#idk uhhhh

[allaganexarch]

wip wednesday! (it is thursday)

Thank you so much @thevikingwoman for the tag!! As is becoming custom I am here to drop some nonsense from before school beat me with a stick. Idk how close ghost of you part 3 is to being done because I'm pretty sure it's gonna end up having a part 4 LOL, but here is the beginning!

I'm not gonna tag anyone rn bc I lack the brain capacity but pls feel free to share and pretend I tagged you! It's wip wednesday-thursday ♥

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Moiraine always had a knack for compartmentalizing.  She never thought much about it, really, it was just the way her mind worked.  She was like her father, who could love his family one day and very nearly forget they existed the next, because he was so involved in his latest project that he had simply…tucked them safely away somewhere, to be loved properly at a more convenient time.

Anvaere’s mind does not work the same way, and nor did their mother’s.  For them, Father’s occasional abandonment seeped into everything around it, the proverbial fruit of the poisonous tree.  By their estimation, he did not get to love them one day and leave them the next, and in retrospect, Moiraine supposes she can understand that.

In practice it was rather miserable, though.  Anvaere moped, while their mother made a hobby of building resentment.

Moiraine considers in passing that she’s doing a rather magnificent job of encompassing both of her family’s tried and true traditions in her misery, hiding herself away most of the time, but still managing to make the whole place intolerable when she is present.

It would be much easier, she thinks, if Lan would just leave her alone.  Neither Verrin nor Adeleas has any desire for Moiraine’s company—and rightly so.  They are perfectly happy to aid their sister in her time of need without demanding the wretched details.  One doesn’t hear much about women being stilled, but then again, one doesn’t need to.  The mention alone is chilling.  They understand even without any comparable experience.

But Lan keeps on knocking at her door, keeps inviting her to meals, inviting her on walks, inviting her to do anything, anything at all, anything she wants, and she doesn’t know how to tell him that there is nothing she wants anymore, and there never can be.

She tells herself it is something of a relief to be free of the notion that she might set herself right again.  It would have been a colossal waste of time.  Better to be done with it now and move onto what is important.  After all, she herself hardly matters.  She let Rand go because she’d thought the matter was done with, but she realized quickly that it wasn’t, and now she needs to ascertain what will come next.

It’s something to occupy her mind, but there’s no joy in chasing down the mystery.  Her days are filled with dead ends and tiresome visitors who overplay their hands.  They misjudge Moiraine because the way to determine how much leverage one holds is to guess what the other person wants, what the other person cares for, and they do not understand that Moiraine wants nothing and cares for nothing.

In all their years traveling together, Lan has never once snapped at her like that.  There was a time when it would have brought her a sick sort of delight.  She used to try all the time to get a rise out of him, to make him lash out at her so she could feel justified cutting him off.  She’d never had someone so steady in her life, and it confused and frightened her.

His outburst reaches her, in a way.  She realizes she can’t go on like this hoping he’ll eventually stop trying.  She resolves to leave under cover of night, hoping at least that he is angry enough with her not to notice her missing right away.

She hadn’t counted on three Fades.  One, perhaps, if she were very unlucky.  But Moiraine herself is not particularly important, and certainly not at the moment.  She led the Dragon to the Eye of the World, yes, but it’s not as though the Dark didn’t get something out of that.  By all accounts she should be less than nothing now.  An Aes Sedai who cannot channel?  Who has no Warder, no family, no friends left to look out for her?

With a terrible lurching sensation, suddenly Moiraine is in two places at once.  She is here and not here, lying on the ground outside Verrin’s estate and back at the Eye of the World, and somehow, Lan has found her yet again.  He finds her without the bond, without magic, without anything to guide him.  Moiraine feels more than she’s felt in months.  She feels angry, and relieved, and devastated.  He can’t be here.  They cannot keep doing this.

If Moiraine is still a target, then she has to get Lan away from her.  She can’t keep him safe like this, and he’ll die trying to protect her because it’s what he’s sworn to do.  She doesn’t know what she’s been doing up until now, hoping he’d tire of her coldness and drift away on his own.  It was selfish of her.  She didn’t want to strike the killing blow, make him really hate her, make the split impossible to reconcile.

But what would be really, unforgivably selfish would be to keep him around when she knows it will get him killed.  It would be a senseless death, defending something that’s no longer worth the price.

Necessity doesn’t make the burden any easier to bear.

#exciting tag for writing things #well i was TRYING to figure out how i tag ghost of you #but i can't find it on my blog atm lol so #idk uhhhh #wheel of time #wheel of time fanfic #moiraine damodred #moiraine x lan #something like that right

[deadduvznap]

i meed some hard asks rn e im trying not to have a mental breakdown and kill myself

#dsmp smut #specifically #idk uhhhh #sapnap smut #punz smut #are welcome #but i want more #enhypen smut #rn #jay smut #and #heeseung smut #and im accepting #shipping #rn too #atlas speaks

[umbramemeblog]

#poll #quiz #idk uhhhh #totk #botw

[idkwhatimdoingbutpersonal]

The haha we hate Americans thing is just getting a little ridiculous.

