#jules vaughn fanfiction

[infernalodie]

𝐋𝐈𝐄 || 𝐉𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐕𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐧

“𝘐 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘴 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯 𝘔𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘸𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘯“

Inspo: Ruel - Lie Giveon - Lie Again

Pairing: Jules Vaughn x Black!Male!reader

Summary: A lie would be enough to ease the pain...

Warnings: Angst and more angst

Words: 3364

It was a breath held under the surface of the water. You could keep it for only so long before your chest heaved for oxygen. And eventually, you would have to come back up, gasping to feel the weight in your chest lessen. Judging by the look in her eyes, you could see she was fighting to stay underneath with you, wanting to savour the peace and warmth still able to be offered to her. Hoping to find the focus to hold on a little longer. She wasn’t dying, but its slow absorption of willpower was killing her. And you didn’t want to take any more days from her when she deserved so much more.

“I-I don’t want to keep you from being happy, Jules,” you whispered, fingers fiddling together. The itchiness on the inside of your nose made you aware of the tears blossoming along the brim of your eyes. “And I know I’m not who you want anymore.” Forcing a smile, you looked up at the girl. Tears slipped down your cheeks that were reddened. “But I-I understand. I won’t keep you away from living your life. I’m just happy I got to know you and be called ‘yours’.”

Jules didn’t know if it was the softness of your work cracking or her own heart hating to believe that she’d fallen out of love, but she couldn’t hold back the tears. Her lips begin to tremble, walking toward you and her hands cupping your cheeks.

She wanted to hold you forever and make you forget that this was happening, but she knew that you were smart enough to know that if she said anything else to keep you here, it would be a lie. She would be saving herself from the guilt of a lie that the two of you have been too scared to acknowledge for the past two months. Now, it was meeting the head and there was nothing else that could be done besides admitting there wasn’t much left here to salvage. And Jules hated admitting it, but she was the cause of this.

Every day you tried to make it better than the last.  Maybe it was only now you were realizing it was just wasted energy. She’d made you put up with her distance for the last two months and made you think this was your fault. 

But you thought that was the case. How couldn’t you when you had planned your life around things the two of you talked about? Making promises that were too good to be true. Moving to a small town to pursue something that could become forever. Or to just seek a better education before looking at NYU and seeing if it was in the cards for the two of you. The speed of plans you had come up with might’ve become too overwhelming for her and it might’ve made her interest in keeping something like that deteriorate into flakes of ash.

So, you had to allow her to go on and you had to accept that living this lie wasn’t going to save you from the loneliness you thought could be cleansed.

Your cold skin in contrast to her warm touch makes you shiver under her hold. Stepping closer, wanting to hold onto this feeling for as long as you could. But you knew the sooner you left, the easier it would be to move on.

So, with a shaky breath, you grabbed her hands and pulled them from your face. “I let you go, honey.” Swallowing the lump in your throat, you felt your bottom lip quiver, sniffling. “Goodbye, Jules.” You spoke with just above a whisper and were gone before Jules had a chance to apologize for the pain she placed on you.

The mornings were as normal as they could get for you. Sun peaking through the cracks of blinds, warming your ebony skin that had a cool layer that developed overnight. The bland smell of your own body odour and the chill of loneliness.

You fucking hated it.

Nothing eventful came from your mornings. Living in an apartment alone with enough open space to house a roommate kinda left more to be desired than you had once believed. But by the time you moved to East Highland, the place was already locked in and you had to live out your lease until you could look for a smaller place in the same complex. Maybe a few floors above and along the edge of the building. Preferably with a balcony so you could stare out at the stars and sleep outside. That would be nice.

You grabbed a yogurt cup from your empty fridge and sat on your bed. Humming at the taste of vanilla replenishes your energy. You got dressed and grab your phone, bookbag, lanyard, and water bottle. Locking the door of your apartment before making your way downstairs. Taking the tedious and mundane stairwell instead of the elevator that seemed to be on the brink of breaking at any moment.

It’d been nearly a year since you moved to East Highland. Moving wasn’t too difficult with the lack of belongings pledged your name of investment. Bringing only a suitcase, a dresser, a bed, one of each utensil, and plastic plates. It was enough for you

“What’s up, buddy?” Rue greeted, squinting under the glow of the sun. “I thought you slept in. I was tempted to break in and steal your fridge.”

“Why just my fridge?” You laughed, turning your head toward the other girl, smiling softly. “Also, hi Gia.”

The neglected girl smiled, giving you a friendly wave as you fiddled with the many keys on your lanyard. “Rough morning?” She asked, tilting her head as she leaned against the side of your Toyota Corolla.

“Uh, I-I guess you could say that.” You shrugged half-heartedly, forcing a smile. “But it’s a bit better with your hoe of a sister now here and you to keep her in line.”

Gia smiled, but Rue flipped your off. “Listen here you a little bottom bitch-!” Rue laughed, pointing at you.

Moving here and making friends wasn’t as difficult as you thought it would’ve been. And honestly, you jumped between groups in your class each day. Sometimes you hung out with the science geeks who made you explore your way of thinking. Then you hung out with Rue which always ended with fucking around during lunch. Lexi, Kat, Cassie, and Maddy were another group that welcomed you.

But it felt odd to have friends when you still felt so alone. Maybe it was because you knew the moment you dropped Rue and Gia off, you wouldn’t be spending any more time with anyone. You would end up sitting in your room on your phone, watching sitcoms, giggling to yourself, playing with your guitar, and smoking weed from your fire escape. And you wished you could say that you got used to the silence but there was a level of inconsistency of enjoyment with being alone.

So, you lied your way through the days and nights. Hoping that if you ignored the truth of reality things might get better. But you knew better. Holding onto something as such was fruitless in the grand scheme of things.

Driving to school, you sat silently as the two sisters blasted music out of the speakers. The sheer volume of the base made your brain rattle. But their presence was enough to bring you hope that the day might go well.

Arriving at school, you locked your car before falling the pair. Bidding Gia farewell as she jogged over to her friends, leaving you and Rue to walk in the direction of the sophomore end of the school.

“What’d I miss the past two days?” You asked, shoving your keys in your pocket, and turning your head toward your friend.

“Oh, I thought you weren’t interested after abandoning me,” Rue teased, flicking your chin. “But it’s the same as last year. We got a test in 2 weeks for Algebra, so I hope you are still smart as you were before the summer.”

She poked your forehead, making you groan, slapping her hand away. “Work offered extra hours and I need the money,” you defended. “I’m sure Principle Hayes will understand if he calls me down.”

The two of you arrived at your guys’ lockers, putting away your belongings and grabbing your needed books. “Well, I met someone at that party I think McKay hosted.”

“Finally gonna get your pussy wet?” You quipped, earning a flick of your ear.

“Nah, man. I wanna get to know her better, you know?” She said. “Her whole aesthetic is right up my alley.”

You hummed. “Well, it sounds like you’re already head over heels for her-”

“Oh, she’s right there.” Rue waved her hand enthusiastically. “Jules!”

You choked on your spit, eyes snapping in the direction that you saw the familiar flow of blonde hair just down the hall. The same ol’ abstract makeup and bright-coloured clothes that made her stand out. She looked older now. Maybe a bit more mature. You couldn’t be quite sure, but she was still beautiful.

But that’s when the questions started appearing in your head like the sight of flashing headlights. Why is she here? When did she get here? Did she even know this was the place you were wanting to move to with her? Or did she come here on purpose?

No. No, no, no, that is just the innocence of your heart still linked to the memory of her. It’s hard to imagine it otherwise, but you knew this wasn’t purposeful. And judging by the shocked look on her face, you were right in your assessment.

Hard to believe that you cried over this girl. You missed her day in and day out since you gave her a chance to grow into who she wanted. But if you’d known she would’ve ended up coming back into your life, you might’ve been selfish and kept her close. Allow yourself to live in a false reality, which in return would be torture for Jules.

It was just too much for you to even have on your mind. Leaving you to back away, brows pinching together as you turned heel and ran in the direction of the front doors. Not daring to meet your ex’s gaze once more.

And it led you driving all the way home with tenseness in your limbs. The faint twitch of anxiety, causes you to groan in aggravation. You were sat in what was supposed to be your living room. Only a piano, coffee table, and a bean bag resemble a relaxing area. A joint rested between your lips as you sat on the soft foam with your eyes closed. Chest rising and falling with an occasional stutter of an exhale, trying to suppress.

You didn’t want to cry over her. Jules didn’t deserve that. Although you love her, she didn’t deserve anything besides growth and your soft, yet, bittersweet exit in her life. If you were in a different universe, perhaps you might be open to the idea of her reentering your life. Maybe even giving the relationship one last try.

But after months of heartbreak and self-acceptance of the truth, you couldn’t do it again. It wasn’t fair to yourself and it wasn’t fair to her when you knew that you still felt things for her. All that would come from the two of you being close is you reliving those feelings and putting Jules in a situation that wouldn’t be beneficial for either of you. So, you needed to find something or do something that could definitively cancel it out completely.

Yet, the sound of your doorbell made you snap up in alarm. Dropping your joint on your sweatpants, causing it to splash ash across your joggers. “Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck!” You picked it up, taking one last puff before running to your bedroom. The doorbell rang again. “Yea’, give me a moment!” You tossed the joint out the window, exhaling the cloud before slamming the window shut and jogging to the front door.

Undoing the handle lock, you pulled the door open as far as the latch allowed it. Peeking out carefully to see Jules. You wanted to slam the door and stop there any chance of the two of you interacting. But she saw you before you could decide, smiling faintly.

“Hey.” Her greeting was soft and almost incomplete by the hesitation in her wavering tone.

Nibbling on your bottom lip, you sniffled. “Rue told you where I live, huh?” You knew the answer to the question. Rue was willing to do anything for her friends, so you weren’t surprised she would help Jules. Especially since it wasn’t hard to tell by the way she talked about Jules that she liked her.

Jules chuckled quietly, nodding. You hummed, exhaling softly. “Why’re you here, Jules?” You questioned, straight to the point. “I don’t think it’s a good idea.”

“Can I come in?” Jules asked, staring up at you with those enchanting eyes that won you over all those years ago. It was hard to deny her request, with your feelings and all. So, you wordlessly closed the door and undid the latch before opening the door, welcoming her inside.

