o𓆩♡𓆪; MY HAPPY ENDING PT.4 | HEADCANON 𓆩♡𓆪
╰┈➤ featuring; boku no hero academia! drummer! bakugou katsuki! x lead singer! fem! reader
જ about; Heartbreaks. Aches. Dreams shattered. You feel like there was no bridging between you and your goal as an artist. Especially since the bridge that connected you that was your ex-boyfriend, Shindo, who you met at club. Now, that you’re separated. You thought, that was it. No more. Well, you thought wrong.
જ contents and warning; profanity cause bakugou is on it, asshole bakugou, cigarettes, smoking, angst, drummer bakugou, band au, fluff, romance, drama, paparazzi, cheating, break ups, toxic relationships, getting physical (the bad kind) and many more that I have definitely missed.
જ author's note; I actually have a lots and lots of chapter about band au which needs to be revised and re-written. unedited. THIS IS GOING TO BE A DARK ONE. Please proceed with caution as this portrays ab£s3 and toxic relationship in general. If you’re ever in a similar situation. Please. Seek help. Immediately. Bakugou’s reaction is an effect of being in a toxic relationship, you tend to push people around you. So, if you are in this kind of ‘relationship’. LEAVE. YOU DO NOT DESERVE THIS. I will defo write this as an entire series in more detail cause I acc like it lololol.
LET’S TALK ABOUT BAKUGOU NOW SINCE WE’RE TRYING TO ESTABLISH YOU FIRST
So, Bakugou plays drum really well.
He was planning to go to University and work his mother and father’s company.
But, Kirishima was the person who brought up the fact that they’re forming a band and invited Bakugou along.
He was pretty excited.
Not he’s going to tell anyone that.
They were constantly practicing and juggling their part time jobs.
Once, they’re off rushing to Bakugou’s garage practicing.
Bakugou worked at a music shop.
He started working there at the age of 17.
The band formed when they were 16.
They were still little scrawny kids trying to navigate what they wanted to do
They were working hard to achieve their dreams.
Denki eventually introduced Jirou
She started composing songs for them to play.
They were having so much fun.
Mitsuki would always bring them snacks and drinks too
Not too long after that, Mina was introduced into the group.
She was the one who kick started them into playing in clubs.
Because she work at that very club.
They were playing simple tunes and rhythms that everyone dances too.
These guys are amateurs but the practice and dedication they have for this band
The club owner would pay them a huge amount of money
They brought in a lot of customers because people heard about this amazing club with the live band.
Now the problem is, what do they call themselves?
They were throwing around random names.
King Explosion band suggested Bakugou
Nope
Ladies Magnet says Denki
Definitely a nope.
Then Sero,
“How about Tokyo Lights? I mean, we live in Tokyo and there’s a lot of fluorescent lights here.”
“That sounds dumb.” Bakugou snorts.
“I mean, it’s better than King Explosion Band.” Kirishima pats him on the back.
“SHUT THE FUCK UP, SHITTY HAIR! IT’S BETTER THAN DUNCE FACE OVER THERE!”
It was fucking perfect.
With the money from gigs and part time jobs,
Mitsuki and Masaru didn’t have to worry about their little boy anymore.
His part time job also heard about him playing for a club so, his boss paid gave away a drum set.
SO NICE
A much better kit than his current one.
This gave him the opportunity to start saving up for his first tattoo.
At 18, he did manage to.
It was the big red dragon one.
HE WAS STOKED.
He has been wanting one for a long time and he had it all planned out.
So, when he finally got it.
His confidence and ego shot up a ten fold.
This only led caused a snowball effect of Bakugou wanting to get next one already.
Instead he got his tongue pierced instead.
Needless to say, his friends wanted to get piercing and tattoos too!
As their band grew and grew more popularity. They were all 18-19 at this point,
They’re asking when they were going to get a singer for their band.
This is how Bakugou and Camie met.
After they played for the club.
Camie approached Bakugou offering to buy him a drink.
Started talking and they found Camie could sing.
They offered for her to join the band.
That’s the start of skyrocketing to fame. People started talking about this little band
Tokyo Lights
Not too long after that Camie and Bakugou started dating.
It wasn’t open out there in public but their friends knew.
They continued to climb up in fame. They started getting inviting to bigger events.
This was it, they needed to record their song.
No, fuck that let’s go for a debut album.
Thankfully, Jirou was there and her parents are musician.
So, they all had the equipment they needed.
They took a break from playing at the club.
They quit their jobs.
They focused on being a band.
Then, their debut album was published.
LET ME TELL YOU.
IT BLEW THE FUCK UP.
THEY ACTUALLY GAINED A LOT OF ATTENTION. LIKE THEY DIDN’T CHART
BUT THEY HAD A GOOD AMOUNT OF LISTENERS.
It was amazing
They were having a great time and celebrating.
They were on cloud 9
Katsuki especially since he was living his best life, on the path of his dreams and has a great girlfriend.
The band also gets to be a open up for much bigger singers and bands.
This skyrocketed them even more.
They bought an office and recording studio
THEIR VERY OWN ONE!!
YAY!
The happiness wouldn’t last for long.
Camie was starting to act weird.
