#autistic-daydreamer

[autistic-daydreamer]

I'm really tired y'all, I'm going to bed. Good night and I hope you'll wake up to a beautiful day and can make someone else's that much more beautiful

#autistic-daydreamer #good night

[yet-another-autism-blog]

It's actually really ableist that I have several expensive interests and no money. I should be given 5k a month just autism related spending money

#actuallyautistic #actually autistic #autism #autistic #autism spectrum disorder #this is sarcasm #but also its true #special interest #i have several expensive special interests #they all tie into each other #glam rock music which leads into fashion/makeup #but also ties into music in general #anyway i went to the store to buy hair dye and black face glitter #because i need it for an outfit for an upcoming concert #they didnt have either one #but i stopped at the bookstore #and they had david bowies moonage daydream book #about ziggy stardust #and they had a beginners learn-to-play drums set #and i wanna learn to play drums #but i think i need to get better at guitar before i take on a whole new instrument #but i cant justify spending the money right now #especially with the upcoming concert #thats going to be expensive #i have to go out of state for it

[dreamingdreamdrop]

how my autistic ass looks daydreaming for hours

#our memes #madd #meme #memes #actually autistic #autism spectrum disorder #autism #autistic #autie #madd meme #madd memes #maladaptive daydreaming meme #maladaptive daydreaming memes #maladapting daydreaming disorder #maladaptive coping #maladaptive daydreamer #maladaptive daydreaming #daydreamer #daydreaming #daydream #actually maladaptive

[theinsomniacindian]

"My child is fine-"

Your child is so lonely and emotionally numb that they cope by living in a dream world to the point where they are terrified of living in reality itself

#madd #maladaptive daydreaming #maladaptive daydreaming disorder #paracosm #actually madd #actually maladaptive #living with cptsd #just cptsd things #cptsd #cptsd problems #actually cptsd #autism #autistic #asd #actually autistic #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #nd #actually neurodivergent #the insomniac archives

[awetistic-things]

the madd-autistic experience of finding a new hyper fixation and it immediately becoming the focus of all your daydreams

#madd #maldaptive daydreaming disorder #maladaptive daydreaming #actually maladaptive #actually madd #autism #autistic #actually autistic #asd #autism spectrum disorder #on the spectrum

[soapskneebrace]

It's funny to me that I've literally written the least for Ghost--less than GAZ--considering Ghost is the cod character who reeled me into the fandom in the first place, and also I'm thinking about him constantly and how much potential Ghost has as a character in fic.

Like--bro did everything kids who lived his life dream of. He got away from his shitty father, grew up and got big and strong, beat the shit out of him and sent him packing, and then pulled the pieces of his family back together. He kept his mom's fridge stocked and got his brother clean. He had good Christmases with his family and watched it grow.

Then they all got killed.

Listen, that caretaking instinct isn't just gonna disappear, and I have too much fun thinking about how smothering he'll be when he finally lets himself love someone again--someone who really, really needs him to be everything he made himself into, no less. Someone who needs him to be the big scary Ghost and Simon who fixes their radiator. Someone who needs his quiet and his body heat and his strength and his ability to scare people off with a scowl.

He made himself into someone who could care for other people--people who needed him to look out for them. I think he wants, needs, to be needed, and once you've shown that he makes your life a little better he's going to take that and run with it.

#ghost #it's past midnight and i should really be sleeping #idk i love him and his dumb dramatic backstory sorryyyyyyy #honestly this is just me daydreaming about big stoic simon letting me do my little autistic embroidery with my feet in his lap

[x-itzzzzzz-x]

pretending all my trials and tribulations are just because i’m actually a magical girl and this is just all part of my epic journey to discover the power of friendship against the dark foes that linger (im autistic and a loser )

#actually autistic #autism #maladaptive daydreaming #social anxiety #lonelly #magical girl #puella magi madoka magica #sailor moon #yuki yuna is a hero #wonder egg priority #cardcaptor sakura #my little pony friendship is magic

[existennialmemes]

You don't understand! This is my

Emotional Support Escapism Fantasy

I guess call it "maladaptive day dreaming" if you must

#shitpost #shitposting #neurodivergent #neurodivergent memes #maladaptive daydreaming #mental health memes #mental illness memes #the description of maladaptive daydreaming #is just me as an autistic child trying to survive public school #and tbh i don't think it was truly that maladaptive given all my options #but now i can exit the daydream but it will piss me off and makes it difficult to think about other stuff #until I've at least finished the arc i was in the middle of #in case anybody is about to accuse me of misusing the phrase maladaptive day dreaming

[cookie-nom-nom]

It is Link’s sworn duty to locate ancient awe-inspiring relics from thousands of years ago brimming with history and potential, and then to break these ancient potteries so that Zelda can put them back together like little jigsaw puzzles. It’s enrichment for her archeology hyperfixation.

