An Account of the FirstĀ AĆ«rialĀ Voyage in England ā Vincent Lunardi // A Pictorial Atlas of Fossil Remains ā Gideon AlgernonĀ Mantell, James Parkinson, Edmund Tyrell Artis // PotorousĀ PlatyopsĀ ā John Gould // Thylacinus Cynocephalus, Juvenile ā Joseph Wolf // ChoeropusĀ Castanotis ā John Gould // HippotragusĀ LeucophaeusĀ ā Joseph Smit, Joseph Wolf // HapalotisĀ AlbipipesĀ ā John Gould // Pyrenean Ibex ā RichardĀ Lydekker, Joseph Wolf // Eastern Elk ā John James Audubon // RoyigerygoneĀ InsularisĀ ā Gregory Macalister Matthews, HenrikĀ Grƶnvold // SceloglauxĀ AlbifaciesĀ ā John GerrardĀ Keulemans // LeporillusĀ ApicalisĀ ā John Gould // ColumbaĀ MigratoriaĀ ā John James Audubon, J. T. Bowen // MohoĀ ApicalisĀ ā John GerrardĀ Keulmans // ...Familiar Place ā Lucy Dacus
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Sometimes I'm like "lol, the joker out boys did something funny/relatable/cringe/etc that I'm not used seeing celebs doing but I'm glad they do because me too!" and then I remember they are quite literally JUST GUYS IN THEIR 20S DOING THINGS OF GUYS IN THEIR 20S
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why do i have an almost date tomorrow š¬
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I'm kinda glad they're putting gold in the daily rewards in ESO, because I need it. š
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You have an incredible style. I'm about a year into doing digital, but I get so stuck on realism (even though I don't want to do realism) that I just get frustrated with myself. How did you find your style? Did you have to "learn" to be okay with letting yourself style your art?
Thank you!
I say this a lot, but I'm very against the idea that you "find" an artstyle. Everyone has an artstyle even if they barely draw, and every step of the way to achieving one you're super happy with is an artstyle on its own.
My own style changed wildly through the years and only really started stabilising ~2 ish years ago. I'm super happy with it now but never saw it as something "wrong" or incomplete before, it's just been a blend of things and other styles I liked. And yeah I had a realism phase, just found it boring and moved on š¤·āāļø realism to me is a lot about replicating what you see, and one of the most fun parts of art to me is imagining things and piecing things together like a puzzle without refs
In terms of how I got to the level of stylisation I have, again, I just get bored of my current techniques now and then and study people whose art tickles my brain. It does require some analytical thinking, figuring out which bits I like, which ones I can borrow for my own style, etc. Sometimes I'll just take a day to fuck around tracing things (never post it obviously) and breaking things down or redrawing old work to see what gives me happy brain chemicals again.
Idk if this helps but honestly I've never been formal about art. I just do what I find fun and if it's not fun anymore I change it š
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Hello again brook! I am the one who asked for the luffy x heroic reader! Thanks for it I liked it a lot! I wanna ask for another headcanons now, a Platonic garp x young fem reader that really look up to him and that work really really hard to achieve her dream to become an admiral and work to change how the marine work (being okay with slavery, allowing some pirates to hurt ppl and do whatever they want while chasing some for doing nothing...) And she manage to become one of the strongest and the barevest marines in such a short time
HIII AGAIN ANON!! :)
yay Iām so happy you were satisfied!!! ā¤ļøāš©¹
AWWW your concepts are the cutest!!! I think garp with young apprentice who admires him a lot is absolutely adorable!!
Idk whether to make this old or young garp really so you choose :P
ENJOY!! You have such good ideas~
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You look up to garp so much!!
heās the hero of the marines who doesnāt?!
youāve admired him for a long time now and he motivates you even more to achieve your goal!
as soon as you get as good as him, youāll put an end to all the corrupt things the marines let slide!!
your gonna be a hero in your own way!! š¦øāāļø
and make things right in the way the government does things!!
to make this true justice!!!
youāve read all about garpās past a million times
to the point where you could probably tell it backwards and upside down without reading it š
you subconsciously ramble and talk about him a lot
not in a creepy way
in a cute puppy like way where you just like to talk about the one you admire!
you always think āwhat would garp do?!ā in tough situations!
