#i‘m not tagging this man i choose life

[bibiundtinaundzombies]

barry, jorah, targ stans and illyrio when 300+ years of unchecked targaryen insanity amplified by habsburgian inbreeding make the traumatised teenage girl with three nukes and an army do some stuff:

#i‘m not tagging this man i choose life

[nessinborderland]

Be Mine (07)

Pairing: Niragi x Reader / Chishiya x Reader

Genre: Smut, Angst, Fluff, Omegaverse

Word Count: 2.8k

Summary: You were able to stay unbounded throughout your life. You didn’t want an Alpha; you didn’t need one. You would rather die than to give yourself to some random male. But the man that saved your life thinks differently.

Warnings: Alpha/Omega, Dubious Consent, Vaginal Sex, Vaginal Fingering, Finger fucking, Rough Sex, Rough Kissing, Unprotected Sex, Creampie, Breeding, Pregnancy Kink, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Drama, Developing Relationship, Past Abuse, Scars, Death, Blood and Gore, Animal Death, Trauma, Bath Sex, Blood and Injury, Oral Sex, Dom/sub Undertones, Feelings

Notes: Here it is! I finally update this fic lol. Better late than never :) Thank you all for being so patient with me and appreciating my other writing endeavors. Means a lot <3

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You spend the rest of the day crying in your room. You still can’t believe he acted like that, especially after the sex you just had. It had felt so free, to just give yourself to him and feel him in you. It felt right, it felt… like he was the one for you. Like you could trust him.

Like you could choose him.

And then he bit you, and it was like a tsunami of messed up emotions came flowing in. It scared you; there’s so much pain and doubt in him. But there is also so much more, things you don’t want to think about. Things you don’t want to see.

You caught a glimpse of his soul, and it is dark as the moonless night. It scared you for a moment. But then he pushed you away and all you could feel in him was fear; he was terrified. You could relate to that; it was all so overwhelming. But then shame and rejection washed over you as he said all those awful words. You know he didn’t really mean any of it, but it didn’t make it hurt any less. You were so mad.

You still are. After he followed you out of that meeting, you thought he was going to apologize, but he just made it worse. All those threats, all the manhandling; you don’t want any of that. He has no right to act as he did.

And then there is Chishiya. The man hadn’t hesitated to follow you as soon as you left the meeting. He had approached you with the excuse to know about your wellbeing, but you knew what he really wanted to know. And when Niragi appeared right behind you, it’s like Chishiya’s eyes lit up. “I’ll be coming for you in three days.” the man had whispered before walking away. You hadn’t understood what he meant until Niragi said something similar.

Your heat is approaching.

You have a heat roughly every four months. It’s way too soon. But with the Alphas around, you guess it is bound to come earlier. You don’t know what to do, to be honest. If you stay at the Beach, they will come for you. If you run away, they will hunt you down. 

You don’t have a choice; not really. As soon as your heat starts, you won’t be yourself anymore; you will open your legs for the first Alpha that puts his hands on you. You will just let them take you, without a care of the future. Not only that, but they will fight for you too, and you know they won’t give up.

It terrifies you, the thought that they might die because of you; that he might die.

A firm knock on the door startles you. You stand up, composing yourself; it’s probably someone with your dinner. You open the door to see Niragi, food tray in hand.

“Didn’t know you worked in the kitchen now,” you say, drying the tears from your face. He says nothing, eyes locked on you. You can feel his emotions, guarded against you, but still there. Hesitation, annoyance, and something else you can’t quite figure.

“I don’t.” he says with a scowl, “But who do you think has been sending these to your room?” He hands you the tray and stands there, hands in his pockets. He averts his eyes, “Can I come in?”

“It was you?” you ask, eyes wide in surprise. He shrugs.

“What, you thought that everyone here just gets room service?” he says with a huff, “This is not a luxury hotel, Y/N.” there’s a pause, “So, are you gonna let me in or what?” 

You step aside, letting him come in. Your mind fogs for a moment when you catch his scent, but you quickly control yourself; there’s something important your need to discuss.

“Are you here to apologize?” you ask after a moment of silence. He’s still not looking you in the eyes. You sigh and put down your tray, grabbing an apple and handing it to him. He looks at you with a raised brow. “Eat with me,” you say. He takes the apple from you, sitting down on the bed when you do the same.

“You know I would never hurt you, right?” he says, after another moment of silence. You give a huffing laugh, nodding.

“Yeah, maybe not physically,” you answer, taking a spoonful of soup. “But death threats and name-calling are still hurtful, you know?” He nods. You can feel the turmoil in him; how he’s divided between staying or running away. Between apologizing and let you accept him or just take you, “As I said before, I understand your feelings, but I will not be a doormat.”

“Yeah, I know...“

“So,” you press on, “Are you here to apologize or to wait until I miraculously forgive you?” You feel a spark of anger in him, see the scowl on his face. It doesn’t last long, though.

“I– I‘m–,” he hesitates, “I won’t do it again.” 

You raise a brow, “And?...” 

His eyes lock on you and he sighs, “I will be better.” you keep staring at him until he rolls his eyes with an exasperated grunt, “Fine... I’m sorry, okay? Happy now?”

“Hmm, much better,” you say with a small smile. “That wasn’t so hard, was it?” 

His scowl deepens, but he says nothing. You notice that the tip of his ears are red; that’s probably the only time Niragi has ever looked anything near to adorable. You’re happy he apologized, even though it was clearly an effort. A part of you is happy to see him struggle; you don’t need a man child that doesn’t own up to his own mistakes.

You keep eating in silence, wondering when he will talk. You were expecting him to leave after apologizing, but he just stays still. You can almost see the gears turning as he tries to decide on what to do next.

“You’ll still bond with me, right?” he blurts out, eyes focused on the apple in his hand. You can’t help but laugh out loud at that; of course, that’s what is bothering him. You shrug with a tight-lipped smile.

“Do I actually have a choice?” you ask him, “Will you respect my wishes if I tell you that I don’t want you? Or will you still take me as soon as I get in heat?” you both know the answer to those questions.

“You know I can’t control this,” he says in a low tone, “Neither do you. We just–”

“But am I wrong to wish that we could?” your eyes lock. You can feel a knot forming in your throat, “I can promise you the world, and still let Chishiya fuck me if he gets to me first. I–I can’t– none of this matters.” you let out a sob, “Free will is nothing but an illusion.” you whisper. “I– I’m scared.”

You just let yourself cry again; you’re so done with everything going on in your life. It doesn’t matter what you try to do; nothing will change. So you might as well just accept it. That doesn’t make it easier, though.

Maybe one of you will end up dying before you can see yourself stuck in a shitty relationship. That’s what you can hope for, for both of your goods.

He pulls you into a hug before you can voice your thoughts. You bury your face against his chest, wishing that that proximity, all those feelings, were real; that you actually loved each other. It only makes you cry harder. He keeps hugging you, whispering comforting things in your ear.

What surprises you the most is that this is not him. The glimpse of the person you saw when he bit you; that was him. This one is not. The actual Niragi would never comfort you like this. The actual Niragi is too broken to show anyone love or kindness. That’s why it hurts even more; he isn’t himself. You wouldn’t want him near you if he was himself. But that still doesn’t erase who he is; the things he has done. And it scares you.

But you also don’t have a choice.

“Yes.” is all you say. You don’t need to say more. You know he understood what you meant. The happiness you feel in him tells you that clearly.

You accept him when he kisses you, letting yourself be controlled by your wolf; is much easier than let your doubts consume you. Your wolf knows precisely what she needs; you don’t. So you let him kiss you and touch you. You let him undress you and kiss your body. You let him dry your tears and turn your sobs into moans of pleasure. You take all of him in you, enjoying the connection that you know isn’t real but feels so right. The only thing that matters when you’re both connected like that.

When he says ‘mine’ against your lips as you orgasm together, you have only half a mind to not say ‘I love you’ back. That is something that you will not say. But when he embraces you after, so warm and strong and safe, you can’t help but say that you like him. That you want him. He whispers something you can’t understand, already half asleep. But you can feel his emotions, cristal clear in the back of your mind.

He’s the right choice.

You wake up hours later, naked in your bed. Alone. It’s still dark outside, but it mustn’t take long for the sun to rise. You let out a sigh; did you just let him console you and make love to you just so he could leave, again? Is this how it’s going to be from now on? You control the impulse to cry; that’s pretty much all you do. You’re tired of it. You have made your decision; now it’s time to face the consequences. 

You walk through the empty hallways of the hotel. Everyone at the resort is either dead asleep or still partying. You have no idea where Niragi might be, but you know he can’t be far; you can still feel him in the back of your mind. Faint, but there. You don’t feel any exaggerated emotion, though. At least that brings you some peace of mind. You walk around the resort for some time until you find him.

He sits at the edge of the rooftop, his gun beside him, a beer in hand. He notices you as soon as you show up, turning to look at you. He says nothing as you approach him, sitting next to him. One of his arms goes over your shoulder, pulling you closer. All signs that he’s not rejecting you. Your anxiety dissipates; you can’t believe how relieved you are. You lay your head on his shoulder, enjoying the silence and the early morning.

“Want some?” he offers you his drink. You shake your head, “Noted: doesn’t like beer.” he says with a huffed laugh. You don’t find it funny; you really don’t know anything about each other. You know even less about him than he knows about you. You decide to risk it; it can’t hurt to ask.

“Tell me about you,” you say, a slight questioning tone in your voice. He tenses up immediately, arm leaving your shoulder. Your hand snaps to grab his hand, “I–I don’t mean your scars!” you say before it’s too late. “Just tell me something, anything.” he looks at you with a frown, before looking straight ahead with a sigh.

“What do you want to know?” he asks in a cautious tone. You open your mouth to answer before hesitating; there’s so much you want to know about him, but you know that the wrong questions will scare him away. That’s the last thing you want. You interlock your fingers, thumb brushing over the back of his hand in what you hope is a calming gesture. He doesn’t pull away.

“For starters…” you hesitate, “What’s your first name?” 

“Suguru,” he answers after a pause, “But you can keep calling me Niragi,” you whisper his name, feeling it on your tongue. It feels odd, but also right; like you’re the only one allowed to call him that. “What else?” he snaps your attention back to him. You hesitate for a moment.

“Well...what is your favorite color?” you decide to go for the safest route possible. “Your favorite food? Favorite animal? What did you do back in the real world? What–”

“Wow okay, easy there with the questions.” he’s not frowning anymore, so you take that as a win. He takes a deep breath. “My favorite color is black and I–”

“I would have never guessed,” you laugh, as you look him up and down. He raises a brow at you before proceeding.

“I like katsudon,” he hesitates, “My...my mom used to cook it for me a lot when I was a kid.” you smile; it’s the first time you heard him share anything about his family. Your eyes lock, and you notice a faint blush on his cheeks. “What were the other questions?” he asks.

“Favorite animal? Your job back home?”

“Oh right,” he proceeds. “I like ravens.” you nod with a smile, remembering the raven tattoo on his chest. “And I’m a game engineer. Mostly software, make sure the game works fine and the design and controls don’t give any problems, that sort of stuff.” your eyes go wide. You would never think of him as having a job like that. He notices your surprised expression, “What, you thought I was some gangster or something?”. You laugh.

“Not really, but never took you for a game nerd.” you smirk, “Is that how you learned how to shoot, by playing Call of Duty?” He huffs out a laugh with a light slap to your thigh. He’s no longer tense; you can’t help but feel a sense of accomplishment at being able to get something out of him. 

You keep talking, watching the sunrise as you answer his questions. He asks you similar stuff to what you asked him, clearly uncomfortable to go beyond that. You’re thankful for that; you wouldn’t want for it to ruin the mood.

