, no, you werenât here because you liked him. You could say you did care about him but as a friend. It worked. Besides, you were here strictly to make sure he was well. Not to confess.Â
But then again, this was practically an opportunity that was beckoning for you to go for it and take the chance. Yeonjun was making it easy for you. So, why not?
"And what if I do like you?" You narrow your eyes at him, a playful smile forming on your lips. "Did you forget that you like me, too?"
âWait, what?â Yeonjunâs eyes widen and his jaw drops to his chest, âYouâre not joking right?â
âJoking about what?â
âA-about you liking me,â he stammers. Yeonjun shuffles in his bed, trying his best to sit up, âI-I was just joking about you liking me⌠I didnât think that⌠youâd actually agree to it.â
âWhy would I joke about that?â you frown.Â
âI-I donât know,â Yeonjun begins to play with the edge of his blanket. Heâs a stuttering mess and he canât seem to muster up the confidence heâs always had around you. It was an odd feeling. Heâs never been on this end before, âYouâre really⌠not joking?âÂ
âI would never joke about that,â you shake your head.Â
âA-are you sure youâre not joking,â Yeonjun repeats, âLike really?â He hopes that heâs not visibly sweating through his bandages and that you canât hear the hint of nervousness in the tone of his voice. There was even a part of him that thinks that heâs just woken up in a dream and in reality, heâs still passed out on the infirmary bed and recovering from his fall.
What⌠What if heâs not actually alive right now and his brain is shamelessly walking through his dreams?
Nope. Too much.Â
He knows that this was real life solely because he could still feel a mix of both stinging and dull pain in his broken arm.Â
âChoi Yeonjun, I really am not joking!â you groan, frustration evident in your voice. "Do I need to provide you with evidence? Because I can't even pinpoint when I started liking you! It just... happened, okay?"
Yeonjun takes a moment to gather his thoughts, his expression shifting. He realizes you're not joking. Like, really not joking.Â
You really do like him back.Â
At the realization, a surge of confidence washes over him and that playful smile that youâve grown familiar with appears on Yeonjunâs lips.Â
"You can... prove it to me with a kiss," he suggests, his voice tinged with anticipation. Yeonjun canât quite read your expression, so he quickly follows up his cheeky proposal with, âOnly if youâre okay with it! But Iâm just⌠saying that Iâm okay with it.â
Yeonjun's gaze drops, and he focuses on the imprint of his toes in the blanket as he waits for your reply. He hears you shift in your chair and soon he feels a looming presence right by his cheek. He feels a rush of warmth from your breath, causing a shiver to run down his spine and momentarily freezing him in place.
With a mix of nerves and excitement, Yeonjun squeezes his eyes shut, his heart pounding in his chest. He's not entirely sure what to expect, but the hopeful part of him believes that you might be leaning in for that suggested kiss. Just as he thinks you might lean in for the kiss, he feels a gentle peck on his cheek.
You pull back, a mischievous grin spreading across your face. "There," you tease.
Yeonjun's cheeks flush a tint of red, âT-There?âÂ
âWas that not enough to prove it?âÂ
He pouts, âI was⌠expecting it to beâŚâ Yeonjun gestures to his lips in the cutest way possible. He appeared to be genuinely confused, brows furrowing, âTo beâŚâ Heâs too embarrassed to say it out loud.Â
You playfully roll your eyes and lean in once again, aiming for a gentle peck on the corner of Yeonjun's lips. But Yeonjun's curiosity drives him to turn his head toward you, causing your lips to meet.Â
The contact of his chapped lips on yours catches you off guard, sending what felt like jolts of electricity through your body. For a moment, you consider pulling away, afraid that you've made a mistake, but the gentle hold of Yeonjun's arm around your forearm anchors you in place, easing your nerves. It was like his own way of saying it was okay if you were okay with it too, allowing you both to melt into the kiss.Â
Thereâs a brief second that you both forget that youâre sitting in the infirmary of the castle, the world around you fading into the background. All you could hear is the muffled sound of your heart knocking against your chest, and youâre hoping and praying that Yeonjun doesnât hear it.
Just as Yeonjun brings himself to deepen the kiss, youâre both interrupted by the voice of a certain Gryffindor, âThis is exactly what I was afraid of!âÂ
You turn to find Changbin with a bouquet of flowers (which he had obviously picked from the castle groundsâ bushes) and a rather appalled expression on his face. He lets out an exasperated groan before turning away, muttering under his breath as he walks off. His voice fades off into the distance, âIâll be back later⌠wonât be mushy-gushy my arse⌠I wonder if thereâs a spell thatâs equivalent to bleaching my eyesâŚâ
You and Yeonjun exchange a glance and burst into fits of laughter, unable to contain the hilarity of the situation. Of all people, it just had to be Changbin who walked in at that moment.
As the laughter subsides, you both catch your breath, still wearing wide smiles on your faces. You and Yeonjun settle back into the moment. The interruption may have momentarily disrupted the moment, but it also added a touch of light-heartedness to the intensity of your feelings.
âSoâŚâ You say, âDid I prove it to you?â
Yeonjun's warm gaze meets yours, his voice filled with certainty, "That was more than enough to prove it."
If you made it this far, I want to thank you so much for taking the time to read this! It would be cool to hear what your fav part/'chapter' was (I'm a curious person)! If not, it's okay, I'm still thankful you read this! <33
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obey me x pokemon au: the great mammon wants to fight!
summary: when you decide to become a pokemon trainer, a familiar face from your childhood decides he's going to help you by not helping you. or that's what he tells himself, anyway.
featuring: mammon x gn!reader
content: sfw (suggestive towards the end). follows the vibes of generation one except they're adults and, y'know, not children. "rivals" to lovers trope and so many clichĂŠs. tbh this is mostly mammon challenging reader to pokemon battles instead of talking about his feelings. wc: 1.6k+
Mammon is there when you choose your first Pokemon and he boldly declares that he's going to be your rival. Apparently, it's going to toughen you up and you should be grateful. When you admit you've never battled before, he embellishes his own track record hoping to impress you. (It doesn't.)
"Your first challenger is the Great Mammon! You better be ready to cough up that prize money!" He summons a low-level Pokemon similar to yours, but your Pokemon has a type advantage over his and it's almost a landslide victory in your favour.
He scoffs when you seem surprised by how easy that was. "Youâre lucky I wasn't trying that hard. The next time we meet, I won't hold back!"
He just happens to set out for his own adventure the same time you do. At one of the junctions just outside of town, there's a very clear fork in the road: left or right. You think he's going to follow you, but when you turn right, he pointedly goes left. You wish him luck but he doesn't look back, and your mood deflates a little. It would've been nice to have company for a journey like this, but you carry on and accept it might be a long time before you see him again.
As it turns out, you cross paths with Mammon much sooner than you think.
For someone who claims to be your rival, it's weird how often you run into him. It's too convenient that Mammon shows up exactly when you need help the most. He teams up with you whenever a pair of trainers tries to gang up on you, or when you wander into an area with Pokemon far stronger than your own. Your Pokemon learn to fight in sync with his because they spend so much time together.
No matter how many times you ask, Mammon refuses your offers to officially join you. Sometimes he shows up out of the blue to challenge you to a battle. Other times he shoves a bag of supplies - usually spare Pokeballs and potions - into your arms and takes off again.
For most of your journey, Mammon's not far behind you. There are a few times he beats you to your destination. Itâs a rare treat when you arrive at the next gym in time to watch him battle against its leader. He gets flustered when he realizes you're watching from the sidelines, but his Pokemon preen under your rapt attention. His team's gotten a lot stronger too.
If you're last to challenge the town's gym leader, Mammon waits for you outside and drags you into another battle. You're not sure what he's trying to prove, but you reluctantly accept his challenge and defeat him once again.
He doesn't usually have much prize money to give you when he loses. You refuse to take the small amount of gold he has in his pockets. He's your friend and you don't even want his money, but that just seems to irritate him even more. He denies loudly and vehemently that you're nothing more than his rival.
You think losing would hurt less than the sting of his rejection.
Contrary to what he says, your not-a-friend keeps traveling the same path you do. It would be cute if he wasn't being so stubborn.
Your dream of becoming a Pokemon Champion draws closer with each gym leader you defeat. You fasten the shiny new badge from the eighth and final gym leader to your jacket, but your excitement is short-lived. There's a familiar figure waiting for you on the outskirts of town, and he's wearing all eight badges too.
"Mammon, do we have to keep doing this? We've come so far. I really don't want to fight you anymore."
But he just smirks and plucks a Pokeball off his belt. "How are you gonna beat the Elite Four if you can't beat me?"
It's a close battle - the closest one yet - but you add another victory to your winning streak against him.
After the dust settles (literally), Mammon storms away. You heal your Pokemon with some potions first and you heal his too. None of the Pokemon pick up on the tension between you and Mammon. In fact, they all play together like they weren't just locked in a feverish duel a few minutes before.
You look over your shoulder and spot Mammon under the shade of a nearby tree. The scowl on his face is unwelcoming and you decide to give him his space. You assume he's stewing in the disappointment of another defeat. You could say "I told you so," but that would probably make things worse. (And you don't want to make things worse.)
Besides, even if you asked him, Mammon wouldn't be able to tell you what's wrong. He watches his Pokemon flock to you for attention and you feed them berries from your satchel. Was it the fact that you beat him every time he challenged you to a battle? He's always been a sore loser. Or was it the realization that he wasted so much time being your rival when he could've just been your friend instead?
"I wonder if you ever needed me at all," Mammon mutters to himself. His voice is too quiet for you to hear.
Eventually he returns but his mood is indiscernible and you don't know what to say. By the time you're both packed and ready to leave, the bitter expression on Mammon's face is gone. He runs his hand through his hair, glancing at you from the corner of his eye while his cheeks darken slightly.
When he's not too busy being your rival, you think that he can be very charming.
"How do ya feel about goin' up Victory Road together?" He holds his hand out to you stiffly. "Y'know, safety in numbers and all." His expression softens when you immediately place your hand in his. He laces his fingers with yours and you both pretend neither of you are smiling.
You make it through Victory Road, but the playful banter between you fades into grim anticipation when you finally reach the steps of Indigo Plateau. You both sign up to challenge the Elite Four at the reception desk before you lose your nerve and run back out the door.
There must not be any other challengers because Mammon's name is called almost immediately. He looks as panicked as you feel; there's so much left unsaid but not enough time to say anything at all. When he passes through the door without a word and it slams shut behind him, you feel like you're going to cry. Regret sits heavy in the pit of your stomach but all you can do is wait.
It feels like an eternity before they finally call your name, and Mammon still hasnât returned.
You try to push thoughts of him away so you can concentrate on battling your opponents and their formidable Pokemon. Adrenaline surges through you and your hands tremble each time you summon a new Pokemon to your side. One by one, you come out of each battle victorious. It feels like luck rather than strength or skill that's gotten you this far because your potion supply is dwindling. Doubt clouds your mind each time one of your Pokemon is knocked out but the third member of the Elite Four finally bows to you.
