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remolupini · 1 year
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ohwowimlonley · 4 months
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ohhhh free use with poly!marauders would be something like the boys making it hard for reader to do watch a movie because they keep using her holes and passing her around. imagine the boys sitting in one couch and the reader is seated in remus' dick, waiting for him to cum until she is passed to the other boys 😵‍💫
Changed this a tiny bit to fit a bit better but here :) (btw its roommates!marauders)
Cw for free use/advanced consent
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You’re alone in your room, curled up in the corner of your bed, blanket covering your thighs as you finally start watching you’re favourite movie. It’s the middle of the day, so you’re the only one at home while the boys are out at work. See, you and your roommates had come to an agreement; they would go out to work and pay the rent and bills and buy groceries (and occasionally gifts for you), allowing you to spend your days as you please. In return, they ask for only one thing: your advanced consent.
Now, let’s not get silly here, you can always tell the boys no at any time, and they constantly remind you of that fact. All the agreement means is that they don’t have to ask you, and sometimes they pull you away from what you’re doing when they really need you. There are also a few rules in place. For example, you shouldn’t wear panties around the house (that is, excluding extenuating circumstances), and you shouldn’t touch yourself before asking for their help first.
Just as the plot starts to get good, your bedroom door creeks open. You jump, not expecting anyone to be home for at least and hour and a half, but relax when you see it’s only Remus. Once he determines you’re not in the middle of something vital, he pushes the rest of the way into your room. He doesn’t say a word to you just yet, just pulls his tshirt over his head and works on unzipping his jeans, pulling out his cock from his boxers and tugging on it.
“Rem! You’re home early,” you grin up at him, not bothering to ask him why, it doesn’t matter so long as he’s home. He makes a noncommital ‘hmph’ sound as he clambers up next to you, grasping at your him and turning you onto your stomach, letting your shirt rise up and expose your pussy to the room, still puffy from James using it this morning.
“Shush,” he grunts, but he doesn’t really mean it. He just wants to get inside you as quickly as he can, “boys’ll be home soon, wanna have you first,”
You go to respond, but Remus interrupts your train of thought by letting a fat glob of spit fall from his lips onto the folds of your pussy and follows it with scraping his fingers through the stickiness. He wastes no time at all before slipping his cock into you, not going slow like he usually does to let you get used to his size.
You whine loudly at the burn his cock leaves you with, and while he doesn’t slow down he does set a soothing hand on the small of your back and bends over yiu to press a kiss to the bcak of your neck as he starts up his fast pace. It doesn’t take long for you to get used to the stretch, and you let your mouth drop open in a long, continuous moan.
You lose yourself in the sensations, almost forgetting about the movie still playing in the background as your roommate manhandles you all over your bed, using his full strength to let out his frustration on you. Remus hears the soft click of the front door opening, but you don’t, so you let out a confused whine when he pulls out of you.
“Shh, sweetheart,” he soothes, seating himself at the head of your bed and pulling you over his thighs, slipping himself back into you, “boys’re home, gotta make sure they don’t take my girl, huh?”
You don’t respond. You can’t, what with Remus slipping his fingers against your poor, aching clit. The door to your room is already wide open, so James and Sirius can see the two of you as soon as they get to the upstairs landing. James clears his throat and you whip your head around to see your two other roommates standing side by side, watching you take Remus’ cock. You make eye contact with Sirius, and he rolls his eyes playfully.
“Told you he’d get home first,” he jabs his elbow into James’ rib before taking his hand and sitting on the end of your bed with the other boy in tow.
“Your fault really, Pads,” he points out, then smiles up at you, shrugging his shoulders, “the boys were arguing this morning about who got to have you first when we got home,”
“I was gonna share with Jamesie here, but Moony’s a stinkin cheater,” the boy in question doesn’t pay them any attention, just renews his grip on your hips and brings them down to meet his own thrusts.
“Rem!” You protest, turning back towards him and putting your palms on his chest to keep your balance. You can feel him throbbing inside you, a telltale sign that he’s close, and thank goodness for that because you’re getting there too, and on days where they pass you back and forth like this, it’s best if you cum as little as possible in the beginning.
“Who’s it gonna be next, love?” James is always more careful with you, his voice always questioning, never demanding. This by no means indicates that he isn’t just as desperate as you. In fact, on days where it’s all three boys, theres never a time where he isn’t practically forcing his cock into you.
There’s no opportunity for you to even try to answer his question, because Remus is anchoring you to him and spurting his cum deep inside you.
Sirius goes to tug you from Remus’ lap, but he locks his arms around your back and prevents you from moving even an inch further away from him. Sirius and James let out grumbles of displeasure.
“Rem, honey, share,” you remind him. When he eventually lets you go, James gets to you first, “can I face this way? I wanna watch my movie,”
All three boys chuckle amoungst themselves, and silently vow to make it as difficult as possible for you to watch your movie.
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the-nysh · 11 months
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Trigunbookclub vol1-2 reread and OHHHHHH god this one's gonna Hurt ;o; (spoiler alert: I already feel DISTRAUGHT like I've been hit by a truck; here we go again with the incoming Emotional Damage~)
See, because if in vol1 Vash asked Rem in his dreams his ongoing existential question: how people in such a terribly dry world aka his waking reality found reasons (hope) to keep on living
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"...Rem. I had this dream. Everything was so terribly dry...even people's hearts. In a world like that...I kept asking myself, why people would go on living."
And then after experiencing the Sand Steamer incident, where everyone's Doomed 'ticket' on that ship could be changed and course-corrected with the help of people working together to survive this, he feels a closer understanding towards her beliefs in humanity's hope & potential, and more of those answers towards what it means for people to go on living.
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"Maybe...this is what it means for people to go on living. This must be what she believed...why she traded her life for everyone else's."
...But then in vol2 we suddenly violently understand WHY he kept on asking himself that question....
BECAUSE, for all this time, his ONLY reason that's kept HIM going so far (driven with one purpose despite how Hard and dry it's been to live) has been to find & settle his score with Knives. ;o; THAT fiercely angry & resentful, too.
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"[Finding Knives is] the the one thing that has kept me living for so long. I must send him to hell! That monster killed Rem! It's time for him to pay for his sins! He's mine!"
But whoaaaaa there, oh noooo Vash sweetie....just what would Rem think of that? Surely her sentiment and sacrifice for the chance that Everyone else could even have a 'blank ticket' future applies to both you and Knives too, right?
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"I made a promise. And if I put out the light of even one life, I don't think [Rem] would forgive me."
Because now! Wouldn't Vash's promise to Rem be broken, and wouldn't she become terribly sad (including her whole belief & legacy she's left behind), IF either he or Knives were excluded from that? Would she even be happy if her boys died or ended up killing each other TOO? D:
OR can Vash absolutely not even See Himself (& Knives) as part of that same equation as those (other people humans) whose lives are Worth saving----
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"Rem...we were no good...right from the start... [Maybe] we...I...should never have been...born..."
...!!!!!!!! ;A; *gasp* OH MY GOD VASH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~!!!! Aaaa, that's the painful extent of how little he values himself and his life's worth--hating that of what he is, with the terrible destructive power he's capable of and does not want, so much to the point he regrets ever being born.
Bonus: and then all of a sudden his daily pondering at breakfast (vol2 omake: 'Day In Day Out'), where he thinks he can't ever really live like a normal person, hits with terribly upsetting clarity:
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quincyhorst · 3 months
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I really enjoy using this blog to share my favorite things from the Inazuma Fandom, and while I'm aware I still owe to talk about the ending of the Ina11 Champions League, I'd like to share something more recent instead.
Back on January 5th, the french fanbase had released its first Ina11 ROM Hack (I SUPPOSE), IE Ultimate. Pretty much a harder version of IE3 from what I've seen. Nonetheless, the moment I saw Pierre on the trailer I was HOOKED. What was that!? A stronger version of Rose Griffon for the story!?
...Turns out it was something more than that: A whole Euro B Team!
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These screenshots come from a french Twitch streamer named Rems; I'll be using them to comment about what this team has to offer. The full stream seems to have been deleted unfortunately, but then again it wasn't a big loss. The dude not only sped up hissatsus at any chance, but he kept repeating the match everytime he feels like he's losing (Yes, that happens a lot here). Got boring at times :/
Here's the main team line up.
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Because lack of RedoMata players, Slingshot brings up some sort of interesting combinations....
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Wait a damn second....
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WHAT!!!!!
...Anyways. Because this is a HARD IE3 mod, it means that everybody and their mother had to be buffed, including Ladji :') However instead of boosting his God Catch, they gave him... Maou The Hand? Okay? Not sure how to feel about Ladji abandoning god for the devil...
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...Still neat.
Same thing with Fermín, I guess. Apparently they took Stinger from him (God Bless 🙏) and gave him something better.
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"Tu Plot Armor no te va a salvar ahora, gilipollas."
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...No comment on this specific screenshot, I just like to see Que and Juli cooperating together :D
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Also presented without comment. Funfact, but this happened TWICE for the poor dude. Pain.
