#i’m a mitski brainrot i’m sorry

[mitzisarchive]

Marauders as mitski songs

i stand by what i said in the previous one, and i think i’m going to make this a series purely because i want to

this time, we’re here to analyze my own interpretation of remus lupin through mitski’s Dan The Dancer because lately i’m seeing a weird characterization of remus and it makes me sad because i love him wholeheartedly

before we start: this is not a complete analysis, i just explore a facet of the character through a song and using exclusively my own interpretation of both the character and the song. there’s a previous part with sirius “why didn’t you stop me” black that you can find in my profile, go check it out if this interest you!

having said that, let’s start with remus “dan the dancer” lupin

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we’re in Puberty 2 and this album is all about pain, as mitski has us used to, but dan the dancer it’s not about pain -not entirely at least- dan the dancer is about vulnerability

“Dan had very long limbs // From leading day to day //Hanging onto a cliff // That stretched him everyday”

Dan, our protagonist, is every day hanging onto a cliff (you can choose what this mean, maybe poor mental health, maybe a bad situation) and this task has changed him to the point that his limbs have been elongated.

little 11 year old remus has already suffered enough when he arrives hogwarts, being a werewolf does not only condemn him to have to go through the full moons (not only alone, but chained as well) but to social ostracism. he knows that, he knows that even if he gets to graduate there’s no job waiting for him outside nor there’s no stable future for him. he’s holding onto the cliff with so much force his limbs have elongated and his personality hardened.

remus is this little kid who laughs and hides under oversized jumpers and books, but time-to-time the mask falls and the truth is visible. remus dry sense of humor is nothing but a desperate way to cope with all that’s happening in his life. because there’s no situation too hard for god to solve, but remus is a kid and he’s alone and he can’t do anything but hold onto te cliff, without any hope he’ll ever reach the safety back at top. the cliff being, of course, the facade he has to put on every month when the moon approaches.

the elongated limbs are a good reference to remus’ height , but so they are as a reference to his physical appearance. Dan’s limbs are longer due to him holding onto the edge , and remus entire body is covered in scars due to greyback’s attack.

“And when she'd ask to hold hands // He would smile and // Let one of his hands go // His whole life in one hand // His whole life”

then someone enters his life, someone who asks Dan to hold hands. and Dan, who is holding onto the cliff, lets go of one of his hands so he can hold hands with her. the only thing keeping Dan from falling is one hand (his whole life in one hand) and even now, Dan is smiling.

sirius enters his life, as well as the other marauders, but i’d like to focus on sirius because of the obvious romantic implications Dan and this “she” have. Remus is holding onto this facade, saying he has some sort of muggle illness and keeping everyone away, but things don’t always go as planned and he grows fond of these boys, and so do they. maybe he lets one of his hands go the day they confessed knowing about his lycanthropy, or maybe it’s later, when he allows them seeing him during the transformation as animagi. anyways, this is remus being vulnerable with them, this is remus finally opening himself to them.

“And when he'd say goodnight and // Leave her doorstep // He'd use his last strength // To wave back”

“Once back in his room // He'd return his waving hand // Back to its cliff”

yet, even if remus opened to them, he’s still holding onto the cliff, because he’s keeping his mask on when he’s facing everyone else. the reason why is obvious, but it doesn’t make it any easier. that “he’d use his last strength to wave back” hits so hard because opening isn’t easy for remus, because even though he trusts them with his life, being vulnerable is so difficult.

“he liked her more than life itself”

ok, i’m the #1 wolfstar stan, and this is remus about sirius completely.

sirius is this person remus is always letting his hand go for, he’s this person who he will always wave back even when holding himself onto a cliff.

sirius is this person remus opens up entirely, who he trusts and shares his dreams and his fears. definitely, sirius is the person remus likes more than life itself.

and that’s why the prank hurts so bad.

“'Cause Dan had never danced outside of his room // When no one was home and he would start to hear the door // So when he moved with you //And felt his body let go”

“Of course you couldn't know // It was you and you alone // That he had shown his bedroom dancer to (x5) //And he would never tell you that it was his first time”

this is the part in which i kinda disagree (can you disagree with a song tho?), i’m okay with the idea that remus only truly opened himself to sirius (maybe you want to consider Grant in this, but even if i loved atyd i won’t use it as canon) but not with the “you couldn’t know it was you and you alone” because even if we justify it with sirius attachment and self-esteem issues, i refuse to think that sirius didn’t know how special he was to remus, because he knew

he knew because remus was just the same for sirius.

i love them so much omg

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remus lupin and his issues, am i right?

i really like remus, even though i’m kinda uncomfortable with the new characterization? the casanova of the gryffindor tower????

i just feel like they’re sexualizing every character a bit too much, y’know

uh, idk, hope you liked it!

#remus lupin #marauders #sirius black #wolfstar #i’m a mitski brainrot i’m sorry #mitski songs #mitski #harry potter

[queenbryt]

#i’m sorry for this #mitski brainrot #deancas x mitski #deancas #spn #supernatural #dean winchester #castiel #widower arc #spn 13x01 #destiel #i want you mitski #mitski #deancas edit

[mayson-j4r]

And I don’t smoke,

Except for after I’ve held you,

Baby.

Being with you makes the flame burn

So

Good.

So if you need to be mean, be mean to ME.

#sorry I’m having a Mitski BRAINROT. #“if your hands need to break more than trinkets in ur room- #PLEASE.

[fatuismooches]

SMOOCHES!!! Hii my cutie patootie!!! ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა

It’s been a while since I last sent something here and I’m so sorry about that!! I’m doing a lot better now (although I never got my test results back to see if I had that syndrome or not LOL) and I almost have the two new Fontaine regions 100% oopsies! But I have like serious brainrot (but school is so tiring I usually just nap the whole afternoon) anyways!! I listened to one of mitski’s songs called “Once More to See You” and ugh it honestly just reminded me of Dottore and fragile!reader. The beginning makes me think of how fragil!reader and Dottore (especially) having a reputation and being looked as “weird” or as students who don’t belong in the Akademiya. The rest of the song just reminds me of Dottore being alone once fragile!reader fell into their coma, and him longing to feel your hand against his. To have your warm touch, caress his cheek, kiss his lips, embrace him, and to say his name, “Zandik!” In that lovely tone of yours. ouuughh I love fragile!reader and Dottore so so much just Dottore having to wait so long for them to wake up. Like imagine having to wait hundreds of years for the only person who’s every shown you affection and love. The only person to hold you so lovingly, say your name with love and not disgust, or with horror.

And after waking up??? Oughhh I know I say this a bit frequently but Dottore would become so so protective and possessive. I mean, you’re the only thing he has left, and he almost lost you once. He won’t spare to almost lose you another time, especially after centuries went by without your warm touch, or your voice. He defff savors every moment you two have together when he’s available. And especially when he becomes so used to having you on his lap and him being able to feel your heartbeat. Sometimes he may unconsciously tighten his grip on you when he’s holding you.

okieokie I think that’s enough for today!! I hope you’ve been doing amazing smooches again I’m so sorry I’ve been away I always wanna brainrot but sometimes I think my ideas aren’t that great compared to anons (YOUR ANONS ARE SO AMAZING I LOVE READING EVERY POST, AND KAI’S WRITINGS <333 MWA MWA!!) But i hope you’re getting lots of rest and staying healthy!! A bunch of chu chus n hugs, n maybe a few cuddles ! hehe!!