When she stepped through, she was quick to take in everything. From the lack of furniture to the seemingly sudden chill that filled the apartment, she stepped in. It was hard for her to realize that this was what would’ve been her place as well if she hadn’t been caught up in conflicting thoughts a year ago. But that was all over now. It hurt, but Jules knew she wasn’t allowed to talk or think about the “what if’s”. She did enough thinking when the two of you made promises about your shared futures.

And she knew she was going to have to live with that for the rest of her life.

“Now, answer my questions.” Jules turned around, finding you walking around the island and opening your fridge.

“I just want to tell you that me moving to East Highland wasn’t intentional, alright?” Jules defended. “If I’d known, I would go far away so I wouldn’t hurt you.”

It hurt, honestly. But you kept a neutral expression as you pulled out a beer, using the ring around your middle finger to pry the cap open. Sniffling, you looked up at Jules, a simple and easy look of offer that she accepted with a smile. Taking the beer and taking a sip as you grabbed one of your own.

Leaning against the counter, you quietly sipped your drink. The silence slowly built with the acknowledgement that this reunion was awkward. It was expected. But it didn’t make it any easier for the two of you to try and move around it.

“It isn’t much, but it was all I could fit into the cheapest U-Haul. And it’s not like I have a lot to my name,” you said, chuckling to yourself. The entire idea of moving out of the city was your parents and the school you and Jules had been going to was shit. But it had been your parents that made you decide that you needed to get the fuck out of there before you experienced anything more that could traumatize you. And Jules knew this and was in full support and ready to embark on this unknown path with her father’s backing. He had even been willing to get a place in the same area to be there if anything happened. “But I’ll probably aim to go somewhere else when this year is up. Save up as much as I can before I head out.”

“Where do you plan on going?” Jules questioned, hoisting herself onto the island opposite to you. You shrugged, looking down at your feet. The action was interrupted by Jules placing her foot at the center of your chest. It wasn’t purposeful, but your gaze instinctively ran up the smooth texture of her leg. All the way up to the bottom hem of her skirt gave you a faint peek of what more could be under your warm gaze. And then you finally met her gaze, which was delicate. “Answer me, Y/n.”

Those same old desires slowly rose to the surface, battling with how you wished to be now. You could kick her out. You could save yourself from making a mistake in this situation. You could just ignore it and try to move around the clear intentions of her actions.

“Why’re you ignoring me?” Her question took a few moments to register, but when they did you blinked rapidly and cleared your throat. Moving away just enough to make her foot drop.

“I don’t where I plan on going next,” you said, hoping that your explanation would make her forget the hold she had on you. “It all depends on the costs. I got enough money to support the trips, but it’s securing a place and 3 months' worth of rent. I guess it just depends on where life thinks I should go.”

Jules nodded, humming softly. “Is it also because of me? Is this a sudden decision now knowing I’m here?” She asked, placing her bottle down. Hopping down from the island as she continued. “Or is it because you still feel something toward me?”

“Jules, we can’t do this,” you whispered, swallowing the lump in your throat. She placed her hands on your stomach, running over the ruts of your abs, humming in approval. She always loved your body. Your height, your structure, your ebony skin, your calloused hands, it was all something she missed near her. “Jules, we can’t-”

“Tell me a lie, Y/n,” she muttered, almost making you have to question her to repeat it. “Tell me that we’ll somehow work past our problems and that we’re supposed to be together.”

You couldn’t help the stinging of your nose appears. It felt like you were transported back to that day a year ago. Forced to relive the foul memory burnt into your brain leading to you to wonder what could’ve been done differently. How things might’ve turned out now and/or if you two would’ve lasted long enough after the move to East Highland.

So many futures are left unwritten because of someone’s heart committed to seeing them out. And you’d never blame it on her. The cards were dealt and she held them close, but there would have to be a time she played them. It just turns out that the order she played them left you discouraged to continue.

You weren’t vital to her anymore. Well, not like you used to be. Things were different now and as much as you’d like just cradle her and whisper sweet nothings in her ear, it wouldn’t be right. You’d be lying to her and yourself. And ever since she left you, you’ve left no opening for anyone to get close like she once did. She was your last and only true picture of love and you didn’t want to take that picture out of the frame. So, you’d store it away in the back of your mind to never be touched but to be remembered as to why you would allow your heart to sit idle. Waiting to find the person that made it skip a beat.

But that fulfillment felt farther and farther each day. It’s once prestigious idolization you made in your head, now a mere hollow husk of disappointment.

Much like she had done that day, your hands cradled her face gently. Your eyes take in each defining feature and cherish it. Willing to die gratefully with the knowledge that she was the last person and only person to ever be yours.

So, you smiled. One of sorrow and regret. “Lying to you would be the last thing you deserve, Jules,” you whispered, making the girl whimper, eyes clamping shut. You felt your lips wobble, pulling the girl into your chest where you pressed a kiss to her head. “We were doomed from the start, honey.”

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[saturrnss]

New years

Euphoria x Spiderverse crossover

Summary: Gwen suggests that her along with hobie, pav, and miles should go to the new years party in euphoria.

A/n: euphoria crossover!! (Yes THAT show lmao) and some things might be different but I have the excuse of the ✨️multiverse✨️ by my side. (Also pav is 16 in this)

Skunk- weed

Warnings: underage smoking- that's about it lmao

One hot summer night, The spider gang- Miles, Gwen, Hobie, and Pavtir were bored out of their minds, searching for something, anything to do.

"Why can't we just go to a show in Old York yeah?" Hobie suggested but a unanimous no from the rest was followed seconds after. "Gwen why can't we just go to your dimension??" Miles says. "Yeah, it was so much fun the last time," Pav says while lying on the floor, repeatedly throwing a ball up and catching it.

"Yeah well, I'm kinda grounded at the moment so." She says scrolling mindlessly through the social media of her dimension. Pav groans in frustration and plops on Miles's bed right next to Hobie playing with the strings on his guitar.

"It's like I'm melting away by how bored I am this could not be possibly okay!" He yelled out loud to no one in particular.

"Okay, there must be something that we all would be good with right?!" Miles says to the rest. "We never run into this problem, we're gonna find something!"

"Hopefully," Hobie says under his breath.

"Wait, guys!" Gwen almost jumps up enthusiastically while still looking at her phone, her words grasp the attention of the room as the boys all snap their necks to look at her.

"Y'know that show on HBO- euphoria?!"

M: yeah?

P: what's that?

H: Worst show I've ever seen

She gets up and starts to walk around the room. "I was thinking that maybe, we can go to the party that they go to in the new season!" "Yeah but how are we gonna explain- where we come from or why We're there?" Miles asks, not really with the idea.

"Most people are gonna be too high, drunk, or both to care." She struggles to put her shoes on. "We're just going to fly under the radar." She casually falls on the bed and starts fiddling with her watch- shoes and all."

"Just have to find the right universe..." Everyone looks at her, visibly cringing at the fact she broke an unspoken rule with such ease, but all she was focused on was finding the right universe.

She stared and pressed intently at the watch for over a minute until she found a perfect dimension. "Found it!" She looks up smiling but that emotion was nullified when she was the rest of the group sort of side-eyeing her.

"What?" Gwen says confused. "Ya fawking shoes mate," Hobie says with a slightly disgusted look on his face, looking at the sneakers and then at her so she could get the very obvious hint.

"Oh..." she awkwardly laughs and shuffles her feet off. "Okay, so when are we going? "Doing nothing is eating away at me," Pav says, half of his face on one of the pillows on the bed. "Well, I'm waiting for you all to get ready!" She throws Miles's jacket at him and they start to slowly get dressed.

*5 minutes later*

"OK, you all have everything with you?" Gwen says. "Yeah." They all say at the same time. "Your parents awake miles?" "Asleep for the time being," He said, straightening out his clothes. "My parents actually will kill me if they find out."

"That's why I picked a dimension where 15 minutes in this one, is an hour and a half in that," Gwen says smirking, Hobie pats Miles on the back.

"Don't sweat it big man, just don't mess up a Canon event that would make that cunt Miguel froth at the mouth and you'll be good."

Miles takes a big gulp at that last part. "Do you always carry that around with you?" Miles says, looking at Hobie with his guitar strapped on his back. "Just in case I need to make a political statement on the stop bruv, you never know."

Gwen opened the portal: Things in the room started to float, blueish-purple flashes of hexagons that came out of nowhere at first but a wave of energy came over it and turned the color into a redish-orange.

There were multiple hexagons, some turned ever so slightly that it looked uneven- the pattern of shapes seemed to be evergoing.

They walked into the portal and a couple of seconds later they ended up in a forest area- trees all around the area they could see. They look around, "I don't think we're in the right-" Pav started to say but it's like their brain was interconnected

The base from the distance was so powerful, it made the hair on their skin stand up at the same time. "Over there I think!" Gwen pointed and walked in the direction she felt the beat was coming from and the rest followed.

For 30 seconds they walked- the beat getting louder and louder as they came closer. They finally got to the party, the vibrations they got goosebumps from coming from the song "HYPNOTIZE" by Notorious B.I.G. playing from the 5 big speakers on the outside.

The chaotic energy of maybe hundreds of people at the party trying to do their own thing and how cramped it is made Mile's stomach drop. "You alright bruv?" Hobie asked at the perfect time like he usually did.

"Yeah I'm fine- I'll be okay," Miles said, his breathing starting to get a little heavy. "Hey," Hobie pulls him aside and leans him "just come and find me if you feel overwhelmed, alright?"

"Alright," Miles said, glad that he could go to someone while he was there. They enter the house and due to the compact crowd, they split up and go their separate ways.

GWEN'S P.O.V: she walks down the hallways- studying the people in conversations and watching the people walking past her. She didn't plan for the talking to people part of the party, ever since her Peter died she's had a really hard time making friends and talking to people in general.

While in her head she suddenly bumps into a tall blonde girl, making them spill both of their drinks. "Oh, I'm so sorry!" Gwen says, quickly picking up the cup getting some nearby napkins, and wiping the floor.

"It's fine!" The girl said, then started to help Gwen.

"Again I am so sorry-" She looks up and her eyes widen- It was Jules.

Jules's eyes go to Gwen's hair first "Your hair's really cool!" "Oh, this?!" She grabs the long part of her hair. "Didn't have a choice but, thank you."

