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girlyteengirl16 · 2 months

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when i have no one, the razor is always there for me

#tw sh implied #tw sh destructive behaviour #tw sh related #should i end it #trauma #mentally unstable #i wanna kms #i want to be okay #i’m getting ready to relapse #i love relapsing #hehe :3 #idk i’m sad i’m sorry #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #mentally tired #depression relapse #this account is a cry for help pls help me

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the-red-sky · 1 year

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of course when I use insta again I start fucking fighting the urge yelling at myself in my head to not go stalk my ex

#i was doing so well and then the thoughts started small #and now we are here. wonderful #i love relapsing

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salemontrial · 9 days

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Say whatever you want but Missy explaining Orpheus and Eurydice to Spider while he listens with genuine awe going "woag. Fr?? No shit?? Thats tragic asf waog.." is indeed peak romance and you can't do a thing to change my mind

#also the fact that missy is 100% down for pegging. love her so much.#spider the spotlight is on you next term i believe in u #do not Asshole Relapse #sasha stay BACK🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺#heartbreak high #hbh #heartbreak high season 2 #missy beckett #spider white #spencer white #spider x missy #missy x spider

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kaleidoskuls · 1 month

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the magnus archives is a comedy

#tma #jonmartin #the magnus archives #martin blackwood #jonathan sims #THE PAUSE #WHY IS HE LIKE THIS . I LOVE HIM SO MUCH #im relistening btw 🤟🏾#me relistening to tma call that shit a relapse #too fucking addicting #episode 22 by the way

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cosmobrain00 · 5 months

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going back to my old ways

#hello evrybody *dies of an 101 degree fever*#would ppl believe me if I said I desperately love this piece w my entire heart #relapsed back into bsd (thx rori) n look at where its got me #anyways #dazai osamu #bsd #bungou stray dogs #my art<3 #bsd fanart #art #cw: gore #(?) kinda #fanart #horror art #yes I did come up w the little word snippets. btw

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armsofhadar · 7 months

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gale wanting power to prove he has worth astarion wanting power to be safe wyll wanting power to protect the ones he loves

#gale #astarion #wyll ravengard #bg3 #bg3 spoilers #i'm just so gughghgh about them #also gale and astarion's parallels about hunger OAGHH #i remember tim saying something about gale like 'he has a cat and a library. all this man desperately wants is to be loved' and i just ALSG #paraphrased but u kno #days without losing it over that fucking wizard: 0 #relapsed relapsed relapsed

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razberrypuck · 4 months

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thinking about the undersea again. can't wait for gillion "don't practice what you preach" tidestrider to see the elders again ESPECIALLY after being factory reset in the navy stronghold. can't wait for chip and jay, who KNOW what they did to him to some extent, to bring up everything he's told them (about being good enough for yourself, about standing up to authority figures, about doing what YOU think is right) only for him to keep making excuses for the elders. to keep defending them when they really, truly do not deserve it. can't wait for jay and chip to finally see him acting like the soldier the elders raised in full. to see him stonefaced and rigid, always at attention, hesitant to speak to the elders unless spoken to. to look in his eyes when the elders address him, and seeing only fear. can't wait fo-- *gets shot*

#i think we as a society dont talk abt gillions hypocrisy enough. anyway.#i think even if he HADNT sat in The Torture Chair hed still have this kind of mindset when meeting the elders again #hes always made excuses for them;; as recently as /ep 98/#but now its worse. bc now hes gone back to WANTING to be the perfect little soldier they made.#i think #after the tree #this relapse mightve happened anyway #not to this extent but. it wouldve happened eventually.#i love making myself emotional over things that Havent Happened Yet :)#jrwi riptide #jrwi #just roll with it #jrwi show #gillion tidestrider #jrwi gillion

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kiisaes · 7 months

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madeleine 🍪

#love randomly relapsing into crk ... anyway i don't use this guy but i do really like his costume :>#i've been in a shitty art slump for the past week or so #thought i'd switch it up to get me back in it LOL #cookie run #cookie run kingdom #crk #madeleine cookie #fan art #becki draws stuff n stuff #rendered

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girlyteengirl16 · 4 months

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i rather kill myself than feel like this for the rest of my life

#mentally unstable #trauma #i wanna kms #tw depressing stuff #mentally tired #i want to be okay #depression relapse #I LOVE RELAPSING #are you happy now?#i hope you feel guilty for the rest of your life

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its-pit-not-icarus · 10 months

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hey lightning rod ⚡ (tap/click for higher quality!)

