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kckt88 · 5 months
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Take My Breath Away VI.
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Summary:
A new Targaryen is born.
Warning(s): Swearing, Angst, Child Birth, Complications, Choices, Threats of Murder.
Word Count: 3111
MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!!
GREENS WIN - ENEMIES TO LOVERS.
Tag List - @a-beaverhausen, @ammo23, @immyowndefender, @watercolorskyy, @toodlesxcuddles
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the House of The Dragon or Fire & Blood characters nor do I claim to own them. I do not own any of the images used.
Comments, likes, and reblogs are very much appreciated.
Some dialogue/scenes from Dynasty have been reused.
Seeing Vaeryna wife grow round with their child gave Aemond a sense of happiness that he’d never known before. He marvelled how her body changed and the feeling of their babe moving was something he would never forget.
The mood swings however were something else entirely.
Sometimes Vaeryna would scream and cry at him whenever she felt uncomfortable, she would rage and order him to stay away from her, only for her to come to him in floods of tears and drag him back to their chambers and beg him to fuck her.
Often there were times where she would wordlessly sink to her knees and tear open his breeches, only for her to stuff his cock down her throat and torture him as she sucked and licked his hard cock until she’d milked every last drop of seed from him.
Quite the predicament, that of course his brother Aegon found extremely amusing.
“You do realise that she’s already with child. You don’t need to keep sticking it in her all the time” said Aegon smirking.
“That makes a change from your orders to bed her every night or they’ll be consequences”.
“Well, it’s different now, she’s actually with child” replied Aegon.
“I just can’t help myself. Seeing her belly round with my child, knowing that it’s my seed that’s taken root. Drives me mad with desire” replied Aemond honestly.
“Drives your wife mad with desire too from what I’ve heard” said Aegon.
“Hm” muttered Aemond.
“Heard she was ordering you not to touch her anymore, only for her to find you training with Ser Criston and without skipping a beat she dragged you back to your chambers and neither of you were seen for the rest of the day” laughed Aegon.
“I had my husbandly duties to perform” retorted Aemond.
“We all know how seriously you take duty little brother” exclaimed Aegon.
Aemond rolled his eye and turned to face Vaeryna who was sitting with Jaehaera in the gardens, they were singing some kind of nursery rhymes.
It made Aemond’s heart burst, just simply watching how Vaeryna was with his niece, she would be such a good mother.
“He will be so pretty” said Jaehaera.
“Who?” asked Vaeryna.
“The babe” replied Jaehaera as she placed her little hand on Vaeryna’s round stomach.
“Oh, so he’s definitely a boy then” mused Vaeryna.
“Yes, he will look a lot like uncle Aemond, but he will be sweet like you”.
“How do you know that?” asked Vaeryna curiously as she stroked Jaehaera’s soft silver hair.
“I have dreams-I saw him flying on a dragon with uncle Aemond” replied Jaehaera.
“On Vhagar?”
“No, he will fly my mama’s dragon” said Jaehaera.
“Dreamfyre” exclaimed Vaeryna, placing a hand on her stomach as she felt the babe kick.
“Yes, they will be good friends”.
“Will you be ok with that?” asked Vaeryna.
“Dreamfyre loved my mama very much, but she’s sad and all alone. Dragons shouldn’t be lonely”.
“No, they shouldn’t” said Vaeryna softly.
“Besides the others will fly too”.
“Others?” mused Vaeryna.
“Your other children-silly” said Jaehaera.
“How many others?”
“Seven, one for each of the gods” replied Jaehaera in a sing song voice.
“I don’t think that’s accurate” gasped Vaeryna, not knowing if she should feel horrified or not.
“I saw them all, even the boy surrounded by snow” replied Jaehaera.
“The boy surrounded by snow?” asked Vaeryna.
“Yes-the boy with the wolf, don’t worry auntie Ryna, I won’t tell anyone” whispered Jaehaera.
“Jae-“ said Vaeryna nervously.
“It’s ok, I promise I won’t tell-” muttered Jaehaera.
“-Promise you won’t tell what?” asked Aemond.
Vaeryna looked at Jaehaera who smiled sweetly and patted the grass next to her. Aemond smiled as he sat down next to his niece.
“The seven” muttered Jaehaera.
“T-The seven?” asked Aemond furrowing his brow.
“All the children were going to have, Jae said she saw them in a dream” replied Vaeryna.
“One for each of the gods” said Aemond smiling.
“That’s exactly what Jae said-you don’t seriously want seven children” gasped Vaeryna.
“I don’t know, might be interesting. Who knows” replied Aemond shrugging.
“Your not the one that will have to give birth to them” snapped Vaeryna.
“No, but I’m sure I’ll have fun making them” said Aemond smirking.
“Your such an arse-honestly, no way am I birthing seven babes” muttered Vaeryna shifting uncomfortably as the babe currently inside her began to kick.
“Yes, you will” cheered Jaehaera as she picked up a ladybird from the grass and took it to the bushes.
“Thank you for listening to what she says, usually people either don’t understand or they think she’s mad” whispered Aemond.
“I would never think such a thing” replied Vaeryna taking Aemond’ hand and placing it on her stomach.
“The child is very active today” muttered Aemond.
“Indeed, he kept me awake most of the night” replied Vaeryna.
“If your tired, let me escort you back to our chambers, if you cannot sleep, then you should rest” said Aemond as he stood up and offered his hand to Vaeryna.
“Ready and pull” exclaimed Vaeryna as Aemond hauled her off the floor.
Vaeryna brushed the grass of her skirts and smiled at Aemond who was gazing at her with such fondness, that it made her blush.
“-And where are you two sneaking off to, not more marital duty?” asked Aegon.
“My wife is tired, so I’m taking her to rest, is that ok with you” snarked Aemond.
“Of course, the health of my heir is important” said Aegon as he reached out to lay a hand on Vaeryna’s stomach, but she stepped away.
“Do that again and you’ll lose it” snapped Vaeryna.
Aegon didn’t answer, he simply smiled and watched with mild curiosity as Aemond wrapped an arm around Vaeryna’s back and guided her inside the Red Keep.
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Aemond didn’t know how much longer he could stand listening to Vaeryna’s pained wails, as he paced back and forth outside their closed chamber door.
Vaeryna’s labours had begun during the night and Aemond had been ushered out of their chambers, as a flurry of Maesters and midwives surrounded his wife.
“A-Aemond,” cried Vaeryna.
Aemond had been ordered to remain outside as the midwives claimed the birthing room was no place for a man, let alone a Prince of the realm.
“I want AEMOND” screamed Vaeryna.
Aemond couldn’t stand it anymore, so he took a deep breath and barged into his chambers.
“My prince. You should not be here. It is not proper” urged Maester Munkun.
“I don’t give a shit what’s proper. My wife needs me. I’m staying” snapped Aemond.
“B-But my Prince”
“Do not attempt to remove me again Maester, or I swear to the seven I will throw you out of that fucking window” shouted Aemond.
“P-Please. Aemond. I need you” sobbed Vaeryna.
“I’m here ābrazȳrys” (Wife) exclaimed Aemond as he knelt down beside the bed and took Vaeryna’s hand.
“It hurts so much Valzȳrys” (Husband).
“I know. But you can do this. I know you can” said Aemond, doing his best to reassure his wife.
“No, I can’t” wailed Vaeryna, grimacing in pain as a contraction ripped across her stomach.
“Yes, you can Issa prūmia. Squeeze my hand as much as you want” (My heart).
Maester Munkun instructed Vaeryna to take a deep breath and push.
“That’s it. Issa dōna, keep going” encouraged Aemond (My sweet).
Aemond had no idea how much time had passed since Vaeryna was instructed to push, even as the labour tired her, she kept going. Her red face covered in sweat and tears.
But it soon become clear that things were not progressing as they should, especially when Maester Munkun and the midwives were sharing looks of concern and began whispering to each other.
“W-What’s going on?” asked Aemond as one of the maid’s quickly left the room.
“My Prince, may I have a word” urged Maester Munkun.
Aemond nodded sharply and pressed a quick kiss to Vaeryna’s sweaty head before standing up and following the Maester.
“Unfortunately, My Prince, the babe isn’t coming and with every second that passes we risk losing them both” said Maester Munkun.
“Isn’t there anything you can do?” gasped Aemond.
“You need to make a choice My Prince, there is a procedure we can perform to bring the babe out, but-“
Suddenly the door burst open and Aegon lumbered inside. He reeked of stale wine and his eyes were completely bloodshot.
“I received word that are complications?” asked Aegon.
The maid who had left the room, shrunk into the corner as Aemond glared at her, no doubt one of his brother’s little spies.
“Yes, Your Grace, I was just informing Prince Aemond that there is a procedure we can perform to bring the babe out”.
“Well then. Do it” urged Aegon.
“You must understand Your Grace, the mother would not survive such a procedure”.
“WHAT?” exclaimed Aemond.
“Would the babe live?” asked Aegon.
“There is a chance Your Grace” replied Maester Munkun.