The battle with Lance, the final member of the Elite Four, is absolute chaos. Your Pokemon suffer the merciless onslaught of his powerful dragon-types, the likes of which you've never seen before. Somehow your team barely manages to secure your victory, but it's still too early to celebrate.
There's one more challenger waiting for you.
When Lance accepts his defeat and moves aside, you step into the next arena to face off with the region's newest Champion.
âYo! I was wondering how long you were gonna keep me waitinâ!â
You gape at Mammon who waves to you from the Champion's podium. He looks so happy to see you that you break the stunned silence with a sigh of relief that bubbles into giddy laughter.
He tosses his first Pokeball into the air and catches it again, over and over, while his confident smirk warms into something more teasing. "C'mon babe, it's just you 'n me at the top of the world. Show the Great Mammon what you've really got!"
Both your teams fight like they've never fought before. It's a knock-down-drag-out battle that shifts back and forth between your favour and his.
When your last Pokemon is the only one remaining and the battle is won, Mammon jogs across the arena to you. He hands you a bag filled with more prize money than you know what to do with. "I owe ya from all those times before, don't I? You deserve it. Besides, I got most of it from those losers back there."
He nearly loses his balance when you throw your arms around him and give him a hug. It only takes a moment for him to wrap his arms around your waist and melt against you.
"So, Champion," he murmurs, brushing his lips against your cheek with a smile, "how about we find somewhere to grab dinner and celebrate?"Â
The next morning, Mammon looks far too devilish with his messy white bedhead hair and starchy hotel sheets draped loosely across his hips. You're not sure you'll ever want to get out of bed when he looks like that, but when your tummy rumbles with hunger, you bashfully suggest getting up.
Mammon waggles his eyebrows and slides an arm around your waist to pull you closer to him. His very thoughtful suggestion is staying put and eating a breakfast of champions instead.
(He holds up his hands in mock surrender after you hit him in the face with a pillow, and he agrees to go out after all - once you give him one last kiss, of course.)
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Ceil cousin and her baby both now trap in England
How would other characters outside the Phantomhive reaction will be seeing the pretty widowed mother?
Cousin Mother Reader | Yandere Black Butler
SebastianÂ
is probably the one you have to watch out the most forÂ
He has the easiest access to you upon Cielâs command
And he definitely sees you at your most vulnerableÂ
Feeding and raising your child, trying to somehow get comfortable in your new life
âMy lady, you seem exhausted. If need be I would be more than happy to relieve some of your stress.â
âHumph! If you really wanted to help youâd let me leave.â
âYou know I canât do that.â
âExactly so you can be of no assistance to me.â
He can outlast youÂ
Waiting until you either pass out from tiredness or stress
to lay your child to rest and nurse you to health
âI love how you keep me on my toes, Ms. (Y/n). But Iâm persistent.â
Bardroy
He doesnât mind the sexy mama visiting him in the kitchen to compliment throwaway his awesome food
Or if you can cook alongside him heâs even more enthused
He totally agrees with the circumstances that keep you thereÂ
But he also understands your frustration
Something he knows not many others in the home
âWell I see why yer feelinâ trappedâŚâ
âSee?â
âBut thats no reasân ta hate the yung master. Heâs only tryinâ to help.â
And without Cielâs say-so you and your his kid are his priority
If your so insistent on going out youâll go with him right?
Like on a little date
He likes his women stubborn so heâs willing to compete with Sebastian on this
âWell Missus would you rather take I you to the market or him?â
âPlease Bardroy, Miss (Y/n) is meant to travel with me, as the young master intended.â
âI prefer to travel with Bard. Donât you think so sweetie?â
âYeah!â
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Mey-Rin
Mey-Rin is similar to Bardroy but she has loads more access to you
She handles your clothes, dirty and notÂ
She delivers your documents or late night meals
If she isnât sharing the room with you sheâs guarding you at night
âAhh~Lady (Y/n)âs sleepinâ soundly, yes she is!...Iâm sure sheâd like it I âelped her massage, she would!â
She thinks your the coolest and will spend her time with you orwatchingyoufrombehindthebushes
She thinks you and your kid are so cuteÂ
She couldnât be happier that you canât actually leave
Not that sheâd let you
She already thinks its progessive enough that you workÂ
And that deserves all the praise
âWhoa mistress (Y/n) read that whole contract in such a short amount of time?! Well its just like her to be the best, yes it is!â
Finnian
Finney is happy he gets to play with your kid
Though he knows to be gentle
But he hasnât known love until you pat him on the head,smiling âGood job, Finny.â
From then heâs like an overpowered labrador
Happily following behind you to join your kid in trying to garner your attention
When Sebastianâs not dragging him away in light of his work
Heâs trying to rest his head on your lap onyourchest
Or join you in your office Bedroom
While his naivete may allow you to get away with somethingsÂ
He always seems to recall just how sad heâd be if you tried to leave
âMiss (Y/n)....you canât leavâŚ.noâŚnoâŚI wonât let you! You have to stay with me!â
Undertaker
Heâs intrigued by you
For the time heâs been alive its not everyday he finds a woman so argumentative
But of course your in the company of the abnormal anyway
Heâs thrilled to find that you often join in his laughter
Or your able to banter with him which Sebastian and Ciel avoid
He often is ignored by the duo which makes it easier for him to leave an impression on you
âSo âMiss,â is it? Is your husband truly out the picture?â
âIf you count being dead out of the picture then yes.â
âAh then would you give me *flips his bangs up* an old crone, like me a chance?â
âU-undertaker? Y-youâre eyes areâ!â
âShhh shhh. Letâs keep that as secret, for now. But do tell may I steal you away?â
Heâs had time to think about what woman want to hearÂ
But he doubts your willing to accept normal means
So heâll just take you for now, only to be stolen back by Sebastian when they realize you or your son is missing
âDonât mind the lack of space in the coffin Deary, its meant for three!â
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Harringrove x reader. ur left sharing a small tent sleeping. boyfriend billy on the right steve the left. your feeling some sexual tension w billy despite you both agreeing not to do anything with ur friends. but he wakes up noticing u staring at his pretty face. He canât help it-moving even closer to u and kisses you. Eating you up. Itâs so sloppy. So intimate and cosy. Itâs so loud that Steve wakes up. Once he sees you and billy kissing he moves closer behind you and đł double p-
1st billy- then when Steveâs about to insert himself you feel slightly nervous- and you whisper Billyâs name. He brings your head onto his neck praising you to take steve. Once steves inside you and ur comfortable-thatâs it. Theyâre using you for their release. Hard and fast. You hold onto Billyâs muscular form almost crying with how good it feels.
some Harringrove moments- maybe they feel their cocks rubbing against each other at one point ?
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absolutely, being sandwiched between the two of them is my fckn dream
Itâs almost like a cruel jokeâ the way Steve ended up in the same tent as you and Billy. Youâre sure itâs been done on purpose because youâd off-handedly mentioned to Billy that Steve looked good in his Scoops Ahoy! uniform the other day. You and Billy were getting some ice cream after your shifts at the pool ended, Steve and him had become quick friends recently. You werenât exactly sure how it had happened but they were hanging out suddenly and Steve gave you guys discounts whenever you stopped by to get ice cream. Anyways, youâd both witnessed Steve getting shot down by a group of girls and Billy had laughed, suggesting that it was the dumb uniform to which you shrugged and said he looked cute in it. Immediately afterwards, you looked at him with wide eyes, expecting Billy to be angry but he actually seemed amusedâ intrigued even.
When Billy invited Steve along to the little camping trip with your guysâ group you were shocked at first but figured, theyâre friends now so it wasnât weird. Until it was time for bed and Steve followed you and Billy into your tiny, two-man tent. But it was totally fine, it wouldnât be weird because you and Billy discussed not having sex during the trip for the sake of your friends. You were loud, everyone would know and you didnât want to subject them to that.
Billyâs keeping up his end of the deal, eyes closed and steady breathing. The moonlight peeking into the tent shines beautifully on his face and youâre most definitely staring. Heâs so pretty it makes your stomach do flips, you could stare him all day and in fact, when you have the time, you do. You watch his eyes barely move behind his lids, youâre a little impressed by how quickly he can fall asleep. As your eyes rake over the curve of his nose you canât help but reach your fingertips up to brush against it. Billyâs face squishes up in reaction, his eyes blinking open to meet yours and a lazy smirk spreads across his lips. He turns on his side, facing you completely and copies your earlier movement, brushing his fingertips from the bridge of your nose to its tip. You giggle softly and something shifts in the mood, Billy grabs onto your jaw and leans down to press his lips to yours. The kiss is hungry, Billy grunts softly into it before biting your lower lip and tugging on it. You gasp softly and he takes the opportunity to lick eagerly into your mouth, hand moving from your jaw to your breast and squeezing it through your thin tank top. Itâs so sloppy and you try to focus on Billy and not Steveâs back pressed against your own but you panic a little bit, knowing heâs bound to wake up to your and Billyâs sounds.
Your boyfriend doesnât seem to care, shoving his hand down the front of your pajama pants and underwear, cupping your pussy in his hand as he sucks on your tongue. Thereâs no possible way you can stop the little moans erupting from you, especially when Billy slides his fingers between your folds. Your whole body feels on fire and you canât deny youâre turned on by the fact that Steveâs so close while Billy fingers you. However, you feel Steve turn over and you freeze, pressing your palm to Billyâs chest to push him back an inch.
âShh,â your boyfriend smiles at you, âItâs okay, right Harrington?â
You feel Steveâs hand snake over your hip and you feel his breath against your ear, âI donât mind at all.â
Suddenly, youâre sure theyâve planned this and while you think you should be upset, youâre not. Youâre incredibly aroused by it, actually. Billy must feel as much as his fingers slip inside your aching hole with ease and he smirks at you.
âIs this okay?â Steve asks you softly, his hand moving up to cup your breast, âIf I join?â
You knit your eyebrows together, wanting to say yes immediately but looking to Billy for reassurance.
âItâs up to you, darlinâ,â Billy purrs, lowering his lips against yours.
You gasp as Steve squeezes your tit and Billy curls his fingers inside, âYes, I want it!â
You feel Steveâs lips curl against your neck just as Billy lets out a soft chuckle before heâs licking back into your mouth. Itâs already pretty overstimulating but your body tingles all over when you feel Steve licking and kissing your neck. You moan but itâs stifled by Billyâs tongue while he pumps his fingers in and out of you. Billy pulls away, saliva connecting between your lips and he makes a guttural noise as he looks over to where Steveâs sucking bruises into your skin.
He sits up, his fingers still inside you and itâs a team effort between the boys as they awkwardly pull your pajamas and underwear down. Steve grabs a hold of your thigh and pulls your leg over his waist, spreading your legs wide as your boyfriend fingers you relentlessly. Steveâs long fingers find your clit and he rubs circles against it, breathing heavy in your ear.
âOh, fuck,â you whine, eyebrows raising as your chest heaves with your own labored breathing.
Billy bites his lip, watching as his fingers disappear inside your dripping pussy.
