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axailslink · 1 year

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Shuri being protecting and possessive over reader

Not my girlfriend my wife!

Shuri x black fem reader

Summary: Shuri does not take kindly to other women trying to hit on you I mean she takes it to heart it makes her feel as if she's not showing that you two are a couple enough. So when this happens she makes it well known that you belong to someone and not just anyone her.

By the way this is the swimsuit I usually don't add pics and leave it to the imagination but bruh c'mon you can't say you wouldn't look bomb in this! (This goes out to all my readers my big girls my tiny bitches it's okay you'd rock the hell out of this!)

You and Shuri rarely got days where you could just leave and go on a date so when she told you you'd both would be able to go on a two day date anywhere you wanted you were packing immediately. "Babe, where's my swimsuit?" Shuri acts as if she doesn't hear you because that swimsuit you were talking about the really cheeky one which showed the curve of your ass and had everyone looking yeah she threw that away. "Shuri Udaku I know you hear me" she laughs when you say her full name "baby I don't know" you cross your arms and walk in the bathroom in front of her coming face to face with her well the most you can she is a bit taller than you so you have to look up regardless.

"You're lying" she places her hand on her chest and looks hurt at your accusation as her toothbrush hangs out her mouth "I am not" she says gently pushing you over to finish brushing "yes you are and I know you are because the last time I wore it you had to rip it off me I remember that night well everyone heard me" she smiles to herself obviously proud of her past actions. "No one looked at you again though did they?" You laugh before kissing her toothpaste covered cheek not knowing how she even got toothpaste there "you threw it away didn't you?" She sighs before answering "maybe but I bought a new one to replace it and you're going to love it" you hum "and why is that?" She chuckles as she washes her face "it comes with a shaw that covers everything" you groan "baby I got ass for a reason why is you tryna hide it?"

"Because you're not one of those women who just sits there and looks pretty you like to jump around and play and smile. When I fell in love with you you were wearing what? A swimsuit!" You laugh and turn around looking at your ass in the mirror "well that's your nasty old mind" she walks out of the bathroom and comes behind you "I just can feel that someone's going to try something and I can't afford to act like a fool for when they do." You turn and wrap your arms around her neck pulling her down so that you can kiss her she hums and picks you up "no Shuri you're gonna make us late you do this every date night!" She smiles as she sits you on the dining room table "you're never complaining when you're finished" you slap her shoulder "that doesn't matter..." Your words drift off as her hands find their way to the back of your bra gently unclipping it and catching your lips in a kiss. "Thirty minutes won't hurt you'll get some good sleep on the plane" you nod as your hands gently rub their way into her hair as she kisses down the middle of your chest then tummy and stops right above your underwear.

You walk in the hotel room full of delight your baby believed in only the best for you and her and you loved her for it she knew nothing of small gifts either. She really believed in the saying go big or go home. You look at the room and then her "you really do go all out" she smiles and places her bag down and the key card on the desk before closing the door "of course how long has it been since we had a day where I wasn't being Queen and telling people what to do or doing this or that and where you weren't controlling my lab for me?" You shrug "what? About a couple of months?" She nods and laughs "for real it's exhausting we haven't had a proper day to ourselves I haven't been able to properly please you and that's annoying." You nod in agreement "that is annoying it's like the world knows when we're trying to be emotional, vulnerable, or horny and just cuts in."

"Today and tomorrow is just for us so how about you got try that swimsuit on? I promise it's not as bad as you think" you grimace and glance at your bag "if you could put a trash bag on me you would" she laughs and shakes her head before kissing your forehead "only out of love of course" you mumble to yourself "out of jealousy" she cocks her brow "speak up I hate when you mumble" you have a love hate relationship for when she starts to get demanding it turns you on but also makes you feel a bit threatened.

You shake your head and grab your bag placing it on the bed "nope I've got nothing to say" she hums and watches as you slowly get undressed "if you're teasing me you should wait until the day is over with it has been a while" you laugh and throw your shirt at her "stop being a horn dog I'm simply getting undressed" she lets her eyes scan you up and down looking at your collar bones and how pretty the dip is then you your shoulders and your round breasts-"aye aye stop eye fucking me" she smiles "I can't help it my girlfriend is truly so fine" you nod "that's usually my line" she shrugs and walks to the bathroom "maybe you've inspired me to start speaking like you."

You find yourself feeling yourself in the swimsuit your girlfriend bought it's a simple two piece nothing extravagant It's you that makes it extravagant however your ass fits firmly into the bottoms and your breasts practically hugging the fabric. Shuri walks out of the bathroom and shakes her head "no goodness gracious why do you fill everything out so well loosen them damn strings" you laugh at her reaction and shake your head no "oh no this is too cute" she groans and throws the shaw at you "put on this on please I'mma have to fight off women, men and the flies." You laugh and pull the shaw over it it's a mesh fabric not doing much to hide anything more but it's cute. Shuri fixes her top and tightens her top you groan at her fit "babe you always dressing like a five year old boy take those damn shorts off show a little ass or something" you say she looks you up and down "absolutely not don't nobody to see all that I have my breast out that ain't enough?" You straight face her before flicking her titty. "No it's not enough take the shorts off c'mon for me you'd look so cute" she groans as you gently pull on the waist band of the shorts slowly pulling them down and leaning down with each tug. "You and this teasing I'mma have to have you on your knees for real when we get back" you smile and look up at her as you let your hands run up her bare legs she shakes her head "stop before you start something" you pout and stand up. "Fine I'm done."

After continuously flirting the whole way there you two make it to the beautiful beach. Shuri just couldn't stand to go there practically naked so she borrowed your shaw which you didn't mind that meant you could shake ass easier she wasn't too fond of that but your things were left in the hotel.

Shuri's the first one in the water you follow quickly behind her though wrapping your arms around her neck and kissing her she hums into the kiss but doesn't see it coming as you pick her up and let her fall into the water. You hurriedly run back to your things in the sand as she practically drowns in the process of trying to get you. You smile at her from both of your towels and she laughs staying in the water is much cooler there you decide to lay on your stomach and just let the sun soak the water from your back. After a while you start scrolling through your phone and turn to take some pictures of Shuri in the water her hair wet and dripping onto her face and her body as always is amazing her toned arms remind you of the many hugs she gives you as her round breast the many naked nights. She notices you taking pictures and starts doing goofy poses causing you to laugh and smile to yourself.

However your fun is interrupted when a woman approaches attractive sure but as attractive as your baby? Fuck no "you need something?" You ask sitting up and putting your braids in a bun she shakes her head "I've just got to say you are truly gorgeous. What would I have to do to get your number?" You always found women like this attractive bold and taller than you that's why you liked Shuri but again that's why you like Shuri your girlfriend of three years you wouldn't dare look in another woman's eyes. You laugh before replying "a lot is what you'd have to do my girlfriend doesn't take kindly to people hitting on me and I don't think she's too fond of you right now" the woman shrugs and you wish you could physically say "go somewhere else I'm trying to save you!" At her but she seems determined even after the "girlfriend" line. You can see Shuri approaching you both with a stare that could kill and you look at her with pleading eyes.

"I don't see a girlfriend" you smile and return your attention to your phone "miss I'm sure you're lovely but I have a girlfriend of three years who is quick to anger and is not a fan of other confident women. Please leave me before you get me and you in trouble." She nods and turns around coming face to face with a fuming Shuri.

"Go ahead please" you can hear her accent loud and clear as she speaks to the woman daring her to say something the woman is taller than her but that doesn't bother Shuri as she stares her down like a predator to its prey. The woman walks off with no words said and you laugh "baby" she groans and take the shaw off tossing it at you "cover up now please" you laugh and pull the shaw over your head "can't leave you for five damn minutes without someone trying to take you from me" you shake your head and pull her down onto your towels "stop it no one could ever take me away from you" you say pecking her lips she hums and grabs the back of your head pushing you further into her making the kiss wilder and quite frisky you pull away and pat her chest "Shuri there are kids around" she shrugs "you don't even like kids" you shrug"but I want them to still have their innocence" she sucks her teeth. "Are you denying my kiss?" You try to stop the smile that appears on your face as you nod as she gasps as if she's been impaled "how dare you my girlfriend doesn't love me any more! She won't kiss me!" You immediately grab her by her face trying to keep her quiet. "Stop stop" "she prefers someone else!" You press your lips to hers and rub her cheeks "stop" she smiles but not at you she's looking past you at the woman from earlier "oh I'm sorry did I say girlfriend I meant wife!" You laugh and shake your head.

"I did mean that though..." You look at her confused for a moment "what?" "Wife would you be my wife?" She can see the scream boiling up in your throat as she covers your mouth you swallow for a moment and look at her with wide eyes "you want to marry me?" She smiles and kisses your forehead "forever" you look at her smiling so hard tears stream down your cheeks. "Hold on I can't answer that right now I need to breathe" you place a hand on your chest and compose yourself before looking back at her anticipated face "yes Shuri stop looking at me like that" she picks you up and kisses you so many times you can't count them.

A/n: I don't know how this turned into a proposal thing I just let my hand guide the story. Anyways enjoy.

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luvhughes43 · 1 year

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devil i know | trevor zegras x reader

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note: this is part 2 to nostalgia

summary: trevor finds out yn is engaged, and things escalate

lyrics: "i'm okay with history repeating, tell me i'm the one you can't forget"

"back in hell, at least i'm comfortable. need your body when my fire's cold. hand to heart, i'm gonna stay faithful to the devil i know, the devil i know"

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you haven't seen, talked, or checked any of Trevors socials in a while. you moved on. you were engaged to a nice man, and you dutifully accepted his promises of forever.

your fiance wasn’t like Trevor at all. he was home all the time, he didn’t prioritize anything above you, and you knew he wouldn’t just leave you as soon as he got his dream offered to him. but he also wasn’t the good parts of Trevor either. he didn’t try hard to make you laugh, he didn’t shout out his i love yous for all your friends to hear, and worst of all, he didn’t make you feel those butterflies that everyone tells you to watch out for. you knew you were supposed to go for the guy that makes you feel calm, like your fiance. but you'd be lying to yourself if you said you didn’t want those butterflies that only Trevor could make you feel back.

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y/nuser 05/04/23 🤍

Trevor wasn’t going to lie, he did keep some tabs on you. although he didn’t follow you on instagram anymore, his friends did and when there was a major life update they’d update him. It all started with them updating him on your wellbeing, knowing that Trevor was upset with how he broke things off.

but you knew better. you shouldn’t have messaged him back, especially with your fiance laying asleep right next to you.

Instagram dms

trevorzegras Hey yn… I know it's been awhile but I just wanted to check up on you

y/nuser why? It's been years…

trevorzegras I've just been thinking a lot about us lately

trevorzegras I’m really sorry about how I handled things. I should've tried harder for us

y/nuser you didn't try at all. you literally broke up with me and kicked me out. we didn't even have a proper talk about it.

trevorzegras I know and that’s all on me. I’m sorry

…

trevorzegras Can I see you?

you shouldn’t have opened the first message, but you definitely shouldn’t have responded. And now here you were, debating on whether or not you should go see Trevor. A man you haven't seen in years… your dms with Trevor still lit up your screen, providing you with the light to see the man sleeping peacefully next to you.

…

y/nuser when would you be able to meet up?

trevorzegras Are you still living in michigan?

y/nuser yes. i live about 40 minutes from the lake house

trevorzegras I can be in mich by the beginning of May

y/nuser I’ll see you then

i'm okay with history repeating, tell me i'm the one you can't forget

“what are we having for dinner?” your fiance asked as he thumped down the staircase. you were fixing your makeup in the living room mirror, getting ready to go meet up with someone you shouldn't.

“i'm going out, remember?” you asked, turning around so you could fully face your fiance.

“uh, right. with the girls?” he questioned.

“yeah. we’re going to go hit the bars so i might be home late. You don't have to wait up,” you turned back to the mirror, capping your tube of lipstick and moving on to scrutinise your hair. Trevor always told you he liked it up, so you grabbed an elastic and tried to figure out a style you could quickly do.

“right. well maybe I'll just order take out or something?” his statement took on a questioning tone and you lightly sighed.

“yeah that sounds like fun. maybe you can finish that show we’re watching, what's it called again?” you said flippantly, hoping to find something that could distract him from asking too many questions. although you knew there was nothing for him to question you about (it wasn’t unusual for you to go out with your friends) it felt different this time knowing who you were going to meet up with.

“The White Lotus?” he supplied, but then quickly added “it’s not the same without you. it’d be traitorous to watch without you”. you cringed at the word traitorous but quickly covered it up as you knew he could see your reflection from the mirror.

“maybe you could start a new show?” you stated in a lighter tone “you can tell me all about it when I get back,” you turned around smiling at your fiance. he smiled back and moved over to the couch to find something on the tv. he seemed pleased for the moment and so you decided to make your escape.

“I’ll see you later,” you waved to him from the front door as you gathered the rest of your belongings needed for the trip.

“no kiss goodbye?” he pouted, causing you to smile.

“goodbye” you teased, dragging the last syllable out for emphasis. “bye!” he shouted as you shut the door behind you.

the drive was short, and soon enough you were standing outside of Trevors rental house, unsure of whether or not you should go through with meeting him. you were convinced earlier that you should, but with the deception of your fiance… you felt guilty for what you were about to do.