and it works too
heās the type that comes up with simple yet effective plans that mostly involve brute force
but hey I mean sometimes that works š¤·āāļø
Garp honestly doesnāt mind one bit that you look up to him so heavily
he wouldnāt care so much if you werenāt his apprentice but you are
And while he doesnāt mind, he does want you to carve your own path, not or just limit yourself to his if you can surpass him
he stooped to one knee, put a hand on your shoulder and told you that one day as you were training
youāve gotta admit it was the coolest day of your life and youāll never forget it
youāve engraved into your mind and make sure never to obsess over becoming like him, but strive to be as good as him
you couldnāt stop thinking about that moment for a solid week
garp could tell because you kept spacing out way more often than usual šš
Ngl you kinda view garp as like a uncle or second father maybe, or even your grandfather (but of course you donāt dismiss that your not actually family)
garpās training is honestly- REALLY INTENSE š
like he does you how he does koby, helmeppo and younger luffy
but WORSE š
why? Because he has high expectations for you <3
and while he might come off as too harsh at first, as you soon as you found that out you stop complaining š
Itās honestly a good thing your a natural hard worker cuz garp was gonna make you one anyway šš¤·āāļø
now he doesnāt have to worry about you slacking or being lazy
but he does warn you about overworking and that rest is just as important as working, as odd as it may seem
your dream to become an admiral seems totally in reach for you to him
your like the perfect specimen to do so in his eyes
You have a moral sense of justice, your strong and hard working
youād be an ideal admiral!
and the first female one at that!
he honestly hopes you do become an admiral
its time for a change of pace as far as the governmental rules anyway
youād bring that about perfectly
and give regular people a hope that there is good in the marines, specifically uncorrupted ones they could trust
And youād teach a good lesson to those darned pirates too!
-according to garp
Heās given you all the training and has set you up to become a successful admiralājust like you wanted!
Now youād better become one and achieve your dream! Or heās gonna beat you!
(Fist of love š¤š„)
literally š
he cares so much about you, he doesnāt want you to fail!
so heāll force you to not to š
one way or the other :P
and besides, your practically his successor!!
he aināt getting any younger (not that you like when he says that) so your gonna have to take over a lot of responsibility from his shoulders when he leaves!! >:(ā¦. (ā¤ļøāš©¹)
And if he leaves this earth and you embarrass him by being weak heās gonna come BACK down here and teach you a lesson!
āunderstood?!ā
āYES SIR.ā (ļ½_Ā“)ć
Heās also straight forward about warning you of the dangers that comes with this job
number one is strong pirates and two is breaking the rules!
donāt be afraid to break the rules because youāll loose your job, but because HEāS gonna get you >:/
That aside thereās also the grand line in general but the marines have the advantage of special travel routes and technology
So to put it short as long as you aināt doing nothin you aināt got no business youāll be fine :)
the whole slavery thing is beyond garp
Not in the sense that he doesnāt know about it
but that he just canāt believe others are doing that??
like whatās the purpose
if you were gonna do illegal things anyway might as well become a pirate so he can beat you for it
but because theyāre in a position of power too it makes it harder
you have to gather solid evidence and go to court and blah blah blahā¦ā¦*tunes out*
(bro just wants to eat his crackers)
but not to worry for the slaves!
youāve got a plan!
what it is? donāt ask, garp wasnāt listening š§āāļø
but just know youāll be saved soon! š
He understands your want to save others in general
now idk what garpās drive is
but even though your goals may be different
he totally sees where your coming from
but take some advice from a guy who gets called a hero all the timeādonāt get ahead of yourself.
(he knows you wonāt he just wants to make sure he tells you in case you do, then he can say he warned you)
lots of people loose theyāre way on theyāre path to power
but your so headstrong he knows you wonāt
as far as the whole thing were some of the marines attack pirates who have barely just started calling themselves so but wonāt take down the ones causing REAL chaos
is real phony and bogus to him
and to you too
(it low key makes you giddy when you and garp have the same opinions because you admire him so much šš)
but yeah he personally beats any pirates he comes across, big or small
but he will prioritize the bigger ones
heās a big shot himself, so he aināt scared š
his missions is never to chase around roaches anyway
he only gets the real deal šŖ
garp was so proud when you became one of the strongest and bravest marines
he had no doubt in his mind you could do it
But so soon? Heās impressed!
āguess you worked harder than I thought you did, sport.ā
that was your first ever sense of praise from him and from that very second on you never forgot
you think about it every night before bed and during every battle
You let it drive you and push you further towards your goal
which is also when you may have realized his soft spot for you
At first he never really displayed it, but ever since then you knew it was already always there <3
you felt so honored and grateful in that moment
he treats you to some crackers to celebrate š»
koby and helmeppo love to train with you!!
they think your so strong
and that itās cool that your basically garpās successor
they definitely believe in you, especially since all the times you beat them in training
In fact, they look up to you
btw you, garp and Sengoku are also like a silly little family š
your family bond between you, garp, Sengoku, Koby and Helmeppo is adorable, goofy and inseparable all at the same time
heās proud, youāll never hear him say it, but he doesnāt have to. ā¤ļøāš©¹š¤
This is my first time writing for garp and it was my pleasure! This was so heartwarming and Iām honored to have done the job <3
I hope you enjoyed these hcs as well dearest anon!