Jules smiled at the comment and they ended up having a really pleasant conversation.

MILES P.O.V: It was so awkward, he was a little bit anxious but that's what always happened to him in super social situations, but he did find a few people to have short encounters with but this one red-haired guy maintained small talk with him.

"Yeah I draw in my free time," He said "But I'm studying science right now- out of state." "That's what's up." The redhead says, rolling a blunt and lighting it, He takes a hit out of it and coughs while exhaling.

He offers to Miles by trying to pass the blunt to him but Miles instinctively backs away. "I can't!" He fears he may have come off as too aggressive. "....parents always on my back." He forced out a laugh.

The guy nods his head in an understanding way and goes back to it. Miles hadn't seen the show so he didn't know if he was talking to a main character or not- nor whose house this was but as long as he didn't too much attention to himself he was chill.

That guy he was talking to had a buzzcut, and the dark green sweater he had on looked straight out of the 90s, he talked slowly and sounded high but he was cool in actuality.

Miles then got up to use the bathroom, it was kind of hard but when he found it there was virtually no line, just people hanging out in the hallway.

He walked up to the bathroom door, he tried to open it- it was looked.

"Hello? Anybody there?" Tried the door knob a few more times but still locked. He didn't want to be invasive but it was concerning how he heard virtually nobody.

And then he heard it.

The noises.

He put his ear to the door to make sure he heard that what he was hearing was correct. He heard 2 people's heavy breathing and kissing noises.

He was horrified but when he heard a loud bang against the wall and things falling he was GONE.

He speed walked out of that hallway but then he saw a dark-haired girl with dramatic eyeliner walking almost the same speed as him, looking around and saying "Where's the bathroom?!"

A guy pointed her in the direction he was just coming from, and she scurried off. He was going to warn her, but the path she made for herself went as quickly as it came.

HOBIE AND PAV'S P.O.V: "That's what it is bruv," Hobie said to a group of people he was talking to.

"Propaganda." He let his voice fade out for dramatic effect as he walked away. "Hobie Hobie Hobie!!" Pav said, running towards him almost tackling him.

"Aye, big man what's going on?!" Hobie laughed. "This party is off the hook we should go to more stuff like this!" He yelled over the booming music-He was so hyper, and his eyes were wide as hell.

"I don't believe in celebration or years- but I guess it's alright." He then sees a random bag of weed left on a table.

He snatches it before anybody else can reclaim it. "I'm gonna go smoke this, follow if you want." Hobie walks off and Pav follows soon thereafter.

They found a secluded room at the end of a hall downstairs. They open the door to see a laundry room, and a boy with box-dyed blonde hair, on his knees seemingly about to open a pill bottle.

They all freeze and look at Each other in a stare-off.

"What ya here for?" The punk said, eyebrow raised and all. "Uhhh just" the boy looks around. "uh....wall fixing purposes. What are you here for?" He hits Hobie back with that same accusatory voice.

"Smoke session." Hobie kept his answer short and simple, holding the bag up to prove it. "You wanna join?" Pav chimed in, still weary but- open to the offer.

***

They've smoked through more than half the bag already- laying on the floor, just vibing. "Gayatri doesn't even like me bro" Pav gets teary-eyed. "She is probably sleeping," Hobie says. Hobie takes the doobie from him and takes a hit

"dude how did you get your hair like that, "the random boy says. "cause, to be honest, you're making me question things," Hobie smirks at the comment. "I get that often."

He looks over at Pav again. "You good Bruv?" "Did you notice how beautiful the wall is?" Pav says looking at the plain white wall, grazing his fingers on it. He's only tried smoking once before and the whole time he just thought about Gayatri. "I think that's enough Mary Jay for you mate," The punk says while laughing, the boy follows along.

Hobie switches the subject "So- how's everybody's new year going?" "Decent." The blonde kid takes the blunt. "What...?" Pav turns to face them. "it's....fucking...new year??" Pav slowly gets up and yawns. "Yup, new year mate," Hobie says nonchalantly. Pav sighs, "Bro, y'all don't tell me anything." He puts his head down in his hands and everybody else laughs at the absurdity of his response.

"Making fun of my pain is not cool!" Pav's over-heightened emotions are getting the best of him.

MILES P.O.V:

Okay, now he really needed to find a bathroom. He found the party to be decent and didn't want to leave so he was almost determined trying to find another bathroom in that big ass house. During the mission, he ran into Gwen. "Miles!" Gwen seemed excited to see him.

"Hey." he tried to seem just as enthusiastic as her but she knew he was acting weird.

"What's wrong?" She had a concerned look on her face. "Where's the bathroom?!" He felt multiple drops of sweat dripping down his forehead.

"Oh!" She said, relieved it was nothing serious. "You could check downstairs-" She points the the right. "thank you!" Miles darts away, hoping she is right.

He followed the directions Gwen told him, going downstairs, and ended up finding a hallway that was the only one in the house not populated by humans, the door down the hall his only hope.

He jogs down the hall, the closer he gets the more he questions why there's smoke coming from the sliver of opening at the bottom.

He opens the door only to get an abundance of smoke hitting his face all at once. He coughs and attempts to swat it out of his face but It seems to not stop.

When he could finally see and breathe a good amount, his eyes widened- Pav, Hobie and this random guy turned the room into a hotbox, and it wasn't even a bathroom!

He completely forgot the urge to pee for a moment as he stood there, bewildered. Hobie turns his head and notices him. "Oi mate!" He waves and smiles, making Miles's presence known.

"Hey!" Pav said, sheepishly smiling. "Hey, I'm Elliot." The boy finally gives himself a name. "...what are You guys doing?" Miles asked.

"Just smoking skunk yeah, want some?" He offers. He was about to decline but the feeling of having to go takes over his body again.

"Do you guys know any other bathrooms around here?!" He puts his legs together. "There's one on the top floor, I could show you." He gets up and Pav follows along. "Hey, do you want the rest?" Elliot says, holding the bag up.

"Don't believe in finishing." He walks out of the room. "Bye, Elliot!" Pav happily waves and closes the door behind him.

For what felt like ages, Miles finally gets to use the bathroom. He comes out looking more than relieved. "Thank you, Hobie." "No problem." He puts his arm around his shoulder.

"Look it's 12:58!!" Pav points to the clock on the brown wall. "Don't you think it's time we get downstairs innt?" They all smirked at each other and started to go down the stairs.

They got there just in time for Gwen to find them. "Thank God I found you guys it's almost time!" She's grinning ear to ear. Everybody gathers around each other and somebody turns the music down.

"9, 8, 7,"

The four of them look at Each other, anticipating every number.

"6, 5, 4, 3,"

Their grip on each other tightened, eyes growing wider.

"2, 1, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!" The whole room erupted in sound, the group jumped up and down, all of them group hugging. The music was turned up again, people were kissing, hugging, and laughing. Everybody was so happy.

That only lasted for a couple of seconds before the shattering of glass caught people's attention.

Everybody also simultaneously looked at where the sound came from and saw a red-haired man beating somebody up, it didn't take long for miles to realize the red-haired guy was the same guy he was talking to earlier in the night.

It was like the world stopped, everybody stayed silent except the people trying to break up the fight. These two girls named Maddy, whom Miles also recognized, and Cassie who tried to stop it, screamed "Fezco stop!!" But he pushed both of them off.

It took for this guy who had all black and and cornrows to stop him from almost killing the guy on the ground and even then fezco almost fought with him too.

The guy had taken off his sweater and had a white long sleeve under it, blood all over it along with his bruised knuckles.

He looked at Miles, then at another person then just walked away. People were crowding over the guy beating up, the gut that stopped the fight and the party host had to U-haul him out of the house.

".....Is it too late to say I didn't finish the first episode?" Gwen said quietly. All of them were shocked except Hobie, all he did was smile and say "Cheers to that." Before downing a shot.

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[newwwwusername]

Fanfic requests OPEN for Euphoria (HBO)

I am currently taking fanfic requests for Euphoria (the HBO show)

I will write : - Hurt/comfort - Fluff - AUs - Canon divergence - Songfics - Any other trope (so long as it follows my rules) - Any headcanon (so long as it follows my rules) - Whatever ship you want (so long as it follows my rules)

I won’t write : - Smut or fetish fics - Pedophilia/incest (including adopted family, and including step-siblings)/beastiality ships (or anything like that) - OCs - Crossovers - Y/N - Suicide and self-harm (in reference to canon material such as Jules' self harm is fine but I will not write explicit depictions of either) - Drowning (personal trigger of mine) - Werewolf AUs (werewolves are also a trigger of mine)

Other things to note : - I do not guarantee I will write every request I get. Sometimes requests will just not click with me, and sometimes I don’t feel qualified to fulfill it. I will try to write as many as I can, though - You can also submit any requests to this prompt meme on AO3 if that’s more your style : https://archiveofourown.org/collections/newwwwusernamerequests or to this Google form : https://forms.gle/3K7STap3v715Hidu5

The following is a list of ships and headcanons I particularly like. I’ll write anything, but I’m much more likely to write it if it has one or more of the following

Pairings (/ for romantic, & for platonic) : Rue/Jules, Jules/Elliot, Jules/Maddy, Jules & Lexi, Rue & or / Lexi, Fezco/Lexi, Nate/Jules, Maddy/Cassie, Maddy platonically with most of the main crew, Jules platonically with most of the main crew, Lexi platonically with most of the main crew, Fezco & Rue, Elliot & Rue, Ethan & anyone he needs friends

Headcanons : Autistic!Jules, Autistic!Fezco, Autistic!Lexi, FTM!Elliot, FTM or Nonbinary!Rue, Asexual!Rue

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[bondove]

Jules Vaughn x Nate Jacobs - Holiday Season

!!! This is a follow-up fic to my previous multichapter fic called I'll See You Later. Link here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/28396065/chapters/69579831 !!!

Pairing: Jules Vaughn x Nate Jacobs

Pov: Jules

Status: unfinished, chapters published currently 2/?

Summary: Nate is leaving East Highland behind but says he will come back for all holidays. Jules tries to get over their break up. Are holidays a magical time, or will they just give them false hope?

Link to Holiday Season on AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/41293455/chapters/103536456

#jules vaughn #nate jacobs #euphoria #fanfiction

[rueandherblues]

Requests!

