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#i'll cherish her till the end of my days
tarotwithavi · 1 year
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You from the eyes of your future lover / future spouse.
How would your future spouse describe you? How would they see you?
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Piles : 1~2~3
For my females audience so I'll be using she/her pronounce in this post.
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Pile 1
She's the reason for my happiness. She is perfect in every sense. She fills my heart with so much emotions that it scares me sometimes. I can't imagine ever hurting her. I love her so much that it hurts sometimes. God if there's an afterlife please keep us together forever. I beg you. She's just so perfect and spontaneous. There's nothing she can't do. She makes the impossible become possible. She's magical. Well sometimes she's energetic and joyful and other times her mind seems to be all over the place. I love it she gets annoyed haha. She's a just to cute . I love how talented she is. She is intelligent but she's stupid. She's stupid because she doesn't see her beauty and her perfection. I never thought I would feel these emotions. She makes me feels mushy. Just the thought of her bring smile to my face. She's the light of my life. Without her my life would be in darkness. I wanna paint my world the the color of her skin. I wanna tattoo her smile on my body. Her voice is the only thing I wanna hear. Her laughter is my favorite melody. I would cherish it forever. God I love her so much it's driving me crazy.
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Pile 2
Who's she? Well she's my destiny. She is my begining and she is my end. She makes me feel like a child again. She's my other better half. These gushy-mushy feelings are all because of her. She is the reason I became a better person. She is the person I have been waiting for the my whole life. There's nothing more I want than to have a family with her. Just me, her and our pets. I imagine living with her and dying with her. I even want to be next to her in the casket. I love her to death. God knows I have never cared about the future but with her , I just feel as if I need to plan everything. I'm willing to go wherever she takes me to even if it's my death. With her I never feel scared or anxious. She brings me peace. I feel as if I can finally breathe after being suffocated my whole life. She's my morning coffee . she's my late night snack. she's like a cold breeze on a hot summer day. She's my sun, she's my moon and she's my star. She's everything. I wish she could see herself from my eyes, to see just how beautiful and mesmerizing she is. I want to express how much she means to me but I don't think I have right words for it. I want to make her my queen.
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Pile 3
She's crazy but she's mine. She's childish, she's goofy, she's a like a small kitten. Sometimes I just want to pull her cheeks so hard but I know she'll bite me. Oh how much I love her but she's stupid. She's not stupid stupid but she's hilariously stupid. She makes me laugh till I have tears in my eyes. She's like my personal comedian. She's my life long best friend. I am sure we'll never get old together. We will forever be high school sweethearts. She makes me feel alive. She makes my world light up. I love it when she argues with me. I love it when she gets annoyed with my pranks. Her face is so expressive that I can't help but laugh at her expressions. Oh how she's always in her own little world, how she's zones out when she wakes up. How she's ties her hair in a messy bun. How she runs like a child around the house. How she thinks she lives in her own fantasy world. How she unknowingly pouts while eating. How her eyebrows go up when she's surprised. I love her crazy ideas. She's a mystery that i wanna solve. I want to know where she goes when she zones out. I want her to take me with her where she goes , in her world. Where it's just us and no one else.
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morgansunflower · 9 months
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Sweet
Damian Wayne X Pregnant! Reader
Warnings:suggestive content, explicit language, nudity, angst and comfort.
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Arthur's notes! Third P. O. V. Good mom Talia.
Damian didn't want his family in the middle of his business.. Though now he's going to be a father.. With someone he loves dearly. How could he keep such a beautiful secret?
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Damian had arms gently folded annoyed his girlfriend hadn't come back yet. The ex-assassin pushed button on the coffee maker to pour into his cup of coffee. The mug was his 'secret mug' as Damian and Y/N would say.. Seeing as it said. ~My Girlfriend Taste Better Than Justice~
Their relationship was kept a secret amongst the two because... They know panic would ensue if they told everyone. Before he takes a sip of coffee the front door to his apartment opens. Damian knew it was her even before they were dating she would just let herself in.
"Habibi, how was the appointment?! I'm in the kitchen I'll be right there"
He hears the door shut gently, which was odd because she usually shuts it abruptly.. While saying a extremely flirty or say a playfully insulting comment. He stepped to the entrance of the door. His bright smile turned to complete concern for her. Her eyes were swelled with redness from constant tears, her sweet lips trembling, her shoulders slouched and her beautiful eyes were weeping.
"Y/N?.. Darling what's wrong? What did the Dr say? Are you ok?"
Y/N stuttered trying to speak but only ended up crying more. In a rushed manner. Damian puts the coffee cup down on the coffee table. That would have to wait till later. He walks closer to her. He takes her hands softly holding them. She squeezed his hands, unable to calm down. He guides her to his.. Their bedroom.
So many beautiful moments that they cherished happened in this room. It was the first time she became vulnerable with someone and of all people it was Damian. He was so thrilling.. Absolutely outstanding and kind to her needs. She made him feel as though he wasn't alone. She knew he'd never hurt her heart, even though she didn't always feel that way. It was this room where they spent all their time in each other's company, feeling free and safe.
Damian holds her hands guiding her to sit down on the bed. Damian sits beside her letting her cling to him. Damian holds her close to his chest. She grips his shirt as her heartbeat finally began to calm down.
"deep breaths in and out" she did just that feeling so much better "you did beautifully.. You listen to me so well" he smirked trying to make her smile
"shhh shut up Dami" she scoffed chuckling with a slight shake to her throat
"what's wrong?" he asked more directly before his worry caused him to shake within his throat
"I..." she began to stutter
Damian began to dry her tears "I did not mean to rush you take your time"
"pocket" she said taking a deep breath
"what?.."
"please just reach your hand to my ass and reach in my pocket!"
He had a wry smile "since you said please"
He reaches in her pocket feeling a picture. He takes the picture seeing the ultrasound. A baby... Damian takes a deep breath. He's gonna be a father, a dad. His heart swelled beating fastly. He hugs her gently. She's pregnant with his baby.
"if your tears are falling because you think I am upset.. You're so wrong"
She lifts her head to him seeing his smile made her heart leap. She smiled to him and kisses his lips. She had missed him all day but..
"are you sure? You have to be sure. I am so happy I'm pregnant. To have the baby and raise it with you would make me feel so.. Overjoyed it's all I ever wanted.. But you have to be sure"
"Y/N you're my love. I want you with all of my heart and our child"
The family completely supported Y/N once they were told she's pregnant. Bruce insisted she, stay at the Manor where it's, safe. He never formally adopted her but she was apart of this family. Everyone was curious on who the baby daddy is.
It was near lunch time and Dick just brought pizzas. Jason walked to Y/N's room with a, plate of pizza for her. He knocked on the door and let's himself in as she, said to.
"hey kiddo I brought you some--" Jason stammered as she lighty pushed the plate away
She jolted into the bathroom her face in the toilet throwing up from the horrible smell.
"fuck, what did I do?" Jason mumbled "I'm sorry kid!" he sincerely apologized
Damian rushed to her room hearing her throwing up. He sees his older brother with a guilty expression.
"I just brought her a piece of garlic pizza?" Jason nervously said
"ooh NOO garlic! Dammit! She cannot withstand the smell of garlic. It makes her instantly nauseous. Just eat it.. Maybe even leave the room with it"
"I don't want to. You eat it and why the hell do you know what makes her sick?" Jason asked curiously
"I'm not eating that! I ALREADY had some" he lied.
He really didn't want to eat it. Because he would definitely be kissing her and she would definitely smell it in his mouth.
Y/N finally finished reeking as she enters the room Jason stuffed the pizza in his mouth.
She began wiping her lips with a, cloth "stop interrogating him. He's just being sweet because he pity's me Jay"
Jason scoffed "since when are you defending him?"
"since I'm being kind. Honestly Todd it's not like I'm the father of her child" he scoffed
"yeah I know Dami" Jay snarled "well seeing as I'm the bad guy I'm going to go find myself useful elsewhere"
As Jason left the room Y/N glared as she threw plastic toy to her baby daddy. To which Damian softly laughed.