He’s surprisingly nice to talk too, once he’s comfortable. You don’t know if it’s because you’re outside, alive, just the two of you, but you feel so relaxed. It’s almost like nothing is wrong. You wish you could just freeze this moment in time, make it last. But good things tend to come to an end.

A voice from the walkie-talkie near him interrupts your conversation.

“Say that again?” he asks into the intercom.

“We found this guy wandering outside the perimeter.” says a male voice, “What do we do with him?”. Niragi sighs, already standing up.

“Take him to the usual room, I’ll be there in a moment.” he turns to you, “Go back to bed, Y/N.”

His whole demeanor is different. No more of that warm vibe or nice smile. He’s back to being Niragi, the militant. You don’t like it one bit. You make that clear, but he still insists on you going back to your room.

“Why can’t I go with you?” you ask. You rarely see him in those circumstances. You know you’ll probably regret it, but you need to see that part of him too. You discuss it for a moment until he sighs, finally complying.

“Fine,” he says, “But stay back, and leave the room as soon as I order you to.”

You walk into a room on the lower levels of the hotel. You stay back as you promised, standing behind the rest of the militants, closer to the door. The rest of the group makes way for Niragi as he walks to the center of the room, where a man is tied to a chair. You can’t see his face, covered by a black bag, but you can see that he’s shaking. With a sign from Niragi, the bag is pulled off, showing the man’s face underneath. There’s a gasp, and then:

Confusion. Realization. Fear. Terror. Panic. Anger. So much anger.

All those emotions hit you like a ton of bricks. You instantly know that they’re not yours; that scares you more than if they actually were. You have never felt those emotions so strongly before. You’re about to take a step towards Niragi when his voice echoes in the room.

“Y/N,” his tone is so unfamiliar that you wonder for a moment if he was the one talking. His voice is ice-cold but with so much anger underneath that he’s visibly shaking. It’s terrifying, “Get out.”

“Ni–” you take a step towards him.

“All of you, out!” he shouts, startling everyone in the room, “Now!”

You take a good look at him. You can only see his back, but you clearly notice the glint of claws. His whole body language screams threatening wolf. You know that if you could see his face, his eyes would be yellow and his fangs would be exposed.

This is bad. Really bad.

Next chapter

#alice in borderland #ima wa no kuni no alice #alice in borderland fanfic #Niragi Suguru #niragi x reader #niragi #niragi imagines #also on ao3

[kimtaegis]

Rules: answer questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better

Thank you so much for tagging me @jiminmochis!! Loved to discover some things we have in common xx

1.      name/nickname: annie / no significant nicknames

2.      gender: female

3.      star sign: cancer

4.      height: 160cm/ about 5‘3‘‘

5.      time: 7:44 pm

6.      birthday: July 21st

7.      favorite bands: BTS obvs and Kings of Leon, also love TXT and Kodaline

8.      favorite solo artists: I’ll break it down to Dua Lipa and Harry Styles and I’m also gonna put Agust D because of reasons

9.      song stuck in my head: Fine Line by Harry

10.  last movie: About Time because I wanted to feel something lol

11.  last show: the latest season of American Horror Story…was a bit disappointing

12.  when I created my blog: I’ve had this blog for years but changed it to a BTS blog only about two months ago maybe?

13.  last thing I googled: Adobe photoshop for students hehe

14.  other blogs: my main blog which used to be a Sherlock blog but is now nearly inactive

15.  do I get asks: from @frillyfairyprincess, yes hahaha - I still don’t have many followers so usually no

16.  why I chose my url: I am deeply infatuated with that man and wanted something witty and it sounded nice. I also study something like linguistics so maybe that’s how I came up with the -istics name as well

17.  following: 423 but I need to sort that out a bit since there’re many inactive and/or Sherlock blogs in there I think

18.  followers: not even 50 sadly but I appreciate my active mutuals!!

19.  average hours of sleep: I sleep a lot. Nearly never less than 7 hours

20.  lucky numbers: I swear it has always been 7, even before bangtan lol

21.  instruments: I used to play keyboard but not anymore and never very well

22.  what I‘m wearing: just a light sweater and sweatpants atm

23.  dream job: would love to work in filmmaking, as a DP or something but I have no talent or qualifications whatsoever. Maybe in my next life

24.  dream trip: always London first, but I would also like to go to to other European capitals like Rome, Athens or Lisbon in the near future. Chicago and Tokyo are also cities I’d like to visit some day. I’m just really into pretty cities

25.  favorite food: spag bol but I’m trying to reduce my meat consumption so it’s a bit of a dilemma

26.  nationality: German

27.  favorite song: Find me and also Over by Kings of Leon. Have never gotten tired of those two since about 2015

28.  top three fictional universes I‘d like to live in: That’s a hard question because every universe I can think of has something that’d creep me the hell out. If I have to choose one though I’d say the Avatar the Last Airbender universe would be pretty cool, would love to control an element  

20 blogs are a tad much but I’m gonna tag @svenery, @jiminsweetiddies, @userjiminie @smileyyoongi @flowerkth and @hey-itsmina because I’d really love to get to know you better!!

#a nice evening activity lol #loved the questions #me #tag game

[pauleonotis]

I was tagged by @rockmarina, thank you!💕

Top 5 of 2020

Rules: It’s time to love yourselves! Choose your 5 (ish) favourite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2020. Tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works!

Well, many people probably know my „Mother and son“ drawing

(I mean it gets reblogged- a lot- to this day-!!) and I ain’t gonna lie I‘m super proud of that one too. Because it’s one of the drawings I’ve planned for a long time and was finally able to visualize.

However, there’s a continuation that not many people know of. It’s Draco & Narcissa dancing on his wedding day. I love that one a lot. So this will be my number 1 top piece of 2020.

Number 2: Okay so this is super random actually. It was a quick sketch I made in school while the class was waiting for a teacher and we were watching a Spider-Man movie on the Smartboard. But this turned out better than expected and I‘m super proud of how I drew Hedwig. So this sketch is number 2.

Also! Theres a t-shirt of it. :D

3: Sun and Moon

This was a dtiys but given the fact I usually can’t draw faces from the angle I drew Draco’s in was a huge achievement lmao. And also- I really like Harry in this pic- and their hands- idkkk.

4: Merman Harry

Ahhhh this was hard to choose. Because I love mermay and I‘m actually kinda proud of all the drawings I did during that month (if I look back at it I‘m shocked I managed to draw more than 2 drawings in a month LMAO) I picked this one out of all because this is probably the first time I actually liked the way I drew a shirt.

However I also really like the drawing I did for Samy- but mostly because it was drawn for such an amazing fic and it somewhat reminds me of my excitement when I first read it. :D

5: Draco in the strawberry dress

Idk why I like that one so much honestly.

Honorable mention: Drarry as Catradora.

I feel like this one flopped and was forgotten in no time. However I was quite proud of that one- I especially like Harry’s design. And apart from that Draco’s totally off balance I‘m also super proud of the anatomy etc. What I managed there I wasn’t able to do before to be really honest. I‘m super bad at drawing different heights but somehow on this piece I didn’t mess up. ;-; <3

And also:

The ferret meme I drew at 4am

Idk I just love what I came up with when I was half asleep lmao. (This seems to be the most known art out of all my pieces - it almost got 10k notes :0)

I gotta be really honest my life irl has been shit this year. Many of my plans I had gotten canceled due to the pandemic, I lost my cat and overall my family and me had some great misfortune.

But on here I found some peace and was able to not concentrate on all the bad things happening around me. I was able to look at beautiful art, reading amazing fanfiction and was laughing about funny pictures/memes. This distraction was a great relief. I also wrote with some amazing people that I‘m so grateful for - and I‘m truly sorry that I messed up so bad and didn’t write as often as I actually wanted to. Maybe 2021 will be a better year and I’ll be able catch up with a few people. I‘d really love to.

I don’t know who to tag honestly, but if you’re reading this right now and it sounds fun to you, then feel tagged and go for it! <3

[astranne]

Life is a bitch, but Marinette is the bigger one

This Oneshot is inspired by @leolupus who requested this idea to @virgil-is-a-cutie. I wrote this on the phone and didn’t really correct it (heh, shame on me). I know it’s short, but maybe I’m writing a second part. Or if someone want’s to take a swing, feel free! But tag me, I love such ideasss

I’m also tagging the fews who commented about the idea.

@unmaskedagain @sabrina414 @kris-pines04 @valeks-princess @resting-confused-bitchface @iamablinkmarvelarmy

The second part would be probably about Lila and some Alya salt? Idk... I have many other works. They first need to be finished

...

Marinette wanted to throw herself of the Eifel Tower. It wasn’t because she was bored, heck no! She did much better stuff, when she‘s bored. But after this shitty day, she just wanted to sleep. Forever.

Let‘s start in the morning. A new school year, a new start. She put her hair in boxer braids, just because it looked amazing with her new leather jacket and the sunglasses her Nona gifted her a few weeks ago. She wore red and black today, combined her sporty but rocky outfit with a golden necklace.

It was a good morning, she sleept more than three hours, but still finished another project of hers. She wasn’t late, well, she was, but not that late. But it wasn’t entirely her fault. And old man was almost runned over by a car. She helped him, not because she cared, she didn’t want to come in a mess. Her teacher, Mme. Bustier just sighed, when Marinette walked in the middle of the lesson in the room. Normally she would protest and punish her student, but Marinette was on the top of class and doesn’t listen to authorities. At all.

Marinette nodded at Chloé, fist bumped Alix and Kim, who grinned at her. She sat besides her best friend, Alix and ignored Bustier‘s request to sit next to the new girl.

“Well, that‘s just rude.“ Chloé scoffed at the redhead love child of Harry Potter and Hermione Granger.

“That‘s Dupain-Cheng for you. Don‘t piss her off, you‘ll reget it.“

“Geez, I feel the love there, Barbie girl.“ The blonde rolled her eyes, but tried to hide her smirk. She would never admit it, but the two were friends. Somehow.

“Marinette, we talked about this-“ The said girl just snorted and waved her off.

“Yeah, yeah. I need to be more respectful bla bla bla, I need to be in time, some more bla bla. I still don‘t care. Just 'cause we talked about some shit, doesn’t mean I’ll do it.“ Marinette smirked at her teacher, who just sighed and continued with her lesson.

—-

“Yo, Mariposa. What‘s up with Barbie?“ Marinette leaned against a wall, her wall, her place. Everybody in the school knew, that this was her spot. From there she could see nearly everything. Like Chloé‘s pissed and somehow sad face. Rose stopped walking, Juleka besides her and went to Marinette.

“Hey Marinette! I think Chloé waited for a friend, but he didn‘t come. It‘s so sad!“ Rose got tears in her eyes, while Juleka mumbled something.

“Ah, yeah. Totally forgot 'bout this. Thanks, Mariposa. Rock zombie, take care of the Rose fairy.“ Marinette didn‘t wait for an answer and stalked towards Chloé. While she never met this Adrien Agreste, she knew enough. His father was an asshole, a big one and Chloé hated him wholeheartedly. Even her mother, the big bad bat of the fashion world seemed to reget to make him famous. One day, she will punch Gabriel Agreste in his face. Just because. And his desings weren’t even that good.

“Barbie, we need to talk. Now.“ Marinette took of her sunglasses and stared at her friend.

“Yes. Sabrina, wait here!“ The two girls walked back to where Marinette came from, to the wall. And as everybody knew, that this was her spot, they also knew, that this was now a private conversation. If you tried to listen, you’ll die.

“Spill the tea, sissy.“ Chloé sighed and crossed her arms, while Marinette began to munch some blueberries.

“Adrikins should‘ve come to school, but he just wrote me. He will spend another year in homeschooling! Do you belive that? Maybe I can convice Daddy to do something....“

“Big Agreste is such a bitch. You want me to slap him?“ The blonde snorted, she knew Marinethe would do that.