A video of a girl getting ranch with her pizza then there’s a comment like “THESE FATTY AMERICANS DONT KNOW HOW TO EAT PIZZA”

Video of a group of early twenty-somethings doing something dumb and there’s a comment like “Classic STUPID Americans”

Like ???????

#not even American but y’all are so angry and for what ??? #this European superiority complex needs to be nipped in the bud cuz what is happening #America #USA #idk uhhhh #Europe #no offense to Europeans just like what’s going on ? #shlayed fr

[solypei]

😳

#oc #original character #oc art #oc artwork #digital #digital art #artists on tumblr #long hair #warm colors #idk uhhhh #posted this on main accidentally lol

[springfield-tirefire]

this picture means anything you want it to

#idk uhhhh #when she drops her hotdog in the bed #when she reaches for the tv remote and starts changing your channels #when i run out of jokes 2 jokes in #futurama #nibbler #leela #morbotron #screencap

[duckdotimg]

Got tired of seeing moeblob young catgirls. Give me butch and GNC catladies in their 40s and 50s (more will be drawn)

#please dont be facking weird about them having facial hair theyre all butch and women of varied flavors!!!!!!!!!!! #more to come btw :3 #duck.png #uhhhh #catgirls #idk how to tag this #gijinka #i guess #too late now to really make it important to people but #these are all supposed to be lesbians #edit: disabled reblogs for my own mental health lol

[lobolicious]

absolutely obsessed w this song

#corrin speaks #idk uhhhh #spotify

[lunian]

LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

#KING #oh my goooooooooooooooooooooooooo- #mystuff #hades #hades 2 #hades ii #hades spoilers #i guess i wont see Ares in this vid.......... pls dont tell me he is not there #or he is uhhhh has other role idk i didnt see Hermes or Dio too

[weaselmcdiesel]

i was being so so so real when i said id make more katnep comics

#but this one isnt funny. >:) #it's SWEET #my art #fan art #homestuck #karkat #karkat vantas #nepeta #nepeta leijon #katnep #karnep #nepkat #i am not used to limiting my palette im still experimenting! #i hope the colors i chose arent stupid i think theyre nice #if no one can tell what's in the poster it's the miniature tigers album poster #idk i thought maybe shed like it idk #also if it's hard to read kk's apron it says #cull the gastrotechnician #ummm this is an au where they live together uhhhh and also trolls have beds ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #idk

[missusruin]

drawing more vtubers

#vtuber #fanart #cvnka #tumblr is being SO WEIRD about putting this post on my dash so uhhhh idk if it's showing up for other folks lol #they hate to see a gal w the fattest tentacles smh

[imma-triple-a-battery]

also

maybe i should've saved this one for halloween or something

oh well, anyway

yeah it's based off of @mha-quotes-and-such again, i hope it's not too annoying cuz there will be more

#bakugou katsuki #kaminari denki #asui tsuyu #bnha #bnha fanart #mha #i realized halfway through this that ive never actually drawn denkis hero costume #and the first time i do he aint even the one wearing it lmao #but its fine #it's fiiiine #uhhhh #bakusquad #sure yeah #hdbxbd i think tsu turned out really cute #im always a sucker for tsuyu with vitiligo idk why i think it just suits her

[celerydays]

Princess and the Frog Turtle AU 🐢👑

#apparently it's been MORE THAN A YEAR??? since i've posted to tumblr?!?! #what up i guess #i'd forgotten i had a blog tbh #i made this art for the ML Once Upon zine uhhhh last year #also i have no idea what's going on with ml these days #i still need to watch the ENTIRETY of season 5 #and i don't even know what's going on with the movie stuff idk im scared man #my life update is that im now 30 flirty and thriving #mlb #mlb fanart #celdraws #celerydays #miraculous ladybug #miraculous fanart #alya cesaire #nino lahiffe

[desktopmermaid]

Welcome to my beautiful mind.. my train lesbians. Still a WIP kinda, there’s stuff I feel like I wanna add or change, but this is fine for now as a first pass maybe.

Diesel and Big Boy are both shy and reclusive in nature. Pullman being the opposite, and having a more outgoing, rich older gentleman personality. (I feel like a passenger train would be more social than freight trains) Big Boy is retired. Idk how their world works yet but I imagine company is sparse and Pullman is desperate for company and is just 🧍‍♂️ why do I have to hang out with you social recluses..

Sniffs. Anyway.

#my art #my ocs #UHHHH IDK WHAT TO TAG DIS ASSSSS… #train gijinka #domino effect of some guy inventing the first train to me drawing lesbian trains #3Tracks

[littlestpersimmon]

AS THE WORLD GOES ON ITS WICKED WAY

bonus:

#dalayangan #mlm #comics #uhhhh #fantasy art #Idk what to tag this as

[paracosmicessence]

@silentwolflily i skipped a few chapters and jumped straight into their wedding oops

#sth #sth fanart #shadow the hedgehog #sonic the hedgehog #sonic the hedghog fanart #sonadow #i love not working on the thing i said i was working on to work on another thing #uhhhh idk artblock go brrrr