"you idiot! You're going to expose our secret!" she snapped
"no I'm not. But you might from yelling" Dami smirked
She snarled glaring at him...
Damian sighed softly "come hither" he said, taking her hands and pulling her to him.
She gently ran her knuckles through his hair. She suddenly was no longer frustrated with him.
"what are we going to do Dami?"
He sweetly kisses her small growing bump. "we're going to go lay down"
"I guess that is not a terrible idea"
She lays against his chest Damian moved his hand under her shirt to rub his palm against her skin in soothing circles.
"thank you for not eating THAT by the way" she smiled softly kissing him.
"you truly believe I was to risk not being aloud to kiss you" he said kissing her cheek
"and yet you said the word baby daddy to Jason" she scoffed
"I did not!" he defends
"you basically did Dami"
Three weeks later. Damian had to leave with the team for a few days. She was pissed to say the least. It was 3 hours until Damian had to leave. The couple were in her tub together as he gently kisses all around her beautiful skin. She had her back against his chest relaxing in his touch.
"I don't want you to go" she said with a shallow breath.
He gently strokes her hair looking into her eyes that were more beautiful than anything he'd ever seen.. Perhaps that was why he did not treat her with the kindness she deserves? He was afraid.
"I don't either Habibi. But it's only for a few days and when I get back we'll spend every minute together"
"I know.. She kicked!" she smiled taking his hand to place on her bump
Damian softly smiled feeling a gentle movement from her bump "your Baba will be back very soon my little one" he cooed rubbing her bump as Y/N slightly spun to move her arms to touch his face "there is something I want you to consider"
"I'm listening" she responded
"I want my family to know you as the mother of my child and as.. my betrothed"
"are you asking me to marry you?!!!"
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whotf-atemywaffles · 7 months
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Soon You’ll get better (Cause you have to)
Tw: mentions of cancer, vampires, my writing
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Pairing: Edward Cullen x reader
Summary: A girl named Y/N is battling cancer and meets a boy named Edward Cullen who becomes her only friend. As her condition worsens, Edward decides to turn so they can be together forever. They face the challenges of their new life together and make the most of the time they have left.
Y/N Swan a girl who was dying, she had lived with her father Charlie Swan in the small town of forks in Washington, Forks was one of those places that never really saw the sun, it was constant clouds and rain, but that didnt bother Y/N, her world had been miserable, alwasys had been. when she was a kid it was a constant battle with cancer, then when she turned 12 it was gone… or so she thought.
for a while it was gone till she turned 17, her entire world came crashing down when she found out it had returned. She knew the drill by then, chemo, radiation, and a whole new battle to fight. But this time, she wasn't alone. She met a boy named Edward Cullen, who seemed to be the only one who understood her. He was different from everyone else in Forks, and she was drawn to him.
Edward ended up becoming Y/N’s only friend, in her childhood she never had any since she was always at the hospital, not a lot of kids ever want to spend their free time there when they could be at the park or something, as a result y/n was constantly alone, not that she minded she just didn’t enjoy the feeling of loneliness or emptiness it sometimes provided.
Edward was unlike anyone Y/N had ever met before. He was beautiful, yes, but there was something else about him that drew her in. He was smart, funny, and seemed to understand her in a way that no one else did. As they spent more time together, Y/N found herself falling for him. She tried to fight it at first, knowing that her time was limited, but she couldn't help the way she felt.
Edward, however, was hesitant to get too close to Y/N. He knew the danger that came with being around him and didn't want to put her in harm's way. But as they grew closer, he realized that he couldn't stay away from her. He was willing to risk everything to be with her, even if it meant revealing his biggest secret. but for now he kept that to himself, they had only been friends for a few months, but he knew everythng about her, every thought she had, every fear she had including her biggest one, she was afraid to die. although Edward couldnt exactly feel. in a way he felt bad for his friend.
As Y/N continued her treatments, she felt her strength slowly slipping away from her. But Edward was always there by her side, offering her comfort and support. He would hold her hand during her treatments and make her laugh with his jokes. She cherished every moment with him, knowing that there was a possibility she wouldn't be getting better. Edward herd these thoughts, he knew about every single one of them, they pained him.
when he would get hime he would find comfort in talking to his “Sister” Alice. “She has to get better, she has too, she cant just leave, not like this” He would ramble almost sobbing, well almost he would be if he could cry.
As the weeks went by, Y/N's condition continued to worsen. She was losing weight rapidly and could barely get out of bed. But Edward never left her side. He would stay with her for hours on end, just talking to her and holding her hand.
Y/N knew that her time was running out. She had come to terms with the fact that she was going to die, but it didn't make it any easier. She was scared of what was going to happen to her after she was gone. But she found comfort in the fact that she had Edward by her side.
One night, as Y/N was lying in bed, she turned to Edward and said, "I don't want to die alone." Edward took her hand and said, "You won't. I'll be right here with you."
For the next few days, Y/N's condition continued to deteriorate. She was in so much pain that she could barely talk. But she didn't need to. Edward knew what she was thinking, and he was there for her.
On what was supposed to be her final day, Edward came in as per usual, trying to cheer the dying girl up, he would’ve done anything to accomplish that goal, Painting rooms neon, finding a way to brighten up the sky, anything.
not wanting to say it allowed because he didnt want to make this all about him, but sometimes over the passt few weeks he has been thinking about who is he suppost to talk to? What is he suppost to do? When theres no her… nothing can go back to the way it was…because he had already met her, fell for her…
thats when it hit edward….he knew what he was going to do…Edward knew what he had to do. He couldn't bear the thought of living without Y/N, and he was willing to do anything to keep her by his side. He went to Carlisle, the only one who could help him.
"Please, Carlisle," Edward begged. "You have to turn her. I can't go on without her."
Carlisle looked at Edward with a sad expression. "I know how much you care for her, Edward. But turning her is a big decision. It's not something that should be taken lightly."
"I know," Edward replied. "But I can't lose her. I can't bear the thought of living without her. Please, Carlisle. You have to help me."
After much discussion and consideration, Carlisle agreed to turn Y/N. It was a risky procedure, and there was no guarantee that it would work. But Edward was willing to take that risk.
Carlisle performed the transformation, and Y/N became a vampire. At first, it was a difficult adjustment for her. She struggled to control her thirst and adjust to her new abilities, and the regained strength after all those months. But with Edward by her side, she was able to overcome these challenges.
As time passed, Y/N became more comfortable with her new life. She and Edward continued to stay by each other's side, growing closer with each passing day. They traveled the world together, experiencing all of the wonders that it had to offer.
And even though Y/N knew that she would never be able to have a normal life, she was content with the life that she had. She had found love in the most unexpected of places, and that was all that mattered.
As for Edward, he knew that he had made the right decision. Turning Y/N had been a risk, but it was a risk that had paid off. He was grateful for every moment that they had together, and he was determined to make the most of the time that they had left.
Together, they faced the challenges of the world, knowing that they had each other to rely on. And even though they knew that their time together was limited, they were determined to make the most of it.
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marimayscarlett · 3 months
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Six men marriage favorite [anything, just go off 🧨]
Thank you for your ask 🌻 The topic of 'six men marriage' seems to be moving a lot of people on here currently , and that's the way it should be 😌 I have to say, I immediately thought of something that is a bit more abstract, maybe not really what you had in mind.... What I love and admire about this six men marriage, what sometimes moves me to tears and simply fills me with gratitude at the end of the day, is this: their unity.
Their will to work on themselves and on the band to resolve conflicts, to give everyone their right to vote, to build an unwavering democracy that may not leave much room for the individual, but makes the band all the stronger. It is certainly not always easy to keep something like this going and demands a lot from the individual (as some band members repeatedly mention in interviews), and yet they have kept it up - for 30 years. You get the impression that they really are driven by the desire to optimize this band time and again, which was founded 30 years ago in an old cellar and became an unbelievable worldwide success, and (after inner conflicts and struggles) are willing to put up with having to step back as individuals. Their cohesion is remarkable, there is so much emotionality in this band.