“While I would absolutely enjoy this, Dupain-Cheng, just like many others, it doesn’t solve the problem.“ Marinette hummed in agreement. Gabriel Agreste was powerful, but she also had connections. Big problem, she was still a 'kid', Big Agreste would totally blame this on her.

“I could talk with B, ya know. Timboy would love to blackmail someone. Maybe Lucifer could take out his katana, if you want.“

“I still have no idea, how you became friends with the fucking Wayne‘s, Dupain-Cheng.“

“Well, Barbie, this goin‘ to be my secret. Forever“, grinned Marinette.

...

“You want me o to a magical girl transformation and fight against big rocky rebel Thor?” The fairy, Tikki, nodded

Marinette snorted. “Yeah, not happening.“

“What? But-“

“We’re not having this discussion right now, lil’ bug. But I promise you, I’m no hero material.”

“But your friend is in danger, whole Paris is in danger-”

„Listen here, little fairy. I‘m doing this only one time and then you take me to this Guardian dude. I definitely need to talk with him about his choices.“ Tikki nodded and becan to explain everything.

...

Marinette, in her Ladybug suit, wanted to kill this Hawkmoth dude. Seriously, Hawkmoth? Couldn‘t he pick a better name like her? She named herself Lady Red, because fucking shit no- what was this costume? And the choice of the weapon? She really needed to talk with this Guardian. And then Chat Noir. Oh boy- who gave him the power of destruction? When he started to flirt with her, she almost snapped. Well, she did, but it didn’t help.

When she finally defeated Stoneheart, she will totally make a new nickname for rebel Thor now, she walked to a reporter and his camera man.

„Listen, you creepy Hawkmoth dude. I have no idea, why you doing this shit, but I know some heroes and I‘m definitely calling Red Hood to beat some sense in you. And B-man, ya know, the scary big bat of Gotham. He will totally find out who you are and send you to Arkham... because what the fuck? You use a kid for your plans? Are you dumb?“

...

When she finally talked with the Guardian, who was the old man in the morning, she really wanted to kill herself now. She talked with Damian, who panicked (he tries to denying it), just like all her other friends, who didn‘t life in Paris. Alix was sitting in her room, when she came back and told her, she choose a badass name.

“How did you know?” Alix snorted and looked amused. 

“I know how you talk, Mari. I’m pretty sure, Chloé knows too. So, no surprise there.”

She really wanted to sleep now.

...

It took Marinette a week to defeat Hawkmoth, who was revealed as Gabriel Agreste. She had some help, but the Big dumb Agreste didn’t even really try to hide his villian persona. Really, butterflies in the logo? Buying all the butterflies farms in Paris? And all the shit for his almost dead wife. It turned out, the peacock miraculous just needed to be fixed, which was easy for the Guardian, who she named old turtle. 

It also turned out, that Adrien Agreste was chosen as the wielder of the Cat Miraculous, but wasn’t a true holder, not like her. Old turtle took the ring back, but let her keep Tikki and the earrings. She started to patrol in Paris, trained with the Batfam and went on some missions with the Young Justice or the Titans. 

Her life became more chaotic, but did she care? Nah, not really.

#miraculous ladybug #miraculous #marinette dupain cheng #ladybug #chat noir #adrien agreste #hawkmoth #gabriel agreste #paris #france #tikki #plag #batfam #maribat #maybe daminette? #idk #maybe in future #life is a bitch #crossover #oneshot #justhugefangirl writes {🥀} #justhugefangirl creates {🌹}

[lnarizakis]

thanks for the food! | m. osamu

masterlist | cards against humanity x haikyuu!!

pairing: miya osamu x gen!reader

foreword: this took so long for me to get out omg but i hope you enjoy!! 💕

look out for: manga spoilers

“sorry for staring, mister. it’s just that i ain’t ever seen ___ before.” + “soup that is too hot.”

“You know, you should really eat something other than cold take out and cup ramen.”

(Y/N)’s roommate Chiba Sumiko sighed, resting a hand on her forehead. She watched (Y/N) sitting at their small kitchen table, currently chowing down on a half-empty box of take out from last night’s dinner. Disappointment washed over her as they let crumbs fall from the corners of their mouth.

“But you know I’m broke—“ (Y/N), with food still lodged in their cheeks, started. As the words left their mouth, they knew what Sumiko—who had a part-time job—would counter.

“Let me treat you. No, I will treat you,” Sumiko decided, sitting down next to (Y/N). The scenario was similar to a father sitting his son down for “The Talk.” Though, in this case, it was Sumiko lecturing (Y/N) that as a college student they should take better care of their health. This included eating a proper meal; eating only take out and cup ramen was definitely not beneficial to her health. As someone studying health and nutrition, they should know better.

And so Sumiko and her boyfriend planned a date, with (Y/N) unfortunately tagging along as a third-wheel. They decided on Onigiri Miya, a tiny restaurant near their campus. It was a quaint little restaurant, and the owner had just recently released their new line of ramen soups. It had been very well-received by the general public, at least the ones who had come in to try it out. Based on those reviews and the fact that they had never eaten there before (Sumiko claimed they had to “expand their horizons,” whatever that meant), the three decided that that was the perfect place to have lunch tomorrow (specifically, at 3).

—

The next day, (Y/N) arrived at the restaurant a little bit later than the couple, not wanting to be the first person to arrive. As they entered the restaurant, the aroma of ramen broth, vegetables, and rice flowed into their nose; the overall atmosphere just felt warm. It was a homely environment, one that (Y/N) would want to visit time and time again. Small talk filled the air, and the one person behind the counter, currently brewing new broth for any incoming customers, casually talked with the patrons that sat around the table. (Y/N) could hear the faint sound of the television sitting in the corner of the restaurant, playing a rerun of a two-year-old volleyball game.

“Ah, welcome in,” the restaurant owner called out to the three, a faint smile on his face. He was, for lack of a better word, extremely hot. (Y/N) could feel a slight blush painting their cheeks, and that most likely wasn’t because of the warm air of the hot food that filled the room.

(Y/N) sat down at the counter along with Sumiko, who had suggested they do so, and her boyfriend. From behind the counter, the man rolled up his sleeves and crossed his arms, handing (Y/N) three plastic menus, which they were to pass along sideways.

Promptly, he said, “Just let me know when you guys are ready to order.” The man pushed a small bell towards them, wordlessly telling them to signal him when they were ready. He turned back to the broth on the stove, also tending to the noodles in a pot beside the broth. He sighed contently— this was the life. He could have never pictured himself playing volleyball beside his brother, who was currently on the television screen, silencing the jeering crowd.

(Y/N)’s eyes scrolled through the menu. What were they to order? There was an array of onigiri to choose from; after all, she was in an onigiri restaurant. However, their eyes drew themselves towards the listing of newly released ramen labels. Why not stick to something they were used to eating?

“(Y/N)-chan, what are you going to have? I’m gonna get the spicy salmon onigiri. The ‘lil picture they have for it on the menu makes it look so good,” Sumiko said. Her words caught the attention of the restaurant owner, stirring the broth absentmindedly, letting out a chuckle. Being the kind partner he was, Sumiko’s boyfriend was content with having her leftovers.

“I think I’ll have the tonkotsu ramen,” (Y/N) stated, still scanning through the menu, making sure there wasn’t something that caught their eye even more than the ramen did. Luckily, there wasn’t, however, so they folded the menu back up and placed it atop the other two menus that Sumiko and her boyfriend had finished using.

Sumiko lightly tapped the bell, and the man behind the counter promptly turned around to collect the menus and finalize what they were going to have.

“I’ll have the spicy salmon onigiri and,” Sumiko pointed to (Y/N), “they’ll have the tonkotsu ramen.” The man nodded.

“Ah, yes. Those are good choices. I know so because I‘m gonna cook ‘em,” the man flatly said, earning a laugh out of the three customers. He set the menus away and began to work on their orders.

—

“Your salmon onigiri,” he said, after some fifteen minutes later. Four onigiri stood proudly on the plate he was holding side-by-side, just waiting to be eaten. The rice was still steaming. He presented the plate to Sumiko and her boyfriend, with an astonished gasp at its delicious appearance. Onigiri Miya was renowned for their aesthetically pleasing food designs.

“Your tonkotsu ramen.” The man then presented the bowl of ramen towards (Y/N), pushing it towards them. The hot steam of it rose up into their face, warming it up. (Y/N) breathed in the aroma of the soup, taking in everything all at once; looking down at it, the soup itself was presented oh-so perfectly, from the cut hard-boiled egg to the seaweed stacked atop each other along the side of the bowl, slowly mixing in with the broth. (Y/N) was practically mesmerized— they hadn’t seen anything like it since... they don’t remember when.

After some time, the man asked with concern, “You good there? You’re starin’ off into the abyss of the bowl.”

“S-Sorry for staring, mister. It’s just that I ain’t ever seen soup that is too hot before,” (Y/N) stuttered. Well, of course they had seen soup that is hot before. They mentally face-palmed themself. To their surprise, however, he laughed. Resting his (notably muscular) arms on the counter some distance away from where (Y/N) had set their phone down to eat, he had his full attention on (Y/N), smiling at them.

“That’s not what I meant. Y’see, I’ve been a little... not eatin’ properly. Simply put,” (Y/N) corrected themself. Taking the chopsticks into their hand, they began eating, looking down in embarrassment.

“Nah, I get it. My brother’s like that. Or, well, he was, in high school,” the man said. “His name’s Atsumu,” he continued, as he pointed to the screen, which currently displayed Atsumu setting for his teammate. The two of them watched the screen until the play ended. Atsumu’s team won the rally, earning them their point. His twin brother in front of (Y/N) pumped his fist, quietly cheering for Atsumu, even though he knew the outcome of the match. It was a two-year-old game, after all.

“I’m Osamu.” Gray eyes glanced over in (Y/N)’s direction, who was taken aback by the sudden introduction.

“Ah, uh, I’m (L/N) (Y/N),” they said, with a half-full mouth of food. Setting down their chopsticks, they wiped their mouth with a napkin. The ramen was so good, so warm, and just so affectionately cooked that (Y/N) gave up all their cares to messily eat the food in front of them.

“I can see you’re enjoyin’ it, (L/N)-han. I’m glad it’s that good.” Osamu watched (Y/N) enjoy the bowl in front of them. Their hunger was akin to his brother’s hunger to improve in volleyball. He felt a pang of familiarity in his chest.

“I love it, Miya-han. What do ya think, Sumiko-chan? How’s it for you?” (Y/N) turned their head towards the girl, taking her time with every bite of her onigiri. Her boyfriend held his own in his hands, ravishing down on it. His cheeks were red due to the warmth of the food. Sumiko turned towards (Y/N), smiling. She gave a thumbs up, a sign of her satisfaction. (Y/N) returned their own small smile.

“Looks like we’re all happy, Miya-han. Thanks for the food.” (Y/N) continued to eat, and Osamu departed from the counter.

—

“That was really good!” Sumiko exclaimed, walking out of the tiny restaurant. “We should go there again someday!” The two others beside her agreed.

(Y/N) shoved their hands into the pockets of their jacket. It was quite cold—colder than usual, at least—for a January afternoon. Though, the pockets of their jacket seemed to be emptier than normal. But (Y/N) paid no attention to that.

“Anyways, (Y/N), don’t you think that store owner was cute? I sure think he was. But you’re cuter, Ichiro, don’t worry.” Sumiko turned towards her boyfriend, giving her a small smile in return. Aw. Their relationship was so cute. (Y/N) wished they had a relationship at least a fraction as affectionate as theirs.