“Well then, do it. I will not risk my heir-“
“-Aegon. No-” urged Aemond shaking his head.
“I am the King. You will perform that procedure” snarled Aegon desperately.
“A-Aemond” whimpered Vaeryna.
“Go on, get on with it” said Aegon waving his hand dismissively.
Aemond watched as the Maester rummaged around in his bag, before he pulled out a small sharp blade.
They were going to cut her open, she was going to die. No, he couldn’t lose her, not now.
With a ferocious roar of rage, Aemond surged forward and shoved the Maester away from Vaeryna.
“Have you lost your wits” yelled Aegon as he too was buffeted out of the way.
“You will not touch my wife” snapped Aemond as he stood over Vaeryna protectively.
“We can’t risk the babe, the Maester needs to-“
“I swear to the seven and every single god in old Valyria, if your obsession with having a male heir costs Vaeryna her life, I will slit your throat from ear to ear” raged Aemond his hand moving to the dagger at his hip.
“I am the King and-“
“That is my wife, and I will not have her butchered for the sake of a babe” said Aemond as he turned his back on Aegon and took Vaeryna’s hand.
“Aemond-what’s happening-I’m scared” sobbed Vaeryna.
“Your going to dig deeper than you ever thought possible and find the strength to deliver our babe. Now come on” muttered Aemond as he kissed Vaeryna’s hand.
“I-I can’t”
“Yes, you can. You are Vaeryna Targaryen, daughter of Rhaenyra and the Rogue Prince, you are the rider of the Cannibal the most feared dragon in all of Westeros. Now show everyone in this room why you are the true blood of the dragon” urged Aemond.
Vaeryna nodded slowly as she took a deep breath and pushed.
Never had Aemond seen anyone display the level of strength that Vaeryna currently displayed, she must have been exhausted but she didn’t give in.
“I-I don’t believe it, M-Maester the babe” exclaimed a midwife.
“That’s it Princess. I can see the babes head” said Maester Munkun.
“You can do it my love. That’s it. Keep pushing” urged Aemond, grimacing slightly as Vaeryna squeezed his hand tight.
“Keep going Princess. Your doing so well-“
“The head’s out. Now just wait until the next contraction and push”
Even though her strength was waning, Vaeryna took a deep breath and gave one last push.
Then an ear-piercing cry shattered the silence of the room. 
Aemond’s heart swooped at the sound, his lips parting in amazement as he watched Maester Munkun, cut the umbilical cord and quickly wrapped the babe in clean cloth.
Vaeryna whimpered next to him, her eyes shining with relieved tears. 
“Well, what is it?” asked Aegon.
“A boy. Your Grace” said Maester Munkun.
“My heir” shrieked Aegon excitedly as he held out his arms expectantly, but before the Maester could place the tiny squalling babe in the Kings arms, Aemond abruptly shoved Aegon aside and snatched his son from the Maester who made a rather hasty retreat.
Aemond passed the baby boy to Vaeryna who held the babe against her bare chest. Her eyes shining with unshed tears.
“Aemond. Look, our son” gasped Vaeryna.
“He’s perfect” whispered Aemond in awe. His heart bursting with love at the sight of his newly born son in the arms of his wife.
“Jae was right, he looks like you” said Vaeryna happily.
The babe had a full head of silver hair, never in his life had Aemond ever seen so much hair on a babe.
“Would you like to hold him?” asked Vaeryna.
Even though he was nervous, Aemond nodded eagerly. His heart bursting with every single ounce of happiness and love as his son was placed in his arms.
“What’s the boy’s name?”
“The honour belongs to his father” muttered Vaeryna.
“Are you sure?” asked Aemond as his wife nodded slowly, Maester Munkun and the midwives were busying themselves with the delivery of the afterbirth and making sure Vaeryna was ok.
Aemond looked down at the small babe in his arms and smiled.
There was only one name he could think of. A name that he’d picked out after Vaeryna had told him that she was carrying his child.
“Rhaegar” whispered Aemond.
“I had thought to name him Aegon, after myself of course. He is my heir” said Aegon.
“He might be your heir, but I am his father and any decisions regarding him shall fall to me or his mother” snapped Aemond.
“Aemond your not being fair” argued Aegon.
“Get out of my chambers. You are fouling the air with your stench” snarked Aemond.
“You dare speak to me like that” exclaimed Aegon.
“I shall speak to you any way I please and if you don’t listen, I shall be adding Kingslayer to my repertoire”.
Aegon must have realised the seriousness in Aemond’s threat as he quickly vacated the room.
“I’m sorry you had to hear that, but at last we can be alone”.
Vaeryna smiled widely, she had birthed their son, and gone through immeasurable pain, yet she had never looked more beautiful.
Aemond leaned forward and pressed a gentle kiss to Vaeryna’s lips.
“Avy jorrāelan” whispered Vaeryna as her eyes began to close (I love you).
Aemond’s breath caught in his throat, she had never said that to him before. But she was clearly exhausted and needed to rest.
Long after the Maester’s and midwives had finished taking care of Vaeryna, and the maids had ensured there were clean sheets on the bed, Aemond cradled his son in his arms and simply watched over Vaeryna as she slept.
Never in his life had he been this happy.
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Vaeryna slept on and off for almost two days before she regained some semblance of strength and energy.
A wet nurse had been helping to take care of Rhaegar and Alicent would often visit, of course still held a slight disdain for Vaeryna given her blatant rudeness, but there some modicum of care.
Aemond wondered if maybe his mother still harboured some warm feeling towards Rhaenyra and now that she was gone, she had come to care for Vaeryna as a way to make up for what had happened during the war.
What ever the reason, Aemond was glad for it. Despite his initial feelings towards Vaeryna when she first arrived, she had completely woven herself into his heart and breathed new life into every fibre of his being.
A soft knock at the door broke Aemond out of his reverie, he gentle placed Rhaegar in his cradle and opened the door to his chambers to find Aegon standing nervously in the corridor.
“I’ve got nothing to say to you” snarled Aemond as he went to close the door.
“No. Wait. Please brother just hear me out” begged Aegon.
Aemond really did contemplate slamming the door in his face, but he’d come here for a reason and judging from the red handprint marring his cheek, he’d been commanded by their mother.
“H-How is Vaeryna?”
“She’s sleeping, but she’s ok” replied Aemond bluntly.
“I-I wish to apologise for my actions. I was wrong”.
“You were willing to have my wife sliced open” retorted Aemond as he stepped out into the corridor and pulled the door shut.
“I-Its just the council kept going on about the importance of me having an heir, and I tried to suggest naming Jaehaera but they refused, saying they could in could conscious allow such a thing because of what happened with Rhaenyra and-“
“Well obviously, it would make us look like hypocrites, and would most likely incite another war” said Aemond sternly.
“The point is, I shouldn’t have said what I did”.
“You know the only reason you’re not dead, is that I do not wish to have our mother suffer the grief of losing another child, even if you are a wastrel” said Aemond.
“Ok I get it. I’m unworthy. Must you constantly remind me how much of a disappointment I am” muttered Aegon.
“No, I don’t think you get it at all” snarked Aemond.
“I didn’t even want the fucking crown in the first place, do you remember that. How I begged you to let me sail away and never return, yet they forced that fucking thing upon my head”
“You are the first-born son” replied Aemond.
“Our grandsire claimed crowning me would prevent a war, but it only succeeded in causing one. Was it all worth it Aemond, tell me brother, the people we’ve lost? Grandsire, Daeron, Helaena, both of my sons. Look at Vaeryna and the people she’s lost” said Aegon the tears rolling down his pale cheeks.
“No, it was not worth it” muttered Aemond.
“Our house has almost fell to ruin because people would rather see a man on the Iron Throne, we cannot carry on like this brother or else we will wither away and die”.
“You think I don’t know that. The whole reason you had me take Vaeryna to wife was so we could further our line” said Aemond.
"You love her though?"
"Yes I do. More than I've ever loved anyone" said Aemond.
“Do you think we’ll ever recover?” asked Aegon quietly.
“Only time will tell” replied Aemond as he pushed himself off the wall he was leaning on.
“I am sorry you know I just-“
“I think in all honesty Aegon, it’s for the best that you stay out of my face for the next week. I can’t deal with your shit. I need to be there for Vaeryna and our son” said Aemond firmly.
“O-Ok” stammered Aegon.
“Goodbye. Your Grace” said Aemond as he opened the door to his chambers and disappeared inside, leaving Aegon standing alone.
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anashins · 1 year
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hi! can I request one where reader gets jealous and a bit sad because some girl was trying to hit on jae and he notices that so he makes up for reader in the most fluff way, please? only if you want to :))
Pairing: Jaehyun x reader
Genre: fluff
Word Count: 1k
Summary: "Is she your girlfriend-girlfriend or are you just talking?" - "If I kill you, are you dead-dead or just not breathing?"
A/N: Stumbled over a TikTok audio that fitted perfectly, I hope you like it 💜
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“He sounds so good! I didn’t know your boyfriend could sing.”
“I overhear him in the shower sometimes,” you explained loudly, “but I had no idea either!”