-from your dear boo boo bear 🎐 anon! ౨ৎ

🎐 ANON MY BELOVED!!! Oh my gosh I'm so happy you're back and alright, I missed you, and I'm so happy to hear your health has gotten better ❤️ Congrats on your Fontaine exploration and omg i totally understand, take those naps if you need to 😭 I'm not much of a napping person but those few times that i do nap, feel so good lmao. Okay brainrot time~

WAH THANK YOU FOR INTRODUCING ME TO ANOTHER MITSKI SONG... omg i love this so much. Dottore was definitely ostracized and excluded in the Akademiya, everyone thought that he nor his crazy ideas belonged there. And you, I imagine your reputation start to get dragged through the mud the more you hang out with Dottore. They just don't understand. Why would you ever want to even sit in the same room as him, much less befriend him? You started to be labeled as the same things as him. You don't mind (most of the time, sometimes it still gets to you) because you think those people are just shallow compared to your friend. But Zandik himself doesn't understand you either? There's no way that his "friendship" (your words, not his) is worth the stress of all this. He doesn't understand, it's not like you're using him, if anything he's the one using you instead. Zandik doesn't understand... but he's not going to admit that the fact that you chose him over everyone else makes him feel a certain way. And that tingly feeling only grows and grows. And he refuses to acknowledge it... until you leave him and suddenly everything he's chosen to ignore hits him at once. Everything that Zandik's been trying so hard to deny, he admits to now. He misses you... he longs for your touch, your kindness, the way you treat him with such love, your voice... as horrible as this is, it really did open his eyes. Made him realize that living by himself again in the dorms is slowly making him even crazier without you. Made him realize that he's willing to do anything, and i mean anything, to get you back.

OH YEAH Dottore is extremely protective over you when you finally wake up. See, Dottore isn't really scared of someone else hurting you. He knows that he and his segments would never let that happen. Rather, he's scared of other things. Like your illness. Things he can't control. Dottore is a man who's used to being in control now, so when he can't predict things? When he can't see them coming? He doesn't like that. Not one bit, especially when it comes to you. He needs to know everything, otherwise, he won't be satisfied. He can't risk you being hurt again, not under his watch. You're very confused in the beginning because hello? This is the same guy who used to let you go out and do all these crazy tasks on his behalf? But yeah, he can't help but be very possessive. It's very Dottore like of him.

Thank you for the delicious brain rot 🎐 anon!! I enjoyed it tremendously :3 AND SHUSH YOUR BRAINROTS ARE AMAZING AND I LOVE THEM. But yuppp my anons and Kai have such yummy writing!! I am doing well, thank you :) just busy but I'm fine! Giving you lots of my hugs and kisses to you toooo <33

#smooches talks #🎐 anon #fragile reader <3 #dottore love notes <3 #when i was in hs and it was super hot sometimes id nap as soon as i got home 😭 good times #it was worth it cuz i cant work properly when its hot 🙏

[fellshish]

What about Fairytale by Alexander Ryback and Sway by Michael Bublé? Cause every time I hear sway, I imagine them slow dancing, Aziraphale's head on Crowly's shoulder and Crowley's face in Azi's hair and them not having an inch between their bodies. On the other hand, Fairytale reminds me of their whole saga.

Also where does Mitski fall in your brainrot meter?

I chose to rate fairytale and i’m sorry…. Doctor’s orders: stay in bed and watch good omens because nothing is wrong with you except every song reminds you of gomens

My opinion on our beloved mitski is some of her songs are very gomens some of her songs are multi-blorbo

#my asks #gomens brainrot syndrome

[jonjonjovi]

What songs remind YOU 🫵 of Sam/your favorite spn characters? I would love to hear your picks/takes on them!!!

Hi I meant to answer this one million years ago and then I forgot sorry!!!

Literally every song I listen to reminds me of Sam rn :(( the brainrot is real

But specifically lately:

Worst Case Kid by Tommy Lefroy

This is the first song I ever added to my Sam playlist :)

The line “I’ve been staring down the barrel of another life” !!!!

Idk just everything about this song I feel like it fits him so well

House Song by Searows

Especially the line “Something is rotten inside of me/ I have to find it and/ Cut it out/ Cut it out” like that’s him!!! That’s Sam!!!

Something Greater by Anna Bates

I feel like this song is literally so perfect for Sam and his complicated relationship with God / his father / the idea of a higher power and what an ultimate judgment of right and wrong would mean for his own character

Especially the chorus reminds me of his reaction whenever Dean criticizes him for still believing in God/something good

I’ve also been listening to Mitski for the first time lately and trying to find which of her songs match the best with each of tfw, so far I think Sam is I Don’t Smoke, Dean is I’m Your Man, Cas is I Bet On Losing Dogs, and Jack is My Love Mine All Mine

Anyways thank u for listening to my ramblings I love talking about music and my hyperfixation characters :)))

#ask #spn #sam #spn music recs #music recs #supernatural #sam winchester

[eundolri]

satosugu brainrot

Fans consider the 25th of July to be a "SatoSugu day": the ship's name in Japanese (条五, pronounced "natsu go") means 725 — 07/25. The ship name GoGe literally translates to "five summers".

Anyway, it should be okay. We’re the strongest.

SATORU TO SUGURU, CHAPTER 66

Satoru – “You scared?”

Suguru – “Not really. We should be fine. We’re the strongest.”

— Chapter 72

Yaga – “Why did you let him go?”

Satoru – “Are you... really asking me that?”

Yaga – “No, you’re right... I’m sorry.”

— Chapter 78

There’s no way I would mistake his residuals.

SATORU TO YAGA, CHAPTER 0.3

It was my best friend. My one and only.

SATORU TO YUTA, CHAPTER 0.4

Satoru – “Now, now, don’t be spouting crazy talk to my students.”

Suguru – “Satoru! It’s been so long!”

— Chapter 0.3

Suguru – “Sorry, Satoru. The girls want to try the crepe shop on Takeshita Street. I’ll be on my way.”

Satoru – “Leaving? Not on my watch.”

— Chapter 0.3

Satoru Gojo is Master Geto’s one and only best friend, after all.

MIMIKO AND NANAKO, CHAPTER 112

My six eyes tell me you’re Suguru Geto. But my soul knows otherwise!

SATORU, CHAPTER 90

“I could't follow him. I couldn't stop him.”

GOJO THINKING ABOUT GETO[4]

Someone who doesn't want to be saved is like the setting sun sinking into the mountains. No matter how you hold out your hand, there's no way to reach them. There was no way to reach him.

GOJO THINKING ABOUT GETO, JUJUTSU KAISEN 0 (LIGHT NOVEL)[5]

JUJUTSU KAISEN 0 (LIGHT NOVEL)[6]

Gojo Satoru. His appearance meant that this was the end. Or rather, to Geto — there was no other way this could end. In that way, it was easier to accept that this was his fate.

The strongest sorcerer; the wickedest curse user. Now they were mortal enemies, as irreconcilable as oil and water. Yet now, as they chatted on this little road by Jujutsu Tech, it was hard not to remember. To remember the past, when they laughed together. Idly chatting in the classroom, getting lectured by Yaga, walking shoulder-to-shoulder. What they were doing, what they wanted to do, what they wanted to make of themselves — as long as the two of them were together, none of that was ever in doubt. Days like that, long ago.

JUJUTSU KAISEN 0 (LIGHT NOVEL)[7]

Gojo felt like he didn't know what face to make. His words, his every expression, even his bad habits — they made Gojo feel like each one was full of nostalgia, to the point of fond annoyance. A conversation between the two of them alone, ten years separated. Before it became a curse, Gojo opened his mouth.

JUJUTSU KAISEN 0 (LIGHT NOVEL)[8]

To live for the purpose of being yourself. And for that goal, Geto could only continue to pursue his twisted dream, drowning himself in the curse that lies in the gap between ideal and reality. This was the final confession of a man who could only choose to warp himself, who had erased himself in pursuit of his goals. The only person who could bear such a curse was Gojo Satoru. Where did it go wrong? And how could they start over again?

JUJUTSU KAISEN 0 (LIGHT NOVEL)[9]

Moments * After Toji’s death both Satoru and Suguru inherited what was left of him: Satoru took in his children, Megumi and Tsumiki, while Suguru got posession of his another “child”, worm-like cursed spirit that called Geto “mother”.

* Geto’s execution order was issued right after the village massacre; Gojo has been postponing the task for 10 years after that.

* In a private conversation with Yuta Okkotsu, Gojo admits to his student, that he has a personal theory about love being the most twisted curse.[10] The only known negative incident in Gojo's personal life was caused by Geto, who betrayed Gojo and became a criminal.

* In their final scene together, Geto tells Gojo that in this world he cannot really laugh from the bottom of his heart. Gojo's final words to Geto are unknown, but whatever he said made Suguru laugh for the last time in his life.

