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complete-clownery · 5 months

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Hahaha okay rant about this amazing fanfic (you probably heard of this one already but still)

So whenever it comes to explaining and writing under my posts I just get lazy but I need to push through this cuz I need to talk

So the fanarts were made for the lmk fanfiction sunbreak, that a lot of you (probably mostly shadowpeach shippers) had read, and it is amazing, I read trough it as fast as my brain let me and as you can see it has pleasantly scratched my brain so much so that I even (attempted) to make fanart for it

Ngl if I wasn't a major pussy I would try to illustrate the whole thing or make covers for each chapter but Im unable to work on something more than 2 hours and I would want those to look good, but good looking art (if I don't mess up) takes 6 hours ughh--- annoying much---

Anyways I'm not good with literature but man is this fix a masterpiece *chefs kiss* its everything its amazing, I was unable to put it down once I started it

Okay i dont think I have the brain capacity to explain how much I worship the writer of this masterpiece @ladygreenfrisbee , so i'm just going to talk about the drawings a tad

So first picture with Red Son and MK its sort of like an au in the fic where the whole lbd plot is somehow nonexistent and after Macaque gets to his sisters domain they settle down and raise the kids together without much of an issue aside from assassinations keep happening and trying not to get in trouble with the heavens

Id like to think that Gongzhu still wouldn't let the court tailors to put any form of red or gold on MKs outfits and only allowed the yellow after when MK was old enough to declare that yellow was his favorite color, but even now she would insist on some form of purple and shadow motives to let others know who the mother is

We also got baby MK and toddler Red Son and sassy LIF and Mac

Third pic with the lion: I don't know what it was or why but I just love general Song so much--- he's a major dickhead but sgvshshsevkdididhr (actually I kinda love all the original characters in this one, from the generals to the old lady in the beginning of the book, (gosh I also wanna draw some scenes from those chapters I loved how Mac and she interacted hshsjsj))

so chapter 34 was probably my favorite so far I re read it about two more times cuz it was amazing to see Macaque being the schemer he is and try to piss of Song lol

Last picture: its a sketch/a wip or whatever (probably not going to finish it but im still putting it there cuz its somewhat decent looking)

Its the part where Wukong remembered of Macaque finally finding him and asking for him to come back to flower fruit mountain.

I tried to make Macaque look more unhinged on this one but since I didn't finish it I dont think its that noticable so fuck that but I also gave him a halo like the saints to symbolise his suffering and what not (thought it looked cool and fitting think whatever you want about it lol)

And that all ((((hollly mother))))

If you read this trough, thank you and congrats👏👏

#clown does art #lego monkey kid #lmk sunbreak #sunbreak #shadowpeach #lmk macaque #six eared macaque #lmk mk #lmk red son #fanfiction #lmk #lmk pif #princess iron fan

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swxxtsxcchxrine · 11 months

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Hi idk if you're taking asks but if you are can you please write Miguel with a pregnant wife?

Thank you in advance!!

i'm so sorry i'm replying to your asks so late, ive been soooo busy bro like im so fucked cuz i might be in legal trouble but like life happens innit.

anywaysssss, this ask is soooo cute omdss

after the birth of your daughter, Miguel has been obsessed with the idea of you being pregnant. him finding out that you were pregnant with another child had him jumping for joy. the man wouldn't let you lift a finger even if it was to change the TV channel. "princesa, make sure you take care of mommy for me, ok?" he says, giving his daughter a fat kiss across the cheek. your due date was soon approaching and the house was bare of groceries. "daddy, where do babies come from?" the 5 year old ask curiously. "ok, that's enough, daddy needs to go shopping," you said, picking up your child and telling Miguel to pick his jaw up off the floor. "come on bubba, lets go bake an apple pie," you waddled to the kitchen.

2 hours of chasing your daughter around with flour flew by, and before you knew it, your husband was home with several bags full of shopping. hearing the persistent screams of terror and her squeals of joy had Miguel standing on edge. he opened the door to the kitchen to find a horror scene. flour, milk eggs and butter was splayed all across the kitchen. the pie dough had just been made and was sitting haphazardly in the pie pot in the middle of the island. both you and your daughter froze, both exchanging looks of concern.

"i left you too alone, for 2 hours. and i come home to this mess you created. how could you do this to me. how could you have this much fun without me?" Miguel feigned hurt. "i can't believe-" he was cut off by a big fat splat on his face and the tale tell sounds of a high pitched giggle. a mixture of eggs and flour was dripping down his stern face. "oh, you are so getting it now," he sneers as his daughter squeals and runs around the kitchen. the sounds of her small feet slapping against the tiled floors.

his daughter cowed against a wall. realising she had nowhere so go, her shrieks increased in pitch. "now i've got you were i want," Miguel chuckles lowly. "now i've got you where i want," you exclaim raising your hands to dump half a bag of flour on his big head. you can't help it as you let out a loud laugh. Miguel sighed in defeat, smiling as he watched his two girls in pure joy. your bulbous belly had you waddling up the stairs with your daughter to go and wash her up before bed as it was getting late and there were eggs in her hair. Miguel had agreed to clean the kitchen and after some argument - since you were the one to mess it up - Miguel briefly shut you up and told you wash up and get ready for bed because tomorrow you guys had to go shopping for the baby and see if Miles was available to babysit your daughter when you went in labour.

your daughter was sound asleep and you'd just finish your skincare routine by the time Miguel came out of the shower. his towel hung low, just below his v-line. his abs glistening in your low bedroom light. his hair dripped down his neck. "you ready for bed, baby?" he asked, coming up behind you to put your butt-length braids into your bright pink bonnet matching with your pjs. he walked over to your shared bed, as you followed soon after. "she most definitely takes after you," you chuckle, facing your husband. "don't even. you and i know damn well she takes after you," he snaps. "well either way, she's honestly the best thing to have happened to us. and now we have another thing coming," you sigh rubbing your belly. "i wonder who he'll take over," Miguel says.

