#i just had to let it out

[bananafishdepression]

Sometimes I see people complaining about Ash and Eiji, saying how they are the definition of queerbait just because they don't do what you would normally expect a mlm couple to do

The thing about mlm ships is that they're too sexualised

You usually know the endgame when you see two boys having unexplainable sexual tension and it doesn't even take long to get them there, usualy by third chapter

Now, there are some good anime that potray healthy and normal mlm relationships, but people now mostly just read BL manhwa where relationships are mostly toxic or done for fanservice

And then fans like that decide to watch Banana Fish because someone told them they have a cute relationship (they usually ignore TWs but whatever) and decide to shit over them because they didn't even have a proper kiss like???

Do they need to fuck on screen to prove their love

Sometimes we forget that most of BL boys are young and sure, boys IRL do think about sex a lot but they also have feelings and want to love which most media doesn't show

Ash had trauma that could have been healed (maybe not comepletely, but enough to at least try and live a normal life) if he decided to live, but he didn't, and we can't just know what he would've done with Eiji if he went to Japan

Eiji is sweet and shy, we don't see much from his perspective, and we also don't really know much about him and why he was interested in Ash from the very beginning, you could describe it him being mysterious or it's just author's laziness lol (motives might be better explained in the manga where Eiji is a little more realistic to real boys)

And then you see those two just enjoying each other's presence and say YEAH THATS QUEERBAIT

???

When did it become unusual for two people to just enjoy having each other, it's not like you and your partner have this akward sexual tension moment every single second of your time lmao.

#idk what this is #or how to explain it #i just had to let it out #the point is #you dont have to fuck your bf to date him #or kiss him #you can date and thats just literally it #ash and eiji never dated because ash didnt live enough for that to happen #but you know they wouldve #and their relationship wouldve been so beautiful and they would care for each other sm #but ash is dead so none of that :( #banana fish #asheiji #ash lynx #eiji okumura #ash x eiji #gay #lgbt #banana fish the stage #bananafish #anime #manga #bfish #eislan

[xinhua-jun]

saw someone saying that suicide room would’ve been a better movie if it had been less cringy and felt a sudden surge of rage ksbsjdnjs

THAT’S THE WHOLE POINT

he’s a high school student in the early 10s!!! when you’re an affection starved kid everything feels like the world is ending and you do silly little things to keep yourself afloat, and when that doesn’t work you resort to drastic measures and behave recklessly without considering your safety, especially in a situation like dominik’s, with the company he keeps, with how he slowly isolates himself and depression creeps up on him, with how sylwia enables him

it’s ok if you’re cringy I promise you nobody who truly matters cares, it’s ok to enjoy being a child and feel empathy for people not in your situation, you’re not losing any cool kid brownie points for when you’re older

#op if you see this no you didn’t <3 #also I’m not mad at the person who posted it #it was just at the sentiment haha #sala samobójców #📌 #lmaooo #sorry for the vent #i just had to let it out #rant

[itspkuwu]

y’all

words cannot describe how much I actually wanna beat Lee Kanker’s ass. I can feel my blood boil just thinking about that trailer trash tramp

Don’t worry the other two are fine

#ed edd n eddy #lee kanker #kanker sisters #cartoon network #short rant #i hate her so much #she makes me so mad #it’s not even funny #like shes not even playing cooties she genuinely wants Eddy to suffer beneath her #and no her saying “what’s he doing to my man” doesn’t make it better because she only said that because SHE wanted to torment Eddy. #nobody else can #i’m sorry for my rant #i just had to let it out #yes she’s still a demon #and she called Nazz a hussy like Jesus Christ you hypocrite

[tick1ishgirl]

I HATE working customer service especially when I’m dealing with cramps and now I’m just here crying on my 30 hahahaha!!

