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thinlinez · 6 months
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I recently got back to reading fics after a LONG period of life just not letting me (almost a whole year of not being able to read fics, watch my fav series just cause i was so tiered hah🥲). Wanted to reread some of my favorite works, many of which were from you (lost & found in oblivion, that highschool neighbor Au and a few others.. forgot the Titels im sorry !!) and i saw that they were all in a hidden collection, and LUCKILY not deleted i think i might actually cry if you deleted any of your works..
I dont know why you did that but ofc i Respect your decision and if you want to keep it like that forever then do what you think is best !! I saw that it might have sth to do with you wanting your Bh fics to also get appreciation? Either way, im ofc gonna read the fics you still have up (and i actually have already read Divinely Blessed in the past haha!).
Just want you to know that i really appreciate you as an author, and i apologize that you have to read all that i wrote😅
My questions would be, do you think youre ever going to put your other works up again? Or at least some of them? Because i GENUENLY love your works, and some of them also became my comfort fics and shit.. I LOVED 'truth would be' and that one fic where H and L go on a road Trip? I really cant remember the names of some haha
And i saw that i can 'join' the collection, do you accept these applications? Is that even possible idk how that works. I just wanna read my comfort fics again!!
But its obviously okay if youre not comfortable with that.
Anyway, sorry u had to read all that again, and i honestly dont care abt who bottoms and who doesn’t, wouldn’t even be mad if you reposted the hidden fics with their names Switched, i just LOVE your writing, and i really hope youre not hiding your talent forever!
Dear anon,
Wow, that was a long message! And you remembered all of the fics names too 😆 that's impressive! Well, thank you for saying that they are your comfort fics! And yes I'm not deleting them just hiding them for now. I won't make them available any time soon though I'm really sorry... I'm hiding them because I hope to be more known for my new fics and not for the old ones. I don't really want people to know me for my old fics you know... And I won't ever switch the names 😂 it doesn't work that way! I wrote those old fics because that was how I picture everything however I no longer see those characters in that light, that's why I can't really stand them... sorry my babies...
Thanks again for this message, maybe one day in the future I'll make them available again, one day when I feel I love those fics again I will! For now you can read the new ones and although you might not like them as much, they are written with love!
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soldrawss · 1 year
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I have no idea if this was all from the same anon or not, but if it was, hope you're doing better anon, thank you for the apology. Im sorry you felt the need to vent this way, so maybe taking a step back from social media might be good. Wish you the best anon.
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spotsupstuff · 11 months
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"scrambling for her puppet" (in the ask about Moon learning Pebbles is in the works now) YOU GET IT YOU GET IT the puppet may be a personification but it's not the iterator's main body ! (Unless the whole structure is caput like Moon after the collapse)
I love it when the puppet is more akin to a body part the iterator must not forget to use when conversing with smaller organisms !
oh you are going to LOVE Notos and some of Haboob's lore when the big oc post comes out. and also Zephyr (who gets her puppet mangled into almost unregonizable mess of machinery and organic mush during her collapse but still lives n can Somewhat very minimally move the pieces of the gore). and Fish with his torn off head and half a torso in Saint's time..... i LOVE fuckin around with the puppets
BUT YES YES!!!! the puppet is just. another fucking organ, yea. which is so weird to say... i think of the puppets as fetuses from time to time because of the whole "umbilical" arm and "umbilical" cable business
perhaps the puppet bodies could be directly almost completely organic but hollowed out of mind and individuality in a manner to allow the iterator to plug into it and project their consciousness through it. it wouldn't be too outlandish for the Ancients to create a being for the sole purpose of causing it brain death upon its birth and then shoving the body into a box for a hivemind to claim. for fuck's sake afterall, those things that make up Metropolis might be very much alive too but not quite sentient enough to do much about their existence