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Hi! Do you mind sharing your coloring tutorial or tips? especially for the animation ones, they're so good! your gifs are crisp and HD
hi, anon. tysm! š«¶ i don't mind at all since iāve gotten more than a few requests from before, ig it's time to give it a go. (more) details are under the cut. š
before we start, i want you to take note of the following things that will be helpful in the process of making/coloring gifs.
if you want to get the know-how on making gifs, @redbelles did us a solid and gave us this comprehensive guide that will save me the time for explaining lmao. š
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make gifsets without skipping frames. keep frame delay 0.05 and 0.06 for less than 25 frames. anything more or less is too fast or too slow. additionally, it's also important to note that if you're dealing w videos that are faster than 30fps you change the frame delay to 0.04.
gif using the theĀ new dimensionsĀ (in this tutorial i used the dimensions of 540px x 510px since it's all about big gifs now š).
use the standard sharpening settings (smart sharpen, amount 500%, radius 0.3px, remove gaussian blur and tick more accurate) also note the sharpening settings for 2d as you've specifically requested.
Ā you can use action that will convert your gif back to frames and set your timing to 0.05 with a single click. basically photoshop will follow out all of these time-consuming steps for you! just download the action and double click it. it should now be added to your list of actions. Ā to see your actions, go to window > actions. find the folder that says "GIF ACTION" and select the lines that says "CLICK HERE" and voila! ps will do all the hard work for you.
the coloring on your gifs will look good if you have a good base so try not to skip on video qualities. use high quality copies like 1080p or 2160p (4k ones are good) the higher the gb the better. it makes coloring so much easier and reduces grains.
*cracks knuckles* let's start!
for 2d animation's sharpening settings, it usually varies so i just move the amount around and see what looks or works better for a specific gif. i used amount: 189 and radius: 0.2 for this ponyo gif. anything can work between 189 to 350 for me but i maintain the radius at 0.2. again, you can just play the amount around until you find the one that looks good for your gif.
when iām making gifs. i look for that notorious contrast between the light and dark parts. i think it gives life to the gif- so exposure, levels and curves are best to achieve that. for curves, just go toĀ layer > new adjustment layer > curves.Ā this layer is going to help brighten up the gif in certain areas, and darken others.Ā select theĀ white eyedropper. click the lighter part of the gif like the white/light part of the ship.
next, select the black eyedropper and click on a black/dark area of the gif (refer to the arrow bc i don't know which part of the ship is that called lmao).
you can skip the black eyedropper if you're already satisfied w the result of the white one.
color balance and selective color are your two best buddies. theyāre great when youāre trying to change some tones or specific colors of the gif, like the skin tone which is very tricky.
using selective color is pretty simple, hereās a really useful guide:
if you pull any of the tabs to the right, it increases the amount of color (cyan, magenta, yellow and black), and reduces the amount of opposite color (red, green, blue and white).
i also use the blacks and whites in selective color especially if the gif is saturated w colors to tone down some parts and make shadows more visible (idk if this is still making sense š
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in working with color balance, i use midtones and highlights sparingly. it's really helpful in removing or balancing out a certain tone.
here's my save setting ā¬ļø
idk why but ps puts the default frame delay to 0.07/0.03 so open your gif in ps again and don't forget to change the delay to 0.05.
and we're done!
i sometimes go back and forth and do some tweaking until iām satisfied with the result. this is how i color and i know itās not perfect but i learn by constant practice. thereās really no standard in coloring so you can make yours the way you like it. just enjoy- until you get the hang of it and it becomes less daunting (or something like that). i hope this helps. if you have more questions, my askbox is always open š.
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Idk why but I love the idea of Willy with someone who works for the NHL at the Toronto HQ like maybe not in the media team but part of their global marketing division, and they have a great connection because she works with the Swedish office so often and theyāve created a great friendship outside of hockey but as sheās such a high power human and that would be an HR disaster they keep it at a distance. But everyone knows they need to bang so at a holiday party they get caught under the mistletoe together (caught meaning Auston following them around holding it above their heads like an idiot wingman, but also theyāre glued to each others sides so they donāt make it easy on themselves) and the Maple Leaf lads arenāt going to let them get away without finally making a move, mostly because theyāre tired of Willyās pining!
Alrighty babe, I mist admit that I wasn't entirely sure where I was going with this š
But, I do hope that it caught just parts of what you'd imagined ā¤ļø otherwise, as always just hit me up š
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Don't mix business with pleasure
"Come on, Willy, just sleep with her already," Mitch's voice rang out in the locker room as the team prepped for practice. āI mean, you've only been into her for like six months alreadyā¦ā
William couldn't help but chuckle at his teammate's blunt comment, even though there was perhaps some truth in it.
"I can't just sleep with her... you know where she works, right?" William responded; a bit hesitant as he adjusted his hockey gear.
"Yeah, she's got a high-up job, but seriously, you two have been ogling each other since she first talked to you about Sweden," Mitch explained, letting it be known that the whole team was aware of the chemistry between you and their teammate.
Working at the Toronto HQ had been a huge achievement in your career, especially at your age in your mid-twenties. The promotion was a result of hard work and dedication, a significant step forward that you had relentlessly pursued.