#not loving life #hehe #gah #idk you can ignore this #I just had to let it out #but men are so shitty #and people are so horrible #I don’t get paid enough for this #I just wanna go home and sleep

[map-of-the-7]

God I love them all so much

#bts #bangtan #i just had to let it out #i feel so much love for the boys rn #they look so happy #I'm happy

[bandzboy]

genuinely feel so dumb for even presenting the idea of going to paris to see ateez with my bestie to my parents bc even tho i knew they weren't gonna let me i did it anyways and so many things they said to me today just fcking sting like about how they are saving and investing in mine and my brother's career and we can't afford to go anywhere like that and how they said they wouldn't mind me going if money wasn't an issue and it's just heartbreaking to me... i don't have friends i barely go out i just go to school and driving school and the only friends i have are on the internet and it's not like i can just be with these people bc they leave far away from me and i've been stanning ateez for so long and i never got to see them ever and every day i regret back in 2019 not going to their concert bc after that they never came here anymore and it's just sad that it's so expensive to even go to another country to see them and then having to log in every day and see everyone talking about their concert experience and even tho i am happy i just can't help but wonder if i'll ever get the chance to ever see them or even see my faves in concerts... the way my mom said that "if we were living in different times i would have let you go" and it's like..... when is it gonna be different like actually??? WHEN??? bc everything is so sht how tf are we ever gonna have money in the near future to do what we want?? bc i am sorry to be negative but i can't see it! i've been waiting for YEARS and atp it seems like it's never gonna happen! it's like i can even think about wanting it bc i just feel stupid atp i just envy people who's groups go to their countries and they are able to go see them like some of you don't even know how lucky you are and still find room to complain and i'm sorry but i just want you stfu and shove your complains somewhere bc it just makes me angry like i can't.... i'm just exhausted about everything i'm so so fcking tired when will sht actually get better for me when will i get to have good experiences and not think about money like i wish

#delete later #no one will read this but alas #i just had to let it out

[stillmevalz]

A change in character design & a hairstyle triggered a lot of people's imaginations and made them make assumptions based on that only. A pv that lasted less than a minute. It comes off superficial af. Didn't we learn that judging based on appearances is not right?

#trigun #i just had to let it out #i barely see this in the japanese tag #i see a lot of thank yous #yet SO MUCH entitlement in the english speaking tag #what's wrong with y'all

[wakatshi]

when 60000 ppl start following me but the interaction stays the same

#guys i’m nice i promise i love talking #i have adhd irl i can barely stfu #anyways i watched a very interesting movie…. #i’m not gonna tell u the name i’m embarrassed #i just had to let it out

[theshadowrealmitself]

I like to think that Vulcans who come to understand that Humans just can’t try to process emotions the same way as them, it’s just healthiest to let it out in harmless ways, decide that venting and stuff should be taken just as seriously as Vulcan’s meditation time, and will encourage the Humans around them to complain about what’s upsetting them

People who are used to aloof Vulcans who avoid Humans at all cost running into one comforting a Human

“-and then they said my cheesecake was subpar, and they didn’t even bring a dish!!!”

“The purpose of this event was that every participant brings a food item of sorts, correct?”

“Yeah!!”

“And they did not follow this rule while insulting dishes that were brought?”

“Mostly just my dish but yeah >:(“

“How illogical”

“That’s what I’m saying!!!”

#star trek #Vulcans #Humans #not based on a specific thing #but I used to know this annoying couple that were ‘family friends’ #who would show up to potluck dinners and the like and would either bring nothing or bring something really just. out of left field? #like a bag of frozen chicken to a bbq #and then proceed to make sure they are first even if it was stated to let kids go first #would take HUGE amounts before anyone else got a chance to get a plate #and then make off with the leftovers again even if they were already claimed for #and it wasn’t a food insecurity thing trust me I would never speak bad about a person getting food if that was even a remote chance #the adults who raised us knew them really well and we’d been to their house a ton of times #they were just dicks #and yeah. they’d occasionally insult the food. while eating the MAJORITY of it. #it was so weird at their home they would go out of their way to get the healthiest options possible #you know the really bland tasteless expensive stuff that apparently was healthier #but then if they were visiting our house they would. eat all our unhealthy snacks. #that always pissed me off so much as a kid because we actually had a food insecurity thing going on #and also a variety of other reasons that are a bit too depressing to bring up on this post #but anyways we’d hardly ever get to have nice snacks #and this couple would just take them all??? even after we’d tell them repeatedly that it was ours and those snacks weren’t gonna be #replaced #hated that couple #if you’re wondering why they were ‘family friends’ it’s because the couple who raised us #(it feels weird to type it out like that but apparently legal guardians doesn’t fit since they never finished petitioning 💀) #liked having them around because it made them look like ‘such great Christian’s’ being nice to the people #that no one else wanted to be friends with #I always thought that was a really weird and fucked up reason to be friends with someone #this got long sorry 😭

[wildflowers-inthemeadow]

I honestly wish they'd start selling fireworks on Dec. 30th or even better Dec. 31st.