* In chapter 0.4, Gojo tells Yuta that Geto is the only close friend he’s ever had. It is notable, that Gojo uses the present tense in the original Japanese panel, even though Geto’s life has just ended.[11]

* Gojo refused to send Geto’s body to Shoko Ieiri for an autopsy (and subsequent cremation).[12]

* While discussing their strategy to immobilize Gojo in order to seal him, curse Jogo says, “Even a thousand measly human lives wouldn’t be enough to distract him!”[13] It turns out to be true; Gojo mercilessly kills a thousand mutated people, but Geto’s appearance stupefies him and leads to his defeat.

* During the battle with Hanami and Jogo, Satoru deactivates his Limitless Cursed Technique, and fights the curses only using his cursed energy and physical attacks. A mere hour before Gojo is successfully sealed by an imposter wearing Geto’s body, Jogo notes that nothings seems to be able to stop Gojo (“Is there anything you don’t have?!”).

* When Geto’s body reacts to Satoru’s words adressing him, Geto’s imposter notices that it is the first time when it disobeyed him.

* When Mei Mei meets Pseudo-Geto, she wonders why he is still alive and whether he and Gojo have been conspiring and working together all this time (although, she discards that thought).

* The Jujutsu Kaisen 0 light novel mentions that the events that happened to Geto and Gojo's inability to help his only friend led Satoru to choose his path as a teacher.[14]

* In the same light novel, when Geto leaves the college after notifying everyone about The Night Parade of One Hundred Demons, Gojo watches him go and sees the "shape of his soul" (夏油の魂の形 in the original text).

Behind the Scenes

Gege – “How to put it, through making it Satoru (and) Suguru—”

Interviewer – “[You wanted] to get it to feel duo like.”

Gege – “Also meaning wise... a natural born genius and a genius through effort — well, not exactly — but I kind of wanted to have that difference in nuance.”

— Gege Akutami about choosing Suguru's name.[15]

The kesa... I may be mistaken but the kesa here is most likely called "gojou-kesa". When I was researching kesa, there were several different ones and this one was apparently called gojou-kesa, so I recall figuring "oh isn't this just right".

GEGE AKUTAMI ON GETO'S WARDROBE.[16]

I was lectured by director Park and the sound director before recording [the scenes] where Geto talks to Gojo, since the relationship between those two is special.

TAKAHIRO SAKURAI, GETO'S JAPANESE VA[17]

Lines they exchange often have a different distance from the others, and there are words that can only be understood between the two of them.

TAKAHIRO SAKURAI EXPLAINING THE PARTICULARITY OF GETO AND GOJO'S RELATIONSHIP.[18]

The last [scene with] Gojo and Geto... no, it might be better to describe it as Satoru and Suguru's back and forth banter along with their expressions. That scene lingers in my ears.

TAKAHIRO SAKURAI ON SCENES FROM THE MOVIE THAT LEFT AN IMPRESSION ON HIM.[19]

Interviewer – “Do you see any difference between Gojo from the anime series and the movie?”

Nakamura – “I could really feel a big difference between Gojo from this two hour movie and the anime that had been on air for six months. In the TV anime Gojo didn't talk about himself, so you couldn't see his human nature, but in the movie, the way he interacts with Okkotsu, and emotions he has when facing Geto help to show his own human nature.”

— Yuichi Nakamura (Gojo's Japanese VA).[20]

Interviewer – “What do you hope the audience will pay extra attention to?”

Park – “I hope people will watch it with Gojo and Geto's relationship in mind.”

— Sunghoo Park, director of Jujutsu Kaisen 0.[21]

Last scene between Gojo and Geto is the best scene. Whole team worked hard to create a better atmosphere and tempo. It brings tears to my eyes when I watch it.

SUNGHOO PARK, DIRECTOR OF JUJUTSU KAISEN 0.[22]

I think the main topic of [Jujutsu Kaisen 0] is love. Okkotsu and Rika's story is a story that's based on love. Aside from that, although it's not exactly the same love, I think there's still a kind of heart-to-heart understanding between Gojo and Geto. They were once good classmates; now their relationship has turned upside down. Okkotsu and Rika, Gojo and Geto: they're all cases where love could've helped them grow, but instead it became a curse. I think this detail is one of the special points of the movie.

SUNGHOO PARK'S THOUGHTS ON THE CORE OF JUJUTSU KAISEN 0.[23]

The pairing attracts a lot of people due to the characters’ connection they formed as young adults and the sorrows that followed. Their contrasting aesthetics, personal views, and eventually their opposing positions in the jujutsu world make them a fascinating dynamic to explore. Another thing that sparks interest in the fanbase is that despite Gojo’s omnipotence and absolute invincibility, he has one weakness, which turns out to be the memory of his dead friend.

Many fans view Gojo and Geto’s falling out as a break up or divorce, there are a lot of fan works (art and fanfiction) made surrounding the theme of ex romantic partners. One of the most popular concepts is Geto and Gojo breaking up in front of KFC, which leads to humorous fan arts like this or this and even playlists (for example). A great amount of works focuses on the time period between Geto’s turn and Volume 0, when Gojo and Geto are considered to be on the opposite sides of the law (fulfilling the trope Love Across Battlelines). Given Satoru and Suguru’s story is undoubtedly tragic, many fan works on AO3 are dedicated to studying such emotional states as heartbreak, loss, grief, e.g.

Another trope explored in fanfiction and fan arts is found family, considering Gojo became Tsumiki and Megumi’s guardian, while Geto took responsibility of raising two girls — Mimiko and Nanako (like here, here, or here). Some AUs include Suguru being mentally stable and becoming a teacher at Jujutsu High along with Satoru (and getting to know Satoru’s students). This inspires many artists to come up with different, often comical, ideas of what their day-to-day life would be like. While some prefer to reminisce on the sorcerers’ youth, others like to explore what their life could be like if Geto came back and took control of his body (like depicted in this comic or in this AO3 work). Often SatoSugu feature works dedicated to other pairings as a background couple, especially in ShokoHime fanfiction and artworks.

One of the most occuring motifs that artists tend to use in their works is a dragonfly (like here or here). Both Satoru and Suguru have connection to that insect: in one of the interviews, mangaka Gege Akutami admitted that now that Geto is dead with his body still automatically reacting to Satoru, his physical state could be compared to a dead dragonfly with its head ripped off: technically it is dead, but it keeps twitching post-mortem.[27] Some fans hope Gege was joking, and still belive in the possibility of his consciousness (or soul) coming back to him. In a flashback scene from manga, young Satoru can be seen wearing a dragonfly patterned yukata.

[28] Another thing about dragonflies that unites both Gojo and Geto is its Buddhist meaning. In Buddhissm, it represents the joining of Heaven and Earth as the dragonfly is one with the air and with the water at the same time. Famosly, Gojo quoted Buddha ("Throughout heaven and earth... I alone am the honored one") when he overcame his struggle and was symbolically reborn to join the fight against Toji. Artists mainly use the dragonfly as a symbol of the tragic turn the relationship between Satoru and Suguru took, and the unavoidable nature of fate.

There is another symbol. In the second opening VIVID VICE, Gojo can be seen walking in rain with a bouquet of white and blue flowers in his hand. Judging by the size, shape, and petal edges, these most likely are white calla lilies, gysophilia, and blue roses. White gypsophila from his bouquet, or baby-breath, is used for funeral flower arrangements and farewell ceremonies[29]; white calla lilies symbolize rejuvenation of the soul, love, and grief (often chosen for weddings and funerals).[30] Blue roses do not grow in nature, but can be hybridized or dyed; among other things, they signify unattainableness, a never-to-be-fulfilled wish, and impossible love.[31] Gojo is dressed in all black and is wearing his black shades, meaning he is on his day off, and chose to dress like that for some occasion.[32]

The fandom has taken liking to this interpretation, thus, flower bouquets comprised of blue roses often feature SatoSugu art pieces. Since blue roses are hard to produce, cosplayers (and some artists, too) tend to opt for blue hydrangea, flower that was first discovered and cultivated in Japan.