I'll let the band members speak for themselves to show that the subject of their relationship with each other as a unit and as a working team really does have an impact on everyone:
"I realized that I could do something with Rammstein that I wouldn't be able to do in any other world, I would never quit. It's not even important to me that I'm in the band. I could just drive around with the band, that would be enough for me. That's the best thing in the world for me, especially that gang feeling. I was lucky that it's a band and not a gangster gang. But I would have liked it just as much from the heart." Flake [source]
"We have a nice chemistry going on right now, really. We love each other more than ever and it feels really good to make music together." Paul [source]
"We didn't earn every euro for the great songs, but because we stuck together. The fears and hardships, the ups and downs, arguments, jealousies and envy. Not being able to sleep for nights on end because you wonder whether you'll get your way or give in. The conflicts of conscience, the psychodramas. I've often asked myself why I do something to myself that wears my soul out so much and don't just do something else. Rammstein is like an old marriage, you can't let go. The kids are out of the house, but the wife is still there, she's not really sexy anymore, but I love her." Till [source]
"Everyone represents the band, not just the singer. Till has never had a problem with that. We know that we are only Rammstein together. If someone steps out of line, there's a group force that pulls them back in: "Go back into your line." Of course, that restricts our individuality a little. But we love it. We feel safe and comfortable in it because we know that's where our strength lies." Schneider [source]
"We realised that in order to get the best out of our music we had to become very critical of the stuff that we were doing. Because of that, we had to overcome many difficult obstacles together and that’s what we finally did." Oliver [source]
"There were times I felt like I don’t want to do it anymore, but there was always something, a bigger picture I’ve seen that made it worth while. I always figured we can over-step our egos. There’s something more beautiful than fighting for your egos." Richard [source]
It really seems to be like one big marriage... 'For better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish...' 🤍
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moonbxbiee · 2 months
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Contrasting Hearts- Yang Jungwon
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Prologue- In the bustling halls of Yonsei University, 'Yang Jungwon' cut a figure of popularity and prestige. With his sharp wit and grumpy demeanor, he commanded attention wherever he went. Yet, beneath the facade of confidence lay a young man burdened with restrictions and frustrations, yearning for an escape from the unwanted pressures and people in his life.
On the opposite end of the spectrum stood 'Moon Collins', a ray of sunshine in a world often shrouded in shadows. With her carefree attitude and a heart full of love, she floated through life with ease, cherishing every moment spent with her loved ones.
Moon prepared to make the journey from Seattle back to Seoul after six long years. When their paths inevitably crossed, sparks flew as their contrasting personalities clashed. Their initial encounters were marked by arguments and playful banter, each one vying to outdo the other with clever retorts and witty comebacks. Little did they know, fate had a different plan in store for them but don't wanted to accept it.
Unbeknownst to Jungwon, the girl he confided in every night, the one he jokingly referred to as "his therapist," was none other than Moon herself. Their connection, forged through late-night conversations on Instagram with a stranger, was about to take on a new dimension as their lives intertwined in unexpected ways.
Contrasting hearts masterlist
Non idol!enhypen × My original characters
Gener- social media au with written chapters/one shots, multiple pov's, crack, fluff maybe some other things we'll see.
Tropes- Stranger to enemies to lovers, Slow burn,He's dumb and she's even dumber, Grumpy X sunshine, Slight angst
Caution- Mature content (only implied on the legal line and only in some parts), Swearing, Drinking/smoking, Past traumas and violence(I'll add more if I need to)
Author's note - hey! Hope you're having a good day or night. About this story I know I've made a very long prologue and i explained too much hehe... but apart from that I've already started posting this story on wattpad in early February but later I found it a little difficult because of the genre (smau) so eventually I stopped but now I've decided to continue posting this story on both of the platform I mean here and wattpad. (Tho I need to edit a lot on wattpad now)
And maybe you will find some grammatical errors since English is not my native language
Also this story is 17+ in my opinion but maybe 18+ in few parts (if you're a minor please don't interact)
I hope you guys will enjoy reading this. if you wanna get tagged on the tag list just tell me in my ask(☆⁠). Feedbacks will be really appreciated and helpful for me♡
If you read all my blah blah till here, some flowers for you💐
thankyou so much🥰
We'll post a proper introduction soon along with profiles.
Till then bye bye!
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@moonbxbiee all right reserved. Do not translate or post my work anywhere without permission.
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ok-mongoose · 2 years
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If you take requests you should totally write a FF of Sevika attempting to do her partners makeup for the first time. (Fluff)
Doing makeup with Sevika
Sevika x reader
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Notes: thanks for the request. I hope you enjoy.
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It was a calm day, Sevika didn’t have to go into work and all you had was a little get together with some friends in the afternoon. You were sitting in the living room on Sevika’s lap reading a book. Your head was leaned up against her chest, you could feel and hear her heartbeat. Looking up at her, her eyes closed. In a low voice as to not wake her if she was a sleep you said,
“I know something fun we can do” it took a few seconds for her to reply, her voice deep and gruff. You loved hearing her voice more than anything, it was calming.
“What do you want to do doll?” she opened her eyes and looked down on you with a raised brow. Clearly suspicious of the giant smile on your face. You were really proud of yourself for thinking of this. It was going to be so much fun, for you at least.
“More of something you can do… you could do my make up for the party tonight” you saw her face form into a frown and then into her normal emotionless face that you’ve come to love.
“No… i'll mess up” you were surprised with how honest she was being, maybe you just had to build her confidence a little, which is strange because she’s usually very confident, borderline egotistical.
“No you won't, I believe in you, you got this” you said with a big grin on your face, and your eyes with a little twinkle in them.
“Ok fine, but just because you’re so cute” she said with a sigh. She couldn’t resist when she saw that twinkle. You felt a blush creep up on your cheeks, but quickly ignored it once you realized she said yes.
“YES, ok i'll go get the stuff, this is going to be so much fun” you said squealing.
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Once you got the stuff out you led Sevika into the bathroom to start doing your makeup, you couldn’t stop smiling. It was never this easy to convince her to do something so you were going to cherish this time. You looked at her, seeing her confusion while looking at all the things.
“Are you excited?” she looked at you like you just said the dumbest thing ever. She looked back at the brushes and sighed.
“I’m more confused than anything, I don’t even know how to do this” you knew she was just trying to get out of it but she said she would do it, and you’re going to hold her to that.
“That’s ok, I’ll teach you” she huffed when I said that.
“Fine” you were so excited so you quickly started explaining what everything was and where to put it. By the end of the explanation Sevika had a confident look on her face.
“Ok this is easier than I thought it’d be”
“That’s the spirit, be positive” she rolled her eyes at that but you saw the faint quirk of her lips. She liked doing this, being so close to you. You were enjoying this too, her big hands being so gentle.
As she went to pick the mascara up you got a little worried, this was the part you were a little scared about. You hoped she wouldn’t accidentally stab you in the eye.
“Ack my eye” just a few seconds after you thought it, it happened.
“Oh shit sorry” you looked at her face with your one good eye that doesn’t have mascara in it and saw worry on her face. That’s not something you see very often, it shows she cares about you.
She went on to do the eyeshadow which she did surprisingly well, the color looked great on you, it matched your eyes perfectly.
You knew she was enjoying this, you could see the small smile that she quickly covered with a blank face once she caught your eyes looking at her.
“I know you’re enjoying this,” you said, teasing.
“No I’m not” she looked away as she said it, you knew she was lying.
“You like it, admit it” you said leaning towards her till you face was right in front of her.
“…fine it’s kinda fun” you couldn’t help the giant smile that formed on your face.
“YES, I knew it” you launched yourself into her, and pulled her into a tight hug being careful not to ruin the makeup.
“Thank you, this was really fun” you said with you head resting on her shoulder.
“I’m glad you enjoyed it baby” she said, pulling you closer to her.
When you got to the party you got a bunch of compliments on your makeup. You were so proud, you told everyone you saw that night who did your makeup.