You and your friend’s eyes were fixated on Jaehyun who was giving the performance of his life in the living room. The guests were either sitting or standing to listen attentively after someone had brought out a karaoke machine to spice up the party since the first ones had already prepared to leave.
Your boyfriend was singing some trendy pop song while others chanted along, raising the mood again after everyone had thought the party was dying. Watching him enjoy singing, dancing along and interacting with the audience made your chest swell with pride, and you found yourself nodding rhythmically as well even though you usually weren’t the one to verbally express your musical side. According to your friends, you sounded awful, and you left it like that.
But your boyfriend, on the other hand, was awesome. When he ended the song, people came up to him while others stormed to the karaoke machine to choose a song themselves. 
“Well, I actually wanted to go home already,” you said to your friend. “But I guess we’re going to stay for a bit longer. Wanna have another drink?”
“Sure.”
You went over to the kitchen where you found fun in mixing fantasy drinks for each other before you returned to the living room.
“Uh…” Your friend looked past you with a clear view to where another group had taken over the karaoke machine. “I think Jaehyun got a bit popular.”
“Yeah.” You chuckled. “After that performance, I can understand.”
“... with the ladies,” she added. “Look there.”
You shifted to where she was pointing and found Jaehyun standing there with a girl. Usually, for you, it wasn’t a problem. He had never given you a reason to be jealous or mistrust him, but you also had to admit that your boyfriend was very naive when it came down to flirting, so the longer he stood there, the more hope he gave the girl hitting on him. You had to nip her hopes in the bud.
“I’ll be back,” you told your friend, gave her your cocktail, and walked over to Jaehyun. “You were great!”
You luckily found them laughing mid-conversation, making it less awkward for you to jump in between.
“I know, right!” the girl chirped even though she had not been addressed by you, and it irritated the heck out of you. “I just told Jaehyun - that’s his name by the way - that he should be a singer, that’s how great he was.” 
Something in the way she spoke, so overly haughty like she had known him for years, overlooking Jaehyun entirely as well as though he was only a mannequin who needed a spokesperson, gave you the ick that quickly developed into a volcano that was close to erupting the moment she touched his arm in a claiming gesture. Enough was enough.
“I’m his girlfriend,” you blurted. “I know his name and that he’s a great singer. Good to see it’s getting acknowledged by other people.”
She didn’t have to know that you were concealing the truth, but being so bold also didn’t seem like you despite you still trying to stay polite while making your point clear.
“Oh?” She raised a brow and shifted to address Jaehyun. “Is she like… your girlfriend-girlfriend or are you just talking?”
You looked at your boyfriend-boyfriend, expecting him to reject her, but he seemed too stunned to speak. That man would rather eat something he was allergic to than tell the waiter that he brought in the wrong dish. Always reserved, even with his feelings for you. Yet, there were situations where he needed to take action, and one of them was now. Still, he didn’t utter a single word. Fine, then you’d do it yourself. 
“If I kill you,” you spoke to the girl with a low voice and narrowed eyes, “are you dead-dead or just not breathing?”
Without sparing either of them another glance, you turned on your heel and walked back to your friend who had observed the whole situation from a few feet away, but still not having gotten the gist of the whole conversation since the music was too loud.
“What happened?” she asked when you whipped your cocktail out of her hand.
“I need this.” And you downed it one go. “My boyfriend is too nice for this world.”
“And the problem is…?”
“I want him to tell everyone I’m his,” you complained to her. “I want him to show everyone I’m his. Is this too selfish? I don’t need him to scream at people he meets that I’m his girlfriend, but when he senses that a girl shows interest, to tell that he’s taken. I don’t need him to be all over me publicly, but holding my hand when he’s close to me or slightly touching my arm when he’s standing next to me would be nice. Is that too much to ask for?”
“Oh dear.” Your friend took a long sip from her own cocktail. “Careful what you wish for.”
Only now you noticed that the music had entirely stopped, and before you had let that fact sink in, Jaehyun’s voice already filled the room. 
“There is a girl here tonight who I really love. She’s my girlfriend and she’s standing right there,” Jaehyun announced into the microphone, making you slowly turn around to meet his loving gaze. The other guests were staring at you too, but you had your attention entirely on him only. “I want to make sure that despite me usually being reserved with my feelings, there is no one else I want to be with or am interested in, and I want to dedicate this song to her. It’s one I’ve written myself, and it’s about her. There is no music, so I hope you don’t mind an a capella version.”
Every kind of anger and frustration you had harbored dissipated with one heartbeat, and you locked your gazes with him, feeling nothing but love and understanding now when he started singing, capturing every listener’s imagination.
Yes, your boyfriend was oftentimes reserved with his feelings. But that didn’t change the fact that he still carried a lot of them and just had other ways to express them.
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eoieopda · 1 year
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Resubmitting since your requests got deleted (RIP 💔) Can you please write something cute about Jimin? Just whatever plot comes to your big beautiful brain, I’m not picky! 💜 you Jade!
content: best friends to lovers, idiots in love, reader is drunk, jimin goes from sad boi to glad boi 🥰
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Jimin, for once, had passed on a party invitation. He wanted to go - really, he did - but his bad mood would undoubtedly ruin everyone else’s good time. Besides, once he started drinking, he could never seem to keep his fucking mouth shut. This was especially problematic, given the circumstances:
You would be there, pink-cheeked and giggling, and you wouldn’t be giggling at him. Not with the “plus one” you intended to bring with you; the guy you’d only started seeing fifteen days ago. He made you smile and he was kind to you, but Jimin would really rather punch himself in the face than continue pretending to be cool about it.
As your best friend, Jimin wished so badly that he could be exclusively happy for you - without feeling so simultaneously deflated. A flat tire personified.
Worse, he was a criminal. Guilty for the part of his brain that wanted this fling to be flung already. Guilty for being self-centered. Guilty for stealing all those glances at you. Larceny might’ve only been a misdemeanor offense, but your best-friend status had to be an aggravating factor.
Besides, wasn’t he committing - at minimum - 43% of the seven deadly sins in one fell swoop?
So, there he sat: on his couch, with lead-lined limbs sprawled out over the cushions. Staring at the ceiling, not moving - just pining. Wallowing, even.
And he was dead-set on staying that way, too, but then his phone started blaring that special, individually assigned ringtone.
“Chimmy!” you whined immediately upon connecting. As usual, you didn’t wait for a greeting before bulldozing your way through the small talk. You were clearly and adorably drunk, but he was the one feeling warm. “Why have you - hic - foresaken me? I can’t beat Junky -“
Did you mean to say Jungkook? Jimin’s scarcely contained laughter was ready to explode out of him like a bomb. Fuck, you were cute. He’d never make it out of this alive.
“ - and Binna at beer pong without my partner.”
Jimin was beaming until his racing thoughts caught up with him. His mouth curved downward as he sheepishly replied, “I thought you got a new partner. Where’s Jae-sung?”
You giggled, snorted, then laughed even harder as a result. Meanwhile, Jimin’s heart spun in pirouettes. You said it as if he should’ve known: “I don’t know where Jae-sung is because I didn’t invite Jae-sung.”
Instantly, his eyes widened so far they might’ve fallen out. He knew he shouldn’t pry, but he was weak and selfish and he needed to know:
“Why not? You seemed to like him well enough.”
“Oh, Jiminie babo,” your exasperated, borderline melodic sigh was drawn out upon exiting your mouth. If he closed his eyes and really tried, he could smell the hard cider you loved so much; dancing on your breath. “He was a - hic - distraction, and then he got distracted.”
“Distraction?” Against his better judgement, there was hope blooming in his chest, “From?”
The more serious you tried to sound, the more you ended up giggling. Though the anticipation was killing him, he could listen to that laugh for hours. It took you two tries to say it; your words would play on loop in his brain far more times than that.
“I have a minimum of five - hic - but no more than seven feelings for my beer bong partner, but he’s not even here, and now I’m losing.”
He was so busy racing for the door, he almost forgot to tell you that he was on his way.
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sooniebby · 6 months
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let’s say hypothetically you two had an argument and then blah blah it leads to makeup sex,, who would be willing to even jus do makeup sex from least to most likely? :3
-💌
Least to most likely
Xavier — he would be absolutely angry if you tried suggesting makeup sex. It would honestly feel like you just wanted sex. He’d be a bit sad as well and then another argument would start.
Yichen — no. Just no.
Keita — he wouldn’t be in the mood. He’d just want a hug and some cuddles
Kimura — you’d have to convince him a bit. But he’d more than likely not want it. Just some hugs
Mikey — he’d only do it if the argument wasn’t serious. If it was serious, he’d be pissed off you suggested that.
Yubin — also depends on how big the argument was
Vincent — he wouldn’t want you to get into the habit of thinking sex fixed things. So also depends on if the argument was something very serious
Yuta — you’d have to be able to tell him that you’re not using this sex as a way to make him feel better. That you actually want sex, once he believes you, he’d do slow and kissed focus sex, filled with praise for you
Riki — he’d be into it
Eun Jae — he wouldn’t be mean and degrading during sex, just mainly focusing on your pleasure during the sex
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lurkingshan · 1 year
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The Eighth Sense 9&10
Gosh Jae Won looks so sad
Yesssss therapist call him out. Avoiding Ji Hyun is not helping anyone. Hurting and confusing someone because you want to avoid hurting and confusing them - this logic never holds up.