The fame was getting to her head.
She wanted the upmost perfection. Unrealistic even.
How bad was it getting?
Well, any single error? That would get you Camie screaming your ear off
For, “Being fucking dumb”, “How can you be a professional fucking musician and be this fucking dumb?”, “I don’t know what’s worse you guys claiming to be this big thing and still slow. Oh wait- Nothing could be worse than that.”
That just didn’t stop from her degrading the other band mates.
Nope.
That extended to her boyfriend, Bakugou.
“What the fuck was that?”
“It’s the beat for-”
“No, the fuck is not. Get it the fuck together or do you want me to do your job for you?”
It’s even worse because-
Camie would get mad at something out of their control and her own mistake.
When Denki’s bass guitar string snapped, Sero forgot to plug his keyboard and was about to, Kirishima electric guitar wasn’t plugged to a amplifier, Mina got the wrong size for her top for their upcoming show and Jirou accidentally playing the wrong melody when it comes to recording.
It’s bad.
Bakugou wouldn’t say anything.
He just follows along and nods.
But, he’s weirdly quiet about the whole thing.
While that’s happening? Camie was whispering all kinds of things to his ear.
“They’re pretty shit, aren’t they?” Camie blows smoke into the air and hugs him from behind, “Why not just kick them all out? Tokyo Lights would be better with just the two of us.”
“I don’t get why you formed a band with these people.”
“I think everyone knows, I made this band anyways.”
“I think everyone knows, I made this band anyways.”
“Quit it.” Bakugou growls.
Camie pretends to be confused and she didn’t say anything wrong,
“What? I don’t know what you’re getting mad. I’m only helping you.” “You can’t be wasting your talent. I care about you.”
THE AUDACITY OF GAS LIGHTING OF IT ALL
She wasn’t hiding her thoughts.
Camie publicly said it too. This band wouldn’t be where it would be if she didn’t join.
It was terrible. She always found ways to tear people around her and put herself up.
Bakugou was being drained by this.
But, he didn’t know how to go about it.
Bakugou still remembers the first time it happened.
He was 23.
Camie struck him across the face.
Right, in front of everyone.
That was it.
“Get out.”
Camie looked at him in disbelief,
“Are you fucking serious?” She’s jabbing her finger on his chest, “You’re nothing and fucking worthless without me. Now, you’re telling to get out.”
It was a never ending cycle.
A push and tug situation.
Camie would manage to convince Bakugou to let her back in.
Then, she would end up hurting him. Mentally.
Sometimes, physically.
And, Camie would pull some shit.
Like, “You know, I would never hurt you.”, “I didn’t mean to do that.”, “But, you just push me to the edge.”
She always made it seem like he was at fault.
Kirishima had to pull him aside and tell him this isn’t right.
It’s not good for him at all.
Listen, it isn’t easy leaving a toxic relationship or friendship.
Sometimes, friends and family will be the one encouraging you to do it.
Bakugou was facing a lot of dilemma because yes, it ain’t good for him but, he knows his attitude.
He can be brash.
He feels like no one can love him the way Camie does.
As she said, “Who would love you if I wasn’t here?”, “A lot of women would find you so annoying and wouldn’t be able to stand you, that’s why I’m here.”, “I’m the only one who could ever love you.”
I mean, he’s very self aware that some people will never get along with him.
Bakugou doesn’t know how to control his emotion.
So, he stays. Cause deep down he was right.
Even if, he’s working on himself. Everyday.
When they finally broke up and she is set to leave the band
He remembers what she said to them,
“They were no good for her.”
The years of pulling and pushing accumulated.
Bakugou was lost.
It’s like he didn’t know how to live.
For him, leaving this toxic relationship felt as if he was lonely.
Bakugou starts to question whether what Camie was telling him was true.
There’s no one that is going to love him like Camie does.
He still clings onto the thought of her coming back.
Work things out.
Then, you came along.
You.
You who is going to take her place. You who was the reason for Camie will never come back.
To him, you are barrier between Camie and himself.
He was slowly destroying himself and his friends.
He goes out drinking often.
Smokes so much more now too.
That’s why Kirishima was always telling him to go to therapy.
Because he will regret the road he’s go down in.
He did.
It was a lot.
Extremely uncomfortable.
He didn’t understand why Camie was at fault.
To him, he was always at fault. Camie had enough if him.
That’s why she left.
“This is your your way of not opening that space in the hopes that Camie comes back.” His therapist Hayakawa, “This is what a lot of-”
“I don’t want to talk about this, right now.” Bakugou stood up quickly.
“That’s fine. Do note, after your first therapy session. It can be extremely overwhelmed. So take a walk by yourself and digest everything we discussed today.”
He leaves and kept what his therapist said,
Bakugou pulls his hoodie up and wears his mask to conceal his identity,
He walks around the city thinking about what his therapist said to him.
He’s so confused.
Was it really Camie’s fault all this time?
The next week, he appears back at his therapist office.
He spots you.
Just staring off into space.
The hell are you doing here?
“Oi!” He barks, “The fuck do you think are you doing here?”
“Well, what the fuck do you think I’m here for? A tea party?” You scoff.
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