Trevor opened the door, giving you no more time to question and let yourself be consumed by the fresh waves of guilt washing over you.

the first thing you noticed when you saw Trevor was his smile. you don’t know what you expected, but he looked the same. he was more grown up of course, but seeing him ignited everything you ever felt for him inside of you. you felt the pain, the heartbreak, and of course the longing and loving that came with being so close to him for so many years.

“do you want to come in?” Trevor asked in a low tone, momentarily startling you. you nodded in response, and he moved aside to let you in. closing the door shut behind you.

you spent most of the time just talking on his couch. you had gotten the tense apology out of the way, and you couldn’t believe how quickly you were forgiving him.

“I just think it’s interesting how now-” Trevor leaned over mid sentence, cutting you off with his lips on your own. you didn't pull back, but you didn’t react either, letting Trevor decide how things would go. he pulled away slightly, a soft apology leaving his lips but you couldn’t hear anything.

lust and longing clouded your vision as you pulled him back to you, arm slung around his shoulders as the other lightly caressed his jaw. as soon as you kissed him you started remembering just how Trevor felt before, how often you two would be in situations just like this… how much you had missed him when he left.

you woke up in the morning in the airbnb bed.

“good morning” Trevor said lightly as he brushed one of his hands along your hair that was now out of its updo.

“good morning,” you whispered back as you sat up in bed taking in your surroundings. yours and Trevors clothes were strewn around the room. your body felt on fire once you came to recollect last night's events.

fiance💍🤍: You haven't texted me an update

fiance💍🤍: Are you staying the night with one of the girls?

fiance💍🤍: Message me when you wake up. I love you

you shut your phone back off and groaned.

“Is that your…” Trevor started but trailed off, becoming aware of what you both have just done the night before.

“my fiance? yeah…” the two of you said nothing, looking away from each other and the mess that littered the bedroom floor.

you quickly got up and ready.

“please don’t go,” Trevor pleaded as you stood in the entry with one hand on the doorknob. you quickly dropped your hand.

“i can’t stay Trev i have a fiance at home and-”

“leave him. just stay with me, please” he pleaded, reaching out a hand to grip yours. you didn’t push him away.

there was a brief silence, “tell me i’m the one you can’t forget” you cut through it.

“what?” Trevor asked in shock, glancing up to look at your face.

“tell i’m the one person you can’t forget” you basically pleaded, no sense of pride left in your body.

“i can't forget you yn. i haven’t and i won't” he said, moving to stand less than a foot away from you. he leaned down so his forehead was resting against yours and you both sighed out.

“i’ll see you soon, okay?” you whispered, looking up into his eyes. Trevor nodded slightly, pulling his head away from yours and leaving a small kiss on your forehead. he watched you walk away.

"back in hell, at least i'm comfortable. need your body when my fire's cold”

after the first time, you snuck out to meet Trevor multiple times throughout his stay in michigan. things gt tricky with him leaving the airbnb about a week into your rendezvous and moving into the hughes lake house for the summer, but you made it work.

you felt sick admitting it, but you were comfortable with the routine you and Trevor had created. The guilt from sneaking off into the night soon turned into pleasure, and your love for your fiance turned into something meaningless. the vow you were supposed to take in a few short months meaning absolutely nothing to you.

It was one stupid comment made about dress shopping from one of your friends. your fiance had overheard and agreed. he was actually nervous for you. the fact that you might not have your perfect dress weighed heavily on his mind as he kept pestering you to make various appointments at different bridal shops.

you had tried on about twenty dresses, none of them looking or feeling right. you felt absolutely miserable. the weight of the fabric weighing heavily on your body as the secret you’ve been keeping from you soon-to-be husband weighed on your mind.

“yn come on, this one looks beautiful on you!” your best friend expressed as your entourage soon became tired of waiting and watching you try on different dresses just for you to reject them.

you smiled lightly in the mirror, letting your hands trail down the dresses bodice and onto the skirt. it would have been perfect if this was what you wanted at all.

“why are you marrying him?” Trevor asked one night. you had your head on his shirtless chest, arm wrapped around him in a makeshift hug.

you tensed at his question. you weren’t even sure why you were going to get married. it had seemed like the natural progression in your relationship earlier, but now with Trevor back… you knew it wasn’t right.

“i don't know. I feel like i have to” you admit.

“you shouldn’t feel like you have to get married,” he replied, hand resting against your bare back.

“what other choice do i have?” you replied, sighing as Trevors hand trailed up and down your back softly.

“you have so many options,” he whispered. “you could come back to cali with me or-” you sat up looking down at him. there was a slight blush tinged across his cheeks, and the small smile on his face made you a little nervous.

“Trevor…” you trailed off.

“no, please hear me out. you can move in with me, and we’ll figure it all out” he exclaimed, a slight frown taking over his face at your hesitant reaction.

“i’m comfortable doing this with you,” you gestured between the two of you and the room that you were in, “but leaving… Trevor i don't know how to tell you this but-”

“but what? this isn’t what you want?” he gestured to himself, obviously meaning that you didn't want a relationship with him.

“It's complicated” is all you said, but that wasn’t enough for Trevor.

“this,” he gestured between the two of you and the room just like you had done earlier, “is an affair. yn you’re cheating on your fiance” he stated. “you want to hook up with me? have an affair? fine. i agreed to that. but you can't just say it means nothing to you when you're going so far out of your way to meet up with me. To lie to your fiance that you’re perfectly fine with marrying him despite everything going on with us right now” he said more aggressively as he pushed you aside so he could sit on the edge of the bed, facing away from you.

you stayed silent, taking all of his words in.

“I’m sorry,” you whispered out as Trevor huffed and got dressed. leaving you behind in the hotel as he left.

“hand to heart, i'm gonna stay faithful to the devil i know, the devil i know"

it was your wedding day. you were in the dress you had picked out, you had walked down the aisle with your dad holding onto your arm. your fiance had cried, you could see your friends and family smile as the officiant kept talking about promises and forever.

your vows were over and done with next. You watched in silent horror as your finance professed his love to you in front of everyone you knew. he was holding your hands and you were terrified to break away. scared to continue on with the rest of the ceremony and terrified that you’d have to live the rest of your life out with a man you knew you didn’t love.

“if anyone objects to this marriage, speak now or forever hold your peace,” the officiant continued and you turned, almost comically, to see if there was anyone out there who was going to stop this.

your eyes were big and wide, you were clearly nervous and scared. your hands that were still holding on to your fiances seemed to be slick with sweat. the wedding party looked around a little nervously at your appearance.

“don’t get married,” a man's voice sounded throughout the tense venue and you visibly relaxed as soon as you saw Trevors mop of hair rise from the crowd. “please yn” Trevor pleaded painfully.

you didn’t even look back at the man holding your hands before you dropped them. shocked gasps and chatter sounding throughout the hall as you took off running towards Trevor.

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alyssaswrld999 · 2 months

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I'm Broken And I Don't Want To Be Sammy

( Sam Winchester x Reader)

Warnings: deppression, suicidal thoughts, deep conversations, broken feelings, self harm, etc.

Y/n's pov:

I never looked at the world so differently until now. Never knew that I could go down into a pit of emotions that kill me every single day. To were it makes me feel that no one needs me anymore...

That no one will miss me...

That it's ok to leave this world behind...

"Y/n you okay" Sam asked. I look up at Sam getting out of my trace of thoughts. "Yeah I'm alright Sam" I said giving a decent smile. I look down and get back to researching our case. It seems we are dealing with a ghost of some sort which is never good.

"Listen to this according to the crime scenes and deaths that have happened in the past five years they all are near this old mental asylum at a 10 mile radius at least. And they are even killed the same way which is all suicide" Sam said.

Dealing with a case that involved ghosts used to make me sick to my stomach but now from the way I've been feeling for awhile it doesn't bother me much anymore. The fate I seek lately by any paranormal creature now is just plain and simple its just becoming the term "it is what it is".

"So it sounds like we could have ghost possession?" I said. "I think Y/n's right because we did have a case similar to this before" Dean added. Sam closed his laptop and looked at Dean. "Well then let's go check it out" Sam said.

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We finally make it to Louisiana and arrive at a motel for the night. "I'm gonna go get a drink I'll see you guys in the morning" Dean said. I rolled my eyes and got out of the impala and made my way towards the motel door of our room. "Always Dean leaving at the worst moments" I thought.

Sam's pov:

"I'm gonna go get a drink I'll see you guys in the morning" Dean said. After Dean said that Y/n gets out of the car and she seems angry. Also including the fact that she didn't grab her bag. "Hey uh do you think Y/n is acting strange" Dean asked.

I looked at Dean and back to the motel door. "Yeah I do I mean she's been acting strange for a couple of weeks" I answered. I was worried about her she just seemed numb as if she couldn't feel anything of a happy thought.

"Well just make sure to keep an eye on her while I'm gone. Maybe talk to her I don't know Sammy. We don't need to lose anyone else" Dean said. I nodded my head and got out of the impala and went to the trunk. "I just hope she's gonna be ok" I thought.

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Y/n's pov:

I enter the motel room and it wasn't as bad as some we have stayed in before. It was different because it was more "Country Life" themed. There was even a cow picture on the wall.

"Never thought I would seen a more beautiful room" I thought. This room sorta gave me peace for now which is more peace that I've felt in awhile. Sure it doesn't fully help me feel better but it's still comforting.

As I go into the motel bathroom Sam entered. "Y/n I'm gonna put your bag on one of the beds" Sam said. I peek out of the bathroom and looked to see Sam's back facing me. "Thanks Sam" I said.

Sam turned around and seen me for a second before I went back into the bathroom. He seemed concerned but I couldn't worry about the way he feels right now.

I close the bathroom door and I look at myself in the mirror. There was bags under my eyes and it looks like I haven't slept in days. I mean technically I haven't wanted to eat anything or sleep. Haven't even really eaten a proper meal in five days.

"Why would Sammy want me as his girlfriend?" I thought. I've done things and I just feel that eventually both Dean and Sam won't want me around anymore. I keep having dreams of everyone even Castiel saying that "I'm horrible", "I need to die", etc.

As I get out of my trace of thoughts I look down to wash my face. As I look up again Lucifer was beside me. I then froze and couldn't move from where I was. "Hi Y/n" Lucifer said with a grin on his face.

"Why are you here why now why are you bothering me" I asked. Lucifer just smiles at me then walks towards me. "I'm just here to talk to you I mean technically I'm your only friend at this moment isn't that right" Lucifer said.

I look away and then look down at my hands. "No your not real get out of my head" I said. Lucifer laughs as if I was joking. "No what I think you need to do Y/n is give in to how you feel. Sam and Dean are tired of protecting you. There tired of you being a pathetic waste of a hunter" Lucifer said.

I shook my head and I covered my ears to ignore what he was telling me. "Leave me alone just leave me alone" I mumbled. "As you wish Y/n I'll leave you be for now at least" Lucifer said then dissappered.

I look around to see Lucifer was gone but I still had this weird feeling. I open the bathroom door to go and grab an outfit and some of my toiletries. As I walk back I noticed Sam wasn't in the motel room.

Then I seen a note on the table beside his laptop. "Y/n I went to go a get us something to eat I'll be back soon -Sam". Well that's good because it gives me time to be alone. I enter the bathroom and turn on the shower.

I grab my phone and start to play "Behind Blue Eyes". This should ease off on how I'm feeling for a bit and it's also a good song to.

No one knows what it's like to be the bad man...

I just wanted to feel peace and not feel empty. I just wanted to feel happy again with Sam and Dean. But lately I've just felt this way because of everything with Crowely, Castiel, etc.

To be the sad man behind blue eyes...

I just want to be normal again and not broken. I'm tired of feeling like everything is my fault. Castiel losing his grace, Crowley trying to kill Sam and Dean, Lucifer tormenting Sam.

And no one knows what its like to be hated...

I just don't want to wake up one day and be told that everyone hates me. That I don't deserve to be happy with the people I love the most.

To be fated to telling only lies...

But what if this is all a lie? I keep secrets away from Sam and Dean so they won't worry about me. Especially about Lucifer speaking to me and tormenting me.

But my dreams, they aren't as empty...

I just want to feel better and the only way is to do the thing that isn't ok. I open my makeup bag and pull out my raiser. I take the blade and hold it In my hand.

I then roll up my sleeve and cut. I don't know how many times I did but it just kept going....

As my conscience seems to be...

All I see is blood and I then stop what I'm doing. There is now 28 new cuts on my arm. And I felt horrible and at peace in a non-normal comforting way.

I strip out of my clothing and then step inside the shower to clean off all the dirt and nature off my body. I haven't showered in days and I finally have the chance to do now.

I have hours, only lonely...

I felt alone and I just couldnt get that off my mind. I love Sam and Dean and I care about them. I just can't let then see me like this.

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Sam's pov:

As Y/n went to the bathroom I decided to go and get us something to eat. I can tell she hasn't been herself lately and when I would try and talk to her about it she would push me away.

I can't force her to talk because I don't wanna make her feel forced to do anything. I just don't want her to hurt.

I left a note on the table to let her know where I was going so she wouldn't worry or anything. I just don't want her to ever think that I'm gonna leave her.

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Y/ns pov:

After 20 minutes I finally got done taking a shower and I put my new pair of clothes on. Which was a brown Tennesse long sleeved pajama shirt and a pair of Sam's boxers.