And it was only a few weeks into your new position when youād first encountered the Swedish forward, William Nylander. You and your team had invited all the Swedish players in for a meeting, as you were preparing for the up for the upcoming global series event set to happen in Stockholm, the capital of Sweden.
Being part of the global marketing team, you were tasked with managing the event schedule for this huge event, knowing that the Swedes, especially William, would be very much under the spotlight. He wasn't just a star player for the Leafs but also a familiar face in what he considered his home country -Sweden. And right from that moment, an immediate connection sparked between the two of you.
Sure, your professional responsibilities demanded commitment, but amid the discussions in the meeting rooms and event arrangements, there was an unspoken bond in the air - a mutual understanding that went beyond regular work interactions.
William's gaze was fixed on you from the start, as he quickly noticed your voice, gentle and warm, filling the room, a comforting tune to his ears, and your captivating smile and evident passion for your work were magnetic.
You were incredibly smart, and the way you werenāt afraid of speaking your mind, and man-handle those around you who gave you nothing but hell, merely because you were younger than them, had him all intrigued.
And he knew he had to at least try and be around you for more than just a few meetings.
So, days slowly turned into shared moments ā casual coffees during breaks, filled with laughter, genuine talks about life beyond the sports arena, and a mutual admiration for each other's dedication to your careers. Yet, underneath this professional facade, there lingered an undeniable tension; an unexpressed longing held back by the responsibilities of professionalism.
You tried to keep things innocent, staying at arm's length and keeping a cool, business-like attitude. But his charm, laughter, and jokes easily cut through the formal work setup, reaching a deeper part of you.
Especially during the Global tour, when you, alongside all the coordinators and Swedes across the NHL-teams, Red Wings, Wilds, and Senators, spent endless hours together sorting schedules, doing interviews, signing autographs, and handling whatever else cropped up.
It became increasingly harder to stay far away from the lad from Stockholm. Yet, both of you knew you had to deal with this undeniable chemistry, sidestepping unspoken feelings that came up whenever you were together.
And perhaps you were a little bit better at it than William.
"Planning to root for us?" he teased during a discussion about the teamās marketing plans.
"Willy, you know I canāt take sides like that; I'm part of the NHL, remember," you replied with a sweet smile.
"Fair enough, but I wouldn't mind hearing you cheering my name one day... supporting the Leafs," he almost whispered, making sure not to make it too obvious to everyone around that your relationship was slowly becoming more than just colleagues. Perhaps even closer than just friends.
But you brushed it off, keeping your attention on your tasks at hand.
Meanwhile, the Maple Leaf lads, always keeping an eye out, couldn't resist teasing and joking around, fully aware of the growing attraction between you and William.
"Looks like someone's aiming high up there," Auston teased William as soon as heād returned to the group. "So, that's why you're always hanging around, 'assisting' whenever the big boys are here."
"She's not involved in any of that," William defended with a chuckle.
And it did hold some truth to it.
However, he couldn't deny the way you looked in your stylish vintage suit-pants, your hair nearly flawlessly styled, and your makeup enhancing your natural beauty. It occupied too much space in his hockey-focused mind.
Thoughts of your figure lingered in his thoughts, and every time there was a game either at the Scotiabank Arena or elsewhere, he'd search for you in the crowd.
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As the holiday season drew near, the team's cheerful vibe set the stage for playful banter and, not to forget, the big company Christmas party in Toronto, where the entire headquarters received invites, including the Toronto Maple Leafs players and management.
And amid the festive ambience, the players were casually dressed in their best business casual attire, chatting and mingling, across management levels and occupations.
However, it was Auston's smug look that caught William's attention, prompting him to swiftly turn his head, when you entered the venue.
Your semi-long red dress hugged your figure snugly, and your legs looked elongated by your tall heels, as a blazer draped over your shoulders, and you held a clutch close to your side.
"Hey, Willy, I think you dropped something," Morgan teased as the blonde Swede couldn't take his eyes off you from a distance.
"What?" William questioned.
"Your jaw," the defenseman jested, prompting chuckles from the rest of the guys.
William did his best to shrug off his teammates' playful remarks with laughter, but his gaze remained fixed on you.
And a few moments later, as you picked up a delightful glass of champagne, your eyes met his as well.
It was a tender moment as your eyes locked from across the room, and the atmosphere seemed to grow a bit more intense. You almost sensed his presence, feeling as if his breath was upon you, as the two of you stood almost motionless, the background noise gently fading away.
But then you shook your head, needing to break the intense moment and return to reality as Shannon Hosford's lively storytelling filled the room.
"I swear you have to make a move tonight," Auston chuckled, noticing the not-so-subtle shared moment.
"I wishā¦" William murmured softly, a faint smirk touching his lips. "Maybe there'll be a Christmas miracle," he chuckled lightly before turning his focus back to his friends.