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felixora · 10 months
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Some thoughts on my Sandman x Batfam collab/crossover (I have no idea what would be the appropriate name for this, coz they are part of tge same DC universe but uhhhh it's not like they interacted in the Prime universe... It's complicated, ok)
As I've mentioned before, all of Batfam members have met Death in her physical form (be it because of their own death or someone dear to them). That being said, not all of them know that this is, well, the Death. I imagine that Bruce knows for sure what sort of entity he met; Jason and Damian most likely are familiar with her as well and would recognise her on spot.
Perhaps Jason engages Death in small conversations about absolutely random stuff from his life, whenever they meet - Death would indulge him, because she would be curious about how the boy uses this 2nd chance to live a life. Damian for sure would have drawn her some pieces of art and left it on his desk, just to find later the art missing - Death would cherish this gift and hold it safely among other few gifts she received throughout time.
Now Tim. Tim is a menace, when it comes to Endless. And it all has to do, that he simply doesn't wish any part of his life to be determined by some immortal entity or part of their influence. Dream trying to entice Tim to finally get some sleep after 3 straight sleepless days of working on a case? "Fuck you, Morpheus, I'll just buy more Extra+++ energy drinks". Desire revealing all of Tim's hidden wishes and granting him an easy way of achieving them? "Fuck you too, I'll go the hard way instead, probably commit some war crimes and then lock myself away in a cave, to reconsider all of my life choices, which will eventually end up it ignoring my personal needs for X amount of time, till next crisis".
Richard is well-known and respected by the Endless, though he is absolutely clueless to this. Like. Zero awareness. (Also, after Alfred's death and Dick opening a memorial and foundation in his honour, I imagine Death would have stopped by, just to say "he is proud of you and wants you to know you did great")
Cass kinda reminds Death and Morpheus of Delirium? Just sometimes. Which potentially could end up in situations, when some of the Endless would adress her as Delirium, like a part of habit (they know for sure she's not some sort of mortal manifestation of Delirium, with their Omnipresence, but sometimes she would remind them of their sister a bit to much)
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Heyya! Could i Request Leo/need with Composer!S/o, their reaction when the s/o make a song about them! I hope it not too much, and thank you anyway!
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Heya! Yes, of course! It's actually so cute idea and I'm glad someone ordered something for my cuties Leo/Need! So I hope I got your idea right and that you'll enjoy <3
Ichika, Saki, Honami, Shiho with composer!reader
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⊱ Ichika was in love with your songs the moment she hears one
⊱ she even secretly wrote some lyrics from one of your songs but she thought it's not good enough so she kept it to herself
⊱ so of course when you told her that you have song for her, she was really excited to listen to it
⊱ no matter if you add lyrics to this song or not, she'll feel drawn to if and it'll grab her by heart especially but she refuses to think it's for her
⊱ you'd really need to give her obvious sign or tell her yourself that you wrote song just for her
⊱ and once she realizes it, you can see well known shade of pink on her cheeks while she tries to tell you her answer
"It- It's really for me?! Oh my, I never expected to receive something so beautiful and meaningful... But thank you so much! I promise I'll give you something amazing one day too!"
⊱ now she won't stop untill she thinks and gives you the best gift she could
⊱ but she's also definitely really grateful for it, you know it because Shiho came to you asking you to calm your girlfriend down since she rambled for 1000th time today about your song
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⊱ Saki is always so energetic overall and about your relationship, and she often told you it's because she doesn't know when her health would get bad again
⊱ that's why you wanted to give her the best gift you could think of which happened to be song dedicated to her
⊱ let's start from fact that she always hummed your songs and probably learned how to play them on her keyboard, maybe you guys even did mini concerts together!
⊱ so it was basically obvious she'll enjoy song dedicated for her but you still couldn't help but he a tiny bit nervous...
⊱ when you told her you have new song for her, she was so excited and her focus was all on you
⊱ if this song had lyrics, she'll definitely figure out it's for her, if it doesn't tho, she'll simply feel drawn to it and just thinks it's her favorite out of all
"This one is so good, YN! I love all your works but I think this one is the best one yet! W-Wait, it's for me?! Really?!! Thank you, thank you, thank you!"
⊱ she spoils you with her affection till the end of the day now
⊱ she also started working on her own song for you but refuses to show it to anyone untill she thinks it's absolutely perfect
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⊱ Honami definitely wasn't that surprised that you were composer and maybe even helped you quite well because of her experience with one client from her part-time job
⊱ she always was eager to listen to your songs and tried her best to give you her opinion
⊱ although it may seem to you like she's saying all the compliments out of pity, the truth is she just enjoys your music
⊱ so when you told her you have another song for her, she immediately agreed to listen to it
⊱ she might not notice that it's song for her at first but with time she starts realizing it
⊱ although even when she realizes it, it's hard for her to believe that you went through all the trouble of making a song just for her
"It was really nice! I feel especially drawn to this one... It because it's for me?! I-I can't believe it! Thank you so much then! I promise I'll cherish it untill the day I die!! I'm taking it too far-?"
⊱ she definitely wanted to make something for you as well but quickly realized she's not good at it so on the next day she brings you apple pie and has one goal in mind: make you relax on this date and make you feel loved, and appreciated
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⊱ Shiho always was loved your songs and gave you her honest opinion
⊱ whenever she thought a song could use something more, she straight up told you about it
⊱ when you told her you have a song for her, she was more than happy to listen to it
⊱ it actually doesn't matter if your song has lyrics or not, she'll immediately catch on that this song is deferent from you other ones...
⊱ so it's quite obvious she catches on that it's not just a normal song pretty quickly
⊱ when she realized it's song for her, she acted like it's nothing, like it's a normal song but you could see a brush of red on her cheeks
"This song is a little different from what you usually compose... Does it have some special meaning? It's for me?! Just like I thought, well thank you. It's nice, I like it."
⊱ if you recorder it somewhere, she'll listen to it whenever she has some free time and will sometimes even admit to you saying that it's simply 'gooe' or that you 'matched her taste'
⊱ if you ask girls from her band tho, they'll tell you that she listens to it with slight blush and a smile
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untofinality · 1 year
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                𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐊𝐀𝐈 𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐓   𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒
various lyrics pulled from mihoyo / hoyoverse's  honkai impact  ;  altered and edited for ease of use. feel free to alter pronouns as need be.
𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐮𝐫𝐧 ❝ Whatever you say, you can’t hold me back. ❞ ❝ I’ll follow my craving. ❞ ❝ Head on, start a riot. ❞
𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 ❝ I was born out of this great divide. ❞ ❝ I need to live my life. ❞ ❝ I'm burned out. ❞ ❝ Our fight still keeps flowing. ❞ ❝ I must struggle to survive so that this beautiful and perfect world comes back to life. ❞ ❝ I need to live my life enough before all the leaves fall to pieces, 'till I'm burned out. ❞ ❝ I must struggle to survive. ❞
𝐛𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐲 𝐣𝐮𝐦𝐩 ❝ Detected potential threat, entering high alert mode. ❞ ❝ How dangerous? ❞ ❝ Her attitude never changes. ❞ ❝ Everything is in her plans. ❞ ❝ A relaxing game for a pro like her. ❞ ❝ Her emotions do not interfere. ❞ ❝ Traps are identified with utmost care. ❞ ❝ Try me! ❞ ❝ War is like a party. ❞
𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥 ❝ The world lies in pieces at my feet. ❞ ❝ Help me gain insight. ❞ ❝ Hail my proud queen. ❞ ❝ That wax and wane showed its ebb and flow. ❞ ❝ Selah, selah, are chanting evermore. ❞ ❝ Hear, oh hear all the voices trapped in thee. ❞ ❝ I see myself in your eyes that are colorless. ❞ ❝ Visions pass and emotions run through me. ❞ ❝ Fair moonlight, will you fill my void eyes? ❞
𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐠𝐥𝐨𝐰 ❝ I'm being called upon. ❞ ❝ I'll never let you go. ❞ ❝ I'll never let you go, it's why I did all that for a chance, at least, to live in your way. ❞ ❝ My love for you is my most cherished thing, so stay alive, bravely. ❞ ❝ I wish I could wake up from this dream each time I dream. ❞ ❝ There's a long night coming soon. ❞ ❝ I'd shine as the last shine. ❞ ❝ So stay alive, bravely. ❞
𝐜𝐲𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥 ❝ Corrupt binary codes are infecting my mind. ❞ ❝ Perform the invocation with numbing freeze. ❞ ❝ Querying for a variable and seizing the time to recompile and trigger my destiny. ❞ ❝ Though my wings've been bloodstained and could never be cleaned, I will try hard to soar to the heaven I dreamed of. ❞ ❝ There is no "exception" in this library for I know I will always go with you. ❞ ❝ I charged up my armor into lightspeed. ❞ ❝ Querying for a variable and seizing the time in a new day coming not so far away. ❞ ❝ I will try hard to soar to the heaven I dreamed of. ❞ ❝ I know I will always go with you. ❞
𝐝𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐞𝐠𝐨 ❝ I think back to the time when I used to feel your hand in mine. ❞ ❝ The tiniest tenderness might melt the ice into tears. ❞ ❝ I remain far from the world that still makes both of my eyes blurred. ❞ ❝ Not a word could I say to wake up a dreamer. ❞ ❝ Call out my name when you see the tide turn me away. ❞ ❝ Long ago buried heart torn apart, so it hurts ... how it lasts 'till I draw one more last final breath. ❞ ❝ Where to go? When to return? ❞ ❝ May it be one for all. ❞ ❝ Once in a while let my shadow stand by your side, filling the emptiness of your mind, and then disappear. ❞ ❝ Dreams can be real when a soul is armored in steel. ❞ ❝ No more fear of right or wrong. ❞ ❝ Call out my name. ❞ ❝ Come play with me. ❞ ❝ 'till I draw one more last final breath. ❞
𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥 ❝ What is reflected in my eyes? ❞ ❝ What is reflected in my eyes? Not the moonlight in a starless midnight that showers on the people passing by. ❞ ❝ One's so small and the world's so wide. ❞ ❝ Every step forward echoes a sigh. ❞ ❝ I reach out for the halo far up high. ❞ ❝ Deeply engraved in my memory, silent but not forgotten. ❞ ❝ Someone has gone but their voice within me remains. ❞ ❝ Once I remember all the tales written inside. ❞ ❝ I'll follow what my heart used to believe. ❞ ❝ Crash against the barrier abovе the crowd. ❞ ❝ I want no tomorrow or yesterday. ❞ ❝ These sparkles shine and never fade 'till the break of day. ❞
𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐤𝐚𝐢 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐚 ❝ Your smile is tainted and your face is cold. There's no more comfort in your lips and cheeks. ❞ ❝ The whirling noise is pulling me within the tainted carcass of this world. ❞ ❝ All the incandescent stars of heaven will die at the end of days. ❞ ❝ Your gentle soul is given to damnation. ❞ ❝ The crimson moon shines upon a town that is smeared in blood. ❞ ❝ All those sweet little dreams are buried deep in memories until the very end. ❞ ❝ The lost and faded truth of bygone memories hiddеn deep in my corrupt body. ❞ ❝ I can hear the voices of the people I miss in this final song. ❞ ❝ I would tremble just to hold them once more. ❞ ❝ A florid moon shines upon a world that is doomed to die ... ❞ ❝ All our pale, fleeting dreams are where the truths are hidden until they fade away. ❞ ❝ All those sweet little dreams are buried deep in memories until the very end. ❞
𝐫𝐮𝐛𝐢𝐚 ❝ Life blooms like a flower, far away or by the road ❞ ❝ Waiting for the one to find the way back home. ❞ ❝ Rain falls a thousand times. ❞ ❝ No footprints of come-and-go. ❞ ❝ You who once went by, where will you belong? ❞ ❝ I feel your sigh and breath in the last blow of wind. ❞ ❝ Not ready yet for the story on the last page? ❞ ❝ It's not the end. ❞ ❝ Life blooms like a flower. ❞ ❝ Find the way back home. ❞ ❝ There is always a long way to go 'til I reach your arms. ❞ ❝ Up against the stream, waterways will join as one, tracing to the source, no longer strayed or lost. ❞ ❝ You will see petals fly when lament becomes carol. ❞ ❝ Could you please hear my voice that hungers for a duet? ❞ ❝ There is always a long way to go. ❞
𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐨 ❝ Some deserts on this planet were oceans once. ❞ ❝ Somewhere shrouded by the night, the sun will shine. ❞ ❝ Sometimes I see a dying bird fall to the ground but it used to fly so high. ❞ ❝ I thought I was no more than a bystander 'till I felt a touch so real. ❞ ❝ I will no longer be a transient when I see smiles with tears. ❞ ❝ If I had never known the soreness of farewell and pain of sacrifices. ❞ ❝ What else should I engrave on my mind? ❞ ❝ Frozen into icy rocks, that’s how it starts.  Crumbled like the sands of time, that’s how it ends. ❞ ❝ That's how it starts. ❞ ❝ That’s how it ends. ❞ ❝ Every page of tragedy is thrown away and burned out in the flame. ❞ ❝ A shoulder for the past. ❞ ❝ Let out the cries that have been imprisoned for so long. ❞ ❝ A pair of wings for me,  at this moment,  to soar above this world. ❞ ❝ Turn into a shooting star that briefly shines but warms up every heart. ❞ ❝ May all the beauty be blessed. ❞ ❝ I will never go. ❞ ❝ There’s a way back home. ❞ ❝ Brighter than tomorrow and yesterday, may all the beauty be blessed. ❞ ❝ Wave goodbye to the past when hope and faith have grown so strong and sound. ❞ ❝ Unfold this pair of wings for me, again, to soar above this world. ❞ ❝ I turned into a moon that always tells the warmth and brightness of the sun. ❞
𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 ❝ Too much of the past for one to memorize. ❞ ❝ Too many words remained for one to read through the lines. ❞ ❝ Every night brings a dream but the day, relentlessly, keeps me awake. ❞ ❝ Life is too long to end at a grave. ❞ ❝ Just a drop of water sufficеs. ❞ ❝ Gone are those years of living for a reason. ❞ ❝ Here it comes,  the moment of the scene of lost and found. ❞ ❝ Personas played out on the stage will return to the self when there’s a curtain call. ❞ ❝ Everyone has their own desire leading to the ultimate. ❞ ❝ Still,  I wish to embrace the world with my thoughts. ❞
𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐞 ❝ Say my name when a tree susurrates. ❞ ❝ Once and again telling a story lost in time. The way it starts and the way it ends ❞ ❝ Never again making up stories in dismay with several starts, but just one end. ❞ ❝ How I long to embrace the future breaking out of shades from the past. ❞ ❝ Save your tears for the day so far away, to irrigate the wilderness that's still asleep in the world waiting to be lit. To spread over the riverbeds so dry and dead. ❞ ❝ Let ships that ran aground re-launch their sails. ❞ ❝ Seeds bear new life when flowers dare to fade. ❞ ❝ Petals linger about awaiting one last dance. ❞ ❝ Shaking off all the dust from the past, new stories have yet to start. ❞
𝐨𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐬 ❝ All over the street, shining the old neon in endless rain, what have you had to become? ❞ ❝ How many times do I wanna wake you up? ❞ ❝ I've given you up. I'm going on my own way, alone. ❞ ❝ Who we are, and how far we've gone? ❞ ❝ Let us heal the misery and plant the seed we have promised. ❞ ❝ Time is up, go grab your arms. ❞ ❝ No matter how hard we have to become, we shall fight forever! ❞ ❝ I heard it from no one, it just occurred to me. ❞ ❝ What have you had to become? ❞
𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐥𝐞 ❝ Carved on stones buried deep in the earth and long submerged beneath waterfalls. ❞ ❝ Tell us what to believe, without any doubt. ❞ ❝ Without any doubt never let us down. ❞ ❝ Tell us when to depart for a promised truth despite the day of doom. ❞ ❝ A bloodline stretches out one more inch with every heartbеat. ❞ ❝ We have grown up before taking the heart of grace. ❞ ❝ We still struggle against the fear of being unarmed. ❞ ❝ No one would be able to look down upon this world. ❞
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ruki--mukami · 2 years
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Dearest Ruki,
I feel so empty. So lonely. Now that we are parted and you are locked away from me, I cannot find a right place for myself. I cannot find peace of mind. I am reading the books we read together, I am drawing your face to bring you closer to me. I was even thinking to cook the soup you always prepared for me. Oh, don’t worry I did not. I know how you value your kitchen.