...Even if the playthrough itself was kinda boring, seeing this team was so good to me. Typically when seeing every single Euro B match vs the average IE player, it always ends with these teams getting steamrolled by 6 goals or something. For this ROM to take a different route and give them the justice they deserve, I love it!
Though there is few flaws, like that Jonas got excluded from the main team for some reason and some picked characters can be odd. But I'm very glad for this beautiful thing just to kick off 2024 🙏🥺 Shoutout to the creators of this ROM, @/Ytbrems and @/LacarpeM; please support them regardless of the language barrier :D
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lunarproject · 4 months
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commission info!
hi, i'm kay! i'm an english BA & creative writing MA graduate who is opening fic & poetry commissions via my kofi! i have a few different tiers:
fics/original prose is priced at the following: 200 words - £20 1000 words - £50 2000 words - £100 5000 words - £150 (please message me regarding any alternative lengths)
poetry is priced as below: short form (2-3 stanzas/one prose paragraph) - £10 long form (4+ stanzas/two prose paragraphs) - £20 (please note that rhyme schemes are an additional £5)
please send a message with any questions or requests; i'll do my best to accommodate!! see below for extra information.
if you do not see anything on this list, please ask about it! i probably haven't thought of it lol. feel free to message regarding anything i will write with limitations too. please see here for fandoms/ships i will not write for.
here are some things i am happy to write:
prose, poetry, lgbt content (especially sapphics!), romantic ships, platonic & familial relationships, horror, mild gore, smut (with limitations), kink (with limitations), fics with your ocs (includes oc/canon), self-insert (not x reader, sfw only), any pov, letters from a fictional other (sfw only), mecha (sfw only), fantasy/sci-fi, monster of the week concepts (includes original monsters), vampires, werewolves (sfw only), genderbends (trans headcanons, cis-swaps - please specify), historical fiction (with limitations), fics based on songs/albums, age gaps (adult/adult only), mild violence, angst, dubcon (nothing too intense though), characters from media i don't know (please provide info!!), polyam ships, AUs, crossovers, pregnancy (sfw only)
things i will not write:
incest, underage smut, adult/minor ships, noncon, suicide, dead dove, smut for minors, aging up minors for smut, zoophilia, rpf, hard gore, hardcore kink (please ask if you need clarification), furries, mecha nsfw, x reader, nsfw self insert, hard violence, major character death, over 1000 words, multi-chapter (with exceptions), human/non-human (excluding vampires), omegaverse, zombies, prison aus, royalty aus, sex worker aus, slavery aus
some fandoms i will write for:
yugioh (duel monsters, gx, 5ds, zexal), the x files (seasons 1-3), death note, doctor who (seasons 1-4 of reboot), superstore, how i met your mother, madoka magica, fire emblem (sacred stones, awakening, fates), legend of zelda (botw/totk), marvel (mcu up to phase 3, + dsmom & wandavision), howl's moving castle (studio ghibli movie), classic literature (rebecca, wuthering heights, sherlock holmes), pokemon (most familiar with gens 1 + 5 and original anime run), avatar (atla), twilight, five nights at freddys (no ships), sabrina the teenage witch (seasons 1/2), stardew valley, + more as i think of it
ships i enjoy writing:
my faithshipping, mulderscully, doctorrose, lawlight, gx rivalshipping, matsuda/misa, peachshipping, violetshipping, scoopshipping, amy/jonah, lily/marshall, barney/robin, zelink, howl/sophie, chrom/robin, chrom/frederick, bella/alice, leo/takumi, bella/rosalie, bella/edward, ironstrange, stevetony, peppernat, tonynat, pepperony, palmerstrange, homura/madoka, frostiron, strangefrost, wandavision, doctor/jack/rose, misa/rem, doctor/jack, matsuda/light, mello/matt, gameshipping, mastershipping, fianceshipping, chaseshipping, puzzleshipping, thiefshipping, sherlock holmes/professor moriarty, dragonshipping, wishshipping, heathcliff/catherine earnshaw, edward/jacob, katara/zuko, katara/aang, sokka/zuko, + more as i think of them
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normalaboutdntm · 7 months
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Signed programme from the London concert of Death Note the Musical ^.^ It reads right-to-left so this is the front cover!
[ID: a black programme which reads Death Note the Musical In Concert above the show's logo of an apple resting on an open Death Note. Ryuk's silhouette can be seen in a reflection on the apple and while the writing in the notebook isn't fully legible, one can tell it's the rules of using the Death Note. At the very bottom in small text it says copyright Tsugumi Ohba, Takeshi Obata Shueisha, Horipro. There are five autographs in golden sharpie. End ID]
They started selling autographed programmes on Saturday at the Lyric for not much more than the non-signed ones. I can't read the handwriting very well but I'm pretty sure they're signed by Light/Joaquin Pedro Valdes, Rem/Aimee Atkinson, Ryuk/George Maguire, and Misa/Jessica Lee. This particular programme is also signed by Sayu/Rachel Clare Chan, as I met her at stage door and she happened to have a pen. :) I really wish I'd thought to bring one so I could have gotten L/Dean John Wilson's autograph as well (I'm not sure why he didn't sign the programmes - maybe because Carl Mann also performed the role?) but you can't win them all I guess.
More described images of the programme and commentary below the cut. I am only including the "articles" so to speak and excluding the actor bios/ad pages because I don't have it in me to type up every bit of information in here. If you would like to see the extra pages and are willing to write image descriptions, DM me.
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[ID: a text box that says "Welcome to Death Note: the Musical at the London Palladium! Tonight, we invite you to immerse yourself in the gripping world of Death Note, a story that has captivated hearts globally. With mesmerizing music, stunning performances and thought-provoking themes, our talented cast and creative team will lead you through a thrilling journey of morality, power and justice.
"As we make history at the iconic London Palladium with what will be the first ever English language performance of Death Note, we thank you for joining us on this unforgettable adventure.
"Prepare to be spellbound as the curtain rises, the music swells and Death Note unfolds before your eyes. . .
"Enjoy the show!
"Carter Dixon McGill Productions"
After the text box is a rehearsal picture. Light sings wearing a backpack and two femme actors who are also singing stand in profile next to him, holding books and wearing backpacks as well. Someone stands behind JPV almost completely blocked by him. End ID]
Two things to note here: the use of the manga font and the welcome message that specifies the Palladium. The rest of the programme mentions both the Lyric and the Palladium, so I'm not sure if the absence of the Lyric here is a mistake or if they wanted to preserve the original intent of the message, which is that the first performances at the Palladium were a really big deal.
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[ID: A rehearsal pic of Light holding up the Death Note while L, Ryuk, and other cast members look on. A text box says " A message from Horipro, the original producers of Death Note: The Musical.
"The project to adapt the internationally acclaimed manga Death Note, published by Shueisha and created by Tsugumi Ohba (original story) and Takeshi Obata (illustrations), into a musical, began in 2011. Composed by Frank Wildhorn, who has collaborated with our company on numerous productions since Jekyll & Hyde in Tokyo in 2001, and directed by the renowned Japanese director Tamiya Kuriyama, Death Note: The Musical had its world premiere in Tokyo in 2015. Since then, it has garnered passionate, enthusiastic fans and has been performed multiple times in Japan and South Korea.
"Currently, HoriPro is presenting Harry Potter and the Cursed Child and School of Rock in Tokyo. Over the years we have had the pleasure of bringing numerous wonderful works born in London, such as Mary Poppins, Matilda and Billy Elliot, to Japan. It brings us immeasurable joy to now introduce a production originating from Japan to audiences in London.
"To everyone witnessing the start of Death Note: The musical as it ventures into the world, we express our heartfelt gratitude.
"We hope you enjoy the show!