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suhstaste · 1 month

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im going to rant about carlos sainz and charles leclerc and lewis hamilton for a second and this is all in regards to ferarri and recent achievements (or lack thereof) of certain drivers.

firstly i do want to say that carlos is a good driver. i think he’s hitting his prime right now and is arguably the hottest prospect in the drivers market for next year. but. i think charles has a higher ceiling and higher prime.

yes carlos outperformed charles in bahrain and australia and in regards to aus there wasn’t massive issues w charles car unlike in bahrain. but in bahrain with a massive brake issue charles still wrestled that car into p4 right behind carlos.

the point is, carlos and charles are pretty evenly matched but statistically more times than not charles does seem to outperform the spaniard. they’re both very good at the end of the day and ferarri made the decision they did and carlos rightfully so is putting up the performances of his life cuz he’s fighting for a seat! either way that car is very good and i think if circumstances allow we might see another ferarri win (hopefully charles this time).

speaking of which, im glad that ferarri car is good because whatever mercedes got going on does not look too hot. im not going to damn mercedes right now because that’s a story for another day.

on lewis. there has been annoying takes on him recently. don’t let the last 3 races allow u to forget that he was 1) p3 in the drivers championship last year, ahead of BOTH ferarris, and mclarens who had finished the year off pretty strong, and 2) was the main reason that mercedes finished p2 just mere points ahead of ferarri in the constructors.

i saw a podcast say that if u took a sample size of lewis’s career in the last 4-5 years it wouldn’t be as impressive and that is such a bs take bc he has quite literally won 2 (3) WDC’s since 2019 and yes, since 2022 he hasn’t won a race and that is troubling but the machinery that mercedes has produced hasn’t been that great. george did win in 2022 but 1 win in over 2 years isn’t a good look on mercedes.

let’s not act like a 7 time world champion, who has a 103 wins under his belt, if given that ferarri wouldn’t win more and be fighting for the championship. let’s not do this recency bias thing.

is carlos sainz a good driver? yes. will he be at the top of the drivers market for 2025? yes. will ferarri lose sleep over not having him anymore ? no. they have lewis fucking hamilton now.

next year will be exciting and im curious to see where carlos goes and how lewis will perform with a capable car finally ( and if ferarri are successful in poaching adrian newey hehe )

#sir lewis hamilton #lewis hamilton #carlos sainz #charles leclerc #scuderia ferrari #mercedes amg f1 #formual one #f1

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inarebelliousstage · 1 year

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so, im gonna be honest w/ u guys. im not having the best time of my life with happiness, so.. i write to make myself feel better. this one has mammon and it's about sleep cuz I've been havin trouble sleeping.

enjoy!

Sleepyhead.

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You exhaled heavily, eyes locked on the ceiling. Not being able to sleep surely had sucked these past few days. Your eyes glided over to where Mammon had been asleep next to you, his face calmed as his mouth was opened, letting out soft snores.

You wished that had been you. Slowly, you sat up, hands resting in your lap. You began to scroll your brain through all the ideas of why you haven't been able to sleep.

Just then.

"Ehh?... Whaddya doin' awake?" You heard Mammon finishing with a yawn.

"Just couldn't sleep. Didn't mean to wake you." You sighed, gently. Mammon sat up next to you, rubbing the sleep from his eyes.

You sat in silence for a bit, until Mammon broke it.

"Well, if ya need somethin' I'm your demon— so don't be callin' someone else." Mammon huffed a bit, arms crossed.

It was adorable how jealous he had gotten, and you haven't done anything.

Slowly, you leaned over, pressing a chaste kiss to his cheek, watching in the dark. Mammon turned red, and even though you could barely see, you knew it.

"Come, lay down." You muttered quickly, laying down. Mammon soon followed—after he calmed himself down from his heart attack. You grabbed his arm, placing it around your waist as you snuggled up securely, to his chest.

You could hear his heartbeat pound harder and harder the more you stayed in that position. Yet, it was sending you to sleep.

"O–Oi— Human— Y-You're.. really warm.." You heard Mammon muster. You nodded gently, slowly dozing off as you placed soft kisses on his chest.

"I love you, human. I-I— really do.."

#obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me one master to rule them all #mammon #om mammon #obey me mammon #the great mammon #mammon obey me #mammon avatar of greed #mammon x reader #gn reader

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stopthatfool · 10 months

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More headcanons! yahoo! (specifically icemav)

1. Ice drinks both coffee and tea, but actually prefers tea. He forced himself to drink coffee for the caffeine to help him stay awake and alert, so now he likes it because of how often he drinks it. (i don’t know that much about the military but i don’t know how many staff rooms are gonna have kettles next to their coffee machines and if military men are gonna openly admit to drinking tea lol)

2. I think a woman in his life, either his mom or grandmother, used to make him a cup of tea every night and it was a part of his nightly ritual. Whenever he gets the chance he tries to keep up that tradition and make himself a cup of tea whenever navy life allows.