“Yeah, he was pretty cute, I guess,” (Y/N) started, drawing out their words. Though, they didn’t really know how to put it all together; there was just something about him that made them long for his affection (they didn’t know it at the time, but it was definitely his cooking). They hummed, trying to piece together what they were trying to say.

(Y/N)’s roommate looked on in curiosity. “Is there somethin’ wrong? Can ya feel your heartstrings tugging? Is this the sign of true love?” Ever the romantic she was. She’d been rooting for (Y/N) to find their one-and-only since the beginning of their first year of graduate school. Ever the supportive friend she was, as well.

“Agh, I’m just— I just can’t believe how much I stuttered around him... and ate so messily in front of him, too, and—“ (Y/N) sighed. Sumiko clasped a hand on their shoulder.

“It’s alright, (Y/N); you hit it off greatly with him! Didn’t you see it? He definitely did. I mean— the longing look in his eyes while he was talking to you was phenomenal! Ichiro, why don’t you look at me the way—“ Sumiko’s scold was cut short by a familiar voice calling out from behind them. It was Osamu. He held (Y/N)’s phone in his hands, as he made his way towards them. Ah, so that was why their pocket felt slightly emptier than usual.

“(L/N)-san. You, uh... you forgot this,” Osamu said, looking down at the phone. (Y/N) held out their hand, as he gave them back their phone using both of his hands.

“Oh, thank you, Miya-han,” (Y/N) replied with a little more fluster than they had before.

As they put their phone back in their pocket, Osamu whispered something under his breath, just barely audible. (Y/N) asked him to repeat what he had just said.

“I hope you don’t mind,” he started, “but I added my number to your phone.” (Y/N) smiled, their cheeks reddening—totally because of the cold January weather (yep, totally).

“No, I don’t mind at all. Let’s talk more often, and maybe you can cook something else for me as well.”

—

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#haikyuuwritersnet #haikyuu!! #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu!! x reader #miya osamu #miya osamu x reader #osamu x reader #title was almost ramen rush #cadekagi

[percilout]

Why I think Jaskier is queer-coded and also bi/pan: An Essay

Earlier today I made a post [x] asking for opinions on Jaskier being queer-coded and now I’m presenting you my 1.5k word long essay on why I think that’s the case and why I also think that Jaskier is bi/pan (even though the character most definitely wasn’t planned that way).

I used lots of gifsets and Tumblr posts as inspiration and sources and humbly thank everyone who has made my life much easier with those.

Okay, so, let me start this off by saying that the showrunners don‘t and most probably won‘t want to make Jaskier queer in any way. But there‘s a bit of a problem there because there‘s a good chance that the actor (Joey Batey) is going to go against that with his personal choices in acting the character out.

It doesn‘t help that there‘s an interview in which he actively goes against calling Jaskier a womaniser and says that he is just „falling in love with everyone“ as soon as he sees „them“, he spots „someone“ and is obsessed with „whoever“ is in front of him. You can see it in this post (https://heydrichmuller.tumblr.com/post/189946596054/my-brother-played-the-pronoun-game-wound-up) in which what the actor does is called „playing the pronoun game“. That‘s what lots of queer people do when talking about their love life/sexuality/partners/etc. I say it doesn‘t help because it actively paints the character he‘s playing as bi/pan, especially with the „he just loves everyone“ comment.

 Then there‘s another thing, now something that we can see in the show - movement.

Queer-coding hugely depends on clichés, I know that, but that doesn‘t mean that those clichés aren‘t true sometimes. So when I look at Jaskier‘s movements and he‘s moving his hands a certain way, cocking his hips and holding his hands there, cocking his head, I can‘t help seeing a queer person there. (https://gayregis.tumblr.com/post/189807338329/its-all-about-the-hand-gestures-joey-batey-as)

 That also brings me to the next point:

He‘s a Drama Queen. He gasps! And argues! And cannot believe the way he’s treated! He deserves better!

Now, one could say that He‘s a bard! That‘s what he does! It‘s to entertain people! But. Jaskier doesn‘t entertain people when he‘s being a drama queen. Instead, he‘s greatly annoying them with it and, at the most, only entertaining himself. This is mostly visible in the „You need a nap!“ scene, which also shows his exaggerated movements pretty well. (https://captainpoe.tumblr.com/post/189836119464/the-witcher-1x05-bottled-appetites)

 Then there are some other scenes that (to any queer person, I‘d say) just scream „this can‘t be straight, can it?“, simply bc it‘d be So Fucking Weird if it‘s actually meant to be straight...

One of those is the bathtub scene. Like, what, it‘s normal to rub your friend-not-friend‘s „lovely bottom“ with camomile? In what world??? And there‘s no reason Jaskier needs to do any of that, Geralt could have just bathed himself. (https://mrcavill.tumblr.com/post/189812738178)

From that we can go on to another part of the bathtub scene: „And yet, here we are“ (https://catness-tchalla.tumblr.com/post/his-189817475480), implying that Jaskier wants/needs Geralt.

 Jaskier‘s basically running after a fruitless friendship for over 10 years. He‘s showing real perseverance in befriending someone, while also employing excuses to do so (using the fact of being a bard and /having/ to sing about him/sharing his legacy as an excuse to stick close to him for so long). And he does try to have a kind of intimacy with a man who‘s generally seen as someone who‘s intimidating and driving everyone away. (https://thewitchersdaily.tumblr.com/post/189937577863/no-lord-in-his-right-mind-will-come-close-if)

Still, Jaskier‘s desperate to have his company and wants to continue travelling together to prove that he can be a good partner. (https://meldvnsk.tumblr.com/post/189961512351/me-when-i-see-how-desperately-jaskier-want-to-be)

 I do also want to make a point about Jaskier‘s outfits, although most of it can really be condensed into Well, He Is A Bard, So.

But I just want to state that there is no reason for him to still dress so extravagantly when he‘s just walking through the woods for days and weeks with Geralt. At first he has no other choice but, with the years, surely he can learn to have something more.... practical.... in his bag with him? But no, he chooses to keep his style and always look out of place. And, well, queer people are kinda known for the special care they take of their clothing (https://meldvnsk.tumblr.com/post/189960250906/jaskiers-outfits)

 Then I want to shine some light on the way Jaskier talks about him on their first day of meeting: https://thewitchersdaily.tumblr.com/post/189776322313/same-geralt-of-rivia-and-jaskier-in-the-witcher and https://skywalkrluke.tumblr.com/post/189956240667/the-witcher-2019. He is basically trying to please this, well, Manly Man™, with his (very awkward) compliments, akin to another scene we know - the „sexy goose“ fiasco, in which Jaskier totally fails in Flirting 101. (https://thewitcherdaily.tumblr.com/post/189811062630/the-witcher-1x06-rare-species)

 In episode 6, there‘s a scene that a lot of queer people can identify with (or at least I think so and I actually do). Jaskier is trying to comfort Geralt in a way, but also himself. He suggests leaving together, to „get away for a while“, to run away from all their problems while still sharing each other’s company. And what hits the most is the bard saying that No, he is not thinking about a new song right now, this is just about them, this is just about him trying to figure out what he himself wants. (https://skyvalker.tumblr.com/post/189947455079/the-witcher-2019-s01e06-rare-species)

 And now we come to the point where I can seriously not think anything else but „Oh boy, that guy is love with another man“: Her Sweet Kiss (https://youtu.be/NyZvWBFbIRw).

First off, the song is a reaction to Geralt‘s rejection of him and states how hurt he is by that rejection (https://captnswilson.tumblr.com/post/189886399796/if-life-could-give-me-one-blessing-it-would-be-to).

But I will go into a bit more detail, starting with the changes in the song that happened between the first time we hear it (start of episode 6) and the time we finally hear the finished song at the end of the episode.

 Firstly, „I‘m weak, love“ changed to „I‘m weak, my love“, underlining with the use of the possessive pronoun that whoever is the „I“ sings about their personal loved one.

Secondly, there‘s the line „garroter, jury and judge“.

We know that Geralt is the mentioned garroter (remember Marilka saying Geralt sounds like garroter in the first ep?). Now, what does it say that Jaskier is debating whether to use „gorgeous garroter“ or „lovely garroter“ in the song and then ends up using neither? My take on this is that the finished song focuses more on the pain he experiences than being a hymn on the heroic actions of the handsome Witcher. The idea of a gorgeous garroter has actually become, as Jaskier calls it, „too cerebral“.

 I‘ve talked quite a bit about the song now without having explained what I think it actually means, so let‘s come to that.

Her Sweet Kiss has three sets of personal pronouns - I, you, and she. I believe that those stand for Jaskier, Geralt and Yennefer respectively. Going with this choice of characters, it‘s fairly easy to see what the lyrics want to tell us.

In the first verse, Jaskier is basically just complaining about Yennefer. He paints her as the evil one, the one causing him heartache and pain.

I do not think that this verse, as I have read quite often, is written from Geralt‘s perspective. It doesn‘t make much sense regarding the use of pronouns and the meaning of the verse.

Why would Geralt complain about her and then call her his love? Why would he talk about her (using „she“ and „her“) and then switch to talking to her („Tell me, love“)?

It makes much more sense to say that this is Jaskier talking about „her“ (Yennefer) to his „love“ (Geralt), especially when one thinks about the line „How is that just?“.

 That last line of the verse shows Jaskier criticising Geralt‘s actions. It directly accuses him of being unjust towards Jaskier, something that was previously unheard of because the Witcher always does the thing that does the world justice. But in this case, the bard was left hurt by him without a good reason.

 When it comes to the chorus, there is nothing much to interpret. The lyrics plainly state that Geralt‘s relationship with Yennefer is destroying something. Looking at the context of Geralt and Yennefer „breaking up“, followed by Geralt forcing Jaskier to leave, this must clearly mean the destruction of Geralt‘s and Jaskier‘s friendship.

 The second verse starts with Jaskier warning Geralt of Yennefer, who is depicted as a dangerous current, pulling him closer into her clutches.

The verse then ends with the part we already know from the beginning of the episode.

 „I’m weak my love, and I am wanting

If this is the path I must trudge

I welcome my sentence

Give to you my penance

Garrotter, jury and judge“

 If you think this is Jaskier giving up and leaving Geralt alone after having accompanied him for more than a decade, having finally been judged and sentenced to a life without him by the famous garroter, then yes, we are exactly on the same wavelength there.

  (Of course I don‘t think that that‘s what the producers thought while making it but hey, that‘s exactly where the accidental queer-coding comes in again!

So, anyway, this is exactly why I see Jaskier as bi/pan but of course that‘s only my personal perspective.)

Tagging the people who helped me by making gifsets and sharing their thoughts on Jaskier:

@lola1b @pocketlibrary @heydrichmuller @gayregis @captainpoe @mrcavill @his-catness-tchalla @thewitchersdaily @meldvnsk @skywalkrluke @skyvalker @captnswilson 

#jaskier #geraskier #gerlion #geralt x jaskier #the witcher #geralt/jaskier #lgbtq

[nanamisflowerfield]

I‘ve got tagged by angel @emilycollins00 ❤️❤️❤️

- Why did you choose your url?

Mh... So, my real first and also second name translated into English means “Ocean“ and I always liked Japanese names, so when I read about the names Nami and Nanami, I loved them a lot and they are water-related names, which is why I chose Nanami. Flower field because I love flowers a lot! ❤️ And also because I write FanFics... You see, there are many different characters in games and anime etc and also in real life! So to me, they all are like flowers, because there are no flowers who look the same. Every flower has different petals and colors, even if both are (for example) roses or dandelions! So every character I‘m writing for and every (y/n) and reader, are different than others. They are all lovely and wonderful and if you put many flowers together, you have a sweet bouquet or a flower field! Which is why I chose that name!❤️

- Any side blogs?