In Volume 0, Geto takes Mimiko and Nanako to a famous crêpe shop on Takeshita Street.[34] In the first light novel, months after Geto’s death, Yuji and Megumi wander somewhere in the Akihabara area (9 minutes from Takeshita Street by taxi) and see Gojo; they lose sight of him, and when they find him again, he is eating crêpes bought, judging by the package, in “a popular crêpe shop”.[35] Most popular crêperies in both areas belong to the same brand called Marion Crêpes. Fans believe that Gojo and Geto visited crepe shops when they were students, thus, in fan works they are often depicted getting crepes together, sometimes accompanied by their “children”.

The ship’s popularity reached the cosplayers, too. For example, in 2021, married couple from China with almost 7,5 million followers combined on Chinese social platform Weibo cosplayed the characters during CP28, Chinese Comic Con held in Shanghai. As seen in the video the couple posted, they were extremely popular, as the crowd of fans kept following them wherever they went.

#Spotify #satosugu #stsg #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #gojo satoru #geto suguru

[generous1ty]

shhhh quiet i know i’m not working on prompt requests but let me just have this bc i’ve been having an Nagito angst brainrot while listening to Mitski

ALSO WE HIT 100+ FOLLOWERS THIS IS CRAZY BAHSJKDSKA-- t hank you guys!! aaaa i have no idea what to do for 100+ pls help

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Nobody

genre: angst warnings: painful, heartbreaking, mind breaking, insufferable, non-mutual pining. also wedding clothes(however, things are quite vague for gn purposes) word count: 0.6k

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Nagito had always waited to hear wedding bells.

to be able to dress in a fancy, white, suit; to be able to stand in front of an altar, waiting for your appearance.

to be able to smile so wide that his cheeks hurt from the widened corners of his lips, and be brought to tears because this was the happiest moment of your life.

to be allowed to hear vows come out of your mouth; to hear a lovely speech dedicated to this moment; to hear the lovely smile in your voice.

it was all something he was so happy to see, to hear, to witness.

despite his unhinged excitement, he couldn’t help but feel a small pain in his chest. it could have been the suffocating hope he could feel bubbling inside his lungs, or it could have been the crippling fear of the commitment he had to you.

and yet, when you started to walk down the aisle, he couldn’t help thinking, 

wow, they look beautiful in white.

his heart raced and his hands became clammy, holding the box of rings tightly in his hand. he didn’t want to release his grip, so badly. his hands were shaking terribly, mind spiraling into this sinking feeling in his throat.

he’s been so in love with you ever since you had first met. you were charismatic; lovely. someone who not only accepted him, but loved him because of his flaws, as he did with you.

you were perfect, and not many people could see your perfect. Nagito was truly happy he was one of the people that could.

however, he supposed someone else was much more verbal and better at seeing your perfect, as to why he was standing beside the person who was to put the rings in his hand on your left ring finger.

the late nights under the starry sky, laughing as you talked about your futures; the all nighters studying for finals; the sleepovers doing nothing but playing video games and talking about the most random things.

they all meant something to Nagito Komaeda, helping his heart to grow more bigger, more warmer for you.

but in the end, he was just a nobody. no one important. not to you, not to him, not to anyone around him. he knew that all too well.

he expected that with his loving friendship with you, that sometime his misfortune would eventually find him. he was just glad he had prepared himself, or else it would have hurt too much for him to bear.

but even so, it still hurt.

he loved you. he loved you so much. he wanted to hold you, to kiss you, to tell you the vows he had kept deep inside his head. to simply love you.

that’s so selfish. how disgusting of him.

the tears would not stop flowing from his eyes. yet, he only smiled at you and your spouse,

“i’m sorry.. i’m just so happy for you, [Y/n].”

.

I, Nagito Komaeda, vow to love, respect, care, and cherish my partner until i die. 

my loyalty to you, [Y/n] [L/n], will be like no other.

from the moment we held hands at the amusement park, to where we shared out first kiss under the stars, i knew i loved you so deeply that it hurt.

i want to share and create more memories with you. i want to keep loving you. i desperately want to hold you in my arms, and to keep feeling your embrace.

even though i am nobody, you are the person who makes me somebody. you are my somebody, and i will always be yours.

and i promise, that until i die...

i, Nagito Komaeda, will always-- always love you.

#nagito #komaeda #komaeda nagito #nagito x reader #nagito komaeda x reader #komaeda x reader #komaeda nagito x reader #x reader #danganronpa 2 x reader #danganronpa x reader #dr x reader #dr2 x reader #dr nagito #dr2 nagito #danganronpa nagito #danganronpa 2 nagito #nagito imagines #nagito komaeda imagines #danganronpa imagines #danganronpa 2 imagines #dr imagines #dr2 imagines #imagines #angst #nagito komaeda #generous writings #helpppp nagit brainrot HELPPPP

[nightwussy]

tagging game!

tysm @pietromaxidaddy for tagging me MWAH 🤌

rules: answer all thirty questions and tag as many people, as you can. let's get to know each other a little better!

name/nickname: meryl-janna, mj (hee hee), porkie/spekkie

gender: female

star sign: sagittarius

height: 1.67 m

time: 6 pm

favourite bands: the neighbourhood, the orion experience, idkhow, mcr, abba, one direction (shhhh they have absolute bops), tame impala, mother mother, bring me the horizon, wallows, arctic monkeys, palaye royale, waterparks, paramore, half•alive, cage the elephant

birthday: december 15th

favourite solo artists: lana del rey, marina, harry styles, frank ocean, joji, doja cat, megan thee stallion, mitski, kali uchis, froukje, rina sawayama, cavetown, nicki minaj, rex orange county, lorde, yungblud, aurora, melanie martinez, mars argo, angèle

song stuck in my head right now: hotel room service. um,,,,,, i don't know how to explain this,,,,, it's just there,,,, in my head,,,,,,,, rent free 🧍🏻‍♀️

last movie: revenge of the sith

last show: attack on titan, currently on my armin brainrot,,,, so sorry besties

when did i create this blog: uhhhhh when i was like 10. oopsie

what i post: whatever i happen to hyperfixate on atm. currently star wars, marvel and snk

other blogs: @drearyarcade @mallowmarshal i barely post on those tho so don't expect too much xoxo

why i chose my url: PLS I- i really like alliteration (my previous url was sapphosimp) and um,,,,,,, i have a wap for wolffe 😩🍑💦

do i get asks: no 🕳🏃🏻‍♀️

last thing i googled: "against catiline translation"

i follow: 230

following: 145

average hours of sleep: at this point i’m playing roulette with my sleeping schedule, this week it's 3-5 hrs 🤡✌️

lucky number: 4

instruments: none i'm talentless

what i'm wearing: yellow sweater and jogging pants

dream trip: i wanna go back to rome, and visiting some asian countries (esp philippines bc my fam lives there!)

favourite food: tteokbokki! i always make it too spicy tho and then i can't taste anything after for like 3 hours. still worth it. i'm a masochist like that

nationality: dutch

favourite song: cry baby - the neighbourhood

last book read: de oratore - cicero

top three fictional universes i wanna be a part of: star wars duhhhh, mcu (imagining urself as stark's kid is elite) and supernatural so i can plan the destiel wedding myself

favourite color: pink!!

taglist: imma tag all of my mutuals bc ily and i want to get know u better xoxo (u don’t have to if u don’t want to tho!!!!!)

@minimumbrainsize @serpent1ne @wataabe @mysticperfectionbird @meabravo @nightcrwlerr @raf-loves-everything @actualkeigotakami @sacrosantt @chancelloramidala @moonsoflothal @book-hoardingdragon @fireemblemjazz @hadriana @astriloquiis-spam @leia-saveourskins @cashew-kat @alien-soop-spam @darkmauldeservedbetter @kamino-mermaid @mayonnaise-and-anarchy @aleksaphobia @bubblegumnebulaa @jadetheaverage @j-mysticalien

#tagging game

[officialleotolstoy]

Oh Nikolai Brainrot We’re Really In It Now, aka Nikolai playlist annotations!