I remember the first time I took these boxers and weared them in front of Sammy. He was happy and thought it was cute so he let me keep them.

It brought me a comforting feeling and it made me forget what I did earlier to my arm. I just don't want Sam to notice what I've done. And I don't feel like getting yelled at by both Dean and Sam for this.

I noticed that my phone turned off and it stopped the song that was playing. I clicked the play button and it continues where it left off.

My love is vengeance that's never free...

No one knows what it's like to feel these feelings...

Like I do, and I blame you...

No one bites back as hard on their anger...

I grab my hairbrush and start brushing my hair while the song continues to play. It was almost over anyway so why not listen to it.

None of my pain and woe can show through...

But my dreams, they arent as empty...

Then suddenly the motel door opens and I heard a plastic bag rustle. "Sams back" I thought. I finally get done brushing my hair and I turn off the song.

I make sure I look ok and I walk out of the bathroom. "Hey Sammy" I said. Sam looks up and smiles at me. "Hey beautiful I just got back and I got us Chinese food" Sam said holding up the bags of food.

I gave him a big smile and I walk over to him. When I get in front of Sam I rest my head against his chest and wrap my arms around his waist.

"Hey what's this for" Sam said. I moved my face more into his chest and I held on for dear life. Eventually Sam puts the food down and hugs me back. "Hey sweetheart whats wrong" Sam asked. I then just broke down.

I started crying and I couldn't stop the tears from falling. "I'm broken.. and I don't want to be sammy" I mumbled. Sam then picked me up and held me in his arms. I wrapped my legs around him and just held onto him.

"Y/n talk to me sweetheart please I need you to tell me what's wrong" Sam pleaded. I pull away and look at Sam. "I've just been feeling not myself lately... I wanna tell you everything but I don't want you to leave me Sam" I said.

Sam looked at me and paused. He looked as if I was crazy and joking. "Y/n I'm never gonna leave you I love you to much and I would never do that to you" Sam said.

"I love you to Sammy"

#Spotify #love #supernatural #dean winchester #sam winchester x reader #crowley #lucifer #depression #sad #comfort #lonely thoughts #castiel #sam winchester #music

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morallyinept · 2 months

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A full transcribe of JOEL MILLER'S dialogue/lines from the TV show THE LAST OF US.

EPISODE 6 - KIN

Includes full dialogue, and dialogue from any deleted/additional scenes available.

I've created this as a point of reference when writing for Pedro's characters, and I hope you find it useful. Even if you just want to read the dialogue. 🖤

FULL MASTERLIST OF PEDRO CHARACTERS DIALOGUE

☝🏻Dialogue has been fully transcribed by myself using reference to original scripts (if available), audio subtitles and using my own two ears. Therefore, mistakes can be made, however I have tried to be as fully accurate as I can. If you spot an obvious mistake, please kindly let me know. Where audio is not clear, I have marked with *inaudible* Scenes are separated for ease of reference.

FULL SCRIPT DIALOGUE:

...gimme the gun. Gimme the gun, Henry.

Henry, no!

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And the gun.

Just someone passin’ through. Take the gun out, two fingers only. Put it out of reach.

I’m lookin’ for my brother.

I haven’t told you what he looks like.

A bit.

No. Ellie!

What did I just say?

Nevermind her. I need you to tell us where we are.

We’re somewhere here. Exactly where? And your answer better the same as your wife’s.

Well, you found a great place to hide, I guess.

So you haven't heard the name Tommy?

You got any advice on the best way west?

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They’ve lived here a long time. Put that back.

Shut up.

I’m okay, I’m okay. I’m fine.

I said I’m fine! Just the cold air… all of a sudden.

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Don’t start. It’s too close to dark. There’s some caves along the river. We’ll set up camp there, cross in the mornin’.

We can get our own rabbits.

Just keep movin’.

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Come down from there. You’re gonna break your neck.

No.

Okay?

Oh, it’s a “we?”

It’s never been an option. Maybe… an old farmhouse. Some land. A ranch.

Sheep. I would raise... sheep. They’re quiet and do what they're told.

And what about you, where you gonna go?

Sally Ride.

It’s a little late to start wonderin’.

Tried what?

Well, I reckon it’s a lot more complicated than that. Marlene, she’s a lotta things, but… she's no fool. If she says they can do it, they can do it.

I’ll do both. Get some sleep. Dream of… sheep ranches on the moon.

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You gotta wake me up if that happens. You can’t do things like this.

I’m responsible for you, okay?

Uh-uh.

You wake me up next time.

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Fine.

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You don’t know how to whistle?

No.

Talent.

Huh.

You can handle the shootin’. Not so sure about the dressin’.

The part where you take the guts out.

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You’re no Will Livingston.

Yeah. Don’t ask me. I don’t have a clue.

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Get behind me.

We ain’t lookin’ for any trouble. We’re just passin’ through.

How ‘bout we just talk this through?

Okay. Easy.

It’ll be okay.

There’s no infected out here.

Like I said, we’ll just move on.

I’m just lookin’ for my brother. That’s all, nothin’ more.

Joel.

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Tommy!

I came here to save you.

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Thank you, ma’am. Been a while since we had a proper meal.

Sorry. Ellie, let’s mind our manners.

What’s wrong with you?

Ellie.

Ma’am, we’re grateful for your hospitality an’ all. But it’d be nice to have a moment here, maybe just for family.

Congrats.

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And you said infected?

No, he can’t. How do you keep this place quiet?

You draw power from the dam?

So, uh, communism.

We’ve been doin’ fine.

Yeah. Okay.

You’ll be fine.

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Been a long time. Doesn’t seem like you aged much.

Pshoo. Christmas trees and bacon? Pretty decent set up.

She’s fine. Alright.

Oh, yeah. She’s the daughter of some Firefly muckety-muck. Tryna find her family somewhere out here. I was headin’ in this direction, so…

There’s a payment. So, you know where they might be, these Fireflies?

It’ll be easy for us seeing as you can headshot infected from half a mile away, which is a bunch of bullshit, by the way.

Oh, come on. I made it across the country. The two of us can make it from here to Colorado.

What, ‘cause your wife won’t let you?

She the one who kept you off the radio? Is that why you stopped messaging me back?

I’m your brother.

No, I heard. Wrong people might show up. So is that what I am? Am I the wrong people?

Those things I did, Tommy, those things that you judge me for, I did those things to keep us alive.

If you knew the shit that I’ve been through, Tommy, tryin’ to find you these last few months-

Guess we’ll find out.

What else am I supposed to say?

We’ll grab some supplies and be outta your hair in the mornin’.

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This ride to the university, is it a suicide mission?

You’ve had people go that way and come back?

She’s immune.

Ellie. She got infected, but she didn’t get sick.

Tommy. Tommy, I saw her get bit myself. That was months ago. Months. She’s immune.

It was Marlene. She hired us to smuggle her to some Fireflies. It went bad. Tess got bit. She made me swear to take the kid. It was her dyin’ wish. What the hell was I supposed to do? We made it as far as KC, and then… You know, she saved my life there… from another kid. Five years ago, I would’ve destroyed him. But she had to shoot him to save me. Fourteen years-old. Because I was too slow and too fuckin’ deaf to hear him comin’. And I saw… I saw a man kill his own brother to save her while I just watched. And today I thought that dog was gonna tear her apart because it smelled somethin’ on her. And all I did was stand there. I couldn’t move… I couldn't think of anything to say. I just… I was so afraid.

You think I can still handle things, but... I’m not who I was. I’m weak. Lately, there are these moments where the fear comes up outta nowhere, and my heart… feels like it’s stopped. And I have dreams. Every night.

I don’t know. I can’t remember. I just know that when I wake up, I've lost somethin’. I’m failin’ in my sleep. That’s all I do. It’s all I’ve ever done… is fail her again and again.

I’m just gonna get her killed, I know it. I know it. I have to leave her.

I mean, it’s why you took off on me, right? To make up for the things we did? Well, here’s your chance to bring your kid into a better world. You’re younger than me, you’re still strong. You said it yourself, you’ll come back. You have to take her. And you can’t tell anyone, not even Maria. Tommy, you're the only one I trust. If anyone else sees those bites on her, what’s under her skin… they’ll shoot her. It’s the last thing I’ll ever ask of you. I swear.

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Ellie…

Listen, um…

I came here to talk to you.

What exactly did you hear?

I made this decision for your own good. You’ll be way better off with Tommy. He knows the area better than I do-

Of course I do.

No. Don’t say another word.

You have no idea what loss is.

You’re right. You’re not my daughter. And I sure as hell ain’t your dad. Now come dawn, we’re goin’ our separate ways.

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No. I came here to steal one of these horses and go.

I know. Anyway… that was thirty minutes ago and I guess… you deserve a choice. Still think you’d be better off with Tommy-

Okay.

Hold onto both.

General direction?

Countin’ on it. Can I borrow that?

'Cause Maria took mine, you know?

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Wide right. You’re flinchin’.

I made it bigger than I should’ve. Eject the cartridge.

Mm-hmm.

Okay, give it.

Mm-hmm.

A deep breath in, slow breath out. You squeeze the trigger like you love it.

Gentle… steady. Nice and slow.

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No. The country was too big for that. Back then, there were basically two main ways of lookin’ at things. Some people wanted to own everything. And some people didn’t want anyone to own anything at all.

Neither. I just did my job.

That’s right. Houses, stores… that kinda thing. We were called “contractors.”

Yeah. We were cool. Everybody loved contractors.

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Right. It’s called a “turnover.”

Yup.

Basically… but violent.

Well, how ‘bout that? Made it in five days.

Still time to find out.

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Team mascot. It’s a kind of sheep.

They’re probably in the middle. Safer.

This way.

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Yup.

Sort of adults. I think it was just as much about partyin’ and findin’ themselves as anythin’ else. Figuring out what they wanted to do with their lives.

So, I’ve been thinkin'.

I don’t want a sheep ranch actually. I mean if the deal is I can do anything?

Well… when I was a kid I wanted to be a singer.

Why is that funny?

No.

You’re already laughin’.

Fair enough.

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Must be from the old labs.

First time seein’ a monkey?

Lookit.

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Mm. No guards.

Yeah.

This is a packin’ list. Something you make before moving.

Well… least it ain’t Clickers.

All the pins lead there. Maybe gettin’ ahead of the weather… Better facilities? I don’t know.

Out the back.

Ready?

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FULL MASTERLIST OF PEDRO CHARACTERS DIALOGUE

#joel miller #pedro pascal #pedro pascal characters #joel miller tlou #joel miller the last of us #joel miller dialogue #pedro pascal character dialogue

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redstarsandnightmares · 4 months

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Okay. Now that I've gotten some sleep, I can make a proper post.

I know I'm new to the RP side of Tumblr, it was nice to come back to a hobby that I hadn't touched in over a decade. I had forgotten how rewarding and all consuming it is.

In the last several months you guys have put up with me through some super high highs and super low lows and I can't thank all of you enough. Gonna pinpoint some people but if I don't mention you specifically I'm sorry! <3

I'm not going to crosspost this to all of my pages, just on this one, so if you're wondering why you're getting tagged over here I just dont feel like re-posting this a million times.

@brooklynbred/@sheshootsxruns/@wiidowbiit/every single other one of your blogs - My life is better for having you in it, pup. I wasn't expecting a half hearted attempt to keep myself busy to bring me someone that I care so much about but....here you are. I know things have been rough lately in both of our lives...but as long as we've got each other, we'll get though it, y'know? Love you bunches. <3

@ghostofwinter - We've had a weird few months, huh? You were one of the first people to come at me arms wide open when I popped up on this scene not knowing where to start. We've had our ups and downs but I love you dearly regardless. Here's to more threads soon, yeah? It's a new year. Let's embrace that.

@little-blog-of-horrors - The *other* person who as the first on the scene when I showed up. I miss our massive threads, I really do. I know life has done nothing but deal you a shitty hand lately and I wish I could give you all the hugs and take away all the ick. Consider this me givving you the biggest hug on the planet and I'll be here when you're ready to dive back into posting all the posts again. In the meantime, I'll see you in Vallanor.

@hailhydrasheads - Our goofy ass thread has been a saving grace when I needed it, I thank you dearly for putting up with my madness. Sometimes ours was the only thing I felt like answering. Thanks for reminding me of a ship I had only bounced around in the back of my head. It has me in a vice grip now and it's your fault.

@zemothethirteenth - I couldn't ask for a better writing partner AND friend. Seriously. You intimidated the hell out of me when we first started writing with you but I'm *so glad* that we are where we are now. You're amazing and have been there to listen to me when I desperately needed a logical ear to kick me in the ass and I thank you for it. You push me to be a better writer on the daily.

@resignedworkaholics - We have so many threads and I'm so proud of every single one of them. I love that we just keep throwing crazy shit at each other and seeing what sticks. I don't think I have anyone on here that I have as much fun with as our random gremlin chaos. <3

To the rest of my silly ass discord, you guys have gotten me through life this fall and winter and I wouldn't know what to do without you. Seriously. I have never had a "group" that I fit in so well with and I'm so glad ya'll didn't run from me when I threw myself at you. You guys are amazing. (@twxtches, @kissedbymischief, @cyberneticasset, @pleinsdemuses, @iwillbreathe, @itasedhim)

@scarsmasked - <3 I can't give you more hugs than I already have on discord, but consider this one more. Thanks for trusting me. You didn't have to, but you did, and I'm the better for it. I hope I can keep dragging you out of your shell, you deserve to be happy in your own space and on your own blog and I'll be damned if I don't do my best to help you find that safety. I can't wait to indulge this ship with you, truly.