I've an itching to write fanfiction for the first time in years. I am accepting Stranger Things or Euphoria requests! I'm not good at y/n fics but I can write ships and the such! I'll write just about anything within reason! Would love to get some requests!

#Stranger things #stranger things fanfiction #nancy wheeler #robin buckley #euphoria #jules vaughn #rue bennett #lexi howard #fezco #steve harrington #jonathan byers #eddie munson #the fruity four #eleven #max mayfield

[eunoiathewriter]

ELLIOT X F!READER

Sypnosis: She worries but doesn't know he's actually been sober as he's now high of something else, a feeling drugs can't give him.

Word count: 1.1k

A soft tune played through the room as Elliot randomly played on different strings to create something only for the time being. He sat leaned back against the headboard of his bed, guitar in hand, a pair of arms was wrapped around his waist loosely and holding on to him.

There was nothing he would want to have more than this, there was no drug that could compare to this, and no drug that could leave him with this feeling of euphoria that seemd stronger than any drug ever left him with.  And even better, he wasn't even on any kind of drugs as of now, he hadn't touched them in weeks.

Somehow, this girl that was his friend, close friend, was able to keep him from that. She was able to get his mind off of the drugs he'd once cherished. Elliot knew that he however couldn't depend on her to stay sober, she didn't even knew he was sober. He didn't wanna put that onto her, as he'd seen the way it went for Rue and Jules.

Talking about Rue, she had even complained about the fact that Elliot hadn't asked her to get high lately or she had just simply pointed ut out to him with questions.  He wasn't even clean to her about being sober for such long time.

It was the sudden pull by the air of arms around his waist that he snapped out from his mindless playing, her head that laid just below his ribcage seeming ti move a bit for comfort.

y/n was the kind of girl that didn't do drugs nor alcohol, she didn't judge however, many times before Elliot got sober, she'd been over and he would do some drug. She never said anything about it and just simply let him do what he wanted with his life, same with Rue. Though, y/n had been harsher on Rue and told her to not do drugs every five minutes, to which Rue actually listened.

Elliot put away his guitar, making sure not to move too much, not wanting to wake the girl. He leaned forward a bit to see her more clearly, her face was relaxed as she breathed steadily. His fingers gently graced her skin, causing y/n's eye twitch a bit.

"So you are awake, huh?" Elliot said in a playful tone as he poked y/n's back lightly, the girl grumbled as her brows furrowed.

"Leave me alone," She mumbled into the fabric of his shirt. The boy let out a snort before weaving his fingers though her hair.

"Oh so that's how it's gonna be?" Elliot raised a brow before his fingers found her side and he started ro slowly tickle her, causing y/n to start laughing and rolling off of him.

"Stop! Stop! I can't" y/n was cut off by herself laughing and then letting out a high pitched screm of laughter as Elliot continued the torture.

"Quiet," He stopped and put a hand over the girls mouth to quiet her from screaming out if laughter. He smiled widely as y/n now laid beside him on her back and holding her sides.

"You gonna calm down?" She nodded under his hand and he slowly retracted his hand from covering her mouth.

The silence was comfortable as non of the two had anything against being in ecah other presence with just silence all around them. Elliot slowly let his hand come to reach for her cheek as she'd turned over on her stomach, facing him.

His hand laid gently on her cheek, thumb gently rubbing up and down her cheekbone. The action was comforting as y/n let herself lean into his hand. But was this really how bestfriends should act?

"I love when we hang out, you're the best company," y/n told with a sigh as she couldn't remember ever having this much fun with any of the girls, thay had all start to become all too serious  and always wanted to just talk guys, never just joke around.

"Well, I'll always keep you company," The words were supposed to be happy, but y/n's face fell slightly, face holding a somber expression. Elliot furrowed his brows and tried ro find her eyes again as she was looking away.

"Hey.. you okey?"

"What if you're not here to keep me company?" She asked vaguely, the question weighing down the jolly mood that once was, Elliot's face drop slightly as he lean back against the headboard once more. Hand still holding her cheek gently.

"I worry... and I know that I always said it's your choice and all, but I just don't, I just-.." y/n trailed off leaning up a bit to look at him better.

"I don't think you have to worry about that," Elliot sat up straight and placed both hands on her cheeks. "'Cuase I haven't touched drugs in almost three weeks."

The statement made her eyes light up, mouth falling slightly agape. The smile on his face showed he was telling the truth, he leaned closer and his rumbs rubbed her cheeks slowly.

"What? H-how?.." y/n let her hands place ontop of his and she held onto his wrists gently.

"I don't know, they just didn't seem to give me this feeling, none of them could."

Her eyes scanned his for what he was referring to, but suddenly one of his hands moved from resting at her cheek to holding her chin. His thumb now brushing the softness of her lower lip, causing her breath to hitch. Elliot let his thumb slowly trace where y/n's lips parted before tracing her upper lip.

Even thought how stunned she was by his atction, y/n was quick, quicker than she thought. Before Elliot knew it she had leaned up and pressed a kiss swiftly to his lips, then leaning back down and bringing her lower lip between her teeth. The kiss was the kind that many see as the ones you maybe share with someone in kindergarten, quick and just a simple peck on the lips.

Elliot's lips turn into a grin as he leans in, but not closing the gap between them. His lips hover just above hers as he let's his hand slide down to the side of her neck. y/n let's out a sigh and leans forwards, placing her lips on his but this time not pulling away.  It's soft on y/n's side, but on Elliot's it's needy. She's intoxicating for him finally tasting her makes him want more.

He pulled away from a second and slowly help the girl onto her back, her eyes questioning, almost as if she's too pure. One of his hands land on her hip and he slowly let it run up her side.

"Just relax," He coos, straddling her waist and making sure not to put all his bodyweight on her. Under him he can feel her body relax with breath of air leaving her lips.

"Since no drug can give me this, maybe you can?"

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[dontforgetabtme]

Out of Ten

AHHH my first fic!!! i rlly hope u like it! it could probably be a lot better but i was just rlly eager to post soemthing!

elliot x f!reader, 18+

not my gif x

Just like every other day, you found yourself laying on Elliot’s bed, higher than the time before. Only this time you were joined by Rue and Jules.

Before today there was only three times you had imagined how Elliot would look in between your thighs, or maybe with his mouth around your nipple, or even how his mouth would hang open while he thr- , anyway, you get the point. And these three times were each when you and him were alone and without the company of your friends making out in the corner, trying to act like Jules wasn’t knuckle deep into Rue right now.

“Yo, if you’re trying to make her cum you should use your thumb aswell, makes girls go wild.” Elliot said sarcastically, smirking and nudging you to look at Jules’ horrified expression.

To any normal friend group the idea of doing anything remotely sexual in front of your friends seems traumatic, and quite frankly weird. But we were so out of our minds at this point, that the only thing i cared about right now was how ever so slowly Elliot’s hand was creeping over to my thigh. You didn’t stop him of course. Have you seen that man?

You ignored him however, and continued to light the new joint you had found on his nightstand. His hand stopped moving. And you felt yourself release air from your nose in disappointment.

Over in the corner, the girls had finally finished, and you were waiting for someone to say how fake Rue’s orgasm was. Luckily, Elliot has zero filter and laughed, making Jules look over to him with her eyebrows furrowed in confusion and her feelings hurt.

“I swear to god that was the fakest thing i’ve ever heard in my life, i’ve seen better cheap porn than that.” not going to lie, he did make you laugh, even though you could practically feel how embarrassed Jules was, her cheeks turning a red colour.

“It wasn’t fake, she’s very good at this stuff.” Was what Rue replied with, it was slurred and slow. She leaned her head back against the wall too hard and moaned in pain, it sounded more like an orgasm than the sound she made earlier.

At this point you and Elliot couldn’t stop laughing. This was the result of you guys almost every time you smoked together, giggling non-stop until his cousin comes in and tells you guys to shut the fuck up.

“i bet you couldn’t make a girl cum Elliot, you’re all talk and you know it.”

Elliot got upset by this accusation.

You could see it in his eyes how he felt determined to show her that her inference was completely false. So, in your high state, you offered. You offered Elliot to eat me out. For him to prove to Jules that he could not only make you cum, but that he could give you the best orgasm you had ever had in your life. And man, did he do it.

When you offered, you shocked yourself. blinking hard a few times to try and wake up from your wet dream. Rue opened her eyes wide, Jules’ mouth dropped, and Elliot, well, he just got hard. He mouthed the words ‘are you serious’ and you nodded, once again an action you had no control in preforming.

You were perched against the pillows on his bed, when he slowly removed your shorts.

“D- do you like, want us to leave or?” Jules questioned. so which Elliot responded, “No, just watch and learn, Vaughn.”

He came back up to kiss you. It felt like you had never been kissed before, the feeling of his tongue swirling around yours made your thighs clench in anticipation. The kiss was short, but was not at all regrettable. Sometimes you could feel his lips on yours when he’s wasnt even kissing you. His hand slipped up underneath your bra and he pinched and twisted your nipple until you moaned.

After a while of grasping and releasing my breast, he finally said, “I’m good at this shit but i can’t take a bra off to save my fucking life.” you smiled at him. Then you sat up, took of your bra, and threw it.

“You are so fucking hot.”

Before you could reply, he kissed you again. only this time he held your face in his hands and kissed you harder, this time he kissed you rough. You were growing impatient almost as fast as his dick was growing hard, so you removed your own underwear, scrunched it up and placed it in the pocket of his jeans; you never got that pair back.

Still drunk of the alcohol of his lips, you didn’t register where he was until he sucked on my clit. pulling off of the bud with a ‘pop’. He licked a strip up your slit, held your hips down, and smirked when he said, “Stop moving baby.” Your eyes rolled to back of your head of the feeling of his mouth dipping inside of you, along with the tickle of his stubble against your inner thighs. Just when you thought it couldn’t get any better, he used his thumb to rub your clit.

You was a mess at this point, so much was going on at once that all you could think about was him.

“Fuck , El, i’m cumming. Please don’t st- stop, fuck” Your moans weren’t even really coherent at this point. it was just a string of curses and his name mixed into one.

“Go ahead baby, cum.”

Those four words sent you over the edge and you came the best you had ever came. It took you about five minutes to even catch your breathe again. Elliot was sat on the end of his bed just staring at you, staring at how much of effect he had on you.