And that idea sparked something in Auston's mind.
A Christmas miracleāor perhaps just a gentle nudge in the right direction.
As the night progressed, Cynthia Devine delivered a heartfelt speech, followed by Brendan Shanahan, and then a delightful three-course meal. You found yourself engrossed in amusing conversations with the Toronto Maple Leafs' staff. Given your recent close work with them, striking up casual chats felt almost second nature.
Then during the pivotal speech delivered by the NHL Toronto HQ president, William decided to make a move, as he sensed your efforts to keep a distance from him throughout the evening, yet he also felt that it wasn't truly what you desired.
So, as everyone stood, their attention fixed on the stage in the beautiful venue, William moved closer to you, positioning himself right by your side, his shoulder gently brushing against yours. You glanced slightly in his direction, catching a glimpse of his handsome features, before turning back to face the stage, a faint smile playing on your lips.
Just his close presence alone made you feel a sense of warmth.
Then something more tangible occurred.
William delicately and slowly nudged his right hand against your left, which hung by your side, and he lightly traced his fingers against yours, attempting to interlace two of his fingers with your palm, gently wrapping them around your little and ring finger.
Initially, your heart skipped a beat. You knew his touch was almost innocent, yet if anyone from the headquarters spotted you intertwining fingers with an NHL hockey player, HR would undoubtedly raise concerns. It would be deemed a violation of regulations and considered highly unprofessional.
But you found it hard to resist.
Gradually, you relaxed your tensed posture, allowing your arm to hang freely, permitting William's fingers to intertwine further with yours.
However, your actions didnāt go unnoticed.
As Auston saw the subtle finger play between you and William, he was quick to make his move. However, just as he was about to execute his plan, the speech concluded, prompting both you and William to swiftly pull your hands apart and join in the applause with the rest of the crowd.
The room filled with loud sounds as the clapping continued for what seemed like minutes, but it was minutes you relished simply standing next to the tall Swede. Then, as the applause gradually faded and the crowd dispersed from the floor, you took the chance to steal another glance at William. But you weren't alone.
Auston was nearby, and with a smooth move, he produced a small green plant from behind his back. Looking innocent, he whistled and casually raised his hand, looking in a different direction as he held the mistletoe just above your heads.
Both you and William couldn't help but chuckle at Auston's not-so-subtle attempt at matchmaking. Yet, there was an understanding that perhaps engaging in intimate contact with William under the guise of mistletoe tradition might make it more acceptable. Your eyes met his once more.
William immediately caught on and subtly moved a bit closer to you, if that was even possible.
It felt like an unspoken agreement. Both of you knew what you desired most in that very moment. However, the moment was interrupted naturally by a colleague calling you over, and once again, you had to separate.
Both Auston and William let out deep sighs, feeling the missed opportunity keenly. So close, yet so far.
Fortunately, no more than an hour passed before another opportunity arose. And this time, Auston was determined to have your lips connected with William's.
The dance floor was packed with guests, music blaring through the speakers, as you had just grabbed another drink from the bar when William approached you gently.
"Not sure if it's appropriate," he softly chuckled. "But you look absolutely amazing tonight."
His attempt to remain polite and professional, while also being charming and flirtatious, amused you. And you couldnāt deny that there was a part of you that simply wanted to give in to the temptation.
Glancing around and spotting none of your managers or colleagues, you leaned in with a confident, teasing expression.
"Only tonight?" you teased back, earning a light chuckle from William.
"I think we both know I think you always look amazing," he corrected himself with a laugh.
And once again, you both felt the tender moment burgeoning between you, as Auston slowly made his way closer.
And again, he took out the little green plant, holding it just above your heads casually, prompting more light chuckles. But this time, you and William silently agreed that it was happening.
As you took a deep breath, fully aware of the countless regulations about to be crossed, you leaned in towards him, meeting his touch halfway as he slowly inclined to let his lips meet yours.
His hands found the curves of your hips as you placed yours on his muscular upper arms, softly leaning into the kiss.
The moment was absolutely perfect.
William's lips felt just right against yours, his closeness feeling wonderful, and the shared breaths creating a heartfelt connection. Your heart quickened, and excitement surged through you with the intensity of the kiss.
But as much as both of you desired for it to last longer, you knew you had to pull away to avoid drawing too much attention.
So, reluctantly, you let out a breath, took a small step back, and willed your heart to calm down, mentally processing the rush the kiss had brought.
Even after parting, amid exclamations and chuckles from the players, the sensation of William's lips lingering on yours remained.
But you knew it couldn't continue, and so you made a painful decision and began to walk away. Heading straight towards the ladiesā room, conflicting emotions clashed with rational thoughts in your head.
And just as you were about to reach for the door handle, William's hand grabbed yours and turned you around, pulling you close to him.