Some idiots have been shooting fireworks all afternoon and evening and those explosions always scare me. I swear, it sounds like a war out there.

People are so stupid. Do it on the 31st, that's the whole purpose of it.

I feel like shit. Thanks, you idiots.

#personal #firework #fireworks #sorry for the rant #I just had to let it out

[chloesimaginationthings]

Jumpscare Balloon boy returns in FNAF 2 movie..

#myart #chloesimagination #comic #fnaf #balloon boy #mike schmidt #fnaf vanessa #vanessa shelly #vanessa afton #fnaf 2 #fnaf movie #fnaf 2 movie #fnaf fanart #five nights at freddy's #I’ve had this thought for awhile just finally drew it out but #MIKE IS GONNA lose it seeing BIG balloon boy #like actual animatronic balloon boy #THATS gonna be the worst jumpscare of his life #I really hope bb is an animatronic with the other toys #don’t keep him tiny make him big and a menace #I WONDER if balloon boy will actually steal batteries in the movie #that’ll be so funny please please let bb be real #BALLOON BOY MENTIONED 🔥

[whetstonefires]

You know what I realize that people underestimate with Pride & Prejudice is the strategic importance of Jane.

Because like, I recently saw Charlotte and Elizabeth contrasted as the former being pragmatic and the latter holding out for a love match, because she's younger and prettier and thinks she can afford it, and that is very much not what's happening.

The Charlotte take is correct, but the Elizabeth is all wrong. Lizzie doesn't insist on a love match. That's serendipitous and rather unexpected. She wants, exactly as Mr. Bennet says, someone she can respect. Contempt won't do. Mr. Bennet puts it in weirdly sexist terms like he's trying to avoid acknowledging what he did to himself by marrying a self-absorbed idiot, but it's still true. That's what Elizabeth is shooting for: a marriage that won't make her unhappy.

She's grown up watching how miserable her parents make one another; she's not willing to sign up for a lifetime of being bitter and lonely in her own home.

I think she is very aware, in refusing Mr. Collins, that it's reasonably unlikely that anyone she actually respects is going to want her, with her few accomplishments and her lack of property. That she is turning down security and the chance keep the house she grew up in, and all she gets in return may be spinsterhood.

But, crucially, she has absolute faith in Jane.

The bit about teaching Jane's daughters to embroider badly? That's a joke, but it's also a serious potential life plan. Jane is the best creature in the world, and a beauty; there's no chance at all she won't get married to someone worthwhile.

(Bingley mucks this up by breaking Jane's heart, but her prospects remain reasonable if their mother would lay off!)

And if Elizabeth can't replicate that feat, then there's also no doubt in her mind that Jane will let her live in her house as a dependent as long as she likes, and never let it be made shameful or awful to be that impoverished spinster aunt. It will be okay never to be married at all, because she has her sister, whom she trusts absolutely to succeed and to protect her.

And if something eventually happens to Jane's family and they can't keep her anymore, she can throw herself upon the mercy of the Gardeners, who have money and like her very much, and are likewise good people. She has a support network--not a perfect or impregnable one, but it exists. It gives her realistic options.

Spinsterhood was a very dangerous choice; there are reasons you would go to considerable lengths not to risk it.

But Elizabeth has Jane, and her pride, and an understanding of what marrying someone who will make you miserable costs.

That's part of the thesis of the book, I would say! Recurring Austen thought. How important it is not to marry someone who will make you, specifically, unhappy.

She would rather be a dependent of people she likes and trusts than of someone she doesn't, even if the latter is formally considered more secure; she would rather live in a happy, reasonable household as an extra than be the mistress of her own home, but that home is full of Mr. Collins and her mother.

This is a calculation she's making consciously! She's not counting on a better marriage coming along. She just feels the most likely bad outcome from refusing Mr. Collins is still much better than the certain outcome of accepting him. Which is being stuck with Mr. Collins forever.

Elizabeth is also being pragmatic. Austen also endorses her choice, for the person she is and the concerns she has. She's just picking different trade-offs than Charlotte.

Elizabeth's flaw is not in her own priorities; she doesn't make a reckless choice and get lucky. But in being unable to accept that Charlotte's are different, and it doesn't mean there's anything wrong with Charlotte.

Because realistically, when your marriage is your whole family and career forever, and you only get to pick the ones that offer themselves to you, when you are legally bound to the status of dependent, you're always going to be making some trade-offs.