âYouâre so wet,â Billy comments, voice low, âThinking about Steve in his uniform?â
Your face flushes, eyes widening at Billy while Steve scoffs beside you, âGot a thing for sailors?â
Billy chuckles, âSheâs got a thing for pretty boys. Donât ya, sweetheart?â
You canât even answer, youâre not sure any words would come out so instead you nod, hips writhing against the pair of hands on you. The sounds that do come out of you are euphorically induced, uncontrollable. Youâve always been loud, Billy had to keep his hand over your mouth most times. Out here in the forest, he doesnât seem to care and youâre too blissed out to even think about it. Everything feels too wonderful. Steveâs kissing your jaw and cheek and Billy reaches his free hand up and turns your face to Steve, groaning when Steve licks into your mouth. Itâs different kissing Steve but itâs not bad, heâs not as eager as Billy, heâs slower.
Billy sighs softly and you canât help but open your eyes and look over at him. Heâs got his left hand wrapped around his cock, stroking lazily as he watches you kiss Steve while still thrusting his fingers inside you, but his pace has slowed. Itâs fucking hot, seeing Billy so worked up at the sight of you kissing his friend. Steve grinds his hips up and you can feel his erection against the back of your thighs. You feel like youâve won the fucking lottery or something. Two of the hottest men youâve ever seen, right here at the same time. You donât feel so guilty about your crush on Steve anymore.
âFuck,â Billy exhales, squeezing at the base of his cock. âSo hot.â
Steve leans back from the kiss and easily maneuvers you on top of him, your back against his chest. When Billy pulls his fingers out, you stubbornly whine at the loss but Steveâs holding your legs open as Billy positions himself between them. He slaps the head of his cock against your pussy and you moan out, leaning your head back against Steveâs shoulder. Your boyfriend doesnât tease anymore, prodding his tip against your entrance.
âPull her legs up, Harrington,â he instructs and Steve obeys, hands smoothing over the backs of your thighs and he holds them up for Billy.
Billy sinks in, groaning lowly as he bottoms out. You cry out, eyes squeezing shut at the sensation of Billy stretching you out.
âJesus,â Steve comments, âSheâs loud.â
âYeah,â Billy grunts, âHave to fucking gag her half the time.â
The way theyâre talking about you and not to you is surprisingly hot, you kind of like feeling like an object to them. Youâre totally happy to let them use you however they please.
âYour dick is thick as hell, though,â Steve muses, âPoor thing probably canât help herself.â
Billy laughs lowly, rolling his hips which pulls another sound from you and Billy tsks, âFeels good, doll? Am I stretching that tight pussy out?â
âUh-huh,â you whine and you can feel Steve groan, the sound from his chest vibrates against your back.
âJust you wait,â he says beneath you and your eyes widen up at Billy.
He smirks, licking his tongue against his bottom lip and nods, âOh, yeah, weâre gonna stretch you out nice and good, baby.â
âBillyâŚâ you whine out, reaching up to grab onto his shoulders while he thrusts his cock deeper.
âYou ready?â Billy asks and you look up at him with uncertainty. He pouts, stroking your cheek with his thumb, âI think she needs to be warmed up a little more, Harrington.â
âI can help,â Steve props his knee up so he can keep your thigh held up for Billy while he moves his hand around to rub at your clit again.
âAh, perfect,â Billy drawls, âSheâll be ready after she cums.â
He pistons his hips quicker as Steve works against your clit, itâs all so intoxicating and you already feel like your floating up to the clouds. You keep your eyes open, watching your boyfriends face intently as he fucks you open. Billy looks almost drunk, glassy eyes with his lips parted and his eyebrows knit together. Heâs so beautiful it makes you feel dizzy. The head of his cock pounding against your g-spot helps, along with Steveâs firm fingers playing at your clit. The pressure building up in your stomach is working quicker than ever before, youâre not even sure how thatâs possible. Billyâs gotten to know your body well, he can make you cum pretty quickly when he wants to but this is entirely new. You canât even bring your orgasm along this fast by yourself.
âFuck, oh fuck,â you blubber, âiâm⌠oh my fucking god!â
The pair of them double down, Billy thrusts even harder and Steve rubs your clit faster. You see white as your orgasm crashes into you, causing your body to seize and then thrash between the men. Youâre screaming, youâre sure of it, your throat feels raw when you come to, panting against Billyâs mouth, you canât even remember when he put his lips against yours. You blink repeatedly as he pulls away, this almost devious look in his eyes.
âGoddamn,â Steve grunts.
Billy pulls out of you and lays down on his back, grabbing you and pulling you on top of him. He kisses you deeply, smoothing his hands over your ass before he slips his cock back inside of you. You whine, feeling like you might actually cry. He wraps his arms around your middle and keeps kissing you through the whimpers you make. Then you feel Steveâs cock poking against you and your eyes widen again, looking to Billy with panic. He rubs his big hands against the small of your back.
âBillyâŚâ you whisper, voice shaky.
âCome on, sweetheart,â he coos, âYou can take him too.â
You bite your lip, nodding to your boyfriend as you wait for the stretch of your life. Youâre nervous but youâd be lying if you said you didnât fantasize about this. âOkay,â you breathe, smiling at Billy.
Steve slides in alongside Billy and they both make low, throaty groans and youâre preening at the sounds. It helps the burn, knowing theyâre enjoying the feel of their cocks rubbing against each others. You think about the possibilities of this becomes a regular thing with them. Youâd really like to kiss the both of them at the same time. You press your forehead against Billyâs shoulder, trying to get adjusted to the feeling of two thick cocks stretching you out.
âSuch a good little cock slut,â Billy purrs and Steveâs hips jerk at his words, urging himself deeper inside you which pulls a cry from your chest.
âFuck, sorry,â Steve apologizes, hands grabbing onto your hips while Billyâs wrap against the back of your neck.
âNo⌠felt good,â you whimper, grabbing onto Billyâs bulging biceps.
They both seem to take that as the go ahead, rolling their hips and your mind goes fuzzy. Their fingers are bruising where each of them holds you, thrusting in sync brutally. The noises they make flood your ears and you mightâve died and gone to heaven. Itâs excruciating, how stuffed and satisfying it feels.
âFuuuuuck,â you moan out, turning your face to catch Billyâs lips in a dazed kiss. Steveâs hand smooths up your back and grabs a fistful of your hair while he thrusts up inside you. He pushes your face down against Billyâs, forcing the kiss deeper.
Billyâs hands move down to your ass and he pulls your cheeks apart, holding you open while the two of them drill into you. It feels almost unreal, but you chase the fact that this is reality, youâve really got Steve and Billyâs cocks stretching you out.
âSuch a good girl,â Billy purrs.
âMm, doing so well,â Steve supplies just as Billy smacks your ass.
The praise sends you over the moon, your eyes flutter closed. This is beyond your expectations. This is wonderful. This is earth shattering. This is fucking everything and youâre absolutely drunk on it. Theyâre fucking you raw, so hard and fast and youâre feeling used in the best way possible. Youâre hoping and praying this turns into a regular thing.
âWish you could see her face, Stevie,â Billy growls, âShe looks so fucked out.â
Steve kisses against your cheek before pulling your hair to turn your face so he can see it, âStill with us, sweetheart?â
âUnhâŚâ if they thought you were capable of the English language at this point, theyâre sorely mistaken. Youâre an absolute puddle. Words barely have any meaning, all you know is youâve never experienced ecstasy like this and youâre fucking loving every second.
They each give a pleased little laugh, both breathless as they try to feign control, like theyâre not both so close on the edge. You feel special, so so so deeply special and on top of the fucking world. The sheer stretch of the two of them shoved inside you made your eyes cross, had your whole body shaking, was so irrevocably pleasurable that you werenât sure you could recover. Theyâd fuck you dumb, that much was guaranteed. You realize tears are streaming down your face only when Billyâs wiping them away and kissing you softly.
âYouâre taking us so well, baby,â he encourages, âyouâre doing so good, youâre such a good girl for me.â
âBillyâŚ.â You whine out, grateful you remember any words, particularly your boyfriends name. âBilly, billyâŚ.â You chant it because it grounds you, keeps you tied to reality.
Their thrusts match in desperation, both making incredibly pretty sounds that make your ears hot. Itâs matched by their strong, big hands moving over your body. Thereâs a pair grabbing onto your tits, they must be Steveâs judging by the angle which means Billyâs are the pair gripping and pulling at your ass. Youâre elated, floating practically as they fuck into you relentlessly. Itâs brutal, rough in the way you need. Steve pulls you up by your hair, your back flush against his chest and he kisses you deeply. Billy digs his fingers in your hips, eyes scanning up and down your body and then to where you and Steve are sloppily making out. Steve moves his hand down and presses his fingers to your clit.
âFuck,â you choke out, all the sensations theyâre serving you is becoming almost too much. You canât tell if you want to push them away or pull them closer.
âBaby,â Billy coos, smoothing his hand up over your side, âSweetheart, you gonna cum for us?â
âUh-huhâŚâ you whine, âMâso close⌠feels so good.â
Steve kisses against your ear before whispering, âCome on, babygirl. Give us what we want.â
Youâre sent over the edge, your second orgasm ripping through you with a cry and everything goes fuzzy for a few seconds. Then Steveâs pushing you back down, pistons his hips faster while Billyâs rock up to meet his thrusts. Billy captures your lips in a kiss, thereâs hands running all over along your body but you canât tell whoâs who. Then Steve makes a strangled groan and you feel his cum filling you up, at least youâre assuming itâs his by the noise he makes. Billy hums against your lips, moving his hips harder into you and then heâs making a similar sound to Steve and you feel more cum filling you up and you whimper, holding onto Billyâs muscular chest for dear life. The feeling of their cum mixing together inside you is unmatched and you make a small whine as they each pull out of you. Steve collapses beside you and you remain clinging to Billy. You fall asleep like that, Billy rubbing soothing circles against your back and whispering softly how good you did and how beautiful you are.
When you wake up, you feel sticky and honestly, dirty. A shower would be greatly appreciated but as you open your eyes youâre reminded that youâll be in the forest for one more night so a dip in lake is gonna have to do instead. You hear Steve mumbling something incoherent sleepily and feel Billyâs breath against your face and then you realize youâre sandwiched between the two of them, theyâre both holding you tightly. Itâs a wonderful thing to wake up to. You feel so warm inside.
Billy kisses your cheek and then nudges his nose against yours, âGood morning, darling.â
You hum, âMorning.â
Steve mumbles something again from behind you and tightens his grip on you.
âCan we do that again?â you whisper to Billy, blushing.
He smirks down at you, âWhat do you think weâre doing tonight, doll?â
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So I finally got around to reading the Gideon the Ninth/Locked Tomb series, which is awesome, and I have a number of observations, but letâs start with this:Â
HERE BE SPOILERS!! Big ones. Up through Nona the Ninth.