"Yoshitaka Hori, HoriPro Group Chairman, President & CEO" End ID]
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[ID: the panel from the manga of Light's heart attack. Text box that says, "Death Note Between Entertainment and Culture by Filippo Cervelli
"When Death Note originally appeared as a manga in 2003, it took its audience by surprise. The story of the genius high-school student Light Yagami chancing upon the magic titular Death Note, giving him the power to kill everyone on the planet just by writing their name on its pages, was a compelling tale interweaving magic with the urban Tokyo everyday environment. Dissatisfied with the judicial system, Light takes the matters of justice into his own hands, placing himself above the law and embarking on a journey to purge the world of evildoers. From this enticing premise Death Note then evolves into a psychological thriller, epitomised by Light's cat-and-mouse battle with his main antagonist, the brilliant and mysterious detective L. The numerous panels alternating the two characters playing mind games against each other, brilliantly written by Tsugumi Ohba and vividly drawn by artist Takeshi Obata, have left a long-lasting impression on the manga's readers. And yet, together with the compelling drama and carefully crafted dialogues, Death Note also struck a powerful chord in its audience, because no reader could remain insensitive to the simple yet fundamental question it asked: "What would you do if you had the power to change the world?" end ID]
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[ID: the manga panel where Soichiro has just fired an empty gun at Light in the car and Misa and Light both look terrified but relieved. There are two pull-out quotes that say "Death Note has sold more than 30 million copies worldwide, making it one of the bestselling manga of all time" and "Death Note has successfully shown that manga aimed at 'kids' can treat very serious matters, too." The rest of the article reads: "Not only was Death Note a successful story, the context of its publication was conducive to its great impact. Japan's comics industry is heavily focused on serialisations in dedicated magazines, of which there exist a plethora, divided by frequency of publication (weekly, biweekly, monthly, etc.) and genre. Death Note was in fact published in weekly instalments in Shonen Jump, Japan's most popular and iconic manga magazine which, in its 55 years of history, has published global hits such as Jojo's Bizarre Adventures (1987-2004), Dragonball (1984-1995) and the more recent Demon Slayer (2016-2020) and One Piece (1997-). While the popularity of Shonen Jump contributed to the visibility of Death Note, it also placed the story in an unusual context. As the above examples show, Shonen Jump is famous for action, comedy and sports manga catered to an audience of mainly adolescent boys. Although the categorisation does not of course preclude readers outside of this demographic, Japanese magazines do take their target audiences into serious consideration when choosing their contents. It was therefore striking that a manga not based on humour, romance or battles, which focused instead on murder and psychological thrills, could find a space among the pages of Jump. However, this supposed misplacement worked in the manga's favour, inducing in readers a sense of wonder and curiosity towards a new publication that seemed so different from its neighbours. In the end, with a serialised run of three years (2003-2006), later collected in twelve volumes (plus one with extra contents), Death Note has sold more than 30 million copies worldwide, making it one of the bestselling manga of all time. It has successfully shown that manga aimed at 'kids' can treat very serious matters, too.
"Beyond the numbers, Death Note has left an indelible mark on contemporary Japanese culture. Its great success solidified the reputation of Oba and Obata as one of manga's most appreciated duos, who later produced other hits such as Bakuman (2008-2012), which takes an insider's look into the world of manga publiishing in Japan, and Platinum End (2015-2021), a fantasy manga following the stories a group of contenders who are granted angelic powers in a race to become the next God. Death Note proposes a protagonist who chooses to fight for his values in a society that does not seem to give any solid models of prosperity and fails to ensure individual happiness. While Light's motives might be despicable, his actions ask fundamental questions about right and wrong and about what justice really means, which may not find immediate answers. This is possibly Death Note's deepest strength.
"All these factors have assured Death Note's success. While the original manga is read avidly around the world even today, 20 years after its original serialisation began, the story has also been expanded and adapted into various media. Together with the animated series following the original story, a live-action film version was released shortly after the manga's conclusion in 2006. Split into two parts, the films starred internationally renowned Tatsuya (Battle Royale) and Ken'ichi Matsuyama (Norwegian Wood, Gantz) as Light and L, respectively. The films, featuring a different ending from the manga version, enjoyed such popularity that they spawned a spin-off film in 2008, L Change the WorLd, focusing on the titular awkward and brilliant detective. In 2016, another spin-off film was released. Titled Death Note: Light Up the New World and set ten years after the confrontation between Light and L, it imagines a new case in which six new death notes have appeared. Filmic adaptations have also crossed Japanese borders, with a US-produced film released by Netflix in 2017. The film transposes the story to an American high school setting, changing characters' names accordingly. The TV format has also proved particularly fruitful for Death Note, with the story adapted into a series of 11 episodes in 2015, featuring in the role of L Kento Yamazaki, known to Western audiences as the lead in the Netflix show Alice in Borderland.
"With countless adaptations to other media, including novels, videogames and trading card games, Death Note's cultural impact is still strong. Together with reading the original manga and watching the various cinematic versions, London audiences now have the possibility to enjoy the musical adaptation of the manga series, adding another precious layer to the multimedia experience of this staple of contemporary Japanese creativity.
"Filippo Cervelli is a Lecturer in Modern and Contemporary Japanese Literature at SOAS University of London." End ID]
This is all I can manage tonight. . . I'll be back with more later.
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herotome · 1 year
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Devlog #95
Hi-ho, Wudge here! Shotgun bulletpoint update today--
Put a quick and dirty first draft of "day 1″ into renpy code (excluding a certain branching event). Now it’s just a matter of uh... nudging it around until my perfectionism is appeased.
The always wonderful Rem is working on rendering the Clammy Lady!
And I worked on Landlord expressions + coded them into the game!! I was able to draw a handful on my own, and only have a few more to go (surprised + cold anger + very anger).
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(Feels like I’ve been waiting eighty years for him to call me “gross” with that expression... Bizarrely validating, this.)
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I also made an animated glitch mask for Jade - it’s on the top layer here, but it does properly appear under her bangs in-game:
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Other than that, I just did a lot of brainstorming and research for some upcoming sections.
I’ve got some lovely messages waiting in my inbox so I wanna say-- I see yall!! <3 I’ll do my best to respond when I can.
In the interim, I’m... noticing that I feel reeeaaaalllyyy drained lol, so I probably ought to take some actual days off from dev work, starting with today. Then I’ll see how I feel tomorrow, and decide how many rest days I need from there? It’s hard to be like “I’ll take a whole week off!“ because then I get SOOO bored and restless hahahaha.
So, just today to start, and then we’ll see!  Thank you everyone for your patience and support.
Stay safe and keep warm. Much love,
Wudge.
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marauderswolf22 · 1 year
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fanfiction shower:
Part 2: (last) :
Sirius sighed deeply as he untied his tie and tossed it into an indifferent corner of the dormitory. As for mid-May in Scotland, the heat was unbearable for the impatient and easily irritated Sirius Black. Frustrated by the temperature, he returned to the dormitory with remus a few minutes ago after having a picnic date on the grounds, which, despite the heat, was very successful. The werewolf, also dissatisfied with the weather, quickly went to freshen up, leaving his recent boyfriend alone in their common room. Black, having nothing to do at that time except lying on the bed and waiting, began with a soft sigh, remembering the last few hours. At first they went to the kitchen for snacks on a date, Remus obviously took as many chocolate products as possible without bothering that they would melt quickly which made Sirius giggle at him for the next few minutes. Then they went to the meadows where Sirius had prepared a basket of blankets and other necessary things, excluding food. It was the middle of spring and the weather was just like in July so the landscape was beautiful and the meadows were fortunately far from them because they went as far as possible and you could hear other students spending time outside or trying to cool off in the lake being chased out by the patrolling one every now and then. McCgonagall site. When they finally sat down, the most remembered by Sirius moment took place, of course kisses (hornyyy) Which they gave each other amid the steamy air and the smells of fresh grass on which they were sitting, or the trees that cast the slightest refreshing shadow on them. Sirius felt and acted in a way he didn't think he was capable of with anyone in any situation, and yet those were ONLY kisses. Exactly, just. Sirius also thought about it several times, they had already been together for six months, and although it seems not a very long period of time, for them it was the longest and best period of their lives so far. Sirius has never felt so at ease and happily spending time with moony as his boyfriend, for what time has he also felt that he would like something different than he had previously thought he wanted. He always dated girls who - despite the fact that he had nothing more than kisses with them - required him to be masculine and possessive by force, and although deep down he felt that it was not the behavior that made him feel good, he always pretended to fulfill. their requirements, thus meeting the requirements of everyone around him. That he would be strong and masculine in relation to his beautiful girlfriend who fit the standards of beauty. He didn't feel that this was what he wanted, and as he discovered his infatuation with Remus, he slowly began to discover this side of himself in part with its help. After this long monologue, Sirius realized that it had been quite a while since his partner had gone to wash himself, so with a little more energy after resting, he reluctantly rolled off his bed and knocked on the dark bathroom door. -Are you okay rem? You don't leave for a long time. He yawned deeply and smirked, thinking he would hear Remus' voice. -So easy, I'll leave in a moment. Sirius started walking impatiently in circles, stretching a little and wondering what they were going to do now. -We can read togheter or go to hogsmede with map… -Sirius' thoughts were interrupted by the opening of the door that almost knocked him over. But that wasn't the only thing that made Black almost land on the floor.
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samtheflamingomain · 2 years
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the graphs don't lie
I did a sleep study last week. Out in 20 minutes, didn't wake up at all till they forced me awake at 6am. Told them it was exactly as if I'd slept at home. Compared to most of the other patients looking zombified by a terrible night's sleep, I was fine.
Yesterday the doctor showed me the graph and gave my official diagnosis of an ailment I've known I have for 8 months.
I have IH, idiopathic (unexplained) hypersomnia (tired a lot). Although it felt like a completely normal sleep, I only got around 15 minutes of REM (opposed to the normal cycles of 60 min 2-4 times per sleep) and never hit deep sleep at all. Literally 0%. This more than anything absolutely shocked the doctor. Even those with a bad night's sleep don't spend anywhere near the 90% of time I spent in Stage 2.
Deep sleep (stage 3) is the part that regenerates and refreshes your brain. For 6/7h of my sleep, I was in something of a limbo, stage 2.
Stage 2 is meant to be a 20 minute occurrence before entering and after exiting REM. A little buffer for your brain to chill. Instead I just went there and stayed there. This is the one stage where the brain really does almost nothing. Probably cuz I'm constantly tired and it always wants a breather, and has little time to do much cranial paperwork (stage 3) if you get what I mean.