Jules and Rue were just sat there, complete confused as to what had just happened.

“Y/N baby, how would you rate that out of ten?” Elliot asked me, smugly.

You couldn’t reply, you simply sat there and smiled, given them the answer they needed.

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[anne-is-drowning]

Best Girlfriend Ever

Reader x Maddy

You blew rings of smoke through red glossy lips, the smell of the weed flooding your senses.

"Bitch don't finish it all by yourself!" Maddy giggled taking the cigarette from your mouth and taking a hit. She laid her head across your lap and closed her eyes with satisfaction. The glitter on her eyelids shined in the light of her bedside lamp.

"Oh yeah this is good shit right here."

"Told you. Fez always sells the best."

"Best girlfriend ever."

There was a silence before the two of you realized what had been said.

"Girlfriend?" You asked, a smile escaping your lips.

She looked up at you and seeing your expression she hit you with a pillow. You laughed which prompted her to hit you more.

"Yes, girlfriend. We're dating. Stop laughing!"

"I'm sorry, you just hadn't called me that yet!" You said, hiding from another attack.

Maddy held your face in her hands suddenly serious.

"Well, you're my girlfriend. And I swear to god, if you make me regret this I'll -"

"Maddy. I'm not Nate. I won't hurt you.

"Everyone hurts everyone, you can't promise that."

"Then I promise I'll do my best not to hurt you. I love you, Maddy." You said quietly, holding her hand.

She smiled at those final words. She finally kissed you , a deep passionate kiss, your lipstick staining her lips red

You tangled your hands in her hair untill she pulled away with a smirk.

"Best girlfriend ever." Maddy whispered.

#euphoria maddy #maddy x reader #maddy perez x reader #maddy perez #euphoria cassie #jules euphoria #rue bennett #cassie howard #euphoria jules #jules vaughn #euphoria kat #euphoria fanfiction #euphoria hbo #gilmore girls #maddy x nate #euphoria nate

[lilxberry]

Preference: Your First Kiss (Girls)

GIF PREFERENCES

INCLUDES:

Cassie

Jules

Maddy

Kat

Lexi

Rue

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Cassie:

It became a regular occurrence with heading over to Lexis'. Whether it was studying, working on projects or just simply hanging out.

Plus, seeing Cassie on a regular basis was a positive sidenote.

It was one of those times where you and Lexi had decided to hang out within her room, movies playing on your laptop which you brought over, loaded up with a multitude of genres.

The movie was in full motion and just as the anticipation which the scene built up was finally about to be relieved, Lexi leaned forward and pressed the space bar on the keyboard, pausing the movie.

"Dude!"

"What?" Lexi shrugged innocently. "I need to go pee."

"Couldn't you have waited like, an extra 30 seconds?" You ask in a whining tone.

"Nope," she replied, popping the 'P'. "Anyways," Lexi started as she moved to stand from the bed. "We're nearly out of drinks so you can go get refills."

With that, she disappeared through the door.

"What's the point in having drinks if you're just gonna need a piss half way through the movie?" You grumbled to yourself quietly.

With a huff, you stood yourself, grabbing both of the large, near empty drinking glasses that are transparent red before leaving her bedroom yourself, heading towards the kitchen.

You whistle quietly to yourself as you walk down the hallway and stairs.

As you pass by the front door on your way, it opens and in walks Cassie, looking slightly drenched from the drizzle of rain outside.

But that wasn't what you had noticed about her appearance. It was the puffy, red eyes and smudged mascara.

There was no doubt that some of the trails of moisture down her cheeks were tears.

She closes the door and turns to walk further into the house, jumping when she spots you who had subconsciously stopped walking to watch her.

"Fucking Jesus, you scared me!" Cassie held one hand over her heart as it beat rapidly from the small fright you gave her.

You coughed as you were instantly brought out of your quiet trance. “Uh, yeah. Sorry.” You flashed her a small smile as you sheepishly scratch at the back of your neck.

“Are you- uh- are you okay?” You asked sincerely, your face now contorted in a slight show of concern.

She sniffled and attempted to send you a smile of reassurance but it did anything but. “Yeah.”

You raised your one eyebrow as you looked at her, silently asking her if she thought you were that stupid. Cassie sighed before walking past you and heading towards the kitchen, you trailing behind her.

Placing the two glasses down on to the counter, you lean back against it as you watch her try to compose herself. Turning towards you, her face lowered towards the ground, she finally relented.

“McKay cheated on me.”

Your whole body stiffened. You had gotten to know Cassie ever since you had first came over to their house to work with Lexi on a project. If you thought you had a crush on her when you first laid your eyes upon her, you had fallen hard during the moments you shared laughing and flirtatiously bantering.

“That fucking asshole,” you mutter.

Cassie giggled softly and the smallest of smiles graced her glossed lips. 

It was clear the girl before you was lacking some serious self-confidece and you decided you would change that.

“It’s his loss, I reckon. The asshole didn’t deserve you.”

She shook her head in protest but you wouldn’t allow her to speak as you continued.

“Like, how could anyone treat someone so kind, sweet, funny and beautiful as you like shit?” You slowly stepped towards her causing her head to raise and look up at you. “He just threw away the greatest damn thing that’s ever happened to him,” you whispered softly.

You stood so close your breaths hit each other’s faces’. Cassie gained a small twinkle in her big, round eyes.

“You mean that?”

You nodded. “Yeah. I do.”

She surged forward and crashed her lips to yours and, although you knew she was feeling quite vulnerable, you couldn’t help but lean into her touch and kiss her back.

Cassie had initiated the kiss with such aggression but you slowed it down to a sweet, steadied pace of lips melding together. There was a tenderness to your kiss that Cassie had never truly experienced before.

Moments pass where you and the blonde ignored all of your surrounding but eventually, you parted for air. She chased after you lips, her clouded mind wanting more but you moved back further, gently cradling her face in your hands.

“I can’t- I don’t want to be some rebound,” you whispered against her lips.

“I uh, I understand,” she started. “I don’t want you to be a rebound. You’re so sweet and I just- I don’t want to hurt you like that.”

You smiled down towards her in such adoration she swore she could have melted on the spot. “Maybe when you feel like you’re ready, I could take you on a date?”

You sounded so nervous asking such a thing, even though you had just shared a kiss. She giggled softly before nodding her head.

“Yeah. I’d like that.”

Beaming down at her, you placed a sweet kiss to her forehead before pulling away. “Me and Lexi are watching a movie if you wanna join. I- I mean, it is in your room but-”

She shook her head with a smile. “Sure. Just, give me a minute to change before you come in, yeah?”

You grinned as you nodded. “I’m on drink duty anyways, guess I gotta do you one, too.”

Cassie laughed in a shy manner, she all the sudden felt quite nervous around you. “Okay. See you in a sec.”

“Yeah,” you breathed out as you watched her walk away, turning the corner to head upstairs to her shared room with Lexi.

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Jules:

“Hey Y/N. Jules is in her room.”

“Thanks Mr. Vaughn.”

You smiled at Jules’ dad as you passed him at the front door and began walking towards the stairs. Just as you reached the first step, David called out to you before you could ascend them.

“Are you joining us for dinner tonight?”

Turning back towards the man, you grinned at him as you gripped your backpack strap with one hand and the stairs handrailing with the other. “That would be awesome, thanks.”

You had become quite comfortable within the Vaughn household after that first initial meeting 2 months ago. Mr Vaughn certainly liked you and had no issue with Jules spending a lot of her time with you.

Jules and you had decided to work together and study, hence why you were currently in their house, climbing the stairs to get to her room.

Reaching the decorated bedroom door, you rapped your knuckles against it twice before slowly opening the door. “Hey.”

Jules looked up from the textbook in front of her on the bed and smiled towards you. “Took your time.”

You scoffed. “Sorry princess. I’ll be sure to sprint next time.”

She released something akin to a snort as you closed the door and moved over on her bed slightly to make room for you, to which you gracefully fell into to.

“So, d’ya miss me?” you ask playfully, waggling your eyebrows up at her as she looked down at you.

She shook her head but a smile was obviously evident on her face. “I saw you like an hour ago.”

You feign hurt and clasp a hand over your chest. “That hurt princess. After I had missed you and all.” You winked up at her and shuffled to sit up beside her, leaning over the edge of the bed to reach into your bag where you dropped it to pull textbooks out.

Jules couldn’t help the way her eyes subtly scanned over you. She hadn’t been feeling as platonically invested in you as she appeared to be. Maybe it was the way you always ensured she ate, or how you would practically force your jumper on to her when she appeared cold in the slightest. Hell, maybe it’s the way you interact with her father, him now having someone to really share some interests with and enjoyable conversation with over dinner, something she always felt she wasn’t able to do.

“Okay,” you started, pulling a handful of textbooks up with you as you began to sit back up straight. “Whatcha wanna start with? Mr Davey in on my ass about my maths gra-”

The blonde had swiftly cut you off the second you turned to look at her with her lips landing on yours in succession.

You froze, only for a moment, before you allowed yourself to kiss back, your hands releasing your books and moving up to gently hold the back of her head and to rest lightly on her hip.

With her own hands, one hooked behind your neck and the other fisting your t-shirt, she pulled you down as she laid back on her bed, you easily following without resisting, the kiss becoming more fervent within the few seconds since starting.

Lungs becoming depleted and desperate for air, you separate and can’t help but stare into each others eyes as you breath heavily.

“Wow, you must really hate math.”

She allowed a laugh to bubble out of her, biting her lip as she looked up at you with adoration. “Dork.”

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Maddy:

Well, you did as she asked. You called her. How could you not? Honestly, you were kinda scared to find out what happened if you didn’t call.

You wait patiently within your car outside the address the girl had told you of, tapping your fingers against the steering wheel to the low volume of the radio.

Catching movement in the corner of your eye, you spot her bounding out of her home in a way only one Maddy Perez could pull off.

She pulled the door open and slid in with no qualms, as if she had done it a million times over. A small smirk covered her face when she noticed your gawking, most likely from the outfit she had chosen for the evening.

Miss Perez made it painstakingly obvious about going to some party together that evening. Even if parties weren’t your scene, you couldn't find it in you to disagree with the girl.

Plus, Kat had assured you she would also be in attendance, calming you slightly.