3. Maybe I’m biased but i think Ice would drink any tea (as long as it’s good quality) but i think he would slightly prefer black teas. His mom or grandmother would always put honey and milk in it and he tended to drink green teas when he was sick so he associates them with an upset stomach, stuffy nose or a sleepless night. (or this could just be projecting onto fictional characters)

2. Mav on the other hand always hated tea. like hated it and he only ever drinks coffee. He never understood the appeal of it, if it’s not that caffeinated then what’s the point? And I think he probably only had tea like... made in the microwave, where someone puts the milk in first. No wonder he hates tea.

4. Mav hates tea until Ice makes him tea one night and makes him tea the right way. With an actual kettle and the milk added after the water and tea bags. And at first, Mav feels too bad to tell Ice the truth and say that he hates tea after he went through all the trouble to make him a cup. But Ice’s tea rocks Maverick’s world. he finishes the whole cup. Ice makes him a classic cup of english breakfast or earl grey with a little bit of honey and a dash of milk.

5. Mav will only drink tea when Ice makes it. It doesn’t matter if someone makes Mav the exact same brand of tea, with the same type of honey and milk, Mav only likes Ice’s tea.

6. I think after the DADT repeal it allowed them to actually finalize and re-establish the tradition that Ice’s family started. Ice makes them both a cup of tea each night while Mav puts on a record.

7. I feel it deep in my soul that Mav’s mom loved country music, like Tammy Wynette, Patsy Cline, Loretta Lynn, Glen Campbell, Linda Ronstadt, Dolly Parton etc etc. Mav would never tell anyone willingly that he knows all the words to Stand By Your Man or the entirety of Dolly Parton’s album Just Because I’m a Woman. (he definitely thinks he should not be listening to them cuz its not “manly” or something)

8. But after the DADT repeal those are the records and artists Mav puts on as Ice makes the tea, just like Mav’s mom used to do when his dad was around. Mav used to watch his parents slow dance and sing along to Crazy by Patsy Cline. He just wants to share the thing his family used to do, just like Ice is doing as he makes them tea, regardless of how “unmanly” it may seem to himself and other men.

god im sick of these old men in love, they’re so stupid and controlled by gender stereotypes and expectations forced upon them. “Maverick is a rebel” my ass, bro can’t even listen to Dolly Parton without feeling guilty and ashamed. im SICK of them.

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lildrabbles · 9 months

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Chapter 1: I got saved

2007! Raphael x Female! Reader

Summary: Just a normal day on the job, but when disaster strikes, a mysterious man comes to the rescue.

Warnings: None, if there are just lemme know!

A/N: GUYS I ACTUALLY FINISHED IT EARLY IM SO HAPPY, also I'm sorry that i made this a female reader, its just a lot easier for me so im sorry if it offends anyone. But I'm so excited with how this turned out but please let me know if there are any mistakes <3 Enjoy your read!!

You woke up on the bedroom floor, you must've rolled off the bed in the middle of the night. You groaned as you shielded the sunlight leaking through your blinds. You untangled your legs from your blanket, and stood up, throwing the blanket on your bed. You stretched and yawned, starting to make your way to the bathroom.

After doing your bathroom duties and getting dressed, you went into the kitchen for some breakfast. You weren't that hungry, so you just grabbed and apple and a water. You put your water in your bag, and started to gather all your work stuff up.

You took a long exhale. "Todays gonna be a good day." You said confidently, and out the door you went to the convience store you worked at. When you arrived you waved to your coworker, Liz.

"Oh hey Y/N," Liz smiled at you as she started to gather up her things You smiled back. "Hey. How are you?"

"Oh you know, the usual. No robberies yet so just fine," she chuckled. You continued a little small talk until it was time for her shift to end. You said your goodbyes and you assumed your position behind the counter.

The day wasn't that busy, a guy tried to shoplift but he was fairly easy to deal with. At about 8:30 pm, when it started to get dark, a man with his hood up came in. He was walking kind of funny, looking like he was a bit sketched out. So you kept your guard up but kept a smile on your face. He walked around for a couple minutes, before walking up to the counter.

"Did you have any purchases today?" You asked warily. The man rubbed the side of nose, sniffing a bit, before lifting his sweater a bit to show a gun sticking out of his jeans.

He smirked up at you and said in a drunken voice, "You know the rodeo right? You give me the money and no one gets in trouble." Your mouth went dry as your heart sank. You had never had a robbery before, Liz had told you about her experience with one but all of her advice suddenly left your mind.

"I-I'll call the police." You warned, your voice wavering from fear. The man groaned and rolled his eyes, quickly taking the gun out from his jeans and pointing it at you. "Listen lady, I don't want to hafta shoot you cuz then I'll get in trouble. So just do as your told!" He shouted.

Your heart started to hammer in your chest as your fingers searched underneath the countertop to find the emergency button. Since this had happened before, they installed a button that would alert the police when it happened again.

