after living with my abusive (step-)parents until i was 18 and then living by myself for four years, it is so weird to live to with someone who really cares about you.
i was crying in our bedroom yesterday about our upcoming exam and i was stressing out about my grade - i was raised in a way that i am only worthy if i excel academically. and my partner comes in and we talk about my feelings and the issue and at one point he says "you are helpful, caring and lovable with or without a grade [in said class]. And you never have to cry by yourself."
So here I am, passing this reminder onto whoever needs it: you are worthy, no matter how productive or "good" you are. you don't have to be of use to anybody to be valuable. The fact that you are here, living and being yourself is enough. You are enough. And you never have to cry alone - i'm here for you & sending a big consent hug 🫂
also y'all REALLY need to get off everyone's back who's sharing The Image tbh like it's not like this was an illegal leak posted by a fan AMAZON THEMSELVES GAVE US THIS. how the heck were fans supposed to know neilman didn't want that particular bit spoiled. they gave it to us in official promotional material for their service all fans are doing is reacting to it its literally not our fault. like ok don't share the image if you dont want to but it's not like theres any legal ramifications here we need to be wary of. its just an unfortunate misunderstanding between neil and amazon we are literally not culpable at all here. anyways happy ****** **** day to all who celebrate <3
The Prophecy by Taylor Swift (2024) / Phantom of The Opera at the Royal Albert Hall (2011) / Phantom of the Opera (1990) / Takarazuka Y&K's Phantom (2004) / The Phantom of the Opera (1962) / The Phantom of the Opera (1989) / The Phantom of the Opera (2004) / Phantom Of The Paradise (1974) / Phantom Of The Opera (1943) / Love Never Dies (2012) / The Phantom of the Opera (1925)
And I sound like an infant
Feeling like the very last drops of an ink pen
A greater woman stays cool
But I howl like a wolf at the moon
A greater woman has faith
But even statues crumble if they're made to wait
I'm so afraid I sealed my fate
No sign of soulmates
Honored beyond belief to take home 2 Emmy awards tonight 💛 I got to share the stage and the credit with some insanely talented people tonight. They all inspire me and encourage me to work harder every day! Congrats to all the winners and all those nominated 🥰🏆
Every time I drink wine I am will graham looking down at a shot hannibal and we have become each other and he is bleeding out and I am savouring the moment by drinking wine the way he does and I gloat like god often does and he takes the violence the way I did every time he violated me and he almost dies from a distant form of violence but what ultimately really kills him are my hands the way I said I’d do it anyway who wants another glass