Joon Pyo calling him narcissistic 🤣 You’re right though, Ji Hyun
Ae Ri giving such good advice you truly are a queen👑
Ji Hyun has the best friends. They’re kind, empathetic, supportive. He’s lucky to have found them so quickly.
No Ji Hyun don’t let Eun Ji get into your head!
The hands!!! I am screaming
Yoon Won really feels clueless sometimes, geez. Can she not see that her friend is traumatized? Why is she making him relive the trip? And yeah clearly she is going through her own stuff but ma’am look outside yourself. Even in the state he’s in, Jae Won sees her pain and responds and I wish she could do the same for him.
Jae Won please stop letting this girl hang all over you, she is so manipulative and you must know exactly what she’s doing. Also pretty disgusted with her trying to get him into bed when he’s in this state. She’s despicable.
Oh poor Ji Hyun, that was awful
Yes Jae Won you are being cruel to Ji Hyun at this point. Sit with it, process it, do something about it. That little smile when he stops in front of Ji Hyun’s restaurant - that felt like him making a decision.
Detective Joon Pyo!
Ji Hyun giving him a camera and a sketch 😭
Time to dump her, Jae Won! Yesssss I knew it
She really was a cheater, huh? I’m not surprised.
I like that Jae Won has snapped out of it and now recognizes that allowing himself to slide back into things with Eun Ji was him actually being out of his mind, whereas being with Ji Hyun was real.
LOVE Jae Won going to boss lady for advice. He seems so much lighter just having ended it with Eun Ji.
Not Ji Hyun flashbacks my heart can’t take it
IS THAT CONAN GRAY OMG THIS SHOW IS TRYING TO KILL ME
Omg I’m crying he went to him!!!
THAT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL
This bed montage… how am I supposed to recover
Aww Ji Hyun is still scared
Jae Won reassuring him so clearly, these boys have communicated
Joon Pyo gave them the room for the night, what a great pal
They’re so cute how do I live how do I function
Jae Won looking at Ji Hyun with naked adoration, teasing him about using banmal, putting his jacket on him… I may never recover
I love Ji Hyun asking for clarity, and them talking so openly about why they’re happy. Healthy kings!
Aww yay, glad something good happened for Yoon Won.
Not Ji Hyun admitting he doesn’t actually care about surfing 🤣 and calling Jae Won out on pretending to need a lighter 🤣🤣
Ji Hyun is low key a little scared to part from Jae Won and I get it
Yes Ae Ri put it together!!! I love her, she is officially my favorite woman character in a bl
Jae Won looks so much better. Just putting an end to denying himself Ji Hyun has done wonders for his mood.
This asshole is actually asking for an apology from Jae Won? Get fucked, Tae Hyung
Ahh Jae Won you need to cut this toxic friend out of your life. But we can’t expect him to change his entire personality in a day. And I do like this explanation for why Jae Won keeps him around - he is comforted by his lack of filter and mask. He always knows where he stands with him, and maybe admires a little that he’s so open.
Jae Won openly smiling at Ji Hyun in front of everyone, we love to see it
They gotta figure out when their day one is, this is very important in dramas!
Yesss Bit Na drag him!!!!
Jae Won if you did not actually mean to come out to Yoon Won you need to be more subtle than that 🤣
Yoon Won and Joon Pyo… I’m picking up a vibe
Jae Won is so much kinder to Eun Ji than she deserves
“I want to be alone with you” 👀
Ji Hyun’s endless list of cheesy couple stuff he wants to do is honestly so cute
Hahaha I knew it
“I have no time to think about anything but you”
Ji Hyun, gracious in victory. Not totally buying Eun Ji suddenly being this chill in defeat, though.
T8S is unfortunately doing the very common kdrama thing of giving shitty characters unearned redemption at the end. Tae Hyung and Eun Ji deserved to be cut off, not receive forgiveness they absolutely did not earn.
Ahh that ending was nice. Ji Hyun coming into his confidence - emotional and physical - is such such a great place to leave that character.
I absolutely loved this show. Episode 9 was the peak for me - that was such excellent emotional catharsis and every moment of it felt earned. The final episode was not perfect - some annoying kdrama tropes reared their heads and I thought tonally it was a little too celebratory - but overall I am ending this series feeling fantastic. What a great ride.
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SWEET HOME S2 EP 2 RANT(S)
Why is Yeong-su the literal 8/9(I low-key forgot his age) SMARTER THAN A FULLY GROWN MAN 😭 MY GOODNESS
“Ms Im is a good monster!” He’s such a optimistic little boy 😭 my son.
And that guy with the reddish brown hair?? He’s such an op. I think his name is Jae-hwan I honestly can’t remember.
WHEN HE CALLED YEONG-SU A DISRESPECTFUL BRAT? I was ready to THROW HANDS UP.
“There’s no such thing as a good monster. They all deserve to die”
Wasn’t it Hyun-su who protected you and did all those things in order to ensure YOUR survival?? Weren’t you one of the main ppl sending him around everywhere 😭❓❓ tf.
And that Slime monster that protected Yeong-su, it seemed everyone forgot abt that 😕 like hello??
Like he was the one that called the Military in the first place BCS OF HIM THATS HOW THIS WHOLE THING STARTED?? BLAME HIM
if he hadn’t called the military, they wouldn’t have come. Hyun-su would’ve had left them, the survivors wouldn’t be stuck w such corrupt ppl that are supposed to “save and protect” them.
It’s all his fault and he gets on my nerves so fucjing much. ESP WHEN HE TRIED TO INJURE JI-SU’S WOUND TO GET HER TO LET GO OF THE GUN?? ARE Y SERIOUS???
And when they get tied up he’s the most scared when they see a monster THIS IS YOUR FAULT TF?? How did no one acknowledge this man’s actions I would’ve kicked him out the first chance omds.
Also the blind monster making an appearance this episode WHEN DID IT GET SO HUGE??? But Anwyays props to that monster for killing that bumass soldier that was abt to put Ms. Im on fire.
Also Ms Im, I didn’t expect her to make her short appearance. Neither did I expect the eyeball monster 😭, but For Ms. Im I hope that’s not all that we see of her this season
Also that hot military man that saved everyone else 😼 gawd damn he fine. Might add him to the masterlist
AND ALSO NOO 😭 WHEN EUN-YU WENT BACK TO GREEN HOME AND SHE SAW HER BROTHER’S GLASSES N MUSIC PLAYER I CRIED A LIL 🥲 I may have a dislike for Eun-hyuk but I hate to see my wife Eun-yu sad 😔
Tbh I honestly don’t think he’d come back. So when Eun-yu said “He’s still alive to me” it stung a little cus something is telling me she’s gonna be heartbroken 😭 or maybe my instincts are wrong and some plot twist bullshit is gonna come and prove me wrong later 🏃🏾‍♀️🏃🏾‍♀️🏃🏾‍♀️
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Okay fast forward a bit I’m in that scene where some random ass man comes w them on the bus.
I don’t trust him AT ALL 😭 but it’s a mood how he just came on, sat down and fell asleep after finding out the final destination.
I miss Bom 😕⁉️ where did that little puppy run off too, it’s tearing me apart not knowing the dog’s whereabouts 😭
WOAH HYUN-SU’S ASS CHEEKS WERE A JUMPSCARE 😕😀 can we get a front view pls WHAT? WHAT?
Also why are they pouring blood on his NAKED BODY?? It’s so unsanitary it’s making me sick but I digress cus it’s Hyun-su.
Ngl If I was one of the scientists I wld be pleading 4 Hyun-su’s freedom just cus he’s fine 😕
Also all the booty cheeks I saw…sigh
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“I just…don’t want to hurt anymore” STOP STOP STOP IM FEELING BAD FOR TJE MONSTERS NOW
It started crying and Hyun-su was trying to comfort it THEN THE MILITARY CAME IN AND BURNT IT.
“He’s human. Don’t do this”
I can’t do this anymore ⁉️🙆🏾‍♀️
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hyuckssunchip · 2 years
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For The First Time in a Long Time
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Pairings: Jaehyun x Reader
Words: 1K
Warnings: soft fluff, hints of sadness and depression, 
Synopsis:
Your husband Jaehyun and yourself move into a new apartment. When things start to get sad, Jaehyun finds a fun new way to brighten the mood. Maybe you’ll forget things for a while, or maybe you’ll just learn to be content for a while.
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"The first thing we gotta do is take a look at the A/C.” You groaned, dropping the last of your boxes falling to the ground. You rubbed your sweaty palms along the fabric of your jeans, neck rolling around as you stretched out. 
Sighing, you took another look around the apartment, empty of signs of living, save the mounds of boxes, the last of which just passed through the door. 