(side note: i REALLY fuckin love the idea that Ancients are here like "oooOooOo iteratoooOoOOors you need to find an universal solution to mass ascension of the entire world, we cannot let anything suffer the curse of LiiIIiiiIIife boohooo waaaaah wah" while creating Living things that PHYSICALLY don't have the slightest chance to enjoy their life but only basically existing as bricks with karma. if we assume everything living possesses karma. this is also fun to think about when you know a bit about the buddhistic reincarnation system)
the fetus analogy is also kind of fun besides disturbing though, i'll say, what with fetuses not really being able to live outside of womb and also with the way the iterators look canonically... and that they are so small as well (das why i REALLY like the short iterators thing for canon). squishy ass fetuses, p sure if that shit got severed it would just kind of spasm, shrivel up, die and rot
i've had an idea cycling around my brain for so long of Nish giving a spook to one of the Ancients' children about how an Iterator is a hivemind given singular name and goal to be a singular being instead of millions. he says it in a joking way to wig out the kid a little but it's absolutely 100% true for once
i like to think that Sometimes the main body of the iterators (the superstructure) gets minimized into just "the can" by itself because the iterator gets a bit Too into seeing the puppet as their personification/self, to the point that they start to view That only as them despite their superstructure being alright. this results in one of the many kinds of madness an iterator can fall into - basically the cabin fever amped up, with their literal body causing them this mental decline
i've a post in my drafts for like over a month now that's just me playin with the iterator designs a bit more n the main thought is basically
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umbilical ARM taken literally
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the-npd-culture-is · 4 months
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hey. not culture. but i feel grateful this blog exists, because even as a traumagenic + disordered system, i only feel safe in explicitly endo safe spaces.
spaces that aren't endo safe have always excluded me, cuz my plurality looks a little too similar to those scary endos or whatever.
thank you :3
- 🐈‍⬛️🔪
aaaah thank you y'all are so kind, you're making emotional lmao ;-; <3/pos lh
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kanenites · 4 months
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A noun is not a pronoun. Peace and love.
anon i am turning 23 in 4 months Do you think i care
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rainswings · 2 years
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Favorite type of science?
I'm so sorry I'm allergic to smart things and don't really enjoy science generally. Um, maybe zoology? I think animals are cool :)
#i love you so much anon thanks for asking!!#i hope you have a lovely day :)#answered#asks#rains talks#about me#look away science enjoyers its time for a dumb bitch to rant in the tags#but like. i just never felt anything for science classes except frustration and disinterest#its up there with history in least favorite subject mode at least i understood math most od the time#but chemistry is boring as shit all just adding but its electrons n shit#same with physics and like. everything else. theyre all so unbearably boring#theyre all too smart for me. my brain could never figure out the sciences#stem has never been a dream of mine and im glad bevause im the worst at it#yknow what okay maybe astrophysics is cool i did enjoy that class and did kinda enjoy learnign about stars#it kicked off my nrw worldbuildong quirk of gotta makke the solar system first#tho i dotn remember anything from class and just have to watch through artifexian vids instead#but yeah. sciencd sucks for me#i suck at science and i hate it because i never felt like i had a chance because my brain just isnt wired for it#and it makes things so gross and uncomfortable !!! i never want to know about the little bugs all over everything#i hate knowing what a parasite is. i dont care that rainbows are light refraction shut up im here just for colors#i dont care about that shit i dont want to hear it i just want to taste yummy things and leave a pretty corpse one day#and istg if you come in my inbox about 'food is science too' im blocking you
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caestusvulpes · 1 year
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are we kinkshaming people in each other's askbox now?? is that actually what's happening??
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princemick-archive · 2 years
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Love your edits gifs posts painting you're such a talented person 🥺❤
ah ty dude!!! I've been taught and have taught myself a lot over the years im glad I can make some stuff w it that other people also enjoy!!