When you found the button you hit it three times in panic, before standing up from your stool shakily. "O-okay, no need to shoot.." You turned around and started searching for a bag, trying to stall. The man huffed and threw a bag he had pulled out of his pocket at your back.

You flinched, nodding a little before turning to the cash register. Your fingers fumbled a little, but eventually you pushed a button and started to slowly put money in the bag.

"Come on lady! Hurry it up!" He said in a rush, waving the gun around. "S-sorry!" You glanced out the window, still no sirens. You took a shaky breath, expecting no one to come. As you emptied the entire register, you hesitated before handing the money over the counter. "Okay you have everything, please just go now," You said shaking a bit.

The guy chuckled. "Well I don't want any witnesses do I now?" He said as he pointed the gun at your chest. Your heart jumped to your throat, before someone came crashing through the door and knocked the guy down. You screamed and ducked down under the counter, covering your head.

You could hear them wrestling around a bit, the gun getting knocked out of his hand. After a bit of struggling, you heard one final punch, before the struggle stopped.

"Nighty night, fella." You heard a rough voice with a heavy Manhattan accent say and some more shuffling.

You opened your eyes, and hesitantly stood up to see what was happening. The man (assuming a man from the voice) who had burst in was in a black suit, with a black motorcycle helmet on. And, strangely enough, had what looked like a metal turtle shell on the back of the suit.When he saw you gawking at him, he cleared his throat. "Sorry about the mess. You got any rope?" He said in a gruff voice, putting his hands on his hips.

You stuttered a bit. "U-uh, um w-we have..." You looked around when you spotted a measuring tape. Why it was behind the counter, don't ask.

"W-we have a measuring tape." You picked it up and walked around the counter, handing it to him.

"Thanks, kid." He took it and turned back to the man he had knocked out on the floor.

When he kneeled down to start tying him up, you looked at his hands. You tilted your head a bit. He only had 3 fingers. Why did he only have three fingers? Wait, that was rude, don't ask him that. But why did he have a weird turtle shell on the back of his suit? And why was he the one to save you?

You had so many questions that your mind started to wander and go blank. You snapped back to reality when the feeling of a bag getting shoved into your hands.

"Here. The police will be here any second." As if on que, sirens could be heard getting closer.

You looked back up at him. "Dont be getting robbed again, you hear me?" He said, before he ran out into the street, running across the street into an alleyway, and he was gone into the night. You were still in shock when the police pulled up, a couple officers running inside, one going up to you as the rest go over to the tied up man.

You felt a hand on your shoulder and you shook yourself out of your stunned phase, looking up at the officer. "Are you okay? What happened here?" You looked at him for a moment before looking down at the bag full of money in your hands. "I... I got saved."

#raphael x reader #2007 raph #2007 raphael x reader #tmnt #tmnt x reader #raph x reader #raphael tmnt #raphael x y/n #raphael x female reader

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sirensea14 · 7 months

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DOUBLE TROUBLE The Comic

[Read from left to right and top to below]

Tw:(mild) BLOOD and VIOLENCE

I finally finished it, yayyyy! WHAHAHHAHAHA

(sorry for my ugly handwriting btw💀 I tried my best to make it readable as possible, also the reason the lightings are different each page is bcoz i pictured all of these at different times, the last page is so cramped up lol) read the alt texts for some dumb explanations/clarifications--

Based from the fnf song "Devil's Gambit" from Indie Cross. Supposed ta be animated, but im still at beginner level tho so imma gonna have to wait. For now, enjoy comics! (i hope you can forgive me for SOOO MUCH ERRORS in there, it aint perfect, i also think the short storyline is garbage, i think i messed it up)

RUNES PORTRAYED:

Lift rune ( tho faded in the first panel of page 2)

Angel's curse rune

Tree rune

Rune array of:

Clarity rune;

Light rune;

Courage rune (partially seen in page 4 panel 8);

Focus rune and;

Day rune

(tho im pretty sure this aint how runes work in Inky mystery but this is my headcanon lol🤷)

Date of Creation : late August 2023 (Aug 30 I think)

Date of Completion : Oct 14 2023

Sorry if it aint that much amazing or exciting as u expect cuz i made it sound like its amazing but its actually garbage💀💀💀

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mediumgayitalian · 2 months

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idk if you've seen me going feral in the tags of your works but hi hello!! I've spent the last like, three ish hours just going thru some of your fics and I just wanted to tell you how absolutely amazing your writing is and how much I adore reading your stuff!! like im actually 20 mins late to my shift cuz I was too wrapped up in reading absolutely everything. I haven't finished yet cuz I do have to clock in, but I will be back and I will be thinking about your solangelo for the next 4 hours until I get out of work <3

HJDSHSSJDBS I SAW LOL I HOPE YOU DIDN'T GET IN TROUBLE

#thank you! i am flattered :D #ask

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notetaeker · 2 years

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October 15, 2022 - Saturday | Fall Challenges 2/30 + 6/30

Migraine day part two✌️I couldn’t go to my meeting because I was busy taking headache naps 😭 but the one thing I accomplished today is filling out the student loan relief form… half my loans would be gone if it works out ! That alone gave me so much joy lmao - I also spent a lot of time with my mom who sat by my bedside this morning as if I was a kid again 💔 honestly I’ve always tried so much to not give my parents any trouble or make them worry lmao I guess this is teaching me (again) that things won’t go my way just cuz I try hard 🥲 you just have to accept things as they come.