“You know, I can work on that right now.” Jaehyun answered, setting down his back and standing straight up whilst wiping the sheen of sweat off his face. 
“No way mister,” You gave him a teasing glare, hands falling to your hips, “You are not getting out of unpacking.”
Jaehyun collapsed on the couch, arm falling back over the cushion as he strained his neck to look back at you. “C’mon, let’s just take a break.”
Glancing at your watch you noted the time, just past seven. The spot on the couch was looking extremely enticing, not that you really needed convincing, exhaustion was already taking over. 
You gave in, sinking into the cushion beside him, nuzzling into his chest. “Fine,” You mumbled against him, “But real quick, ‘cus we gotta finish unpacking, or else we’ll sleep on the floor tonight.”
You felt the rumbles of his laughter on your cheek as his shoulders shook, “I wouldn’t mind that. I’d be like camping.”
Smiling into his chest you glanced up at him, eyeing the way that his cheeks caved around his dimples, eyes disappearing when his face lit up with laughter. 
With only the steady sound of each other’s breathing keeping you company as you stared out the window. 
The two of you had managed to score a pretty good view of the city skyline, of course it cost a pretty penny, but well worth it as you stared outside. 
But the more and more you looked outside, despite the bright city lights, you found yourself focusing on the dark, unable to tear your eyes off it. There was a part of you that ached at the darkness, like it was eating you up inside.
“Jae?” It came out as a broken whisper, and you tried not to focus on the way that it cracked.
“Hmmm?” His hand went to your head, hand stroking at your hair, his way of unconsciously comforting you. 
“You think that this is it?”
“What do you mean?” Jaehyun glanced at you, but you dug yourself deeper into him, refusing to make eye contact for fear that you would finally break. It had been so long since the last time, you had managed for so long.
“We came for a fresh start. You think this is it?”
“Hey,” He shook his head, pulling away to get a good look at your face, hands on either side. “Everything’s going to be great now. I promise.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah.” He nodded back at you, placing a soft kiss on your forehead before leaning back against you. “Everything’s gonna be just fine.” 
Jaehyun mumbled the last part under his breath, unsure if you could hear it, not that it was really for you, not as much as it was for reassurance for himself. 
Moments of silence passed, both of you pondering in your own thoughts, neither of you knowing just how long had passed, but both just comforted in each other’s company.
Jaehyun suddenly stood up, sitting on the ground and reaching for a stack of boxes. You sat up straighter, leaning forward to get a better look at him. 
He craned his neck, eyes flickering through each of the boxes, and you could tell he wasn’t satisfied as he kept looking. 
Finally he seems like he saw what he needed to your left, “Can you hand me that box?”
“This one?” You crawled over to the taped up box, black letters spelling out bedroom on the side. “Why?”
He wiggled his fingers, urging you to pass it. “Come on, we’re gonna make a fort.”
“A fort Jaehyun?” You giggled, shaking your head but doing as he said anyways, “Isn’t that a little childish?”
He let out a feigned gasp, determined look on his face, “Childish? Maybe we need a little more of that around here. What? Are we all grown up and boring now?”
He pulled out a few blankets and sheets, dumping the rest of the contents recklessly, bottles of shampoo now scattered on the floor.
“I’m sorry, did you just call me boring?” You stood up, grabbing another box and pushing it in his direction, stacking another atop it immediately. 
“That’s up for interpretation.” He grinned, stacking more boxes in front of the couch, adamant on outdoing you.
It wasn’t long until the living room was covered in a mismatch of colored sheets. Stacks of cardboard boxes were covered in pale blue wrapped over white sheets completely transforming the room into your own personal hideout. 
Jaehyun was the first to enter, head popping back out with a huge grin. “Are you coming in?”
You followed suit, Jaehyun making room as he scooted behind you, the fort much larger than you had expected. 
You couldn’t remember the last time you had made a fort, or the last time you had felt like this, for that matter. Light, free. Happy.
Jaehyun’s arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you into his lap as you rocked together, mumbling about upgrades that would really set up the fort. Perhaps a few string lights, blankets, snacks.
But it didn’t really matter what else was in the fort with you, at that moment, it was perfect just the way it was, you had all you really needed in that tent. 
Maybe there were things that you wanted, desperately wanted, but everything you needed was right there with you. And they would always be with you.
“You think we’ll ever unpack that one?” You asked, eyes locking on the box sitting just out of the corner of your eye the thick black letters staring you down, duct taped so tightly to make sure nothing could get out.
Jaehyun rested his chin on your shoulder, your back against his chest, heart beating so loud he was sure you could feel it. “We’ll get there. One day Y/N, one day.”
Your lips curved ever so slightly, smile just barely making it to your eyes, but it was the happiest you had felt in a long time, and you were content with that. You were content with exactly where you were for the first time in a long time.
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kpop-kitkat · 2 years
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More than a Memory | Min Yoongi
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pairing | husband!min yoongi x deceased!f reader
genre/cw | extreme angst, five-year-old gibberish, death, much sadness, fatal disease
wc | 1.1k
notes | grab your tissues :’(
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Yoongi ran his hands through his hair and sighed. He was composing a new song, but he couldn't come up with a good rap. BTS was releasing a new album in five months and they needed one more song to make it complete. 
Suddenly, there was a knock on the door to his studio. 
 "Come in." 
 Hoseok opened the door and stepped on through. 
 "Hey Yoongi," he greeted taking the seat next to him. 
He quickly noticed the plate of food that Yoongi hadn't even touched. 
 "You can't keep starving yourself. It's not going to help anything," Hoseok stated, sighing. 
 "I know Hobi, I just didn't feel hungry," he lied. "Where's Jaebyeok?" 
 "He's with Tae and Namjoon in the dance studio," he replied. "For a five-year-old, he's got some sweet dance moves," Hoseok chuckled.
 "He does doesn't he," Yoongi smiled to himself. "Well, I'm trying to write a rap for my new song. I already have the melody and vocal lyrics, but I just can't find the right flow," he explained leaning forward to grab his computer mouse and click on the lyrics he had already written. Hoseok examined them.
 "I like it. Also, I have an idea for the rap," said Hoseok, moving towards the keyboard. 
He typed away and showed Yoongi the rap. He nodded, signifying he liked it. Hoseok than demonstrated and rapped what he wrote.
 "I love it. Thanks Hobi," Yoongi, smiled. 
 "Any time," Hoseok replied, grabbing the plate of food and leaving the room. 
 Just after he closed the door, it opened again.
 "Appa!" Jaebyeok shouted, running into his father's arms.
 "Hey buddy," Yoongi ruffled his hair. "What are you up to?"
 "Uncle Tae taught me the choweogwaphy to smoove wike butter!" he said, feeling proud.
 Yoongi laughed at the fact that he called the song that. "Are you going to show me?"
 "Uhh, sure!" he replied, getting into position.
As he danced, he noticed how he redid a move if he messed up. But most of the time, he was in point. 
 "Amazing job Jae," he clapped.
 Jaebyeok then jumped into his lip and stared at the screen.
 "Are you witing a new song?" he asked, curiously.  
 "Yep. Maybe I'll teach you the choreography too," he smiled.
 "Weally? Yes!" he pumped his fist into the air triumphantly.
He then snuggled closer to his dad and the mood became a lot more serious when he said, "Can you tell me more about Eomma?"
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Y/n laughed as she played with her three-year-old son in the backyard's soft grass. 
"Can you say I love you Jaebyeokie?" she asked.
"I wuv you!" he bounced up and down, causing her to laugh.
"Okay, can you tell that to Appa?" she asked, pointing to Yoongi who was installing a birdhouse in a beautiful Sakura Blossom tree.
"Yeah!" Jaebyeok shouted.
"Okay let's go," she said, holding his hand as they walked over to him. Jaebyeok then let go of his mother's hand and went to hug his father's legs.
"I wuv you!" he shouted up at him.
Yoongi quickly set down his hammer and picked up his son. "I loved you to Jae," he said, kissing his cheek and spinning him around.
"Give eomma kiss!" yelled Jaebyeok.
Yoongi looked at Y/n. "Did you tell him to say that too?" he smirked.
 Y/n gasped as she placed a hand to her heart. "I would never!"
Yoongi smiled and leaned in anyway. He pressed a sweet kiss to her lips before looking at the sun setting.
"​​​It's getting late. Let's head inside and watch a movie, then finish the birdhouse tomorrow," Yoongi suggested.
"Yay!" exclaimed the child, agreeing with that plan.
Yoongi carried him inside as Y/n watched them. She folded her arms and smiled. She had the perfect husband, the perfect son, and the perfect house. Things couldn't be better. 
As she began walking inside, she felt sick and found it hard to breath, before passing out.
Yoongi noticed that his wife hadn't come inside the house yet, so he went back outside after setting his son on the couch with his crackers. 
"Jagi?" he called out, looking around.
He then saw Y/n lying in the grass, unconscious.
"Y/n!"
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Yoongi played with his hands and tried to stop his shaking leg as he waited outside the ICU. He was alert when a doctor walked out of the room.
"Doctor, Y/n, is she okay?" he asked, breathlessly.