@redxinmyledger - Thank you for putting up with my slow ass. Our thread is amazing!

@abcdefghijklmnopqrstucky - We haven't known each other long, but thank you for keeping me spice-fueled. You're a phenom friend and I'm glad we have gotten to write together.

@blackxskyx - I know our threads have been a little slow going but I enjoy them *so damn much!* I can't wait to dig more into them.

@shieldagentnatasharomanoff - Thanks for not bolting when I told you I've been following you for longer than I have been RPing. You're a brilliant writer, a sweet as hell person, and I can't wait to keep writing with you.

@warsinmyhead - Thank you for trusting me with one of your babies! I know it's been a little slow lately, but our thread is crazy interesting and I cant wait to get more into the meat of it.

To all of the new people who have showed up in my asks and my dms in the recent last little bit, I cant *WAIT* to write more with all of you!

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@prettytm - You deserve your own little space because you're the reason I have these blogs in the first place. I can't thank you enough for pushing me like you did. Youre an amazing friend and an even amazing writer and I sincerely hope I can entice your muses into more threads. You know how much I care about them and you. Getting closer to you recently has been amazing and I'm thankful for your friendship. Your trust means a hell of a lot to me knowing what you have been through lately and you are one of the few people who just *gets* how I feel about my muses and how they speak to me. Thank you. Our chat will *always* be a safe space for you. Always. You mean the world to me.

OKAY NOW THAT IM DONE WRITING AND CRYING.... Heres to another crazy year you crazy kids. I love all of you SO MUCH and couldn't even *imagine* where my life would be without all of you in it. You have changed mine for the better over the last several months (has it really been that short? Really?) and kept me sane. Here's to new stories, stronger friendships, and so much much MUCH more love through 2024.

Thanks to all of you I found a home for my weird self.

#〘⋯✪ooc - who the hell is bucky?⋯〛#i didnt want to cry today but here we are #i love all of you so much

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ventisweetheart · 1 year

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''Stay Close to me, my love''

Albedo x Reader (Request)

Summary: Cuddling Albedo for warmth because it's cold on DragonSpine. The request is here A/N: Oh Anon, I cannot express how much I thank you for this request. Genre: Just fluff n cute stuff

You haven't seen Albedo in a few days. You know he has been working in his lab, in DragonSpine while he's been absent from your sight. He's been working so hard lately, to the point where he's forgotten to take breaks and some days not get any sleep, given the times you would see him working in his office, you would make sure he eats full meals and gets his proper rest but, since you weren't there for those few days, all of that quickly went down the drain.

You decided it would be a good idea to check up on him, bring some snacks as well. For, you were going to stay a bit longer this time. You grab a small bag and begin putting a variety of different foods inside, and with that, you dress up in warmer clothing and head for the door.

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''Archons, it's cold.'' You murmur to yourself.

Your eyes light up when you see a small pit of fire a few inches away from you. It won't hurt to take a few minutes to warm up by it, right? And so, scurry over to the fire. You let out a sigh and close your eyes. Unfortunately, you couldn't stay there for long, since you didn't want it to get too dark before you reach Albedo's lab. You force your self up and begin your walk again.

A few more fire-stops later and your long awaited destination is reached. You see Albedo standing next to a self, clearly focused on something.

''Hey! 'bedo!'' You wave at him, signaling that you're there.

He looks at you in pure bewilderment. Yeah. He wasn't exactly expecting you. His shock is soon put aside when he sees how freezing you are, cheeks a deep red, you're shaking so much that it seems you could collapse any minute.

''Love, what are you doing here? You're freezing.'' He lightly runs up to you and wraps your shivering figure in his arms. He lets go and, puts on arm around your waist to walk you into the lab.

''Ah, well I wanted to come see you. It's been a couple days, I didn't know you were gonna be away for this long. I.. hope you don't mind.'' You give him a smile.

''Of course I don't mind, dear. I've missed you, you know. Come now, I can't have you shivering any minute longer, I wouldn't want you to get sick.''

He picks you up bridal style and walks over to a fire in the back of the lab. He makes sure to set the bag you brought somewhere safe, he won't forget to ask about it later. In a small crate next to the fire, is a blanket, big enough to cover the both of you. He sits next to the small fire and leans on the rock wall behind him.

''Stay close to me, my love. I don't have much at the moment but, I hope this blanket and my arms are enough to warm you up for now.'' He says as he holds you tightly and close to his chest. He presses a kiss to your forehead and begins to make light strokes on your back.

No way you were leaving anytime soon.

#albedo fluff #albedo x reader #albedo #genshin impact #genshin headcanons #genshin impact imagines #genshin impact x reader #albedo kreideprinz #albedo genshin x reader #genshin impact albedo #albedo x y/n #albedo fic #genshin fanfic #Albedo x reader fluff #albedo x y/n fluff #Rev writes #anon <3

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the0ldmann · 2 years

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My brain refused to let me sleep for a whole goshdarn HOUR last night because it *really* wanted me to write this.

So I've spent the whole day off-n-on working on this. I tried to follow through with showing his more manipulative yandere side, but idk if I actually did all that well at it...

Enjoy this late-night sleepytime brain worm anyway! ^w^

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"Sunshine, I need you. To quit. Squirming." Jack spoke through grunts as he tried to wrestle their phone from them. His Sunspot was being very uncooperative and he just needed them to stop and listen.

"I know you want to listen, love. Please, just stop struggling and hand me the phone. I wouldn't be able to hold you down right now if you didn't really want me to take it from you. So please Sunshine, just hand-"

Their pouty face hurt his heart to see as he succeeded, but it was for the best he reminded himself.

"There we go!" He sighed. Letting go of them, he motioned for them to stay where they were as he proceed to get up and hide that little black object.

If it wasn't necessary for their work, he'd just break the stupid thing. One less distraction away from him. One less way for others to try and take them away...

"I know you're not happy about this, I know. But we need to talk. One on one- no distractions and no interruptions."

"I could have just turned it off."

"And no temptations." He stressed temptations as he sat down beside them on the couch. They sat up, rolling their eyes and crossing their arms.

"Alright," they said with a huff. "What is it that's so important you had to take my phone away?"

"You of course, and the fact that you," he put a hand on one of their arms before he continued, "have not been taking proper care of yourself!"

"Oh, pfft, is that all?"

Jack looked mildly frustrated.

"Must I make it clearer how serious I am?"

"Look, Jack, I know how you worry about me a lot, but I'm fine. Really!" They tried to pass off the slight cough that cut them off as intentional throat clearing.

"You've been overworking yourself to the point of making yourself sick, you hardly eat or sleep, and you only recently got over the cold a coworker gave you!"

"I never caught that cold-" A more noticeable coughing fit cut them off and Jack looked wholly unconvinced.

"My point exactly. If you keep going like you have been this past month, you're going to burn out and potentially have an accident. I can't sit idly by and watch you hurt yourself like this!"

Silence was all that met him as they looked away. He could tell they were starting to face the music- the fact that he is right.

"W-well, okay, maybe you are right. I haven't been able to spend much time with you lately either. But what am I supposed to do? The bills won't pay themselves..."

"First off, you've got more money than you think. Secondly, if you're willing, we can make a budget. I'll even help you stick to it."

"Helping me stick to things is one thing you are pretty good at."

"See? Look, you don't have to figure this stuff out alone. I know you stress about money a lot, but at least let me try to help you. It's the least I can do since I can't make money myself, yeah?"

They nodded. Accepting help from him in the form of housework, companionship, and daily reminders had been okay and quite natural to do even. What's one more thing? He was willingly offering to help them budget- something they weren't good at not freaking themselves out about. Jack's help could be the difference they needed in getting their finances- and their work life balance- under control.

"Yeah, I... I think I would like help with that, actually."

"Thank you for trusting me, Sunshine. I promise you, we're going to figure this out. Together. However the budget making can wait until tomorrow."

They quirked an eyebrow up at his words.

"Tomorrow? What are we doing now then? It's still only eleven in the morning. Am I getting my phone back?"

Jack couldn't help but chuckle at their confusion.

"Oh no, we're not doing anything today beyond making sure you get rest. Playing on your phone is not rest, so you'll be getting that back tomorrow."

"But-"

"No but about it! Besides, maybe I'd like to take care of you. Bundle you up in a blanket with a piping hot bowl of soup. Spend that time talking with you..."

They couldn't lie, that did sound nice. It'd been so long since they last got sick, it'd been awhile since they let anyone just take over for them.

"Can I make one request?"

"Is it about the phone?"

"Nope."

"Then go ahead!"

Something told them Jack wouldn't mind, but they still felt a little embarrassed asking anyway.

"Instead of a blanket, can I... can I wear your jacket?"

Jack smiled and ruffled their hair. He shrugged off the jacket and placed it around their shoulders.

"You look so cute in it Sunshine... Now sit tight and let me go get you that soup!"

#minors dni #two little drabbles? back to back?!#what kind of black magic fuckery is this!#normally it takes me forever to get an idea...#i also had another brain worm but that one was for an ORIGINAL project so it will not be posted here but holy hell i am full of-#-inspiration and idk if i should be happy or scared #sunny day jack #yandere #something's wrong with sunny day jack #sdj #swwsdj

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irafuwas · 1 year

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Now that I finished putting up my translations for chapter 1 of Book 7 over on my translation blog, I wanted to come here and jot down some of my thoughts/observations/questions/ramblings I had while going through everything. Putting this under a read more 'cause it contains spoilers.

Anime Girl Lilia doing the "Oh no, I'm late!" bit was perfect

Malleus said he's been alone since long before he hatched from his egg, which provides credence to the idea that his parents had already passed away before he was born

Lilia said the house he raised Silver in was just a vacant home he came across in the woods. So did he have another home in town that he just chose not to live in or something? The guy's a decorated war hero so I would presume he'd have a proper house in the castle town, so why did he choose to raise baby Silver in a random, abandoned home he found in the middle of the forest?

Squatter Lilia confirmed

I think Lilia's weapon that Sebek found while cleaning out Lilia's closet is going to play an important role later in the story. They went of their way to draw up art for it and it was, like, the main focus of a whole episode so I feel they are drawing attention to it for a reason. The special characteristic of this weapon is that the stone blade is adorned with a magic type of metal that changes shape in response to the owner's magical powers. Maybe Silver will take up the sword from/for his Father later on, and it will transform in some way? Possible future Mulan reference?

I haven't been able to puzzle out if Lilia's beloved acorn bracelet is a reference to anything in particular. I can't think of any Disney movies where something like that was featured. Can you guys think of anything? It's literally just a bunch of nasty old acorns tied together with a piece of string, and Lilia said that even Malleus is jealous that Lilia has it.

It's absolutely and positively way too suspicious that Lilia is trying to leave so quickly and suddenly. I feel like whatever secret he's keeping from anyone is about to come to a head and that's why he's trying to exit stage left so quickly. Or maybe if he were to stay with everyone, it would be putting them at risk somehow? Idk I just don't believe his "i'M olD aNd mY mAgiC raN oUT" story for a moment.

I really don't think Malleus himself realizes his own feelings of loneliness. So often, he will say that he's used to being alone and that he prefers it (and he does indeed often split off from groups in order to do his own thing), but I don't he's conceptualized quite yet that yeah, he gets lonely sometimes. I feel his loneliness, and possibly that of the other Diasomnia crew will be the defining theme of this book (Silver's loneliness in his ephemeral humanity, Lilia's loneliness as a broken ex-soldier, and Sebek's loneliness in not having a place to belong in either side of his family (humans fear his fae-nature, and the fae despise his human blood)).

Loved the shoutout to Elsa with Malleus accidentally scaring others with his ice powers and almost turning his home (the castle) into ice forever. If/when he does attempt to prevent the people around him from leaving him behind, I'm now curious if it will purely be a sleeping curse or if his ice powers will also be involved as well? Maybe a combo of the two?

If Malleus is Elsa, who is his Anna?

One of the "rules" for TWST books is that whoever overblotted in the last book will use their Unique Magic to aid the main characters of the next book in someway. All Idia's UM does is just open and close the gate to the underworld, so I'm a bit concerned how that will come into play later on... Could Lilia's story about wanting to go to the Land of Red Dragons just be a cover up, and his true destination is... idk but somebody gonna end up getting trapped in the underworld or something and it better not be Silver 😡

#twst spoilers #lilia vanrouge #twst silver #twst theory #malleus draconia #sebek zigvolt #diasomnia #silver #txt #twisted wonderland

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yadown · 4 months

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Scenes from a Childhood (and Beyond)

Mother: "You have to sit on the floor."

"Why?"

"Because you're a child, and there aren't enough chairs."

"Get out the way of the telly."

"You always want to watch The Bill - I want to talk to you!"

"Right, you're getting a smack!"

"Who are you talking to in there?"

"Have you got an imaginary friend?"

"He's talking to the dinner lady!"

<.< "I was talking to Turney"

"Who's Turney? Is he your imaginary friend?"

<.< "Err... yeahhh...."

"Do you hear that?"

"Whuh?"