Iâve seen John Gaiusâs villain arc summed up as âhe got mad and destroyed the solar system because they didnât use his plan to save Earth/humanity.â But the actual story, as I understand it, is way more relatable than that. Â
I mean, hereâs what I understood to have happened: First, heâs involved in a plan to save humanity from extinction. Said plan struggles to get funding and resources, until eventually it is put on hold. (And he develops superpowers.) Eventually, the Powers That Be reveal the replacement plan to save humanity from extinction, and it has...big, obvious holes in it. Just does not pass the sniff test. JG points this out, but nobody pays any attention. (Meanwhile, he starts attracting more attention for his superpowers. However, this does not result in any attention for his central message, i.e., âThe newly-revised plan to save humanity from extinction is shady as fuck.â)
So he goes about collecting evidence for the shadiness of the New Plan. Just reams of evidence showing that there is no possible way that there could possibly be enough FTL ships built in time to save more than a tiny fraction of the population. He tries showing this evidence to world leaders. He tries showing it to the general public. (Meanwhile, the powers-that-be have started getting scared of his superpowers; in response he explodes some cows.)  He comes right out and says, âHey, this small group of extremely rich people are conning the entire world into building & paying for a lifeboat that is only ever going to be big enough for them, and thatâs super fucked-up.â
But the people with seats in the lifeboat say, âThatâs the guy who exploded those cows that one time, and cows have feelings.â
And everybody falls for it. Nobody can be persuaded to care that 99.9% of humanity is going to be left to die, but there is plenty of outrage available for that herd of cows he exploded. Every time he tries to show his evidence--large amounts of hard and extremely convincing evidence--that there is no second wave of lifeboats (much less any more after that), all anyone wants to talk about is the cows. Â
He keeps on attempting to Reveal The Truth up until the lifeboats are on the launching pads and the countdown is starting. Then, and only then, he goes, âOK, so apparently you only listen to cartoonishly evil supervillains, I can work with thatâ and starts cackling evilly and waving a nuclear bomb around. Â
But the powers-that-be somehow guess that at this point heâs only posing as a cartoonishly evil supervillain at this point, so it doesnât work, and finally, when it becomes clear that itâs now too late for any rational means of persuasion to work, he flips over to actually being a supervillain.
And man, as supervillain origin stories go, I just find that super-relatable. Â
Disclaimer: obviously killing the entire solar system and everyone in it is bad! And pursuing a 10,000 year campaign of vengeance against the distant descendants of the people who conned the rest of humanity into building them a lifeboat and then left them (the rest of humanity) for dead is super fucked up.Â
But. If I were ever to go supervillain, it would probably be something like that. Iâve had the experience of trying to show people that the course of action theyâre pursuing is obviously and transparently worse, in all of the ways that they claim to care about than an alternative that they have rejected, and having them just...not care. If I were given superpowers in the middle of such a situation, it would end badly, is what Iâm saying. Â
Anyway, I find that very impressive, writing-wise. JG has obviously sailed way over the moral event horizon, and heâs kept on finding new ways to be evil after the whole genocide-starkiller thing, but the way he got there is a path I could very easily see myself going down. Â
Looking back, I think the fundamental error was when he went from thinking, âThey should listen to me because I have all this evidence,â to âthey should listen to me because I could kill them with my magic powers.â Everything else--for the next 10,000 years--kind of follows from that. But I canât be sure I wouldnât make that mistake, if I A) was really mad, and B) had magic powers.Â
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F1 FEMALE DRIVER HEADCANONS PT2
PAIRING⌠f1 x driver!reader | WC⌠1.2k | Masterlist
â You were signed with PREMA team in f3 and f2 and were previously on the mercedes young drivers training scheme and so that helped guide you into an f1 seat.
â I reckon you started off in a pretty lowkey team, something like Haas or Toro Rosso. You would quickly move up the ranks and managed to sign a deal with Mercedes in 2021 to work alongside Lewis. You find Mercedes a comfortable and reliable team, even with a few rocky seasons, but you are prepared to risk it all.
â In regards to first impressions, Iâd say you left quite a strong and unique impression on every driver in different ways.
â Landoâs first impression of you was way back from when they were still karting. He had initially found you quite aggressive as he first met you on the track, but once he was able to have a conversation with you, he found you to be a sweet girl who was willing to risk it all for her dreams.
â Sebâs first impression of you was of great pride. He had already heard about the young girl who was swiftly climbing up the hierarchy of motorsport and so he was almost honoured to finally meet you. He found you to be a strong and empowering woman, fighting to keep herself in a world full of powerful men and so he found you quite inspiring.
â You are Carlos immediately clicked. Maybe it was the way in which he introduced himself by kicking open your driver room door before the first race, or how you just immediately found every little thing you both did hilarious. Youâve valued him as an older brother since the day you first met.
â Your first ever interaction with George was one in which you crashed straight into him in a karting race. To say that left a bad impression would be an understatement. From that day on he would despise you and you, of course, would reciprocate the hatred due to your endless amounts of pride. Over time, and the constant races where you raced each other, you eventually grew fond of each other. Maybe it was the endless amounts of forced proximity, everyone knowing of your rivalry and so constantly partnering you together just to witness the arguments. But somehow, you both managed to overcome the grudge.
â Loganâs first impression of you wasnât too great. You had heard about his pride in being American before the season and so you thought it would be a great idea to play the pledge of allegiance when he walked into the room. Well, to cut the story short he was not very impressed. It took you awhile to redeem yourself but you eventually managed to win him over after buying him a large amount of his favourite snack.
â Lewis initially found you to be a very funny girl. He hadnât realised how nervous you were to meet him and so led you to crack every joke possible to try and make a great first impression, which obviously worked. He basically took you in as one of his own, taking you out to dinner after a good race, or buying you chocolate whilst youâre on your period. But overall, you would say you made quite a good impression.
â Alexâs first impression of you was amazing. He had met you at a go karting race and, for some reason, he found you absolutely hilarious. Maybe it was the way you practically tripped over and fell straight into him, causing you to both hit the floor. But anyways, you two hit it off great and have just been each otherâs idiots since day 1.
â You and Oscar had both heard of each other before actually meeting as you were both signed to PREMA, a team thatâs below f1. So you had already gained some sort of respect for each other, only to be lost in the video challenge you had been partnered up to do. A dance challenge. To say it was a disaster wouldnât honour itâs stupidity enough. It was horrendous, an absolute piss take youâd say. But everyone else enjoyed your twoâs suffering, especially the director. So much so that she extended the filming as throughout the entire video you can hear staff members crying with laughter in the background. Needless to say, you and Oscar bonded quite well from that traumatic experience and so grew quite close.
â You and Daniel hit it off instantly. He was and still is a warm and welcoming soul and so thatâs how you believe you loved him from day 1. You met at your first interview of the season and he, obviously noticing how nervous you are, made sure to give you a warm hug in hopes of calming you. That didnât really help but still, it was the principle that warmed your heart.
â Pierreâs first impression of you was quite strange. He didnât quite know what to make of you. A strange young girl, who managed to climb up the ranks who acted so strangely. Although, I donât think it helped that the first time you ever met was when you were in the middle of dressing up as a clown for a video. He was quite bewildered and so tried his best to avoid you but ultimately it was inevitable. You eventually caught onto him and forced him to have a conversation with you and from that moment on he loved you.
â You are extremely well known for your embarrassing moments, having the majority of them, somehow, caught on camera. Your fellow drivers continuously hound you for the amount of times youâve done stuff and you just have to stand there and take it with a brave face. Youâd say your most embarrassing moment EVER with a diver would be when you and Lando had to dress up as your favourite animal, you as a giraffe and Lando as an elephant, and then perform a dance, whilst also singing, in front of a camera. And, amazingly luckily for you, the team principals just happened to walk past and witnessed this all. You both never managed to live this down as Toto managed to take a video of you two and posted it to millions of fans. To say you were embarrassed wouldnât be enough, you were horrified.
â Your favourite moment of your entire career is when the 2022 drivers all went out for dinner, which Lewis paid for. You all grew closer within those few hours as you learnt more about each other and the hardships in which you went through. The food was great as well and so you always love reminiscing about that moment
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A New Kind Of Normal (Part 4)
Pairing: Dad!Rafe Cameron x Reader
Warnings: Being Arrested
Pronouns: She/Her
Word Count: 4.1K
Summary: Stella is now four years old and Rafe gets to celebrate that first milestone with her.
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Four years old. His little girl is four years old and Rafe finally gets to be there for one of Stellaâs special days. He was quick to say yes when Y/N asked him to help plan the birthday party. She can swear he is more excited about the celebration than Stella as he pitches big and wild ideas. By the time May 17th comes around, she is able to talk him down from hiring someone to bring in safari animals to a Halloween-themed party with family members and daycare friends. With his excitement, the party also brings in the nerves of meeting Y/Nâs family. He knows she told them the truth about him, but she said she explained how much he has changed for Stella. So he is a little on edge about what they are going to think about him and vows to himself to be on his best behaviour.Â
Rafe finds himself setting up cauldrons filled with candies on a fold-out table in a black cat costume. Witch Y/N comes out to the backyard with a black cat-shaped piĂąata and a wooden broom. âIf I was really being a bad boy, then you couldâve just told me. You donât need to beat it out of me,â he jokes. Y/N giggles, heading over to the tree, âI donât think any amount of spanking could turn you good.â His cheeks redden and he walks over to help her tie the piĂąata string around the tree branch when he notices her struggle.Â
His breath falls on the back of his neck and his chest is flushed against her back. It takes everything in her not to take a peek at his abs that are on display thanks to his shirt lifting up. She looks up to watch him dangle the cardboard cat. He finishes up and looks down at her. They smile once their eyes meet. The moment is interrupted by Benedict coming outside with Stella in his arms. Her older brother notices their body language, âI hope we arenât interrupting anything.â âMommy, Uncle Benny said he and me can throw paint at his walls tomorrow. Can I go, please?â Stella begs, not noticing the position her parents are in. Y/N and Rafe pull apart. Rafe holds his hand out to shake, âIâm Rafe, Stellaâs dad. Itâs nice to meet you.â Benedict shifts Stella to one arm and takes Rafeâs hand. âNice to meet you too. Iâm Y/Nâs older brother, Benedict.â Rafe isnât too sure what to say next, but luckily Y/N is able to break the silence. âBenny, can you help Rafe finish setting up? I have to get Stells changed into her costume,â she directs, leaving Rafe and Benedict alone with Stellaâs pleas to go over to her uncleâs house tomorrow fading in the distance.