But I realized I had IH 8 months ago, only officially conformed yesterday. I've never had a medical professional say "You have this disease". More times that I can count, I've been told I'm tired because of lack of exercise, bad diet, my meds, depression. But I have clocked months at a time without being medicated, where I exercised, and when I had a good diet, literally with the sole purpose of proving to doctors that this is not about meds or living a healthy life. Most continued to completely disregard this fact and point out that, did I know, clonazepam can make you tired? Yes, I know. Which is why I forced myself to get off every drug to prove my goddamn point that "clonazepam sleepy" isn't the fucking answer. Unfortunately, most doctors are fucking idiots that aren't qualified to manage a lunch rush at McDonald's.
But today, finally, during a 20-min video call, the Dr. never once attributed my exhaustion to anything but IH. She said that she spent a longer time than usual looking at my study and my (admittedly very large) file. It took her several hours. She realized that in 8 years, there's never been a change in my fatigue despite hundreds of changes in other areas like meds and diet, leading her to believe that this isn't just a part of my many mental illnesses nor benign factors like diet.
I'm on 9 meds and have a billion diagnoses. Hell, let's list 'em: Bipolar 1, Anxiety, CPTSD, BPD, OCD, Anorexia Nervosa, EDNOS, Schizoaffective (4/5 psychs agree, one would argue full-on Schizophrenia), Psychosis, Depressive Catatonia, Addiction (smoking, weed, alcohol), and I'm sure I've forgotten a few dozen more.
Any time before today, a doctor would always throw a dart and pick one medication or mental illness and blame the fact that I have not woken up refreshed in 8 years on whatever their dart hit.
But she put in the work, ran the metaphorical numbers and came out with, "despite all your meds and all your mental illnesses, I am diagnosing you with a disease of exclusion."
"Disease of exclusion" means it's the only answer after accounting for (excluding) every other possibility. It's extremely hard to get diagnosed with one, especially with my phone book of mental illness and accompanying pamphlet of drugs.
But she's right and I've known it for 8 months when I finally discovered IH's existence. I was only diagnosed as Bipolar and not Depressed after my first manic episode at 20. For 7 years prior, I was Depressed, and pissed through dozens of drugs in that time. Then 7 more years of Bipolar drugs.
I think the key thing that made her take me seriously is the fact that I'm on a dose of Adderall that would usually be reserved for the worst sufferers of ADHD. And I can easily pass out an hour after taking it. That's probably the biggest thing that points to IH: even Cocaine Lite can't make me feel awake.
IH has no cure and few treatments besides throwing Adderall and Ritalin at you. But those 2 drugs are nearly identical; if you've tried one you've basically tried both, along with their other siblings I can't name.
But Modafinil is different. It's only ever used to treat Narcolepsy. I do not have Narcolepsy Type 1. I don't even have N2. But after N2 is IH. So by chain of command, it has a chance of working, as IH is technically in the Narcolepsy family.
It's a bit unfortunate, to me, that it took the many, many months of sitting on the sleep study waitlist just for my self-diagnosis to be confirmed and then for a doctor to tell my psychiatrist to get me off Adderall and onto Modafinil. This reads as unfortunate to me because, a week ago, I spoke with my psychiatrist and asked if there were any other drugs like Adderall that might be worth a try, and he said no.
Ritalin is out because I had a psychotic episode after one pill. Luckily, this was when I was already in the hospital. But I actually did name Modafinil because I'd heard of it. And he. Said. No.
So if he doesn't listen to the sleep doctor telling him to put me on it, well, I get to play "wait 6-18 months to find another doctor who will". I'm not a registered patient of the sleep doctor so any recommendations go from her to my family doctor to my psychiatrist. Family doctor is stuck in "must be diet/exercise" mode. Psychiatrist is in "let's get this 5m phone call over with cuz nothing's gonna help you" mode. Finally I get someone in "let's actually think things through for more than 20 seconds" mode and she can't actually give me the one (and quite literally the only) drug that could fix me.
This is already a novel but just one more thing.
I'm Bipolar 1 before anything else. This means, especially since I'm on Adderall which should never be given to Bipolar people, I'm in a state called hypomania. Just one level below "mania", which is one of the few mental illnesses that is portrayed relatively accurately in media. So think that, but a little less intense.
Before IH, I was diagnosed with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, despite only having 1 of dozens of symptoms. I didn't get headaches or days where I couldn't leave my bed. I'm literally just tired. 10/10, 24/7, 365d/y. No exceptions. The only reason I'm able to go to sleep is not because I get sleepier but because I decide it's time to take the sleeping pill that will knock me the fuck out. If I don't, I can very easily just stay up all night, and barely feel any different the next day with the exception of hallucinations. This is because you can't, by definition, get more than 10/10 tired. If that's how your entire life is, your brain adapts to the point where it never says "hey, I'm exhausted, let's sleep." It only ever says "damn I'm tired and could sleep at any moment if you let me".
A lot of people don't realize this, and when I tell them I've been up for 3 days they always say something like "guess you aren't always tired haha I'm very clever." No. I simply either chose not to sleep or realized it was already 6am and might as well start another day. I cannot emphasize it enough: 10/10. 24/7. 365d/y. For EIGHT YEARS.
I'm Bipolar and barely feeling anything from 40mg Adderall. This is not normal. While I'm relieved the doctor didn't do the thing all the other ones did, she still handed me a death sentence in the form of never, ever feeling awake again.
Stay Greater,
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Flying by night
a sickness that eats like locusts
I fly by night
I am trustworthy only in catharsis
And I fly by night
Can you feel this paleness?
unwiped sweat, REM
I fly by night
I soar through jagged branches
flashlighting for things that may or may not exist
My paleness, softly let out a sigh in the dark painting that is the rural,rustic world of the possible faux geographies of mind
I hover in darkness
trails of smoke like a dragon
Fly North, by night.
Can’t it feel me?
A presence without personality
It stays in stasis
Just beyond the mud brown night
I fly by darkness
Obsessiveness takes over, and I feel affinity with the no-light
Still, I fly by twilight
trying to move, extremities violently heaving
I begin to touch down
Like an excluded moon landing,
unsure of my descent.
Tongue of landing, salivate through the star cycles.
I am sick with enzymatic failures
But now it is time to wake up.
(2013?)
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FEH Refine Theorycraft April '24
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Yah, it's Refine time. Only 5 this month but no biggy. We only get 7 with Legendary/Mythic Remixes. This has two "dark" mage girls, a beast bride, a fish maid, and~ Jorge. As always, click the link to those that I already made banner theorycrafts on for more of an explanation (as dated as they are).
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Nailah: Blessed Queen
Lvl. 40 5 ☆ 40/35/41/31/25          Max Invest: 50/45/51/40/35
Bride's Fang: Accelerates Special trigger (cooldown count-1). At start of combat, if foe's HP ≥ 75%, inflicts Atk/Spd/Def-5 on foe during combat, and if Special triggers before or during combat and unit attacked, grants Special cooldown count-1 after combat.
At start of turn, if unit is adjacent to only beast or dragon allies or if unit is not adjacent to any ally, unit transforms (otherwise, unit reverts). If unit transforms, grants Atk+2 and deals +10 damage when Special triggers.
Moonbow - Swift Sparrow 3 - Chill Spd/Def 2 - Glare
Glare: After combat, if unit attacked, inflicts status on target and foes within 1 space of target restricting movement to 1 space through their next actions.
Here comes the bride. Bridal!Nailah is an infantry beast and one of the last few with the old “+10 damage when Special triggers effects”. Her perf isn’t much different to Kris, but it does have a haft as useful Special Spiral effect. Since her 2 cooldown special is reduced to 1, it’s fine, but if you want more special nuking with the upgrade, she will need to inherit a Luna. And speaking of Special Spiral.
Bride's Fang: Accelerates Special trigger (cooldown count-1). At start of combat, if foe initiates combat or foe's HP ≥ 75%, inflicts Atk/Spd/Def-5 on foe during combat, if Special triggers, neutralizes "reduces damage by X%" effects from non-Special skills (excluding area-of-effect Specials). At start of combat, if foe initiates combat or foe's HP ≥ 75%, and also, if Special triggers before or during combat and unit attacked, grants Special cooldown count-2 after combat.
[New Infantry Beast effect]
So yeah, I just made her base effect Special Spiral 4, with Atk/Spd/Def-5 on foe. You do need to still trigger the Enemy Phase Standard condition for either effect of Special Spiral 4 to work though. Obviously, she can’t have DR piercing AoE Specials, but she can charge them up faster with transformed Tempo.
Enables 【Canto (Rem. +1)】while transformed. If unit initiates combat or is within 2 spaces of an ally, grants Atk/Spd+6 to unit during combat and deal damage = X% of unit's Spd when Special triggers (X = unit's max Special cooldown count value × 10, + 10; excludes area-of-effect Specials). If unit is within 3 spaces of a support partner, damage = 15% of unit’s Atk.
