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festering-clump · 10 months
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ivehadthatdream · 9 months
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Idk how I always let myself get so fat. Every time I lose a significant amount of weight it comes back.
Obviously it's my own fault. I ruin everything good and end up having to start at square one again
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kitten-kay · 1 year
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Honestly I can't even look at myself. I didn't realize how bad I've let myself go. I guess I just didn't see it because I keep hiding myself under my clothes. But now I have to dress nice tomorrow for an important event and I don't even look like myself. My arms are massive, like body builder massive but instead of muscle it's all fat. I don't even want to talk about my stomach, it's so much bigger than my ass and pokes out more than my tits. I can't even look at myself. But this is the only decent outfit that I have that isn't just jeans and a t-shirt. I hate this. I need to actually do something about this instead of binging every fuckjng day
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slimmer-shady · 1 year
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Update: I binged but could only get like 1/3 to 1/2 up after trying really hard and damaging my throat quite a lot....
So I'm gonna stick you eat and spit instead. It's more save for me.
Btw, does anyone know why I'm struggling so much with purging today? :( I ate my go to cereals and two big chocolate eggs + I drank water before and after the binge :/
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raveninrecovery · 7 months
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I know it's not my normal type of video. Just a quick what I eat in a day video to show what one person's work day while in eating disorder recovery looks like.
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utahsdog · 3 months
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How can I purge if I have emetophobia? Or how can I get rid of that fear?
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fuck-that-imstarving · 8 months
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Girls and boys hear me out, if you're having stomach aches and been bloated everytime you eat, i recommend you to get a digestive tea (it got me a flat stomach in just a night (ive been very bloated lately)). Mine consists of mint, chamomile, licorice, fennel and rooibos. 100% natural. I drink one everytime i start to have stomach aches or if i've eaten something spicy.
It works everytime.
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water4life143 · 22 days
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I wish I could just stick to what I planed to eat and not binge like a fucking pig
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aerienes · 4 months
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descentinto-hell · 6 months
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ivehadthatdream · 10 months
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I long so desperately to be in middle school again with an ED. When I was that young I definitely had eating disordered tendencies. My main monster was binging, but I also did several day fasts, and sometimes purging which could either be throwing up or over exercising. And yet I never lost hardly any weight. Not until I full on relapsed with bulimia at 20 years old. I wish I could go back and fix the "mistakes" I made when I was young. I wish I would've been more serious about starving and purging. If I was I could've been that cute little frail teenager. God I'm self aware enough to know how horrible that sounds, but it's what I keep going over and romanticizing on my head... then I remember that I'm 22 and I'll never get to have any of that. I wish i wish I wish I would've never gained my bulimia relapse weight back... 2022 slipped me by, but I'm not gonna allow 2023 to do the same. I need to for the 13 year old who never got to...
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kitten-kay · 11 months
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Another what a fatty eats in a day bc I binged again :/
Breakfast, not that well, like usual. I had a 44oz mr pibb and a 510cal muffin after church. And before I went to church I had some cheese, meat, and crackers.
A little while after I decided to have some more cheese, meat, and crackers for lunch and then some carrots and ranch. That doesn't sound too bad, but I don't even want to think about how many calories were in all the cheese I ate...
At this point I was at about 1600cals but just a few minutes ago I just HAD to grab a handful of Reese's cup, and then my dumb ass decided to go out to the kitchen and I got myself a big helping of chips and dip.
Oh, and the 2 other glasses of sugary soda that I drank
I literally walked 4.5 miles today bc I told myself "today was the day I would change" but now I'm probably back at maintenance. Oh well, I'll probably walk more tomorrow. I wish I could just do a liquid fast but I always end up eating. Idk. Someone please help
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slimmer-shady · 1 year
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Just binged on food that we had around the house. I feel so bad because it's food that my mom and my brother should have eaten instead of me wasting it. So I won't purge! It's also because the b/p circle is what keeps me from loosing weight because I do it too often. And if I stop purging and just live with the consequences of binging (excessive weight gain and feeling incredibly awful on so many levels after the Binge) then that will stop me from bingeing!
I feel so so disgusting now because of my incredibly bloated stomach and the immense pain that comes with it. I can't do anything now and have to go to sleep even tho it only 7pm on a Saturday but this state that my body is in now after the binge won't let me do anything. I could have danced, went on a walk or spontaneously asked a friend if I could come over but no...my body isn't able to do that because I binged to much. I could have had fun and lived my life but instead I chose bingeing. Next time, I will choose life.
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raveninrecovery · 7 months
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ana-banana-fo-fana · 3 months
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purging is so difficult i don’t know how people do it. i tried it today but could only get a little up, how do y’all get everything out???
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fuck-that-imstarving · 8 months
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I love it when someone tells me that im already thin, thanks but my bmi is not under 18 so im not. Watch me, i can be thin THIN🤩
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