"He's got an imaginary friend."

"Oh."

Biting on the top bunk side board, trying to sleep, while older brother watches a giantess movie.

Mother: "This", down there, "is my son." This nameless object right here.

"Aww he's very polite isn't he." Haven't even said anything. "Oh, is he shy?"

"I think you're being incredibly rude!" Huh?

"Right, you're getting a smack."

"And don't you ever do that again!"

"What did I do?"

"- Go back in there."

Father: "Whatever you do, don't ever get married."

Mother: "Take these dragons down, they're demonic!"

"What are you doing on that computer?"

"Are you alright up here all by yourself?"

Has a dream about putting a naked male in a flower pot and watering him.

Older brother has a fit of rage after the GameCube controller stops working after we last used it.

3 hours pass, trying to sleep.

Him: "You know... I think I got it working again..."

Older sister ran away from home with a car thief.

Takes Action Man out from under the bed.

I'm not gay. I just want to see him with his shirt off.

Male best friend at school hugs us.

He smells nice.

"Mum, dad's home from work early.

Why are you cross?"

Dad was tired from doing too much for mum. Dad's body was trying to slow down his metabolism and make him rest. Dad ate lots of sugar to compensate. Dad got fat. Mum didn't like dad being fat and having low blood pressure from a slow heart rate from being tired. This made it hard for dad to please her. So late at night, when dad should have been falling asleep, instead mum would row him. And dad also couldn't sleep because his fat was obstructing his airway. So dad would fall asleep at work. Which stressed mum out. So she rowed him late at night more. And dad's mind steadily deteriorated.

"You stupid useless man!"

"That useless father of your's."

Dad fell in to a depression, and didn't work for 2 years.

Mother: "Ever since you've gotten taller than me, you've been getting very disrespectful."

"No I haven't. I talk to you the same as I always have."

Started dressing well at high school and everyone wanted to be around us.

We got excluded from school for badmouthing a teacher on Facebook.

Mother: "Why didn't you tell me about this? Why did I have to get a letter from school? If I find out one more thing you've not told me, I'll have to assume you can't be trusted with internet access."

"Your brother's just told me that on your Facebook it says you're in a relationship with this girl. Is that true?"

And he made us go through and unfriend everyone who wasn't in the religion. Then we had to go back to school and face all our old friends (who were sympathetic, until we were conditioned to hate them).

We were made to dump her over text (SMS).

After 2 hours of mother crying.

"Thank you. You're so nice to me. What am I ever going to do without you?"

Middle of the night, sat on the bench where we used to talk to our boy crush 6 months ago.

"Where are you?"

Religious minister, accusatory tone: "What are you doing with yourself these days, hmm?"

"Get down here! -I say, I say it's an outrage I tell you!"

Mother: "Your grandad was very upset that you wouldn't come down and speak to him."

"Yeah, but it's not a proper job you've got, is it?"

Father: "Come on! You're making us late for the meeting!"

"I'm not going."

"--- w h a t ?"

"I don't believe in god."

"You never loved me for who I am. You only loved me because I was your son."

Mother: "I don't understand. What's the difference?"

"If I was in any other body, you wouldn't care about me."

404 dial-up tone

He's right here, in bed, in front of me! This is actually happening!

God, that felt good.

Us: "You're playing the autism card again."

Bf: "So are you."

Bf: "I don't care about your feelings."

Mother: "Your grandad looks like he's not gonna make it. This might be your last chance to see him. Are you sure you don't want to come?"

Laying on the bed in own home.

"She's gone. She's finally gone!"

Hysteric happy laughter.

"Your email was completely unacceptable, and if it ever happens again, I will have no choice but to contact HR."

Us: "You only work one day a week. I can't help wondering what your motives are for talking to me. I need to see you making more of an effort to provide for yourself, otherwise who will you come to?"

Mother: "There's your father's pension. We've always provided for ourselves!"

"I saw his 50p balance on the kitchen table. You know his money isn't much, and he's 9 years older than you - what are you going to do when he dies? [Older sister] doesn't speak, [older brother] has moved to Canada, your dad's died. Let's just call it even: you've done things for me, I've done things for you."

"Sounds like you're cutting us off?"

We got back in touch with our childhood gf.

Gf: "It's nice to have things bought for you... What?"

Gf: "It's too much."

When a woman gives birth to a baby, she receives a huge dose of oxytocin, which is a major part of the mother-baby bond. She also receives oxytocin from breastfeeding.

"So that's who you loved."

Ex-gf: "Take the polyamory bit out - that's why you're not getting anyone."

Us: "That's the VMs all nice and split out now, so we don't have over-centralised chaos. Really allows to get much better use out of a laptop with finite RAM, being able to suspend sessions like that."

"Let's see how these DID people organise themselves. You know, just to give us ideas how to organise ourself. Not that we actually have DID. (Yes, saying "we", as we have our whole life whenever talking to ourself/ves alone, which we have always done every day of our life)."

Video: "If you feel like you really relate to a community, then you're probably one of them."

- Notar

#did #did osdd #autism #childhood #endo safe

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the-firebird69 · 7 months

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A few more things are happening and Charlotte county they have not attached yet cuz they're first and 14th ring. No they have attacked. Now these idiots I'm not saying but yeah it's an act of war they dont want to be talked about. Who said they made progress that they haven't really attacked yet and what we know is the numbers on this side are being thinned out and there nothing else to do anything that's happening this way so they're blabbing so well that's forced to so they're calling their armies and soon they'll be out

-there's more of this it's going to happen today they're up in arms and they're going to start trying to fight everywhere and it's going on shortly

-we have a few grapes but really no definitive answer as to who to turn them into who it is and we are to begin lawsuits and against them. We have 50 lawsuits against Max proper and a good to go to court and they're not in Pg or PC. They're in DC and surrounding areas and was sick of them saying what they are what they're doing is illegal and it's annoying as hell

-we caught a whimper from Dave next door and a lot of people are having them repeat it a million times you'll see so mean and it was so cruel and still is they're saying it too you're not singe your this other a******. And the side face drop and your color left your face and you started whimpering and crying and they decided to bother you about it you've been doing this to our son I want all sorts of stuff and now it's going to be Non-Stop. Truth or not very many remedies that will work for the sewer and septic having it out back is a risk unless they put dirt over it and a lot of times they backfill and don't realize it takes up space and it comes up a little which might work. And it was found out that Dave is sitting on those objects because if he wields one and the rock over there he will end up dead and his father has the same idea no but it's close there's an object he uses as general grievous it is down there and that's what he does as you can see it attached to general grievous and it's a knife. He uses it to kill robots who are out of line usually just put his people into robots and he's gross and yeah it starts with RoboCop the sun doesn't make it anywhere near that as a matter of fact he's not the hulk and how much other characters people think and his father actually gets him killed because he shot him the eye in the future in Las Vegas and because he's an idiot he wants to take over in Vegas and start with his father's casino that makes sense no my boy. But wow people are tearing into him mercilessly and he is not sleeping and they have him in tears 20 times last night and he finally figured out it's been stupid and it's too late.

-they're rounding up these jerks these trumpsters and stopping them now these idiots here not doing it even though they're fighting them and the McDonald's aren't cuz they can't yet and the max encourage them to be assholes. Yeah like Brad they're a nuisance. So Dave has been sitting on the septic repair probably the roof repair too. People are checking and they're going to continuously check and the quarters our son used in the bags and Max stuff dan goes after and it's the last thing he does. One of the last things. He goes after the quarters his father is taking from the meters and those are from the laundromat and he ends up dead a lot after that and he does some movies but really the hammers can be moved before the septic the sun says the handles are from outback that's actually true we have some experience with this and we know that what he's saying is true they also know those handles might be somewhere else. I was in check we did check and they are out back and he is in a lot of trouble his father probably wants to take them out of there. This is probably going to roll pretty soon so see who is obstructing it and if he gets shot he says those things are coming out of here

Thor Freya

Wow that's pretty nice heavily these little s**** say they don't care about anything it was a whole army they don't care they lose their whole army they don't care. Finally it's in the right way I mean it's disgusting dying anyways the stupid s****

Hera Zues

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dragonfly92 · 9 months

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Bobby Singer's daughter Chapter Three

At a motel seeing as the three of them arrived late there was only one room available, so Sam allowed Sarah to have the other bed, they was both sound asleep Dean laying on his stomach and Sarah laying on her side facing away from the door, when the door to the motel open Dean grabbed his gun that was underneath the pillow, but when he turns around it's just Sam and he says "Morning sunshines."

Sarah grumbled in her sleep she slowly woke up looking over at Dean who was awake and she turned her head around to see that it was just Sam, Dean asks still half asleep "What time is it?" Sam puts the coffees on the table along with the newspaper and closes the door and says "Uh, it's about five forty-five." Sarah says "In the morning?" They both sit up, Sarah heads to the bathroom still half asleep whilst she does that Dean looks over to his brother and asks him "Hey did you get any sleep?" Sam who was clearly lying says "Yeah I caught a few hours." Sarah had come out of the bathroom and says "Well that's a lie I woke up at 3am and you was watching a George Foreman commercial."

Sarah picks up her two coffees and hands one to Dean who thanks her and then she sits down on the edge of her bed, Sam jokingly says "Hey what can I say some riveting TV." They both gave him a look and of course Sarah asks Sam "When was the last time you had some proper sleep?" Sam sits down beside Sarah, Dean who is sitting on his bed looks in the direction of his brother and says "It's a huge concern if you aren't getting any sleep." Sarah looks to Sam and says "You know he's not wrong, you still having dreams about Jess?"

She puts a hand on his shoulder, to comfort him and he says "Look I understand you're both worried about me I get it but it's not just about Jess, it's everything I just forgot you know? This Job just gets to me." Sarah leans her head on his shoulder and Dean says "You can't let it in, you can't bring that home like that." Sam looks over at Dean and asks him "So what? All this it...never keeps you up at night?" Dean shakes his head, so Sam continues "Never? You're never afraid neither of you?"

Sarah shakes her head and says "Not really I mean you've meet my dad, plus I know I'm in safe hands, I use to be afraid but that was when I was a little girl, now it's apart of my life." Dean says "No, not really." But before the conversation goes any further Dean's phone rings he answers it and the person on the other side says "Dean, its, uh Jerry Panowski. You and your dad helped me out a few years ago."

Dean finally remembered who it was and says "Oh right yeah, Up in Kittanning, Pennsylvania, the poltergeist thing, that isn't back is it?" Jerry says "No, no thank god no, but there's something else and I think it's a whole lot worse." Dean asks him "What is it?" Jerry asks Dean "Can we talk in person?" Dean just looks over at Sarah and Sam, who was confused, of course he said he would.

They arrive at the hangar and Jerry was waiting for them, once he saw Dean he says "Thanks for making the quick trip down here, I should be doing you guys and girl a favor, not the other way round. Dean and your dad really helped me out." Sam says "Yeah he told us, It was a poltergeist?" A random worker shouts out "Poltergeist? Man, I love that movie." Jerry was quick to responded, "Hey nobody's talking to you, keep walking. Damn right it was a poltergeist, it practically tore the whole house apart, Tell you something if it wasn't for you and your dad I probably wouldn't be alive."

He then looks over at Sam and says "Your dad said you were at college, is that right?" Sam says "Yeah I was, I'm taking some time off." Jerry then notices Sarah and says "Oh I'm sorry we haven't been introduced." Dean says "Oh right yeah sorry this is our friend Sarah." They shake hands and then continue on walking, he went back to talking to Sam and says "Well, he was proud of you, I could tell because he talked about you all the time."

They walked into Jerry's office as he had something that they'd want to hear, he says "I listened to this, and it sounded right up your alley." He puts a CD into the drive and he says "Normally I wouldn't have access to this, it's the cockpit voice recorder, for united britannia flight 2485, it was one of ours." He presses play and it starts "MAYDAY! MAYDAY! Repeat, this is the Britannia flight 2485 ----immediate instruction help! United Britannia 2485, I copy your message---maybe experiencing some mechanical failure."

Suddenly there was this loud whooshing noise and then Jerry stopped the recording, and he said "Took off here, crashed about two hundred miles, south now they're saying mechanical failure cabin depressurised somehow nobody knows why, Over a hundred people on board, only seven got out alive pilot was one of our own his name is Chuck Lambert and he's a good friend of mine, Chuck is well...uh broken up about this, thinking it was his fault." Sarah asks "You obviously don't think it's his fault do you?" Jerry looks over at her and says "No, I don't." Then Sam says "Jerry we're gonna need passenger manifests, um... a list of survivors." Jerry simply says "Alright."

Then Dean asks "And, Uh, anyway we can take a look at the wreckage?" Jerry looks at Dean and he says "The stuff won't be a problem to get ahold of but the wreckage that's another story lady and gents, the NTSB has it locked down in evidence warehouse, no way i've got clearance." Dean frowns and then he says "No Problem."

Whilst Dean was getting IDs done, Sarah and Sam was waiting outside, It didn't take long but he eventually returned and Sarah says "You took a long time?" Dean holds up three IDS and says "You can't rush perfection." He hands each of them their ID and Sam says "Homeland Security?" Sarah says "Well that's something new, but you do realise we could get in some serious trouble if we get caught, Dean."