"Willy," you exhaled, slightly bewildered by his sudden action. "Please, we can'tā¦"
"I know, but..." His voice softened as he pondered how to articulate his thoughts. "I know we can't be together, not now and maybe not ever... but I need you to know, no matter what happens, my heart belongs to you."
His words were tender and filled with emotion, conveying a depth of sincerity that struck a chord within you.
And attempting to respond while standing close together in the hallway, grateful that no one interrupted your private moment, you began, "Willy..."
"You don't have to explain - I understand it's your career, and I don't want to jeopardize it - but I just needed you to know how I feel; otherwise, I'd regret it for the rest of my life."
Slowly untangling himself from your proximity, he then started to walk away. However, you couldn't let him leave like this.
After his heartfelt confession, even though circumstances seemed against you, you couldn't let him go without a response. Determinedly, you strode towards him.
"Willy," you called out loudly, causing him to turn around and face you again, just as you leaned in to connect your lips briefly once more.
"Just so you know, I'm not saying never."
A small smile graced the hockey player's face as he let out a relieved sigh, your words simply reassuring him that what was happening between you wasn't entirely off the table for the future.
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I'm angry with Jimin, it's a fact that we give him everything but gets bare minimum in return. He won't get that BB no.1 if we didn't worked that hard and he didn't even posted the plaque he got while rest producers did. Today he won tma and you know how hard voting was right. Not only he didn't attended, he didn't even posted a thankyou message or pic with that award. He doesn't give two fucks about his stans supporting him, he only need them while releasing music.
I genuinely don't get why some of u are mad at him???? Like, idk about y'all but I don't do what I do because I'm hoping he will come live to thank me or post about it. I do it coz I love him from the bottom of my heart and it makes me happy to see him succeed. Especially in light of all the hate he gets. When he wins shit or achieves something, thats a smack to the antis faces and I love to see it.
ESPECIALLY the TMA award. It was so satisfying for me to see him win after ot7s refused to support him. Shit, I didn't even think about him. š
I was too busy thinking how I would rub this in š¤£š¤£
Plus anon, he's coming live for his birthday and he's definitely going to thank us then. This man doesn't have an ungrateful bone in his body. Do you even know him at all????
He doesn't give two fucks about his stans supporting him, he only need them while releasing music.
I'm sorry, are we talking about the same Jimin? Or is this another Jimin I've never met or heard of?
Anon, I know you miss him, we all do. But u need to chill. And I'm saying this in the nicest way possible. Take a step back and breath, please. He will thank us when he does.
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š project diaries // brb, i'm going to code a bunch of lemons
in this issue š: starting a coding project for fun after literally YEARS š¤, drawing pretty (questionable) mock-ups šØ, FONT SELECTION š¤, color theory (i don't know her) š¤Ø
project inspo pics (left to right): toram (like this squirrel-bunny creature, my project is also going to be cute and irrelevant) // a shade of yellow + hex code (i know how to do shading on paper from my sketching practice so i wonder if i can code that??) // lemons~~ (definitely gonna see about using the flowers' shade of red as a highlight/underline effect on-hover!!)
i did it!! i actually started a coding project for fun š now i just need to, ahem, finish it š
the last time i wrote ANY code for fun was when i was still learning to code for the first time in Khan Academy's Processing JS environment, so of course this project has to use p5.js for the nostalgia š„ŗ but it's main purpose is to give me the opportunity to code a bunch of cute lemons in a gif-ed pixel art(?) style.
i drew a crappy little mock-up on my phone with my thumbs šš so you can kinda see āØ the vision āØ (if you squint and tilt your head):
my thumbs got a little over-excited. my MVP (minimum viable product) is actually just the lemons + the words DAILY ZESTY š the key point here is setting goals so darn achievable i will never give up š
so, let's summarize the important specs:
special features that nothing else out there has: none š
work that could be accomplished without coding: literally everything šš
the promise of fun and a sense of personal accomplishment: is there āŗļø
me looking for fonts:
should i make my own font with my hand-writing since nothing is exactly matching what i want? š
the only font-maker for handwriting i've found won't work for Chinese or Korean š
OH MY GOD I HAD NO IDEA GOOGLE FONTS DON'T JUST WORK IN ALL LANGUAGES
WHY ISN'T THERE A FONT THAT SUPPORTS BOTH CHINESE AND KOREAN??