This is objectively the worst playlist I have because Nikolai is the character I’ve given the least critical thought to (sorry king) and it’s sort of an elaborate joke. Sorry Nikolai stans I’m doing my best to care about him now

Roll Call - The Neighbourhood

“Put you in the field with a gun to shoot and kill ‘em all, just play your part little soldier”

Initially it was just on here for the soldier vibes, but there’s a quote about him falling back into the mechanics of soldier life after he loses the money to Dolokhov as almost a comfort (I put it below), and the lyrics remind me of that.

“We’re told to die - and we die...Our business is to do our duty, to cut and slash, not to think, that’s all.” (Thank u for the quote Lucy)

Mars - Sleeping At Last

“We were full of life, we could barely hold it in, we were amateurs at war, strangers to suffering”

This reminds me so much of Nikolai’s first experience going off to war. He’s so naive and so scared and waaaay out of his depth.

Boys - Lizzo

“I like...boys”

He does.

Resistance - Muse

Something something forbidden love. Gay people. Also the importance placed on love as something central to the singer’s being...Nikolai’s insistence on marrying for love because to do otherwise feels like a betrayal of himself...hm.

The Nights - Avicii

I can’t isolate one lyric but the whole vibe of this song is a father telling his son to enjoy his youth and live it as best as he can, and it reminds me of Ilya sort of enabling Nikolai’s behavior in Volume 2 by constantly giving him money and not holding him accountable for much.

Rich Kids - Bea Miller

“Everything’s funny when you’re young with money and Mommy and Daddy’ll pay the way”

Nikolai IS the rich kid in this situation. This song is also on Dolokhov’s playlist because I could easily see Dolokhov saying all this mockingly about Nikolai.

Royal - Waterparks

“I wish I was royal but I’m not”

Alright this one is about the Tsar simping, and it’s only because of that one lyric. There are a disproportionate amount of songs about Tsar simping on here.

Sweet Home Alabama - Lynyrd Skynyrd

Cousinhood is a dangerous neighborhood, eh ;)

Holding Out For A Hero - Bonnie Tyler

“I can feel his approach like a fire in my blood”

Ok this one is also about the Tsar, but also about Nikolai’s general tendency to fall in love with half of his commanding officers.

Old Friend - Mitski

I can’t really explain why but this song gives me the vibes of that scene where he sees Boris again after a while off in the army? I know it’s supposed to be a love song but in my head it’s like. I used to know you and we’ve changed now but I still think of you which I think fits.

Doing This - Spies Are Forever

There isn’t a good lyric to pull for this but this entire song is just Comphet: The Musical and I really think it fits for Nikolai and his female love interests shdjsndnwnnd

Gimme! Gimme! Gimme! (A Man After Midnight) by ABBA

This one’s sort of just vibes but it’s so deeply associated with him in my brain I can’t take it off. He wants a man what can I tell ya

Undisclosed Desires - Muse

“I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart”

Oh hi Dolokhov! We’re going off the rails of canon here but I don’t have enough songs to make a Nikolai/Dolokhov playlist and somehow the concept of those two having a Thing has wormed it’s way into my mind. Anyway this song fits because it’s like. Attraction you can’t necessarily openly express/acknowledge even to yourself and it also gives off creepy energy. Like one person in this relationship has more knowledge/power over the other, which would be Dolokhov in this situation. Also the “show me how it’s done” fits my personal idea that his Thing with Dolokhov was the first time Nikolai was like oh hey wait I can have Things with men. This is a thing I can do.

A Complicated Song - Weird Al Yankovic

The middle verse of this song is a guy dating his cousin what more do you want from me? I told you guys this playlist was the worst.

Apologize - OneRepublic

“It’s too late to apologize”

This has post-card game energy. It doesn’t have to be romantic with regards to Dolokhov, the important part is the vibes of “I trusted you and liked you and you betrayed me”. Although the song does imply that the betrayer tried to apologize, which I don’t think Dolokhov would ever do.

Paparazzi - Lady Gaga

“I’m your biggest fan, I’ll follow you until you love me”

It’s just him @ the Tsar. Don’t expect anything better from me at this point

Obsessed With You - The Orion Experience

“My friends they just don’t understand, they can’t see my point of view, they say it’s gotten out of hand and I’m obsessed with you”

Here’s another Tsar song for you are you sick of it yet. That lyric specifically reminds me of the part where Denisov’s like aawww he fell in love with the Tsar cause there are no women for him to fall in love with haha and Nikolai’s like NO YOU GUYS DON’T GET IT THIS FEELING IS SO SPECIAL-

Run Boy Run - Woodkid

“Run boy run! They’re trying to catch you”

Lol remember when he just threw his gun at the French and started running away? Yeah that’s this part

I stole Land Of All and The Fall from another playlist, full disclosure, but The Fall is a Dolokhov/Nikolai song

Turning Out Pt. ii - AJR

“You said you’d love me, is that what I loved?”

Sonya and Nikolai hours! You literally can’t convince me that they were in love. Nikolai loved the idea of being loved by Sonya more than he loved her, and neither of them like the opposite gender anyway <3 I don’t care what Tolstoy said incest is bad and I’m fixing it in my head. Also the lyric “I think I probably wasn’t in love with you/I think I probably loved the idea of you” fits so well.

Mama - My Chemical Romance

“What the war did to my legs and to my tongue, you should have raised a baby girl, I should have been a better son”

I saw that bit in a uquiz lyrics question and went OH NIKOLAI ROSTOV ENERGY! And just added it to the playlist.

Hospital Beds - Florence + The Machine

Honestly this song just has war vibes. It also reminds me of that scene where he visits the hospital to try to find Denisov and is like WAAAAHHHHH EVERYTHING SUCKS!

#nikolai rostov #w&p playlists #my post #war and peace

[mitzisarchive]

ALRIGHT HEAR ME OUT

James “Washing machine heart” Potter

Remus “Dan the dancer” Lupin

Peter “My body is made of crushed little stars” Pettigrew

Sirius “Why didn’t you stop me” Black

Lilly “A horse named cold air” Evans

Marlene “Thursday girl” Mckinnon

Mary “Working for the knife” Mcdonald

Regulus “I bet on loosing dogs” Black

Barty “Townie” Crouch

Evan “Remember my name” Rosier

Dorcas “Strawberry blonde” Meadowes

I CAN I WILL ELABORATE IF ASKED

#james potter #marauders #regulus black #remus lupin #sirius black #lily evans #peter pettigrew #barty crouch junior #barty crouch jr #evan rosier #dorcas meadowes #mary macdonald #marlene mckinnon #harry potter #i’m a mitski brainrot i’m sorry #mitski songs #marauders era

[caelestis-composition]

⭒ would you just tell me what i’m meant to do? ⭒

there’s some kind of burning inside me,

it’s kept me from falling apart,

and i’m sure that you’ve seen what it’s done to my heart,

but it’s kept me from falling apart.

~ goodbye, my danish sweetheart by mitski

HI BABES I GOT HIT WITH BRYLUC BRAINROT AGAIN ESP WITH FATUI BRYNN SO I HAD TO GET THIS OUT OF MY SYSTEM

this is a kind of alternate scenario to a couple other fics of mine where instead of diluc finding out about brynn being fatui and going absolutely bonkers he actually stops and listens and they eventually talk it out. so swag they’re in love i love that for them.

anyway uhm yeah i need to sleep it’s almost 4am. im gonna make a bryluc playlist later too cuz i love tthem goodnight.

⭒

pairing: diluc/brynn (oc)

characters: diluc ragnvindr, brynn chanté

genre: hurt/comfort

word count: 1609

warnings: alcohol mention

⭒

She doesn’t so much as flinch as he locks and bolts the door. When Diluc turns back, Brynn’s still sitting at the bar where he left her; slouched against the counter, a cheek resting on one folded arm, one ungloved hand halfheartedly playing with an empty wine glass. Her legs kick slowly back and forth—even with her platform boots, she’s so short she can’t reach the floor, something Diluc normally finds endearing, but doesn’t so much think about given the somber mood in his near-empty tavern at the moment.

He sighs.

His boots thump heavily against the wooden floor as he walks back around the bar. He gently takes the glass from Brynn’s hand, his fingers brushing hers momentarily. She looks up at him with a mournful expression, face flushed from the drinks she’d been nursing all night, and Diluc feels his heart twist.