“Hey.” she pushed her chest out just that bit more as she made a show of pulling the seatbelt over her and buckling it in.

“H-hey.” Your eyes snapped to in front of you, trying to act as if you weren’t entirely and unashamedly staring at her.

“You remember where the partys’ at, right?” she asked, pulling the visor down and looking in the mirror, checking her glossed lips and eye makeup.

“Uh, yeah.” You didn’t want to keep her waiting, something in you felt like that wouldn’t be something she would like greatly. It honestly felt as if she had bewitched you the moment you watched her dance, never wanting to disappoint and always wanting to please her.

It felt different.

You started up the ignition and pulled away from the curb, focusing on the road the entire drive. Of course, Maddie took control of the music, connecting her phone to the aux cord and playing something of her liking.

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You had been at the party for an hour and already, you were feeling quite bored.

You opted out of drinking, staying sober to be able to drive.

You so desperately wanted to leave but you couldn’t find it in you to leave Maddy behind; intoxicated and without a sober cell in her body. You couldn’t just abandon her and leave her without a way of getting home, a possibility of someone taking advantage of her.

So, you stayed, watching from the side-lines as she danced with her friends, drinking.

Kat walked up to you, leaning against the wall like you had, her own drink in hand, only difference being the cups contents. “She should really go home. She never drinks this much so soon.”

Your brows furrowed and you chanced a peek at her before looking at Maddy once more, only now feeling concerned. “Why’d you think she’s drunk so much?”

She shrugged. “I don’t know, but she’s gonna keep going if she doesn’t leave.”

You sigh through your nose and drink the rest of your drink, a sprite-like drink. You hand Kat your cup before trudging through the sweaty bodies of drunken teens, desperately avoiding touching them as you navigate your way over.

Once near, Maddy spots you and a sloppy grin spreads over her face. She pulls you closer by your shirt and hooks her arms lazily around your neck, pushing her body into yours, still swaying to the music.

“Heyyyyy~ Where’ve y’been?” she slowly purred out.

You glanced around you awkwardly before looking down at her. “I was uh, letting you have fun with your friends.”

She cooed. “But I wan’ some fun with youuu~”

You smiled down at her sweetly as you pulled away slightly, taking her arms from around your neck and opting to hold one hand as the other gently rests on her waist to keep her somewhat steady on her feet.

“C’mon, Kat suggested getting you home.”

She hadn’t actually put up much fight which was surprising, instead allowing you to gently guide her out the house and towards your car, setting her in the passenger seat and buckling her up safely.

Once in, you wasted no time in driving away, intentions of taking her back to her home where she can sleep safely.

Her head was lolling from side to side yet she stayed away, a drunk smile across her lips and hooded eyes.

You glanced at her every so often and you couldn’t help yourself any longer, needing to know.

“Kat said you don’t usually drink this much at parties, especially early on. Why’d you drink so much tonight?”

She noted the concern in your tone but Maddy’s intoxicated state allowed her to ignore it, making her scoff. “God, why’re you being so- so boring?” she slurred, a hiccup interrupting her words.

You signed softly and decided against driving further without getting some answer from her. Pulling over, you allowed yourself to rotate slightly in your seat, facing her with a worried look.

“C’mon Mad, is something wrong? Did something happen?”

“’Was nervous,” she mumbled out, her voice sounding tired.

“Nervous?” you questioned. “Why are you nervous?”

“‘Cause I like you,” she started. “Kats’ always on ‘bout you, how great you are. Then I saw you sitting ‘gether.”

You smiled slightly and brushed her hair from her face which had fallen in front of due to all the lolling of her head. “You didn’t have to be nervous, y’know?”

“Really?” she mumbled sweetly, looking up almost like a hopeful child.

You chuckled and and cupped her cheek gently, running your thumb ob=ver the apple soothingly. “Really,” you affirmed.

In her drunken state, Maddy threw caution to the wind and leant forward, her lips crashing against yours clumsily.

You froze, not wanting to kiss her in this state, to which she partly picked up. Pulling away, she looked hurt and upset. “Why didn’ you kiss me back?” she slurred in a whisper.

“I want to kiss you,” you whispered back. “Just not like this, not when you’re like this. I want to do this properly, take you on an actual nice date, have a good time together, open doors for you and buy you food. Will you let me do that? Will you let me take you on a proper date?”

She sniffled and nodded, her heart swelling at the idea alone.

You smiled at her, placing a gentle kiss on to her forehead before turning your body in your seat back to the front, hands returning to the wheel and pulling off again, heading back to the same house you picked her up from earlier.

Maddy closed her eyes and leant her head against the window, a smile on her face.

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Kat:

Conversation thrived between the two of you over social media, yet it could not be said that it was the same within reality.

Only shy nods and quick hello’s exchanged in school.

‘Why do we never talk in person?’ Kat messaged one night randomly, making your eyebrows furrow.

‘Didn’t think you wanted to x’

A few seconds passed, the screen showing that she was typing a response, until it disappeared, no new message following. Now you were thoroughly confused.

Had you said something wrong? Done something?

With questions running wild in your head, you barely slept, thinking over all the times you’ve spoken not only over the phone and through texts and messages, but the small occurrences face to face.

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You spotted Kat down the hallway beside, as per usual, Maddy and Cassie.

Pulling out your phone, you text out a quick message, hitting send, watching readily to see if she’ll finally talk to you.

‘Hey x’

Her phoned buzzed which was what alerted her, you assumed. She pulled her own phone from out of her pocket, unlocking it and reading over your message, only to lock it again a second later, pocketing it once more.

You frowned and looked to your screen and there it said clear as day; ‘seen’.

“why’d it look like you just sucked a fucking lemon?” Troy asked, his words prompting his brother Roy to look at you also.

“Nothing.”

Your eyes stayed trained on the girl as she stayed more quiet than usual by her own friends.

“Dude, c’mon,” Roy pressed.

But the two were left looking after you confused as you left suddenly, heading in the direction of Kat. The twins shared a look of absolute confusion and opted to stay put to watch you do whatever they didn’t know you were about to do.

It was Cassie who spotted you, who lightly tapped Maddy and nodded at your approaching form. When Kat realised the two were looking at something behind her, her face scrunched up in confusion and she turned, spotting you.

You reach her in no time, and although you feel nerves wanting to overwhelm your body, you push through it.

“Hey, can we talk?” You warily glance at the girls behind her but refocus a moment later on her.

“Maybe later.” She was sort with her answer and turned to focus back on the two girls and her locker.

The frustration you began to feel was building and you decided againt your better judgement to press more. You stepped closer and leant towards her. “Now, please.”

“Why?” She still wouldn’t look at you.

You internally groaned before turning her around by her shoulder, her face holding a shocked expression.

“Because I thought we were friends, I thought we were okay. You just decided to ignore me all the sudden and I want to know why.”

Kat scoffed and leant closer, her voice turning into a harsh whisper. “You were perfectly fine with ignoring each other before.”

“That’s different!” you exclaimed before lowering your voice once more. “I told you I thought you didn’t want to talk during school.”

“What gave you that fucking impression, huh?”

“How about the fact you never came up to talk to me just as I didn’t fucking waltz up to talk to you? Conversations go both fucking ways, Kat.” You breathed out heavily through your nose, closing your eyes for a moment. “I thought you liked me, like, liked me. Like how I like you. We talked non stop and I thought it was going somewhere but then you just damn cut me off and I don’t even know what I did wrong. Or it was over some stupid fucking fact that either of us had any fucking balls to talk to each other?”

“So, I’m talking to you now,” you continued. “You still gonna fucking ignore me, Kat? Huh? You gonna keep ignoring me? Because I don’t like it when you ignore me, I don’t fucking like it when we don’t talk, Kat. All I ever want to do is talk to you, all the fucking time. I wanna listen to you complain about anything and everything. I wanna listen to you tell me that you hate Mr Davey’s class. I wanna listen to every fun fact about fucking sailor moon you know. You drive me fucking crazy, Kat.”

Kat was flabbergasted during your whole speech, her eyes wide and her heart racing. The two girls behind her had their mouths wide open, shock and excitement flowing through them.

Moments passed where Kat gave no response and you sighed, shaking your head and turning to leave, your face turning crestfallen. But before you had any time to put some distance between yourself and her, she rushed in front of you and smiled up at you.

“I really fucking hate Mr Daveys’ class.”

You snorted and shook your head, you face slightly confused.

That confusion melted away when she leant in and kiss you almost hesitantly. You responded with more confidence, in which boosted her own, allowing the kiss to become more affirmative, your hands resting on her waist as hers held on to your shoulders.

“Aww, that was like, really fucking weird but cute,” Maddy voiced, drawing you and Kat out of your own bubble and out of your kiss.

“Thanks, Perez,” you called to her, to which Kat rolled her eyes, but smiled nonetheless.

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Lexi:

You toss your tray full of food on to the table before letting your bag fall to the ground. You plonk yourself down on to the bench beside Lexi, throwing your arm over her shoulders.

She smiles up at you whilst you give her a wink.

“Hello, gorgeous.”

After that day in class, you and Lexi grew closer and closer, eventually falling naturally into a relationship.

Although, you’ve yet to kiss one another, going at a slower pace than most nowadays. 

“Hey.”

You bring her closer into your side as you play with the food on your tray. “So,” you draw out. “ Me, you, food, a movie?” You waggle your eyebrows and she giggles as your ridiculousness.

“We already had that planned, in case you’ve forgotten.”

“Well, excuse e for wanting to double-check with my girlfriend.” At this, she blushed.

“Obviously, I’m still coming over.”

“That’s what I like to here.” You smile and pick up one of the few tater tots on your plate, popping one into your mouth while you continue to side hug Lexi.

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Movie playing on your laptop, all junk food completely disappeared and Lexi curled into your side, you felt content, happy, relaxed.

You sighed calmly as you gave Lexi a small squeeze, to which she smiled up at you shyly, looking towards your face with a light blush dusting her cheeks.

Moments passed where she continued watching you, feeling her gaze on your face. You glance down at her, a smile breaking out on to your features. “You’re missing the film.”

Her blush deepened, feeling slightly embarrassed that she had been caught staring but kept looking at you either way.

It became silent between you once more, you enjoying the movie whilst Lexi thought things over in her head, debating whether she should ask or leave it be.