He says "Yeah, well it's something new you know? People haven't a thousand times." They get back into the car in their usually spots Dean in the driver's seat, Sam is in the front passenger sit and Sarah in the back sitting behind Dean and once the doors was closed, Sam asks "Alright, so what have we got? Well that's definitely EVP on the cockpit voice recorder."

Dean just says "Yeah." Sam says "Well Listen to this." He presses the play button and its had been edited to pull out a scratchy voice which says "No Survivors." Sarah asks "Okay, what does it mean no survivors, there is 7 survivors." Sam says "You got me." Dean says "So, what you thinking? Haunted flight?" Sarah says "Well there's a long history of spirits and death omens on planes and ships, like Phantom travelers."

Dean was a little impressed but didn't want to show it so he simply says "Mhmm." Then Sarah continues and says "Or remember 401?" Dean says "Right, the one that crashed the airline salvaged some of it's parts, put it in other planes then the spirit of the co-pilot and pilot haunted those flights." Sam says "Right." Dean simply says "Yeah." Sam says "Maybe we got a similar deal." Sarah asks "Alright so no survivors which one do we talk to first?" Sam says "Third on the list Max Jaffrey." Dean asks him confused "Why him?" Sam who is looking at the list of names says "Well, for one, he's from around here and second, if anyone saw something then it would be him."

The four of them was sitting at a table, Dean says "Uh, huh and that's what terrified you? That's what you are afraid off?" Max who feeling a little uncomfortable says "I don't want to talk about this anymore." Dean of course not paying attention to what Max said he continues and says "See, I think maybe you did see something up there, we need to know." Max looks over at Dean and says "No, No i was...delusional, seeing things."

Dean looks over at Sarah and Sam, and says "He was seeing things." Sarah looks at Max and calmly speaks to Max and says to him "Max it's okay, then just tell us what you think you saw, please." Max looks at Sarah who is smiling a little, which causes him to smile a little, unaware Dean wasn't exactly happy with the little flirting that was happening, but he pushed his feelings aside, He says "There was---this man and he had these uhm eyes, they was black eyes and I saw him--I thought I saw him---." Dean asks "What?"

Max continues and says "He erm opened the emergency exit on the plane, but that's impossible, right I mean I looked up and there's something like two tonnes of pressure on the door." Dean says "Yeah." Then Sam asks Max a question, "This man did he seem to appear and disappear rapidly? It would look something like a mirage?" Max looks away from Sarah and then looks over at Sam with a confused expression on his face and says "What are you nuts?" Sam tilted his head confused and Max says "He was a passenger, he was sitting right in front of me."

They had arrived at Mr Phelps house, he was the victim that had been possessed by the demon and they was speaking to his wife who understandable was in tears, they was sitting around a table, whilst Sam was holding a picture of Mr Phelps and asks his wife, "Is this your late husband?" She looks over at him and says "Yes, that's my George." Dean asks "And you said he was a...dentist." To which Mrs Phelps says "Mm-Mm, he was headed to a convention in Denver, Do you know he was petrified of flying? For him to go like that..."

Sarah was sitting by her and put her hand on her shoulder and asks her "So how long was you two married for?" Mrs Phelps looks over at Sarah and says "Thirteen Years." Sarah then asks "In all those years, you ever notice any changes in your husband?" Of course Mrs Phelps was confused and she said "Well..um he had acid reflux if that's what you meant." They just looked at each other confused.

Sam and Dean went inside of a store, they thought it would best to play the part, whilst they was doing that Sarah had already got her outfit and was waiting by the car leaning against the passenger door, a few minutes later both of the guys came out of the store, wearing suits of course Dean wasn't exactly happy with what he was wearing, once they both got to Sarah he says "Man, I look like one of the blue brothers." That causes both Sam and Sarah to laugh a little, Sam says "No you don't, you look more like a seventh-grader at his first dance." Sarah says "It suits you, well both of you." He looks up and Sarah and he smiles, notices what she's wearing thinking she looks good, they all get in the impala and drives to the warehouse.

After a little while they finally arrived at the warehouse, showed the security guard their IDs, he let them inside and started looking around the wreckage of the plane, whilst doing that Dean pulls out a device and earbuds which he puts one in his ears, Sam looks over at him confused and asks him, "What's that?" Dean looking over at his brother and says "It's an EMF meter, It reads electromagnetic Frequencies." Sam looks over at Dean and he says "Yeah I obviously know EMF meter is, but why does that one look like a busted up walkman?" Dean says trying to impress Sam, "Cause that is what I made it out of, it's homemade." Dean grinning whilst saying that, but he's grin would soon disappear when Sam says "Yeah, I can see that."

Sarah is looking around the wreckage, Dean joins her and she notices something on the door so he puts his EMF reader towards the yellow powder and it sets off the reader, Sarah gets a sample of the mystery yellow powder, after they was finished the warehouse, started walking out of the warehouse, but then all of a sudden alarms start going off, that causes the three of them to start running and when Sarah notices the fence covered with barbed wire, she was rethinking her outfit of choice, but thankfully Dean noticed took off his jacket and threw it over and like a true gentleman he helped her over of course she thanked him and he grabbed his jacket saying "Well this monkey suits do come in handy."

The three of them had gone back to see Jerry and he took the powder and put it under a microscope and took a look and he says "Huh, this stuff is sulfur." The three of them looks over at Jerry confused until Sam asks "You sure." To which Jerry looks to Sam and says "Look for yourself." Whilst he did that, one of the workers shouted "You effin piece of crap."

That caught all of their attention and Jerry says "If Gents and Lady please excuse me I have an Idiot to fire." He left the room, Dean closes the door and walks to Sam and says "Hmm, you know, there's not too many things that leave behind sulfuric residue." Sarah who is leaning against the table says "Demonic Possession?" Dean says "It would explain how a mortal man with enough strength, to open up a emergency hatch."

Sam who has turned around says "If the guy was possessed, then it's possible." Dean asks "This goes way beyond floating over a bed, or vomiting pea soup, I mean it's one thing posses a person, but to use them to take an entire plane." Sarah looks over at and asks "So I'm gonna take a guess and say you never heard of a thing that could do that?" He looks back at her and he simply says "Never."

Dean, Sam and Sarah had gone back to the motel, they all changed out of their FBI outfits into some comfortable clothes, they started doing some research on Demons, Sarah was sitting on one bed whilst Dean was sitting on the other and Sam was sitting at the table, Sarah had papers beside her and had her laptop on her lap, Sam says "So, every religion in every world culture, has the concepts of demons and demonic possessions, right? I mean christian, native american, Hindu, you name it." Dean looks up from John's Journal and says "Yeah, but none of them describe anything like this." Sarah looks up from her laptop and says "Well, that's not exactly true, You see according to Japanese beliefs, certain disasters both natural and man-made, once causes earthquakes, another causes diseases, and this one causes Plane crashes."

Dean gets up from his bed and asks "Alright, so what? We have a demon that's evolved with the times and found a way to ratchet up the body count." Sam asks "Yeah, you know, who knows how many planes this thing has taken down before this one?" All Dean does is snort and that confuses both Sarah and Sam, she gets up from her bed and looks over at Dean and asks, "What?" He looks over at the both of them and he says "I don't know, guys this doesn't sound like our usually gig, I mean demons they don't want anything just death and destruction for it's own sake, this is big I just wish Dad was here." Sam looks over at his big brother and says "Yeah, I wish he was too but dude, we can't just walk away from this."

But before Dean could reply his phone went off and he answers it, "Hello?" It's Jerry on the other line and he says "Dean, it's Jerry." Dean replies with "Oh, Hey Jerry." Jerry says "My Pilot friend, Chuck Lambert is dead." It took Dean a moment to realise what he said, "Wait Jerry...what happened?" Jerry repeats, "He and his buddy went up in a small twin about an hour ago, plane went down." Dean concerned asks Jerry "Where'd this happen?" Whilst Dean was talking to Jerry, both Sarah and Sam was sitting on the other bed with concerned looks on their faces, whilst Dean was pacing back and forth in front of them and Jerry says "About sixty miles west of here, near Nazareth."

When Dean was finished with his phone call he hung up, Sarah gets up from the bed and says "Let me guess another Plane accident?" Dean looks over to the both of them and says "Yeah let's go." Of course both of Sarah and Sam was unsure of where they would be going so Sam asks "Where we going?" Dean looks over to them and simply says "Nazareth." When they arrive at Nazareth, there is black smoke which is visible in the distance, In Jerry's office he's looking through a microscope and once he was done Sarah asks him "Let me guess sulfur?" He simply looks over to her and shakes her head, to which Dean says "Well, that is just great. Alright that's what two plane crashes that have involved Chuck Lambert, so it sounds like this demon is after him?"

Sam says "With all due respect to Chuck, if that's the case wouldn't that be good news?" Both Dean and Sarah look over at Sam, "What's the bad news?" Sarah says "Well Chuck's plane went down exactly forty minutes in flight, but you guys won't believe this but so did the 2485 Britannia." Of course that confuses Jerry and he looks at the three of them and he asks "Forty minutes, wait what does that mean?" Dean says "It's biblical numerology, You know Noah's ark it rained for forty days, the number means death."

Sam stands beside Sarah and says "I went back, and there have been six plane crashes over the last decade all crashing at exactly forty minutes in." She looks up and asks "I'm guessing no survivors?" Sam looks down to her and says "No, not until right now, at least not until 2485, for some reason you guys remember what it said on the EVP?" Dean looks over at Sam and says "No Survivors." Sarah says "So wait it's going after the survivors, so it wants to finish the job."

By the time they got back onto the road it was nighttime, Sam was on the phone and says "Really? Well thank you for taking our survey, and if you do plan to fly don't forget to think of your friends at Britannia Airlines, thanks." He hung up the phone and says "Alright that takes care of Blaine Sanderson and Dennis Holloway, they're not flying anytime soon." Dean who is of course in the driver's seat asks "So our wild card is Amanda Walker." Sarah says "Right, her sister Karen said her flight leaves Indianapolis at eight pm, it's her first night back at the job."

Unfortunately Amanda didn't believe a word says from Dean so it was going to have to be Plan B, which turns out Dean wasn't exactly thrilled about, but he knew that he couldn't just walk away without finishing the job, or just letting Sarah and Sam do it without him, so it took a deep breath and the three of them got onto the plane that Amanda was on, when the plane took off, Dean wasn't exactly relaxed so seeing as Sarah was sitting beside him and Sam was sitting beside her, she took his hand which he appreciated and he smiled a little, which caused her to smile back at him, then he started humming metallica of course getting weird look off of Sam who asks "Dude, you humming Metallica?" He looks over at Sam whilst still holding Sarah's hand, "It calms me down."

Sarah points out the obvious and says "We've got thirty-two minutes and counting to track this thing down, or whoever is being possessed, and on top of that do a full exorcism." Well it was just their luck but it turns out Amanda isn't possessed which rules her out, but of course it was annoying but they luck was about to change when EMF meter spikes, which causes Dean to look up with a stunned expression on his face and Sarah asks "Hey what's the matter?" He simply says the word "Christo." That causes the co-pilot to slowly turn his head around and instead of his normal eye colour, it was pure black which confirmed Dean's worse fears, the co-pilot is the one that is possessed.

The three of them got up from their seats, of course Dean had let go of Sarah's hand which for some reason she was a little upset about, but she had to focus on the task at hand, so she pushed it to the back of her mind and the three of them headed to Amanda who was in the back, she looks at them asking "I hope the flight isn't too bumpy for you." Dean looks over at Amanda and says "Yeah, about that actually we need to talk." Understandable Amanda looks at Dean with a confused expression on her face, she asks "um, Okay what can I do for you?" Whilst they explain everything to her Sarah closes the curtain so that they've privacy, after a few minutes she was convinced and says "Okay, the co-pilot we need you to bring him back here." Amanda asks "why? What does he have to do with it?"

Sarah looks over to Amanda and says "Unfortunately we don't have enough time, to explain it you've got to just trust us on this one." At first Amanda is hesitant at first and then she asks "How am I supposed to get the co-pilot back here?" Sarah looks to Amanda and says "Tell him anything to convince him to come back here, just please give it a try." She eventually agrees and goes to get the co-pilot after coming up with an excuse, whilst she was busy doing that the three of them got ready.

It took sometime but they managed to get the demon out of the co-pilot but it went through the vents into the whole plane which didn't exactly help with Dean's phobia of flying, thankfully it wasn't for long as Sam managed to get back John's Journal and finish the exorcism, once the plane landed safely, everyone got off and headed inside the airport where there was Paramedics, FBI and FAA waiting, the co-pilot was in a wheelchair with a blanket over and a oxygen mask, being question by a FAA Agent, whilst Amanda is being question by FBI agent who asks "Anything else?" Amanda looks to the Agent and says "No that's all."

She sees the three of them and mouths "Thank You." Which they all nodded their heads, Sarah says "Come on we should get going." Whilst both Sarah and Dean starts walking they look over but noticed that Sam isn't walking, they both look over at Sam confused until Sarah says "Hey Sam, you okay?" Sam looks over at the both of them and says "He knew about Jess's death and how she died." Dean looks over to his brother and says "Sam, these things they read minds, They all lie? That's all it was." But of course Sam wasn't convinced but he didn't want to cause an argument, Sarah was concerned for Sam, the three of them got into the car and left the airport car park.