📚 Currently finishing House of Many Ways. I’m almost done but I don’t want to finish it. I’ve kind of been reading it very slowly the way you take small bites of some dessert you wish wouldn’t end😭

📝 As for languages im trying to learn - my native language is English/Bangla (diaspora amirite) and languages I am learning: Korean, Spanish, Arabic

#except korean I refuse to learn it more it has hogged all my brain space and I even was a translator for a while #(translator of vlives fjfjf not too prestigious lol) but imagine an actual translating job :’)#tranquilfallbuddies #studyingunderthefallingleaves #studyblr #studyspo #notes #productivity challenge

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the1975attheirverybest · 1 year

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i just need some tender caring matty right now. im so touch staved and in need of some form of affection it's really hard for me at the moment sorry to bother you

I’m so sorry that you are having a hard time baby 💝 I’m here if you wanna talk about it. Never apologize! You’re not bothering me at all!! Here’s a little something. Just wrote this on the spot and I’ve been having major writing insecurity, so idk if it’s any good, but I hope it can at least make you smile.

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Matty smiled and sprung to his feet as soon as he heard the door click open.

“Hi, baby!” He chirped as he watched her walk into their home, and peel off the layers of clothing she’d stuffed herself into earlier that day.

She was caught off guard. She hadn’t expected him to be home yet. In fact, she distinctly remembers him saying that he would be at the studio all night tonight. Which is why she hadn’t bothered to even smile. The surprise shaking her emotions even more.

Matty’s brows furrowed as he made his way towards her. Even in the dim light of their entryway, he could see the look on her face. “Hey…what’s the matter?”

His soft, cooing tone was tugging at her heartstrings. She forced herself to smile weakly. It wasn’t his fault that she’d had the worst day imaginable. He was clearly in a great mood before she walked in, and she didn’t want to bring him down. She shook her head, “nothin”

Matty knew her too well to believe the lie. He placed his hands on her shoulders, squeezing gently and watching her relax as his simple gesture had located the pressure points in her body. He smiled softly at her. “Hey, tell me what’s going on…”

She looked up at him, his eyes twinkling, his beautiful hair hanging loosely all over his face, a loving smile reflected on his lips. The sight of him, alone, could make her forget all her troubles. She felt herself breathe again. Her mind slowed down. The spiral she had been caught in seemed to unwind. Perhaps for the first time today.

“Just- umm- had a bad day.”

Matty’s face scrunched, as if feeling sympathy pains. Her wrapped her fully in his arms, squeezing her to his side and kissing her forehead. “I’m sorry, my love.” He spoke against her head. “You’re home now. Bad day is over.”

She felt her lips physically curve into a smile as she leaned her body weight onto him.

“C‘mon. Sit down.” He led her over to the couch where he’d been sitting moments ago. “Take a sip of this, it’ll help.” He handed her his tea mug before slotting his body behind hers and proceeding to massage her shoulders.

Her eyes fluttered shut, her head tilting backwards.

Matty giggled, “careful you’ll spill your tea.”

“Just- don’t worry about it. Keep doing what you’re doing -that feel so…good.”

He smiled, pleased with his own skillful touch.

He was right though. Moments later, she felt her body relaxing into mush, and she worried she would no longer be able to hold up the mug. Placing it back on the coffee table, she crawled up the couch to snuggle him. He pulled her into his lap, her legs draped across his body, her feet hanging off the other side. She rested her head against his chest, sighing deeply and taking in his scent. They remained perfectly still for a long minute.

Once her mind had returned to the present. She looked up at him through her lashes. “You’re home early.” Finally noticing what she’d been too stressed to acknowledge.

“George and I ended up finishing a whole song. Wrapped up earlier than expected. And thank god I did, cuz you needed me.”

She smiled, nodding at him.

“Well, what do you say I go get us some dinner? Little takeaway. I’ll run you a bath to enjoy while I’m gone. We can eat, then, when you’re ready, I’ll fuck you nice and good. Make sure you forget allllll about your day, hmm?”

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cluelylikesporn · 5 months

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okay exam update cuz im actually really pissed off.

so im autistic + adhd, and only been diagnosed relatively recently, so i havent really been getting assistance until now. (autism diagnosis last year, adhd 2 years ago.)

my last exam was (still is) this period, and im going home once i finish it. one of my other exams i was sent to special ed (it’s called different things in australia and other schools but i dont wanna get doxxed) and the chick helping me (we’ll call her charlie) told me she couldnt even read the questions out to me… like i legit get more help in my normal exam conditions.

she told me WHILE HAVING A PANIC ATTACK “i think i know why your so upset, because you know you dont listen in class and just sleep and draw on your hand.” cunt, what..?