 She eventually chose to ask.

Quietly, as her eyes shifted away from your face, she spoke. “Can I kiss you?”

You paused, thinking you hadn’t heard her correctly, nearly not at all with how quiet she’s being.

You lean forward to pause the movie before turning you attention down to your girlfriend, still cuddled close to you but almost as if she was trying to hide away due to her sudden shyness.

“What?” you asked softly.

Lexi cleared her throat and forced herself to act more confident when she repeats her words. She looks you in the eye and speaks once more. “Can I kiss you?”

A wide smile breaks on to your face and you can’t help the way your heart swells with happiness.

But, you being you, you couldn’t help but tease her slightly.

“I don’t think my girlfriend would like that.”

Her eyebrows furrowed and she looked honestly confused for a moment, almost sullen, her mind not working it out as quickly as she would like to admit. “Oh,” was all she said.

You chuckled and shook your head. “C’mere,” you whispered, gently guiding her head towards your with your hand against her jaw, pulling her closer and closer until finally, your lips met in a sweet and attentive kiss.

It was slow and soft and it all Lexi could want and more.

Pulling away, her eyes remained close for moments beyond the kiss, a smile gracing her face.

“So, am I good kisser or am I a great kisser?” you playfully spoke, earning a giggle from the girl in your arms, who still looked blissed out from your moment.

“Any other options to chose from?” she teasingly asks back.

“Nope. Sorry. Only those options are available. Unless you wanna say I’m like, the best kisser in the world, then I’ll make an exception.”

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Rue:

“Rue, my sweet, sweet Rue. Word is you’re abandoning me,” you sigh out dramatically as you swung into her sight holding on to the door frame.

She turns from her packing and looks at you, a deadpan expression on her face as she sarcastically states, “Oh no. Why is the world such a cruel place?”

Snorting, you move to flop down on to her bed in the centre right beside her suitcase, still half unpacked, clothing piled up on the opposite side.

From the moment you and Rue first interacted, you grew closer and closer, eventually, even your flirting towards Marissa slowed to a stop, too focused and caught up in what was Rue.

“Y’know,” you started. “I’m gonna miss you. This placed sucked but it got a little better when you got here.” You had a sad smile, something very uncommon for you.

Rue’s face turned sympathetic and she sat by your head, her hand reaching out and holding yours where it rest atop your stomach. “When’re you finally getting out?”

Another snort escapes you and you shrug your shoulders, looking up at her face. “I dunno. Like, another month, maybe? Just to make sure, y’know?”

You had been to rehab on multiple occasions, this being your third; which is why they’ve decided on keeping you in longer, hoping that the lengthened stay would work better than the other placements.

It fell silent between the two of you and you basked in it, only for a short while though, hands connected by soft touches and gentle holds.

Clearing your throat, you looked up in Rue’s direction once more and, what felt like the first time in many years, you felt nervous.

“Hey,” you whisper to gain her attention.

“What’s up?”

“When I finally get out of here,” you swallowed thickly. “Let me take you on a date.”

You held your breath as you awaited your reaction and you felt relief consume your entire being when her face lit up with a wide but shy smile. She nodded a little. “Yeah, I’d like that.”

You continue to gaze at her face, your eyes scanning over every detail, memorising it. You decided to be bold a final time, leaning up and connecting your lips with her.

The positioning was slightly awkward, your head a whole 90 degrees off from hers but it never prevented her from turning her head to kiss you back easier, her hair falling over the sides of both your faces like a curtain of curls.

Your free hand reached up, bringing it to the back of her head, her hair falling between the gaps of your fingers.

Both of you part, lazily smiles on your face. You felt ecstatic and now could no longer wait until you would be deemed safe to leave the centre. 

“I should uh,” you cleared your throat and chuckled slightly. “I should let you pack.”

“Yeah,” Rue whispered, her bottom lip becoming lightly trapped between her teeth.

As if hearing each others thoughts, you both leaned towards each other and gave each other one last kiss, soft and sweet and slow.

Pulling away, you sit up and then stand from the bed, slowly making your way out of her room which would be empty in a few hours times. Before fully leaving, you turn to her, a wide grin on your face as you overdramatically bow, causing her to laugh at your actions.

You call out to her one last time before walking out of the doorway and down the corridor.

“See you in a month, Bennett.”

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Honestly, these kinda sucked lmao

My writing has just gone down hill

(Not that it was way up there before)

Anyways, this kinda leads on from the first Euphoria preferences I did with the girls

You can find that one through the masterlist pinned on my page

If you wanna be added to a toglist lemme know

Anywho, I hope you enjoy

As always, constructive criticism and requests are welcomed and greatly appreciated :D

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[gaiath]

Being in a relationship with Jules Vaughn...

Dark content creators+ consumers dni

Gender neutral reader

She is honestly the sweetest girlfriend you could ever have.

Constantly begs to do your makeup when she had some new ideas.

Even dresses you up especially when there's a party or if the two of you are having a sleepover.

Showing cute amounts of affection at school (cheek kisses, holding hands and small pecks on the lips.)

Constantly being close to each other at parties to be safe.

Absolutely despising Nate and his actions towards people.

Watching Anime together whenever you go over to her house.

Having dinner with her and her father David.

He is so supportive of the relationship and never minds having you over to see Jules or to have dinner with the two of them.

Comforting her about the situation with her mother. If you have a similar relationship with your parent, then the two of you comfort each other and talk about those experiences.

Swinging each other's arms whilst holding hands.

Jules couldn't be happier when she wakes up in the morning and you're the one beside her.

She talks to you about her dream of becoming a fashion designer and moving to New York.

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[infernalodie]

𝐈𝐟 𝐈 𝐊𝐧𝐞𝐰 || 𝐉𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐕𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐧

“𝘖𝘩, 𝘰𝘩, 𝘰𝘩, 𝘐, 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘵 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘛𝘰 𝘱𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘐𝘯 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦'𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘴, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘈𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘐𝘧 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦“

Inspo: Bruno Mars - If I Knew

Pairing: Jules Vaughn x Hispanic!Male!reader

Summary: You might’ve never done the things you did if you knew it would’ve been you and Jules endgame...

Warnings: Angst

Words: 1626

When Jules first came to Highland, she never expected her first night to meet you and your friends. Parading up and down the block that she lived on singing incorrect lyrics. You, seemed to be the leader of the group, holding a case of beers that you clearly shouldn’t have had at your age. But still, you and your little band of misfits marched up and down her street. It would be a lie if Jules said she didn’t watch from her window in amusement. Well, at least until the flashing lights of a cop cruiser got your guys’ attention, causing the five of you to run from the police.

From that day on, Jules had some sort of inkling as to what to expect from her move and a new place to call her home. And when she officially met you, it was the same night she first met Nate Jacobs.

“You’re new, right?” A voice inquired from behind Jules, who was pouring herself a drink. When she swivelled around in surprise. She found the warm gaze of you, standing only a few inches taller than her, but your stature did nothing to intimidate her. If anything, it made her feel safe and the faintest tickling of butterflies in her stomach. But that might just be the goofy smile that danced on your lips.

“Jules Vaughn, a pleasure to meet you.“ She extended her hand towards you, to which you took it and shook it. Your hands were calloused, especially the tips of your fingers. Jules wondered if you did construction or something that would make your hands so rough to the touch. But you were attractive and also didn’t think that you would waste your time with a job that you couldn’t use your looks to capitalize on. “You may not know, but my first night moving here, you were parading up and down my street. Pretty loud.”

Although her words could be deciphered as frustration, you quickly picked up on the teasing tone her words were masked in. Making you laugh softly and lean against the kitchen counter with a sigh. Nodding your head with a smirk etched on your lips. A look Jules knew would make her frustrated with given time.  “Gotta live life to the fullest, but I’m sorry chica if I disturbed your sleep.” Smiling down at the girl, you playfully nudged your shoulder against hers. “Y/n Y/L/N,” you greeted before squinting at the girl, pointing a questioning finger toward her. “You want something to drink? I can make a mean drink.”

The offer made Jules smile, nodding as she handed you her red solo cup. “You from the city, hermosa?” You inquired after mixing all the liquids into her drink and handing her the cup.

Before she answered, she took a daring sip. You watched in amusement, eyes flickering down to her lips that she smacked together to overexaggerate her critique of your critically acclaimed drink. And before you knew it, she downed it and sighed, holding the cup out with a smile. “Make me a few more of those and I’ll tell you everything, Guapo.” The use of Spanish made you grin widely as you did a mock bow, making Jules giggle in amusement.

“Whatever you say, Jules.”

Jules had learned the two of you grew up in the same city but on two completely different sides. Both of you lived on two different planets in two different galaxies and two different universes. From everything you had told her, there would’ve never been a chance she would’ve never run into you. Getting locked up into juvenile detention for fighting in school at a young age and trespassing on too many properties to count- Your words, not hers.

Essentially, you were the bad boy of Highland that somehow had fallen into her path. Offering nothing but a kind and comforting smile that made her heart melt. Your personality bright and your smile brighter. The aroma of cigarettes and cheap beer that was your signature fragrance brought calm to her mind every time you were around. If she caught the faintest scent of you, she felt your presence near. And it comforted her in some way.

Things were natural and chaotic for Jules in her first few months of moving to Highland. She’d gotten caught up with Nate Jacobs and his dad. Then you were always there, willing to be the shoulder she could lean on and be a helpful source to take her mind off her problems. Willing to drive her out to the dinner in town to eat or go rollerskating. In an act of kindness, you had introduced her to Rue and your friends who coincidentally were a band, of which you were part of. Taking her out on those parades on a random street before being chased by the police. Although she hated you always putting yourself in danger to do stupid shit, you always reassured her nonchalantly. Giving her that famous smirk of hers as you would casually reassure her that you would never get in trouble over that shit.

But things were good.

But you, you were hopelessly in love with this girl that couldn’t see the signs. Either too caught up in her own thoughts or focused on Rue, who was just as thrilled to have her attention. It wasn’t like you blamed Rue for stealing your bird, but you also knew you weren’t Jules’ keeper. So sadly, you eventually fell to the wayside. Having to sit on the sidelines and watch a love blossom before your eyes.