Uhhh... No, I guess. I still have two other ones. One, which is my spam tumblr acc, which I don‘t use anymore and the other one is my first writer tumblr blog, which I also don‘t use anymore...

- Do you have a queue tag?

Uhhhhhhhhh.... Maybe? I think? I don‘t know!

- Why did you start your blog in the first place?

When I was younger, I started to write many FanFics for Fandoms like Marvel, DC Comics, Black Butler and One Piece but then I had a big writers block... I had my exams and also some friends, who wanted to have those rpg blogs and then I got busy. But then, one day, I started to throw all my rpg blogs and older writing blogs away to have a fresh start and to write for the fandoms that still makes me happy and motivated!

- Why did you choose your icon?

Well... I guess, because I like it? I did it myself! Pink because it matches with the background. Then there are cherry blossoms (my favorites). And them the characters I like.

The first one was Sakuya Sakuma, then I had Ruggie Bucchi and Rook Hunt on them. Now Leona Kingscholar. Who knows... Maybe in some months I have a new one?

- Why did you choose your header?

I love flowers. Cherry blossoms are my favorite. Then comes hydrangea and then wisteria! I love them a lot and all the other flowers! (But maybe I will change it one day) and I also love gifs a lot, which is why I chose that one!

- What’s your post with the most notes?

The Octavinelle and Jamil reaction of “their s/o is returning“-request! A lovely one and also one of my favorites, because it‘s so fluffy!!! ✨

- Have you ever made a shitpost?

... Probably too many...

- How often do you use tumblr every day?

Mh... Like 4 times a day? Just clicking in, scrolling around a bit, smiling like a dork, when people write me or like my fics and that‘s all...

- Did you have a fight/argument with a blog once?

Not really? It was more a thing that happened during my first year writing fanfics, when I was 14 years old (man... that was like ages ago!)

Back then, I used to write character x character and ONLY the canon ships, but people started to argue during my comment sections below and it made me sad to see people having a fight rather then them liking my stuff and talking about it. When I gave it up and started to write character x my OC, people told me that my OCs would never fit with the characters and I was very upset... Started writing character x reader then and I will never stop doing it! But all in all, I never used to have an argument or a fight with other people!

- How do you feel about “you need to reblog this post”?

I really like to reblog stuff and know that a few people would appreciate it! Back then, I did it often with my older blogs but now I‘m getting a bit lazy... I‘M REALLY SORRY!!! But I reblog a few things here and there! Especially the requests I gave other ones or like birthday fanfic presents I‘ve got when I was younger!

- Do you like tag games?

YES. YES. YES. YES. YES. YES.

- Do you like ask games?

YES. YES. YES. Wait... Do I have to repeat myself that often...? YES. I LOVE EVERYTHING!

- Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

@emilycollins00 @tomicito Just imagine your senpais texting you... I was like “Uhhh... Wait... What?! HOLY MOLY?!“ And then I started crying.

- Do you have a crush on a mutual?

TO MANY!!! Like every anon and every follower! And also those wonderful people!! @tomicito, @emilycollins00, @drac0nia (still waiting for the day I kidnap Malleus for you and then maybe you might feel the same digital crush I have for you...)

I‘m gonna tag everyone!!! EVERYONE!!

#nanami got tagged #got tagged #nanami rambling #OH WAIT I NEED TO TAG SOMEONE

[juminsmysticmc]

RFA + Minor Duo With a buddhist s/o who Only Believe in Buddha and always go to a Temple to pray every Sunday and ask to come with them(Sorry if this is too much I fell like a burden,so sorry)

RFA + Minor Duo with a buddhist Mc

Hello my love! Why do you feel like a burden? It’s an amazing request! I hope you like it! Enjoy it and please tell me your opinion, okay?

Jumin

One day your handsome husband found you in your shared bedroom on the floor with your legs crossed and your thumb and index finger touching.

Jumin didn‘t mean to destroy your moment, but as soon as he entered the beautifully painted room, you opened your eyes and looked at him.

As always, a soft smile was planted on your lips and asked him what the matter was.

,,Oh, no, nothing. Did I interrupt you while meditating?“ he asked you, sure of himself.

But you shook your head and told him that you were praying.

,,Huh? Like that?“ he asked you, not sure about your way of praying.

But then you explained that you were buddhist and that praying for you was a different way of meditation for you.

Your husband was so interested that you finally asked him to come along on a Sunday to pray with you.

Jumin decided to come along. He liked to see the differences and to talk with you about your religious thoughts.

Zen

Your boyfriend usually slept for half of Sunday, so he never knew that you were out for a long time, praying in the nearest temple.

But one morning, he found out that you weren’t there by his side in the cozy bed where you left him.

Zen rubbed his beautiful red eyes and looked around the room.

Your nightgown was on the bed.

When he got up, he couldn’t hear you either.

It was as if you disappeared.

A little bit later, you were at home again as if nothing happened at all.

Since then, Zen tried his best to wake up early and look at the clock to check how long you stayed away.

At first, he thought that you were cheating on him, but when he saw that you one day came back with empty boxes, he began to realize that this wasn’t the case.

You then told him that you went out to pray at the temple and that you also ate together there.

,,Would you like to come along next sunday…?’’ you slowly asked him, confessing that you thought about asking him for a long time.

There was no way he would reject that offer, so he went along with you, seeing how you lived as an buddhist.

Yoosung

Your husband was kind of happy to know that you had a religion.

Since he wasn’t really sure what he should think of it, he simply decided to go with you.

But there was no way that you would simply take him along.

,,You can’t simply decide from today to tomorrow that you will be a buddhist. You need some knowledge, Yoosung.’’ you explained, and so slowly began to help him to know your own religion.

You brought him along regularly to the temple.

,,Siddartha Guatama is Buddha,’’ you began on your way to the temple.

,,He found the path to Enlightenment.’’

,,Means…?’’ Yoosung asked you curious.

You smirked and told him that Buddha was led from the pain of suffering and rebirth towards the path of Enlightenment.

,,He became known as the Buddha or awakened one,’’ you ended your speech.

Yoosung nodded excitedly.

When he saw the temple, he first bowed and then followed your lead.

Jaehee

It was a beautiful Sunday morning.

The birds were singing and the sunlight was awakening a long brown haired woman.

She looked on her right to give you, her girlfriend, a good morning kiss but somehow you simply weren’t there.

Instead, she heard noises from the bathroom.

,,Oh, you‘re awake?“ you asked her, like always, you had a big smile implanted on your lips.

,,Do you want to come along? I‘m going to the temple and pray to Buddha. I would enjoy your presence…“ you mumbled.

Jaehee looked at the clock after she rubbed her sleepy eyes.

But no way she could reject such an offer.

She quickly got up and prepared herself.

,,I don’t have the traditional clothes like you…“ she mumbled.

,,It‘s okay. Not everyone will wear them. Stay assured,“ you tried to make her comfortable.

Although, you told her that she had to wear clean socks.

And then both of you went to the temple and prayed to Buddha, something that the both of you did together ever since that day.

Saeyoung

You new that Saeyoung didn’t have your religion and even though he sometimes said that he has the feeling that god left him back then, you knew that he tried his best at everything.

,,Come together with me to the temple. I‘m going to pray to Buddha. It will make you feel better,“ you smiled at him.

,,Is that even allowed?“ he asked you, not sure if he should pray to another god. 

,,In our religion it’s okay. Your own religion may be against it, but you can just visit it. No one there will try to make you convert to Buddhism, however, you still need to give them your respect,“ you explained.

Saeyoung was still unsure but decided to go with you.

He was amazed by the temple. From the outside, a lot of beautiful colors could be seen.

Saeyoung really behaved well. He even knew when to take off his socks and how to sit down.

It was important after all, that he didn’t point at Buddha or at the monks.

Saeyoung felt pretty good after the meditation.

He decided to come along with you a few more times, however, without ever forgetting that he believed in a different god.

Saeran

God?

God had no meaning to Saeran anymore.

But you thought that perhaps it would be best for him to come with you and pray to Buddha.

Praying, in your religion, was just like meditating.

And you thought that this could help him feel better.

,,I‘m not sure...I need to look for that person…“ he mumbled.

You then sat down and looked at him.

,,You know, you somehow resemble Buddha. At first, he knew nothing from this world but then he saw.

He saw an old man, a sick man and a corpse. That’s how he found out that age, sickness, and death was normal for a human being. And then, when he saw a monk, he decided to live as a homeless holy man.“

Saeran still couldn’t understand quite what you were telling him.

But all you wanted to say was that his life went by just like other people’s.

,,Buddha knew that he wasn’t over his pain, even after a long time. It just happened one day while meditating,“ you tried to explain better.

Saeran then decided to just come along and look at it.

And even though he still felt that he still didn’t escape from the world of suffering, he felt much better.

Jihyun

To be honest, you wanted to leave it to your adopted daughter to decide which religion she would choose, but when you noticed that she was also suffering after being adopted, you decided to show her Buddhism.

You wanted her to meditate and then to pray to Buddha in a temple.

You taught her everything.

When to go up, when to bow and which prayer she had to say.

And in your opinion, she was doing better.

Even your husband could see the changes within his daughter.

When he asked you what solution you had, you got the idea to take him along.

At first, he wasn't so sure because of his own religion, but after he saw how good it felt, he decided to come along regularly.

And sometimes, when you all prayed at home, he even took pictures of you or painted the both of you meditating.

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LOVE FOR ETERNITY - PART 61

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PART 61: | NEW DAY, NEW DRAMA |

- We all know that he didn’t kill Mikael to help us against Dahlia.” Natali stated as she and Kol entered their club.

 - “Obviously. He was nowhere to be found before we went to the church.” Kol says.

 - “Guys, what happened?” Sonia asks them when she saw that they came back.

 - “Nothing. We are defeated.” Natali replied, “Can you believe it?”

 - “Is she everything Freya told you she is?” Sonia asked,

 - “Yeah, pretty much.” Kol says, “She was telling the truth.”

 - “Dahlia is so powerful. I got a taste of her power.” Natali told them, “Never felt anything like that.”

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A day after Mikael was killed Freya came to Fangtasia just right after she saw Rebekah and Elijah. The only two people she can now fully trust to take her side were Kol and Natali.

 - “Elijah and Rebekah are defending Klaus, now I know that the two of you will never take his side.” Freya spoke, “I gave them a chance to choose between him and me, but I don’t know if they’ll make the right choice.”

 - “So I think this means that Elijah still doesn’t know about Klaus’ plans with Hayley and the pack.” Natali says.

 - “He surely wouldn’t be on his side if he knew..” Kol stated.

 - “Knew what?” Freya asked.

 - “Klaus compelled Hayley to marry Jackson so that wolfs can control their powers and then he had plans to take over the pack, but I ruined that for him.” Natali tells her, “Yesterday I showed Hayley what he wants from her and how he wanted to get it.”

 - “So she needs to tell Elijah that.” Freya says.

 - Natali nods, “Oh, she will.”

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Klaus is in his art room at the compound, where he is furiously painting an abstract piece. He had covered a large canvas in dark red, gold and green/brown paint, which has a mottled appearance. Elijah enters the room to find him absorbed in his artwork and seem appalled at his behavior.

 - Elijah sighs, “You do understand there is no time?”

Klaus looks back at Elijah and glares at him before going back to his artwork.

 - “Niklaus, if Mikael’s ashes are the key to ending Dahlia, then surely you must see the need to share their whereabouts?” Elijah asks him.

Klaus doesn’t even turn around, he simply continues painting.

 - “I see nothing of the sort.” Klaus replies.

 - “It is no secret that you often strategize while painting. I assume you have a plan, here.” Elijah stated.

 - “You ask that I share my strategies so you can run straight to Freya and bring her into the circle of trust? I think not.” Klaus told him.