Hey, it’s that Canto thing from her other refine and her Hatari alt. Aside from that, she is going to be a nuke, dealing more damage based on her Spd, her max cooldown, and if her groom is nearby, her Atk. It’s likely overkill, but it’s her special day. Give her a skill like Beast Sense or Beast Agility, then get Spd Smoke 4 for Dodge status. OH RIGHT, she has a unique C slot that’s like Movement Smoke. Wish it was any better, but it works with her Canto.
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Jorge: Traveling Peddler
Lvl. 40 5 ☆ 45/36/27/35/29 Max Invest: 54/45/35/44/37
Daniel-Made Bow: Accelerates Special trigger (cooldown count-1). Effective against flying foes. Grants Atk+5 to allies within 2 spaces during combat. Inflicts Atk-5 on foes within 2 spaces during combat.
Ignis – Chill Def 3 – Atk Opening 3
It’s Jorge! Who? Yes, the highest bot farmed voted character not in FEH from CYL4 is here, for some reason. Just one of the two merchant brothers from the Telius games. He looks as attractive as an employee for an expensive clothe store. His bow is fine, too, Daniel did a fine job (mostly the Accelerated Special).
Daniel-Made Bow: Accelerates Special trigger (cooldown count-1). Effective against flying foes. If unit is within 3 spaces of an ally, grants Atk/Def/Res+5 and "guaranteed follow-up attack" to unit and allies within 3 spaces during combat. Inflicts Atk/Def/Res-5 and "prevent unit's follow-up attack" on foes within 3 spaces during combat.
If unit’s HP > 25%, Grant Atk/Def+5 to unit, Special Cooldown charge +1 to unit per attack, inflict Special Cooldown charge -1 on foe per attack, and inflicts penalty on foe's Atk/Def during combat = current bonus on each of foe's stats × 2, (Example: if foe has +7 bonus to Atk, inflicts Atk-19, for a net penalty of Atk-12.) Calculates each stat penalty independently.
So, this is just a powercrepted version of the effects. Giving both follow-up attacks and preventing follow-up attacks to himself and allies in an aura is a pretty balls effect, but can easily be disabled by NFU, so whatever. Then he gets Special Fighter on top of it. Did he need DR with 15 effective Def, and panic Atk/Def? Probably. But this is a Grail unit, and of a character that never fights in his game, so whatever.
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Lysithea: Child Prodigy
Hades Ω: Accelerates Special trigger (cooldown count-1). If unit initiates combat or is within 2 tile radius of an ally, grants Atk/Spd+6 during combat, neutralizes effects that inflict “Special Cooldown -X” on unit, and also, if unit's Special is ready or unit's Special triggered before or during this combat, deals +7 damage during combat. (Except when dealing damage with area-of-effect Specials.)  
At start of turn, deals 1 damage to unit. At start of turn, if unit is within 2 spaces of an ally or a foe, inflicts Atk/Spd-6 on nearest foes within 4 spaces of unit and foes within 2 spaces of those foes through their next actions, and grants Atk/Spd+6 to unit and allies within 2 spaces of unit for 1 turn. If unit is within 3 spaces of an ally, grants Atk/Spd+4 6 to unit during combat and deals damage = X + Y (X = 80% of highest total bonuses among unit and allies within 2 spaces of unit; Y = 80% of highest total penalties among target and foes within 2 spaces of target; excluding area-of-effect Specials). 
I am just now noticing that I didn't give an explanation for why Lysithea receives 1 damage at the start of turn. Tea Time Lysithea has Desperation 4, which required 1 point of damage, but this Lysithea has Lull Spd/Res. It's only useful when inheriting Escape Plan 4, Desperation 4, or Brash Assault 4, or having a Wings of Mercy 4 ally. I don't see everyone doing that.
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Julia: Heart Usurped
Dark Scripture: Grants Atk+3. If unit initiate combat or is adjacent to ≤ 2 allies, inflicts Atk/Res-6 on foe and unit makes a guaranteed follow-up attack during combat, and also, if foe does not have "effective against dragons," neutralize effects that prevent unit's follow-up attacks.
At the start of combat, unit’s HP ≥ 25%, inflict Atk/Res-6 on foe during combat, and also, if foe does not have "effective against dragons", and grant the following effects; If unit's Atk > foe's Res, unit's first attack deals damage = 25% of unit's Atk minus foe's Res during combat; if unit's Res > foe's Res, reduces damage from attacks during combat and from area-of-effect Specials (excluding Røkkr area-of-effect Specials) by percentage = difference between stats × 4 (max 40%); if foe's Range = 2, calculates damage using the lower of foe's Def or Res; If unit is not adjacent to an ally, unit can counterattack regardless of foe's range.
Okay, THIS ONE I made an addendum to. Originally, you still need the foe to not have "effective against dragons" to have all the effect in green after "grant the following effects", I then added the "Dragon Wrath" to give her more damage. This is better, but I might see it changing to just ture damage and true damage reducing based on Res. (you could just inherit Luguz Friend BTW)
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Lilith: Astral Daughter
Astral Breath: Grants Spd+3. Unit can move to a space within 2 spaces of support partner. At start of turn, if unit is within 3 tile radius of support partner, grants Atk/Spd+6 and the following status to unit and allies within 2 spaces for 1 turn: "Grants Special cooldown charge +1 per attack during combat (only highest value applied; does not stack)." If unit is within 3 spaces of an ally, grants Atk/Spd/Def/Res+5 to unit during combat. If foe's Range = 2, calculates damage using the lower of foe's Def or Res.
If unit's HP >25%, grant Atk/Spd/Def/Res+X to unit, deals damage = 15% of unit’s Spd, neutralize effects that guarantee foe's follow-up attacks and prevent unit’s follow-up attacks. (X = 4 + highest bonus on each stat between unit and allies within 2 spaces of unit; calculates each stat bonus independently).
Huh, so this was very much like Nah's weapon refine. We'll have to see what they give to her, and her support partner.
And that's it. See you all soon.
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NON-ARBITRABLE CASES
Introduction
Alternative Dispute Resolution as a means of settling disputes out of court is gaining precedence across the world. Most disputes that arise may be resolved through methods such as arbitration, conciliation and mediation services amongst alternative options of redressal. However, there are certain classes of disputes that cannot be resolved as easily. They are non-arbitrable in the sense that requisite authority has not been provided under the law to resolve them privately. For instance, Section 2(3) of the Arbitration Mediation and Conciliation Act, 1996 (“A & C Act) ousts the jurisdiction of arbitral tribunals wherein the laws in force provide that the particular dispute is not arbitrable.
Non-arbitrability
At first glance it might seem that this is in direct contrast with the terms agreed upon in the New York Convention and UNCITRAL Model Law since the objective of the Convention is to arm arbitration as a method and ensure the enforceability and execution of arbitral awards across multiple jurisdictions. Therefore, it could be concluded that non-arbitrability clauses in Indian law are not compliant with this objective.
However, it should be noted that Articles 34 and 36 of the UNCITRAL Model Law on International Arbitrations provides that no arbitral award shall be recognized or enforceable in states where the subject matter of arbitration is not capable of being settled out of court or if the award is against the public policy of such state. The same words have been reiterated by the A&C Act, 1996 under sections 34 (2) and 48(2). The law, both international and domestic, is thus clear that not every issue may be arbitrable and that arbitral awards may be set aside in accordance with the laws of that country.
What constitutes the non-arbitrability of a particular class of issues?
The A&C Act, 1996 in its entirety does not provide for the class of issues that are non-arbitrable. This has been determined by judicial precedents and other special statutes. Two cases hold the field and provide the necessary guidelines to determine the arbitrability of a case. They are –
Booz Allen & Hamilton Inc v SBI Home Finance Ltd, (2011) 5 SCC 532
Vidya Drolia and others v Durga Trading Corporation, (2021) 2 SCC 1
It may be useful, in this context, to understand the scope of the rights available to parties in regard to disputes. These are as follows:
a) Rights in Rem
b) Rights in Personam
Right in rem is a right the person exercises against the world at large while right in personam is a right that is exercisable only against specific person/s.
Any case that involves an element of right in rem is generally non-arbitrable and by default, taken up by the public fora. The types of remedy involved are not those which an arbitral tribunal is empowered to give. On the other hand, rights in personam are enforceable only against certain people, and are civil in nature; hence, these are amenable to arbitration though this is not a rigid or inflexible rule.
Booz Allen & Hamilton Inc v SBI Home Finance Ltd
The case is foundational to the development of the parameters of non-arbitrability of disputes and the Supreme Court laid down general rules in this regard.
The Court discussed the three facets of arbitrability relating to the jurisdiction of the arbitral tribunal herein:
i) whether the disputes are capable of adjudication and settlement by arbitration? That is, whether the disputes could be resolved by a private forum chosen by the parties (the arbitral tribunal) or whether they would exclusively fall within the domain of public fora (courts)
(ii) Whether the disputes are covered by the arbitration agreement? That is, whether the disputes are enumerated or described in the arbitration agreement as matters to be decided by arbitration or whether the disputes fall under the `excepted matters' excluded from the purview of the arbitration agreement.