#Is this something she asked him to do? #Did link simply assume this is what would make her happy? #Either way Zelda swings her legs and props a chin in her hand and restructures them while daydreaming about ancient history #the legend of zelda #zelda #link #tears of the kingdom #totk zelda #totk link #zelink #zelda x link #I still stand by it they’re both autistic #something to nom on

[blankglassyqueensss]

You ever start creating scenarios/daydreams in your head too hard that you begin to act out the characters with your movements and facial expressions?

and then realize what you’re doing so you try to stop but fail and continue doing it anyway?

#mentalhealth #mental illness #actually adhd #adhd #adhd things #maybe autistic #??? #so many ppl think i have autism #AND THEY GIVE NO REASONS WHY #immersive daydreaming #dude wtf is maladaptive daydreaming #maladaptive daydreaming #ah i searched it up #and yup that’s what this is #damn

[psychiatricwarfare]

i wish i could know everything. like, sure, it might break my brain but im just so curious about everything and how everything works down to mircoscopic and macroscopic levels. i want to know the history of every culture, every historical figure, every poet, everyone whos ever made a footprint in the sand. i want to understand the combination of chemicals and electric pulses throughout a brain that make up what a consciousness is and what it means to be a self aware animal. i want to dive into a black hole and come back unscathed. i want to die and come back. i want to feel everything and learn everything there is to possibly know. i want to understand the secrets of the universe and i will never have enough time. i will never be able to know absolutely everything and it kills me. i just want to understand

#bug talks #bug rants #i guess learning to crochet will have to do for now #npd #actually npd #npd safe #autism #actually autistic #this is what happens when you spend ur entire life incredibly existential #like my first memory was an existential crisis :-/ #constantly asking myself 'who am i?' n 'why am i me and not someone else?' #etc and so forth #my most clear memories growing up i think are my daydreams and/or playing pretend w myself #and my laying awake at night wondering why everything is the way that it is #i was a natural born greek philosopher ig #little 5 year old me staring at the ceiling with bloodshot eyes thinking #'so if i can prove im me because i can see out of my eyes but i- #'-cant prove anyone else is real bc i cant see outta their eyes.. and idk if they have thoughts..' #like why #why did i do this #i still do this #and it makes me dissociate

[flowergirlmiwa]

just me, or...

#my post #actually autistic #actually adhd #some of those thought MVs be bangers though #daydreaming #maybe “the cinematography” making you cry is something ppl wouldnt get lol #at the same time it almost feels like a george-ish line

[paperfromtoilet]

There are days I spend on maladaptive daydreaming and sometimes I feel like this imaginary world of mine was more real than the one I live in

#adhd and autism #autistic things #maladaptive daydreaming #autistic adult #auadhd #autism spectrum #actually autistic #autistic experiences

[dreamingdreamdrop]

stimming and pacing with daydreaming ~~

#niko #autism #autistic #autie #asd #autism spectrum disorder #stim #stims #stimming #madd #maladapting daydreaming disorder #maladaptive coping #maladaptive daydreamer #maladaptive daydreaming #daydreamer #daydreaming #daydream #actually maladaptive #maladaptive problems

[d1sc0-1nfern0]

Don't have DID, do have a weird relationship with having fictional characters in my head and feeling like I'm them sometimes. And dissociation.

Basically Centross played yatzee with my friend two days ago but not really. And now I'm just thinking about competitive family game nights playing yatzee at the Wolftross house.

#I'm autistic and a writer #and a maladaptive daydreamer #so that's probably it #fable smp #fsmp #fsmpblr

[existennialmemes]

Look pal YOU call it

"Maladaptive Daydreaming"

I just call it "Surviving the Horrors"

#shitpost #shitposting #mental health memes #actually autistic #neurodivergent #mental health #maladaptive daydreaming