“I just need to finish wiping everything down,” he says. He’s quiet, but his own voice feels terribly loud in the silence. Brynn sighs, drawing her other arm toward her. She lets out a soft noise of acknowledgement, an “mm” that Diluc barely hears. He can feel her gaze on his back as he works, following along even as he moves out to the main floor to wipe down the few tables that had remained occupied til close. He’s the only one making any sound, so he startles when a timid voice breaks him out of his thoughts.

“... ‘Luc,” Brynn calls, voice hardly even a whisper. Diluc straightens so he can look at her from across the table he’s working on, watching as she moves—slowly—to do the same. Her eyes meet his for a brief moment before falling to where her hands lay in her lap, her shoulders hunched as she runs one thumb over the palm of her other hand. “‘m sorry.”

His scarlet eyes widen, and he finds himself abandoning his task to stride over to her, carefully tugging his gloves off as he does so. Perched on one of his barstools and practically curled in on herself, Diluc thinks Brynn looks smaller than ever. “What are you sorry for?” He asks, and when he places his hands on her shoulders he can feel she’s trembling. She doesn’t respond, head still bowed and ears flattened against her hair. Diluc frowns. “Brynn, please look at me.” His hands move to cup her cheeks and he feels she’s crying; even as she shakes her head in his hold, Diluc tilts her face toward him. She stubbornly screws her eyes shut, nose wrinkling.

Thumbs stroking over her cheeks, he leans down to press his forehead to hers. “Why are you apologizing?” Brynn releases a shaky exhale, one of her hands reaching up to press against one of his as she leans into him.

“I lied to you,” she cries, voice high, “and now I don’t know what to do.” Diluc hums, low in his throat, and can’t stop himself from glancing over at the mask laying on the counter next to Brynn’s discarded gloves. A Fatui mask, he’d found out earlier, when Brynn had entered the Angel’s Share nearly in hysterics. He’d told Charles he’d be right back, ushering the Kätzlein into one of the tavern’s back rooms, where she immediately broke down and spilled everything to him; she’d only found herself in Mondstadt under the command of one of the Harbingers, sent to gather intel from some of the other agents more permanently stationed in the city.

Diluc had almost walked out at her confession, almost ignored her pleading for him to just listen for a minute more. For anyone else, he would’ve.

He knows exactly why he stayed, why that minute stretched into several. He knows exactly why he listened, why he accepted and believed her when she told him she never wanted to end up like this, trapped in a powerful organization that she was much too afraid to leave. Why he held her even as she grew too panicked to talk, and why he waited until she calmed down to bring her back out to sit at the bar, where she remained the rest of the night.

Because he loves her.

And it’s why he’s here again, holding her as she cries—again. He supposes the guilt finally got to her, and she crumbled under the weight of a secret she hated to keep.

He thinks it ironic she was sent to the City of Freedom.

“Maybe so,” Diluc murmurs at last, “but you were brave enough to come clean.” Brynn’s well aware of what he thinks of the Fatui, and he’s sure she knew the likely consequences of telling him she’s part of it. It feels like something’s stabbing him in the chest when Diluc thinks about how scared she must’ve been—scared of him. “I’m proud of you,” he adds, and that’s when she finally opens her eyes and looks at him. Her brows furrow for a second, and her lips part as if she wants to say something, but then the tension’s gone and she collapses into Diluc, her face pressing into his chest. His arms wrap around her, drawing little circles across her back with a finger as she just cries and shakes.

He’s not sure how long it takes, but eventually Brynn stops sobbing, and her trembling settles down to occasional tremors. At some point, her arms had curled around Diluc’s waist, pulling him even closer to her. His cheek drops to the top of her head, loose strands of her hair tickling his nose. His hand gently pets over one of her ears, running his thumb over the fur as she hiccups. He hears Brynn inhale and exhale a few times, before she unwraps herself from him, frantically wiping at her eyes with the backs of her hands.

“Better?” Diluc asks, and she nods.

“Sorry about your shirt, though.”

He shrugs and tugs at the fabric. “A trivial matter. I was going to change it when I got home, anyway.” For the first time that night, Brynn giggles. Diluc finds himself fighting back a smile at the sound.

They descend into a comfortable silence as she finishes calming down and he finishes cleaning the table he’d abandoned. As Diluc cleans—thankfully, this is the last table—he realizes there’s still the unanswered question of what Brynn can do. There’s no way she’s just going to go back to the Fatui, not after everything she’s said tonight.

Right?

He finds himself frowning again. It’s dangerous for her to go back, but she can’t just leave, either. No matter what, Brynn’s putting herself in harm’s way.

Diluc can’t just stand by and watch her destroy herself.

He knows he should say something, but asking what she plans to do will surely lead to another wave of tears, and that’s the last thing she needs right now; her exhaustion is apparent, clear in the way she’s gone back to resting her upper half on the countertop, struggling to keep her eyes open as Diluc discards the dirty rag and tugs his gloves back on.

“Brynn.” Her ears prick up, swiveling toward him at the sound of her name, but she doesn’t otherwise move. Diluc swallows hard. He can’t bring himself to ask what he needs to, but he can give her options. He draws a breath in, slowly, before he speaks.

“Come home with me.”

Her head snaps up. Brynn stares at him, confused, like she’s not sure if she heard him right. Her blue and violet gaze roves over his face, as if looking for some kind of sign that he’s joking or pulling some sort of twisted prank.

“No,” she says, when she understands he’s genuine—and that he’s not asking for just one night. “No, Diluc, I couldn’t.”

He crosses his arms, arching an eyebrow. “And why not?” Brynn sighs, dragging her hands over her face. She’s going to say something about loyalty, Diluc thinks. Loyalty to the organization that could kill her for any minor mistake—and he thinks telling one of the most influential men in Mondstadt that she hates said organization is considered more than a “minor mistake.”

“I couldn’t burden you like that.”

Her response makes him scoff—in disbelief, not anger—and Brynn winces. Diluc immediately regrets the sound, and clears his throat. “You could never burden me,” he says, softly, and Brynn stares at him doubtfully. “I mean it.”

She presses her lips into a thin line. “You shouldn’t have to be responsible for me.”

“What if I want to?”

“But—”

“Did you forget I’m the wealthiest man in Mondstadt?” He chuckles, and Brynn groans, frustrated. Diluc leans down, until his face is only inches from hers. Uncrossing his arms, he rests one hand on the bar counter, curling the other beneath her chin. “And did you forget I love you?” She can feel his breath on her lips as he speaks. Brynn’s eyelids flutter shut, and she leans forward in an attempt to close the distance between her and Diluc. He doesn’t give her the satisfaction, pulling away even as she lets out a quiet whine.

Her eyes snap open, fixing the redhead with a pointed look of frustration. He waits for an answer, twisting the hand under her chin to instead grab her jaw between his forefinger and thumb, applying the slightest pressure.

And she cracks.

“Okay,” she huffs. “Okay, I’ll go home with you.” She rolls her eyes, but Diluc sees they’re twinkling when they return to meet his. There’s a delightful blush spreading across Brynn’s cheeks as she gives him a lopsided grin. “Now can you kiss me already?”

Diluc snorts.

And he does.

#my main goal in life is to make everyone else as obsessed with my sona as i am #genshin #genshin impact #genshin oc #genshin impact oc #diluc #diluc ragnvindr #bryluc #brynn ocs: brynn chanté #hurt/comfort #brynn’s writing #BRYNN NATION RISE

[southofzero]

omfg i could write an essay on mitski’s recent interviews and laurel hell but honestly all of it speaks for itself. if you’re still commenting “mommy” on her streams and refusing to take her seriously as a human being, then i’m sorry bestie but you’ve got parasocial brainrot and i’m afraid it’s terminal . we’re going to have to euthanize.