(iii) Whether the parties have referred the disputes to arbitration? That is, whether the disputes fall under the scope of the submission to the arbitral tribunal, or whether they do not arise out of the statement of claim and the counterclaim filed before the arbitral tribunal.
The Court also pointed out that adjudication in certain categories of cases were reserved for public fora exclusively as a matter of public policy. Other categories of proceedings, though not reserved exclusively for adjudication by public fora including courts and tribunals, may, by necessary implication stand excluded from the ambit of private fora. Furthermore, the Court added, subordinate rights in personam arising from rights in rem have always been considered to be arbitrable and hence may form one of the exceptions to the above.
The class of cases that cannot be arbitrated, as cited by the court in this case, includes-
(i) disputes relating to rights and liabilities which give rise to or arise out of criminal offences;
(ii) matrimonial disputes relating to divorce, judicial separation, restitution of conjugal rights, child custody;
(iii) guardianship matters;
(iv) insolvency and winding up matters;
(v) testamentary matters (grant of probate, letters of administration and succession certificate); and
(vi) eviction or tenancy matters governed by special statutes.
In A. Ayyasamy vs A. Paramasivam & Ors, J. D. Y. Chandrachud commented that there are classes of disputes which fall within the jurisdiction of special fora created under legislation which exclude the jurisdiction of the ordinary civil court.
Vidya Drolia and others v Durga Trading Corporation
In Vidya Drolia, while coming to an understanding of whether arbitrability can be analyzed by the Courts under Section 8 or 11 of the Act, J. N.V. Ramana, in agreement with J. Sanjiv Khanna held that Sections 8 and 11 of the Act have the same ambit with respect to judicial interference i.e. scope of judicial review and jurisdiction of the court is identical but extremely limited and restricted.
Subject matter arbitrability cannot be decided at the stage of Sections 8 or 11 of the Act, unless it’s a clear case of deadwood. The restricted and limited review is to check and protect parties from being forced to arbitrate when the matter is demonstrably ‘non-arbitrable’ and to cut off the deadwood.
The scope of the Court to examine the prima facie validity of an arbitration agreement includes only: a. Whether the Online arbitration agreement was in writing? or b. Whether the arbitration agreement was contained in exchange of letters, telecommunication etc? c. Whether the core contractual ingredients qua the arbitration agreement were fulfilled? d. On rare occasions, whether the subject ­matter of dispute is arbitrable?
The Court, under Sections 8 and 11, has the power to refer a matter to arbitration or to appoint an arbitrator, as the case may be, unless a party has established a prima facie (summary findings) case of non-­existence of valid arbitration agreement.
The Court has the power to refer a matter if the validity of the arbitration agreement cannot be determined on a prima facie basis, as laid down above, i.e., ‘when in doubt, do refer’.
The Court may interfere at the Section 8 or 11 stage, as little as possible, when it is manifestly and ex facie certain that the arbitration agreement is non- existent, invalid or the disputes are non-arbitrable, though the nature and facet of non-arbitrability would, to some extent, determine the level and nature of judicial scrutiny.
In conclusion
Taking into consideration the aforementioned aspects, the Apex Court has provided much-needed clarity into the classes of cases that are not arbitrable and provided suitable reasons for the categorisation. Even though ADR is a powerful tool for those seeking dispute resolution, not every case is arbitrable because of the inherent nature of the rights, procedures and obligations involved under the existing law.
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We report the case of a 44 years old woman referred to the outpatient Sleep Disorder Service of the Neurological Clinic, Marche Polytechnic University for a symptomatology characterized by difficulty in maintaining sleep and a feeling of unrefreshing sleep on waking. On clinical history, she referred an allergic rhinitis, treated with short cycles of inalatory steroids and vasoconstrictors. At the moment of our observation, she did not assume any treatment [1]. Due to the reported symptoms, particular attention was paid to the possible presence of sleep disturbances, in particular sleep-related breathing disorders. In this respect, patient reported a morning dry mouth. Further, the partner referred an important snoring and continuous lightening of sleep. Nocturnal apnea events were not reported as well as discomfort or abnormal movements in the legs. No other disturbance suggestive for NREM or REM sleep disturbances, nor fewer specific phases were evidenced. Patient was then submitted to a polygraphy which showed a rhonchopathy associated with air flow limitations, a high arousal index and elevated heart rate variability. The exam excluded periodic limb movements (Figure 1) [2,3]. Considering the history of allergic rhinitis and also to evaluate the possible presence of anomalies of the upper airways, an ENT assessment was indicated. Further, in relation to the difficulty in maintaining sleep and for the high indices of autonomic dysfunction, a pharmacological treatment with trazodone at the dose of sleep stabilizer, 30 mg in the evening was prescribed. ENT evaluation showed a pattern of nasal congestion without other alteration of the upper airways. Specific topical therapy was prescribed, not taken by the patient for the improvement with trazodone. Infact after few days of treatment with trazodone the patient reported a significant improvement of symptomatology and after 30 days a poligraphic control showed a complete recovery of respiratory alterations and a normalization of autonomic dysfunction (Figure 2) [4]. The particularly favorable and rapid evolution of patient’s symptomatology could be interpreted on the basis of the pharmacological properties of trazodone. It is possible to hypothesize that trazodone at low dosages, in addition to the anxiolytic and hypno-inducing effect, for its an antihistamine action was able to contemporary solve clinical pictures related to both insomnia and the respiratory dysfunction [5]. Therefore, trazodone, in addition to stabilizing the sleep structure by increasing the arousal threshold, should deserve consideration in patients affected by allergic rhinitis with sleep disturbances. The advantage of having a valid therapeutic alternative would be very important in relation to the fact that steroids and vasoconstrictors, normally used in the treatment of allergic rhinitis, find an indication only in the short-term approach and have no effect on sleep disturbances.
Figure 1: Basal polygraphic picture: flow limitations, absence of periodic movements; arousal index (AI) 49.7;heart rate variability (HRV) 4.1; Snoring 27. HRV: LF/HF ratio, LF (Low Frequency): Frequencies included between 0.04 and 0.15 Hz. HF (High Frequency): Frequencies included between 0.15 and 0.4 Hz. The LF band is considered mainly related to the activity of the sympathetic nervous system while the HF band is considered an expression of the parasympathetic activity. The ratio between low and high frequencies (LF/HF) allows quantify the balance between the sympathetic and parasympathetic systems constituting the so-called
Figure 2: Polygraphic picture after one-month treatment with trazodone: resolution of the respiratory picture and normalization of the autonomic indices arousal index (AI) 11, heart rate variability (HRV) 1.3 Snoring 3%.
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hi can i request the maurauders going to see the reader do a musical like heathers or mean girls and they are just confused and turned on bc they didn't expect it to be this dirty (can lead to smut or not). luv you and hope you are taking care of yourself, if not go get something to eat, drink some water, take a nap, or do somthing you enjoy. or dont not trying to be pushy :)
Creature of the Night || Poly!Marauders
Word Count: 3029 (excluding song lyrics)
A/N: I think I liked how this turned out? I didn’t make it smut but it’s certainly suggestive, I went with Rocky Horror, I know that the musicals mentioned in the request are more modern but I fucking love Rocky Horror and I think it works with the request. When I first read this request I smiled so much because I love live theater, I don’t perform as much as I used to because as I progress with my education I’m focusing more on the stuff I can use to pad my resumes for college and stuff but I still love going to see productions. One of the worst parts of the pandemic for me has been not being able to go see shows, I miss it so much.
Warnings: theatre enthusiast reader, erections, suggestive material, song lyrics, slight teasing, wearing very little clothing in front of an audience, I believe that that is it
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The magic of the stage was second to none. Sure, Hogwarts may have had witches and wizards, subjects like Transfiguration and Defense Against the Dark Arts, and ghosts that spent their time meandering about the halls but there was always a part of you that looked forward to the summer between your years at Hogwarts. Because no matter how magical Hogwarts was, the theater always made you feel completely and utterly alive. 
Every summer since the one after your first year at what all of your muggle friends thought to be a very prestigious boarding school up in Scotland, you’d taken part in your local youth theater’s productions. Your parents both being muggles thought that it would be a great way for you to be able to stay in touch with your muggle origins. 
The first year you’d been far too nervous to actually audition for a role, the very thought causing bile to churn in your stomach and threaten to make you sick all over your kitchen floor when your father first pitched the idea. So instead you’d done costumes and it was the most wonderful experience of your life. 
Who needed drugs when you had live theater? The hustle and bustle behind the scenes was electrifying but after two summers of costuming, of quick changes in the wings, learning how to use the ancient sewing machines they stored in the depths of the storage rooms, and pulling pieces for the actors to try on you decided that you wanted to try something more.
The moment you had stepped onto the stage it was like you’d come to life and you cursed yourself for not taking the risk earlier. You belonged on the stage, with the harsh stage lights on you and pounds of makeup plastered onto your face you could feel the magic thrumming through your veins and it was addicting.
If it was possible, you were even more excited to perform this summer, the previous school year you’d finally gotten together with your long time best friends the Marauders, turning them from friends to your boyfriends.
