I never felt so hopeless in my life, I don't have the energy to do anything no more, I expect only bad things to happen, I just wanna die, I'm tired.
No food, no money, no sleep, no energy.
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It hurts when I think about love.
It’s a weird feeling, like I’m missing something.
I’ve felt it before, but I just can’t remember how it feels like.
I miss this feeling.
Being with someone you care about. Feel this person absences.
Needing to hear it’s voice, touch its skin.
Smells it’s smell.
Taste its flavor.
Wanting to be with someone but how it makes me feel. Not for sex only.
You know, feel you have home in someone’s arms, someone’s body.
Be safe there.
Be happy there.
Be whole.
Share your life, your dreams, your fears.
It’s like this door is closed for me, and I don’t have the tools to open it, nor to break in.
I wish someday I’ll understand how to leave this place I’m in, or someone will recue me from this lake of self loneliness and weirdness.
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The voices get louder. No one gives a fuck anymore anyway. I will listen to them and follow the path that's meant for me. ⚰️
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I don't know what I'm doing
Amongos
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I love how "kill myself" has a cute lil abbreviation like "I want to kill myself" just sounds morbid and serious but "I want 2 kms~" sounds so cute n nonchalant I luv it sm lol 🙃
btw pls do not worry; I am not currently actively suicidal lol I can just relate hard to the feeling of wanting to fucking die bc I have rly rly fucking horrible, extremely severe depression along with ~several~ other mental disorders lmao but yeah this post should be no cause for ur concern :) so ya just like n reblog this post if u feel me on this orrrrr just calmly ignore n scroll past this post if not.
Xoxo,
Gossip Girl~
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"Your death would be a burden to me, your life is not."
- Joy Angel
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When I'm down I always think that it's not enough to die. That I can go on. Today I wonder how many bad times I can endure until I just decide that it's not worth it and end it .
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yk that urge to kill yourself when you���re flopping…it’s now.
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When I die I want to be very painful to suffer for everything I did, I deserve to suffer because I'm a fucking piece of shit, useless and a fucking burden to everyone around me.
Also this is what I wish for my dad because he is an idiot.
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I’m not sure for how long I can take this. I’m suffocating.
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