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rewritingcanon · 30 days
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What would you say are your more controversial opinions about the hp characters?
ohhhh okayyy. i feel like my opinions on a lot of the characters aren’t controversial because i dont feel super strongly towards anyone in any negative light but here are some i could think of at the top of my head:
i’m glad the malfoys faced more extreme backlash after the second wizarding war. a lot of people in the fandom seem to be very sympathetic towards draco and scorpius for getting dogpiled with the brunt of it (which yeah, it sucks, especially for scorpius) but the prejudice makes complete make sense to me. if i was someone who didn’t know scorpius’ character, and had someone from my family get killed in the second war due to death eaters or something— seeing the malfoys still be wealthy and walk around freely without any jailtime, i would be bitter too. they’re hated on but they’re still one of the richest families ever, so they’ll live LOL
another anon has asked about this and i haven’t responded to them yet but when i do i will link it here for my reasons. basically: the best character in the cursed child is harry potter. i think the way they wrote his character and ptsd carried the play. it was def his story, not albus’.
i do think dumbledore has some aspects of him that may be considered morally gray, but mostly i dont think he is. he does everything for the good of the world, and his complete selflessness leads him to sacrifice anything for it— even himself and the people he loves, when necessary. i completely understand why people wouldn’t agree with his methods though.
james potter isn’t a sunshine character he’s a dickhead. fans of him made him a golden retriever character to be more palatable for modern times. i like him the way he is: an asshole and then less of an asshole 👍 this is what true stanning looks like
pansy parkinson is racist and out of all the female side characters, developing HER is so questionable from fandom
harry had questionable descriptions about a lot of male characters to make people think he could be a little 🏳️‍🌈 there was bill, there was sirius, there was cedric. but draco is not a part of that list. harry was not feeling draco whatsoever throughout the series but drarry shippers cling to that one ‘obsessed’ line
furthermore, harry rejecting draco’s offer of friendship wasn’t a sad or a ‘what if’ scene. draco was being a classist piece of shit and harry didnt want to fuck with that, there isnt any way in any timeline he wouldve accepted draco’s friendship.
slytherin sucks just generally lol. people want so bad to pluck anti-heroes out of a series that was written specifically with the mind to make all the characters suck.
hermione and ron’s drama isn’t as toxic as people make it out to be. yes, this includes the time hermione sent birds after him. people act like its the end of the world but she was tackling puberty and the end of society soooo i give her a pass to tweak out.
mostly every harry potter character has horrific names. like literally mostly everyone. even the name harry potter 🙁
movie romione wasn’t that bad LOL
severus snape’s ‘redemption’ or whatever was so ass. he bullies kids for five years and then everything is chill because… true love? on harry’s mum? are you kidding me 💀
weasley family angst goes hard but people (especially percy stans and some ron&ginny stans) acting like they’re the most toxic family to walk the earth make me want to rip my hair out and eat it. molly loves her kids guys shes not evil. jesus.
genuinely trying to think of more but i can’t right now…. maybe i will reblog and add to it. i feel like most of my opinions aren’t that controversial though 😭
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etherealkissed88 · 5 months
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so are you done acting like you know nondualism and posting it like you understand it? throwing around terms like ego as if you even understand that the 3D isn't even real. glad to see you stuck to your loass delusionposting
#teamsophie
if you actually practiced non dualism, you wouldnt care about a word or a tag in my post and you would know that you are only arguing with yourself. luckily i learned non dualism from my hindu friends who actually practiced it since its their religion. maybe learn non dualism from someone who actually knows what their talking about? and someone who wouldnt care about a lil word. grow up and maybe work on your self love even tho ego isnt real. anon bitches rly have so much confidence behind a screen when its clear yall have so much hate and sadness in your heart. i feel bad for you now😭😭
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im so glad i started playing three houses again cause i love it so much but honestly for awhile i stopped playing it cause everyone in the fire emblem fanbase that isnt just 3h's fanbase gets so. concerningly angry anytime you bring this game up. you can only really bring it up in three houses focused spaces, if you go to an all fire emblem games area and mention three houses people will actively act like you insulted them and just be huge jerks and its such a bummer tbh
i kinda find it funny when i see anons here act like hating three houses makes them different or unique when its kinda just basic at this point lol
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lyranova · 9 months
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Heya! Love your works! I was wondering if you could do a Yuno x reader one with genre hurts- comfort? Here's the prompt list:
Fluff (5.“Home stopped being a place when you entered my life.”)
Fluff (6. “You should probably go home.” “But I’m already home.”)
Angst (1. “I’m leaving.” “Of course you are, that’s all you know how to do.”)