 - “Freya told me to choose between her and you.” Elijah says.

 - Klaus looks at him and raises his eyebrow, “And who did you choose?”

 - “I’ll not choose between you two.” Elijah replied, “You need to trust us and her.”

 - “I would love to, Elijah, but you have not been the same since mother got inside your head.” Klaus told him.

 - Elijah looks hurt, “Then trust Freya.” he says.

 - “How can we trust someone we don’t even know?” Klaus questioned, “Your judgment is not what it was. You are not what you were! The Elijah I know would never have clung so desperately to the word of a duplicitous stranger telling him what he wants to hear!”

 - Elijah sighs, “Freya is our blood, brother. She has every reason to want Dahlia's demise! We have no cause to distrust her!”

 - “Which is a far cry from being trustworthy! She vanquished Finn, yes, but it seems to me like she had everything planned.” Klaus told him.

 - “Niklaus, if we cannot trust one another, we can't work together.” Elijah says.

 - Klaus sighs and returns to his painting, “No, we cannot.”

Elijah frowns at him, clearly frustrated with his attitude and hurt by his distrust of him, before he leaves the room and goes downstairs where he sees Natali and Kol entering the courtyard.

 - “We just wanted to look for you, brother.” Kol says.

 - “Why do you need me?” Elijah asked them.

 - “Freya came to us saying that you defended Klaus’ actions.” Natali told him.

 - “Yes, and she told me to choose between two of them.” Elijah says.

 - “We know.” Natali tells him, “And I think that Hayley can help you make that decision quicker.”

 - “What does Hayley has to do with this?” Elijah questioned.

 - Kol smiles, “I‘m sure she will tell you what Klaus did the moment she sees you.”

 - Natali nods, “Yeah, go and talk to her. And when you finish we’ll be waiting for you at Fangtasia.”

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A little while later Elijah came to the Fangtasia after talking with Hayley. Now he knew everything he needs to know, enough not to trust Klaus.

Kol was feeding on human and Natali was sitting at the bar drinking bloody mary, when they’ve noticed that Elijah entered the room.

 - “You were right about Niklaus.” Elijah spoke.

 - “And when we weren’t right about him?” Kol remarks.

 - “Now that Hayley told you everything you need to know, I hope that you’ll work with us and Freya against Dahlia because Klaus obviously has his own plans.” Natali told him.

 - “You don’t think he will go against Dahlia on his own?” Elijah asked.

 - “I don’t even think he wants to defeat her. It doesn’t concern him.” Natal says.

 - “He doesn’t want to give us Mikael’s ashes.” Elijah told them.

 - “The only plan he could have is to work with Dahlia.” Kol said, “So I think that it would be best if we dagger him”

 - “And this was your plan all along.” Elijah stated knowingly.

 - Kol smirks, “You don’t want him to hurt Hayley or her pack and we don’t want him ruining our plans.”

Elijah looked like he was hesitant about daggering Klaus.

 - “Come on, Elijah.” Natali says to him and holds out her hand in which she had a golden dagger.

 - Kol sighs in frustration, “I can’t believe this, you never hesitated to help him dagger me.”

 - “Okay, you two are right.” Elijah finally says and take the dagger, “I’ll do this tonight.”

 - “Excellent.” Natali says and both Kol and she smile devilishly.

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When Hayley told Elijah how Klaus compelled her to marry Jackson he was very angry and he had a talk with him.

 - “What are you planning?” Elijah asked him.

 - “I'm sure I don't know what you're talking about.” Klaus replies.

 - “Jackson marries Hayley in our home, solidifying his rule over the wolves you yourself once sought to control. Talk to me.” Elijah tells him, “I know you’re planning something.”

Elijah didn't want to tell Klaus right away that he knows about him compelling Hayley and planning to take over the pack. He wanted him to confess it himself.

 - “I don’t know where are you going with this.” Klaus tells him, “Let Jackson have Hayley. Although, he isn't exactly fit to lead an army, so his reign will be short-lived.”

 - “Niklaus, you cannot honestly believe that I would allow you to harm Jackson.” Elijah told him.

 - “He's not one of us, Elijah!” Klaus exclaimed, “He's mortal. Mortals perish. It's amusing listening to you defend the man who married the woman you love. But then, you've always coveted that which is not yours to have.”

 - “Nikalus, I’m warning you-” Elijah said, but Klaus cuts him off, “You're even now forcing yourself to deny you want Jackson dead just as much as I do. In fact, I think you want it more.”

 - “I know you compelled Hayley to marry him, she told me.” Elijah says.

Klaus goes to walk away, but Elijah grabs him roughly by the arm and stops him, “That’s why Hayley isn’t at the compound anymore, not because you sent them to train like you said.” Elijah tells him, “She turned the whole pack against you and you know it.”

 - Klaus didn’t say anything else but this, “Confide in me, brother - how do you feel when you see Hayley look at him?”

 - “Let me make myself quite clear, Niklaus - so long as Jackson brings even an inkling of joy into Hayley's life, you are not to go near him.” Elijah tells him, “And enough with your games Niklaus, now it’s time for you to stand with us.”

 - “If by “us” you mean you and Freya, then I will not be standing with you.” Klaus told him.

 - “Niklaus, Freya is our family. If you cannot see the greater picture here-” Elijah says, but he was interrupted by Klaus, “The choice remains yours brother, Freya or me.”

They glare at each other before Klaus realizes that Elijah won’t choose him. He just smiles at him and starts walking towards the exit of the room, but as he was passing by Elijah, he grabbed him and suddenly the only thing Klaus could feel was a pain in his chest as Elijah stabbed a dagger into his heart. Klaus is so taken off-guard by this move that he has no time to fight back as the dagger begins to desiccate him. As Klaus falls to his knees and becomes weaker, Freya and Rebekah walk into the room and watch him with blank expressions. Once Klaus is fully neutralized, his body laying gray and mottled on the floor, Elijah, Freya and Rebekah each look at each other nervously. As Elijah walks out onto the balcony, looking horrified by what he's just done.

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[spider-gwenmaxstacy]

GET TO KNOW THE MUN

name: Kaliya (Yay, a name reveal!)

nickname: A good portion of my friends have referred to me as Kitty. (It started in 7th or 8th grade, I believe.)

faceclaim: Oh, gosh. Y’know? I’ve never thought of myself as being worthy of a face claim... I mean, I have my own face, right? However, I guess I’d choose Carey Mulligan ? I think she’s the bee’s knees and I guess I can see it if I squint my eyes and pray for a miracle! Lol : )

pronouns: she/her

height:  5’2.5″

birthday:  September 23

aesthetic: Ooh! Now here’s a fun AND difficult question. The truth of it is, I love too many. However, here are three I enjoy a great deal and the vibes they give off: Ethereal (angelic, fantasy, beauty), Cottagecore (soft, woodsy, friendly), and Vintage (nostalgia, warm, delicate)

last song you listened to: Portland, Maine by Donovan Woods. It's lovely!

getting  to  know  the  account

favorite muse(s) you’ve written: It's like choosing a favorite child!! I've written so many muses over the course of the past 8 years, good god... let me think.

I think Toshiko Sato was my favorite muse to write, but that’s probably due to the nostalgia factor. Tosh was the first muse I ever roleplayed on Tumblr. Unfortunately, most of the Torchwood fandom has left and it’s barely hanging on. So, for nostalgia’s sake and for the good memories I have roleplaying good ol’ Tosh, she is one of my very favorite muses.

As for present day muses I write often, I’d say it’s a tie between Lydia & Gwen. 

Lydia has such an expressive personality! I love getting to play around with her sense of self-righteousness and vanity, while also getting to expose a bit of the softer, insecurities she has. I love the way it feels to write her and I always feel exhilarated after writing a decent Lydia reply. : )

Gwen, however, is just as fun! I love playing around with the fact that she has superpowers and seeing how that can effect even mundane situations. Seeing how her thoughts change based on her trust with another muse. Who she’ll let in on the secret of who she really is. Who she’ll have to struggle to keep secrets with. I love her dynamics with other muses! I love the balance I have between angst and soft-as-fuck threads rn! 

So, um, basically... I just love all of my muses a lot and this was way too hard to narrow down. So! It had to be three. OOP.

what inspired you to take on this muse: I’ve always felt that Gwen Stacy has gotten the short end of the stick. Stan Lee loved her and originally wanted her to end up as Peter’s love interest, but when he was away... they killed her off. Her death is one of the only real permanent deaths I can think of when it comes to Marvel. Everyone else has sort of just come back in one way or another. Anyways! So, comic-wise... she was mostly gone. 

Then, if we move on over to the movies (apart from Spider-Verse, we’ll get there lol), we notice that Gwen Stacy still gets the short end of the stick. In the movies,Gwen Stacy is used only as a plot device. She is either used as a way for Mary Jane to get jealous (by using Gwen as ‘the other woman’) or it’s just a way for them to show the depth of Spider-Man’s character...by (you guessed it) killing her off... again. Yippee...

So, why do I care so much for Gwen? She’s intelligent! She’s passionate! She’s a wonderful character! Hell, I grew up wanting to play her one day. (I also, um, cosplay her in my spare time but uhhhhh anyways!!) So, I thought... Hey! I love to write, couldn’t I just??? Role-play Gwen???? But before I had the chance, she had suddenly made a cameo in Spider-Verse and damn was I nervous. I left the theatre feeling like there was finally a place where Gwen mattered to Marvel in a way that wasn’t superficial and I loved it. I had read a bit of the comic, but seeing as there was also Gwenpool and all of this sudden surge in Gwen Stacy’s importance, I had worried it was just a cash grab, so my hopes weren’t up!

So, um, to put it simply: What inspired me to take on this muse was my immense love for the character and the feeling of heartache I get when I see how absolutely left out her character is.

what are your favourite aspects of your current muse(s): Oh, god, that’s difficult! Probably her passion and her curiosity. She loves people, but is too over-analytical when it comes to her concerns, since she’s worried she’ll put them in danger somehow. In most threads, she’s already lost Peter. Her love for others and feelings of isolation make her a fun muse, but it also makes it a bit lonely to write her at times. So, um, basically everything... I guess?

what’s your biggest inspiration when it comes to writing: The people I write with, writing songs & poetry, and music inspire me most. I also have a little server with @kanima-claws that constantly inspires me to write more and get out of my head. I’m really blessed to have a best friend who can support my passions and reminds me that I’m good enough. : ) 

favourite types of threads: I’m a sucker for the softer stuff, but I also adore angst. What can I say? I’m predictable. I write what I like. ; )

biggest struggle in regards to your current muse: I’m busy! I’m in school, currently, and I also have a few responsibilities IRL! I have a whole music-thing going on right now that I’m working on and I‘m just really trying to balance everything, while also maintaining a decent social life, a good night’s sleep, and good replies. I love writing SO much, but I always worry I’ll disappoint people if I take a little more time to reply to a certain thread. :”) It be like that sometimes.

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Tagging : Everyone, of course! However, I would especially like to see this done by . . . @stilesstylelinski @badassxqueens @runswithwolvesx @blackcowledbat 

#um hi this was longer than i thought it was oop #:' )

[kingsackles]

Rant.

Okay don't get me wrong, i dislike Danneel a lot BUT, i have to say this. All I see lately, is hate towards Danneel for the dumbest reasons, fucking hypocrites, being mean for no reason and then get butthurt when someone is calling you out for it. WHAT PLEASE, WHAT did you fucking expect when you‘re online, for everyone to see and be so fucking rude? A gold medal? The whole fandom on your side? Fucking leave. I barely see anything about Germ, because most people are too worried about Danneel‘s Bandanas and if Arrow said a certain fucking word. You all wanted Danneel to admit she has a nanny, and now all I hear is nanny trash talk. Yuli here Yuli there. Bash Jensen in one go. Did you ever say ANYTHING nice about him? OR the show? Especially the show. WHY IN GODS NAME are you so bothered that Danneel is for one second on the show and that she is part of the fandom now WHEN YOU ONLY BASH IT AND DONT EVEN WATCH IT ANYMORE ANYWAY !!