HOW ARE YOU WORKING WITH NEURODIVERGENT KIDS..?

i literally have spent my whole life wondering why i cant listen in class and hearing “just reread it.” or “your not listening hard enough.” is so fucking tiring. maybe explain it? she refused to help me because i “wasnt approved” to have a helper

the school knows im autistic so why do i have to be approved to get the help i need? like you dont have to make up all these forms and files. you have teachers who can help me literally in the building who could help me but you refuse.

okok i got rlly off topic but tldr on what happened today:

my teacher sent me to the special ed area to do my exam (last time he did they told me to go back) also shout out to my english teacher hes a legend. he gave me my sheet, i took a ritalin, said bye to the people i liked and left. (i used to take ritalin daily but now i jst take it to focus better in exams and shit)

i went to se and saw a couple kids i knew. one i hated and didnt know why he was there, one who has some mental problems so i understood why he was there. hes a sweetie. and some chick i knew who broke her wrist and had to write on a laptop.

so one by one they were assigned a teacher who would sit with them and help them/ read out questions and then the lady said “oh chloe your not supposed to be here, you have to go back to class.”

are you fucking kidding me.

i completely understand its not her or my teachers fault im not meant to be there, but im allowed to be a little frustrated. i asked why i kept getting sent here and why i couldn’t get help.

same shit about documents and boring stuff.

keep in mind i get ndis funding so i thought that would impact my education experience but nope, literally nothing. i also understand there could be things my mum hasnt done and that’s completely ok she has her own life, but also THE SCHOOL KNOWS IM AUTISTIC. that should be enough. its like i only get the help if i start ditching class and become an eshay or some shit like i shouldnt have to become a troubled kid to get help.

so the lady said my only benefit i even got from the school is like 5 minutes extra time. and she told me i could either go back to class or do my exam here( which means i could get no help/ questions read to me.)

ngl this was dumb of me but i said ok bc i didnt want to go back to class after saying bye to everyone😭

so i sat there with one airpod in, a pen that didnt fucking work, the only help i could get was eavesdropping on what the assistant teachers were saying but they were so quiet. i did manage to write some stuff but it was pretty fucking stressful. i couldnt stop thinking about what charlie said (the lady helping me with my maths the week before.)

this may sound super dumb but i saw a crow fly onto a table outside and i felt like it was watching over me. like it was looking right at me. it made me feel a bit better and i got some work done.

it wouldve been fine if those fucking assistant teachers didnt keep giving me pitiful looks like bro. i know im fucked.

anyway i finished my exam (barely) and went to the bathroom to tell my friend ab what happened, caught a bus home and am about to play dbd 😾

sorry for the long post im jst so pissed😭 but ily guys and ill post i swear🙏

song of the day:

#five nights at freddy's #fnaf movie #spotify #the walking dead #dead by daylight #metal #metallica #elvira #autism #adhd #spiderman #scott pilgrim #rammstein #elton john #australia #exams

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nerves-nebula · 1 year

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2012 has so much room for character analysis. And analysis in general.

I watched it when It was coming out on tv and have been rewatching it for the past couple months very slowwwllllyyyy. Shshsbbdd

Anyway I'm just getting nna ramble my analysis in your direction.

Starting with Mikey! Par tof the reason people sorta cling to Mikey I think is cuz like, splinter sorta ignores him.

It's this sorta odd thing going on where we have scenes like splinter telling Donnie to act more like Mikey cuz he's thinking to much and it's impeding his abilities cuz he's overthinking. Which, is an attempt to address Donnie's anxiety albeit in not the best way but it sorta worked?

Which means splinter is acknowledging mikeys fighting prowess. And that Mikey not thinking to hard and just doing is a good skill to be able to execute.

But ALSO, we get a scene of when the boys first got their weapons, and splinter tells everyone why they're getting what weapon, and why they'll enjoy it. Except Mikey. Mikey just gets nunchucks. Which, is dead ass the hardest weapon to wield there so what the fuck dude?

And Mikey is, so fuckin smart. His brain just in Canon goes too fast for him to remember words and shit. He's so adhd frfr

But Leo is dead ass the golden child. Like, everyone asked to be leader, cuz they are teen boys, but splints chose Leo cuz "he asked for it" and then instills all his ideals in him! He's treated like he's the best at everything and is expected to be the best at everything AND to care for his brothers. And he can only feels like he doesn't really have a life. Which leads into the whole Leo develops a crush on his half sister while not knowing she's his half sister nonsense.

Donnie is just, he's the smart one. He's stressed all the time, but also a. Fucking simp who is never reprimanded by his dad for how he treats april, which he really should be! Having mindmap of every possible way an interaction could go with her is creepy! And literally stalking her!!!! Donnie's also the one who deals with Timothy and he gets in trouble for it with splints despite not even wanting to be dealing with it himself. It's a mess.

Raph has just, obvious anger issues. And splinter does not address them in a healthy way frequently. It's a lot of, "just breathe" and Raph is just: "I want to punch someone or something yesterday."

OH and splint sets his brothers shoot him with plungers while yelling at him and roah like, has a whole ass panic attack. That manifests aggressively cuz raphs anger oh so obviously comes from anxiety. But splinter like never picks up on that.

2012 splints treats the boys like students more then sons ALOT. But also cares about them enough to do shit like, break brain control cuz he didn't wanna kill them ✌️

I could probably word that better but I'm still a little high on laughing gas rn cuz I just had a dentist appointment.

yall be out here writing fandom dissertations & shit after going to the DENTIST yknow what I do after going to the dentist??? lay around in mild agony cause my sensitive ass teeth hurt...

anyway these are fun times.

i still cant get over the fact that i made my neglected turtles stay underground and never go out as a way to reflect my weird family isolation as a kid and then i watched the first ep of 2012 and it was like "yea they're fifteen and they've never left the sewers. they only know each other" and im LIKE!! WHAT!! THEY'VE LITERALLY ALMOST FINISHED PUBERTY AND THEY NEVER LEFT THEIR HOME???? THEY ONLY KNOW EACH OTHER????

i dont think the writers understand how fucked up that makes you and your relationships to people and its just like a part of the turtles story i guess???