So, as any confused and frustrated guy would do, you hooked up with girls. Some of whom you knew didn’t deserve your time and attention, but you gave them anyway. Seeking to relieve your mind from the constant hold Jules had on it. Which only prompted Jules to appear far more, badgering you over your stupid decisions. You appreciated that she still cared, but it didn’t fulfill the love you held for her.

It’d always been like this for you at least. Once a kid who grew up in a big city with nothing but time and zero fear. Willing to put your time into people that you knew wouldn’t last. Have sex as much as you wanted with whoever wanted the same. And maybe it fucked you up now because this feeling was so new to you, but you knew what it was and knew what you wanted. Yet, it felt impossible to have the one person you actually pictured spending most of your life with.

“Do you like Lexi?” The question had been enough to throw you off, nearly tripping over your feet as you came out of the bathroom. Staring at Jules, who was sitting on your bed with her phone in hand. She wasn’t even giving you the mercy of holding your gaze and not making you twitch at the rather stupid question.

“I don’t know,” you shrugged, walking over and sitting beside the blonde. Rubbing your thumb into your palm to relieve how hard you had been clenching your fists in the bathroom. Trying to find some form of confidence to ask Jules about what had been going on with Rue. This had been the first time in two weeks since she decided to visit you as she had been spending most of her time with the other girl. Leaving you on read and ignoring your phone calls. The once-tamed resentment you felt towards Rue had grown and had been gnawing at your heart. “Do you like Rue?”

That had been enough to make Jules take her eyes off her phone and snap up to you. The reaction made you purse your lips, nodding to yourself. Looking back down at your hands as you chuckled. How stupid of you. Of course, she would. First Rue took your happiness from her being a bitch all the time from her drug addiction, and now she took Jules. Not that you should be surprised either. Spent 2-years with her and helped her through the death of her father, and this is what you got back.

“You know, I actually thought…” Your lips parted, sighing as your jaw jutted to the side. “You may have liked me.”

Jules stared at you, surprised by the confession, lips parting as she tried to find the right words to respond. But the longer she was silent, the worst the feeling in your heart got. The repetitive ache that would never seize until you eventually recovered. But that wouldn’t be for a long, long time.

“I- I did, for a time-” You scoffed standing to your feet and biting your bottom lip. Jules stood up and stared at your back as she stumbled over her words. “But I-I don’t anymore- Not after I met Rue. You sleep around and I don’t know if I wanted to have a guy like that as my boyfriend. I’m sorry, Y/n.” Her phone began to ring, gaining her attention. But you didn’t have to check to know who it was. Turning around and smiling at her sadly with pursed lips.

“Better not keep her waiting,” you commented, sniffling and forcing a smile. “She’s very impatient.” She didn’t know what to say, so she gave you a fleeting glance before rushing out of your room and answering the phone call.

Leaving you a disgruntled and regretful boy, who had fallen for the wrong heart. Maybe in another universe, you may have been different. Maybe you weren’t a rambunctious and tireless boy. And maybe, you would’ve been Jules. But if you knew what could’ve been if you didn’t bring Rue into Jules’ life, perhaps one day Jules would’ve loved you.

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[eddieismypimp]

do any of y’all like euphoria ? i was thinking of writing for fezco because I’m in love with him and I think he’s perfection. also, him and lexi’s chemistry is SOOOO cute. If you want writings for euphoria, PLEASE REQUEST HERE!

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Fic title : Mania Brownies

@comfortember 2023 prompt : Baking

Rating : Teen & Up Audiences

Fandom : Euphoria (HBO)

Pairing : Rue/Jules

Additional tags : Manic Episode, Mania, Bipolar Disorder, Bipolar Rue Bennett, Fluff, Domestic Fluff, Brownies, Baking

Word count : 317

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[darkwaterandwinds]

Okay but lexi’s voiceover talking about her imagination was over her and fez on the couch.

So

Like

Could the Stand By Me Have been a daydream?

like I don’t want it to be true but fuck we can’t believe more than half the shit this show gives us.

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[bondove]

Hey are you still working on the natexjules thing you announced a while back

hiii and first of all sorry for the delayed reply! am i still working on it? sort of. BUT i have changed my mind and i will be writing a fic focusing in jules and nate’s few meetings when nate is in new york and jules is still in east highland. this will be a shorter multichapter fic and then i will be publishing the one following them in new york!

#anon #fanfiction #euphoria #jules vaughn

[mochminnie]

Euphoria Fanfic

Vanessa Santos and Dylan Lewis are my original Characters I have written. Please let me know what you think about my story and what I should work on during the process of working on this story.

Dylan is a popular jock and is Ethan's Cousin and they are both close. He actually hangs out with cousin and his friends more than the football team. He despise Nate because of his aggression and the way he talks about the girls in school. He using his creativity side through music and photography. He gets made fun of for it.

Vanessa is an Asian American with a curvy body who is loving, outgoing yet shy. She expresses herself through style and makeup. She loves her friends and cares about them. She experienced sexual assault and trauma at a young age. She deals with anxiety and depression.

Vanessa didn’t take Rue’s overdose well. She went to see Fez and bitched slapped him for giving Rue drugs.

She moved into her aunt Melissa and her cousin Alyssa's house which is much closer to East Highland . She is way more independent now. She got a part time job at the mall, she can drive. When she lived with her parents she had to share a room with her mom. She didn’t have a room, her aunt and uncle took over the other room. Her dad slept on the couch in the living room.

When her aunt  Stacy (30’s)  lived with her at the age of 9 she had a traumatic life, but her aunt was an alcoholic and drug addict. Her aunt tried to commit suicide more than once. Went to Rehab and the hospital a bunch of times. Her aunt would use to get it at Fez’s Grandma while she was still feeling well. Vanessa and Fez become closer.

She’s not close with her father. He worked a lot.  Her father was a monster. Homophobic she couldn’t even come out to her dad. When she was a child her dad would tickle her roughly and bite her. She didn’t think much of it, thought it was innocent. Not until  she was 9 her dad assaulted her at a young age her dad saw it as a joke. It only happened one time to her she did everything she could do to avoid her dad touching her around the neck, thigh, butt area.

She couldn’t tell her mom what happened. He got angry issues, would pull her hair, smack her, punch her not to the point where she would bruise regardless she would still live in that household despite having an abusive father. She tries her best to have a father daughter relationship with her.

She’s much closer with her mother and even came out how she likes boys and girls at first her mother was in denial. She accepts so much now as they get closer even though they don’t get along at all. Whenever her mother is angry she would always take it out on her. She loves her mother more than her father. Her mother doesn’t judge what she wears. Loves how she got confident but, she tends to comment about her weight and to lose it.

Now her parents are traditional, conservative. Well her father is much more strict and can be religious. That can tie in along with being homophobic. She believes that there are people can be part of the LGBTQ+ and be Christian. She hates people telling her “It’s your dad you should respect him and obey” Now she believes parents aren’t always right and she got her own beliefs. She didn’t judge anyone that’s part of the LGBTQ+ community she’s bi herself or  Anyone who have an abortion you can tell her parents still living like it’s the 70’s.

Vanessa introduced Kat to Tumblr. That’s what got them to write fanfiction online. Vanessa even loves to go on Wattpad. Both Kat and Vanessa would both blog and tumblr send each other fanfiction they have written. They even co written a fanfiction about BTS, a Korean Boy Group. Now Vanessa is an ARMY (Adorable Representative M.C. for Youth). Kat doesn’t know much about them but thinks they’re cute and have good music. She’s a Directioner so she just writes most of the smut. They love how they both got popular online just for writing fanfiction.

Vanessa met Maddy through Kat. She definitely got close with Maddy. Maddy and Cassie love the way Vanessa dances. They both encouraged her to join the Cheer team.  She was shy and didn't look confident. She envied not looking like Maddy and Cassie. She started crushing on Cassie getting all shy around her. She never would admit that she likes Cassie. Cassie just saw her as a friend.  Because she can hear some people saying she’s so fat and can’t dance. Maddy literally picks up a fight with any bitch who comes in Vanessa’s way. Maddy got her way stronger at dances and it made her grow confidence. Vanessa loves how brutally honest Maddy can be.  That she didn’t join the cheer team until Junior year.

Vanessa dressed up as Musa from Winx Club for Halloween. While Mckay and Cassie were distant… Cassie was making out with Daniel, But she didn’t want to sleep with him so she went to one of her most trusted friends, Vanessa Cassie knew she liked her. She wasn’t weirded out by it and still saw her as her bestie.  “I heard that you have a crush on me.” Smiling “What? Who.. told you?” Vanessa pulled her hair behind her ear and avoided eye contact. Cassie grabbed her face and  suddenly kissed her. It was gentle. Vanessa couldn’t believe it but, she kissed her back at the halloween party but, Vanessa pushed her. As she heard some of  the jocks laughing they took videos and pictures were linked. It was sent to the whole school. Someone uploaded it on pornhub ‘fat Asian dyke kiss best friend’ Dylan defended it her, He knew how much she liked Cassie and fully accepted who she is. Vanessa ran off. “What the hell, why would you send this to the whole school?” Defending his friend. “Vanessa!”  Then one of the jock said, “Dude didn’t you want to watch them 69 eachother?” Dylan was disgusted. “THAT’S FUCKING GROSS, DON’T EVEN TALK ABOUT ANY WOMAN LIKE THAT EVER!” He punch him “Come on man I was just messing around.”

“Vanessa wait I’m… I’m sorry I didn’t mean for this to happen!” Cassie said

“Look Cassie I know you don’t like me or girls but you didn’t have to kiss me. Just why the hell would you lead me on?” Vanessa said

“I wish.. I do like you but I like you as a friend. No guy has ever treated me right. You’re the person that genuinely likes me and doesn’t want me for my body. So I just kissed you and I knew you liked me.” Cassie said

“No Cass. You’re just doing all of this just because Mckay wouldn’t tell people that he’s your girl. I get it it was wrong of him to do that and not letting you dress whatever the fuck you want at a college party. But kissing one of your bestfriends and being with Daniel while still being with Mckay is also wrong ” Vanessa

Lexi and Vanessa were my childhood friends. Lexi and Vanessa got much closer over the years towards highschool. Didn’t like how they had changed. Vanessa would say that she didn’t change, She was much quieter in Elementary and Middle School. The quiet one in class stuck in her own circle. She has gained so much confidence in highschool. She was friends with almost everyone in high school.

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