#jay walker #ninjago jay #ninjago #ninjago fanart #lego ninjago #red's art tag #ninjago relapse #this isnt my usual jay design but im still quite happy w it uwu #I used the colors from the actual jay minifig that i have (idk what series its called- it was the design that didn't appear in the show)#until dragons rising i think but I still havent watched dr lol #i originally sketched this in mspaint but i couldnt color it in paint im not powerful enough to go thru with that lol #so i transferred it to my usual art program and turned antialiasing off to sorta preserve that pixelly paint-like feel #dk how well that went but i still like it haha #ALSO!!! my main inspo for this coloring style is @/legendofdinner here on tumblr!!!!1 super love their work Owo #yes his tongue is blue and yes he has orange hair #edit: the minifig i own is from the Core series!!!

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elialys · 22 days

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anyway, everyone should watch Fringe

#fringe #fringefox #i love making shit posts featuring these two #but for real this quote has always been so FRINGE #and pausing any olivia scene at any moment will often give you anna's beautiful derpy face #Anna Torv #Lance Reddick #Olivia Dunham #Phillip Broyles #fringe relapse 2024 #gifs*

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i-hate-what-ive-done · 1 year

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Hey, I’m recovering from anorexia, you should too. Do not scroll away, you need to here this.

(Tw for the tags, ignore them. I just needed reach.)

Imagine waking up 5 weeks from now, still starving. Still dying. Still su1c1dal and depressed. You can see yourself like that, can’t you? Fine, but what about 5 weeks from now? 5 months? You won’t be alive by 5 years if you keep starving and self distrusting. This disorder will kill you, and do not say “good, I want that” because that is not you saying that. That is your disorder.

I understand you, and we are sick. Your thinking you’re just becoming healthy, you think you’re becoming worthy and lovable, you think you’re becoming beautiful and handsome. Well you are wrong. You have always been healthy, beautiful, handsome, lovable and worthy. This disorder is making you believe you never felt/were these things so it can make you believe that happiness/beauty/worth/control=skinny. Anorexia is a sick, twisted liar. It is not your friend. It dose not make you feel good.

Anorexia lingers before and after it’s truly here. It will shame your food, clothes, hobbies and family until you break and crumble into anorexias arms. Anorexia not only hurts you, but everyone around you too. Have you noticed how distant you and your friends are? Your family? Yourself? Anorexia thrives in isolation. It will make you angry and sad so you lash out at people, it will make you fear having fun with others, it will torment you and the people you love. It is hard to recover because anorexia is trying to break you just like before.

Are your grades dropping? Is your work becoming sloppy on the job? Do your sentences make sense? Obviously not, you are dying. Your body dosent have the energy to make you function properly. Your organs are failing, your heart is slowing down, your brain is malfunctioning. How many damn times must I say this? You are dying. You have something to live for, a sibling, a pet, a friend, a unfulfilled wish, work, graduation, hobbies, getting better at something, trying something new and even recovery. Do not let this pathetic parasite kill you.

Asking for help is horrifying, sometimes dangerous, but recovery is possible. You need to recover, you are thin enough, you are sick enough, you have been hurt enough. It’s time to live. So take that little energy you have left and get help. I’m doing recovery on my own, so if solo recovery works for you then that’s okay, as long as your recovering. Killing anorexia isn’t just eating a fear food or eating when your hungry, though. Recovery is embracing every insecurity, seeing where this truly started, healing our relationship with food, family, our body and how people have treated us. It will hurt and you will relive every trauma that started this, and it will be hard to not relapse when this time comes, but listen to me and not the voice screaming.

Recovery is worth every ounce of pain. Your fear, your guilt, your trauma’s? all gone. It will never disappear, but it will become a better memory. It won’t hurt to remember. It won’t hurt to be alive. I’m sorry this has happened to us, I love you. Never give up, hope is not gone, recovery is waiting for you on the other side. You are ready.

(national suicide prevention hotline.) 1-800-273-TALK

(national eating disorder hotline) 1-800-931-2237

(National alliance on mental illness) 1-800-950-NAMI

(Anorexia and related eating disorder hotline) 1-888-375-7767

(Substance abuse and mental health hotline.) 1-800-662-HELP

(National domestic violence hotline.) 800-799-7233

(National sexual abuse hotline.) 1-800-656-4673