The Gag Reel was literally just her falling. 5 seconds top. No word. Nothing. And you go off and call her a bitch, cause oh man how dare she fall what a hoe. And then whine and say „ You‘re no fan of Jensen when you don‘t see how bad she is for him“ BUT YOU ARE FOR BASHING HIM AND DECIDING HIS WHOLE LIFE ? What is this bullshit? The Hypocrisy is unbelievable. You act like you have a right to bash him, or say bad stuff because you are „ fans“ of his and „ care“ this ain‘t no caring. This is just straight up being mean and a bully and most of all !!!!! Jealous! Not at everything, but it‘s a huuuuuge factor when it comes to Danneel. Except of One ! ONE ! I have never seen anyone talk nice about Jensen, The Show or anything. Why do you still fucking bother then? Why do you still go to their Ig‘s and feel the need to hate on random, stupid things IF you hate it so fucking much? Why take the time to post it online when you apparently hate the show so much and say how bad it is, just stop watching and leave your negativity for yourself. Or at least make it in a good behaviour and not this childish „ I tell it my mom“ behaviour. Or when you hate D so much, JUST DON‘T LOOK FOR SHIT THEN. I get being curious for what dumb shit she did again, but why feel the need to post about it and then to look for Fanpages but freak out when Fans attack you from the tags. My god. I wish there would be some anti blog, who would be normal and nice and would talk normally about Germ or D and about the stuff that are actually WRONG AND BAD AND RELEVANT with them, and not hating on the stupid shit just so you can have a reason to trash talk every day. Mostly Germ, because she bothers me the most. A LOT. But I would never be so extra to look for fanpage stuff and make an essay about how her nails look. I just don‘t fucking get how people can be like that. Imagine rather hating on a fingernails & hair, but not the actual problems. Anti’s about the new video of Germy and Jared and those eye masks be like: “but they actually look cute and happy! Who cares about sheets or stupid pillows and that they are different? I sleep in different bed sometimes as well!!!” Meanwhile when it comes to Danneel: “oh this bitch again. No way that Jensen is happy next to her! He’s obviously done, and oh look! No way that he recorded this video. HE’S NOT EVEN IN IT SO HAD TO BE YULI!!!”. Sure makes sense. Meanwhile if Danneel would post a “cute” video w Jensen like this one in bed, everyone would fucking care about the damn pillows and the fact that they are different and you all know it that you would. Just like you all care about her clothes, hair or fucking nails. As if that’s important rather than the rotten personality and lies. The stupidity here is so strong.

This sums it up perfectly:

Danneel *does charity* „ oh my god her nails look so ugly what a bitch“ Gen *basically kills chicken and eats chicken nuggets afterwards and mocks Jared every second and after his bday* „ Ah I get her though, it ain‘t bad“

Another example:

Jensen + the most beautiful and nicest girl you could imagine. Hypocrites : „Omg the way she wears her shirt is so stupid, she should put it over her shoulder a bit more. And don‘t get me started on her nails! They are BLACK and not BLUE! Aka Jensen‘s Favorite Color! And her Hands god ... this world is going insane. She is such a bitch and she is so not good for Jensen! I‘m telling you they divorce soon!“

„ And what about Gen and Jared?“ Hypocrites : „ Well they are genuine and perfect obviously! So much better and he is so much happier“

„ So being miserable on your birthday is happy? And having your wife shade you the next day ? Lying to everyone about your life? Never show any support? Never leave any freedom and always go where he is? Using him for ads? Using her children only for money?“ Hypocrites : „ ....... BUT HAVE YOU SEEN THAT GIRLS HANDS ???? I‘m telling you that relationship is over soon. Gen and Jared actually seem happy“

SO, Yes, you see the damn problem here?

I‘m just done. Germ is literally a bad person and manipulative and lying snake, but when Danneel doesn‘t have her nail polish on the left hand, except the right one, she is a huge ass bitch. That is just annoying me the most out of everything. With Danneel you can at least laugh at her when she’s pathetic, but Germ? Good lord. She’s straight up evil snake. Like I said, having an opinion is okay. Being mean and a hypocrite ain‘t. It‘s like : „ I fucking hate Danneel because she is an abnoxious bitch and a whore“. Then somone says how mean they sound and (some) of the antis are like „ Omg these bitches. They‘re so dumb. We‘re nice and just care!!!!“ Like?!???? Being a bitch the whole time and then wondering when you get blocked. Germ gets a pass for literally every shit she does that Danneel otherwise would get ripped apart for if it would be her and the other way around. But sure, this ain’t about jealousy or the fact that you all prefer Jensen over Jared at all, hence why you choose to ignore all the lies and bad sneaky stuff Germ pulls off and only focus on Danneel and her clothes. Rant over.

#anti hypocrites #anti germ #anti genevieve #anti danneel #anti wives #anti j/g #anti antis kinda

[keristrasza]

Rule 1: Always post the rules. Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write 11 new ones. Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them to the post. Rule 4: Actually tell them you tagged them.

I was tagged by @i-llbedammned

1.When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? Kid-me changed my mind every week about what I wanted to be so I honestly can’t remember.

2. What is the character, from anything, that you feel is most like you? Hilariously I think Raven from the Teen Titans cartoon, I‘m kinda moody and morose a lot of the time and I like to be alone. I just lack her ability to do magic, which is a bummer lets face it.

3. Do you have a favorite fairy tale?  What is it? Honestly there’s not one that sticks out to me, I kind of just low-key enjoy them and any adaptations of them.

4. Which is the best Marvel movie? For me? Either The Winter Solider or Thor(though Thor 3 is probably a close contender as well tbh).

5. What is the most adorable animal? Cats, I love them so damn much. Though Sugar Gliders are also cute as shit.

6. What is a band you are digging right now? Um, I’ve mostly just been listening to Paint it Black on repeat for like a week, I don’t tend to pay attention to who the artist is. xD

7. If you could be best friends with a video game character, who would it be? Probably Spyro the dragon, because he’s a dragon. I’d also love to like hang-out with Tyrande or Anduin from WoW as well tbh.

8. Your favorite cartoon? Oh man, it’s a toss up between JLU and Teen Titans. Both of those were fantastic.

9. What’s a quote that moves you? “Many that live deserve death. And some that die deserve life. Can you give it to them? Then do not be too eager to deal out death in judgement.”  one day I will pick a quote that isn’t from LoTR, but it is not this day.

10. Favorite drink (doesn’t have to be alcoholic)? Pomegranate juice, it’s so delicious. I also like Dr.Pepper as well.

11. If you were to have one superpower, what would you want it to be? Telekenisis or the ability to control the weather, both of those are awesome.

I doubt I’ll get to 11 people but @vekusen, @elaminator, @thorduna, @avengetheangels, @oldpuppetfingal, @cheynelightning and @kallanda-lee I choose you!

And for my questions:

1. Where would you most like to visit?

2. What’s you favourite meal?

3. Do you have a favourite time of day, and if so when is it?

4. Who’s your favourite fictional character?

5. Is there anything you didn’t think you’d grow out of but did?

6. What did you love as a kid that you still love now?

7. What’s your favourite colour?

8. What class did you like best at school?

9. Do you play any video games and if so what’s your favourite game?

10. Do you prefer style or comfort?

11. What’s your favourite fictional quote?

#meme #thanks for tagging me :) #these are always fun to do

[winchesterandpie]

Stuff About Me

Tagged by: @ilovethings-somuch (Thanks, doll!)

Rule: Tag people you want to get to know better

Zodiac sign: Aquarius

Height: 5′3″

Last thing googled: Dean Crying gifs, because I needed one for my latest fic, Evermore

Favorite music artist: Zac Brown Band (this changes frequently, but right now, it’s these guys)

Song stuck in your head: 2 Places at 1 Time by Zac Brown Band

Last movie watched: Captain America: Civil War

What are you wearing right now: basketball shorts and a t-shirt from my uni

Why did you choose your URL:  I was bingeing my way through Supernatural at the time, and I suppose it helps that I love pie

Do you have any other blogs: Nope

What did your last relationship teach you: My last relationship, or its end, taught me that it’s okay to cut toxic people out of your life and you don’t need to feel guilty for it.

Religious or spiritual: mostly religious, but also spiritual (I think?)

Favorite color: orange (not neon - think more tiger) and deeper blues

Average hours of sleep: Usually around 7, but closer to 8 in the summer

Lucky number: 21 (really not sure why. It just feels lucky)

Favorite characters: Percy Jackson, Annabeth Chase, Hermione Granger, Minerva McGonagall, Bartimaeus, Leia Organa, and a bunch of others that it would take too long to list

How many blankets you sleep with: Normally one in the summer, because that’s all I can stand before the heat gets too much, but if it’s cold enough in the winter, then I’ll pull my heated blanket over top of the one (I don’t even always turn it on - I just like the weight of it)

Dream job: I’d really want to be an author, or professional equestrian (horse-rider, in case you don’t know).  Unfortunately, I’m not skilled enough to make it in these various jobs, so I‘m going for the next best and studying to be a veterinarian and hoping I can ride and write on the side.

Lipstick or chapstick: chapstick

Last song you listened to: No Man’s Land from the Wonder Woman Soundtrack (ok, so what if I’m a bit obsessed? It’s good music!)

Top 3 shows: Supernatural, Doctor Who, and White Collar

Tagging (Feel free to ignore if you don’t want to do it): @roobierubyroobieruby @riddikulus-obsessions @pie-not-cake-you-assbutt @kboogie09 @peppermint--teas @anyone else who wants to

#Annie Rambles #oh well #about me

[brunettegf]

92 truths

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose however many people you want to tag!

I was tagged by these lovelies: @riichardharmon & @clrkesbellamy, thank you guys! :) ♥♥

LAST… [1] drink: water [2] phone call: cousin 
[3] text message: mum 
[4] song you listened to: Candles by Daughter [5] time you cried: last week watching a tv show lol

HAVE YOU EVER… [6] dated someone twice: no [7] been cheated on: yes 
[8] kissed someone and regretted it: yes 
[9] lost someone special: yes 
[10] been depressed: yes 
[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: welp, I have

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] pale pink [13] royal blue 
[14] black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 
[15] made new friends: yes 
[16] fallen out of love: yes [17] laughed until you cried: yes 
[18] found out someone was talking about you: no [19] met someone who changed you: no [20] found out who your true friends are: no 
[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: asdfgfdsa nope, lol (I don’t use it anymore but still 😄)

GENERAL… 
[22] how many of your tumblr friends do you know in real life: none [23] do you have any pets: no, but I‘ll sure adopt a cat someday :) [24] do you want to change your name: not at all, I quite like it [25] what did you do for your last birthday: nothing special, I went to out with a few friends to have a drink 
[26] what time did you wake up: today? Ungodly late :D 
[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: Getting home and then being online 
[28] name something you cannot wait for: to get my masters 
[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: I see her rn :) 
[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: not letting my anxiety in my way of achieving my goals 
[31] what are you listening to right now: Candles by Daughter [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: yup (at least our equivalent of Tom :D) [33] something that is getting on your nerves: for the sake of my sanity I‘m not going to even start :D [34] most visited website: tumblr [35] elementary: a basic school like the others, later we had advanced classes to prepare for HS entrance exams 
[36] high school: it‘s called gymnasium here,I was in the class focusing on foreign languages, especially english [37] college: I‘m hopefully finishing it this year :) [38] hair colour: brown 
[39] long or short hair: long 
[40] do you have a crush on someone: no one irl :D 
[41] what do you like about yourself?: my hair and eyes, if we talking about qualities, idk, perhaps being emphatic and considerate, having a good memory, [42] piercings: non 
[43] blood type: I don‘t know, welp