General (3. “I love you.” “You shouldn’t.”)
Again, love your works and id love to see more of them! Ty! <3
(Also, sorry if my english isnt really good, its not my first language, haha. Sorry if this is a bit too much too! ^^')
Hiya anon! Of course I can, I'm sorry this came out more...angsty then hurt/comfort 😅, but I still hope you enjoy! And thank you so much, I'm so glad you enjoy my works that makes me happy to hear 🥺💕! And don't worry about your english it's perfect and is very good 🥰!
Word Count: 468
Warnings: Angst
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“ I love you.’’
Yuno stared at them with a blank expression, he knew how nervous and hesitant they were to confess, and he had been seeing the signs that they had feelings for him beyond that of friendship. And he had been trying to put distance between them, but they just…completely ignored it.
“ You shouldn’t,’’ Yuno said coldly, he was doing his best to hurt them. He wanted them to have their heart broken, the reason? Because…he wasn’t good enough for them yet. He wanted to become Captain, and then eventually Wizard King, and once he achieved those things then he would consider himself good enough for them.
But right now, Yuno felt that he was lacking.
“ Why shouldn’t I?’’ They asked, their voice firm and determined, and Yuno sighed.
‘Please understand…I’m not good enough for you as I am now, please just wait a little longer, or find someone else who is good enough for you now.’ Yuno screamed at them in his head, but not a single word left his lips, instead he just continued staring blankly at them. Even has his heart clenched painfully tight in his chest.
“ Because you shouldn’t,’’ Yuno said, his tone continuing to be cold and distant, and he felt his heart clench even tighter as tears of frustration welled up in his friend's eyes.
“ You should go home now,” Yuno said softly as he turned around and began to walk away, but he stopped when he heard them sniffle behind him.
“ But, I already am home,” They said softly as they sniffled and wiped the tears from their eyes. “ Home stopped being a place the moment you entered my life.” They finished quietly, and Yuno brought a fist to his chest and grabbed his shirt tightly.
This, breaking their heart, was absolutely painful. At their words, he nearly dropped the cold act, ran towards them to scoop them up in his arms and tell them that he felt the same way and had for a while.
But he stopped himself.
“ I’m leaving, and I’ll pretend we never had this conversation.” Yuno threw over his shoulder as began to walk away again.
“ Of course you are, that’s all you know how to do.” They said coldly as they finished wiping their tears and watched him walk away. “ You’re such a cold-hearted jerk.” They added quietly under their breath, but Yuno still heard them.
Once Yuno rounded the corner, he leaned his back against the wall for support before quietly sliding down to the ground. He hated that he had to break their heart, especially considering he loved them just as much as they loved him. But he needed to become good enough, he needed to become stronger to protect them. They just needed to wait a little longer…just a little longer.
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Thank you all so much for reading and I hope you all have a good day~!
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maidservant-hecubus · 4 months
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thanks for posting about the jewish side of this whole thing. at the first post of urs i saw i almost reached for the unfollow button thinking it was zionistic, but then i like. Took a moment and realized propaganda had me almost ready to unfollow a jewish person bc they called out antisemitism. reading more of ur posts has definitely helped me think harder abt everything im consuming rn, and i want 2 thank u 4 that. Ik ur probably getting nasty messages so heres one from a goy(goyim? Idk the conjugation) who isnt perfect but is learning 2 listen thanks 2 u
This ask is from November 16th and I've clearly sat on it for a long time. I've had a lot of complex feelings over it. Grateful, yes, especially in the earlier days. Which I think is why I didn't let my self answer right away. I'm glad anon had a second thought before unfollowing me. The bar is in hell there, but I'm still glad. I'm glad they understood my goals have been to fight antisemitism by calling it out where i see it. I'm glad they seem wiling to listen and learn. But i also worry. I worry because of that knee-jerk view of pro-jews and jewish safety content as "zionistic" is there and their ask only tells me that they realized that **I** was doing better, not that their wariness of "zionistic" content was wrong. And i've felt very nit-picky feeling this way, especially when they are thanking me for helping them to think harder about things. I deeply appreciate that and i hope if they're still following me they now have an even better understanding of how nuanced my feelings on this have to be. I have to be nit-picky because this is my life and the life of my loved ones and my people on the line. And also I realize now i am some form of zionist, but i'm not going to define or quantify that because the people who know what i'm talking about understand the nuance and multitudes and complexity and hope that word can hold (and if you've been following me you should by now too), and the people that would block me for it or put me on a list or send me hate would never have engaged me in good faith to begin with. So anon, if you're still following me, I sincerely thank you and hope you've continued to learn and unpack your feeling over this all. I'm grateful for the message that November 2023 you sent because it does give me hope, and i hope that past version of you can be proud of the you that's reading this reply. And above all I hope that anyone else reaching for the block button takes a moment to think and realize they are not immune to propaganda and cultural antisemitism.