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Hi there! I'm back after a few days of doing missions and farming and everyone is now level 50! Well, almost everyone, I still have three more that needs their ascension materials but I have to wait for a bit after I poured out all trailblaze power to get exp materials. How are you? Seems like self-aware au is becoming your new agenda. Once I saw your three updates, I couldn't be anymore excited and look forward to some more. There is so many things you can think about when it comes to self-aware au, based on experience alone. I would love to write them, if only I had much motivation to do so.

After reading the fic about logging in at ungodly hours, I felt bad of all those days that I did not bother to sleep just to finish the Belobog arc and jump to Xianzhou. Not to mention the number of times I had to repeat to defeat Bronya and the Ebon Deer. It was 10 times for Bronya and the Ebon Deer was around 15 or 16. The Doomsday Beast only took me 3 times. My frustration during those times were at peak that I ranted over my friends about it. They don't even play Star Rail. And those sleepless nights still continue until now and I bet Stelle would have already bonk me with her bat. So it's super relatable and not to mention, cute. Probably before Dan Heng passes out, he makes sure that you had log out completely. And whether it reaches or not, he mumbles some good night and rest well to you. If Blade were able to do it, he would give you a playful flick on the forehead while sternly telling you to sleep already. He watches you as you log out and then he breathes out as a sigh of relief now that you are resting finally. Gepard would want to get out the system just to take care of you. Mr.Cold Feet is Mr. Cold Feet, man has many things up his sleeve, of course, he'll be up with you. And please someone help sleeping beauty ╥⁠﹏⁠╥

Mr. Luocha just arrived yesterday, and I keep getting Qingque, help. Hopefully, I'll get him or maybe Miss Yukong on the next pull (I'm so into being delusion that I start giving honorifics to fictional characters). I also read your Blade fic and also the one with Dan Heng. I really would like it if Blade joins my team but I don't know about Dan Heng. What if he doesn't come home like I may have run out of time or ran out of stellar jades? Delusional—what if Dan Heng sabotages each pull or Blade would avoid joining my team at all cost by dodging my pulls? Manifesting that we could get them at the next pull and we could also get the upcoming characters too.

aaa i'm sorry for getting back to you so late, i really wanted to take a moment to sit down to form a proper reply instead of coming up with something rushed, but i was kinda busy ;_; also this is a super long post because i added your other asks as well in order not to clog up the dash so i added a cut!

ooh good job! that's pretty neat! i have to admit that i don't even bother to level up all my characters. i bring them to lvl 20 and ascend them for the free warp but that's about it lol. but i miiiight lvl them up at some point because i've been hearing pretty good things about some of them and i kinda want to try them out too, you know? for example i used qingque in a trail and she did some pretty amazing numbers? so i feel like she's worth it to lvl up and build her! so yeah i'm currently prefarming to lvl my most-used characters to lvl 80 because i'm about to reach equilibrium lvl 5, but after that i might start working on my other characters! okay that was a whole story i'm sorry shdhfh.

that aside, i'm doing pretty good! as i mentioned before, i'm kinda busy but i try to find moments to write and relax so i'm holding up hehe. and yeah apparently? self-aware au is super fun to write and brainrot about and now i'm getting a lot of requests on it too! come to think of it, you're kind of the one who started this all! so thank you for that hehe.

to be fair, i'm procrastinating the trailblaze missions so i haven't encountered the ebon deer yet, i'm still somewhere around the part where we interrogate kafka lol. i'm sooo behind i know >.< maybe i should catch up? but i have like, zero motivation to do so help. and ooh that's so relatable. none of my friends play hsr so i have no one to talk to : ( i guess that's why i always go all out replying to your asks because i'm so happy that i get to ramble about dan heng and the game in general fjshdhd.

oh yes i can imagine stelle doing that! and aaa dan heng, he's secretly so worried about our sleeping schedule and the relief when we log out to sleep is real lol. also i can perfectly hear his tired goodnight y/n and it makes me really soft :< and yes gepard!!! he would totally get so frustrated because he can't get out to actually see you off to sleep, he's such a doting sweetheart :3

ooh congrats on getting him! i'm still hesitating whether to get him or not because i really want blade, kafka AND dan heng il, and i'm not sure how to pull that off without spending my entire bank account shfhdh. and well as i said before, i think qingque is actually pretty good? i hope she will come in useful for you! i'm solely pulling for miss yukong (miss yukong sounds great, i'm gonna use that hehe). i mean i think she buffs imaginary damage and i don't have/use any other imaginary characters but i just love her (and tingyun!!) so much that i had to have her. i have her at e1 now and i'm just hhhh i love my foxian ladies >_<

let's just hope dan heng and bladie can put their rivalry aside for our sake, because i dearly love both (okay if i have to pick one it will always be my beloved dan heng but hhh). but yes indeed, manifesting getting both!!

realistically speaking, it would be best to prepare for the worst when it comes to dan heng il, but i'm so attached to my boy, i don't want him to leave the crew.. what if we never see him again?? don't even wanna think about that >.< let's just hope hope hope it won't be that bad and that he gets to stay with us :< if not i will riot shfhdh.

i've been building her a little and so far she's doing okay? i mainly started using her because i needed a physical dps but then i saw her ult where she summons a massive angry chicken and i laughed out loud let me tell you that lol. she's far from completed yet, though, she's still a work in progress but i keep getting distracted by other characters oops?

hehe yep! you just inspired me and besides, i really appreciate you stopping by in my ask box so i just wanted to do a little something! i'm glad it made you happy :D

and yes of course! welcome to my lil' anon family!

aaa smiling dan heng?! i couldn't find the artwork sadly but that sounds lovely, his smile melts my heart >_< especially since it's so rare because his face is always so stoic. and oh i'm guilty of doing that too hehe.

hoyo knows what they're doing and it's not ok. now i not only have to save for dan heng il but also for his signature light cone ;_;

i saw that on tiktok !!!! and the way i gasped !!!! it's so insanely cool they're treating dan heng il like some kind of deity and i'm loving it, our man deserves this (i'm just not sure if my heart is ready to love this man even more?!!)

that can only mean one thing, right? he's getting close aaaaa i'm not prepared and i'm not sorry for the person i will become when he officially drops 3:)

#— enyo mail #— 🍁 anon

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mee-goweng · 2 years

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A TALK WITH HIS SISTER - (🦈🍋)

Warning: none Word count: 700+ words

"One more thing."

"What is it?"

"Is Aki going to be there?"

Mitsuya was caught off guard by Taiju's question. Of course, he was. How did Taiju know Aki in the first place? He even addressed Aki without any respectful honorifics, showing that those two must be close enough or have already known each other long ago. Longer than Mitsuya knew Aki himself.

"Yeah," Mitsuya answered. "But, how-"

Before finishing his sentence, Taiju got up and went to his parked motorcycle. "Let's go. You said you need my measurement for the uniform."

Knowing he didn't have much time left, Mitsuya just obliged.

There Taiju was, standing in front of Tada's residence, watching the lights from Aki's room, haven't been off yet. He went there right after Mitsuya finished the uniform. He checked the time on his phone before looking back at Aki's room window.

He never stays up late when there's a big fight the next day. Is he studying?

"Huh? What are you doing here!?"

Taiju glanced to the side, finding Aki's little sister freaking out by his presence. "You just got back? At this hour? Isn't that dangerous?"

The little girl humph-ed. "It's not any of your business. Let me ask you one more time, what are you doing in front of my house? If you want to meet big brother, the answer is no!"

Ignoring the hostility in her tone, Taiju shot another question. "You know your brother is going to a gang fight tomorrow?"

The question managed to shut her up, and she immediately looked down. Her reaction is enough to answer Taiju's question.

"You let him?" He asked again. "You know he has a busy schedule as a university student."

"I tried!" She shouted, then immediately covered her mouth. "I tried… but he didn't listen and kept insisting he'll be going."

That's new. Being in Toman sure changed him.

"Urk… so, what do you want? There's no way you came all the way here just to ask that."

"Nothing. I just want to check up on Aki." Taiju passed her a small package. "Here, share it with Aki. I'll be going now."

She took the package with hesitation, unsure if she should take it or not. From the packaging alone, she could see what was inside. A whole lemon tart. She stared at the package. Meanwhile, Taiju started to walk away.

"You really like big brother, huh?"

Taiju stopped in his tracks as he glanced back over his shoulder, catching the little girl staring back at him with a stern expression.

"I don't know what kind of relationship you had with big brother in the past. I also don't know anything about how this gang fight works or Black Dragon's relationship with Toman, but…" She took a deep breath before continuing. "Tomorrow, can you take big brother back home with you? I know this is a little bit selfish of me."

Hearing the request, Taiju scoffed. "Why don't you tell that to other Toman members?"

"I don't trust them."

Her words raised lots of questions from Taiju. He raised an eyebrow at her. "More than me? Don't you hate me?"

"I am. I still hate you for what you did to big brother in the past." She averted her gaze, looking down at the box in her hands. "But I trust you more than those people. At least he never went to the hospital or got shot twice during his time at Black Dragon."

What?

Taiju was surprised at the last sentence she said but tried to play it cool. He immediately turned away, walking towards his parked motorcycle.

"I'll see what I can do."

"Thank you… I'll tell big brother that you visited."

"Don't tell him. Just ask him to get proper sleep for tomorrow."

With that said, Taiju drove away from the neighborhood with lots of questions in his mind.

"Oh, fancy. Where did you get money to buy this tart? I'm pretty sure the money I gave you today won't be able to afford a slice of this tart."

"It's from Tai- I mean, my boyfriend bought this for you."

"You have a boyfriend? What a sweetheart that kid. When can I meet him?"

"… definitely not right away."

"Oh…? Well, seeing you like this makes me want a lover too. Maybe someone that can take care of me like a mother taking care of her sick child."

You're asking for a damn babysitter, big brother… I can't even imagine Taiju babysitting you every day.

©mee-goweng

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imtryingmybeskar · 3 years

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So I'm sure we have all seen Pedro in the overalls today and my beautiful friend suggested a farmboy fic and I couldn't rest until I made it a reality.

*Disclaimers* I know nothing about farming, nor am I from the US. I imagined him as having a softer version of the Whiskey accent.

18+ only! You know the drill. 3.9k words.

The first time you saw him he was striding along the dusty road to your farmhouse, the sun at his back, his shadow stretching long ahead of him. Only someone looking for work and out of luck with it would be approaching at this late hour. From your perch at your bedroom window, you could look down and see the fatigue in the set of his shoulders, the dejection in the bow of his head. As he neared he stopped and dropped his pack to the ground before attempting to make himself presentable - raking his hand through his dark hair before setting his cap back on, dusting the legs of his overalls free of as much of the dirt of the road as he could, and finally straightening his back, righting his posture to make himself look strong, tall, not as hard up as he was. His rap at the door came as you were nearly at the bottom of the stairs and your dog, who had been peacefully sleeping at his approach finally woke and defended in a storm of paws and tail and barking.

"Hey! No!" you told her, and she quietened down and stayed where you told her to, in the line of sight from the doorway but no immediate threat to anyone on the other side. Opening the door you were greeted by the sight of a not-so-young-anymore man. Despite his efforts to clean himself up, his arms were streaked with grime and sweat and you could see the stains of his exertion under his arms and at his neck. His head remained bowed as he began to speak and you got the feeling he had replayed this spiel many times recently.

"Ma'am, I'm very sorry to trouble you. I'm here to see if you are lookin' to take on anyone at the farm at this time?" His voice was deep and rich with an enticing southern twang, sweet as honey whiskey.

"What kind of work can you do?" His eyes raised to your face and the hope you saw in their soft, dark depths almost melted you. As if he hadn't even gotten this far along with anyone for a very long time.

"Just about anything," he answered. "I can drive - harvesters, tractors. I can take care of all kinds of animals, muck 'em out, feed 'em. I've helped birth 'em too, though I know that time is passed for this year. I can sow and harvest by hand too if that's needed. And I can mend things, fences, roofs, you name it." Looking at him appraisingly, your curiosity got the better of you.

"Why are you on foot? Must have travelled an awful long way to get all the way out here." He looked down again, presenting you with the brim of his cap to look at instead and shuffling his feet awkwardly.

"I uh...I lost my own farm. Not too long ago. Sold everything I had to try and keep it afloat. Even my car."

"So, if I were to take you on-" his head snapped up eagerly again. "IF" you emphasised, "Would you be needing a place to stay as well?"

"If you had anywhere that could accommodate me, I would be most grateful for that, yes Ma'am."

"I want you to know that I've been out here on my own for a time. I know how to take care of myself. And I'm sure you heard and can see Tank behind me there." He was nodding as you spoke.

"I don't want no trouble. Just a job and a roof over my head." You eyed him for a few seconds more before stepping back from the door to let him in. He entered gingerly, staring around wide eyed as if he hadn't been inside a house for a long time.

"You hungry?"

"No...I mean, I don't wanna impose-"

"No imposition. If you're gonna work for me, you need feeding. Come with me." The dog whined a little as you approached, and you stroked her head. "Come!" you commanded the dog and she raced away ahead of you. Checking to see the man was following, you led him past the stairs and through the living area to the back. Here you had a small extension set up, with a bathroom and shower and a small room with a sofa which opened out into a bed, ostensibly for guests, though you hadn't had any for years. "You can get yourself cleaned up here. Any clothes you want to wash, you can do in the morning. There's no door to this room, so the only privacy you'll get is in the bathroom I'm afraid."