[44] nickname: Sylvi [45] relationship status: single 
[46] zodiac sign: pisces 
[47] pronouns: she/her 
[48] fav tv show: oh my where do I start...the 100, Shameless US, Scrubs, That 70s show,  Veep, Victoria, War and Peace, Brooklyn 99 and maaaany more :) 
[49] tattoos: none [50] right or left handed: right handed

FIRST…
 [51] surgery: never had one 
[52] piercing: just my ears 
[53] best friend: Andrea 
[54] sport: hahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa [55] vacation: croatia 
[56] pair of trainers: I have no idea

RIGHT NOW… 
[57] eating: nothing [58] drinking: water 
[59] i’m about to: watch a show and sleep 
[60] listening to: nothing 
[61] waiting for: nothing at the moment [62] want: not having cramps lol 
[63] get married: nah 
[64] career: Idk rn, let‘s see what future brings :)

WHICH IS BETTER… 
[65] hugs or kisses: hugs 
[66] lips or eyes: eyes 
[67] shorter or taller: taller 
[68] older or younger: older probably 
[69] romantic or spontaneous: romantic 
[70] nice arms or nice stomach: why not both? But arms if I have to choose :) 
[71] sensitive or loud: sensitive  
[72] hook up or relationship: relationship  
 [73] troublemaker or hesitant: hesistant

HAVE YOU EVER… 
[74] kissed a stranger? yup [75] drank hard liquor? yes 
[76] lost glasses/contact lenses? yes [77] turned someone down? yes 
[78] sex on first date? nope 
[79] broken someone’s heart? Honestly idk 
[80] had your own heart broken? yes  
[81] been arrested? no  [82] cried when someone died? yes 
[83] fallen for a friend? luckily no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 
[84] yourself? I‘m not sure 
[85] miracles? no 
[86] love at first sight? Maybe an infatuation, definitely not love 
[87] santa claus? What do you mean???????????? 😃 
[88] kiss on the first date? yes 
[89] angels? idk

OTHER… 
[90] current best friend’s name: Lucy (two Lucy’s actually 😄), Simone, Netti [91] eye colour: brown [92] favourite movie(s): all the hp movies, rocknrolla, the man from uncle, marie antoinette, amélie, catfa, how to steal a million, Kingsman, The Duchess + many more :)

I’m not tagging cuz it’s soooooo long, but if you see this, feel free to do it and tag me to see your answers :)

#tagging #clrkesbellamy #riichardharmon #thank you <3

[juminsmysticmc]

Saeyoung’s After Life Chapter 5

(LAST CHAPTER)

Go to Chapter: 1 here/ 2 here / 3 here / 4 here 

So, yesterday someone contacted me via Instagram and thought that the last two chapter got deleted since there was no link....I’m sorry I hope this won’t confuse anyone, let me explain: I write my writings in my Masterlist to show you what will come next and to make my life easier because just adding a link is quicker, HAHAH I’M SO LAZY XD and since we talk about being lazy....I was to lazy to correct this chapter, that’s why it took me so long, lmao XD but now I’m posting it...have fun my lovely Fonys :3 

Ps. If some of you memorized my Masterlist and got confused, yes, I planned to write a 6th chapter but realized that the last two chapters were really short so I put them together, heheh XD 

Saeyoung’s POV 

,,Please take care of them, guys...“ I mumbled and looked at Zen, Yoosung and Jaehee.  ,,Don’t worry....“ Jaehee mumbled. She was clearly worried. Well, I was too.  It was uncertain if I would be back alive after all.  ,,It’s kind of unfair that the trust fund kid is allowed to come along just because he‘s rich.“ Zen complained.  I looked at him ,,I would rather send you than risking my life there, trust me.“ I snapped.  Perhaps I was a bit too hard on him since he was helping me out... Hopefully I will have time to apologize to him after everything is finished....  My thoughts often wandered to my little family while we were driving in Jumin‘s van. 

,,Let’s talk about the plan....“ Saeran mumbled as he typed something into the laptop.  ,,We will first kidnap the man in black, his name is Lee Sang Chul.  He‘s the prime minister’s right hand and the one who followed us in the past. He was also the one who hurt Mc and the twins.... After we have him, we will interrogate him, that would be team A’s task.  Team B will hid cameras in the surroundings so that we have enough evidence.“ Saeran explained with a layout of the place.  Everyone nodded and agreed to it.  And so we followed the plan.  It was pretty easy to kidnap Mr. Lee Jumin simply began to talk to him and explained, who he was. The plan was to tell him that he was interested to work together with the Prime Minister. In the next moment however, Mr. Lee was dragged into the inside of the Van.  

,,Who are you?“ he snapped.  ,,You still don’t know?“ I asked and began to throttle him.  ,,Saeyoung, we need him alive.“ Jumin said as he observed us.  ,,Unfortunately.“ I snapped and tried to stay calm while the man, who almost killed my family, glared at me.  A bodyguard began to film the scene as Jumin calmly tried to get information out of him.  But the right hand of the Prime Minister stayed silent like a dead man.  ,,The Prime Minister will eventually go to prison, you won’t face danger if you tell us now.“ Jumin said.  ,,I....am loyal.“ he mumbled and looked away.  The man was depressed, I could see that it was pretty hard for him too.  ,,Why did you do that to my family?! Is that the way to show him that you’re loyal? Dirtying your hands with blood?! A pregnant woman? Twins?! Who the hell was loyal to us? We never did anything to this man! I don’t know and I don’t wish to know what my mother tried with that ass BUT WE ARE TRYING TO LIFE!“ I yelled. 

The man was still looking away, he actually looked pretty pitiful but I tried to ignore these feelings.  Before Jumin could say anything someone hit the van‘s door pretty hard.  ,,SAEYOUNG, JUMIN! WE NEED TO FLEE!“ Saeran screamed from behind, making me panic.  ,,Why?!“ I yelled as I opened the door.  ,,They found out! What will happen if they realize that Mc is alone without us?!“ Saeran snapped and tried to catch breath.  ,,Aish!“ I yelled and looked at the man.  And him?  But we couldn’t think about it.  Everything went quickly, five minutes of hell.

The prime Minister’s guards held guns up, ready to fire at us.  ,,NOW!“ Jumin yelled and all his bodyguards appeared from the hidden places, holding the Prime Minister’s guards.  ,,AT LEAST KILL THE DEMON!“ our ,,Father“ yelled and glared at me before he took his own gun.  I saw the bullet and regretted everything I did in my life. What if we would have stayed with our mother instead of going to Rika? Would I still have met Mc?  Would I still be a father?  What will have happen to my baby if I die now? To my two tomato princesses?  Who will snatch them away from me? Will Mc be able to forgive me for dying? Will she live without me?  I wasn’t sure.  All these thoughts hit me in five seconds.  Five seconds before my body fell backwards.  Blood was on my chest, my back was aching and my butt was scratched by now. 

,,SAEYOUNG!“ I heard Saeran yell. I turned to Saeran and saw how another bodyguard got a hold of the strong man we feared so far - the Prime Minister.  I looked at my chest, blood, I was soaked in blood.  Fortunately it wasn’t my blood.... ,,Why?“ I asked Mr Lee as he puked blood on me.  I stayed like that.  I was able to hear his words better like that.   ,,Because...I was sorry...I wanted to free myself from these regrets and wrong doings. I wanted the two of you to live happily...I really wanted to....“ he mumbled before he collapsed on me. 

Fear hit you in the middle of the night when someone tried to open the door, however mistaking the password four times.  You immediately jumped up, realizing that your reaction was too quickly.  You felt dizzy and were almost falling backwards but Zen was right behind you, supporting you like a strong rock.  ,,Princess, take it easy!“ he told you as he looked at you.  ,,Hid my children! Hid them! They are coming for us!“ you began to sob as the door opened.  It was over, wasn’t it?  ,,I MEAN, WHO THE HELL CHOOSES ARABIC AND FORGETS HOW TO SAY IT?!“ Saeran yelled as he supported his older twin brother.  ,,The word has a similar word, I just did wrong because I‘m not in my right mind.“ he laughed and looked at you.  The sight of Zen supporting you made him jealous but he was happy to see you.  ,,Are you well, Mc?“ he asked you as tears streamed down your face.  ,,Why are you soaked with blood?!“ you cried.  ,,Not his blood.“ Saeran snapped.  ,,Why are you supporting him then?“ you still asked.  ,,Because this idiot began to jump around and got hurt at his ankle.“ Saeran once again responded before he let go of Saeyoung.  Saeyoung approached you and hugged you.  You weren’t the only one who was crying now.  ,,J-Jumin?“ you sobbed.  ,,With the police...he will take care. Children?“  ,,A-asleep....“ you sobbed harder.  Your legs almost gave up but Saeyoung supported you for good.  This night the whole group decided to sleep at Saeyoung’s place, just to wake up two hours later.  None understood the fuss except for you and your husband of course. 

,,SHE‘S GIVING BIRTH GET THE CAR!“ Saeyoung yelled as he supported you.  ,,Saeyoung! Saeyoung it’s different! Something is wrong Saeyoung!“ you kept crying, clutching your belly.  ,,Mc try to breath, breath!“ Saeyoung comforted you and held your hand.  He tried to make you feel better but in his head he had completely different thoughts.  Was this what the doctor meant? Were unhappy things bound to happen?  In an instand Saeyoung and the other boys helped you to get into the car.  Jaehee went along with the two of you while Saeran had the task to drive a second car since the twins had to come along. Yoosung couldn’t drive and since Zen was in an accident once, Saeyoung trusted only his brother.  The girls didn’t know what was happening. All they knew was that their mom was sick once again.  ,,SHE‘S LOOSING TOO MUCH BLOOD!“ the nurse screamed as you lied down, completely pale in the white hospital room.  ,,SHE HAS NO STRENGTH LEFT!“ someone else yelled as the red haired father was pushed out of the room.  Saeyoung‘s heart was breaking apart when he turned around to take a last look into the room. He noticed that you were searching for him.  His wife longed for him.  This was the most horrible labor for everyone.  The medical support was at their limit, as well as the midwife and you.  But after a lot of complications and fears you finally gave birth.  And even through you still weren’t awake after one day and your new born boy was in the intubation, Saeyoung was happy because everyone was alive after all.  ,,How will you name him?“ Saeran asked when he visited his brother.  ,,Sang Chul. Choi Sang Chul.“ Saeyoung nodded. 

,,Yung Mi, Mun Hee, Sang Chul! Please stay here!“ you yelled as your 10 years old girls ran through the park together with their younger brother.  You were really afraid that your son could fall and hurt himself.  ,,Run behind them!“ you snapped at your husband.  ,,Huh?“ he asked you as he chewed his chips.  ,,You just don’t know how it works.“ Saeyoung laughed and begann to yell ,,OI! I HAVE HONEY BUDDAH CHIPS!“  You had to hide your smile as you saw how the children ran back to their dad to get the chips.  ,,Now, stay here, yeah?“ you slightly scolded them as you took your son up and in your ams and held Yung Mi’s hand.  ,,Mun Hee, take Unni‘s hand and Daddy‘s!“ she ordered and so like a family you walked through the park. 

THE END 

This story is dedicated to @khaizusan. She actually requested a story where the Prime Minister found out about the twins, since she draw a picture with Saeyoung and the twins (Chapter 1) and so I began to write about it. I didn’t imagine that this would take 5 Chapters but I‘m happy that you guys kept waiting for me. Thank you. 

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