I know it would not last forever. I know that you will soon be back. If not, I’ll burn the world to bring you back. But waiting, waiting for you makes seconds seem like minutes, and minutes like hours. Hours like eternity. I do not know how it happened that I grew so much attached to you. I should not have. I never imagined I would. That I could.
I do not know if we are meant to be together. If Karlheinz-sama will accept it. Allow it. But I just want you to remember, no, to know, that you have a very special place in my heart. No matter if we are returned to each other, if we are able to cherish ourselves once more, or if I am taken away from you, or you from me, I need you to know that I will never forget you. I will always value each minute of our time together.
Yes, Ruki, each minute. Even your bites, although I hated them so much back then, even your bites seem pleasurable. As they meant you were close. But, please don’t consider that as an invitation to bite me. That’s not going to happen.
If calling you ‘master’ would bring you back to me, I would do it this instant. Not that I would ever confess that to you. But after all you cannot demand that much from me.
I do not know what I am feeling for you…I do not understand it…it is…??? Perhaps you can tell me…
You will never read these words. I will never send this letter. It’s for no-one’s eyes but mine to be seen. It’s for no-one’s lips, but mine, to read.
Please Ruki, do come back. I am waiting. And will be waiting till the end of my days.
Yours…
PS. It makes me feel so special to write ‘yours’ even if I know that I am not… 
#freeRuki2022
(Have Nunnally’s unsent love(?) letter; before I reply to the other thread and it would change everything?)
"What is the meaning of this…? A letter? It was rather bold of Nunnally to send me such a thing unannounced. Well, no matter. I'll read it, I suppose. It's not like I have much else to do in whatever this dreary place is," the Vampire sighed, looking around the room shrouded in darkness before opening the parchment. "Here goes."
Immediately, the first paragraph of her message to him already brought over a whole sky of clouds looming over him in regret. There was almost nothing Ruki despised more than being held captive against his will, reminding him of the orphanage. Alas, he imagined what he might do to Nunnally the moment they meet face-to-face again.
"Tch, I wish I could see her right now. She shouldn't have to feel so lonely. I appreciate that she would go through the motions of everyday life and indulge in things that remind her of me, but still... I should be there keeping her company as always. And even the idea of Nunnally potentially trying to cook soup on her own baffles me. I wouldn't want to miss that sight for the word," he chuckled coldly. "Someone still has to teach her how to do it."
When his eyes reached how time seemed to pass slowly to such a painful degree for her, Ruki could resonate deeply with the sentiment. In her absence, time froze over. Everything went stagnant.
"So, she's attached to me then... I see. I'm somehow glad to hear—no, to read it. It doesn't feel the same without her incessant questions, or that sulking face she tends to give me when things don't go her way. And regarding Karlheinz-sama... Even if he doesn't approve of it, I wish to see her no matter the costs. Good grief, she writes as though we truly never will see each other again. I absolutely don't want that. This isn't the end, Nunnally... I've put you through much worse. You've got to keep your chin up even when the situation looks bleak."
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The section about her admitting the pleasure she derived from each bite stroked his ego a little more than it should've as a smirk crept upon his lips. Oh, how his fangs ached to rupture that flesh again. Soft as silk, smooth as porcelain, yielding a stream of sustenance.
"Nunnally... I promise not to torment you as soon as I return. At least, not straight away. As much as I enjoy sinking my fangs into you, or sucking that fulfilling blood of yours... I want to see you laugh and smile again. I need to make certain for myself that no strange men try to steal you away from me while I'm gone," he averted his eyes from the letter for just a moment before clutching his own face. "It's unacceptable. I can't monitor you like this... You'll have to catch me up on everything that happened, Nunnally. To make up for my absence, I'll bite you so hard that you'll forget the loneliness. That you'll forget about every other man vying for your attention. That your thoughts will be filled only with me. Invitation or not, it should be a given by now."
Further down the page, his steel-blue depths traveled down, gaze lingering on the word 'master.' It surprised him to see she considered the prospect in hopes of his freedom, which suffused an odd warmth throughout his chest. She really was desperate to meet again, or so Ruki thought to himself. No one had ever yearned for his return like this before, to put pen to paper, to convey every sorrowful word with such heartfelt passion behind it all. A frigid hand snatched his own shirt, wrinkles forming at the fingertips to mimic the furrow of his brow in resentment. Not resentment towards an individual in particular, but towards his own isolated state. Away from his brothers, away from the academy, away from the one he began to treasure above everyone else.
"I believe this feeling is called 'love,' Nunnally."
How mysterious for the bottom of the letter to imply she never meant for it to grace his presence. It begged the question: how did it end up in his possession anyway? Ruki didn't know nor care. All he cared for was to walk with Nunnally again to new places. To forge gilded memories reserved for just the two of them. For once, a letter full of love filled him with hope rather than despair. Folding the paper neatly, he quickly placed it inside his pocket, reflecting on their time together.
"Don't worry. I'll return soon and we can forget this ever happened. Mark my words."
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🧩 I know it is supposed to be unsent, but here's Ruki's reaction to the letter. We can pretend it's like a "what-if" scenario unless you really meant for it to get to him somehow. I might've misunderstood, ahaha. But regardless, it was too sweet of a letter for him to pass up. I do hope the shadowban lifts soon... It's been nearly a week now. 😩 🧩
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biblical-angles · 2 years
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The Little Clown
The story of a clown and a merman. One a land dweller and the other a mystical sea creature from the depths//Okay, look, I read a comic about mermaids and now I'm gonna be making my own story with my own spin on things......by adding a clown. Just--bare with me!!!
There was a town and a travelling circus show that happened to be briefly staying nearby. They had just arrived on the empty field where they'd soon set up their stage and perform for the townsfolk. The backstage crew was already grabbing the poles and stakes needed to hold it all together. The performers were building their own personal tents so they could set up their necessities needed for them to prepare.
By the time it was finished, night had already fallen upon them. Despite how tired everyone was from all the hardwork, they all wanted to celebrate for they were in high spirits for their soon to be performance. They wanted to give the town just a little taste of what was to be expected and so everyone got dressed up in their outfits and painted their faces.
The ringleader himself was in the front leading the parade of clowns, acrobrats, body builders, the misfits and ragtags!
The night had just begun filled with laughter and fun! The pubs were crowded but that didn't stop the townsfolk and circus crew from dancing and singing along to their native songs.
Willow, however, needed to step out and get some fresh air. A little dizzy from all the spinning and jumping she did..as well as the pints she drank.
She looked around as she stood out in the street and noticed a pier. Seeing as it was a quiet spot with no one around, she shuffled her way towards it. The sounds of gravel under her feet were replaced with the knocks of wood creaking with every step. She leaned her head over to the side to see if she could see her reflection from the lamp's light hitting the water. All she could see was a blur of her painted white face.
She stared for a good moment and proceeded to puke into the ocean. She wasn't a drinker and yet she wanted to be a part of the chaos.
After wiping her mouth, she stood up straight and continued to walk till she reached the end of the wooden walkway. Willow sat at the edge with her legs dangling, the water didn't reach her as she playfully swung them.
Even from this great a distance, she could still hear the voices joined together as they sung. She followed along and softly hummed the funny little tune that would be stuck in her head for the next couple of days.
She stared up at the stars and was lost in thought, wondering what the future held for her. Hoping that she'd never grow old so she could keep acting and making people laugh. Willow cherished the strange family of unique characters she had grown close with along their tour. She couldn't think of what she'd do if she were to lose them and yet-
*splash*
Her head turned towards the sound, it felt as though it was ahead further. Out in the sea, but she didn't see anything. She shrugged it off and tried to regain her thoughts but the feeling as though she was being watched made it hard to ignore.