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naturecalls111 · 1 year
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Your one of the only valid ‘Ace reacting to luffy’s relationship’ motherfuckers on this site
I dont hate the over protected ace angle but it always felt like it gets way over done you know. I like your version hella alot better of ace looking out for his bro and is supportive. Like sure ace will probably kill law if he ever hurt is brother but he isnt gonna get in the way of them being together or anything
Hi anon!
Wow! I’m surprised to hear that’s the angle that’s been usually taken with how Ace reacts to Luffy’s love interests! I’m moderately new to this fandom so I didn’t know!
I suppose I always just figured that Ace trusts Luffy to handle things himself when he needs to. Sure, Luffy isn’t the brightest bulb, but I think he’s pretty capable all things considered, and I think Ace knows that!
Perhaps I’m projecting my own experience, too. I have an older brother with more or less the same age gap that Luffy and Ace have, and we have a great relationship - he’s never been over protective when I’ve had boyfriends and I appreciate him for it, he’s always been on good terms with them and was very helpful in giving advice if I asked for it. I guess I’m writing what I know! And that experience might be totally different for others, which might explain the different characterisation.
Also I think for These Characters Specifically, I felt like Ace would more likely relate to Luffy in a ‘dude, I’ve been there, listen to your big bro so you don’t make the same mistakes I do 😁’ type of way. Like, Ace gets it! He’s not a hypocrite! People are hot! Real! 😂😂
Also also, I always figured it was different for siblings where they’re both guys. I have a few queer guy friends in relationships who also have older brothers, so occasionally that acts as a marker for my characterisation too – it’s just teasing here and there, but never anything serious.
Also also also, I like to imagine Sabo and Ace getting a kick out of teasing Luffy when they’re up late at night talking about it, and how would they do that if not for the occasional banterous cock-blocking and making Luffy feel lightly embarrassed when Law is around! They’re older brothers! That’s their job!!! 😂
Anyway, I’m glad you enjoy my characterisation of it! I think a great part of fandom is the different lens we can view all these dynamics in, but I’m glad this one resonates with you! It’s the one I enjoy writing most! ❤️
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When Evangeline touched the reader it was clear she wasn't an ally, and after her outburst it was clear she saw them as an object, when Yves said that she wanted to be the savior I didn't expect her to be so unhinged on her quest to be the hero, but makes so much sense, and 'the hero gets the girl' or the 'happy ever after' seems things she selfishly would take, not much unlike Monty reader was there at the wrong place and at the wrong time, pretty sure the reader will have more PTSD and self blame
Still? When I saw the trigger warning I was afraid it would be Monty since I thought we would have a break from her, AND we were told he didn't listen to 'no', good we can get a true antagonist, it was crude and raw and awful, I've read other scenes of that kind but usually they make me feel anger and powerlessness, this was complete terror, also Yves has cameras on the room no? I can't imagine how he was when it happened, being stuck and unable to do anything, not much different from us readers being unable to stop reading what was next, but in a way not 'leaving them alone' I had to stop for a bit and even then it felt 'wrong' to leave them alone, the immersion you create is just something so... Impressive I just can't stop saying it, it's so so unique
And of course now Montgomery will have to step up, even if at this point Yves is the safe heaven, Monty is the devil we know, unlike the devil we don't (Evangeline)
Back on topic, the freeze and fawn was tragically something both Montgomery and Evangeline took advantage of, but Evangeline unlike Monty doesn't see them as an equal even less above herself, there was no way she would ever be in a sane relationship with reader, no matter which kind