😂 Even the unrealistically ideal dream scenario of wealthy handsome clever ethical Mr. Darcy still asks you to undergo personal growth, accommodate someone else's communication style, and eat a little crow.

#hoc est meum #pride and prejudice #elizabeth bennet #charlotte lucas #meta #charlotte is a much less sociable person than lizzie #so avoiding her husband most of the time and not seeking out his company is more viable for her! #she also has more patience for people being wrong #partly i think because she kinds checks out and lets them get on with it which lizzie isn't too great at even with her mother #people have different needs like that's a thing okay #marriage #spinsterhood #pragmatism #like if elizabeth had to listen to collins talk for a few months straight she would be nearly insane with rage #he's not just a low-quality man he's a man designed to be the worst for her specifically #also note that because jane's marriage is elizabeth's fallback plan #darcy screwed her over personally by interfering between her and bingley #she ofc does not bring this up how could she #but it's intensifying the anger during the hunsford rejection i think

[dandyshucks]

being in love with a fictional character will make u produce art u didnt know u were capable of

~

[if ur part of the "fiction doesnt affect reality" crowd: please fuck off lol]

#me: oh teehee lets just do this for fun bc im bored and want to try smth i haven't done in a year #the art: hi im gonna turn out far above what u thought u had the skillset for #im convinced this is just beginners luck DBDJDKL or like... #one of those times where u just produce rly good art for a day or two and then it never happens again DBFHDKL #ur graced by the light of some creative spirit entity and then they fuck off into the void randomly and leave u with no abilities SBJDKDL #dandy.cmd

[zosanbrainrot]

this is how I see them

#sanji turned out so good and was just a quick thing so I had to add zoro #but for some reason he was super hard to draw for me this time #anyway this is how I see them #post battle staying up late on the deck drinking themselves silly to the point they forget to pretend to hate each other and just talk #maybe eating some snacks sanji had made #'we really almost died again didnt we' #looking at each other a couple of seconds too long before averting eyes #letting the mind wonder #zosan #zoro #sanji #one piece #my art #roronoa zoro #vinsmoke sanji #ETERNAL PINING HELL #im drawing these while on google meet at work

[anna-scribbles]

just thinking abt stuff

#my art #ml #thirteen #miraculous ladybug #adrien agreste #emilie agreste #felix graham de vanily #felix fathom #btw if there’s anyone out there who just wants to talk to me extensively about the year adrien was 13. just let me know #i just think that if felix knew all the senti stuff he had to have known his dad was dying while it was happening f #and i imagine he assumed that the same was happening for adrien #until he found out it was emilie #(me cobbling together everythjng i can find in canon into a feasible timeline) this prequel would be so good u guys just trust me

[imagine-too-many-books]

Imagine Annabeth and Percy have a kid early, unplanned and it kinda fucks with their finances so Percy drops out of school to get a job so he can care for the kid and support Annabeth in school. At first he gets a job teaching kids sword fighting but then he hears about underwater welding which pays well because it’s dangerous but Percy is a child of the sea so it’s much less so for him. His boss is even willing to give him flexible hours which means Annabeth doesn’t have to take their kid to class anymore and they can actually afford daycare (why does is it the price of a mortgage nowadays???). A huge financial burden is lifted and Percy doesn’t mind the work so it’s good all the way around.

Fast forward to when Annabeth is done her masters in architecture and lands a job at a top firm. They’ve got savings and have Annabeth’s income to rely on. Percy heads back to school and finishes a degree in marine biology, going on to research some really niche topics like how underwater welding impacts the environment and shifting from there until he’s a well known expert in the field.

Just them finding their way. Supporting each other and landing on their feet no matter what

#i really like the idea of Percy having a non-linear path through school to a career #he’s 17 #just because Annabeth knows what she wants to do doesn’t mean he does #let him find his path #also if Percy and Annabeth had an accidental baby #(completely possible once they’re at New Rome though I do believe they’re careful and responsible about it) #and if they couldn’t survive with the baby on scholarships + Fredrick’s money for Annabeth + what little Sally and Paul can spare #I think Percy would be the one to drop out for a full time job #and then go back to school once they’re stable #also I just generally think Percy would be the primary parent so Annabeth could really pursue her career #and because Annabeth’s job probably pays more and has more earning potential #percy and annabeth #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo #percabeth #post HoO