She got up and looked in every direction to find someone, anyone.
"As a clown, I hardly find this funny at all!"
There was no response, "Tiny!! I swear if you're up to no good I'll...I'll do....something!"
Willow sighed and shook her head, maybe her mind was playing tricks on her. She was drinking after all.
She looked back at the water, worried that it could have been something else. Though she caught a glimpse of something moving. It was fast as she noticed the ripples that tailed along.
She took a couple steps back and tripped when she heard another swashing sound. She fell back, groaning at the immediate pain upon impact.
Willow looked up and her gaze met with a pair of iris-less eyes. At the end of the pier was a head that poked out from the water and disappeared when she stared with fear. She didn't know what to make of it and quickly got to her feet, she turned and wanted to run back to the safety of the pub.
"Wait!..." a voice spoke out.
Willow froze in place, she slowly turned around and saw what seemed to be a figure holding itself up from the wooden planks. It's skin wasn't natural, it was more so grey despite having what seemed to be a torso of a human figure. There were what looked like fins that stuck out from the side of its arms. And their ears....they had a strange shape to them.
The creature looked rather shy as they lowered their gaze, "I...I've never seen a human look like...are you human?"
Willow couldn't find her voice and merely nodded, her eyes wider than they've ever been. She must be drunk.
"You don't look like one...your face is.." The creature looked up in awe as they stared back. "..and your clothes...they look so strange compared to the others..you said you were a....clown?"
She found the courage to take a couple steps forward but stopped when she saw him lower as if ready to flee.
"I'm...yes, I am a clown" She couldn't believe any of this. "And you are..?"
The creature didn't respond. Instead, it took off quickly receding back into the water. Willow ran to the edge and tried to look for any signs of the thing she had just witnessed. It was gone.
"Will!!!" A voice behind her called out as it echoed off the buildings and road. She looked back to see one of her mates waving their arms near the pub.
She slowed her breath and walked back to where she first was.
Willow wanted to pretend that what had happened in fact did not but her curiosity got the better and her mind was flooded with questions.
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Alright, that's it for now
I want to write more but for some reason I'm doing something of a slow burn with this considering I didn't really plan ahead, my bad. But I do hope you enjoyed...whatever this was! This isn't the end, my friends :)
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sentofight · 1 month
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ooc. something i wanna quickly touch upon because i'm looking for a good LP for rebirth to watch. it's something i saw some tweets about and its how zack does not really or should not or can't have that much of influence on the characters of ff7. basically the whole he is overrated and only there because the story needed a 'fake cloud' or something like that crap. thankfully my brain errored mid way and tl refreshed and i lost the tweet so whatever~ and i remember seeing something about it here on dinglr a while back so... HMMM
the beef is with zack's relationship to tsung, sephiroth and cissnei and the changes occurred within them because of him.
i get that zack does not seem like a "reliable" character and you wouldn't think he is capable of impacting people's lives around him but if you actually played crisis for a couple of hours you will see that HE IS the kind of character that influences people.
i'll keep this concise because i want to go back to this in another post and make it lengthy but after i watch rebirth and take a moment to tie things up u know.
ok. let's talk about the people around zack and how they changed because he was around.
angeal: the guy for a moment lost (more like almost gave up??? help me on this angeal's fans/rpers) his own 'ideals' but because zack kept cherishing them, and actually applying them, angeal felt like ye this is actually could work in the end. he wanted to see how his ideals, his dreams and legacy are going to be carried by someone like zack; hence his replica followed him to the church and kept protecting him and aerith. angeal may have thought he is a monster and all of that but zack didn't make him feel like that even when he was dying. (listen i will go hyaena on the angeal part but imma be a good girl and stay my tongue till i see more of rebirth..ANGEAL WAAAA!!!!!) OK I LIED!!!! ANGEAL'S EVERYONE IDEAL MENTOR! AND ZACK GOT HIM TO BE HIS MENTOR! AND EVERYTHING! ANGEAL THOUGHT HE MIGHT GAVE UP OR WHATEVER BUT ZACK GLUED HIMSELF TO HIM SO HE CAN LEARN AND BE FIRST SOBS AND ANGEAL JUST FINDIN HIM ENDEARING AND SLOWLY GROWING TO ADMIRE THAT RIDICLIOUS OPTIMISIM IN HIM SOBS.
tsung: listen, if you can get a guy who's job is to do his mission and nothing more to actually bend the law a little bit and keep love letters from your girlfriend for you for 4 years then IDK WHAT IS THIS CALLED THAN BEING INFLUNCED HUH??????????? let's not talk about actually allowing him to stay around aerith even though tsung is supposed to watch over her and make sure her existence is not exposed?????? and there is zack happily going to visit aerith to talk to her about his day~ listen, tsung is an important friend to zack, HE IS ON HIS DMW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! who else would tsung use in any backwater places as a guide than zack???
sephybroth!!!! the bro. legit i hope we can see more of their missions together. HAVE YOU SEEN SEPHY SMILE BECAUSE ZACK IS BEING AN IDIOT SANDWICH??? listen. the fact that sepiroth was ok for zack to tag along with missions and actually gave him advice here and there is just wow in my brain. iconic line "AND WHAT?" do you think someone would live after yelling into sephy's ear like that? jokes aside, have you thought about how 'normal' their conversations are??? its not like sephy had to make himself 'hoho look at me im big and hotshot listen to me peasant' and zack is just ...zack. he sees sephiroth more than ''UWU FIRST!!! UWU !!!!" sephy is just sephy just like him--another guy who is doing his best in his given job. look i have a lot of things in my brain but it is not coming out the way i want kdjaskljaslkjdslkjdfs k me. just think about if zack hadn't disappear for 4 years could he have done something to idk ...stop(?) sephy? i mean by that time sephy was getting kidnapped by his mama's brain cells but u know...power of friendship 🥺
cissnei: ... look. i get some thinks it is ooc of her to 'abandon' her mission in favor of giving zack time to escape. i get it dont get me wrong but you ignore the fact that she is a human???? she's not a machine. i'm sure she, if you want to see it, have some feelings for zack, or simply finds it unfair that someone was under unhuman experiments for 4 years suddenly get tracked down and wanted dead for simply existing. so for me, i think what she did follows some kind of logic. if tsung cleared the order to look for zack first to save him, it wouldn't be that strange that cissnei follows suit and want to save him in her own way. i get brain damaged when people start linking things deeper to the whole feminist and whatever--again dont get me wrong i dont like the whole 'i change for a guy' / 'i ruin my life for a guy' kind of thing but did she ruined her life???? or change that drastically??? when you think about it he gave her more ...memories and feelings to get in touch with other than the constant turk missions which are brutal lets be real. zack gave her the option to have a friend ;A; !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IS IT WRONG TO HAVE A FRIEND --CRUSH???????????????????? SHUT HE FUCK ER EUP SKJSFSD S SHUT UP DONT DOTUFCHCHF TOUCH MEEE WAAAAAAAAA
ok i wanna go on but these top makes me go 🙃🔪 i wont touch ae/rith or c/loud or t/ifa at the moment because....... i want to have my brain cells for the night.
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rain-fluff · 2 months
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Journal Four
The CNY holidays felt like it flew by quick. Did I have the most eventful holiday? No, not really but it doesn't deter from the fact that I appreciate long breaks. Something about where I just don't have to think about going through the motions of life and just be; the break from it all is well cherished. It doesn't mean that the holidays were 100% uneventful though.
What was initially planned to be an Art Jam session ended up being a small gathering for dinner with close friends. While I do love the idea where you can relax and do art together, the company shared over a warm meal was still a welcoming experience (albeit a not so welcoming experience for my wallet but sue me they had unagi and I haven't had it in years).