LIKE THINKING ABOUT IT, I GET IT, and im sure thats how it is in a lot of tmnt iterations, but thats crazy. these boys would be so fucked up irl.

sorry for the ramble i just aint got much to say about ur analysis, cant say if i agree or not cause i aint even watched much 2012 lol.

#nnstuff #ask #tmnt 2012

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bonniethebun · 1 year

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I"ve got

TWST BRAINROT✨

So i thought i may give It a shot at writing this Lil idea i drafted in my head

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I just thought this as Fem yuu but i ended up writing It as GN as i could, the only fact is that yuu's hair is long

Feel free to read it either romantic or platonic

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BRAIDING HAIR (MOSTLY 3RD YEARS)

The class bell to the course of 1st years rang to announce their break period, normally the ramshackle perfect would be seen hanging out with other 2 freshies, but those 2 we're known to get in trouble rather quickly. Due to one of them screwing Up part of a project (dont bother asking Who was the culprit, that fight Will never go DOWN) ace and deuce stayed at the classroom talking with the teacher, asking a classmate about the Next class

" the teacher had a appointment so that class is cancelled for the day"

Roaming the patio in search for a way to kill time, Who or how could you hang out ? Most of the people you know are in their class, expect the third years. If you're not wrong the"ll have P.E meaning they had extra time to change uniform and stretch, maybe saying Hi to trey and Cater was the best option. Mid walk you runned into Ortho.

_Hi Lil Shroud

_Good morning Prefect

_ what are you up to day ?

_ not much, just grabbing a water bottle for my brother.

_ He'S alredy at EP, weird that he ALREDY doesnt take an extra water bottle

At the mentionf of the class his voice had a very sutile change of tone

_ Hes been needing more and more water every session of this class, i know it's supposed to be good but i know it's rather for his lack of physical condition than making a good habit

_Its that so ? I think i can help relieve a little bit of the problem if you want me to

_ you do ???

_maybe, i was heading the the running track either way, but i"ll need grab a hair comb for your brothers hair

And before even finishing the instruction the boy runned to grab what you had asked for so you Two could go straight to where PE Was usually done

_ so what's your plan for the comb Prefect

_ oh im gonna teach you how to braid

_ braid hair ?? How's that gonna help ??

_ with all due respect, your brothers hair is too long and he doesnt keep It, hes probably getting more sweaty and hot cuz he doesnt tie his hair properly

_ Well i Hope your idea works!!! Im still exited that your gonna teach me something

Very short before arriving you bumped into just the guys you we're searching

_ heeeeeyy mini Shroud, Prefect, what brings you to our class babies ?

_ never thought you jogged

_ not much guys, just helping Ortho

_ The prefect's gonna teach me how to braid hair !!!

_ AWWWWWWW THAT'S TOTE ADORBS !, wish i could record youu

_ Who says you cant ? We're doing idia's hair

_ I ... Dont think that would be an easy task guys

_ sorry guys, dont wanna burst your Bubble but i gotta agree with Trey, that's totally mission imposible

_ that aint stopping me

The 4 went and meet the other 3rd years alredy warming Up for Vargas hell class, even if It was a simple flying lesson tha Guy knew how to EXHAUST THEM.

Vil and rook were there. impressivly even leona was there, lying down but there. You went on to greet the ones you personally knew. Ortho quickly went on to deliver what Idia asked for.

_ Oh THANK GOD you made It in time

_ of course Bro, by the way-

_ Hold on why do you brought my comb ?

_ The ramshackle's Prefect told me braiding your help would help you not to over Heat during PE

_ Sorry not gonna happpen

That was your cue to aproach the Two, as son as He Saw you he knew something awkard was gonna happpen, his fly or fight instint really were about to make him BOOK IT, by muscle memory he sat up and tried to leave

_ com'on dude dont be like that

_ Noppity nope. Yo known ion like attention !

_ i alredy told Ortho

Even if you Two we're kinda comfy due both being playing buddies, something like that was too extrovert of his liking. But he saw Orthos puppy's, well its not exactly puppy eyes but he knew his Lil sibling too well

_ i know you dont exactly like It, but from a long haired person that hates P.E to another im just trying to give you a tip

In his POV, every single person around was hyper focusing in the conversation, making him want to back Up even more, but again He couldn't resist his Lil brother's Plea

_ IS for your owmn good and i really wanna do this.

Still he didnt want to be peer presured

_ its no use i told you, i dont want to get frilled Up rn

The voice of The very one and only Vil chimmed from where he was sitting

_ If you really get Idia to do this you May as well the the level of the great Seven

You scoofed trying to get the attention out of the comment he made, in a desperate try to get Idia to Understand what you wanna do

_ listen you want to keep be uncomfy and all sweaty during this or want the help, It"ll be quick. Plus Ortho IS the one learning, ill only intervine if i must

That almost "mother scolding her child" tone was the last nail in the coffin for him to succub, only hoping that the embarrsing moment would at least be worth ir

_ i swear if this doesnt least help a bit-

_ Ortho he said yes

_hurray!!