"This is...fantastic," he said in a low tone. "I've slept outside for a week or more, so this is just...Thank you ma'am," he finished, humbly. You left him to it and went to prepare him a plate of leftovers. When he finally emerged, scrubbed and fresh half an hour later, you bid him sit at the table and presented him with it. Without all that dirt streaking him and without his cap on you could finally see how good he looked and you had to tear your eyes away from the fullness of his lips before you went too far down that rabbit hole. The man was clearly desperate, hanging on to the shreds of the dignity of his old life by his fingertips. There was no way you were going to make him feel like he owed you anything by taking him in. You left him be until you heard him hum with satiated pleasure about ten minutes later.

"Better?" you asked.

"Better," he smiled.

"I see you've made a friend," you said wryly, gesturing to the large hairy head currently resting on one of his feet. You trusted your gut about this man, you didn't imagine him to be anything than he had said he was. But you had to be cautious for obvious reasons. The dog, however, had proved to be a truly excellent judge of character in the past and it warmed you to see her take to him so readily.

"I think I may have bribed my way into her affections. Chicken," he clarified.

"That'll do it," you smiled. He insisted on washing his own plate and then there was an awkward silence between you for a time as he stood in your living room, not really knowing what to do with himself. "Hey, you can sit and watch TV with me, or you can hit your bed if you want. I won't be offended either way."

"I...I think I will go to bed. I'm kinda lookin' forward to it."

"I can understand that," you said as you handed him pillows, blankets and fresh sheets to make it up with. "Just so you know, the dog sleeps down here too. She shouldn't wake you. And help yourself to water in the night, coffee in the morning. Whatever you want."

"Thank you," he said again, his eyes catching yours and looking happier than you had seen them thus far. "Goodnight."

The man worked like a machine. Having lived this life for many years, you were accustomed to being up before dawn, but he beat you to it the next morning, greeting you with a soft "Good morning," and handing you a cup of coffee that he had prepared. He kept up a pace all day, and you moved around each other around the farm, lifting your hands or voices in greeting when you passed. You couldn't help but notice how the soft cotton of his shirt creaked at the seams when he moved his broad shoulders, nor how deft his hands were at every task he set them to. The dog had begun to follow him everywhere and you found yourself liking that too, despite the mild sting of betrayal. He came in to help with lunch and after he washed up, set to chopping salad and buttering bread.

"This is gonna sound weird, but erm...your dog...she ain't partly deaf or anything is she?"

"No, why?"

"Its just, she comes when I whistle, but not when I call."

"Ohhh," you said, realisation hitting you like a wave. "Yeah, well, last night I might not have told you her proper name. I er...I wanted to make her seem a little more intimidating than she is. Just in case, you know. Hence Tank. Though she ruined that when she drooled all over your shoes." He gave a small chuckle, his eyes sparkling.

"So what is her name?"

"Cookie." At this, you heard the tell tale sound of Cookie's claws on the kitchen tiles. "Good girl," you threw over your shoulder at her.

"Well, that suits her a lot better'n Tank. She's so friendly."

"Only to the good ones. You should have seen her with the last man that came in here. She knew he was a wrong 'un. Took me a while to catch on, but I get there in the end." You turned your head to find him looking at you with sympathy and a touch of anger. "Like I said, I can take care of myself," you added and moved on with your day. In his first week staying with you he managed to do most of the little jobs that had been irritating, but not bad enough to address. The tap in the kitchen no longer dripped. All of the fencing was entirely without holes for the first time in forever. The roof of the chicken coop was renewed. You decided to celebrate by breaking out some beers in the evening and sat with him on your porch, watching the sky slowly turn from gold to apricot to scarlet. Once he had started to feel less awkward around you, you found him to be good company - intelligent and curious and with a good sense of humour and even your silences were now companionable, especially a few beers in.

"Need to plant some more things in the garden," he grunted, slurring a little. "Maybe some beets and some radishes?"

"That sounds good," you agreed, "but for tonight, just switch off a bit. Enjoy the beer and the view. You've more than earned it."

"Oh, I'm enjoyin' the view alright," he said. There was something low and sinful in his voice that made you turn your head to him in astonishment and definite interest, but as you did, his eyes grew wide and he started to splutter. "Oh God, I apologise. I haven't had a beer in months and I guess my tolerance ain't what it was. I...I didn't mean to offend. I didn't mean to say that."

"Didn't you?"

"No, I-I'm sorry." Putting your beer down, you came to stand in front of him, placing your hands on his knees and running them up his thighs.

"Are you sure you didn't mean it?" And suddenly the realisation of your own drunkenness came crashing around you. What were you thinking? You couldn't take advantage of him like this. He had nowhere else to go and he had said he wasn't interested. You straightened abruptly. "No, I'm sorry. This is wrong. I'm...I'm going to bed." And you did so, walking swiftly away before he could see the redness of your face.

The next morning, your coffee lay on the counter and you could see him outside the house pottering around. Berating yourself for an idiot for ruining the good feelings you had built up between you, you went about your own tasks in a crotchety mood. He didn't come in for lunch either, and you began to get a little worried about him. Deciding to tackle the problem head on, you brought him out a Tupperware with some food and some water. Eventually you found him in the barn, measuring some of the beams. He hadn't noticed you come in and you stood and openly stared for a moment at the sight of him with no shirt on under his overalls. It was pretty warm in here - you were starting to feel the effects yourself. His back was broad and muscular and his shoulder muscles rolled as you watched him reach up to measure something above him.

"Er...hi," you ventured, a little shyly. He whirled to face you, looking as if he had been caught doing something he shouldn't. "I'm sorry to bother you, I just thought you might want some lunch." You deposited it on the hay bale closest to you and carried on, keeping your voice light, "And to say that I'm sorry about yesterday. You said no and I shouldn't have pushed it. I don't want you thinking you have to do anything like that to stay here!"

"Thank you," he said softly as he made his way over to you. "But..I said no because we had both been drinkin' and because I didn't wanna take advantage of anythin' I wasn't bein' offered freely and honestly." His eyes raked over your face, black and piercing in the half light inside the barn. He was so close to you, you could smell the lemon scent of his soap and the musky smell of him underneath. There was a sheen of sweat across his chest and before you could stop yourself or think too deeply about what you were doing, your hands were upon him, feeling the taut, strong muscles of his pectorals. You bit your lip a little as you raised your eyes to his.

"You're not taking advantage," you whispered. "I want this." That was all the invitation he needed to crash his lips upon yours with a fervent desire. His big hands circled your waist and roved your back as his tongue begged entrance at your mouth. Your own hand moved down his overalls to where he was starting to bulge, massaging his length and making him moan into your mouth.

"Christ, I...I've not been with anyone for so long. That feels so good, don't stop." You heeded him, but also brought one of his hands from around your back to your breast where he began to knead it intensely and he groaned again, in between peppering your mouth and neck with kisses. "Fuck, you're so pretty. I thought so from th' first moment I saw you. I didn't know how to say..." For someone usually so reticent, he was on a roll now he had your tit in his hand and you were palming him through his overalls.

You snaked your hands up his body again and undid his overalls, letting them fall and pool around his feet where they landed. His body was gorgeous, broad and muscular with a little fuzz over his chest and running down his stomach. You ran your hands all over it, feeling the slickness of the sweat beading through his hair under your hands and feeling your own body begin to heat and respond in earnest, your clit throbbing a little between your legs. He kicked off his boots, and took off his socks and overalls in one swoop before taking you back in his arms and kissing you ardently again. His hand slid up your shirt and hiked it up, the sweat at your back making it stick to you a little. You broke the kiss to hurl it from your head and away, closely followed by your bra.

"Oh fuck baby, your tits are so beautiful. Lemmie taste you." He got on his knees in front of you and did just that, taking your nipple in his mouth and sucking on it harshly whilst rubbing your other nipple between his thumb and forefinger. Exhaling a moan of pleasure, you tangled your fingers into his dark waves and pulled him even closer, feeling his smile against your chest as his free hand undid the buttons on your jeans. You could feel the wetness in your underwear now, the telltale stripe of moisture under your cunt as he coaxed that sweet feeling all through your veins with his tongue and fingers on your nipple.

"I want you to fuck me," you gasped. "Need you to fuck me hard."

"Oh don't you worry, baby, I'm gonna take good care of you," he murmured against your skin as he pulled the material down your legs. "Fuck, you're so wet already. I can see it on your panties. I wanna taste you there too. Can I?" His big dark eyes looked up at you with pleading and what you would have called innocence had he not already been flicking his tongue back over your nipple, making you squirm and huff with the pleasurable tickle of it. In reply you pulled the rest of your clothes away from you, but before he could reach his prize you took his jaw in your hand and brought his head up to look at you. He was instantly attentive and alert, looking slightly worried, as If you might have changed your mind in the few seconds it had taken for you to remove your clothes.

"You can taste me, if I can taste you afterwards," you offered.

"Hell yeah you can," he muttered appreciatively as he got to his feet and lifted you on to a haybale. The straw poked you roughly and mercilessly, but you forgot about that when he leaned over you and kissed you deeply again. "Gonna make you feel real good, honey," he promised again before kissing a path downward. He hooked your legs over his biceps and ran his forearms up to your breasts, teasing your nipples again before diving right in to lick warm, wide stripes from your cunt to your clit. It had been so long since anyone had been intimate with you, your head felt dizzy and overwhelmed, but he took it to another level with the enthusiasm he brought to the task. He lapped at you and what you were leaking as if he were a man starved, pushing his face into you, so you could feel his patchy stubble rub against your inner thighs, and sucking gently on your clit. It took an embarrassingly short time before your breaths came stunted and your voice rose in a wail of pleasure as he drove you to your peak, the red hot lava of it flowing from your core throughout your body. He ripped a second from you when he pushed two thick fingers inside and curled them wonderfully to strike against that part inside you that you yourself could never reach. His eyes glittered with lust as you came down from your high and you swore you could come again just from the look he was giving you from between your legs. He kissed your inner thighs and wiped his mouth as he came in for another kiss, your taste all over his tongue and lips.

"Your turn." you announced breathlessly, as you got down from the bale on shaky legs. Not breaking eye contact, you knelt in front of him, the straw on the floor not much of a cushion for your knees. He moaned loudly as you raked your nails down his side, catching them on the waistband of his underwear and pulling them down, allowing his cock to spring free and bob up toward his stomach. You had felt that he was well endowed, but seeing him was something else entirely and you couldn't help the hum of appreciation that escaped you before you leaned forward kissed the reddened tip, his precum brushing over your lips. You looked up at him as you licked it off and could see his breaths coming heavy and wild, his shoulders and chest heaving in anticipation. His hands came around to tangle in your hair as you licked a swirl over his tip before taking it in your mouth and sucking gently whilst moving down his shaft.

"Fuck, baby. You're so good. C-can I move?" You brought your hands around to the firmness of his ass and moved him forward a little to give him permission and saw his head roll back in pleasure. He seemed to not want to hurt you and fucked your mouth much more gently than you thought he would. Your head bobbed further and further down his shaft until he was striking the back of it, making you gag a little. Raising yourself back off, you pumped him with your hand while swirling your tongue over his tender head. When you brought your other hand to cradle his balls he trembled a little under your touch. "Honey, I do not want you to stop, but if you don't I won't be able to fuck you before I come." You removed your mouth from him slowly, hollowing your cheeks and sucking hard as you progressed.

He helped you to your feet and reached down to stroke your clit again while he kissed your lips, the taste of you both mingling in your mouths. Turning your back to him you bent over the hay bale, presenting yourself to him and you heard a guttural sound of arousal behind you before the head of his cock was notching at your entrance and pushing in all at once, stretching you and making you whimper as he bent over your back and kissed your shoulder. "Are you ok, baby?" he muttered. "Does this feel good?"

"Yes," you whispered. "Now fuck me hard."

He bit down a little on the meat of your shoulder and whispered a low "Yes, Ma'am," before standing fully and beginning to piston his hips into you with forceful, firm strokes, his cock pushing further within you each time. It was overwhelming and even more so when he pushed down on your back further so that he was fucking down into you and sliding over your spot with each thrust. The change in pitch of your gasping moans and the wetness that you could suddenly feel around the tops of your thighs encouraged him to fuck you even harder, his cock swelling as he got close to his release and filling you up beautifully. "Like that, honey? Right there?" he grunted as you started to feel yourself lose control around him.

"Yes, there, please, don't stop, please," you begged. He captured your arms and pulled you further back toward him, and suddenly he was striking something white hot and golden inside and you were gone, your cunt pulsating around him and flooding him with you. Your head was so dizzied that you only noticed he had pulled you flush against his sweat-sticky chest when his arms were around you, grasping greedily at your breasts and the hot breath of his rich, deep voice was beside your ear.

"Where-"

"inside." He drove into you half a dozen more times before he cried your name aloud and you felt him pulsate strongly within you, jettisoning his spend into you with groans muffled against your shoulder. As he withdrew, he held you up gently before turning you and lying you on the bale he had just taken you over, coming to lie down beside you with his big eyes searching your face and his big calloused hands stroking the soft skin of your belly. The sweet summer sun was slanting over his face, turning his black eyes amber in its glow and you felt a welcome twinge in your heart as you took his face in your hand and kissed him.

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