#not posting this on main because i'm not tryinng to stir the pot today

[saturno-sol]

The Brainrot has gotten to me

WELL HERE YOU GO FOLKS (almost) ALL MY NOTES ON WYRMTHREAD (Chantilly/Quezal) both in Canon and in a Happier AU because yes Most put under a readmore because its over 1K long and the very end has some suggestive things because I’m allowed to think like that too so just as a heads up

Anyways here

Canon Codex

Do not establish a relationship outside of a blooming interest in each other that gets nipped in the bud due to...yeah cries 

So let us not delve too deeply into Canon rn, and sadly since the plot absolutely needs Chantilly gone to progress we turn to HAPPIER AUS!!!!! :DDDDD because I drove myself deep into brainrot and aoughhhhghhhghhhhghh

Songs I associate with canon because music is good- 

I THOUGHT YOU WANTED TO DANCE by Tyler the Creator

Mr Loverman by Ricky Montgomery

Rest Easy, I’ll See You Again by Cuco (the title is a LIE) 

Pain by Pinkpantheress

La Gata Bajo la Lluvia by Rocío Dúrcal

The Night We Met by Lord Huron (thank you Jaxx) 

Noche No Te Vayas by Los Tres Caballeros 

Better Timeline AU!!!! 

Placeholder name but honestly it might stick because I’m too lazy to think up of a better one hghfdnkj, am open to suggestions tho

Basic Premise of this AU: Through some magic fuckery or whatever, Chantilly is allowed out of the Troupe and decides to tag along with our funky wyrm gal because nowhere else to go/hrnng big lady pretty. They actually do start going out and it turns out hey! They like each other, like a lot. 

They like each other so much that they get married and bam, WyrmThread real 

This is great because not only is my otp now canon and alive, Fuego (and later on Lune when Fuego adoptskidnaps them into the family) now has both parents! And they love their kids sm like damn do not get in between them else you want to get yeeted to Unalive World. 

In this one, the motivations for [REDACTED] have now morphed into somewhat the same way in terms of being dealt with but now we got the lacey boy to help Quezal do [SPOILERS], fight [SPOILERS] and help complete [SPOILERS] and help establish her empire. (I’m sorry but I am not revealing any important Codex spoilers yet)

“Will you be the Malfina to my Connecticut Clark?” 

Girlboss and Malewife, except they’re both still murderous and would happily see you to your grave if you intervene with any of their plans. I’ve given Chantilly throwing knives :) because he deserves to be dangerous. 

He deserves to look cool!! With knives!!! Fighting alongside his wifey!! 

Of course NKG fucks off when Chantilly leaves the Troupe but I love to think of him being akin to a disapproving in-law (“Really Chantilly?? You run off and marry some wyrm that didn’t even have a kingdom to begin with? Have the standards of the Nightmare Vessels deteriorated as time went on?”) 

Chantilly is somewhat concerned that Fuego is much more, for lack of a better word, feral than a regular Grimmchild would be but he doesn’t regret the decision to have him. He loves his bitey son even if he scratches through fabrics like water. 

And Quezal enjoys having another person to coil around and snarl at anyone that gets too close to them. It does take a while until they’re like velcro due to her issues with touch being equated to violence (Thanks dad /s) but once she overcomes that fight or flight response she absolutely does not let go of him. 

Burrowing into a dark place and nuzzling until he smells like her makes Wyrm brain go brr. And since he isn’t a wyrm there’s no instinct yelling at her to maim him if there’s no babies to take care of/mating season passed, he in her eyes is harmless. Even if they both know different, at least in her brain he is just a lil guy, no threat to her. 

Chantilly loves all the attention he’s getting from her, absolutely will allow her to carry him off and coil up against him as long as he can work on sewing while she broods over him. 

He’s naturally warm and for a wyrm that needs outside heat to regulate her inner temp like a snake he’s like a hot water bottle, world cold husband warm. 

Happby family can these Queers be HAPPY PLEASE 

Love languages!!! 

Quezal once she gets comfortable with physical stuff likes to nuzzle and bite :) but not to draw any hemo or cause harm, just to hold in mouth. She also likes to do acts of service, making sure that her husband is wont for nothing and doing little things like sharpening his knives for him. 

Chantilly loves to gift-give! Usually things he made by hand. 

“Quezal pls let me make you pretty dresses and outfits please you would so look good in teal” 

He likes kissing a lot, smoochies for wife and cuddling is great for him too, as long as he can sleep with his chest unobstructed he’s good 

They both love showing each other off

“Look at my partner they’re the fucking best ever, none of you bitches can compare to them.” 

When the empire is finally formed and Quezal takes her place as Empress she offers the title of Emperor to Chantilly 

He declines, Royal titles are just not his thing and he feels uncomfortable with them, so instead he goes by the title of “Lord”

His duties consist of assisting with any paperwork Quezal doesn’t want to deal with and being eye candy (/j but also not really he loves being shown off esp in new outfits) 

He also deals with nobles that aren’t too pushy, the ones that do are quickly steered towards Quezal. And usually after a meeting with her they learn better than to try to smart mouth either of them. 

Family Notes!

Chantilly’s the one to go to if you need advice and soothing comfort

Quezal’s the one to go to if you need someone beat the fuck up and also advice but in the no nonsense way. 

She also comforts but it's not in the way that Chantilly will delicately soothe the pains away, she tells you how it is but will hug you and tuck you into bed if wanted. 

On the other hand, Chantilly is the one Fuego and Lune go to if they want to do something crazy or stupid and know that mom won’t say yes. 

He dresses them up in poofy outfits (see the clown costume I’ve thrown on Fuego as an example) and shows them off to Quezal 

“Look my dear! Aren’t they the sweetest things you have seen!” 

It is very funny 

SONGS I ASSOCIATE WITH THIS AU

Meet Me At Our Spot by WILLOW

First Love/ Late Spring by Mitski

I Hear A Symphony by Cody Fry

She’s My Collar by the Gorillaz

My Kind of Woman by Mac DeMarco

New Light by John Mayer

Vivir by Jardin

coffee by Miguel

Never Getting Rid of Me from the Waitress Musical

WARNING WARNING

Ok next few am going to be a bit suggestive so stop here if you’re not into that but

I’m debating on if they’d have more children than Fuego and Lune and if so, how many HDJFJKSJ (thinking of twins named Arco and Iris because Arcoiris means Rainbow and I kind of like that and I’m also a sucker for twins) 

Listen, they’re both switches but most if not all the time Quezal’s the one topping. The man is submissive and breedable what do you expect HDJFJS

s i z e  D i f f e r e n c e 

Chantilly is a sensual romantic and loves a lot of buildup while Quezal just wants to get on with the good stuff, they make it work with communication and understanding each other :) 

They’re both capable of carrying so if they did have more kids I’d imagine they’d take turns on who’s turn it is to be eggy. (And I have so many thoughts about how they’d treat each other while pregnant but HHHHFJFJFHHHF too embarrassed rn waagaghgg) 

These two love each other very much and I love them. 

#Codex Xihuitl #WyrmThread #Chantilly and Quezal #my writing? #word dump #listen i love them #so much #hollow knight oc #oooOOo ur gonna read this and start liking my ship oOooOOO #/j I'm joking pls you dont have to read this or like them dfnknf #they're both queer and love each other very much and I CARE THEM #I CARE THEM #Let them be soft #at least in this case #in canon its more like let them be tragic #dfnkzk #aaaaoiguughhg #I love one (1) Big Lady who Kills and her Smaller Husband who also likes to kill #Ramblings #I am going to pass out now #give me your thots on this if you're wont to do #or not I dont really care

[n-blanca-archived]

Hi! Can I join your spring break event? I would like to be matched up with a bnha student I am about 5’5 or 165 cm, I have long dark brown hair that fades to light brown with some highlights. My hobbies include reading mangas, writing, watching anime, and baking 👉👈. I am a very shy person at first but when you get to know me better I’m really outgoing and also kinda crazy too. I like aesthetic things really and taking photos with my Polaroid camera from time to time but other times I would take photos on my phone. I don’t really have a long range of dislikes, for a person I really like someone who is just there for me and will show me love and affection (even if they are a tsundere or bad at showing it).

hi! ofc you can join my spring event, thanks for sending in a matchup! <3

p.s. sorry this took so long to get out!! a bunch of stuff came up irl but regardless hope u enjoy ur matchup!!! :P

ohnograpes’ spring break event!☀

you’ve been matched with...