Unlucky for him, she says exactly what he doesnât want her to, but he nods anyway. Rafe and Benedict keep working on the decorations. A few minutes later, a man, a woman and a teenager come out back; they all look like Y/N in various ways. The woman exclaims, âI canât believe my grandbaby is already four.â The trio notices Rafe and freezes. Benedict is the one to rescue him, âMom, Dad, Josh. This is Rafe, Stellaâs dad.â Her mother and father give an unpleased look at him and he feels his heart deflate. He paints a smile on his face and holds out his hand. âItâs nice to meet you, Mrs. Y/L/N, Mr. Y/L/N, and Joshua,â he introduces, shaking all their hands. When her parents donât say he can call them by their first names, he feels he didnât make a good impression on them.Â
Joshua gives him a smile that helps give him some hope, âItâs good to meet you. Stella has told me some great things about you.â At least, Y/Nâs brothers seem to be okay with him. Y/N returns before the conversation can continue and everyone finishes putting up the decorations.Â
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The party is just beginning. Stella is running around the backyard with her friends while the adults talk to each other. None of the parents want to talk to Rafe because all they know is he was Stellaâs absentee father up until recently and none of them are keen to learn more about him. Benedict is busy playing with the kids and Josh is talking to some of the parents. âHi, sorry we are a little late. The ferry wasnât on time,â Rose apologizes, placing a gift on the presents table. Wheezie and Sarah follow her actions and they all go looking for Stella. She spots the three Camerons arriving, running toward them. âGrammie, Auntie Wheezie, Auntie Sarah,â she screams. The little girl throws herself into the Cameron women's arms, giving them each a kiss on the cheek.Â
Ever since Stella met her grandmother and aunts, she has been hooked on being exactly like them. She wants to be as determined as Rose, as kind to the environment as Sarah and as funny as Wheezie. While watching the scene, Y/N heads over to her parents. âYou guys need to start talking to Rafe. I can see you guys are making him nervous,â she demands, giving them the disapproving mother look she mastered thanks to Stella. Her father gives her a questioning look, âHow can we let him into our lives when we donât know if he is here to stay? When we donât know if he is going to break your and Stellaâs hearts?â She understands her parents' fear. They were so supportive of her pregnancy and continuing school. They knew how much she struggled with the decision not to tell Rafe because of the rumours of who he was and with being a single mother in general. And itâs understandable that they donât want to go through that all over again. However, Y/N has seen the effort Rafe has put into changing and her parents need to give him a chance to prove that to them. âYes, he may have needed to get sober before he met Stella. But he worked hard to do so and Iâm proud of him. Watch how great he is with Stella. It will show you how great of a father he is,â she promises.Â
They take their daughterâs word into consideration and watch as Rafe approaches his step-mom, sisters and daughter. Stella jumps into her fatherâs arms, âDaddy, can I open my present from you, please? It looks so pretty.â Rafe hates to tell her no, but he knows what Y/N would want him to say. âLittle witch, if it was just me and you today, then of course you can,â he begins to explain. âBut we are at your birthday party and it would be rude to open just one gift at the beginning. Before we played the games, had dinner and cut the cake. I promise when Mommy says it is time to open presents, you can open my gift first.â The little girl takes a second to consider what her dad said. She nods her head and runs off to play with her friends.Â
Y/Nâs parents are impressed by how Rafe handled the situation. They canât deny he was great with their granddaughter and decide they should apologize for how they were treating him. They approach him with a timid smile. âMrs. and Mr. Y/L/N, is there anything I can help you with?â he asks, looking excited because he may or may not have overheard their conversation with Y/N. Mallory gives an apologetic look, âPlease, call us Mallory and Winston. We are here to say sorry for how weâve been treating you. We couldnât see that you changed before. You really are amazing with Stella.â âYou are and weâd like to get to know you more in a more suitable environment. How about you come over for dinner tomorrow?â Winston offers. Rafe is overjoyed with their sudden change, âI would love that. If it is not too much trouble for you guys, then I would love to make your family dinner at my place in the Outer Banks.â âWinston and I would love that.âÂ
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Stella sits with her presents surrounding her. Her excitement to open them all warms everyoneâs hearts. âWhich one do you want to open first, Baby?â Y/N inquiries, looking at all the bigger boxes Stella will probably want to open. Stella picks a more medium-sized box, âThis one is Daddyâs. He said I can open it first.â She looks at her mother to confirm she is allowed to open the gift and immediately rips the dark purple paper apart when she gets the confirmation. The paper beneath shows a lavender cardboard box closed with packing tape. She struggles with pulling the flaps of the box open and looks up at her dad with pleading eyes. âPlease, Daddy, help me open it.â Rafe jogs over to his little witch and pulls it open for her.Â
He wraps his arms around her waist to lift her up, so she can see into the box. She pulls the tissue paper out of the box and pulls out the fluffy black stuffed cat. Her squeal is deafening, but her eyes widen at the pretty Taurus constellation necklace the cat is wearing as a collar. Each star is a small diamond. Y/Nâs eyes bulge at the sight as well, knowing the necklace is expensive. She wants to demand that he takes it back, but she doesnât want to ruin this bonding moment between the father and daughter. âDaddy, can you put it on for me, please?â she questions, holding it up to him. He gives her a kiss on the temple, âOf course. I want you to remember how much I love you every time you wear it. And know that whenever I look up to the stars, Iâm thinking about you, little witch.âÂ
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âThank you so much for watching her. Benny got into a little trouble and uhh⌠he definitely isnât in a place that I should take Stells. And my parents canât get him because they are doing some college tours with Joshua,â Y/N thanks, getting ready to leave. She looks over her shoulder to see Rafe holding Stella in his arms, âAre you guys going to be okay? I know that this is the first time you are going to be watching her.â âWe are going to be great! I promise I got this and if I need you, then I got your number,â Rafe guarantees, looking at Stella for backup. She gives him a grin, âYeah. Now, go help Uncle Benny so I can spend time with Daddy.â Y/N shakes her head at her daughter chasing her out of her own house. âOkay, Iâm going. Bye, I love you,â Y/N says, running out of the door. Rafe stops himself from returning her words when Stella cries out, âI love you too, Mommy.â He remembers that Y/N doesnât love him, she loves her daughter.Â
Once Y/N is out of sight, he closes the door and looks at his daughter. âSo what do you want to do, little witch?â She gives it a thought before answering, âLetâs make popcorn and then watch a movie!â Rafe laughs at her excitement and brings them to the kitchen. He places her on the counter, so he can go looking for the popcorn. Y/N doesnât have microwave popcorn, instead, she has just the kernels in a glass jar. He looks around for a popcorn machine, but it goes unfound. âWhere does Mommy keep the popcorn machine?â he inquires, opening up a different cabinet to check. Stella gives him an inquisitive look, âPopcorn machine? Mommy makes it on the stove.â This makes Rafe pause because he has never made popcorn on the stove. âDo we really need popcorn? We can have chips instead,â he suggests. She shakes her tiny head, âWe always have popcorn when we watch a movie.â âOkay, but you are going to have to help Daddy,â he gives in, taking the kernel jar and bringing her closer to the stove. He gets a pot, holding it up to his daughter, âIs this big enough?âÂ
âYes, thatâs the one Mommy uses. She uses the oil in that bottle and uses the blue spoon to put some oil in the pan.â Under her guidance, Rafe gets the olive oil and finds the blue spoon, which is a tablespoon measuring cup. He has to sneak a look at a recipe on his phone to check how many tablespoons of oils he needs, so Stella doesnât think she is doing a bad job at explaining to him. She continues to instruct him on how to make it and when it starts popping he jumps a little. Stella giggles at her fatherâs fear, âDaddy, you got scared!â He exaggerates his surprise to keep her laughing. âI did. Can you cuddle Daddy to make him less scared?â he begs, moving closer so she can wrap her arms around his neck.
The popcorn finishes popping and he lets her put as much white cheddar topping as she wants. Rafe goes to examine their DVD collection and an unmarked box catches his attention. He pulls it off of the shelf, opening it up to reveal: The Love I Used To Have, starring Y/N Y/L/N. His mouth turns into a grin and he holds the box up to his daughter. âDo you want to watch this? Your mommy is in it,â he suggests to the toddler. Her excitement shines through and she jumps up and down while clapping. âYes, yes. I want to see Mommy in a movie.â They get settled on the couch with her nestled under his arm. Stella pops some of the popcorn into his mouth and he has to stop himself from cringing at the amount of white cheddar in his mouth. âHmm, this is really good, little witch. Good job,â he praises, giving her a smile. She grins at his words and eats some herself. He turns on the movie and they begin to watch.
The title of the short film fades onto the screen, disappearing to reveal the close-up of an eye crying. Rafe instantly recognizes it. How could he not when the image of those eyes rolling while he goes down on her is what haunts his dreams? Y/Nâs eyes blink and the shot changes to a wide shot of her at a cemetery. âThatâs Mommy,â Stella identifies with her finger pointed toward the screen. He kisses her head, âIt is.âÂ
As the short film progresses, Rafe is blown away by Y/Nâs acting talents. She is able to evoke the feeling of loss from him so easily and he truly feels like he is experiencing falling in love with her co-star and then losing her. He may not have lost Y/N in the same way as her character, but the emotion she displays makes it easy for him to match his loss with hers. It makes him want to ask her if she did have someone she loves die and if that is the feeling she is tapping into for this project. The movie comes to an end and he brushes his tears away to hide them from Stella. âMommy is good at acting,â she whispers, looking up at her father, who can only nod in agreement.Â
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The rest of the afternoon turned into a Halloweentown marathon and halfway through movie number three, they had to pause for a second to wait for the food they ordered. Stella is held in his arms, playing with the gold chain around her fatherâs neck. âDaddy,â she catches his attention. He hums to show that he is listening. âDo you love me?â Rafeâs eyes stop looking out the open door to look at her, âOf course I love you.â
âForever?â
âLittle witch, I love you forever and always.â
The elation in her eyes makes him happy and she rests her head on his chest with a sigh, âI love you forever and always too.âÂ
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Y/N comes home to find Stella asleep in Rafeâs hold while his focus is completely on the TV. He is so invested in Return to Halloweentown that he doesnât notice Y/N walk in. âHow is Marnie going to get herself out of this pickle?â he whispers to himself. Y/N joins him on the couch, âDonât worry, she will.â Rafe, for the second time today, jumps out of his seat, but a little softer with Stella in his arms. âI did not see you come in. Is Benedict okay?â he leans in to ask so as to not wake up the sleeping girl.Â
âYeah, he got off with a warning this time. The police just wanted someone to pick him up so he wouldn't do it again. The paperwork was a nightmare though.â
âThatâs bureaucracy, Buttercup. Let me just help you get her to bed and Iâll head out.â
Rafe lifts himself off the couch and at the movement, Stella wakes up. âMommy, youâre home,â she mutters in a tired voice. Y/N smoothes the girlâs muddy hair down, âI am, Baby. Why donât we go to bed and say goodbye to Daddy?â Stella hasnât forgotten her plan to help her father out with her mother and decides this is the perfect time to put it into motion. âBut I want Daddy to sleep over. Mommy, itâs so late,â she draws out the last vowel. Y/N gives her a tight-lipped shake of the head, âI know, but Daddy has to go home, Stells.â
 âNO! I want Daddy to stay.â
âStella Rachel Y/L/N. I said Daddy canât. Now, go get ready for bed.â
Stella disobeys her mother and continues to cry her head off. Y/N starts biting her nails, trying to think of how to handle this situation. Rafe can see how tired Y/N is and wants to help. âI can sleep over if you want. I donât mind taking the couch,â he offers. At her fatherâs words, Stellaâs cries continued, âNo, I want Daddy to sleep with me in Mommyâs room with Mommy.â He doesnât know how to help Y/N with that. Y/N is too tired to argue at this point and gives in to her daughterâs wants, âOkay, he can stay with us.â Stellaâs screams immediately stop. She gets off of the couch and goes to get ready for bed. âDid I just get tricked by my four-year-old?â Y/N ponders, turning toward Rafe. He gives her a shrug, âIf it makes you feel better, I thought she was having a real tantrum.â