"She's alive, but..." the doctor couldn't bring himself to tell him.
 "​​​But what?" he asked, getting a terrible feeling in his gut.
"She has lung cancer. I'm really sorry," the doctor frowned and avoided eye contact. He hated this part of the job. But it had to be done.
​​​​~~~~~
Yoongi held Y/n's hand as she fell into a fit of coughing. It had been four months since her diagnosis.
"I can feel it Yoongi. I’m not going to make it to tomorrow,” Y/n gasped for air.
”You’re going to be fine Baby, don’t talk like that,” Yoongi told her, but he was really trying to tell himself that.
”You know I’m not going to live,” she told him exactly what he didn’t want to hear, but knew was true. “Take care of Jaebyeok for me, okay?” she smiled.
He smiled back to make her happy. “Okay.”
He gave her hand a light squeeze.
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It was a dark and rainy day as Yoongi stood of his wife’s grave with his son’s hand in his. In his other hand he held an umbrella to protect the two from the heavy rain.
”Eomma,” Jaebyeok called out to the grave with an extended arm.
”You miss her, don’t you?” Yoongi asked, eyes dried out from crying.
He nodded and clung to his father. 
“Eomma…”
~~~~~
“Was she the most pwettiest woman you’ve ever met?” asked Jaebyeok, as he played with the keyboard.
”Most definitely. She looked like an angel.”
”Oh! Angels are so beautiful!” he yelled, making Yoongi laugh. 
“Yes they are Jae. Yes they are.”
”Well, I guess heaven needed her because she was an angel. We’ll see her somebody Appa,” said Jaebyeok, not trying to make any sense.
Yoongi was taken aback by his words and smiled slightly. “Yeah. I guess heaven needed her more than we did, huh?”
”Yeah!” he bounced around, having endless energy. 
He smiled at his son and noticed how much of Y/n he could see in him. He had her eyes, smile, and personality. Very fun and caring. It brought him happy tears.
”Well if heaven let Eomma stay a little longer, I know she’d be so proud of you Jaebyeok.”
”Weally?”
”Very proud.”
”She’d be proud of you too Appa! Because she thinks you’re so handsome and tawented, and she wuves the songs you write! She told me herself.”
“She did?”
”I never wie Appa.”
”I know Jae.”
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twinsunstars · 1 year
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Reflecting on Star Wars Celebration 2023
For 2023, Star Wars Celebration was held in London, England, part of Europe. Fans had a blast, whether they actually attended in person wearing cosplay or just regular clothes, or tuned into the live broadcasts on the Star Wars Youtube channel. Like last year in 2022, there were a lot of surprises and awesome guests, but 2023 had a lot of special moments and emotional responses. The hosts of each panel also need some appreciation, I loved the energy and relatable moods they brought to each day. In this post, I’ll recap some of the amazing highlights of each celebration day, and share my thoughts on the panels I attended while tuning into the lives at home. 
Starting off with Day 1, the excitement was at the top-level. Considering it was in London, the live started at 5 AM for me where I live. So I definitely did not get any sleep, but it was worth it. The Ahsoka series got the most recognition of the day with the teaser trailer dropping to all the fans. I woke up to the trailer being posted and immediately watched it, trying not to scream so loudly. Rebels fans were truly getting fed with the new live-action debuts of Hera, Sabine, Ezra, Thrawn, and Chopper. The Acolyte cast were given introductions, and I had no idea that a star from Squid Game (Lee Jung-jae) was going to be in it. I’m really excited to see more of this show. The Making of Andor was discussed with a few of the cast members and creators there, and Diego Luna really highlighted what Andor means to a personal level. Season 2 is in the making, and that will be something worth looking forward to. The next Star Wars films were also announced, and Dave Filoni’s directing one??? Let’s see what he has in store for us.
Day 2 included just as much fun as the first day had. There were more discussions on the Ahsoka characters, and Lars Mikkelsen IS PLAYING THRAWN?! Definitely a good live-action casting choice. Ming-Na Wen came to celebration to host the panel celebrating 40 years of Return of the Jedi, looking back at the characters and how that movie’s plot set up a lot of iconic memories. She also came to an interview to discuss her character, Fennec Shand, and how she is a “badass”. Andy Serkis came to the stage and certainly incited a powerful audience (”ONE WAY OUT!”). It’s unbelievable how it’s already been 15 years of The Clone Wars, with Matt Lanter, James Arnold Taylor, and Ashley Eckstein looking back at the legacy of all of it. Ian McDarmid served the iconic laughter of Palpatine, and Anthony Daniels arrived with his usual charm that makes C-3PO lovable, and got to meet one of his droid fans. Billy Dee William’s charm is irresistible, and we love to see Star Wars authors getting recognition.  
In Day 3, there was a lot more looking back to look forward to. Starting off with the panel celebrating a few of the villains of the Sequels-Phasma, Snoke, and Palpatine-it was interesting to hear their perspectives. Cameron Monaghan served his look on the stage while rocking a poncho, and we love to hear the discussions about ponchos. He even gave it to a cosplaying fan, which was so sweet. Discussing “Jedi Survivor”, the sequel to “Jedi: Fallen Order”, there’s a lot more action to look forward to in the next game. Vivien Lyra Blair is just too adorable, and we have to agree with Hayden Christhansen; “This is where the fun begins” is one of the best Anakin lines. Along with Ewan McGregor and a few other cast members and creators, the team looks back at the Obi-Wan Kenobi series, getting nostalgia between the relationship of Obi-Wan and Anakin. 
And finally, Day 4 was sad as it was to be the last day of celebration, but the energy was extra hyped this day. This day was filled with content of The Bad Batch, and we love to see everyone fangirling over Dee Bradley Baker performing the voices of a few clones. (Tech and Phee are canon now after they talked about it, you can’t change my mind.) Michelle Ang is so pure at heart, and we love to hear her takes on Omega and having her grow up a bit. The fact that Season 3 will be the last Bad Batch season is saddening, there’s still so much to discover. Ashley Eckstein is truly such a kind human being, and we love to see her giving the Ahsoka recognition that is truly deserved. A second season of Tales of the Jedi was announced, and we will be getting a Volume 2 of Star Wars: Visions, and I am in love with the animation. The fact that the studio who produced the film “Wolfwalkers” is getting to create a short in this makes me happy. Listen, Nubs, that little jedi from that upcoming Disney Junior show, Star Wars: Young Jedi Adventures, is so CUTE! The closing ceremony was filled with a lot of emotions, but we can’t wait until the next celebration to see everyone again. Star Wars Celebration is truly home.
My first celebration was back in 2022, and I had attended that one through the lives at home as well. Whenever I sit down to attend the live streams, I really feel like I’m there at celebration, and I have tons of fun every time. Let’s look forward to enjoying ourselves again in 2025 in Japan!
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smileyyoungchan · 1 year
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Callin’- P.S.J.
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SungJin x reader
Song for this one: Callin’ - Super Junior
Genre: Angst
Warning: none I think, but let me know if I missed something
Summary: SungJin falls out of love, or at least that’s what he thinks
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Two hours ago.
That’s when Sungjin walked out of your shared apartment.
Since that moment you sat on the couch, trying to call his phone- that he left on his bed table- while he was walking, walking and walking.
He didn’t even knew where he was heading to, he just felt the need to clear his mind, his thoughts.
‘Is it all over?’ It was the only question he had on his mind.
He then came to the conclusion it really was over, your relationship, but he just didn’t wanted to admit it cause he was just so used to stay beside you, that his life just didn’t made any sense without you in it.
But then again, why was he feeling like he really had to end everything?
When his watch showed ‘10pm’ and the lights on every single house was on, SungJin decided to come back home, with more questions in his head, and possibly any answer.
The door opened and you jumped up from the couch.
“SungJin!” You half screamed, ready to hug him.
He wasn’t a person who loved physical touch, and you learned to read his behaviour before he even said anything. And that’s why, that time, you understood he wasn’t in the mood for an hug.
You slowly retired your arms and watched as he took off his shoes and jacket.
“You stayed awake” he said then, facing you.
“Of course, I was worried about you”
Wasn’t it obvious?
He wouldn’t have done the same?
“I have to talk to you” he slowly said, his eyes fixed on yours.
You felt your stomach drop, cause his expression promised nothing good.
“O-okay” you said in a whisper, not really sure of your own words.
He lead you to the couch, where he sat down, and once you’ve done the same, he took your hand.
He stared at your connected hands for a while and chuckled.
“I like the way your hand fits in mine” his smile was bright, but his eyes- that he didn’t even dared to place on anything else if not your hands- were sad.
“SungJin, what’s the matter?” He surely didn’t want to talk about your hands size.
He looked up, and he wished he never did that.
How he was supposed to tell you everything, when you looked at him like he was your entire life?
SungJin wasn’t even able to find the right words.
Was he supposed to make it sweet for you to take?
Was he supposed to go straight to the point?
But the most question he had was: how he was supposed to react when you were going to cry?
Cause he hated seeing you crying, and he had always been ready to fight whatever made you sad, but this time the reason behind your sadness was going to be him.