NOW Idia could say people were watching, most in awe of how you and the robot child manage to make him bend. Deciding to stick to what you said, you just gave Ortho the instructions

_ first take all the hair and part It in three strands

_ like this ??

_ good enough, now just Cross over the strands

Robots seems to take instructions REALLY literal, he was struggling and your BEST option was to just guide his hand so you did.

_ Try this way, you gotta keep a pattern, center right left

_ I did It !

_and look, if you do It over instead of under the braid looks more puffy

_ It really does

_NoW you just need to practice, Imma teach you the one i wear for excersice, pass me the comb pls

You halted, you were about to touch idia's hair when the sutile warm in your hand remembered the other reason you werent doing It yourself

_whats wrong Prefect ???

_ THERES SOMETHING WRONG ?? WHATS WRONG ??

_ no no, It just that i can't touch idia's hair

The older should seemed relieved, as if an angel heared his prayers, but THERES NEVER a dull moment at NRC, Vil intervined and casted an spell,

_ May as well finish what you started potatos, It a fire proof spell

That's was It Idia attempted to leave compleatly, this was the last straw, Ortho tried to stop him

_ where are you going ??

_sorry but i dont want to do this anymore

NOW you stepped in, a bit irritanted Cuz its always annoying when you're doing someone's hair and they keep moving

_You better sit back DOWN

_ IM NOT THE TYPE TO GET ALL DOLL UP IM NOT GONNA

_just let potato do It

_ Im not doing It for dolling you Up, its grooming theres a difference, ask leona if you dont belive me

_ You better not involve me in that herbívore. Asking the diff to getting pretty and shit and actually getting the hair out of the way for an USEFULL reason IS so dumb

Now the attention was to the lion beastman, but you manage to keep the Shrouds in check, Vil however went to give him a piece of mind

_ look, if im WRONG and it isnt help full, ill leave you Alone and buy you that collectionable you wanted, but if im correct you buy that game's Battle pass, do we have a deal ?

He actually thought, he alredy had been humiliated (according to him) plus the deal wasnt that bad

_ fine, but please make it quick

_ now look here Ortho, this one is calle french braid, you do the same but start from the top and do the same and every time you're gonna grab a bit of hair

_ how so ?

You demosntrated, you braided then used the fine part of the comb to take bits of hair and mix It with the Next strands you were gonna braid

_ it's the comb necessary ?

_ you can do It with out the comb but It' just helpful

_i get It, can i try now ?

_ go for It

The scene was almost endereing, Cater knew better than to just aproach with phone in hand but he did manage to snap a few pics and videos juust for the memory. It eventually made the bickering between leona and vil to cease, with help of Rook of course

_ i still can't belive nous tricker manage to tame such a timid target, c'est incroyable

_ That i must admit, i havent been able to get him to at least BRUSH IT properly

Even if Idia didnt want to admit, theres was a part of him that's was kinda Happy that his brother and him did a different type of bonding

_ i finished the last part of the scalp, now what do i do ?

_ finish It normally like how i taught you

And indeed he continued down the hair,It was dificult with the amount of hair Idia had but he managed

_ now what ?

_ tie It

_ done, what do you think ? Did i do It right ?

You evaluate the result of your now student, It really did noticable that It was his first time but a good job never the less

_ its good, but i think It need something, Vil do you have any spare hair pins you dont use ?

_ spare hair pins ? But of course

You grabbed the pins he lend to you and used then to wrap part of the hair and then pin it

_ that way It wont bother you

_ that's so cool, thank you so much prefect

_ thnks i guess...

_ now you just need to practice and you'll get better at it

_ can i practice with your hair ?

_ herbívore, since you're soooo in the mood for braiding do mine, It unraveled

_ you really dont know the words please dont you ?

_ whatever you said model boy

braids are something you enjoy doing so you didnt mind. You got to work on his tiny side braids and Ortho put in practice what you taught him. From the sides, now Cater, after streching enough was free to "make more memories" aka more content for his magicam

_ITS A BRAID TRAIN, im totally posting these

You finished to tie leonas braid and sat Up so orhto could have a more comfy position

_ braid train ???

Ace and deuce have just arrived

_ way to give a woman's touch prefect

_ the hells that suppouse to mean

_ i mean it in the best way

_ You really cant Word what you say properly huh

_ shut It deuce

_ now dont start a fight just cause you cant braid

_ OF COURSE I CAN PREFECT, Let me handle It Ortho

_DO NOT LET HIM HE'S GONNA TANGLE MY HAIR

_ wasnt going to, engage protecting mode

The Two were about to defend themself until Vargas came to teach his class and separete the boys

_ as much as i would like to coach you, freshman shouldnt be here, now scram

_ where are YOU going Ortho ??! Are you GONNA leave your older brother to fend by himself ?

_ but i want to keep braiding !

_ were just borrowing him, plus is just a flying lesson, we"ll be back when your lesson's over

_ .... Fine but you better do as you say

_ Ace trapolla if you do tangle the prefect's hair or i"ll take matters in my own hands

_ y-yes Vil...

And with that the little group went on with their day. Each of them having a turn to braid your hair.

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Should i do another draft with the other long haired char like Malleus and Jamil ?

#twst x reader #twisted wonderland #leona kingscholar #twst ortho #twst idia #twst vil

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