*imports three different fonts for English, Chinese, and Korean*
my font selection criteria: vibes š
now,,, colors have historically been "ok, whatever" territory for me, but i'm looking to (hopefully, slowly) change that as i work through this project...
yes, i know the green doesn't match my mock-up and i'm not even 100% convinced i even like the color in the mock-up, but that's not important FOR NOW. the main thing i wanted to get down was that the green part on top is colored by p5.js so that i can dynamically draw and animate the lemons on top of it while the color everywhere else is just plain CSS background-color
also toying with the idea of a softer off-white color for the div (the center box thingy) instead of smack-dab-in-your-face just the total absence of color that i kinda hate š¤¢ idk if changing the green will change how the white looks, we'll have to see~
š: overall pretty excited for this project since i rarely get to do creative design things at work and i don't often feel like i have a lot of agency ā i just have to build whatever is needed. this project is purposely designed to be kind of useless and unnecessary because it's just so freeing that way šļø it's also a welcome procrastination activity when i really should be studying my psychology coursework š¤
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I really feel like you have achieved a lot of what is most important in life, like such beautiful hikes, so much good fresh food, a hobby that you're good and successful at. I don't know, by contrast my standard career based life seems like the wrong direction. I feel inspired by you to change my life.
thank you, i am really lucky to be able to live this life! there is NOTHING wrong with having a career based life. I panic about my future often just bc you never know how long the ride will last in this business, but itās never too late to change aspects of ur life.
imo its about prioritizing what you think is important. i never hiked until a few years ago and now iāve done 60 mile backpacking trips. i mostly make all my own food because there isnāt any fast food available in my town period š and the restaurants we do have are expensive af so i much prefer to cook!! itās also something worth learning if you want.. nothing has impressed me more than making my own pasta noodles, sauce etc. itās really a great feeling lol
when i worked retail and art was just a hobby, i worked at it pretty relentlessly because i was obsessed š
id work all day then stay up all night drawing then work again tired af. now i just prioritize being outside and actively enjoying each season (if possible some places suck in the summer *texas*) but idk dude just keep on truckin and make little shifts. youāll probably notice big impact from small things āŗļø
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Iām new to f1 so I donāt know all the lore yet, but from your tags Iām guessing we donāt like Carlos Sainz sr?š
"we don't like carlos sainz sr" lmaooo yeah.
No i'm kidding. Carlos' (jr) fans are divided into 2 groups - those who like his dad and those who do not. I belong into the second group for now hah. I also think the picture is pretty self explanatory hah!
What I also found interesting was how Sr said he only started helping Carlos once he saw him work hard and after he proved himself. Idk, how about you believe in your son and help him from the start?? No just me? Okay nvm.
Okay so I do not wanna influence anyone with my opinions and i advice you to look into it and make your own, but for me he just is not the best example after I watched his documentary on redbull page.
Senior's approach towards Carlos as his son (and driver) looks so iffy. It's like he cared more about his achievements than about him as a person. Imagine your son gets his first podium (Brazil 2019 beloved) and your first words are "we're happy, enjoy the moment and keep working hard so it can be second and first step soon" which huh?
I am not saying he is a bad person, quite the opposite actually - also looks like a very good husband, but father to Carlos specifically? Eeeehhh well. Carlos also talked how he's father first (because of course), mentor and THEN friend. Also how he never praised him for his achievements, only told him what to do better and how his mother was worried their relationship will go to shit and I imagine little Carlos standing there, eager for some words of praise that never came.
I do think their relationship changed a looot since Carlos went to McLaren, but yk... Also he should stop mingling into Carlos' life at 29 lol. I know he wants the best, but more often than not it backfires and the result is internet in shambles.
Jr always has words of praise on the tip of his tongue about him, but I have yet to see it vice versa. All in all, I am not the biggest fan of him (but I don't hate him or anything, it's just eh yk) but I know he loves Carlos a loooooot and vice versa. Love and light if ppl like him, there is nothing wrong with that and they sometimes show they can have cute son father dynamic, but I still didn't find a reason to do so š
There is sooo much into the lore tbh and I cry a little every time I see them interact but yeppp that's itttt.
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Astro Observations: Solar Returns
Source: Predictive Astrology the eagle and the lark by Bernadette Brady
Aspect Edition: 2022
āļøNeptune- ascendant: changing your personality from how youāre seen from the outside perspective. This happens usually by an unfortunate event or when traveling to escape. Ending the image that you present to the world.
-how it manifested for me: my mom passed away this year and I feel I lost my identity and am just dissolving my upbeat positive personality that everyone saw me as happy go lucky. I feel my humor is darker and I just resonate more with despair and darkness even though in general Iām still a positive person. Itās like life is whooping my ass but Iām still smiling lol.
āļøNeptune- sun: confused about your role in life, wanting to escape and travel.
- how it manifested for me: I feel absolutely lost in life because of everything Iāve lost this year (my full time job as well) and I had identified myself as that role. Iām sometimes conflicted with my role in the astrology world as well. Anything in the esoteric because I feel Iām living a life in the 3D and then another life somewhere else (online actually). I donāt feel I fit in anywhere with people but I can mesh well with others. Also, Iām dying to travel and start a new life. I wanna travel internationally.
āļøUranus- MC: expect a sudden change in your job/career and your social status. For better or worse.
- how it manifested for me: my company laid me and 109 employees off š I guess Iām not suppose to be there š
āļøSaturn- Uranus: frustrated because achieving your goals is a slow progress.