When your mother had sent word of the production being put on this summer you’d squealed while seated next to James and across from Remus, who had Sirius hanging off of his side. After explaining to them, mostly Sirius and James really, just what live theater was their first reaction was to ask if they could come see you perform.
“I don’t even know if I’m going to be cast,” You had explained gently, not wanting to get their hopes up in case you weren’t cast this year.
“Bull shit of course you’re going to be the cast,” Sirius had contested through a mouthful of jam and toast, waving his hand theatrically through the air, watching him that day was not the first time you’d considered how the way he acted often reminded you of an over enthusiastic theatre major.
Remus, the only one with any knowledge on muggle theatre had snorted, wrapping an arm around Sirius’ waist to pull him closer to his body, “She’s not going to be the cast Pads, she’s going to be casted,” He’d corrected gently, pressing a kiss into his long, dark tresses.
“Whatever,” The smaller boy had grumbled, taking a sip of pumpkin juice.
Which brought you to where you were right now, five minutes to curtain touching up your make up in the mirror of the shared make-up room.
“Hey (L/N),” One of your cast mates called settling into the makeup chair next to you as she plucked a tube of dark red lipstick from the small canary colored makeup bag she had previously abandoned on the counter, “Your boyfriends coming tonight?” She asked, wiggling her eyebrows suggestively.
“Yeah, they are,” You responded, applying mascara to your lashes.
“Excited to meet them, that photo you showed us,” She smiled, fanning her face with her hand, “Smoking,” She smiled, making eye contact with you in the mirror.
Rolling your eyes you ignored her comment, “It’s five minutes to curtain, you’re just now doing your make-up?” You chuckled, noticing her black face.
“Oh, shove it,” She laughed as you pushed yourself from your chair, traipsing out of the room, giving her the middle finger on your way out.
“Break a leg!” She called after you as the door latched shut.
You weren’t usually this nervous before a performance but knowing that your three boyfriends were sitting out there somewhere in the audience had you pacing back and forth backstage wondering what they were going to think of the whole production.
“Rocky Horror?” Sirius’ confusion evident in his voice as he plopped down in his seat next to Remus, throwing his arm around the werewolf’s shoulders, drumming his fingers on his clothed shoulder hidden behind his knitted cardigan.
“Yeah,” James collapsed into his chair on the other side of Remus, tucking one leg under his body, “No clue what it’s about but I’m sure our angel will be wonderful. Can you guys see her?” He straightened himself up in his seat, craning his neck in attempts to catch a glimpse of you.
Remus being the only one with any ties to the muggle world knew a bit about the show and had to do his very best to suppress a smirk from overtaking his face as he knew exactly what he and your other two boyfriends were getting themselves into. 
“Just hush up you two, the show’s gonna start any moment,” He scolded, patting his large, scarred hand on James’ thigh, giving it a gentle squeeze.
“Rem,” Sirius whined, puckering his lips and closing his eyes, signaling to his boyfriend that he wanted a kiss.
“My needy baby,” He crooned, leaning in to connect his lips with Sirius’ in a quick liplock before pulling back, allowing Sirius to drop his forehead to smear against his shoulder.
“That’s mean,” Sirius murmured discontentedly.
“Poor baby Pads,” James cooed mockingly.
“Both of you,” Remus hissed as the lights in the theatre dimmed, “The show’s about to start, be good for me and be quiet yeah?”
Their response came in their silence as the crowd started settling down and the music from the orchestra pit began a voice coming from somewhere out of sight as it was played through the speakers,
“Michael Rennie was ill
The day the earth stood still
But he told us where we stand”
Not 20 minutes into the show all three of them were as hard as rocks, James had already made Remus check the playbill for the name of the character you were playing, not being able to remember what you’d told them as all of his concentration was focused on a certain place.
Janet Weiss.
Remus couldn’t remember either, but he was almost certain that’s the name he could make out in the dark theatre, printed next to a picture of your smiling face.
When you’d stripped down to your underwear the boys could barely focus on the plot line of the show, only being able to watch the way your bare skin shone under the harsh light of the spotlights. Watching as sweat glistened on your skin, making you shine as you moved about the stage. 
Enchanted by the melodic cadence of your voice they all felt a certain jealousy burning deep in the pits on their stomachs at the thought that there were dozens of other people packed into that theater, all observing you in your vulnerable state of under dress. Only they got to see you like that.
Sirius missed much of the first act glaring at members of the audience who he deemed as looking at you for too long for his liking, but if you were being honest a 4th year smiling at you in the hallway was sometimes too long for his liking.
It wasn’t like any of them had never seen you naked before, in fact they’d all seen you naked more than their fair share of times but something about you on that stage in a white bra with a matching slip was driving them all crazy.
Especially Remus, whose ultimate weakness was seeing you in anything white which was one of the reasons you’d been so excited to invite them in the first place, knowing that they would be horny messes the entire time.
On stage you did your very best not to look out into the audience looking for them, knowing that you wouldn’t be able to stop a ginormous grin from forming on your face and you couldn’t afford to break character. Not if you wanted the night to go your way.
As the opening notes to “Touch-A, Touch-A, Touch Me”, rose from the orchestra pit you had trouble stopping a small smirk from pulling at your lips as you opened them, inhaling deeply before singing the first words of the song,
“I was feeling done in, couldn't win
I'd only ever kissed before”
Despite yourself you caught a glimpse of long dark hair in the audience, quickly taking a glance at Sirius’ face, eyes glazed over in lust, legs shifting uncomfortably with his mouth hanging wide open. 
Out of the corner of your eye you noticed another raven-haired boy’s mouth dropping as you shrugged off of your robe
“I thought there’s no use getting, into heavy petting
It only leads to trouble and, seat wetting
Now all I want to know, is how to go
I've tasted blood and I want more”
It was impossible to miss the way Remus’ jaw clenched as you laid your palm against Rocky’s chest, he was being played by your good friends who’d been working with the same theatre company as you since forever, he was like a brother to you. But that didn’t mean you couldn’t lay it on extra thick tonight with your boyfriends in the audience.
Tracing a dainty finger down Rocky’s chest you pushed your body against his singing out the next lyrics of the song,
“I've got an itch to scratch, I need assistance”
You turned you and your cast mate so that looking over his shoulder you were able to meet Remus’ eye, sending him a quick wink before focusing back in on Rocky.
“Toucha, toucha, toucha, touch me
I wanna be dirty
Thrill me, chill me, fulfill me
Creature of the night”
Pressing your back up against Rocky’s chest you guided his hands with yours to your breasts, squeezing them as you followed the choreography you knew by heart.
You ripped your slip from your body with the help of Rocky leaving you in only your white bra, matching panties and a pair of small heels as you paraded around stage, belting the suggestive lyrics into the theater.
“Then if anything grows, while you pose
I'll oil you up and rub you down (down, down, down)
And that’s just one small fraction, of the main attraction
You need a friendly hand, oh i need action”
You smirked, thinking about all of the action you’d be on the receiving end of later that night as you sunk to your knees in front of Rocky, your hands grasping his thighs. Deciding to tease them perhaps a little more than necessary as you went through the number, curling your leg around his and pressing your bodies together so that there was no space between your two questionably clothed bodies.
As the number was brought to a close it was impossible for you to ignore the excitement bubbling up inside of you as you continued your way through the show you kept throwing glances at your boyfriends, always finding their eyes already trained on you. More often than not, on some body part other than your face.
If your boyfriends thought that they had a bit of a problem before that song they were in a terrible predicament now.
Remus caught Sirius on multiple occasions trying to move the hand that he was holding to grope at his crotch as he tried to buck up into his boyfriend’s hand. And much to his own dismay, Remus would pull his hand away, thinking it probably wasn’t the best idea to give his boyfriend a hand job in a crowded theater. Knowing that he wouldn’t have to worry about James touching himself because he would never dream of disobeying him, Remus divided his attention between you on the stage and keeping Sirius in check.
Each of the boys were counting down the seconds until the show came to an end and they could get out of there and relieve some of their tension.  As the curtains were pulled closed they all breathed a sigh of relief before they reopened, leaving all three of them bewildered and slightly annoyed, even more so when they noticed everyone around them standing as they applauded the actors.
Remus forced both of them up when you rushed to the front of the stage, curtsying as the crowd went wild, your boyfriends most notably. As you took your bow you blew a kiss to your boyfriends taking note of the uncomfortable way they all stood, trying to adjust their erections to make them less noticeable while simultaneously applauding you.
As you cleared the stage after curtain call you took your time, doddling towards the dressing rooms where you had left the clothes you’d arrived at the theater in along with a special outfit you’d brought for after the show. Usually you were one of the first actors to clear the theater after a show but tonight you took your time. Hanging up your costume with more care than anyone really should treat any garment with and certainly more than what it needed. 
You smirked mischievously as you pulled the you’d brought outfit from your bag and shimmied it up your legs before slipping the delicate straps up your shoulders. You glimpsed yourself in the mirror, the red satin of the dress clinging to your curves in an attractive manner, short enough to display miles of legs and low cut enough to show off a decent amount of cleavage and perhaps a sighting of the matching red bra you were wearing beneath it.