Fumikage Tokoyami!

your matchup was a little difficult, but after consulting the council (my,,,sister,,) i’ve basically been in you x tokoyami brainrot all day LMAO.

something about the difference in aesthetic gets me, you know? Especially since you give me big Sato/Koda vibes, and I think they’d be good friends with our bird boy, so that dynamic is really fun to expand on! 

I think Tokoyami isn’t..bad, at showing affection, but he’s pretty awkward. He always feels a little stupid when he does something sweet, or holds your hand without prompting. it makes him want to flounder when watching you take pictures of a particularly nice looking tree and he can’t help but feel warm. Still, he isn’t one to run from these feelings, instead choosing to embrace them. After all, he’d hate to stop hanging out with you because of a few unfamiliar feelings. Though once he gets through the initial discomfort and almost fear of frankly being head-over-heels for you, he’d totally be the type to bring you tiny things, maybe trinkets, or sometimes just snacks he knows you’d like. If you’re out together, he’ll point out any scenery he think’s you’d like to photograph. Resident thoughtful boyfriend, all the way. 

date idea!

thrift shopping! not necessarily clothes of course, but cool little Knick knacks you two could find. Tokoyami has a particular interest in old records (and admittedly, creepy worn-down stuffed animals also catch his eye more often than not.) Plus, the cozy cluttered shops you two venture into are perfect for warm-toned pictures of messy stacks of books, and the occasional picture of your boyfriend holding a record, posture relaxed and eyes soft. 

couple aesthetic! 

i get red vibes from you two. not necessarily just deep or vibrant red, but anything the lines of pink, burgundy, just those shades are screaming at me when i think about u two. by far my favorite mood board to organize. 

dialogue interaction!

bunny: “Hey, Toko! Smile for me real quick, you look really nice under this tree.” 

fumikage: “Must you take a picture at this time?” 

bunny: “I mean, if you don’t want to be in my pictures it’s okay, you don’t have to.” 

fumikage: “I never said that..” 

i think fumi’s the type to seem super unwilling to take pictures, but he’d never say no to you taking his picture. not out of fear, like other times he’s let people take his picture. he finds himself feeling okay with the idea of you taking his picture, knowing you’ll go home to add the tiny squares holding his likeness to your collection. 

songs you two remind me of!

these were SO hard to pick but in the end i think i gathered the ones i like! a bit more of a somber selection cuz tokoyami’s aesthetic has to be respected obvs. lol. hope you like them!

Lover is a Day by Cuco

Me and My Husband by Mitski

Tongues by The Frights

#mha #bnha #mha x reader #bnha x y/n #tokoyami #tokoyami fumikage #bnha matchups #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #pool floaties — spring break event! 🏖

[mitzisarchive]

Marauders as mitski songs

Hi! another one? yeah, but this time we’re here with my love regulus because i kin him and, honestly, i always want to talk about him

i’m a little wary about this one

once again i must remind y’all that this is my own interpretation. especially since i kin this boy and that affects the way i think of him (am i projecting? probably) but at the same time i must say i don’t want to romantice the death eaters nor justify bigotry. i could make an entire post of my personal interpretation of regulus

not gonna lie, at first i thought about giving regulus “goodbye my danish sweetheart” with the focus being, of course, his and sirius’ relationship. and it may be because i’m an only child, but i don’t really like how sometimes we reduce regulus’ character to sirius’ little brother, because he can be such an interesting character

anyways, i finally chose for him everyone, from lauren hell, a song which mitski defined as minimalistic - she actually made it when she didn’t had any instruments around!

let’s go with regulus “everyone” black

(did i lose the chance to do regulus “everyone” black // sirius “nobody” black parallel? yes, i will never recover)

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Everyone, all of them

Everyone said, "Don't go that way"

So, of course, to that I said

"I think I'll go that way"

the song begins with this rebellion, the protagonists is going against everything their surroundings are telling them. there’s a certain cockiness to this decision, “so, of course, to that I said” is telling us the protagonist usually does whatever they want.

this may no sound like regulus at first, i know, but it’s because there’s been this weird babygirlfication of reggie, and i think y’all are forgetting this boy wanted to join the death eaters. i’m not the one to take jk rowling seriously, but she had something to say about regulus. apparently, he "got in a little too deep... He was attracted to it, but the reality of what it meant was way too much to handle"

now, we can argue about what was regulus attracted to, but as a slytherin i will assume regulus was attracted to the power voldemort possessed. now, “the reality of what it meant was way too much to handle” could be the fact that voldemort was actively making horrocruxes, but i would find it weird that someone could excuse a literal genocide but draw the line at immortality, so the reality of what it meant is probably more about the killing part.

now, you may be thinking “why would he join the death eaters if he couldn’t stand some death?” well, growing up with that kind of family probably desensitized him to some extend. we can’t forget that this boy died at 18, he was barely a child when he joined the death eaters and he didn’t become active until 17.

regulus definitely wasn’t defying everyone when he joined the death eaters, but i like seeing it this way:

regulus was getting into so much danger by joining the dark lord, there would be probably people around him who were worried about him, he may have ignored them.

but there was one who tried harder than anyone. his brother. i will fight whoever i have to fight, but i won’t believe that sirius let his little brother alone for a second while he could still look out for him. i won’t believe he didn’t beg for reg to come with him, and i won’t believe that even when he was disowned he didn’t ask for reg to not join the death eaters.

and, definitely, i won’t believe that regulus didn’t care about sirius. everyone may had told regulus to join the death eaters, but the one regulus cared the most was telling him not to join them.

so, of course, he joined them.

And I left the door open to the dark

I said, "Come in, come in, whatever you are"

But it didn't want me yet

he joins at 16, quite a young age, yet nothing happens yet, he’s not old enough after all

maybe he hanged around the future death eaters gang, and maybe he cursed some muggleborns, but he wasn’t active, all that once had screamed danger looked now stupid, after all, what had changed?

he’s still far way from the reality of the situation, the dark didn’t want him yet

Then like a babe in a crib

After some big hand turns out the light

And I opened my arms wide to the dark

I said, "Take it all, whatever you want"

a babe in a crib is such a painful metaphor

baby’s are supposed to be comfortable in a crib, happy,safe

when regulus had grown comfortable in that situation, he faced the reality, the violence, the death

his first reaction was probably to keep his posture and try to follow the others “take it, whatever you want” after all, regulus was active for a year, yet when he disappeared he had made enough of a reputation himself that people believed he was killed by voldemort. this boy was probably a menace.

I didn't know that I was young

I didn't know what it would take

I didn't know what it would take

this is the most painful part for me

“i didn’t know i was young”

sometimes we like to think we’re so mature and so old only to find out years later we were only kids. i think of sixteen-year-old me and i can’t help but smile at the fact that i believed i was practically an adult, because i was a teenager and so young.

my memories are sweeter than regulus’, for sure, as he had joined a terrorist group, and he had probably sacrificed so much of his integrity in order to fit in.

the fact that “i didn’t know what it would take” repeats twice makes me think that’s the breaking point of the protagonist, and regulus breaking point was voldemort hurting kreacher. for me, regulus probably had suspect about the horrocrux for a while until that confirms it

in that moment he makes the decision to end it all, and to redeem in his own twisted way

“Sometimes I think I am free”

the desire to redeem himself, the hope there’s something else for him, that he can do something better with his life

“Until I find I'm back in line again”

life isn’t a fairytale, regulus’ redemption stays between him and kreacher and his hopes evaporates as he’s drowned by inferis. he’s back in line, as he will be forever remembered as regulus black, the death eater.

or, well, kreacher doesn’t die there, and he lives long enough to clean regulus’ name

‘Fight! Fight! Fight for my master, defender of house-elves! Fight the Dark Lord, in the name of brave Regulus! Fight!’

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it’s interesting to say that before we’ve talked about the “After some big hand turns out the light” part, and it can be interpreted both as the reality of what joining the dark lord meant and being dragged by the inferis.

well HI AGAIN!!

i’ve been missing for a while, i know, but right now i’m about to face one of my country’s most difficult exams and i’m in the excellency program, so i have little to no time left

i love regulus so much and i need more morally grey regulus fics, drop some recs if you know any please

#marauders #harry potter #regulus black #marauders era #i’m a mitski brainrot i’m sorry #mitski