- how it manifested for me: Iām so impatient cause it feels like everything is so damn slow. I have goals I wanna reach but it feels like I have to work even harder. Normally with my fitness goals Iāve had great luck and maybe itās because Iām not as strict as I was before. I still think for the most part I look good with my body but I was at my fittest in 2019. I was also frustrated cause I worked hard and I wanted a raise and then we all got laid off so now I gotta start over.
āļøSaturn- moon: feeling of loneliness and wanting to isolate. Feeling like no one supports you.
- how it manifested for me: I moved to another state all by myself. Despite it being a busy and social city, I felt alone and wanting to isolate myself. I felt like I met people but couldnāt make connections š„²
āļøSaturn- ascendant: being seen as more responsible and mature. Being as an authority.
- How it manifested for me: despite my Leo rising mannerisms and how I get along very well the youngins, I feel my piscean old soul def came out more. Also much more responsible especially since I lived on my own.
āļøUranus- moon: events occurring so fast that you donāt have time to process them or react. Being free of your emotions.
- How it manifested for me: so much happened this year that I donāt think I processed my moms death, losing my job, being dumped and also moving away. I know it happened but like I think I reacted for a bit and then moved on to distract. Iām in therapy which is nice but yeah. Also could be that my moon is in Taurus in the 12th house so I feel much more emotionally stable but also repressed cause I still donāt believe it or I do but Iām like idkā¦it happened?? Weird?? Iām dreaming right?
āļøUranus- sun: wanting to be free and re-classify yourself
- how it manifested for me: literally moved away because I felt trapped at home. I was more open about my love for astrology in my new city than I am in my hometown.
āļøNeptune- North Node: finding your spiritual path and a group/your ātribeā thatās in the category of the healing arts and esoteric. Diving into the metaphysical which pushes forward the person into a new life direction
- how it manifested for me: met you all in the Astro tumblr community š„¹š„ŗā¤ļø also dug deeper into astrology! Iāve studied it since 2018 but I went šÆ on it this gear. I also have a 9th house stellium in Aquarius in my SR.
āļøPluto-Venus: intense fated connection with an intimate relationship or an emotional ending of one.
Note: Pluto represents mother figures and family members and people connected with death & dying.
- how it manifested for me: I did meet a man and he has a Gemini rising and Taurus moon in the 12th in his natal. My SR is Gemini rising and Taurus moon in the 12th. He impacted me greatly and how I viewed men. He was great and Iām grateful for him š
2021: significant events
āļøNeptune- Venus: illusions in romantic relationships. Love life could be wonderful or will leave you to deal with the harsh truth after itās ended. Could possibly be conned.
- how it manifested for me: met a guy who is an Aquarius rising (my ascendant sign was Aquarius that year also) and when we dated I felt happy when being with him. But he ghosted (then he came back again and ghosted again) and I had to face the harsh reality of that. Iām sadly still recovering but Iāve made a lot of healing progress! I just know better now.
āļøUranus- ascendant: changes to a persons life such as name and physical body. A huge drive for change/freedom.
- how it manifested for me: I got cosmetic surgery š
but I love it š„°
I love astrology š enjoy!
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Hi! I'm alive (if anyone is wondering), but I have a lot of things on my mind and little time for writing. But I'll try my best to publish something (I don't know when yet), and not knowing what will come out first, I'm giving you a choice (because I'm the worst decision-maker I know š
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Also, thank you very much for all the kind words in your messages! Thanks to this, I am still trying to combine my (for now crazy and deorganized) life and school with writing. š¤š¤š¤š¤š¤š¤š¤š¤
I also gained 500 followers, for which I thank you from the bottom of my heart. I love you all, people. I never thought that I would reach such a number with my "systematicity" (i.e., the lack of it and the shy ass that I am š
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[I'm thinking about doing some special event to celebrate achieving these 500 followers. If anyone has an idea or something they would like to see here, I would be extremely grateful for sharing it with me šš¤. I was thinking about maybe making oneshots of the song you choose or the quotes you choose and I have to use them... idk š
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Once again, thank you very much for everything! š„°š
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Congrats on achieving 50 followers!!š„³š„³ I love your writing; theyāre so enjoyable and i always look forward to more of ur ficsāŗļø. May I request for ikepri, the suitors are chevalier and gilbert; emma and gilbert are in love w/each other and chev has an unrequited love for emma. Im not sure whose pov i want cuz theyāre both interesting so iāll let u decideš
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Thank you so much for the congratulations and praise, I'm glad you enjoy what I write! I liked this one because idk other peoples opinions but it really does seem like this the way they set Gilbert's route up. So I took advantage of that fact and the fact they kind of left Emma's opinion on/feelings for Chevalier as debatable, again that's my opinion but I enjoy the what ifs with the directions of her feelings. I will be posting this fic tomorrow so you have something to look forward to then, I'm not sure why but when trying to respond to asks with the fic I have no end of formatting issues lately. I hope you enjoy it and I will be sure to mention and tag you in it!
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