Slinging the back of your black heels over the heel of your feet you snatched your purse from the armchair in your dressing room before striding out to go meet your boyfriends in the lobby, where you’d told them to wait for you.
Their heads all turned as they heard the clacking of your heels against the tile of the floor, “Boys,” You greeted as they unabashedly took in your new appearance.
As he most often was, Remus was the first one to collect himself, “Puppy, you were wonderful,” He praised, walking to meet you as you approached him, leaning down to smear a kiss against your cheek, “You did amazing up there, so proud of you,” He threw his arm around your waist as you walked towards Sirius and James.
“We got something for you,” He explained, his grip on your waist tightening, “Jamie give it to her, yeah?” 
“Oh yeah,” The smaller boy grinned, remembering the bouquet he held cradled in his arms as he handed it over to you, “Here you go angel.”
“Thank you Jamie,” You said as you took it from him, closing your eyes as you buried your nose in the sweet smelling flora. As you opened your eyes you made eye contact with Sirius, who stood across from you, practically drooling as he took in your appearance without any shame, “They smell wonderful.”
“You okay Si?” You asked, looking up through your eyelashes, batting them innocently.
“Like you don’t know exactly what you did up there to us (Y/N/N),” Remus whispered in your ear, pressing his nose into your temple.
“You guys are the ones who wanted to come,” You lilted, rubbing one of the velvety petals between the pads of your thumb and forefinger.
“Could’ve warned us,” James mumbled, his eyes not leaving your thighs as he licked his lips, if it were anyone else you would’ve been uncomfortable but you couldn’t help but feel flattered whenever any of them ogled you. 
“And what’s with the dress Pup?” Sirius nodded his head appreciatively towards your dress, obviously admiring the way it hung on your body.
“What, you don’t like it?” You asked with fake hurt in your voice, knowing that he more than liked it, he fucking loved it. 
“S’not that,” Remus mumbled, nosing at your jugular, “Just that whole show, got us a little bit worked up. We didn’t expect it to be so sexual Puppy,” He nodded towards James and that’s when you noticed the erection he was still sporting. 
“Got us really worked up, can we go home now?” James asked, shifting his weight from one foot to the other, trying to distract himself from his little problem.
“Jamie,” You whined, smiling wickedly, “I wanted to celebrate, I was thinking we could go eat somewhere, I was thinking maybe Thai food?”
You watched as Sirius ground his teeth, conflicted between needing to get home and not wanting to deny you from what you wanted. 
“Having fun teasing us Bunny?” Remus asked you with a sly smirk, knowing exactly what you were doing.
“M’not teasing,” You insisted, turning indignantly to your other boyfriend.
“Sure you aren’t,” He chuckled, “Thai sounds great (Y/N), wanna talk with you about the show,” The idea of teasing Sirius and James even longer was very appealing to Remus and he was ready to make the sacrifice of being teased himself, knowing that he’d be able to get back at you later that night.
“But-” James began.
“You wanna argue with me Jamie?” Remus challenged, raising a singular eyebrow.
“No,” He moped, “Of course not.”
“Good,” Remus said, nodding his head approvingly, “We wouldn’t wanna deny our Princess would we?”
James shook his head, eyes pleading, desperately seeking Remus’ approval.
“Pads?” Remus challenged, turning his attention to the other raven haired man.
“What? Oh um, of course not,” He agreed distractedly, dragging his eyes from your form to meet Remus’, his reluctance evident in his voice.
“Good,” Remus said pointedly, his eyes cold, daring Sirius to question him. When he didn’t the werewolf continued, “Let’s get going then, there’s a nice little restaurant a couple blocks away yeah?”
As you all hummed your consent you made your way to the exit, “Ten galleons if you can make James cum in his pants at dinner,” Remus whispered in your ear quietly enough so that  James and Sirius trailing behind you wouldn’t be able to hear you, you could hear the smirk in his voice as you exited the theatre.
“Deal.” This was going to be fun, you considered that you might have to invite them to come see the show again.
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The new trio || r.l x reader
Warnings; none, just fluff also!! No James or Sirius slander I know they aren’t like this intentionally
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He loved them. ofcourse he did. James and Sirius were his best mates, but that didn’t stop the sinking feeling he felt when one of them would sneak into the others’ bed so that they could talk.
They never invited him, he always wanted to be invited. Wanted to know what they were talking about, though the ‘muffliato’ charm made it impossible.
Peter loved them as-well, they were his only friends and that’s all he ever wanted. Friends. But he too, couldn’t stop from feeling left out
James and Sirius were best friends. With each other more so than with the other marauders, and it hurt. It hurt knowing it’d always be ‘James, Sirius, and the other two friends’
Remus still hung around the pair, he didn’t have much else to do so he ignored the sinking in his stomach as always when they were in the library, but Peter didn’t. He started hanging out with a girl who had y/h/c hair, and he seemed to be so much happier than he ever was.
“Hello” you sat next to Peter, even though the two of you were a bit further than Remus, his lycanthropy increased his hearing so it had felt as if the two of you were right next to him
“Hey” Petes smile reached his eyes, “Whatcha studyin’?” You peered over his book
He heard the conversation clearly, you and Peter spoke about homework and he couldn’t help but feel jealous. Jealous that ‘wormy’ wasn’t getting left out anymore and now it was just him being miserable.
“Hey Remu” the aforementioned boy sat next to him, “You alright?”
He looked at his other two friends, who were giggling and whispering amongst each other, and nodded “fine”
“I know how you feel y’know” Peter whispered, “you can come and hangout with me”
“Nah don’t wanna disturb you and..” he trailed off, remus never learnt your name
“Y/n.” He added on, “but cmon shes so nice and won’t mind at all”
“I’m y/n” you stalked from behind unlit you were infront of him and shook his hand, “Remus lupin”
“What won’t I mind?”
“if Remus hung with us” your friend replied
“Ofcourse not! Come on we’re going to the black lake” you smiled down at him
he considered it, but didn’t want to feel like a bother once more, “s’alright you two have fun”
You shook your head “come on one day with us and if you don’t like it we will never bug you again”
“Fine” picking up his books quickly Remus walked with you and Peter to the black lake.
James and Sirius didn’t even notice him leave.
After hours of real laughter, his ribs hurting from how funny you were, the three of you decided to go back to Gryffindor tower
“We can go back up to my dorm,” you suggested, Peter nodded quickly as you two looked at Remus, “are you sure I’m not intruding?”
“Don’t be silly!” You smiled, “come on I made brownies yesterday and I need some taste testers”
He fought back a smile as you held he and peters hand and ran up to the common room, ‘dilligrout’ you told the fat lady.
She opened the door and the two boys followed behind “Oh wait, Remus you don’t have the spell so you can walk up” you frowned, his heart sank.
This was it, it was only going to be you and Peter once again. He should’ve expected it, it felt too good to be-
“There!” His thoughts were interrupted, “come on” you pushed him up the stairs and surprisingly he was able to walk up without a slide forming at his feet
“Here we are” you pushed the door open to your room, it was truly beautiful, white walls with small plants around the windows and vines along the roof. A record player on the desk and a mini-fridge next to it
Remus stayed back near the door as Peter jumped onto a love seat that you had, “sit rem” you encouraged
He complied, as you took the brownies out of the mini fridge and gave one to each, “hold on!”
You quickly turned on the record player as it started to play ‘star man’ by Bowie
The three of you ate the brownies, that were surprisingly good, and Remus ate three. Just because you kept encouraging him saying ‘I know you want more’
It was truly the happiest he had been in quite a while, you had a power to make Peter and himself feel included in everything you all did.
It was different, he felt different, happy.
No one was excluded from anything, when someone had feelings to share- the other two were there to comfort- it was pure bliss. You were pure bliss.
He started spending more time with you and Peter, usually walking around school or just talking about everything and everyone in your prefect dorm. He loved it.
The weeks became months and sooner or later Remus realized he was absolutely and hopelessly enamóured with you.
“Come on you two!” You held their hands as you ran to the black lake
He was scared, scared that you didn’t share these feelings and that Peter was, also, smitten for you, though the latter vanished when he had expressed these concerns to him
“Nah” He had said “shes like my sister, she’s nice to me”
As you three reached your regular spot near the water, Peter made up a lie to go back and leave you two alone. “So y’like hanging with us?” You giggled
“I do actually” he smiled, a small blush creeping onto his cheeks, “y/n can I- uh can I tell you something”
You nodded, sitting next to him. “I think- shit wow” he laughed nervously, “I really- like really like you”
You leaned your head on his shoulder, kissing it slightly “I like you too”
You reached for his scarred hand, laying yours on top of his “Thanks for telling me” whispered so slightly he heard faintly
“Thanks for reciprocating the feelings” he chuckled
Peter came back quickly, with some strawberries from the kitchens “I see my plan worked eh?”
“Yea yea, I guess it did” you looked back at Remus, leaning closer to him the two of you connected, holding your waist as the sweet kiss ended. The two of you with dark blushes in your cheeks
“Glad I convinced you to hang out with us” Peter smiled
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