The unagi was really good but I can't say I feel the same for the pasta it was paired with. The pasta itself was also pretty spicy so it was a good thing I ordered some honey milk to ease the heat for my palate. Would I go there again? Sure! They had tons of other food items I haven't really explored yet. Would I get the pasta again? Probably not. There was an unagi burger and I couldn't help but feel that maybe I should've ordered that in the first place. A note to myself for next time I guess should the opportunity arises.
It wasn't a full blown hangout but we had fun conversing and enjoying our meals, snuck some bites in of eachothers' dinners. Walking around just to take photos of each was also fun. I told myself I would update my Instagram more but are we surprised that I want feed to look in a particular order before I upload the set from this outing? Definitely not me. (Probably not some of my close friends if they're reading this blog though har har.)
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I also went to my mom's hometown Ipoh just a few days after said outing. We had dinner with my aunt and cousin and the tom yum and lamb we're really good. We went mostly because my mom wanted to check in with her sister to see how well the progress for my cousin's wedding was doing. They didn't look like they were under too much stress so that was relief to see.
I didn't stay for the wedding itself but from what I saw on my cousin's Instagram account, it fit her retro aesthetic really nicely and her photos looked radiant. I wonder if I'll look like that if I ever get married.
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Overall it was a pleasant break, though I do wish I took advantage of the time to do my own personal creative projects like oh I don't know, start scrapbooking even though I have been telling myself for years to start but never actually getting around to doing so. I also invited a friend to see the new Spy x Family movie but I'm pretty tight on money at the moment (thank you capitalism and your crippling chokehold on attracting me with your cute and aesthetic merchandising ways).
I hope the screening is still available early next month. Should I just watch it this coming week anyway? I feel like this blog is slowly becoming a food blog to be honest. Not that it's inherently a bad thing; it's just not quite me. Well you're definitely not finding out about the movie in this entry. 'Till next time my dear reader.
-rain
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ocean-anchored · 3 months
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Dear future self.. January 15, 2024
It's been a quiet week. I was pet sitting Theo until Monday evening. Sunday night Troy had responded to my texts from the weekend and had invited me to go watch college football monday night which was a nice invite. After I dropped off Theo, I went over. It was just us for the first hour, we chatted a bit & watched the game, then his friend came over which he was really nice. At half time I joined Troy with going to grab drinks. I felt like it went really well overall. His friend was leaving around 9:30 so I picked up my drinks & was going to head out too but then he was like "oh you're going to go too?" & I said I didnt want to intrude on his night, he said he would be up for a bit & that I was welcome to stay unless I needed to go so I ended up staying. We ended up chatting for like 3 hours till midnight. We had some good deep talks but also some really fun laughs. I honestly thought it was a good night. When I stood by his door saying goodbye I went in for a hug & I don't know what he was expecting which was slightly awkward but I didn't think much of it. I left it a day and then Wednesday night I had texted thanking him for the invite & then invited him for games next tuesday & literally haven't heard back. It's monday today. It' just frustrating because I wish he would just tell me if he's not interested or something. He says hes this no bullshit guy, maybe he did just ghost me because there's another girl, idk I didn't really get that vibe that he was seeing someone so who knows, just sucks when you think things were going well & randomly communication stops. So I'm going to leave it now, I'm not texting him anymore. He'd have to have a pretty good excuse as to why he just ghosted me for a week when I invited him to something so it is what it is. I didn't do much during the week, it was like -45 so it was too cold out. Finished my book, The Light We Carry with Amber and that was so good. Cleaned up my office paperwork which felt good & just rested. Saturday I went for a nice massage in the morning & then to Ambers in the afternoon & helped her paint. I ended up staying the evening for dinner as well, we had spent like 7-8 hours & it flew by. Seriously this girl is my barnacle. We talked briefly about the book & friendship etc & just how we connected on how it was interesting & important to have people outside your relationship to fulfill needs, where your partner can't fulfill everything & she said some things that were exactly on my level & it was honestly just so reassuring & so warming to hear that I'm to her what she is to me. Like I'm literally so blessed. I was even just telling my other friend which I'll get to that part soon, but I would literally go through everything in my past to get where I was to meet Amber all over again, that's how much I cherish her & our friendship.
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arilssyrups · 7 months
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Here's a little Zelda ficket I wrote as a writing exercise inspired by today's reading! (Catholic)
I forgot how fun it was to just write without an outline. I hope I find the motivation to do this again :'DDD
Also, little storytime. I wrote the beginning of this in my computer class and planned for it to just be something I'll continue when I have computer class again. I got obsessed.
Ps: I'm not very religious but using the Bible as fanfic prompts makes my writing feel very sophisticated ;) (Also, I love referencing religious things in fics, especially in stuff like Zelda.)
Enjoy!
12 October 2023
Luke 11: 5-13
A prophet once said, "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find.”
Zelda supposed she was the exception to that divine rule.
Since childhood she had asked, seeked, begged for just a drop of Her divine power.
Silence. Silence till this day.
Cold seeped into Zelda's skin, accompanied by the numbness of kneeling for hours on end. In spite of it all, she didn't dare to look up, to open her tear crusted eyes and see Her.
For Her smile would always be colder than any spring’s waters.
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Goddesses, she hated him. She hated him with all her soul, body, and 'supposedly' Goddess blessed blood.
Everything he asked for was given, everything he seeked was found, everything he did was praised, everything he failed at-
Well, he never failed at anything.
Perhaps that was why She never answered Zelda's prayers. She wouldn’t listen to someone who despised her darling boy either.
Though, that begged the question of how She knew Zelda would hate him before they had even met.
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They were like night and day.
Zelda couldn’t decide who was which, but the juxtaposition was clear to anyone who even thought of the two of them.
She was emotional, disobedient, and the patron saint of failure.
He was calm, collected, and greatness incarnate.
Maybe God and shriveled up old crone would be a better comparison.
Someone needed to bring him down a peg or two.
The thought was the reason why she cherished every moment she had of him lacking. They were few and far between, and even lacking was a bit of a stretch. Every moment where she was able to catch even the slightest whisper of emotion on him. Any furrowing of eyebrows, squinting of eyes, tilting of head.
They filled her with a sinister kind of happiness.
She didn’t even care if Her Divine frowned upon her for it-
"-ighness, princess."
Zelda blinked the dryness from her eyes, the Sheikah Slate warm in her palms. She tightened her grip on it for a moment, its dull corners failing in waking her up fully.
"Are you alright?" Despite the questioning tilt in his voice, the concerned nature of his words, his face remained maddeningly stoic.
Zelda nodded in answer.
Every door he knocked would be opened.
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wandering-space-time · 9 months
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You're changing Mouses story, her LIFE. Even as a god you shouldn't be able to play with someone's life like that!
...Walk with me, Bear. I have something to show you. I'll think you'll find your answers there.
Wha- Don't just walk away from me! Get back here
*30 Minutes of silence later*
Where... Where are we? Are those mannequins? Who is Santinita Galleon? Alexis Smirnoff? Lazari Redfield? What is this place
My hall of failures. Not because they failed, but because I failed THEM. Each one of those people, I have created. Each was flawed in their own way but I loved them but they never knew that they were created. Most are from a darker, earlier time in my life, hence why most are in the same "universe". Some are happy, most have gone crazy from what happened to them in their lives. I never finished their stories. I keep them here to remind myself that I can always do better but... Mouse might be my favorite. I don't want her here. I don't want to fail my creation. I want to make a new hall, if things I am proud of, and put her in there when her time comes so I may be proud of myself for once, instead of being proud of other... Beings. That's why her story is changing. Do not fret, you three will be in her story, and she will cherish you and you her till the end of your days but... It will be hard on her. There are outside forces coming into play that have a vendetta against me and will send their chosen to her, to cripple her mentally, to exhaust her mentally, and I will be unable to stop it. Mortal lives are like... Hm... Its like being able to interact during important moments in a quick time event but less involved. She will be changed, as will the world and universe she resides in, but she will be better for it. I know she will. She's my chosen after all
FOUND ON THE MASTER BEDROOM DESK OF THE DAHLIA FARM, VOICES UNKNOWN
I hope I'm doing the right thing...
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