He was never going to forgive himself for that.
“I don’t love you anymore” he said, quietly.
“What?” You asked, in disbelief.
SungJin was too good for you, that’s what you always thought, but you two worked out pretty well.
“I said-
“I don’t need you to say that again” you tried to break every contact your body had with his, but he didn’t let you take off your hand.
“Please listen to what I have to say” he begged.
His eyes were teary as well, but your were a complete mess.
“Leave me alone”
“No, I-
“SungJin, please, leave me alone” you asked again.
He understood. He woke up, went to grab his phone and then took another quick glance at you.
“I’m at YoungHyuns if you need me” he said.
That was the last time you saw him.
SungJin cared about you too much and always asked your friends how you were doing.
“Bad- Jae once said to him- but she’s trying to recovering”
That broke his heart.
He was too selfish, and for his own good he destroyed your relationships.
He wasn’t happy anymore, but now he made you unhappy.
How he wished to turn back time and fix everything, but it wasn’t possible, and he knew it too damn well.
He also knew you were stubborn- a side he always loved about you- but this time he wished you weren’t, cause he knew if he tries to talk to you, your stubbornness wouldn’t have let him.
SungJin always dreamed of you, how your hair glowed on a sunny day, how your smile always reaches your eyes, and the way they squinted, how your voice reminded him of his favorite melody, how your hand caressed his cheek when he was about to fall asleep, and you stared him like he was your favorite piece of art.
He still loved you, he just realised that too late.
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gcldfanged · 1 year
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[Continued from HERE.]
Nero hadn't yet had many chances to work with the Turks but the times he had, he found himself quite intrigued by them. there seemed to be a special kind of danger that surrounded the Turks and Nero was just stupid enough to want to learn more.
he had only worked with this particular Turk, Jae-hyo, maybe once or twice, but he'd be damned if he said he didn't find himself attracted. this, however, was not what he had expected when he sought to tempt fate.
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grabbed and pressed against the edge of a nearby table before he could even open his mouth, Nero found himself with lips pressed hard against his own. the unexpected action caught him completely off-guard, his breath catching in his throat while his brain tried to catch up with what was going on.
once it had properly registered, the silver lifted his arms and placed his hands on the other's shoulders, allowing himself to enjoy what he could as he pressed back into the kiss with the same amount of strength.
he really was a glutton for punishment.
Jae had worked with SOLDIER candidates before, but a rough majority of them were too wet behind the ears and blinded by the fame and glory Shinra's poster boy status promised. As if becoming First Class was the be all and end all of their sad little lives. He supposed it was good to have a goal, but something as lofty as replacing General Sephiroth? Fat chance, really.
Nero seemed... different, than the others. He wasn't a braggart, he took his missions seriously enough, but he also had a clear style about him- whether that was intentional or not. The silver haired Second Class was also rather taciturn and methodical, just the kind of mindset that Yoon respected in the field.
That might be a problem, however- Most SOLDIERs were expected to be loyal hounds who barked and bit when ordered to. Nero seemed to have a strong enough sense of self and awareness of what his life even meant to the company at large (very little), yet he still persisted to fight underneath their logo.
It had been a clean operation, very cut and dry. Whistleblowers were silenced, deserters were punished, competition either bought out or financially crippled so badly that they'd never recover.
All in a days work.
He couldn't help glancing over his shoulder at the SOLDIER flanking him, taking in the handsome angles of his face and appreciating his physique. It seemed like his attraction was reciprocated and he was in a good mood, so impulses be damned- Why not celebrate a little?
Luckily the height difference wasn't too drastic, allowing him room to cage Nero in against the nearby conference room table with a predatory glint in his eye. His lips pressed up into the other male's in an aggressive move, but not too forceful- Leaving just enough contact to gauge if his partner was interested or not.
The answer was clear once the SOLDIER deepened the kiss, Jae pulling him in closer by the hips as he sucked at and gently bit at his lower lip with low purr of satisfaction.
He pulled back after a moment, sliding his right hand up the slope of Nero's stomach and chest, all tightly coiled and wiry cords of muscle flexing beneath leather.
"You ever think about becoming a Turk rather than a First Class? I don't know if we can scout you now that you've taken the mako treatment, but you've got the right skills for it..."
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dojae-huh · 1 year
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I assumed the same by seeing his smile, that proud and show off smile only appear to certain someone...but yes this is just my assumption , im waiting for dy to post something and we connect the dots hahaa
Doyoung won't.
We know a few things about Jaehyun: he is very romantic; he wants to show his true self to fans, be authentic; he is very not OK with the need to hide his relationship (some people don't like to be public/show PDA even when there are no circumstances preventing it, but Jae isn't one of them); he normally reacts with a poker face to an incoming information or words addressed to him (as the recent surfing video clearly demonstrated).
We can't rule out other neos or friends for good, but Doyoung is the most plausible candidate giving all the circumstances. For example, the night rules out managers, the bike ride neos like Taeil, the focus on Jaehyun rules out Mark, etc.
Jaehyun using a romantic song also hints at Doyoung (he included "your lips", but cut before the sad part of the song). I'd expect a different song from a ride with Yuta, for example. Jaehyun shared a mood afterall.
The falling leaves Drift by my window The autumn leaves Of red and gold I see your lips The summer kisses The sunburned hands I used to hold
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noirvette · 1 year
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jae..oh my god..stop i actually might cry omfg..that fic was TOO SAD. (also the Tyler reference sent me)
-🌘🖤
NOOOOO IM SORRY ☹️☹️ it hurt writing tbh…. i had to turn my sad playlists on to get me in the mood for this
IM GLAD U HAD A LAUGH THOUGH i had to have some silly interactions before it all went downhill
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noonborykedabory · 2 years
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4*Town headcanons woop woop
- We know Jesse is the oldest at 26, but behind him comes Robaire at 23, Z at 21, T at 20, and Tae is the baby at 16
- Robaire is French-Canadian, Tae is Korean-Canadian, Jesse is English-descended American, T is Mexican-American, and Z is Chinese-American
- Their surnames are Lemieux, Moon, Holmes, Talavera, and Zeng, respectively
- Robaire's name is actually spelled Robert, but he goes with the alternate spelling for marketing (and to actually have it pronounced correctly)
- Tae had a very strict, stressful home life. He still has body issues because of it
- Tae is transmasc (born Hyun-jae Song), and was kicked out of his home because of it. From there, he changed his name and was adopted into 4*Town. This s why he's in the band so young (heh)
- On that, his periods are the worst; demon cramps and major mood swings. The first thing he wants to do when he turns 18 is get a hysterectomy.
- Jesse has a wife named Jaiden, and their two kids are named Zach and Kayla
- T was raised by a single mom! Florencia Talavera, the band's second mom
- T likes to experiment with food. For this reason, it is very rare that he is allowed to cook unsupervised
- Tae gets very clingy with he's sad, scared, or sick
- The older boys tend to baby Tae a bit
- Z sometimes has self-doubt episodes where he feels like he's no one without the band
- The band first started in early 1999, and originally consisted of Robaire, Jesse, Z, and a guy named Chad. Following a behind-the-scenes incident during the '99 Australian tour, the band's relationship with Chad soured, and he eventually left the band in 2000. T took his place.
- Tae entered the band in late 2001, after Jesse found him homeless and hungry at a gas station. He invited him home for dinner, and the rest is history.
- Z has a hard time adjusting to new people. It took a bit to get used to having Tae around, because he was so new, and little.
- Yes, all of their birthdays are on the 4th; Robaire is February 4th, Jesse is March 4th, Tae is May 4th, T is August 4th, and Z is November 4th
- Tae has a tutor who comes by once a week so he can finish his high school education
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bengiyo · 2 years
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Once Again Eps 5 & 6 Stray Thoughts
There's so much to watch on Thursday nights. I'm never going to catch up on non-BL stuff. Let's get to the time travel show that is going to make me sad.
I don't remember them drinking this hard at the end of the last episode.
This building manager definitely knows a BL moment when she sees one.
I wonder if Thailand gets its penchant for all the busy editing from Korea. I'm watching Midnight Diner, so all of these cuts in a scene of just one person holding on to a finger feels like a lot comparatively.
Is the warning about a kiss going to be a K-BL trait? It's interesting! I like Kang Ji Hoon's initial surprise turning into curiosity.
Joo Hyung Jin is honestly so funny. He's a great mood shift for this show.
Shin Jae Woo scaring the bejesus out of his younger self after a cute scene is traumatic.
I do like seeing Kang Ji Hoon piece this narrative together.
The discovery of the picture and news clipping was well done.
Oh this confrontation is ill-advised.
On to episode 6!
Oh no. We're confirming that the loop is preserved. It's so tragic that the ve y actions he plans to take to save Ji Hoon may be what leads to his death.
Oh lord he got a knife.
You know, if Jae Woo knows about the kidnappings, why doesn't he just tip the police off with the information he knows? A direct physical confrontation with a violent criminal is so stupid.
And now he has the knife that will kill Ji Hoon.