Also Mr Jones crying and begging for forgiveness, gives me two thoughts, one he knows or feels what's about to come to either him or his family, or is the kind of person that still believes his daughter is a good person that did wrong, I'm more inclined to the later, who knows maybe just self hate on himself 'i should have done better' or something like that, and in that position I feel reader would either just be numb or lash out at him since it's a cycle of abuse, you didn't stop her then I can also blame you for it, and he LACKS a backbone so maybe a bit for the reader to have some feeling of control back, only time will tell
you're always keeping us on our toes can't wait to see what you come up with next
Ou shid man thank you so much for the analysis!! That is true, anyone would be extremely shaken and like beat themselves up for "falling" for Evangeline's facade, but in actuality there isnt really much to go off on , u wouldnt know till its too late
Altho montys a fuckin creep, i did write him to be at least somewhat lucid when readers genuinely upset or disliking whatever hess doing, he does like respect you as a human tho its just that hes delusional to think ur shy,But he knows when to stop which usually is when you cry or lash out at him
This was what i meant for Evangeline to be a sacrificial lamb because shes just there for a short period of time to make something happen and then get killed off on or off screen
Thanx man i was actually worried that i was writing the scenes to be too goofy or crimge, but glad to hear that i do at least let some of my readers experience the immersion i intended to apply
Yeah Yves saw everything and it wasn't good for his psyche , i was planning to write from his pov at some point but i just couldnt convey the horror and anguish he felt so i just leave it up to interpretation and write the aftermath instead
Oh the mr jones begging one is basically just wanting to protect Evangeline, mans doenst know what Yves have in store for them
Hell yeah thanks for the thoughts anon i got them bones for my brain to chew on
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alwynsalps · 3 days
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I saw your recent ex swiftie blog and im glad i could relate to it too. I was her fan too but this album and herself just put me out on the edge. Its hard to digest the fact that whatever part i loved about tay is only a shell of her and not her true self. A part of her mask ig… everything about her is fake and performative and nothing is genuine about it. The lover pro lgbtqia “era” activism and someone who is queer, felt so seen that person i loved advocated for us and it was great but she never spoke and uttered a voice and felt like it was simply a “phase” and never thought that real people are involved in it too? Did she think that we fight and advocate for our right is simply a trend for her to participate? Real people are standing and fighting the homophobic laws and i live in homophobic country its so hard to live in a country where they hate us and dont value as a human and i have to live as someone who isnt myself…
A simple statement would really help considering how much power and influence she holds. Her defying silence in palestine conflict too bc shes a coward to take a stand against it. Her ex bf who is much lesser in terms of popularity has more spine and courage to tapk about it.
Your blog helps me to vent out uncomfortable feelings and im truly glad❤️
You're so right. I think her releasing a four minute song about gay rights and yay be queer is just ☠️ people are literally still getting murdered for being queer. Trans people are losing healthcare and laws but you know yntcd.
She had a trans man in the lavender haze mv but didn't say anything about trans rights and everything currently going on in the US alone regarding trans people.
And it bothers me that she doesn't say anything about Palestine. Jenna Ortega lost her lead role in scream seven for speaking out against Israel. Same with another actress from scream.
Joe alwyn has like a million followers on insta where she has 284 MILLION. Joe can at any time lose any of his upcoming roles or opportunities but he is on the right side of history which she so desperately wants to be yet doesn't do anything to prove she's a good person.
Genuinely think the reason why a LOT of people are now put off are not only ratty twatty but you can genuinely see she does performative shit bc she most likely gets paid to do it 😒 while Joe, my unbothered king, is genuine regarding his actions and I think a lot of the hate he gets from swifties are bc he is what they think Taylor is.
Aw I'm happy my blog feels like a safe space 🌷you are always welcome anon🤗
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