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Y/N and Rafe stare at each other awkwardly from over Stellaâs head. She had insisted that she sleep sandwiched between the pair and that they hugged each other while they slept. Rafe never thought he would be in Y/Nâs bed; he doesnât really know what to make of it, but he isnât complaining. âIâm sorry she threw a tantrum and now you have to sleep here,â Y/N murmurs, smoothing down Stellaâs hair. He gives her a smile, âItâs okay. I have nowhere to be tomorrow. Plus, I like being here for our daughter.â âThatâs great. I know she loves it when you are here,â she confesses. His eyes find the ones that were on the TV screen a few hours ago, âHow come you never tried to get your big break at acting? I know you couldnât move out to LA or New York because of the diner, but you couldâve still sent out self-tapes.â âIt wouldnât have been practical with Stella. I needed a steady income and acting couldnât provide me with the stability I needed for her,â she explains, fidgeting with her nails under the blanket.Â
âBut you are such a good actress. It is your dream.â
âIt was my dream, Rafe. But I was going to have a baby and she became my priority.â
Rafe wishes that he couldâve been there when Stella was born, then maybe Y/N wouldnât have had to leave her dream behind. He promises to himself that he will help bring stability to his little family so that Y/N can chase after what she genuinely wants in life. He goes to express that feeling but finds Y/Nâs eyes closed. Her soft snores are an indication he isnât going to get an answer. âI love you both. Forever and always,â he vows, kissing them both on the cheek.Â
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The next morning, Rafe is the first to wake up and he decides to make breakfast for his girls. He wants to help alleviate some of Y/Nâs stress because thatâs what one does for the people one loves. It may be a little early to say he loves her, but just being with her makes him happy and he has never felt his way before. He should ask her out on a date. Stella and Y/N find Rafe cooking waffles for everyone. Their little girl goes running to him and wraps herself in his legs. âGood morning, Daddy! Can I have some waffles too, please?â He moves away from the waffle maker, kneeling to return her hug, âOf course, little witch. Iâm making food for everyone. Why donât you go sit at the table? There is some bacon already there. This is the last waffle that I need to make.â âOkay. Thank you, Daddy! Forever and always,â she yells. She runs back to the table and Y/N gives him a confused look. âForever and always? What does she mean by that?â she probes, coming closer to him. He looks over at her with a smile, âShe asked me yesterday if I loved her. And I said forever and always. I guess thatâs how she is saying I love you now.â
âOh, thatâs cute. You didnât have to make breakfast, Button. Thank you.â
âYouâre welcome, Buttercup. This may not be my house, but Stella is my responsibility too. Making sure she is fed is a part of my duties.â
The family eats breakfast in harmony with each other like they have always been together since Stella was born. She would do adorable things that would warm her parentsâ hearts and they would do piney things that would give her hope. Y/N is washing the dishes while Rafe and Stella hang out at the table. âDaddy, you should ask Mommy out on a date,â Stella advises in a hushed tone. His eyebrow darts at his daughterâs words, âAnd what do you know about dates, little witch?âÂ
âMommy and I watch lots of Hallmark movies. You look at each other like they do in the movies.â
âWe do?â
âYeah, and you smile whenever you see her. And try to touch her hand.âÂ
âOkay, Iâll think about it.â
Little does she know that her dad has already thought about it and is planning on doing it once her hearing ears are out of the room.Â
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Stella is in the bathroom, pooping as she announced to her parents. This leaves Y/N and Rafe alone in the living room waiting to see if she is going to need any help. Rafe finds the chain of his watch, playing with the link of the golden band, âI was thinking⌠maybe we could go mini golfing sometime and then we could go to dinner.â âOh, thatâd be great. Stella loves mini golfing. She says itâs like a tiny world perfect for kids,â she informs, giving him a smile.
âActually, I was thinking it could be a date.âÂ
Her smile falls and Rafe feels as though his world stopped turning. âRafe, I like you. I really do, but I donât think we should date,â she breaks his heart with those words. âSome people suggest that you shouldnât date when you are just getting sober. Itâs not that I donât believe you will stay sober. Itâs that I think it would be better to focus on your sobriety and Stella.â He quickly nods his head, wanting to move past this awkward moment, âRight, I understand.â âYeah, you are such a great dad to Stella and I really appreciate the effort you put into being with her. I hope you know that.â Their daughterâs call for help with wiping her butt causes Y/N to leave him alone in the room. He knows what she said makes sense and he probably shouldnât jump head-first into another new commitment. But it still doesnât stop the sinking feeling in his stomach at her no.Â
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Hi!! I was wondering if you could do a kind of platonic Sanji x afab reader where the reader is apart of the straw hat crew and they just got to the Baratie and Sanji keeps trying to flirt with the reader but then he finds out she has a girlfriend and is absolutely flabbergasted/shocked, I think it would be kinda funny
Friend like me!
Platonic Fem Reader x Sanji
I tried 𤣠I laughed while writing this and did have a friend of mine help me!
When the crew had picked you up from Koju Island they had seen a fierce female pirate with amazing skills with a blade and art making you the resident Barber/Artist on the Going Merry.
While the crew had definitely warmed up to you, one thing that became undoubtedly clear was- you were a bit of a Pervert.
When you and the crew arrived at the Baratie you had already tried to scope the scene and see what hotties were there, sure you would never cheat but you did enjoy admiring a artistic form.
It wasn't till the waiter came, first spilling some hateful words about the 'Shitty' restaurant in clear distaste which made you snort a laugh- His eyes catching yours.
You saw how his eyes lingered on your form, his eyes traveling across your bust and face for a brief moment and doing the same with Nami- Oh this would be good.
"What can I get for you two lovely ladies tonight?, We have a Poulet Breton, Coq au Vin and Roast Beef as specials tonight which would pair well with the house Merlot or we do have a fine RosĂŠ that may suit you two better" He said with upmost kindness and politeness, intent pouring from his lips.
Nami sighed, clearly ready for some snide comment as per usual but you decided to have some fun.
"And what do you recommend? Personally" You say, seeing the waiters cheeks grow red at he gave you a crookened smile.
"(Y/N) stop teasing the damn Waiter-" Zoro finally cut in, Knowing you were just building him up to rip him to the bottom anyway.
"I'm a chef, not a waiter" Sanji said sharply "And if the pretty lady likes me then that's all that matters Green top-" Zoro glared at him and finally you laughed.
"I'm gonna have to stop you there, I already have a beautiful partner that I don't plan on letting go of" You say honestly, seeing him deflate a bit at hearing this.
"Ah I do apologize I didn't realize you had a bo-" You cut him off again.
"Girlfriend-" You say with a smirk, watching the blondes eyes widen in surprise.
"Really?" He said his eyes drifting to the red head which you shook head at mouthing 'Hotter' in response and he raised his brows impressed.
"Yes its called being a lesbian-" You say plainly, Zoro sighing at this and rubbing his temple as the rest of the crew stared at you and the waiter.
It was then that you two stared at each other.. like a 6th sense took over that felt the fellow presence of a fellow Pervert.
"So you're telling me you appreciate the female form" He said with a serious look on his face, you meeting his gaze with equal amount of seriousness.
"I fucking love it-" You say, before a smile stretches out over both of your guys lips like some wicked imps. You and him going into stories of beautiful women, you quite heavily over explaining your own girlfriend which Sanji agreed sounded like she was hot- Before delving into the models he had seen here at Baratie. Like you two where comparing notes for a very important study.
The Strawhats watching this with a dumbfounded look on their face and Zoro with absolute disgust.
"Did we just watch a unlikely friendship bloom between two perverts?-" Nami asked as she watched you and Sanji rave about beautiful women, Usopp nodding softly in conformation.
"Yep-"
The crew sighed heavily at this- At least their wasn't a fight to clean up..
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first time requesting but like the thought of male! reader having a messy apartment/ bedroom for different reasons and miguel coming through m readers window to visit and when he sees that messy room, he spends a lot of time cleaning it and waits for m reader to get back and m reader is thankful and yet a little embarrassed
please I find this so adorableđ
Pairing: Miguel O'Hara x male!reader
Warnings: tiny bit of swearing
A/N: Finally getting to this request! Sorry for taking so long. This piece was a constant battle of me trying to use the right tense and trying not to make the way the apartment is described too personal for me. I hope you like it!
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Miguel knew a lot about you.
You are talented and capable even if you seem a bit goofy sometimes. You always do your best on missions. And you always do anything you can to protect the people around you and when you aren't able to do that you still go on, fighting every single day.
He would never admit it but he really is impressed by you.
However he considers changing that picture of you when he comes to visit you one day. You vaguely remember inviting him once, telling him that he can come over whenever he feels like it. But back then you probably didnât think about the pure mess that was your apartment.Â
When Miguel climbed in through your window, he first called your name, when you didnât answer he assumed that you were probably out doing some chores, like the responsible person he thought you to be. But then he got a look at your apartment and for one second didnât quite know what to do with himself.
Everywhere things were lying around, various clothes spread across the floor. And an impressive high amount of trash stood around on every flat surface, probably being placed there with a simple saying of âI will throw it out later with the restâ
Sure, for a second he didnât know what to do, but he really couldnât blame you at this point. You knew that, even if you love your job, and friends and missions, it was still stressful to maintain a healthy work to life balance, especially if your work constantly followed you around everywhere.Â
ButâŚeven though he didnât blame you for anything, he knew that you definitely could not keep living in this chaos. And considering he didnât have any plans anyway, he started to clean, First all the trash out, then collecting the clothes that were lying around and putting them into laundry. When he realized you still weren't there after it looked pretty acceptable he even started to wipe down the surfaces until he eventually heard the front door open.
âWhat the fuckâ you are standing in your doorway and immediately realize that something is off. Mostly that your shoes are now neatly standing against the wall instead of blocking off the hallway, making you trip over them every time you come in.
â(y/n), Youâre back.â Miguel turns around to you as soon as you enter the living room.Â
Youâre not sure if you should first focus on the fact that Miguel was just sitting in your living room or the fact that your living room looksâŚclean.
âMiguelâŚwhat is this?â
âWhat is what?â he looks around but then seems to understand what you mean. âOh yeah I came to visit you but realized that your apartment is a wreck so I decided to clean while you were gone.â
âOhâŚâ you hope that you werenât blushing but are probably hopelessly failing. Not only has Miguel seen the chaos that was your apartment, but he has also decided to clean it while you were out. âThatâsâŚthank you.â
âI mean it wasnât really a lot. But I do have to tell you to please throw out your trash once in a while, okay? Because the amount of trash I had to carry outside was unreal. I had to walk multiple times.â
âYou didnât have to do that, you know?â
âI know. But youâre always working so hard and I was already here so I thought why not.â he shrugs like it wasnât much of a deal.
âIt is a lot. Believe me. Cleaning isâŚdifficult for meâ you try to explain yourself, hoping that Miguel wasnât thinking you were always this messy. âWhy did you even come here?â
âYou offered me to come over if you wanted to. Parker started annoying soâŚIâm here now.â
âIâm not even going to question which one you mean and accept it. Theyâre all something to deal with.â youâre happy about the topic change. Everything is better than your apartment. âSo I guess youâre here now. Want to watch a movie?â
âIâm not sure if I trust your movie taste.â
âExcuse me? My movie taste is greatâ you grin, moving to let yourself fall on the couch next to him, grabbing the remote. âHow aboutâŚpirates of theââ
âForget about it.â
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BEST YGO GIRL: FINAL ROUND
please use this as an opportunity to say why you like a character, not why you don't.