Oh, Joo Hyung Jin, you're such a nice man. That was very kind of you to try to cheer up the kid.
And now Ji Hoon is enamored with the devotion.
Next episode is them having cute dates? It's gonna get so ugly afterwards.
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brokenfoolishdreams · 2 years
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Ley´s Release Corner Jun´22 - Boys Edition (1/2)
DISCLAIMER: This is all my personal opinion and most of the impressions are after first listening. So please keep in mind that my opinion can change and that I respect other opinions too. My rating is just based on how I like the song and has nothing to do with hate or anything else against an Artist. When I don't like a song it doesn't mean I don't appreciate the work and effort that are put into it.
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Feel free to let me know what you think of the releases and now let's dive into Kpop:
Title: lost
Album: lost (Single)
Artist: Dvwn
Release: 2022.06.02
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Okay I mean the lyrics are very very sad and I can kinda relate but that´s all I like about this song. I don´t know how to describe it but it´s really slow and long and the MV is really something else. It all feels very Indie or Alternative I have no clue what´s really going on.
"true colors" is also a slow song but I liked it a little bit more. "empty" feels kinda like a lullaby and overall the whole single could be an OST to a sad short indie movie.
Rating: 4,5/10 for lost (Instrumental: 4,5/10; Vocals: 7/10; Lyrics: 7/10; MV: 4/10; Overall Vibes: 4,5/10)
Rating: 4,5/10 for the Single because this is not really my kind of music but I appreciate his voice
Title: Snail
Album: Snail (Single)
Artist: Kim Jaehwan (Wanna One)
Release: 2022.06.05
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Based on the MV this is probably a love ballade. I like his voice and this is not way too slow but it barely misses my playlist. The MV itself is very cute.
Rating: 6,5/10 for Snail (Instrumental: 6,5/10; Vocals: 7,5/10; MV: 6/10; Overall Vibes: 6,5/10)
Title: Today´s Weather
Album: Happy Birthday (EP)
Artist: SON DONG WOON (HIGHLIGHT)
Release: 2022.06.06
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This Song is kinda a vibe. The MV is very sunny and makes a good mood. I´m not hundred percent sure if this could make it into my playlist because I got greedy after these 6 months because the playlist gets way too long.
"Rainy Season" is very vibey and I think it would be perfect for reading or something like that while "Letter" feels kinda sad and nostalgic. "Moderato" is my favorite on this EP with its vocals and its bright vibe. Lastly "Happy Birthday to Me" is a solid song with nostalgic vibes as well.
Rating: 7/10 for Today´s Weather (Instrumental: 7/10; Vocals: 7/10; MV: 7/10; Overall Vibes: 7/10)
Rating: 6,5/10 for Happy Birthday because I like his vocals but the songs don´t flash me
Title: WHO [吼]
Album: BLUE SET Chapter 2. CHOICE (EP)
Artist: TRENDZ
Release: 2022.06.08
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Mhhhm I know I said I have to keep an eye on them back in January and I still think that but they kinda lost me over time and I got lowkey annoyed by their songs because I listened to them way too much and I´m not sure this song can deal with that as well. It´s very 4th gen like and the song is a little bit too overload for me. Like it´s like they switching between 2-3 songs and mixing them into one. Maybe it will grow on me like "O.O" by NMIXX did over time or maybe I will hate it even more, we will see. Anyways the song is very powerful and noisy. The MV is also way better than the first one.
"AWAKE" is a nice intro I really like while "CLIQUE" also follows the title track but just not that extreme and I liked the rap very much. "re : daybreak" is really nice because it´s a little bit more chill and surprisingly I enjoyed that a lot. Lastly "FOREVER MORE" is a pretty solid song I also liked a lot.
Rating: 7/10 for WHO [吼] (Instrumental: 7,5/10; Vocals: 7,5/10; Rap: 7,5/10; Lyrics: 7/10; Choreography: 7/10; MV: 7,5/10; Overall Vibes: 7/10)
Rating: 7,5/10 for BLUE SET Chapter 2. CHOICE because I actually liked the songs more than the one from Chapter 1
Title: Yet To Come (The Most Beautiful Moment)
Album: Proof (Album)
Artist: BTS
Release: 2022.06.10
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This song is pretty solid and has a very beautiful message and everything but it´s not very special if you know what I mean and since I´m personally not attached to them I can´t find myself hype myself up for it either but may it will grow on me soon. And am I the only one who got a little bit of farewell vibes?
Okay first of all as not an army 35 album compilation it´s hard to find out what´s new since I only know 15 songs. Overall I see a good choice of songs I actually like but as always I only rate songs released this year. So “Run BTS” is actually fun and it´s the kind of song I like from BTS so if this would have been the title they would have been raked very high. “For Youth” feels very nostalgic and comforting at the same time.
Rating: 7,5/10 for Yet To Come (Instrumental: 7/10; Vocals: 7,5/10; Rap: 7,5/10; Lyrics: 7,5/10; MV: 6/10; Overall Vibes: 7,5/10)
Rating: 8/10 for Proof because I kinda liked the new tracks
Title: CRAZY
Album: Facade (EP)
Artist: WONHO
Release: 2022.06.13
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Yeah... I want to say I like this so badly because I normally love this rocking sound but I´m very afraid that this will become a downer like "Eye On You" was for me. And to be honest this gets boring over time I don´t know like it´s missing something. But I still love him and it breaks my heart to rate him this low but yeah can´t do much about it.
"INTRO: 9AM" and "OUTRO: 9PM" are just instrumental intro/outros so not much to say about these. "Close" is full in english and I really appreciate it because it´s very beautiful. "White Miracle (Korean Ver.) is nice to have but nothing I really needed.
Rating: 7/10 for CRAZY (Instrumental: 7/10; Vocals: 7/10; Lyrics: 6/10; Choreography: 6,5/10; MV: 7/10; Overall Vibes: 7/10)
Rating: 7/10 for FACADE because the bsides are pretty solid
Title: ZERO
Album: Villain : ZERO (Single)
Artist: DRIPPIN
Release: 2022.06.15
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Okay this is what I meant when I said "Villian" could be a little bit more powerful. I think this song will be a grower. And again I really liked the MV and everything but actually, it felt like "Villian" wasn´t out for long but it´s already 5 months ago that they released it.
"GAME" is a very nice song I kinda like and "Trick and Treat" is a typical hype song and I also like this one very much.
Rating: 7,5/10 for ZERO (Instrumental: 7,5/10; Vocals: 7/10; Rap: 6,5/10; Lyrics: 7/10; Choreography: 7/10; MV: 8/10; Overall Vibes: 7,5/10)
Rating 7,5/10 for Villian : ZERO because I kinda dig the songs
Title: PLAY DUMB
Album: Story Written in Music (Album)
Artist: OMEGA X
Release: 2022.06.15
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I love this. It´s such a nice summer track I´m really in love with it. The MV makes also very much fun to watch and I fall in love with them with every comeback a little bit more.
"VENUS" reminds me of something that could be a weird Monsta X and NCT crossover. "BINARY STAR" is a pretty solid song and "ALL ABOUT U" is as well. I really like "DON´T" which is surprisingly a slower song but I could vibe with it very well. "TAKE´EM ALL" is a hype EDM song I also enjoyed. "BOUNCE WITH ME" is also very powerful and I like it a lot while "DANCE WITH U" is slower again and I kinda vibe with it. "AIRPLANE" is a solid song I don´t really mind and "DRY FLOWER" is also kinda nice to listen to while "CONTROL" is again a solid song I don´t really mind. Lastly "LOVE" is a very nice love song I like a lot.
Rating:7,5 /10 for (Instrumental: 7,5/10; Vocals: 7,5/10; Rap: 7/10; Choreography: 7/10; MV: 7,5/10; Overall Vibes: 7,5/10)
Rating: 7,5/10 for Story Written in Music because no song was a miss but not an extraodinary hit as well for me
Title: Stupid Cool
Album:Stupid Cool (Single)
Artist: DAWN
Release: 2022.06.16
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I´m not sure about this. It´s a nice love song and the MV and performance are kinda fun but I think I don´t like the chorus with its saxophone (?) and it destroys the whole song for me. Maybe it will grow on me I´m not sure.
Rating: 7/10 for Stupid Cool (Instrumental: 6,5/10; Vocals: 7/10; Rap: 7/10; Lyrics: 6,5/10; Choreography: 8/10; MV: 7,5/10; Overall Vibes: 7/10)
Title: Sweet
Album: Sweet (Single)
Artist: THE BOYZ
Release: 2022.06.17
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Another Universe Release and I kinda love it. I´m still annoyed that the MV is always released so much later but yeah that´s probably the intention. Anyways the song is kinda fun and uplifting. I really like their latest releases. The MV is also very colorful and I like the theme of them shooting a campaign video for a friendly vampire village. I love it.
Rating: 7,5/10 for Sweet (Instrumental: 7,5/10; Vocals: 7,5/10; Rap: 7,5/10; Choreography: /10; MV: 8/10; Overall Vibes: 7,5/10)
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