Propaganda under the cut!
Isis Ishtar
gorgeous, very caring sister, strong duelist, and the only woman to ever make Seto Kaiba squirm
anyways. not only as mentioned above is she the first woman to make kaiba squirm, but she was by all means going to beat him if not for the millennium rod's millennium interference. yami marik admits that she's a strong duelist with a strategy that's been working for literal years-- and given that she's not like, a professional duelist, thats pretty impressive
she also recently got some really cool meta bumps and let me point out that an "ishizu deck" now includes obelisk the tormentor-- which we knew she had prior to giving it to kaiba, but i think it only solidifies my opinion that she very much could wield an Egyptian God Card, an exclusive little club for top tier duelists
as a character she presents herself with an amazing amount of poise and grace, shes compassionate and kind and stays with mai and serenity even though she only just met them. shes struggling through living the past 5 years of her life drowning in guilt for her family's tragedy just because she wanted to make her little brother happy and shadi is a fucking liar. shes foretold her own death and marches towards it grimly but with so much love in her heart. and even then shes 20 years old and holds an important position in the egyptian government that typically requires a doctorate degree AND has been dealing with mariks off-and-on bullshit entirely by her lonesome. she also likes to flex her fortunetelling a little which is awesome i think she should do that more that scene where she tells the guy exactly how the stele is being transported was so everything
speaking of shes got such an attitude. "is it your destiny to waste my time?" iconic. never seen before will never be seen again. watch the duel between her va and joeys its so fucking funny
shes excult. shes doesnt flinch in the face of god nor death. seto kaiba and yami marik respect her. shes so sad and so sweet and battle city couldnt have happened without her.
also her parallels with kaiba are what motivate kaiba to give yugi the card he needed to beat marik.
kaiba, in duelist kingdom, was ready to jump off a ledge if yugi didnt let him through to face pegasus while trying to save mokuba out of sheer desperation to save his little brother. he KNOWS what that dedication feels like and the iron kind of will you need to have to make that kind of gamble. isis is being so fucking legit with what shes saying and he respects that and her judgement enough to change his mind and not only watch the duel, but give yugi a card that eventually helps him win, even if he has no real confidence in the odds. but theres a CHANCE, which is the same thing he taught her when he beat her in a duel. the layers its her faith that moves him to act. which is so crazy
anyway vote isis shes my best friend forever and a real rep for all the 20 year olds who honest to god did not sign up for this bullshit
Yuzu Hiragi
The entire show would not work if the cast wasn't obsessed with her, and they're all right to stan her, literally gets Sora and Serena to defect from Academia with her sheer charisma, beat Masumi at their gay little rivalry, Yugo spends a few days with her and is ready to die for her, Yuya is simply just the loudest about adoring her And why not? She is so clever and determined, doing the most work out of anyone to figure out the myth plot. Actively trains to keep up with the rest of cast. Even when the universe is conspiring against her and trying to keep her down, she fucking headbutts Roger and tells him off or manifests to help save the world in the ultimate girlboss team-up that was the Arc V finale. Truly any dimension without her is worth upending.
The mysterious magical bracelet that isekai's her to different worlds, the Can-Do attitude, the cool poses (fusion summoning), the ADORABLE character design, AND she was 1/4 of a world-saving hero in the past?? If it weren't for the meddling writers, she would have been the main character
yuzu is everything. literally the plot of arc v hinges on the fact everyone who meets her become just as obsessed with her. and they are totally right to do so
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A Night to Remember
Trevor Zegras imagine :)
As always, slightly proofread, so read at your own risk. Not too many warningsâŚ.kissing and a few cuss words maybe? Let me know if you want a part 2 or au!!
âIâm not going on a date with him,â Her arms crossed over her chest as she glared at her best friend in front of her.
âHattie, please. He hasnât shut up about you for like 3 years. Give him a chance,â Jack begged the girl.
Hatton and Jack had been best friends since diapers, practically inseparable, following the other wherever that may lead them. Platonic soulmates was the best way to describe the pair. When Trevor Zegras came into the picture, however, Hatton naturally developed feelings that were slightly jealous of his and Jackâs friendship. She learned to get over that feeling when she realized the boy wasnât going anywhere. According to the boys they were the besties, but Hatton held up the fact that they were âthe original besties plus Zegras.â
Trevorâs personality couldnât be more different from Hattonâs. Where Trevor was outgoing, affable, and slightly obnoxious, Hatton was reserved, introverted, and didnât go out of her way to make conversation with people she didnât know well. She was the antithesis of everything that Trevor presented himself as. That didnât stop the boy from being hopelessly in love with her for some time. Hatton couldnât possibly keep count of the amount of times he had asked her on a date. The answer was always the same: absolutely not.
Jack was usually the buffer between the two, occasionally having to separate them from bickering like an old married couple.
âHeâs annoying,â Hatton persisted, her stubbornness was impressive to the average person.
âOk, I canât argue with that, but he said please,â Jack pointed out, suggestively raising his eyebrows as he reasoned with his friend.
âI did say please,â Trevorâs voice called from the living room.
âSee, he said please,â Jack couldnât possibly finish this conversation without Hatton agreeing. He had about all he could take of being in the middle of the two.
Hatton groaned as she ran her fingers through her hair in annoyance. On one hand, she couldnât give in after years of denying Trevor the chance to a date. She couldnât possibly compromise her reputation of being hard-headed. On the other, however, she wondered if he would shut up about it if she just agreed to one simple date.
Jack could tell she was debating it internally, which was a win anyway. He had never gotten her to think this far ahead about it. He watched as Hatton began to chew the inside of her cheek, a habit she had when she was indecisive. Jack wore a smirk on his face as she slowly came around to the idea of a date.
âThis is a one time thing, Hughesâyou can wipe that smirk off your face right now. This means absolutely nothing except that Iâm tired of him asking,â She set the record straight before anything else could be said.
Jack nodded his head feverishly as he squealed like a little girl. He ran from the kitchen and into the living room where Trevor was already on his feet doing a celebration dance. Hatton slowly removed herself from the stool at the bar and sluggishly walked to the boys.
âSo Iâm thinking tonight, Iâll pick you up at 8:00 and we can go get dinner at a surprise restaurant. After that we can go see the Barbie movie, and then after that we can go look at the stars,â Trevor rambled on as Hatton stood wide-eyed.
âDonât look at me like that. Iâve had roughly 3 years to plan this so I donât know why you act surprised that I have it planned out already,â Trevor was talking 90 miles per hour as he was collecting his keys, wallet, and phone off of the coffee table. He was dancing all the way to the door, but before he left he reminded Hatton of the time he would be picking her up.
âOh! Dress kind of dressy. The restaurant is a little more on the formal side!â He called before he shut the door. Jack was snorting from laughing so hard. He truly wished he could be be a fly on the wall for their date tonight.
âI fucking hate you,â Hatton deadpanned glancing at the time and noticing she had about 3 hours to get ready.
âI love you too, Hattie!â He chuckled as he ruffled her hair.
âYou should probably go get ready!â He called from the kitchen.
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Hatton took advantage of the time she had to take a full body shower. She immediately felt refreshed as she prepared to do her hair and makeup. She decided on a more natural makeup look as it was her signature style. She matched a black t-length satin dress that had a slit up to her mid-thigh to a pair of nude heels that tied around her ankle.
The time was currently 7:42, but the knock from the front door revealed that Trevor could actually show up on time. Her mother sounded surprised when she opened the door, discovering that it wasnât Jack at the door.
âWell hey there, Trevor! Iâve got to admit, I was not expecting to see you here,â Hatton snorted sarcastically at the reaction. She made last minute touches on her makeup, spritzed on perfume, and grabbed her purse as she headed for the stairs.
Whatever conversation that was happening between her parents and Trevor ceased immediately, and she had to admit she felt like a Queen. Everybodyâs eyes were on her and she was surprisingly loving it.
âI feel like your blue is going to be too much with my outfit,â Hatton pointed at his royal blue jacket and dress pants.
It took a few seconds for Trevor to process a coherent thought, but he finally was able to clear his throat a little and get it out, âWow-ok, haha. Three years didnât quite prepare me for this.â
He nervously wiped his hands on his pants as he began to help her out to his bronco. Hattonâs mom was trying to suppress her smile, knowing it would only upset her daughter, but when the two young adults were finally outside she looked at her husband.
Hattonâs dad couldnât even pretend to be the tough guy if he wanted to. He had to give Trevor props for never giving up on his daughter. No matter how many times him and his wife had sat and listened to Hatton rant about the boy, her dad knew deep down that something would come of it one day. A boy isnât just hung on a girl for that long for the joy of it.
Meanwhile outside, Hatton was trying to be her usual self around Trevor. She was trying to push his buttons, but Trevor wasnât taking the bait. He opened the door for Hatton, ran around to his side of the vehicle and got situated in the driverâs seat, finally cranking the bronco. She started to make a snarky comment about his lack of socks with his dress shoes, but was immediately cut off.
âHatton, you look fucking gorgeous. Iâm not going to argue with you or aggravate you. I want this to be an actual date. Can we, I donât knowâŚmaybe pretend like we just met and have a clean slate for the night?â Trevor suggested, stealing glances at her as he tried to focus straight ahead on the road.
Hatton was taken aback by this behavior from him. Had she ever seen him act like this? She racked her brain to recall a time, but couldnât think of one. Playing with one of the rings that decorated her finger, she made eye contact with him and threw him a quick grin.
âOk,â She managed to breathe out, a foreign feeling of flutters in her stomach made her heart speed up slightly.
The drive to the restaurant took about 30 minutes, but the two managed to make small talk. Nothing too serious, mostly things concerning Hattonâs college, a few mentions of the Hughes family, and if Trevor thought he would be back at Anaheim soon.
Trevor pulled up to the valet where the attendants opened Hattonâs door and stole the driverâs seat from him. As the pair were walking to the front door, Trevor grabbed Hattonâs hand, intertwining their fingers. This sudden action caught her off guard, so she pulled her hand back out of instinct.
Trevor gave her puppy dog eyes and Hatton succumbed to his wishes, slowly returning her hand to his. He gave her a reassuring squeeze as somebody began to open the door for them both.
The restaurant wasnât busy, which Trevor was thankful for. He wanted something low key because he knew thatâs what Hatton would want.
âReservation for Zegras,â He smiled at the host as they welcomed them. They were taken to a quiet corner, only one other table around them was occupied. He pulled out Hattonâs chair for her. And they both began to look at the menu.
âYou know I really wasnât expecting this from you, Z,â Hatton glanced over her menu at the boy in front of her.
âYou highly underestimate me, Hattie,â He grinned and flashed a wink at her, âThis is barely the beginning of the date, too.â He reminded her.
The two ordered their their drinks and food and immersed themselves into a conversation.
âI know you mentioned college on the way here, but do you have any idea what youâll be doing once youâre done? Youâre in your senior year, right?â Trevor sipped his wine as he waited for Hattonâs response.
âYeah, I am actually. Iâm majoring in Architecture, so Iâm planning on applying to some of the companies around here in Michigan. I donât know, maybe Iâll make it out of here one day,â Hatton chuckled before sipping her wine.
âHave you thought about going somewhere outside of Michigan?â Trevor wasnât about to ask her if she wanted to move to California with him, but there was a little voice in the back of his head that was hopeful she wanted to leave Michigan. What if things worked out between them? Would she want to travel the country with him? Who knows, but for now he just needed to take this one date at a time.
âI mean, yeah, Iâve thought about it. I wouldnât have the slightest idea of where I wanted to go though. Probably where the most money is,â She trailed off.
âThatâs understandable,â Trevor stated at their server rounded the corner with their food.
The two continued talking as they ate, slowly learning details that they didnât know before. Trevor paid for the food and they were off to the movie theater.
Because it was later, there were maybe a handful of people in the theater. The two ordered a large popcorn for them to share, as well as two coke icees. Trevor tried to get Hatton to share that with him, but Hatton insisted that she didnât drink after people.
They found their seats and situated themselves in a comfortable position. The commercials were still playing when Hatton watched Trevor throw popcorn in the air and catch it with his mouth.
âTrevor, you would choose the Barbie movie to watch,â She laughed when he missed a piece and it went down his shirt.
As he wiggled around trying to free the piece of popcorn, he looked at Hatton and shrugged his shoulders, âWhat can I say? I like to think of myself as a feminist.â He flashed a smile as he freed the popcorn.
Throughout the movie, Hatton noticed Trevor was getting closer and closer to her. It started with them both in their respective seats, not getting into each otherâs space. About 20 minutes into the movie, Trevor rested his arm against hers on the arm rest. Halfway through the movie he placed his arm on the back of her seat, but didnât touch her. It didnât take long after that for him to pull the classic âyawn and stretch and put the arm around herâ move.
Hatton tried very hard to pay attention to the movie, but every time she glanced at Trevor he was already looking at her. Every time she got caught looking they would both giggle like high school kids and turn back toward the screen. She didnât know what possessed her to act like this, all she knew was that she was actually having fun with Trevor. Never in a million years did she ever think that would cross her mind as she spent time with him. It was refreshing.
The movie finished and the two loaded back up in Trevorâs SUV. âNow where exactly are we going to be looking at stars?â Hatton questioned.
âYouâll just have to see when we get there,â Trevor chuckled. The two were jamming out to early 2000s pop music when Trevor turned onto a dirt road that apparently was leading to nothing. He turned the radio down when they came to a clearing in the trees.
When Hatton finally looked out and saw how clear the sky was, she could barely peel her yes off of it long enough to get out.
Trevor grabbed some blankets from the backseat and took his shoes off. He climbed on the hood of the vehicle and onto the roof, setting up the blankets so they could lay there. Hatton studied him as he was doing so. She noticed that when he was focused he would stick his tongue out slightly. His hair was curlier toward the nape of his neck, and he hummed to himself quietly.
âAll I ask is that you take your shoes off before climbing up here,â Trevor said as he patted the blanket beside him. Hatton did as he said and tried her best not to flash anything as she climbed up. She snuggled under the blanket and looked up at the stars.
The two sat in a comfortable silence for a while, every now and then pointing out specific constellations that that found. Trevor slowly laced his fingers together with Hatton, a smile decorated his face as Hattie didnât object. He was tempted to pinch himself because he couldnât believe this was real. The moment he had been dreaming of for at least a few years was happening, and there was absolutely nothing that he would change about it. The night was perfect. Hatton was perfect. Even if she was only doing this to shut Trevor up, he couldnât help but think that something was going to happen because of it. He had a feeling that she had a lot more fun than she expected.
âCan I ask you why youâve wanted me for so long?â Hattieâs voice was barely above a whisper.
Trevor thought about it for a few seconds, wanting his answer to be as accurate as possible, âIn the beginning it was because I thought you were smoking hot. I mean weâve known each other for what, 6 years? My 16 year old self thought you were the most beautiful creature I had ever seen,â He glanced over and saw that Hattie was crimson red. He took note of how adorable she looked.
âThank you, I guess,â she laughed and looked back at him.
âAfter knowing you for a few years, I donât know, it was just like I had to have you. We have very little in common, we handle situations different, but youâre loyal. Watching you be friends with Jack, and even if you donât admit it, when we were becoming friends I just realized how deep and hard you love,â Trevor paused and realized he had been rubbing his thumb across her hand.
Hatton took this moment to speak up, âI do have to admit Iâve come out of my shell since knowing you. You donât take no for an answer, obviously, so it was either I start getting out of my box and hang out with you, Jack, and the boys or watch you steal my friend. There was no chance in hell I was letting that happen though,â It was Trevorâs turn to laugh now.
âI was scared shitless the first time I talked to Jack about it. Honestly, I thought you like him for the longest. It wasnât until you were giving him genuine advice about girls that I was sure there was nothing going on between the two of you,â Trevor admitted.
âSometimes I think that we were lovers in a previous life. I believe we gave each other all of our love in that life, so now that we found each other again itâs time to give other people our love. It would have been selfish to have him for two lifetimes,â Hattie winked at Trevor.
âThatâs a unique way to think about it, but I canât say that Iâm disappointed. I wouldnât have had this chance if you both were selfish with your love,â Trevor used his fingers to quote the last part.
He was going to say something else when Hattieâs phone began to ping. He glanced at his watch and realized that it was almost one in the morning.
âWhy the hell is Jack pinging my phone,â She groaned and opened her phone to her contacts. She tapped his name and began to FaceTime him.
âHattie, why arenât you home yet?â Jack question as soon as the call connected.
âJack, are you at my house?â Hattie thought she recognized that background of the call.
âI am, say hi to dad,â he angled his phone to his left and showed her dad seated next to him on the couch.
âI canât with you,â Hattie rubbed the bridge of her nose and sighed.
âCan I see my other best friend please?â Jack asked, referring to Trevor.
Hattie turned the camera to Trevor and Jackâs face immediately lit up, âHey, bud. Itâs nice to see you both have your clothes on,â Jack laughed, but was immediately met with a hard nudge from Hattieâs dad. âNot that there would be a reason for you to not have your clothes on of course,â Jack smiled at Hattieâs dad.
The three of them talked and laughed until Hattieâs parents made Jack go home so they could go to sleep. Jack hung up, leaving the two of them alone again.
âYou know itâs 2:30 in the morning?â Trevor looked at the girl beside him. He watched her nod her head, silently letting each other know they didnât want it to end.
They loaded everything back in the bronco, putting their shoes back on, and leaving the clearing. On the way home Trevor played laid back music. He attached his hand to hers once again and they rode back to Hattieâs house in a comfortable silence.
The drive seemed to go by too quickly, neither one wanting the night to be over, though Hattie might not admit to many people.
Trevor pulled into her driveway and got out to walk her to the door.
âThank you for finally saying yes,â Trevor smiled at her as he rubbed the back of his neck.
âWell, you exceeded my expectations by a long shot,â Hattie was looking everywhere except at the boy in front of her. From all of her previous first dates, this is the time when she would be kissed. She didnât know if Trevor got the memo though.
âOk well, see you tomorrow at Jackâs?â Trevor felt the awkwardness in the air. He couldnât decide whether he should kiss her right there or give her space. Would he be pushing his luck if he did it?
Hattie turned to the door, her hand landing on the handle, when Trevor tapped her on the shoulder.
She turned around, expecting him to want to say something else, but was met with his lips crashing onto hers. She was a little shocked as he didnât act like he was going to kiss her at first. It took a few seconds, but she finally closed her eyes and kissed him back.
It was a kiss that needed to happen. All of the tension that had built up throughout the years was let loose and whatever wall that Hattie had kept up was absolutely destroyed. The Trevor that she was kissing right now did not feel like the same Trevor that had drove her absolutely insane since she met him.
Trevor pulled away first, slowly putting distance between them until he looked into her eyes, wanting to see if there was anything left unsaid. He gave her a kiss on the cheek and turned to leave.
As Hattie got ready for bed, she found herself reliving the whole night. She hadnât had the much fun in a while. She needed that. Every thought that she had led back to the kiss, though. It was perfect. Absolutely perfect.
She took her makeup off, threw on a sweatshirt and some underwear, crawled into her bed and fell asleep with a smile on her face.
Trevor couldnât stop his brain from thinking that night. No matter how many melatonin he took, how many sheep he counted, he just couldnât shut his eyes. All he could think about was how soon he could take her out again.
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Iâm seriously thinking about doing an au out of this. But thank you for reading! If you have any suggestions on what to do next please tell me!
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Jamie and Roy spending ridiculous amounts of time together and Phoebe knowing about it definitely means that Jamieâs around Phoebe a lot more in the off-season when sheâs off school and Royâs off work but still being Jamieâs personal trainer for free (and she definitely likes bossing Jamie around just as much as Roy does and finds the ridiculous shit Roy makes him do hilarious)
And you know that thing where kids love to randomly go watch this, I can do a somersault or want to see me do a cartwheel? and then you just have to awkwardly stand there and be like wow whether they actually can do them or not (and sometimes several times in a row have to try to think of something new to say the fifth time they do the exact same thing and then look to you for a reaction)
Iâm just saying at some point theyâre in some park and Phoebe definitely pulls a look how good Iâm getting at cart wheels, Uncle Roy! around Jamie at some point and while Roy just stands there like đ§ââď¸ and gives compliments that gradually get more and more deadpan and debates turning it into saying how much more impressive that is than anything Jamieâs done all morning but he doesnât because heâs 90% sure that would just lead to Jamie getting all indignant and competitive and proving he can cartwheel too as if Roy isnât already annoyingly aware of that from when he was dying trying to keep up with Jamie in Amsterdam while he was cartwheeling and practically skipping
But obviously Roy not saying anything doesnât matter anyway and Jamie turns it into being like watch this to Phoebe and cartwheeling too and turning to Roy after like well go on, tell me how good I am at that too
Roy deadpans somehow itâs far less impressive watching a grown man cartwheel for attention. Itâs just sad, really
But Jamie isnât offended at all and just shoots Roy an obnoxious smirk and insists youâre just saying that because you know you couldnât do one. Even trying would probably end with you needing a hip replacement or something
But before Roy can even properly argue or say something bitchy back, Jamieâs turning back to Phoebe with a how about this then? But even though itâs her he asks, itâs Roy he looks to the moment he finishes running a few steps and doing a one-handed cartwheel
And Jamieâs like well now are you impressed??? And god, Roy resents that he is and he could make a dig about how useless of a skill it was as an adult and how that wouldnât accomplish anything on the pitch and heâd just look like one of the kids that picks flowers on the pitch instead of playing or even paying attention to where the ball is, but instead he rolls his eyes and says yeah okay
And Jamie beams but he doesnât have time to properly gloat and give Roy shit because Phoebeâs already bossing him around telling him that he has to teach her how to do that too
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